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I think I'll end this blog here, I spent a lot of time writing about my problems, venting during difficult moments... Life has gotten peaceful now that I left people that were making it harder for me 🩷🧘🏻‍♀️ I'm not going to delete this blog, I'm just going to be inactive on it. I'm dropping the nickname rottingdoll, I know that I'm alive and well, that I'm perhaps living again 🫶🏻 take care everyone, I'm wishing you the best.

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normalize blocking people for inner peace

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omg I just tried to wear a low-rise pant, I got fatter, I'm scared of weighing myself

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please let me be in peace I'm so tired

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my mind never grew up, I'm still that 13 years old girl

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when my ex bsf used to tell me that I was crazy for "fun", just to "joke" but I ended up only thinking that I was actually crazy and that nothing about me is normal

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I wish my soul would connect with nature like it did in my childhood, now I'm tired of even waking up

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daily task: casually asking myself what the hell I am doing with my life

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I don't know if it makes sense but sometimes I'm so in awe that everyone has their own lives and I feel like when I spend time with a friend, their lives connect with mine, it's making me so much happy somehow

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constantly thinking about new ways to hvrt myself

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If anyone's interested in my Spotify playlist, here's the link to my profile 🖤

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it's getting too real 🧘🏻‍♀️

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I want to create an asmr youtube channel so bad oml

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stop. please. people will miss you. you’re 17. you haven’t seen the world yet. the world hasn’t seen you. think of the closest friend you have, siblings, mom and dad. they’d want you here. think. someone, anyone. crying their eyes out because they can’t get you back.

thank you so much for your message🫶🏻 actually the reaction of my entourage is what stops me from doing anything. I still have so much to discover and I have a lot of projects, just sometimes I can't control my suicidal thoughts! It's part of my condition and I accept it. I use this Tumblr for venting but I don't want to spread my depressing thoughts because everyone should have the will to live. Please take care💖

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TW : mention of suicidal thoughts.

I actually want to die before 2025, suicidal thoughts are so impulsive and it feels like I need to try right now to end everything, yet my body's too tired

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I need advice from my girlies... I wake up frequently during the night, do you know what I can buy to stop waking up in the middle of the night?

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actually not knowing whether I want my Tumblr to be a vent one or an arcane themed one. Life has difficult choices