#should i add the other? lol im sleepy

[theephemeralflow]

Here, some particular thoughts i had about ISAT during my playthrough that I'm finally gonna make a post about. I wrote this like. End of act 2 beginning of act three? So not technically up to date with me having finished isat and therefore more complete knowledge but whatever ypu might be like "this is technically wrong" its copy pasted because im sleepy and wanted to just put this out there and maybe ill add to it later because its a fun train of thought for me.

Spoilers

Something that has been rotating in my head since Loop mentioned it, was, why doesn't Siffrin, tell the others about the time loop, and I think it's the perfect seed for integration vs isolation, and how it relates to ideas of change and stasis (alteration and stagnation if we want ion ending words lol)

In other words, we can associate ideas together, stasis is isolation, unable to influence or be influenced by a greater world, you isolate and therefore you stagnate. Change is integration, whether it's you integrating yourself something into yourself. Or yourself into something it's metamorphosis on every level, you change and you integrate.

And on a surface level, these ideas are in direct conflict, the King wants everything to stay the same he wants stasis, vs the Change God who is change, on the surface it is black and white.

But through human (mostly) characters, we see them struggling with both isolation and integration, because it's not stark contrast, it's a push and pull, a balance of both.

Mirabelle is a housemaiden, a follower of the change god and yet she struggles more with integration. Being able to change as fluidly as one in her position should, and this isolates her, socially, religiously etc. And it's with ideas of romance, usually depicted as the most integrated and connected you could be with someone else, while the romance itself isn't important, it's moreso what it says about Mira's views on her religion, she cannot keep up and she is alone. She cannot integrate fully, so she must isolate. And so Siffrin, connecting with her shows her that both can be used. She can integrate Siffrins belief, isolate herself away from what she doesn't want, and achieve balance.

Actually it's very thematically appropriate that the family quest for each is heavily involved with themes of others and connections

Odiles family quest (integrating something both foreign and familiar while simultaneously being isolated by something foreign and familiar)

Bonnie family and friends (isolation feeling like their all alone with their only family being gone and integrating the idea that someone unknown can protect you and you protect them)

Isabeau the self through others (isolation from himself and others through himself and then integration with others and himself through others)

But Siffrin is a special case with isolation and integration. They don't like being touched (isolation physically) they don't like talking about themselves (isolation socially) and he especially doesn't like to talk about his problems and emotions (isolation mentally/emotionally)

They have struggles integrating properly, and the timeloop both helps and hinders him. More time with the others means more time to connect with them, as shown in the family quests which he can't really conceive of getting at that point in time (hah) but after more attempts, they can learn to connect.

But they still refuse to tell anyone about the timeloop, and that makes sense, it seems impossible for anyone to understand, and it can be terrifying with how big that revelation and its implications. Sharing burdens is usually the message, because really, shared pain and shared love maybe won't make anything stronger but, yknow, strength in numbers, the love was there even if it didn't matter later. And integration is the sharing of love and of pain, Siffrin can share love with his family, but he can't share pain with them, and that prevents them from fully integrating with others, leaning fully into isolation, the opposite of Mira

(Side note Mira and Siff are p good foils, both are considered 'protags' sif for the game Mira for the people, both scissors, both are extreme ends Mira with integration and Sif with Isolation, yay yippee they're such good friends)

Anyways. If Siffrin isn't connecting with their family, what about with the "people" he does. The King, and Loop. But the relationships aren't exactly normal are they.

Loop is an unknown, but is what most interesting to me is they described themself as a mirror for Siffrin. And I'm inclined to take that more literally. They know everything Siffrin knows, as he learns.

But the most important thing is the Mirror idea. The most significant symbol of self isolation are mirrors after all, talking to yourself, reflecting, going over your own knowledge etc.

And in that vein, I believe the King is a mirror for Siffrin as well. Leader and King. Timecraft.

Reflections of self expectations, reflections of self hatred. Did Siffrin want everything to stay the same, to learn more about them in that time they could.

It's isolation. Reinforce your own theories by talking with Loop instead of anyone else. Hell ask the King before you ask your own party members. You see yourself in them (hehe mirror joke) so you trust them to understand without it having to be said outloud.

Siffrins journey, is gonna be a hard one, learning to properly integrate and isolate.

Might reblog this with an expansion of how my updated knowledge expands upon these thoughts but well, I'm tired and this is good enough for now.

[misc-obeyme]

The devs need to let the characters say fuck or any swear words please the lines would be more funny (at least to me) if you have them saying fuck

Or like replacing/adding a word with "fuck" in their original lines idk im sleepy i can't think

-🍵

Fuck adds humor to just about any phrase, so I agree with you on this.

Let them say fuck!

I'm sure the reasoning has something to do with app store ratings... I actually have no clue what the guidelines are for that, but I do know that movie ratings go up depending on how many fucks are used. So I would guess that it could be related to that for mobile games as well.

It seems like a silly thing to increase a rating for. Violence and sex seem to be the other things that will increase ratings and next to those, fuck just seems so... unimportant? Like I care a lot about knowing whether or not a media I'm about to consume has violence in it, but I don't care at all about whether or not it has one or two fucks. Even if it had 100 fucks, I would not care.

I do believe that most people find the addition of that word to be humorous and therefore they should include it in the game because that's what we, the players, want.

In the end, I fear it shall remain regulated only to the lines of fanfiction and imagination. In my heart, they all say fuck lol.

[bluewinnerangel]

I am obsessed with Keep Driving. Every time I listen to it I feel almost like I am snooping on a private conversation between an old married couple. It is SO domestic & coupley!

“Maple syrup, coffee Pancakes for two Hash brown, egg yolk I will always love you”

It’s like something my husband and I (together since 2007) would think/feel. I just doing understand joes people think songs like this are about short relationships.

Don't have much to add but im not gonna leave Keep Driving love hanging in my inbox, in fact I'm so sleepy right now I was looking at the lyrics for something to add and thought I was looking at She's Beauty We Are World Class for a second help but yes this

A small concern with how the engine sounds

We held darkness in withheld clouds

I would ask, "Should we just keep driving?"

Indicates one hell of a long drive that the "we" has been on and the whole thing is asking hey let's keep doing this together and add to this story of us. Also concern with how the engine sounds helps to build that they've been driving down that road for a long while, the engine its old its taken them places its seen a lifetime and its a good one and let's keep it up

But I think most interpretations are valid and while I think as you describe it would be the most logical one, I can make it work as a relationship in its early stages as well; even tho they're both a lil broken individually and their relationship that is at that point still fragile let's keep driving and see where it goes? Like a no matter what happens if this is just a passing thing I'll always love what we had and here's the list of the things we we've been through together to date, like literally listing all the things they ever did one time lol, but hey should we just add to that list a lil more and see if this is really something?

Also in both cases I'm talking about the concept of the song removed from what I think his life is all that bla bla, I think in reality, and this is probably me projecting, it's a combination of a love song obviously long term with some lines/verses being little references to things he's experienced with friends or nods to things few in his life might recognise and appreciate, like whatever layer is there that's funny clever witty chaotic meaning to him and maybe a handful others on the planet kinda suits him, that's how I see the song without going into any possible inspirations and I love it.

[playeryumi]

Seiyuu Entry #1:

Heya so I am making entry of seiyuu now hahaha but ill still make reviews of games and etch and it just so happened I really brain rot this guy hahaha and tried my best to compile his work hahaha he is so good at singing especially bass. It so happened he has the voice I really really like

Daiki Hamano

Lil nerd intro:

So he started in 2013 at age of 24. He’s from ArtsVision agency. He has a unique deep bass gentle voice and he is also great at singing. He's debut role is as Sweepswipe from Transformer Adventures. and his first main role is as Gauma in SSSS.Dynazenon

Seiyuu Project (if ya wanna find the song he is in)

Tsukipro [ZIX]

ZIX has also had a cameo in anime but I decided to put them here lol. They are the rival idols of Growth. Also he play as Makoto Sugai. As i know tsukipro is about a idol agency that handle a couple of idols. One of the rival company is Sun production and he is in that company. (will continue my analysis in other post in future lol) ZIX release 3 albums.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGif0MlSLg5Snj2t5jwWCIw

Brilliant [brilliant]

BML [brilliant]

Z.I.X.A.G. [Z.I.X.A.G.]

Outsider Dance [Z.I.X.A.G.]

Break It! [Break It!]

OverLoad [Break It!]

When the Worlds Collide [Ying Series] Solo

約束(Yatsuru - Promise) [Ying Series]

DIAMOND FEVER TIME [Yang Series]

Aoppella!? [Fyam]

This one is unique project. If ya know Pitch Perfect. It's like that but Japanese lol. The story is light-hearted, wholesome and cute. About high school club and creating songs lol. He plays as Yui Nekoyashiki the bass of Fyam group. YO HIS BASS IS SOOO GOOD

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCosIfP7AX7yAPV-wEDz5m4Q

Cover: 白日[Hakujitsu-Bright sunshine] by King Gnu /Pretender by Official髭男dism

Think About U

Cover: Astronomical Observation [Tentai kansoku] 天体観測 by BUMP OF CHICKEN

Come on up, Baby

Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow

Cover/Collab: Alone [Hitori]ひとり by The Gospellers

A-Introduction Song

Follow me

Voice, Heart, Body & Soul

Cover: シュガーソングとビターステップ (sugar song and bitter step) by UNISON SQUARE GARDEN

カラフル (Colorfull)

Hanadoll [Anthos]

So this one is also about idols too but it’s more of aiming for perfection and internal conflict (yes I can’t spoil more cause I don't know much lol). But every music video has a relation to what’s happening in the drama CDs. there could be hidden messages and clues.. so his character is Ryoga Kagekawa the represents “muscle” of the group. He is also the oldest of the group (tho he’s just 24) so he is the big bro type.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxAHYHVXlnenUHmGzt4HOTA

BIRTH [BIRTH]

Unknown [BIRTH]

Juliet [Boxed]

Stay Away [Boxed]

S.T.O.P [IDOLls]

ChangeYourWorld [IDOLls]

Me Against Myself [Message]

Silent Message [Message]

I Know,Who I Am [For...]

Antholic [For...]

The Days [Solo Series]

Flash Point [IU～Meet～]

Shine On [IU～Meet～]

Lay it down [I/F～es～]

Paradiso [I/F～es～]

The Place of Fate [ICON]

Umbilical Lover [ICON]

STAY [Behind The Frame]

TELL [TELL]

Mirage In Mirage [TELL]

Fake Veil [FAKE]

Regret [FAKE]

Dragon Bite[Ro$$o Cor$a]

Well despite the cute theme song it has a dark story [because whoever loses someone has to die and please why]. His character is Lu Bao who aims for power [I guess]… his character here is different cause it’s really the strong oresama type, unlike his other roles that are a kind or gentle type of guys. Oh also excited about his cooking skills too fufufu. It’s a singing and cooking seiyuu project.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzgrxwwhMlrKrIr1d94sWrw

Delicious bite

Immortal Flame

Crimson Red

Actors [Collection song]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-JeoZin4URS6IQLoDCrZnA

So he is still not in anime but he already has a couple of music in Actors music. It's also not dark finally lol. it just more of musical and there's a singing contest between clubs to assert dominance or something not sure lol. His character is a first-year beautification club member named Dai Gohonmatsu. I love his character here I wanna adopt him lol.

ジャバヲッキー・ジャバヲッカ (Java Wokki Java Wokka) [Actors4]

START [Actors6]

世田谷ナイトサファリ (Setagaya Night Safari) [ACTORS- Deluxe Delight Edition -]

レプリカント (Replicant) [ACTORS- Extra Edition 9 -]

パラノイド (Paranoid) [Singing Contest Edition- sideB]

ReFlap Project

It's also an idol project tho it's more on the voting system and following your oshis. It started with auditioning and such. The idols also have their own SNS like Instagram and they have videos too. They use VR tech to introduce their idols. It's really just like how real idols work they are just 2d lol. His character was Mizuhito Washino (he’s the oldest of them at age of 33). I can't say much about the story. I think it's not updating anymore. The last update is 2021 of September.

https://www.youtube.com/c/ReFlapProjectOfficial

Entertain

Fly [ ReFlap Startup Song『Entertain』]

Beautiful Revenger [ReFlap Chasing RePlayers' Collection]

Believers [ReFlap Chasing RePlayers' Collection]

Start over [ReFlap End and Beginning【きゃにめ限定】]

変わらないもの (Kawara nai mono - Theres nothing changed) [RePlayers'Cover Songs Series]

Idolmaster: SideM [THE 虎牙道 - THE Kogadou]

he is Michiru Enjoji the ex judo fighter turned ramen chef and then idol (he still keep his ramen guy job cause he is god lol). he is very talented I can't list them all lol. so it more of you are the producer and help these idols to reach the top idol. oh idolmaster is originally a rhythm game. tho they branch out to having lives and music creation tho they still have a game. they have been existing for long time too.

DRIVE A LIVE (all stars)

Beyond The Dream (all stars)

NEXT STAGE! (all stars)

Growing Smiles! (all stars)

Pride Star(all stars)

Reason(all stars)[there's cd of 46 of them singing in 5th anniv]

ROAD TO THE FUTURE (solo song)

Tsuyoku Toutoki Kemono-tachi (THE Kogadou)

Jounetsu...FIGHTER (THE Kogadou)

RAY OF LIGHT (THE Kogadou)

PROOF OF ONESELF (THE Kogadou)

Hungry? (THE Kogadou)

K.now O.nly (THE Kogadou)

CATCH ME IF YOU CAN (THE Kogadou)

My pen light, SMILE (Thailand ver. w/ Shoma Hanamura, Soichiro Shinonome, and Tsubasa Kashiwagi)

MEET THE WORLD! (Thailand ver. w/ Shoma Hanamura, Soichiro Shinonome, and Tsubasa Kashiwagi)

Egao no Matsuri nya, Fuku Kitaru (THE Kogadou, Shinsoku Ikkon, SAI)

LIVE in your SMILE (Altessimo, W, FRAME, Sai, Shinsoku Ikkon, S.E.M, THE Kogadou, and Legenders)

Itsuka no Triangle (THE Kogadou, Jupiter, Beit)

LET'S GO!! (Physical Idols)

RED HOT BEAT!! (Physical Idols)

Reflection BREAKERS (THE Kogadou)

Determined Soul (Solo song)

Yarichinbitchibu (how dare i forgot this)

so it just about a photography club in all boys school and in the middle of nowhere. tho this club was actually uhm whore club (i can't get good words sorry lol) that loves to do ya know smex for club activities. he play as Kashima Yuu the freshman who joined the club cause he thought it's a real photography club cause he loves to take photos but no lol. tho he is the go with the flow, pure kid and chill dude. so it's actually original as manga but they have ova anime and drama CDs. i include it here cause they have actually character songs for a yaoi it's not even idol it's just smex or somesort lol i dunno why lol?

Touch you [group/op song] (the sawarasenai part 😩)

to•ke•te (it means melt i guess) [character song]

Hypnosis Mic (Anime)[Secret Aliens]

he is actually in hypnosis mic(I almost be mad cause I know he raps), but just in anime tho. anime has a bit different plot than the original. he is in a group named secret alien and they observe the 4 teams and help them secretly(?) his character TRex Tom's photographer assistant. for some unknown reason, he has a bunch of facts like he was abandoned under the foot of a Trex fossil that's why that's his name. and the fact he is a giant despite being 16 years old. delinquent, impatient but serious person

Love Dimension

D.R.B Rhyme Anima -EX- The Dirty Dawg VS Secret Aliens (rapbattle)

Technoroid[D.M.A]

so when I am writing this they just released it recently. so its about android idols. (yes I know idols again lol) and his character name Bora, seems cold-hearted type. i can't tell much since it's really new. oh its also a game so im excited.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCENHXNNJTTQ_ddEQ-YiZBbA

Invicible [Game theme song?]

Dont mess around

It's on Fleek

感-KANDEN-電

Regard for U

Idol D.T.I.

i actually already dead since 2019 and dang it i love to try this game so bad but i am late so late i cri. i am shock when i discovered this in spotify cause he is so good here. i am actually feel inlove so hard again. he's so sexy help. so this is an idol stipping game. DTI means datsui or ability to strip (According to one animenewsnetwork article). his character is Shion Fukamura and all i can describe is he looks serious but probably spouts nonesense. he is the blue haired with glasses guy. (please its so crack but ya know I love cracks)

S・I・O -Salt in Ocean (its his solo)

[hannegi-half naked (probably)]半脱ぎ★SOLD OUT!! - with Narumi Kazuki

SSSS.Dynazenon

its from the anime he main in. about fighting mecha a dead people that was brought back alive. well surprise they actually have character songs too lol (I cant told much I'm scare of spoiling the anime lol but its not just about mecha) his character is a man named Gauma that suddenly appeared in yumougi's life. he's the one who introduces the

Beginning

Transformer Adventures Dub

another accidentally discovered in Spotify. its actually a transformers anime around 2013 something?. (i am not sure if this is the one he debuted in [now i think it is lol]) He plays as Sideswipe. its the cutest song in the list lol.

[some edits its acually made in japan im so sorry for spreading misinformation and its in anime category im just confused to the artstyle ya know]

TRY☆トランスフォーマーアドベンチャー↑↑↑[ED song]

The Case Study of Vanitas

i am shock after the end of their episode they announce a cd with Chloe and Jean-Jacques(his character) having a duet. i am still having problem getting the song tho

雪花(yukihana-snow flower/snowflake)

M4!!!!

Actually, they sing and act as they are here so I consider it the seiyuu group? So it’s a group of 4 seiyuu and they had 2 mini albums releases. Currently, they run a radio program called Radio M4!!!!. Also this group is under Marine e if ya wanna know lol

https://www.marine-e.net/sp/radio_m4/

Countdown (Gravity)

4 Me!!!! (Gravity)

Missing (Gravity)

Ray Light (Gravity)

Only Love 〜君がくれた愛し方〜[kimigakureta aishikata-how to love you] (Gravity)

Mirror world (Advance)

Your Hero (Advance)

My Sweet Shine (Advance)

4 X U (Advance)

Dear My Friend (Advance)

ダイヤモンドダスト[stardust]

You Spark (Solo)

DOUBLE DARE COVERS

a somewhat challenge cover album for chosen pair of seiyuu. Hamano san was paired with Hidenori Takahashi for this challenge. well, the sing 2 cover music.

接吻ＫＩＳＳ

じれったい

HAKOMEN

a group of ikemen idols that promotes hakodate (a place in Hokkaido, Oshima Subprefecture) they are a bunch of funny group with crazy personalities that makes the girls avoid them. they are on their quest to be great idol. each of them symbolizes?(I don't know the right word) each place in hakodate. his character Hijikata Toshizo represents Hachiman Zaka Slopes. a loud fiery energetic person. he is so energetic and easy to anger lol. tho with his visuals he looks like the prince type tho. oh yah he sings lighter voice which is also another refreshing

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMLt9vGCc9fhdk5L9Nl2HYQ

君とHAKO☆DATE (debut song)

HAKODATEにKOI

On Air!

so it used to be an idol game but canceled alas it shutdown. he didn't sing any songs for now but the last update at jan 14 2022 they gonna have drama CDs so I am just a bit hoping they gonna have some lol. his character, Kamiya Inori uses lighter and shy voice here so I am excited how the drama cd will turn out.

星空ホールへおいでよ(Come to the Starry Sky Hall)

so its a collection of drama cds about a group of musical instruments that turned human by magic. and they serenade the listener or *you*. his character is Benkei and he is a cello? (I'm still not sure I'm sorry lol) and his character is a serious and quiet type. he doesn't appear much in other CDs too probably. but at least he has his own cd. (i will hunt this one in the future) I also love his singing style here so its worth it.

星空ホールへおいでよ[Come to the Starry Sky Hall]

あなただけを愛してる[I love you only] {please i love you too T.T}

DonBrothers

its a sentai series or another version on of power rangers. and the leader here Is so crack lol. anyway its based on a japaneses old folklore or something about momontaro a person who came from a peach. I'm pretty sure most of Japanese nerds already know this story. anyway he voice the gun and some power ranger gadgets here. if ya search it I'm pretty sure ya will laugh too lol. and i just saw his tweet there's new ending song from this series that he sang so i added this to the list.

出陣！ドンオニタイジン [Go out! Don Onitaijin Song]

Re:collection HIT SONG cover series feat.voice actors

its a album of revival of hit songs from 1990s to 2010. and each seiyuu has to make cover song one of them. there's 3 albums. guess what he's also participate here lol. he's included in 90s - 00s album

あの紙ヒコーキくもり空わって[anokamihikokikumorisorawatte- That paper plane in the cloudy sky]

Games:

Idolmaster SideM: Glowing Stars (the older game versions are dead) as Michiru Enjoji

Ayakashi Romance Reborn as Tatsuomi Oyama

Ikemen Revolution: love and magic in wonderland as Oliver Knight

Monster Hunter Rise as hunter type 6

Wildhearts as the hunter (the character)

Melty Blood Type Lumina as Kouma Kishima

Alchemy Stars as Pittman

Valorant as Chamber (well just in valorant jp im so sorry hahahaha)

Neo: the world ends with you as Shiba Miyakaze

Food Fantasy as Bak Kut Teh and Nagashi Somen

Jack Jeanne as Kaido Dakeshin

Tales of Luminaria as Gaspard (rip this game ded)

(ill not include the other Japanese games for now except sidem lol)

Anime:

Transformers Adventure as Sideswipe (actually it should be in anime category sorry)

Hypnosis Mic Rhyme anima as TRex (i know hypmic is bad with naming)

Yarichinbitchibu (yes my favorite) as Kashima Yuu (yes where he is actually very famous at lol)

Youjo Shenki and Isekai Quartet as Weiss (tanya’s 1st lieutenant )

Black Clover as Valtos

Darling in the FranXX as Gorou (only at last 2 episode cause va has to change because umechan has to take rest)

SSSS.Dynazenon as Gauma (his main anime role)

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure: Golden Wind as Leaky eye Luca (yes he died immediately don't touch me)

Tomodachi Game as Tenji Mikasa

Vanitas no Karte as Jean-Jacques Chastel (he keep posting this one lol)

Chainsaw man as Samurai sword man/ katana man (another iconic scene for him lol)

(i list his most prominent anime roles in my search. check anime list for more lol)

Dub:

Falcon & Winter Soldier as Falcon

New Amsterdam as Max Goodwin

Aquaman as Black Manta

My First First Love as Choe Hun (we can get the japanese dub in netflix huehuehue)

Sonic the Hedgehog as Agent stone (its gone in netflix i cri)

School of good and evil as Tedros (also in neflix huehuehue)

i dunno if this considered as dub he is in a YouTube VN channel called Gimai seikatsu [days with my step sister] he is the brother's friend as Maru

and drama cd called The Mable Littles he play as Chris Haller and his talking owl pet Thatch (well all the seiyuus there do lol) [bit add it cause its cute lol nothing much about it tho ain't active too since 2019]

he also have a cooking narration in ice media https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axCgnkSPY1E&t=197s

its nice lol so gentle

まだ見ぬ宇宙へ(to unseen universe) in Osaka Science Museum Planetarium [he is the narrator]

the trailer: https://youtu.be/gZkKZzsCPS8

Voyage Wave (a radio he was in with Hidenori Takahashi) have a poetry reading MUSIC WHISPER NEMURENUYORUNI SASAYAITE (its available in youtube and spotify) https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_m6oNbEMl20mUDysV_IAQRGArJjDSidWAk

he also does live readings like Macbeth and a ballet theater drama I forgot the title (source is instagram)

*he is actually active in dubbing and narration I cant add the others cause I am not sure or cause japan regional limitations so lol

He also narrator in nhk program trailblazers release monthly in both en and jp (ofcourse yours trully is following the en and i love it) check them out! https://www.jibtv.com/programs/trailblazers/20220617.html

and he is also with Goulous5 (i mentioned them in kumachan's) as one of the Rivalz

Variety

so he is in some variety shows ill just list some known lol

Mikeneko Danshi [with Shirai Yusuke, Atsushi Kousaka]

Tokyo Otome Restaurant 2

Real treasure hunt in Yokohama [His partner is Sho Nogami]

Jinro Battle

Futsal Seiyuu (ofcourse)

Steal Treasure Run!!

Outdoor Seiyuu [with Shirai Yusuke]

Radio M4!!!! [with Kohei Amasaki, Takuma Nagatsuka, Taichi Ichikawa]

Voyage Wave [with Hidenori Takahashi]

Others:

So I think if ya search his romanji name ya can still get a bit of fansub of him and that is from jinrou(werewolf) battle a seiyuu event and he is always there lol. Oh so he is a bit dork lol and really cute (even tho his voice so deep bahahaha)

So if ya see his character song in hanadoll “the days” he has really decent English (i am afraid to judge English cause I am really bad with it lol but for me, he is really great and I cri)

He studied in Australia when he was in high school

speaking of English speaking it's really his asset in the industry he actually had an interview for fun animation when he got the role as Gauma in SSSS.Dynazenon that anime was his biggest break lol (tho he is also fame in bl world thanks to yaribu lmao)

Unlike some seiyuu (*coughs at shirai and satou*) he is not like that so maybe in global seiyuu fandom he wasn’t that noticeable. Tho he is a person who goes with everything even the craziness. He loves shirainyan fufufu.

He is mostly active in aoppella as mc with kakihara. also in Mikeneko boys, radio m4 and gimai seikatsu. and he also got variety show interview here and there

He is futsal fan and COYS fan

he use to be in sports before becoming va

he said in his tweet that he dream to be a voice actor in a planetarium and he got that role

In his profile, his hobbies and skills are English conversations, Futsal, Listening to music, watching movies.

can we add that he also likes playing games cause he was guest in shirai's YouTube channel when he has lets play segment lol (i still thinking why hamano san always choose female characters when he play it's cute tho lol)

he can cook lol and likes sake [expect his twitter having food pics and futsal rant]

it's from a magazine he has interviewed the reason why he was late to start va job because he works as in office for 3yrs. his first va job is a dub from a transformers series

he studied at Katsuta Voice Actor Academy as well as the Japan Narration Actor Institute (as you can see he focus on his acting career) (i also remembered he also been classmates with some seiyuus like nogami sho)

So imma dropping some links to his pfp and twt

https://www.artsvision.co.jp/talent/634/

https://twitter.com/daikiteasy

an article about him

https://www.handthatfeedshq.com/seiyuu-digest-71-daiki-hamano/

Oh, yah ill update this if he has new updates so ya can bookmark this lol, or follow me on Twitter or FB page cause imma informing there. I accept Kofi gifts and request too lol and tell me who seiyuu I should search for and make something like this next. The link is in my pinned post. Man, how I wish Tumblr has a comment section… well let's wait for my video version lol. I have something to post next week lol just wait

[xevrq]

The street performer i met today.

Ft. Akito x Gn!reader.

Cw : usage of the word pretty? Reader Pronoun : They/Them A/N : basically this was the brainrot i had 2 days ago.

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I was supposedly rushing to meet the other since i was 15 minutes late, ena sure takes her time when she's shopping eh? If i diddn't ran away when she wasn't looking i'm gonna be even more later than this.

The street is bustling with people today, i wonder why.

when I almost walked towards the crossing something caught my attention—

"Is this a sound of a guitar?" I tried to listen carefully, trying to figure out where the noise was coming. Hm?

Electric? No... i don't think so. Should i go take a look? Wouldn't i be even more later than now? I peered over to the crowds who seems to be listening to the music.

"Heh listening for a while wouldn't hurt right?" As i walked towards the crowds i could see— oh a solo street performer? Interesting.

I tried to squezze in through the crowd, and does it work? Yes. From here the front i could see the performer.

There they Sat, their finger flicking thru the guitar string gracefully, making a soft melody. I thought i was never a big fan of a song with soft melody like this, but... maybe it could change?..

Their eyes were half lidded making them look sleepy but yet they put on a gentle smile whilst their finger continued on making a melody. So graceful...

Wait... what was i thinking?! Graceful?! Huh?. My mind were telling me to leave, but something or somewhere in my heart was telling me to stay and listen to their performance.

My feet were glued, and my eyes are stuck admiring them and their little melody. I crossed my arms perhaps i were giving up on leaving, if its possible maybe my ears could be smiling while hearing their song right now.

I stood here alongside the crowd for... how long? I was too busy listening to their performance that i missed some phone calls from my friend, i did noticed that my phone was buzzing inside my pocket, but i was just too busy to care.

Times do went on, i realized that their performance was coming to an end.

They hop off slowly from the stool they were sitting and then bowing to the audience politely. "This is it for today, thank you for listening to my performance. I hope i could see everyone again"

Before i know, all the people beside and front of me was clapping, Signaling that the performance was over, and.. snapping me back to reality. "Aw..." I let out a whine alongside a "i should've come earlier."

Just before i left, i took a notice that they were staring at me or... maybe examining? Their eyes do look serious though.

"Ah... aren't you Shinonome Akito from BAD DOGS?, its unusual to see you here, Glad you enjoyed my performance." While they giggle softly and packing their guitar in.

Huh?.. me enjoying their performance?

"I hope i can see you somewhere akito." They said taking off their leave while smiling at me.

I tried to speak and ask for their name, but they were already too far away.

Their smile were so— oh my phone is buzzing again, i should hurry really...

But in honesty their performance was amazing, and their features, how do they make such an amazing music while keeping their composure like that? I said as i too, took my leave.

They were.... Pretty

i wish i could talk to them.

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Bonus lol :

"Evening." I said while entering the weekend garage, i could see kohane, An, And toya also looks like they were waiting for a bit too long eh?

"Where were you?! We were supposed to discuss about our performance by the end of this week! You were the one who suggest it and yet you were late!" An said crossing her arms and sighing.

"I tried to call you akito, but you weren't answering" add toya.

"Even toya got worried" said kohane giggling.

"Yea yea! I know im sorry, its ena! I were stuck shopping with her" i said as i pulled one of the chair wanting to sit down.

"And shinonome why do your face looks a bit flushed? Are you okay?" Kohane said her face plastered with worry.

"I was about to ask that too" An said

My mind recalled to the time where they smiled at me, their smile were so genuine... and pretty.

"Huh?! Wh...– what do you mean im flushed?!" I said not realizing that im trying to cover my... flushed face?

"Ooh~ does the tough guy akito got a crush?" An teases.

"N..– No im not! Just get on with the discussion already!"

"Oh! He do~ Aha!" Said An laughing and so is kohane, even toya is giggling.

Sigh... i guess i need to get used to her teasing again eh?

But, did An just said a.. crush?

Well cough im not that kind of person who falls inlove with someone just met right? Right?!

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HAAA i swear it isn't supposed to be this long, and it was supposed to be finished yesterday. But headache says no.

[thinkingofsimpyboisinc]

Also to add to the Simps someone mentioned in that blog about seeing Simpnoblade fic and I want- nO I NEED IT-

Lol might as well add a platonic Simp tommy to complete the sleepy Bois or should I say Simpy bois-? 👀 (Imma head out now ^^;;)

(lol forgive me for being a hoe for these simps- also may i address you as Author-sama? Cuz i have a habit of literally calling every author i talk to that ^^;;)

-🌻

yes, you can refer to me as author-sama! i dont mind one bit. :))

also, can i steal that? simpy bois is now mine. ive taken it.

what i imagine with the platonic simpinnit is a motherly/fatherly darling (guardian?) that just cares about him and treats him like the kid he is. simpinnit slowly becomes jealous of any other kid on the smp.

just imagine tommy threatening purpled or fundy because his guardian was babying them.

onto simpnoblade, the voices were probably the ones that started or triggered his obsession. you know how chats are, constantly asking to see a pet or roommate or specific item. an example would be rat and badboyhalo or the shift dance with foolish. the voices will basically demand simpnoblade to go and talk with you or follow you around on one of your adventures.

simpnoblade will NEVER hurt his darling. like he would rather just die. im thinking of one yandere dsmp blog that said that if he were to ever hurt you, he will not forgive himself until you give it back to him tenfold. he will let you stop beating him until he is dead.

[stardew-mermaid]

im WEAK for my faves as parents and i know lots of y'all are too so here are

bachelors as dads vibes

(bachelorettes as moms will come soon too ❤️ under cut cause it got very long lol)

sebastian

a chill dad. when u were very little he'd let u sit in his lap while he codes and consequently u find heavy metal soothing cause he would be playing it while he works and u would always fall asleep against him

if he wasn't using his second computer u could play around on it while he works. 'existing in each other's company while u both do stuff' time becomes a regular thing even as u get older, u would do ur homework next to him at his desk and he'd help if u were confused

the first time u were deemed old enough to go for a ride on his motorcycle u were SO fucking hyped even if u had to be absolutely decked out in protective gear. sometimes while u were in high school he'd help you flex by picking you up/dropping you off on the bike

would bundle u up in his hoodies as a toddler and there's a few pics of u absolutely SWIMMING in them with the hood all the way over ur face pretending to be the grim reaper. he'd never been so proud

elliott

an eloquent dad, but still has goofy dadlike tendencies. he may be the picture of a dark academia dilf with his slacks and button ups sipping coffee in the morning over a manuscript, but he'll still make the jokes. calls u things like little one and taught u to play piano

he got u ur own little bookshelf for all ur baby books and he'd read to you every single night without fail. he'd make up stories too and u would help and make a collab tho it often got u more excited than relaxed for bed but it was worth it!!! when u were grown up u helped him compile the short stories u made up together and published it. he'd also share with u poems he wrote for you and about you over the years, lots of them to do with the wonder of watching a whole tiny person grow into a big person

would always take u on nature walks and play at the beach!!! u would find shells and rocks to give to him and he'd always look like u just handed him pure gold

u made a pact that u would sit still for him while he did ur hair if u could braid his hair in turn. u both looked very stylish

sam

cool dad!!! fun dad!!!! watches anime with u when u get into it and is forever ur player 2. if u had a skateboard or a scooter he'd always show u up by pulling off sick tricks and it became a friendly rivalry. taught u to stick it to the man at a very early age. teaches u to play guitar and took u to ur first rock concert when u were like 8

there are baby photos of u wearing sunglasses that cover half ur face and when asked about it he'd say 'u were just a rly cool baby!!!!' in some of them he's wearing matching sunglasses and carrying u in one of those front baby pouches. he'd also always sing to you as a baby and still does it idly sometimes and has written songs for u!!!!

ur #1 hypeman. praises u for everything and always makes sure u know how cool u are just for existing. he loses his mind at ur grade school talent show and at ur graduation he's there holding up his phone and crying like FUCK IT UP KENNETH!!!!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

tho alongside all the fun he teaches u to be very responsible and polite and above all extremely kind!!!!

shane

has the most potent typical dad energy. the socks with sandals, the jokes, the ac/dc, the funny hobby projects, the rivalry with other pta parents, all of it. calls u squirt and kiddo and the kind to ruffle ur hair. always gives u piggy back rides even as u get older, says it helps him stay in shape. when u were little you'd always bap ur baby hands against his stubble cause heehee funny scratchy face

u loved when he was in charge of dinner growing up cause it was often takeout pizza/burgers. 'hey im making a pot of kraft dinner should i double it for u' kind of guy, adds cut up hot dogs and after ur other parent voices a need for nutrition adds frozen veggies too. VERY good at cooking all kinds of eggs tho, would always feed u eggs from his own chickens and would accept nothing less!!!

teaches u a lot about chickens and some of ur fave memories with him are in the coop or chillin in a field in spring with him and the new chicks. some other faves include the regular tea parties with him and cousin jas, and even as u both get older u all sit down and have tea together sometimes and occasionally break out one of the old barbie movies for funsies

u learned how to say fuck from him when u were 3 and he died laughing. if called and told that u got into a fight at school would reply with 'did they win'

harvey

sweet, dorky doctor dad. would get SUPER worried whenever u got so much as a cold, made u stay home and rest and HYDRATE. taught u proper medical standard handwashing from when u first learned how to turn on the tap, also taught u a lot of basic first aid. when u were fussy he would read u his old textbooks from med school and it'd get you to sleep in minutes

refuses to let u leave the house without eating something first and would often get up early to make u a big breakfast before school (it's the most important meal of the day!!!!). yes it's ok if ur late ur english teacher can wait until you've had ur veggies. when u were a baby his standard of keeping u fed was 'if i had to change less than five diapers a day it wasn't enough'. encourages taking a snack and water everywhere

as u got older u realized how hardworking he is so u make sure he knows how much u love and appreciate him, goes all out for his bday and father's day like how he goes all out for u every day and it makes him cry. he cries at ur first birthday and ur graduation too, cried when u got him a #1 DAD mug specifically for his morning coffee, he just cries a lot and it's very endearing, dad taught u it's okay to be emotional. u also gift him funky socks to wear at work and he goes bananas for them

he taught u how to assemble model planes and u would sit with him while he tuned his old radio, u liked the bwee bwee sounds. he would play jazz and swing and dance with u standing on his feet. when u were little u liked to play with his moustache and occasionally he would fall asleep while watching u but the most u ever did was add a goatee to the stache with washable marker which he thought was pretty funny

alex

strong dad!!! jock dad!!!!! would flex and let u hang off his bicep, play wrestle (u would always win), sit u on his shoulders and run around making airplane noises, play sportsball in the yard and would come up with fun challenges for u if u got bored of catch. pretty much the master of keeping ur baby self entertained and was always there to tuck u in for a nap when u got tired out

makes an extra protein shake for u every morning and loads of scrambled eggs, will also sneak u a cookie tho

he's always super encouraging and positive and enthusiastic about everything u do which u pick up fast. u go to his games and even if sports turns out not to be ur thing the fact that ur there rooting for him makes him put in 1000% effort, calls u his good luck charm!!!! he will also throw u over his shoulders and use u for weightlifting while u shout encouragement directly into his ear. this continues until ur grown up (and sometimes even then so he can flex even as an 'old man')

gets really really worried about you whenever ur sick or get hurt and will lose sleep over it but stays upbeat for ur sake. he will cuddle u tho. sometimes you'll ask for stories about ur grandma and he'll tell u and it's so nice to him to talk about his mother and smile instead of being sad, you help him heal because it's so wonderful to think of her as a grandmother and how proud she'd be. he plays her music box for u to help u sleep when ur little and it still makes u feel sleepy and safe when ur older

[msookyspooky]

About your post about greasy teen boy and kid googles, in my highschool there was this guy supeeeer popular with greasy hair shitty attitude and dumb as fuck. I found him so fucking ugly, literally repulsed by him but all my female classmates and even teachers... (yes... teachers) found him such a hot bad boy. One time he gave attitude to one of my friend (the sweetest guy, so kind and shy that u can't possibly have a problem with him cause' he doesn't even speak to you to avoid confrontation) so I told him to back off or we might have a problem that included my chair and his head. His response was that I should stop playing hard to get (where the fuck that come out I don't know) and I don't have a chance... because I think he thought I was being "mean" to him as a way to have his attention? I don't know, but I decided to demolish him by describing every single thing I founded ugly about him (physically and personalty talking) From greasy hair (obviously) to croocket nose, to a huge lack of skincare showed by a myriad of red pimples all over his face that I doubt he washed, from a basic fashion style stolen by Danny Zuko of Grease (lol... grease... grease hair... HA!) and the most annoying of all the fact he always act so sleepy, like he just woke up, talking so slowly... just to hide the fact that he was dumb as fuck and need more time to think.

Plus the friend he was picking on would for sure became someone successful in the future, will accomplish something with his life while him is gonna stay with his daddy and enherit because nepotism and daddy issues go hand in hand. AND HE WAS SHORT!!!

And as I finished the last sentence... the magic spell fall! Everyone start seeing what I was seeing... A rude greasy guy with attitude problem. His mini fangirl groupe slowly disappeared (just a girl remained) teachers weren't charmed anymore by him and guys started found him pathetic. He didn't graduate with me caused he failed one too many classes. Lol.

Moral, greasy rude teen boys are a lot of smoke... but no roast. Being mean to someone and pointing out all their insecurities IS VERY WRONG, but with guy like this is the only way to defeat them and save other people from being bullied.

Btw his response, a very late one I might add since I had already walked away, was "Shut up, everyone knows you're a lesbian" (I lived in a very catholic and conservative city so being gay was the worst thing to be, they literally forgive pedophilia but not homosexuality) and my screaming one was "I would love to have hard core bdsm sex with Meghan Fox" I was a 16 teenage girl, a pretty confused 16 years old, and being this repulsed by this guy that everyone found hot made me seriously doubt if I was straight.

Im in my twenties now and for sure I can say that I'm straight... but Megan Fox is a huge exception.

BRROOOO He sounds like every freaking popular guy I went to school with they were such dick munching asshats for no fucking reason and girls ate that shit up! My guess is when you pointed that out and he was stunned with his dumbass delayed reaction; the bad boy persona slipped OR you got in his head that bad that it slipped on its own and those gaggle of girls saw it.

Good for you and I'm glad you stuck up for yourself and your friend! Every asshole I went to school with in these small towns either became teachers, got pregnant and married before they were able to drink or are working at a regular job like everyone else EVEN THO they were going to be someone and everyone else was the loser....Sure Josh. Whatever you want to think babe. I'm sure you and your friends are better off in life than that fuckface will ever be.

And yeah, in small towns, the bad boys no matter how ugly are always popular. The ruder they are, the more girls want them. It's pathetic honestly and sad on the girls part. I pray those girls outgrow it bc it's fun in fiction but not irl.

I'm sure saying that about Megan had every catholics mouths gapping at you 😭☠️ Good for you bby 😜 😌

[whatthefuckisasweep]

Grif

For the character ask! Sorry this took me a while, I can't copy and paste on mobile, so I waited till I got on desktop tumblr! Thank you so much for asking about him, I could go on forever lol so this is gonna be fucking LONG. Please, anyone, feel free to ask about any other character, too. These are fun.

Why I like them: Grif is, for lack of a better word, complex. On one hand, it's like, okay he's just a funny comedy character. But on the other hand, he's like every all of my favorite archetypes of a character. He's crafty but stupid, selfish but selfless, antisocial but friendly, the straight man but the dramatic guy, he's snarky but oddly caring: the reluctant hero. It's kind of paradoxical, and I feel like not only do I relate to him, but I just really enjoy him overall. Whether it's because he's a good brother, being a complete dickbag because he doesn't know how to handle emotions, being a complete cynic on the battlefield, or being hyperactive and snappy, it's just... ah. He. Everything in his life just happens, and he has to deal with it, and yeah he'll kick and pout and probably eat everything but in the end, he's gonna choose his family and he cares deeply... even when he can't really show it.

Why I don’t: I see this a lot in myself too - the fact that he's impulsive and inherently negative when he speaks specifically. his words don't match his actions. He often doesn't hesitate when it comes to making negative comments because they are easier than saying something nice, but what his intentions are are completely different. in other words, he's a jerk, lol. Especially in season 15. I know people felt bad for him because he was partially right and went insane on Iris, but he lowkey deserved it. He said he hated his friends, and even his closest friend. He didn't want to admit that he was a good person just because he didn't want to help. yeah, it was valid, but he needs to learn how to make a case without fucking everyone emotionally and being so clammed up. >:/ sometimes it feels like he regresses in character, as much as he's matured. i guess that's realistic and just the writers making comedy, but also the way he handles Doc specifically irks me. so mean spirited for no reason, as funny as it is.

Favorite episode (scene if movie): OH MY GOD, okay, literally, every single episode with Grif starring as a main is fucking gold. I think for this I'm going to say, uh, This One Goes to Eleven. Even though it's not Grif-centric, it's the episode that's my favorite overall because it introduced me to RvB and made me like Grif right away, simply because he was attacked so much and I felt so bad for him. Another great one that sticks out right now in my sleep deprived state, is Grif does a Rescue. Augh. And the episode where Grif and Simmons get stuck underground in the caves.

Favorite season/movie: Season 8 (shotgun!!!, hyperactive ai grif), Season 11 (hanging in the canyon with simmons), Season 4 (the tank and blue simmons w/ grif), Season 5/6 (kai and rat's nest), Season 12/13 (the recruits, grif building the snowmen), Season 14 (backstory with simmons, Room Zero), Season 15 (you know why)

Favorite line: OK, don't make me choose. There are SO many that are good!!! I think one of my most favorite things that Grif says is "yoink!" It's so adorable! I also really enjoy "BLUEEE TEAAAAM SUCKKKKKS" with his epsilon double, the whole "invisible nap" scene, "what are we, on a date?"/"I can tell you what we weren't doing", "no one made me, I made me", "WERE GONNA FUCKING DIE" when charging at the meta, "that's a figure of speech?" [when carolina says im so hungry i could eat a horse is a figure of speech], "dexta grif he who shall not be messed with!"... I'm sure I'm missing a lot, he has SO many snarky funny lines, but these are some off the top of my head.

Favorite outfit: LOL THIS IS SUCH A FUNNY QUESTION BECAUSE THIS IS RVB. HAHAHA. Uh. Season 6 probably. I just like Halo 3 Graphics. Also s14 Room Zero because THEY DREW HIM FAT CANONICALLY. THANK YOU.

OTP: I'm with the majority of people in the fandom who like Grimmons! I think Grimmons is the only ship that I really vocally ship with my whole heart besides OC ships. I just very much enjoy their dynamic -- it's very angsty, dialogue full, intimate yet so unspoken. It's just a really good pair to write about and see the development of through canon. And, not to mention... season 15... hrk...

Brotp: I really REALLY want grif/tucker, grif/church, grif/locus BROTP. SO SO SO BAD. I've always seen grif and tucker as bros, grif and church are HILARIOUS together and we were ROBBED of more time together, and grif and locus are fucking adorable.

Head Canon: I have a lot of headcanons about Grif, but one of my favorite ones is that he has half-lidded eyes, like he's always sleepy. I also headcanon him as bisexual, though I think that is a popular headcanon!

Unpopular opinion: I dunno if I have super unpopular opinions about Grif... maybe that I think that his labryinth wasn't as bad as it seems at first? A lot of people seemed to think that though, yknow. Like if you look deeply into it, it's actually kinda fucked. But I feel like we should have gotten the Hawaii scene anyways. Hm. I also didn't like how they altered the canon so that Grif wasn't drafted. I think it does add something to his char that he chose to go, but I always really liked the aspect that Grif didn't control that, and yet he still did this on purpose. He was good on purpose.

A wish: A badass Grif carchase scene for the love of FUCK. We need to have him drive more stuff !!!!!!!!

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: Have him betray the reds -- i think every other red has betrayed the team at some point. please god for the love of god dont do this to grif. it really adds and says something about his character that he doesn't ever betray his team.

5 words to best describe them: (eye roll) eh. fuck it.

My nickname for them: this isn't really my nickname, since I mostly just call him grif -- but 'gif'. It's cute, and my QPP came up with it! I also really like dex. augh

[dziedietmeitas]

i think abt milda and dainis sibling dynamics. i kept vibe checking dainis' bio bc he felt like a milda 2.0 at first. its kinda late her and im hella sleepy. this might not be all of it but..

i wanna emphasize that they stuck to each other alot. young milda, on her own, had no idea how to stand up for herself. milda has always been the type to prefer peace, so back then she let people push her around. she believed that there would be more peace if she didnt speak up or anything. again.. she was the easily scared type, and wasnt as courageous as her other sibs.

young dainis, on the other hand, built up walls. he had to toughen himself up after witnessing the deaths of his family members. he had to grow up fast, only caring about those hes close to. his duty was to protect his surviving siblings, and nothing more. he ended up shutting away well-meant strangers, often being rude to them because... he simply didnt care. he isnt close to them, so why should they matter? if they wanted to get close to him, they should try to win his trust first (hence why hes so good at reading people)

milda felt insecure for not being strong enough. she made it up through her kindness, by creating a safe haven for her loved ones (and others). she did her best to be helpful to people around her. she wanted to be reliable for once. she was a goody two shoe. whenever she made a mistake (no matter if its big or small), she would criticize herself.

dainis' walls... not only gave him a tough exterior, but it kept him from being vulnerable with family. he believed that he could shoulder his problems alone, often prioritizing the needs of his loved ones. because of this... he never learned how to reach out 😭 everytime his problems piled up, he would distance himself. he was still vulnerable deep down, and he needed protection too... but dainis kept repressing that bc he needed to stay "strong" for his fam.

so yeah the twins balance each other. milda is the softer half and dainis being the tougher half. she acted as a support for her bro, and her bro fought for them. BUT ALSO... they also had frictions growing up. milda wanting to badly help dainis, but he'd push her away.

so when they got separated, they had their own individual development. its REVERSE. milda learned to be tougher, while dainis learned to be softer.

milda during pre-partitions poland got sick of being the perfect catholic girl (it wasnt her decision to join the convent anyway). she often stood up for herself, and carried a LOT of resentment for being mistreated.... it got to the point where she wondered if kindness really mattered. but then....she remembered about those who needed it, the most vulnerable (the peasants in this case). milda built herself walls... but she never hardened her heart.

for dainis, he slowly softened up to other people (after he was separated from his family). he became less hostile and brutally honest lmfao. he learned that other people have their own inner wars... so he learned to be more nicer?? this was even more emphasized when he was nearing nationhood. he became more responsible and considerate of others...so he has lots of regrets on how he treated kind strangers when he was younger. while hes still bad at opening up abt his problems to close people (hes learning tho), he learned to cope through writing. so being a sword wielder all his life, he sought solace in pens.

GOD IM SLEEPY but i might add more... sorry for any weird wordings lol lmk. i love the twins

[woundjob]

you should definitely elaborate on those headcanons 👀 (also id especially love to hear more about your version of lily)

omg ok im like half asleep so i might add some more tomorrow but basically!!!

1. lily is trans because i said so 2. shes got 70s curtain bangs 3. shes a tee shirt and jeans gal but she will dress up sometimes too. when she does she always wears heels bc shes taller than james by like 4 or 5 inches as it is but the taller the better. james loves this because hes a simp 4. speaking of height i see her as really like, willowy? so tall and thin. but also ive seen fat or curvy lily headcanons and those are equally wonderful :> 5. ive actually got an ongoing mwpp fic that switches between her and sirius pov if that interests u? here

as for everyone else!

1. desi potters ofc. james is just like a cool fun guy to be around. manlet (5′6-5′8?) bc harry had to inherit that from someone. james is taller than sirius but only because sirius is rlly short. 2. sirius is brown also. im picturing him mixed with french and middle eastern roots but im not picky tbh hes just not white. my sirius is like. very thought out and complete in comparison to the others bc i project onto him lmfao. in my brain hes a fruity twink and was nonbinary gay before it was cool. also nose piercings and moon phases tattoo. uhhhh remus’s loud and dramatic wife basically 3. remus is tall and willowy like lily lol. hes got orange yellow werewolf eyes. hes nonbinary too. hes also gay imo because hes only with tonks in the books because rowling hates gay people. if u see him as bi thats cool but hes gay in my brain. i really like headcanons where hes welsh or scottish and thats because im cringe and find that type of white people accents sexy. hes the quiet calculated bf to sirius’s loud and impulsive bf

tbh to speak on wolfstar a little bit, i really see remus as a kindhearted, quiet, accepting and caring bf and sirius as like a dramatic and amorous and passionate loving bf. its not that the characters are only those traits, of course, but when theyre together they bring out those positive complimentary aspects abt each other

as im writing this im gettting super duper sleepy which is why im yearning @ remus so sorry abt that lol xoxo

[missnxthingg]

what about having a scary movie marathon with the boys (tom, haz, harry, sam, tuwaine) and getting a little too touchy with haz? and maybe the guys start teasing like the divs they are lol ily 💖

Missnxthingg’s Birthday Sleepover Party

Halloween Prompts

Pairing - Harrison Osterfield x Reader 

Word Count - 1.5K

A/N: Soooo, I got a little carried away and turned this into a one-shot (probably). I was bored and I loooooved your request. So thank you and I hope you enjoy it.

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"So, what are you guys doing for Halloween?" You were having a nice evening with the boys at the pub, and thinking that maybe you could do that again soon.

"Horror movie marathon!" Harry cheered. "Starts at sunset and goes all the way to sunrise."

"It's our little tradition." Sam added. “We dress up in Halloween themed pajamas or a comfortable costume.”

"Harry picks the movies and we all watch it together." Tuwaine explained a little bit more.  “Then we sleep for the rest of November 1st because we’re tired.”

"You should come this year." Tom asked and all the boys nodded in agreement.

You really wanted to say yes. Ever since you became a part of their little group, you were comfortable and you wanted to spend some more time with them. Plus, you had a massive crush on Harrison and even though he always gives you the signal that he likes you too, you've never even kissed once.

And you really wanted to spend some time with him, because you always longed for those small moments together. But you hated scary because you were terrified of them. Although, you would never admit it to anyone.

"Oh, thank you for the offer but I don't wanna be a burden."

"Come on, it will be fun." Harrison nudged your side and smiled softly. "I would love to have you there." 

All the boys smirked with your little interaction, which made you blush a little and lower your sight to your drink. You took a big gulp before replying:

"Okay, sure. It will be nice."

But if you were being honest, everything was building your nerves up since that night at the pub. Not only the fact that you were going to watch horror movies, but also the fact that you would be spending the whole night at Harrison's house. It didn't matter if a whole bunch of other people would tag along, it still felt intimate.

So you put up your best Halloween themed outfit when you dressed up with your skeleton pajama jumpsuit. You did want to feel comfortable, but you also wanted to look cool. And that was a good way to do that. When the sun was starting to set, you drove to the boy’s place and found the driveway decorated with carved pumpkins and tombstones. The boys really put some effort into the decoration.

You knocked on the door and Harrison opened it up dressed as Freddy Krueger, but with sweatpants. He was holding a bowl of candy and a weird smile on his face, which softened when he saw who it was. He thought it would be just some kids from the neighbourhood asking for candy, but it was actually you - the girl he was in love with.

“Trick or treat!” You said with an exciting smile on your face.

“Hey, (Y/N). Happy Halloween.” 

“Thanks.” 

���Please, come in!”

You were the last to arrive. Well, to be fair, Tom, Harrison, Harry and Tuwaine lived in that house and Sam lived just a little further down the road, so it was only fair that they arrived early. But Sam’s girlfriend was already wrapped around him as they chose the best position to cuddle into the movie, and all the boys were already groaning because the girls they invited said they would not be coming.

“Yeah, whatever. Let’s just start this thing.” Harry shrugged as he pressed play on the movie.

“Uhm, sorry. They are a bit boring today.” Harrison whispered since A Nightmare Before Christmas was already playing on the TV. “There’s no place left on the big couch, but I guess we can squeeze in the two-seat couch.”

“It’s okay for me.”

“Come on, I got us a pumpkin blanket.”

Spending time with Harrison was awesome, and this was probably the closest you’ve ever been to the boy. He made sure to share a blanket with you as you watched the first movie. He shared his popcorn and even invited you to give some candy to the kids that were knocking on the door. By now, the movie night was going pretty well because the movie wasn’t scary at all.

But the next movie on the list was The Ring and you were terrified of it. You tried to hide it from everyone, but eventually, you would wince and jump scared of what you were watching. Once you even hide your face on Harrison’s shoulder after a little scream.

“Hey, are you okay?” He whispered and you shook your head, still not looking at the TV. “Oh, you’re scared.”

“A little.” You groaned and felt the boy wrap his arms around you.

“It’s okay, I got you.” You felt comfortable and safe with him, so you melted into his hug. 

“Harrison is showing off as a protective boyfriend, y’all.” Harry teased and the boys all laugh.

“What a tough boy.” Tuwaine tease. “I want a hug too, Hazzy. I’m scared.”

“Come on, just kiss already.” Tom teased and all the boys agreed.

“Hey, fuck off! She’s scared.” Harrison pressed her a little tighter on his chest and threw daggers with his eyes at the boys.

For the rest of the night, you were secured with him. The other movies weren’t so scaring with him holding you. When you were feeling afraid, you would grip on his hand tightly and he would distract you. And it was actually very comfortable. On the third movie, he spent the whole thing petting your hair and listening to some other jokes from the boys. And on the fourth movie, you lied your head on his shoulder and played with his hand.

By the time it was 4 am, you were starting to get a little sleepy. The boys were still hyped with Monster House -  lighter movie after a few very scary movies - but you were definitely fancying some sleep. Also, you were a little cold, so you sneaked off to the kitchen to make yourself some tea.

“Come on, Harrison. Go kiss her!” Tom whispered once you were off and Harrison rolled his eyes.

“Just leave us alone.”

“Haz, she’s so into you. The way she looks at you…” Tuwaine said and a small smile cracked on the blonde’s face.

“And you’ve been holding each other all night.” Sam finished.

“Just go ask her to stay the night with you.” Harry finished. Harrison suddenly had a wave of confidence hitting his body and he smiled widely.

“I’ll go after her.” He whispered and the boys silently cheered.

He found you in the kitchen, pouring hot tea in a cup. You smiled warmly to see him and made sure to pour another one for him because you knew he was a sucker for tea and wouldn’t deny some. He silently thanked for the tea and sat next to you.

“Thank you for making my night a little better, Haz.” You nudged him. “I’m very scared of horror movies and I’m thankful to have someone to help me feel a little better.”

“It’s nothing. I’ll always make you feel safe if I can.” He smiled warmly back. “Uhm, I like you, (Y/N). I like you a lot. And tonight’s been pretty amazing.”

“I like you too, Hazzy. A lot.” He put a stray of your hair behind your ear and licked his lips.

“C-can I kiss you?”

“Yes.” You smiled before feeling his lips against yours.

The kiss brought a little sweetness to this scary Halloween night. You were tired, but you were willing to stay awake until the sunrise just kissing him. It didn’t last long, but it was a perfect first kiss, and you felt like it wasn’t going to be the last of the night.

“Are you tired?” He asked, very close to your lips.

“A little, but… I don’t wanna go to sleep right now.”

“We can watch the rest of Monster House cuddled up on the couch and ditch them after the movie.” He suggested. “I really would love if you spent the night. I-If that’s not too much for you.”

“Of course! I would love to cuddle and watch the rest of the movie. And I’ll actually accept staying over because there’s no way I’m sleeping alone in my apartment after The Ring.” You laughed once again and kissed one more time before going back to the living room.

The boys all cheered loudly when they saw you two come back to the living room together and holding hands. You didn’t care, deciding to only sit on Harrison’s lap and rest your head on his chest. He left many kisses across your face, and even stole some from your lips. You did steal some back and you were enjoying it a lot. The boys did tease you a little more, but you didn’t care because you had each other.

And that was definitely the best night of sleep you had in your life. Harrison made you feel safe and feel loved, so you weren’t scared at all. He would always be there to hold you whenever you need it. He is your safe haven.

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Hakuoki Drama Shinsengumi Oni-tan Track 2 Translation

well... finally got around to finishing ssl’s harada’s cross short stories... been super sleepy this week... which doesn't help with me being swamped with stuff to study since i finally booked the exam for the aws course im taking... it’ll be a month and half before I can resume my normal pace for all things... that is assuming I’m still stuck at home doing nothing aside from looking for a job. oh well. lol. im in the health>everything category... stay safe people!

anyway, this is my translation of Shinsengumi Oni-tan track 2! according to the drama info page, I believe this is the very first audio drama that either Amagiri’s or Shinaranui’s VA participated in tho i can’t remember who it was... however, this cd is definitely both VAs’ first appearance in a Hakuoki drama.  

due to content of this, out of all the dramas i have TL for, i’ve wanted this translated the most... unfortunately since all i got for resources are images and a video of the translation, it’s a serious pain in my ass to translate it since my CH word recognition ability is very bad...

well, no pain no gain as they say... though i think i suffer way more than what i get back in return lol. finals edits will be done later when i get to making my subtitle video (delayed due to me being busy).

anyway, enjoy~!!!! 

do not repost elsewhere or else! 

Hakuoki Drama CD: Shinsengumi Oni-tan Track 2: A Letter from the Yase

Translation by KumoriYami

Shiranui: Ah~ahah~ really, this is turning out to be a real hassle. hey, Amagiri, have you read this letter?

Amagiri: Yes, I've already checked it. Having received a letter from the Yase princess, I was contemplating on what should be done next.

Shiranui: Then, what's to be done [what do you plan on doing?]. Do you intend to/Should we tell Kazama about this? If it's anything related to that guy, it'll be even more troublesome.

Amagiri: I don't blame your way of thinking, but because he is the leader of the western clans, there's no choice but to inform him of this.

Shiranui: Mah~ na.

Kazama: Amagiri, you've come.

Shiranui: oh, you're finally here.

Kazama: Shiranui. Why are you here?

Amagiri: His presence today is owed to oni relations.

Kazama: What business do you have. If there's nothing, hurry up and go.

Shiranui: mah, mah, quit being so inflexible. Compared to that, what's the matter with you. I just had nothing important to do so I went out. Were you checking on that girl's condition/situation [check for Kazama in audio here]?

Kazama: Of course. My wife has constantly been mistreated by those wild dogs. To check on her situation is my/the duty/obligation as a/of the husband.

Shiranui: I was only joking. However you actually did that./You actually went [check audio for if sounds like a question]?

Amagiri: I'll be asking this just in case, [but] you didn't forcefully touch her/come into contact with her right?

Kazama: Hmph, how could that possibly happen. As long as my wife sees me, she will graciously cheer aloud [roughly says: thankfully cheer for (me). reword later?]. So today I only watched her from a distance.

Shiranui: You should really learn how to distinguish/what the difference between screaming and cheering is.

Amagiri: Observing from a distance, this type of activity is still not appropriate as a leader.

Kazama: The next time I'd like to prepare glasses to watch her from a distance [or maybe: something to watch her from a distance. the version i used for this translation says glasses.... check other tl later since im assuming this to be binoculars/telescope], but I won't be talking about that now. Instead of that, there's something you should know.  

Shiranui: Ah? It's not going to be something boring again right?

Kazama: It can be considered boring/simple/ can't be considered complicated, in a sense.  This was something that just happened after I encountered the Shinsengumi recently on my way back. I don't know why, [but] among that pack of dogs, [there seems] to be someone who's inherited the blood of the oni.

Shiranui: Eh... Amagiri: Hmm

Kazama: What's with that response? That reaction, are the two of you thinking that I'm an idiot?

Amagiri: No. We didn't mean to imply that, but how could that be?

Shiranuui: To confirm then, you saw an oni that wasn't Kodo's daughter?

Kazama: They're unrelated to my wife, I saw a young man, it's impossible for me to mistaken the characteristic [not sure if this is more of the 'mistaken in what i saw' sense or unable to be mistaken in this' kind of sense. check other tl after], he must have inherited the blood of the oni.

Shiranui: It turns out it was like that. Indeed, this can be considered simple/not complicated. Actually, this was sent/delivered recently.

Kazama: What is it, that letter.

Amagiri: Nn. This was from the oni living in Kyoto, Princess Yase's envoy delievered it.

Kazama: Huh. Is that woman finally going to bow down before me?

Shiranui: Why do you immediately imagine that.

Kazama: Then, don't be surprised otherwise [roughly says something to the effect of 'don't leave a man's appetite in suspense' so i put down what i thought made more sense. double check both tls later], hurry up and read the letter.

Shiranui:......."To Amagiri, Shiranui, also Kazama" Ah, by the way I added that in because it doesn't make sense [to not do so], [though] this letter was mainly directed towards me and Amagiri [check other tl later].

Kazama:......By the way [check audio and other tl], Shiranui. Are you deliberately adding in details while reading this to make this more interesting [literally: to add oil and vinegar, which figuratively means: 'adding details while telling a story (to make it more interesting)']?

Shiranui: Don't use such unpleasant words, that's basically how it reads.

Kazama: Che, it seems that Kyoto's oni do not know much about manners/etiquette. It seems that oni princess has inherited that lunacy of her ancestor [the translation of "血肿," used here means hematoma/swelling of soft tissue due internal hemorrhage... so I put in what I kinda thought was appropriate given the time period]. How laughable [check other tl. i’d guess ‘amusing’ though].

Amagiri: Can I continue reading this? [continue with this]

Kazama: Ah... Hurry up continue reading. What's wrong with that guy [check tl]?

Amagiri: "then before I get to the main point, I will first say, if you're still coveting Kodo's daughter, you should give up," she said.

Kazama: That's ridiculous.

Amagiri: It seems that the Yase Princess is speculating that, she [that girl] is fond of someone in the Shinsengumi. Perhaps it's he harsh/strict and strong Hijikata... or perhaps it’s Okita or Saito, who are excellent swordsmen/have superior swordsmanship. Of course, it's possible that it's Todou or Harada, since it's hard to guess/determine who it might be [reword later].

Kazama: That's utter nonsense/what a load of nonsense [check audio. the tl is the same where it says 'that's ridiculous']! Get to the point.

Shiranui: Really, you're impulsive as ever. Anyway, it says that a different clan [while i use the word 'clan' here, and most of the other times i see the word '族', it can also mean race/nationality/ethnicity/social group (ex - office workers). may use "group" since it's more ambiguous when I get to making the video] of oni entered Kyoto not so long ago.

Kazama: Oh? there are [other] oni in Kyoto? Where are these oni from?

Amagiri: Based on their whereabouts, they should have come from the west [says 'western part' so i might change this to 'from western lands']. So if we know something, That's why she's saying that if we know something, to please tell her. 

Kazama: So it's like that/that is to say, the person I saw recently in the Shinsengumi, is the someone who probably comes from an oni clan fro a different part of the country, as mentioned in this letter.

Amagiri: That is very likely. Although Kyoto has long history, the bloodlines of many oni clans are around here/in the area. [may just omit bloodlines entirely here]

Shiranui: Joining the Shinsengumi, that sounds impossible/Then joining the Shinsengumi is even more impossible [check other tl and audio]. Then as the leader of the Western clans, do you have any idea/know anything about this oni clan?

Kazama: No/I don't know, at least I have never been in contact with them.

Amagiri: Then I'll contact the village to investigate [check tl again since the tl i wrote says 'fight'. probably wrote something down incorrectly]. How do you intend to handle this unidentified oni clan?

Shiranui: The Shinsengumi being involved in this, already makes this a real hassle. If that guy becomes a member of the Shinsengumi, we'll be fighting sooner or later.  

Amagiri: Did he know that the Shinsengumi is hostile towards us, or did he know that there's a female oni within the Shinsengumi?

Shiranui: Either way it's a problem.

Kazama: hrn...

Shiranui: I'll first say, that even if it's me, I don't want to fight against another oni. There are a barely any of us to begin with/ There aren't a lot of us to begin with.

Amagiri: Then, what should be done, Kazama.

Kazama: That remains to be seen. let's go. Amagiri. Shiranui. Based on my observations, I'm afraid that the strength of his bloodline is so weak that he doesn't even know that he is an oni. Those who have inherited the noble blood of the oni, even if they don't know it, answering to the call of humans [check other tl], is something that must never be allowed.

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ah i wish i could have someone reading a letter from sen about why saito is better than kazama lol....hahaha i can only wish.

unfortunately im still really busy so i don’t when i’ll be able to translate the next track of this... still would like to have it done before end of the year though.

also, the reason why the sanan tsukikage chapter TLs were taken down from that blog i found was apparently because the site itself had problems with the images that were uploaded along with the author’s translations... i think? 

Well, regardless of the reason, i was able to save the tl of sanan’s 1st tsukikage chapter since it got re-posted, and guess that means it’s only a matter of time before the tl of chapter 6 gets re-uploaded so i can go save it later....

[marshmallowprotection]

True! Once again, another similarity, hah. The difference there is that Rigby is lowkey feral and gets jealous really easily. Not necessarily unreasonably jealous, only with things that can reasonably be interpreted as cause for jealousy (even a little), as well as, well, simply not getting enough attention. For the latter, she's quieter about it, unless it becomes too much, in which case she does something about it. As brash and direct as she can be, she's still not one to just up and interrupt when he's in the middle of a conversation, but when that's all over, she won't hesitate to--

Hover. She's not good with initiating any kind of affection, accept maybe a pat on the head or a hug when it's really needed. But affection of the more casual type? Maybe she'll try, like reach subtly for his hand, but she'll quickly fluster herself and retreat. So she'll just kinda stick close to him, probably half-focused on trying to figure out how to demand tell him she wants the thing u call affection pls. If he's sitting, she'll sit really close. Like really close. Barely an inch between them. And she won't say anything. Mayyybe she'll have a slight blush on her cheeks, but she'll deny it if asked and turn redder and if he, say, puts his arm around her shoulders, she'll blush deeply for sure, maybe a grumble a little, despite the fact that she's leaning into his touch and this is what she wanted in the first place.

She'll "take what she can get," so even small gestures of affection get her flustered. A kiss on the cheek has her redder than Saeyoung's hair. My goodness, this girl.

Oh, but back to the beginning: if he's talking with a stranger, or even just an acquaintance, and they are a little too close for comfort, she wont hesitate to march on over and claim him in one way or another. Grab his hand, his arm, side-hug him, etc, all whilst glaring at varying levels of intensity depending on the situation. Its one of the only times she'll initiate contact (the other times being when she's too tired/sleepy to be very tsundere. I mean hey it takes a lot of energy to be tsundere)

It's also unlikely you'll hear her say the word "boyfriend" very often. She prefers something like "partner" or "companion". "Boyfriend" makes her feel ~fuzzy things~ and she doesnt quite know how to deal with that

[417]

(Someone help this girl shes clueless omg)

Omg i forgot to add!! That ur comment at the end there! I-- 🥺🥺💕 shot through the heart! I've been hit! I'm down-!

Bdbsbshv that- i- that makes me beyond happy??? That u like my character and this dynamic that much??? (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

I almost dont have words, fr

If i get struck with inspiration when im done with hw i'll- i'll try!! I tend to get a little carried away with angst if im not careful though and then end up hating it but- as long as i stick to only what needs to happen we should be fine lol

[417]

(Also, i seem to do better with hurt/comfort than just straight angst, as i discovered yesterday, so i have that going for me)

All I’m thinking about is Saeyoung just trying to give her a kiss and she’s got her hand on his forehead trying to hold him back because, “It’s not like I like you or something like that but you can’t just kiss someone in public, you absolute utter fiend!” 

Oh. Saeyoung knows that she gets flustered. He’s going to use Girlfriend so much that her head is going to spin. She’s going to try and bonk him but he’s going to run and keep doing it until A. Vanderwood stops him for you, Rigs, or B. You catch him, or C. He runs into a door because he wasn’t looking for where he was going and he deserved that. 

She’s just too fucking cute. My heart is weak. 

[numba99]

The Arrangement Part 8

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 * Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

Summary: You’re an aspiring model in NYC who is offered an opportunity of a lifetime - an arranged relationship with a famous Ranger. Things start out rough and are further complicated by the fact that you’re already in a relationship. Will you be able to figure things out or will it all end in disaster? Word Count:2,079

Warnings: none, besides its been v long since the last update (im so sorry LMAO) so if their are minor inconsistencies in the story line I am sORRY I think everything adds up though. And gain we are pretending the media surrounding hockey is a much bigger deal lol

It was a bittersweet day. Sure you were getting to see Mika, something that would always be a bright spot in your day, however it was the last time you were allowed to be together. After tonight, being with him would put both of you in jeopardy. If his contract was anything like yours, he be sued for an obscene amount of money.

You tried to push this thought out of your head as you waited for Fred to arrive to take you on the final date. Tonight you were going to a little rooftop bar in Greenwich Village. It was going to be one of your more public dates, and that’s just how management wanted it.

You were supposed to act like you were upset and be distant from each other. That way when they leaked that the two of you broke up, witnesses would say how unhappy you looked together. It was the perfect set up.

A knock at the door pulled you from your thoughts. You instantly smiled seeing Harry standing on the other side. You would have thrown your arms around him, but he had a giant bouquet of flowers in his hands.

“Here love,” Mika said, handing you the arrangement for pink and purple flowers. It was much bigger than any of the others he has gotten you. “Sorry it’s so big, I didn’t get you any for our last date and I wanted to make up for it,” he explained, as if reading your mind.

“You so don’t have anything you need to make up for,” you gushed, kissing his cheek, “But I love them so much, thanks Mika.” You clutched the flowers to your chest, bring them your kitchen table - which had been bare without his bouquets. When you got back to Mika you hugged him tightly, breathing in his fresh minty scent.

“I missed you too,” he chuckled, teasing you for hugging him like you hadn’t seen him in months.

“Sorry,” you laughed at yourself, “Guess I just can’t get enough of you.”

“Understandable,” Mika winked, “Now let’s head out, don’t wanna keep Fred waiting.”

You walked hand in hand to the car, greeting Fred with a big smile. You were going to miss him, you thought. He was always a friendly face when you needed it. Not to mention, you may have never told Mika how you really without him.

“Did I tell you how beautiful you look yet? Because you’re absolutely stunning, the outfit, you hair, everything,” Mika commented. His warm eyes traced your body under the dim car lights.

“Oh, come on, it’s nothing special,” you blushed, never being great with compliments. Plus, your outfit was pretty simple after all: a tailored white blouse, snug blue jeans, and pink heels.

“On the contrary,” Mika replied, “it’s special just because you’re wearing it. I especially love these shoes. I think I’ve got a shirt that color, we should match one day.” You smiled, your heart filling with joy when he spoke of a future with you.

“It’s a date.” Mika squeezed your hand and kissed your cheek. Part of you didn’t want to go anywhere. You’d be happy to just ride around with him for a few hours.Unfortunately that was not part of the plan.

“Here,” Fred announced.

“Let’s do this,” Mika said, taking your hand in his. You walked more confidently through the crowd of photographers. The flashes were still annoying, but they didn’t bother you nearly as much as they did when you were first exposed to them.

“You’re getting good at that,” Mika noted.

“I learned from the best,” you winked. Mika smiled, glad that you were getting over your discomfort with all the paparazzi. He knew that if you two were to stay together, you were going to have to get used to extra attention.

The two of you decided to take the stairs, considering it wasn’t too high up. You were a little breathless when you reached the top - stairs were never really your friend - but it was definitely worth it. It was a beautiful roof top, lined with shrubbery and flowers making it fell more like a garden than a city building.

“This is amazing,” you breathed. It was a perfect night for this too, not a single cloud in the sky. The moon was bright, washing over all the people mingling. The skyline melted into the inky black sky, building lights twinkling like stars.

“It is quite nice, isn’t it?” Mika agreed. The two of you weaved through people, finding a little standing table no one was using. You were surprised no one seemed too interested in Mika, but then again, this bar was a favorite of many famous people so it wasn’t a shock to see someone.

Mika went to get you two drinks, returning with glass in each had. “So, we’re not playing along with this stupid act annoyed shit they want us to do, right?” Mika asked, taking a sip of his drink.

“I’d rather not,” you replied. If it was your last “safe” night with Mika, you didn’t want to spend it acting like you didn’t like him.

“I was thinking we give ‘em hell this last night,” Mika smirked, “They’re going to be pissed at us anyway, might as well have fun with it.” You were about to reply when your ringing phone cut you off. Normally, you wouldn’t answer the phone during a date, but you recognized the number from the Gucci audition.

“Hello?” you answered, nerves filling your body. This could be it.

“Hey y/n, it’s the creative director of the Gucci New York Fashion Week show, do you have a minute?” the woman asked.

“Of course.” You tried to sound nonchalant but there was definitely a hint of excitement in your voice.

“Great, well I am happy to say we have chosen you to be one of the models who walks in our show,” she told you.

“Oh my god, that’s amazing.Thank you so much,” you gushed, unable to act put together. Mika looked at you quizzically, wondering what you were so excited about.

“Of course! We are so excited to be working with you, you really impressive,” she replied.

“That means so much, it’s such an honor to be chosen,” you said. The woman explained she would be in contact in the future about fittings and dress rehearsals. You listened as carefully as you could not wanting to miss anything in your excited state. When you finally hung up, you turned to Mika, squealing with joy.

“What is it love?” he asked.

“I got a spot in the Gucci fashion show!” you exclaimed. Mika’s face lit up. He picked you up and spun you around.

“I’m so proud of you babe,” he smiled, planting kisses all over your face. A couple people in the surrounding area looked over at the two of you. Definitely won’t look like the two of you are fighting.

“I have to thank you for it, I never would have even gotten the opportunity without you,” you replied, so incredibly grateful for him. This was something you’ve dreamed of for so long and could really change your career.

Mika shook his head. “Not me babe, all you. And I can’t wait to be sitting front row watching my beautiful girlfriend on the runway.” Mika moved closer to you, his hands slipping around your waist. “May just have to buy whatever you’re wearing so I can fuck you in it.”

“Mika,” you blushed, “Someone’s gonna hear you.” The rooftop was getting progressively more crowded and he wasn’t exactly being quiet.

“I don’t care,” Mika replied, “I’m sick of not being able to say how I feel. I love you and I want everyone to know. I love you, I love you, I love you.” His voice got louder as he spoke, grabbing the attention of people around you.

Mika took your by the arm, leading you to the edge of the rooftop. He leaned over the edge a bit. He yelled and waved trying to get the attention of the photographers below. Some turned up, cameras flashing, desperate to get photos of the two of you.

“I love this woman! I love this woman so much!” He yelled, giving you a kiss in between.

“You’re crazy,” you laughed as he peppered kisses all over you.

“Just crazy about you,” he smirked.

“Corny ass,” you teased, rolling your eyes.

The two of you had a great rest of the night, dancing and laughing together. You knew there would be hell to pay, but Mika’s carefree attitude was rubbing off on you. In the end, you knew you two would have each other and that made you feel safe.

At the end of the night, the two were headed for the exit, hand in hand. Mika stopped you right before the door. “Wanna go out with a bang?” Harry smirked.

“What do you have in mind?” you asked.

“Just follow my lead,” Mika replied with a wink. You didn’t know what he had in mind, but you were down. You nodded and Mika smiled, leading you through the heavy doors. The flashes were instant and abundant.

“Mika, y/n, over here!”

“How long have you been dating!”

“Mika what were you saying on the roof?”

Harry stopped in the middle of the crowd. The photographers looked on anxiously, waiting for something they could use.

“Y/n and I are in love,” he announced simply. He took you, and dipped you down, kissing you deeply. So dramatic, you thought as he kissed you. But you secretly loved it. Even with your eyes closed you could see the lights going off like crazy. There was no way management wasn’t going to see this.

After a few moments, Mika pulled away and continued to the car. He smiled and waved at cameras, something he didn’t usually do. He was really playing it up.

“You’re so ridiculous,” you laughed as he pulled the car door shut.

“But you love it, don’t you?” he teased.

“Guilty,” you replied, kissing him quickly.

“Fred, you can just take us to my place,” Mika announced, squeezing your thigh. You were excited, having never been to his apartment before. You rested your head on Mika’s shoulder during the drive, suddenly realizing how sleepy you were. You hoped Mika had a comfy pair of sweats for you to change into because you were absolutely sick of these jeans.

“Here we are,” Fred announced, “Before you guys go, I just want to see I’ve really enjoyed driving you two around. Today is supposed to be my last day, but I know it’s definitely not your last day together. Whatever happens, I know you two will get through it. I wish you all the best.”

“That was so sweet,” you gushed, almost feeling like you could cry, “Thank you for everything, really. You’ve been incredible.”

“It was my pleasure, I only ask I get invited to the wedding,” he joked.

“Of course,” Mika chuckled. After a final goodbye the two of you headed out. 

“Jesus,” you gasped, walking into Mika’s place. It was huge, the living room bigger than your entire apartment.

“Oh this old thing?” Mika joked. “If you think this is nice, you should see my place in Sweden.”

“Can we go after this mess is over?” you asked.

“Of course babe,” Mika replied, wrapping his arms around you, “We’re going to go every where together.”

Mika kissed you softly and you felt like you were flying. If you hadn’t been so tired you probably would have gone further, but right now you needed sleep. Plus, you imagined you had a big day ahead of you tomorrow once management caught wind of these pictures.

“How soon do you think we’ll be called in?” You asked Mika as you pulled on one of his tees (he gave you a super comfy pair of sweatpants too, which you were completely jazzed about).

“I’m surprised they haven’t called already,” Mika said, peeling off his clothes, leaving him in just a pair of black boxers. He grabbed your waist, pulling you down onto the bed with him.

“Well whatever happens, at least we’ll go through it together,” you said, snuggling against his side.

“Yeah, you couldn’t get rid of me if you tried,” Mika smiled, kissing your forehead. Nestled together, you both drifted to sleep, worries of what tomorrow would bring far from your mind.

[bocchikurosawa]

I was tagged by @euthymiclurker to do this thing, thanks lol

I tag from the people i think havent been tagged already @nikoni and uhh, idk, maybe you, the one who is reading this right now

1. What takes up too much of your time? Studying basically, and if im in like my free time, vidyagames and anime

2. What makes your day better? Sleeping a lot, watching anime and just inactivity in general

3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today? My doctor gifted me some meds i needed just because he wanted to get rid of some medical samples

4. What fictional place would you like to go to? Uhh, i never thinked of it, so idk

5. Are you good at giving advice? I try, but i never find the words to make good advice

6. Do you have a mental illness? Last time i checked i was diagnosed with anxiety, but it has been a long time since ive gone to a psychologist, i should tho

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? I think not

8. What musician inspires you the most? No one

9. Have you ever fallen in love? Twice, the problem is since idk what to do when i fall in love i just kinda suffernot knowing what to do and not trying to do anything since i dont expect anything anyways

10. What’s your dream date? Going to eat somewhere special and then walk over a park, or maybe just stay at home and watch movies under a cover in winter while drinking hot cocoa, i imagine thet must feel nice lol

11. What do others notice about you? I tend to be nervous about every academic stuff that happens, and maybe that i fall sleep like everyday in classes and nothing can stop me

12. What’s an annoying habit you have? I tend to evade people even if i dont want to, involuntarily. I tend to think pessimistically. And maybe bouncing my leg, but that annoys some other people, not me

13. Do you still talk to your first love? I cant if i havent had one

14. How many exes do you have? zerooo~

15. How many songs are in your playlist? A lot maybe? i never counted them, i just add them to an unique playlist and hope i will find that song later by luck

16. What instruments can you play? Triangle maybe? I was never good with musical instrument, i should have gone for arts in highschool lol

17. What do you have the most pictures of? Notes of classes ive fallen asleep from my classmates, memes and anime grills

18. Where would you like to go before you die? Europe (any country basically) to visit historical places, national parks in the south of Chile or maybe japan because im a weeb.

19. What’s your zodiac? Leo

20. Do you relate to it? Not at all, its hard for me to be sociable even when i want

21. What is happiness to you? Uhh, idk, maybe having friends and enjoying the things i do, i never tought of this really lol

22. Are you going through anything right now? Take a wild guess

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made? Trying to study engineering for 3 years and not enjoying life at all during that time having no friends and no motivation to study

24. What’s your favorite store? Theres a cheese store somewhere in this hell city, its nice

25. What’s your opinion about abortion? Pro without restrictions

26. Do you keep a bucket list? Not really lol, maybe experiencing love? finishing my career at least? finding some self-esteem? idk

27. Do you have a favorite album? Not really lol, i never group songs by albums, i just go with whatever order i found the song

28. What do you want for your birthday? Money, maybe a book, idk

29. What are people’s first impressions of you? Intelligent

30. What age do you seem according to most people? Like 20-22

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? On my nightstand next to my bed

32. What word do you say the most?  Uhh, i dont know, ehh, maybe, ugh, i think

33. What’s the oldest age you would date? 26-27

34. What’s the youngest you would date? 22

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? Doctor, basically because im studying for that

36. What’s your favorite music genre? Funk, Disco, Rock and OST from series and vidyagames. After that it comes anime music lol

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? I would be good even if i just happen to live in the south of Chile lol, but if i had to choose another country anything but Chile and EEUU lol. Canada and northern europe seems like good places tho lol

38. What is your current favorite song? “He barrido el Sol“ by “Los Tres“.

39. How long have you had this blog for? I have no idea, but it is definetively since before than 2015

40. What are you excited for? September holidays, some animes and series, maybe even some vidyagames

41. Are you a better talker or listener? Listener i think

42. What was the last productive thing you did? I was studying before i started doing this

43. What do you want for Christmas? Idk really lol, something nice i guess? i never expect anything to recieve as a present lol

44. What class do you get the best grades in? I have basically 1 giant class every semester, so i guess semiology it is

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 5? -2 right now because im sleepy

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years? I hope that finally practicing as a doctor finally lol

47. When did you get your first heartbreak? Like 1,5 years ago lol, it wasnt fun actually

48. What age do you want to get married? I have no hope for that, but idk, maybe before 35? 40?

49. What career did you want to have as a child? Gardener, teacher, scientist, a lot really lol

50. What do you crave right now? Sleep for the love of god