@salty-trainer
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obsessed with him
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Must everything be a “mental disorder”? Can’t a girl just be Kafkaesque and nothing else??
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This
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the artworks except for the last drawing I did of myself. All credits go to the respective artists.
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I was thinking about how the monicker 'A' is used by Archie Waters and now in ways by Bloody Rose.
And with the introduction of Spooky Spaghetti, a very mid-2000s internet era concept, it stands to reason that the concept of 'A' was circulating as an urban legend from Rosewood.
That could be a reason that Clanton and Archie took on that title. They heard of Charlotte, Alex, and Mona's crimes as 'A'.
THEN I was thinking about how there is no way Mona doesn't know about this shit happening in Millwood. Like she still has Alex and Mary Drake trapped in her dollhouse. She is still playing the game.
So my headcanon is that Mona DESPISES 'A' being used under these circumstances. Like, Mona loved the game, never the violence. While she killed, she was not gory or psychotic in the way Archie and Bloody Rose were and are.
So Mona is keeping tabs on this and is just so pissed that this is happening.
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whenever I take my pill when I wake up it feels like this
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the caption to this photo says this is "Bacteria converting the haemoglobin in blood into sulfhaemoglobin" but i know spaghetti o's when i see em you cant trick me again!
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If you want another poem prompt, I asked Partner for "a word you wouldn't normally associate with unsettling things" with no other context lmao. They simply returned with "spaghetti-o's" lol (if you're not doing any more feel free to ignore me)
No, I'm totally still taking prompts right up till bedtime on Halloween so if anyone else has some drop in my inbox! (I love getting mail.) Anyway you said something about Spagetti-Os?
don't know how long i've been down here
there are no windows and my hands are tied up ninety percent of the day
with zip ties and I have to wear mittens
that i can't take off because otherwise i scratch at my self
trying to claw off my tongue
out my eyes
trying to free whatever little red thing lives inside my flesh
something small enough to crawl under the door
and maybe i could grow a second skin
again if i could just free the little red thing inside me
shriveled and small and the light would hurt it
but even the pain would be better than
once a day they let me use the bathroom
which is just a bucket the help me squat over my hands still tied
and mittened
but once a day they cut the zip tie and they take the mittens off
and they hand me a bowl of Spaghetti-Os
the bowl is green and when you eat down to the bottom
there is a cartoon frog with his face distorted
into a horrifying grimace by the constant daily assault
of the sharp-edge red plastic spoon
i hate this frog i would spit on him every day but
can't spare the saliva
i used to like Spaghetti-Os my mom
used to make them for me
for us?
she used to sing italian songs while she heated them
not real italian just nonsense italian she didn't actually speak italian
and sometimes she would cut up hot dogs
or add extra cheese mom couldn't cook
but she tried.
i hate Spaghetti-Os
i don't know if i've been down here days or weeks or months
but the cheap pasta sauce coats my tongue and the sticky
glutinous feel of the pasta makes me want to vomit
but when i don't eat myself with my little red spoon
and my newly freed hands
they scoop the little Os out of the bowl
with their fingers and shove them
Os and fingers into my mouth
and then i really do vomit all over their hands
but maybe if I eat enough of them maybe i'll
at least
at last
remember mom's face.
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Dean can do wonders with a hot plate and a microwave
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MY STOMACH HURTS EUEUEUEU
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When my mom said she didn't like being my mother on my birthday...I wanted to laugh, but cry at the irony and how funny she said that on my birthday. I know it was because she was frustrated, but...damn. Out of all the days? My birthday? I actually felt like running into traffic or hitting my head on the wall of the Peabody Hotel where we were standing at. If my mom told me she didn't like being my mother, what would stop her from stopping me?
I started crying like the crybaby I am and I tried my best to keep myself from letting out any noises, but I did and she heard. She got even more angrier and said that it was what she felt all the time when I was being myself. Love it when she blames me for her problems even though she's also the problem. Like uhhh, I have horrible habits of hating myself and seeing myself as selfish and a crybaby for wanting to vent out my frustrations and wanting to cry all my feelings out because it's all I can do.
Reasons why I hate myself is because she's made me feel so shitty about myself. Why I'm scared to tell the truth is because of her. Why I'm scared of just asking for anything, especially food, is because she made me feel bad about my weight at times.
And I have to not feel these things because I get yelled at. When I need help, I can't tell my mom because she'll make me feel worse about myself. Even when she says I can tell her anything if I ever need help, I know she won't help me. Because I have told her how I feel. I've told her how shitty I feel and how sometimes, killing myself feels like the best option for anything. And then I get shamed for feeling that way. She yells at me and how she has problems herself and saying things like "What would happen if I killed myself? What would you do? Huh, how would you feel not having a mom anymore?"
And it's like "Well, I wanted help but I guess I won't be getting it." And I'm scared to say anything to my dad and step-mom because I don't know how they'd feel. What they'd say. How much more shitty I'd feel.
So uhhh...yeah. My mom apparently doesn't like being my mother, even if she says she doesn't mean it, I feel like it's somehow true.
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m!a: hippity hoppity, you are now pure light until the end of april 1st
[Well shit-]
[How the hell do I wear a robotic arm now???]
[Though I guess if Ludeius can have a physical form while being pure light, I, as the mortal incarnation or whatever the hell I am, can figure it out too.]
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did you know you can add your own seasoning to Spaghetti-Os to make them actually kinda decent because damn if this hasn't been a game changer for me lmao
(I use sea salt, black pepper, Italian seasoning, garlic powder, and a lil bit of Enof to get the real veggies in there)
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Can't I go to work without having a profound awakening? Can I not just enjoy working? *Sobs into my spaghetti-os*
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