#shawn mendes fanfictions

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Day 19 of Kinkmas: Taking a Bath With Shawn

pairing: Shawn Mendes x fem!reader

warning: unprotected sex (pls be safe)

Y/N’s POV

I walk in my house, stressed by a bad day at work and see my husband Shawn.

“how’s was work?” Shawn says with that dumb smirk on his face that I love.

“a nightmare.” I said about to tear up.

I fel two hands hugging me and i look up and it’s hugging me to make my day even better.

“i know what will make you feel better.” Shawn says kissing my temple gently.

“what’s that?”

“a bubble bath.”

“if that will make me feel better then give it to me.”

Shawn picks me up bridal style and brings me to the bathroom and starts to undress me slowly and starts the warm water and get the bubbles in the tube.

I get in the tub, while in the tub I see Shawn getting undressed and getting in the tub with me.

“Are you enjoying the bath honey?”

“Mmm yes, it feels good.” i moaned.

“i just wish that you can quit that job and stay home with me.” Shawn says getting closer to me.

“I know but you know that i get paid well.” I said pouting.

“I know, i just need you to be with me, i feel lonely without you here.” He says kissing my neck slowly.

I start to moan a little louder to remind him that he can touch me.

He grabs my legs closer to him and starts to kiss my lips harder and starts to make love to me.

He picks me up to get my body dried and brings me to the our bed. He gets on me and starts to fuck me harder. I start to scream in pleasure and feel his smirk in my neck.

“Shawn, you-you’re hurting me slo-slow down ple-please.” I stuttered.

“Sorry baby, i just want to make you feel good.” He moaned.

“go on a normal speed please.”

Shawn stops and fell next to me and breathed heavily.

“That was amazing.” i say breathing heavily.

“Are you going to quit the job now?”

“Yes.”

Shawn grabs his phone and starts to call my work.

“Mr. Larsen, my wife Mrs. Mendes wants to quit going to your office. Screw you then bastard!” Shawn sceams to the phone.

“What did he say?”

“He said, ‘that you’re the most sluttiest woman he has seen in his life.’ and I got mad and cursed.”

“So I’ve heard.”

Shawn starts to get tears in his eyes a little bit.

“Shawn, it’s okay, you got me to quit that awful job, and i’m going to be with you every day.”

“I know but the stuff that he said about you.”

“Ignore the dick head, he means nothing to you baby.”

“I’m just glad that you can stay here with me.”

“I know.” I say kissing his cheek softly.

“Round 2?” he says smirking.

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Harrison Osterfield & Harry Holland

Shawn Mendes & Joshua Bassett

Nico Greetham & Reader

Joshua Bassett & Matt Cornett

Harry Holland & Tom Holland

Jordan Fisher & Matt Cornett

Gavin Leatherwood & Reader

Anthony Keyvan & Reader

Tom Holland & Harrison Osterfield

Tom Holland & Kit Connor

Kit Connor & Mason Gooding

Leo Howard & Charles Melton

Lucien Laviscount & Black Michael

Froy Gutierrez & Zane Phillips

Peter Parker & Johnny Storm

Gavin Casalegno & Gregg Sulkin

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Rudy Pankow & Anthony Keyvan

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pairing: shawn mendes x reader

summary: shawn stumbles upon a coffee shop while on tour and becomes infatuated with the waitress

word count: 1.7k+

a/n: this has been in my drafts for so long... but i promise you’re in for a surprise... 

The heat of Amsterdam was relentless as Shawn continued to roam the unfamiliar streets of the city. Crossing bridges and tripping over loose rubble, Shawn sighed as his eyes scanned the stores lining the streets, hoping to find a place to settle down before heading back to his tour bus. He watched as a bicycle rider rode past him before slowing down and stopping at what seemed to be a cafe. He adjusted his jacket before reaching for his phone and checking the time. He had around 2 hours before he was expected to be back on the tour bus. Shawn smiled to himself as he followed the path the bicycle rider had just taken to get to the cafe down the street. 

As Shawn approached the front door of the cafe, he snapped a quick picture of the shop name just in case he needed to send his location to his manager. A mellow bell rang throughout the cafe as he pushed the door open. The smell of cinnamon and warm coffee danced through the air as he inhaled. The cafe was quaint, with landscape paintings lining the walls. Jazz music whispered under the sound of clanking dishes. 

Shawn sighed as he sat himself down at a booth nearest to the corner of the cafe, to ensure that no potential fans could spot him. The cafe was quite empty, as it was 2 pm on a weekday. A stained menu on the side of the table caught his eye. He reached over with a sigh, grabbing the corners of the menu to avoid touching the brown stains. A frown etched itself on his forehead as he flipped through the menu, the words splattering the page were close enough to English to follow along, but not enough to fully comprehend. Dutch, Shawn whispered to himself. He was in Amsterdam after all.

Shawn dropped the menu, opting to fiddle with the slightly tattered fabric of the booth, watching silhouettes walk past the cafe window. He closed his eyes, bopping his head along to the music flooding the cafe. 

“Are you new here?” A voice intruded Shawn’s entrancement.

“Uh, yeah,” Shawn spoke. He felt his breath constrict as he made eye contact with you. He’d truly never seen anyone as beautiful. “How could you tell?” Shawn spoke with a soft smile. He felt his heartbeat begin to pick up. 

“I’ve never seen you around here before, and you also looked a little clueless,” You point out with a laugh. 

“Oh, uh, sorry. I’m just here on tour. I’m a singer,” Shawn explains. 

“That’s cool,” you reply, raising your eyebrows. 

“Yeah. Grammy-nominated,” Shawn stammered. You nod, and his face flushed as he acknowledged his failed attempt at boasting. 

“Right,” you smile before pulling out a notepad and pen from your waist apron, “So, what would you like to order?” you say after a beat of silence. 

“Right. Right, of course.” Shawn stammered, “I don’t really know what’s good here, and I can’t really read the menu,” He says, scratching the back of his neck. 

“Ahh. I’m assuming you want me to tell you?” you question. 

“If that’s what you want, then sure. Tell me what’s good here.” Shawn spoke as he leaned forward on the table, leaning his head on his hand. He watched as you twirled the pen between your fingers. You were mesmerizing to him. You had an aura that was carefree yet so captivating. 

“What do you like?” you ask, quirking an eyebrow. 

“Something sweet,” Shawn spoke, “like you,” he continued with a speck of confidence.

“Oh. I see.” You hesitate to laugh. 

“Sorry, was that a bit much?” He asked as his confidence crumbled. 

“Yeah, it was a little cheesy,” You reply, tapping the notepad with your pen. 

“Right.” Shawn’s could feel the blood rushing to his cheeks. 

“You still want something sweet?” You asked. He perked up as he sensed remnants of a flirty subtext.  “On the menu, I mean.” You clarify, now just as flustered as Shawn was just a moment ago. 

“Yeah for sure. Maybe a brownie?” he fumbled with the menu once more, hoping that he’d ordered something that was an actual option. 

“Anything else?” You ask keeping your eyes on the notepad as you scribble Shawn’s order. 

“A cup of coffee,” Shawn took a deep breath in, “And your number?” he exhaled, squinting slightly to gauge your reaction. Your pen halts as your eyes pan to his. 

“Uh, coming right up.” You tilt your head before making your way back to the counter.  

Shawn sighed deeply once you were out of sight. He hadn’t realized that he wasn’t breathing properly until you’d left, leaving him to stew in his own embarrassment. He’d never behaved so awkwardly in his life, and yet you didn’t seem to mind in the slightest. He could’ve chalked it up to your food service hospitality, but he sensed a glint of something unfamiliar in your eyes. She was charmed, he thought to himself.  

***

“Your order, sir.” You carefully place the coffee in front of Shawn before positioning the brownie a bit off to the side. The smell of fresh cocoa from the brownie melted his senses as he eyed the careful foam art floating on top of his coffee. He’d definitely have to visit again. 

“Shawn,” he said, “Mendes. Shawn Mendes.” He continued, placing his hand on his chest briefly. He watched her carefully in hopes that she’d recognized his name. 

“Already skipping the formalities?” You say as you wipe your hands on your apron. 

“Sure are.” He replies, “You don’t have a name tag?” He asked, eyeing the spot on your shirt where your name tag should be. 

“Yeah,” You took a quick look down at your uniform and shrugged, “It keeps me mysterious,” You continued. 

“Mysterious. That’s cool.” Shawn nods once, pursing his lips.  

“Very,” you reply, glancing around the cafe briefly. 

“Do I get to know your name?” Shawn said as you began to walk away. 

“But then what would happen to the mystery?” You quipped before disappearing behind the counter once again. 

The soft music tangled with the saccharine aroma of the coffee. He closed his eyes, as he revelled in the serene atmosphere of the empty cafe. There were no fans to bombard him, and no cameras to observe him. Nobody to perform for, or to pretend for. Just him, a cup of coffee, a brownie, and a girl who made his heart spring. 

Shawn scrolled through his phone as he gradually made his way through the honeyed meal. He watched his DMs flood full of Instagram models and influencers, but none of them compared to the waitress whose name he didn’t even know. 

“Here’s your bill, Shawn.” You lay the piece of paper in front of Shawn’s empty cup, and crumb-filled plate. 

“Thank you.” He looks up with a smile that crinkles the corners of his eyes, “So, when can I get your number?” He asks. 

“It’ll be a surprise.” you shrug.

“So, are you always working here?” Shawn asks as you’re about to walk away once again. 

“I work on weekends if that’s what you’re asking” you reply, “Is there a reason why you need to know, Shawn?” you asked.

“Well, I’m only here this week for my concert, so-”

“You’re gonna try to woo me over during the short period of time you’re here?” You squint your eyes at him.

“Precisely,” He quipped.

“Well, you’re very persistent, Shawn.”

“I usually am.” Shawn knew that wasn’t true. Truthfully, he was always nervous whenever he had to speak to a girl he was fond of. He was already quite introverted as is, and speaking to you made him feel like he had frogs in his throat. 

“Charming. Well, we’ll see how your quest goes,” you laugh.

“When do you get off work?” he asked.

“Later tonight,” you said. 

“Then, I’ll be waiting right here.” Shawn folds his hands together, placing them on the table.

“Of course, you will, Prince Charming,” you raise your eyebrows in amusement as you lean over to collect the empty cup and plate.

“Does that make you my Cinderella?” he asked.

“I see the wooing has begun. Too bad I have to get back to my shift,” you turn, leaving him with the bill. 

Shawn grabbed his wallet from his back pocket, paying for the bill before texting his manager that he might be back a little later than expected.

“Excuse me? Are you Shawn?” A man with bulky glasses and a thick accent approached the table with a stone-cold expression. 

“Yes, I am.” Shawn’s back straightened instinctively as he felt himself start to tense.

“Well, I’m going to have to ask you to leave,” He gestures to the door and sends a single nod of his head in Shawn’s direction. 

“Pardon?” Shawn locks his phone, placing it on the table. 

“Well, it seems that your excessive flirting with one of our employees has made her quite uncomfortable, to say the least,” The man explains. Shawn looks down and notices the similarities between the man uniform and the waitress’s uniform. He also notices the name tag sitting neatly on the man’s black shirt. 

“What?” Shawn’s eyebrows furrow together. He was hoping that he’d misheard due to the man’s accent.

“You asked for her number, what days she worked, what time she gets off, and then said that you would stay until she was done working. I mean, that’s a bit much don’t you think, sir?” The man folded his arms as his face remained stoic. 

“I was just trying to-” Shawn hesitates to explain. He knew that he was awkward and nervous at times, but he didn’t expect that he could misread a situation so incorrectly. 

“It doesn’t matter what you were trying to do. It very clearly did not work,” The man said. His gaze bores into Shawn’s. The longer the man stared, the more Shawn felt his own composure falter. “Will you be leaving?” The man asked. Shawn snaps out of his fear-induced trance, scrambling for his phone as he shoves his wallet into his back pocket.

“Oh, sorry. Yeah, I’ll get going. Tell her I’m sorry about all of that.” Shawn’s hands flail wildly as he tries to explain while struggling to get out of his seat. 

“Thank you for visiting our coffee shop. You probably shouldn’t come back.” The man pats Shawn’s back as he escorts him out of the cafe. 

“Yeah, uh… yeah, thank you for the experience,” He mumbled. 

Shawn left the shop with a belly full of coffee, a half-eaten brownie, and the urge to throw it all up.

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[violetsandfluff]

Lucid Dreaming

a/n: I’m soooo sorry this has taken forever! I hope you’re still around

wc: 1.4k

The line between friends and acquaintances was always foggy. At what point did someone go from being a casual encounter to a bosom friend? Some people seem to radiate a type of energy immediately recognizable as “friend energy,” and Shawn was one of those people for you. His gorgeous smile and contagious laugh made him enjoyable to be around, you couldn’t help it. Even if you had only met him briefly here and there, you couldn’t help but refer to him as your friend behind closed doors.

Everyone around him loved him, understandably, and it wasn’t as if they could prevent it. He was unconditionally outgoing, always ready to listen or laugh. When he talked to you, he made eye contact like you were the only thing in the world. He never failed to make you feel special, but then again, he treated everyone like that. Occasionally, (more often than not), it made you jealous to see him with anyone else but he hardly knew you. What could you expect?

“Someone’s jealous,” your best friend would tease whenever she caught you staring at him forlornly, eyes green with envy.

“I’m not jealous,” you would protest. “I don’t even know him.”

It was true that you had only been on the receiving end of his undying attention a handful of times, but you felt like the entire world rested on those moments. He haunted your dreams with his gorgeous honey-brown eyes and adorable curls, his rosy cheeks, and his uplifting, luminous smile. His lush pink lips always accompanied these dreams, along with his pearly teeth, perfectly defined abs, and smooth, able hands, which had a habit of snaking up your thighs when you least expected them.

Occasionally, he managed to lose his illustrious demeanor in your dreams, appearing as either a frat boy or an affectionate boyfriend, but he was the same Shawn both ways, the one you barely knew, yet couldn’t live without.

Almost as a survival instinct, your dreams began coming true.

One day, you ran into him at a grocery store. Miraculously, you ended up behind him in line, close enough to smell the faint, masculine scent etched into the air. He was dressed in skinny black jeans and a simple white t-shirt, accentuating his broad back and muscular shoulders. His hair was arranged in a perfect mass of curls atop his head, and you couldn’t help but admire it… until he turned around to meet you.

His dark eyebrows raised in surprise as he recognized you, and you couldn’t pull your skittish eyes from his warm, welcoming ones. Just as he opened his mouth to speak to you, the woman in front of him in line finished checking out. He turned away without a word and, once you had finished checking out, he was gone.

He was such a curse. The mere thought of him plagued your mind, making it all but impossible to concentrate on anything. Any encounter with him had you fucked for weeks; dreaming about him at night, during the day, and every moment in between.

One night, you dreamed about seeing him at the beach.

The ocean spanned endlessly before you, wafting its warm, salty breeze toward you tantalizingly. You were alone, dressed in an emerald green swimsuit that accentuated your body perfectly. A layer of sunscreen on top of your newly-tanned skin made you glow in the sunlight. Your hair was tossed carelessly into a messy bun atop your head, along with a pair of sunglasses you didn’t plan on wearing.

You laid your towel down on the sand a few yards away from the beach access and assessed your surroundings. A large group of people was congregated about waist-deep in the water, but one man, in particular, caught your attention. He was tall and muscular, his back tanned by the sun, and his helmet of curls dripping wet with saltwater.

Part of you wanted to believe this someone was Shawn. As nonchalantly as you could, you began creeping slowly closer, pretending to snap pictures of the horizon as you waded into the crystal-clear waters.

A water fight broke out among the group, and the man ducked towards you, laughing, to escape a blow from a beer can now filled with water. Your breath caught in your throat as you caught a glimpse of his face, but you couldn’t tell whether or not it was him.

He visibly noticed you, his hazel eyes fixed on you, and your heart caught in your throat. As soon as it started, however, his attention returned to the water fight.

Another night, you dreamed that you met him, suddenly an attractive bartender, at a club. And yet another night, he brought you home with him from the same club. He laid you in his bed beside him for the night, lying down himself as far away from you as he could to give you respectful space.

Before he knew it, however, you were in his arms with your face buried in his bare chest as you breathed in his scent and traced the contour of his arms, which laid in stark tan contrast against the immaculate white sheets. Your fingers roamed his unclothed upper body, tracing his intricate tattoos meticulously while he fussed over your hair.

“You can’t go to sleep with it down,” he reasoned as you fought his arms in order to trace his guitar skyline tattoo. “It’ll get all tangled and knotty. If you’ll let me braid it, it’ll be smooth and wavy when you wake up. It won’t take forever, I promise.”

“Can you do it later?” you bargained as your hands ventured to his pecs once more to feel the hard muscles move beneath your palms as he rolled over to face you.

“It’s past midnight already, darling. Don’t you think sleep should be a priority?”

“No,” you stated blankly, mulling the situation over in your head before adding, “but I will let you braid my hair.”

Shawn’s fingers made quick work of weaving your hair into two broad French braids. He admired his work once he was done.

“It’s about bedtime now, don’t you think?” he asked sheepishly, to your dismay.

“Please, let me finish tracing your tattoos,” you pleaded, reaching for his hand and clutching it to your chest.

“Finish the swallow and we can go to sleep,” he compromised. “You can finish in the morning. You’re much drunker than I am, but we could both use the rest.”

It was true that you were exhausted at that moment, longing to curl up against your hookup’s chest and melt into him as your world dissolved into that of a dream. The temptation overcame you. You lost yourself in his comforting warmth as his hands caressed your back steadily. His chest rose and fell beside you, creating a rhythm that lulled you to sleep.

Your subconscious made you feel safe and secure encompassed in Shawn’s strong arms, and beside his broad, muscular chest. When you awoke in the morning, feeling rejuvenated and chipper, you reached for him as you had done every morning you’d woken up beside him. Something was different, though.

Shawn was nowhere to be found.

You opened your eyes to see your own familiar bed, in your own familiar bedroom, and the same familiar sunlight streaming through your sheer curtains.

A dissatisfied puff of air escaped your lips as you tried to recall the dream, now hazy in your mind. All you could think about was Shawn, and how the truth was that he could be anywhere with anyone right then, and you had no say in it. Your dream world could be some lucky person’s reality, and you would never know.

A tear of frustration slipped from your tear line down your cheek, but before you could wipe it away, a smooth, low voice cut through your silence.

“I didn’t know you were still here.”

“What?”

“Nothing. I just thought you’d gone home.” You felt the side of the bed dip as he sat down on it, rolling onto his side and perching his chin on your shoulder. He moved his large hands to your hips, holding them tightly as he kissed your cheek. His pink lips were smooth and consoling against your skin.

You allowed them to roam freely across your face and travel down your neck and shoulders, left exposed by a skimpy spaghetti-strap tank top. His fingers ran down your arms delicately, conditioned and calloused by his guitar strings. Goosebumps rose in the wake of his touch.

“Oh, look at you,” he hummed, pleasantly surprised by the slick, moist coating in your panties upon further inspection. “All it takes is for me to leave, hm? Tell me, dear. What were you up to while I was gone?”

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Celebs - Masterlist

Tom Hiddleston:

Series:

Take the Stage: While once again sneaking out of the Palace, you meet an actor...let’s just say there is something between you two. (Royal! Reader)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14 | Part 15 | Part 16 | Part 17 | Part 18 | Part 19 | Part 20 | Part 21 | Part 22 | Part 23 | Part 24 | Part 25 | Part 26 | Part 27 | Part 28 | Part 29 | Part 30 | Part 31

Romeo to my Juliet: You are a student and a teacher at a college in Lodon, which is the same place a very handsome acting professor is employed. - discontinued

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5

New Beginning:

(Part 1) | Part 2 | Part 3

Headcanons:

HC - Tom Hiddleston x clumsy!Reader

HC - Tom helps Reader deal with anxiety and stress

HC - Tom loves Reader’s boobs

Oneshots:

Forgotten Fears - The Reader had some bad experiences with her ex-boyfriend when he was drunk and is still traumatised by that. What happens when Tom forgets about that fear of hers?

Kinky Surprise - pure smut

Application - When you loose a bet, you are forced to send an application for Loki’s love interest. Who would have thought that they actually want to meet you?

Jealousy - Tom is insecure because of your age gap. What will happen when he sees you with one of your co-workers who is about your age?

Hidden - As an artist, you find a way to tell Tom that you’re pregnant

Bun in the oven - Pregnany reveal and a proposal. What could go wrong?

Drunken Start - After a night out with his buddies, Tom calls you, neither rembering you, nor how he got your number

Trick or Treat - Halloween Special

Best boyfriend in the world - You have trouble sleeping, so Tom decides to help you out

Dance with me - Reader and Tom slow-dance in Paris

Diary - Tom finds your diary while you’re moving and reads it

Drabbles:

Christmas Surprise - Christmas Drabble

Let it snow! - Christmas Drabble

Drabble #75

Drabble #3

Imagines:

Imagine while on vacation with your BFF you catch Tom Hiddleston during a photoshoot. Your BFF makes sure he remembers you.

Imagine tagging Tom Hiddleston in a meme and actually getting a reaction.Imagine working on the set of Avengers and instantly crushing on Tom Hiddleston. You are devastated when you find out your BFF Taylor is now dating him.

Benedict Cumberbatch:

Drabbles:

Drabble #69

Sebastian Stan:

Drabbles:

Drabble #46

Shawn Mendes:

Series:

Better that way: When Shawn’s girlfriend finds out that she is pregnant, she decides that she can’t burden the superstar with a child. She makes decisions which may seem stupid, but she knows that it’s Better that way.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9

Surprise: Walking a Victorias Secret show was an honour already, but being able to see your boyfriend while doing so? Pure bliss. Especially when he has a little surprise for you.

Part 1 | Part 2

Fan Mail: Writing to Shawn every so often paid off when he asked you to come to one of his shows.

Part 1 | Part 2

Oneshots:

When you’re ready - Inspired by his song

Guard my heart - You are a part of the security at one of Shawn’s shows and he notices you

Nervous - Inspired by his song

One more chance - Filming an explanation video why Shawn and you broke up, leads to some interesting realisations

In my Blood - Inspired by his song (Triggers)

Late Late Show - You are present during your boyfriend’s appearance on the Late Late Show with James Cordan. Let’s just say it was disgusting.

Sad song - Shawn finds out you can sing during a very sad occasion

Tom Holland:

Migraine - rl!friend has a Migraine and Tom wants and tries to comfort her

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[storiesforallfandoms]

neglected ~ shawn mendes

word count: 2091

request?: yes!

“hiii, here’s a shawn mendes x reader request i had since you’re requests are open now…

so what if the reader joins shawn on tour but starts feeling left out because shawn is only paying attention to his friends and then eventually the reader gets fed up of it and just snaps at shawn. then they have a fight about it, but at the end it’s all fluffy.

love u, stay safe :)”

description: when he starts neglecting her while on tour, she has enough and decides to voice her frustrations

pairing: shawn mendes x female!reader

warnings: swearing

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Going on tour with your boyfriend for the first time should’ve been a magical experience. Getting to watch him perform every night, getting to go to the after parties with him to celebrate, spending a lot of alone time together in hotel rooms and the tour bus. How could it not be the time of your life?

That’s what you expected anyways. Reality was not as amazing as you thought.

You knew that Shawn would be busy. You didn’t expect him to drop his work to spend time with you. You didn’t want him to do that anyways; you were actually very excited to watch him perform and to be there for his shows and soundchecks.

No, it wasn’t the work that was making this experience less stellar than you expected. It was Shawn’s friends and his attention towards them.

You loved Shawn’s friends and you were glad they agreed to come on the tour for a while as well. Shawn had been having a hard time mentally on tour so you suggested that he bring some of his friends with him to help him feel more at home while on the road. At first, you were glad to see that it was working and to see how happy Shawn was. But then you started to notice how much more time and attention he was giving his friends versus how much he was giving you. It got to a point where he wouldn’t even notice you weren’t there.

Like the night that everything finally came to a head for you.

You had been to Shawn’s show, cheering for him from your VIP section. When the show finished, you went backstage to meet up with everyone. You were almost shocked when Shawn immediately ran up to you and gave you a big kiss.

“We’re going out for after show drinks,” he told you. “You’re coming with us, right?”

“Of course,” you said. “I gotta go to the bathroom first. I had one too many sodas during the show.”

Shawn chuckled and kissed you again before letting you go.

You were buzzing with excitement as you quickly did your business and washed your hands. You were hopped up on post show adrenaline and the excitement of being invited to the night out. You didn’t want to leave the guys waiting for too long.

Once you stepped out of the bathroom, though, you found the backstage area empty except for Shawn’s manager. He looked at you in shock when you appeared.

“I thought you were going to the after party,” he said.

“I am,” I said. “I mean, I thought I was. Are they all gone?”

“Yeah, they left a few minutes ago.”

You bit back the hurt you were feeling. You were sure this was a misunderstanding. Maybe they were waiting for you outside.

But when you went out back where the car had been, all you saw was the tour bus and the stage crew carrying the equipment out. A lump was forming in your throat as you dialed Shawn’s number. You let it ring until it went to voicemail, then tried again to the same results.

Suddenly, your sadness washed away and was replaced with anger. You couldn’t believe that he left you! He invited you to go, he was the one who brought it up to you, and for the quick five minutes you were in the bathroom, he left!

You were fuming as you ordered an Uber to the arena. Most of the fans had cleared out by now, so you were safe to stand in the front of the arena as you waited for your Uber to arrive. You hoped your driver wasn’t very talkative because you truly were not in the mood for small talk.

Your driver gave you a small smile as you got in. “Coming from the concert?”

“Yeah,” you deadpanned.

“Oh, that doesn’t sound good. Was it not a good show?”

“It was a good show until the end,” you muttered, turning to look out the window to signify to your driver that you were finished with the conversation.

You uttered a small “thank you” as you got out of the car at the hotel you were staying in. Your anger had started melting away in the car ride over, so now instead of the angry stomp you had planned, you were just barley dragging your feet to the elevator. You watched as the numbers ticked upwards until the soft ding filled your ears and the doors opened on your floor.

Your and Shawn’s shared hotel room wasn’t too far from the elevator, luckily, because all you wanted to do now was lay down in bed and cry. You couldn’t believe Shawn had so easily forgotten you, and now he wasn’t even answering your calls. This was supposed to be the time of your life, and instead all you felt was sadness. Part of you just wanted to pack your things and go home. It wasn’t like Shawn would even notice you weren’t there.

You were debating booking the next flight out of there and back home as you laid down in bed, but the minute your head hit the pillow your tears were unleashed. You curled up into a ball, allowing the tears to flow freely down your cheeks and soak into the pillow beneath you until you eventually cried yourself to sleep.

~~~~~~

You were awoken to the sound of a loud bang. You jumped awake, thinking someone was breaking into your room or something. It wasn’t until you heard a familiar laugh that you realized it was just Shawn finally coming back from his “after party”.

You looked over at your phone to see it was 3am. About time he got back.

Shawn switched on the light in the room without warning, causing you to yelp as you quickly covered your eyes.

“Shit, I’m so sorry baby,” he said. “I didn’t think you’d be awake.”

“Hard to sleep when you’re banging around the room and laughing at the top of your lungs,” you grumped. You blinked your eyes, trying to adjust to the bright light and to get rid of the spots currently in your vision.

You looked up to see Shawn had that goofy smile on his face that you normally loved to see. You knew this meant he had had a good night, which usually you’d be happy about. But the events of the night were still fresh on your mind and you weren’t about to let him get away with neglecting you this time.

“Did you have a good night?” you asked him.

“Oh yeah, it was great! We went to this local bar that had a local band playing. We drank a bunch, played some pool. One of the guys in the band recognized me and let me get up on stage with them. I actually followed all of them, I’m gonna post a video of them performing on my story and hope it helps them gain a bunch of followers.”

“Sounds awesome. Thank you so much for including me in your oh so fun boy’s night.”

Shawn looked up at you, a confused look on his face. He was finally registering the sarcasm dripping from your tone.

“What do you mean? I invited you to come, babe.”

“Yeah you did, and about five minutes later while I was in the bathroom, you fucking left me at the arena!”

“What? No, I - ”

“Yes you did, Shawn! I went to the bathroom, I told you I’d be back and I’d be down to going out after your show, and then when I did come back from the bathroom you had just up and left me! No texts, no calls, no telling me where you were going. Just gone without a trace. You didn’t even text me to see if I had gotten back here safe from the arena.”

His face was turning a light shade of pink. “I just thought...I mean I knew you would’ve - ”

“Don’t lie, Shawn,” you cut him off. “You didn’t think of me at all. You just wanted to go out and have a good time with your friends. Who gives a fuck if your girlfriend is there or not, even though you were the one who invited me to come along with you guys.”

“Hey, you were the one who told me to invite the guys on the tour with me.”

“Yes, I did. I’m not claiming that I didn’t. I did that because I knew you were having a rough time mentally on the tour and I thought it would help to have your friends here with you. But what I didn’t think would happen would be that you were spending all your time with them and none of it with me!”

“That’s not true! I do spend time with you!”

“When? When was the last time we hung out without your friends, Shawn? When was the last time we did something outside of the hotel rooms and the tour bus and the backstage areas, just the two of us, without your friends? Tell me.”

You crossed your arms and looked at him, expectantly. He was silent and you could tell by the look on his face that he didn’t have any response.

“That’s what I thought,” you said.

“Okay, maybe we haven’t been spending much time together lately, but you’ve been on tour with me longer than the guys have. I spent time with you before they were here, and now I should be spending time with you while they’re here? That doesn’t seem fair.”

Your anger came to a boil. You got up from the bed and got so close to Shawn that you were basically in his face. He had to take a step away from you because you were so close, your anger radiating off of you.

“I was on tour with you a whole week before the guys came! So don’t pull that shit on me! I have every right to be upset about the fact that you have been neglecting me in favor of your friends. I love them to pieces, and you know that, but I do not love you shoving me to the side because of them. If you don’t want to spend time with me, just tell me so I can pack my shit and go home.”

You didn’t realize you had started crying again until Shawn reached out and wiped the tears from your cheeks with his thumbs. He held your head in his hands, sadness written on his face.

“I’m so sorry, (Y/N),” he said. “You’re right, the way I’ve been treating you is unfair. I’ve never gotten to take my girlfriend or my friends on tour before. I was so excited to be able to spend this time with everyone that I forgot I should be dividing it equally, not just expecting you to want to spend time with me and the guys all the time and not having alone time together.”

You sighed and moved closer to him, burying your head in his chest as you wrapped your arms around his waist.

“I want you to be happy while you tour,” you told him. “I just want to be able to spend time with you, too, and to make memories while we’re seeing the world together. I don’t mind if the guys tag along sometimes, but other times I do want it to just be us.”

“I know, babe. I promise from here on out I will spend equal time with you and with the guys, and I won’t leave you alone in arenas when we’re going out ever again. I’ll wait for you, even if that makes us the last two people in the building and they’re forcing us out so they can lock up.”

You giggled. “I won’t make you take it that far. That’s not fair to the custodians then.”

Shawn chuckled as well and kissed your forehead. The two of you got into bed together and you settled into Shawn’s arms. You were starting to feel the tug of sleep pulling you into the world of dreams when you felt Shawn’s lips against your forehead again.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“I love you, too,” you mumbled back. “Go to sleep, I’m tired.”

His chest vibrated as he chuckled and you felt him stretch out towards the nearby light switch before the room was plunged into darkness and you finally drifted off to sleep.

[futurelacy]

Started writing this and might continue, this is just a little sneak peek don't mind me

When he wakes up, he doesn’t know where he is at first. There’s stucco on the walls, a chandelier hanging from the ceiling. He blinks slowly, rubs his sleepy eyes. The hotel bed is large enough and fits the French Art Deco style interior design. SoHo House Paris has those beds with four posts that look antique but are surprisingly comfortable and Shawn rolls onto his side to reach for the bedside table. He looks at his phone, checks the time. It’s early still, not even 7 a.m. He wanted to quit the bad habit of checking his phone first thing in the morning but it’s charging right there on the small wooden bedside table and he cannot resist the urge to scroll through a couple of texts that have made it through the time zones and time differences onto his screen as if they transcended the space-time continuum. He props himself up on one elbow and thinks about hitting the hotel gym because this SoHo house membership has to be good for something but he discards the idea and gets up, carefully getting out from under the blanket as to not wake Jo up who is asleep on her side of the bed.

He brushes his teeth and looks at his reflection in the mirror. He does look tired in that way one does when you’re not synced up with the new time zone yet and he squints, puts his toothbrush away and splashes a bit of cold water into his face before resting his hands on the sides of the sink. He does think he looks older, maybe it’s the stubble he’s been growing proudly, maybe it’s adjusting to a new found maturity. He feels so far removed from the person he once was and from all the heartache and bitterness and exes that like to talk about him in the media. Truth is, he couldn’t care less. He is in Paris. He gets to wake up next to the girl of his dreams and he thinks that maybe this time, for the first time, he’s in the best place he’s ever been, feeling inspired again, writing new music. Feeling well-adjusted, in a mature adult relationship, and this time, if somebody would come at them, he’d be ready. They say ‘pick your battles’ and it is what he does. Not everything warrants his energy anymore. They survived the tug of war, now he just gets to keep his girl safe. He feels the familiar wave of protectiveness overcoming him as he steps back into the bedroom, seeing Jo asleep, one long tan leg peeking out from under the covers, dark wavy hair sprawled across the pillow. He decides to not wake her up, not yet, it’s still early and they have time. The fashion show they’ll attend later only starts at midday. So, he walks to the window and pushes the thick curtains aside, letting in the morning light. He has started to romanticize life in a way that allows him to romanticize a work trip. A strip of sunlight illuminates his hand and he opens the window that looks out onto the courtyard. There are traffic noises in the far distance, an ambulance, the city was waking up. He closes his eyes, feeling the morning sun on his face.

That’s when he hears her stirring in the sheets. Someone was waking up.

“Come back to bed.”

[losttinwritings]

midnight confessions

[ Shawn Mendes x GN!Reader ] [1201 words]

SUMMARY: A night of stargazing between two friends soon turns into sudden confessed feelings.

WARNINGS: none I don't think

A-N: second edited one. Will edit the other ones when I can

[masterlist]

You carefully looked towards the boy next to you, eyes subtly taking in the gentle features of his face. His brunet hair sat messily on his head, which you'd always wanted to run your fingers through to see how soft it was. 

Your eyes took in the small stubble which he had, barely visible in the moon's lighting, but you knew it was there. All the small details which you liked to take in about him, that you hadn't before noticed. It was like he got more attractive to you every time you saw him. 

You knew you liked him. A lot, in fact. You had come to terms with those feelings you harboured a few weeks ago, and it was quite obvious you liked him too. At least that's what both your friends always told you. You were honestly surprised that Shawn himself hadn't figured out you liked him already. Maybe he really was oblivious.

You hadn't a clue when it had switched from platonic to romantic feelings. But it had. You didn't know when you started wanting to know what it'd be like to have his lips placed on yours. Was he a good kisser? You felt the butterflies in your stomach every time you had those similar thoughts.

Forcing yourself to return your gaze back to the darkened sky so as to not get caught staring. The many stars shone down as you looked up. A small sigh fell past your lips as you observed the few constellations you had managed to spot. 

Unaware, to the many small yet longing glances which Shawn had now decided to direct towards you, in hopes that you didn’t notice him. He knew he liked you. He liked the way your front strands of hair would fall into the front of your face when it was windy. He always has to mentally stop himself from reaching forward and tucking it back behind your ear. 

He liked the way your eyes would look as if they sparkled in the sunlight, the way you could go on and on about all of your favourite topics. He loved how he could never get bored of you or your voice. But most importantly, he loved just sitting in silence with you and basking in each other’s presence. Which was exactly what you two were doing today or tonight really.

The stars gently twinkled and shined down on the pair of you, sharing subtle yet longing glances into the direction of each other. The roof underneath you was rough as you sat there, and you’d have to be careful if you did not want to go sliding down at all. An unexpected drop from where you both were could most likely cause you to break something. 

You adjusted your positioning, tucking your knees up into your chest and resting your arms over the top of them. You allowed a sigh to slip through, watching as the stars continued to form different constellations. You’d always had a thing for stars and astronomy. It has always been a hobby of yours, and resting upon your roof in the night was always a kind of safe space for you. Away from all of your problems you would face each day.

“Do you ever wonder what it's like to be a star?” You asked, turning your head slightly to the side where Shawn was sitting. You didn’t know what brought on this question at all. You suppose it was probably just something you had thought up in the current moment. You weren’t even sure if you wanted an answer from the boy with you.

“I don’t think I ever have. Why do you ask?” He asked, snapping out from his own thought-filled silence now to answer your question. His head tilted to the side in the slightest confusion briefly, and one of his hands quickly ran through his brown hair. 

You bit your lip, unsure how to continue on with this conversation. A part of you screamed at you to blurt out your growing feelings towards your best friend. Though, you didn't allow that part to win at all. You knew it would only end in rejection, followed by a heap of heartbreak towards you. Despite it killing you not to tell him, you didn’t want to experience that rejection. “Not sure, I’m just bored of this silence right now”

He chuckled, and fuck you loved his laugh. It felt like millions of tiny butterflies were fluttering around your stomach right then. You hated how it always made you so giddy inside whenever you heard it. Plus, it wasn’t really helping your current situation. 

“Do you like anyone right now?” Shawn asked with the slightest bit of hesitation in his tone. He wasn’t entirely sure what pushed him to suddenly ask this. Maybe he was hoping you would blurt out his name. Or it could have been that the question had bugged him for weeks, like it was burned into his brain, and that he desperately wanted an answer. 

“Um..I-” You stumbled, taken aback at first by his words. You weren’t expecting that question, and you had no idea if you should answer him with the truth or not. Should you lie and say a random name? or should you finally get it over with and confess and handle the oncoming that would soon play through? Fuck it you decided, after having a small mental battle with your thoughts. It was now or never.

“You?” You allowed it to slip out, sounding more like a question when you heard it fall out from your mouth. Here you go, you took a deep breath and allowed yourself to brace yourself for the oncoming heartbreak headed your way. The next words would hurt a lot for the following few days, but i suppose with time, you could eventually move on. 

“Oh thank god. I like you too” A breath of relief fell from your lips now at those words, which managed to surprise you at first. You let a shy smile come into play on your features and watched as a similar one showed up on Shawn’s face, too. A gentle hue dusting your cheeks the tiniest bit. 

Shawn slowly moved his hand closer towards you, watching you carefully in case you were to reject his next movements. But when he saw no sign that you were going to. He continued to inch his hand closer till they fell onto your own. You smiled a little larger and allowed your fingers to interlock with his own, a silent confirmation between you two, that you were his.

And as you turned your heads back up onto the sky above you guys, large smiles spread across your faces at the current events that had just taken place. You felt a whole weight lift from your shoulders, the sudden fear of rejection and heartbreak fading completely in that moment from both your minds. 

Maybe you were both idiots, oblivious to the other’s feelings before. But at least now you were both idiots in love. 

[shawnxstyles]

* means i have started writing it

[swflyth]

Camila Cabello

[multifandomworldsposts]

ABOUT ME + WHO I WRITE ABOUT + MASTERLIST 🪩🫶🏻

my name is cassy, my pronouns is she/her, i’m a fan of a bunch of humans including fictional humans :))

WHO I WRITE ABOUT

Elvis Presley (& his characters)

Austin Butler (& his characters)

Top Gun Maverick

Teen Wolf

Top Gun

The Vampire Diaries

Outerbanks

The Outsiders

Harry Styles

Shawn Mendes

DC

Marvel

80s/90s actors (ur choice)

Justin Bieber

One Direction

5 Seconds of Summer

Sam & Colby

Big Time Rush

Saved By The Bell

beverly hills, 90210

my life with the walter boys

🫶🏻 MASTERLIST 🫶🏻

🎃🕷️ Kinktober 2023 ☠️👻

❄️🧤Kinkmas 2023 ☃️🛷

OuterBanks 🌴🐚

The Night We Met - JJ Maybank

Pt. 1 Pt. 2 Pt. 3 Pt. 4

That Damn Cadillac - Rafe Cameron

POV: ur dating Pope Hayward

dating jj maybank would include…

taking care of him - JJ Maybank

dating John B would include....

Our Little Secret - JJ Maybank

POV: ur dating JJ Maybank

You're The Love Of My Life - Pope Hayward

At The Beach House - Rafe Cameron

DC & MARVEL 🗡️

Love Story - Aquaman

Austin Butler 😍

Trouble - Pt. 1 Pt. 2 Pt. 3

We Met In Tampa - Pt. 1 Pt. 2 Pt. 3 Pt. 4 Pt. 5 Pt. 6 Pt. 7

POV: ur dating Austin Butler

fais moi l’amour - Pt. 1

Top Gun/Maverick 🛩️😎🤎

The Pilot I Fell In Love With - Tom ‘Iceman’ Kazansky

Maverick’s Assistant - Bradley ‘Rooster’ Bradshaw

POV: ur dating Jake 'Hangman' Seresin

POV: ur dating Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw

Champagne & Sunshine - Jake 'Hangman' Seresin

Shawn Mendes 🎸

Confession

because i liked a boy

Teen Wolf 🐺

POV: ur dating Isacc Lahey

POV: ur dating Stiles Stilinski

The Outsiders 🚬

POV: ur dating Ponyboy Curtis

POV: ur dating Dallas Winston

Elvis Presley 🎸🥰

My Manager's Daughter

Youtubers ▶️♥️

POV: ur dating Colby Brock

Harry Styles 🫶🏻🩷

POV: ur dating Harry Styles

Louis Tomlinson 🖤

POV: ur dating Louis Tomlinson

[shawnsprincesse]

FREE CARD (Shawn Mendes & Harry Styles AU)

WARNING, this story contains:

Sex (in public)

Dirty talk

Mfm threesome

Adeline attends a Harry Styles concert with her boyfriend Shawn Mendes and the two of them catches the superstar’s attention while kissing during one of his slow songs. Feeling a little adventurous, the couple decides to have sex in the middle of the crowd but what happens once Harry finally sees them?

Aka

Harry Styles invites Adeline and her boyfriend backstage for a threesome.

”Are you excited baby?” My boyfriend asked as we stood by the barrier surrounded by people. It was hot outside, whoever thought it was a good idea to have a music festival in the middle of a large field with no shade probably didn’t think the temperatures could get above 90 degrees in Canada. I deliberately chose a short, thin, flowing sundress to wear for the occasion but that didn’t make me sweat any less. The sweat constantly dripped down my forehead, neck and back, forcing me to reapply the 50 spa sunscreen over and over again every half hour.

”Yes!” I squealed in excitement as I leaned against the metal railing of the barrier. We’d been waiting since early morning to get this close to the stage and it was totally worth it. The crowd around us was equally as hot, sweaty and excited. I’ve seen people give up halfway throughout the day, not thinking it was worth it to be up front while others simply were forced to leave after nearly fainting. Once the opening band started playing people began to push closer towards the stage and now here we were at 8.30 pm, a crowd of 50 000 people, huddled up like a vacuumed sealed pack of sardines.

”You want some water?” Shawn asked as he handed me the large bottle of water that we’d refilled at least five times throughout the day. 

”Yes please.” I instinctively reached for the bottle. Shawn and I had refilled the same water bottle at least ten times today. I was so thankful that he was with me because none of my friends were able to go and if I would’ve gone alone, I wouldn’t have been able to leave my spot in the crowd to go get water, food or use the restroom. I’m also extremely thankful that he actually agreed to come with me because not everyone’s boyfriend would sacrifice a whole day in the scorching hot sun to go with their girlfriend to see her favorite singer whom she’s had a crush on since she was 18. Some boys would even get jealous but not Shawn, he even gave me a free pass, as if I would ever be lucky enough to sleep with Harry Styles.

Shawn’s not a huge Harry Styles fan but he has gotten used to me playing Harry’s music in the car and he doesn’t mind my obsession with Harry which to be fair has gotten less severe as I’ve grown older. I used to have posters all over my room with Harry’s face on it but now that I live together with my boyfriend it seems a little inappropriate to have another man’s face plastered across the wall and besides that, it would make our bedroom encounters a little more awkward if I had pictures of another man on the wall. Since none of my friends are Harry fans, Shawn’s gotten used to me ranting about my love for harry and it doesn’t phase him at all, probably because the chances of me getting with Harry is below 0 at this point and he knows that. It’s not like I’m unhealthily in love with an absolute stranger, I just happened to be a very passionate fan who appreciates a man with a pretty face and a great singing voice.

It’s not like I’m the only one obsessed with a celebrity in the world. I think it’s fair to say that the 50000 people here are equally as obsessed with Harry as I am. Honestly, being obsessed with a celebrity isn’t that different from boys being obsessed with sports like I hate hockey but I’ll happily come with Shawn to watch his favorite team play hockey because I know it’s a similar obsession, except he probably doesn’t wanna sleep with his favorite players but who knows, if he did, I’d probably give him a free pass in return. 

Going to a Harry concert is an experience on it’s own, the crowd is always incredible and it’s an amazing feeling to just be around people that are so full of happiness, excitement and love. I can easily see how this can be thrilling and addictive to a singer because the high you get from 50000 people singing and cheering for you must be insane.

Suddenly the screen flashed to black and a sixty second count down began. The crowd went absolutely wild and everyone quickly got on their feet. The numbers flashed up on the screen, 40, 39, 38 and we all continued to scream and shout in pure bliss, in less than 30 seconds our favorite singer would be up on that stage, less than five feet away from me. Holy shit!

”One last sip!” Shawn forced the bottle back into my hand to make sure I was well hydrated. I couldn’t think straight as I poured half the bottle over my face before chugging the last drops of it down. 20, 19, 18, the screen kept ticking down and everyone around me was jumping up and down, screaming in pure ecstasy.

”Take it!” I forced the metal water bottle back into my boyfriend’s hand as I flashed him a large smile, I couldn’t contain the happiness on my face. It had been four years since I last saw my favorite singer and I was finally able to be up front by the barrier, last time I’d been way back in the general admissions section but this time I’d gone all out and bought the most expensive ticket possible.

Shawn laughed softly as he put the water bottle into his backpack. He was probably the only one by the barrier than wasn’t jumping and screaming out of excitement because the rest of us were definitely going absolutely wild as the clock finally reached 0 and Harry’s tall figure revealed itself at the top of the stairs on stage. I feel bad for the people who’d fainted throughout the day because this was definitely a sight to be seen upfront. I couldn’t believe that I was less than ten feet away from the love of my life as he slowly walked down the stairs, taking in the loud crowd in front of him while the band played the intro to his first song.

Shawn stood behind me as I jumped up and down, the people were pushing from every direction trying to get closer and closer to the metal barrier. The security guards had to stand by the railing to make sure no one pushed the barrier over and for a moment, I started panicking as people all around me tried to squeeze in front of me - as if that was physically possible, I was literally hanging over the railing. Thankfully Shawn stood behind me, protecting me from getting squeezed up against the metal fence. Shawn’s quite tall and I could definitely tell that the people behind us weren’t happy about him obstructing the view.

Harry played a couple of upbeat songs to get the crowd hyped up with excitement, his stage presence was amazing and I’m pretty sure he managed to get the entire crowd to jump at one point and I’m pretty sure I could feel the whole ground shaking - unless that was the heatstroke getting to me.

”Canada, how are you feeling?” Harry yelled out into the mic as he reached for his water bottle. The crowd screamed as loud as it possibly could, myself included. ”I hope you’re having a great time-” Harry paused to take a sip of his water. ”My name’s Harry Styles and I’m going to entertain you for the rest of the evening-” He continued to introduce himself as if everyone on this giant field outside of Toronto didn’t already know who he was. ”Toronto are you ready?” 

The crowd shouted ”Yeah” back as loudly as it possibly could as Harry put his water bottle back down. The band started playing Late Night Talking and Harry gave it his all. The sun was still up and it was still hot outside yet Harry managed to skip, jump and run across the entire stage filled with energy. He did his usual signature moves while singing and charming the entire crowd. I was mesmerized by his appearance and presence and I couldn’t even believe that he was real at this point. I couldn’t comprehend the fact that he was less than five feet away from me, breathing the same air and even occasionally looking down in my direction. I was starstruck to say the least.

”Toronto, I want you to sing along with me as loud as you can!” Harry’s breathless voice echoed through the speakers as the band got ready to play the chorus again. ”We’ve been doing all this-” Harry held out the microphone for us to finish the sentence. 

”Late night talking!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I could hear Shawn sing too, maybe not at the top of his lungs but he was definitely vibing along.

”Again!” Harry screamed into the mic. ”We’ve been doing all this-” He paused for us to fill in the blanks. ”Toronto, let me hear youuuu!” Harry chimed as he ran across the stage, waving his arms in the air, encouraging us to get even louder. ”’Bout anything you want until the mornin’” He continued to sing and the crowd sang along as loud as we possibly could.

My eyes followed Harry’s every move as he skipped across the stage. I was silently begging for him to lock eyes with me as he scanned the crowd, I was literally there, right in front of him at the center of the stage, if he could just look down at me once, I could die happily. I was a sweaty, breathless mess at this point and I could barely catch my breath between the screaming, jumping and cheering but it was so worth it. I’d forgotten about the scorching heat and I was now having the time of my life as I watched the love of my life jump across the stage, having the time of his life.

”Babe!” The other love of my life called out loudly behind me. ”You need to drink!” Shawn once again reminded me as he forced the water bottle into my hand. I took one quick sip, not wanting to miss a single lyric as Harry continued to sing. ”One more!” Shawn ordered me as he watched me take a real sip of the water. ”Good girl.” He cheekily praised me as I pushed the water bottle back into his hand. I refused to drink more water now because I didn’t want to have to go to the bathroom during the concert. I refused to miss a single second of Harry’s performance, I’ve been waiting for this since last year and I refuse to miss out on anything.

”How’s everyone doing tonight?” Harry yelled into the microphone. ”It is hot out here!” Harry’s British accent echoed through the speakers as he looked out at the large crowd. ”You good?!” Harry called out as he noticed a group of girls at the edge of the barrier. ”Good!” Harry continued to talk to the crowd, his eyes scanning the people in the front row as he walked around the stage and I swear to God he looked at me at one point. I could just feel it.

”Before we play this next song, I would like to introduce you to my band.” Harry motioned towards the people behind him on stage. The crowd continued to cheer equally as loudly for every single person in Harry’s band and I loved that, I loved that this wasn’t just a one man show and that people actually appreciated and loved Harry’s band just as much as they loved Harry.

The band started playing the tune to Love of my life and the crowd sang along just as loudly as before. People raised their hands to wave along to the song as Harry continued to sing the first verse, it was a nice change of pace to the previous wild songs. I turned around to look out at the massive crowd behind me, people were waving their arms in the air, holding their cell phones up to capture the moment. 

Shawn flashed me a soft, cheeky smile as he looked back at me, noticing the joy in my eyes and the pure happiness on my face. I’d almost forgotten that he was there with me, I’d been too consumed by the energy around me and too desperate to catch Harry’s attention as I sang at the top of my lungs. As Harry continued to sing the lyrics ”Baby, you were the love of my life” and I stared up into Shawn’s soft brown eyes, I was reminded that he was in fact the real love of my life. No matter how much I would love Harry, he was still a stranger to me and my obsession with him could never overpower the true love that I have for Shawn.

I smiled as I wrapped my arms around Shawn’s neck, briefly turning my attention away from the man on stage to the real love of my life. Shawn’s soft brown eyes stared into mine as we swayed along to the music in each other’s arms. His soft pink lips formed into a lovable smile as I struggled to reach up around his neck, my fingers gently playing with the soft curls at the back of his head as he leaned down slightly, allowing my fingers to entwine behind his neck.

”I love you.” I mouthed loudly as I was completely distracted by his beautiful brown eyes. I’d forgotten about the entire crowd around us as I leaned in to kiss Shawn. Harry’s soft voice continued to boom through the loud speakers as I pressed my lips against Shawn’s. His soft, wet lips brushed gently against mine as we continued to embrace each other against the barrier, our bodies still swaying along to the music in the background.

”I love you too.” Shawn hummed gently against my lips as he continued to kiss me softly. I closed my eyes as his mouth continued to devour me. It was like a dream, the people around us, the loud music, Harry’s real voice and presence, Shawn’s soft lips, everything was like a dream and I was completely lost in it.

Suddenly the crowd started cheering loudly out of nowhere and I opened my eyes and turned me head only to see a camera right in front of me and my messy face plastered across the huge screens on the stage. 

”Oh God!” I squealed as I realized that the camera man had zoomed in on our kiss. I tried to turn my head back and hide my face against Shawn’s face but the camera man refused to pull away no matter how embarrassed I was. 

”Kiss her again!” Some loud mouth yelled in the middle of the crowd and I could feel my cheeks turn into a bright red color as my heart pounded loudly inside my chest.

”Wooooo!” Some other girl called out loudly, encouraging the crowd to join them and soon they were all waiting for Shawn to kiss me again as Harry started to sing the second verse.

Shawn let out a chuckle as he forced my face out of its hiding spot. He pressed his soft fingertip against my chin, tilting my head and forcing me to look up at him as he flashed me a cheeky grin. I shook my head at him, my entire body filled with embarrassment as I thought about the 50000 people who’d just seen us kiss on a giant screen. Shawn raised his eyebrows playfully at me as he slowly reeled me in for another kiss.

”Wooooo.” The crowd cheered as Shawn pressed his warm mouth against mine and I couldn’t help but to smile into the kiss. The people around us whisked cheekily as Shawn continued to devour my lips with determination. Shawn refused to let me go, determined to give the crowd something to really cheer for as he slid his tongue into my mouth. My cheeks were burning hot at this point but I wasn’t about to just pull away and leave him hanging, might as well savor the moment.

Shawn slid his tongue against mine in a playful manner, I let out a soft giggle as I pushed my fingers into the messy curls at the back of his head, pushing him closer to me. His tongue explored my mouth, tasting every inch of it as if it was his first time. The combination of his soft lips kissing me, the crowd cheering us on and Harry singing got me filled with euphoric excitement, it was like I couldn’t contain myself anymore and I didn’t know what to do with myself, resulting in me just leaning into Shawn for support as I tried my best to kiss him back.

The camera finally panned away from us and I sighed in relief as I realized the song was over. Thank God! I do not like being the center of attention. Shawn grinned cheekily as he pulled away from my lips, his eyes staring deeply into mine as I was unable to contain the bright smile on my lips. He looked at me with the cheekiest grin on the planet as he gently caressed my hot pink cheeks.

”I hate you.” I muttered defeated as Shawn playfully winked at me. He knows I hate being the center of attention and 50000 people just watched us make out at a Harry Styles concert.

”Sure.” Shawn replied cheekily like he always does whenever I sarcastically hate him.

”I do!” I argued as if he didn’t believe me. I came here wanting to get noticed by Harry Styles not have 50000 strangers watch me make out with my boyfriend but I guess beggars can’t be choosers.

”Mhmm.” Shawn hummed dismissively as if he didn’t care while I turned around to face Harry again. Thankfully the cameras were back to focusing on him and I was spared any more embarrassment. 

I released a soft sigh of relief as I felt Shawn’s arms slip around my body. He pressed his body tightly against mine as his hands rested on top of my lower stomach. He leaned his head down and rested his chin against my shoulder as Harry finished up the song on stage.

”Too bad I still love you.” Shawn whispered sweetly into my ear and I could almost hear the cheeky grin form on his lips as he pressed a light kiss against my earlobe. A soft smile crossed my lips as I felt his warm breath against my skin, his soft delicate voice was like music to my ears.

”Hold on! I wanna talk to this couple!” Harry called out to his band as they began to play the intro to sweet creature. The camera man wasn’t the only one who’d noticed me and Shawn kissing in the crowd, suddenly Harry stood right in front of us, looking straight into my eyes and I was mortified. ”What’s your name?” Harry stared straight into my eyes and even though this was exactly what I wanted and had longed for ever since I first bought my tickets, I was speechless and mortified. I tried to get my name out but it was like my voice gave up on it. It was like my brain was trying so hard to make my mouth speak but the signals couldn’t reach their final destination.

”Adeline!” I finally snapped out of my trance. 

”Madeline?” Harry called back questioningly.

”No, Adeline!” I called out as loudly as I could.

”Adeline?” Harry asked and I nodded swiftly. ”Adeline, is that your boyfriend, are you guys on a date?”

”Yeah!” I replied as I silently pinched myself. I couldn’t believe that Harry Styles was right there in front of me, talking to me. If Shawn didn’t already have his arms wrapped around me and his body pressed against me I would’ve fallen to the ground, screaming and sobbing at the attention Harry was currently giving me.

”Boyfriend! What’s your name sir?” Harry continued to question us and all I could do was nod in agreement to his questions.

”Shawn!” Shawn called out loudly as he held me in his arms.

”Shawn-” Harry pronounced Shawn’s name with a thick British accent. ”How long have you two been dating?” Harry continued his questioning and at this point I was a mess and it was up to Shawn to answer any questions.

”Two and a half years.” Shawn replied as Harry squatted down in front of us to hear us better.

”Two and a half years.” Harry repeated the answer to the audience. ”Not one doubt!” Harry joked and his soft, vibrant chuckle echoed through the speakers. ”Is she treating you good?” Harry asked teasingly.

”Mhm!” Shawn swiftly agreed as he squeezed me in his arms.

”What about you Adeline, is he treating you good?” Harry asked and I was still speechless so all I could do was nod.

”Good!” Harry chimed loudly. ”You guys having a good time?” Harry asked and I was finally able to speak properly. I yelled yes as loudly as I could and Harry’s eyes widened in surprise at my loud voice. ”Alright…” He laughed as he stood up again. ”Let’s give it up for Shawn and Adeline everyone!” Harry called out and the crowd once again cheered as the camera man shoved his camera into our faces one last time. ”This our is called Love On Tour and here we celebrate all kinds of love! Now, here’s Sweet Creature, sing along if you know the words!” Harry introduced his next slow song and the crowd continued to go wild as the sweet guitar intro began to play.

”OH. MY. GOD!” I turned around to face my boyfriend in disbelief. Not only had Harry noticed me or looked into my eyes but he’d talked to me, like a normal person. He knows my fucking name! I couldn’t contain my excitement as I squealed in Shawn’s arms. It was like a dream come true and all that waiting since early in the morning, all the queuing, all the sweating and everything else was totally worth it. ”I’m gonna die!” I exclaimed loudly to my boyfriend as Harry began to sing the first verse of Sweet Creature.

”Please don’t die.” Shawn chuckled as he watched me struggle to contain my composure. I had never been this excited in my entire life and I had no idea how to handle it. It was like all my emotions were flowing freely through my body and I could barely contain myself at this point, it was like one of those earth shattering orgasms where you just couldn’t control your body or it's movements.

”Help me! I’m freaking out!” I called out as I tried to phantom what’d just happened and the fact that my favorite singer not only noticed me but also talked to me and knew my name. Shawn laughed softly as he watched me crumble against his large frame. He hugged me tightly in his arms while simultaneously laughing at my struggle.

”You need to calm down.” Shawn chuckled teasingly as he pushed the hair of my ponytail back over my shoulder.

”I can’t!” I laughed softly as Shawn gently pressed his chin against my shoulder and smooched his face against my neck. His mouth gently pressed a light kiss against my neck in an attempt to calm me down but my heart was still beating at a million beats per second and I could feel the blood course through every inch of my body. I bet Shawn could feel it too as he gently pressed his mouth against my warm neck. ”I literally can’t.” I defended myself as I felt his lips press soft, tender smooches against my sensitive skin. ”My heart is beating so hard right now!” I exclaimed loudly. I couldn’t control my heart or my heartbeat. It was just doing whatever it wanted at this point.

”Have some more water.” Shawn ordered with a chuckle as he handed me the bottle. I chugged the last drops of water down into my system before handing the bottle back to Shawn. He released a soft chuckle against my ear as I stood swooning in his arms. Harry continued to look in my direction as he sang the chorus to sweet creature and I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I couldn’t believe that he was real and that he knew I existed.

Shawn released another chuckle, finding my panicking state amusing as he held onto me. Thank God he kept holding onto me because otherwise I probably would’ve fainted against the metal railing from the chock of Harry acknowledging me.

”Baby, you need to calm down or you’re gonna faint.” Shawn whispered into my ear. It was still burning hot outside and I was sweating all the way down my back at this point. Shawn could definitely feel my pulse against his lips as he continued to calmly press a few gentle kisses against my neck. I tried my best to calm down knowing that he was right, I would end up fainting if I didn’t figure out a way to stay calm.

”I can’t.” I squealed softly. 

Shawn slowly slid one of his hands over my side while the other one kept me steady in his arms. I could feel his hand gently caress my lower back in a soothing manner.

”I think I know something that’ll distract you.” Shawn whispered teasingly into my ear as he slid his hand lower and gently grabbed my ass through the thin fabric of my sundress. I let him grope me through the short skirt of the dress as he continued to press gentle kisses against my neck and ear. His touch was distracting to me, it helped me focus on other things than the fact that Harry Styles was right there in front of me.

Shawn gently pushed the short skirt of my dress up between us. His hand gently squeezed my bare ass beneath the squirt and I let out a little squeal in surprise as I felt his fingers dig into my soft, fat tissue. Shawn stood behind me, his body pressing as tightly against mine as humanly possible. His large body shielded me from the view of people around us as he kept the back of my skirt hitched up against my lower back. He gently squeezed the crease of my butt as his hand down my inner thigh and back up against the soft fabric of the panties between my legs.

”Babe!” I tried to protest knowing that we were surrounded by 50000 people and that camera man could pop back up in our faces at any moment but Shawn was determined to keep going. His hand gently caressed me through my panties as I leaned back against his firm body. 

Harry continued his set list, playing yet another slow acoustic song for the audience to sing and sway along to. We swayed too as Shawn teasingly pressed his fingers against my slit. I could feel his fingers grip onto the thin edge of my panties as he pulled them to the side, even though I knew it was a risky game, I didn’t object. I knew how good his touch could make me feel and at this point, I was curious what the combination of him touching me and the current bliss that I was experiencing would feel like. My body could barely function after my interaction with Harry yet somehow I was still curious what it would feel like to have an orgasm in a state like this.

I could feel Shawn’s soft fingertip gently tap against my bare skin. His other hand gently pressed against my stomach to keep me stable and close to him. I tried to focus as much as I could on the song playing in the background while Shawn continued to explore me with his fingers.

Shawn gently tapped my clit with his fingertips. He pressed two fingers against it and rubbed in gently in a circle, making me melt into his arms. If I hadn’t been speechless before, I definitely was now. He continued to slide his long, thick fingers down between my slit in a slow teasing manner.

”Are you wet for me baby?” Shawn’s hoarse voice entered my ear as he continued to slowly slide his fingers down my wet folds. His index finger tapped gently against my entrance and I let out a soft gasp, knowing that I was already wet down there. He had that effect on me.

”Yes!” I gasped in response, I wasn’t sure if he could hear me over the music but it didn’t matter, he already knew the answer. My mouthed form a tiny O-shape as I felt Shawn slide both his index and middle finger through my entrance. I was hot, sweaty and felt over all like a mess yet somehow this was the hottest thing I’d ever experienced. We’d never done anything in public before but considering we just heavily made out in front of 50000 people, we might as well keep this adventure going.

”Mmm, you’re so wet for me.” Shawn hummed against my ear as he continued to explore the insides of my pussy with his long, slick fingers.

”Baby!” I tried modestly object knowing that this was some risky business but Shawn refused to listen to me. His fingers slowly slid in and out of my pussy and I let out a heavy breathe as his fingertips danced across my wet slit and over the sensitive skin of my clit. While all this was happening beneath the skirt of my sundress, people around me kept chanting and cheering while singing along to Shawn’s slow songs.

I leaned further back against Shawn’s firm body as he swirled his fingers over my clit in a teasing manner. I could feel his heavy body against mine as his hot breath continued to tickle my ear and I could also feel his cock harden beneath his black nike shorts as I pressed my butt back against his hips. I moaned at the thought of his hard cock, my mind drifted off into a different place as I thought about how good he usually makes me feel when we’re alone in bed together. I wanted to feel that good right now but I had no idea how to physically make that happen.

Shawn continued to draw sweet circles all over my clit before sliding his fingers back down to my hole, his two fingers inching slowly inside me before pulling back again in a teasing manner. I pressed my butt up against Shawn’s crotch, the fabric of my sundress getting in the way as I tried to grind up against his Nike sports shorts. It was hot outside, we were both sweaty, tired and god knows what else but in that moment I’d never wanted someone more in my entire life and maybe it was the euphoric bliss of my previous encounter talking or the heatstroke was getting to me but I was desperate for my boyfriend in a whole new way, I wanted to have him right then and there, the way his touch made me feel was absolutely incredible and definitely distracting in the best way.

”Fuck, you’re so wet.” Shawn huffed in my ear as he slid his fingers inside me again, this time pumping them in and out at a slow pace as I stood in front of him. I squinted my eyes shut for a second while silently imagining how good his cock would feel inside me. I couldn’t shake the image away, the last time we’d had sex was a couple of days ago and my body was already craving him. For a second I got lost in my own fantasies as I thought about Shawn’s thick cock stretching me out. I instinctively pressed my butt back against his hard-on as I continued to fantasize about him fucking me while pumping his fingers in and out of me. His soft voice kept whispering dirty things into my ears as I leaned further back into him. ”Am I making you feel good baby?” Shawn asked and I nodded in response.

His long fingers slid out of me and back up over my slit. He pressed his fingertips just hard enough against my clit and I’m pretty sure I moaned out loud at this point. Luckily the crowd was loud enough to drown out any sounds I was making but I was also convinced that Shawn could hear me because of the way he reacted to me.

”Use your words Princess.” Shawn teasingly cooed into my ear as he leaned closer to me in order to hear my response.

”It feels so good.” I moaned as I tilted my head to look at Shawn. A cheeky grin spread across his lips as he leaned in to steal a quick kiss from me He abruptly broke away from it, not wanting to catch anyone’s attention or draw attention to us again.

He continued to rub his fingertips against my clit with just the right pressure to keep me on the edge. I could feel myself swoon as I stood squished between the metal barrier and Shawn’s heavy body. I couldn’t help but to grind back against his body in response to his touch, I could feel his hard cock straining against the thin fabric of his shorts and my mouth instantly water at the thought of having him inside me. 

When it comes to sex I’m a needy little whore, I want everything and will do anything to get what I want. I will worship his cock with my mouth for hours if it means I’ll get what I want in the end. Our relationship is a very giving and taking relationship so I definitely don’t mind sucking cock for hours on end for the sake of sucking it, because I love sucking cock, but getting a reward in return is always a nice surprise.

Shawn pushed his fingers deep inside me and I let out a soft mewl in response. ”Right there baby.” I squealed lightly as I swooned against his touch.

He curved his fingers slightly in order to hit my G-spot and I could barely stand up at this point. The barrier was so close to me that it was preventing me from falling over thank God, over wise I might’ve hurled over from his fingers stimulation. I kept grinding against Shawn’s body, desperate to feel something. If I couldn’t have his cock inside me, the least I could do was have it as close to me as possible.

”You’re gonna make me hard baby.” Shawn murmured into my ear.

”You’re already hard.” I argued with a giggle as I looked back at him while slowly reaching my hand behind my back to caress him through his soft pants.

”Touché.” Shawn shrugged in defeat as I let the palm of my hand trail over his thick cock.

”Did my pussy make you hard baby?” I tried to keep my voice down so nobody around us would hear me but it was hard considering Harry was singing loudly just a few feet away from us. 

”Mhmm…” Shawn groaned against my ear, his heavy breath tickling my warm skin as I continued to stare into his brown eyes. 

Shawn continued to slide his fingers in and out of my pussy, his long thick digits curved just the right way inside me, making me curl my toes in my sandals as I stood in front of him. My pussy tingled at the thought of Shawn’s cock being inside me, I could feel how big he was beneath my caressing palm and at this point I was desperate to feel him inside me. 

Shawn’s distraction definitely worked, I’d managed to calm down from my previous interaction with my favorite singer but now there was a different kind of excitement coursing through my body and my heartbeat hadn’t slowly down one bit. I could feel my face get flustered as I shamelessly thought about how good Shawn’s cock would feel inside me and I could no longer hide the desire from my face.

”Your touch feels so good.” I whined softly, desperate for more. Shawn knew I was desperate for more, he knew everything about me and he definitely recognized the needy tone of my voice. It was the kind of stubborn whining tone that a three year old would also have any time their parents refused to buy them a toy at the store. ”I want you inside me.” A soft pout formed on my lips knowing that it was practically impossible for us to have each other right now.

Shawn wiggled his eyebrows at me teasingly as he refused to slow down his pace. His fingers kept sliding into me with ease, at this point they were covered in my juices and managed to stretch my walls out with ease. I tried my best to contain myself but it was hard to do so when he was making me weak at my knees.

”I want your cock baby.” I mewled equally as needy as before. I wasn’t sure if I was silently begging for him to make the first move or what I was doing. I knew the risks we were taking but I was willing to throw it all out, just for him.

”Hmm, I bet your pussy would feel so good right now wrapped around my cock baby.” Shawn teasingly hummed into my ear as I stood in front of him. He pressed his wet mouth against my neck as I turned my head back to the stage, directing my attention back to Harry who was now preparing to sing another slow song.

”Mhmmm.” I hummed in response as he continued to assault me with his long fingers. They kept thrusting into me, hitting my G-spot over and over again as I continued to push my ass back against his hard-on. ”I want you.” I moaned again. ”I want you so badly, baby please.” I moaned as I continued to grind back against Shawn’s cock. 

”I want you too baby.” Shawn softly groaned into my ear as he playfully pressed a light kiss against my earlobe. ”My cock is so fucking hard for you Princess.” Shawn spoke in a low, sexy voice as if I hadn’t already felt his hard-on rub up against my ass.

A cheeky smile spread across my lips as I felt him grind back into me. I could tell that he was desperate to have me too and the two of us were playing a dangerous game right now, knowing that it would be at least two hours until we could actually get out of here and fuck each other’s brains out.

”I want it baby.” I whispered breathlessly as I leaned back against Shawn. ”I need it.” I added with a soft moan as I playfully wiggled my butt against Shawn. ”I want you inside me.” I begged softly as I tilted my head to look at Shawn. His brown wild eyes searched my face to examine whether I was serious or not and I wasn’t even sure myself if I was serious or not.

”Right here?” Shawn asked as he was unable to figure out if I was serious or not.

”Mmm yeah.” I nodded. ”Do you think we can make it work?” I asked with a soft, pleading grin on my lips. 

”Maybe.” Shawn smiled cheekily.

”Wanna try?” I asked with a devious grin on my lips. Shawn looked a little skeptic at first so I tried my best to persuade him. ”Please baby…” I mewled sweetly. ”My pussy’s dripping wet for you baby, I just need to feel your cock inside me.” I begged as I felt his fingers push into me in a thrusting motion, just like he would thrust his cock into me. ”Please, pretty please.” I begged softly, well aware of the risky game I was playing.

”Are you sure?” Shawn asked as he questioningly raised his eyebrows at me.

”Mhmmm.” I nodded swiftly. ”You don’t have to move, just put it in me.” I tried to negotiate with a cheeky grin.

”You expect me to stay still when your pussy’s already soaking wet and clenching around my fingers?” Shawn looked skeptically at me as I nervously bit the corner of my lip. 

”You can do whatever you want as long as we don’t get caught.” I continued to negotiate as I batted my lashes innocently at Shawn. 

”Right…” Shawn still seemed a little bit skeptic but he wasn’t going to argue any further with me. His cock was already straining against his shorts and I was getting wetter and wetter with every stroke of his fingers. 

I reached back with my right hand to rub it over his cock. I could feel his thick length against the palm of my hand and after a few long strokes, I reached back for the little zipper on his shorts. I tried my best to open his zipper up but blindly maneuvering a pair of shorts and boxers was kind of hard and it took me a minute or two until I finally managed to get his cock out of his pants.

My palm slid over his soft, delicate skin as I slid the tip of my thumb over his soft, wet head. I fumbled in the dark as I tried to guide his cock to my entrance. Shawn quickly pulled his fingers out as I tried to direct him towards my wet entrance. It was hard when I couldn’t look back, the fabric of our clothes didn’t make it any easier either but then again it was the only thing protecting us from getting caught at this point.

Once Shawn’s head finally reached my entrance we could adjust ourselves and our clothes further to cover up what we were actually doing. Since the crowd had already been packed from the beginning, the two of us standing extremely close wasn’t anything abnormal. 

I let my hand trail over Shawn’s cock a few times. My small delicate palm examined every inch of his soft skin as I continued to teasingly rub his head against my pussy. I could feel every little bump and crease as I continued to caress him teasingly with my hand. 

Shawn let out a soft groan as I pressed the tip of his cock against my soaked entrance. I tried my best to adjust myself in front of him as I slowly let him slide into my inch by inch.

”Yessss!” I moaned loudly as I felt his thick length slide into my wet, needy pussy. ”Fuck Shawn.” I cussed as Shawn slid as much of his cock as he possibly could inside me. ”You feel so good baby.” I praised him as I felt his cock force my tight walls apart.

Shawn wrapped both his arms around me and I let out a soft giggle as I noticed that he’d cleaned his fingers off with his mouth. My hands reached towards the metal railing in front of me as I tried to discretely bend over slightly in order to be able to push further back onto his cock.

”Always so needy.” Shawn cooed teasingly as he watched me try my best to take every inch of him inside me. 

”That’s me.” I chanted proudly. ”I’m always gonna be needy for you baby.” I flashed him a cheeky smile as I playfully wiggled my butt at him.

”That’s my babygirl.” Shawn praised me as he slowly moved inside me. We tried our best to keep our composure as we swayed along to the music while Shawn was secretly grinding into me. 

”Always your babygirl.” I replied with a cheeky grin on my lips as I looked back at him to steal a quick kiss from him.

”Fuck, you feel so good wrapped around my cock baby.” Shawn continued to praise me as he continued to slowly grind into me. His hips swirled gently against my butt as I held onto the metal railing in front of me. I tried my best to push back onto him but it was hard to move in general with everyone around us and I definitely didn’t want to get caught at front row. ”I can’t wait until we get back home so I can fuck you senseless.” Shawn cooed into my ear, making me purr like a kitten.

”Can’t wait baby.” I released a soft giggle as I noticed the pure desire and excitement in his innocent brown eyes. ”Fuck, you feel so good.” I mewled sweetly as he slid his cock into me. I was desperate to go faster and harder and it was taking every inch of my self-control and patience to not do so.

”You’re lucky if we make it through the door before I have you on all fours.” Shawn threatened into my ear with a low growl and I kept purring like a kitten in excitement. 

”Mmm, I like the sound of that.” I mewled softly as I felt the tip of his cock hit my most sensitive spot. ”I love it when you fuck me on all fours.” I moaned as I looked back at Shawn through my black lashes. 

”By the time I’m done with you, you’ll be begging for me to stop babygirl.” Shawn promised and I could only imagine the things we would do once we finally made it through the door to our apartment.

”Yeah?” I gasped as I felt him push roughly inside me. One thrust was all it took to drive me absolutely mad and that single trust almost sent me over the edge on its own. ”Do you like hearing me beg for you Shawn? Like a good girl?”

”Mmm yeah.” Shawn’s hoarse voice echoed through my ear as he once again slid his entire length into me with one swift push.

”I’ll be such a good girl for you baby.” I promised as I leaned back against Shawn, desperate to be as close to him as possible. ”I’ll do anything you want baby, as long as you promise to fuck me hard all night long.” I moaned the naughty words into Shawn’s ear. His eyes widened as he looked down at me. I loved the effect I had on him and I loved turning him on like this even thought we were already fucking. Even when I do get his dick, I’m needy for more. I need to hear him say all the dirty things he’d gonna do to me and I need validation that he’s just as fucked for me as I am for him.

”Promise baby.” Shawn released a soft chuckle as he stared at me with his wild eyes.

”I can’t wait.” I felt my stomach tingle at the thought of Shawn fucking me on the floor from behind. The idea of hot, rough sex makes me purr like a kitten in delight and I love it. After two and a half years of dating we still haven’t hit a wall, somehow we manage to keep it spicy in the bedroom and even when we fight we end up fucking each other like bunnies afterwards. ”God, I love it when you take me from behind.” The pure bliss coursing through my body made me roll my eyes back into my head as I felt Shawn thrust into me. I always feel like such a dirty girl when he fucks me from behind, it makes me feel naughty in just the right ways, like I’m his personal little fucktoy. He knows I love this and he knows I love it when he manhandles me. I like my men dominant and caring all at once.

”Kinda like how we’re doing it right now?” Shawn asked cheekily.

”Yeah.” I whimpered softly. ”Kinda like that, but harder-” I licked my lips as I stared back into Shawn’s eyes. ”And faster.” I added with a cheeky playful grin.

”Think you can come for me Princess?” Shawn asked as a smug grin crossed his lips.

”Mhmmm.” I nodded, promising that I would do my best to try to come for him. ”Are you gonna come too?” I asked softly as I felt my walls squeeze tightly around his thick length.

”Yes.” Shawn promised as he pushed his cock deeply inside me. 

”Mmmm, I want your come inside me baby.” I mewled as I thought about his come dripping into my pussy. I was already hot, sweating and an all over mess and this sure wasn’t going to make things better but at this point, who fucking cares. 

Shawn thrusted into me hard and in attempt to send me over the edge. He pulled his cock back all the way to the tip before roughly pushing back into me, forcing my slick walls apart to make way for his thick cock. He couldn’t go as fast and hard as he usually did but it was definitely enough to send me over the edge. I could already feel my stomach clench in excitement as my toes curled up against the bottom of my sandals. 

Shawn pushed into me again, his rough hips clashing against my butt as we stood wrapped around each other in the middle of the crowd. I’d forgotten the lyrics to every song Harry was singing at this point and the only noises coming out of my mouth was my sweet moans.

”Yes baby!” I moaned encouragingly as Shawn hit my G-spot from behind. His cock buried itself deep inside me and I was on the edge of coming as he pulled back only to slam back into me with force. ”I’m so close baby.” I swooned as I felt my walls squeeze tightly around him. I could feel his cock twitch inside me and I knew he was holding back until I was finally able to come. 

”Fuck!” Shawn released a rough groan into my ear as he buried himself inside me once again.

”One more baby.” I groaned as I felt sweat dripping down my forehead, I was so close. I wish I could’ve just pulled my skirt up and reached for my clit to finish things off but that would definitely alert the audience to what was going on. ”Right there baby, right fucking there.” I moaned almost too loudly as Shawn kept thrusting into me.

Suddenly, I was completely consumed by waves of pleasure inside me. I could feel the tingling, sensational feeling take over my body as I leaned up against the metal railing for support. My toes curled as hard as they could against my wooden sandal and my stomach painfully clenched before finally releasing beneath the thin fabric of my sundress.

”Fuck, I’m coming.” Shawn growled as his cock twitched inside me once again and I could feel his warm come in me. I let out a soft groan as I felt him push as deep into my pussy as he possibly could, burying himself inside me as I continued to pulse around him.

”Mmmm…” I hummed as Shawn slowly pulled out of me and tucked his cock back into his pants before anyone could notice. ”I want more.” I whispered as I turned around to wrap my arms around him. A soft, cheeky pout formed on my lips as I looked pleadingly into his soft chocolate brown eyes. 

”Always so needy.” Shawn scolded me with a cheeky grin as he leaned down to press a light kiss against my lips. I was eager to taste him but he managed to pull away before I could actually slide my tongue into his mouth. I guess it’s for the best, we don’t need another camera man up in our face.

”Mhmmm.” I hummed as I snuggled up against Shawn’s body. ”You’re a great distraction by the way.” I laughed softly as I realized my body had finally calmed down enough for me to function properly and my heart was finally beating normally again.

”Always happy to help.” Shawn chuckled as he embraced me tightly. 

”Love you.” I whispered softly as I leaned up against him and pressed a light kiss against his neck. ”I can’t wait until we get home.” I added with a cheeky grin.

”Love you too.” Shawn chuckled into my ear.

I could feel Shawn’s warm come dribble down my leg as I turned back to face the stage. Shawn adjusted my panties beneath the skirt and patted my dress to make sure the skirt draped properly down my butt.

Even though sex with Shawn usually leaves me breathless and spent, I managed to jump along to the rest of the songs during the concert. I was living off the thrills of Harry acknowledging me and the pure sexual thrills Shawn had given to me earlier. Time went by way too quickly and before I knew it the show was over and people were getting ready to leave.

After Harry exited the stage as Shawn and I got ready to leave, a security guard walked up to us. ”Excuse me ma’am-” He called out and I came to a completely halt as I turned back around to acknowledge him.

”Yes, me?” I asked confused.

”Yes, Mr. Styles would like for you to accompany him backstage.” The guard spoke with a firm voice.

”Me? Are you sure?” I asked as I narrowed my eyes at the guard, was this some kind of joke or what?

”Yes ma’am.” The guard said as he stared at me dead serious.

”Can my boyfriend come too?” I asked confused, why would Harry want to meet me backstage, what is going on? If this is some kind of joke I will flip out because right now the only thing I wanna do is go back home and have Shawn do all those nasty things he promised to do to me and if the only one stopping me from doing that is this random security guard then I’ll be pissed.

”Of course.” The guard stated firmly.

”Uhm okay, should I just walk around or?” I asked confused as the metal barrier was clearly going all the way around the stage.

”I’ll lift you.” Shawn chuckled behind me as he grabbed a hold of my waist and lifted me up so I could climb over the barrier.

”Did he say what this was about?” I asked confused as the guard caught a hold of me and pulled me over the giant railing.

Shawn swung his long legs over the fence with ease and soon the two of us were on the other side of the barrier.

”No ma’am, just to bring you over.” The guard replied as he walked ahead of us. The guard walked swiftly as if he was in a hurry and I followed him like a lost, confused puppy. What’s this about? Am I about to meet my favorite singer live? I’m not sure I can handle that considering how much I freaked out before and besides that, I’m sweaty and look like absolute shit not to mention the fact that there was literal come between my legs. This is not how I imagined myself meeting my idol.

”Okay.” I shrugged as we continued to follow the guard beneath the stage. The whole place was like a culvert beneath the ground, I’d never been backstage before and this looked nothing like it does on TV. 

The security guard finally led us up to Harry’s dressing room door. He knocked on it three times as if doing some kind of secret code and Harry swiftly opened the door, leading me to always faint right there on the spot.

”Adeline!” Harry cooed as if I was a long lost friend to him.

He remembered my name! Was all I could think as the security guard left the three of us alone.

”Come inside, please.” Harry said as he opened the door to let the two of us in.

”Hi.” I nervously spoke as I walked into the dressing room, I wasn’t sure whether to put my backpack down or take my shoes off or what to do. I had no idea what the customs were at this point. 

”Sit down.” Harry motioned towards the leather couch in the middle of his dressing room. ”Can I get you two anything to drink? Water, coffee, tea?” Harry asked as he watched me and Shawn sit down. At this point I was shaking and I’m sure Shawn could feel it by the way my hand was holding onto his.

”Water would be nice.” I tried to be as polite as I possibly could.

”Anything for you Shawn?” Harry asked with a polite smile as he retrieved a water bottle from the mini fridge.

”Water’s fine.” Shawn responded. He was so calm about this whole thing meanwhile I was freaking out on the inside and outside.

”So, you’re probably wondering why you’re here-” Harry said as he walked back over to the couch, handing us a water bottle each.

”Yeah!” At this point, my voice was shaking too.

”Is this your first time at a concert?” Harry seemed to stray away from the subject at hand.

”No, I’ve been to all of your concerts in Toronto.” I realized I’d replied a little too quickly and a little too excitedly as the words spilled out of my mouth at an uncontrolled fast speed. ”I’m a huge fan!” I exclaimed excitedly like a teenage girl when in fact I was 24.

”Thank you!” Harry laughed softly. ”The reason I brought you back here was to have you sign this contract-” Harry paused as he put a piece of paper onto the table in front of the couch. ”We’re filming a concert movie for Netflix tonight and since you were on the big screen we just need to make sure we have your consent, should it be included in the movie.” Harry explained as he kneeled down on the opposite side of the table while explaining the contract. ”The contract basically covers all the legal grounds when it comes to any material portraying you that might be used in the movie. If you do not wish to participate it’s totally okay for you to not sign anything.” Harry added and I looked at Shawn with a shrug. 

I mean 50000 people just saw us passionately kiss and now Harry wants the entire world potentially see the same footage, I’m not sure if I’m onboard with that but at the same time, who cares? How cool wouldn’t it be to be in a concert movie with Harry fucking Styles and the fact that he’s sitting right across from me right now looking beautiful as ever definitely made it hard to say no to him.

”Can we have a moment to think about this?” I asked, my voice still nervous and shaky as I tried to not be rude and break eye contact with the beautiful man across the table.

”Of course. Take your time.” Harry smiled. ”This is also just a formality but I’m gonna need both of you to sign an NDA to make sure everything said between the three of us is kept private.” Harry added as he slid another two pieces of paper across the table for me and Shawn to sign. 

We signed the NDA’s promising to not disclose anything said between these four walls and I wasn’t how I was gonna do it but I would have to force myself to keep my mouth shut about meeting Harry Styles. 

”So, are you guys from here?” Harry asked as me and Shawn contemplated what to do. It was mostly just me contemplating since Shawn didn’t really care about us smushing faces on the big screen.

”He is.” I replied with a soft smile.

”Where are you from Adeline?” The use of my name made everything feel so much more personal, like we’d known each other for a life time. It made me swoon and panic all at once.

”I’m from Vancouver but I came here for school.” I replied. Every time I said something out loud I felt embarrassed about myself, like I’d said something stupid or told him too much shit that he probably didn’t care about.

”Nice, nice, what are you studying?” Harry continued to carry the conversation as I tried to skim through the contract.

”Uhm psychology.” I replied as my eyes tried to focus on the document in front of me.

”Fun!” Harry chimed excitedly. ”I probably would’ve studied that too.” He was good at making conversation, even though we’d just met him and he’s literally my biggest celebrity crush and I was freaking out inside, he managed to make me feel at ease. He managed to make it feel like we were just three old friends catching up on each other’s business.

”I guess I’ll sign…” I said as I reached for the pen to get ready to sign the contract. ”Where do I sign?” I asked as I looked for an empty spot on the paper. 

Harry released a soft chuckle as he turned the paper around to reveal the spot where I could write my signature.

”Great!” Harry cooed as he watched me scribble down my signature. I handed the pen over to Shawn so he could sign too before I reached over to take a sip of water. I needed to calm my nerves somehow otherwise I would probably start freaking out again and at this point I don’t know if I can stop myself from fainting.

”How’d the two of you meet?” Harry pretended to take interest in us as I put the water bottle back on the table. I’m sure he meets plenty of people every day and he probably doesn’t even listen to what they’re saying at this point but it was still nice of him to make conversation even if he only pretended to care out of politeness.

”We met in school.” I explained with a soft smile as I looked over at my boyfriend. He sat, leaned back on the leather couch looking relaxed as ever meanwhile I was nervously fiddling with my own hands and leaning over the table like I was getting ready to leave at any second.

”Right…” Harry chuckled. Like I said, he probably didn’t even care and probably wasn’t even listening to the answer.

”Can I use the restroom?” Shawn asked as he leaned forward on the couch.

”Of course, it’s right there to the left.” Harry pointed towards the door.

”Thanks.” Shawn said as he stood up, meanwhile I was silently and desperately begging for him to not leave me alone with Harry. I was too nervous to function at this point and I could feel myself getting ready to faint at any second. I tried my best to telepathically contact Shawn by silently repeating the words please, don’t leave over and over again in my head but it didn’t seem to work.

Once Shawn was gone, out of hearing and visual range I let out a loud sigh as I leaned back against the couch in an attempt to come off as more relaxed than I was. Harry smiled politely towards me as  he looked across the room towards the locked bathroom door.

”Adeline!” Harry called my name out once again and it startled me just as much as it’d done the previous times he’d said my name.

”Yes.” I replied as I noticed Harry getting up from his squat and walking around the couch. My eyes followed his movements as he rounded the corner and placed himself behind the leather couch. He inched closer and closer to me and I could feel my heart beat louder and louder.

”You seem like a good girl…” Harry trailed off as he placed his hands on the back of the couch, right next to my shoulders. He once again kneeled down until his mouth was at my ear level. ”And  honestly, I’m a little surprised, I don’t think anyone’s ever been brave enough to fuck at one of my concerts…” Harry whispered into my ears.

”Excuse me?!” I squealed in shock as I stared back at Harry in disbelief.

”Yeah, I saw what you two were doing.” Harry explained, his voice hoarse and his tone firm as if there was no reason for me to deny anything.

”I don’t- We didn’t-” I tried to deny the fact that I’d ever done such a thing when we both knew the truth at this point.

”Honestly, I’m impressed you managed to do something like that in a crowd full of people…” Harry began to trail off. ”Do you wanna know the real reason I brought you back here?” Harry spoke in a low, seductive voice. I could feel his hot heavy breath against the nape of my neck as he whispered lowly into my ear.

”Yes.” I whispered quietly. I was absolutely terrified at this point, not only was Harry Styles breathing down my neck but he was also confronting me about having sex in public, during his concert while my boyfriend was nowhere near me to defend me. 

I’m a big girl, I can handle this. I tried to persuade myself that I could handle this but really I was desperately begging for Shawn to get back from the restroom so we could get the fuck out of here.

”I saw the way you looked at me throughout the night, even when your boyfriend was fucking you from behind and-” Harry begun to explain and I interrupted him with a loud audible gasp.

His sweet, polite tone was long gone and I couldn’t believe how comfortable he was saying such inappropriate things to me. I know he’s my celebrity crush and if I wasn’t already taken, I would totally be down to fuck him but right now I’m obviously taken and the fact that Harry’s bringing any of this up and speaking to me like this is absolutely appalling and inappropriate on so many levels but I’m also still freaking out and low-key turned on.

”And?” I asked as the bathroom lock made a noise, indicating that Shawn was on his way back. It wasn’t just Harry’s words that were inappropriate but also the fact that he decided to confront me about this while my boyfriend had left the room as if he was trying to make some kind of move, hoping that I would just toss Shawn out the window so the two of us could have a go at it.

”As much as I like a good view, I’m a little sad I wasn’t invited.” Harry spoke suggestively.

”Are you saying you want a threesome?” I asked for clarification as I stared at my celebrity crush in shock.

”I mean, if you two are up for it.” Harry shrugged.

”I don’t know, I’ve never had a threesome before, I don’t know if I can do it.” I shrugged insecurely. Right now would be a great fucking time for my boyfriend to exit the damn bathroom and save me from this whole situation.

”I mean you seem pretty into me-” Harry tried to argue.

”Yeah but-”

”And I’m pretty sure you’re into him.” Harry added as if I just needed to do the simple math and add the two of them into the equation. Shawn always jokingly said that Harry could be my free card as long as he got Selena Gomez which is fair but that was just a joke, I don’t know if there’s actually free cards being handed out here.

”Yeah, true.” I didn’t know what else to say at this point. Harry’s hot breath was tickling my neck as he squatted down behind me. My eyes kept shifting between the large TV in front of me and the bathroom door to the left where I was hoping Shawn would make an appearance at any time now.

”So…” Harry cooed.

”I mean- uhm.” I stuttered not knowing what else to say. ”I’ve been a fan since I was 17 and I love you but my boyfriend-” I tried to form some kind of response to Harry’s suggestion as I nervously shifted on the couch. “I can’t just-” I tried to figure out what to say as I continued to desperately look over at the bathroom door hoping that Shawn would reappear and save me from this crumbling anxity.

I know this is a once in a lifetime thing and I probably will hate myself for the rest of my life if I say no but at the same time I don’t wanna ruin anything that me and Shawn already have. Shawn’s not the jealous type and he’s been super supportive of my obsession with Harry but this is different, this is real. Harry’s actually here, asking me to sleep with him.

Right as Harry was about to make another convincing argument the door finally unlocked and Shawn appeared in the doorway. I released a loud sigh of relief as Harry swiftly got up on his feet.

”I’ll leave you two to discuss it.” Harry said as he swiftly exited the room. He stopped in the doorway and looked back at me as he spoke. ”I’ll be back in ten minutes and if you’re not here, I’ll know the answer.” He flashed me a soft smile and the polite, charming as ever version of Harry was back again. He shut the door behind himself and I sat back in the couch, confused by this entire thing as Shawn walked over to me.

”I think we need to go!” I exclaimed, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to even tell Shawn what Harry had suggested because it was inappropriate and absurd even though a huge part of me wanted to go through with the offer.

”What, why?” Shawn asked as he looked at me confused.

”I don’t know, I think we just need to sign the papers and go.” I said as I looked at the copies of the contracts resting neatly on the coffee table in front of the couch.

”Baby, what’s wrong?” Shawn asked as he noticed the distraught look on my face.

”Nothing, I just- I don’t know.” I tried to shrug everything off in a careless manner but Shawn knew me too well. 

”No, tell me before we go!” Shawn ordered as he sat down next to me.

”Okay, but it’s weird.” I warned Shawn.

”What is?” Shawn asked as he tried to search my face for a clue.

”He wants to have threesome with us.” I explained it as simple and plainly as I possibly could while silently begging that Shawn wouldn’t get mad at me. I know Shawn has quite the temper and he’s a large guy, he can get quite loud when he gets mad and I just don’t wanna cause a scene right now.

”What?” Shawn asked in shock. His reaction was about as close to mine as you could possibly get.

”Yeah, he saw everything.” I explained as Shawn stared at me in shock. I was just as shocked and confused as he was but I was also surprised that he wasn’t entirely against it. He seemed to be contemplating the idea as his eyes shifted around the room.

”Well, what do you wanna do?” Shawn asked me with the same soft, comforting voice he always uses when I’m in a desperate, panicking mode.

”What do YOU wanna do?” I returned the question as I stared at him cluelessly.

”Don’t ask me, he’s your celebrity crush, I’m not the one who wants to fuck him.” Shawn shrugged as he jokingly made fun of me.

”Are you sure?” I retorted with a giggle. 

”I mean, he is good looking but I’m pretty sure.” Shawn chuckled. I could feel a wave of relief exit my body as I leaned back in the couch. Shawn always knew how to lighten the mood and right now I definitely needed this. ”If you want to, we might as well…” Shawn shrugged like it was no big deal to him.

”What if it ruins things between us?” I asked as I stared at Shawn a little bit worried that it would put a strain on our relationship.

”It won’t.” Shawn reassured me. ”There’s nothing he could possibly do to make me love you any less.” Shawn smiled reassuringly towards me and I could feel my heart fill with warmth and love. I stared back at Shawn still a little doubtful of this entire thing, the clock was ticking and Harry would be back in less than ten minutes so I needed to make up my mind, it was now or never.

”Are you sure? I don’t want you to get mad or jealous.” I added as I looked questioningly at Shawn. If the roles were reversed and Selena Gomez was trying to sleep with my boyfriend I’m pretty sure I would get at least a little bit jealous and possessive at that point.

”I mean I did give you a free card to fuck him so if that’s what you want-” Shawn chuckled, once again lightly joking about the situation.

”I kinda want to but-” I admitted as a soft blush creeped across my cheeks. ”I don’t know if I’m comfortable with it, I’ve never had a threesome before.” 

”Neither have I but now’s as good of a time as any.” Shawn laughed softly. 

”You swear you’re not gonna get jealous?” I asked as I narrowed my eyes at Shawn.

”I swear.” Shawn reassured me. ”Honestly, I can’t even blame him for wanting to fuck you because you’re fucking gorgeous.” His compliment made me smile and blush all at once.

”So I guess we’re staying?” I whispered still a little unsure of everything.

”I guess we are.” Shawn grinned as he looked over at me. 

He motioned for me to move closer to him and I quickly climbed onto his lap. The feeling of his large, warm body beneath me was comforting enough to my soul, it was like his mere presence took all the nervous, panicking feelings away and I could finally think clearly about everything. This situation was definitely something I never could’ve imagine getting myself into but now that I was finally here, thinking everything through, I realized that this was definitely a once in a life time opportunity and I was definitely into it.

Seventeen year old me would’ve killed to get the opportunity to fuck Harry Styles and being here, at twenty-four and finally having that chance is fucking insane, something my brain could barely phantom. Not only did he want to have sex with me but he wanted to have a threesome with me and my boyfriend and I honestly could’ve never in my wildest dream imagined this but alas, there’s a time and place for everything.

”If we do this-” I whispered as I inched closer to Shawn on his lap. ”I’ll owe you for a lifetime.” I released a soft giggle.

”Hmm, I can think of a few ways for you to make it up to me.” Shawn hummed softly as his eyes shifted towards my plump, wet lips.

”Nothing that’ll compare to this though.” I whispered as I inched my lips closer to his.

”Trust me baby, spending a lifetime with you will be enough to make it up to me.” Shawn promised as he playfully tugged my ponytail as he pushed it towards my back. My teeth gently sunk into my bottom lip as I tried to contain the bright smile on my face.

”I love you.” I whispered softly as I leaned in to kiss Shawn. His soft, tender lips rubbed gently against mine as I engulfed his lips with my own. Shawn let me dominate the kiss as I gently grinded my hips against his. His mouth was warm and his tongue wet as I brushed my tongue over it. His mouth was comforting to me and it was at moments like this, when I’m an actual nerve wreck that I’m once again reminded of how much I love him.

”I love you too.” Shawn reassured me as he conquered my lips and took over the kiss. I scoot closer to his lap, my hips swirling gently on top of his thick thighs as I leaned further into the kiss. 

”Can’t believe we’re doing this.” I whispered to myself as Shawn slowly pulled away from my lips.

”To be fair, I’ve always low-key wanted to see you fuck another man. I bet you’d look hot.” Shawn admitted and his smug grin made me giggle and smack his shoulder at the same time.

”Shut up!” I squealed as Shawn admitted his secret fantasy to me. For some reason I couldn’t take him serious with that taunting grin on his lips.

”It’ll be like watching you fuck from a different point of view.” Shawn argued cheekily.

”It won’t, because I don’t wanna fuck anybody else but you.” I argued with a giggle as I tried to wipe that smug grin off his face by smacking his shoulder again.

”So you’re not fucking Harry Styles, THE Harry Styles from One Direction who you’ve wanted to fucked since you were seventeen?” Shawn taunted me as he embraced me on his lap. I covered my face in embarrassment, unable to contain myself as his words echoed through the room. 

”No!” I squealed as I hid my face against his neck. ”There’ll be no fucking.” I tried to reassure both Shawn and myself.

”Why?” Shawn asked teasingly, it was almost like he was disappointed by the fact that I wasn’t gonna fuck Harry.

”Because, that’s-” I tried to say the words out loud but got too embarrassed to actually admit it. 

”That’s what?” Shawn tried to teasingly force the words out of me as he tried to pry my face away from his shoulder. ”That’s what baby?” Shawn continued to interrogate me.

”That’s…” I paused as I tried to find the right words. ”For you.” I whispered as I tried to hide the burning red cheeks behind the palm of my hands.

”For me?” Shawn pretended to sound surprised as he teasingly squeezed me in his arms.

”Yeah.” I squealed quietly. ”It’s yours-” I tried to verbalize out loud but when I heard myself say it, it sounded awkward and weird.

”What is?” Shawn asked, taunting the words out of me. 

”My pussy.” I admitted shyly as I refused to undercover my face with my hands, instead I peeked through my fingers to see Shawn’s reaction. The satisfied grin on his face said it all, he was definitely doing this on purpose to reassure me and himself that my pussy was exclusively his to fuck.

”What?” Shawn continued to taunt me. ”Are you saying that sweet little pussy of yours is mine and only mine?” Shawn grinned teasingly as he whispered the foul words into my ear.

”Mhmm.” I whispered still embarrassed by my own words.

”You’re so fucking cute.” Shawn chuckled as he forced my hands apart so that he could get a good look at my embarrassed face before he could reassuringly kiss me again. ”It’s whatever you want baby, okay.” Shawn whispered reassuringly as the door knob twisted and Harry slowly revealed himself in the door frame.

”I see you’re still here.” Harry exclaimed, his voice equally as charming and polite as before. The man who’d inappropriately whispered into my ear that he wanted to fuck me was long gone and the only hint of him still being somewhere inside was the little smirk covering Harry’s lips.

”We’ve talked about it and uhm-” I tried to explain as I nervously shifted on top of Shawn’s lap. ”We’re willing to give it a try. We just have a few rules.” 

”Great.” Harry seemed excited about our decision to stay.

”Have you done this before?” I asked out of curiosity.

”A threesome, yeah but not like this.” Harry responded with honesty. ”Not with a couple.” He added to explain himself.

”Right… Well uhm we haven’t done this before so I don’t know if I want to you know-” I tried to form a coherent sentence but it just wasn’t working out, my brain wasn’t working at all. ”To uhm-” I struggled to get the words out there properly. I was trying to tell Harry that I didn’t want him to actually fuck my pussy but saying it like that sounded very vulgar and inappropriate for some reason. Me and Shawn dirty talk on a regular basis but Harry made me feel way too modest about myself. I just feel like you don’t talk to a celebrity like that but then again I’ve never talked to a celebrity before so who knows.

”Uhm I think what Adeline is trying to say is that she doesn’t feel comfortable with having actual sex with you.” Shawn tried to explain in his soft, calm voice. 

”No offense!” I added sounding like a complete moron. Why the fuck would Harry be offended by that?

”That’s totally fine, I respect that.” Harry smiled reassuringly towards me.

”And uhm, no kissing.” I added as I nervously bit the corner of my lip. Shawn flashed me a soft reassuring smile as I stated my demands out loud. ”If that’s okay?” I added as I looked over at Harry.

”Yeah, no I totally understand.” Harry smiled, his smile equally as reassuring as Shawn’s. It made me feel comfortable and safe knowing that he was willing to respect my boundaries rather than to exploit me as some kind of rockstar groupie.

”So like, what now?” I asked confused as my gaze shifted between the two of them.

”If you guys just wanna start, I’m totally fine with that.” Harry suggested with a shrug as he sat down next to us on the couch. I nervously shifted my gaze back towards Shawn, I wasn’t sure if I could concentrate knowing that someone was just watching us get down with it.

”Okay.” I shrugged, it was now or never. There’ll never be a time like this again.

I leaned in to kiss Shawn again. His lips had a comforting effect on me and I could feel my entire body relax as I leaned into the kiss. His tongue brushed against mine as I grabbed a hold of his face, pulling him closer to me as his mouth continued to wash all my anxiety and troubles away.

I let out a soft moan as my hips gently grinded on top of Shawn. I could feel his thick thighs rub against mine bare thighs and I closed my eyes as I thought about how good his cock had felt inside me before. The memories washed over me as I thought about the way his body had felt pushed up against mine in the middle of the hot, sweaty crowd. 

I could feel Shawn’s cock once again harden beneath the thin fabric of his shorts and I let out another moan as I felt him brush against my inner thigh. Shawn playfully sucked on my tongue before sliding his lips over to the corner of my mouth and all the way over my jawline and down my neck.

My hands gently roamed through Shawn’s soft, curly hair as my eyes shifted their gaze to the gorgeous boy sitting next to me. I couldn’t help but to notice the fact that Harry was slowly getting hard too, his hand resting on top of his black high waisted pants as he watched me grind up on my boyfriend.

My eyes couldn’t believe what they were seeing, I almost had to pinch myself as I watched Harry, THE Harry Styles rub himself through his slacks as he watched my boyfriend continue to caress me with both his hands and lips. My eyes widened as I watched Harry palm himself through his pants, I’d seen so many different pictures of him from every angle that I just knew he had a big cock and seeing him get a full on hard-on in real life I was definitely convinced that it was bigger than I thought.

Shawn pulled the fabric of my dress down, his hands forcing the halter neck fabric to the side, causing my breasts to spill out in the middle. Shawn grouped my bare breasts with his hands before he could lean down to continue his trail of kisses all over my chest.

I bit the corner of my lip as I shyly reached over to where Harry’s hand was. A little hesitant about everything I carefully placed my hand on top of his. He swiftly removed his hand, urging me to feel his hard-on through his pants and he leaned back on the couch.

Both Shawn’s and Harry’s eyes were focused on me as I released a series of soft, gentle moans. I pressed my hand against Harry’s cock, examining it carefully with the palm of my hand as I continuously caressed him. The three of us all stayed silent except for my occasional moans of pleasure. I didn’t know what to say or do at this point to be honest.

Shawn reached for my neck, his fingertips tugging gently at the little knot as he untied my dress. The top of the dress fell onto my lap and I let out another soft moans as my breasts were finally completely exposed to the cold air. Shawn leaned his head down to wrap his mouth around my nipple, his tongue swirled in circles around my hard nipple as he used his hand to squeeze my other breast.

”Yes!” I gasped softly as Shawn sucked on my nipple while I continued to press my hand over Harry’s hard cock. 

Harry slowly reached his hand over to touch my exposed skin, his eyes looked at me questioningly as he slid his hand over my shoulder, down my collarbone towards my breast. His eyes silently asked for my permission as Shawn removed his hand so Harry could grab a hold of my breast and flashed Harry a gentle smile, granting him permission to touch me.

Harry’s touch was different. It was the only way I could describe it. Shawn’s warm mouth was like a comforting, snug hug while Harry’s touch felt foreign at best. It wasn’t like a turn off or anything, it just reminded me of how different sex can be when you don’t know a person as well as I know Shawn.

”Fuck baby.” I whispered as I continued to grind my hips hard against Shawn, my hips desperately swirling over the swollen bulge in his pants as I grew more and more needy for him.

Shawn flashed me a cheeky grin as he playfully nibbled on my nipple. He continued to caress my  breast with the tip of his tongue, making me go crazy on his lap as the butterflies inside my stomach consumed me.

”Spread your legs-” Shawn ordered with a deep, seductive whisper. ”Let me see your pretty little pussy.” His dirty words consumed me, making me feel at home even with the foreign man sitting next to me.

Harry was as familiar as you could get, I’d seen his face on every fucking poster, from every possible angle and in every type of video quality but his touch was still foreign to me and even though I knew everything about him, we were still strangers. 

”Good girl.” Shawn hummed as I spread my legs for him, revealing the thin dark blue panties I was wearing beneath the short sundress. Shawn pushed my panties to the side revealing my soft, smooth skin to his touch as he gently slid his fingers over my hidden clit. I let out a soft gasp as I shifted my eyes from Harry’s bulging cock to my boyfriend’s beautiful brown eyes.

”Are you wet for me baby?” Shawn whispered loud enough for the three of us to hear. 

”Mhm.” I nodded my head obediently as I looked back at him, refusing to break away from his comforting brown eyes. 

”Let’s see just how wet you are.” Shawn whispered as he buried his hand between my legs. The thin fabric stayed to the side as Shawn explored my wet folds with the touch of his hand. I let out a soft gasp as I felt his two fingers slide through my wet folds and poke against my entrance.

Consumed by Shawn’s touch, I leaned over slightly to unzip Harry’s pants. My hands were curiously making their way down his pants as I tried to get a feel for his cock. Harry released a soft groan as he lifted his hips up, scooting slowly out of both his pants and boxers to give me easier access to his cock.

I let out a soft gasp as I felt Shawn’s fingers slide slowly into my wet hole. His familiar touch made me feel safe as I explored Harry’s foreign body. My hand slowly caressed the soft skin covering Harry’s cock. His cock was just as big as I thought. Even though Harry wasn’t Shawn and we would never have what Shawn and I have, I still felt a deep desire to please him within it. I wasn’t sure if it was the submissive side of me aching to please Harry or if it was my teenage self living finally living out her fantasies that made me desire Harry. It was a different kind of desire than what I had for Shawn, this was purely sexual, I wanted to do a good job and make sure Harry had a good time.

I gently explored Harry’s cock with the palm of my hand as Shawn continued to push his fingers inside me. His touch made me swoon on top of his lap and I tried my best to keep grinding onto him while simultaneously stroking Harry’s cock. It was hard to keep my eyes focused on one hand I felt safe and comfortable while looking into Shawn’s eyes while on the other hand I couldn’t help but to look down at Harry’s big cock.

”Baby, please.” I whimpered softly as I felt Shawn curve his fingers inside me. 

”What?” Shawn cooed teasingly as I swirled my hips against his fingers, needy as ever for a release.

”You’re being a tease.” I moaned in objection.

”No, I’m giving you exactly what you want.” Shawn argued back with his soft yet dominant voice.

”Noooo.” I whined in objection. ”You’re not.” I whimpered as I felt his wet fingers slide over my hardened clit.

”Okay then, what do you want?” Shawn asked teasingly.

”I want your cock.” I admitted with a soft pout. ”Now.” I mewled like an impatient kid.

”Baby we’re just getting started.” Shawn cooed reassuringly.

”I know.” I argued with a soft, pleading whine. ”But I want it.”

”You’re gonna have to be a good girl first!” Shawn ordered. ”Think you can be a good girl for us baby?” Shawn asked as he continued to rub his fingers over my clit while stroked Harry’s cock with the palm of my hand.

”Yes!” I gasped as I felt Shawn flicker his fingers roughly over my clit.

”Good.” Shawn responded firmly. ”You gonna do as I say?” Shawn asked, his voice soft and tender while his tone was firm and dominant.

”Mhmmm.” I promised with a soft moan as my eyes drifted across the room.

”Look at me baby.” Shawn ordered and I instantly shifted my gaze towards his face. ”Show me your pretty mouth.” Shawn whispered as he used his free hand to caress my face, his thumb pressing gently against my lower lip as he ordered me to show off my oral skills.

I slowly parted my lips allowing him to slide his thumb into my mouth. I playfully caressed his thumb with my wet tongue as I looked at him with my soft, doe eyes, my mouth forming an innocent pout as Shawn pulled his finger back and pushed it back in. My mouth treated his thumb the same way it would treat his cock and this definitely sparked a memory inside Shawn as I felt his cock twitch in his pants.

”Fuck!” Shawn huffed as he watched my mouth devour his thumb. ”You know what that pretty little mouth of yours is missing?” Shawn hummed as he watched me put on a show for him with my tongue swirling all over the base of his thumb.

”No?” I whispered softly as I flashed him a cheek innocent grin.

”A big cock.” Shawn hummed as he watched my eyes widen at his dirty words. 

”Mmm is that so?” I purred softly as I squeezed my hand around the base of Harry’s cock, my mouth watering at the thought of him pushing it inside my mouth.

”Yeah, you’re such a good cocksucker baby, might as well show him what you’ve got.” Shawn continued to whisper his dirty words loud enough for all three of us to hear. 

”You want me to suck his dick?” I asked for clarification just to make sure that he was good with me doing that.

”Mhmm, show him what that pretty little mouth of yours can do.” Shawn encouraged me with his soft gentle voice as his thumb once again caressed my bottom lip, coating it with my own saliva before he withdrew it.

”Okay.” I obeyed as I shifted on top of the couch. Shawn scoot over to the side to make room for me to kneel in between him and Harry. I leaned over towards Harry as I placed my feet on top of Shawn’s thighs. 

Shawn continued to touch me with his fingers as I kneeled beside him. His large palm grabbed a hold of my butt and squeezed me hard as I leaned down to wrap my lips around Harry’s cock. His head was dripping wet from the precise forming on his tip and he tasted salty like the ocean water. 

Harry let out a soft groan as he felt my wet tongue lick a stripe down his cock. His skin was soft and sensitive to my touch as I continued to lick my way all the way down to his base. His cock was big and thick and he had a prominent vein on the bottom side of it which my tongue managed to find quite easily.

”Good girl.” Shawn continued to praise me as I continued to explore Harry’s cock with my mouth.

After licking every inch of Harry’s cock and teasing the tip of his cock with my tongue, I finally began to take him into my mouth inch by inch. Shawn adjusted himself on the couch and before I could look over to see what was going on, I felt his tongue gently lick at my entrance.

”Mmmmm.” I moaned loudly, my voice sending vibrations around Harry’s sensitive skin as I took him further into my mouth. It was hard to moan and suck at the same time but I tried my best to do it.

”Keep going baby.” Shawn ordered me and I hadn’t even noticed that I’d stopped in my tracks with Harry’s cock halfway down my throat.

I began to slowly bob my head back and forth, working my mouth all the way around Harry’s cock while Shawn continued to devour me with his mouth. There was something about the way his tongue swirled over my soft sensitive skin that made me go absolutely insane. 

”Fuck!” Harry groaned as he ran his fingers through the messy curls on top of his head. His eyes watched me with an intense gaze as I continued to bob my head up and down his thick length. 

”You’re doing so good Princess.” Shawn continued to encourage me, making me feel comfortable and confident about my own actions. 

I tried to focus on the cock inside my mouth but Shawn’s lips were roaming all over me. His mouth was dribbling all over my already soaking wet pussy and I couldn’t even think straight at this point.

”Fuck, it feels so good.” I moaned as Shawn’s tongue dipped inside me, swirling over my entrance a few times to lap up my juices.

”Keep sucking like a good girl.” Shawn reminded me and I swiftly shifted my focus back to Harry’s cock that was still resting halfway down my throat.

My eyes shifted towards Harry’s green eyes as I continued to slide my mouth up and down his cock. I swirled my tongue over the tip of his cock in a teasing manner as I tried to catch my breath while Shawn continued to lap against my entrance. 

”You really do know what to do with that mouth.” Harry groaned as I kept lapping my tongue over his wet, swollen tip. My eyes refusing to break away from his as he watched me devour his cock with my mouth. I was really warming up to everything and feeling both brave and confident about my choices, I was finally able to verbally respond to both of them.

”Yeah? Do you like having my mouth wrapped around your cock?” I moaned softly as I looked straight into Harry’s green eyes, feeling like a real dare devil. 

”Fuck yes!” Harry cooed in excitement.

”Mmm.” I moaned as I dipped Harry’s cock back into my mouth, my lips staying wide open allowing the tip of his cock to hit the back of my throat for one brief moment before I pulled back. The inner slut was starting to awaken inside me as I felt confident enough to pull off my best moves, this was one of many. ”Your cock tastes so good.” I moaned as I covered Harry’s sensitive skin with my saliva.

Harry released a soft growl as he watched me dribble all over his cock with my lips rubbing over his sensitive tip. I took him back into my mouth inch by inch sucking him off and cleaning him ups from my messy saliva as I went lower and lower towards the base of his cock.

”Fuck, just like that Adeline.” Harry moaned my name as he gently tugged on my ponytail. I was doing wonders with my mouth at this point, my tongue was caressing the bottom of his cock while I continuously bobbed my head up and down his shaft.

I moaned with Harry’s cock halfway down my throat as Shawn continued to sloppily eat me out from behind. I could feel my toes curl on top of Shawn’s lap as he reached between my legs to rub my clit while he was simultaneously dipping his tongue into my wet entrance.

”Are you having a good time baby?” Shawn asked as he caressed my butt with the palm of his hand.

”Mmmm yes.” I moaned loudly around Harry’s cock.

”You like sucking his cock don’t you?” Shawn continued his dirty talk which was like music to my ears.

”Mhmmm.” I moaned still filled with pure bliss. 

”Makes your pussy dripping wet huh?” Shawn continued to force me to be vocal about my own pleasure which was a great way to distract me from my nervous, anxious self.

”Yes.” I purred like a sweet kitten with Harry’s cock still halfway down my throat.

”Such a naughty girl.” Shawn tsked at me teasingly as he smacked my ass.

”I am.” I moaned in agreement. I let out a soft whimper as I felt Shawn press two fingers inside me, my walls instinctively wrapped themselves around his long digits as he penetrated me with his hand. 

I pushed my butt back against the palm of his hand as I arched my back and leaned further down onto Harry’s cock. I felt naughty, like a real pornstar or something as I kneeled on the leather couch in the foreign environment that was Harry’s dressing room.

”Fuck babyyy.” I whined out loud in sexual frustration as Shawn’s fingers thrusted into me. I tried my best to keep my composure as I continued to suck on Harry’s cock, my eyes shifting between Harry’s green eyes and the thick cock beneath me.

I closed my eyes for a moment, savoring the taste of Harry’s cock while Shawn continuously slid his fingers in and out of my dripping wet pussy. I couldn’t believe this was happening, this was a once in a life time exception and it was all I could ever dream of. I better savor this moment right now or I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.

The short moment with my own thoughts made me realize that there was no time for nervousness or anxiety. I should just go all out at this point. At best, I’ll have a great story to tell when I’m old and grey and at worst I’ll completely embarrass myself and we’ll never speak of this threesome ever again.

I straightened my head up from Harry’s crotch and looked him dead in the eyes as Shawn continued to pump his fingers inside me, making me whimper in delight as I tried to form a coherent sentence in my head.

”I want you to fuck my mouth.” I stated my demand out loud as I looked up at Harry. He was being gentle and I could tell he was holding back to respect my limits but at this point I didn’t have any more limits. I already felt like a naughty slut so I might as well act like one.

”What?” Harry sounded like he was a little caught off guard.

”I want you to fuck my mouth as hard as you want with your cock.” I ordered. Shawn’s encouraging words made me realize that I was in control of this entire encounter and that either one of them would do whatever I wanted or needed them to do. This was such a liberating feeling and definitely a huge turn on. Just like that, I had both of them wrapped around my fingers.

”Are you sure?” Harry asked as he skeptically raised his eyebrows at me.

”Do I look like I’m not sure?” I retorted back with a cheeky grin.

”Alright, as you wish Adeline.” Harry sing-sang as if he was going to make me regret what I’d wished for.

”Baby-” I moaned as I turned my head to face Shawn, his mouth was still working hard around my clit as his fingers continued to bury themselves deep inside me. 

”Mhm…” Shawn hummed as he looked back at me with my wet juices dribbling down his chin. 

”I want you inside me.” I mewled softly like the needy bitch I am.

”Now?” Shawn asked as if he was a little disappointed that I was interrupting his sweet feast between my legs.

”Mmhmm.” I confirmed as I looked at him with soft, pleading, innocent eyes. ”I want you to fuck me good baby, just like you always do.” I moaned as I jumped off the couch and kneeled down in front of Shawn. My hand slowly caressed the hard cock beneath the thin fabric of his shorts. He was already worked up and I knew it wouldn’t take much for him to give into my demands. ”Mmm-” I hummed as I pushed his shorts down over his crotch. Shawn willingly lifted his hips up allowing me to slide his boxers down as well, finally freeing his cock from the restraint of the cotton fabric. ”Remember, how you promised me earlier today that you’d fuck me senseless on all fours?” I whispered as I ran my hand over his hard cock. My mouth was already filled with saliva and I was basically drooling for him at this point. ”I want that baby and I want it now.” I moaned as a sultry pout formed on my lips while I gently brushed them against Shawn’s sensitive skin.

”Fuck, you’re driving me insane.” Shawn groaned as he watched me dribble some of the saliva inside my mouth over the length of his cock.

”Yeah?” I moaned cheekily as I continued to run my mouth all over his sensitive skin. ”I’ve been a good girl, haven’t I?” I continued to dirtily talk just like we do at home. ”I deserve a good fuck, don’t I?” I refused to break away from Shawn’s brown eyes as he looked down at me. His cock twitched against my grip as I ran my wet lips up and down Shawn’s cock, treating him with soft, wet kisses and marking him as mine.

”Okay, get up.” Shawn stated firmly as he reached for my upper body pulling me back up to my feet. ”On your knees.” Shawn ordered as he pointed towards the couch, he pressed his hand against my back, directing me to kneel against the cushion as I leaned over the back of the couch. I gripped onto the edge of the couch as I waited for Shawn to stand up. 

He brushed the tip of his cock over my wet slit and I could feel my lips form a soft grin as I finally got what I wanted, just like I always do. ”Don’t hold back baby.” I moaned as I titled my head to look back at Shawn with a devious grin on my lips.

”I won’t.” Shawn stated firmly.

”Good, you know just how I like it.” I moaned as he continued to tease me with the tip of his cock.

”God, you’re incredible.” Shawn groaned as he realized just how confident I was getting with this whole situation. 

”So, do you want me to just watch or?” Harry asked confused as he looked at me.

”I already told you what I want didn’t I?” I asked Harry, my devious grin still coating my otherwise innocent face. Harry seemed a little confused. ”I want you to fuck my face.” I clarified once again. ”I want both of you to fuck my holes any way you want.” I instructed the boys with confidence in my voice hoping that they were willing to fulfill all my wants and needs as soon as possible. ”Any questions?” I asked as I shifted my gaze between the two boys. ”No? Great. Let’s go.”

”Is she always this demanding?” Harry asked as he stood up from the couch to do as he was told.

”Always.” Shawn released a chuckle and I swiftly turned around to frown at him.

”Liar!” I moaned in defense.

”I mean, it’s hot!” Shawn shrugged in his defense. 

”Still a liar!” I argued as I waited for Harry to take his position in front of me. 

”So feisty.” Shawn rolled his eyes at me. ”We’re gonna have to do something about that feisty mouth, don’t you agree Harry?” Shawn grinned as he looked over at Harry who was now standing in front of me with his bare cock right at my eye level.

”Definitely.” Harry agreed as he grabbed a hold of his cock and pressed the tip of it against my mouth. I parted my lips willingly and stuck my tongue out just to lick gently at his tip.

”Do something, I dare you.” I moaned as I turned my head to give Shawn another challenging gaze. 

Shawn grabbed a hold of my hips and squeezed me tightly in his hands as he adjusted his body behind me. I could feel my pussy drip down the inside of my thighs as the idea of these two gorgeous men fucking me consumed me. I couldn’t even properly imagine it inside my head because my brain still had a hard time processing the reality of things.

”Careful what you wish for baby.” Shawn threatened as he lined himself up with my entrance.

”Mmm kay.” I rolled my eyes at him playfully before turning my attention back to Harry. His hard cock was already twitching as I grabbed a hold of him with my hand. His cock was already wet from my dribbling cold saliva and it slid perfectly in my palm as I continued to jerk him off. ”Just put it in already.” I whined as Shawn kept pressing the tip of his cock against my entrance in a teasing manner.

”Always so fucking needy.” Shawn groaned as I impatiently wiggled my butt against him in a playful manner.

”Always needy for a good cock.” I retorted.

”Mhmm, that’s why you’re my favorite girl.” Shawn reassured me. 

”And your favorite slut.” I grinned as I looked back at Shawn one more time just to see his reaction.

”Always.” Shawn replied reassuringly as he grinned at me. 

”Can’t believe I finally get to enjoy two cocks at once.” I moaned as I shifted my attention back to Harry’s hard cock, my hand wasn’t enough anymore, I needed to taste him again. ”I used to fantasize about this when I was younger.” I admitted as I looked up into Harry’s green orbs. 

”Bet you used to fantasize about a lot of things baby.” Shawn added cheekily as he smacked my ass for being a naughty girl.

”Mhmm.” I moaned as I licked the tip of Harry’s cock while pumping the rest of him with my hand.

”Did you use to fantasize about me too Adeline?” Harry asked and I nodded shyly as I looked up to examine the reaction on his face.

”Sometimes.” I admitted. 

”Oh really?” Harry cooed teasingly. ”I sure hope I’ll live up to your expectations.” 

”You already have.” I moaned as I licked my tongue down his shaft, once again tracing it over the vein at the bottom of his cock.

Shawn finally grabbed my hips and pushed himself inside me. His thick cock made me whimper out loud as he slid his entire length deep inside me from behind. This was my favorite sex position because of how deep he could get inside me. 

”Fuck that feels good!” I moaned as Shawn filled me up properly. My eyes shifted from Harry’s face as I tilted my head to look back at Shawn. ”Fuck me hard baby.” I groaned as I looked back at Shawn’s pretty face. I could see the desire inside his chocolate brown eyes and he was more than ready to fulfill my request.

Once Shawn had reassured me with his eyes that he was willing to fulfill his promise I turned my attention back to Harry. His large cock was aching for my full attention and I wasn’t going to let him down.

”God, your cock is bigger than I thought.” I moaned as I wrapped my lips around the tip of Harry’s cock. I let him slowly slide into my mouth as I looked up at him with batting eyelashes. ”And you taste so good.” I moaned as I allowed him to fill my entire mouth. 

Harry’s cock drowned out the sound of my moans as Shawn gripped onto my hips. He wasted no time as he began to thrust into me from behind, my skirt still hanging loosely around my thighs as the upper half of the halter neck dress draped down my stomach. My panties were pulled to the side with such a strain that it felt like they would rip at any second and I honestly didn’t mind, Shawn was fucking me too good, I could waste a pair of panties or two.

”Fuck, you really know how to work that mouth.” Harry groaned as I continued to slide my lips up and down his shaft. His soft skin tickled the tastebuds on my tongue as it kept sliding up against the vein of his cock. I could feel him twitch inside my mouth as Harry already struggled to hold back his orgasm.

”I’ve had plenty of practice.” I chimed proudly as I broke away from his cock only to replace my mouth with my hands, using both of them to pump him hard.

”Yeah, you like sucking cock don’t you?” Harry asked teasingly as he noticed the cheeky smile on my lips. His hand gently caressed my cheek as he mimicked Shawn’s previous move by putting his thumb inside my mouth.

I treated it with the same treatment as I’d treated his cock and Harry watched me with intense eyes as I sucked on his thumb. 

”Fuck!” I cussed out loud as Shawn thrusted his cock roughly into me, the sound of our hips colliding echoing through the dressing room as my knees rubbed against the black leather of the couch. ”You fuck me so good baby.” I moaned as I directed my attention back to Shawn for a minute. ”I love it when you fuck me roughly like a slut.” I moaned out loud as I pushed my hips back to meet Shawn’s thrusts. His thick swollen cock forced my tight walls apart with every stroke and I could barely contain myself while kneeling on the soft cushion. I could feel my stomach clench as I curled my toes against the bottom of my feet in anticipation. 

I turned my head back to give Harry’s cock the attention it needed. My mouth sucked roughly around the tip of his cock as I continued to push back onto Shawn’s cock.

”Fuck, just like that Shawn.” I moaned as Shawn buried himself deeply inside me, hitting the perfect spot. ”Take it baby, it’s all yours, just take it.” I whimpered as I encouraged Shawn to keep pounding into me. ”My pussy’s all yours baby.” My moan was stifled as I took Harry’s cock back into my mouth. 

I let Harry completely fill me up with his cock before I pulled back again. I felt rebellious, naughty and completely ruthless as the two men filled up both my holes. I could’ve never imagined anything like this happening in my entire life yet here I was, slutting myself out on a leather couch in the middle of Harry Styles’ dressing room.

Harry kept one of his hands at the back of my head and I let out a moan as he grabbed a hold of my ponytail.

”Yes, pull my hair!” I ordered as I stared up at him with doe eyes. Not only could I not believe that two men were pounding into me from both directions but I also couldn’t believe that one of them was Harry fucking Styles, a man I’d loved and admired ever since I was seventeen. This was insane and I was loving every minute of it. ”Fuck yes!” I moaned as Harry wrapped my long ponytail around his wrist and forced me down the shaft of his cock. ”Fuck my mouth Harry!” A strained moaned escaped my lips as Harry’s cock filled me up all the way down my throat.

I could feel his soft, wet tip press against the roof in the back of my throat triggering my gag-reflex and causing my eyes to tear up slightly as he held me in place. They both held me in place. I loved being manhandled like this, it was such a huge turn on, I’m pretty sure I was soaking wet and dripping all the way down my legs at this point.

Everything felt so fucking good and if I hadn’t fainted before, I sure wasn’t about to faint now while having the time of my life.

Harry fulfilled my request. He kept his hand wrapped roughly around my ponytail while forcing his cock down my throat. I knew I wouldn’t actually gag but so I allowed him to keep going even if it triggered my reflex. 

The way he had me wrapped around his fingers, literally, was such a turn on to me. My head was tilted to a 45 degree angle as he pulled on my hair, forcing me to look up at him through my teary eyes as he fucked my mouth with his cock. My loud moans and whimpers were stifled by his cock but I knew both of them could tell that I was really enjoying myself.

Shawn thrusted his cock into me with full force, he slid perfectly at ease between my slick, wet folds and it felt amazing as always. My body had gotten so used to him that whenever he was inside me, my walls just instinctively held on to me and my pussy just instantly ached for him in all the right ways.

”Such a good girl taking both of us in your pretty little holes.” Shawn praised me as he squeezed his hands around my hips, pulling me back onto his cock. ”You look so pretty like this baby, all filled up while on your knees.” Shawn continued to speak, making my pussy clench even harder around his cock. ”Are you having fun?” Shawn asked me as he smacked my ass one more time.

”Mhmmm.” I moaned, my mouth still filled with Harry’s cock as he continued to roughly fuck my throat.

”Do you like taking two cocks at once Adeline?” Harry asked as he looked down at me and I nodded in response to his question.

”I do.” I moaned as he pulled his cock back, allowing me to give them a proper answer. ”I like it a lot.” I moaned before Harry could push his cock back into my mouth.

He continued to thrust into me just as roughly as Shawn was thrusting into me from behind and I was honestly so surprised and proud of myself that I could handle both of them. It was a little bit of work and quite exhausting but it felt oh so fucking good. 

”Fuck, I’m so close baby.” I whined as Shawn reached over to rub my swollen clit.

”Me too.” Shawn hummed in agreement.

”I want you to fill me up with your hot come baby.” I moaned as I looked back at Shawn, needing to feel both physically and emotionally connected to him. ”Damn, I want both of you to fill me up with your come.” I corrected myself as I looked back at Harry. 

”You sure?” Harry asked as he looked down at me.

”Mhmm. By the time we’re done, I wanna be covered in come like a real slut.” I bravely exclaimed as I looked up into Harry’s eyes with mercy.

”Well you heard the lady.” Harry shrugged as he looked over at Shawn who seemed to be equally as cool with this as I was. ”Time for us to make her dreams come true.” Harry grinned cheekily as he once again pulled me down onto his cock.

The two of them managed to sync their movements as they both thrusted into me. They moved in sync causing my body to rock back and forth in response to their rough thrusts. My pussy was soaked at the idea of being manhandled like this and I wasn’t even sure if I was coming or not at this point. 

Shawn pressed two of his fingers harshly against my clit. He rubbed it in circles at a ruthless speed and I could barely keep my knees from wobbling against the cushion at this point. My stomach was twisting, my muscles were clenching and my mouth was soar from being fucked by Harry’s hard cock. It was painful but oh so fucking good.

”Fuck, I’m gonna cum.” Harry groaned as he thrusted into my hard, his wrist pulling at the hair wrapped around his fingers as he forced me to stay all the way down around his cock. I could feel myself struggle around him as my tongue involuntarily wiggled against his soft skin. My mouth involuntarily filled up with saliva as Harry continued to force his shaft down my throat. Just as it felt like I was about to choke to death he finally released his load inside my mouth. His hot come tasted just as salty as his precome. 

Harry pulled back as he realized that I was about to involuntarily choke around him, finishing the last of his load on my face as I tried to catch my breath. Normally, I’m not much for facials but this was probably the hottest thing ever and it definitely made my pussy clench ever tighter around Shawn.

”Harder baby!” I begged as Shawn rammed into me at full speed, his large hands squeezing me tightly as he rocked my body back and forth to fulfill both our needs. ”I’m so fucking close, please baby, please.” I moaned as I felt him hit all the right spots inside me.

”Fuck I can’t get enough of your tight little pussy.” Shawn moaned out loud as he felt me clench even harder around his soft skin.

”I’m coming.” I whimpered as I reached down to clench my hands around the edge of the couch. ”Fuck baby, fuck!” I cried out loud as I felt the waves of pleasure course through every inch of my body. It was like a tsunami ripping through me as Shawn continued to fuck into me. ”Don’t stop.” I whimpered, choking on my own breath as the waves continued to pierce through me. Shawn spanked me with his palm as I instinctively pushed my ass back onto his cock.

”I need to feel your hot come inside me baby, please.” I whined as I looked back at Shawn. His eyebrows furrowed in anticipation and I could tell that he was right on the edge by the way his eyes were squinting at me and the way his abdominal muscles were flexing at me.

”Oh fuck!” Shawn moaned as he buried himself deep inside me, his hips slamming hard against me as he grabbed a hold of my back, pulling me up close to his body as he emptied himself inside me. 

I let out a loud moan as I felt his hot come slide into my already soaked pussy. I purred like a kitten as Shawn kept squeezing me tightly against his body, his hips grinding desperately into mine as my walls milked him of every last drip of his come.

”Fuck me.” Shawn growled in defeat as he pulled out and watched his come dribble down the insides of my thigh.

”That was fucking amazing.” I moaned as I fell back onto the couch, defeated by my own tiredness. This entire day had been exhausting and these two really knew how to wear a girl out.

A smug grin covered Shawn’s lips as he looked at me on the couch, his head swiftly leaned over mine and I was too tired to even kiss him back at this point so instead I just let him press his lips gently on top of mine.

”If you guys wanna stay and wash up that’s fine.” Harry noted as he looked down at me stained face. ”I’m gonna head back to my hotel, but feel free to stay as long as you’d like, I’ll have someone wait for you to show you the way out.”

”Thanks.” I let out a soft giggle as I stared up at the ceiling above me. Holy fuck, I can’t believe that just happened.

”Also, don’t forget to sign the copies.” Harry added as he was already getting his pants back on. I let out another giggle as I looked over at the white papers on the coffee table. ”Oh and if you’re up for a rendez vous the next time I’m in town-” Harry paused as he stood by the dressing room door. ”Feel free to leave your number.” 

”Right…” I laughed, still unable to phaeton what had just happened.

”Anyway, it was so nice to meet you and I hope you had a great time.” Harry was back to his polite, charming old self and I wasn’t sure whether he was saying another one of his rehearsed lines or if he actually meant what he was saying. Either way, I had a feeling we would definitely end up leaving our number.

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Toronto or London

Hello Everyone, Am I back? I am not sure, but I just really got stuck in my head these past few days, and well, I figured writing would help me. I didn't really proofread this, so I apologize in advance. I also don't necessarily love this that much, but at least it got me out of my limbo phase. Warnings: None really Word Count: 2,510 Summary: She has always been in love with Toronto; she just didn't know why yet.

Enjoy!!

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20/05/2018

“Toronto or London?” — Jimmy asked as the last question of the fast questions round.

“Toronto” — Emily replied, without a second thought to the question. Which got the audience and all her fellow colleagues to look at her by surprise. 

“Wait a minute, weren’t you born in London? What makes you choose Toronto?”

“Honestly? I just have always had a good feeling about Toronto, even though I never really got spend that much time there, I hope that at some point once I have a break I manage to go touring on that city.” — She replied, with an honest response. The truth is that she always had a good feeling when she was around Toronto, she just didn’t know why. - - -

12/06/2018

“Shawn, someone told me you wanted to tryout for a few acting gigs, and that Harry has been pushing you to do it?” — Shawn laughed at the question while nodding his head confirming the information. — “So my question to you is, if you had to work with any actor/actress who would it be?” 

“Oh wow, that’s a difficult one Jimmy, but I think I would have to say Emily Wilson, I just really love everything she does, like it would be such an honour. I am a huge fan! Honestly even meeting her would be a huge honour” 

“Well I was told she loves Toronto! So maybe it won’t be that hard to find her roaming around the city, you could just ask her on a date you know?” — Jimmy joked.

“I don’t think I would ever even dare to do that!” — Shawn answered, his face definitely a bit flustered.

“Well, but moving on to business Shawn, talk to us about your new album!”

30/09/2019

“So, Emily lets talk about your new film, you are now shooting in Toronto, right?” 

“Yes, and it has been an amazing experience to be able to be in Toronto for 3 months now, I really love this city so much!” — She replied with a smile on her face.

“That’s so great! I hope you managed to finally go to all the places you wanted to visit around the city, did you manage to have the time to do that?” 

“Oh, I really wish! We barely stopped during the filming process because I need to run to London right after this, we are starting to shoot The Selection series with Netflix, as you all know, so I manage to visit a few places but definitely have to come back.”

“So, if you had to choose between life in Toronto or London, which one would you choose?” 

“Toronto!” — She answer without second thoughts. — “Don’t get me wrong I love London, but there is just something about here that I can’t take my head off it.” 

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10/01/2020

“Girl I just loved your work so much! I mean you know I love your acting gigs but your song, I just don’t know how you didn’t win song of the year! It was my song of the year for sure!” — Billie said as soon as she spotted Emily at the Grammy’s after party.

“Come on! You are queen here today, don’t even start! You killed it!” 

“Thank you! It means a lot coming from you! I heard you are back to filming in New York this month? Maybe we can meet up for a coffee when you are around?”

“Actually, I just finished filming yesterday, I am heading to Toronto tomorrow, and then back to London for more filming.” — Emily said a bit sad she would miss the coffee with Billie.

“No wayyyy! Wait up, I will probably head to Canada for a few days too, Justin recommend me a very nice retreat in which paps won’t find me, and I am in need of some offline days, especially after this crazy night, I feel like I can definitely go for that!” 

“That’s amazing, if you want you can come with me in the plane and we have that coffee and you can tell me more about how was this masterpiece production”

“I am in girl! Let’s go!” — Billie answered before being dragged by her brother to answer to a phone call they had just got.

- - -

11/01/2020

“Wait up! You have never talked with Shawn or Justin before? Even though you have been obsessed with Canada your entire life? How is that even possible? 

“You know I was nominated for a song for the movie I did right? I don’t actually sing B.” — Emily said laughing at her friend.

“Oh shush girl, you just won a grammy yesterday for best song for visual media, maybe you don’t want to admit but you are good in what you are doing” 

“Billie, I literally have one song out!”

“True! But still…” 

“Enough on me and my obsession with Canada, tell me more about what you have been up to! It has been so long since we had time to actually talk!” — Emily answered, eager to know more about her friend.

- - -

12/01/2020

“Shawn there is an invitation for you to go to this interview tomorrow with Emily Wilson, I know it is last minute but if you want to do it, we can do it.” — Andrew said over the phone.

“Wait, what? Really? Of course I want to do it, should probably talk to Camilla first about it, but yes.” — He said, immediately texting his girlfriend about the interview as he knew she could become a bit insecure with Shawn going to an interview with his celebrity crush. But her response came out being super supportive which made Shawn at ease about going.

- - -

13/01/2020

“Hello you guys, I was told you had never met! And honestly I didn’t believe it!” — The interviewer at the radio said making Shawn and Emily smile at each other before answering.

“I honestly just never spent enough time here to get to meet new people, I am always hanging out with the crew and it just never happened, but it is an honour to finally meet you Shawn!” — Emily said with a smile.

“No, please the honour is all mine! I just really cannot believe this is happening right now and I am not sure I know exactly how to properly behave, I am like your number 1 fan!” — He said, totally fingerling over her and making her giggle. 

“Normally Emily comes over to talk about acting, but today we will talk about song writing, and her process on writing and recording her song for a Disney movie! How did that happen?” 

“Well Kate, I don’t even know myself if I am being honest, I knew I would have to sing, but when Julia contacted me asking if I wanted to help with writing it took me a lot by surprise, it was the first time I ever wrote a song in my life, so I definitely was not expecting the response we got, honestly I really believe it was all Julia’s magic and I ended up being there with her by a struck of luck or something” — She answered.

“What do you think of the song Shawn? And how it is writing for you?”

“What do I think of her song? I wrote with Julia a few weeks after they finished recording and Julia couldn’t shut up about you and how you brought all the sparkles into the song, and I really think it is an amazing vulnerable song and that you really should give yourself some more credit, I really love it. And about writing, for me this song is an example of what I am trying to do every day, really just pouring my soul into it and making feelings into words.” — He answered making her blush a little. 

“Thank you Shawn, we don’t have a lot of time today unfortunately, so we chose one question from fans for you to answer: If you had to choose between writing in London or anywhere else in the world where would you choose to go?” 

“I really like recoding in LA, but London is on my top 5 places too.” — Shawn answered and waited for Emily.

“Toronto, 100%! If there is one place I feel the most comfortable being in such a vulnerable state is Toronto for sure.”

“Time is up, guys thank you so much! I hope I get to see more of you around Toronto Emily, and Shawn let’s please meet up soon! I will see you again tomorrow to talk about the process of filming Game of Thrones with Emilia Clarke!” 

As they left the recording room, Shawn finally had the chance to compliment Emily properly.

“I really really love your work so much, you have no idea! — He said in an exited way which made her smile. — Can I hug you? — He asked and she immediately nodded and was engulfed in his hug. She really had a strange sensation when they were hugging, it was the same sensation she felt whenever she would arrive in Toronto, it felt like home. “Is it too much if I ask for an autograph too?” — He asked, making her laugh.

“Of course, here you go.” She signed on his notebook.

They talked for over an hour after the interview, and he also left her his number for whenever she was around if she needed company to tour on his city. She knew he had a girlfriend but at the same time she couldn’t help but to wonder which is also why she promised herself to never text him.

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15/08/2021

“Our final question of the night” — Elen said with a pout and the audience also made a sound of protest. “I know, I know you love her, I love her too!” — She said taking Emily laugh

“And I love you all of course” — She said seeing a kiss to the audience.

“If you had to make a song duet, and I mean a real one, not one with me for this show. Who would you like to sing with?” 

“Shawn Mendes” — She said, very fast and without thinking too much.

“Oh wow, that was fast, is there something going on that we don’t know about? You definitely do make a lot of visits to Toronto.” — Elen said, leaving it open to her to interpret it.

“I just really like the way his voice sounds” — She said, bluish a little when she noticed how her response sounded. — “ And of course if we record in Toronto even better”

“Smooth Emily, I guess we all will have to let that slide since our time is up for today”.

- - - 

19/10/2021

“So Shawn” — Elen Paused —“Do you watch my show?”

“Whenever I can, I do.” 

“A few months ago we had an interview with Emily Wilson, and apparently she really likes your voice” — She said making him blush because he had no idea what she was talking about.

“I am not exactly sure what you are talking about Elen” — He answered, not wanting to mess things up with his favourite star.

“Here is Emily on this show, and what she said” — Elen replayed the clip, and Shawn immediately felt his blushing. “Adorable right?” — She said making him close his eyes for a second and smile timidly.

“I really like the way her voice sounds too, not only in music but also everything she has even acted on, she is perfect in everything she does” — He answered and bit his lip softly at the end, still embarrassed by the situation.

Later that night he was surprised when his phone received a text from Emily, as he hadn’t really talked to her in over a year.

Emily: I will be in Toronto next week, if you are around and want to meet for a coffee maybe?

Shawn: Text me your hotel once you have it and I will pick you up and show you around the city if you want a proper tour.

- - -

25/10/2021

“Connor I am sincerely nervous for this. — Shawn said for the 100th time that day.

“It will be fine, honestly I can’t believe it took you guys so long to actually go on a date!” 

“What do you mean, Man I did have a girlfriend before remember?”

“Shawn, we both know your relationship with Mila started for the wrong reasons, and honestly the possibility of it evolving was very slim.” — He said referring to the publicity stunt they had agreed and that later evolved into a relationship. — “You love her, but only as a friend, whereas you have been fungirling over Emi for years, even before Camila.” 

“I am not sure if you saying that helps a lot to soothe my nerves at all” — He said adjusting the collar of his shirt and deciding it was time to leave.

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05/04/2022

“Okay, so since you are here, and we are being honest with each other, I though we might as well go for Spill your Guts or Fill your Guts!” — James said being filled by a round of a applauses. — “Everything in here is vegetarian, so you can eat everything, or nothing if you decide to answer the questions.”.

“Oh God, this does not look good at all, but yeah, I am ready, ask me”. 

“We are nearing the finale of your series with Netflix, are there any spin-offs of the series being prepared for later? Or is that the last of The Selection we will see? — He asked making her close her eyes.

“Come on James, that is really not fair, I can’t answer this.” — She said trying to sound a bit mad, but laughing at the end.

“That’s all right, you can always go for the onion and garlic tea.” — He said, and she took a sip making a lot of effort to not throw up in the process.

“My turn, James, is there any celebrity who you refused to invite to your show before?” — She read her question and smiled at him.

“She really knows what she is doing you guys, nop I guess olive pudding for me it is” — He said looking a bite of the disgusting looking olive pudding.

“Emily, some photos have been circling around the internet, and I we are all wondering if they are real, so I would like to read Shawn’s last 3 messages to you” — He said making her blush, they still hadn’t officially confirmed nor denied anything, but their photos of the grammy’s were all over the internet already so there was really no hiding to do anymore.

“Okay, I guess you can do that” — She said after verifying the messages quickly.

“Oh wow! I was not expecting that you guys! I really wasn’t, okay so let’s do this:

Hi Emi, I really really miss you. I hope James is not too mean to you, Love. Good luck, I love you, and see you later.

“Awww… you guys are melting our hearts right now.” — He said taking her phone close to his heart. — “IT’S REAL EVERYONE!” 

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Translation: fluff with fiancé!shawn with morning kisses on a date night/anniversary, “when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while…” and playing with each others’ hair.

A/n: if it’s okay with you I’m going to make the special occasion Shawn’s birthday 🥰 thanks for utilizing my concept café!

A/n 2.0: I forgot to post this last week :| so oops

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“Mmm, ten more minutes,” Shawn hummed with an adorably lopsided smile, his morning voice low and groggy, as he swatted your hand away from his head. With his eyes still closed against the early morning light, he pulled you close to his chest.

You felt his chest vibrate with the chuckle that escaped from his lips, causing you to giggle as you continued to pepper his face and neck with kisses. “I thought I told you to wake me up,” you reminded him, your eyebrows arched playfully.

“I thought you told me to sleep in as long as I wanted,” he retorted, adding, “Plus, it’s no fun if I don’t get to wake up to this pretty face.” He reached out and squished your face gently in his hands.

You squished his, too, not wanting him to get the final squish, and sank back into the pillows behind you as a contented blush flooded your cheeks.

Your fiancé shook his head playfully as he reached over your shoulder and tugged on your ponytail lightly. “If I could, I would drink that smile right off your mouth.”

Only one silent moment later your peace was disturbed by a persistent poking at your ribs. “Baby. Babe. Baby. YYYYY/NNNNN.”

“What?”

“Look over there,” Shawn pointed, and like putty in his hands, your head swiveled right into his hands. Before you could think, your lips were being smothered in sloppy, affectionate kisses.

“Shawn.” you feigned annoyance at his behavior, but he responded only with a smirk and a shrug. “Baby, you have to let me get up and ready now since you were too busy obeying me to obey me.”

“Fine,” he replied, pouting slightly as he lifted up the covers to let you get up. “I’ll be in the studio until you’re ready for me. Gimme one last kiss before you go.”

You leaned down and wrapped an arm around his shoulders as you blessed his lips with a warm, heartfelt kiss. “Happy birthday, Shawnie.”

“One more,” he called just as you’d turned around. “I don’t think the last one took.”

You shook your head wordlessly as you leaned down to kiss his lips once again.

As soon as you pulled away, his mouth opened to ask for one more, but he stopped when he saw the expression on your face; eyebrows arched, lips pursed, adoring glitter dancing in your eyes.

“You… are… exasperating,” you mumbled between pecks.

~~~

The soft strumming of Shawn’s guitar drew you into his home studio once you’d finished putting together his last-minute birthday surprise.

He looked up when you entered the room, but didn’t stop playing, although the chords he strummed out changed ever so slightly. He began singing softly and sweetly as you squeezed into the bucket chair beside him. You recognized the song as the first song you had slow danced to as a couple.

“When you smile,” he began, “the whole world stops and stares for a while because you’re amazing just the way you are.”

“Aww,” you cooed, letting your head rest in the warm, smooth area between your fiancé’s neck and head, blinking fast and acting chipper to distract your eyes from welling up. “Good job, baby.”

~~~

A/n 2.1 i sat on how to end this for way too long, so my apologies if it was abrupt 🙃 it’s not my finest work but I haven’t written fanfiction in forever, so excuse the quality

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Still a traitor (Royal!Shawn Mendes x Journalist!Y/N)

a/n: okay, i haven't been writing in a while..well, a few years, actually, lol. but I'm still playing choices games, and recently I have been replaying the Very Scandalous Proposal and have been inspired to adapt the story to Shawn

summary: You're a journalist from a common family, Shawn is a royalty used to media attention. Having no interest in his public image, you become his only breath of fresh air. Balancing the scandals surrounding your union, it's the two of you against the world. But what happens when a dark royal secret gets leaked to the press? Can Shawn trust his journalist girlfriend?

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"You're a mess! Look at you!" he yelled, looking at you with a hint of disgust.

Your heart sank into your stomach. You have never seen him look at you that way. At others, sure. It happened during various events when he would get asked horrendous questions; when you would leave your hotel and were faced with a dozen paparazzi yelling out whatever they could to capture his attention; when he would suddenly go quiet, scrolling through his socials and read the comments from strangers.

But you have never thought that his disgust would ever be directed towards you, and it fucking hurt.

"Shawn, please! Let me explain," tears started rolling down your cheeks but it was too late.

He turned his back on you and walked out of the room. You ran after him, in a blur, and tried reaching for his arm, and his legs, attempting to stop him from walking. Begging him to give you a minute to breathe and explain, but he stormed off with such ease...as if cutting you off was just as quick and fast as closing a door.

Finally, given up, you returned back to your bedroom. The laptop was still lying on the bed with the article plastered on the screen. It seemed like the headline was screaming at you from all the other side of the room: "Shawn Mendes's New Girlfriend Leaks Private Family Drama!"