#some of them rly show here

[lemonbubble]

damn, people really still have opinions like "this eldritch horror game where your paranoia manifests into real literal tentacles that kill you has an unrealistic amount of women and people of colour in it" and think that's a real proper criticism that should be taken seriously, huh?

embarrassing tbh.

meanwhile, cool and interesting people who are worth listening to are saying things like "hey you ever notice how ingfell resident never uses gendered pronouns when referring to her partner? they could be someone of any gender! that's really cool, i love that :)"

[mikesbasementbeets]

just realized all three boys' parents are standing behind them at will's funeral

these are clearly meant to be lucas' parents, who were then recast for s2, when they took on a more significant role. and mike's parents are behind him which means that these two people on screen right:

are meant to be dustin's parents

[unproduciblesmackdown]

also a special shoutout for real like wendy epic ableism moments when she stops talking directly to winston and expresses this is b/c he communicates too incorrectly (here too literally or whatever, once again whether he misinterpreted her or she misinterpreted him, it's put on him) and thus he doesn't deserve that

[toastsnaffler]

i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐

[thekidsarentalright]

fob was so fucking right and real when they said before it gets better the darkness gets bigger like the darkness got so big and all consuming for me and bit by bit they've been getting better like i am Clawing my way to better and it feels soooooooo fucking good

[master-k0hga]

| B L A K E |

[ Category: Zareans ]

| Also Monsieur Blackheart because he is a vile old fool who is willingly trying to sabotage the happiness of his grandson..

Also being nasty and trying to steal his partner cuz he is, in fact, a creep- Also cuz his grandson is more successful than he is and he's got envy in his mind as well as money.. Anyways.. This is something somewhat new to this blog now as I'm getting into my species related project that has been off and on (mostly on hiatus) that I've worked on (or had in my drafts) since later 2016 early 2017 if I remember correctly...??

I'unno- But to get the gist; What feels like a lifetime ago I created a species who are known as "Zareans" who reside on a Earth that is like quadruple times our size of another solar system, the country they obviously live in and have civilised is in fact called "Zaria" (original concept was it was a planet but that's too much for my tiny brain-), and yes they do have other neighbouring countries too.. (to which another one is another species I have who I created I think roughly a week after introducing the Zareans back on DA).. But I'll get to those guys another time as I have a couple OCs relating to those.. Zareans are pretty much the same as what we are and do but their technology is far more advanced and properly developed to an extent. Their country is also categorised into three like sectors and also have sub species/races; Upper class (rich elites, giverning and systematic jobs, middle class (average wage, more factory/ retail and office jobs) and bottom class (Still minimum wage, but just more physically active jobs. Not entirely treated fairly however)... It's only a question whether the morals were intended this way or if the views of the public are

Anyways that's enough about that for now, it does get a bit more complicated than that of course, but I'll get to more about that another time... But for now!

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INFO

Name: Blake Species: Zarean General Personality: Cold hearted, bitter, evil, malicious, bossy, abusive Height: 19ft Relationship Status: Married

Extra Info:

Murdered his own son by choking him to death and told his grandson that his father had committed suicide; Only to attempt to mentally destroy his will for personal reasons. Some hiw managed yo get away with murder scott free

Was very abusive to Manny (grandson) when he was young, and now Blake just obsessively stalks his partner

Used to be a detective for a few years before being let go and did time for frabricating evidence along with participating shady deals; He's now a thief and has an assistant, who they both work for someone else in the shadows. Of course for fortune

Tends to carry around a crowbar for "maintenance issues" when he's realky just bashing heads of people who either piss him off or who his boss wants snuffed out. He has manic moments so of course he doesn't stop at blood

Despite being such an evil individual, he actually ever really fell in love with his wife before she abruptly died of an illness; Rumoured that could've triggered his reason of becoming so vile and immoral, or if he was always this scummy but just knew how to hide it

He actually wrote a book one time about his childhood and had actually got it published, that was back in his early 30's when he was starting out as an author before giving it up for working as a detective

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The majority of my OCs are actually from this species so of course you'll see more of these guys than any of my other OCs.. They all used to be fan characters for the Slenderverse fandom before I changed them completely into their own thing.. And I have pretty much been doing the same thing for every fan character that I've ever created no matter the fandom. The fact that I've been doing this every time is mad, I might as well just not have fan characters in general then lol...

Oh well that's all I've got in the meantime- I'm slowly but surely just trying to either finish up or get on with re-drawing some very old OCs which I think will take me some time especially if I don't feel motivated with some of their designs.. So that kinda sucks but I'll get there eventually.... I hope...

Anyways I'm done for now-

. Blake, Art © Me . DON’T RE-POST .

[chisatowo]

New Risa ref time! I mainly just wanted to remake it so I could change the head shape in the old one

[arcadeghozt]

trying soo hard to shut up abt the way barry’s character was handled in the post-coma seasons but the more i think abt it the more pissed off i get what in gods name were they thinkingggg

[pepprs]

meant to post abt this yesterday and ik it’s kinda mean but i think the counselor i have rn is the worst one ive ever had possibly even worse than (or tied w) the one i had over the summer who kept ending our sessions well before the full hour was up when i was going thru a horrible time and kept spending the sessions mostly talking abt herself and her own problems. actually no now that i write that out she was probably the worst (though she was one of the warmest / nicest and our personalities meshedreally well so i feel bad saying that she was the worst). but the one i have now is so…. lke idk. my experience w the worst counselor made me rly want to work w a clinical intern again bc i wanted someone who would like. actuallytake things seriously and give me the time i was paying for and spend all of it talki ng abt the things i was paying to talk abt and draw from the most recent / cutting edge info instead of entirely personal experience (WHICH AGAIN I FEEL SO BAD ABT BECAUSE. my work is all abt healing each other by sharing things like that and i realt did like her but it just wasn’t appropriate i guess bc it was a counseling relationship!) but my current counselor is so… rigid and restrictive. like i think he is trying too hard to apply what he’s being taught and he seems like nervous and talking out of his ass and he masks that by taking up SO much space and spending like 3 minutes responding to every one minute i talk and literally like strongarmimg the convos and deciding what we’re going to talk about and moving us on to a new topic abruptly before i feel ready to move on and like taking time out of our sessions to do paperwork / admin stuff so he doesn’t forget later (and a lot of the time i think he’s doing it while im talking bc i see his eyes moving around his screen and the light on his face like he’s not even listening to me). and it fucking sucks. i want to crack him like an egg so bad and make him realize it doesn’t have to be this way but i know that’s not my responsibility and in our session last night i basically gave up trying to create enough space for myself and just let him steer things bc i was having side effects and it was just rly unsatisfying

[rosepetals-v]

This dude is literally the fckn sweetest human being 💗

[shadeslayer]

I'm growing the Three Sisters and I feel so unbelievably NDN and connected to my ancestors every time I tend my garden.

WAAA ... i love that so so so much for u anon im so jealous omg... the yard/garden im working on is at my parents place where im staying so i dont get a say in it but my mom is designing it and is purposely making it like, all plants native to the area and we just had the tree cutter guy out to cut down all the invasive and sick trees so we can plant healthy native stuff in its place and it feels so fucking good to be out there in the dirt knowing that this is all good stuff

my dads doing a lot of the work bc im busy having depression in my room KJNDFS but i love helping with it when i can. the soil in illinois as well is so insanely rich it still feels so special when i dig into the dirt at all.. im used to the oklahoma dirt thats just. pathetic. red clay and post-dust bowl plains dirt. but here gets so much rain and has so much life the dirt is so richly black and wet i just want to bury my face in it....

[tickle-bugs]

Entering my insufferable era (I have seen zero episodes of stranger things but I want to write a Steve x Eddie fic)

[roakkaliha]

outlast rly suffered from relying on telling the story almost exclusively through the notes n documents huh.

[snekdood]

sometimes it feels like ppl on here think ppl who are stern and assertive are shitty and its like... im sorry but ive been walked on all my life, if im not stern and assertive ppl treat me like shit. 

[kingdomoftyto]

Sometimes I get lost in Bulbapedia and end up reading a bunch of random lore and plot, and I catch myself thinking “oh cool, this is actually such a rad idea for a character/story, maybe I’ll try watching bits of the anime again someday”

And then as I browse I inevitably remind myself how many Pokemon major characters have released for bullshit reasons and that effectively snaps me out of it

[kh2prologue]

sick and ridiculous about juniper and orion rn. what if the part of you that i admired most was the part that i was most ashamed of and what if our unwarranted and foolish trust in one another paid dividends despite the fact that it never should have worked out and what if even after i found out what you were really like i tried harder to love you anyway