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saiyanprincessswanie · 2 years

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SaiyanPrincessSwanie - Reading List Week 104

Welcome to Week 104

For the month of July I will be adding new or small blogs to this list. This is in honor of hitting over 100 reading lists and 2 years of making them. So please give these people your time like you would for well known/bigger blogs.

As always these will be listed in no particular order. None of these stories are mine. I’m just signal boosting them. Author is listed next to title. My goal is to signal boost writers and spread positivity in the community. 💜💜

Click HERE to see what I will or won’t read. This is very important.

Click HERE for past reading lists.

My Masterlist click HERE

Please make sure you are reading the warnings on every story. They range from dark to fluff. Do Not Read if you are under 18 years old.These stories are meant for adults only. You’re responsible for your own media consumption.

Page-break by @whimsicalrogers & Header by @chaotictarlos

If you can, please reblog these lists so they can reach more people on Tumblr.

I love you 3000 💜 Missy

Civil War Brooklyn - Chp 11 - (Steve x Reader x Bucky) - @saiyanprincessswanie

Brothers in Arms Part 3 - (Ransom x Reader, Steve x Reader) - @wiypt-writes

The Invitation [[One]l - @ironlady1993

Rude demands - (Steve x Reader) - @holylulusworld

Buttercup Don't Break My Heart - @writercole

Lick My Wounds - (Lloyd x Reader) - @georgiapeach30513

Famous Kiss - (Steve x Reader) - @animnerd

Fall kiss - (Nat x Reader) - @/animnerd

Crash Landing - (Rooster Bradshaw x Fem!Pilot) - @writercole

Destroy - (Steve x Reader) - @nekoannie-chan

Make me Sorry - (Steve x Reader) - @astheskycries

Baby Girl - (Andy x Reader) - @/astheskycries

Home Run Romance - 2 - (Nat x Reader) - @lovelyavengers

Dry humping with Bucky - @buckysbruni

First time with Bucky - @/buckysbruni

Chamomile Tea - (Nat x Reader) - @lovelyavengers

R U Mine? - (Bucky x Reader) - @cryptidcasanova

Strange Magic - (Bucky x Reader) - @/cryptidcasanova

Powerless - (Bucky Barnes x Reader) - @delaber

The Final Cut - (Bucky) - @/delaber

Lunch Break - (Chris x Reader) - @denisemarieangelina

Kiss Me Like You Mean It - (Bucky x Reader) - @angrythingstarlight

Puppies in the Avengers Tower - @fictional-affairs

Still Magic - (Dean x Reader) - @/fictional-affairs

I have always loved you - (Steve x Reader) - @fluffycutecevans

Steve Rogers One-shot - @/fluffycutecevans

Miss Velvet - Chp 6 - (Bucky x Reader) - @missvelvetsstuff

Strangers in the Night - (Andy x Reader) - @ghotifishreads

Haven - (Andy x Reader) - @/ghotifishreads

Thank You For Loving Me - (Dean x Reader) - @jensengirl83

I Didn’t Want To Need You - (Dean x Reader) - @/jensengirl83

The competition never ends (TGM Headcanon) - @justalonelyslytherin

The Competition never ends - Baby Seresin - (Jake x Reader) - @/justalonelyslytherin

Messy Gifts - (Andy x Reader) - @late-to-the-party-81

Yesterday's Dream, Today's Nightmare - (Ransom x Reader) - @/late-to-the-party-81

Lumberjack Bucky One-shot - @angrythingstarlight

All the King's Men - Part 2 - (Bucky x Reader) - @nastybuckybarnes

Heavy in Your Arms - (Lloyd x Reader) - @ozarkthedog

Too good - (Steve x Reader) - @nekoannie-chan

Lotta True Crime - (Reader x Pronge x Jake x Ransom) - @lexivass

For War and Pleasure - (Thor x Reader) - @letsby

#saiyanprincessswanie #recommended reading #missy reads #bucky barnes x reader #steve rogers x reader #stucky x reader #ransom drysdale x reader #lloyd hansen x reader #natasha romanoff x reader #rooster bradshaw x reader #andy barber x reader #dean winchester x reader #jake hangman x reader

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pedrohub · 4 years

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PEDRO PASCAL APPRECIATION WEEK will be hosted by @pedrohub, which will be taking place from March 29th to April 4th to celebrate Pedro’s birthday (April 2nd) and The Mandalorian’s Season 3 kickoff shooting (April 5th). This will be a week dedicated to our favorite Chilean actor where we will be able to create incredible edits/gifs/graphics or anything creative that comes in our minds! We will be tracking the tag #ppaw2021 and you can also tag us on #pedrohub! We hope everyone will have a blast doing this and please reblog if you plan on participating or to signal boost!

Day 1: favorite pedro character

Day 2: favorite movie/tv show pedro has stared in

Day 3: favorite thing about him

Day 4: favorite pictures/videos from his instagram and or twitter

Day 5: pedro + favorite recurring thing

Day 6: pedro + a color

Day 7: free choice

You are free to do all the prompted days or one, it’s up to you! Thank you and see you soon ❤️

#pedro pascal #pedropascaledit #ppascaledit #ppaw2021 #userastrid #userliliana #userpayton #userelisha #userloz #tuserellie #underbetelgeuse #usersmile #tuserhanna #ours #tell your friends!

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levisgirll · 3 years

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Hey ~ I really love ur blog! U just bring a soft side of Levi that's so cute. Could u do a hc/scenario of how would Levi look after his crush during expeditions, please?

𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 (𝐋𝐞𝐯𝐢 𝐀𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

→ Text: Hello there anon! Thank you for your message and request <3 I really love this idea and I would be glad to write this out for you! Sorry this took awhile but I hope you see this and you enjoy it <3 also thank you for letting me know! that was my aim, and I really love soft Levi cause I believe this side of him will show when he is around his crush or with his s/o 🥺 ♡♡♡

Synopsis: Ever since you started going to expeditions, Levi has been quite different and showed a different side of him which not only surprised Y/N but himself too. He has become more considerate, attentive, sympathetic (during the nights before an expedition) and rather straightforward whenever he wanted to be serious with you and say his point (might come out as harsh or him being concerned). He started doing this all since he was secretly looking after Y/N, who is his crush! So, find out how he does that!

cute fluff, aot world, random headcanons scenario/imagine ♡ —

First thing you notice when you have started to go on expeditions is that Levi has been keeping his eyes on you. Always watching you, and focuses every detail on you especially out of everyone in the scouts. So, expect all eyes on you from him!

You found it first a bit odd how it was just you, and whenever you try and go near him or talk to Levi while he is staring at you. He would hesitate, and just walk away, trying to avoid you if you wanted to have a conversation.

That's cause, he knows himself really well that he will start stuttering. And, that's also when Levi noticed that Y/N is actually his crush. He did not want to admit it though to himself, he was also confused with how he felt towards you. It was an odd feeling and hard for him to control.

But, one day during an expedition, you fell from a tree branch as the hook from your ODM gear was fractured and causing you not to be balanced. Levi froze, and he felt like the whole world stopped when he saw your body, on the ground, how your head was bleeding, and when he tried to go near you and call you out while holding your body, you were unconscious. He thought he lost his chance, his sunshine and source of happiness. Losing his chance to spend more time with you, show you that he really did love you even though you seemed to never know. And that was when he knew that you were the person he loved and cherished.

As soon as you went back to the walls and Levi taking you to the infirmary, he waited by your side the whole time. Wishing you would wake up sooner, but he has patience, to wait for the person he loved.

Once you were awake, he quickly got up, and you were shocked how none other than Captain Levi, who you really looked up to and liked a lot, was right by your side!

“Hey, You okay?” Was the first thing he said after breaking the silence between the both of you. How you both gave each other glances that filled with love, and how he stared at your beautiful eyes that sparkled. He missed seeing your face, your eyes that finally opened and your expressions. “Y-Yea, Just a bit dizzy.”

“Idiot, why are you so careless? You should have checked your ODM gear. What a reckless move, brat.” He said while looking away, avoiding his eye contact with you now. If someone else heard that, it would have seem like he was being strict with you. But, after Y/N hearing his words, their eyes would widen and be quite surprised at how Levi said this to them. His tone had a bit of concern and worry for Y/N instead and even though the words were a bit harsh, he won’t mean it in that way and he would only say this to someone he would care a lot and cherish. This left Y/N a blushing mess and felt their heart speaking a beat, how someone, especially Levi, cared for them and noticing them.

Levi does not ever want to see you again in the infirmary, being hurt, and bandaged up, so he now promised to himself that he would look after Y/N during expeditions especially.

If Y/N somehow twisted their ankle, or their leg/knee would hurt. Expect Levi to actually pick you up or giving you his arm and shoulder for support for standing and walking. He would do these small things and offer his help to you quickly if he saw you struggle. He would later on lecture you how you should have asked his help. “Brat, I told you to ask for my help if you ever got hurt didn’t I? So, Why.” Levi said after helping you sitting you down on a bench, and looking at you for an answer. ‘Easier said than done.’ You would think and blush a bit, you always seemed to held back whenever you though of asking Levi for help. That’s cause, you felt quite shy and nervous whenever approaching the great strong captain solider that everyone talks about! “Hey. From now on, come to me for help. Alright?” He would say after giving you a pat on your shoulder. Even thought he liked you a lot, he actually really cared for you and would actually be happy if you did end up asking for his help, that would boost his ego and he would literally do it right away.

Whenever the scouts took breaks as they moved forward in the formations during an expedition. Levi would look for you, for Y/N only, and when he finds them, he would go on and telling them if they made sure they were alright and reminding them if they had their things. He would also ask if they were feeling alright and if they were too afraid after seeing so many titans. Levi would reassure them that he would be there by their side to support them and whenever Y/N heard that, it would be heartwarming, and this made them move on with their mission.

Whenever Y/N was shaken up after seeing a titan eating their comrades, or their comrades dying before their eyes, or experiencing something unpleasant. Levi would notice that quickly and he would observe how it would make Y/N feel shocked and upset, unable to think calmly and clearly. Levi would approach his crush and comfort them that things would be fine. And, Levi would definitely then allow their crush (who they are the only people who can do that) to hug him as they leave their face in his shoulder, and if they needed to cry, he would be there for that too and comfort you in his own way hugging you back tightly and ruffling their hair to calm them down. Levi would be glad how they survived and they are now alive, around his arms finally.

Levi would offer them water during the expedition usually, he wants to make sure their crush is hydrated and that also he would pack you up with some goods and snacks. “Tch, just take them.” He would say as you hesitantly accepted his kind offer. Levi would literally spend 30 minutes getting all the necessary things you would need and pack them up for you. He gives you things filled with love and care.

And, if you did happen one day running out of snacks to eat, he would offer you his snacks and make sure you eat it all before he leaves.

His crush would apologize and feel real bad if they messed up on something during a mission, such as incorrectly shooting the wrong signal flare or not shooting it on time whenever they were under stress or nervous during a situation. But, Levi would actually be chill and calm about it and say, “Oi, Don't worry about it. It’s alright.” He would say as he ruffed their hair, and everyone there would be shocked cause if it were a different person he would go mad.

At the beginning, he would would try and tell you not to come to the expeditions that seemed too risky and leave it to him, but obviously he knows that you would no and you would then say to him, “I can’t help it, I want to come and be by your side and help out.” And that, left Levi being a blushing mess. He admired your confidence, and how you were willing to do this all for him and that made him feel loved. He then would reassure you that he would be protecting you throughout the mission. “I want to protect you.” and when you questioned why only you, he would go silent and leave the scene, making you wonder.

Levi would definitely have an aid kit ready with him, whenever he saw you injured or needed some bandages, expect him to have that ready for you, and even do it for you himself. He would do it and his excuse would be that he would do a better job on patching you up, but you knew he just wanted to help you and he actually would be worried if the injury was deep or serious.

If you had a small cut on your finger or the palm of your hand, Levi would make sure to also patch that up for you. If you insisted saying you could do it yourself or saying that it was not a big deal, he would then say to you in a caring tone but having his serious stoic expression, “Your hand. Now.” You resist and give in while holding out your hand to him. After he puts a bandage on it, he would gently hold your hand with both of his hands and then say, “Please, be careful.” In such a low tone, and if you have missed that, you would probably not have heard it.

And, after an expedition one day, when you went to his office to give him some tea you have prepared. He was silent, and Levi was pretty down when you saw him. When he noticed your presence, his expression then would go soft and quickly get up, hugging you, and this would shock you because Levi would never do something like that suddenly. But, that evening after that expedition, he was really emotional and he just wanted to hold what was dear to him, which was you. Y/N. “I wish I didn’t feel like this every time you leave my side.” He would utter in a sad tone, and you would be there caressing his back and also the back of his head, caressing his undercut which would make him relax and give out a soft sigh.

And before expeditions, Levi becomes a bit clingy and needy in nights a day before, and he would show some affection towards Y/N. Such as slightly holding and caressing your hand, trying to feel your warmth as much as possible to keep him calm, your presence meant the world to him and he loved every bit of time you spent with him. “Hey, promise me you won’t do anything stupid?” He would ask you a lot of questions too and you would have to be there, reassuring him that you wouldn't leave his side and hold his hand back firmly, meaning every word you say to him which will make him feel relieved, how he knows you won’t leave him and sacrifice yourself.

Whenever the scouts are ready to leave and get outside the walls to start the expedition, Levi would check all your gear if they were functioning, and in a good condition, and makes sure your gas is filled up too.

Levi would also take care of your horse and make sure it was strong and stable enough to help you throughout the journey. If you somehow lost your horse, he would give you his horse instead (and he would only do that to someone he really trusts and cherishes) and he would just use his ODM gear. “I’ll meet you ahead, alright?” He would say and proceed ahead, making sure there is no titan in sight and if there was, he would kill it. He was on his full protective mode every time you were in missions with him.

If you were in a different part of the formation, he would ask someone in that formation you were at, and tell them to update them about Y/N and order them to protect and support Y/N.

Levi would often get side-tracked, thinking of you quite a lot and more than usual, and Erwin would pick that up and say with a smirk, “Don’t worry, they will be fine Levi. Believe in them.” Erwin would say randomly and that would make Levi shocked, thinking how the hell did he even know he was thinking of Y/N.

Overall, the man is the only one out there in the expedition who is ready to risk his life, support you and help you in anyway he can and with his power and strength he would be your guard, and secretly also admire you from afar during expeditions and think how he wants to be near you and just hold your hand.

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sakusasbunny · 4 years

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𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬.

ahhhh ok so this was just supposed to be a drabble but i got carried away. i love ukai sm <3

anon: Ok so um I was thinking about ukai and how I'd like for him to grind at me with his big cock at the store like imagine you go everyday and it's obvious you both want each other until one day he can't take it anymore 😫 he probably isn't even wearing boxers under his sweats

pairing: ukai x reader

cw: smut, slight dub-con, public sex, a bit of degredation (tell me if there’s anything else i missed)

wc: ~1.3k

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You reached for the snack on top of the shelf, arching your feet to give yourself a boost up. Feeling around for the bag, you grunted in frustration. Just as you were about to give up, you felt a large hand on the small of your waist.

“I got that for ya, sweetheart,” A low voice whispered in your ear, he was so close that you felt his warm breath fan against your cheek and his lips against the shell of your ear. You looked behind you to find Ukai who’s already grabbed the bag.

“Ukai~” You purred, “Thank you.”

“Mhm… Of course,” He still hasn’t moved from his position behind you even after he’s handed you your snack. In fact, his other hand seemed to have also found itself on your waist, his thumbs gently caressing you, “How we doin’ today?”

It’s been like that for months. ever since you started frequenting his store on your way back from work, you both have been in this... flirty trance just waiting for the other to break and give in. Teasing touches lingered as you both seem to push the boundaries everyday. Neither of you would secede, however. It was almost as if it was some unspoken bet between the two of you. Whoever gave in first was the loser, and you were both determined to get the other to break. To beg for it.

“‘M doing fine,” You pretended to be interested in the products in front of you trying to ignore the feeling of his heavy cock on your ass. The thin material of his gray sweatpants did nothing to hide him as he shamelessly grinded against you. It also didn’t help that you knew he didn’t wear any underwear. It’s not like he told you he didn’t but the distinct outline of his shaft that strained against his sweats was obvious as he walked leisurely around in his store.

“And how are y-” He cut you off by pressing his warm lips on the junction of your neck. You let out a small hum in pleasure, “What are you doing?”

“C’mon, don’t play dumb. I know you want this just as bad as I do, sweetheart,” He whispered against your flushed skin as he trailed hot kissed down your neck. You couldn’t help but lean your head back on his shoulder and open your neck to him as you moaned slightly. Ukai took that as an invitation to continue. Taking one hand off your waist, he slid them down to your dripping cunt.

“Would ya look at that?” He pulled himself away from your neck to admire your juices on his fingers, “Fuckin’ soaked for me.”

Feeling yourself go red, you could only whimper in embarrassment as he eyed his fingers. Ukai pulled them apart and watched as your juices formed strings across his fingers connecting them.

He brought his wet fingers closer to your face and placed them on your bottom lip, lightly tugging for you to open them. You parted them slightly and that was enough for Ukai to shove them in your mouth.

Swirling your tongue around his fingers, you moaned at the taste of yourself, “Mmm... that’s it. Get it real nice and wet for me, baby.”

Ukai watched you from behind as you sucked on his fingers. He couldn’t help his cock from pulsing at the sight. You were so fucking hot. And he’s been holding himself back for months now. He’d spent countless nights with his cock wrapped around his hand picturing it was your sloppy pussy he was fucking, and now he can have you.

He took his fingers out of your mouth with a pop and travelled back down to your cunt. You’d gotten even wetter now almost soaking through your underwear. He slid his fingers across your folds gathering even more of your slick before teasing at your hole. Circling around it, he pressed the tip of his finger in.

You couldn’t help but let out a stuttering breath when he pushed two of his thick fingers in. Your legs would’ve buckled if it weren’t for his other arm pressing you against his hard chest.

“F-fuck~ please,” You whimpered as he curled fingers inside you. You arched your back but he kept you in place.

“What do you want, baby?” You could almost sense the smirk that graced his lips, “You want this fat cock in your cunny?” He slipped his fingers out and slapped your pussy causing you to stifle a groan.

“Mm- h-hahhh~ yes, please,” Months of teasing had reduced you to a pathetic, whimpering mess. One so desperate that you were begging out in the open. But he finally gave in as he started pulling your pants down, just enough so that he could push his tip in.

You had to suppress the scream that tore through your throat. The hand that you had used to cover your mouth only muffled your moans a little bit.

Ukai started at an unforgiving speed. Each thrust was enough to push you forward into the shelves rattling it so hard that some things have already started to fall. It was lucky that you came by when the story was empty.

But just as your luck would have it, the bell on the door chimed signaling customers. Ukai’s hips stilled as he looked back to see who it was, “Alright, we’re gonna have to make this quick, sweetheart,” He whispered low in your and before you could protest his hips continued its rapid pace, battering your cervix with each thrust.

“U-ukai, stop- fuck- we’re gonna get caught,” Your words fell on deaf ears as he only pounded into you harder. A slew of moans and curses left your lips.

“The only way we’re going to get caught is if you don’t shut your goddamn mouth, slut,” Your pussy trembled at his demeaning tone, “Unless you do want that,” He slowed his pace and wrapped a big hand around your throat tilting your head back to force eye contact. You could only shake your head ‘no’ in a promise to keep quiet.

It didn’t take much longer as you neared your orgasm. The way Ukai angled his cock inside you, his hand on your throat almost enough to cut off your oxygen, and the feeling of absolute risk was pushing you towards the edge.

They were so close, only an aisle away, and it would only take one moan to slip past your lips before they’d come around and investigate the noise. The thought of getting caught as the owner slammed his cock deep inside your hole only spurred you on more.

Ukai felt your syrupy walls flutter around him as you squeezed his cock of its milk. With your back arched, your mouth opened in a silent scream as the blinding pleasure overtook you.

As your cunt convulsed around him, Ukai couldn’t help but shoot ropes of his hot cum inside you, coating your walls sticky with his seed. He bit on the fabric of your shoulder to keep himself from groaning as he continued fucking his load into you.

Your legs trembled as they struggled to keep you upright, choosing to grip on Ukai’s forearm for support. You tried keeping quiet as the both of you took in deep breaths of air, worn out from your escapade.

A ding came from the call bell at the front register, “I’ll be right there!” Ukai called out. He slowly slipped out of your gaping hole, stretched out by his cock, and admired the white, viscous liquid that threatened to drip down to his floor. But before it could, Ukai tugged on your underwear and pulled them back up to your waist.

“Try not to make a mess, hm?” He said as he adjusted himself back inside his sweats. He gave you a chaste kiss on the cheek and a slap on the ass before calling out,

“I’ll see you tomorrow, sweetheart.”

#☁️.reqs #tw! dub con #tw! exhibitionism #haikyuu smut #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu ukai #hq smut #hq x reader #hq ukai #ukai keishin x reader #ukai x reader #keishin ukai #ukai keishin #ukai x y/n #ukai scenario #ukai smut #— my works

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mitraavrs · 2 years

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i realize a lot of people could just right click save and print my art when i post it online but like i put a lot of work into it so if u like my art and ONLY if u can afford it please maybe consider donating to my ko-fi :] or check out my INPRNT store

INPRNT : https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/mikabilis_art/

also if u could signal boost this cause im tryna move away from my abusive mother that would help a lot , thank you <3

#my kofi #signal boost please

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farfrompleasant · 3 years

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I posted 6,544 times in 2021

51 posts created (1%)

6493 posts reblogged (99%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 127.3 posts.

I added 71 tags in 2021

#lmao - 10 posts

#lmaoo - 10 posts

#lmfaoo - 8 posts

#i hate it here - 8 posts

#thank you for the ask ♥︎ - 8 posts

#lmaooo - 7 posts

#lmfaooo - 7 posts

#thanks for the ask♥︎ - 5 posts

#it be like that - 4 posts

#if you can please donate or signal boost - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 137 characters

#there’s a couple of people i had not mentioned only because i felt like i over did the tagging just know i see y’all and i love y’all too

My Top Posts in 2021

F, G, R, U for the ask thing 😄

Favorite song:

Good at:

I wouldn’t say good, but I’m decent at color pastel drawings.

Reason to smile:

This one is hard, but my reason to smile is because I’m seeing progress in my mental health and overall activity.

U-3 biggest wishes?

I wish to adjust to my current situations.

I wish to get better so that nobody worries about me all too much.

I wish that you all would be more mindful towards yourselves. (It’s not corny, y’all are your biggest critics/bully sometimes)

4 notes • Posted 2021-07-16 21:19:44 GMT

It was perfect. He was perfect … ☺️

8 notes • Posted 2021-07-03 07:03:47 GMT

I think I’ll be taking a bit of time off of here... see you all soon enough.

14 notes • Posted 2021-06-02 16:48:48 GMT

I want to be emotionally spoiled. Period.

16 notes • Posted 2021-03-19 22:51:22 GMT

I don’t know why but I felt like it...

Is this a photo dump? Hardly.

22 notes • Posted 2021-04-20 02:08:16 GMT

Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →

#my 2021 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #Spotify #I’m squawking but I stand by this top 5 #periodt

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winterrhayle · 4 years

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ok, some of u have probably noticed by now that tegan has deactivated her account (@lethughandsimonkiss) and she sent me this to explain why: (everything in italics was written by tegan)

There are things more important than what I'm upset over. Tumblr really isn't a great place anyway. And when you just get buried beneath it, it doesn't help anything. There are so many things dying on it, i wont be surprised if Tumblr deletes itself in two years. The sharing of content is too much all in itself. I think you guys already know about that. I didn't even know what i was doing on tumblr, i was just there to have fun.

But the more time i spent on it, the more it seemed it didn't matter. I wanted to apart of the Renegades fandom. And the only i came apart of it was the reblogs right? People starting seeing what i did, and you accepted me. That was cool. I mean, yea i wanted to popular like the big blogs but i was never gonna get there. That was fine with me until i had to learn about how tumblr worked. That caused me stress. I started just wandering around tumblr, dead minded. Eventually that writers stand thing happened and it took a lot out of me. I didn't really participate but i did take the time to reflect on why i was even on tumblr.

I suppose its just some people i cant be in the same room with.

I cant really consider what is fair and what isnt. I mean i guess it sucks when something you work hard on basically gets shit on. Was it fair? Not really, no actually. Was it really something to delete your account over? No, it wasn't (keeping in mind this isn't really what i deleted it for) But when you really try to reach just to get shot down, you can't help but think about it right? I couldn't help it. Yes, it was stupid but i wasn't expecting it to blow up like that

. It just discouraged me from everything. I was trying so hard for something that was never gonna happen. Sure, i was holding a grudge. But the damage is done. And it sucks. I just want to be able to enjoy something without someone going all uwu on me. Its disappointing. I was disappointed in this more than angry( even if i seemed to come off as angry). I thought fandoms were supposed to be fun spaces, not something you dread over. I know i seem bitchy about this one thing, but it just sucks, ok? It made ALOT of questions run through my head nonstop. I want to be able to forget about it.

it's actually more things i just cant deal with. I could tell you more reasons but i dont wanna keep your time more than i already have. Tumblr has actually caused me more pain than comfort, even when i was just sitting there, watching y'all argue over generally nothing. Maybe some time, this or next week (if im lucky that is) i can make a new account and start fresh. Without grudges, no regrets, and no jealousy or whatever. Maybe my therapy will fix that. I know it seems dumb to mention therapy over fucking tumblr but my first session actually explained alot, (about me dreading, not being able to sleep, the questions) I guess deleting it was a first small step. And i will say goodbye (at least for this moment) with this : You can still support each other. Just enjoy each others presence. Encourage each other. Make their time as worthy as yours. Please. Its actually not that hard. It doesn't really contradict anything.

So if you wanna talk to me: insta: capsnhoodies, ao3:mangoesntangoes

I still post to insta( cuz i fuck around on my stories), and i like to post fics on ao3 cuz Tumblr eats them.

Thanks for everything anyway <3 Hope to get back to you all soon

she’d rly appreciate it if u signal boosted this so i’m gonna tag a bunch of ppl to spread it round

@honey-harper-official @furryevanderwade @cerenoya @thepurpledragon4444 @sanktaleksander @emybain @cinderswrench @scxundress @jacihayle @half-heaven @cindersnightmare @strawberry-seraph @novas-tunnel-of-anxiety @blackpercyjckson @girlfriendisthemoon @novas-egg-beater @creampuffqueen @its-liiinh-cinder-official @healing-winston-pratt @alecjamesartino @teawithhoneyharper @queen-of-self-love @ohmyskies @pjo-and-jollof-rice @ztomazhipsclato @bisexualnovaartino @lavenderbloo @screennamealreadyused @peoplecallmeginger @idkchatie @emmabookworm08 @angstycatthatlikestea (sorry if i missed anyone)

#tegan tag

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buckyssoul · 5 years

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thank you all so much for following me!!!!! im genuinely surprised that there are 1,000 people willing to put up with my bullshit on a daily basis. i don’t know a better way to celebrate there being 1K members of Raenation than a good ol’ fashion writing challenge!

Rules:

you don’t have to be following me to join but it would be dope if you did

reblog this post! (even if you can’t/ don’t want to join, a signal boost would be amazing <3)

this is a marvel only writing challenge

all ‘character x reader’ or ‘character x character’ pairings are fine as long as it’s legal (i.e. no incest, underage, or rape/ non con- i do Not vibe)

smut, angst, fluff- it’s all welcome! however,, sorry to be so picky but no sad endings. this bitch has Depression issues and Cannot handle angsty endings :/

any possibly triggering situations must be listed in your warnings. only trigger that is absolutely not allowed is cheating, again sorry to be so strict, but it will send me into a full blown mental breakdown and we just can’t be having that.

there is no word requirement or limit, but if you go over 500 words please use the keep reading feature or i will not reblog it

tag your piece with Rae Hit 1K Challenge and @ buckyssoul in the A/N

if i don’t interact with your post after two days, message me! (it’s possible it could have gotten lost in my notifications)

the due date is Friday, Nov 13, 2020 (this is flexible though!)

This challenge has 2 parts*

Part One: select an AU or a Trope-

Alternate Universes:

Mob [1/2]

Vampire [2/2]

Biker [1/2]

A/B/O [0/2]

Cop/ Detective [0/2]

College [2/2]

God/Goddess [2/2]

Soulmate [1/2]

Single Parent [2/2]

ER / EMT/ Fire Fighter [1/2]

Tropes:

fake dating [1/2]

there’s only one bed [2/2]

they were roommates [0/2]

wrong number [1/2]

huddling for warmth [0/2]

enemies (to friends) to lovers [2/2]

sex pollen [1/2]

touch starved [1/2]

they were neighbors [1/2]

love at first sight [0/2]

Part Two: Select a quote from this list, or allow me to assign you a random one!

Quotes:

“oh shit, i think i’m in love” @versdan w/ carol danvers

“who told you that this was a good idea?” @whatcouldgowrong-ohthat w/ bucky, single parent au

“i’ve been called worse by my own mother, so you’re going to have to do better than that” @empyreanwritings w/ sambucky, god/goddess au

“you don’t owe me anything, least of all an explanation for your absence” @xbuchananbarnes w/ bucky, vampire au

“you and i have very different definitions of fun” @clarkimagines w/ {surprise pairing}, enemies (to friends) to lovers

“on the list of ‘things i don’t need,’ your shit is at the top” @itsunclebucky w/ mobster!Bucky

“are you happy now?” @marvelouslytrekking w/ {surprise pairing}, fake dating

“as long as i’m here, no one can hurt you” @iced-capsicle w/ bucky, vampire au

“why are you the way that you are?” @starktonyx w/ bucky or steve, firefighter au

“i will no longer allow my soul to be a food source for your parasitic ego”

“holy shit! you scared the hell out of me”

“i will literally do anything you ask as long as you promise to shut up” @averyrogers83 w/ {surprise pairing}, college au

“i love you more than pooh loves honey” @fangirlextraordinaire w/ tony or sam, single parent au

“why has god forsaken me” @blueberrythor w/ bucky, touch starved

“you’re what i need” @that-damn-girl w/ {possible foursome}, sex pollen

“i’m gonna go sleep for four days straight” @tenderlybarnes w/ bucky and/or sam, college au

“what’s yours is mine and what’s mine is also mine” @nekoannie-chan w/ steve or rumlow

“do you ever get tired of hearing yourself speak?” @bakerstreethound w/ Dr.Strange, enemies (to friends) to lovers

“i still want you by my side” @mycupoffanfiction w/ biker!Bucky

“i never thought it was possible for me to hate someone this much” @xetoilerouge w/ bucky, they were neighbors

“time to nut up or shut up”

“how do you even keep all your lies straight?”

“i have never met someone more ridiculous than you in my entire life” @spidey-babe-parker w/ {surprise pairing}, god/godess au

“knowledge is power, and power corrupts. so study hard and be evil”

“you know what, never mind. it’s not important” @shield-agent78 w/ {surprise pairing}, there’s only one bed

“all i’m asking is for you to trust me” @firefly-in-darkness w/ {surprise pairing}, wrong number trope

“for the love of god and all that is holy”

“it’s time to stop”

“what can i do to fix this?” @writingsoftheloser w/ {surprise pairing}, soulmate au

“oh sorry, i didn’t see you there” @lailannajacobs w/ bucky or loki, there’s only one bed

i want to take this time to be mushy and talk about how much i love this environment and the marvel fandom here on tungle. everyone i’ve met has been overwhelmingly kind and inviting. i have made some of my greatest friends here and i could not imagine my life without them. 😭💕 i am so lucky to have stumbled into this place nearly 2 years ago and found the amazing friends i did. thank you all for being on this journey with me. i love u 🥺🥰

my babies: @legendaryloki @gee-birdie @empyreanwritings @if-n0t-l8ter-when @mycupoffanfiction @versdan @fadingcoast @captainstevedoritorogers @writingsoftheloser @stanning-seb @greyishmilk @cuddlememerrick @odinsion @xxxtwilightaxelxxx @slowly-writing @sebs-nose @barnesnroses @suz-123 @loricameback @spidey-babe-parker @honeyvbarnes @itsunclebucky @bakerstreethound @sebastiansloserclub @daenyara @wintersxsoul

#RaeHit1KChallenge #i have 1000 followers #thank you all so much #i might Cry #Rae Hit 1K #marvel writing challenge #please signal boost #i'll love you forever #mostly #bucky x reader #content #i am Not ashamed #okay i'll shut up now #i love you all sm #updated 05/01/20

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shadowstalker21 · 4 years

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A cry for help.. pls read.. this involved 3 million lives

WARNING -- GRAPHIC IMAGES AHEAD.

PLS READ THIS IF U CAN. 3 MILLION LIVES ARE INVOLVED AND 20-30 TEENAGERS HAVE ALREADY COMMITTED SUICIDE.

I’ve seen a lot of posts on Tumblr about protests around the world and everyone usually supports them. Pls take some time to read this too and spread this as much as you can too. It’s a long post, but 3 million and probably a lot more lives are involved in this since this virus spreads so fast.

India records 70k cases daily which is one of the highest rates worldwide. Our parliament is closed, public transports are closed, lockdowns are still there in many states. But the govt has decided to conduct two exams -- JEE and NEET which are for engineering and medical degrees respectively. A total of 3 million students give these exams every year. They have been postponed 2-3 times already but our plea to postpone them again was rejected in supreme court, who gave us a total of 4 MINUTES to present our case

I’ll list some of the things that have happened since then:

20-30 kids have committed suicide out of mental stress, and others have been talked out of it. I have myself seen a tweet of a girl with her wrists slashed talking about how depressed she is feeling.

Students are active on twitter daily , from 9 am, well into 3 am in the night. Thats 18 hours of tweeting. We get 5 million tweets everyday.

Our tweets are being mass reported by the government which leads twitter to delete them.

Some private institutes, who train students for these exams, have been identified as being the lobbies for these exams to be conducted. WhatsApp chats with their senior members have surfaced saying they bribed govt officials with 25 crore rupees = 3.38 million dollars.

Students have gone on hunger strikes. Peaceful protestors have been beaten by the police with sticks

Note -- these were all peaceful protests. No violence was done at all.

https://twitter.com/i/status/1298937563848138753

Check out this video which nearly brought tears to my eyes. Hear their screams as the police beats them brutally. And note how they were all just sitting down in protest.

Some more things

Many politicians, journalists, celebrities and activists from around the world have come out in our support, including Greta Thunberg.

Our education minister is spreading lies that students want exams, when every poll conducted on twitter or buy news websites has shown overwhelming majority (always 90%+) in favor of postponement.

These are the conditions in other government exams in 2020:

As you can see there is no social distancing.

COMEDK exam had 57 deaths, 5k+ corona cases and 8k+ quarantined

Floods are going on in many states

People have water inside their homes. Upto just below their knees. Centres of examinations have been alloted 200-300 kms away. How can they reach centres without any public transport?

Our country has a lot of poor students. How will they manage to travel so far? Or stay in different cities while taking care about this shitty virus?

Protests are being ignored.

Tweets are being deleted.

Students are committing suicide

I urge you all, all of tumblr, you all are very supportive and empathetic towards the issues of anyone anywhere.

Pls support us

Go on twitter.

Search for the hashtags like #postponejeeneet_today, or #rise_againstexamsincovid, or #neet_jee, #jee_neet.

We use new hashtags everyday so pls DM me for more information.

The first exam is on Sept 1

We desperately need all the support we can get

This post is getting too long so i am ending it right here. If this gets some response I will make a new one with more details about the govt’s cruelty and the mental health issues all this is causing to students (I myself had to convince 2 guys to not commit suicide)

Please help.

Please. And if you cant, please signal boost this. I know this isnt well written or catchy with font formattings and stuff but all this is making me very very stressed too and I dont have the energy to do that now.

Please respond to this and help as much as u can. Just tweet for us and ask ur friends and anyone with any connections to tweet for us.

Thanks

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poetic-beats · 5 years

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You'll be ok. If you feel your not, You can talk to me. Take care of yourself.

Thank you so much <3 I am just overwhelmed by everything right now. Like my partner having no job by January. My mental health. My physical health like this year so far I’ve been told I have CNS dysfunction and FGID. I am being tested for Celiac. Oh and they found cysts on my ovaries then they tested and said it wasn’t what it could’ve been and now because of issues I’ve had my female GP who handles my contraception which is due up in January wants me to have another uhh thing to check the cysts and have another blood test because turns out I could actually have it..and it could affect my chances to have children naturally - I know what it was like for my mum she has the same condition and so if i have it I’m scared even though things are different now they know more and have better options its still like D: It is like seriously though I’ve got two new things wrong with me although they havent yet like found the cause of the CNS dysfunction all the specialist could say is I hit some markers for Fibromyalgia but not enough but in her medical professional opinion I do have some form of CNS dysfunction but just not likely fibromyalgia my mum took me to see this specialist first purely because she has Fibro herself so she thought well lets start with an appointment with a rheumatologist who would like be able to check for fibro and a few other condtions. So I kinda need to like now see I think the next step is a neuropsychologist but like I’ve been so stressed and ill right now trying to fight for my mental health treatment/therapy so I’ve not been like exactly thinking about making appointments for the CNS stuff. But it is impacting me it makes me get involuntary like twitches/jerks it feels like a jolt like a little electric jolt i guess down my body but not painful as such but it just makes my body go like suddenly my arms jerked to the left or Ive thrown the food in my hand across the room because my arm/wrist/hand w/e has suddenly twitched or w/e but sometimes i get the like electric like w/e feeling its hard to explain it like across my whole body from my head to my toes and at that point it can lead to me just sort of on and off twitching a bit more like less aggressively but more often in a space of time i usually end up sleeping it off so idk really I pretty much just always pass out asleep when I get that kind of feeling. And like I wanna do stuff to like help ease his worries about money and the burden on him to support us financially and support me emotionally. But I’m not fit to work like not even a minor part time job really because I’d be so unreliable with the way my body is. I am also affected by sensory issues and other things so it’s just not I couldnt realistically right now engage in work for someone. So I am trying to do like online things but I don’t...I...just I am getting kinda overwhelmed by that too. Cos I dont know where to start what to do. Like I do but I dont you know? I mean...idk...Ive sold 3 pairs of sloth socks which was cool in the past like 2 weeks or is it 3 now since like i started like really seriously uploading to redbubble like before that I kept like uploading then removing my designs trying out different sites and so on I was trying to figure it out but I do now have it kinda figured out so that’s something. But now its like I’ve gotta get people to my freakin’ redbubble and its hard cos how an earth do i drive people to check out my store from the millions of others on the site. But also like I dont wanna like.. Idk I feel like and even though I have explained my situation on here I still kinda feel like I try to do it in a like not serious asking for help way in that i dont want it to come off as idk like I dont wanna be that person where its like i dont wanna be coming off as oh please help me feel sympathy towards me and feel sorry for me or pity me bs. I dont wanna be like appearing to be all I’m in desperate need pls help signal boost or buy to support me. Cos I’m not you know I have my parents to help we’ll be moving back in hopefully before xmas where I won’t have to pay rent. For me this is more about you know when my parents aren’t there I need to have an income for me and my partner hes disabled too...so full time jobs for the both of us is not likely especially if his EDS (edlher danlos syndrome) gets worse ya know? So I suppose my worries arent like of imminent threat of anything but more like in the future we’ll be fucked if i cant set down the foundations now for the potential for a long term income from various online strategies. But just even thinking about the future and that far ahead fucking terrifies me. Not only because of all this but because I never really thought about the future I didnt see one for myself as far as I was concerned I’d be dead or I’d be just...idk I couldnt even imagine a future or if I thought I’d make it I wouldnt really care you know because I didnt have like that light in me to want to live so it wasnt like I wanted to survive and thrive and i couldnt see a ‘happy ending’ for myself and now i can and I want to make that come true but of course its a bit hard to envisage a nice happy future with Kade when literally everything depends on having money to eat and have a roof over our heads etc and its just..UGH

I feel like trash too because I feel like my worth is valued by my output/labour and at the moment my output isn’t really bringing in cash right now so my output wouldnt exactly be deemed as ‘good’ idk its just weird its not like an I feel worthless thing like depression low self esteeem shit its more just a sort of social cultural consensus/belief that is ingrained that we are not really worth anything unless we’re contributing to society i.e working , paying taxes and buying things to reinvest in our economy etc etc..everything is about how much a human is worth in value of £ssss to big corporations and governments and rich people and idk its just like...they do have a point you know i cant just sit around and not do anything to contribute..because..then i feel like you know im not ‘sick enough’ to warrant that so im just in this limbo i guess completely self enforced by my mind which just makes it all the stupider but it is what it is. Venting this out has helped clear my mind some cos i mean at least its now out there in this void than just bouncing around my brain. Its why i write poetry too I guess idk why I just feel a release less tension SOMETIMES not all the time but sometimes it can help ease even if only slightly the chaos of my mind to just get it out there whether by chatting in person or writing it out like this just having it out there venting to someone or on a blog where people will read knowing like its not isolated within you still its relieving sometimes. So thanks for messaging me! I hope you are having a good day so far! Idk timezones or where u r so it could be early there for you maybe your day is just starting..who knows! Its 2:37pm where I am right now though so I need to work or try to...(yet again me feeling if i dont work constantly I be like failing at life) lol

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jewels2876 · 6 years

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MY WRITING CHALLENGE

700 Followers Unite!! I am ETERNALLY grateful for all my followers - it’s hard to believe I haven’t even been on here a year too

So let’s have a writing challenge!

DA RULES:

Participate by... Asks only please! Give me your song, prompt, or word along with your pairing

Dates: single so sure! Oh right! Yeah let’s start… 3/1/19

Final submission date: 6/1/19

Who you can write for … anyone! I’m a Marvel blog who reads SPN from time to time - but I’m open to reading just about anything, so when in doubt ASK! Any AU, trope, angst, fluff, smut, just write it - be brave! The song list is female-centric but this challenge is NOT.

**Stipulations**

Use Warnings! 18+ should be clearly defined, which means anyone under 18 getting caught not obeying warnings will be dismembered - kidding, but banning seems like a reasonable alternative and reporting if it gets crazy

No underage shenanigans - if you write smut, no de-aging to pair up the young’uns Peter, Shuri, Gwen Stacy, or Miles Morales

Speaking of smut, I’m not going to say no to it (I read it too) but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be 18+ to write and use your warnings for all triggers (if it’s a spoiler, please use your tags!) - see above point about joking dismemberment

Word Count: no pressure but if you get over 500, please use the “Keep Reading Link” If it’s going to be part of a series, please make sure your prompt is used in chapter 1, not chapter 19

Format: I’m pretty flexible - the usual stuff: pairing, word counts, WARNINGS (can’t stress this enough!) - if you do a summary, you’re better than me! - if you just do an A/N it’s cool too!

Use the hashtag #julies1stwritingchallenge in the first 5 tags, and make sure to tag me @jewels2876 - crazily enough I’m working a Bingo card (or two!) I picked up, plus co-hosting #StarSpangledBingo AND this crazy little thing called life, so give me… 48 hrs if I haven’t reblogged or commented on your fic

Lastly, I have created this lovely document so no one gets lost and I can put together a beautiful masterlist once it’s all done! Here ya go!

I have plenty of prompts so let’s start with … 1 per person. If you finish and want to grab another one, go for it!

Song List:

Done. - The Band Perry

I’m Real - Jennifer Lopez

Make It Real - The Jets

I Think We’re Alone Now - Tiffany shield-agent78

Out of the Blue - Debbie Gibson

Just A Kiss - Lady Antebellum

I Don’t Believe You - P!nk

Confident - Demi Lovato nerdy-bookworm-1998

I Could Fall In Love - Selena

Tribe - Kim Viera

So What - P!nk

Breathless - The Corrs

S.O.S. - Rihanna

Since U Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Ain’t No Other Man - Christina Aguilera

Where Do Broken Hearts Go - Whitney Houston

Run the World - Beyonce

WIthout Love - Mindy McCready

Karma - Jessica Andrews

Paper Gangsta - Lady Gaga

You Learn - Alanis Morissette

Hands on You - Ashley Monroe

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne littlemarvelfics

Again - Janet Jackson

Express Yourself - Madonna

Hot n Cold - Katy Perry

Prompt List:

#1: “Hey… what’s wrong with your face?”

#2: “Um, sorry. That one’s not for sale.”

#3: “Ah yes, come in. Close the door behind you.”

#4: “Hi, I’m calling about your ad?” devilbat

#5: “Well aren’t you the cutest little thing?” jamesbarnesappreciationsociety

#6: “I haven’t tried this on a human yet, but it should be very similar.”

#7: “Sometimes I feel like she’s still at my side.”

#8: “According to this, you owe them eighty thousand dollars.”

#9: “What? I meant it as a compliment.”

#10: “You were in a crash. Can you tell me your name?” acreativelydifferentlove

#11: “Sir. This is for children only.”

#12: “That’s the nice thing about telling the truth. You don’t have nearly as much to keep track of.” sherrybaby14

#13: “Do you trust me?” thing-you-do-with-that-thing and maid-of-mourne-shore

#14: “Even if I could stop it, I wouldn’t.” wintersoldierswhore

#15: “She’s in the building.” nerdy-bookworm-1998

#16: “Never heard of that being used as a murder weapon before.”

#17: “My chances of living to a ripe old age are unfortunately excellent.”

#18: “Of course we’re best friends. No one else would put up with our shenanigans.”

#19: “I can’t believe I used to think he was attractive.”

#20: “Does he hit you?” ruckystarnes w/stucky - writing-for-a-chance

#21: “Well, that could’ve gone better.” 221bshrlocked

Word List:

Fault

Cimmerian

Leaves

Growl

Sometimes

Hero - lookwhatyoumademequeue

Dying

Halcyon

River

Style

Chocolate

Pyrrhic

Horizon

Simple

Scream

Dreams

Eavesdrop

Short

Inglenook

Seek messy-random-bitch

Friendship

Story

Photograph

Target

Cynosure

Tagging my list to join or just signal boost, please & thank you!

@patzammit @jamesbarnesappreciationsociety@sarahivi @thenormreedus @ticklikeabomb @xxloki81xx @woodworthti666 @greenarrowhead @lovely-dreamer19 @moonbeambucky @yafriendlyfangirl @lilyrosebae @after-avenging-hours @white-chocolate-mocha-fan @marvelc00kie35 @thejemersoninferno @lionheo04 @dewy-biitch @bitsandbobsandstuff @readitandweepfics @lokilvrr @lostinthoughtsandfeelings-blog @theimpossibleg1rl @princess-evans-addict @stuckyfox @4theluvofall @loricameback @moondancewrites @halcyonrogers @writing-for-a-chance @ruckystarnes @angryschnauzerwrites

@221bshrlocked @suz-123 @senorita-stucky @devilbat @jpat82 @caramell0w @spookyscaryskeletonsus @theoneanna @lilybellsworld @inlovewith3 @mrs-captain-evans @crazybutconfidentaf @nerdy-bookworm-1998 @sillyboyscomicsareforgirls @shield-agent78 @lokiandbuckyaremine

#julies1stwritingchallenge #my first writing challenge #sign ups #challenge sign ups #yes i'm a goof

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