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i moved my seat in math today and the assistant teacher asked me if there was a reason I did it (uh yeah maybe that fact that they compare dick sizes every other class, talk about wanting to fuck someone who I'm pretty sure is my cousin (they don't say a last name) and yk the blatant homophobia/transphobia. it's bad. also they're just mean.) and I said no 😭
#god its this whole situation#so basically#there was originally four of us (not at the very beginning but thats irrelevant)#me#this girl and her ex boyfriend who shes good friends with now#and q girl who was mew to the school and was befriended by the other girl#the new girl is really nice and i like her#the other two dont. they talk shit aboutvher behind her back.#after we had a test some people moved seats around a bit#and the guys friend sat in the new girls seat#i sat in my usual seat#and the other girl sat next to me#the new girl was kinda hurt but they didnt suggest they move a desk up or anything cause they dont actually like her#i the conversation they have at that table#i dont even want to get into detail its so bad#so i asked my friend if i could start sitting with her and her friend#she said yeah ofc#so now i sit next to her friend#but her friend seems confused cause idrk her#so thats awakward but better than before lol#but now i think the new girl doesnt like me? cause maybe she thinks i like toom her spot or something? idk#i sat there the whole year so its not my fault#but i still feel bad#i dont wanna bring it up#cause thats weird#but i hope she asks me about it cause i feel bad and i want to explain the situation#i also wanna explain it to my friends friend#but im sure she told her already#post posting
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rewatched Kurogiri's holiday story from ultra impact (not related to sketch at all)
(but it did inspire me)
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finally!!
#fanart#sketch#my art#bnha#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#kurogiri#I cried a bit while playing it I missed the classic LoV I missed Kurogiri WITH the LoV it's been so long :(#and it feels like last chapter (423 atm) broke the seal of sketching them as anything but something static#it took me two or so days to just understand that Kurogiri is... yeah#I can't believe it took Horikoshi so long to bring him back but as I said and will say it again I glad it happened at all#after some thought I just want to sit with the chapters#anyway getting the preordered book was so much fun#it was full of LoV from Toga and Dabi talking about her house to Tenko being upset over being told that he doesn't have friends#and everything in-between basically only Compress left to join in the next volume#I think????#I actually want to get another one already they're so goodddd#and the translation sounds pretty good but I checked some pages not the whole book it'll be boring#it's actually so weird to think that I started a goal of reading the whole series ad it was now officially coming out like this back in 201#and now it's 2024 and the translation is pretty much ahead of anime and maybe it'll be faster than viz volumes too#since it's 2 in 1 basically - I think it's really great since I save some money but get LoV chapters every time#because they appear every 2 books at the start of the series and back then it was hard for me to get them#but I felt content seeing all the books that I bought when I was visiting family for holidays this month because there are so many of them#and I don't need any wi-fi or internet in general to read them back to back now with an addictional volume#they have some mistakes but I don't mind them it feels good to just hold all of them (and a bit heavy after like 8 books) and now it's 18
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i love seeing how people react when they see people they love
#like theres this place i sit sometimes thats like on the steps to the art gallery/library and its like a long row and people just sit here#in the afternoon esp when theyre waiting for people#and yesterday this guy who was sat next to me was just sat quietly and then the person he met came and his whole demeanor changed and he gav#e her flowers and was so smiley it was so cute and just now the girl next to me was sat reading quietly and then her friend came and she got#so happy and its just so lovely to see and to think about who we are when we are alone and who we are around those we love#diary#idk im just rambling
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I wanna eat your art style
#📫#dedicated to the friend sitting next to me right now because she asked so and she’s amazing and she’s tiny and she’s adorable#and she’s an iPad thief too#imma murder her now#(she wrote all those prev tags btw)#(I don’t condone murder)#nico di angelo#pjo#pjo fanart#skeleton#shitpost
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So it was Yoona who suggested to paint the chairs with Pink which is for SNSD fandom: Sones colour and Yellow being Junho's fandom colour.
#and they’re sitting on their respective colors#Junho is sitting on the yellow chair and Yoona is on the pink chair#and these two chairs were appeared almost every scene in her hotel#I mean..#what do I do with information?#she's so publicly shows her support and care to 2PM and the dude without any hesitation for so many times#but isn't she the best close friend in the world?#cause I can't do this to my best friend#this is just not happening#Junho#Yoona#King the Land#Lee Junho#always next to Junho#It’s Junho’s season now#2pm#SNSD#I put my heart into every gifset I’ve made
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ARCANE MENTION IN MY COMMUNICATIONS TECH CLASS RAHHHHH 🫡🫡🫡
#we were talking about the importance title sequences and watched a Netflix YouTube compilation of them and ARCANE WAS THERE!!!#her impact 🤭🤭#now my soul is begging me to rewatch it#arcane#I SAW MY WIFEY CAITLYN AND ALMOST DIED ILL BE FR#I miss my lovely wonderful amazing kind arcane please come back soon bbg#we didn’t watch the full intro unfortunately but like half… the imagine dragon these nuts on your face came out of me#thankfully one of my friends that sit next to me loves arcane too so I wasn’t alone 🤞🏾🤞🏾🤞🏾#I WAKE UP TO THE SOUND TO SILENCE THAT-#slay on the run
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omg wait i forgot to say but i got my timetable yestersay for school and i have mixed feelings but i'm mostly happy w it 🙏🏻
#౨ৎ hannah yaps#i was nervous abt my base class bc i knew my friend is in it but her friend who we used to be a trio w like two (school) years ago and#the start of last yr but i had no classes w her friend she we js drifted and stopped textijg n stuff#and then they got closer which was wtv#but if i was in a base class w js them then i wouldn't be able to sit next to my friend on the first day#and rhat was freakinf me out a bit bc i have loads of friends but i'm no ones best friend so for that stuff its awkward yk#but then i texted my other friend and she's in it too so i'll be able to sit next to her so it's all good#also it should be illegal i have POLITICS AND THEN FRENCH LAST THING ON FRIDAY?????? 😭 and the same teachef for both and i've had her for#frenxh the last two yrs and she's a rlly good teaxher but she's lowk TERRIFYING and INSANE#what else#oh i have my fav english teacher again so yay and i have the nice home ec teacher thank god she's lovely#i have a mid maths teacher like she's fine but if she gets in a mood she's such a bitch#one of my fav teachers for business and mini company YAY I CHEERED SHE'S SUCH A DOTE I LOVE HER ☹️☹️☹️#idk who i have for pe i don't recognise her name but hopefully she's chill and won't make us do the beep test like every week or smth 🫤#no german this yr which confused me sm but my parents r still gonna make me do it outside of school w my grandad so#ALSO I HAVE DOUBKE SIGN LANGAUGE SECOND AND THIRD PERIOD ON MONDAY????? WHAT 😭😭😭#so confused i didnt even know tjst was a ting#guessing its js a module for like six weeks or smth tho#i have my fav science teacher so yay but i have this absolute dope for geography she's soooo slow acc drives me mad but wtv 🫤#anyways these tags r a mile long so i'm gonna shut up now x
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sitting in the garden wondering what comes next
only by leehi / visible light by alexander harding / spring by leon wyczółkowski / the predatory wasp of the palisades is out to get us! by sufjan stevens / thoughtful reader by franz dvorak / 11:23 a.m. by alexander harding / oxygen by mary oliver / the four loves by c.s. lewis / darling by leehi / oda with lamp by christian krohg / try again by jaehyun, d.ear / reading by lamplight (twilight: interior) by george clausen / sophie by the altogether / dusk by charlotte ager (@ charlotteagerillustration) / the ink dark moon: love poems by ono no komachi and izumi shikibu, women of the ancient court of japan / moonlight stroll by edward henry potthast / only by leehi
#my web weaves#web weaving#space opera#unnamed couple#they may not have names yet but they've got vibes ok. and a burgeoning little story line#penni yeets her thoughts into the void#i love them very much ok#that moment when ur now-ex sweetheart/fiance sucks so much ur friend whose name u don't know#offers to marry u in front of the whole court to save ur honor#and u agree#bc. well u don't quite know why#LOOK i didn't say they were original i am taking BLATANT inspiration from the few cdramas i have seen (love like the galaxy more like free#inspiration for me)#that moment when u marry ur friend and what now? you have sworn at the altar to go thru life with him. u sit next to him in the garden.#what do u say? (one day u will say that u love him and he will say it back)
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🐇☀️☁️🍦
#im glad i went today to hang out with my friend c:#it was nice to just hang out with another person and talk and stuff#i also just like how considerate she is#and she's accepting and chill. i can like tell her that oh im sorry if im low energy now im just overheated bc of the weather and im feeling#sad. and she'll be like dont worry thats ok! and it also is ok she doesnt get annoyed or anything#plus she doesnt look at me weird when there's awkward pauses and i cant express myself properly lol#i overanalyze too much i know :c but anyway it is always nice talking w her so it was nice today#we walked to a sushi place and then to the library#i only stayed for like 30min at the library even if i wanted to stay longer#i realized that it's bc like she had sushi which gives her energy#but i cant afford to buy things out lol so i never eat and refresh my energy#so after 3hrs i got so low energy and just wanted to go home#i should try to find smth easy and cheap i can bring to snack on so i can stay longer!! T-T ugh.. next time!!#we also met a dog! :o she was just standing alone outside a house and stared at the gate#and we came by she walked up to us and looked at me and was like 'get me inside :)'#so my friend went around the house and the owner came and was like omgggg she ran away again!!!#im glad it was so easy to help the dog bc i could not have left her alone by a street w cars and stuff#but she was so sweet and cute and let me pet her 💗#hmm yeah! then i walked home in the heat that killed me... and now im sitting in front of the fan ^-^#im not cut out for summer!!! anywaysss it was just a nice time#i wish i could've stayed longer. i'll make sure to bring a cheap snack next time so i can hang out more
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the stale end of summer, dripping away, a poem by me - this summer is gold melting in the sun.
#silly little poem to memorialize how this summer Felt#also i think the tattoo story is so funny like pov me my close friend my (11 years older than me) stepsister and her friend sitting at a-#-table 40 feet from my mom and stepdad + the three of them are trying to convince me to secretly get a tattoo the next day#peer pressure is real guys#sorry it’s such low quality i had to mega zoom out to get it all in one ss#each stanza was like written at different points in the last month or so and i just found them all and mashed them together#not sure if i Love Love this poem but it’s a memorial to this summer and i think it really fits that so#ash writes#poetry#now for tagging content. the hardest part#summer poetry#july#august#summer#spilled ink#silvery posting#original poetry#poems#writing
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Horrible first day.
#everyone is pissing me off#my mum not knowing I get out of school late. Like how it's supposed to be?#saying how we can't go out for groceries today anymore..#and I keep on fucking saying I hate the peel of cucumbers because they taste acidic and refuses to be chewed#and there's cucumbers on my dish#and my lil sister not fucking cleaning up after herself#getting told 5 times to get her shit off the fucking ground#trying to run away from her chores and get scolded?#not even cleaning her own desk properly#everyone gathering in my room when I'm busy doing homework#going to my room to eat so I can be alone then my family all fucking goes in and causes a ruckus and laying on my bed when they have one#getting left behind at school#being someone's cheat for homework#people asking for my stuff when they should've brought that shit to school themselves?#having no friends around me at all#all my friends are two aisles away. Together#and apparently my gf is friends with the friend she swore she hated and wants not to be friends?#being the only fucking loner#they all have someone they know right next to them or in front of them#and i'm stuck with a bunch of popular kids and a kid behind me won't fucking stop talking so that's fucking great#not being able to eat at school without feeling like a fucking alien or being embarrassed because everyone js doesn't eat#I brought a sandwich and ate because I was hungry#normal human things y'know?#and some kids making fun of how a take bites of it??#this kid in school okay#I met her first#I introduced her to another friend#now they sit together.#and they're closer than I'm closer with her#and the friend I met first?
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very busy babysitting a duo of kittens (only two months old) the last few days but i shall be drawing when i return home (this includes requests)
and also if anyone wants to see the babies send an ask and i can post them in response hehe i have taken SO many photos
#yew branch#also i just missed a step on the stairs going down and ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow#i am now trapped on the couch until my back stops exploding at least a bit#upside tho is that the kittens are playing together on the couch#sometimes right on my lap!! theyre so so so so cute#i adore them#BUT YEAH i shall be drawing when i return home provided my back allows me to sit upright by that time#bc it sure isnt rn GDJSGJS#im sad ill have to go home tho.. these kittens are some of the cutest beasts alive#life is worth living because every day kittens are playing and having fun#i miiiiiiight be able to indirectly take one#one of my best friends might possibly be able/willing to take one and keep her with her own cat for me#until i move out of my parents house mid next year#so i might get to have... kitten that ive watched grow up from newborns...#the story behind these kittens is that one of my other best friends took in a stray and she turned out to be pregnant#and had these two!!#im also watching the three adult cats in this house but theyre not nearly as much of a handful#as can be imagined this friend is very tired of having 5 cats in the house regardless of how small two of them are GDJSVSN#which is very very understandable#i dont think i would want five cats unless i had a fairly large house. if i had a large house and plenty of free time most of each day#to give them play time and tons of affection#as well as the physical ability to keep up with them all#then id gladly have five cats#who knows maybe someday ill have a nice big house and plenty of spare time and my ddd will be under control#but that doesnt seem likely#aside from ddd being managed! because i have a pain relieving steroid injection tomorrow and then ill be starting physical therapy!!#im excited and i have a lot of hope for at least the physical therapy to help#PLUS THEY HAVE A POOL FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!!!!! AND I LOVE SWIMMING ESPECIALLY AS A GENTLE WORKOUT#and low impact things are very important for my body specifically i cant do high impact exercise or itll hurt me#plus i just love being in water i swear i was meant to be an aquatic elf from dnd
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YOU KNOW THAT I'D SWING WITH YOU FOR THE FENCES SIT WITH YOU IN TRENCHES
#GIVE YOU THE SILENCE THAT ONLY COMES WHEN TWO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER#FAMILY THAT I CHOSE NOW THAT I SEE YOUR BROTHER AS MY BROTHER#i am UNWELL#this is GENUINELY my favorite moment of theirs from s1#like i think about it constantly#her best friend is dead she's obviously been crying AND HE JUST SITS NEXT TO HER AND WAITS FOR HER TO TALK#WHO'S DOING DEVOTION LIKE THEM#i love them so much#jancy#jonathan byers#nancy wheeler
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. anyway after writing the tags 4 this post i told my research partner i will no longer follow his dreams lmao. still helping w it but i need to engage in research that i find satisfying
#i think ive been waiting for something for a while and i will spend the next year waiting for it too#i thought i felt panic but i have decided to read it as anticipation. the thrill of rejection or of moving forward or the latter as#a result of the former. i left you with your backpack unattended in the cafe because on fridays i am done#putting my life on hold for another whim-without-a-warning#this cross country service is delayed by 26 minutes so i will grab a bucket and start shovelling the water away from the tracks#everyone is moving on in some different way and im sorry if you think im mean for telling you getting so drunk will disable you from#recording your brainwaves effectively but it seems like you think i owe you an awful lot. one year ago in four days my friend got me hegel's#science of logic for my birthday and i thanked him for proving to me the existence of things this is what i do he said#and then he will spend the rest of his life breathing philosophy and i dont want to spend the rest of my life#breathing someone elses dreams i wait for the moment of realisation. this is now a 30 minute delay. i was supposed to worship beautiful#things and that is what i will do. i think i have a best friend and i know i have a lover and i know to#restrict my love the way you have. im sorry. i hope you understand when i tell you. i am now sitting on the floor in the luggage section of#this incredibly busy train and i saw a photo of her with her boyfriend and her hair in braids smiling like a fool this is the#except a week ago you told me you almost took too much this time to live. you are a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul and you know you#have already changed the world and it somehow was not enough. now you are smiling without any makeup on next to him#and yesterday you cried in an airport in the states when you were too full of love. this is the most extraordinary human being i have met.#tomorrow he heads off to princeton while his best friend heads to harvard. he goes there to make the world a better place. he is the most#extraordinary person i have ever met. the issue with human beings is that we are incredibly good at almost dying and keeping going.#you try to kill yourself and publish a paper and give a talk. you negotiate the seperation between your own parents and submit another#phd application. i am surrounded by extraordinary people with extraordinary minds and incredibly broken happy hearts.#i only see you smile when you talk about robotics. i still dont know how manifolds work and i love the concept anyway. i dont know.#i do know that i refuse to live unsatisfied.#you can keep drinking. im going to drink this reality up#i think i was a horrible person and i refuse to engage with that mentality again no matter what it takes.
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my best friend has been very distant w me lately and i asked today if she wanted to hang out and she said she probably couldn't bc it's her brothers birthday but she would let me know if she could and i have her location and i just looked and she's at her boyfriends house rn....
#we have it bc we're roomates so we started sharing locations when we first moved in like in case someone doesn't come home at night or smth#she recently told me that she wants to move out bc she has always wanted to live alone and she can finally afford it. and i asked her#directly like is there an issue because she is so non confrontational so she has never ever mentioned me doing anything that bothers her#and i said please tell me if there's something wrong because it would really suck if there was and i never got a chance to fix it because#you never told me. and she said no it has nothing to do with that i really just feel like it's time for me to live on my own. and a couple#days ago she was like okay i'm next in line for my apartment i'll probably move out in april. and i try to get her to hang out still and#she always has something else going on and i swear every night this week she's been at her boyfriends.#and if i see her around our apartment and try to make conversation at all she's so like short about it and barely responds like will only#give one word answers. i feel like it kind of started when i started dating e but i realized that i was spending less time with her and i#didn't want to be the girl that loses all my friends bc of a boyfriend so i started specifically reaching out to hang out with her and she#says no most of the time and never asks me. like i don't know what else i can do.#i'm like maybe it's bc of her boyfriend? bc they've been on again off again for a long time and previously when they were together it was#really distant with her like i barely saw her EVER. and they were mostly broken up for the past couple years and have been together i think#for a while again... but she knows i don't approve of that relationship and so she would like not say when they were talking again. so maybe#since lately they've been hanging out or dating or WHATEVER she doesn't fucking tell me what's going on with him. maybe that's why.#i literally like try to think of ways it could be my fault and maybe i'm being crazy but i cannot even think to blame myself for more than a#fleeting second bc i'm like. i have ASKED HER directly if there is an issue or something i do that bothers her and she says no. so even if#i'm somehow pissing her off would i ever know to change anything?? i just feel so frustrated bc it's like she's an entirely different person#to me. like this is not the person i know. and i don't know what else i could possibly do like i feel like we need to sit down and have a#conversation about it but what good does that do if she just acts like nothing is wrong. but i don't want to lose my friend i have such a#hard time making friends. i've known her since i was 14 like i can't imagine my life without her. we were the only two in our whole friend#group in high school to get out of the church i still love those other girls but we have so little in common now.
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category 10 dance teacher incident 👎
#had to sit next to her at a high school play#<- 2 of the worst things that could possibly happen#and she was like i miss you pleaseeee come back to dance. we should go out for coffee. we should plan walks around the lake#and i was like get away from me deirdre i have trauma#and she (jokingly) was like ‘you’ll never escape me’ and i was like YEA that’s the problem#anyways. survived. now i make ramen as a little treat#but my friends were awesome in the play they were the leads in mamma mia and they did awesome i cant belive they’re so old they’re like#little sisters to me
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