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rqbossman · 1 day ago
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Hello! Apologies if this is a weird one, and I really hope that it doesn't feel overly intrusive.
Anyway, if I'm remembering correctly, you said today on the RQ anniversary stream that you use any pronouns, "feel free to change it up," at the start of the tabletop segment. Later on, someone did !alex in chat, though, and it said "(he/him)." Anyway, this isn't an issue or anything, but I wanted to ask for clarification, ig.
I've known some people who say "any pronouns," meaning they're alright with any, but usually default to one set, and I've met some who say "any pronouns," meaning they like to be called a wider variety and encourage people to mix them around. I think both are completely respectable, but if you're willing to say, do you have a preference between the two?
It's not my intention to stick a new label on you, or to force you to put one on yourself, let alone publicly, but I'm new to the streaming side of RQ, so just wanted to see if I had missed any context which you're comfortable with people knowing.
Apologies for the rough phrasing of this question, I hope it gets across what I mean to ask respectfully. I guess, like, would you consider yourself "he/him, but flexible," or more "any pronouns," or "all pronouns," or a whole different thing? And if it varies by context or moment, that's fine as well, but I get the feeling that you're aware of that. It's hard to categorize, but I feel like most people explain this stuff best in their own words, so while I want to give examples, like, I'm well aware that those aren't the only options and that identity is weird and often fluid.
Being concise isn't a strong suit of mine; in any case, thank you for all that you do. Ik I don't know you as a person, but from what I've seen, I do admire the changes you've created and fostered in the world, as well as your directed and written work. Would've loved to create a question about one of those, but honestly, I got anxious in the phrasing, so I'll leave it at asking about pronouns. Thanks again.
Congratulations and happy ten years!
Thanks for the kind words! Happy to clarify. I default to he/him but I mostly don't really care what people call me. I say "any" so people don't have to worry about misgendering me, not because I am desperate to be re-categorised or anything.
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wipbigbang · 2 days ago
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Snippet Submissions For WIPBB And WIPRB Are Live!
This is how snippet submission will work:
Fic snippet submissions and art snippet submissions will be on different forms, and both forms will be listed here in #announcements on the Discord as well as pinned under the pinned Schedule/FAQ post on Tumblr and pinned to the top of the Dreamwidth page as a separate post under the Schedule/FAQ (since a lot of you are on Tumblr I'm also going to have a post with the links I'll reblog every day the submissions forms are open, just in case people can't see the secondary pinned post).
Fic writers are to submit at least one but at max three snippets between 500 to 1500 words (if it goes over or under a bit that's fine). You may also submit them using Google Docsor Ellipsus (with the GDocs/Ellipsus option you can put all three snippets in one document and put the link in the first section and N/A in the other two sections, or you can do separate doc for each section and post each link in an individual snippets section...just make sure your artist can view them without haing to get your permission first!). The Google form collecting snippets does not italicize/bold/underline your text automatically when it's submitted; you can either use HTML coding to indicate where italicized/bolded/underlined text will be or submit it as a Gdoc link.
For those submitting art project snippets, you only have to supply one snippet to an image hosting service/YouTube/sound hosting service and provide a link to it, but you must provide the snippet when you submit the snippet form. If you want to provide more than one snippet you may, but it's not required.
Both snippet submission forms will be asking for general information about your fic/art project. You'll have two sections for content warnings (one for AO3's general warnings as a checkbox option and a section to write in any other warnings or things you want artists/writers to be aware of), a section for a summary of your project, the title, the rating and I think one other section. Please make sure to include all the fandoms your project is working in by FULL FANDOM NAME (not nicknames/abbreviations, as we use a script to put the claims forms together and I've got anywhere from 245 to 675 potential participants this round).
If you need to make any changes the the description info after you've submitted the form email the mods ASAP so I can edit the specific claims info in the spreadsheets we'll be generating before the claims list gets made via script. If you need to edit snippet stuff, email the mods with the subject line information listed in the first section of this post, as fic snippets will not be included in the claims listings (art/fanvid/filk snippets are included in the claims info so as I said before, you must include a snippet in your WIPRB form).
Any other questions you may have feel free to bring up in #mod-questions/asks/comments below. The form will stay open until midnight/early morning July 11th!
WIPBB Snippet Submission Form:
WIPRB Snippet Submission Form:
WIPBB Big Bang/Reverse Bang 2025 - Schedule & FAQ
Schedule
All times are by 11:59pm PST. Convert time zones.
Big Bang/Reverse Bang Sign-ups Begin- April 1st Big Bang/Reverse Bang Sign-ups Close- May 28th Big Bang/Reverse Bang Check In #1- May 22nd Big Bang/Reverse Bang Check In #2- June 15th Big Bang/Reverse Bang Snippets Due- July 1st Big Bang Art Claims/Reverse Bang Fic Claims Begin- July 17th Big Bang/Reverse Bang Check In #3- July 22nd Big Bang/Reverse Bang Check In #4- August 6th Big Bang/Reverse Bang Rough Drafts Due- August 15th Big Bang/Reverse Bang Posting Claims Begin- August 23rd Big Bang/Reverse Bang Posting Claims Ends- September 1st Big Bang/Reverse Bang Final Drafts/Art & Fic Due- September 7th Big Bang/Reverse Bang Posting Starts- September 8th
FAQ
What is the WIP Big Bang?
Good question! This is a Big Bang with one goal in mind: to clean out your fanfic drafts folder. These are stories that were unfinished for whatever reason, that authors returned to and completed, and the art that goes with them!
What is the WIP Reverse Bang?
It’s similar to the regular Big Bang, except it’s for artists to finish WIP artwork (either traditional art, digital art, fanvideos, fanmixes or filk) and get a fic in exchange of at least 2000 words.
Do I need a Livejournal/Dreamwidth/AO3/etc. account to participate?
No! You don’t have to have an account on anything to participate, though you will need to have somewhere to post your finished work. Having one or more accounts will help for you to follow what is going on with the bang (we crosspost to Dreamwidth and Tumblr and heavily use our Discord server at the moment), but they are not required to participate. You can always leave comments anonymously or with an opensource ID.
How many fics/art pieces can we sign up for?
We absolutely don’t mind multiple sign-ups; I know one year someone submitted 50 fics to finish, and got at least half of them done. We just ask that when you sign up with more than one fic/art piece you give each fic/art piece a unique user ID (please do not use the same ID for all your fics/art pieces...it’s important to have different IDs for the check-ins).
Will I get emails about the bang?
We do send out some emails, mostly for fic snippets and art/fic claims and to ensure communication between authors and artists, but please do NOT rely on getting an email to remind you of due dates. We currently do not keep an updated email list of participants, so we only send individual emails as needed rather than mass emails.
However, email is the fastest way to communicate with the mods. If you have any questions or are having trouble communicating with your artist/author, please do email us! We will do our best to respond quickly.
If you need a reminder about due dates, the FAQ/Schedule is pinned on top of the Tumblr and we use the Discord (which anyone can join) to remind participants of important dates.
What do you mean by minimum word count to enter the WIP Big Bang?
This is a WIP Big Bang, therefore we ask you to have at least 500 words of your story drafted when you enter.
Can an outline count towards those first 500 words that are needed at sign up?
We have admitted work on an outline before so yes, if your outline is fleshed out enough to cover a 7,500 word+ fic, we’ll allow it.
Are multi-chapter fics allowed?
Yes, multi-chapter fics are allowed and even more so encouraged if your fic is lengthy.
What about fics that are already posted on ao3 in part? Do those qualify for the bang?
It's okay if you have posted a few chapters of your fic already (you never know when the muse deserts you, after all), we just require you to refrain from posting more until posting begins here. All we ask is that you not post any public updates to the fic until September 1st (or August 1st with the mod’s okay). We don’t want you to lose kudos and comments so don’t worry about pulling the fic down, just hold off on updates for now.
Is there a minimum word count?
7,500 words for each finished fic, but the sky's the limit, right?
I see that the fic minimum is 7500 words and that published WIPs are acceptable - but what if the WIP I’m considering is already more than 7500 words? Is the expectation to add an additional 7500 to it?
No. You can add as much or as little as you need to finish the story, though we do expect at least 1,000 or so new words if your WIP already meets the word count.
What happens if an author finishes the fic they signed up with but it’s less than 7,500 words? The intent was to go over the minimum but once they got into it the story was shorter than they thought and stretching it out would make it less good. Do they have to drop out at that point?
By all means, we want your stories to feel as natural as possible, and if it’s under 7,500 words you may have two options:
1 - Drop the fic for the main BB event, post it now, and wait to post it to our AO3 collection in February when we run our International Fanworks Day celebration of finishing fics that are less than 7,500 words when finished. There’s no art for the fic, but bragging rights are posted to the communities for a week.
2 - If there are enough fics that fit that category, we can do a special day of posting the fics, but you’ll have to forgo art for the fic. I, as a mod, would probably pick November 30th for the posting day, as it’s the last day of posting for the bang and I don’t think anyone will mind more than one fic that day. You can post bragging rights to the community and share the fic with everyone.
I have a fic I wrote a few years ago, but only the first couple chapters are posted on AO3 because I was never happy with the rest of it and knew it needed major revision. Is that something I could use for WIP Big Bang? The entire fic has been posted, but only on one platform, and it would be rewritten for AO3 and WIPBB.
I think revising a fic for posting would work, as long as you have at least 500 words done, will have 7,500 words at a minimum when it’s done, and are planning to add more to the fic. Simply rewriting what you have would be a gray area, but if you’re going to take stuff out and add new scenes, either in the old scenes place or on its own, you should be fine.
What's the etiquette around OC-centric stories? Ones that are set in a well known fandom and use several characters, but still lean a lot on original characters? Are they discouraged, or fine?
Based on my own personal experience making art for a story that had a heavy OC presence, it’s not something we discourage at all, but be forewarned when it comes to the art accompanying your fic your artist may not be able to incorporate the OCs into your art. Not everyone makes art of a hand-drawn or digitally drawn nature, so it helps if you have people for face claims ahead of art submissions, and you and your artist communicate regularly. You can also end up with art not featuring the OCs at all, just the canon characters, which is not necessarily a bad thing.
Your other options are to bring in an artist you trust with your vision of your OC or to make your own art (we do allow that, we just need to be told during the check-in before art that you’re bringing in your own artist if you go that route, or that you’re doing your own art…there will not be a need to sign up in the artist’s sign up, however), or to opt-out of art entirely. So there’s plenty of options to call on when it comes time for art.
What is the minimum requirement for the WIP Reverse Bang?
We’ll allow an outline of what you want to create or a rough sketch if you have it for digital/traditional art, and at least 15 seconds of fanvideos or filk (fic songs) recorded, or an outline and notes. Fanmixes can be partially finished with either some of the music picked or some of the art made/a combination of the above.
What do finished products for the WIP Reverse Bang look like to be considered complete?
Art must be fully drawn and at least shaded, if not fully colored. Filk and fanvideos must be at least one minute long and fully finished to the fanartist’s vision. Fanmixes must have a front and back cover and at least 8 songs picked out, and there must be an available playlist on Spotify, YouTube or for download.
Is there anything not allowed?
As long as you wrote it and you want to finish it, you're welcome to participate. RPS/RPF is fine. Incest pairings are fine. Things like that I know have been hinted at in questions asked and as long as you tag for them, we’ll allow it. Also, canon settings with mostly OCs is allowed. Original fic is allowed (though it is harder to pair an artist with). We just ask that it be tagged properly with any content warnings you would deem fit and be given the appropriate rating for the level of sex/violence there is in the fic. Just bear in mind that while original work is allowed you may not get art for it.
What are 'check-ins’?
These are a way for us to see what you've been up to and for you to make sure you're still on track. It will give you a little nudge/reminder if you need it, but they are not compulsory. Basically a form is posted that you fill out with your user ID (unique for each fic) and a checkbox to let us know you’re still participating, plus a section for any notes for the mods.
How are the check in IDs used?
They are solely for the mods organizational purposes. Each ID being for a separate story allows us to keep all the information you submit during check-ins and for snippets in one line on our spreadsheet. You don’t have to share your check in IDs with anyone else if you don’t want to.
How much progress should authors be making between each checkpoint? (Percentage-wise from our estimated total wc, I guess?)
Ideally, with each check-in, you should be at least 25% closer to finishing. The end word count for fic only really matters in that the fic needs to be at least 7,500 words when done, so it’s more your progress towards finishing that should be measured, not so much the word count.
What are the snippets requirements?
This is for the WIP Big Bang only! In order to allow the artists to make art for the story they claimed, we require you to supply three snippets from your fic, between 500 – 1500 words each. The snippets will be sent to the artist after they have claimed your story. They're to help the artist match your story for artwork the best way he or she possibly can. It’s helpful to choose scenes or parts of scenes that you feel best represent your fic, but don’t feel like they have to be perfect to be submitted. Along with the snippets, we will send your artist the basic fic info and your email, so the two of you can collaborate more if you would both like.
WIP Reverse Bang snippets is the art (at whatever level of completion you are at) uploaded to an image hosting site/YouTube/an audio steaming site and you only need to upload one piece of it. We’ll link to the site in the claiming post that you use so art will be thumbnailed/snippets of video or audio will be used. If you’re submitting a fanmix, we ask for at least the back cover graphic with the song listing.
What are the rough drafts requirements?
For the rough drafts, stories or art should be at least 80% complete. You will not have to turn them in to us, just assure us that you are at that point. Anything less is at the discretion of the mods and those authors should speak to one of the mods asap.
What is, and do I need, a beta?
A beta is basically a person who goes over your work to make sure that there are no spelling/grammatical errors and they can even be of assistance in helping you with story lines, etc. It is highly recommended that a beta looks over your work before posting. If you are having trouble finding a beta, try this post.
Where can I post my fic/art?
Stories and art can be posted to your own personal journal, Tumblr, ff-net, AO3, or wherever you like. For those of you with AO3 accounts, we will set up a collection that will go live on the day of the posting. If you don’t currently have an AO3 account but would like one, you can contact the mods for an invitation code to see if they have any available. You can also add yourself to the AO3 Invites Request queue.
What does posting look like? Do we have to post the whole thing on the day, or can we stretch it out between when posting starts and our date? I’ve had a few longfics get killed by big bangs forcing posting to happen on a given day, and would prefer to avoid that if possible.
For most fics, posting to AO3/FF.net/other places will be allowed to start in September and you can stretch it out as many posts as you want as long as the complete fic is up by your posting date (and posting dates go from September 8th to November 15th with two weeks for emergency posting and one month of non-assigned posting). However, you can send us an ask/e-mail about posting as early as August if you have an extremely long fic/something with a long posting schedule. Mostly what we want is the fic to be completely up on the website of your choice by your posting date, and I know some people don’t want to overwhelm their readers. So we want to work with writers to give them ample time to post the story up to their posting date.
Now, as for posting to the communities, you get to choose which day your link to the story and bragging rights are posted, and as I said, we have a range of dates from September 8th to November 15th with two to three stories posting a day. If for some reason you miss your posting date, you have until December 31st to post to the community, during the two weeks of emergency posting and the non-assigned posting dates. So hopefully there should be plenty of time to get a longfic up and posted to the website of your choice and our BB.
Art for WIPBB and WIPRB should be posted to YouTube/Soundcloud/Spotify/Tumblr/Dreamwidth on the day of our posting using the Bragging Rights form. If you want to embed it into an AO3 post, ou can do that as well and add it to the AO3 collection we start just around posting day.
Will the three snippets per story we have to send in be the ones we want the artist to make art for? Or can it just be random snippets and then later the artist and I can check together to see which scenes would work best for art?
Ideally, you and the artist will be communicating once you’re each sent each other’s contact information, and you’ll give your artist a chance to read all that you’ve written at that point. That’s what happens in most cases. If your fic gets picked by an artist and they don’t work with you, then the snippets you sent will be what the artwork will be based on. It’s a good idea to know that, while most of the time the artists work closely with the authors, there are a few exceptions to that.
How do I know when to post?
Posting will be tiered; you'll each get your own posting date that you and your artist will decide on together. There will probably be four fics, plus art, posting per day between September 8th and November 30th. The post with date claims will go up on August 23rd and you'll have to choose your date by September 1st.
Posting of chapters on AO3 or your own blog (or wherever you usually post) generally starts September 1st, but you can post earlier (as early as August 1st) if you let us know you have a long story. However, posting has to be finished by your chosen posting date to the comm. One of the things we're hoping to do with the posted dates is to give everybody on the comm a little bragging time in the spotlight. You know, "this story was incomplete for this long, but I finished this sucker." If you don't have time to post your bragging rights to the communities on your chosen posting date, you can queue up a post ahead of time and we can post it on the date you picked or you can email us your bragging rights and we can post by proxy for you. Either way works for us. Art will be due on the chosen posting date to the comm.
WIPBB and WIPRB post on the same timeframe, and some days we may have a Reverse Bang post among the Big Bang posts, and both art and fic should be posted the same day for both WIPBB posts and WIPRB posts to Tumblr and/or Dreamwidth with the bragging rights.
What am I posting to the Livejournal/Dreamwidth/Tumblr community if I’m posting the fic elsewhere?
You’ll be posting what we call bragging rights. It’s a small form you fill out and post to the community with a link to your fic (we’ll enable moderated posting to the Tumblr, Livejournal and Dreamwidth communities for members on August 8th). We will post a template for posting artwork and stories to the comm closer to the posting date.
Is there a minimum/maximum requirement for my art for WIPBB?
There is no strict minimum, but we do ask artists to remember that the authors are writing a minimum of 7,500 words and your artwork should reflect that. You can do anything you like, including banners, wallpapers, icons, mixes, vids, gif sets, picspams, etc. Suggested guidelines for art are 500x500px (or equivalent of smaller pieces like banner + spacers, cover + icons, etc.) for traditional art, digital art, and manips; 2 minutes for vids; 8 songs + cover art for mixes; and 6 images for gif sets and picspams. We also ask that when you are in contact with the author, you work with them to see if there is anything specific they would like (i.e. a wallpaper, book cover, etc.). The art is your work, but having ideas doesn't hurt!
What are 'art claims' and ‘fic claims’?
The claims are when anonymous summaries of the story go up for artists to choose from for WIPBB and fic writers to claim for WIPRB. Artists sign-ups and art claims are the same thing, as are fic claims for WIPRB; we use one form each for both things, and that way the artists and authors don’t have to sign up for an event they may not end up participating in. It is based on a 'first come, first served' basis and artists/authors may choose up to three potential stories/pieces of art (in case their first choice is unavailable). If there are more stories than artists, there will be a second round of claims wherein artists may choose a second story to work with, and on until all stories are claimed for art. Same goes for fic claims; we’ll do multiple claiming periods until everything is claimed.
If a fic or piee of art up for claiming is rated explicit (R, NC-17, etc.), please only claim the story if you are over 18 years of age. Some authors and artists may be uncomfortable working with underage artists or authors on explicit works. We do not verify ages in any way for the bang, so this is solely on the honor system.
What do I do if I have problems or concerns about my author/artist?
Sometimes authors and artists do not get along and this may cause problems with working together. If this happens to be the case with you, please email the mods and we will try to do what we can so that everyone has a chance to have fun at WIP Big Bang!
If you have not heard from your author/artist in some time after trying to contact them, you can reach out to us via email and we will try to get in touch with them for you.
Can I get an extension?
Community extensions may be given in the event that the majority of the authors/artists need one. They may also be given individually under certain circumstances, but this must be discussed with the mods and will only be a short extension for posting. If you are certain that you won’t be able to finish your story in time, please let us know by July 13th.
Can I swap out a fic/piece of art if my muse abandons it again?
When you sign up, you give us the information on the potential fic(s)/art piece(s) you want to finish. If, say, one piece isn’t working but one you didn’t sign up for is, you can switch them out while letting the mods know if you need to change a user ID you used. It is absolutely okay to switch fics all the way up until snippets are due. By then, we hope you’ll have however many fics you plan on doing to at least 80% completion since rough drafts are due not much later. Just drop an email to the mods at [email protected] with the new information (title, fandom, etc) and if you want a new sign in ID or plan to use the same one for the fic you’re replacing it with.
Can I drop out?
We have high hopes that everybody who signs up can actually finish the round and share in the joy of the reveal with us, but real life can unfortunately get in the way and we completely understand! If you feel like you just cannot finish in time and no amount of assistance from us can help you, just let us know by August 13th (if at all possible).
Is it possible to be banned?
We do have a banned users list. We hope to use this to encourage participants who are having issues to communicate with the mods. We want to help you! The way the ban works is that participants, either authors and artists, will be banned for dropping out without notifying a mod. This means that anyone who has not posted or talked to a mod by the time the posting period ends will be banned. Dropping out is not in and of itself a banning offense, so please do not panic if you have to drop out! We understand that there are many reasons you may need to drop, and we want to work with you.
Bans will last one round or until the issue is resolved, whichever comes first. To resolve a ban, authors will have to finish and post the story they signed up with and artists will have to finish and post the art for the story they claimed. Three bans will result in a permanent ban from the bang.
Are we allowed to participate without joining the Discord?
Absolutely! The Discord server is optional, as just another way to interact with your fellow writers and get updates on important dates. It’s not mandatory you join, however.
I was just wondering if there’s any way to enter the bang anonymously? Like would it be okay to put our work in an anonymous collection on ao3 or something?
Unfortunately, I can’t think of a way for that to work. The collection that we use is moderated but it’s not anonymous, and there are the bragging posts that you post on your posting day, which you would have your username on whichever platform you use.
I was just wondering whether I'm sworn to secrecy on which fics I'll be finishing up, or if I can shout it out to the world?
No one is sworn to secrecy once they’ve signed up (aside from posting new parts to fic that’s already up somewhere…we ask that you refrain from doing that until at least July 1st)! We will be running Word Wars, where you can add more to a fic in a certain amount of time, and Whine Bars, where you can complain or ask for help or whatever else you feel like talking about when it comes to struggling with a fic, all after sign-ups end on a weekly basis, plus there’s the Discord server for chatting with your fellow authors and artists.
I have a question/concern that’s not mentioned here.
If you need help, you can always contact a mod and we will do our best to make sure that you get your story/art finished. The best and fastest method of contact is through our email, [email protected].
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pinkbowsxo · 2 days ago
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Corrupted Innocence - Part 10
Choi Su-bong x F!Reader
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summary: he’s been good to you all week but after a coffee date things went downward again, he’s also noticing weird changes about the way he feels for you
warnings: swearing, mention of alcohol, drugs and smoking, mentions of sex
a/n: it’s been way to long omg so i’m feeding you guys with a longer chapter
also i’m grieving after season 3 so😪
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A few days later and you were happy. You weren't happy about the fight but it made you realize that he really cared about you.
You think he did but maybe you just want to believe that...
You also haven't had any more fights and Thanos hasn't given you the cold shoulder anymore. You're starting to believe that everything between you is back to normal.
Yet you still wanted that coffee with him. He acted so weird about it last time, but you thought maybe this is a right moment again. He's been fine after all...
You’re sitting in class, staring at your phone, debating whether or not to text him. You decide to do it: “Hey, do you want to get coffee when I’m done with school today?” You hit send before second guessing yourself again.
A moment later, your phone vibrates in your hand. You open the message and see his response: "Sure thing." It's short and simple, but not cold. You take that as a good sign.
Later that day, he meets you at the coffee shop. Without the tension of the last time, he seems almost... normal.
"What are you having?" he asks, already walking to the counter. "I'll get a black coffee."
“I’ll have a caramel latte,” you say softly, watching him order. His shoulders are relaxed, no tense jaw or deep frown like last time. He pays for both coffees without arguing when you try to pull out your wallet. “Keep your money,” he mumbles, handing you your coffee.
You picked out a table as you sit down by the window. He sits across from you, absently stirring his black coffee. There’s a comfortable silence between the two of you, nothing like the awkward tension from before. You take a sip of your latte, feeling strangely content to be here with him. Suddenly…
He surprises you by reaching across the table and taking your free hand in his. His thumb rubs circles over your palm, sending a warm shiver down your spine. His gaze meets yours over the rim of his coffee cup as he takes a sip.
You feel your heart skip a beat at his sudden touch. No words are exchanged, but the gesture speaks volumes. It’s an apology without saying sorry, a reconciliation without admitting guilt. His hand is warm and familiar, and fits perfectly in yours. Maybe he really is different…
It wasn't long before the moment was ruined as a few of his friends entered the store and saw him sitting there as they passed by.
His friends slap him on the back and pull chairs over without asking, interrupting the intimate moment between the two of you. They start laughing loudly and joking around, completely ignoring your presence. One of them sees you and raises an eyebrow in question. "Who’s this?" he asks Thanos out loud.
Thanos looks at his friends and then back at you, his expression cold and dismissive. He leans back in his chair. “No one important,” he says bluntly, not even looking at you as he turns his attention back to his friends.
You felt your heart drop into your throat. His friends asked if he wanted to smoke some weed outside with him. He stands up abruptly and grabs his jacket without even looking at you. “Yeah, let’s go,” he tells his friends, already heading for the door. You sit there, stunned, your coffee growing cold as you watch him leave, his laughter echoing behind him. His handprint remains in your palm.
You sit alone at the table for a few minutes, your thoughts racing through your head. One moment he’s holding your hand, almost tenderly, and the next he’s ignoring you and leaving with his friends. It feels like a cruel joke. A tear rolled down your cheek as you started to pack your things to leave.
Just as you gather your things, you hear the door to the café open again. You quickly wipe away a tear and try to compose yourself. Suddenly, a hand lands on your shoulder. "Wait," says a familiar voice behind you. It's him. His friends are nowhere to be seen.
He watches you quickly wipe your cheek. “Were you crying?” He realizes he may have hurt you earlier with his answer. He watches you pack your things, ready to leave. “Where are you going?” he asks. "I'm going home."
“Home?” he repeats, frowning. He steps in front of you, blocking your path. “Because of what I said?” He runs a hand through his hair and sighs. “Look, I didn’t mean to… hurt you or anything.”
You were silent. “So you’re leaving because I wanted to hang out with my friends for a bit?” he asks, his tone slightly irritated. He doesn’t understand why you’re so upset. He watches as you remain silent and continue to pack your things without looking at him.
He reaches out and grabs your arm to keep you from leaving. “Hey, come on,” he says, running his thumb over your skin. “Don’t be like that. It was just a stupid comment. I didn’t mean anything by it.” His eyes search yours, seeking understanding, forgiveness, or something.
“Fuck off, Su-bong.” You let go of his arm and then you walked out of the store. He stands there, frozen for a moment, as you storm out. He watches you go, a mix of shock and confusion on his face. “What the fuck?” he mutters to himself, running a hand through his hair again. He hesitates for a moment before deciding to follow you.
He catches up to you outside the café and grabs your wrist tightly. “Stop walking away from me,” he says through gritted teeth, turning you around. His eyes are dark with frustration and something else—perhaps wounded pride? You try to pull away, but he clings tighter.
“You always do this,” he mumbles, avoiding your gaze. “Getting mad over nothing.” He tightens his grip on your wrist. “Are you having mood swings or something?” he asks rudely, but then he realizes he may have overstepped a line. He watches your reaction.
"No! YOU always do this, act so nice to me and then you're an asshole again!" you said. "And you always overreact," he shot back, his face inches from yours. "I said one thing about wanting to hang out with friends and now you storm off like a fucking brat." His jaw clenches as he holds your wrist.
“I just wanted to have one coffee with you…” Something in his chest tightens at your silent confession. His grip on your wrist suddenly feels too tight, so he lets go. “And I wanted to have one fucking coffee with you,” he runs a hand through his hair in frustration. “But I have a life outside of whatever this is.”
“I’m just going home,” you said. “God, stop being such a dramatic bitch,” he says, though there’s no real anger behind his words anymore. Instead, there’s just… exhaustion. “Just stop running away when we’re fucking arguing. For once in your life, just yell at me.”
You did the opposite. As soon as he called you a bitch, tears started streaming down your cheeks and you walked away. “Fuck…” he curses, watching your silhouette get smaller and smaller in the distance. He runs his hand over his face and suddenly realizes that he completely messed up.
How is he going to fix this?
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Later that night you were busy cooking and doing homework, but your mind was somewhere else. Eventually, after everything was done, you just sat there watching some lame romantic comedy, reminding you of the love you would never have.
You suddenly heard a knock on the door and as you stood up to open it, you saw that it was him. He was standing there, his hands in his pockets, looking tired and... apologetic? His gaze met yours for a moment before he looked down at the ground. "Can I come in?" he asked.
You said nothing, but opened the door wider for him to come in. He steps inside, closing the door softly behind him. The room is warm and cozy, filled with the smell of the food you cooked earlier. His eyes briefly wander around the living room before they go to the TV, where a romantic comedy is playing. He swallows hard, feeling like an even bigger asshole now.
“So?” you ask him. He sighs and runs a hand through his hair. “So,” he begins, finally meeting your gaze. “I was a dick today.” He pauses, waiting for a response from you, but when you stay silent, he continues. “I shouldn’t have called you that…”
You just crossed your arms. He sees your protective stance and the coldness in your eyes. He knows he made a big mistake. "I'm sorry, okay?" he says. "I got frustrated and I took it out on you. That was really stupid of me."
“Every time you say sorry and then do it again…” you said. “I know,” he interrupts, stepping closer despite the coldness in your eyes. “And I’m fucking sorry for that too.” He reaches for your arm, but stops halfway and lets his hand fall back to his side. “I-” You couldn't finish your sentence.
“I'm trying... I really am.” He pauses, then adds, “Please don't shut me out.” He's very good at creating guilt and manipulating.
He sees the doubt in your eyes and knows he has to say something that will make you listen. “I’ll do better,” he promises in a low, sincere voice. “I’ll really try to be a decent person. But I need you to give me a chance, okay?” You let him hold your hand.
He squeezes your hand gently, feeling relief flood through him. His thumb rubs circles over your palm, trying to communicate without words how sorry he really is. He steps closer, closing the distance between you until he's standing right in front of you.
He kisses you gently at first, almost apologetically. But as soon as his lips touch yours, something snaps inside him and he pulls you into a deeper, more intense kiss. His arms wrap around your waist and lift you up, so that your legs automatically close around his hips.
This is why he had you, he needed you to stay happy with him, so he could keep using you as his plaything. Even as he kisses you passionately, a part of his brain is calculating how long you’ll stay. He knows exactly how to manipulate you, how to make you believe he’s changed. His hands slide down your back, pulling you closer. “See?” he whispers against your lips.
You smile at him before kissing him again as he takes you to your bedroom. He pushes you onto the bed and covers your body with his. He knows your spot - where to touch, where to kiss. He hears your soft moans as his hands slide under your shirt. He's an expert at it. He can make you fall for him all over again with just his touch.
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This weekend he was hanging out with Nam-gyu at the club. Normally the four of you would do something this weekend, but you had to study for exams and so did Se-mi, so today it was just him and Nam-gyu. They were hanging out together in the VIP lounge, doing drugs, smoking and drinking.
He throws his head back and laughs loudly as Nam-gyu tells a wild story. The music is loud, but he can still hear his friend’s words. Thanos takes another drag on his cigarette and feels the high of the drugs starting to work. He feels invincible. Thanos told him he would be right back, because he wanted a drink from the bar.
Thanos stands up from the plush couch, his movements fluid and confident. He navigates the crowded club, his tall frame standing out. At the bar, he orders a whiskey on the rocks, leaning against the bar as he waits for his drink. He spots a pretty girl in the club as he waits for his drink before walking over to her.
He glances at her, watching her laugh with her friends. She’s attractive—long dark hair, big eyes. He walks over to her group and flashes a charming smile. “Hey,” he says loudly over the music. “You’re hot,” he says, leaning in so she can hear him. He sees her blush slightly, her friends giggling nearby. “Can I buy you a drink?” He knows how it works. Flirt, buy her a drink, maybe ask for a number. Easy.
The girl smiles at him, clearly flattered. "Sure," she says, leaning closer to him. He orders her a drink and they begin to chat casually. Thanos keeps up his charming facade, making her laugh and blush more than once. After a few minutes of chatting, Thanos hands her the drink and slips his number into her pocket. "Call me," he says with a wink before turning to leave. He's proud of himself, thinking he's managed to seduce another girl.
He heads back to the VIP lounge. Nam-gyu is still sitting there doing drugs. Nam-gyu looks up as Thanos returns with a knowing smirk on his face. "Got lucky, didn’t you?" he asks, nodding toward the bar Thanos had been at. He takes another drag of his joint and hands it to Thanos. “Just her number, need distraction.”
Nam-gyu chuckles and takes another drag before handing the joint back to Thanos. “Distraction or not, I still consider it a win,” he says with a laugh. He leans back on the couch and stretches out comfortably. “So what’s up? Why do you need a distraction anyway?”
“Fuck it,” he mumbles, taking the joint. “Just horny and bored,” he confesses, taking a long drag. He leans back against the couch cushions, his eyes slightly glazed over from the drugs. “That chick was cute, but...”
“Damn,” Nam-gyu laughs, watching Thanos finish his drink and stand back up. “You’re like a rabbit,” he jokes, shaking his head. “Go get some pussy then,” he waves him off, watching his tall frame disappear into the club. He scans the club again, his eyes settling on potential suitors. A girl catches his eye, she’s dancing provocatively with her friends, short dress, long legs. He looks her over for a moment before deciding she’s perfect for a quick date. He zeroes in on his target. He confidently walks up to her, leans in, and whispers something in her ear, causing her to giggle and turn around.
"Hey, pretty," he says, his voice low and seductive. He places a hand on her hip and squeezes it gently. "I'm Thanos. What's your name, baby?" He grins at her, already imagining what's going to happen later tonight. She smiles up at him, clearly interested. She says her name, her voice slightly slurred from the drinks she's had. She leans closer to him, her hand resting on his chest. "You're hot," she adds. He grins wider, enjoying the attention. "You're not so bad yourself," he replies, his hand moving to the small of her back and pulling her a little closer. "Do you want to get out of here? Somewhere quieter?" He leans closer, his lips almost brushing her ear as he speaks.
"Mmhmm," she moans softly, already aroused by his touch and deep voice. "Where?" she asks, nuzzling her face lightly into his neck. She's clearly tipsy and ready for anything. "Your place?" she suggests, biting her lip. "Or a hotel?" He chuckles, appreciating her directness. "My place is fine," he decides quickly. He texts Nam-gyu that he's leaving, then turns his attention back to the girl. "Let's go then," he takes her hand and quickly leads her out of the club.
Outside, he quickly hails a cab and helps her inside first. The ride to his apartment is relatively quiet, with her occasionally leaning against him and teasingly touching his thigh. Once there, he pays the driver and leads her to the door of his penthouse. "Home sweet home," He unlocks the door and lets her in first, turning on a few lamps to illuminate the spacious apartment. "Make yourself comfortable," he says, tossing his keys on the counter. He turns to her and grins again as he casually begins to unbutton his shirt. She looks at him hungrily and already begins to undress. "I'm comfortable enough," she says with a playful grin, letting her dress fall over her body and onto the floor. She steps out of it, now wearing nothing but a bra and panties.
"Mmm... that's quite the view," he growls appreciatively, watching her every move with raw desire in his eyes. He unbuttons his shirt all the way and lets it fall to the floor. "Come here..." He reaches out a hand to her, eager to pull her closer. She eagerly takes his hand and steps into his arms. He wraps it around her waist and pulls her tightly against his bare chest. He leans forward to kiss her deeply, his hands already sliding to her buttocks and squeezing them firmly. She moans into the kiss and rubs her hips lightly against him.
He effortlessly lifts her up and wraps her legs around his waist as he carries her to the couch. He wastes no more time and quickly removes her bra and panties before grabbing a condom and thrusting into her without warning. She cries out and wraps her arms tightly around his neck as he begins to thrust into her hard and fast. He fucks her on the couch, his hands gripping her thighs tightly as he spreads them wide open for deeper penetration. His lips curl back in a growl of intense pleasure mixed with aggression - typical Thanos behavior during sex! She screams loudly each time he thrusts deep inside her.
He doesn’t know why, but as he fucked her, you flashed through his mind. As Thanos continues his relentless pace, an image of you suddenly flashes through his mind—your face, your body, your voice echoing in his head. It’s a brief distraction, but it only fuels his desire, causing him to thrust into her even harder. It’s probably a combination of the alcohol, the drugs, and the intense physical pleasure that’s causing his mind to wander. He’s not thinking clearly, his body taking over completely. As he nears his climax, he buries his face in the girl’s neck and whispers your name instead of hers.
The girl looks confused and slightly irritated and pushes against his chest. "What did you just say?" she asks, clearly wondering who that it is that just slipped from his lips. Thanos freezes, realizing he's made a mistake. He quickly covers it up, growling "Nothing" and kissing her hard to shut her up, but his mind wanders. Why did he say your name? It doesn't make sense.
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Sunday night you were supposed to go over to see him before you had exams tomorrow. As the evening sun begins to set, Thanos is home, a glass of whiskey in his hand. His mind is still hazy from the activities of the night before, and your name keeps echoing in the back of his mind for reasons he can’t understand. As he ponders his strange behavior, the doorbell rings. He knows it’s you before he even opens the door, a primal instinct alerting him to your presence. He takes a deep breath and tries to gather his thoughts before answering, revealing his muscular body with a stern expression.
You show up with a big smile on your face and in cute clothes, the complete opposite of what those sluts in the club he keeps picking would wear. Your smile is infectious, and your outfit is cute and innocent. He steps aside without a word and lets you into his apartment. As you walk past him, he catches a whiff of your sweet perfume, nothing compared to the strong, artificial scents those club girls wear. He watches as you put down your bag and bounce lightly on the balls of your feet, full of energy. “Less stress?” he asks. You beam at him, “Yeah, all my notes are sorted. No stress!” You unroll your scarf, revealing a soft, light pink sweater that slightly accentuates your curves. Thanos swallows.
He walks into the kitchen and hands you a can of coke. “Here, did you miss your caffeine fix today?” he asks, leaning casually against the counter. His eyes follow you as you take a seat at the kitchen island. “Have you eaten?” he adds, opening the fridge. “Actually, I did.”
“Good.” He nods and closes the fridge. He pours himself a glass of whiskey and leans on the counter across from you. “So, no stress, no hunger. What brought you by?” he asks, his gaze lingering on your lips as you take a sip of his Coke. “Maybe I just wanted to see you.” Thanos raises an eyebrow, a smirk playing at his lips. “Maybe I should just charge you for my company,” he teases, taking a sip of his whiskey. He sets the glass down and leans closer, his voice dropping to a low murmur. “Or maybe I should just-“
"Should I just kick you out, because you know what those cute little sweaters do to me?" He reaches out and gently tugs at the collar of your sweater.
You smile at him. It’s disarming. He lets go of your sweater, his hand lingering for a moment before he pulls away. “You’re too pretty for your own good,” he says. He then walks around the kitchen island and wraps his hands around your waist, pulling you up. He lifts you effortlessly and sets you down on the cool counter. Your legs automatically spread around his hips. He grins. “No bra?” he mumbles, his thumbs brushing the front of your sweater, searching for the answer himself.
"No.” He wraps your arms behind your back. He grabs your wrists with one large hand and holds your arms behind you. Your chest pushes forward slightly, making your breasts more prominent. He growls softly, "Damn baby, are you walking around like that?" he mumbles, spreading your legs wider with his hips. "Just for you." His eyes darken at your words. "Don't test me," he whispers, holding your wrists with one hand and sliding the other over your bare thigh. "What a fucking tease." His lips find your neck and plant hot kisses on your skin.
You chuckle against his skin. Maybe he doesn’t know it, maybe he doesn’t want to admit it, or maybe he just doesn’t know what it feels like, but he has a thing for you, something that goes beyond just fucking you, which was the whole reason he wanted you in the first place.
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i-nssomniia · 2 days ago
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I sent mosquito Hyuk to ur location
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Failed Spanish test
Pairing: Hyuk x reader
Tags: fluff, established rs
Note: take this mosquito
@shintaru @sylith @dzvelinaskebiyars @mscatheart @kuchisabishiiiii
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You were doodling on a piece of paper in front of you, trying to form a proper sentence in Spanish to answer the questions on the test. You'd spent days preparing, but it seemed like a waste because you were staring at those damn questions like a deer in headlights.
you sigh shortly, realizing that you can't write anything else, having only completed half of the test, but even then, you weren't sure if it was done correctly. So, you simply handed in your piece of paper, picked up your bag, and left the classroom. You sigh shortly, putting your hands in your pockets, and walk forward until you feel a touch on your body as someone wraps their arms around your waist, standing next to you.
you don't even have to look up to know who it is, "you finished faster than I thought", he leans closer to you, keeping pace with your rhythm
"I think I failed, Hyuk", you say quietly, lowering your head as you walk on, the class is over, and you can finally go home with him. But your mood is bad. Spanish wasn't your strong suit, but you put so much effort into this test that it's frustrating.
he walks alongside you, humming in response, tracing circles on your waist with his thumb, "if you'd asked me for help, I would have prepared you better than those silly books and videos on the internet"
you sigh, you knew you could, but you just didn't because you didn't want to cram his busy schedule of training and part-time jobs. it wasn't even that you were afraid of making a fool of yourself in front of him, because you're not that good at Spanish, and he's your boyfriend. it just seemed like you've been putting a lot of pressure on him lately, and he's been away so much, and it's frustrating, and you miss him more than you could have thought.
and apparently he noticed your pause and silence, the way you hesitated to say what you were feeling. grabbing you with both hands to lift you up in a wedding-style carry, "hey, hey, what are you doing, Hyuk?!" you grab onto his shoulders to stay upright as you're lifted off the ground, "we're going for ice cream"
"what?.." you don't have time to process the information. ice cream? right now?
"if you say you didn't do well on the test, why think about it now? we can eat ice cream to distract you" he holds you closer, reaches for your face, and kisses your nose, "a sudden date"
you blink when you feel a soft kiss. oh shit, it's embarrassing when he carries you like this in the middle of campus to distract you from your bad thoughts, "a sudden date?", you repeat, resting your head on his shoulder, smell of oil for bicycle chains, a hint of metal, and laundry detergent, "yes, a sudden date, and then I'll help you with your Spanish"
you snuggle closer to him, wrapping your arms around his neck, have you really missed him this much? that you have this unplanned date makes the butterflies in your stomach flutter.
That's why the smile doesn't leave your face when he takes you an ice cream for two, takes you to the park to walk and you two are listening to music in headphones, "do you have a free day tomorrow?" you ask when you put down a spoonful of ice cream while looking at it.
he hums back, sticking a spoon into his ice cream and picking at it a little, "there's one morning class tomorrow morning, but then I'm free" he looks at you, bringing his ice cream to you so you can try it, "how about a movie tomorrow?"
you take a bite of the treat he's offering you, rolling it around on your tongue, "any ideas?"
he stops to lean closer to your face, running his thumb over your bottom lip to collect the rest of the ice cream and put it in his mouth, licking it with his tongue, "what about the horror?"
you reach for his lips, taking hold of the collar of his sweater, "if you don't scream" kissing him on the lips, which curve into a smile.
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BONUS SCENE
you move in bed when you feel a touch on your face, opening your eyes, "Hyuk?"
you sigh, rubbing your face to sit up, "someone must have been too tired from the whole study week and decided to sleep until lunch" he puts his hand on your thigh, pulling you down with him as he lies across the bed, holding you in his strong arms, leaving small kisses on the top of your head.
"no, someone just had a lecture in the morning" you yawn, nuzzling your nose into the curve of his neck, climbing on top of him like a big sleeping pillow, "how did it go?"
his hands run under your sleep T-shirt, stroking your skin with cool fingers on your back, "it was just math, nothing special"
you don't say anything to him, just enjoying the comfort and warmth of his body as you lie in bed together.
maybe he didn't have any math class today, but he decided to stop by the Spanish class to help you with your test, which will give you a good grade and secretly rewrote your answers.
"So, would you like toast or pancakes for breakfast?", you smile, leaving a kiss on his neck as he asks, "Will you cook for me?"
"Yes, and then we'll choose a movie, just like we agreed", he sits down, wrapping his arms around your body under your thighs to carry you to the kitchen.
After all, he's been missing you all this time, with his busy schedule, so why not take care of you now to make up for his absence?
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It's short, because I'm writing a few other works now, but take it for now
MASTERLIST
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snekverse · 4 months ago
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Not sure how much people will care, but I've been having fun fleshing out the world of MCD for my rewrite, and part of that has included creating totally new religious systems for the different areas in the world, because why tf would everyone have the same religious beliefs lol
I've already made quite a few posts about the Divine Warriors, and the associated faith common in Ru'an, so I'm not gonna get into that right now unless people ask me to. Instead, I wanna talk a little about one of the religions common in Tula :3
Slightly long post lol sorry, be warned
For a little context, I have built Tula as a very dry, arid region with a lot of desert regions. I am VERY LOOSELY basing the climate on real world areas in ancient Africa and the Middle East. I think having this info might be important for some of the religious beliefs I'm establishing.
Anyways, many Tulanis worship personifications of celestial bodies, primarily the Sun, the Moon, and their four children Dawn, Day, Dusk, and Night. They are beings that are said to have existed since the beginning of time, and that should they ever die all life on the Overworld with end.
The Sun is worshipped as the king of the universe, who ruled over all the stars and planets and peoples. He provided life and light, but at the same time the endless day left the people of the Overworld dying of heat and exhaustion, unable to find respite from the king's light. His love, the Moon, saw their plight, and begged her lover to show them mercy. He refused, believing that doing so would be an unfair act of favoritism. The Moon then went to their children, who sympathized with her and the peoples of the Overworld, and, lead by Dawn, the eldest, they started a rebellion against the Sun.
The war lasted for centuries, both father and children too stubborn and too prideful to give in. As the war reached it's peak, the heat of battle nearly wiped out everything in the cosmos, and at last they reach an armistice. The Sun offered a compromise: instead of providing less sunlight, he would only rule the Overworld for half of the day, and the Moon would rule the other half. So it was said, and so it would be done.
Each morning, Dawn and Day would escort the Sun to his throne and keep watch during his rule, and each evening Dusk and Night would escort the Moon to her throne and keep watch during her rule.
The Sun is associated with light, life, and order, due to his role as the life-giving sunlight and king of the cosmos. The Moon is associated with death and tides, a perfect opposite of her husband and the creator of the seas. Dawn is associated with war as she lead the rebellion against the Sun, Day is associated with life and nature as many Tulanis believe it is her guidance and supervision during the Sun's rule that allows the continued survival of all life, Dusk is associated with magic and knowledge as many Tulanis believe she allows mortals a glimpse into the infinite wisdom of the cosmos, and Night is associated with trickery and deception as the darkness of night is often blinding and misleading.
There are many religious holidays celebrated across Tula, the most holy of which are the Feast of the Sun and the Feast of the Moon, celebrated on the summer solstice and winter solstice respectively. They are representative of the beginning of the Sun's rule, on the longest day of the year, and the beginning of the Moon's rule, on the longest night of the year. As the names would suggest these times are often spent feasting and celebrating, giving thanks to both for the gifts they have given the people of the Overworld. Similarly, many regions celebrate the first rain of the cool season, usually referred to as the Day of the Lady’s Tears in reference to the belief that the Moon wept on the very first night, flooding the earth and providing much needed water for mortals. Eclipses, though rare, are also regarded as holy, the common belief being that an eclipse is a symbol of the Sun and the Moon reuniting after the war.
Ashkah is a somber, week long remembrance of the cosmic war, during which people are encouraged to take time to reflect and spend time with their loved ones, both living and dead. It serves as a reminder that times of hardship are tests of inner strength, and are always fleeting. It is common practice to seek forgiveness of wrongdoing during this time, both from your neighbor and from the gods. Many people choose to burn candles, an additional candle for each day of the week, to represent the many centuries wasted warring; particularly devout believers might chose to fast as well. The final day of Ashkah is called Aleh, and is celebrated as a holiday in its own right. Aleh is a festival celebrating the end of the war and the cosmic armistice. It also acts as a celebration for Dawn, Dusk, Day, and Night. During Aleh many people hold huge community-wide feasts, candles are all doused and revelry often extends well into the night, sometimes even into the next day.
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waterfallofspace · 2 months ago
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ok ty! bc i requested some things but got no response so i just wanted to make sure, and check so I wasnt being annoying
ah yeah, no worries!!~ you are not~ I don't tend to answer them unless I'm going to do them, or specifically saying no, especially if they're on anon bc there's no direct way of communicating with that specific person~ gotta answer it publicly, then if I also wanna actually do it, ask/hope they send it again to reply to with the actual thing, etcetcetc, whole process hehe~
But!! if you ever request things (or anyone does) and don't see an answer, and want to know if I saw it/wanna do it, feel free to send another ask saying which it was, and asking!~ [or, like some anons do, add an identifying feature so I can know which one(s) are you!~] I really don't mind getting a couple asks to answer, long as they're respectful!~
(if you are the one who requested the tam/irio wav though, which perhaps you aren't!! again, with anon, hard to tell, haha~ that one is in the works, just still being edited~ and if it's something else, then I may be working on it too/wanting to get to it!~)
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itzphynix · 1 year ago
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I changed my mind. Hater behavior is undeserved, when it comes to works, & idgaf about holding creators accountable when their games are mid, anymore.
#em.txt#now i only care about how you treat your workers tbh#so there are still series i hate. but now I don't want to be mean to people who put time & effort into making shit#this is about post shift 2. people were too fuckin mean to Rjac for a game he made for free#& as a bitch who loves that game a lot i see your criticisms i understand. but you're not gonna be mean to him abt this#that fucking teen that held that interview & told him he needed to be held accountable for his mistakes. god#he made this shit for free across four years. what can happen in four years? what did he work through?#to deliver you a free game. even if you don't fucking like the game if you invite a creator on to talk about their works#you don't fucking talk to them the way uyeah did. shit was cruel & uncalled for.#this game is fucking good but it's forever going to be burried as a game that's complicated with weird tutorials#ps2 is fun. you should try it. if you don't get it -- ask. I'll answer any question at any time#i will vc you i will write a text doc -- whatever you want. more people need to experience this fucking game#it's compelling in a way few games are to me.#i can homestly only compare it to rain world but not for a reason that's overt & easy to explain. more in how it feels to play#rather than what you do.#man. idk. i gotta learn how to talk about shit i love without being mean now#this started because i was talking mad shit to my friends & it asked me to stop because i was downtalking something she loved a lot#& i realized this isn't fun for people. i thought we were having fun but tbh? I'm just a mean negative bitch#& that's not fun. that's mean.#i have to redo this character arc from when i was 13 because i guess I didn't learn it the first time around#cynicism doesn't make you funny or cool. it makes you mean & unfun to be around. finding kind things to say is tougher.#if you can present your criticism nicely then maybe you can criticize too#but that alone does not a good critique make & it definitely don't make you fun at parties#listen. i am still gonna be a bitch. but i am going to be less of one.
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misskamelie · 1 year ago
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Every interaction I have with my peers is always somehow permeated by a halo of "they can tell there's something off about me"
#I am somewhat aware that I can say slight out of pocket things but it's like okay whatever#Asked some other people in the group who wanted to join me tomorrow for mass hour so we could see the church for free (w/o paying a ticket)#and they were like 'uhm...? Not really feel like it...?' Which was probably a reaction to me serving it in a joking tone similar to#'Don't you guys feel suddenly more religious now that you know of this opportunity?'#also I realized in girls conversation that. I do not feel the same pressure/expectations#If I am by myself in a group I don't really see myself with a gender nor do I pay attention to it#The same goes for being in a group of girls. I don't see any of us through the lense of being of the same gender until they mention it#And if they start by saying anything about differences w men/boys (e.g. oh they feel a lot more confident asking questions) I get#I get irritated...? Like. A girl said smt like 'boys seem/look a lot more curious than girls' and I was already almost fuming#My first instinct was to answer smt along the lines of 'but I am. That's a contradiction' but I understand how it might come across#So I opted for the 'I refuse to believe you're not minimally curious esp considering the field you're pursuing and seem interested in' whic#I realize might come across as. Idk jarring perhaps? But really I don't see any reason why I should sugarcoat it#I guess I do have a different relation to my gender than those who can be considered my peers but Idk#my post#hopefully I'll get to see the church it's a shame they didn't think of giving us a town tour of any sort
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woniesss · 1 month ago
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ON YOUR OWN - jake had been craving you for years, and recently his head has been filling with pictures of you...on his bed...on the beach...maybe he could just do it on his own...while looking at you!
CONTAINS - nonidol!jake x female reader - GENRE - friends to lovers
MDNI - SMUT : swearing, unprotected sex (p in v), fingering, lots of kissing, pet names (baby, jakey), slight overstimulation, creampie, masturbation (m. receiving), does this count as slight public?? i mean they all be hearing this, dirty talk, titty play. i believe that is it, if i've missed anything please let me know!!
is this too long for a first fic?? i got a bit dedicated
a/n : hii!! this is my first time ever writing content on tumblr and on enhypen so if it's terrible please ignore itt! any feedback would be so great and i should hopefully be doing an introduction on my page soon so feel free to ask me any questions and i'll try to respond to them!
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jake could not stop watching you. how dare you talk to jay over him? maybe he shouldn't have offered to bring you to meet his new college friends, because you'd spent the entire time talking to them, talking to him. what made jay so special? was it the fact he played guitar? jake would learn it for you. was it his casual but fancy clothes? jake would wear whatever you told him to.
the longer jake stared the more his frustration grew, the way your smile reached your eyes at jay's awfully cringe jokes made him clutch the glass in his hand harder. his head tilted back to rest on the sofa, his soft lips forming a pout as your attention shifts from jay to sunghoon, who had now sat on the other side of you.
but you weren't stupid, anyone could feel the heat from jake's gaze. and even though you thought you'd be strong enough to resist after years of being close friends, you couldn't stop yourself from turning towards the flame. his soft pout and puppy-dog eyes caused you to melt slightly, getting lost in him rather than the conversation sunghoon was attempting to have between you, him and jay. that was until jay stood up and started to walk towards the hallway.
"get ready, everyone else is already at the beach so we should head off soon."
you furrowed your eyebrows as you'd completely forgotten about the trip to the beach you had all planned out for when you got there. sunghoon shot up to go and get ready, your eyes following him before you felt the sofa dip again beside you.
arms curl around your waist as a head lays in the crook of your neck, snuggling slightly as you feel the warmth of his breath on your neck. it felt so normal, jake's nose nuzzling into the dip of your neck and collarbone, even more normal when your hand came up to thread through his hair. you guys had always been this close, barely ever separated at school, you had even planned to go to the same college next year, not only offering exactly what you wanted to do, but jake was there too. you guys would ignore the teasing, because at least you were comfortable with each other. as friends.
"should we go and get ready?"
you felt jake shake his head on your shoulder, "so tired, aren't you just so tired, don't you just want to come and lay down with me?"
you couldn't help but laugh at jake's attempt to get you to stay rather than going with the group to the beach.
"come on jakey, let's go get ready and we can spend the whole time laying down at the beach. you know i won't swim without you anyway."
he lifts his head from your shoulder, his face turning from a pout to a small smile, the one where he's simply just happy. the one he only ever gives to you. then he stands up, taking your hand and dragging you to his room, where your suitcase is. jake never bothered to make his room look appealing whenever you used to go to his house, so he definitely wasn't starting now. you smile at all the things in his room that make it his. and what you wish was yours too.
"you want me to head out while you change?"
you quickly shake your head as you unzip your suitcase, taking out the first two piece you could find along with a skirt to quickly throw on top.
"i'll just change in the bathroom, won't take long."
heading into the bathroom, you look back just as you go to close the door, catching a glimpse of jake taking his shirt off to swap to the tank top he'd laid on his bed. it wasn't like you hadn't seen jake shirtless before, but his back was just so wide and toned. the movement of his shoulders highlighted in the sunlight beaming into his bedroom. his changing physique from a scrawny teenage boy to muscles never failed to shock you, or draw you in. you feel your face flush as you finally shut the bathroom door, looking in the mirror at your now red face.
you couldn't understand why everything was feeling different with jake recently. you'd always denied having a crush on him at every opportunity you could get, but would liking him really be that bad? other than the intense fear of losing your closest friend, what did you have to lose?
changing as quickly as you could, you bring your clothes out of the bathroom and back into jake's room with you, throwing them onto your suitcase before sitting on the corner of jake's bed. your arms are thrown behind you, leaning back as you wait for jake to finish packing his bag next to you.
he turns to you, a light smile on his face as his eyes flicker around your face before slipping down quickly to look at your outfit. a skirt that wasn't long enough to hide your thighs from his gaze, bikini top hugging you perfectly, hair moved away from your shoulders showing him all of your chest. you being perched back, barely clothed on his bed...
jake's mind wandered no matter how hard he tried to stop it. all he had to do was move a few inches to the left and he'd be hovering over you. one tug at the strap of your bikini and he'd see what he'd been imagining for longer than he'd ever tell you. one pull at your skirt and the bottoms you wore underneath and he'd see something he'd rather drown in than go to the ocean. his teeth pulled sharply at his lip after a sharp inhale, his eyes moving back up to your face as your head tilted.
and his mind wandered again. but more to how much he wanted to kiss the little furrow of confusion away from your brows. how much he wanted to hold your face in his hands. to pull you down onto his bed and cuddle and sleep...and maybe more...damn you looked so good on his bed.
but jake couldn't let his mind go any further, standing up straight and closing his bag, holding his hand out for you to take so you guys could head off to the beach.
and the car ride wasn't any better.
you and jake were squished into the back as bags were piled onto the other seat, the trunk full with beach stuff. the feeling of your thigh pressed against jake's wasn't new but something about it drove him mad. the perfect press of your soft skin against his was something he couldn't take his eyes off. until he had to, when he felt the tickle of your hair against his shoulder after you rested your head there.
"you feeling tired, huh?"
"a little, maybe i should've taken you up on your offer, your bed was so comfy."
jake couldn't stop himself from pressing a gentle kiss on your hairline, his face flushing from the thoughts he had when you sat on his bed. his hand came over to rest gently on top of your hand, but you'd moved before he could, his hand landing on your thigh. yet neither of you moved away from the soft touch. a small squeeze from jake just to make sure you were comfortable with it, you snuggling impossibly closer to him.
god, jake just couldn't keep his eyes off of you, the way the sun beamed through the windows onto your face highlighting every feature he had memorised, his other hand began to reach up, caressing the side of your face softly before turning your head to face him. was this it?
your own eyes flickered across his face, his thick hair falling onto his forehead in that perfect way, his soft and deep brown eyes rushing all over your face, and his lips plush lips. then his soft grasp on your face turned into something more solid, a light tip to the corner of his lip changing the intention behind his eyes immediately as his eyes stayed on your lips. his beautiful nose brushed against yours, forcing your head to tilt to meet the direction he was moving to.
until the car lurched forward.
jay quickly pulling into the car park and pulling the hand break caused you and jake to awkwardly overlap from the proximity. his hand reached around your waist to pull you back into a sitting position rather than folded over, face moving round to check your face to see if you were ok. both of your faces were shades of the brightest pink, and being this close again did nothing to stop jake from going insane. the yank of his car door being opened by jay was the only thing stopping him from devouring you in the back seat.
while jay and sunghoon sprinted from the car to meet everyone else at the beach (leaving you and jake with all the stuff in the car), you offered to help jake carry the bags and lay out everything on the beach, which he refused. he laid the blanket flat on the sand, using the bags to weigh it down before pulling his tank top off and laying on his back.
his hands came down to push the band of his shorts lower on his hips, his v-line prominent, shadows below it from how defined it was. then, he pulled up the bottom of his shorts up to the tops of this thighs, his strong muscles on display. who in their right mind wouldn't stare? jake then moved his arms up to behind his head, resting back on them as he squinted up at you.
jesus, you were staring at him? he never thought he'd appreciate trying to bulk up as much as he did right now. he could feel his body as your eyes roamed everywhere, from the way his abs moved when he breathed to the way his legs would clench while he shuffled. he tightened his arms by his head, your eyes immediately moving to the flex before meeting his face.
jake's tongue darted out and wet his lips, deciding not to shy away from your gaze as your eyes met.
"come lay down with me...please?"
you remove your skirt, sitting next to him before reaching into his bag and pulling out sunscreen and holding it out for jake to take and help you. after taking the bottle from you hand, jake poured some into his hand before rubbing it into your back. starting softly at the top of your back, slowly moving down and pressing harder as he reached your waist. he pressed his fingers into your waist, making you lurch away from the tickling sensation before he grabbed you and pulled you back into him.
you didn't move away from him, his hands coming to wrap around you and hold you close. he reached over to grab the sunscreen again, before rubbing it in slowly on your arms, and your shoulders. then his hands came up to rub it slowly into your collarbones, his hands gliding down and accidentally catching your bikini, making your breath hitch.
while his hands rested on your stomach, your head leant back on his shoulder, watching the boys play about and push each other in the water. jake's thumb was brushing back and forth over your stomach before accidentally brushing the bottom of your breast. your breath hitched at the soft brush, leaning further into his body as the brushes continued.
jake's thoughts were racing again. what if right here on the beach he just glided his hands up higher, held your tits in his hands and palmed them while his friends were distracted? slipped one hand lower into your bottoms and brought you close. pulled your head to his and kissed you like there was nobody around, not caring if his friends saw him and teased him. the sight of your head moving out of the corner of his eyes stopped his train of thought.
your eyes darted around his face again, before stopping dead on his lips. you couldn't stop yourself from moving your head closer to his, feeling his eyes dart around your face as he bit his lip.
your moment is soon interrupted by the storming footsteps of jake's friends running up from the water to lay down. your heart raced like you've never been hugged by jake before. this was different though. he wasn't just hugging you, he was holding you, touching you and almost kissing you. and you've never wanted him more. the heat coming from his chest warmed you more than the sun did.
it made you nervous to be sleeping in the same bed as him later. the dark thoughts flooding your mind of being in the same bed that he did everything in. surely he hadn't been here long enough to touch himself yet. but the littlest thought of that made your breathing quicken. would he touch you with the same hand he touched himself with, or would he use the other so he could touch himself at the same time. god you just wanted to watch him. would he want that too?
as the sun started to set, you all moved towards the cars to head home. being in the sun all day should've worn you out but you were wide awake and flooded with thoughts of jake. some soft, like how he moved to hold your hand in the car again, but some darker, like how good that hand would feel all over your body.
after getting drinks and snacks, you and jake soon said goodnight to the boys and settled into his room. jake stuck on a random movie as you both laid back and got comfortable. despite your thoughts racing, you eased into sleep.
jake wished he could've fallen asleep that easily with you next to him, but the way the light bed sheets fell over your hips entranced him. the curve of your waist highlighted by the little moonlight coming through his window, hair falling away from your shoulder making the side of your neck show. he felt like a perv.
he reached his hand out to gently brush against your side, the soft murmur you let out causing a little groan to escape him. jake's head came to rest on your shoulder, before bringing his hand that wasn't brushing up and down your side to his groin. he'd never felt himself get this hard this fast before.
he reached into his pants and gripped himself as he moved back to look at you. his other hand now placed firmly on your waist before pushing the bedsheets down further to grip your hips. jake felt so wrong, but he couldn't help dragging his hand across his dick. he'd never been this sensitive, never been this desperate to get off. his movements quickened as the wet sounds of his pre-cum spreading over his dick filled the room.
the sound of you shifting made him pause, watching you move to lay on your front, still facing away from him, with your leg hiked up. the whine jake let out was pathetic as his hand started moving on himself again. his hips started to buck as he turned his face into his pillow to muffle the moans and whimpers he was shamelessly letting out.
struggling with this new position, jake pushed himself up onto his knees, tugging his pants down as his dick sprung up, the air causing him to shiver as his tip painted a little white streak on his abdomen.
he breached his hand behind him before he started pumping himself again. everything felt so new, never gotten this hard and desperate before, and never gotten so close this quickly before. his mouth opened wide, tongue breaching the edge of his mouth as his eyes racked up and down your body.
jake's eyes scrunched up his head was thrown back, letting out a loud moan that he was too far gone to worry about people hearing.
and because of this, he hadn't noticed you waking up and turning to face him. his long neck stretched with his thrown back head, his veiny arms leading down to his massive hand and thick fingers. thick fingers that were gripping his cock so hard his knuckles had turned white. your eyes traced his thighs supporting him before they move back up to his dripping tip. despite his strength, he looked so weak trembling and quivering above you.
it made you clench your thighs together as your slick drenched your panties. you hadn't realised just how hard you had been biting your lip until it started to ache from the pressure.
"j-jakey?"
his head snapped up to meet your gaze, but his rapid hand didn't stop. if anything it got faster.
"i-i'm so sorry baby- i couldn't-", he cut himself off with a moan, his head falling forward as his other hand came up to caress himself under his shirt, showing you a glimpse of his abs, "i'm so close baby just let me finish...please."
his desperation only caused you to become more aroused. where was the confident guy watching you like his final meal? here he was in front of you begging, on the verge of tears just for you to let him cum.
"you wanna cum while looking at me jakey, is that what it is?"
jake rapidly nodding his head, his other hand coming round to grip his balls as his eyes traced over your face before meeting your eyes and not wavering. his moans grew as his hand came up to muffle his cries as he came hard, spurts of hot white came and landed on his sheets next to you as you sat up.
quiet sobs came from jake as he shrunk into himself, "i'm so sorry baby, that was so filthy, i'm sorry..."
"no don't apologise jakey."
your hands came up to hold his face and move it upwards to look at you. jake's face was flushed bright red from the previous exertion and the fresh tears streaming down it. your eyes trailed from his big brown eyes to his bitten lips, unable to stop yourself from leaning in and smashing your lips against his.
the whimper he let out was disgraceful, both his hands now gripping your waist as he pushed you down onto his bed. his lips flush against yours as his hands rushed to tug on your pants.
"c-can i?"
you nodded your head as his hands pushed your pants and underwear down, leaning back to look at you open and exposed to him. a quick fuck was muttered before his arms move up to rush his shirt off, followed by his pants, leaving him completely naked in front of you. you followed, taking your shirt off and leaning back on your elbows as both of your eyes roamed each other's body.
"fuck, you're beautiful."
you grew flushed under his gaze and his admission. you stretched your arm out to him, hand open, and jake's head came down to lay in your hand as you pulled him back to your lips.
his hand glided up from your knees to the inside of your thigh, before his thumb parted your folds and brushed against your clit causing you to let out a soft moan into his mouth.
"jesus you're so wet baby, did you enjoy watching me get off that much?"
"like you can talk, you're the one cumming from watching me sle-"
you cut yourself off with a loud moan as jake moved his thumb away and replaces it with two fingers moving up and down your folds, smirking at himself. his two fingers then moved away from your clit and pressed against your clenching hole. your breathing stops as you jerk your hips into his hand, before his fingers slowly press into your core.
you immediately clench around his thick fingers, a breathy moan escaping from you as your hands come together to hold jake's arm. you tits pressed together, jake practically drooling at the sight before coming down to mouth at your chest. his fingers continued to pump into you while his mouth latches onto one of your nipples, sucking lightly as you whine out. one of your hands came up to grip his hair as his eyes flicked up to meet yours. you wetness began to pour out of you, dripping onto his hands as he began to scissor his fingers inside of you opening you up.
he curled his fingers inside you, brushing against your walls with his broad fingertips. his lips moved from one breast to the other, his other hand coming up to grip the one he just left slicked and sucked. his moved his lips to roam over your chest and collarbones as his fingers still moved rapidly inside of you, sucking and nipping to bruise your skin.
jake's thoughts were racing as your body reacted to him, feeling himself get just as hard as before, maybe even harder at how wet you were and the sounds you were letting out. the hot squelch of your pussy as his fingers filled you caused his hips to buck into nothing, wanting nothing more than to be filling you rather than his fingers but he wanted to make sure you were open enough for him. he didn't want to hurt you. not that his dick was massive, but it was bigger than average and thick, a perfect stretch for your tight pussy that he was currently trying to widen for him.
just as his thumb came up to press against your clit, you whined out at the overstimulation as your eyes roll back from you cumming, clenching tightly around his fingers. but jake doesn't stop.
"jake i- fuck! jake i already came!"
"i know baby but i gotta make sure your nice and open to take me."
jake finally moves away from sucking your tits and chest, leaving behind purpling marks that he'll be even prouder of tomorrow. you gasp as he pulls his fingers out of you, going to close your legs before his hand comes down to hold your thigh tightly.
"don't close 'em baby, you gotta let me in."
using his hand slicked up from your heat, jake pumps himself a few times before leaning down to brush the tip of his cock through your folds. he was so thick, his mushroom tip barging its way through your folds before pressing into your tight hole. the moans you both let out were loud and whiny, neither of you caring about the rest of the dorm hearing you both. jake's jaw dropped, his eyebrows screwing as he pushes himself further into your soaked heat.
your walls pulsed around him, jake felt as though he could feel your heartbeat through you clenching. your hands came round to his hips, gripping them before pushing him backwards slightly, telling him that he could start to move his hips. he brought his hands up, barely touching your thighs with his fingertips before gripping the backs of your knees and pulling out, before pushing himself in again.
the drag of his cock against your plush walls drove you both mad. jake's thrusts began slow, allowing him to feel and see exactly what made you feel good. he already began brushing against that perfect spot inside of you that made your mouth fall open and your eyebrows furrow. soon enough, the slow pace became too little for him, picking up speed and strength behind the glide of his hips.
jake feels his cock throb inside of you, the soaking cushion of your walls sending him into overdrive as he loses his control. you looked so perfect underneath him, tits bouncing and face lost in pleasure.
it was better than anything he could've ever imagined.
no matter what he thought of earlier, from the thoughts of you sat on the corner of his bed, to anything he was thinking at the beach, none of it compared. he had finally gotten his hands on you after years of trying not to pine too obviously with a hard cock in his pants praying you wouldn't notice. or praying that you would. anytime he fucked his hand thinking of you wouldn't beat this, his eyes going fuzzy from your walls fluttering around him.
your hands moved up from his hips to his arms, dragging down them and gripping his hand before he moved it to hold yours next to your head. him now leaning over you caused him to drag your knee up with him, pressing you further into the now creaking bed, and changing the position making him feel even deeper inside of you. his head dipped to rest in your neck, suckling and biting, leaving more marks all over you, before he leaned up to your ear.
"fuck baby- you feel so good, never leaving this pussy, you feel me here?"
jake's hand moved from your leg to your stomach, pressing down to feel his cock moving inside of you.
"fucking you good baby, belong in here, yeah?"
you start nodding your head as the pressure from his hand adds to the pleasure, your hand coming down to lay over his before he grabs it and pushes it where his was laying. the moan you let out was borderline pornographic, knowing he was big enough and pumping you hard enough to feel him in your stomach. his tip continued to hit that spot inside of you that had you panting and your moans getting higher and higher.
threading your fingers through his hair, you bring his head up so you can kiss along his pretty neck and chest, leaving even prettier purple bruises all across him. but before you could continue marking him up, you throw your head back with a loud moan at the feeling of jake's fingers toying with your clit again.
"t-too much jakey, gonna cum!"
"that's what-", he gets cut off by his own loud moan as you clench harder around him, "that's what i'm aiming for baby." he leans down closer to your ear again, "wan' cum with you but if you keep squeezing me like that i'll fucking cum."
jake moves back, sitting on his knees as his thrusts continue, gripping your hips and dragging them on his dick to match his pace. they become sloppier and more desperate, as the moans he was letting out turn into higher pitch whines as he bites his lip. the moon illuminated the droplets of sweat forming at his collarbones dripping down the dips of his abs, your eyes following the trail before watching the way his soaked cock pushes in and out of you.
"fuck jakey, want it so bad!"
his eyes flit up to you despite you still watching the movement of his hips, "you want it baby? come on, give it to me and i'll cream you- fuck- i'll fill you up."
his words finally tip you over the edge, eyes closing and back arching into the air as you let out the loudest moan of the night. you hear a fuck fuck fuck before feeling jake's white hot cum fill you to the brim. his thrusts continue until neither of you can physically handle it anymore, a white ring forming around the base of his cock sticking to you and his pelvis, both of you whimpering from the overstimulation causing him to pull out, his cum seeping out of you but neither of you caring.
jake crashes down on top of you, burying his head into your neck while pressing lighter kisses than the ones he was placing on you a few minutes prior. you feel his lips trace up higher, brushing your jaw before he resting his head on his hand. you turned to face him, now in close proximity to his flushed and wet cheeks from sweat, his lips red raw and bitten, his eyes lazed and dead set on your eyes. his hair covered his forehead, stuck and messy, causing you to bring your head up to push it out of his face, his eyes closing and resting his head in the palm of your hand as your thumb caresses his cheek.
soon, your thumb drifts down to his lips, stroking the soft plush as he opens his eyes, a small smirk taking over his lips, "you want a kiss baby?"
you nod your head as he rests his elbow on the bed, stretching over you and leaning down slowly before pressing his lips against yours. this was much softer than your first kiss, the pressure of lust no longer behind it. jake's hand came up to softly grasp the side of your face, brushing your hair away before holding the side of your neck as his thumb moved gently across your jaw. as he pulled away, his nose stayed against yours, as a bright smile takes over his whole face as a chuckle escapes him.
"what's so funny?"
"can't believe we just did that...and i can't believe we have to face the boys tomorrow after it."
you whack his shoulder as you push him down to lay next to you on the bed, before crossing your leg over his as you cuddle into him.
"not my fault you got hard like a virgin with a girl in his bed for the first time."
jake scoffed before digging his finger into your side making you squirm before wrapping his arms tighter around you, his thumbs stroking your sides.
"can you blame me baby? you just looked so perfect with the moon shining on you and everything...been thinking about it all day."
you look up at him, watching him as he shuts his eyes ready to drift off.
"jake..."
he frowns at being called jake as opposed to the normal name you always gave him, and the one you had been moaning for the last half an hour.
his eyes open and look down at you, "yeah baby?"
"what are we now..."
"well i'd hope you'd be my girlfriend, thought that was a given."
you smack his chest at the mocking tone in his voice, "maybe i won't be, you've not even asked me." your head moves back to lay on his chest rather than staring up at him until you feel his grasp come back and move your head to look back up at him.
"will you please be my girlfriend baby? i'll get back on my knees if i have to."
you blush at his last sentence, images of the past events flushing your mind away from the current situation before getting back on track.
"of course i will jakey."
jake bends down to kiss you once more before tucking your head into the crook of his neck, both of you beginning to doze off with the soft breeze and moonlight basking your bodies.
THE NEXT MORNING
you and jake walk hand in hand down the stairs and into the kitchen to make breakfast, jake in nothing but a pair of sweatpants sitting low on his hips and you in a pair of his shorts and his shirt. jake moves around the kitchen with ease, pulling out random ingredients and sitting them next to where you've sat on the counter.
the sound of footsteps causes you both to freeze midway through your light conversation. sunoo walks through the doorway, rubbing his eyes and face before stopping in his tracks as he sees you two in the kitchen. the dark circles under his eyes prominent as his face stretches into a yawn.
"jesus sunoo, you good? looks like you've had no sleep."
jake asked in all seriousness and concern, like he'd forgotten the whole night. not his fault he had an amazing sleep after.
"i'll let you two decide whether i, or anyone else in this house for that matter, got enough sleep last night."
sunoo's eyes were squinted at the two of you as he pointed accusatory, making both yours and jake's faces flush more red that the apple sunoo grabbed from the side as he started walking out of the kitchen. he was about to leave and turn into the living room before stopping at the doorway and turning around, this time having a cheeky smile on his face.
"congratulations by the way, we were all wondering when it would happen judging by the way you two were eye-fucking each other yesterday but did it have to be on the day? you just made us all have to do jungwon's laundry for the week cause he won the bet."
he muttered the last bit as he walked away, jake turning back to face you with utter shock on his face, "well, can't get much worse than that reaction."
that was until you hear jay's voice boom from the hallway, followed by sunoo's cackle.
"where are they? don't laugh sunoo i'm running on two hours of sleep! you know i struggle getting back to sleep once i wake up!"
yours and jake's eyes widen before jake speaks again, "hide?"
you both start laughing as jay waltzes into the kitchen, shutting you both up as jake grabs you from the counter and sprints round the kitchen island to avoid jay running after the both of you, bolting back to his room as he throws you onto the bed.
jay stops at the door as jake collapses next to you, glaring at you both before saying, "you two are lucky i don't want to step foot in here after last night."
you both cackle before jay walks away after closing the door, turning to each other with the widest smiles stretched over your faces, leaning in to kiss each other slowly, smoothly.
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mrsketchy · 2 months ago
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He's a Phantom
Heya, I've been meaning to post my parts for the Rephanimated project and suffered a terrible case of procrastination.
I have a few scenes in the MAP, so more posts to come~ Behind the scenes and animation progress under the cut:
Part One: Base sketch and keyframes. Pretty self explanatory, redrawing Danno in my own style and figuring out his moving parts
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Part Two: I wanted to have his eyes react to the light somewhat, so I workshopped some ideas regarding pupils and shine. I usually try a few different effects in the draft stage before I decide on which I'll choose
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Part Three: While I took some time to think about it, decided to move on to the line art and blocking out the silhouette.
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Part Four: By now I had a better idea of how I wanted to animate the eyes, having them follow the light along with the cat pupil (because why not) I coloured the base here too
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Part Five: I continue colouring like any regular drawing, adding overlays and shadows (multiply layer) to give it a bit more vibrancy.
The eyes also get a shine effect that I had attempted in the draft, just a lot cleaner looking
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Part Six: This part was painful, since I knew what I wanted to do but didn't have the know how on how to make it happen. Turns out masking/clipping can be temperamental for animation if you don't plan ahead. I ended up getting it to work after several attempts
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Part Seven: Now I was ): because the eye animations were mostly hidden, so I decided to copy + paste them onto a new layer, then have them fade out so you have a few extra frames of spooky atmosphere
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Part Eight: Lastly, darkening the scene and exporting
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Thanks for coming to my TED Talk, I hope some of you's found this interesting. If you have any questions on how I did stuff, feel free to ask~ I look forward to animating more in the future, this project was a real learning curve, but very rewarding to work with everyone ty
-mrsketchy
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erebus0dora · 11 months ago
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some of you asked if you could print/chew/otherwise consume my Devil's Minion art, and i did ask if you needed a masterpost on the topic, so-
may i offer you this Google Drive folder, o gentle creatures..?
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i'll add more, and i believe it's sensible to add the links to the original posts with these images, but frankly speaking i am chill with whatever way you use or share them if that's for your personal use
just keep them free, that's my only request
what was born as a free art should remain free art
any questions left? ask them, i don't bite unless you would really like that
now, have a peaceful day and my digital hug
💜UPDATE💜
it feels appropriate to make it a fully shaped masterpost, links and all, so... links to each and every artwork on the theme - below the cut
the Tarot cards (Hermit/Death)
"...rest" (but mirrored)
first take on Armand that looks like anime
some thoughts on the age of the magnolia tree
human!Daniel deliberately thinking of beautiful things
The Magnolia Tee Print
animated Daniel (literally, as in, a gif)
a very vampire!Daniel, thoroughly researched
Byzantine Icon Armand
a tender moment which is vague but there you go
sleeping Armand from a fic
hugs (the quiet)
more hugs (abrupt)
more hugs (headphones on, updated)
Daniel gently cleaning Armand's face
some extra somfte quiet gremlin
crack!chibi!Daniel on tees
crack!chibi!Daniel on teefs
sneaky sleepy uncertain hug for another fic
moar tender touch for another fic
beige pillow
the return of the beige pillow
"i see you"
kissing the maker's hand
more tender face-touching, couldn't choose one
Daniel comes to Louvre
Daniel collects art
four pages of Armand running and Daniel chasing
Hug The Gremlin
Hug The Gremlin For He Is Art
Armand as a candle, literally
Armand and magnolia petals (the art)
Armand and magnolia petals (the sculpture)
(slightly off-topic, but) Perforated Heart because ffs Eric knows his shit
good old don't you maître me thing which i keep forgetting to include
Only Fangs Molloy - keep in mind there's a JPEG and a TIFF version in the Drive folder, the TIFF works better if u wanna print it
(+bonus TALK SHIT GET BIT file is also there)
A LOT of traditional stuffs, scanned in 350 dpi for your entertainment
Daniel gently feeding his feral master, which is honestly one of the most tender things i have created
cozy sated hugs on a sofa
a domestic scene of Daniel waiting for Armand to enter his space, i suck at descriptions
trad art bonus! fighting with graphite dust, vol. 1, Luke
trad art bonus! fighting with graphite dust, vol. 2, Assad
an inspired old dogboy Molloy because face it, the world needs more hot aged people
trad art bonus! fighting with graphite dust, vol. 3, Armand
trad art bonus! Salomé Armand (+ vid)
MORE trad art! sculpting dat old hot man
what happens when you use ur own slightly inaccurate sculpture as a ref
EVEN MORE trad art!! Eric vs. watercolours, for his face compels me and his wild ig inspires me (+ vid)
TRAD ART AGAIN, since i found paper that looks like fun base for bookmarks (+ vid and bonus Daniel)
"he is behind my back, isn't he" (+ linked explanation)
"he is 100% behind my back and i have ideas about it 😈"
MORE TRAD ART WITH TIMELAPSE VIDS:
an honest-to-God oil-painted Eric
a very purple-eyed Eric/Daniel (gouache testing)
feral tenderness (tm)
lost bois found (a bit of LBF and ebogo in the same frame)
power imbalance pic (the one with face grab)
home dot jpg
tbc🫀
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cosmicporos · 6 months ago
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Arcane character x GN! Reader on Period.
synopsis: Just some period comfort hcs with Viktor, Jayce, Vi, Ekko, Mel and Jinx!
Warning: Cursing. 18+ FOR JINX, no smut but somewhat spicy. Rest of the characters are fluff.
Please enjoy! So sorry it took me so long!
Viktor
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He’s very educated on menstrual cycles to begin with! (Biology nerd)
Definitely has a calendar and keeps track of all your cycles.
The day before you’re supposed to get your period he comes home from shopping and restocks on food and pads, tampons, ibuprofen etc.
Would definitely give you a massage to help with cramps.
“Beloved?” Viktor knocked from behind the door before proceeding to enter your shared room. "I got what you needed," he said, setting down the grocery bag containing both the tampons and pads. “And these," he added, revealing a variety of your favorite chocolates, salty chips, and even a bottle of your preferred tea.
You blinked at him, your expression shifting from surprise to gratitude. "You didn't have to-"
“Tsk, tsk, tsk” He quickly shushed you. His free hand reaching to brush a strand of hair from your face. "I wanted to. Now, do me a favor and relax." Before you could protest or question any further, he knelt down by your side, his clever hands carefully lifting the edge of the blanket. "Turn over, Darling” he coaxed, and when you complied, he placed his hands on your lower back, his touch warm and deliberate.
"I read this helps," Viktor murmured as his fingers began to work small, soothing circles into your tense muscles. You feel your muscles loosen and quickly melt into Viktor’s touch.
His hands run a little on the colder side, yet they still work their magic and alleviate the pain in your abdomen.
"You're too good to me," you murmured, your voice muffled as you rested your head against your arm.
"Nonsense," Viktor replied, his voice low and unwavering. "You endure so much… this is the least I can do." He says leaving a small gentle kiss on your cheek.
Jayce
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He’s the biggest softy for you on your period oh boy oh boy oh boy. He is completely at your beck and call.
He’s also super carful about your emotional during this time. He tries his hardest to leave work on time and come home!
He understands mood swings can happen and he’s very patient! He accidentally messed up and ticked you off? He’ll nod along as you lecture him and act like a kicked puppy. Then afterwards will ask if you’re okay and if you need space. Will 100% make up and apologize by getting you a sweet treat :3
Jayce finally made his way back home, shoulders heavy and tense. his tie askew and his hair slightly mussed, looking like he'd run the entire way home. You stand up from your place on the couch and place a soft kiss on his lips. “Welcome home” you smile at home before your eyes lower to see an empty handed Jayce. "You forgot?" you said quietly, your voice heavy with disappointment.
Jayce froze, guilt washing over his face. "Forgot what?"
"The heating pad," you replied, your arms crossed tightly over your chest. "You said you'd grab it on your way home. I've been in pain all day, Jayce."
His heart sank. "Oh no," he whispered moving to run a hand down his hair. "I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I don't know how I missed it…”. He thinks for a moment before he says, “That’s on me, and I'll fix it right now!" He turned to leave, planning to head straight back to the lab.
"No... that's alright Jayce, just please remember next time." You grab hold of his sleeve. He let out a soft sigh and turned around to face you.
"I'm so sorry about that sweetheart... Honestly I was just excited to get back home to you is all." He mumbled into your hair as he pulled you into a hug.
"No no it's fine really, it's not too big of a deal" The warmth of his body slowly encapsulating itself protectively over you.
“No you should be upset it’s okay! I’ll be more responsible next time.” His puppy eyes glowing as if he almost wanted you to be mad at him. It was incredibly difficult to deny Jayce whenever he would behave like this…
“I uh…. O-okay?…. Please do better next time.” Your eyes are looking at anything else but at him.
"... you need to be mad at me until I figure out how to make it up to you." His strong arm coming up from behind to softly pat your side. "How does that sound?"
You laugh off the pervious nerves “I think that sounds perfect" You tilt your head up to face him and press a warm soft kiss to his cheek.
Vi
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Okay I feel like for Vi for some reason you two would always be synced
She’s all tough and prepared on day one until day two hits and… that’s a different story
You always end up completely staying home together on the second day of your periods
You groaned as another cramp hit, curling further into yourself under the layers of warmth. Next to you, Vi let out a sharp exhale through her nose, gripping the heat pack on her stomach.
"This is some sick joke," Vi muttered, her voice heavy with irritation. She shifts on the bed, but the movement only made her wince. "I could take a punch to the gut, no problem, but this? This is worse than any fight I've been in."
You scoot closer towards Vi drapes an arm over you, pulling you snug against her chest. Her hand found your hair, fingers threading through it lazily.
"We're a mess," you mumbled into her tank top.
"Yeah," she admitted, pressing her cheek against the top of your head. "But at least we're a mess together."
Vi is totally one to do a complete 180 on the next day.
While you’re still dying of pain she manages to get out of bed early and heads to the store to pick up some stuff
Vi's heavy boots thudded softly against the floor, the sound bringing a flicker of relief. "Alright, babe," her familiar rasp broke the silence, “I got a couple of things for you”
“Don’t you mean us?” You sit up straight and tilt your head a little confused.
“Oh no, I’m doing fine sweetheart don’t you worry. But… I know you probably still feel like a sack of shit so I picked up some goodies for you.” she pulled out an assortment of snacks like chips, gummy candy, soda, juice..(if it had sugar she’s go it!…)
“If these cramps won’t kill me… the amount of sugar here will…” Your eyebrows furrowed at the mess of snacks in front of you.
“Oh pip down will you? Haven’t even gotten to the best part.” What she pulled out next made your breath hitch. It was a small, ridiculously cute plushie. A chubby fox with big shiny eyes and a fluffy tail. Vi plopped it onto your lap as she smirked from your reaction. “Cute huh?” She sits down next to you. “I picked it out cuz it reminded me of you”
Your face flushed instantly, a mix of embarrassment and warmth flooding through you. You picked up the fox, turning it over in your hands. Its fluffy tail was so soft it almost felt unreal, and the wide, shiny eyes seemed to sparkle in the dim light of the room. "Reminded you of me?" you asked, glancing at Vi with a raised brow.
“Yeah well… it’s cute and small.. so it reminds me of you.” She leaned back against the headboard, “And it’s a little spunky. Just like you.”
You roll your eyes and softly punch her shoulder. "It does cheer me up," you admitted softly, clutching the plush fox closer. "Thank you, Vi."
She wraps an arm around you shoulder and pulls you in “No problem Cupcake, anything for you.”
Ekko
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HES PANICKING
but in the outside he’s cool as a cucumber
The inside? oh god. He’s stressing out about making sure all your needs are met.
You are not allowed to go on missions during this time at all. He doesn’t exactly forbid it per say but he does shoot a glare whenever you flinch due to the pain of your cramps. He’s always behind you making sure you’re okay
He’s like a little momma bird
You were currently getting ready for a mission, bag laying across the table as you carefully prepare stuffing it full of food, medical supplies, bombs and your trusty lock pick. Ekko leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching you with that ever so perceptive gaze of his.
"You good?" he asked, cocking an eyebrow.
"Yeah, fine," you replied, wincing as another cramp twisted in your stomach. You shake your head cursing at your own reaction.
He was by your side in seconds, gently taking the pack from your hands. "You're lying."
“Ekko please…” you straightened your back. "I'm fine," you insisted, reaching for the pack again, but Ekko held it out of reach.
reach.
"You think I don't notice you wincing every five seconds?" His voice softened, though his eyes stayed firm. "You can't go out like this.”
“I’m not some baby. Believe me I’ll be just fine.”you protested, though even you could hear how unconvincing you
“Look… you sound way too unconvincing and because you’re way too stubborn…” He paused looking at you and finally smiling. “How about I skip out on this mission too? And you know.. take care of my girl?.” A proud and playful smile adorns his lips while he waits for your response.
You’re a little surprised, not because he doesn’t put you first but because he’s allowing himself to relax in a way as well. “Are you sure about that?" you ask, your voice softer than you intended. "I mean... this mission sounds important. I don't want you to–“
"Stop." He cuts you off gently, stepping closer. The distance between you shrinks, and you feel his hand come to rest on your shoulder, steady and warm. "I've been out there long enough to know the world ain't gonna fall apart if I sit one out." He takes a deep breath and continues, "I know I push myself too hard sometimes. And yeah, protecting our people is important and all, but so is being here. With you. What's the point of fighting if I can't take a moment to enjoy what I'm fighting for?"
“Ekko…” His words hit you harder than you expected, the vulnerability in them catching you off guard.
"Yeah firefly?…” He tilts his head, watching you carefully. His hands fidgeting together like a nervous child.
You let out a small sigh, your resolve crumbling. "Just... don't make a habit of this, okay? The Firelights need you."
"They'll manage," he says with a wink. "I'll make it up to 'em. Promise." He finally makes his way over to you placing a small kiss on your neck before continuing. “But let me make it up to you first okay?”
Jinx
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18+
Okay jinx is an absolute horndog when you’re on your period
You got cramps? Uhhhh…. Solution????… her mouth and fingers.
“Love bug come onnnnnn! You know making you cum will help with cramps! What’s the big deal?” She sighed dramatically flopping over the table in front of her.
“Love bug?…” You questioned. “And the deal is I’m on my period!…. I don’t want to make a big mess for you to deal with okay.” You huffed out embarrassed at her playful yet lewd antics.
“Yeah! Love bug cuz you love me and you’re always buzzing around me! Like a bug!” Jinx proudly exclaimed her bright idea of a nickname, perhaps a bit too proudly… “And besides! Me?… care about a mess? You’re kidding right?” she looks almost offended but the fact you assumed she wouldn't do this for you.
“Jinx… I just feel gross okay… I don’t really feel super desirable right now.” You sighed placing your face into your hands.
She bangs her fists on the table and jumps up from her seat. “You’re fucking joking right? You’re smoking babe. SMOKING. Like SMOKING HOT! Her arms waved around as she talked to draw out more emphasis to her claim. She lets out a playful scoff “It’s taking every fiber of my being to not pounce on you right now!”
“Jinx… knock it off…” you bit your lip embarrassed and turned away. “I know that isn’t true at all… quit being too nice.”
“Doll…. You’re way too into your own head! I’m saying I wanna bang and you think I’m lyin?” She puts her hands on her hips and shakes her head. “No no no we can’t be having that! Doll come here.”
Your expression as you looked at her told Jinx you in fact did not know who to believe. You’re corrupt emotions or your loving girlfriend? Either way you walked to her and stopped till you were in front of her. She quickly cupped your face and pulled you into a deep inviting kiss. Her hands roam softly along your body, gently holding and squeezing every part she loved.
She breaks away from the kiss and looks at you, her voice more serious than you’d like it to be. “Y/N you’re always going to be perfect to me, there’s no way in hell l’d ever be grossed out by you.” She leans in closer and softly leaves kisses along your collar “Besides I wanna love you. I wanna make you feel so crazy good you won’t even remember all your dumb troubles.”
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MEL MEL MEL MEL MEL 😻 fancy rich lady who spoils you
While I do think she’ll still be super busy with work, she’ll most definitely make sure your body is been taken care of.
She lets the chef know your nutritional needs, taking notes you need more iron in your diet.
And when she does come home it’s all kisses, cuddles and praise getting sent your way!
Since she could remember, Mel could take care of just about anything. It didn’t matter if it was a delicate political negotiation or ensuring you felt cared for on your worst days, she had an effortless way of making you feel like the center of her world
The moment she left for the council meeting that morning, you heard her speaking quietly with the private chef, listing off ingredients and dietary adjustments with her usual precision. "She needs more iron," you overheard her say, her voice warm yet firm. "Spinach, lentils, maybe some lean meat. And add something sweet but not too high in sugar content. She deserves to enjoy herself, but make sure it stay healthy for my sake.
Hours later, as you lay curled up on the couch, a warm blanket draped over you, the scent of something savory wafted through the air. The chef had outdone himself, delivering a meal tailored exactly to what your body needed, paired with a small plate of indulgent chocolate covered fruits. It brought a soft smile to your lips. Mel always thought of everything, she always thought of you.
the front door finally opened, the sound of her heels clicking on the marble floor announced her arrival. You craned your neck to look at her, and the moment her golden eyes landed on you, her expression softened.
"There's my love," she murmured, setting her things aside and making a beeline for you.
"Hello darling, long day?" you asked, your voice soft.
"Not anymore," she replied, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead before settling beside you on the couch. Her hand came up to cup your cheek, her thumb brushing against your skin. "How are you feeling? Did you eat?"
You nodded. "The food was perfect. Thank you for taking care of it."
“Oh? So you heard me did you?”She hummed in satisfaction, pulling you gently into her. Her arms wrapped around you snugly, her fingers trailing softly along your back in soothing patterns. "You've been so strong," she whispered. "But you don't have to be right now. Let me take care of you”
You melted into her embrace, feeling the tension in your body ease as she held you. "You deserve the world," she murmured, her voice full of affection. "And I intend to give it to you, one kiss or gentle word at a time. You will be shown my love”
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ERM SO A LINE FROM JAYCE’S PART IS FROM XAVIER’S NEW CARD FROM LOVE AND DEEPSPACE! I recently pulled it and oh my god…. It’s been stuck in my mind…. ANYWAYS HOPE YOU ENJOYED
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nomorezerocomments · 4 months ago
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No More Zero Comments Project
Hi! Here's a big masterpost for everything you need to know about this project!
The No More Zero Comments (NM0C) Project is dedicated to reducing the number of fics on AO3 with no comments. This is a multifandom community effort with very few rules which you can very easily undertake alone, but hey, why not join us?
The goal is simple: find fics with no comments, read them and leave the author a comment. If you want, you can go out and find fics on your own, but we also have a handy spreadsheet full of fics for you to browse!
You can find the spreadsheet here. There are tonnes of different fandoms to choose from. It will be updated regularly with new fics, so check back as often as you like.
Do you have a fic with zero comments? You can submit it here to be added to the spreadsheet. There is no limit to how many you can submit, and no limits on what you can submit. Any fandom, any category, any rating, no matter how old it is. Yes, even explicit fics. We aren't picky around here. You can also submit other people's fics if you wish.
All I ask is, if you submit your own fics, try and comment on some too! Balance, equality, etc.
The only real rule for submissions is no AI. This blog is vehemently anti-AI and will not accept any fics that use it. EDIT 16/06/25: There are now two more rules - no Harry Potter fics (fuck jkr) and no fics less than a week old.
If you read a fic from the spreadsheet, please let me know here so I can remove the fic from the spreadsheet. If you see a fic on the spreadsheet that has a comment, don't fret. I'll get around to removing it soon. Admin's timezone is GMT and I'm most active in the evenings.
Have a question? Feel free to ask!
A few more bits and pieces of information under the cut!
Who runs this blog?
That'd be me, Izak, better known as @lightningzombie! I run this blog alone for now. And yes, I did put my own fics into the spreadsheet. I put it up to a vote and people said I could!
Why did you decide to do this?
Frustration with the lack of comments on my fics and the death of comment culture in general. Bewilderment when I saw a fic that had 1200 kudos and no comments. The joy that leaving 100 comments and receiving 20+ during the Febuwhump commentfest brought me. Boredom. Many reasons!
Is there a prize/competition?
Nope! No incentives whatsoever. Just the joy of fan fiction, of commenting, and community spirit.
Will you do events?
Yes, I plan to! I'm not sure what yet, though.
"I don't know how to comment!"
Yes, you do. "I like this" is a comment. "How dare you do that to [insert blorbo here]" is a comment. "<3" is a comment. "KAJSDAKSDHJ WHYYYYY????" is a comment. "I am rapidly approaching your location" is a comment. Just be kind!
How long will it take me to get a comment?
Dunno. Some people get them within minutes, some hours, some days. Depends on many things. Be patient!
I submitted something but it hasn't been added or removed
I run this blog and the spreadsheet completely alone and manually. Any submissions will be handled as and when i have time. Be patient with me, I'll get to it!
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godmadeaterribleerror · 6 months ago
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Babylon The Great Series Masterlist
Read on A03!
Main Masterlist - Dean Masterlist
Rating/Warnings: 18+ for canon-typical violence, swearing, severe mental health issues, self-harm and suicidal ideation, mentions of rape/non-con, and sexual content.
Tags: Dean Winchester/Female Reader, enemies to friends to lovers, canon divergence, slow burn, smut, angst, fluff, eventual happy ending.
Series Summary
There's something wrong with you that's not wrong with other people. You're a hunter, and a damn good one, but you might be a monster.
There might be something in you that needs to be put down. Something broken that can't be fixed.
It's why you've had one rule your whole life. The only thing your father has ever made clear is that, no matter what, you need to stay away from John Winchester. He can't even know you exist, or he'll kill you and never blink.
And when your paths cross a hunt, you should've run, but you didn't. You couldn't. Because you looked at Dean Winchester, and something changed inside of you. Something called you to him, and you can't figure out what it was, but you know it's strong. And you know that, whatever Dean's doing to you, you don't really care to fight it. Things are broken in you, just as much is broken in him, and you fit perfectly together in a way you'll never be able to describe.
But it's more complicated than that, though. The world pulls you and Dean apart again and again.
And you find your way back, again and again.
Author's Note
This story is non-canon compliant rewrite, but primarily plot wise. Think of it as we're cooking with all the same ingredients (i.e lore, characters, setting, and backstory) but with one change (you) that gets us to a drastically different ending.
What the means is that there will be a lot of similar plot points to Supernatural, but the further we go through the story the more it will diverge. I've also take some creative labor with the reader, adding lore that's defiantly not a part of canon, but crucial to this story.
If you have any questions about this, feel free to ask! If not, I hope you enjoy the story!
Chapter List
Chapter 1 - In My Brain and In My Blood Chapter 2 - Under My Skin Chapter 3 - I Get A Little Dizzy Chapter 4 - You Bleed Like Me Chapter 5 - If You Let Me Chapter 6 - All The Noise Chapter 7 - Something I Can See Chapter 8 - Keep Us Far Apart Chapter 9 - Does The Feeling Haunt You Chapter 10 - Look and See Chapter 11 - You Might Drown Chapter 12 - Watch You Work The Room Chapter 13 - You'll Have to Believe It Chapter 14 - Water Is Forever Chapter 15 - Before It Falls Apart Chapter 16 - Try to Catch It Chapter 17 - You Come Back Chapter 18 - You Can Start to Make It Better Chapter 19 - That's Nothing New Chapter 20 - Wait for Me Chapter 21 - If You Want To Survive Chapter 22 - I'd Go Black And Blue Chapter 23 - You've Been Waiting to Break Chapter 24 - Just Hold On Chapter 25 - And It Was Written Chapter 26 - Worth the Fight Chapter 27 - When You Go (7/3)
Pslams (In-Series Bonus Chapters)
Can You Hear Me - You sit on the roof of your car. Takes place a month after Chapter 15. I'll Keep On Waiting - Dean watches you, and Jo shares some thoughts. Takes place after Chapter 19. So Go On - Sam Chapter! Takes place after Chapter 20. Spinning Around - You, Dean, and allegedly Sam go to the movies. Takes place between Chapter 19 and Chapter 20. Just Pretend - You and Dean have some dreams. Takes place almost any time after Chapter 20. On My Way - Dean looks at some fruits. Takes place around Chapter 23. Stay This Simple - You and Jo have a girls night. Takes place around Chapter 19.
Extras From Me
Listen to the Playlist! Memes! More Memes!
Stuff By You Guys!!! (Art, Memes, and Anything more)
Meme Art by @dammbi Dean Art by @dammbi Memes 1, and 2, by @dammbi Soul Art by @youdontknowe Princess Art by @youdontknowe Language Art by @imnotmentallyst4ble Princess Moodboard by @deans-yn Playlist by @imnotmentallyst4ble Series Moodboard by @dammbi Journal Spread by @imnotmentallyst4ble Memes by @brtodd Princess and Dean Art by @youdontknowe Princess Marilyn Monroe Art by @youdontknowe Princess Art by @youdontknowe Knife and Blade Art by @youdontknowe Text Memes by @let-it-sn0o0ow Memes, and bonus meme, by @let-it-sn0o0ow
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thegreatwicked · 1 year ago
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This obviously needed its own post and here it is, a collection of blog posts and resources I have found and used for my own writing, I hope they help you too! Go forth and write that spice!
The Smut Writers Dictionary By @maybeeatspaghetti Seriously, how many different way are there to write cock? Does anyone else wonder if they've used the word 'lips' too many times? Well, this is a good place to start!
The Ultimate Guide to Writing Smut This is the first one I found and I go back to it frequently! There's also some great information about specific areas of sex that may not be common knowledge for first time writers!
How to Write Smut By @urfriendlywriter Another great source of information from different verbiage to use and a few tips to hel you along (giggity)
Smut Thesaurus By @prurientpuddlejumper just what it sounds like and you can never have too many words at your disposal.
6 Steps to Writing Better Sex By @chaoschaoswriting If you're at a loss or just want some more help this is antoher fantastic blog!
Writing Prompts NSFW By @seidenbros Need some dialogue? Or a story idea? Have a look!
#100 NSFW/Smut Dialogue Prompts By @a-cure-for-writers-block More? More. This is also a fantastic writing blog with lots to offer!
Intimate + Sexual Headcannon Questions By @petalsprompts Good questions to ask your characters to get to know them better and make more well rounded characters!
Smut & Mature (18+) Master List By @pendarling A great list dialogue prompts, scenarios, and helpful bits!
Poly NSFW Alphabet By @smaoineamhsalach Another great way to get to know your characters and maybe a handful of ideas for story ideas.
Kink Prompts Another from the previous blogger above and I didn't know what half of these are! I'll work on a kink dictionary next!
Writing Smut 101: Overcoming Smut Shame @slightlyrebelliouswriter23 There's a lot to be said for this particular subject! It's hard to write stuff like this, so how do you get over it? Start here!
How to Write a Kiss Scene By @youneedsomeprompts Yes!!! I still struggle with this one! There's a thousand ways to kiss, find your favorite!
Smut Oneliners By @deity-prompts you can never have enough one-liners!!
How to Write a (Great) Sex Scene Another great article for new smut writers
9 Tips for Writing Steamy Scenes More tips to help you wirte good steamy stuff!
How to Write Erotica and a Damn Fine Sex Scene A WEALTH if information on writing, structuring, and helpful tips!
@saradikahas a fantatic blog with graphics for you to use to add some fun to your posts. Things like MDNI Banners, 18+ Content Warnings, Support Your Favorite Writers and Reblog banners! They are free to use but she does ask that you reblog her stuff if you do! She's also a very talented writer and she writes some AMAZING Din Djarin stories!
Gay Sex Positions Guide This is a WONDERFUL adition and thank you so much @b7bubby for bringing this to my attention, I didn't have any resources for writing M/M fairings but this is a much needed addition to the spicy community! i've never written an M/M pairing and I feel like such an idiot for overlooking the need for a resource like this!
Writing the Perfect Kiss Scene provided by @writers-potiona fantastic little guide to writing better kisses!
If you find any other great smut writing resources feel free to tag me so I can add them to this list! Good luck with your writing! Now go write that story and LET THE SPICE FLOW!!!!
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