#so niceeeeeeee

[lil-beanz000]

Boom Xmas Joy~

Collab with ma lovely friend @banana-jar-studio ~~(Original sketch done by them)

Have a great Christmas an happy Holidays yall! <3 And a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

[napping-sapphic]

about ur recent post- i think u sound so so cool and awesome and i think we're a lot alike in how we love. (and also i have a bit of a crush on u.) so dont worry, i KNOW ur gonna find ur person soon. someone as awesome as u will for sure :) <3

AH how did i miss this??? I’m so sorry😭❤️❤️ thank you so much though you’re very sweet🥺<333 and you sound pretty cool and awesome yourself :) manifesting that we’ll all find someone we needed soon enough🤞❤️

[cosmic-ships]

HI KADEN I SAW UR NAME AND BECAME OVERWHELMED WITH PLATONIC LOVE FOR U ILY!! :3

HI NIIIICK

ASKSJSODJDODJD W-WHA- THIS IS SO DAMN NICE HULLO!? YOU'RE TOO SWEET!!!!! AHHHHHH ILU TOOOOOO!!!!! /p please imagine me giving the top of your head a little friendly smorch MUAH luv u my fren!!!

[imelaeiou]

DOMi & JD BECK covering Film by Aphex Twin

[notwaitinginthecorner]

Everytime I look at myself naked lately I start posing and shit and I think I look like one of those bodacious chubby girls from old paintings and then my swag meter rises and I feel good

[strawflower-weight]

Something about how we arent affraid to like/follow with our mains and rb to our ana sides is so <33 idk i love the feel of community going on, I am not scared that a fellow ana blog finds my main, they get it, they understand

(Shoutout to ana twitter and tiktok where i would be fucking horrified to even vaguely reveal any of my info, reason I love tumblr)

[kitsunabi]

MY GIRL LOOKS GORGEOUS AHHHHHHHH

[qomrades]

*through gritted teeth* i am SUCH a good roommate i am a FANTASTIC friend (<- let roommate buy really good guitar she wanted at a good price instead of buying it for herself)

[odetolove]

aww you're too kind :') thank you i appreciate it, i hope you know how amazing you are too !!

aww yay ! the charge up after a break is always so nice, so im really glad you're doing better. omg i saw the server post im so excited for you!! and did i see a birthday thing in the tags? is your birthday soon??? :0

ahh im always happy to hear that i can give inspo and that you can happily read back on the samu thread :') genuinely makes me so happy; and i hope you know i feel the same; ive never been one to share my writing formally due to various factors but im glad i can at least share it with someone whose works i not only admire but who also shares the same passion (? idk if thats the word) but i guess enthusiasm as me about writing and rp too. You always give me the same energy right back and even more and it's why i even keep coming back here along with the small little friendship we've made :')

sorry for the ramble ;-;

-Samu mod

HEHE YOURE WELCOME!!

AND IT IS!! MY BIRTHDAYS ON THE 29th!! so for some people it’s already there nyeheh,, you should join !! its fun!! i won’t even know ur samu mod (unless u want me to know blinks blinks) :3 i just like talking w people in a group setting,, i love bouncing ideas back n forth hehe <3

ANDDD PLEASEEE YOULL MAKE ME CRYYYY, it’s a very big source of comfort for me n i’ve always says w anyone ive rped with even if the threads not active i alwaaaayysss keep it very close to my heart just cause it’s a collaborative effort!!! you gotta put out the same energy someone gives you, especialllyyyyy with something as sweet as someone taking the time to write out paragraphs upon paragraphs!! idk word sharing should be considered a love language,, ill always read back on it fondly :3

N PLS DONT APOLOGIZE FOR RAMBLING, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ITTT!!!

[lacebird]

tomorrow i shall order ✨ s u p p l i e s ✨

[littlegoldfinchh]

Yessss argenti's japanese voice fucks so hard godddddd

[le-velo-pour-dru]

plain + soft for the ask game !!

WAAAAAAAAA DUDE THAT'S SO SWEET 😭🩷 THANK YOUUUUUUUUU 🥺🫶

[khadgar]

[rileyh20]

Why are y'all so niceeeeeeee

I have one rant about wanting to be called bub or little something

And then you guys start calling me those thingssssssss

I don't deserve you guys <3

[yugiohz]

waiittttt aoyama is leaving is so niceeeeeeee, i mean i would have wanted him to leave because because becoming ahero was never rlly his choice, but awwwwm

[ellsss]

hey, I have a question! I’m also a Christian but I’ve been…questioning my sexuality lately. Could I ask, how do you deal with being Christian and lesbian?

HEYYYYY thanks for the question! i literally never get asks so this is niceeeeeeee.

tbh, it's incredibly hard. im kinda learning how to deal with it myself, so in true honesty, i don't really have a complete and full answer. as of right now, i'm trying to take care of my mental health as much as i can.

from Christians, I've kinda gotten used to seeing fucked up homophboia from them unfortunately, but it still makes it sad, although it's constantly hard to see. However what gets to me and hurts me the most is fellow LGBTQ+ people be angry at me or insult me for being Christian.

and while I understand it's a response to severe trauma, it hurts so much. someone literally said to me once "you shouldn't be part of a religion that gives people trauma, just something to think about", which is 1. passive aggressive and 2. genuinely unfair on me, because imagine saying that to someone of Jewish faith or Islam? I get that Christians have harmed millions of people for years and years. but having people tell me that i should abandon my religion hurts so much.

not to mention how people have compared being LGBTQ+ and Christian to being a n*zi which is a huge offensive comparison and a slap in the face to Jews who survived and died in the holocaust tbh.

it's incredibly hard because i feel like im constantly pulled in two directions and i'm being told to pick a side by people on Earth, even tho i feel in my soul that God genuinely loves me and LGBTQ+ people, and everyone. It's unfair.

How I deal with it as of right now is, while this sounds awful, I unfollow or block anyone who is ex-evangelical or ex christian. and it's not because i don't think their trauma is valid. it is 100% and they have every right to speak on what they experienced. it's just it makes me feel incredibly guilty for something that also feels like a genuine part of me.

and it's something i don't want to abandon or leave behind, because that would dismantle everything i have been through and everything God has helped me with up to this point. i just block or unfollow anything that makes me feel guilty and uncomfortable with my lesbianism, or my Christianity.

idk if this helps but i hope it does😭😭