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taegularities · 1 year

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#small rant :C #i'll delete this again v soon #but ugh why is it the time of the year again when existential crisis strikes the worst #like sometimes i rlly wonder if i'm wasting my time? or like i'm not doing enough #there are days when i'm just at home and feel SO unproductive but i'm in my mid-20s and then i think #maybe i should be doing MORE... maybe i should be doing smth more fulfilling #i just hate to only study/work/do daily life chores. it's gotten so boring i want to be more adventurous BUT UGH CAPITALISM #now that graduation's done i have less to do obviously but i genuinely always feel like i'm wasting my time and that i'll regret it one day #that i didn't use my youth more efficiently or in a better/funnier way #i feel like i didn't experience enough n it SUCKS #it just sucks feeling kind of worthless ughguhghghg #idk i usually don't vent about such things on here but i remember one anon once saying that #i listen to most people's rants so i should feel free to rant to u guys too which was so sweet so #i took the chance :C #but yeah u can ignore me too lmao i'll delete this soon 😭#personal #tdl

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jammyjams1910 · 11 months

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Jammy hates the heat

Watch them lose their sanity once again

Summer weather in England taking the absolute piss rn

#28°C is 82.4°F btw #jammyjams loses their sanity #jammyjams talks #jammyjams spills the tea #small rant #uk #uk weather #uk heatwave

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10piecechickenmcnugget · 11 months

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sketchbur

#remember my post about prelman wilbur? yeah #mcyt #dsmp #dream smp #10pieceart #c!wilbur #c!wilbur fanart #wilbur soot fanart #tee hee #I know no one cares but in my mind cwil has the head wings/feathery raptor tail thing that I always draw him with as well as rlly small #back wings but he hides the back wings like 99% cause they’re basically useless and inconvenient since he can’t fly #and he can hide his tail the only thing he can’t like shift away are the head wings #he hid his tail in pre-lmanberg times and when he was president for convenience -> ‘professionalism’ and stopped #in pogtopia and post revival cause he just didn’t have the energy to get rid of it (plus healing and getting over body issues post revival #but that’s a whole other thing)#also this is based on someone else hc but he hides his back wings so much that if he tried to get ‘em out again #he might just find that he can’t ^-^#WOW that was a rant I’ll be normal now (probably lying)

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mainenorth · 7 months

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Every couple months I get obsessed with Fortress Maximus for a bit. this one of those months.

#ignore the . at the end please #jacks thoughts from the moon #transformers #macadam #macadams #maccadam #maccadams #how many fucking c’s are in macadam??#fortress maximus #overlord x max shippers please don’t interact you guys are gross #proshippers fuck off #<- overlord x max shippers gotta be proshippers bro #it’s literally abuse #small rant #rant in tags

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illuminatedbyauroras · 8 months

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any time i eat “normally” (any meal that’s ~500 c4ls 💀) i get the overwhelming urge to thr0w up now. i told myself i wouldn’t develop m1a, but i did it a couple times and now it’s habitual. i need to stop.

#t41nsp0 #c 🌧#notprojustusingthetags #tw ana shit #only pro for tags #tw ana rant #th1n$po #🌧.txt #e 🌧#i want to be small #tw ana fast #tw edtwt #pro m1a #disordered eating mention #i wish i was skinnier #tw ana diary

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chaotic-good-fairy · 1 year

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hello everyone

this will be my last post here

i'm actively trying to recover, and i really want to recover for good this time

i had to eat normally because of my exams, and i think i have to take this opportunity to continue on my way to recovery

so yeah

#blue 🦋#🦋.txt #🦋 anon #c 🦋#i want to be small #th1gh gap #st4rv1ng #th1nsp11 #ed relapse #ed bllog #tw edd #tw ed diet #tw ed in the tags #tw ed rant #tw ed sheeran #tw ed vent

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please-picturemeintheweeds · 1 year

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It’s like that thing about not making self deprecating jokes bc it trains your brain to hate urself even if it’s a joke. Like I get the way language evolves and when everyone around you is making the same joke about being angry/hating Taylor for _____ (or being entitled to ______), it just creeps into the way we speak. I do it too sometimes! I want to stop! Is the world not mean enough!?

#c #okay I’m done ranting about this to my very small follower count lol

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sveltemoss · 1 year

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I would have tried harder if I knew we were being measured. I hate when it's a surprise.

I should be trying harder anyway

I'll make their measurements wrong. I'll be so much smaller. Fuck all the way off, "they always tell me I have a tiny waist" kys. Fr. All I get is "wow, long body" They'll all see. I'll make them worry.

#male ed #c🌧️#i want to be small #tw edd #ana male #bones speaks🫀#bones rants🫀#ed not ed sheeran #ana shit

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mejomonster · 1 year

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You know when your anxiety is so bad it's physically obvious :/

Yeah I have no idea how to unlearn that

#rant #was Harshly reminded recently that i still hunch my back and tilt my head like igor and try to look small #and do a fake smile that looks awkward (but pitiful so im hopefully not attacked more)#when im in an even remotely emotionally vulnerable sitatuon with new people #its so ugly. i know its ugly. i know if a stranger saw me theyd say HEY relax! stand up straight its okay! youre safe bro!#but here i am :c i swear i look normal and even sociable and confident when i am with safe friends or alone #but yeah i had to talk to some strangers ane be on public and i physically felt my body contorting to look small and twisted up almost like #its curling inward like a turtle. and even being AWARE of it i could not stop it #i do it in videos when nervous too. my shoulders hunch and my mouth starts moving only one side of it #so i talk in a peculiar way that i personally find so ugly and awkward but seems instinctive when strangers are looking #the other day i sat in q chair and felt myself contort i hate it. i want to make my body stop doing all of that!!!#but i dont know how!!!#i already have fairly low anxiety its not even like im real anxious! its just a physical ingrained habit from almost a decade ago!#when id feel Too Big then have public panic attacks. so i got super physically locked down and tried to phyiscally hide #to try and keep the panic attacks from being as highly visible

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anakinh · 1 year

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thought prompted by a caption on a gifset: ff7 remake aerith gainsborough saying stuff like “shinra isn’t the real enemy” and “the turks aren’t bad people”, while technically kinda true, is very much something a billion dollar company making NFTs and blockchain games would say and i fucking hate it

#oooh shinra isn't the real enemy the turks are good guys really~#okay first of all the turks are corporate hitmen. the turks are assassins for big oil.#second of all if you defeat sephiroth and shinra's still there your planet's STILL GONNA DIE AERITH #who MADE sephiroth aerith??? who made him??#me.txt #negativity #???#i guess there's just a lack of nuance. like. shinra and sephiroth can both be bad and both be enemies #the turks aren't fundamentally evil but they are still very much corporate hitmen #and realistically she's just saying that sephiroth is the greater threat at the moment and they can always deal with shinra later #but the way it's worded makes me so annoyed #i guess there's also a lot of minimizing shinra's bullshit both in fandom and in uh. crisis core.#and that annoys me #like people saying 'oh hojo's the worst guy in ff7! shinra's bullshit is because of him!' WHO FUNDED HIM #also i'm probably just salty and easily looking at the worst interpretation b/c of the squeenix nft bull #anyway the turks are hitmen for big oil and SOLDIER is a standing army for big oil that invaded a sovereign nation #all of them are war criminals and that includes zack end rant #okay negate that end rant #not that ff7 was ever a good corporate critique or ever a small indie game. remake actually added more nuance AND made shinra worse #but aerith saying that makes me fear for the next two(?) games #...ironically i think ff7 could've been a better (or at least more focused theme-wise) game without sephiroth or jenova #since they completely derailed the cyberpunk dystopia into cosmic horror #but i straight up would not've been interested in it #i guess sephiroth would've still been there but as their top enforcer instead of half cosmic horror.#i guess i would still be kinda interested in that

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itoshi-s · 1 year

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why wld lingerie brands only carry sizes up to 85c OR what's worse a b cup ..... this is ridiculous n makes me sad :<

#✧.* ʕ •ᴥ• ʔ zaria speaks #it's soooo annoying there's so many beautiful sets but i won't fit into any of them v_v #i heard intimmisimi or tezenis do it bc they're italian brands &&that's the size majority of italian women/afabs wear but ???#well if you're going international then maybe pls try to be actually inclusive ? lol #i can assure you that a c cup isn't actually as common as you'd think #you've just made afabs n women think that &now have them squeezing into bras a few sizes too small #sorri for ranting i'm just :x being bitter LOL

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multi-lefaiye · 2 years

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don’t trust anyone who tries to take a non-intersectional approach to serious issues and current events, especially if they try to insist race has nothing to do with it

#multi makes text posts #to clarify i'm white and do not claim to be an authority #but i know for a fact race is a huge factor that many people (read: white people) ignore a significant and discomforting amount #this especially comes to mind for me in regards to feminism #and how people act as if male privilege is universal and constant #and that men of color are 100% just as privileged as white men in every circumstance #when it comes to gender #and that is so fucking far from the case #privilege is not a points system where you automatically gain privilege for every group you fall into #ok sorry to go on a rant asdfjkl;#i don't want to speak over anybody but i saw a post that was making me think #b/c it was like someone saying that pointing out white feminism's problems is a 'distraction' from women's issues #and like. oh my god shut up #i will get off of my soapbox now #there are many people who have said this much more eloquently and with more depth than i have #but i wanted to make a small post about it #ask to tag #politics #i'm gonna have to come up with a better tag for more serious posts/posts about social issues in general

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thefactsofthematter · 2 years

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Spot really doesn't mean to eavesdrop, but the group of American athletes in front of him is not only walking at a snail's pace, but they're taking up the entire fucking sidewalk and talking ridiculously loud.

#olympic sprace!!!#ive hit a mental block on this one rn but i have a feeling my brain will recharge for a sports au soon #considering literally all i do these days is coach and train lol #seriously tho small tags rant but in the last 5 days ive spent 15 hours in the dance studio… which has no windows or a/c 🥵#im honestly dying a little lol #anyways #olympic au

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agayconcept · 3 months

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#aaaand this is why i've applied for extra help through disability for household chores #my mother threw a tantrum bc i ran out of clothes and needed to do a laundry #but bc i cannot carry the heavy bin up 2 flights of stairs and thru an extremely heavy door #that means she had to do it #so she just threw a bunch of shit in that i DID NOT want in there #and she shrunk and ruined my brand new 'Trans & Tired' t-shirt that cost me $35 #and i just looked it up and its gonna cost me nearly $48 to ship a new one to myself. for a tshirt. what the fucK dude #i am. So unamused #i do not have 50 bucks lying around for a fuckin shirt #and theres no chance in hell she'll offer to help w the cost like i woulda done if the situation was flipped #ughhhh #sorry i know this is such a minor problem comparatively but like.#a) she does this shit all the time out of spite and then throws her hands up when it results in consequences like this #b) that shirt was something i was saving up for for ages and qent to like 3 different markets in the hopes of getting in my size #bc its a small business owner and its limited quantities #c) this is once again why i wanna shake her by the shouldera when she complains that i requested outside assistance #this is why !!!#bc u refuse to help me with things and then when its unavoidable and u have to u throw a fit and end up ruining my clothes #or breaking my stuff or making the apartment inaccessible to me #and u rant and rave about having to do it for ages #only to then turn around and shout at me for trying to help w that by getting someone else in to assist me w laundry / cleaning etc #my guy #if i look up the word hypocrite on urban dictionary its just gonna be a picture of your face #*went *shoulders no i wont fix my typos im too annoyed to care #she knew that shirt was not to go in the laundry. we discussed it several times. but she got mad and put it in anyway #and now i have no shirt. cooool beans. this is why i cant have nice things #i am aware this is a very minimal problem in the grand scheme of things. but i was so excited to wear that shirt to an event next weekend #i rly was. but nooooope

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illuminatedbyauroras · 9 months

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i bought size 4 pants yesterday, and i can close them, but i didn’t realise they weren’t high waisted so they look so bad on me. but i can fit into them 😈😈😈

time to r3str!ct until they are loose.

#t41nsp0 #th1n$po #notprojustusingthetags #tw ana shit #only pro for tags #🌧.txt #e 🌧#c 🌧#tw ana rant #⭐️ve #⭐️ving #tw eating issues #i hate calories #i want to be small #i wanna be weightless

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peapeaprincess · 4 months

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it's 33°C / 92°F (per my old timey naval thermometer in my room) and i blame americans

#hot as fuck #im dying #global warming #its not my fault #its not fair #its not even funny #fix this #ok but seriously its just horrible that the coldest its been in my room over the past week or more is 29°C/84°F #this is the most uncomfortable ive ever been in my life and people will still tell me its not global warming #as if i didnt know for a fact that its never been this hot this consistently where i live before #and it definitely wasnt ever that hot 15 years ago #and to all you people who are like “oh its just 5 degrees hotter thats nothing”#first of all its more like 10°C/21°F so #consider committing #even 5°C constantly over several weeks is an insane amount of energy to be deposited into a body as small as mine #and not to mention the energy required to take that energy out again #5 fucking degrees is an insane temperature change #over the course of 12 hours thats the difference between cooking a plant alive and it being moist and cold to the touch #thats literally the difference between the WOODEN bench outside searing my skin and it cooling me down #rant post #rant in tags #crying #im not built for this #im not okay

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