#so is the life of a discord server 🫡

[doctordiscosbignaturals]

found some screenshots from an old discord server i was in that have me in fucking tears

[specters0rd]

Going on a longer Hiatus. Don’t panic, I’ll come back.

I’m currently getting swamped with juggling with real life things and my own personal projects that I think it’s best I step off of Tumblr for a little bit longer.

I don’t know how long it will be so I am gonna close my ask box for all my side blogs until further notice. I unfortunately can’t guarantee I will get to answering your ask since writing right now is hard for me, but I’ll try.

Sorry, everyone. I think this the best way for me to handle things right now.

My dms are still open on Discord and on here, I just won’t be as active in servers as I use to.

Thank you for the patience. 🫡

[adambja]

Hello......

Yes I entered my void state in early 2023

Also....

In the past few days I stopped the coaching for 24 hours and it was back after exactly 24 hours and I am so happy I already gave my clients everything before I told them this and I really respected that some of my clients asked about what happened with me it was just a lil problem and everything went well when I went to the doctor - the thing is I just can't be solving others' issues and I have issues that's why it was paused and now everything is just perfect ;)!

I have an experiment with almost 23 people and everything is going great with coaching 🫡 the tapes are always getting updated! Many of my clients received their things some are still getting their things one by one because I am still updating it 🫡!

And in the last 24 hours everyone who wanted coaching I responded to them that they can buy anything they want from me but they better wait 7 days so I can know the results of the experiment before giving them anything because the results of this experiment will show if my clients will need a self-concept tape with the void concept tape or not even the coaching will they need that much coaching I was giving to my other clients who already bought everything

And all this will save everyone who will buy tapes/coaching from me money!

I said this before on the discord server but I will say it here again the void concept tape is 90% void concept 10% subconscious mind related and some other stuff I won't allow myself to talk about it here cause it's my SECRET SALSA 💋🫡🫶🏻

And it's working 100% even like another client told me that they entered their void state with the version before that updated one today! 🫡

I am really proud of how far i went here and everything I did here!!!

And I am so happy that I am in this loa community I will never ever ever leave so you better be ready if you can't afford my tapes or my coaching again it's your problem not mine!

You are held accountable for your own life you are held accountable for your own financial state you can change it tho but you better change it away from me if you don't match my standards - I can help you change it if you match my standards and got money for my tapes and coaching! 🫡 period

Any other words any hate for having boundaries I will block you because I mean we are in 2023 how tf don't you understand boundaries???? I mean if you don't that's why your life is fucked up - fix it - your old self will thank you later!!! It will be proud of you!!!!

And now the only coaching that's open is for the subconscious mind - shifting - manifesting - self-concept even the void tape BUT YOU WILL BUY IT AND I WILL TELL YOU TO BUY IT WITH THE SELF-CONCEPT TAPE BECAUSE I STILL DON'T KNOW THE RESULTS OF THE EXPERIMENT IF YOU WANNA BUY THEM IT WILL BE YOUR RESPONSIBILITY OR JUST WAIT UNTIL I GET THE RESULTS! 🫡💋

One last thing you can call me adambja it's not just adam 😭😭 pls lmao

Also I go by any pronoun fr it doesn't matter they/them - she/her - he/him I am so secure that I just don't care whatever you address me by

I am here for a good time - fun and professionalism with my clients I love what I am doing so yeah period - byeee

Have a good day/night!

Mwah to you whoever you are!

[idolkilling]

THIS BLOG IS 21+ ONLY FOR OCCASIONAL SEX, VIOLENCE, & “DEAD DOVE” THEMES.  All depictions of crime or taboo are for fictional character exploration and not endorsed in real life.  Please read my carrd before you follow.  Last updated 08/2024. twitter｜ao3｜toyhou.se @killshopdeluxe — misc/reblogs

Hi I’m Kill !  Fibromyalgia having broke ass OC drawer and writer… welcome 2 my twisted mind (mostly shitposts and gay ikemen).  I love RP and OC interacts, so feel free to toss your OCs at mine any time!

More info + taglist below 🕺🏻✨

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🚕 SOCIALS

This is a sideblog.  I generally follow and send asks from @idolkilling-alt, but may use a different primary depending on what you post—I curate my dashboards by subject matter, and idolkilling’s is focused on OCs!  That said, feel free to engage regardless of what sort of blog you run; I love to chat! :D

@killshopdeluxe is where I will mostly be reblogging things (OC-related, misc, and fandom) and making personal text posts, to keep this blog organised!

If you know me from my previous kink-focused blogs—I’ll remake them! Just give me some time to set up ^^

My other socials are listed above, but I’ll go into depth here as well!

twitter — I tend to only post my art/writing or RT friends’ works on main, but if we interact a lot (off-anon, naturally), you can request to follow my personal and doodle alt !  I’m always yapping there 🫡

ao3 — Where my polished writing is hosted!  It takes me a long ass time to complete fics or edit RPs though, so I’ll share WIPs/unrefined pieces on this blog.

toyhou.se — My list of active OCs!  I try to keep their profiles short and sweet, so please ask me about any of them you’re curious about!

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⚠️ MY WORKS: TERMS OF USE

DO NOT repost my original work to any site, inclusive of using my art as an icon, banner, or background without express permission.

DO NOT use my works as reference material, inclusive of tracing my art, studying my style, or taking heavy inspiration from the designs or stories of my OCs.  I am a small hobby creator, not a big IP, so people piggybacking off my works to make their own—especially with the intent to publish or monetise—is hurtful (and has already happened several times).  TT

DO NOT tag my OCs as your own characters or use them as references/RP claims.

Any media IP fanworks I make can be reposted ¹ or used without permission, as long as I am credited with a link back to one of my socials.  That said, if I have already posted the art or writing to the intended site (eg. Twitter, Tumblr), please just boost my original post.

¹ caveat: Please do not post my art onto TikTok 🙁

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💫 INTERACTING

Fanworks of any kind featuring my OCs are welcome—and feel free to have them interacting with your own characters! If you make anything, please @ me and tag #idolkilling!  This part is optional, but feel free to also tag the full names of the OC/s depicted (written below in the “TAGLIST” section) ^^  If I miss your post, please PM!

PMs are currently unavailable for this blog, so please use @idolkilling-alt or my Twitter if you want to message me privately (though I’m not very good at one-on-one conversations ahaha). Alternatively, feel free to invite me to your (dark fiction-friendly) group Discord servers, or join one of my own!

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🪐 TAGLIST

It should be noted that I will not usually tag specific warnings for sensitive content, nor will I use Tumblr’s built-in censor/blur.  While the majority of my works on this blog are fairly tame, please beware of occasional (untagged):

violence, gore, body horror, and other grotesque imagery

depictions of abuse or other toxic/taboo dynamics

suggestive or outright sexual imagery, often featuring RACK or monsterkink

For the most part, my “dead dove” works are on the subtler side, but it is there!  If I feel like anything is darker than usual I’ll tag #dead dove: do not eat, in case anyone wants to mute such content.

Personal

#🌻kill.txt ｜ #🌻kill.abt — personal posts and info

#🪻blog.new ｜ #🪻blog.abt — blog updates and info

Content Archival

#📧OC Q&A — general trivia on my OCs, as well as ask responses

#📁MY OUS/AUS ｜ #📁OTHERS’ OUS/AUS ｜ #📁MEDIA IPS

#📁MISC SOLO ｜ #📁MISC RP — works that do not have any specific fleshed out setting

#📁MY OCS ｜ #📁OTHERS’ OCS ｜ #📁MEDIA CHARACTERS

#💘SHIPPING — specific ship tags in “OC-Related” subsection

#🎨ILLUST ｜ #📝WRITING — my own works, sorted into the subtags #scrawls, #rough, #clean, and #coloured as well as #drabbles, #oneshots, and #ongoing respectively; #WIPs and #showcase are used for both

#💞TREASURE BOX — works featuring my OCs by other people

#💛OTHERS’ WORKS — works by my OC collaborators! :D

OC-Related

I use an OC’s full name for art, writing, and any information on them (in response to asks or in general musings) I find important/vital. I may sometimes include works by other people in their main tags if I feel they represent the character’s vibes well to people who are not yet familiar with my OCs! I’ll usually tag other people’s OCs by their full names as well, unless the mun has their own tagging conventions (in which case I’ll follow suit).

Most characters’ full names are present on their Toyhou.se profiles, but I’ll list relevant ones here as well (especially since Xero and Velo’s are busted LMAO):

Xero Ouroboros Flamel Nocturne Jabberwock Lacrimosa etc … if you don’t want to remember all that Xero | Ouroboros is fine!

Dimitri Andreyevich Noskov

Reis Cordis ｜ The Lord of the Flies ｜ Navid Veisi

Umetarou Sano Lecce

Velo Velocity

Dr. Evening Threnody

Beyond that, I’ll use their shortened name + a descriptor to organise posts, as follows:

#[OC] by others — works featuring the character by other people

#[OC] info — self-explanatory; includes responses to asks

#[OC] answers — asks or replies where I draw/write the character responding directly

#[OC] core — random things that remind me of the character

Rounding back to shipping, each pairing or polycule has a main generic tag, but may feature subtags indicating top/bottom or D/s order (for sexual, suggestive, or otherwise ‘charged’ works).  The Eastern fandom practise of ordered tags is important to me, as oftentimes AB and BA are their own separate dynamics completely!

#Arizona — ANTE × Zion (Ram’s)

#Atomic Zero — Xero × Zeta (Ram’s)

#Knife Life — Xero × Killer Girl (Kumkrum’s)

#TBA — Dimitri × Minkyu (mihlen’s)

#TBA｜dimieros, xerodima — Dimitri × Xero

#TBA｜navitarou, tarounavi — Navid × Tarou

#TBA｜taroureis, reistarou — Tarou × Reis

#TBA — Xero × Minkyu (mihlen’s)

#TBA — Zeta (Ram’s) × Dimitri

They’re all just listed in alphabetical order since I wasn’t sure how else to sort them ahaha.  (Also this section is currently WIP as I upload more art/try to think of generic ship names… Bear with me 💀)

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🍳 BLOGROLL

People I OC with a lot 🤼 !!!  Check out their socials 🥰

@mihlen｜twitter｜ao3｜toyhou.se

@ramsauced｜twitter｜toyhou.se

@enigma-sanctity｜twitter

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🌻 ABOUT ME

I’m Filipino, born and raised outside of the mainland United States (though I’ve sadgely lost my fluency 😔) and somewhere in the East Coast now.  I’m non-binary (femme [not a woman] + transmasc) and aroace (-spec).  I got that dog (chronic disability) in me so I’m often languishing in bed like a Victorian prince with tuberculosis (but we ball).  Instead of having conventional mento health struggles I got hit with the niche and silly beam (OCD/C-PTSD among them) :(  I suffer the paradoxical curse of being both a high-maintenance extravert who never shuts up and extremely, painfully shy…

Creative works are just my hobby and I do [vague office things] as a job.  An assortment of media I like can be found on my carrd, but in terms of recently popular fandoms, I enjoy Trigun and Deadpool & Wolverine !  I’m mostly a film guy, though.  Beyond fiction I have old person interests like buying seasonal produce, home improvement, and tailoring.

I pretty much exclusively blog from PC—please give my blog’s theme a look on PC browser if you get a chance! :D

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[findroleplay]

hey gang 🫡 hopin’ all is going well for the roleplaying community. im throwing my hat into the ring hoping to find others who may be interested in an angst ridden drama fest between two people who definitely-maybe-probably-not should be together. one of the worst situations for our trauma babies to fall in love would have to be a violence infested gang, so of course ive dreamed of any detailed writers willing to make our happy couple suffer. fair warning, im in love with dark themes and forbidden romance, so ive kind of been obsessing over hot muscly step fathers in a crime syndicate 👉👈

im a fairly advanced writer, so im looking others with experience who enjoy the simple things in life such as pretty discord servers and head canons that would raise ron swanson’s glorious eyebrows. im a woman in her early twenties but im so down to write the aforementioned step “daddy” 😩 NSFW content is welcome, but let’s discuss the deets privately. if you’re interested, please like this and ill shoot ya a dm.

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[piastrinorris]

@cheerscoopscentral's cheerscoops week 2023 | day 3: social media-specific AU

Title: A Discordant Romance Pairing(s): Steve Harrington x Chrissy Cunningham, some background Gareth x Will Byers if you squint Tags: Stranger Things (series), fluff, modern AU, streamer AU, chatfic (set in Discord) Word Count: 5.7k Summary: When Eddie Munson gathers all his streamer friends from all the walks of his life, sparks fly for two in particular. A/N: I don't know why I thought making a chatfic based in DIscord was a good idea, but formatting this was a nightmare lmao. Still, I think it paid off. Other than the fact I've had to replace the usual @-system with "@." in the preview so that this hellsite doesn't' tag random blogs, even when I explicitly remove their tag links from the HTML editor. Love that sooo much.

read on ao3 here! preview under the cut:

Server: eddie’s minions - #general

EddieTheBanished @.everyone figured instead of wasting a good server for a one-time event, i’d keep this up in case people wanna stream together again

aguywhohatesparties really? that’s what you came up with?

EddieTheBanished it’s my server i can name it what i want to 🙂

madmaxmay making a new server where everyone’s equal, who’s in [☝️13]

EddieTheBanished 🙁

Server: better name pending - #general

EddieTheBanished there, is that good for now?

madmaxmay i actually kinda dig it permanently

CallMeTheFreak Same. Should also be our next album name.

madmaxmay i want writer royalties

EddieTheBanished why?!

CallMeTheFreak Deal. [🤝3]

EddieTheBanished et tu with the reacts, @.GarethTheGreat @.JeffWithAJ? what is this mutiny

madmaxmay lol you guys are great. you should come back on tud sometime

lilmisschriss ooh, could a certain bat-wielding orc also make an appearance there?

kingsteve oh no

madmaxmay OH YES

you’ve been watching us?!

@.JaneTheEleventh !!!!!!!!!

JaneTheEleventh i am glad you are watching @.lilmisschriss. i like watching your streams too, with max. you are very friendly with your chat and it’s very nice. [❤️4]

madmaxmay pleasepleaseplease join a campaign with me and el!!!!!!!!! @.lilmisschriss

lilmisschriss you girls are so sweet, but i don’t know the first thing about this, i’m just learning as i’m watching and there’s so much to catch up on!

madmaxmay i’ll teach you everything. if we can get @.kingsteve to play through a whole oneshot without his character dying, we can do anything

ToothlessBard sorry, remind me, who is this WE you’re referring to? because i’m pretty sure I’M the one who taught steve everything he knows

kingsteve you know i can still read that, right? [🤷1]

okay fine. i’ll do another one of your stories ONLY if @.lilmisschriss does it too. and if henderson gets off his high horse

madmaxmay @.WiseWilliam GET WRITING, WIZARD BOY WONDER [🫡1 🧙1]

[hakogyi]

Hello~! Sending this on anon because I'm still a little shy about talking on this site, but I just wanted to let you know that I love your art so much! Your art has brought a lot of positive change to my life this year <3

Over the summer, I saw your beautiful art that you made for the-nameless-ramekin's fic and it really inspired me! Up until then I was just a lurker/passive enjoyer of the twst fandom. But seeing that kind of artistic exchange/connection really sparked something in me to be a little more brave/active in my love for fandom stuff. I made a tumblr and AO3 account, I started writing again, and I joined a discord server for the first time and made so many wonderful new friends! <3

I think what I ultimately wanted to say here is: Thank you~!!! <3 And I hope you have a wonderful new year~!!! <3

UWAAAA ANONN 🥹🥹🥹 thank YOU for sending this to me!! this made me really happy AA giggling and kicking the air rn

i'm really happy i had such an impact 😖😖 for years now my art has been nowhere near the level i want it to be at, and sometimes i feel like taking down my accounts because of that LOL... but at the end of the day i think it's more important that i have spaces to express myself and to find friends (and fellow artists) to share it with. and i'm glad you found those spaces too 🫶

so thank you (and the rest of thihablr) for allowing me to share this space with you guys! my art will only keep improving 🫡

anon if you ever want to you should totally send me your ao3 handle i'd love to read your writing 😚!! my fic reading grind never stops (<- browses twst ao3 every night)

have a great new year!!

[kabutoraiger]

hi there .. ik youre one of like 5 ppl who speak english who've posted abt abudeka Months ago so i was wondering if there were any communities or anything for abudeka tht you might've found. Sorry im Fixated right now....

communities like. discord groups? i'm afraid i wouldn't know, sorry...

my experience watching jdramas outside of toku has always been either 1) in the event of older or less mass market appeal shows, i am seemingly the only person invested in them in the "passionate fan" sense & can only talk into the void about them with minimal returns

or 2) in the event of higher profile recently airing shows, there might be a handful of other eng fans & maybe one or two people on tumblr kindly deign to talk to me about it but the rest of that handful are all on twitter so i never have a chance to engage with them.

(tipping my cowboy hat) it's a lonely life oftentimes out here on the jdrama prairie....

but i will say based on my activity page abudeka in particular seems to be catching a little bit of attention from tumblr users who are into retro cop shows in general. as in people who don't seem to watch a ton or any other jdramas but who are big fans of like... miami vice and things like that. those are people who might actually have a dedicated 80s Buddy Cop discord server where if you brought up this japanese take on the genre i imagine some of them might be excited about it? though since that's just speculation i can't exactly link you to that either. but i wish you luck out there anon 🫡

[arlerts-angel]

ooh a gaming closet?!? i love your wallpaper 🥰 and a discord server for tokrev sounds fun!!

(i have not forgot about the matchup i am working on it 😭)

- 🫶 anon

i am really into "that's not my neighbor" rn so i've been playing that, and i am going to attempt to make ken and i in the sims 😅

thank you!! 🥰 it's safe to say draken runs nearly every aspect of my life 🫡

no rush!!! 😭