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sciderman · 3 months

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spectacular spider-man #112

#shut up im gonna fucking CRY #peter parker #sci talks comics #the babiest of boys. all alone but snuggles with the teddy bear mj got him. shut up shjut up shut up.#screams cries throws up

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the-holy-ghosted · 7 months

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congrats 2 henry peglar for being the only bitch confirmed as to be Fucking That Old Man

#the heron giveth #the terror #alright here come the funny tags #bridglar #briglar #people spell it both ways i think. ill do both hujst to be safe #henry peglar #john bridgens #uh um um. uh #peglar x bridgens #THIS FEELS WEIRD. TO TYPE #bridgens x peglar #alright im done good GRIEF #this isnt even that extreme compared to the shit people are putting on ao3 about these two. god.#anyways hi ive watched this show maybe 7 or 8 times? only just recently have i gotten hooked on them #the scripts make me go nuts too. ''they were lovers in their pasts'' shut the fuck up dont say that to me ill start crying #this is the most risque thing i have ever posted on here #getting out of the fandom game for a while rewired my brain i have to get weird again. and boy do they make me feel weird !#i have a number of terror mutuals who r gonna go nuts over this. fuck yes a little bowl of seeds for me style #this looks blurry posting it hopefully tumblr doesnt crunch the shit out of the quality anyways im done typing goodbye

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stars-and-blackholes · 2 months

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“I mean it’s one of the great achievements of my life. All the years that we have together and it’s a special thing.” ANDY……..

#fall out boy #fob #andy hurley #IM GONNA CRY SO FUCKING HARDHEKWKWJWJS #I love them so much shut up shut up shut up

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hedgehog-cynder · 1 year

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so it was all intentional huh.

im being plagued by realizations i have already had before. it was all intentional this scene took a whole day to film it was all intentional all intentional all intentional

oh my fucking god the realization is setting in finally. holy fucking shit. im gonna think about this for as long as humanly possible.

#stranger things #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #im losing my fucking mind im so fuckfing normal #ill need 3 to 5 business days to recover from this #its nothing i didnt know but having the confirmation. just. feels different.#im gonna shut up now and go curl up on the floor and maybe cry #frankie says things

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radmista · 26 days

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Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things.#i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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RGG FINALLY MAKES THE SMARTEST BUSINESS DECISION OF THEIR LIVES

#snap chats #SHUT UUUUUPP FINALLY #me and every mother fucker like 'id KILL for a bunchan plush' and it only took like. 18 fucking years #WHOLE ASS ADULT #shitting and crying shitting and cying #i love how the second rgg started to acknowledge their audience they started producing plushes #like it feels like the days after that initial clip went out we been seein these bitches come out in the works and im a Big Fan #like you get it team..... im so proud of you.... please take my money im beggin....#i dont even know which one id want theyre all so cute and im too poor to get all of them #cause i know damn well im gonna have to talk to a contact in japan again to get one shipped to me #ts ok its a living...#anyway persoal tag ramble time get out #yesterday was asctually fine :) i went to the mall and decided to get my bro. A Bunch Of Shit as an apology #but then i texted my sister bout the sitch and grew up a bit so i went to dinner with the fam #then i talked to my sis after dinner and she said she was gonna help me Deal With Things so. good day i guess :)#ok thats all from me i wanna shower BYE

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froggyrights · 2 months

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are you leaving? sorry for asking :/

Not sure yet :') being in this fandom takes such a huge toll on me when shit hits the fan that i cant really justify to myself staying and being invested in the same capacity as I have been. However I love my mutuals and this community too damn much to just up and leave completely 😭 for now im gonna take a break from tumblr and just give it some time. I could never leave tumblr fully though I fear I'm a yapper at heart so maybe I'll just end up posting about whatever. I really don't know ! I'll figure it out !!

#Don't really want to talk abt the whole situation on here I'm not the person for that #But yeah you all will hear from me again god knows I am incapable of shutting the hell up #And I want 2 say i truly consider dtblr to be my favorite fandom I've ever been in despite all the (very low💀) lows #You all are so incredibly funny and creative and kind and I really am so thankful I got to be a part of it all #When I think abt the friends I've made I could rlly just cry I love u all so much !!#Okay now it sounds like I'm writing a fucking eulogy DORRY ITS NOT THAT DEEP IM JUST NOT LOGGING ON THIS WEBSITE FOR A BIT GODDAMN #Like for all I know tomorrow I'll be like damn it wasn't really that serious and reblog dnf sucking cock or whatever #I'm joking^. It would probably be a frog picture #OKAY whatever I'm rambling I'm just gonna go and log out of my account on here CIAO #asks

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autistic-katara · 5 months

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months are way too short this is a scam

#was just crying on my bed and wanting to kms bcz there’s no easily made food in the house that i like #(srsly tho if i eat anymore bread im going to throw up why does literally all the food we have require it)#which means in about a week i’m going to be incapacitated with pain unless i take paracetamol soon enough #and of course i’m gonna be bleeding for 2+ days straight #(honestly not sure how long it normally lasts)#i cannot wait until i can take t and this whole thing stops #ryan shut the fuck up

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yensunflowers · 2 months

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers :D

heiaaa hii

HELLOOOOO!!! hmmm five things that make me happy.

that specific cookie chocolate. it's good and i love it

music !! i love music

day long trips... train trips... my beloved

a cdrama till the end of the moon and how pretty all the costumes/jewerly/everything is. ooo i see a pretty headpiece and go all 🥰🥰🥰 ohhh the hairstyles. I MEAN THE STORY TOO although half of the times it gets me yelling NO DONT DO THAT OH MY GOD im really enjoying it and watching it makes me very happy. yippee.

and my friends <3 love them all mwah

#yen's sunflowers #can i say i rly like tteotm #LIKE #IM OBSESSED #oh im gonna cry (one tear) when im finished with it #we will see whether because the drama itself breaks my heart #or because i finished it #AHAJAHSHD #sangjiu's wedding headpiece was SO fucking pretty #same goes for bingchang's #guys u dont understand i went on a whole ass spam when i saw her during that ep #like i just spammed my friend with low quality screenshots of her #and of ye xiwu's too #they both looked soooo pretty #ngl ye xiwu always looks pretty.#actually both sangjiu and sangyou looked SO good in their tribe's outfits #like. generally i rly love the direction? looks? they went with tribe #it looks so pretty #HONORARY MENTION pianran <333 #LOOK the actress is so pretty #im in love #i generally really like pianran AND GOD I HOPE NOTHING HAPPENS TO HER #lan'an also is soooo pretty #i think generally yiyue tribe has really pretty clothes and so #but lan'an is just. really really pretty #still sad over her #yingxin's also super super pretty #everyones in yiyue tribe is so pretty. save for that one annoying betrayal dude ass mf #sorry im shutting up now LMAO

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aliceofclover125 · 4 months

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FINALLY we know what the fuck goes down after NieR Automata ending E

Took all my willpower not to sob lmao

#Mym speaks #nier automata #nier replicant #Nier Concert 12024 #text post #NAUR THEY GOT ME ALMOST SOBBING IN THE THEATER #to the dude in front of me subtlu wiping his tears: same homie #they get to break the cycle. they get to LIVE #fuck u for that solid 2min of me thinking 2B was gonna die frfr Yoko Taro what the fuck man #“I'll never let her go” STOOOOPPPPP 9S IM WEAK #“I'm glad you were with me in my last moments 9S” SHUT the fuck UP 2B IM A WRECK #my babies... are finally at peace...#they get to live without damnation for past sins #they get to be together and live #fucking sobbing I can't with this series #rip no Reincarnation reference or tie in #kinda makes sense tho #Replicant and Automata timeline has finally been closed fr this time #they've broken their endless cycles #im so happy [ugly crying]

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nakeurnes · 15 days

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#bandudhfuwufhrbdjvhsbbgbfndjeybfnzuchdndhdbdbgbsjfyskiwurbrbcjdbfnskayfis8 ch dnbcje I fyebaichfnduwjfnoxuend hai fudbsja #i fucking hate being a system #i hate it here #i dont want to be here anymore let me out #let me out or take me out back and shoot me in the head #blah blah the SAME SHIT I KEEP FUCKING COMPLAINING ABOUT EVRTY SINGLE FUCKING YIME INCOME HERE AND CRY AND SOB AND COMPLAIN I JSUT ALWAYS #FUCKING XOMPLAIN HUH? maybe i should jsut shut thr fuck up forever #i dont even want. to yell about it anymore #i screamed for help last time and no one fucking helped me no one actually fucking listens and im tired #if you dont give a fuck about what im ACTUALLY saying and feeling dont just feel pity for me #im not a kicked dog i m asking for HELP #but okay . thats fine .#ill jsu t go bash my head on a wall.#this is just great too cuz youre gonna see this and assume its you and youre right! its partially you im going fucking insane #and its mean for me to be like this and do this but i cant #i just give up now i literally am . giving up i dont have the energy to try and keep fucking foing yhis #i front once every 2 months to everyones distain and sob uncontrollably for hours and then go to sleep and eventuallly find someone else #to come here and front so i dont have to look myself in the mirror #i dont even know how started this rant anumore jone of this makes sense #if you see this and you know who you are just dont even. mention it i dont want to talk about it #its always the same shit ans the same shit keeps fucking happening and i keep getting worse so whatever .#yeah ur gonna feel bad and pitiful and im gonna feel like a piece of shit even though i do this ervery fucjing time #id off myself atp if that was a fucking option #whatevrr . im not tagging this shit on who it is if u dont know play a guessing game akd if you do then congrats go finger ur ass or smth #I will regret this in the morning but wt v .#stnkkkk if u read this then thank u for sloppy jane req i sobbed quite hard while lsitening to it 10/10 /pos #youd yave to be reading pretty far atp to see this but wtv .

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novastrae · 29 days

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hit that like button if u too think decima's cutiepilled

#x. shut the fuck up im going haywire. / out.#x. still looking pretty in this dress. / vis.#interaction bait cw #[this is a joke post im simply thinking abt how cute decima is and im gonna ugly cry]

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faggotwalkwithme · 5 months

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dude 2days french class is so funny.

#shut up mars #its our last class for the semester #and we did like a blind auction using fake euros #and one of my classmates got like a box but when she opened it #it was just empty with ONE PLAIN BISCUIT #AND A STICKY NOTE THAT SAID 'I LOVE YOU'#AND NOBODY WAS ADMITTING TO BEING THE ONE WHO GAVE THE GIFT #THEN AT THE VERY END THERE WAS ONE LEFT AND IT WAS WRAPPED USING A4 PAPER REALLY SHITTILY #AND IT WAS LIKE TWO PACKETS OF BISCUITS #THE SAME FUCKING BISCUITS #AND WE ASKED IF IT WAS FROM MY TEACHER AND HE WAS LAUGHING SO HARD HE WAS CRYING #HE GOT THE BISCUITS #THEN AFTER WE ASKED HOW MUCH IT COSTED #AND HE JUST LAUGHED HE DIDNT SAY ANYTING #THEN LATER THE GIRL THAT WON THE PACKETS OF BISCUITS ASKED WHETHER OR NOT HE MADE THEM #AND HE JUST LIED HE SAID HE DID BUT HE CLEARLY DIDN'T BCS THEY WERE WRAPPED IN LIKE PLASTIC PACKAGING #HES SO FUCKING FUNNY IM GONNA CRY

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creatediana · 3 months

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"John Donne" - a charcoal imitation of the 1622 Portrait of John Donne at the age of 49 by an unknown artist, drawn 2/26/2024

This is a purposefully rough work; I hadn't drawn a single thing in two weeks since giving up on a personal and difficult drawing I had worked on during January-February. This was done in about 30-to-40 minutes with just willow charcoal; no pencils and very minimal erasing, so somebody doesn't get the privilege of defined eyelids.

#im happy w it for the amount of effort i put in #that last thing i was drawing... oh im mad and upset like crazy again even thinking about it!!! so im not gonna talk abt!!!#im just gonna shut up about it and you should too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#2024 #my drawing #visual art #john donne #charcoal #charcoal drawing #i was just gonna say the last thing was too much effort for how upset i was with it >:( but SHUT UP!!!!!!!#im so unhappy. my dad reminded me of it bc i guess he forgot i told him i quit it two weeks ago #i got super snappy w him but even thinking about it now makes me wanna cry. i've purposefully put it out of my mind #and now thinking about it again has put me in a bad mood when i wasn't before #i need to do more quick practice drawings as opposed high-effort concentrated works #cuz i gotta face it :) im just not that good at drawing :)#what a more skilled artist could do in a few hours takes me days or weeks #im more satisfied too usually w the low-effort works. i guess bc they aren't crushed under the weight of expectation #man FUCK expectations!!!!!!!!!!!#alright i gotta go im in a bad mood goodnight #bitches >:(

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 1 month

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Hmmggggggg almost got into a full fight with Cunt coworker bc she was totally ignoring one of the kids while also actively making things worse with another

#aaaand now ive had to take myaelf outside bc coming down from anger always makes me cry and shake #god i hate her #she constantly talks over everyone as well then doesnt listen when you talk to her #even if shes jist asked you a question #and she keeps scolding literally the sweetest kid we have for TALKING when its too late #shut the entire fuck up hes autistic with echolalia??? talking is how he regulates and he wasnt even loud!#uuuggghhhh #less than an hour to go. i can do this #except im in again tomorrow and in with Her on saturday #AND the sweet kids mum has tandonly announced shes visiting #which frankly i should be grateful she bothers to give us notice at all but shes also an abusive peice of shit #whom he is actively afraid of #so hes gonna have a meltdown when he finds out and probably when she visits and ill be on shift for that #i fucking hate it talks so much about how the kids specialised needs are the priority but they care SO fucking little #kids mum used to call the police on him any time he had a meltdown and lock him in his bedroom but SURE she can show up fucking whenever #why not if we're already just pissing around

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widevibratobitch · 1 month

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

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