#shut the fuck up najs

[usgsnajs]

So I’m watching the one piece live action and I can’t believe that Zoro and Luffy held hands over Luffys heart right after Zoro gave a ‘till death do us part’ wedding vow…

When I heard the zolu nation was eating after this live action I thought y’all were exaggerating but this is crazy 😭

[honeybleed]

YOU CAN SHUT THE HELL UP AND KEEP MY NAME OUT YOUR FUCKIN MOUT, NAJ AKA

HORSE FUCKER

NOPE FUCK YOU AND DONT YOU GOT A PHONE SEX VIA OUJA BOARD TO ATTEND TO?!

[spookymultimedia]

This fanfic is a sequel to this

I Love You Like a Workaholic

Lighting roared across the sky as Nadja fled from the rain. She had an umbrella but it blew away. Ran up to the Rinaldi home and knocked on the door. Moments later Charmaine answered the door and looked at her girlfriend. Makeup was running down her face and her hair was like a soaked mop. She shivered from the freezing rain. She looked pathetic.

"Oh darling what happened to you!? Wait right there okay hun." She shut the door and went in to grab a towel and change of clothes before she opened the garage door. Nadja walked in and she shut the garage and started to dry Nadja's hair out with a towel. "You're so cold." She hugged the vampire's face in her hands with the towel and kissed her cheeks. She set the towel around the shoulders and gave her the clothes. "Here you go Nadja, change out before you catch a vampire cold or something."

"I can't get sick."

"Well get warm, okay shug?"

She petted her shoulder and led her inside.

Nadja left the bathroom with her makeup mostly cleaned off wearing a zebra printed sweater and a long black skirt that she left here once Her hair was still pretty wet and she couldn't stop shivering. Charmaine was sitting on the couch with a comforter around her. "Come here sweetheart." Nadja sat into arms and rested her head on Charmaine's chest. She hugged Nadja with the blanket and warmed her shoulder.

Nadja started to ramble, "I think I'm going to lose my business. I tried to keep everything under control but it's harder than I thought it would be and customers are getting angry and-." She hiccuped as her tough exterior melted away. She was a blubbering mess. Charmaine couldn't make out what she was trying to say but she knew it had something to do with her nightclub. Nadja started to whimper. She petted Nadja's neck. "You poor thing. You seem so stressed all the time."

Nadja just cried against shoulder. She petted her cheek and kissed her head.

"Nadja, baby, look at me."

Nadja looked up and wiped her eyes.

"You have gotten through so much, you've gotten this far and you're going to get though this."

"It's just hopeless." She mumbled.

"I know or feels like that honey but good things are gonna happen to you okay?" She petted her arm. Nadja nodded.

"I love you."

Charmaine moved the hair out of her hair,

"Love you too kitty cat."

Nadja smiled and went in for a kiss and she kissed her back.

"Now let's get your hair fixed. Okay?'

"Okay." Nadja.

Nadja was sitting on the floor while Charmaine was combing her hair when Laszlo and Sean came down from the bedroom. Nadja stood up and hugged Laszlo, "Hello darling." He moved his arms away to make room for the ones squeezed around his waist.

"You okay Naj' ?" Sean asked.

"Tired." She mumbled, "I tried to fly in the rain. I lost my umbrella. My club is a fucking disaster. But at least my hair looks nice, so." She shrugged.

"It was thundering outside." Laszlo said incredulously.

"Yeah," she said against his chest, putting all her weight onto him.

"Are you drunk?" He held her back and petted her hair, which was soft now.

"Just a little." She was muffled against Laszlo. Charmaine stood behind her,

"Have you ever heard of burn out?"

"Oh yes, it happened to the Baron once. He's lucky he survived."

"What, no it's a mental thing honey."

"My love, are you calling me insane?" She looked over at Charmaine. Laszlo spoke up,

"What we're trying to say darling is that you have an issue of pouring all your energy into your career and only take breaks once you're completely exhausted."

Nadja just sighed and closed her eyes.

"Do you want to take a nap?"

She nodded.

"Okay."

Laszlo carried her up to their bedroom and cuddled up in bed. Nadja was in the middle on her side, leaning against Laszlo. Charmaine was spooning her from behind. Sean was on the other side of Laszlo cuddled up on his shoulder. Nadja drifted to sleep. The stress over the nightclub and Guillermo's stupid relationship drama melted away from her mind temporarily in that moment. All that that mattered was how cozy she was.

[hermithomebase]

Not crumb liking the tweet even though they're not fucking black.

Don't you have some friend to protect from saying the hard r or some shit

LITERALLY JUST SAID THIS TO NAJ ON TWT 💀 like surely you should be smart enough to not butt YOUR head in? nb people shut the fuck up FOREVAAA

[eye-cri]

Summary: Najlynn and Adima take Zeus on his first kidnapping. 

Word count: 869

Promp:  “Baby’s first kidnapping, how does it feel?” 

“ZEUS YOU GOTTA HELP US!”  Najlynn came bursting in the door. I quickly jerked up from the couch into a sitting position. 

“Huh wha?” 

“Zeus!” Najlynn came up to me and started shaking my shoulders. Adima came walking in looking exasperated. 

“I said we need your help you stupid shit!” She said, still shaking me. At that point I was awake. 

“Alright! I get it now stop shaking me!” I yelled 

“Naji, stop.” Adi grabbed Najlynn and pulled her away from me and looked back at me. 

“But anyway, Najlynn is right we came here for help and you seem to be the only one available right now so you’re gonna help us.” After she said that she grabbed my arm and pulled me up and started dragging me to the door. 

“Oi! I don’t even know where you’re even taking me! I ain’t even agree!” I tried to protest.

“*snort* relax Najlynn is gonna tell you what we’re doing right now” Adi said as Najlynn caught up to us 

“Okay so the job today is kidnapping the target! We can’t kill them or do anything that could potentially cause the target to go in a coma. However! We got this one cool thing from Iasona! I don’t know how to say it but basically it’s a sedative that can transform into a pill, tranquilizer, drink, food and etcetera with a thoughtful touch!” 

“Huh…. Okay what does the target look like?”  I asked

“They wear sunglasses a shit ton so I doubt we’ll be able to identify them with their eyes but otherwise they are male, short black hair, no facial hair, kind of small nose that almost looks flat, wide jaw, they have tattooe on their right arm, it stops a bit above their wrist and they usually wear almost all black kind of geeky lookin clothes.” Naj informed me as we walked. 

“And that about sums it up!” She said 

“What about where we’re gonna take him?” I asked 

“Hm? Oh I mean, after the dude is knocked out we were thinking that you could just head back” Adi responded

“No way! I wanna go through all of this too!” I said

“*sigh* fine fine, we’re  gonna take him to a section of my basement.” Adi told me 

“Okay anyway! The dude loves tacos so Adi is gonna go in his favorite taco truck and make the sedative into whatever taco he orders, then once his order is ready I’m gonna “accidentally” take it and quickly move to around the spot we want him to collapse at. Once he does collapse you have to quickly take him out of public eye, okay?” Najlynn told me as we neared the taco truck, I’m pretty sure I saw the dude headed towards it too. 

“Alright! Lets go!” I said 

10 min timeskip ~The plan was executed and went smoothly~ 

We quickly met up in a secluded alleyway, I had the knocked out target over my shoulder. 

“Yo I got em’ but how long does it last?” I said

“Round 4 hours, here put em in here” Adi responded as she opened up a fairly big duffle bag. 

After I shoved him in there Adi zipped it up, she was about to lift it when I snatched it out of her reach. 

I smirked at her “Allow me.” 

She smiled a bit back at me “Fine, go ahead.”

As we walked out of the alley way to make our way for Adi’s house I reached out and grabbed Adima’s hand without thinking. She didn’t say anything but gave a little squeeze to my hand. 

“We should probably make this a quick one. Probably not the best idea to take our sweet time.” Najlynn piped up  

“Right”Aidma said and started picking up her pace, as did I. 

15 min timeskip ~they made small talk on their way~ 

I dropped the bag on the ground, opened it up then grabbed the dude and tightly tied him to the chair, with the addition of sealing his mouth shut. 

“Alriggght! A successful day!” Najlynn stretched a bit and turned to leave and called out “I’m gonna head home, I’ll come here tomorrow for the interrogation!” 

“Alright, bye!” Adi said 

“Bye!” I called out to her 

Najlynn just waved as she left. 

“Soo” Adi turned to me

“What did you think of your first kidnapping?” 

I laughed  “Man, I’m not gonna lie, what kind of plan even was that? Tacos? And the man really fell for it!” 

“Mmm yeah he’s a novice and not our true target. But luckily for us he has relations to the true target. Today was a lucky day if I’ll say” She shrugged 

“Haha I suppose so. As long as nothing happened to you, I’m good” I said. Adima smiled at my comment. 

“So what you gonna do now?” She asked

“I know! Wanna go back to town and see what kind of shit we can fuck up and get away with?” I exclaimed. 

“Hm, sure why not” She said with a smirk. 

I grabbed her hand and we headed back and did in fact, fuck shit up. 

~Somehow hey managed to set the fountain on fire……~ 

[survivor-tierradelfuego]

Ep. 10: “Not all hero’s wear capes, some wear pajama pants and robes!” - Cody

Amy A

Everything worked out PERFECTLY. Ugh I love a good plan. Hopefully my new core 4 plus Najwah stays in power. 

Olivia A

WHAT THE HELL!! Grae was my closest ally this is so disappointing. On top of everything, Aimee didn’t even vote with us!! So we’re at a 6-4 disadvantage. I don’t think anyone wants to work with us. Our last hope is finding and buying the idols and utilizing Kalle’s fake idol. I hate this.

Pedro A

woke up on the bottom...and thinking i was going home...guess what...im still here ahahahhahahahahahahhhaahhah...yall though...kalle is my guardian angel ...like if it wasnt for that girlll i would be out

ben kessler

Wednesday, July 29th, immediately after the tribal grae got voted out: heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh

Aimee

I had a long day and now Grae is gone. I’m honestly crying. Jay asked if I was okay and the river of tears just started flowing. I only knew Grae for a short while and really wanted to get to know them more. They brought such a beautiful, fun and loving energy to this game. Grae, I really am going to miss you. I’m just gonna go hug a stuff animal. 

Maddison

I knew Pedro was going to play an idol. He didn’t do one single puzzle, it’s obvious he felt safe. Snakes are slithering. 

Kalle N.

I truly cannot believe that our plan worked but it did and my splitting headache is totally worth it. I really feel like I deserve an Emmy or an Oscar for my performance with Maddison and Olivia after tribal but it's fine. I have absolutely no idea what comes next but boi will it be messy. I'm so sorry it had to be Grae but I didn't know what else to do. Also I hate that I'm working with Ben but don't worry I will use my chaotic energy to go against him eventually. I will now be erasing myself from the narrative and taking a break for several hours. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

Najwah

OK last night's tribal was wiiiiiiild af. I think the funniest part is that this all started with me planting a seed. I told Amy L that she is at the bottom of their alliance and that I was open to working with her to get Maddison out. She spilled all the tea about Maddison having two idols and that she's been wanting to gether out for a while bc she says the same thing to everyone lmao. I think the thing that pissed Amy off is that she told her "I feel closest to you" anyway, Amy didn't respond to me immediately so I thought she wasn't on board at first so I told Cody I'd work with him and that I have the idol from Alan. Ffs. Wrong move. Cody just trust other people wit information and it's really annoying. While I love Sarah, I can't really trust her bc she's really close to Ben and Aimee - who I do not trust. Well, Aimee I am not sure about. I guess I only don't trust her because of her close Ness to Ben and Ben blatantly lies. Anyway. So Amy told me that their alliance is still trying to vote Pedro which is perfect for us coz we can still stay Hanúha strong. So at this point I realise I wouldn't have to play my super idol and Cody wouldn't have to play his extra vote. Anyway. Amy tells Kalle about the plan to get Maddison out. I send Amy a long ass message Pedro sent Zack that Zack sent me. She tells her group that Zack had sent it to her, to solidify their vote for Pedro. And then She, Kalle, Ben and Pedro form an alliance and they pull off one of the most epic blindsided. I mean, wow. Amy told me beforehand so I saw it coming and I told Cody about it too. Lmao but Ccody just can't be low key he wrote something about Maddison's two idols and he asked in the Old Hanúha group whether anyone had known about the plan lmao obviously Ben was like "no" and wtf. Ben's facial expressions at tribal was hilarious especially because I know he careful conducted this whole genius plan. I mean people still think their alliances are with their alliances and that no one has moles but there are so many layers right now and there are a few moles. 

Cody just needs to shut up. Be like Ben who claims that everything he is doing is for James lmao but is in a secret alliance with the person that got James out lmao love it. I love that I can see through some of the BS right now. The only person that could fuck up my game is Cody atm but I am taking a leap of faith and trusting him. He needs to trust me too. I kept telling him to just trust the process last night and he kept freaking out. I think the realisation of Ben being a BSer got to him a bit. Also, he toldd Sarah that I spoke to Amy? Like I'm so fkn mad. Can he just shut up? Ugh that's my biggest problem right now. I LOVE CODY OMG WE SPEAK ON VIDEO CALL LIKE EVERY HOUR LMAO but I'm just scared that he is too trusting with certain people, especially at this point in the game. He also doesn't know how to be low key lmao which is kinda funny. Also, Pedro. Wev ebeen talking a lot. Pedro's friggin Greek they're speech and the vote with Grae that ended with "sorry not sorry" just. Lmao. I wish I watched this on TV. I'm sad that it happened via skype😂😂 also I am not sure how this VL confession thing works. Did I say the right things? Yall probably have all the tea already. I'm a little sad that Grae went home. She seemed genuinely nice but she was our only option because Olivia won immunity. Maddison also made us all uncomfortable coz she took the time to chat to none of the new people at merge. Like? Olivia and Grae made the effort. She just seems too safe. Too comfortable. She isn't even participating in this challenge. Is she THAT comfortable or just pissed? Who knows? Never keep to yourself like that. It makes people suspicious. Pedro does seem very smart and manipulative though and I will be weary of him. Let's go idol hunting then woohoo. 

Najwah

Also I keep laughing at how ridiculously bad I am at answering questions at tribal. Omg. Embarrassing. I need like a few minutes to THINK. I always look back, and wonder why tf I said what I said. In retrospect, I'd answer last night's question with "don't we all feel like we are on the outs?" ugh. I'm so bad at it. I realise it makes me look dumb and perhaps that's not a bad thing. I don't mind looking dumb tbh. Lmao. 

Cody A.

I haven’t done one of these written confessions in a while! Obviously things have been absolutely fish crazy. Idek what fish crazy means but it just came to me. And on the topic of fish... I’m pretty positive I called Maola a bunch of sharks at tribal council. 

If it wasn’t for Naj last night, I would have been completely blonde sided by the vote. I had no idea what was going on, I thought the plan was to put votes on Pedro and Madison and one of them would go. 

About 20 minutes before tribal naj called me and said she did not want me to feel left out of the events that were about to occur. She told me the real plan of Pedro and Madison both playing idols and Pedro casting the sole vote on Grae. Not going to lie I was scared shitless... I was so close to writing kalles name as a safety net for myself. What if Pedro would’ve cast the sole vote against me? At the very least it would’ve been a 1-1 tie between myself and kalle. I just didn’t want to be Denise’d out of this game. 

Ultimately I trusted my gut which told me to just trust naj. If I had got fucked over last night, at least I would’ve went out trusting the right people. Naj also told me about a 4 person alliance between Amy, Pedro, Kalle, and BEN... My Ben!!! Smh. So moving forward I have to be very careful with the information I give and receive from Ben which sucks because I thought I could trust him more :/ Basically THANK THE LORDT FOR NAJ. Not all hero’s wear capes, some wear pajama pants and robes! 

Kalle N.

So this entire time that I've worked with Ben, he always dictates our moves and every single thing I can or can't say to certain people. If I suggest something he immediately turns it down and will only do what he wants. Men are the worst. Anyways, a little bit ago after he told me what our next move is and didn't let me have any input, he suddenly said "Actually what do you want to do? You go ahead and tell me what you want". That is EXTREMELY sus and makes me think that he's just trying to make me feel better while he's secretly plotting against me. I could go along with it and just let him vote me out bc honestly I'm exhausted, or I could reveal all of the insanity that happened in the last vote to my other alliance and then expose him to his own tribe for working with me. Which would get him voted out. But that's a lot of work so I'm ngl I'm leaning towards just getting voted out myself

Aimee

I’m so glad I’m not actually on an island playing real life Survivor right now. I would constantly be in the ocean or somewhere in the bushes bawling my eyes out. And then coming back to camp like, “oh hey guys! No puffy face here, I promise! Yeah everything is peaches! Hanuha strong! Those red eyes are just from too much sun, I think I need to lay down in the shade” I’m not crying over Grae and how shitty I was to Maddison or anything, JayKay I totally am! I hate that I didn’t tell Maddison the votes were going her way. I’m not even sure why I didn’t. I’m so sorry Maddison, I really hope we can rebuild our connection and work together again. I just feel like barf and am exhausted. Trying to play this game with a full time job is tough. I hope I have the emotional fortitude to pick myself back up and put on a poker face. The last thing I need is anyone figuring out my tells and knowing what I am up to. I want to work with Ben and Maddison the most at this point. I hope I can make that work out. 

Pedro A

I'm honestly scared...for the next tribal ...I feel like everyone is gonna go after me...cause apparently I'm the villan lol

Kalle N.

It's a little hard to focus on the game at the current moment bc an exciting/terrifying development may be occurring in my life in the next couple of days. I'm having a prolonged anxiety attack. We were going to try to take out Aimee so F's in the chat to pay respect. Don't know what I'll be doing. Need to go cry in the shower now.

Najwah

Sigh. It's been a very long day. I really played hard at this challenge, knowing I have a 15% DA. Do I think it's insane that someone came into the game when half the players had already been eliminated and over half the 24 hours had already passed only to NOT even try to eliminate the one person not in our alliance in there, then pretend it's all kumbaya and eliminate our alliance (who we said we won't eliminate, we made a pact?) one by one? I mean yeah it's damn insane. And not that I'm a sore loser or anything, but I wish she'd have been there when things were actually heated and when everyone else was putting in the hard work. This isn't endurance in my opinion. This is coming into a game late and reaping all the benefits. However, well done on her tactic. Love it honestly. I think she made good moves and knew when to strike and for that, of course I think she's a fkn Queen. Even though I felt as though I was so close to winning immunity, even though I tried really hard. At the end of the day, it's how you outwit and outlast your opponents. Next time I'll be sure to not read challenge rules at 4am and then try to actually understand the game properly and how I too, can make things easier for myself dammit coz I think i keep making everything so hard for myself in this game ugh. I just need one fucking WIN. Goodness I am playing so hard. Wow. Wow. Starting to wonder what panderosa is like lol must be fun. Anyway I need to sleep coz the sleep deprivation is making me feel sick af and making me paranoid about having corona. 

Aimee

https://lovelyygifss.tumblr.com/post/618070044309700608/deserved-more-than-0-votesssss QUEEN SARAH!!!!!!! 👑 ♥️ This challenge proved to me so much that Sarah is in it for the long haul with me! I could tell she was never guessing for my word and I wasn’t trying hers. Team Casanova is once again coming up equal on all challenges and I love to see it! I can’t believe I got to have my Michele moment and come from behind after being hours behind in the challenge and eliminating the last three people in a row to kick down that damn puzzle! I am on such an adrenaline rush!!! After the low lows of last night this rollercoaster of game really proves you can get right back up and thrive! Haha it was so hard saying my word since I’m a pretty positive person and my word was “not.” Sarah and I never gave up in this challenge and we ended up being the last two remaining!!! I also really bonded with Najwah and Cody. That challenge was so much more than immunity it was also a great opportunity to bond with cast mates and I really capitalized on that. Even during this challenge I patched things up with Maddison too and it seems like we are back to trying to make things work with us. I feel like Grae would want that for both of us too. I went from crying my eyes out the night before to total redemption today. It was on my bucketlist to win an individual immunity and I did it on something I never knew I could win. I’m just so amped and trying to calm myself down. I’m just https://youtu.be/erG5rgNYSd Wheeler island in the sun The song I was listening to when I won immunity. 🎃🐻🌈🍑❤️💜🧡💛

Sarah

There have been so many things that have happened today... This morning Ben, Naj, and I gave Cody enough coins for him to hopefully get the idol. Cody showed me what was in the store and how there were two necklaces for $20 which was odd. He got one of the necklaces and we thought it was a real idol. Tbh we still don’t know if it’s a real idol. Cody sent a fake message to Ben and I showing that it was a “fake idol” (he got the message from Naj when she had found a fake idol). We thought it was real but when Cody found it it said “what seems to be an idol,” which makes me think someone planted a fake idol there and he did get a fake idol. I will send in more soon... 

Najwah

I thought that making it to merge would be enough for me lol but somehow my goal is just to get further now. I'm at a crossroads though bc there is no one I really want to get out or back stab or whatever. Cody found a supposed idol yesterday. I told him just to tell Ben it's a fake idol and if Ben wanted to use the fake idol, he could give him my idol. Thing is, Cody is paranoid about it being a real idol or fake one that he found. I think he should just chill about it and it'll be fine. I just want Cody to be calm, I feel like without Zack's constant talking and scheming, the silence is getting to him a bit. But I quite like the silence. He thinks it means something is happening or people are plotting against him. I just think it means people are trying to sleep lol. I mean even if he was a target, he still has an idol. Ugh. Anyway it's actually a religious holiday for me today and tomorrow. So I will spend time with my husband and perhaps go to a fancy restaurant or something. I haven't felt fancy in so long and I realised everyone in this game has really seen gross, messy haired, late night Najwah lmao like I usually don't even let my friends see me this way 

Najwah

It's silly trying to keep wondering who tf I can trust. I need to just go with my gut. There are a few people in the game I really like. Cody, Sarah, Amy, Pedro and Aimee. I don't know the rest and I don't trust Ben. I don't know what he's up to. He was supposed to be in some secret alliance with Kalle and Amy but he told Cody and I about them so what's really happening? Who knows? Also he keeps asking me what do I want to do who do I want out? Lmaoooooooooo. 

Najwah

We had a lot of deep, crazy conversations yesterday and one of my favs were actually drooling over survivor players and realising how gay everyone is lmao. I love that. As someone who has struggled with my sexuality for most of my life, thinking I'm gay for a long time and then finding myself attracted to boys too was bizarre in the early 2000s. and being told being bisexual is a "phase" or "confusion" or that it was bc I went to an all girls school (shout out to Rhenish girls High), being in a space where everyone is really open and accepting of all this is amazing. I'm happy i live in a country where gay marriages have been legal since 2006 and ironically being trans or gay is not that big of a deal here as it is in countries way more progressive than ours. I still struggle with non binary pronouns but I am learning thanks to this game. I feel free just being who I am, whoever tf that is in this game. And for that I'm obviously very thankful. Today, I'm married to a man who appreciates my sexuality and is open to me exploring it even more. Its been a long journey and it makes me extremely happy seeing people in this game, so much younger than me and so much more sure of themselves. I'm happy that they will be spared a lot of pain and confusion. I love GenZ. I love that they just are who they are and there is no pretense. This Is so important and a luxury previous generations could only dream. Of. 

Sarah

From two nights ago.... https://youtu.be/uebz8rVKNbg https://youtu.be/xQyiuiGeEpo

Olivia A

Our plan for this vote feels really ambitious but I think it’s gonna work. We’ll likely get the numbers back :)

Maddison

I’m going to have to use my advantage tonight to save my ass. Guess that’s what advantages are for, eh?

Ben Kessler

I am trying to vote kalle out. If it works, my name will be out there but it may pay off. Maddison and Olivia are definitely going for me which is fine. I need to tell Pedro 5 minutes before tribal to trust me.

Kalle N.

Maddison will use her advantage, Olivia will play my idol, the only votes that will count will be the votes we put on Cody. That's it that's the plan

Cody A.

https://youtu.be/PuZChTTJzzU

Pedro A

Okay so me olivia kalle and amy are voting cody...plus maddison will leave tribal......and olivia will play the idol kalle has....i swear if olivia votes for me...and i go HOMEEE....IM DONEE...i have a bad feeling about this tribal...im trusting the devil lol 

Olivia A

Kalle has been playing double agent this whole time and told everyone about the safety without power advantage grrr what a mess 

Maddison

I’m making a big move tonight and I’m not sure yet how it will pan out. 

Olivia A

Kalle has been playing double agent this whole time and told everyone about the safety without power advantage grrr what a mess 

Olivia A

Initially we were going to all (Maddison, Cody, Najwah, Sarah, Aimee, and I) vote Ben but we are going to switch it to Kalle because Aimee and Ben are kinda close and we want to keep Aimee as a number. I’m happy to see Kalle go after how much she has lied to Maddison and me.

Olivia A

I am SO nervous for this vote. Here is the whole plan: Maddison will play her safety without power advantage and I will play the (fake) idol that Kalle gave me. This is just so that Kalle doesn’t get tipped off that we know about her lies. Kalle believes Maddison, Amy, and I are voting for Cody and think that she is voting for him as well. In reality, Cody, Aimee, Sarah, Najwah, Amy, and I are voting for Ben. We suspect Ben, Kalle, and maybe Pedro are voting for me and expect it to work because of the fake idol that Kalle planted. I really hope this works because if people are lying then I’m definitely going home. 

Ben Kessler

Dearest confessional, My life is out on the line. I am in a very vulnerable position right now and if I stay in the game tonight damage control must be done. There are many complicated plans and I work best under chaos, so these votes are hopefully good for my game overall. If kalle actually gives her idol to Olivia and we vote out kalle, maddison and Olivia and Amy will be pissed, but they do not have the numbers. I would need to do some more work to make sure I get the info that kalle is currently giving me, but it's not as bad as going farther with kalle and then losing later on. I now need to video call kalle goodbye.

[blackrosesfanfic]

Chapter 126

Cammie

Trey had to go meet and greet with his fans. He wanted me to go but I wanted to rest. Everyone left me alone in Trey's dressing room. Chris said that Trey doesn't have anyone in here but Rollie. Am I the only one finds that strange? Trey and Rollie chilling on his tour. Who would have put that together?

"Cammie?"

"Hmm?" I say sitting up.

MiMi comes over to the couch. "I'm about to leave you, Baby Daddy. You good?"

I frown. "No, I'm not good. Why are you leaving me?"

"My boobs hurt." she says grabbing them.

"You fake."

She sits on the edge of the couch. "Don't be like that."

I lay back. "Bye."

"I'll be back. You won't miss me."

"I will cause Trey is going to be on stage." I pout.

"Half of the time. Sevyn here. I'll send her in here, k?"

I roll my eyes. "I said bye."

She hugs me then leaves out of the room. I wanted to give her a hard time cause she was the reason I was late earlier. Now she is leaving. I didn't even have to wait for her. Little bitch. I close my eyes. No more than 5 seconds later I hear someone come into the room.

"Oh excuse me. Wrong room."

I open my eyes. It's a lady closing the door. She had on a hooker dress with a bad wig on her head. I hope that's a damn wig. I would be ashamed for her of it's her hair. I stare at the door. She hadn't closed it all the way.

"Who is that in your room?" the lady says.

"What?" Trey says.

The lady sounded betrayed. "That's fucking disrespectful."

Trey walks into the room looking stressed. I won't say anything about that girl. Trey smiles at me as if he didn't know I were here. He takes his shirt off.

"I got so much shit to tell you about." he says coming to the couch. "I showed a few of the fans the baby. They want to see Lane."

"Take him on stage."

Trey's face lights up. "I didn't think about that. I'll have to go find him."

I smile. "He is with his buddy Drake. I didn't know he liked Drake so much."

"More than he likes Chris." Trey says hovering over me. "I miss you. I still miss you cause I know you leaving. When are you leaving?"

"In the morning. I had to drive. I mean, I didn't drive. But I wasn't cleared for flying."

He kisses my lips. "Tell me."

"Tell you what?"

"Tell me what the doctor said. Your face is telling me you lying. I can call the doctor myself and ask for an update. They will tell me."

I sigh. "I saw a high risk doctor. They want to induce my labor."

Trey stands up. "For what?"

"Because the baby was facing the wrong direction and they believe that if I wait to go into labor I might deliver at the house and/or a breech baby."

"What's that?"

"When the butt comes first. Laura has been massaging my stomach everyday to make sure the baby turns and stay that way."

Trey is pissed. "Why would you keep this from me?"

"Cause I didn't want you to stop me from coming."

"I don't care about not seeing you if that means a healthy baby."

I get sad suddenly. "Yeah but I wanted to see you. I hate being home all the time in the damn bed with babysitters. It's depressing."

"I'm glad to see you, Baby." Trey says kissing me. "I'm sorry. I know you restless. But 5 more weeks. When are they planning on inducing your labor?"

"That's the thing. It's either the day after you come home or the day before."

Trey blows. "Well, then I'll come home early. A day early."

"Don't cancel anything. They haven't set a date."

"Damn." Trey says sitting down. "We cutting close with this shit. As long as I'm there."

I kiss his shoulder. "You will be there. Don't worry."

He turns his head. "I miss you so much at night."

"That's encouraging."

"No." he starts laughing. "You sleeping next to me. I dream of waking up to your face."

"Awh." I say kissing his shoulder.

He rubs my stomach. "We are going to be just fine."

I look at my stomach. "The doctor suggested I take this trip."

"Good." he says kissing my stomach.

"Tremaine, I ordered about 10 books the other day and I read 5 of them."

He turns his head to me with his eyebrows raised. "You read?"

I laugh. "Oh no, I'm sorry never do I do such a thing."

"Lane let's you read?"

"Yeah. I read the books to him. Sometimes he will bring his own and read it."

Trey chuckles. "He reads?"

"He think he knows how to read. He has a good imagination. He can tell me what his book is about."

"I don't deserve you." Trey says repositioning himself on the couch.

"Yeah, you need a woman that will abuse your son and cheat on you with your homeboys and their friends."

He nods. "One that is stank and dumb."

"I mean I can stop washing, cut my hair, and pop some pills."

"You do that. All of it."

I reach into my bag and get his gift for today. "I got you something."

He sits back on the couch after taking the box. "What is this?"

"A tracker."

"Like a... I'm not wearing a damn tracker."

I put my foot in his face. "Why the hell not?"

He grabs my foot then opens my legs. He comes in my face. I smile at him. It's not a real tracker. It was only meant to be a joke. He took it how I thought he would. I reach into my bag taking out the necklace that I did intend on giving him. I put it around his neck. He looks down at it then starts kissing me. His watch goes off. He sighs.

"What's that for?"

"I have 10 minutes until I go on stage but I want to find Lane."

I kiss him. "Lane is not going to talk in front of those people."

"They only want to see him."

"Maybe if you make them be quiet and turn the lights down. He will be nice."

He stands up. "Can you find Sam and tell him?"

"No, I'll find Lane and bring him to the stage."

"Okay."

   Chris

Sevyn rolls her eyes. She told me that she is leaving with Cammie. It's some fucking bullshit as reason she leaving. Bitch don't know how to act and Sevyn tired of it. I tried to talk her into staying. That didn't work in my favor. Yelling and making demands don't do shit when a woman made up her mind. I try again anyway.

"Sevyn."

"Don't come over here talking about the same shit."

I turn around looking at Lane. He has a mic hitting it on the floor. I stop him from banging it on the ground. He gives me a threatening look. I jump at him. He thinks that he 6 foot tall. Little bad ass. He draws the mic back about to hit me.

"Look there go Drake." I say really fast.

"Way." he says turning around.

I take the mic. "He right there."

Lane walks over to him. "Hey, Friend."

"Hey, Lane." Drake smiles.

Lane cuts his eyes at me. "No, Chris."

"Shut up." I say sitting down.

"Dra, go Nicki house?"

Drake scrunches up his face. "Who is Nicki?"

"Nicki Naj." Lane says.

"What do you know about Nicki Minaj little nigga?" I laugh.

"Why are you going to Nicki's house, Lane?" Drake asks smiling.

Lane's bad ass had an answer. "With Trey Songz."

Drake laughs. "Oh you going to the concert with Nicki Minaj and Trey Songz."

"Yeah." Lane nods.

"Call Nicki." I tell Drake.

He does it. "Hello, Beautiful."

"Hi, Aubrey. I can't really talk."

"What you answer the phone for then?" I ask getting closer to the phone.

She snickers. "It was a reflex. Didn't think about it. Is that Chris?"

I take the phone from Drake and give it to Lane. "Lane is on the phone. Lane talk to Nicki."

"No, no." Lane says giving it back.

"He was talking about you Nicki." Drake says. "Lane, where you and Trey Songz going?"

Lane finds the candy on the table. "I eat. I eat, okay."

"Lane?"

"Hmm?" he says looking guilty.

Drake repeats his question. "You going to the concert?"

"I go Nicki house."

"Nicki? Who is Nicki?"

Lane gives me some candy. "Nicki Naj.

She giggles. "Oh lord."

"Dra, you go Nicki house?" Lane asks again.

"With who?" Drake shrugs.

Lane falls for the trick again. "With Trey Songz. I not go to Chris house."

I laugh. "He calls the concert a house."

"Hey, Lane, I found you." Cammie says walking in.

"Is that my cute ass? Hey, Love." Nicki says.

Cammie comes over. "Hey, why do you got my son talking about you?"

"Girl, that little nigga never talks to me. He is mean. He told them just now that he wasn't gonna talk to me. Little devil."

"Lane, say hey to Nicki." Cammie says pulling him to the phone.

Lane puts candy in Cammie's hand. "Hello, Nicki."

"Hello, Lane."

"Bye, Nicki." Lane says really fast as he hangs the phone up. "No talk to Nicki."

I stand up. "Cammie tell your girl not to leave."

She rolls her eyes at me. "She needs space Chris."

"Man, you are just like her."

"That's why you with her right?" She says grabbing Lane's hand. "Come on, Baby. Your daddy is looking for you."

"You a bitch sometimes, Cammie."

She turns her head towards me. She looks at Lane then pull him out of the room. I glance over at Drake. Yo, that wasn't supposed to come out like that.

"That was mature."

"Shut up, bitch." I snap.

He smiles a little then walks out of the room. I wasn't calling Cammie a bitch. But I shouldn't have said that in front of her son. Damn, Chris. I fucked up my chances of having someone to back me up. I'm sure Sevyn would leave faster now. I go into my dressing room and sit next to Sevyn. She hasn't talked to Cammie which is good.

"Can we do something tonight? Before you leave?"

"I'm not going to be gone forever. Don't try to act interested in me now that I'm going to Cammie's."

I rub my face. "I'm sorry."

She sits up fast then turns to me. "For what?"

"I don't know. Doing other stuff."

"You don't even listen. I explained it to you."

I'm stuck. Did she really? "I'm trying to make you stay."

"Don't apologize for shit you don't understand."

"Tell me again."

"No, because you making me mad."

I put my hand on her thigh. "Let's make a pact to not argue..."

"I'm not cause of you don't some stupid shit I'm telling you how I feel. You got me thinking if you can be trusted to be alone. Why is it so important that I stay. Why do we have to do something tonight?"

"I don't think that much." I say standing up.

She sits back. "I'm not dealing with this shit from you."

"What?"

"Just get out of my face."

I turn around halway to the door then go back to the couch. I jump on it. She screams then hits me. I fall on top of her then start kissing her stomach. I kiss her chin then her lips. I'm trying to be better. All of this is not me being better. I'm mad because she wants to spend time with her friend. I'm jealous. I heard her reason for going back with Cammie. Teyana has to go do something and MiMi talks about how Cammie is really bored and sad not being able to leave the house. I heard all of that. I didn't want to listen before. I no longer want to play the game of making her feel guilty.

"I'll stop acting stupid about you going to Cammie's. Can you tell me when you will be back?"

"No, cause I have trust issues. I'll surprise you."

I kiss her cheek. "Fine, I'm trying to make this last forever. I told you they last year."

"I'm listening."

"I have to go apologize to Cammie."

"Hold up. What did you do?"

I shrug. "I said something."

Sevyn gives me a look as I walk towards the door. I rather her find out from Cammie and not me. Maybe Cammie won't tell her and I'll get away with it. I'm going to be in shit if she tells Buggiz or Rollie. They take stuff too serious when it comes to Cammie. Hell everybody does. Cammie and Lane are sitting in the hall. As I walk up Cammie whispers something to Buggiz. Why she do that? He steps between us putting his hand up then ushering me around her.

"Damn, I can't talk to your ass?" I snap enraged.

"Don't make a scene." Buggiz says like he doesn't know me.

I knock his hand out the way then go about my business. Fuck Cammie.

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I have a serious question for ninjago fans:

When you read fanfiction about them, do you picture Legos or something else?

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So I’m reading some ninjago books rn, and I found something really cute in the Book of Spinjitzu

In Lloyds daily training schedule (pre-tea) Zane reads him a bedtime story every night 🥺

Here’s the full page:

I can’t believe I’ve never seen a fic that uses this because it’s just so cute 😭😭

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Something conservatives don’t get is that whenever queer people make media with an abundance of queer characters, there aren’t a ton of LGBTQ+ people in it because ‘gay people want to turn everyone gay 😡!’ My queer fantasy world, and probably a lot of others, isn’t a world where everyone is gay, but instead is a world where no one feels scared enough to stay in the closet. Those queer made worlds where half the cast is queer isn’t just pandering or ‘turning people gay for no reason,’ but instead what the world would look like if everyone understood different ways of being queer and also had no homophobia. Honestly, half the people in the world are probably queer now, but either don’t know because there isn’t enough education about being queer that’s easily accessible, or they’re just too scared to tell people because of the environment they’re in. Queer fantasy worlds are fantasy because of dragons and stuff, not because of gay people lol

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2/5/2024 7:46 CST Demise 2.0 update

(I would link to the post I made about everyone’s episode 1s, but I don’t know how to link it on mobile lol)

Final note before the actual post-I find it really hard to watch streams, so all of the statuses either come from actual episodes or from people telling me about the streams.

General standings are:

Ghost- Cub, Doc, Etho, Gem, Grian, Impulse

Reaper- Beef, Cleo, Jevin, Joel, Keralis, Pearl, Ren, Scar, Skizz, Stress, Tango

Alive- Bdubs, False, Hypno, Iskall, Joe hills, Mumbo, Wels, xB, Xisuma

Detailed notes below, minus any that haven’t changed from my first post

Etho- Ghost -killed Pearl

Pearl- Reaper [Etho, Gem, Grian, Cleo, Cub, Ren, Skizz, and Impulse showed up in a gang and fished her to death. Etho got credit]

Joel- Reaper (@/solbellaria reblogged my first post with a screenshot from Pearls stream! I will edit this post when I learn how he died) EDIT: [Impulse worked with Skizz to trick him into coming into a spawner. Skizz punched him in and he died to zombies]

Stress- Reaper [she was being nosy and opened a trapped chest meant for Iskall]

(EDIT) forgot to write this:

Gem- Ghost -killed Stress

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ITS USOPPS BIRTHDAY EVERYONE CLAP AND CHEER

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So I’m watching Xisuma’s second episode of season 10, and I can’t believe Keralis failed at killing someone AGAIN 😭

I kinda want X to win demise just because it’d be kinda funny if the guy who almost died in the intro was the last person to die lmao

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God I can’t wait until tomorrow’s episode of secret life… it’s obviously gonna be the finale, and unlike previous seasons I watched live, I have wishes for every server member except for the previous winners to win lol

I want Cleo to win because she deserves this story arc, surviving the zombie apocalypse and turning human as a result, being the last green name, and also getting back with her ex husband lolol (just so you know, I have essays of thoughts about Cleo and Ethos character arcs this season that I cannot put it into words. Just trust me that this and Ethos sections should be a lot longer)

I want Etho to win because oh my god??? What has he been on this season??? First off, he has somehow reached higher set cat status than he did in Limited life, which I thought was impossible, but he just struggles so. hard. in the earlier sessions especially. Secondly, he plays the secret aspect of the game really well, where he almost always comes up with a fake task for him to do in addition to his actual task, and sticks with it completely. He’s just really good at the secret part of it while also hiding what he’s doing really badly, which is the best thing to watch ever. But thirdly and most importantly, the fucking…zombie apocalypse session…He failed his task, and made the ENTIRE SERVER also fail their task just because he didn’t want to give up Cleo and Grian… He jumped in front of Bdub’s arrow to protect Cleo… ‘I’m a survivor’ this ‘I’d probably run’ that, you are a liar Mr Etho Slab!! Face it, you’ve had character development since Last Life!!! Stop thinking the worst of yourself!! Also, in addition to all that, he also fits the fact that all the previous winners played the game differently than how it was intended, with the previously mentioned failing of the task, so he also deserves to win because of that.

I want Scar to win because this entire season has been him fighting against what the secret keeper pushes onto him, with him not wanting to be the villain but repeatedly getting villain related tasks, so him winning in spite of that would be so satisfying. Also the idea of Scar, who has spent previous seasons constantly fighting to make friendships, winning the season where everyone on the server hates him does something to me the vibes are just immaculate. Also also! Please let him win he’s come so close so many times 😭

I want Gem to win because Geminislay next question. lol but actually I think it would be really funny if she joined the server for the first time, killed all her friends, won, and then left. Also something something her bringing the boogeyman curse to a season that was never supposed to be cursed in that way, and then fighting her way to victory is really cool. Also also Gem is just cool so I want to see that victory

I want Impulse to win because he’s gotten so close in like almost every season before this!!! He got second last time please just let him win and go apeshit, he deserves it I think. Also last yellow??? He deserves to pop off in the final session and take the win

I want Bdubs to win because this season has been peak Bdubs allying with half the people on the server, and he deserves to win at his worst /j But seriously his perspective so far has been one of my favorites this season because of how funny he is. He spent over an episode building the world when he didn’t even need to. He was murdered by Scar when both of them were green. He has a room in the Roomies base when he’s not even part of their group. He’s so silly he deserves to murder Scar in revenge for his first death and then gloat as he wins.

I want Joel to win because he deserves to go apeshit and then not die from recklessness. I think he should be insane and murder a bunch of people while still staying alive, like Last Life but without the ending part. His base is filled with joy but he is not, and that’s hilarious to me. Please let Joel win one of these he’s come so close

I want BigB to win because out of everyone in secret life he was the one to truly take the ‘secret’ part of the title to its very max. BigB gaslighting everyone he comes into contact with for literally no reason is my favorite part of secret life lol. He should win just for that as well as having the funniest life series base ever. Also his storylines tend to get ignored by a bunch of the fandom, and while it’s definitely improved a lot this season, it still could be better, so I’m hoping he wins just so more people will watch his perspective 😭

I want Skizz to win because like BigB, he is seriously underrated. He still doesn’t have 100k!! Subscribe to him right now!! But other than that, he also deserves to win just because it’d be funny if, now that he’s lived past the third death, he promptly switched his curse as far around as possible and just won lolol. Also also the Heart Foundation has been one of the silliest groups ever, and their base was really cute while it lasted, so any of the members of that group deserve to make it far if just for that. Plus him immediately going after Tango once he got infected with boogeyman was very funny. You go king! Drag your friends down with you! In conclusion Skizz is very funny and deserves to win purely because of that as well as the underdogness of it all.

I want Tango to win because of the Heart foundation stuff I mentioned with Skizz, but also he deserves to win just so he can break his curse of always having a kinda stupid final death 😔 I think it would be really funny if he broke that curse in the coolest way possible, and then in every season after this one he immediately goes right back to silly final deaths.

(Also if a previous winner won this season again I would not be upset as all of them have storylines this season that are really good for it, I just want them to win a little less than the others)

This season has been incredible so far, and it might even end up being my favorite season yet!

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Can’t believe Scar just killed two people in his episode despite being on green 💀

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Au where all of the vastly different ways Jason Todd is characterized are all canon. Like-every few months Jason just decides to reinvent himself but instead of cutting his hair or learning a new trade he just becomes a supervillain 💀

Bruce or another batfam member slightly annoys him and he reaches for the duffel bag

Some random person while he’s doing supervillain things says one too many bad things about the bats and he just decides he’s in the wrong business and really misses Alfred’s cooking so he just like-randomly shows up at the manor and smoothly transitions into Wayne Family Adventures Jason

One of his siblings makes a comment on how ‘they could totally have ran Gotham as a better villain if they tried’ so Jason pulls out his pill helmet look again for like a week

All the petty level goons are terrified to approach him because they never know what his characterization will be like that random night lmao