#so they dont teach german anymore

[dreamsy990]

random thing i noticed in my spanish class:

my spanish class is full of people who like. dont care about spanish in general and just took it because they knew a little already or their parents wanted them to. or they hate the teacher. or they just dont like the way we're learning it.

and like. you'd expect people to be playing games. but theyre just DOING OTHER LANGUAGES ON DUOLINGO!!!!!!!!!!!! THE GIRL NEXT TO ME IS DOING FRENCH!!!!!!!!!! SOME GUY IN THE FRONT IS DOING JAPANESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS DOING YIDDISH AND HEBREW AND ANOTHER IS DOING RUSSIAN!!!!!!!!! I'M DOING GERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just think thats pretty interesting. not sure what its saying but its probably saying something

[bigmack2go]

I really don’t know how i was more afraid of coming out to my father and his side of the family than my mother(s)

When all my dads fam ever taught me was

“Hey grand ma why is that guy wearing makeup?”

-“well probably because he likes it hun.”

Listened to queer artists with us, made sure to sing those lyrics the loudest (‘some men like men, some women like women. That is just as normal as chewing gum’, ‘no matter gay straight or bi, lesbian transgender life’, ‘juliette is juliette and maybe juliette doesn’t need no romeo, maybe she doesn’t need anyone’, ‘so stand the hell up and fight for your rights cause baby you deserve so much better, you’re worth some much more than those (german word which i can’t translate but it means smt like conservative) assholes. They dont deserve shit’, etc)

Always told me to respect and love everyone and that it doesn’t change them, since i was a kid they made sure to teach me that stuff so i wouldn’t grow up to be homophobic or transphobic or sexist any sort of discriminating.

Put my brother in his plce when he made fun of polyamory and explained to my cousins (7 &5) that transgender and gender identity are real and that i didn’t just make that up

They’re the ones that asked me for the name of the book so they could read it too even when i told them what it was about (the book was Red White And Royal Blue)

Whereas the only thing my moms side of the family ever did to teach me that was make a comment about how some locals were treating queer ppl and said that thats not good.

Instead they told me stuff like being trans isn’t natural ask me a milion questions about how i can ‘be sure’ and that i’m still too young to know, assumed i was talking about boys when i said i wasn’t single anymore in this century, said polyamory is ‘weird’ and ‘freaky’ and refused to call me by my real name

To be clear, all of this (including the dad stuff) happened over sooo much time, like,,, years, so i never rly associated them woth each otherbut looking back it’s so clear and i literally don’t understand how i was afraid of my dads family’s reaction but not of theirs

[fandomtrxsh19]

So, when I read ACOSF, I made kind of play by play notes as a listened to it( I read the audiobook) so.........here’s the chaos

HEAVY SPOILERS FOR ACOSF!!

CASSIAN SAID FUCK

WHOA there’s a LOT of swearing in this

“It’s SEVEN in the morning gods damn it” -nesta archeron

OVERSIZED SHIRTS FOR THE WIN

Feyre and Rhys have 5 houses? Not surprised...

full, inviting breasts......BIG BOOBS OMG CASSIAN YOU HORNY SON OF A BITCH

7 siphons to keep his magic under control? Dayum

So, she rode this unnamed male like a fucking roller coaster?

Depression sex? Depression sex

“Her father was ashes in the wind” DAMN THATS EDGY

“A moment of release among the darkness inside her” NESTA BBY THIS ISNT HEATHY

“She avoided both of them” not surprised

OOOOH RHYS HATES HER TEA IS BEING SPILT

So, depression sex and depression alcohol? Yup

*checks chapter count* 80 CHAPTERS??!?! Oh shit this is gonna be a triiiip

OOOOOOOOO RHYS AND NESTA BEEF

Feyre trying to apologize to nesta........she’s trying

“You’re done, Nesta” The fuuuuuck.....

So, nesta’s moving and training with cassian...........Feyre, this isn’t a good idea omg

Feyre holy shit what the fuck are you doing, you TOTAL HELICOPTER SISTER?

“I never want to speak to you again!” damn

ELAIN TRAUMA!!! Yay???

MOR FOCUSED CHAPTER!!!?

she has brown eyes? Ok

FUCK SHES WEARING A BLUE DRESS FUCK

nesta knows about mor NESTA KNOWS ABOUT MOR!!!

“I am worthless and I am nothing. I hate what I am.” DAYUM I’ve been in that exact mindset numerous times. I can relate, Nesta

Briallen? Who the fuck is that?

Scars being trapped in magic? Good fuck that’s dark

“Ooh a dark skin character? Lit

OH SHIT SHE CANT FLY HER WINGS ARE CLIPPED

Is her name Emery?

“I am the monster your fear” BBY OMG GET THERAPY

Gwyn? Seems a bit aloof

“Two gentle conversations” GOOD JOB

Fairy lights omg lol

Nesta reading smutty books.....I’m imagining this omg

THE HOUSE IS ALIVE? Sweet

OMG ELAIN SHIT!!!! BBY

“All she wanted to do was touch him” OOOOOHHHHH NESSIAN

“All I need is a hot meal and a good book.” Mood

Nesta’s worried about Mor??? REEEEEEE

“Nesta needed Feyre more than she realized.“ OOOOOOO

OOOOOOOOO FAE BARGANS

They’re bound by magic on the body?? Ooh

IT’S TRAINING TIME BITCHES

“I don’t hate you too,Cassian” OMGGGGGG REEEEE

Nesta SMILED

THEY MENTIONED VALKYRIES!!!!!

“You might be my only friend.” HMMMMMMM

*hears how cassian was born * OMG HOLY SHIT CASSIAN

*hears cassians backstory* DAMN THESE CHARACTERS NEED THERAPY

OOP SLIGHT DEPRESSION SEX

OOP CLOTHING REMOVAL

“I���ve loved you since the first moment I held you in my arms.” HMMMMMMMM

I’m loving this Nessian sparring training.

ELAIN! SHES IN THE STORY KIND OF

Elain has small boobs........same

“I thought I would drop by to see how you were doing.” AWWWWWWWWW

Yayy.....awkward sister talks........

“She was the monster.” Nesta.............I can relate.

Nesta’s angry at Elain.............

Elain’s trying to reach out and Nesta’s denying it.

MY HEART

AGAIN...THE👏RA👏PY👏

“No more seeing her sisters without her permisson.” That’s smart.

Soooooooooo......Rhys is now a German Shepard.........?

OMG CASSIAN KILLED EVERYONE THAT HELPED KILL HIS MOM........good for him

“Use that training and make me.” OOOOOOOMGGGGGG

Rhys is overprotective of Feyre and shields her......daaaaaaaaaaaaamn

“What exactly happened in the cauldron?” FEYRE BAD IDEA BAD IDEA BAD IDEA

Again, Nesta, ✨THERAPY✨

Put a stop to what, D-does the IC know of the ✨depression smut?✨

“There was touching, but with her permission” WE 👏STAN 👏A KING👏

THAT ASKS👏FOR👏CON👏SENT👏

“Who do you think I am?” “A drunk fool who’s wasting my time?” OOOOOOOHHHHH SHOOTS FIRED!!!

Emery and Nesta to Emery’s cousin: GO HOME YOUR DRUNK ASSHOLE

*hears Nesta’s grand✨mama✨* me: grandmama, it’s me....ANASTASIA

Bruh...NESTA BIT CASS’S EAR

ugh the tool

“Baby making” hehe lol

“Nesta like gwyn”...............could she also be biiiiiiiii??????????!!!!!! YAY FIRST FRIEND IM PROUD OF YOUUUUU

NESTA SMILES AGAIN YAY!!

Alright, Meryl is BITCH

GWYN’S A QUARTER NYMPH?? Cool

“She’s failed everything.” BBY

HER POWERS? HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT SILVER FLAMES

ICY FIRE??? FUUUUUUUUUCK

Nesta must’ve been petrified being surrounded by fire

It’s a dream? THE FUCK

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT SHE WAS DREAMING????

Cassian saw HER TRAUMA?????? FUUUUUUCK

HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HER POWER IS DEAAAAATHH FUUUUUUCK

THE BABY HAS WIIIIINGS!!!!!!

Why is Rhys angry about the wing thing?

Ohhhhhhhhhh shiiiiiiiiiit the tool

*hearing the possibilities of half Illyrian baby* OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHH FUUUUUCK OMG

“I loved it when you fucked my mouth cassian?” GAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH NEEESTAAAAA THIS ISNT HEALTHY

“What could go wrong?” DONT JINX IT

fairy monsters? OHOHOHOOOO

NONONONOOOOOO NOT AN ASH ARROW

BLACK EYES???? Fuck fuck are they in the cauldron?

OMG THE KELPIE IS DOING SHIT TO NESTA!!! Are they on the cauldron?

the MAAAAAAASK

ohOOOOOOOMGOMGOMGOMG SHE SUMMONED THE FUCKING DEAD REEEEEEEEEEE

Omg NESTAS POWERS ARE SO FUCKING COOL

She LITERALLY HAS AN UNDEAD ARMYYYYY

death HERself........badass

“Because you and cassian has been giving each other sultry looks all morning” SHE KNOWS

“For the first time in her life, she finally felt good in her own skin.” GROWTH

Omg Nesta created a swooooord!!!!! Cool

ITS INFUSED WITH MAGIC??? HELL YEAH

“I can’t lie to her!” SIIIIIIIMP

“I’d be careful when fucking her.” Oh amren

FUUUUUUCK FUCK BOOOOOOOOO TAMLIN

“You will not touch us.” YES TELL HIM

“I can’t believe Feyre ever loved tamlin.” ME TOO

“Elain saw everything Nesta did.” Daaaaaaaaamn

OOOOOOOO NESTAS PIIIIIIIISSED

OOOOOOOOOOO SECRETS FEYRE’S PIIIIIIISED

Nesta messed up and I think she realizes that

Rhys is pissed now and wants to kill Nesta....SHIIIIIIIT

Nesta: heads for a tavern me: NONONONONO GODS DAMN IT YOU’VE COME SO FAR

“I will fight for him. For us. Until I can’t anymore.” FEYRE IS GONNA BE A GREAT MOM

“Wishing to disappear into nothing.” I’ve been there.

“Cassian knew Nesta hated herself, but didn’t know how sometimes she wanted to unexist.” I RELATE TO THAT SHIT

“She had been born wrong.” AWWWWW BBY SHIIIIIT

“Was she worth being counted?” I CAN RELATE

*hearing Nesta blaming herself for her fathers death and for the horrible things she’s done, saying she can’t fix it* SHIT IM CRYING (I’m not joking)

“ I deserve nothing.” I CAN RELATE BITCH IM ACTUALLY CRYING

*hears Cassian calmly reassuring and comforting her* AWWWWW I NEED THIS QUOTE

CASSIAN CARES SO MUCH FOR HER I LOVE THIS

(I really needed that cassian talk. I literally wrote most of the quote down just in case. Thank you SJM)

EMERY CAN SENSE THE SEX HOLY SHIT

“After he’d fucked her with her fingers...” O NONONONOOO

*skips to chapter 52*

Lanthis??? Who the fuck is that?

“Gwyn and Emery are my friends” SHES GROWN SO MUCH!!!

26 dimensions? OH THIS IS SOME DOCTOR STRANGE SHIT

IT CANT BE KILLED

cassian and Nesta really went *yeet* .......... I’m sorry

THE SWORDS NAME IS ADORAXIA!!!!!!!!!!!sounds like a dnd character IDEAS

OHOHOHOOOOO BLACK THRONE AND A CROWN DEATH QUEEN NESTA WITH HER HAIR DOOOOOOWN

Rhys vs Cassian standoff *western duel music starts*

NESTA APOLOGIZED FOR EARLIER IM SO PROUD

Did Elain have a vision? DID SHE???

“I want you to seduce him.” NESTA THE HIDDEN BARD ROLL FOR PERSUASION

Mor teaching Nesta the waltz? NESTA AND MOR CAN NOT HATE EACH OTHER

Are they back at their childhood home? Because oooooooooooof ✨ childhood trauma✨

MOR AND NESTA HAVING A CONVERSATION YAY!!!!! (This’ll make rping them so maybe easier)

“We’re in a book!” Holy shit they know. HIDE THE FANFICTION

The relationship between Nesta, Emery, and Gwyn is so wholesome

“Oh FUCK you” .... NESTA

“I was just checking on dessert” MOOD

MOR AND NESTA ARE HAVING A FRIENDLY CONVERSATION

I sense tension between amren and Nesta

ERIS WANTS NESTA????

“I’m not with you.” Lier

A SNOWBALL FIGHT WITH THE BATBOIS??? Holy shit they do have one(1) brain cell

A sleepover with Emery, Nesta, and Gwyn? SIGN ME UP

“Do it for the miniature Pegasus!” INSIDE JOKES

OOOOHHH i see the gwynriel ship

Wait....HER POWERS MADE THE HOUSE BE ALIVE??? Sweet

Alright 2 months til FEYSAND baby

The mating bond between cassian and Nesta?????.............

“Say it, SAY IT” GODS DAMN IT NESTA SAY THE FUCKING THING

So, Nesta’s afraid she’s gonna loose her humanity?

EMERIE NESTA AND GWYN ARE IN THE BLOODRITE? Fuuuuuuuuuck

OH NO EMERIE!!!!!!

“High Fae bitch” PUT THAT ON A SHIRT

OMG OMG OMG HELL YES VALKRIES

oh Cassian you restless bastard you

*hears Emerie’s backstory and their heart to heart* AWWWWWW I LOVE THEM

“The morrigan.” The fuck Eris?

“She’d hit the archway of stone” OOOOOOOOOOF

“For being my friends when I didn’t deserve it.” AWWWWWWWWWW

What about Feyre’s pregnancy???? Hewwo?

“Lord of bastards” heh true that’s cassian alright

Wait, OTHER set of wings

CASSIAN!!!!!!!!!!

“Now, I’m going to slit your little throat.” FUUUUUUUUCK NONONONOOOOO THIS ISNT CASS FUUUUCK

What’s the trove?

NONONONONOOOO WHYD HE GET STABBED SHIT HE GOT STABBED

Nesta’s pissed.....MAGIC TIME

wait wait wait wait wait HES NOT STABBED HELL YEAH!!!!

“You are my mate, Cassian.” ITS ABOUT FUCKING TIME

Nessian: kissing when the world is in ruin

“She started bleeding hours ago. “ BABY TIME???

*hears the blood and feyre’s appearance*!FUUUUUUUUUCK

So, no C section? OOOOOOH SHIT THEYRE DOING IT

IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED

“Silent babe?” Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit

Nesta Nesta Nesta What the fuck are you doing???????? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

SHE HAS ALL 3! ONONONOOOOOFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOOOOSHE PLUCKED IT FUCK

SHE STOPPED TIME?????????

WHOS the female voice?

“ I love you, Feyre” SHE DID IT IM SO PROUD!!!!!

What is she doing what is she doing what is she doiiiiingggg?

GIVE WHAT BACK?????

WHAAAAAT? A BARGAIN WITH THE FUCKING CAULDRON???

feyres alive? FEYRE’S ALIVE!!!!!!!

NESTA THE MVP!!!!

*the sister hug* AWWWWWWWWWWW

AWWWWWW I LOVE THE NAME NYX!!!!

How much did the Cauldron take from Nesta, tho?

FEYSAND IS BEST PARENTS

Alright, I want to see LOADS OF WHOLESOME FANFICS AND FANART ABOUT DOMESTIC IC AND ELAIN AND NESTA GOT IT?

[lunatic-fandom-space]

Okay, while Im watching the german dub Id like to just list stuff that I either think might happen or that I just really want to happen again

Ive already talked about there being some kinda Barian Equivalent to Zexal and in hindsight, I feel like its less likely than I initially thought?? Like idk, Barians can already have human forms and thus exist in the physical world and thats kinda discouraging me from thinking of this as an actual possibility. I would still like to see it though, maybe I'll try designing a Barian!Zexal form when Im done

Speaking of Zexal forms, Im curious if its possible to form one with a Barian if theyre in human form. Im curious bc Id really like a Fucked Up And Evil Zexal with Vector and Number 96 UwU

Astral is gonna get corrupted again please tell me hes getting corrpted again for fucks sake

I hope that Gilak still cares about Alito even though theyre Evil Now

If hes not, we're definitely getting some scene thats like "oOoOoOoO LOOK AT HIM !! he doesnt even care abt his best boy friend anymore :'(" and then he'll see the light and realize that Alitos very important to him and that he wants things to go back to the way theyve been before. I definitely think Gilag is gonna get good again first, bc thats some kinda cool echo to how Alito got better first when they first met Yuma

At some point through contrived circumstances, Mizael and Kaito are gonna be partners in a tag team duel and realize/start to realize that comparing two bad bitches is stupid and pathetic and then they start making out

I already mentioned that Reginalds definitely a Barian for some reason and its either gonna result in Oh No Im Not Human Im Some Kinda Monster-angst or its gonna teach Astral to make assumptions and cure him of his newly aquired alien racism

I wanna make another Fucked Up And Evil Astral prediction but I cant think of anything uhhhhhhh, I think hes gonna be right abt Astral actually being created to destroy the world and its gonna cause some good Astral Angst babeyyyyy

OH GOD I FORGOT ABOUT THE NUMERON CODE UNTIL NOW JUST NOW SORRY uhhhhhh, dont really have anything tbh. The reason all the villains want it is so they can rewrite reality?? is that something

Yeah I think thats it tbh

[smute]

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[youjustwaitsunshine]

please elaborate on the french teacher story?? :0

okay first thing to know about her: she wasnt fit to be a school teacher. at all. she wasnt bad at teaching but she was - or is i guess - not good at teaching mean teenagers who use every opportunity to create chaos because theyre forced to sit in french class (i also had two really great french teachers as well though who taught me a lot and were amazing people dont get me wrong).

Anyways, she had A Reputation. not a good one. we had her in German the year before, we had our battles, the class couldnt stand her and we weren't the nicest people around (also not the worst class in our year but,,)

So we had standard double desks at school, solid, scribbled on (in my case), virtually no space to work on, looked like this.

with one of those desks however, the top part was broken (the screws were missing so the top wasnt fixed to the rest anymore). said desk was at the center front of the classroom because no one sat there. There was a sheet of paper on it that said that the table was broken.

The teacher (angry about something already, probably no one did the homework) wanted, because the table was empty and she hated it when everyone was leaving the front row empty, to pull the table aside, she pulled at the top, we warned her not to, the table top fell on her foot. that in itself wasn't funny by any means.

HER REACTION HOWEVER,

A week later she comes into the classroom and starts an interrogation. For some reason she thinks that one kid she doesn't like (partly because he wasn't good at french, partly because racism) actively loosened the screws on the table so she would pull at it and get injured. She first asked him what he did in the breaks leading up to the accident. She phrased it as a terrorist attack on her (cant remember if she actively said it but it was definitely in the room) Then she talked in private to a few of the girls who were 'nice girls' and actually asked them to give her incriminating evidence against that guy. It was fucking wild, of course we didn't say shit because there was nothing to report but even if there had been something, i didn't go to school with a bunch of snitches.

anyways, the teacher eventually let go of it and went back to torturing us with verbs and shit and yeah thats pretty much the story :)

[ranchlicker]

𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘: 𝕖𝕕𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕙𝕥𝕠𝕗𝕖𝕟/𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕜 𝕕𝕖𝕞𝕡𝕤𝕖𝕪

𝕤𝕦𝕞𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕪: (𝕤𝕖𝕥 𝕕𝕦𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕤) - 𝕚𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕨 𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕠 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕙𝕥𝕠𝕗𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕫𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕪 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕓𝕖 𝕒 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕞 𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕓𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕦𝕡 𝕚𝕟 𝕒 𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕥 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕟𝕖𝕩𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕚𝕞. (𝕞𝕒𝕪 𝕓𝕖 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕪𝕤)

𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥: 𝟙𝟚𝟟𝟙

--

panting, the crew slumped at their makeshift camp, silence washing over the battlefield as the zombies calmed to a stop. the silence before the storm. snow fluttered down around their fire, melting slowly at the heat. takeo was exhausted, being a smaller man with less energy than nikolai. edward rummaged through the pack they had found, finding a canister of water and wordlessly passing it over to the japanese man. takeo thanked him, taking a gulp of water before passing it to nikolai after he whined about not sharing. "so, do you mind giving us the rundown on what the fuck is happening." dempsey asked, his eyes falling onto the doctor. "i... hm.." he hummed distastefully. "i feel it may be too confusing."

nikolai grumbled, "are you calling us dumb?" he seethed. "no, no! of course not, its just a mind boggling story." he quickly smoothed it over, and takeo nodded understandingly.

"here, why dont we get to know each other? y'know, considering we're gonna be working together from now on." dempsey shrugged, taking the water from nikolai to gulp some down. "hm... alright." takeo smiled, and dempsey smiled back.

richtofen did not expect them to get along ad well as they are now, so he agreed. "okay, okay, so here's how its gonna work. we'll start with nik, and work our way to richtofen asking each other questions. for example when it's my turn, i'll ask all of you a single question. got it?" dempsey said as he sat up properly interested in his peers. nikolai smiled, "sounds great, we may get some information out of the german." he joked. "good luck!" richtofen chuckled before quickly turning to grab a spare bottle of alcohol.

"oh hoh hoh! he's been holding out on us!" nikolai laughed, reaching over to snatch the bottle. richtofen shrugged. "i may of been." he smiled smugly as richtofen flicked the cap off and took a huge gulp, smiling at the familiar burn.

"okay, okay! so, richtofen.." he started as he lowered the bottle to pass to takeo, who didn't take a sip and passed it straight to dempsey. the german hummed, looking at the russian. "what made you decide to be a doctor?"

edward hummed. "being born into a higher class family has ups and downs, on the upside you don't have to worry about much that the lower class do, but on the other side you have to be forced into careers you don't necessarily want to do.. i'm alright with it now, i just felt pressured by my parents to follow their rules." he shrugged as he refused the alcohol and gestured for dempsey to pass the bottle back to nikolai.

nikolai hummed, "interesting." he noted, and takeo finally piped up. "so you didn't want to be a doctor?" he asked, his head cocked slightly to the side. "at first no, but i reminded myself that doctors can help people. it's not that bad honestly." he shrugged with a small smile and takeo nodded. "a honourable decision, deciding to help people instead of changing your course." he smiled.

"alright!" dempsey piped up, accepting the alcohol from takeo once again considering the japanese man didn't want to drink in that moment (edward didn't blame him, hangovers are the worst.) "nik, next question for whoever else."

the russian nodded. "well, considering you're speaking... dempsey, have a girl at home?" he smiled teasingly. "fuck off." the american laughed, "and no, i don't. i'm not all for cutesy relationships. sure i'll have sex but i've never been in love." dempsey shrugged before turning the tables. "how 'bout yourself? you got someone back home?" he quirked a brow, sipping the vodka. nikolai fell silent, watching the fire burn at the sticks they salvaged. "... not anymore, no. she was killed during the war alongside my brother."

the group fell silent, looking at the russian. "well i'm sorry for your loss..." dempsey shuffled awkwardly as nikolai took another gulp of the alcoholic beverage. "eh, it's fine. she's not suffering." he managed to smile, and takeo patted the russians shoulder softly.

richtofen coughed awkwardly, "on that note, we should probably sleep. we have a lot to do tomorrow." the doctor said as the other three nodded. "yeah, the german's right, we should get some shut eye. we can get to know each other more the next time we have downtime." dempsey nodded. edward hummed distastefully, "I do have a name, but i agree, perhaps another time we shall continue this session." he said as nikolai passed him the now empty bottle of what was vodka. "oh yeah? if you want me to use your name it'll cost." dempsey teased, giving richtofen a nudge.

rolling his eyes, richtofen ushered them to settle down as he extinguished the fire safely. "should one of us keep watch?" takeo asked, still sitting up as he watched the embers die out. "no no, i sleep very lightly, i'll ensure to wake you all up if something were to happen." richtofen smiled, and the warrior nodded, settling down so he was back to back with nikolai.

richtofen lay down on a spare jacket he found in one of the ruined bunkers, most of the snow had melted away from the warmth of the fire but it was still damp and cold underneath him. as he slowly dozed off, dempsey shifted slightly so he was next to the doctor. "hey..." he whispered softly. "hm? what's wrong dempsey?" the german asked quietly, rolling over to face him. "aren't you gonna be cold?" dempsey questioned, touching richtofen's cold arm to test his temperature. "we can't have you dying of... what was it? hyper-thermo-something?"

edward laughed, managing to stifle it behind his hand. "you mean hypothermia, dempsey." he corrected, smiling at his new teammate. "that's the one!" tank laughed quietly. "i'm always cold, mein fruend. don't worry, i'm not that bothered by it anymore." he explained. "hold on." tank said as he unzipped his coat. "oh, you don't have to give me your-"

"get in." the american said as he held open his rather large coat. "pardon?" edward blinked, stifling more laughter. "my jacket's big enough for the both of us, it'll keep us both warm!" dempsey smiled rather innocently. "we're stuck with each other now so what's it gonna hurt?"

edward smiled and rolled his eyes as he shifted closer to the american. tank zipped up his jacket around both of them and richtofen snorted. "this feels dumb." he giggled, resting his forehead against dempsey's shoulder as he bit his lip to prevent anymore giggles. "you're dumb! this is genius. we're both gonna be warm now!" tank smiled brightly, his arms subconsciously wrapping around the german's waist to hold his cold body against the armerican's own. "well, danke. i'm sure we both won't freeze to death now."

"no problemo! 'danke' does mean thanks, right?" tank asked, and richtofen nodded to confirm it. "ah, okay. you should teach us some german, i think that will be cool." dempsey shrugged. "maybe another time, dempsey, for now we need rest." the german smiled sleepily against his shoulder. "aww, but-" "no buts, tank. sleep." edward said as he poked the american's side. "fiiine. can i at least tell you a story?" tank asked, and richtofen laughed through his nose. "i suppose you could if it means you'll go to sleep."

"alright! okay, so..." dempsey started as richtofen slowly started to drift off with a smile as the american droned on about four people meeting during the war and kicking zombie ass. for once, edward felt warm. he certainly knew how to pick partners.

[pinkvhs]

this has been a long time coming

ive detached from jack / dont watch jack anymore. i’ve poured so much into this story that involved the egos that i just....can’t let it go. so, im making ocs for the story instead. 

inspired by @lilakennedy . . . here is some info about my boys

Marvin the Magnificent➜ Marvin Lir MacKenna 

age: 27- from the 1920s

Brown wavy hair that goes to past his ears a bit

Blue eyes

Height: 5′7″

irish & welsh ( mother from wales father from ireland ) 

an illusionist / performer 

 Stage performance & regular attitude are a complete 180. Very bold on stage and confident but once he is off he is more reserved and calm

Best friends with Daniel

Knew Daniel for years, since they were around 10 years old. Extremely close bond.

Doesn’t believe in spirits but is very cautious / superstitious 

Gets powers whenever he and Daniel accidentally summon Phonus at Daniel’s Birthday/Halloween party. When it was just the two of them alone. 

He tries to attack Phonus since the monster killed Daniel 

but once he made contact with the demon, he was immediately teleported into our timeline. He took some of Phonus’s powers as a result 

He ends up getting burn marks on his arms/hands and face due to trying to physically fight Phonus when he was furious 

He has powers now, some he doesn’t know he can do yet. But his powers are: ✪= Not used often. ✦= strongest. ✧=weakest

✦ Empathic Element Manipulation ✦✪Fire Manipulation, ✦✪Necromancy, ✦Telekinesis,✦Kinetic Charging

✧✪Electricity Manipulation, ✦Magical Wall Generation, ✦Teleportation, ✧Intangibility, ✧Healing Hands, ✦✪Naturakinetic Combat

Riley finds him and helps him on his feet to find a place to stay

The two of them become close friends eventually, it takes a long time for Marv to warm up to people in this strange new environment- still tortured by that night. 

He blames himself for Daniels death every day. 

With his new unknown powers, he tries to go back in time to stop all this from happening. 

He opens up about his powers to Riley and the truth. 

Riley is beyond amazed that powers and magic exist, he tries to help Marv with his powers. 

He ends up needing to find a sort of job to stay at his home, so he tries the one thing he loved- entertaining people. With his magic, he dumbfounds audiences. 

However, once things were just looking up, his fire magic (the strongest) goes wrong.

He ends up catching a stage set on fire, causing injuries to hundreds. 

He panics. Riley tries to calm him down. But he can’t take it, he is convinced that he is destined to cause harm with these powers. 

He vanishes to a place by the sea and isolates himself, causing people to believe he died in the fire accident. 

He spends his time trying to prefect time travel and is consumed by isolation. though, he does attract wild life to him. they are very at ease with him

Refuses to use his fire magic 

One day, he comes across Viktor’s body on the shore. He takes him in quickly to his small home that he protected in case Phonus ever finds him.

He revives Viktor to come to. The stranger is a total mess and he tries to heal the man, but Viktor grabs him on reflex. So the man patches himself up

The two live together for a few months as the injuries heal up

Viktor convinces him to visit Riley again, so he does.

He teleports there and leaves a note stating that he is alive. He can’t bring himself to see Riley face to face

In the end, he tries to fight off Phonus. He fails miserably

He returns to his home, having Riley there with him. He gives Riley his powers because he doesn’t want to die and these powers go back to Phonus.

He trusts Riley with his life

Once Riley is given the powers, he passes away.

When his body is all alone peacefully at rest in the home, without any magic to protect it, Phonus finds the body

But no magic

The demon still takes the body. Using it to wake him up again and look into his mind to find out where the powers have gone

He remains a soul bounded victim to Phonus and reunites with Daniel

Both under Phonus’s control

Chase Brody➜ Noah Oliver Dodge

age: 29 - from our timeline

messy brown hair thats dyed blonde at the tips of it

brown eyes

Height: 5′9″

American

Dropped out of university and works part time at a local electronics store

loves to break things and try to fix them up again and make it totally new! 

has a passion for computers and likes to make his own computer 

he also loves film and had dreams of making a film 

a disaster cook but god help him he tries 

Father of 2 girls 

childish and fun loving 

reckless at times 

loves nature and going on walks / hikes 

met his wife in high school (been together since they were 16) 

they go to the same university, his wife studying to be a nurse 

at 18 he accidentally gets her pregnant and her parents arent the happiest about it

they get married at 19 

he becomes a stay at home dad and drops out to take care of their baby till she finishes nursing

they end up having another child once they get a small apartment together 

his daughter is friends with Viktors daughter and thats how the two families meet 

His wife actually works with Viktor and didn’t know at the time

his wife divorces him because, even though she does love him, she can’t keep working like this just to get by. she needs security and they dont have it. 

he is allowed to see his kids still but at the time it was very painful for him

he lives alone in that apartment, often calling Viktor to talk and invite him over so he doesn’t do shit he regrets 

he talks about how Viktor is so lucky to have such a wonderful life and wishes he could have that (since he doesn’t know the truth)

Viktor and Noah become very close and often have their kids over at each others houses

he hears news that Viktor is missing and becomes a mess. he is alone and doesnt know what to do. 

he tries to make it known that he is missing online, making posts and videos as much as he can to get peoples attention 

he visits the Valentin house hold and offers his wife any help thats needed, despite knowing all the turmoil they went though. he cares about the kids and doesn’t want them to worry. 

Henrik Von Schneeplestein➜ Viktor Alexis Valentin

age: 32 -from our timeline 

short grey hair

extremely pale blue eyes

pale, almost sickly skin 

Height: 6′2″

German

Doctor that specializes in internal medicine (meaning he focuses on helping adults) but also is a surgeon

Father of 3 girls

loves to bake! 

a hopeless romantic actually

he is very cold and standoff ish but once he loves you, he LOVES you

blunt to a fault still though

cares about people. more so than his own well being

extremely loyal

met his wife in university. he took an anatomy art class 

his wife helped him improve his drawing skills and the two became close

he fell for her very hard 

they get married and live in a house that they saved up for (with extra help from both of their parents)

once settled, they have their children 

his wife is a biology teacher with a minor in art teaching! 

he takes family trips whenever he can to the beach! his kids love the ocean!

he comes home one day to find his wife cheated on him- he suspected this for a while now. he found a shirt underneath the bed, thinking it was just a gift for later down the road for christmas or something. he went to fix it when a piece of paper fell out of the pocket. her phone number

he never gets mad at her. he blames himself

he thinks he isnt perfect enough

he becomes extremely distant and cold, more than before. never knowing when to bring it up

the two of them grow apart but still live together

they make sure not to worry their children though, they dont want them to think its their fault. 

he never brings up this information to Noah because he doesn’t want him to worry. 

very envious of Noah though and wish he would smack him. Noah has a wife that loves him and he wishes that Noah could wake up and see that and fix his actions. 

he does break down one night and tell Noah everything that happened

one day at the office, a man came in with a horrible neck injury. 

he typically sees people who just need some medication or the worst injury being a bite from a dog, but even that wasn’t bad. 

he rushes to take care of the stranger. once they were alone for a brief second, he gets trapped inside. 

Phonus used Daniels body in order to get to the Doctor. He attacks and possesses Viktor. 

Once Phonus is done using Viktor, he takes him to a cliff near the sea

He is snaps his neck and lets the body fall into the ocean. 

Eventually, he washes up to shore where Marvin is

he stays with marvin for months while he heals up himself, he refuses to get any magic help

once he decides to leave marvin has a hard time letting go, he is worried viktor will fall victim to phonus again 

he leaves to go home but once he reaches the steps, phonus finds him again. 

Jackieboy Man➜ Riley Lee Young

age: 23 - from our timeline 

very curly blonde hair

green eyes

skin that tans pretty easily 

the most muscular out of the lads but isnt extremely buff 

Height: 5′6″

American

Lives alone in a small apartment 

a college student, unsure what to major in but possibly wants to be a vet

LOVES animals! 

a vegetarian ! 

a pretty good cook actually! 

has a heart of gold and sees the best in most people, though he isn’t stupid. he knows there are terrible people in the world that can’t change and deserve punches to the face

he watches pets and volunteers at animal shelters!

he also babysits Viktors kids to get some money

was kicked out of his home. Viktor found out about it and bought him a small apartment to live in. (he would of offered Riley to stay but he has issues at home that he doesn’t want to subject Riley to on the daily)

he is the girls big brother figure and he loves to pay pretend with them ! 

He meets Marvin and they eventually become friends

he helps Marvin gain back confidence, giving him a place to stay, and helps him actually feel . . at home in this timeline 

when he finds out the truth that marvin is from the 1920s and has powers he cannot get over how cool it is! calling him a super hero and showing him comics that he has. he helps marvin try to get a better hold on the powers

he was around whenever the fire accident with marvins powers happen, he tries to calm marvin down but ends up alone. left to wonder what happened to his friend. 

When he has to start university up again he has to let the Valentin family know that he can’t be around as much as before but will try to help out if needed 

Viktor’s wife ends up calling Riley one day and begs him to come to the house as soon as he can for Viktor has been missing for days now

Riley puts up posters and gets the news out that Viktor is missing as much as he can around the city. 

He still goes to university but spends a lot of time in the Valentin household. Visiting on holidays and the girls birthdays. Having no news of Viktor. 

he later on gains marvins powers, his mainly being electricity and strength. 

he is set on finding phonus and fixing things for marvins sake 

Jameson Jackson➜ Daniel Edmund Thomas

age: 27 - from the 1920s

slicked short black hair

brown eyes

Height: 5′7″

British

a charming, bold, charismatic man 

an actor and musician, exceptionally good on piano

very witty and clever

lives a rather extravagant life 

very close friends with Marvin, trusts him with his life

on his 27th birthday on Halloween, he throws a party

he loves to mess around with guests and asks Marvin if they can have a a seance

they try it to entertain the guests, but nothing happens (to marvins relief) 

the party continues on till its just marvin and him by the end of the night

they try again to contact from the beyond

they succeed 

he comes face to face with the demon. an invisible hand causing him to kill himself. making Marvin watch 

he becomes Antiphonus’s personal toy 

his mind becomes warped and he loses all sense of who he used to be

he tries to fight back, but once he does, his tongue is cut out of his mouth. never to be able to voice for help again 

his body now bound to Phonus becomes a personal pin cushion. being cut open and inspected to see how far humans have come with healing themselves. to see how far a human body can handle things

being trapped with phonus he starts to believe that Marvin caused his death. he believes everything phonus tells him and is set on killing marvin 

he becomes very aware of realities all thanks to Phonus. 

Antisepticeye➜ Antiphonus

age: unknown. 

an immortal being / demon

seems to have been around for centuries 

first appears invisible, then a shadow figure, to a pitch black faceless figure that takes on more of a human shape - till finally, he appears to look like Daniel 

he is fascinated with humans, very curious and destructive 

he takes Daniel in as a host. he rests inside of Daniel’s body till he is strong enough to mimic the physical outer appearance of him

when he possesses people becomes stronger. he doesnt have full control right away, it takes him a bit of time to warm up once again to how powerful he used to be. 

he can see into his victims mind when possessing them, he knows all what Daniel knows / remembers. Daniels fame, fears, friendship. family, love- he knows it all. 

He uses this to his advantage to keep Daniel around without fighting him back- using Marvin against him

he is after the powers that he accidentally gave to Marvin on impact

he travels to the dimensions he has access to and time lines in hopes to find Marvin, taking Daniel along with no choice

he lands in our dimension and timeline to sense that his powers are close by

He ends up sabotaging Marvin’s performance with fire magic in order to kill him or capture him but it fails- he looses sight of him

While he is searching through the streets, he over hears talk about the human body. He comes across Viktors practice building and opens the door a crack. He can sense so many souls and blood in that building and gets vastly curious. He notices people injured and ill, waiting for care. He hatches an idea. 

 He returns to Daniel and possesses his body. He takes Daniel to an alley way close to the building, away from the eyes of others. He grabs the sharpest thing he can find and plunges it deep into the side of his neck and carves it out slowly and rips it out. 

He quickly makes Daniel reach the building and barges in, causing everyone to look on in horror. The nurses there rush to his aid as Phonus makes Daniel gasp and hold his neck to try to stop the bleeding. Nurses page for Viktor asap as they get Daniel to a stretcher and room fast.  Viktor arrives shortly after and is fast to help Daniel. Daniel just looks at Viktor and tries to nod. 

Once the nurses leave for a brief moment and its just him and Viktor, Phonus makes the door lock them inside.

Viktor goes to inject him with medication but Daniel reaches out and grabs Viktors arm. He say to Daniel that he knows needles are scary but you need this now, let go please. Daniel sits up and twists Viktors arm, causing Viktor to wince in pain while looking shocked. 

He grabs Daniels hand with his free one and tries to pry it away, but can't. Daniel kicks him away, causing him to stumble and fall to the ground. He gets up from the bed. The lights inside the room begin to flicker faster and faster. Electronics in the room flickering on and off, radios and tv consumed with fast stations, fluctuating volumes, and static. Viktor gets to his feet and hears all this noise and sees this horror in front of him. 

Phonus leaves Daniels body, causing Daniel's wound to disappear. Phonus stands in front of him.

He gets inside of Viktors mind to find all that he can about the human body and the amount of pain that it can handle. 

He sees in Viktors mind a young man with curly blonde hair. And for a brief moment inside of Viktors mind, he sees Marvin 

in the end he ends up taking Marvin captive but finds that the powers are gone. 

he keeps marvin around because he sees too, that he gave that blonde boy his powers

so he is on the hunt for Riley 

[elisabeth-carrion]

2020 was... a year. Tbh, 2019 was worse for me. Ive read my 2019 diary and i dont know how i managed, and in the end i was still optimistic. 2020 was supposed to be my year of spoiling myself and doing new things. Of course not everything went according to the plan.... but i managed to do a few things.

Lets see

This year i did two things i thought i would never, ever do. Like even last year, i didnt even consider it. 1. i got a tattoo. The idea came to me at the beginning of the year, the plan was to do it in spring, but then quarantine happened, then renovations, and in the end i had it done in september. Its a flower and i love it.

2. i left academia. last year i got accepted into phd program. It was a mess and in the end, i had enough. Ive stayed a few months longer for the scholarship money, and resigned. I am now academia free and enjoying my very frist study free christmas break. Im vibing

among other thing, there are: 3. i cut my hair. it was waist lenght and i cut it shoulder lenght. I dont know why it was such a huge deal for me, but it was. The hair grew back real fast and i had it cut again in november. I think im gonna keep it this way. Or shorter. I’ll see.

4. had my ears pierced. I had one set of earrings, now i have two. I bought a lot of earrings. I really like it. More jewerly is better jewelry.

5. discovered the band breaking benjamin, very nice

6. discovered the book captive prince. ive read it three times already. would recommend

7. made a candle out of what was left of other candles. easier than i thought, but putting dried flowers into it wasnt a good idea

8. made a hat. and then another hat. im kinda proud of them. didnt get to wear them outside yet tho

9. made a brooch. out of an old notebook cover and christmas decor. its kinda big. i dont mind

10. made a head band. this one needs some improvements tho

11. i thought online classes and im still alive. i prefer real life classes but i managed. i learned about teaching too, i hope i can improve my knowledge next year

12. renovated my kitchen! it was old and disgusting. now its nice and clean and pretty and i love it

13. started french, german and turkish on duolingo somewhere around march. im still doing it every day. kinda like it!

14. tried embroideiry. it was fine. i want to go to embroidery class after the plague is over

15. started taking my own outfit photos. i got a cheap tripod for it and it works! 

16. honesly i didnt count it, but i did some writing. I didnt finish anything, but i wrote significantly more than in the past. I want to finish something  next year

17. started using reusable pens again. sadly the ink doesnt really work on some of my cheap notebooks... it leaks. But i do when i can

18. expanded and cleared my wardrobe. I love every single dress i have. I cant believe i really do have a full wardrobe of pretty dresses! its a dream that came true

19. shaved my eyebrow. they grew back darker. now i have visible eyebrows for the first time in my life

20. got a resuable shaving blade. it looks baddas and i have so many razors they will last me a lifetime

21. met the google car! cant wait to see myself on google street view.

22. i learned kanji like crazy, im over 1700 now. Thats enough for the n2 exam, i will try to take it in december next year

23. renovated my room and rearranged the furniture. It is now the cute pink room i wanted for some time. I got a cute carpet and a vanity table. I feel like a princess and for the first time i feel that all my belongings are in order

24. started studying and doing tarot. i got cards for birthday and got really into it

25. assembled a diy tiny doll room. It was fun! its like puzzles but 3d. Its not perfect but i really enjoyed it

26. seen Laura Makabresku exhibition in Sosnowiec. It was nice.

27. Seen tour de pologne race. kinda randomly, i didnt plan to, but it was nice

28. went to a watercolor class. i really enjoyed it!

29. survived the plague so far 

30. started counting calories again. in the past i did it to control, to restrict, and to punish. Now i just want to know

Ive tried new things. I wrote down every single one of them, even the tiniest: 1. kurtosz in both sweet and sour verson

2. Kitkat in the following tastes: melon, peanut butter, salt caramel, gold caramel, strwaberry, salty lemon

3. okonomiyaki

4. carrot kissiel

5. smoking . yes im doings some back to the teenage years things. it tasted like ashes. i still have some left i dont know what i will do with them

6. spring rolls /sajgonki

7. chinese take out fried pasta

8. dandelion and burdock tea

9. mushroom bun - a polish street food with pieczarrki

10. pancakes with juice instead of milk. kind of accidently but it is a thing

11. boiled corn

12. lavender lemonade

13. vegan subway

14. salty licorice

15. vegan sandwich from żabka

16. oyakata soy ramen

17. halvah wafffles

18. gingerbread twix

19. shampoo in a bar... like soap but its shampoo. very nice

20. tofubar

21. bora bora black tea that tastes like roses

22. chocolate coated ginger

23. flavored coffe: five flavour mix, marzepan, raspberry meringue

24. Visited a few new coffe shops and restaurants [sowa, we coffee, mont blanc, zicherka, pod prosiakiem, kaffka, zielona krowa, proper coffee, suzette, starbucks, coffee faza, pigal] and places [zamek sielecki, this one park that has no name but has rainbow lights]. It may seem insignificat but for me its a big deal to visit a new place even if its just a coffee shop.... and its stressful. so yes im proud of that

i must say that i changed. im not the same person anymore. ive grown, ive learned my wants and needs, i started giving myself what i want and what i need, and maybe even more importantly, ive stopped punishing myself. No more of that. I deserve everything and im gonna get it :)

[hexellentlearningwitch]

The Lent before Easter/Ostara

Lent: In German Fastenzeit

How can I as a (christian) Witch actually make the lenting use- and meaningfull; And give it a connection to my witchcraft?

(For you information: The Lent is starting with the Ash Wednesday. This year (2020) that is the 26.02 and ends with Easter on 12.04)

Lenting is supposed to bring you closer to your God/Godess The classic way people choose to go, is to give something up, so they have either more time for their faith or get a new perspectiv in their lives, maybe even noticing that they don‘t actually need the thing they have given up. But some just pick to give up chocolate (just an example) and so it is has no real meaning anymore.

I am pointing out now that this is my opinion, if you want to give up chocolate feel free to do so. I did that for several years, but it had no meaning for me. Maybe it does for you.

In my eyes the important things is that you put some thought behind what you pick.

Some helpful questions you can ask yourself before you choose:

1. What is in my everyday life that is not helping me anymore and is just a habit I have not given up yet?

2. Are there actions of me that are not good for me and/or for others?

3. Can I do better? Or at least try to be better?

4. If yes: How? In what way can I achieve this?

Now. What if there is nothing I can give up or change? Do not worry: I have a solution.

5. Is there something I am lacking or missing?

These question can take a while to answer, so take all the time you need for them.

And please remember: The Lent is not a way to punish yourself at all. It is supposed to help you.

The Lent is something that is suposed to help me and you to become better and to strengthen our relationship to our God/Godess.

A realtionship needs at least two persons, You and another one. In this case you and your deity.

You can’t change your deity, that is obvious.

So the parts you can change are a) yourself or b) the bond you two are having.

- Changing oneself, what do I mean with that? Habits, Actions, etc. Maybe even some parts about your personality. As an example: Tilda gets quick envious of others. In the Lent (Fastenzeit) she could try in several ways to change this part of her.

Or an other example: Mark is a workaholic. His time he spends with his friends and family is cut short (maybe he isnt the one reaching out, he leaves always first). Or his Time for himself is very short or none existing. He could make time for his close ones, cut his work time, make room to have some selfcare, etc. .

- Changing the relationship? How do I do that?

Your picture of your deity is something that changes over time and with yourself. So this is not something you can change, it comes with time.

But you do can make more time for them and the way how to communicate with them.

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Now to some general tips I would love to give you for the praxis:

It should be something you do or do not daily or at least regularly, since that is way easier to controll.

- If it is a habit you are cutting (like eating chocolate or drinking wine or just not driving your car, working less, …) put a reminder somewhere were you see it before you normaly engage the habit. Or just make it impossible to get to the necessary things needed for the habit.

As an example:

A Lent on Chocolate and Wine.

Don‘t buy chocolate or wine. If you still have some in your house, put them into a box with a label that reminds you that you are (currently) giving this up. A big red cross or just a simple „Seriously? Already giving up on your goal?“ or something else giving you a reminder - And voila you are not opening the box.

A Sigil could be an option to help you here. Create it and put it on the box, the fridge, inside your calendar, or on a paper on your table. Let it work its magic and help you by cutting this habit loose.

- If it is a habit you are trying to teach yourself (Like a daily praier, learning a new (witch-)craft, eating healthy, doing more sport, selfcare, meeting friends, …) the easiest way to do this is to set a time were you start the action. If you are just changing a habit a reminder is the way to go again.

As examples:

1. You want to eat more healthy.

Inform yourself about what a body of your age needs (Vitamins, Fat (yes, that is a thing – take avocados, they have a lot of fat), Minerals, etc.), look how much you weight and if you are to heavy or to light or just right (In my case: I am just right but tending to be to light. / PLEASE Remeber: Not only your height is an important part for this. Also your age has an impact. A teenager of 1,67 has a different “ideal weigth“ than someone of 1,67 with the age of 22, than someone of 1,67 in their 30, etc. etc.). With this knowledge you can start looking into recipes and food you can eat. Buy it, cook it and eat it in the time you normaly eat.

In case you don‘t have time to inform yourself about these things (that takes some serious time after all) than you can just make the Cheater Version (as I call it): „An Apple a Day, keeps the doctor away.“ - everyday something healthy. Maybe each day some sort of fruits or vegetables. And you dont have to pick the ones you hate. You can take the ones you love and enjoy. That makes it a lot more easier and is more fun. Dont hurt or punish yourself with food. You should enjoy eating it.

2. You want to pray daily? Set a time were you do the praier. Maybe in the Morning before the breakfeast. You don‘t have to set a time for how long. Somedays you will get to 10 Minutes maybe, and on others you wont even get one Minute. If you don‘t know what to pray for: Just listening is an option. Just being in connection with your God/Godess is just as fulfilling as talking to them.

If listening is something you can‘t manage: Thank them for something. Your food or something general. That you meet someone that became important to you or something else. It of course also depends what Deity you have and what your relationship with them is… But be open for change and new ways.

If free praiers are nothing you like or just feel stupid doing so (I know I do sometimes) you can look for already written praiers. For Christians this is very easy, in most of the Song books (German: Gotteslob ; I do am afraid I don‘t know the english word for it…) there are several praiers for every occasion. And then of course there is the Angelus and the canonical hours. I personaly like those very much, since there are several types of them and they have a time of the day where there are spoken, but the exact time is something you can pick for yourself.

If you have some questions about this, if something is unclear or you just need some ideas: Message me and I will see what I can do to help. :D

Or just to talk about something, problems, a joke, anything, you can message me. :)

Until next time,

Your hexellent learning witch

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tagged by @rosetower thank u :)

RULES: Answer 20 questions, then tag 20 bloggers you want to get to know better.

Name: roxy

Nicknames: its a 4 letter word how much shorter do u need it

Height: 5′10? i think?

Languages: V bad at languages i barely know english. my german teacher back in secondary school hated my guts bcause i just could and would not remember a single thing she tried to teach me lol

Nationality: british aint i luv

Favorite season: AUTUMN

Favorite flower: i do NOT know flowers. i know what a lily is bcause im constantly having to stop my mum from buying them so r cats dont get poisoned and thats abt it

Favorite scent: caramel :)

Favorite color: pink nd dark red

Favorite animal: BIG cats   Σ:3 c  <---artist rendition

Favorite fictional characters: idk i just work here

Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: hot chocolate i can physically only drink sweet things

Average sleep hour: i literally could not tell u

Dog or cat person: cats r literaly the ideal creature while dogs r pretty low on the tier list. only useful 4 gimmick builds

Number of blankets you sleep with: got a duvet and a duvet cover and also like a dressing gown which is only used as a blanket and i just swap them around until i feel comfortable

Dream trip: idk im pretty bad with trips generally. i want to go down to waitrose and buy all their ready meals and have the worlds most mediocre feast

Blog established: idk. a little while

Number of followers: 300? somewherea round there

Random fact: first thing i did when i got my money this month (today) was buy sticker paper off of ebay because i plastered my wall with stickers a few years back without regard for my future self’s (current self) wellbeing and they DO NOT come off and i will die if i have to look at overwatch characters and like. dave homestuck on my wall anymore so im going to cover them up with more stickers <3 look forward to repeating the same thing in 3yrs

i’m not going to tag 20 ppl idk if i even know 20 ppl on this website

@howtobake @ariesfragments @gsnk @dragonofrockbottom @crossbowdevil​ @staff @fishingboatprocceeds 

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I was tagged in a “Answer questions, tag people” thing by @apocalypticglitter so now I must oblige my civic duty! Thank you for tagging me!

Answer 17 questions (+1 because 18 is my favourite number) and tag 17 people (if you can)

Nickname: Sithi Sun sign: Sagittarius Height: I’m like... Three stacked cans of whoop ass. In a trench coat huge sweater. Hogwarts House: the valid one aka. Hufflepuff (Don’t @ me) Last thing I googled: BULL FROGS?! This is @mkingamess ‘s fault. I was curious how big they really are Favourite musicians: UHHHMM this is a super hard question for me to answer tbh cause my taste in music fluctuates daily. I will give a shoutout to some musicians/albums that I can think off the top of my head and imo don’t get enough recognition:

If you are into industrial metal/EDM type of shit, Hatari is really fucking lit. Some may know them from the Eurovision already. I just accidentally stumbled into them via the Discover Weekly on Spotify like half a year before the competition

The Magic Got Killed by Too Tangled - literally the two most attractive voices in the world, listening to this always makes me feel painfully bisexual

The self titled and only album of Fear and the Nervous System is is a curious experience. I have literally never heard anyone in my life sing with as much harrowing intensity and passion as this singer, to the point that I don’t even know if I would call it singing anymore... but it does work and fold into the instrumentals very well, creating a rather unique mood. Genuine “Let me wallow in my depression for an hour before I move on” kind of music. It might click with you, might not. But I do think it’s very underrated. 

Pagans in this corner of tumblr I think would enjoy the shit out of Faun, they got many good songs but my absolute fave is Egil’s Saga

Song stuck in my head: 

Probably best young scrolls track to date. Spits more fire than the Red Mountain, yo. 

Following: around 300 Followers: just passed 1k(?! That’s a lot?! Should I do like, a giveaway or something) 🤔 Amount of sleep: What a weird question... I slept about 7 hours last night. Lucky number(s): 3, 7, 8, 18 Dream job(s): illegal back-alley cyberpunk prosthetics designer/repairman (dont have the qualifications or the technology but one can dream) bog body that starry-eyed semi-feral singers write songs about (possibly attainable?) village cryptid (probably already achieved the status but unfortunately not getting paid for it) artist (I’m doing this one, so hooray!)  Wearing: I’m in my sleepwear already lol. It’s a pair of wide comfy black pants, and a big moss green shirt with a geometric pattern (there used to be gold and silver paint on it but that unfortunately faded out, now it’s just black).  Favourite songs: My answer is same as above really... Idk harrass me in my askbox maybe I will recommend you some songs.  Instruments played: I could play a little guitar at a time, but I’ve forgotten most of it.

Hey, this is only 15! I will add 3 more:

Something that I’m not good at but thoroughly enjoy: Videogames, hands down. My motoric skills and reaction times are less than desirable, lol. Nevertheless I’m a huge gamer and I just love to immerse myself in imaginary worlds. My favourite Halloween costume ever: I once recreated this dress from scratch with a fairly acceptable degree of accuracy My favourite myth of the god(s) I worship (if doesn’t apply, your favourite folk tale): I fear this is going to be an unoriginal answer, but seriously... could anything top Thrymskvidha?

Fun facts:

When I was born, I almost died.

In spite of my entire family being devout Christians, I remember believing in some form of reincarnation at such an early age that I had no business knowing what the word reincarnation even means. I was in fact very convinced at a time that I’m either one of my great-grandparents on my mother’s side, or from the generation before that. (Now that my religion is what it is, honestly I don’t really know if this is true or not. But I thought this back then for some reason.)

I’m left handed.

Before moving to Germany, I sang in choirs my entire life, some of which were fairly professional level, I guess? We would go to international competitions and stuff. 

I don’t know if this was a weird coincidence or the spirit world itself shifted reality around me to protect me, but I somehow never heard the Frozen theme song in its entirety. In my life. Not one time. Not even when it was on the radio non-stop. If I managed to catch it somewhere, it was always when it was just about to end. 

I used to want to be a professional animator, but when I grew up and researched about the profession more, it didn’t seem like it was worth the hassle. Regardless I’m still obsessed with animation, I watch cartoons all the time and I would like to teach myself how to animate even if just on an amateur level. 

I have no idea how to tie a shoe with only one bunny ear. I was taught the two bunny ears method and that’s all I’ve ever known.

Some things that I associate with Loki that have absolutely nothing to do with the lore or anything include snow, a very specific shade of blue, roses, cherry (but only the scent or flavor, not the fruit) and various forms of iridescence.

Like probably all kids who are into metal, I also dreamed of becoming a rockstar a little bit, but more interestingly, in my fantasy I was going to be blindfolded on stage and I thought that would be my schtick as a performer, for some reason. Of course the cloth would have to be sheer in order for me to be able to see just enough to orient myself on stage. It’s somehow both hilarious and bone-chilling to look back on now, that another and actually kind of obvious solution to the orientation issue never occurred to me on my own

The green shirt mentioned above is the only green piece of clothing I own.

I don’t believe in astrology. :/ (Sorry...?) 

When I was a kid, I entered a nationwide contest to write a faux folk tale and my tale made it to the semifinals. 

The only “what is your favourite” type of question I can give a straightforward answer to is what my favourite book is. It’s The Neverending Story by Michael Ende (who would have thought!)

I knew I was nonbinary my entire life, but I only learned that there is a word for it when I was 25.

Besides my native Hungarian, English, and a little German that I speak, I also learned Japanese and Norwegian (in highschool and during university, respectively) both for 3 years each, and I was on roughly B1 (low intermediate) level in them at my best. I don’t remember much of Japanese, and I only understand a little Norwegian when it’s in front of me to read, but once German is no longer the priority, I would like to relearn them at least a little bit. 

One of my completely useless talents is that if we talk to each other and I have a drink in my hand, I will somehow supernaturally detect it from your brainwaves when you are about to tell a funny joke and will attempt to drink just beforehand. This has happened so often that I can now suppress the instinctive urge to try to swallow the drink halfway wrong and choke on it. If you were planning to assassinate me this way, it would not work.

The reason why 18 is my favourite number is because my life seems to be entwined with it in a weird, almost supernatural way. For example an unnaturally large number of things that are important to me (including my birth) happened on the 18th of a month. 

Since there is no Halloween party I’m going to this year, I don’t have a specific costume but I will definitely take my make up kit regardless and go absolutely feral with it just to be in the Halloween spirit a little bit. 

Whew man... it was really tough to come up with 18. I’m more boring than i thought.

I tag:

@mkingamess @ragnarokfox @forest--walker @quietdedication @spellbookofthelostandfound @ast-heljar @cloudy-skyes @d-em-t @suilebhride @edderkopper

Anyone who wants to fill this out can consider themselves tagged as well. Tag my name in it too so I can read it. 

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21 Questions Tag

Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to get to know better

I was tagged by the always lovely @padfootz-princess​! <3

Nicknames:

Posy

Posita (these two only used by my relatives, please respect that)

Poppy

Pops

Pop

Poppetta

Popita

Poopy

Mama

Hey you, be careful!

Zodiac sign:

Capricorn

Height:

 5′2 6′3

Hogwarts house:

Ravenclaw

Last thing I Googled:

How to shrink objects in the Sims 4

Fave musicians: 

Andre Rieu

Louis Armstrong

I actually can’t think of anything else because I’m multitasking lmao

Song stuck in my head:

Piel Canela- Nat King Cole

Following:

304

Followers:

690 (should I do something for 700? let me know!)

Do you get asks:

Yes, and I love it

Amount of sleep:

7-8 hours in good days

Lucky number:

Numbers can’t do shit, you have to do things yourself.

What are you wearing:

PJs (I should be asleep lmao)

Dream job:

I already have it! (Teaching)

Dream trip:

IRELAND ever since I was a teeny tiny teen

Instruments:

My voice on Tuesdays and Thursdays

Languages:

Español

English

un peu de francais...just the right amount to vaguely understand posts in french on the internet. 

German and Italian when I have to sing with the choir

Favourite songs: (oof here we go, no particular order, I wont put links, but I’ll put lyrics that I love. I apologize for making this post so long)

Creo en ti -Miguel Bosé (This one reminds me of my grandma) “Creo en ti y tu ausencia pasa a ser mi eternidad. Tu silencio mi paz, tu recuerdo mi motor y a pesar de todo creo en ti”

Wish You Were Here - Cover by Ninja Sex Party, Original: Pink Floyd (I was listening to this when my mom called to tell me my grandfather had died) “We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year, running over the same old ground and how we found the same old fears...Wish you were here”

In Your Eyes - Cover by Ninja Sex Party, Original: Peter Gabriel (I’ve been obsessed with this song for the past two monhts) “Oh, I want to be that complete. I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes”

Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles (Never fails to calm me down. Ad hoc for a morning walk right after the rain) “Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting. Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear”

Rainbow Connections - Garfunkel and Oates (If I ever get married, I need this song in my wedding) “I used to feel uncertain, but now I realize when I wanna see my future, I just look into your eyes. Too vast to hold, and too small to name, it's no wonder why you have to stand between the rain and the sun to see a rainbow in the sky”

I Get to Do It With You - Garfunkel and Oates (Sweet, simple, funny) “Every dream I have is sweeter cause I pursue it with you, if times get tough, I'll pull through it with you”

Si Tu No Estás - Rosana (Makes me cry everytime) “Pasearé en un cielo sin estrellas esta vez tratando de entender quien hizo un infierno el paraíso, no te vayas nunca porque no puedo estar sin ti”

Carta Urgente - Rosana (aka my funeral song) “Hay cosas que siento tan mías que no son de nadie. Hay cosas que escribo contigo y hay cosas que sin ti no valen. Hay cosas y cosas que acaban llegando tan tarde”

Cant Help Falling In Love With You - Elvis Presley (I feel it in my heart everytime I sing it with my choir) “Take my hand, take my whole life too for I can't help falling in love with you”

La Innombrable - Julius Popper (Local band, brings back good memories) “Hazle saber cuanto antes que ella es tu vida, hazle notar cuanto antes que no hay nadie más. Mírala en sus ojitos y hazla querida hazle sentir cuanto antes que ella es tu mar”

The Happy Song -Kate Micucci (I’d like to think this is me if I was a song) “I am lucky, you are lucky, let us get lucky together. Whether the weather is cloudy or breezy, I'll be there to say "Hey, come on! Let's take it easy!"

Caderas Blancas - Mon Laferte (*blush*) “Sé que lo entiendes al mirarme de frente, sé que no soy la única que esta sintiendo esto. Todo va y viene, amor. Que bonito se siente esta turbulencia, llegaste, amante divino, como una tormenta”

Cielito de Abril - Mon Laferte y Manuel García (brings back nice memories and makes me wanna travel) “Hay una luna creciente para mí,y para el loco cielito de abril. La noche me trae claridad y esta vida que se me va...”

Vendaval - Mon Laferte (Good song to listen while drawing) “Yo necesito amar a quien me quiera de verdad.Tal vez sea involuntario como un espasmo sicario, un vendaval”

Flor de Amapola - Mon Laferte (I started to pay more attention to this song after Sam gave me that mutual tag. Its a very nice song) “Yo busco algo diferente.Yo sé que hay algo que perder.Tenemos un vicio: Aullar a la luna llena. Me quedo contigo y tú dejas que se pueda porque contigo yo sueño despierta, no sé, te mueves en cámara lenta; flor de amapola, creces entre la yerba” Random fact: Sleep paralysis is so common to me that I dont get scared anymore Aesthetic: Early morning walk back home, pink skies, that after rain smell. Rain boots and puddles. Stepping on crunchy leaves I’ll tag: @clouis-loumentine @3amgameover @lostgeekette @ebimanami @frida-pal @octoshott @queen-of-tombs @kratqa @bluebutterfly1 @kitsune-senpai @mermist-uh @deleted-fishie @akemi-rose578 @kitteynn @notapineapple1 @princetozier @rascet @randomfandom-bs @kmysstuff @transmarlon @rahrex BONUS: @king-of-clubs98 @love-struck-bois @anomalyah

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i got tagged for both of these like more than a week ago and am only now getting around to doing em lol

profile tag - tagged by @gayrightsteru

name: luca

nickname: my family calls me luc but i often get nicknames online based on inside jokes or whatever

zodiac sign: i say pisces cause its easier but im exactly on the cusp of aquarius/pisces. taurus moon virgo rising and i forget the rest of my chart

height: 5′6″

hogwarts house: ravenclaw

last thing i googled: uh. coulrophobia

fav musicians: lemon demon.. mcr

last song i listened to: this.

song stuck in my head: memories

followers: 701

following: 348

amount of sleep: 8-11 hours a night and i often nap during the day. pokemon sleep will love me.

lucky number: i dont really have one? maybe 19 cause its my birthday

what im wearing: big t shirt and shorts i love shorts

dream job: i honestly cant think of anything except for maybe. marine zoologist

dream trip: mediterranean probably

instruments: i play viola :]

fav food: honestly... probably creme brulee

languages: english + i took a lot of german in school. i want to learn hungarian cause its my moms language and apparently she tried to teach me both hungarian and english as a baby but it didnt work i guess

fav song: GUH. .... .PROBABLY ONE OF THE MP100 OPENINGS

aesthetic: summer evenings + glowing things

random fact: i started drawing really young and i was always praised by my classmates and family and stuff for having good art and i eventually didnt want to share it anymore cause i cant take excessive praise. now i constantly compare myself to artists of similar + younger age and get jealous a lot. this is actually just kinda depressing. lets just get to the other tag

song tag - tagged by @looneymoon

rules are post 10 songs you have on repeat

i dont have 10 songs on repeat like right now so im just gonna post songs i do listen to on repeat sometimes or just really like lately

little pistol by mother mother - i listened to this for the first time only recently and idk what it is about it but i cant get it out of my head

let me hear by fear and loathing in las vegas - i first heard this one in the parasyte op (series i remember watching a few times. really good but a lot of body horror) but anyway this slaps so hard i listened to this several times today

99.9 by mob choir - what can i even fucking say if youve watched mp100 you know this slaps

99 by mob choir - exactly the same situation as the previous one theyre both really fucking good

again by yui - one of the best fmab ops but i really like golden time lover as well

people get up and drive your funky soul by james brown (spiderman 3 version) - i dont know what to say. i listen to this on repeat cause it plays in the best scene in cinematic history. the full version is like 8 minutes long.

holding out for a hero by bonnie tyler (jennifer saunders cover) - same as above. theyre both the greatest scene in cinematic history ok

dragonhearted by tryhardninja - i cried watching this video even after the first time like holy shit

touch-tone telephone by lemon demon - gay rights lol

amish paradise by weird al yankovic - yes i listen to this on repeat what about it

uhhh i dont rlly want to tag people. if youve read all this and you want to do one of these yourself go right ahead

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ahh @mothmansbutt tagged me to do a thing so here i go i guess haha

Rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to know better.

• Zodiac: pisces

• Height: 5′2″..........

• Last Movie: the new mary poppins

• Last Thing I Googled: ochimusha because im rereading mp100 and wanted to know exactly what that was

Favorite Musician: hhhhhhhh idk? there are..... a lot.............. walk the moon and young the giant and future islands are pretty good? like idk about my Favorite but i do.... enjoy them

•Song Stuck In My Head: this one because its the one im listening to rn

• Other Blogs: i literally only have one other blog and i only half own it and it was this dumb comic me and @chronotaraxia were making awhile ago haha

• Do I Get Asks: not really :c theyre few and far between..............

• Blogs Following: 735 apparently but thats like cumulative over 8 years so a lot are not active anymore

• Amount of Sleep: it varies from 4 to 12 hours

- Lucky Number: dont have one

• What I’m Wearing: sweat pants and a large shirt i wear to  bed cause its 4 am and honestly i should be going to sleep

• Dream Job: idk :cccc

• Dream Trip: like anywhere i just enjoy travelling. greece or japan would be fun though. although maybe not greece for too long because i literally do not like Any greek food

• Favorite Food: honestly im not sure i have a favorite food but i Do have a favorite drink which is like flavored lemonades BUT i cant even have them because i have sensitive teeth and its super acidic so it immediately wears the enamel on them down to a point where i cant eat for like a week after drinking it because it hurts :c its truly tragic

• Play Any Instruments: all i got is singing but ive been like attempting to learn guitar every now and then. i need like an actual teacher i cant really teach myself

• Languages: only english and some like vocab words in german

• Favorite Songs: i dont have a favorite song but some good ones are Seasons, Where I Found You, and A Dream of You And Me by Future Islands

• Random Fact: ive been putting something off for like months now and the deadline is quickly approaching but im still not doing it because im a dumbass

• Describe Yourself As Aesthetic Things: uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh i dont.... know............... i dont know a dang thing about myself sorry

ill tag @nept00n @kawaiianimeredhead @unfilteredinferno and i guess like anyone else as well if you wanna do it because my mind just stopped

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Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to get to know better

tagged by @alissocool thanks for the tag alissa ily!

♡ Nickname: Frankithan(from Jamie) is pretty much the only nickname i’ve got asdasdsdf 

♡ Height: i’m like? 5′8″ last time i got measured

♡ Last movie I saw: Into the spiderverse,,,,,3 times in a row,,,,i cried every single time

♡ Favourite music artist: 

♡ Song stuck in my head: Best Friend by Rex Orange County and also Dissolve by Absofacto,,,

♡ Other blogs: uuuhh i don’t use any of them anymore but theres nerdbaby-fantroll which is just me saving that url from when i used to have it so people don’t pretend to be baby frankie, theres also my. old. fantroll blog. yall dont get the url tho

♡ Do I get asks: uuuuuh every couple of months i get one or two if im lucky? y’all can literally just hit me up with whatever random stuff u come up w it doesn’t bother me the slightest.

♡ Following: 472 blogs (and yet...my dash is perpetually dead rIP)

♡ Amount of sleep: like. 6 hours on the weekdays

♡ Lucky number: 21 and 13

♡ What I’m wearing: floral tshirt and jeans lmao. if im not wearing florals or stripes i cannot physically exist

♡ Dream job: oh boy,,,realistically i want to be super involved in game development, i’d kind of like to have my own studio? fantasy frankie? now HE is busy living it up as a hermit in the woods who ventures into town only to sell his produce and art. 

♡ Favourite food: i....love meat....and noodles...and rice..i would die for those three things

♡ Dream trip: ah man i’d love to go spelunking,,,or go hiking and exploring along a coastline somewhere,,,maybe go look at the animals in the tide pools,,,

♡ Play any instruments: i used to play cello back in middle school, but i havent played anything since then

♡ Languages: english and a VERY limited knowledge of german and spanish(i took german for 2 years in hs, and we teach the kids spanish at work so im learning a lil there)

♡ Favorite song:  mAN dont do this to me its impossible to pick. but i’d have to say a tie between Human by Of Monsters and Men, It’s Alright by Mother Mother, and Get Out the Way by Mother Mother

♡ Random fact: i spent the entirety of yesterday pretty much just making moodboards to help me pin down designs for my game

♡ Describe yourself as aesthetic things: sunlight falling through a window onto a cozy pile of blankets, soft pink and orange sunsets, fistfuls of grass and blue jeans

UUUH i don’t really tag people in these things but if u wanna do it u can say i tagged u lmao