#sober me: delete later...?
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this may be "two beers deep and crying over Эпидемия music videos" me speaking but
you should absolutely fully commit to whatever language-learning goals you have as much as you can because i was [badly] translating Japanese earlier and look
no matter how much Japanese I learn, I don't truly believe I will ever be able to communicate the nuances of even one single sentence in English as well as it was communicated in the original Japanese
for anyone who doesn't know, last year I was lucky enough to have the resources to spend three terms at a Japanese language school in Tokyo and our teachers were always trying to communicate to us the emotion or nuance in the way a particular piece of grammar was used, or what the connotations of a certain word are
and yeah the more AI and machine translation and whatever advances the more media from other countries you can enjoy to some degree but everytime I encounter one of those pieces that I remember a teacher saying "this grammar comes with emotions attached" (この文法は気持ちが入ってますよ) I think "wow, how can I possibly convey this in a translation?" and it fills me with a desire to learn as much more as I possibly can
honestly I regret not committing to Finnish or Russian at this level when I had the chance
#lost in the sauce and no idea what point i am trying to make anymore but damn#study the fucking languages you want to okay#it's not pointless until they literally imprint chips in our brains that allow us to FEEL the emotion directly transmitted by the speaker#japanese#russian#finnish#langblr#japanese langblr#learning japanese#japanese language#learn japanese#study japanese#sober me: delete later...?
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I wasn't going to make an "I got a Mother Gooseberry plushie" post but I thought you guys might find this amusing... she's been sitting on the couch with me since she came in the mail. Occasionally I pick her up, shake her at my husband and yell "I want cocaine!"
Well yesterday I had umbilical hernia repair surgery. It went well and I came straight home. When I cough tho, I need a pillow on my tummy. Mother Gooseberry to the rescue! She's just the right size and very firm. I'm sure Coyle or Franco has said that on more than one occasion. 🤣

#outlast trials#outlast#the outlast trials#outlast fandom#leland coyle#red barrels#dr easterman#franco barbi#mother gooseberry#doctor futterman#surgery#I'm high on pain meds#i'll probably delete this later#I'm sure when i sober up this post will look stupid#thanks for indulging me
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you ever find out that what you thought was flirting was your friend actually trying to help someone else flirt with you. but via doing that you have developed a crush on the first person. and now apparently they have developed a crush on you.
#I'm a couple margaritas deep but I feel like my brain is trying to play 5d chess#if u know me irl no u dont#just learned sooooo much and uh. im not sober enough to text anyone about it alas#ace txt#delete. later.
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(hands shaking) motivate me to finish this WIP pls, DO I CONTINUE THIS OR NOT
*also pls follow me on twitter cuz its so quiet in there my acc is basically a graveyard;;;
*I made this with fem!Oc in mind who's also somewhat related to Gojo so yeah, another white haired girlie with blue eyes BUT MUCH CALMER THAN THAT MENACE (affectionate)
#jujutsu kaisen#nanami kento#nanami#nanami x oc#oc#wip#sketch#lineart#fanart#commissions open#im sleep deprived#so im prob not really in the right mind rn#i might delete this post later when im sober idk#tis a call for help just so you know#art block#i need nanami to comfort me
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sorry this is the ONLY discourse ill allow myself to participate in post finale of agatha all along (or i fear i will lose my mind entirely), but DAMN some people out here rn after the finale being like “i’m sorry you didn’t get the agathario smut you wanted” BITCH!!!! I WASNT ASKING FOR THEM TO FUCK ON SCREEN!!!! i didn’t even need them to get together or even get any semblance of a happy ending!!! i didn’t expect a happy ending in the least tbh!!!!! but you know what i did expect? a final ending. a wrap up. a satisfying and complete finale. a conclusion that actually answers any one of my remaining questions or gave us more context for scenes that we’ve been missing context on the entire time. and i’m sorry but this finale didn’t do that at all. and it’s obviously not bury your gays but jesus christ it wasn’t a good conclusion either. at best it’s honestly a cheap set up for a season two or further content with billy that will prob include bits and pieces of agatha
#i am. beyond words#i was already feeling pretty ick about the ending for a few reasons#but scrolling on the aaa tag is making me so much grouchier#bc some of you bitches are acting like everyone else is dumb and ungrateful just because we’re not kissing the floors jac schaeffer walks o#like PLEASE i love jac i LOVE HER i had so much hope and faith in her and that’s why im upset!!#bc it feels like she didn’t wrap up HER OWN STORY properly#it’s not because she killed off agatha or didn’t get agathario together again#it’s fuckin because i watched the ending and felt just so empty bc of how … incomplete it was??#and then it’s like. well maybe it’s incomplete bc they’re gonna make a s2 or some kind of#elaboration#but that just pisses me off more bc that’s fucking CAPATALISM and CORPORATE GREED controlling it AGAIN#bc yknow what? ten years ago??? this finale would’ve been the half season finale#and we would’ve had twelve+ more episodes to wrap up this season#and to contextualize it#and to even give it filler!!#bring back filler episodes#i’m so sick of back to back action plot packed episodes bro……. what are we even doing#im a little drunk prob gonna delete later#is this unintentionally kind of a subtweet at another post i saw on here? yes? sorry bestie but i am nonconfrontational#and didn’t wanna comment on anybody’s post seeming like i’m trying to fight bc i don’t want to 😭 i just completely fucking disagree#with some of these takes#(ahem hope disney is paying some of you for all that bootlicking)#sorry i am not sober#silas speaks#agatha all along#agathario
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(Gripping the table with enough force to kill someone) I will not block every single person I see who has mentioned their personal drug use that is mean and unnecessary especially if I don't even follow them
#Phobia of drugs and intoxicated people is not for the weak#Bc why am I afraid to take my prescribed panic attack medication and why did smelling weed in my dorm building send me into a spiral#AND LOGICALLY I KNOW IT'S SO STUPID#People can do whatever they want and if they like it then ok#I just don't understand bc having an altered state of mind is the most terrifying experience in the world to me#I would rather be sober and miserable than on something or drunk#And I don't understand why more people don't find it so scary#Not that people should always be as scared of it as I am#It just feels like I'm in a horror movie and the rest of the cast is just chill with the demon monster or something#Feels really fucking stupid and nobody in my age group seems to understand#.thoughts#negative#delete later
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lego batman is SO remus lupin.
#i saw someone on tiktok say he was regulus but politely. no.#like yeah both regulus and remus are very introverted 'i work alone' 'i dont need anyone' characters. like lego batman.#but he makes puns. his whole arc is about accepting he needs ppl.#he dates someone a lot younger than him.. /hj (im sorry. it's true though.)#yknow when you see other ppl talk about your special interests and it bugs you for some reason because ITS YOURS???#me fr with marauders and dc (specifically when ppl combine the two. like i love it <33 need more of that content <33 but also NO. MINE.)#the autism brain fr#marauders era#marauders#remus lupin#delete later#???? possibly#im a lil drunk so sober me might delete this
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I love u my mutuals I love u my friends I love u all
#I'm drunk don't mind this post#I mean#I really love u all but now I have courage to text it#of course Micolash is on first place#but after him are my sister and friends and mutuals#:3#delete later#(when I'll be sober lol)#@my seestor sorry but this is true and I know that I'm AFTER Aragorn so don't be angry at me ok???
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Prolonged exposure to a Despair demon's aura is not good for Rook's mental health.
Chapters 1/1 | Word Count: 3.7k | Emotional Hurt/Comfort
The only thing that set her apart from her team was that the voice of the Dread Wolf was in her head, but even he was quiet now. But maybe that was okay. Maybe this was a kinder fate than being blighted. Maybe-
(If you see this and know me irl, no you didnt.)
#dav#datv#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#dav fanfic#Shoutouts to stardustandash and ladyred-ms for making me brave enough to go through with this#might delete this post later when i wake up sober lol
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#It's actually crazy how right when I decide to become sober I get a bunch of worst case scenarios involving the people closest to me#im so worried for so many people right now please please please let them be okay#idek what to do except support them in every way i can#it's kijda crazy how when youre dealing with immense stress the days do start to blend together#i kinda feel like im sleepwalking everywhere#and im so busy with a million things#and on top of that i have so much due for school#teehee#im not gna do anything ill regret but it would be nice to get a moment to like. eat#amd then not feel like throwing it up immediately after#idk im gonna delete this later#everything will be okay im sure of it
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note to future-ish self: do not drink booze without eating something as well
#cringeposting#if you dont eat mind will go brrrrrrr#you gotta drink -and- eat#at first i didnt get it but now i totally get it lol#also fuck you stupid 10% of alcohol wtf i used to consume booze of 40% (occasionally) and stayed sober#apparently the cheaper the booze the harder it kicks#.......at this point i am almost sure id be sober-ish if ever try vodka (super unlikely actually touching it but still)#also also i get drunk just for like five times per year or so yet pretty sure this doesnt make me less of a 100% potencial drunkard#fdgdfgdfgdfdgfdgdffdgf#dammiiiittt#man this is so weird like i am в говнину aka 'totally wasted' but in control-ish and sane-ish#it's like mind separated in super drunk mode and sober mode at same time#system esfer confirmed???#of course the sober one is typing#in my defence: my own mom offered me to share a drink#i couldnt say no bcs you know if i did she would get too wasted and its not healthy besides she is not on good terms with booze#//./.... kay this sounds like excuses#i did it bcs i wanted to go into self destruction after a fine amount of healthy stuff that lasted for wow two weeks by now thats why#delete later
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also just voicing a random thought i had since yesterday after a phone call w a coworker but. I wish people treated working in medicine less like a lifestyle and more as a...job?
Like, yes, studying medicine and then working in the field takes up a LOT of your time, life, effort etc. But...it's still a job. I still clock in and clock out, I'm allowed sick days like anyone else, and at the end of the day when I go home, I do other things with my life and enjoy other hobbies. Being a doctor shouldn't immediately mean you live and breathe for your work and love it more than anything. It's a job!!! And the stigma around medical professionals expressing just that is kind of baffling to me. A doctor doesn't have to be on 'doctor mode' 24/7, just as an idk, a teacher, doesn't have to be on 'teacher mode' outside of work. Just. food for thought
#i remember reading an article bout a doc who was on a flight and was asked to help someone w a medical emergency#and the doc was on vacation and had a lot to drink and said no bc he wasnt sober#and people on that post were just. dissing the doctor for drinking??? like the man was off duty!!#at the end of the day this is our profession NOT our lives.#do i enjoy helping people? yes! do i like my job? yes!#that doesnt negate that it tires me out a lot and i have a life seperate from my job.#anyway this was Soph's Rant of the Day#burrito talks#not fandom related#delete later
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I went to the club and had a ton of fun w my homies and i even got a homie grinidin on my flat ass so 🥰👍nyehehe
#delete later#i wasnt the dd we had a sober driver#i got turnt#im still turnt but homezafe#im sad i didnt get a cute picture of me >:(#i looked cute af#i just about had to fight dudes of my homie lmaoooo
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#I almost wish I were sober#being drunk is fun#but the downside is when u go past the sweet spot and wish u could sober up asap#rlly the worst is waiting it out and possible hangover#the weirdest effect is the spins#I’m looking at my phone and it feels like it’s moving even tho Ik it’s not#it’s weird to be drunk but I’ll take it any day over being high#I can enjoy a drunk night#but being high feels so… unsettling#for me personally#rambles#delete later
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i love drugs!!! i love being high!!!!
#does it count if it’s not officially drugs?#tho tbh i am on drugs 24/7 for my medical issues sooooooo vibe ✌🏻🤪✌🏻#i may delete all this posts later when i’m sober but for now#high gwen!!#kinda lol#i never get to be high or drunk so i’m taking advantage of the fact that i am#cupcake if you’re around for me being high next time i am so sorry in advance#but also it’s funny imaooooo#i’ll probably just badly flirt#even worse than i already do#bc like i basically don’t a have a filter most of the time but rn being high?#i’m like ‘hehe hit send’ on the worst shit imaginable#i miss youuuuuuuuuu!!!!!! <333#let me put my canine teeth in the side of your neck#or vice versa#like chappell said!!#hiiii what’s up? i bet you’re looking cute rn#me? i think my face is swollen and my mouth is full of blood#wish it was yourssssssss <3#okie byeeeeeee#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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literally free falling through life at this stage
#me from five years ago would have a panic attack over my current day to day#I quite literally am that bitch that does everything last minute#am prepared for absolutely nothing all the time always#also have been doing third shift for about four months now so time and my sleep schedule is a joke#and with that dating is hard and mostly dumb bc no one really is interested in commitment these days it seems#guess I will settle for friends with benefits and just be in love with him from a distance hahaha 🙃#birthday is also soon so yay for persisting through the struggle for another year#took off work but do I have anything special planned?#absolutely not bc I have no friends and no goals other than survival#I heart being alive and feeling full of purpose#delete later when I am sober hahah#tw
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