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Hi, I haven't written on here in ages buuuut my 100yr old Mike Wheeler ff has around 1,600+ likes?!?!? WOAH?!?!? Lowkey makes me embarrassed everytime I see someone like it cuz I wrote it forever ago (literally 2 yrs lol) and I read It the other day cuz no way ppl still like this and GOD I CRINGED SO HARD I CONTEMPLATED WIPPING IT OFF OF EXISTENCE CUZ IM NOT PART OF THE ST FANDOM ANYMORE (still love it js not active in it and stuff), but ik there's ppl who usually come back to read ff's and ik the painful feeling of one of ur fav ff's being deleted so I won't do that to those who do that😞💔 if you guys even exist (if ur one of those and u have gone back to read it again pls lemme know ilysm even tho this ff is so cringe to me now haha). My writing style has changed, and I've thought abt rewriting it cuz I can write better now, but naaaah, I'll let it be. Ppl still enjoy it ig, im happy with that. Anyways, I'm forever grateful, so thank you to those who continue to find, read, and like this ff and my others. You're so cool and swaggy.🌻💛✨️🤎🐿
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Have you ever drawn gyutaro or daki? 🤔
m. maybe..
[PROBABLY OLD (SORT OF BAD AND SKETCHY) ART UNDER CUT]
they deserve to be happy. I wish we could've seen how they are outside of battle and somewhere like an upper moon meeting.
i really liked how they were to each other. i cried like a baby during their episode. i love that daki has full confidence that her brother will always protect her no matter what and that gyutaro knows daki will always try to do the same for him even if she'll most likely end up losing or get in more trouble because of it and loves her anyway.
It's a double-edged sword.. shE WENT TO HELL FOR HIM. DJKSAFEKJ REJECTING SALVATION??? CAUSE YOU MADE A PROMISE WITH YOUR BIG BROTHER??? BC TOGETHER YOURE THE STRONGEST????? OH FUCK IM GONNA cRYRFHE
dawg, im actually going to cry. shut the fuck up. SIBLINGS. SIBLINGS!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO MUCH, DAWG..........
and ofc, gyutaro head locked my heart
ofc i drew gyuatro, my cult member, HE WAS ONE OF MY BRAIN ROTS
I DREW THIS MAN LIKE MY LIFE WAS ON THE LINE. SKETCH BOOK, TABLET, PHONE, THE CORNERS OF MY NOTEBOOKS, NAPKINS, YOU FUCKING NAME IT. i just wish i could finish drawings......... sobs..........
I WAS YOUNGER AND IN SCHOOLING SO I THOUGHT ITD BE COOL TO HAVE A TUTOR AU WITH GYUTARO SET IN KIMETSU NO GAKUEN WHERE HE TUTORS FOR MONEY...... CAUSE I HEADCANON HIM TO BE A FAST LEARNER?? HE JUST DOESNT GIVE HIMSELF ENOUGH CREDIT CAUSE HES INSECURE AND SOBS.... HE ONLY THINKS HES GOOD FOR BEING UGLY AND SCARING PPL AWAY AND FIGHTING. AGHGHGHHH
THIS FEELS LIKE IM LOOKING BACK ON PHOTOS OF MY PAST LOVER...... GYUTARO..... MY BELOVED... I JUST WANTED HIM PAMPERED...............
SHUT THE FUCK UP //CRIES INTO MY HANDS
HOW DID YOU CLOCK ME SO FUCKING FAST???? DOES IT SHOW ON MY FACE???? IS IT A TELL IM NOT AWARE OF????????
#null rot#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#demon slayer#gyutaro#gyutaro shabana#shabana gyutaro#daki#daki shabana#shabana daki#DAWG HOW DID YOU KNOW HE WAS MY PREVIOUS OBSESSION IM SCREAMING INTO MY HANDS#THIS STAYS BETWEEN US. ONLY ON FUCKING TUMBLR.. I CANT LET BITCHES KNOW I RELAPSE TO DEMON SLAYER WITH DIFFERENT GUYS..#HES SO PERFECT TOO DAWG I CANT#MY FIRST.......#SOBS HARDER#AND DAKI TOO SHE WAS SO FUCKING FUNNY AND ANNOYIGN DUDE#SHES SO STUPID AND MEAN BUT SO FUCKING CARING FOR GYU SHUT UP#SHUT THE FUCK UP#MY TASTE IN MEN JUST GOT WORSE. GODDD GODDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#iM SO EMBARRASSED CAUSE BEFORE NORITOSHI IT WAS HIM.. IM SCREAMING#i also really dislike showing unfinished work but hey. momma didnt raise a bitch#ALSO I AM ALIVE. MY PC HAS JUST BEEN RUNNING INTO ISSUES AND IM TRYING SO HARD TO PUMP OUT THIS NEXT POST#IM PROMISING MYSLEF TO NOT POST ANYTHING ELSE UNTIL THEN
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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(inspired by the midnight cooking chapter in the twst anthology manga and also jamil's dorm uniform and master chef voice lines)
(this is also a lil extended sequel to this post i made :3)
#jamil in his silly era#he's *still* in denial your honor#[—✦-#-✧ my art#-✧ comic#twisted wonderland#twst#twst art#jamil viper#kalim al asim#twst oc x canon#jamil x yuu#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha tala#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]#jamiyuu is such a cute ship name#(<- edit: changed ship name from jamiyuu)#gonna hide here in the tags bc i’m lowkey embarrassed#im sobbing because i did not expect for that initial post to blow up as it did#it gave me joy that people liked it 😭#it was only funny to me when i first thought of the idea#so it made me happy to share that silliness#i’ll continue to be in my self-indulgent corner thank you all#for enabling me
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ive become very fond of paperloon as of late
#SOBS#posting ship art is embarrassing im throwing these at you in tears#throwsn up#OUGH#paperloon#ii balloon#ii paper#i just think they're cute#what else can i say#phonification
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i was scrolling thru twitter and i saw this post with evan omg😭
#caught me off guard SO bad#i literally screamed#i was geekin tf out when i saw it too#kinda embarrassing now that im thinking back on it lol#so real tho ngl#the days just go by SO slow or SO fast there is no inbetween#why he look so mad tho im sobbing#evan peters#tiffysdeath
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#posting this again because i want attention#and I fixed a mistake#and look oooo illustration#go read my cringe! go on#you know you want to#why is it so much more embarrassing posting fic than posting art. riddle me that one#bnha#villain!mic#loudspeaker au#hizashi yamada#present mic#mha#midmic#bnha fanfiction#horrible feeling when you realise Family of Me by Ben Folds is the perfect Loudspeaker song#but nobody's going to take you seriously about it because it's from Over the Hedge#sobbing crying#like every line fits#'Looks grim right now. But pretty soon we'll be laughing about it'#'It's all right. Yeah it is I swear you'll see (it's not really)'#like hello? that's Loudspeaker right there#im going so silly. I'm going so stupid.#anyway yeah read Mind Electric. Or whatever.
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not my usual silly content but i hope u guys like it :)
(a bit nsfw?? i guess idk its cleavage)
its a warm up for me cuz i've been burning the hell outta myself and wanna try something (yay)
#THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE EYES BUT IDK WHAT.#i missed her...#sob sob#gwendoline christie#larissa weems#sketch#my art#im so scared to post this actually#i DONT want to be embarrassed.#gaslighting myself the eyes are actually fine...#i will regret this probably but im too sleepy to care rn
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HOPPING ON TO TWITTER FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWO YEARS AND SEEING THE PEOPLE REJOICING OVER NEW BYLER NEWS I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THIS
#stranger things#will byers#byler#mike wheeler#BAR SCENE BAR SCENE#my friends (who im watching s5 with) are never gonna talk to me again#theyre never hearing the end of it#im gonna be so embarrassing#like sobbing full tears#shitpost
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SLAY, CANUCKS, SLAY



(Florida Panthers @ Vancouver Canucks, December 12, 2024)
#canucks lb#vancouver canucks#canucks#nhl#hockey#miller is back im happy#quinn is covering his face im sad#PLS DONT TELL ME HE GOT EMBARRASSED COZ OF HIS LIPS IM SOBBING NO QUINN NO#ruinix van clips
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i watched look back
rambling in tags
#OH MY GOD#FUCK MY LIFE#this is so embarrassing but#i cried throughout the whole movie#like not even 2 minutes in and im already tearing up#<- tearing up the fact that the manga being animated is real#the direction is so awesome man#and the first comic being animsted all fun and whimsy got me BAWLING#I've never cried thos much over a movie before#HIDEO KOJIMA I GET YOU#I GET WHY U WATCH IT 5 TIMES#sorry to the random guy next to me who had to bear thru my sobbings#ramblings#txt
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listening to music and thinking about zhoudu (obviously) and the opening of francesca by hozier was so fitting for lwz that i actually burst into tears akdhgfkuajhbvfsd

#im still crying btw#it's a good thing everyone else is asleep bc explaining why im borderline sobbing in the dark rn would be embarrassing#zhoudu my beloveds#zhoudu#luo wenzhou#mo du#jitd#justice in the dark
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can we talk about how ian and mickey grew up seeing a toxic, painful, fucked up kind of love that only destroyed and hurt everyone and how their future kids are gonna grow up seeing two people that fought for each other and what they had, that never ever stopped finding his way to the other, that learned and grew up together, that made each other better like their kids are gonna grow up seeing love and not the destruction and violence they had around IM SO-
#IM GENUINELY GONNA SOB WHAT THE FUCK#THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO SO SO SO MUCH#AND THEIR KIDS ARE GONNA BE EMBARRASSED BY THAT#gallavich#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#shameless
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Listening to all of EPIC the musical again bc I’ve been replaying these songs so much and I just got to The Underworld and I may be sobbing over my drawing tablet 🧍
this is a cruel trick to try and convince me to call my mom and there’s a 50% chance it might work 🤨
#Robin posting#.🌿#im also just having a really rough day for Reasons and this song kicked my ass just now#needed to cry ig#I will NOT be calling my mother while I’m sobbing though#embarrassing#epic the musical
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me trying to explain how knifes dora doll arc thing with trophy was about him being transmasculine (everyone else is calling the police)
#LISTEN. OKAY. JUST HEAR ME OUT.#on the floor sobbing and rolling around I JUST FEEL IT IN MY HEART I DONT HAVE THE WORDS TO EXPLAAAAAAIN#listen okay im looking into it too deep and i sound weird and stupid as fuck but#IM JUST SAYING.#HE WAS CAUGHT DOING A NON MASCULINE ACTIVITY.#AND TROPHY USED IT TO BLACKMAIL HIM BECAUSE KNIFE DIDNT WANT TO BE OUTTED AND CONSIDERED FEMININE AND HAVE HIS ENTIRE TOUGHGUY ACT RUINED.#could also be taken as knife being transfem if your hcs swing that way but i digress#listen it’s my problem whenever i see a Toughguy character who plays up a persona of being aggressive and mean in order to be masculine my#knee jerk reaction is to say he’s a trans man. EVERY TIME WITHOUT FAIL IM SORRY#ITS A RITE OF PASSAGE FOR US AT SOME POINT OR ANOTHER YOU WILL NOT CHANGE MY MIND#time to embarrass myself by using ii tags and letting other people see this garbo#knife ii#knife inanimate insanity
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Satellite's Shooting Star (Dragon)
continuation of this (technically)
#🔥what's up everydragon im here with another SUPER EMBARRASSING and SELF INDULGENT POST 🔥#but its okay we are slowly killing the shame in my brain. So i can live freely.#people dont draw write and share their person turning into monster via scientist experiment or otherwise like how they used to#(un)luckily i am still stardust dragon and cos biggest fan and yusei literally barely escaping momentum and also falling into it is like.#SUCH a givne oppertunity#(embarrassed once more about sharing my ideas and insane headcanons)#anyways#shooting star dragon.... i love you... i love you so much. your yuri hands... your splitting into 3....#sobbing because shes so awesome.#PLEASE ENJOY!!! MAYBE... IM working on shooting quasar next. i should also work on majestic / savior star dragon#and maybe blazar cosmic quasar and shooting majestic if i feel like it... if people want to see..........#okay sorry. im sorry. urghhh.#dragon au#stardust yusei#yugioh 5ds#yu-gi-oh! 5ds#ygo 5ds#Yusei Fudo#Stardust Dragon#Shooting Star Dragon#(please talk about dragons with me)
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