#spn 11x20

[2sw]

All these years. This whole damn time.

Supernatural S11E20 Don't Call Me Shurley Supernatural S5E16 Dark Side of the Moon

[drulalovescas]

things that were allowed on the cw show supernatural: god being the big bad, god having girlfriends and boyfriends, angel being gay.

things that weren't allowed on the cw show supernatural: dean telling his best friend that he loves him.

[mlobsters]

supernatural s11e20 don't call me shurley (w. robbie thompson)

[winchesterszvonecek]

“Hey, sweetheart. Okay, we're gonna get you out of here. We're gonna get you safe, okay?”

SUPERNATURAL | 11x20 - Don’t Call Me Shurley

[samsrowena]

Tell me why you abandoned us.

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[bloodydeanwinchester]

is he-is he ironing his shirt with beer??

[gunsnpie]

just remembered god is canonly an evil bisexual.

[let-me-be-your-home]

Sam Winchester Week | Sweet, brave, selfless Sam 

[shallowseeker]

Chuck's inability to connect to Metatron's experience in SPN 11x20 "Don't Call Me Shirley"

In the previous episodes, we saw Metatron insult Castiel, try to goad Castiel into killing him, lament the difficulties of life, and finally beg for help. ("Oh, Castiel. HELP ME!")

Castiel put him in traction. Dropped him off at the hospital.

And that shook Metatron to his core.

///

METATRON: You saw what happened the last time I was with your B.F.F. Castiel. CHUCK: Yeah, he beat you nearly to death. I gotta tell you, even from far away, you kinda had that coming. METATRON: I did. (gets up) But Cas-hat... he spared me. He showed mercy. (sits down opposite CHUCK) And do you know what was the first thing I heard when I woke up in my cold hospital bed? It was hands-down the sweetest, loveliest song I ever heard in my whole, long, sad bottom-feeder existence... My heartbeat. I was still alive. The joy of knowing that you're still alive, and the simultaneous panic of knowing that someday that heart is going to stop beating, that's humanity. It's frail and it's flawed, but damn it, it's worth fighting for.

And Chuck? Chuck responds with unbridled cynicism. Metatron fires back:

CHUCK: That's a really sweet story, Metatron. Good details, nice balance, and a healthy dose of truth. But it's a little late for a redemption arc, don't you think? METATRON: For me, or for you?

///

Chuck immediately frames Metatron's experiences as STORY, then clinically ANALYZES it. Chuck does not CONNECT to it.

SPN 11x20

[aldobrandohotel]

SPN SPOILERS AHEAD

CHUCK IS GOD???

[jinkieswouldyoulookatthis]

Okay but, Chuck is Sam, Amara is Dean, yeah I know but just hear me out.

Chuck: I thought if I could show my sister that there was something more than just us, something better than us, then maybe she'd change. Maybe she'd stop... being... her. But... every time I'd build a new world... she'd destroy it.

Sam was the one who wanted out of hunting, didn't see a life in the Family Business, he imagined something more to life. Dean saw only family and hunting. Every time that Sam left and tried to build a different life, Dean was the one who showed up and brought him back.

Now, I don't personally like the negative connotation to this, that somehow Dean destroyed Sam's life, but the analogy still actually fits at this point in the story anyway. And we all know how much Supernatural loves its mirrors and parallels and whatnot.

[fadeawaywithyou]

listening is no longer enough I need to EAT Rob Benedict's cover of Fare Thee Well

[waywardvamp]

Ok, I haven't finished 11x20, but this is one of the best episodes in this show. It's amazing. I love it.

[mlobsters]

thinking about painting a series on their hands

painted stone number one

[boywifesammy]

ok but metatron meeting god in s11 is beautiful and heartbreaking because he is THE fallen angel.

lucifer is the king of hell and castiel is the winchester’s kingpin but metatron? metatron is nothing. he is the sisyphus of humanity. he is doomed to rot amongst the lowest of existence and relive his worst mistakes ad nauseam. his pride has been beaten to a bloody pulp and his divinity taken from him, but still he reveres humanity. he is full of so much hatred and vitriol and fury but its because he flew too close to the sun. he loved too strongly, and he was abandoned.

metatron is such an intriguing character in general because he is such a cunt and so disgustingly awful in his self-satisfaction, yet still so vulnerable. he is a human that walks among angels. he is a meaningless speck in the larger picture. he knows he is flawed, he is pathetic, he is worth so little, yet he still stands up to his creator. he is the scribe of god who was left behind. he has spent countless millennia hidden away in awe of god’s creation, enraptured with their wit and ingenuity yet too scared to ever partake. he’s all sorts of awful and fucked up but when push comes to shove he gets up in chuck’s face and tells him he’s a goddamn coward and half the man that he loves.

yet despite this metatron talks about god with such awe. such reverence. god was his maker and his destroyer, his world and its downfall. god was everything to metatron, and he never forgave him for leaving. it filled him with such dismay and rage to be his most trusted confidant, the one to speak directly with the lord himself, then to be left behind in silence. i mean, just look at the way metatron describes him:

you are light. beauty. creation. wrath, damnation and salvation. why did you abandon us? why did you abandon me? you picked me. your light shined upon me, but then you left me. i prayed, every day. i know i am a disappointment, but you are wrong about humanity. they never give up. but you do. they are better than you are.

i dunno man. it just makes me feel all sorts of ways about the broken, bitter and twisted shell of god’s voice telling him that he was his first love and his first light, but that he’s also a coward. that an angel of the lord knows he is flawed of his own mistakes but that what god did to the world— and to him, was blasphemy, no matter how bright He shines. tis a stark reminder that supernatural is the Family Is Hell show and that generational trauma has roots too deep to cut loose.

[icamehereformidam]

Chuck has a "worlds greatest dad" mug😭😭😭😭😭 mate put that AWAYY