#sorry i'm being dramatic in the tags

[cometshift]

disaster waltz

[shannonsketches]

he's so important to me

[usercelestial]

The idea of Aziraphale falling the angel version of Crowley but that person is no more and then Aziraphale falling for the demon Crowley is eating my brain...

aziraphale fell for an angel who carved out the stars and when crowley crawled from his burnt up body, aziraphale loved a demon with scales and yellow eyes just as much. crowley fell from heaven and built himself back up from the ashes of who he used to be and aziraphale didn't even blink before loving him with his whole being. crowley has the capacity to be both of these iterations of himself, he changes and sheds his skin and aziraphale just keeps loving him. the angel that crowley used to be doesn't exist anymore but that's just fine because there isn't a crowley that aziraphale wouldn't love.

[doubleedgemode]

The Dandy with his Hand on his chest

I wanted to do a big piece before the month ended and I had been thinking on drawing a study of "The Nobleman with his Hand on his Chest" by El Greco with Slayer for a good while, because I adore that painting and believe it fits him, since it has a mysterious yet noble aura to me. Very dandy!

I love Slayer's Rev2 Color 4, so I got really happy when it returned as Color 10 in Strive, now with a very stylish nail polish, too.

[rttingd0ll]

just found out my boyfriend was following my girl friend's account ???? I reacted so badly because I was just talking about him for the first time to my parents and I just saw they were following each other, nobody told me NOBODY TOLD ME

I'm crying so much I don't even know why it's so weird, I'm hurting so much I don't even know why bruh I have only 1% battery left

I swear I'm agonizing it's hurting so bad he told me he was "just curious" then asked me "Is there a problem?❤️" OF COURSE THERE'S A PROBLEM

I WANTED TO SCREAM AT MY PHONE TO SCREAM AT HIM THROUGH MY PHONE I HAD TO LEAVE THE LIVING ROOM TO CRY

I ALMOST RELAPSED TO SH

[daz4i]

in my "i should kill myself" era. also known as my whole life

[yourmamakira]

I left MCYT Social media alone because I've seen that all it causes is issues. Only to find Wilbur Drama. I've read into it and I've come to a conclusion. Anyone who is on Wilbur's side purely because you enjoy his content/Music and him as a person can leave my page. Not only is it not okay but also extremely disappointing and gross as a person. I didn't think it was possible to take multiple days to write out an apology only for it to be such a horrible Apology that it's considered not one anymore. And the fact the multiple of his "friends" stepped up about his behavior shows that if you support him after this, you are in the same boat as him. It doesn't take a super human to see how Gross Wilbur is. Making a situation about him to save his reputation, downplaying Shelby's feelings and experiences in such a subtle way, and "I want to extend my sincerest apologies for any pain that I caused." Shows how fucked up he is, so much so that he has no accountability no remorse no said Progress, so much that he can't even admit in a document, nor say the words "I'm Sorry To Shelby". Actually fucking slobbish.

[wodkapudding]

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[kindaeccentric]

Vampires are so dramatic 'I'm a creature of the night forsaken by god destined to cause suffering, no human can comprehend my complexity, humans are merely stupid cattle', like, shut up, you were a human once and unless you were *born* as something else, your brain is still very much human, so spare me the monologue. 'But I have these powers and I live forever, forever beautiful, and I kill people!' Oh, you think I cannot comprehend how it would feel like? Get a grip, if you can comprehend it, so can I, get off your high fucking horse, you're so annoying. Go to therapy, stop simmering in your own sauce, stop spending all your time with people who glamorise your traumas, talk to someone normal. Fuck.

[agendratum]

I can't believe you people would do pete's grandma like that. you left that old woman TO DIE. do you think pete wouldn't bite to save her? do you think he wouldn't swim over a river? he literally tried! the only reason he didn't manage to do so is cause he was already at that point starved and tortured FOR DAYS and the guy he was against also had a tazer. this is unacceptable.

but thankfully this is a democratic society. and in democratic societies there are second chances. second chances to make it right

VOTE NOW

you still have a chance to find your way to the right side of the history

[godsfavoritescientist]

the unexpected aspec experience of opening up a word document to write more pages for an ~adult~ fic, happily writing a little bit, and then suddenly being completely uninterested in the subject material anymore. 0/10 very inconvenient, finishing this fic will take forever at this rate

[trans-xianxian]

I feel so sick and gross and miserable I want to cryyyyyy

[fuzzyflowerland]

Being a teenager is such an ethereal experience because first you're in a waterpark with your friends and crush, where you get your first proper hug in weeks, then you're getting coffee and spicy chicken, before your mum makes you put her thrush cream on your crusty ear, when you finally break down listening to Taylor Swift and Bon Jovi.

[daz4i]

i don't mean to alarm anyone but i think I'm genuinely losing my mind more and more each day

[vraska-theunseen]

i started watching a youtube video about cinemasins that just kind of mocks it for yknow being a content machine and whittling media criticism down to incredibly simple superficial observations like "this things has tropes/cliches" (not even mentioning how a lot of times those tropes and cliches are literally just. customs. things people do in real life, cultural details that someone would include in a story because again real people write things and they live in the fucking world. wearing all black to a funeral for example i remember they called that a cliche a lot) or "the director made choices" or "this thing is in a genre and has scene decoration fit to the genre or meant to convey meaning to the viewer!" like those are bad things instead of how you tell stories and by and large depreciating the ability of its viewers to conduct media analysis and watch things genuinely and appreciate art and meaning. okay the youtuber didn't say all of that specifically a lot of that is my opinion based on how in middle school i watched cinemasins a lot and observations i've made about people the same age as me who i can surmise also watched cinemasins based on how they watch movies and nitpick things like "this thing has tropes" and "this thing would never happen in real life/a person would never say or do this in real life" because cinemasins has distilled in them a lack of ability to engage in a story as a story crucially i cannot say it simpler than that as a story as a narrative someone wrote based on an idea they had because it was cool or to do something or mean something or have an effect and everything that happens is written by someone or a choice made by an actor because these aren't real people and the purpose of art is to AUUUGHHH I GOT DISTRACTED AGAIN!!!! THE POINT OF THIS POST IS i was watching the video and being like haha yeah hate those guys and then they played a clip from cinemasins to demonstrate what they meant and hearing the cinemasins guy's voice knocked me flat i had to pause the video and come write this post bc i had to recuperate

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

I ruined my own fucking night, the night before my mom's birthday (which, I have still not yet made the card for her that I've been planning on PAINTING for the past two weeks...ahaha, and knowing what to say in it? I've thought of that EVEN LESS...😞), and now I feel fucking awful times at least two. Plus, I know (now - like, just now) that I HAVE to go back to therapy.