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codeonedigest · 2 years ago
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Spring Boot Microservice Project with MongoDB Step by Step Tutorial for Beginners with Java Code Example
Full Video Link: https://youtu.be/1HnturOhPhs Hi, a new #video on step by step #tutorial for #springboot #microservices with #mongodb is published on #codeonedigest #youtube channel. Quick guide for spring boot microservices with mongodb. #Springboot #
In this video, we will learn, how to download, install mongodb, how to integrate MongoDB with a Spring Boot Microservice Application and perform different CRUD operations (Create, Read, Update, and Delete operations) on the Customer entity. Spring Boot is built on the top of the spring and contains all the features of spring. And is becoming a favorite of developers these days because it’s a…
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ashok13 · 6 months ago
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novthirty · 1 month ago
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🐦‍⬛ OUT OF BOUNDS — you get isekai-d into the n109 zone [chapter two]
synopsis — the monotony of your university days is interrupted by a stroke of misfortune, one which lands you in the world of love and deepspace, the game you had been casually playing for the previous months. with no way to return home, sylus offers you the job of being his personal secretary. — a continuation of the one-shot “out of bounds”
pairing — sylus x non-mc! reader
tags — reader is not mc, isekai/transmigration, fluff, angst, mutual pining, slice of life, boss/employee relationship, slow burn
a/n — this chapter did not come easily to me</33 finals has been kicking my ass but i’m near the finish line at least!! for now here is a plate of teeth rotting fluff with a side of pining 💕 taking my time to develop their relationship, since it would take a lot for sylus’s heart to be swayed by someone other than the mc. but of course we’ll be back to the full angst by the next chapter ☺️☺️
ao3 | masterlist | requests are open! series masterlist | part one | part three
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chapter two: pendulum— spring blooms even in the barren cityscape of the n109 zone, and before you know it, you’ve carved yourself a place in sylus’s life. but like a pendulum stuck in perpetual motion, the two of you swing back and forth— growing closer and retreating with every movement. wc: 6.8k
The arrival of spring marks four months since you stormed into Sylus’s life, upheaving everything in your path. From the moment you quite literally landed in his world, you had been a wildcard— blindsiding him at every turn. But the first time you intentionally surprise him comes when the clock strikes twelve on April 18, and he enters his office to find a cake on his desk. Decorated in black and maroon frosting, it’s lined with edible glitter and topped with his name in crooked cursive, and a crow-shaped candle, to boot. He takes a swipe— it’s a hint of cranberry and… wine? 
Moments after, you stride in from behind with Luke and Kieran, carrying gifts and wearing patterned party hats, singing a terribly off-key rendition of the birthday song. 
“Happy birthday, Sylus! Make a wish!” 
He blows the candles and makes a wish. (There’s only ever been one thing he’s truly desired.)
“Do you like the cake? The chefs helped me decorate it!” You say as you slice it into even triangles, giving him the largest piece. 
Luxurious as his precious office may be, it’s still a tight fit with the whole Onychinus family crammed inside. Luke and Kieran occupy the side chairs while you’re perched on his desk with Mephisto on your shoulder, wearing his own red party hat. (The crow stares menacingly at the crow-shaped candle left to the wayside.) You’re sitting right in his periphery, and his eyes drag downward from your oversized sweater, down to your exposed thighs clad in only shorts. His cheeks heat up and he averts his gaze, glad that you’re all too caught up in conversation to notice.
You hop off the desk once you clear your plate, clapping your hands together, “It’s present time!”
Luke and Kieran are dramatically solemn as they hand over their present, wiping away a fake tear, “We battled against hundreds of bidders to secure this for our beloved boss.”
Sylus takes the thin present, crudely wrapped with a cartoonish dinosaur paper, unravelling it to discover a vinyl record. A vintage edition, the last one missing from his collection of a late artist, one that you had likened to someone named Frank Sinatra whenever he would play it on the office sound system.
“It’s acceptable,” He says, but the twins have been with him enough to know that it’s Sylus language for ‘Thank you for this amazing gift, I will treasure it until my dying days.’ Or at least, that’s what they tell themselves as they dramatically jump in joy. 
He initially didn’t expect you to bring a present— although with your personality, he should’ve known you’d be appalled at the idea of coming empty-handed. Throughout the celebration, his eyes are immediately drawn to your uncharacteristic nervousness, which you hide well under the veneer of a joyous mood. But he can spot you fidgeting with the strings of the ribbon, the way you hesitantly place the gift on his desk. It unnerves him to see your usual force of nature dimmed, looking like a scolded puppy with your tail low and eyes sheepish.
The package is thick and lumpy in his hand, yet perfectly wrapped with a ribbon to top it off. (You wouldn’t have stood for anything less.) He delicately undoes the ribbon, carefully unwrapping the gift to find a soft knitted cardigan, with a embroidered patch of a crow sewn onto the breast pocket. 
“Did you make this yourself?” He asks, looking back up at you. 
“Yeah,” You answer, shifting hesitantly from your spot on the desk.
You don’t have a lot to your name in this world, and for a man like Sylus— who can summon nearly anything he desires with a snap of his fingers— there wasn’t a whole lot you could give. So instead, you resorted to your knitting needles, pouring your heart and effort into every stitch using some of the softest yarn you knew of (which took several spools of, considering his size, and made a significant dent in your wallet). But the days leading up to the surprise celebration still wracked you with nerves. Would it look too frumpy on him? Would it look too simple? Would a man who prefers opulence even appreciate such a simple gift?
But Sylus runs his fingers carefully over each delicate stitch, unable to comprehend how every inch of this cardigan was made with your own bare hands. People will bend over backwards to earn his favor, but no one has ever put so much genuine effort and care just to make him happy, on such a measly event as a birthday, no less. 
He doesn’t know what to say as you await his reaction, caught off guard by the heartwarming gesture you’ve just given him. And so, he ends up detracting, “How did you get my measurements?” He narrows his eyes at you mischievously. 
He spots the tick of your eyebrow as your face morphs from nervousness into annoyance. “I send in orders for your replacement clothes when they get ruined on missions,” His eyes dance with mischief as he looks away in mock skepticism.  “What's that look for? How do you think I got them?!” It turns into banter— as it always does between the two of you— but inwardly, you feel relief when he wears the cardigan immediately.
The celebration is a silly endeavor that lasts no more than an hour before he kicks everyone out of his office. But try as he might, he can’t wipe the grin off his face for the rest of the day— nor does he take off the cardigan.
When May comes, you rope him into the preparations for Luke and Kieran’s birthday. Due to your incessant nagging, he’s since downloaded your shared digital calendar— complete with monthly, weekly, daily, and hourly agendas— and chosen to ignore it. “The calendar exists for you to be on time,” You seethe whenever he steps into his office late, the little shit smirking as if you didn’t just rearrange his schedule to hell and back for that one hour-long meeting he missed. However, that doesn’t mean he’s exempt from any festivities you enforce upon the household.
The twins’ celebration is a significantly more chaotic affair than his, involving a two tiered cake and a booking for a laser tag arena. The event is more so you and Sylus babysitting the two hellions as they wreak havoc upon the civilians unfortunate enough to encounter them. It ends with a trip to the medical ward and a formal apology to the owner of the arena. But despite the casualties, it’s the most fun Luke and Kieran have had since they joined Onychinus. (Fun that wasn’t self-orchestrated, at least). 
Your presence brings a liveliness to his found family, something that grounds you all in this high-paced line of work. A presence that, little by little, seeps into his life to the point he can no longer imagine living without it.  
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“Is this payback for nagging you too much?” You huff after squeezing yourself into another ruffled monstrosity. 
He lounges on the plush sofa like it’s his throne, swirling a glass of wine in his hands as he watches your suffering like live entertainment. He belongs here, you think, surrounded by opulence and marbled floors. A dragon surrounded by treasures.
As if it wasn’t enough that you make sure his life keeps running smoothly, Sylus recently enlightened you with the task of accompanying him to the next protocore auction. With your closet still bare of anything other than essentials, you tried to beg off the event with the excuse of having nothing to wear— only for him to drag you to a fancy boutique. You should’ve expected it from the rich bastard. “If you don’t want to go, you can just tell me. No need to make excuses,” He drawled. “It's not like you have a choice either way, Miss Secretary.” 
Being raised in a middle-class household, your eyes widened at the array of extravagant dresses brought out for your perusal. The fanciest place you had been to up until now was the chain seafood restaurant down the block from your family home. The staff led you to a private dressing room, where you were now trying on a number of lavish dresses and shoes.
“Slave driver,” You cursed him under your breath, as you strapped yourself into another pair of heels behind the curtain.
“No one's forcing you to wear heels,” He calls from the lounging area, hearing your struggle. “With me by your side, you could wear pajamas and no one would dare say a word.” 
You stood up, balancing yourself on the thin heel and peeking out the curtain to glare at him, “I have willpower. If you’re dragging me to a fancy auction I will not look unprofessional next to you.” 
He rolls his eyes, “Sure, darling. Whatever you say.”
You muttered that to yourself for the next hour or so, I have willpower! as you tried on a number of ridiculously uncomfortable (especially for how expensive they were) garments. You believed yourself a little less with each one. 
Eventually, you settle on an elegant black dress, a practical and comfortable choice that would fit multiple occasions. He insists that you could have chosen something more extravagant; but considering this was on Sylus’s card, you didn’t want to push your luck with the price tags. He goes to the cashier to pay as you’re changing, only for you to come out to thrice the number of bags.
“This is not… just the dress and heels I tried on,” Your shoulders tense, peering into the bags and spotting the other pieces you mentioned liking, as well as more luxurious everyday items you never even glanced at, considering the purpose of your trip here was for formal wear. 
“I figured it would be practical. This won’t be the last event you’ll be accompanying me to, after all,” You internally withered as he smirked at you knowingly, “Besides, you did say your closet was looking bare, hm? Let's fix that.”
What you thought would be a quick trip turns into hours as he insists on buying you new clothes. “Everyone employed under Onychinus has a uniform budget,” He reasons with you. 
For mission gear and weapon repairs, you want to retort. You narrow your eyes every time you come out of the changing room to see twice the number of things you initially picked out. Your discomfort only grows with each stop, every shopping bag serving as a reminder of the exorbitant costs. 
By the time you get back to the compound, you intentionally look away from any receipts for your own peace of mind, instead getting to the pile of work waiting for you at home. (Home. When did this place become home?) Memorizing important guests and clients, researching proper etiquette, learning enough about protocores to not seem like a total fool at Sylus’s side. “I'm a liberal arts student, I wasn’t built for this shit,” You mutter as you flip through scientific records that look like a foreign language. You miss when protocores were just colored shapes that made your team overpowered.
Even with all the preparation you’ve done, you still find yourself wracked with nerves on the day of the auction. Though, you think you’re doing a good job of hiding it, sipping wine at Sylus’s side as he peruses the various protocores on display. Fortunately, you haven’t had to do much talking; your role so far has been taking notes and pulling up important documents when needed. 
You feel out of place in the lavish ballroom, but then again, you feel out of place in this world in general. You manage to mingle and socialize with the contacts you’re familiar with, but as the hours pass you start regretting your choice of footwear. Sylus, of course, notices. “Let's take a break,” He says halfway through the night. You follow him to a lounging room, taking a seat as he leaves to grab drinks, when a man approaches you. 
You vaguely know of him, having communicated with him— or rather, his secretary— through emails on official Onychinus business before. It’s a light conversation, he asks you where you’re from, why you’re here. You can tell his intentions by the way he leans forward, eyes glittering as his cologne invades your senses (You desperately try not to breathe in the overpowering scent). You decide to indulge him as you wait for Sylus to return; he seems nice enough, after all.
Right until you mention that you’re Sylus’s secretary. All of a sudden, his gaze turns steely and derisive— as if you’re no longer a prize to be won, but something beneath him. His compliments turn into insinuations of your character, “Some people really know how to… position themselves, huh?” He shamelessly takes a step closer, a lecherous grin on his face, “Maybe you should start thinking about who to… align with next.” 
You’ve never been a hot-headed person. But standing here, being belittled at what’s supposed to be a formal, respectable occasion, is not something your parents ever taught you to tolerate. “Excuse me, but that is extremely rude and I'd like for you to leave this table,” You respond coldly. “My boss will be returning any time soon.”
This only fuels his disparaging comments, your fist tightening against the table as he continues to degrade you to your face. Behind the two of you, Sylus overhears everything. His fist tightens around the stem of his glass as he marches over, prepared to strike it against his head— but as always, you never fail to surprise him at every turn.
It takes one more crude comment to break the camel’s back; a woman can only have so much patience. You grab his glass and throw the wine in his face, his expression morphing into one of disbelief and anger. “Leave me alone before I find something else to throw at your face,” You spat. 
The scene attracts attention from the other guests in the room as the man curses at you, pulling a gun out of his left pocket. You step back, heart bursting out of your chest at the sight of the weapon. 
Before he can even aim, Sylus has already stepped in, grabbing the pistol with one hand and his neck with the other. “Ah, here I was thinking that the rules clearly stated no weapons,” His grip tightens as the man chokes in his grip, “Lucky for me, I only need my fists.” 
Though it may have been lifetimes ago, Sylus's draconic tendencies still show through his temper— and less often, his desire to protect. The moment this rat intended to hurt you, his vision turned red and his fists were no longer under his control. 
It takes your pleas to stop and Sylus nearly strangling the man before security steps in, called by passing onlookers who’d observed the entire incident. The man was powerful and could have gotten away with threats, maybe even plain murder, if only it weren’t Sylus that he crossed. “An insult to her is an insult to me,” He admonishes the organizers as they bow in apology after the whole ordeal. All the while, you’re shrinking underneath the piercing gazes of those who witnessed the events unfold.
The incident is enough for him to call it a night. You breathe a sigh of relief as you step outside. Though you were shivering inside the air-conditioned ballroom, the balmy air now brushes against your skin, summer humidity taking its course after a fleeting spring. Your heels clack against the pavement, feet dragging with every aching step as your new heels haven’t broken in yet. Sylus had forgone his usual motorcycle and had a private driver bring the two of you to the event, but with your early departure, you were left to walk aimlessly around Linkon City as you wait for the car. 
“The event was rather disappointing, really.” He languidly commented, as if he didn’t nearly strangle a man blue.
“No shit, considering you beat someone up.” You huffed, crossing your arms and walking ahead of him. “You've been eyeing one of the protocores on their display for a while. Now your plans have been derailed—“ 
“Darling, if they’re not competent enough to screen their guests properly, then they have no business selling protocores.”
“But still, this man is your business associate,” Your brows furrow as you rub your forearms, goosebumps forming from the breeze passing by. “This incident is going to cause you unnecessary trouble.”
His footsteps stop, and you turn around to face him— an uncharacteristically solemn look on his face as he takes off his jacket and drapes it across your shoulders. He says your name, “He pulled a gun on you. Do not think I won't prioritize your safety above my business ventures.” The man wasn’t even worth using his evol for, succumbing pathetically to his mere grip. His lost partnership is nothing to Onychinus. 
You shuffle your feet guiltily, drowning in the oversized blazer. Sylus offers his arm to you, “Come on. Let’s find somewhere to eat, shall we?”
You take refuge at a family-owned diner a few blocks down, the smell luring you in with the promise of greasy food. The two of you stick out like a sore thumb, with your floor-length dress and his suit, as some of the only customers left in the last hour before closing. The analog television in the corner drones with some football game, as you and Sylus feast on burgers and milkshakes after a night of experimental hors d’oeuvres you couldn’t even pronounce.
You’re dead at your feet, too weary to care much about your surroundings since you left the venue. To your surprise, it’s Sylus who breaks the silence, “I apologize for what happened earlier.” You look up in surprise, “You’ve been silent for the better part of the night, I didn’t realize it bothered you this greatly.”
The guilt slowly crept up on him, seeing how shaken you were after the incident. He forgets sometimes, that not everyone has been exposed to the dangers of his world. You were a civilian— and not only that, a good person. Soft and averse to violence in a way he never had the privilege to be. Though you may work for him now, it was only from the safety of the Onychinus compound, shielded from the darker elements of his job.
You smile wearily, “I'm just tired, don’t worry.” You set your burger down and fiddle with your hands, “To be honest… it did bother me. I've always been taught that violence should be a last resort, to only use as much force as the situation demands.
“But you’re right. There's a lot I don't understand about this world… but I know that if you’d stepped in a moment later, it could’ve gone much worse.” There’s more to the N109 Zone than the storyline you’d grown familiar with in your world, or the distant image you’ve formed from the safety of Sylus’s office. Like it or not, this would be your home for the foreseeable future, and you can’t live on the same moral framework you once did.
He smirks, “And what would I have done without my dearest secretary?”
You raise your milkshake snootily, “Crash and fall apart, of course.” 
It eases into light banter after that, something more familiar to the both of you. At some point, you even accidentally spill sauce onto his blazer still laying atop your shoulders. “Oops, sorry,” You apologize without an inch of remorse in your voice.
He’s quick to retort, “Ah yes, my designer blazer of which there were only five made in production.”
You roll your eyes and drone sarcastically, “Oh no, the millionaire stained his limited edition jacket, boo hoo.”
“I’d like you to know—” He starts again after taking a bite of his burger, looking comically serious despite the small crumb by his cheek. You suppress the urge to wipe it off for him. “—as much as I admire your courage to stand up to a man a head taller than you, I'd rather you not throw drinks at crime lords unless I'm by your side. Not even my name could protect you if he pulled out that gun even a moment earlier.” 
Though he’s managed to keep you relatively out of the spotlight, after tonight, there was bound to be more eyes on you. As much as his name affords you power and protection, it also paints a target on your back. He appreciates that you don’t stand for that kind of disrespect, but he will always put his foot down when your safety is on the line. 
You take a deep breath in, looking out the window to the soft streetlights and the clear stars of a summer night. “That was really reckless of me, I know that. I appreciate that you came to my defense, and I won't do it again. It’s just that…” You turn to face him once again, giving a lighthearted shrug, “Sometimes, this whole world still feels like a dream to me. That my actions won’t matter in the end, no consequences. That any moment now, I'll wake up, and…” 
You trail off. You like to avoid that train of thought when you can. 
“Your presence is more important than you think,” He mutters your name. Not Miss Secretary, not darling or dear, but your name. “So, you can’t disappear on me anytime soon.” I still need you around, goes unsaid. 
The clock strikes ten and the owners kick you out, “You lovebirds better get home, the trains will be running their last stop anytime soon.” Neither of you step in to correct them, bidding the elderly couple a good night.
For a minute, you’re lost in the haze of a starry sky and a full stomach, humming a song from your old world— when suddenly, you trip over a step you didn’t see, comically twisting and falling on your butt. 
He starts with a chuckle and evolves into booming laughter, Sylus absolutely losing it as you pout in offense, “You’re absolutely insufferable!” You exclaim as he cackles at your attempts to get up on the thin heel of your shoe. You’ve never seen Sylus like this, even in the game. Eyes sparkling under the glow of the streetlights, bellowing with genuine uncontrollable laughter.
You begrudgingly accept his hand even as he uses the other one to wipe his tears. “It was not that funny,” You huff— but his laugh is so ridiculous you can’t help but giggle. You continue walking, his hand never leaving yours.
Midsummer is marked by the longest days of the year, of perpetual sunshine and the drone of cicadas. The N109 Zone was anything but that, the total antithesis to what was once your home. But under this night sky— surrounded by good food and good company, the weight of his stare and his hand clutched in yours— you think that maybe, just maybe, nights could be enough for you, as well. 
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Over the blinding camera flashes and the roar of jeering crowds, you hold tight to the bouquet in your arms, jumping and cheering for Sylus even though you have absolutely no clue what’s going on.
It was a few days before that you stepped into his private boxing ring and found out about his upcoming match. “I don't know why I'm surprised. I bet no one knows it's actually the big bad Onychinus leader up there in the ring. You probably have some stage name, no? Something corny like dragon or crow.” His deadpan stare tells you all you need to know, “How original.”
Despite your less than enthusiastic response, like a proud parent, you still show up to the day of the match with a bouquet and a vintage camera you scavenged from the compound. “Smile for the picture!” You holler from outside the rope as he wraps his fist in tape, a deadpan stare meeting the flash. 
“What are you doing here?” He jumps the rope to meet you at the sidelines, the stands slowly filling in behind you, “This isn’t in your job description, you know.”
“I know that? I scavenged through that contract for any loophole to get out of your auctions, just so you know,” You scoffed, setting your bag down with a thump on the grimy cement floors. " Of course I'm gonna be here, it’s your match!” You blabber on about the flowers, how they’re supposed to mean fortune and good luck. But his thoughts are otherwise occupied. 
He had thought this might be a little… juvenile, for you, watching two grown men beating each other up for a medal and prestige. It seems like an activity you’d be distasteful of, but you’re here, you showed up and… are decked with all sorts of essentials, apparently. He peers into the bag to find a first aid kit fit for war, enough towels to supply a family, an electric fan, all stuffed inside a misleadingly small tote bag. His heart stutters in his chest. Not even the twins or Mephisto attend his matches.
When the event officially starts, you stay at his corner the whole time; from his pre-fight rituals to pep-talking during downtime, dabbing at his sweat and blasting an electric fan over him as the coach reams his ass. His own personal cheerleader supporting him from outside the ring (never mind the fact you couldn’t tell whether he was winning or not). 
It’s hard to watch, having to cringe and look away as Sylus gets brutally socked in the face, blood splattering out of his mouth as the crowds yell to finish him. It’s even harder to watch him in the locker room afterwards, head down and pride bruised.
“Let me patch you up,” You take a seat on the bench, dabbing a cotton with ointment to his split lip. You know his evol will heal everything by the time he gets home— but some bruises bloom where no one can see.
“My knuckles may be bruised, but I'm not incapacitated,” He glares at you as you bring out the ladybug-patterned bottle of ointment. Hmph. You thought it was cute. “Don’t you have more important things to do than play nurse?” His words cut more than usual, a light blow to your ego but you stand your ground.
“Unfortunately, my boss took the day off to go participate in modern day bloodsport. So no, actually. I don't have anything better to do.” You roll your eyes, twisting the bottle closed. 
“Well, you must be disappointed. You’ve wasted your day off placing bets on a losing dog.” 
He can’t hide the bitter taste in his mouth, not when he still hears the jeers of the crowd, still feels the pounding headache from being pummeled on the floor. His ambition has always been both his trump card and Achilles heel, and he wants nothing more than to push your comfort and reassurance away. (He doesn’t feel he deserves it.) But as always, you read him like a book. 
“Hmph. Who says I bet on you?” You cheekily suggest. 
He scoffs in offense, “I suggest you stop talking if you’d like to receive your paycheck intact.” 
You smile and roll your eyes. There’s your Sylus. “It's still my job to be there, win or lose. Not as your secretary but as your friend. If it helps—“ You poke his cheek. “—you’re still my big, bad, scary boss. Even if I just witnessed you get beaten to a bloody pulp.”
He's so focused on watching you pack your things, that you startle him when you wrap your arms around him. He stiffens; it’s been far too long since he experienced physical contact that wasn’t drenched in violence. But he relaxes into it, breathing in the scent of your shampoo. “Come on, let’s go home.”
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The nights are endless and tiresome as your insomnia persists, but as months pass by with no sign of returning to your world, you learn ways to cope. 
On some evenings, you decide to sneak into the kitchen, pulling out flour and eggs for all sorts of midnight snacks. It reminds you of a simpler, albeit more stressful time; taking a break in the wee hours of the morning, setting aside your notes to make comfort food with your roommate. 
Sylus eventually discovers your nighttime activities, slipping into the kitchen to find you covered in flour, making enough cookies to feed an army. “It seems like a rat has snuck into the kitchen,” He teases, “You do realize we have private chefs on call, right? You could have ordered food if you were hungry.” Despite his words, he still rolls up his sleeves and grabs the bowl from your hands, mixing a stubbornly resistant batch of batter. 
You silently accept the help and move on to shaping the cookies. With his help, the treats are in the unnecessarily massive oven and freshly baked within the next hour. The two of you spend the rest of the evening indulging in freshly baked cookies and talking about everything from work to the surprising amount of gossip intel you’ve accumulated about his business associates, until he asks you why you’re up this late.
“I was hungry,” You shrug, but he raises an eyebrow, knowing full well that you’re not telling the truth. You sigh, “You already know I have trouble sleeping. At least this way my hands are occupied..." These days you can’t even fall asleep at all, succumbing to deep exhaustion mere hours before your shift. 
It hadn’t escaped Sylus’s notice, the way your eyebags have deepened, your movements sluggish and back hunched, even though your work remains the same quality. He'd insisted once, that you take a day off, but you’d laughed and said, “And do what? Explore the lovely sights of the N109 Zone?”
“As an employee of Onychinus, you have full access to the medical ward. You can schedule a doctor’s consultation, if that’s what you need,” He carefully suggests.
“That would be nice,” You answer noncommittally. You don’t know how much medicine differs between your world and his, but you probably have to get that done eventually. 
The two of you clear a whole tray of cookies, leaving another for Luke and Kieran to feast on in the waking hours and cleaning the kitchen upon your insistence. “We have cleaners who can take care of this in the morning,” He complains. 
“Hush, that would be rude,” You admonish him and place a rag in his hands. He sighs and wipes the counter anyway.  
You bid him goodnight, but make no move to go to your bedroom, instead sitting at the counter scrolling through your phone. He clicks his tongue, and much to your surprise, pulls you by the arm, “What– Hey! The hell are you doing?”
“It seems I need to resort to physical force to make you rest,” He drags you down the dimly lit hallways and into your room. He hasn’t been inside of it since it was just an empty spare, collecting dust for the past years. But as the door swings open, it’s practically unrecognizable. Every nook and cranny is filled with traces of your presence; books stacked on the floor, a sweater slung over a chair. It fills him with reassurance that you’ve made yourself at home, even if you still feel out of place in this world.
“You didn’t have to manhandle me into bed,” You pout, and slightly warm when you realize the potential innuendo in your words. “I’m not a child.”
“You certainly act like one sometimes,” He retorts, “Should I sing you a lullaby?”
“Oh god, no, please—“ He smirks at the horror on your face. 
“Rockabye baby, on the tree top,” His voice croaks out shakily, in complete contrast to the absolute confidence and mischief on his face as he taunts you. You burrow yourself underneath the blankets, “When the wind blows, the cradle will—“
“Stop! Please boss, stop the torture!” You dramatically call out from beneath the covers, kicking your feet, “I'll sleep if it means i never have to listen to that again.” You glare at him with the pillows pressed to your ears.
He barks out a laugh, with a surprising lack of offense at the blatant insult towards his musical capabilities. “That better be a promise,” He bids you goodnight, shutting the door and closing the lights on his way.
As he comes down from the midnight sugar rush and the warmth of good company, he thinks, when was the last time he could laugh so easily around a person? 
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It becomes a somewhat regular occurrence between the two of you. Whenever the urge to bake strikes, you can expect that Sylus will be wandering in soon after, alerted by either the clanging of cookware or the smell wafting through the corridors. The kitchen becomes a refuge on sleepless nights, the two of you working in perfect synchronization with each other. Whenever you finish, he waves off your stubbornness and walks you to your room, making sure you don’t wander off again in avoidance of slumber. 
One night, he comes home from a week-long mission gone slightly wrong. What was supposed to be an infiltration of the enemy base turned into a battle of bullets, as he quickly realized that the reconnaissance team’s information was wrong. Though the opposing side was dealt a bigger blow, he’s a little more than worse for wear, dragging his feet inside the compound, knuckles bruised and stomach rumbling. It’s one of those days where he wonders the point of it all. Where everything has gone wrong, and he wants to do nothing but hibernate, the sleep deprivation and lack of real food finally getting to him despite his resilience.  
His streak of misfortune continues when his phone chimes with a text, the chef on duty informing him of a family emergency. Sylus grants him a day off with a sigh, and sets off to the kitchen to make the easiest meal he can think of right now.
You find a pathetically exhausting sight when you enter the kitchen: Sylus covered in cuts and bruises, hair ragged and bloody, chopping vegetables with the pace of a snail. You want to slam your head into the wall. “Sylus, you haven’t even changed out of your mission gear. What the hell are you doing in the kitchen?” You ask, intent on taking over but he steps away.
“The chef has taken a day off, so we’re on our own,” He continues chopping without so much as a blink of an eye.
You sigh, “It doesn’t have to mean you’re on your own. Come on, Sylus. You just got off a long mission. Let me take over,” You try pushing against him, to which he doesn’t even budge but you spot the way he winces when you press against his shoulder. “We cook together all the time, anyway. Go get cleaned up while I finish here.” 
It’s a painstakingly long back and forth between the two of you until he begrudgingly agrees to leave. By the time he comes back, freshly showered and wearing the cardigan you gave him (now one of his favorite pieces), you have not only the salad prepared but one of his favorite dishes on the stove. There’s enough for Luke and Kieran to join, “Something smells good!” Two heads pop into the kitchen as soon as the food is prepared, “I thought we were fending for ourselves tonight!” 
The four of you eat together at the dining room; it’s not a sight often seen in the compound, with how busy everyone is. But grief washes over you with the familiarity of it all, a family sitting down to have a meal together. You know it’s a privilege only you have experienced at this table, and your heart aches that they have never known it. And so, you try to bask in the coziness of a home cooked meal and good company.
“Miss Secretary, we’ve been meaning to ask,” Kieran begins after they finished recounting their recent mission, “How did you get here? I mean, we know that you came from another world and all… But how did you manage to get here? Did you mean to?”
Bless their hearts, the twins have seen so much in their life that not even the idea of other worlds can shake their curiosity. You appreciate how he carefully approaches the topic, even if you can see the eagerness plain as day on both their faces. So, as much as you don’t like to linger on this topic, you decide to indulge them. 
“No, I didn't mean to go here. In fact, I didn't even know it was possible. My world– while different– was far less developed than yours,” You delve into a sanitized version of what happened to you. A silly incident that led to you waking up in the N109 Zone, dimensions away from your own world with no way to return. You keep the anxiety hidden beneath the surface, surprised at your own ability to hide your grief.
By the time you finish, the twins have even more questions— most of which you can’t answer, except one, “Are you going to go back?”
Beside you, Sylus’s heart stutters in his chest. He can't say he hasn’t thought about it before, that he’s never considered the possibility of you leaving his life just as you had carved your place in it. But he’s never had to confront the reality of whether you even wanted to be in his life. After all, you were alone in this world with nowhere to go. What other choice did you have but to stay with him?
“Well, the question is more about if I can,” You smile bitterly. “I've scoured most of Onychinus’s resources, but there’s nothing similar to my case. And it’s not like I'm a scientist who can figure this out with time, so…” Your voice trails off in disappointment, the topic growing cold as you run your fork against the scraps left on your plate. 
It hurts him to see the look on your face, the hopelessness in your tone. He never lingered on the thought of how much it must hurt you, to be so far away from your home. It follows you until after dinner, when he insists on washing the dishes, “I can’t make the cook clean as well,” He says, yet you still linger on the island counter, staring into space.
“You'll always have a place here,” He reminds you, breaking you from your reverie. He’ll never let himself be soft for just anyone— but his guard tends to melt in the face of your presence. You look up at him in surprise, “Although you once said it’s only until you return to your world, you’ll always have a place in Onychinus. So long as you want it.”
What goes unsaid is how he cannot imagine his life without your presence. Without the post-it notes on his monitor, waiting for him at the start of each day. Without the incessant reminders you’ve somehow managed to link to his phone. (A part inside of him screams about a deeper loss; of nights spent under kitchen lights, of soft knits and your perfume permeating the office space, of your warm smile at the end of a cold, hard day.)
A soft, genuine smile transforms your face. “Thank you,” You whisper, heart still raw from recounting the most traumatic event of your life.
The sleep deprivation must be getting to him, he thinks. Under the warm kitchen lights with soft melancholy in your eyes, he thinks you’ve never looked more beautiful. He’s filled with a strong urge to lean forward just a little more, to close the distance and place his lips on yours— before he shuts his eyes tight. He shakes his head. What is he thinking? Kissing you when you’re vulnerable, kissing you when his ex-lover still lingers in his mind each day. But he can’t deny that slowly but surely, you’ve crept into his thoughts, occupying his mind more than he would like to admit. 
He longs for this domesticity he’s never known until now; cooking and cleaning together, taking care of each other at your lowest moments. He can see this being forever and that thought scares him. On this warm summer night, the last of the sunshine before the autumn cold sweeps in— he thinks, once again, of the lover that was taken from him. Of the lifetimes he’s waited for her to return, for them to live the soft life they were robbed of. But his heart is nudging him to the possibility of something new, something so precious; and he wonders when the day will come where he must make a choice.
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raekensluver · 7 months ago
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forbidden cravings
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description: when taking a late night walk in the summer heat turns into an unforgettable night with your enemy theo raeken...you're not sure how to continue.
pairing: enemy!theo raeken x stilinski!werewolf!fem!reader
contains: 18+, Minors DNI, hate sex, mentions of theo's betrayal, unprotected sex, p in v, squirting, car sex
song rec: renegade by aaryan shah- "oh, should've listened to them. oh, don't you know what i am?"
w.c: 4.5k
an: i of course had to write a fic with my og man. my original theodore. everything started with him. also this has been sitting in my drafts for foreverrrr and i need it gone.
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the moon hung low in the sky, casting an eerie glow over the deserted streets of beacon hills. a warm breeze whispered through the full branches of the trees, the heat sending an uncomfortable wave through your body. in the quiet, the distant hum of a car engine grew louder, interrupting the rhythmic crunch of gravel beneath your boots.
the headlights of theo raeken's blue pickup truck pierced the darkness as it approached, the engine purring like a wild beast stalking its prey. theo, a werewolf-coyote chimera, had a history of betrayal and violence that had earned him a place on your enemy list. but tonight, the universe played a cruel trick, making you reconsider your preconceptions.
you watched him roll down the window, the coolness of the car's interior briefly escaping into the warm night air. "it's going to be hot tonight," he called out, his voice a stark contrast to the harshness of his reputation. "want a ride home?" you hesitated, stiles' warnings echoed in your mind, but something in theo's eyes—a glimmer of sincerity, perhaps—held you there.
"i don't trust you," you spat, your voice sharp . theo's smile was a sly curve in the shadows. "trust has to be earned," he replied, "but i'm just offering a refreshing, cool ride, not a knife in the back." you searched his gaze, looking for the usual deceit, but all you found was a hint of desperation. maybe he wasn't all bad. maybe.
"stiles would kill me," you said, your voice softer now, but the warning was clear. theo's eyes narrowed, and for a second, you saw a flash of anger. "stiles doesn't have to know," he said, his voice low and persuasive. "just this once, let's not let him dictate your choices." something in his words resonated with you, the desire for a moment of rebellion against the cautious world you've built around yourself.
you clenched your fists, weighing the risks and the crisp coolness of the truck against the scorching embrace of the night. "fine," you finally relented, sliding into the passenger seat. the door shut with a thud that echoed through the quiet. the shill from the vents washed over you, a stark contrast to the warming grip of the night outside. theo's smirk was victory in motion as he put the truck into gear and pulled away from the curb.
the silence between you was thick, filled with unspoken tension and the roar of the engine. the town lights grew distant, swallowed by the darkness of the surrounding woods. you studied theo's profile, the sharp line of his jaw and the way his eyes flickered to the rearview mirror. every muscle in your body was taut, ready to spring into action if needed.
his hand rested on the gearstick, tapping a rhythm that matched the pulse hammering in your ears. "so, how's scott?" he asked, his tone casual, but the mention of scott sent a spike of anger through you. "why do you care?" you shot back, the memory of his betrayal still fresh.
theo's eyes stayed on the road, his grip tightening slightly. "because i know i hurt him," he said, his voice heavy with a mix of regret and defiance. "i want to make amends, but i know i've got a long way to go." his honesty was disarming, and you felt your anger waver. "you've got more than a long way," you murmured, staring out the window at the passing trees.
the truck rumbled on, the tension in the vehicle was palpable. without looking at you, theo spoke again. "i've changed, you know." his words hung in the air like a challenge, a question wrapped in a declaration. you bit your lip, torn between the urge to believe him and the fear that he was playing another game.
finally, you turned to face him. "prove it," you said, your eyes searching his. theo's gaze met yours, and for a moment, you saw something raw and vulnerable in the depths of his pupils. without another word, he pulled the truck over into a clearing, the headlights cutting through the night to reveal a breathtaking view of beacon hills sprawled out beneath the moon.
he killed the engine, the sudden silence amplifying the thud of your heart. the cool leather of the seat sent a shiver down your spine as the coolness of the cabin faded. "how do you want me to prove it?" he asked, his voice low and rough. the question hung in the air, laden with a tension that was no longer just hostility.
you leaned back in your seat, arms crossed over your chest. "i don't know," you said, the words coming out more as a challenge than a genuine inquiry. theo turned to you, his eyes searching your face in the moonlight. "i want to help," he said, his voice earnest. "i want to be on the right side this time."
his hand reached out, hovering near your arm but not quite touching. you felt the electricity of his proximity, a reminder of the power he wielded. the air grew thick with a scent that was both enticing and dangerous—his wolf. your own wolf stirred, curious despite your wariness. "fine," you said, your voice tight with tension. "prove it."
you watched as he took a deep breath, his chest rising and falling in the dim light. then, without warning, he leaned in, his mouth brushing against yours. it was a gentle touch, a question rather than a demand. your instincts roared, a mix of desire and anger, but instead of pushing him away, you found yourself leaning into the kiss. it grew deeper, more urgent, until your hands were tangled in his hair and you could taste the desperation in his kiss.
theo's hand slid down to your waist, pulling you closer, and you realized that the heat between you had nothing to do with the air pouring from the truck. your body responded in ways it never should have with an enemy, your heart racing as his teeth grazed your bottom lip. you bit back a gasp, your nails digging into his skin as the need for more grew unbearable.
without breaking the kiss, theo reached for the seatbelt, his movements deft and sure. the cool metal clicked open, and you were on him, straddling his lap, your thighs pressing against his, your hands roaming his body. his own were equally as hungry, sliding up your back, tangling in your hair, pulling you closer. the scent of your combined arousal filled the truck, the air thick with it.
but as your passion grew, so did the anger, a burning ember at the base of your spine. you pulled back, breathing heavily, your eyes flashing with the light of the moon. "you tried to kill him," you whispered, your voice a mix of pain and fury. "scott trusted you, and you stabbed him in the back."
theo's eyes searched yours, a hint of regret flickering in their depths. "i know," he murmured, his hands still on your hips. "i know what i did was unforgivable. but i'm not that person anymore."
you didn't answer, the anger still simmering beneath the surface. "scott trusted you," you said, your voice laced with venom. "he believed in you, and you betrayed him." your nails dug into his shoulders, drawing a hiss from his lips. "you didn't just hurt him," you continued, "you hurt all of us. stiles, malia, kira, everyone."
theo's eyes narrowed, his grip on your hips tightening. "you're not exactly innocent, either," he murmured, his voice a dark whisper. "you've killed, you've lied, you've done things you're not proud of." he leaned in, his breath hot against your neck. "we're not so different, you and i."
you flinched at his words, the truth of them stinging like the cold air outside. but you weren't about to let him off the hook. "i've never betrayed my pack," you snarled, your wolf's eyes flashing in the darkness. "i've never pretended to be someone's friend just to stab them in the back."
his eyes searched yours, the steel blues of his irises shimmering with a hint of something that might have been understanding. "maybe not," he said, his voice low. "but you've killed." his words were a challenge, a reminder of the beast that lurked within you both.
you felt your fangs elongate, the rage bubbling up inside you. "that's different," you snarled. "i've never done it out of spite." theo's eyes narrowed, his grip on your hips loosening slightly. "semantics," he murmured, his breath warm against your skin. "we're all just trying to survive in this messed up world."
you stared at him, the weight of his words settling in your chest. "maybe," you conceded, the anger in your voice fading. "but that doesn't mean we can't be better." you leaned in, your teeth grazing his neck, feeling the pulse of his veins beneath the skin. "prove it," you whispered again, your breath hot against his ear. theo's eyes flashed with something primal, his hands sliding up your thighs, pushing your skirt higher.
"i'll prove it," he murmured, his voice a low growl. "just tell me what you want." the challenge in his tone sent a thrill through you. "i want you to show me," you breathed, your voice low and needy.
his hands slid further up, his thumbs brushing against the lacy fabric of your panties. you gasped as he hooked his fingers into the waistband and pulled them down, the cold air making you shiver. theo didn't miss a beat, his mouth moving to your neck, kissing and nipping at the sensitive skin. you felt his fangs graze your neck, a promise of what was to come.
his hand slipped between your legs, his fingers exploring the warm, wet heat of your cunt. you bit your lip to keep from crying out, the sensation sending bolts of pleasure through your body. he groaned, the sound sending vibrations through your chest. "you want this," he murmured, his voice thick with lust. "you want me."
you didn't deny it. the truth was, you did. you wanted him in a way that went beyond logic, beyond the hate and anger that had fueled you for so long. you moaned softly, the sound a confession that felt like a betrayal to your pack. your eyes narrowed as they met his, a silent challenge. theo's hand moved faster, his thumb circling your clit, and you bucked against him, desperate for more.
his other hand slid up your torso, his fingers tracing the line of your bra before deftly unclipping it. your breasts spilled out, the cool, conditioned air making your nipples tighten into peaks. he took one in his mouth, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh, and you moaned, your nails digging into his back. the pain was a sweet release, mixing with the pleasure until you couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
his cock was hard against your thigh, and you could feel the throb of his desire matching the pulse of your own. your hands slid down his chest, his abs tightening under his shirt beneath your touch. your hand slid further, stroking him through his jeans. theo groaned, his hips bucking up to meet your hand.
you broke the kiss, panting. "we can't do this here," you murmured, your voice thick with lust. "someone could see." theo's eyes searched yours, the hunger in them unmistakable. "the backseat," he said, his voice a rough growl. "it's more private."
you nodded, the desire to feel him inside you overwhelming. you climbed off his lap and into the backseat, the cold leather sending a shiver down your spine. theo followed, his movements fluid and predatory. the dome light cast a soft glow over the cramped space, highlighting the stark lines of his face and the bulge in his jeans.
once there, he didn't waste any time. he yanked his shirt over his head, revealing the tapestry of scars that mapped his chest and abs. you took in the sight, a mix of anger and desire churning in your stomach. his eyes never left yours as he unbuckled his belt, the sound of the zipper echoing through the truck.
his hand found yours, guiding it to his cock. you felt the heat of him, the steel-like hardness that sent a jolt of electricity through your body. you stroked him through his boxers, feeling him throb in your grip. his eyes fell closed, his breath coming in ragged gasps. "you're so fucking beautiful," he murmured, his voice hoarse with need.
you leaned in, your mouth capturing his, your tongues dancing in a fierce battle of passion and anger. as you kissed, your hand worked faster, the friction driving him wild. his hips bucked up, his cock straining against the fabric. you could feel the tension in his body, the tight coil of desire that matched your own.
theo's hand slid down, his fingers finding your wetness again. you gasped into his mouth as he slid a finger inside you, his thumb circling your clit with a practiced touch. your hips moved in sync with his hand, the pleasure building, the anger fading into the background. he broke the kiss, his breath hot against your cheek. "tell me again that you want this," he whispered, his voice a desperate plea.
you bit back a retort, your breath coming in short, sharp pants. "i don't have to tell you anything," you said, your voice filled with snark. "you can feel it." theo's eyes searched yours, the hunger in them unmistakable. "but i want to hear it," he said, his voice a dark caress. "i want to know that you're not just letting me fuck you because you're mad at me."
you didn't respond, the anger and lust inside you fighting for dominance. but as his hand moved faster, his finger sliding in and out of you, you couldn't hold back. "yes," you moaned, the word torn from your throat. "yes, i want this." it was a declaration, a surrender, and a challenge all rolled into one.
theo's eyes flashed with triumph, his hand moving faster. you could feel yourself climbing, the pressure building. your nails dug into his back, leaving trails of red. "good girl," he murmured, his voice thick with desire. "now, let's make this interesting."
he pulled away, his hand leaving you feeling empty and desperate. you watched as he shucked his boxers, his cock springing free. it was thick and hard, the tip glistening with precum. "now, spread your legs," he said, his smile predatory.
you couldn't help the snarl that curled your lips. "you think you can just fuck your way into my good graces?" you spat, your anger a living thing that thrummed through your veins. theo's eyes glinted with amusement. "i'm not looking for your good graces," he said, his voice low and seductive. "just your body."
his words were like a slap in the face, and you felt the anger bubble up again. "fine," you said, your voice filled with spite. "you want to fuck me like a whore in the back of your truck? go ahead." you leaned back, watching him with a challenge in your eyes. "but it won't change anything between us."
theo's expression darkened, the playfulness draining from his features. "you think you're so high and mighty," he murmured, his voice a dangerous growl. "but you're just as much a monster as I am." he leaned over you, his cock brushing against your thigh. "i'm not looking for forgiveness," he said, his voice a low snarl. "i'm looking for a way to show you that i'm not the same person who hurt scott."
you met his gaze, your eyes flashing with defiance. "then prove it," you whispered, your voice a challenge. "make me believe you're not the same asshole who tried to kill my friends." theo's eyes narrowed, his hand sliding up to your neck. "i will," he said, his voice a promise.
you leaned up, your teeth bared, and sank them into his shoulder. the taste of his skin was intoxicating, the coppery tang of his blood mixing with the scent of his arousal. he groaned, his grip on your neck tightening, his fingers digging into your flesh. "you're just as much of a monster as i am," he murmured, his voice strained with pleasure. "you can't deny it."
you pulled back, licking the blood from your teeth. "i'm not a monster," you hissed, the denial a lie that even you didn't believe. your wolf was close to the surface, eager to claim what was yours. "but if you want to play this game," you continued, your voice a seductive purr, "i'll play."
theo's eyes flashed with excitement, you felt the head of his cock nudge against your entrance, and you couldn't help the whimper that escaped your throat.
his hand slammed into the seat beside you, the leather squeaking in protest. "you're going to scream my name," he whispered, his breath hot against your skin. "you're going to come so hard you'll forget you ever hated me." your anger flared, but it was quickly swallowed by the need that pulsed through you. "you wish," you murmured, your voice a challenge.
his cock slid into you, the sensation of fullness making you gasp. theo's eyes never left yours, watching for any sign of weakness. you clenched around him, your body fighting for control even as your orgasm built. "fuck you," you breathed, your voice tight with need. "you're not going to win this."
his thrusts grew harder, more demanding. "we'll see about that," he murmured, his teeth grazing your jaw. "you're already losing it." you bit back a moan, your nails digging into his back. "you think this means something?" you ground out, your hips moving to meet his. "i'm just using you."
theo's smile was pure arrogance. "keep telling yourself that," he said, his voice thick with pleasure. "but your body's telling a different story." his fingers found your clit, rubbing it with a merciless precision that had you gasping for breath. "you're going to come for me," he whispered, his eyes never leaving yours. "you're going to scream my name."
you clenched your jaw, your eyes squeezed shut. the pressure inside you was unbearable, a maelstrom of pleasure and anger. "never," you gritted out, your voice strained. but your body had other plans. with each thrust, with each caress of his thumb, you felt yourself getting closer to the edge. your nails dug into his back, drawing blood, but he didn't flinch. "you're mine," he murmured, his voice a dark promise. "you're going to come for me."
you could feel it, the wave building, the inevitable climax that washed over you despite your resistance. "fuck," you moaned, the sound a mix of pleasure and despair. your orgasm hit you like a freight train, your body spasming around his cock. you screamed his name, the sound echoing through the clearing. your claws raked down his back, leaving a trail of crimson in their wake. theo's eyes went wild, his thrusts becoming more erratic. "yes," he hissed, his voice a mix of triumph and desire. "you're mine."
his cock twitched inside you, and you could feel his own orgasm approaching. "no," you panted, your voice a mix of anger and pleasure. "i'm no one's." but your words were lost in the moment, the truth of them buried beneath the passion that consumed you both. his teeth sank into your shoulder, the pain a sweet release that only served to intensify your pleasure.
theo's hand tightened around your neck once more as his hips slammed into yours, and you felt yourself go over the edge. your pussy spasmed around him, your juices flooding his cock as you squirted with the force of your climax. "theo," you screamed, the sound a mix of ecstasy and anger. your claws raked down his back, leaving deep furrows in his skin. he growled, the sound vibrating through his chest and into yours.
his thrusts grew erratic, his own orgasm close. you could feel the tension in his body, the desperation in his eyes as he chased his release. "that's it," he murmured, his voice a dark caress. "let go for me." you clenched around him, your nails digging deeper, drawing more blood. the previous wounds you had inflicted on him were gone, healed by his supernatural powers. the pain was a sweet release, a reminder of the control you had in this moment.
his abs were slick with your juices, the muscles tensing and releasing with each powerful stroke. his cock was buried deep inside you, the heat of his seed mixing with the cold anger that still thrummed through your veins. "you're going to come for me," he growled, his teeth grazing your neck. "say it."
you bit your lip, your body already on the edge of your third climax. "no," you whispered, the word a desperate lie. theo's eyes narrowed, his hand sliding up to cup your breast. his thumb flicked over your nipple, sending sparks of pleasure through your body. "you can't lie to me," he murmured, his voice a dark challenge. "not when you're like this."
his teeth sank into your neck again, the pain mixing with the pleasure that was already threatening to overwhelm you. "no," you whimpered, your body arching into his touch. "i can't." but even as the words left your mouth, you felt the beginnings of the orgasm coil in your belly. "yes, you can," he murmured, his voice a seductive purr.
his thumb found your clit again, his touch relentless. you could feel the tension building, the pressure that had only just subsided starting to swell once more. his smile was feral, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. ""just let go." he said, his voice a dark whisper. his thumb circled your clit, his cock still buried deep inside you. your body was already responding, the muscles in your stomach tightening with the promise of another release. "i can't," you gasped, your voice weak with the effort of resisting. "i can't."
but your body had other plans. as his thumb worked its magic, you felt the tension coil within you once more. your hips moved of their own accord, riding the wave of pleasure that was building. "you're so close," he murmured, his voice thick with lust. "just let it happen." you bit your lip, trying to hold back the inevitable, but it was no use. the sensation was too intense, too overwhelming.
you came again, your body shuddering with the force of it. theo's eyes never left yours, his smile one of victory. "you see?" he whispered, his voice a caress. "you want this as much as i do." your anger flared, but it was dulled by the aftermath of your climax. "it doesn't mean anything," you murmured, your voice weak. "it's just sex."
his eyes searched yours, the smugness fading. "is that all you think it is?" he asked, his voice low and serious. "just sex?" you didn't answer, unable to find the words to express the tumult of emotions inside you. "that's all it is," you said finally, your voice firm. "we're enemies."
his grip on your neck loosened, his thumb tracing the line of your jaw. "are we?" he murmured, his eyes searching yours. "after this?" you pushed him away, your chest heaving with the effort of maintaining your composure. "yes," you said, your voice a growl. "we are."
theo pulled out of you, his cock slick with your juices. the sight made you feel a mix of revulsion and desire that had you clenching your fists. "fine," he said, his voice tight with disappointment. "but remember this moment." he leaned in, his breath hot against your ear. "remember how good it felt to be with me."
you jerked away, your eyes flashing with anger. "i'll remember it," you spat, "as the night i fucked the enemy." theo's smile was cold, his eyes hard. "you can call it what you want," he said, "but i'll be thinking of it as the night i claimed you." he slammed the door behind him as he climbed out of the truck, leaving you to gather your scattered clothing.
you pulled on your underwear and skirt, your body still trembling from the intensity of your orgasms. the taste of his blood lingered on your tongue, a bitter reminder of the power he held over you. "this doesn't change anything," you murmured to the empty truck, your voice shaking with the effort of convincing yourself.
as you slammed the door shut behind you, the swealtering night air hit you like a slap in the face, jolting you back to reality. you stumbled away from the truck, your legs unsteady. the forest loomed around you, the trees whispering secrets that you didn't want to hear. your eyes searched the darkness, looking for anything that could distract you from the mess you'd just made.
theo leaned against the truck, his eyes on you. "going somewhere?" he asked, his voice mocking. you whirled around, your fists clenched. "don't," you warned, your voice low and dangerous. "just don't."
his smile was cold, his eyes assessing. "i'll see you around, then," he said, his tone light. with that, he climbed into the driver's seat and started the engine. the headlights flared to life, illuminating the clearing. you watched as he drove away, the red taillights fading into the darkness.
you turned and began the long walk home, the hot air doing little to cool the heat of anger and desire that still coursed through your veins. the moon was high in the sky, casting a silver glow over the forest floor. the trees whispered secrets that you didn't want to hear, the sounds of the night taunting you with every step.
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cowboymarcs · 7 months ago
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abby anderson x f!reader
summary: you and abby come across a river after patrol, stopping to clean yourselves (and each other) off.
warnings: 18+, smut, oral sex (abby receiving), scissoring, established relationship
as abby stripped off her clothes and waded into the gurgling river. it was spring now and the warm, bright sun was peeking through the clouds, the stream still cold enough to send goosebumps along abby’s pale skin and pebble her now nude nipples. she looked up at you, her long braid cascading down her chest in waves like the water rushing around her. 
“c’mon baby, get in.” her eyes crinkled with her smile, her pink, full lips curving up. she bent down, washing the dirt and stink off of herself, eager to feel clean again. she was waist deep now, the trail of hair on her lower stomach just barely peeking over the ripples. your eyes caught on the curls, coursing along her abs and defined v-line. your mouth salivated, aching to run your tongue down it. 
you began the process of undressing, wishing the hassle would be over already and you could get your hands on your girl. every second of unzipping your boots, emptying your weapons of their holsters, and peeling your fabric off of your skin felt like eternity to you. when you were down to just your undergarments, you glanced around, scanning for any attackers or infected.
once you were sure that the coast was clear, you unclasped your bra and let your tits fall, watching abby’s reaction, her eyes trained on their fullness. her gaze wandered down your body, falling on your panties. 
“take ‘em off.” it wasn’t a suggestion. she was hungry, and she wasn’t sheepish about it. you could tell by the lustful glint in her eyes. your fingers followed her command, fingertips looping around the hem and pulling them down to your feet before stepping out of them and towards the water. 
abby waded to you, arm outreached. you placed your hand in hers, gentle but sure, as she led you deeper into the chilled river. 
“fuck, ab, it’s freezing!” 
she chuckled and you could practically hear her smirk through the laugh, “then c’mere.” 
she yanked you to her chest, your head falling in the lull between her neck and shoulder, pert breasts touching. you groaned at the sensation, taking her tit in your palm, massaging it. her hands had wandered down to your lower back, grabbing a handful of your ass. you moaned and leaned further into her, breathing her familiar scent in deep.
she bent lower, scooping handfuls of water and spilling them along your arms, shoulders, and torso, rubbing the dirt away. rivulets of water dribbled down your bodies, running along the grooves and lines of your warm skin, catching the sunlight and shining. 
you brushed a stray hair behind her ear, fingers grazing her strong jaw bone. this was the first time you’ve seen her- seen her jaw relaxed, no longer tight and twitching with anger- in a long, long time. your heart swelled at the sight. you kissed her, sweet and lasting, firmly holding the sides of her face in between your hands. she groaned into your mouth, hers opening and tongue sliding along yours. 
abby pulled back, immediately kissing along your neck, lips suckling at the taut skin. her lips traveled down to your clavicle before sucking your nipple into her mouth. you let out a moan at the sensation, fingers tangling in her hair. she groaned as well, the vibration of her mouth on your tit sending chills down your spine. you could stand here, in this river with her forever, reveling in the bliss of it all. 
“abs?”
“yeah babe?”
“wanna eat you out,” you slurred, syllables warbled by pleasure. she released your breast and kissed you furiously, stealing your breath. her hands clasped the nape of your neck, grip tightening by her want for you. she began walking you backwards towards the bank of the river, water becoming shallower with each step. 
you laid her down on the grassy patch of the bank, following her down and straddling her hips. your hands ran down the hard lines of her shoulders, chest, and stomach, eventually running through the patch of hair covering her cunt. your body followed the movement of your hands, moving down until you were sat in front of her pussy, bare and ready for you.  
“so pretty for me, abs. such a pretty pussy,” you muttered, hands bracing her thick, muscular thighs and spreading them, revealing her wet cunt. you leaned forward, pressing kisses to the skin around her glistening hole, making her clench around nothing. 
abby groaned, head falling back against the grass, hands resting on the crown of your head. you looked up at her, as your mouth licked a long stripe up her cunt, and settling on her swollen clit. her thick thighs trembled around your head, chest heaving with pleasure. 
you spit on her cunt, letting the saliva drip down to her opening, slowly pushing one finger into her tight hole. she moaned, the grip on your hair tightening while you thrusted slowly in and out of her. 
“oh my god, baby, so fucking good,” she gasped.
“yeah, well you taste so fucking good,” you replied, tongue licking along her clit, removing your finger and diving down to tongue her sopping cunt. she whined loudly, eyes hooded and filled with lust. 
abby sat up suddenly, halting your movements, before grabbing your shoulders and pulling you into a searing kiss. she then swiftly grabbed you and flipped you over, her body now caging you in. you let out a whine at the sight above you. the lines of her muscles were catching the sunlight, casting shadows into the grooves. you ran your hands up her body and settled your palms on her tits again, playing with her nipples. 
she leaned back, sitting on her haunches. she grasped your leg, draping it over her shoulder, and situating herself in between your thighs like a puzzle piece. her cunt brushed lightly against yours, igniting a gasp to fall from your lips at the wet pleasure of it all. 
abby began grinding her hips down on yours, eyes hooded and mouth agape. you threw your head back, overcome with pleasure and the sight in front of you. you gripped her thigh, nails marking divots in her skin. 
“oh, fuck, abby. fuck, so good,” you babbled, her hips grinding faster, sopping cunt fucking and rubbing against your own. her palms found your tits again, squeezing and pinching at your raised nipples, making you moan. 
both of you were close. the way her hips became fast and crazed told you that much, and you could feel the metaphorical string in your lower belly pulling tighter and tighter, bound to snap at any moment. 
“ngh- fuck, i’m so close baby,” she mumbled through her moans and heavy breathing, blue eyes locking with yours, keen on watching you come undone on her cunt. the pleasure was building, your swollen clit beaming at the attention she was giving it. 
“abby,” you moaned- nearly shouting her name, as she scissored you roughly, chasing her own high. your pleasure rose, climbing up that steady hill of satisfaction, your peak just seconds away. abby’s hips stuttered, her clit bumping against yours furiously.
pleasure coursed through your nerves as your orgasm shook through you, legs shaking around abby as she came as well, mouth ajar and eyes rolled back into her skull. she groans sexily, fingers gripping into the fat of your ass as her hips stilled, clit still pounding in sync with yours.
you reached up, fingers brushing her soft, blonde hair out of her face, “you’re so beautiful baby,” you whisper, heart full. she smiled and leant down to capture your mouth in hers. 
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topguncortez · 7 months ago
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Sunburn - K. Dutton
whumptober masterlist || previous day
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prompt: Heatstroke
synopsis: The Montana summers weren't for the weak. You and Kayce have unspoken history.
warnings: heatstroke, passing out, vomiting, mentions of abuse, mentions of drug usage, mentions of running away, Monica and Tate don't exist.
word count: 2.1k
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There was something about Montana summers. 
The valley in which the Yellowstone ranch laid, had its fair share of weather changes. The winters were brutal, feet of snow coating the land, the wind bitter against the skin making it hard to want to get up in the morning and do chores. Spring usually brought inches upon inches of rain, damn near flooding the place and making it a muddy mess trying to move cattle in preparation for breeding season. Fall was a vibrant display of changing leaves, and the scent of fields being harvested in time before the first frost. 
But the summers, the summers were something else. Blame global warming, or whatever you wanted, but the summers in Montana were hot and steamy. The sun was unforgiving most days, beating down on you and your horse as you worked from sunup till sundown, training and cleaning horse stalls, helping move cattle from pasture to pasture, and carrying out the daily maintenance of the ranch. Most of the cowboys didn’t have an issue, but you on the other hand, never quite got along with the heat. 
It was supposed to be an “easy day”, Rip had barked at all of you as you shuffled into the barn to get tack up your horses, but the sun was already blaring its god awful rays down on the earth. Your skin felt sticky from the humidity and your hair was already sticking to your forehead underneath your hat. You left your water jug in the bunkhouse, choosing to fuel your body with the dark roast coffee Loyd had made instead. 
“You think the Devil just walked up here and decided to fuck with the temperature,” Ryan said, sitting on top of the fence, watching you and Colby rake it out. 
“Don’t know,” Colby grunted, “Think you could quit fucking complaining and help?” 
“I don’t want to melt,” Ryan chirped back and you rolled your eyes. The two of them fought like an old married couple most days.
Colby and Ryan were the first two to make you feel welcome in the bunkhouse. It was hard walking into a house full of men, no one knowing who you are or what you had shown up at the ranch for. Everyone knew bits and pieces of your story, you had known Kayce when you were younger, highschool sweethearts or something of the sort. He was the one who got away, or so you had said. While he was thriving in the military, you were left behind, struggling and doing anything you could to make a buck. You had shown up on his doorstep, soaking wet in the rain and begging for a job, begging to finally leave behind the life you had created for yourself. Kayce barely gave you the time of day, telling you to walk back down the road, take a left, and keep going until you reach the bunkhouse, that there would be someone there to help you. Since then, you and Kayce had been walking on eggshells around each other. 
“Okay, Princess,” You rolled your eyes, lifting your hat slightly off your head, and wiping away the sweat, “It’s fucking hot.” You stared at the heat waves rippling off of the earth for a moment, as the familiar sound of cowboy boots crunching on the gravel drew close. 
“What up, boss man,” Kolby greeted Kayce with a nod of his head, “Come to sweat with the worst of us?” 
“No, I need the girl,” Kayce said gruffly, and you turned to look at him, “We’re moving cattle. Let’s go,” He turned and walked back the direction he came without another word. You scoffed, throwing the pitchfork down. 
“What a fucking douche,” You grumbled, but went and followed after him to where the horses were enjoying the cool air of the barn. Kayce’s horse, of course, was already saddled up. You weren’t about to ask him for help as you grabbed your saddle from the wall, and walked down to your horse’s stall. You could feel his impatient tension like an extra cloud of heat in the air. 
“Ready?” Kayce asked as you walked your horse down the barn alley, and you nodded, silently following him outside. 
The two of you rode in silence for most of the journey, slowly but surely pushing cattle from one pasture into another. You weren’t sure why you, of all the people on the Yellowstone Ranch, had to be the one out here, sweating with Kayce. Normally, you wouldn’t have minded the silent rides through the rolling fields, but it wasn’t just the heat making you not want to be out here. 
Kayce thought that asking you to come out here with him would be the perfect chance to tell you how he felt. He, just as much as you, was tired of the awkward dance that you had been doing since you showed up. He didn’t need to ask too many questions that night when you came knocking on his door, soaked to the bone, nothing more than skin and bones. When he left for the Navy, a mere days after graduation and breaking your heart, he had asked Beth to keep an eye out for you. Begrudgingly, she did so, and told him about the shift in your life. You had always dreamed of getting out of Montana, but you never made it that far. 
Every time Kayce thought of saying something, of apologizing or even just asking how you have been, his mouth went dry and his mind blank. Instead, he thought that maybe even getting you near would break some of the tension, but he was so wrong. It seemed as if the tension had picked up a notch as the two of you rode next to each other. 
“Fuck, is it hotter out here, or is it just me,” You mumbled as you sat on top of your horse. The body heat from the animal was soaking into you, paired with the brutal beatdown from the sun, your skin felt like it was physically burning. 
“Complainin’ ain’t gonna make the sun go away,” Kayce said back and you rolled your eyes. The last thing you needed was the sass from him. Your skin felt dry and your head was pounding. All you wanted was to feel the cold stream of water in the bunkhouse shower. 
— — — 
You had never felt so happy to have your feet back on the ground. Three hours sitting up on a horse in the sun, slowly moving cattle into a new pasture. You knew that your shoulders were horribly sunburnt, and the sweat stains in between your thighs from sitting on the saddle made it look like you wet yourself. 
Kayce felt happy too, to be back on solid ground. He would be lying if he said the heat hadn’t gotten to him either. He was used to being in hot temp areas, but he would take being in full kit in Afghanistan versus sitting on a horse waiting for cattle to hurry up and move. Kayce had taken his horse back to the barn, carefully taking the tack off of him and hanging it up. He told Loyd to give the animal a good wash down, wanting to make sure his horse was cooled down before being put away for the night. 
Kayce slowly made his way down the alley of the barn, stopping just right outside of your horse’s stall. He had been thinking of what he was going to say to you since the moment he got you alone out in the field. The two of you had yet to have “the talk” since you arrived months ago, and he wasn’t sure how much longer he could go without it. Every time he saw you, the words that he wanted to say were right at the tip of his tongue, but the second you looked at him, they all seemed to go blank. But now, it was as good a time as any. 
“Y/N,” Kayce said, stepping into the horse stall. You stood by your horse, your hand on its belly, back facing Kayce, “We need to talk.” 
You blinked a couple of times, trying to stop the black spots floating in your vision, and trying to keep yourself up right. You felt like your knees could give out at any moment. 
“Y/N?” Kayce called out. He reached out to touch your shoulder, as you doubled over and vomited into the hay sheddings, “Holy shit,” Kayce moved quickly, rushing to you as your legs gave out and you collapsed in his arms. He was alarmed by the flush color of your skin, and your chapped lips. Your eyes looked glossed over as you looked up at Kayce. 
“I-I don’t feel,” Your words were slurred as Kayce hoisted you up in his arms. 
“I know, we gotta cool you down,” Kayce said to you, and you weakly nodded your head. 
Kayce moved you quickly to the bunkhouse, the first flash of cool air made you instantly shiver. He walked you to the bathroom, and you were thankful that the house seemed to be quiet, not wanting any of the other cowboys to see you like this. It was hard enough being one of the only females here, you didn’t need this to be held over your head. Kayce gently sets you down on the shower tile, reaching above you and barely turning the water on. The second the cold water hit your skin, you gasped.
“No! No!” You cried. 
“It’s okay,” Kayce cooed, “I have to cool you down.” 
“Please,” Tears were welling in your vision, and you weren’t really sure why you were crying. You summed it up to your body being in such shock, you didn’t have control over your emotions. 
“It’s okay,” Kayce said again, running a hand up and down your back as you leaned into him, feeling your body grow weak again, “You’re going to be okay. It’ll be okay.” You let out a whine as your body had shifted temperature, but welcomed the cool water against your warm skin. 
— — — 
You weren’t sure when you fell asleep or maybe you passed out, but you woke up in an unfamiliar bed, with a box fan pointed right at you. It took you a moment, your head pounding as you looked around the room, noticing the various country-esq landscape paintings and the giant deer head on the wall. It was nearing night time, or so you had guessed by the last remnants of the sunset peaking through the wooden blinds. You tried to sit up, but let out a groan instead, your head starting to swim and black spots filling your vision. 
“Y/N?” You froze as you heard Kayce’s voice from the other side of the door, “Can I come in?” 
‘Holy shit’ You cursed to yourself, ‘I’m in Kayce’s room.’ 
“Yeah,” Your voice was raspy, and you could still feel the sting of bile. 
Ever so gently, Kayce pushed the door to his bedroom open, sticking his head in first before coming all the way in, “Hey,” You nodded your head as he walked towards you, a glass of water in his hand and some tylenol, “Drink this and take these. It’ll help the headache and muscle cramps.” 
“How do you know?” You asked, taking the water and medicine. Now that he mentioned it, your legs felt heavier than normal with a slight ache to them. 
“They train you on the basics of heat stroke in the Navy,” Kayce said, “Seen one too many guys fall over.” You felt your cheeks pink up in embarrassment, “No one saw, if that’s what you’re worried about.” 
“Am I that transparent?” You said barely above a whisper, “You didn’t have to bring me here. They would’ve taken care of me at the bunkhouse.” 
“I know,” Kayce swallowed thickly. He wasn’t all too sure why he had picked you up and put you in his truck, driving back to his house for you to rest somewhere quiet and comfortable. But he did, and he didn’t regret it. He knew that he would’ve been a nervous wreck leaving you in the bunkhouse, “I needed to make sure you were going to be okay. . . You scared me.”
“I’m sorry,” You squeaked out. 
“Don’t apologize, Y/N,” Kayce said, shifting closer to you on the bed, “One of my first summer's running cattle with my dad, I did the same thing. We’d been out all day and came back, and the second I climbed off my hose I hit the ground. Face first in shit shavings,” You couldn’t help but chuckle, “At least you picked a clean stall to upchuck and pass out in.” 
You rolled your eyes, “Thanks for catching me.” 
“Always,” Kayce said, grabbing your hand. You glanced down between your hands and back up at Kayce, who had a slight blush on his face. He went to pull his hand away but you squeezed it and then laced your fingers with his.
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clamped-jaws · 1 month ago
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a/n: 18+ content below (kinda smut but not really but something that’s in between??) also i did not proof read at all sorry lol. 🫀🦂🪽
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frank feels bad for keeping you holed up in a motel.
where sleeping on the mattress bare bones is better than the blankets “housekeeping” claimed to have had just finished up. where you have to beat against the ac just to get a semi-feeling of relief that came in the form of outside exhibition. but he keeps you there for your own good, half expects you to sleep the day away like a well-worn cat or swim in the shitty community pool that’s all full of half-baked residents and smashed-up beer cans.
you like the road more, you’ve decided that now. because there at least frank doesn’t have the excuse of going somewhere and being able to leave you behind like a man does their family dog on a trip to the grocery store. the life wasn’t easy. but it was yours. and in that, the extension of frank it meant that this life was safe. but when he comes back, he makes it all worth it.
you’re there, flicking cards into a hat across the mislabeled king-sized sanctuary because as it is you were done with the pool for the day. even after your shower, hair sticking to your back as beads of water trickle down your forehead. every swipe of your hand has amalgamated into you peeling your tank off as some sort of a reprieve. and he comes in thinking you’ll smile at him, but you don’t. you’re angry. this is the first time in four days you’ve seen him…you were worried, but now you just wanna fucking kill him.
and he hates making you feel that way.
that you need to care about him, make him feel like he’s actually needed besides what he’s already given. so he tries to do what frank does best when you’re like this. he throws off his boots, and kisses up your legs making you warmer than you already are. the sound of his body coming up against the bed as it dips and springs back up with a harshness you know all too well. “m’sorry sweetheart.” he mutters it into your skin like you’ll believe it this time like you always do. but you’re still playing your monotonous game of cards, trying to fight the battle inside your mind of wanting to have frank completely jump your bones and make you forget all that you’d been feeling.
you chew the inside of your lip instead of responding because you know if you do…you’ll break. cradle him in your arms and let him caress you till you're in his chest talking about all you’ve been feeling and wanting. of course though, you don’t wanna do that, don’t think he deserves it after he’s left you all alone after promising not to do that, you’re tied to what he is now, with whatever the hell he was a part of before. he said so.
you don’t know why you expected it to be true, that frank castle was anything but a liar. protection be damned, he knew what he was doing, how he made you feel. and you squirm when you realize he’s pulling your panties to the side, a harsh hiss comes from him and he’s looking up at you now. “can’t believe i left her all alone, you’ll forgive me won’t you?” and the thick motel room air hits your core and you let out a soft ghost of a groan before masking it with a cough. if frank hadn’t known better and wasn’t acutely aware of your body he wouldn’t have even noticed it. but you can’t let him win, can’t let him get away with the secrets and the missing days and you being stuck in this goddamn motel.
so you stay silent.
and he smacks his lips before coming up closer to you, peppering kisses on your core speaking up. “gotta make my girl feel better hm?” you sigh, your own body betraying you. “that what you want?”
he’s got you, he always manages to.
“fuck off frank.” you curse feeling that pit in your stomach, dropping more and more. like some sick rollercoaster ride, trapped in the seat waiting for the next loop, stomach going flat then full then flat again.
it’s this cat-and-mouse game, and you always end up in that damn trap, waiting to be eaten right up.
“at least i got you talkin’,” he mutters to himself with a smirk. he knows he’s gotta work for it, he’ll be there between your legs all night to make it better if he has to. there was no question about that.
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mrs-barnes-rogers-writes · 2 months ago
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The Things I Want To Do To Her (One Shot)
Marvel AU
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader (a mention of Steve Rogers x Reader)
Theme: A/B/O
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Summary: Bucky doesn't want to meet you. It's not that he doesn't want you. He's seen the photos. He's heard the stories from your mutual friends. You're the most beautiful omega he's ever seen, and you sound kind, fun, intelligent and possibly a bit of a handful. You'd be a good match for him AND Steve according to Natasha. He has no problem with sharing, he's not a prude. But that's the problem. Bucky has always been a little kinky, but over the years and as his alpha grew desperate for a mate, it had taken a new form. And that would be too much for you right?
Warnings: A/B/O, mentions of kinks
The wind swept around you as you stepped out of the car, a few metres away from the bar you were meeting your best friend and her new pack at. You pulled your leather jacket around yourself to keep out the early spring chill, glancing at yourself in the window of a nearby store as you did. You still weren't sure of the outfit that the girls had helped you pick out over the group chat.
Thigh high boots with a red silk strappy dress, accompanied with your leather jacket didn't sound great when the girls had pieced together your outfit.
"The dress has a sexy slit to show off the boots."
"They're Louboutin they go with anything."
"It's sexy and edgy all at the same time."
"Do your hair in that messy bun style but not a mum bun. The one that looks like you've just been fucked through the weekend."
"And red lips."
"And nails."
You'd become their life size Barbie.
Darcy, your best friend, and the reason you'd found yourself in this situation, had text you on the side.
"Do you think this is what it's like to have sisters?"
"This is your pack." You'd replied. "Better get used to it."
"They're going to be yours too."
Were they though? You'd been swerving meeting the alphas of the pack for months. Sure the other's were great. A mix of beta, omega and alphas but Steve and Bucky were THE alphas of the pack. Although Natasha had pushed the most, the whole pack had insisted you were a good match for each other.
But it didn't seem right somehow. Steve and Bucky were war heroes. Bucky had been a prisoner of war and lived his life as an amputee. They both had to deal with PTSD on a regular basis. Surely they wanted a nice quiet omega. One that would do as she was told. Not one that struggled to keep her mouth inline, swung at alphas that grabbed her ass, who's body was scattered with scars and wrote smut for a living.
So you avoided them. Arriving after they'd left, having other friends with plans or emergencies, or having another suppressant migraine. When Pepper told you she was making you an appointment with the best suppressant doctor there was, you faulted and agreed to call in and say hello the next time they were at Quill's bar. You already knew it clashed with another friend's birthday, so you could still swerve it. Or so you thought.
Your newly mated friend looked at you with her big cyan eyes, still a little high on heat and emotion and told you that she wanted you to be happy too.
"Fine, but only one of them. Meeting them both might send me into a heat and then we'll both have that high on sex look on our faces."
"That works." Natasha had said, sliding into the blanket pile you and Darcy had created on the couch. "Steve's on a VA weekend."
"Just make sure you tell him if it's Bucky. I know he wasn't sure about this either."
Natasha wasn't sure who'd let slip about Bucky's stubbornness and whoever it was, she was sure they didn't know the full reason. That was only for Bucky and Steve, and her prying of course.
A wolf whistle snapped your attention back to the matter in hand.
"Hey hotness, where are you going? Can I join you?"
You looked around and realised it was aimed at you. Maybe this outfit is okay after all. You adjusted your crossbody bag and tightened the grip on the gift bag in your hand. Bucky's birthday presents sat wrapped inside of it. His birthday had been a week before and you really had been busy when Sam had text you about a games night for the "birthday grump". You just weren't about to admit that being busy involved The Real Housewives and takeout.
You straightened your posture and walked towards the bar. An alpha held open the door for you as you entered and you felt their eyes glancing over you.
"This outfit definitely IS okay." You thought to yourself. You sniffed, picking up the scents of your friends as Quill called your name and pointed towards the far corner, where Darcy and the others were gathered around a pool table. You heard him tell the alpha that had held the door open for you to take his eyes off you as you walked away. An overwhelming scent of an alpha swept up your nose and you felt you knees wobble. Darcy rushed over towards you and pulled you into a tight hug. The way she giggled at your arrival and the smell of cocktails on her breath told you she was tipsy. Natasha and Laura followed her, each hugging you and assure you that you looked great.
It was then you heard it a deep rumble of a growl from an alpha. The group made up of nearly all their friendship group snapped to look in the direction of the growl. A voice followed causing some of them to look away.
"I thought I told you all not to do this." Came a gruff voice. Bucky appeared in your line of vision, as he stepped around Thor and Loki. The three of them situated around a tall table, that was covered in glasses and a pitcher of beer. "Natalia, was this you?"
Nat looked away and cast her eyes down, as Darcy curled into her side. You'd never seen Natasha look nervous but the alpha's growl had clearly put her in her place. Laura squeezed your hand and you side-eyed her to see her mouth "sorry" at you as Clint pulled her away.
It was then you realised.
They hadn't told him you were coming.
"I told you I didn't want to meet her! Did you all know?"
There was a mix of "no, of course not", "I told you idiots this was a bad idea", "this was going to happen soon or later".
He growled again and took a step towards you. His eyes raked up and down you, and you watched as he licked his lips.
"And you?" He said through gritted teeth. "Did you know? Did you go along with this?"
He crossed his arms across his chest and glared at you. Was this fucker trying to intimidated you? You'd met enough asshole alpha's through your life and weren't going to let another one push you around and dominate you, not outside of the bedroom anyway. You stood up straight and glared back.
"Don't you dare growl at me Alpha!" You said back firmly. Bucky raised his eyebrows. If you were intimated you were hiding it pretty well. "They told me you knew I was coming, that you were okay with it. I didn't want to meet you either!"
Bucky let out a sound somewhere between a huff and a growl. Annoyed you took a step towards him and for a moment he wonders if you're going to swing at him. There's a fierce look in your eyes and his thoughts immediately go to the image of fucking that look off your face. He feels his dick harden as you stare him down. His canines grow longer at the thought of covering you in marks and he licks them as he looks you over again. Would Quill bar him if he bent you over the pool table?
Your eyes met and you raised an eyebrow at him as you wrinkled your nose? Could you smell how aroused he was? He was wearing a blocker but if you could smell him, read his body like this, he was fucked. In everyway possible. God he wanted you to fuck him. Ride him like a good girl.
"Fuck" He growled, turning and storming through the bar.
You turned to Natasha.
"You told me you told him!" You snapped. You turned towards Darcy, who looked down sheepishly. "Really? You know I didn't want to do this!"
Your voice broke at the last moment. How dare he act like he didn't want you! You didn't want him either! Only you did. You really did. And you were a little bit gutted he didn't want you.
"Come on babygirl." Sam said appearing at your side. "Let's get you a drink."
He threw an arm around you as Maria slid up on the other side and looped her arm in yours and pulled you towards the bar.
"Someone should check on Barnes." Thor pointed out. There were calls of "nope", "like hell", "Pepper don't we have dinner reservations", "should we call Cap, I'm calling Cap" "Scott don't be a tattle tale", around the group. You saw a flick of red hair as Natasha followed Bucky's route. Darcy hugged you from behind as she drunkenly rested her head on your shoulder, an apology muffled into your jacket.
When Natasha finds Bucky, he's in the smoking area outside, dragging on a cigarette.
"Really Yasha? You said you'd quit."
"Yeah, well being the alpha to this pack, with all of you, forced me to start again. And you can't say shit with that thing." He replied gesturing at Nat's vape as she pulled it from her pocket.
"It's CBD. It's not the same."
"Whatever."
"You should try it. It might help you relax enough to get your head out your ass."
"I have to feel like I'm in control."
"Oh believe me, we know."
"You know what I mean."
"It's not like that, it helps me relax, there are other ways to relax too you know." She said raising an eyebrow at him.
"Stop."
"Was it really that bad? Meeting her."
"Yes."
Natasha rolled her eyes.
"Do you think I wanted to meet her like this? In Quill's damn bar of all places?"
"Well you've been putting it off long enough."
"You have no idea what you've done."
"So tell me."
Bucky didn't reply as he put out the finished cigarette in his hand and immediately lit another. He dragged on it as he turned away from Nat and the bar, and stared down the street. Natasha gave him a few minutes before stepping in front of him. She looked up at him, remorse in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Yasha, but we want you to be happy. Steve too. And I think you could be happy with Y/N."
She cast her eyes down as he glanced down at her, a sign of respect. He shook his head in disappointment. His reply came through gritted teeth.
"But that's the thing Natalia. You don't know shit. You don't know what I want. What I want to do to her. How I want her in any and everyway possible. How I wanted to rake my teeth all over her body and make her cum right there and then in front of you all. How I want to fuck her everywhere. How I want to bend her to my submission. Lay her out in my den, fuck her over the kitchen counter, in the tub, the shower. Tie her up and fill her until she's bred. Keeping her barefoot and pregnant and full of my knot, until she's given us at least half a dozen pups and don't get me fucking started on what I want to do to her whilst Steve watches."
"I standby what I said James, I think you'll be a good match."
He scowled down at her. Why wasn't she surprised?
"You and Steve aren't as quiet as you think you are, especially after you've drank Thor's home made wine. Darcy and Y/N aren't exactly quiet drunks either. Throw in some tequila and the conversation would even make Tony blush. You should talk to her."
"And say what? Oh hi, Y/N, it's nice to meet you. I want to bend you like a pretzel. I know omega's don't do the whole submitting thing these days but would you mind? I know I'm a crippled alpha with one arm, a bunch of trauma and extra pounds but I'd really like to fuck you into the backseat of my car."
Natasha smirked as she glanced over his shoulder. A smell washed over Bucky. You. How much had you heard? You were quick to let him know as he followed Natasha's gaze and your eyes met. You shrugged.
"I mean, I wouldn't lead with the whole pretzel thing. Maybe skip back to the part about making me cum in front of everyone. The whole den, kitchen thing was great."
You took a step towards him and Bucky was hit with the smell of your arousal, and he realised you'd had to cross your legs to block the smell of the slick forming between them as you'd listened to his rant. Bucky felt something be shoved into his arms as his mind blurred and his canines forced themselves out again.
"Happy belated birthday asshole." You turned and left, Natasha followed behind, snapping her jaws playful at him as she went.
Bucky felt his phone buzz in his pocket. Pulling it out he glanced down at a message from Steve.
"How bad was it?"
Fuck. He needed to put this right. He took a few deep breathes and headed back into the bar. You're not there. A couple of the girls are missing though so he's guesses that you're in the bathroom together. He returns to his spot next to Thor and Loki, just as Gamora slams down another pitcher of beer. She calls him an asshole, turns and leaves.
"So that went well." Loki quipped.
"Just don't alright."
"Oooo gifts." Tony said pulling at the bag. "What did she get you in the end?"
"I haven't looked yet. Wait, what do you mean in the end?"
"We've had some back and forth on what to get you?"
"And she asked you?"
Tony gasped in mock horror.
"I'll have you know I am in fact a very good gift buyer."
The four of them hear Pepper scoff from her place next to Maria at another table.
"Fine, she asked for a couple of my contacts."
"What?"
"It means there expensive Barnes!" Maria called over.
"You didn't think she just wanted your cash did you?" Sam asked as he joined them.
"If she went with what we spoke about they were very thoughtful too." Tony said.
Bucky rummaged through the bag.
"There's three things in here."
"Ooooo what'd you get?" Scott asked as he slid over.
The group stayed silent as Bucky unwrapped the first gift. A pristine, first edition copy of The Hobbit. His favourite book.
"Holy shit." He said as he rose from the stool. He looked around for you again but failed to spot you. Realising it wasn't a good idea to pass the book to his tipsy friends or place it on the beer filled table, he carefully placed it back in the gift bag. He pulled out another gift. Pulling off the paper he found a box, with Rolex printed across it. After his very large payout from the government, he'd developed an expensive taste in watches, and the one now in his hand was one he'd looked for. One identical to his late grandfathers. Limited edition and expensive.
"Babygirl must be making bank with those smutty books!" Sam quipped.
The last gift is in a long and narrow box. It's leather and expensive, and he's sure he's seen it before. Online somewhere maybe? He opens it and finds a pair of leather cuffs. They're small and certainly wouldn't fit him or Steve. They're for you. He snapped the case shut.
"Are they what I think they are?" Scott asked.
"Shut up!" He growled, pushing them back into the bag. The sound of the girls returning pulls all of their attention away from Bucky and those around the table buzz to see the next interaction. Only it doesn't come. You're not there.
"Where is she?" He growled.
"She left." Carol tells him. "You didn't really expect her to stay after the way you acted did you?"
"Mind you god damn business Danvers." He snapped, grabbing his jacket and the gift bag as he pushed passed anyone in his way.
"I'll text you her address." Natasha called after him.
"So which of us do you think will be godparents?" Maria asked, a debate breaking out immediately.
Natasha pulled Darcy into her arms and whispered into her ear.
"This time next year omega we'll be godparents."
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jeankluv · 8 months ago
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The tale of the fox and the knight - Satoru Gojo | prologue
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summary: You have been living all your life in almost isolation due to your true nature, one your parents want to hide and protect you from anyone finding it. But when the spring of your 20 year your parents grant you the wish of being able to walk around the city, you meet him. Your doom. Satoru Gojo, a white haired knight whose intentions in your eyes are unkown. And whose presence in your life will change everything, from how you see the world to your way of being.
tags: enemies to lovers, blood, eventual smut, Gojo is pretty rude at the beginning, betrayal, fantasy, magical creatures, angst, injuries, heavy language, no use of y/n, female protagonist
notes: this is the prologue of an upcoming series I have in mind, but I’m not sure if I should continue or not. And since I don’t have chapter for this weekend I decided to share it with everyone. So pls give me your honest feedback with this new story of mine
materialist | ch. 01
jujutsu kaisen materialist
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“So you know your mission.” The king said.
The white-haired young man smiled proudly. “Of course his majesty.” He bowed. “Kidnap the princess and bring her here in one piece. Still don’t understand why you need a useless princess, does your wife not…”
“Satoru Gojo, do not push your luck. I like you but that doesn't mean I'm not afraid to cut out that tongue of yours.”
He rolled his eyes, not giving importance to the king’s words. “I will depart tomorrow morning.” He said and with a final bow he left the throne room.
Satoru Gojo, he was an orphan, he lost his whole family when he was 6. His family used to be a Nobel and prestigious family due to their abilities, they were well respected by everyone in the kingdom, until that tragic night where everyone was killed, everyone except for the 6 years old boy.
The boy only remembered one thing and it was a flag. The flag from their enemies, the Zerua kingdom.
After finding out about the terrible incident, the king took the young boy with him and raised him as one of his new knights, they couldn’t lose his powerful abilities. So the years started to pass and the boy’s hatred towards that kingdom only grew bigger, his heart was full of rage and he only wanted the royal family to suffer.
Now as a skilled knight, he was going on a mission to kidnap the princess of Zerua. Satoru didn’t quite understand why his king wanted her, apparently she was a helpless princess, rumors said that even a butterfly was stronger than the princess of Zerua, so for Satoru the mission was pathetic, he didn’t understand why he had to bring her to their kingdom, surely she would passed out before reaching the limits of their kingdom.
But that’s not something that Satoru Gojo cared about, in fact, if she died, he would be more than happy to drop her lifeless body in front of the king. But apparently that could not be it and she needed to arrive at the castle in one piece.
The white-haired man walked through the extensive hallways, feeling how the paintings of ancient monarchs pursued him with their gaze, as if they wanted to know every movement and every action that the young man was going to choose.
He went out to the patio and was finally able to breathe the fresh air, with the footsteps of his boots echoing on his way to the barracks where the rest of the knights were.
The eyes of the vast majority of his companions rested on him, Satoru knew that it was envy that everyone there felt. They envied that he was the strongest and the king's favorite.
“So why did his majesty called you?” A deep voice talked to him.
“Why would I tell you?” Satoru smiled provocatively.
“Oh c’mon Gojo just spitted out.” The pink haired one rolled his eyes.
“Sukuna… Don't pull my tongue.” Satoru released his belt and leather vest. “The only thing I’m going to tell you is that I won’t have to see your ugly face for a while.” He grabbed his old jacket, which had a couple of holes sewn badly, and turned around.
“Where are you going?” Sukuna asked him. “You're going to say goodbye to your darling…”
“Sukuna shut your mouth or I'll cut your balls.” He looked over his shoulder at him and Sukuna laughed.
“Alright man.” He l raised his arms asking for a truce. “Enjoy your night Satoru Gojo.” He said turning and walking away as he laughed.
Satoru rolled his eyes and began to walk out of the castle, with an apple in his hands, his destination was clear and Sukuna was right with his words. He wished he could spend a night with his favorite girl. A mischievous smile appeared on his face as he thought about it, but it quickly disappeared when he remembered that he had to leave for Zerua and would therefore be away from there for quite some time.
The aroma of roses mixed with tobacco hit his nose as soon as he entered the place. The place was packed with drunks and partiers who must have had nothing better to do. But his mind eliminated all those and settled on a figure. Long blonde hair, green eyes and a slender figure, Stella. She and Satoru had begun to have intimate encounters when one night they were both alone in that place.
Theirs had never been anything more than sexual desire and that was how they both wanted it. Also, they weren’t exclusive from each other. Because they didn’t care, there was nothing else between them that sexual desire.
Satoru would never give his heart to anyone, he would never fall in love.
“Are you free tonight, beautiful?” Satoru whispered when he got near her.
“Oh Satoru!” She said surprise. “Didn’t expect you to come tonight.”
“Well here I am and…”
“Satoru, I’m sorry but tonight will be impossible.” She looked at him with sad eyes.
“What?” Satoru said with surprise.
“I’m meeting another person tonight.”
“Stella…”
“Satoru, we are nothing so you cannot say anything.” She said.
“Yeah I know… I just… I’m leaving tomorrow morning.”
“Leaving?” Stella looked at him confused.
“The king wants me to go on a mission and I will be leaving.” He explained. “I will probably be out for months, don’t know how long.”
Stella smiled with a curiosity reflecting her eyes. “And where are you going?”
Satoru shook his head and took the beer Stella was offering him. “Can’t tell you.”
“Oh…” She pouted. “That’s a shame. Maybe someone finally steals your heart.” She mocked Satoru, knowing he didn’t like that idea.
Satoru made a disgusted face and put the beer aside. "I'd rather be taken prisoner by an orc and kept in his swamp for years, than fall in love with someone from Zerua." Stella smiled widely when Satoru said the name of her mission destination. “You are clever.”
She shrugged her shoulders. “What can I say?” She laughed as Satoru rolled his eyes. “So Zerua… that’s quite interesting.”
“The king ordered but I hate the idea, those people…”
“Oh c’mon sad boy, I’m sure it will be fine.” Stella said.
“Whatever.” He stood up, giving one last drink to the beer. “Wanted to have a goodbye night but… doesn’t matter.” Satoru turned around.
“I hope the stars guide you and you are able to return safely, Satoru Gojo.” He heard Stella saying.
Satoru moved his hand saying goodbye to her and he stepped outside the old bar, looking how the sky was already dark.
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The sunbeam hit you right in the eyes, causing you to turn around trying to continue sleeping. But your peace did not last long when the door to your bedroom opened wide, letting your maids enter.
The voice of the one you consider your best friend echoes through the room. “Princess, it's time for you to get up.”
You thrashed around in the sheets, shaking your head. “Utahime…please.” You begged.
Utahime sighed and approached your bed. “C’mon princess, spring is beginning and the flowers are blooming.”
Your eyes opened and looked at Utahime with a special glow in them. "I can leave?"
Utahime bit her lip and you immediately knew what her response would be. “You can go to your personal garden, but…”
“But there's no more of that, I already know.” You sighed in resignation.
You got out of your bed and followed the same routine as every day; bath, get dressed and then go out to your private garden.
Once your bluish dress was on and your hair was tied with a pretty white bow, which let some subtle strands fall from your forehead, you left your room. Followed of course by Utahime, she was your most faithful companion, your friend, really the only one you had ever had.
Utahime grew up in the castle, her parents had worked there and your parents had let Utahime grow up with you, you were both of the same age.
At 15 she began to work for you, but you hated that term and you hated the concept that your only friend had to be at your command. But Utahime had insisted, that she did not care, that she was fine with it, but you knew that she aspired to more and that in some way wanting to serve the royal family as a thank you for all the help they had given her and her family, was cutting her own wings.
You glanced at her briefly and bit your lip, you knew your friend too well and you knew she wasn't happy.
“Princess?” She called you out loud.
“Huh?” You looked at her. “Oh… I was just thinking.” You smiled.
“Princess, I know it bothers you that you can not leave the castle but…” Utahime began but you cut her.
“I was not thinking about that Uta… I just…” You sighed. “I know you are not happy serving me.” Utahime looked at you and then away from you. “Uta please tell me, tell me what you wish to do. I will do everything to help you.”
Utahime sighed and started playing with her hands, a sign of nervousness. “I… I wish I could… work as a designer…” Your eyes shined looking at her and with a big smile forming on your face. “But that’s not…”
“I will talk with my parents.” You stood up from the seat you were and walked towards her. “I will make sure to send you to the best school and then you will make my dresses and I will…”
“Princess please, calm down.” Utahime took your hands, trying to stop you. “It doesn’t matter, alright? I’m happy with you.”
You bite your lip. “You are not… so don’t tell me it’s okay.”
“Princess…” She sighed.
Your conversation was suddenly interrupted, as the door of your private garden opened. Making the screech echo through the room and causing your gazes to turn to see who it was. Your eyes narrowed and you felt an overwhelming urge to roll them when you saw that it was one of your parents' advisors.
“Princess…” He bowed his head when he got near you. “Their majesties want to meet you.”
“Alright…” You sighed, not really wanting to see them. “We will keep talking about it.” You looked at Utahime.
Utahime didn’t say a word, not because she didn’t want to but because she knew that responding to a member of royalty could lead to punishment. If you were alone, it wouldn't matter, you would never complain about it but Utahime knew that the others wouldn't allow it and could report it to her superiors.
And she couldn’t risk losing everything she had achieved, not when her mother needed medicine and she was the only one bringing money home. But you didn't know that and Utahime didn't want to worry you with her worldly problems either.
You looked one more time to Utahime and then left the place. You walked before the advisor. The sound of your shoes echoed throughout the hallway, nothing else could be heard in the place except for those shoes of yours. A few years ago those hallways were filled with laughter and kids playing around, now there was no sound.
Ever since your coming off age ceremony something changed, your parents started to be more strict about you, they already were when you were younger but now, you could barely meet anyone. Friends? Utahime was the only one and because she was a trusted person, but for the rest, you didn’t have any.
And you knew why was all this, but it was pointless, you couldn’t hide forever your true nature and the family secret everyone has been trying to keep away. Eventually someone would found out. And… well you were a bit terrified.
Your mother used to tell you, not very kind stories about what could happen to you if the wrong people found out. It terrified you but you didn’t want to waste your life in that castle, not meeting the world, not meeting new people.
“Their majesties, the princess is here.” One of the soldiers spoke.
You heard the faint voice of your father speaking, telling you to enter. The big door opened, giving you passage into the throne room, where your parents were seated each in their place and their advisors were on either side. But your eyes fell on a figure you had never seen before, he was tall, much taller than you, and his hair was white as a snowy day. His back was to you, as you walked towards your parents, you saw how he was standing, with a straight and composed posture, as if waiting for an order.
Your name echoed in the room and your eyes looked at your father, who was carefully touching his beard. “We have some news to give you.” Your heart rate accelerated, was that boy who was now to your left going to be your fiancé? No, you didn’t want that. “You will have a personal escort, so you can go out a little more.”
They both smiled and you looked at them stunned, processing their words. “What?” You whispered.
“That’s right, darling, your father and I talked about it and we have decided to let you go out in the kingdom, as long as you are accompanied by at least one guard.” He pointed to the boy who was at your side. “He is Satoru Gojo, he has been practicing and under surveillance for 9 months to become your guard and he has passed all the tests with flying colors.” You looked at the boy in surprise and your breath hitched when you met those blue eyes, which almost reflected your face.
“It’s my pleasure to serve you, princess.” He took your hand and kissed it.
You felt a shiver go through your body, not sure if it was because those blue eyes were penetrating you or because you felt something weird on his smirk.
“The pleasure is mine Sir. Gojo.” You made a small reverence.
“Please you can call me Satoru.” He gave you the most radiant of the smiles.
“Oh…” You broke the eye with him and looked away, to your parents to be more exact. “So… that means I will be able to go outside?” Your eyes shone brightly thinking about what it meant.
“Yes. But remember you always have to be with Gojo.” You nodded. “Good, then that’s everything. You can leave.”
“Thank you father!” You smiled brightly and turned around.
You felt the presence of the white haired man right behind you. From that moment on, he would become your shadow. But also your downfall.
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s1ut-4-rafe · 1 month ago
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ALWAYS BEEN YOU | Drew Starkey
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MASTERLIST (One Shot)
Pairing - Drew Starkey x HighSchool Sweetheart! Reader
Summary - Years ago, the reader and Drew Starkey were high school sweethearts, convinced forever was yours. But when he left to chase his dreams as an actor, life pulled you apart. Now, he's back in town to visit family, and the last thing either of you expected was to cross paths again.
Word Count - 3628
Content - Fluff, high school sweethearts, second chance, reunion, soft angst, sfw
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It’s was a crisp spring morning in Hickory, North Carolina, the kind of day when the air smells like fresh beginnings and the sun’s warmth dances through the trees. A perfect morning for a walk, and you couldn’t help but smile as you stepped into your favorite local café. 
The scent of roasted beans and cinnamon lingered in the air as you waited for your order, your fingers drumming idly against the countertop. It was a simple routine—one you’d done countless times before.
With your drink in hand, you pushed the door open, stepping back into the crisp morning air. The first sip was perfect, rich and smooth, the warmth seeping through you as you started down the familiar path.
You’d been walking this same path for years now, and it never lost its magic. It felt as though nature itself was waking up from a long, sleepy winter, just like you used to feel every time you walked through these park gates, years ago. 
Spring was always your favorite time of year, when everything felt new again. The birds were chirping, the trees were budding, and the flowers that had laid dormant for so long were now in full bloom. It was the kind of place that made you feel grounded, at peace with everything around you.
As your boots crunched against the gravel path, you couldn’t help but let your mind wander back to the days when this park was so much more than just a peaceful place to walk. It was your place, where you and Drew used to come together after school, your laughter echoing through the trees and the distant sounds of the creek flowing gently beside you.
You remembered it so clearly: how he’d always walk with you, never wanting to leave your side. How the air between you always felt charged, even back then. Before he had his car, you’d take the bus together every day, sitting side by side, talking about everything and nothing at the same time. The world felt so big and full of possibility back then, but also so small, because you and Drew had each other. It was simple. It was perfect.
The two of you were inseparable in high school, always finding a way to be together. Whether it was lunch in the courtyard or late-night phone calls until you both fell asleep, you never imagined life without him. He lived just a few streets over, and that made it all the easier. You’d talk about your dreams, his dreams, where you’d both go when graduation came. And you were so sure then, so certain that nothing could ever tear you apart.
But of course, life had a different plan.
After graduation, Drew left for Los Angeles to chase his dream of becoming an actor, which was something you both had always talked about. He promised to visit when he could, but it was clear that life was pulling you in different directions. 
While Drew was headed west, you found yourself on the other side of the world, stepping onto a new college campus that felt both thrilling and overwhelming. You had gotten into your dream school, a prestigious marine biology program, and for the first time, you truly felt like you were where you were meant to be. The ocean had always been your love, and now you were diving into it—literally. 
You studied everything from coral reefs to ocean pollution, learning about how the oceans were changing and how humans were affecting the sea life you had always been so passionate about protecting. It wasn’t just about books and classrooms; you worked on real-world projects, traveling to remote areas to help protect endangered sea creatures, and even working with conservation groups to create plans to help restore the oceans. 
Every day felt like an adventure, whether you were diving in the middle of the ocean or figuring out new ways to fight for the world’s waters. It was hard being so far away from home and from Drew, but this was your dream. And it was unfolding in ways you had never imagined.
That summer before you left, you and Drew sat on this very path, beneath the same oak trees, and talked for hours about your relationship. You had no idea when you went to meet him there that it would be the last time you'd sit together, side by side, in that park. The last time you'd have easy, carefree conversations. The goodbye you shared was mutual, but that didn't make it any less painful. Both of you understood what was at stake—chasing your dreams and finding who you were meant to be.
The text messages and occasional calls faded over time, until they eventually stopped altogether. You never expected to lose him, but somewhere along the way, it happened anyway.
And now, here you are, standing in the same park, and life had changed so much since those days, yet the park remained the same, unchanging.
You took another sip of your coffee, smiling softly to yourself, as a breeze danced through the trees. Sometimes, you couldn’t help but wonder if things would’ve been different if Drew had stayed. But then again, that’s the funny thing about life is it never really lets you know what would have happened.
With a sigh, you decided it was time to get a few things from the grocery store before heading back home. You tucked your hands into the pockets of your jacket and turned toward the street, making your way toward the small, family-owned store near the edge of town. 
The bell above the grocery store door jingled softly as you stepped inside, a scent of fresh produce and baked goods greeting you. It was the small-town market you’d grown up with, the kind where everyone knew everyone’s name—or at least their face. 
You grabbed a basket, moving through the aisles distractedly, your thoughts still swirling around your walk in the park. You weren’t sure how long you’d been walking around aimlessly when you turned the corner to grab a carton of eggs and saw the last person you’d expect to see standing there.
Drew.
For a moment, time seemed to freeze. He was really there, standing just a few feet away, casually browsing through the shelves, his dark hair slightly longer than it had been the last time you saw him. His features were still strikingly familiar, strong jaw, those same blue eyes you’d gotten lost in too many times to count, but now there was a certain air about him, like life had marked him in ways you couldn't quite understand.
He hadn’t seen you yet, and you wondered for a second if you should just turn around and make a quick exit. But the pull was too strong. You couldn’t avoid it forever.
You took a step forward, and that's when he turned, his eyes locking onto yours with the same recognition, a flicker of surprise crossing his face. The world felt a little too small, a little too still, as the moment hung between you.
"Hey," he said, his voice low but warm, as if he were still unsure of how to approach this unexpected encounter.
"Hey," you replied, your voice a little softer than usual, like the weight of so many unspoken things was pressing on your chest.
For a few seconds, neither of you spoke. The noise of the store faded into the background as you both tried to adjust to the reality of seeing each other again after so many years. It was like you were both teenagers again, but now you were adults, with different lives and different paths. Awkwardness lingered in the air, but the chemistry that you two shared hadn’t disappeared. It was still there and as strong as ever.
Drew shifted, scratching the back of his neck with a nervous chuckle. "I, uh, didn't expect to run into you here."
You laughed softly, shaking your head. "I didn't either, to be honest."
There was another beat of silence, but it wasn’t uncomfortable now. It was just... natural. After all this time, it felt like you were both trying to piece together the puzzle of who you were now, who you had been, and how it all fit.
Finally, Drew spoke again, a little more at ease now. "Well, I’m in town visiting my family for a bit," he explained, his cart full of groceries. "I’m actually just picking up some things for them... but, uh, I was wondering—"
He paused for a second, his gaze drifting away from yours for a split second before locking back onto you, searching your face as if asking for permission.
"Would you like to catch up tonight? Maybe grab a drink or just walk around? I mean... I’m sure we both have a lot to talk about."
Your heart skipped. There was a hopeful glint in his eyes, and even though you both knew how much time had passed, how much had changed, it felt like the past was right there between you. The idea of catching up, of talking about everything and nothing, was tempting.
You nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips. "Yeah, I’d like that. Where should we meet?"
Drew’s smile widened, and for the briefest moment, everything felt like it used to—easy, comfortable, like no time had passed at all.
"How about our spot?" he suggested. "Our bench at the park. 5 o'clock sound good?"
"Perfect," you said. The words felt light, easy, like a promise.
He gave you one last look, and you could see something in his eyes—something that had always been there, even if it had faded a little over time. You both had been part of each other's lives once, and maybe, just maybe, tonight could help you figure out where you stood now.
"See you then," Drew said with a soft smile before turning to grab a few more things from the shelves, his footsteps fading as you made your way to the checkout.
As you paid for your items, a mix of excitement and nerves swirled in your stomach. This was unexpected, yes, but it also felt like something you didn’t want to miss. Drew was back in town. And maybe, just maybe, this was the chance to figure out what had never quite been finished between the two of you.
After the unexpected encounter at the store, you needed to ground yourself. The afternoon stretched out before you, and nothing was pressing on your schedule. You figured the best thing to do was to take a moment to breathe and ease your mind before meeting Drew later.
Back in your apartment, you slipped off your shoes and went to the kitchen to put the kettle on for some tea. You couldn’t help but smile a little, the warm cup of tea filling your hands as you watched the sunlight peek through the curtains.
It had been such a long time since you’d felt this level of quiet peace, like things were settled for just a moment. It was so easy to get caught up in the day-to-day, in the responsibilities that came with work and adulting, but today felt different. Maybe it was the reminder of simpler times or the unexpectedness of seeing Drew, but everything felt a little... lighter.
You spent the next few hours doing small things around the apartment, organizing old books, folding laundry, and listening to music softly in the background. You didn’t want to dive too deep into thoughts of the past yet. There was enough space in your mind for the present, for this new chapter you had built for yourself, and for today’s unexpected reunion. But it didn’t stop your mind from drifting now and then.
As the day wore on, you started to feel a quiet sense of anticipation, a tinge of excitement that you couldn’t quite place. After a light dinner, you started to get ready to leave. It was still a little before five when you grabbed your jacket and checked the time. There was no rush; just enough time to get to the park and breathe in the fresh air. You didn’t want to overthink this; just enjoy the moment of finally seeing him again. 
The walk to the park was peaceful. The streets were quieter than usual, the soft murmur of the town around you giving way to the sound of your footsteps. The park came into view as you rounded the corner, there was a comforting familiarity to it all—the park, the bench, even the light rustle of the trees overhead.
When you finally reached the bench, you spotted Drew sitting there. He looked the same in many ways, but older too. It was the kind of look that made you realize just how much time had passed, how much had changed. Yet, there was something about him still that was so familiar. You hesitated for a moment, taking in the sight of him sitting there, just as he used to.
He looked up as you approached, his eyes lighting up with surprise and recognition. A smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. "Hey," he said, standing up as you reached the bench. "I’m glad you came."
You returned the smile, settling onto the bench beside him. "I am, too."
The moment hung between you two, just a little heavy with unspoken words. You shifted slightly, the same old chemistry between you both still there, but also... different. There was an awkwardness, a distance that couldn’t be ignored. You weren’t sure what to say, and neither was he. For a few moments, the quiet of the park surrounded you—soft winds rustling the leaves, birds calling in the distance.
"So," Drew finally broke the silence, his voice lighter now. "Remember that day we went to the beach and I ended up with that ridiculous sunburn?"
You laughed at the memory, the sound of it filling the air between you two. "How could I forget? You were miserable for days. And you wouldn’t let me hear the end of it."
He grinned, clearly amused by the memory. "I deserved it. I was stupid enough to ignore your warnings about sunscreen." His smile faded slightly, like he was lost in thought for a moment. "But, you know, even that day felt... perfect. Everything about it felt right. The whole time, I knew I never wanted it to end."
You nodded, your heart stirring with the memory of those simpler days. The carefree summers, the laughter, the little moments when you and Drew felt like you were the only two people in the world. It almost felt like no time had passed at all, but the truth was undeniable: so much had changed, so much had shifted in the time between then and now.
Drew cleared his throat softly, looking over at you. "Do you ever wonder how things might’ve been if we hadn’t... gone in different directions?"
The question hung there, unspoken for so long, yet now was finally asked aloud. You looked away for a moment, taking a deep breath. "Sometimes," you admitted quietly. "I mean, it’s hard not to. I don’t know if things would’ve worked out, but I guess we’ll never know."
A moment of silence passed between you two before you looked at him again, your gaze a little more searching. You couldn’t stop the question that had been nagging at you since he left—since everything fell apart so suddenly. "Why did you really leave, Drew? You promised you’d visit. The calls, the texts... everything just stopped. Why didn’t you come back like you said you would?"
Drew’s expression shifted, and for a brief moment, his face became a little guarded. But then, his eyes softened, his gaze locking with yours as he took a deep breath. "I didn’t know how to handle it," he said quietly, his voice thick with regret. 
"I thought that it was the right thing to do, for both of us. I thought you deserved more than what I could give you at the time, I was never around. I didn’t want to drag you into my world, into all that uncertainty. But that was the wrong choice. I should’ve kept in touch. I should’ve made the effort. I wasn’t... I wasn’t strong enough to stay."
He ran a hand through his hair, looking down for a moment, like he was trying to find the right words. "The truth is, I never got over you. I tried to move on with other people, but it was never the same. No matter who I was with, it didn’t feel right. You were always there. You were always in my head."
Your heart skipped a beat at his words. It was everything you’d wanted to hear, but now that it was said, everything felt even more complicated than before. You wanted to say something, but the words felt stuck in your throat. 
Without thinking, you leaned in, pressing your lips to his in a soft, hesitant kiss. It was slow, lingering, like neither of you wanted to rush through it, not now, not after everything that had been said.
When you pulled back, your eyes locked onto Drew’s. The air between you felt heavier now, as though the kiss had opened up something neither of you were sure how to deal with. You could feel the tension, the unspoken words, and the feelings you both had buried deep over the years. There was so much left unsaid, so much left unresolved. But one thing was for sure now, whatever had been between you two, it was still there.
He looked at you, his expression soft but uncertain. "So... what now?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper, as if he wasn’t sure how to navigate this space between you both.
You took a deep breath, trying to steady your racing heart. "I don’t know," you said honestly, a slight smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "I guess... we take this one step at a time?"
Drew gave a small, nervous laugh, the sound of it almost as familiar as the way he used to laugh when he was caught off guard. He rubbed the back of his neck, clearly unsure but clearly wanting to be near you. "I know I’ve made a mess of things. But... I don’t want to mess this up again." His gaze softened, his voice earnest now. "I’ve missed you, Y/N, more than I ever thought I would."
The sincerity in his voice made your chest tighten. You could feel it too—the ache of missed opportunities, the gap that had formed between you over the years.
You looked out at the park for a moment, the peaceful surroundings a sharp contrast to the emotions swirling between you two. "I never stopped thinking about you either, Drew," you admitted softly. "I just... I had to keep going. I couldn’t keep waiting for you to come back. But really, I don’t know what happens next."
He nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving yours. "Look, I’m not asking for everything to be the same as it was before. I just want to be in your life again. Even if it’s a little messy at first. I want the chance to make things right... If you’ll let me."
You took another deep breath, the weight of his words settling in your chest. You didn’t have all the answers, and you couldn’t predict where this would go, but one thing was for certain: this moment felt like the beginning of something new. Something raw. Something real.
You reached out, your hand brushing his. It wasn’t a grand gesture, but it felt like enough. It felt like a promise.
"I want to see where this goes," you said, your voice steady but gentle. 
Drew smiled, his whole face lighting up with a quiet relief. "That sounds perfect."
There was a moment of silence between you two, the kind that was full of unspoken understanding. And then, Drew spoke again, his voice firm but filled with determination.
"I’m not leaving anytime soon," he said, his gaze locking with yours. "I came back to visit, but... I think I need more time here. I want to figure things out with you. To make up for all the years we lost." His eyes softened with vulnerability.
The weight of his words settled in your chest, and you couldn’t help but smile, a mixture of relief and hope swirling inside you. This wasn’t just about him staying in town for a few extra days—he was making a choice, a commitment, to be present and to see where this could go.
"Are you sure? I mean…can you do that?" you asked, your voice a little breathless, both surprised and touched by his determination.
Drew nodded, his smile widening. "I’m sure, and yes, I can. I’m not ready to walk away from you again, not without giving this everything I’ve got."
The way he looked at you made your heart flutter, a mixture of hope and warmth blooming in your chest. You weren’t sure what the future would hold, but for the first time in a long while, you felt like you could face it.
"Okay," you said, a soft laugh escaping your lips. "Let’s see where this goes, then."
Drew grinned, his hand tightening around yours just a little, as if anchoring both of you to this moment. The park, the breeze, the way the evening light bathed everything in a soft glow—it all felt right. Like a new beginning, though neither of you could know what that would look like yet.
But you were willing to find out. Together.
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Never as simple
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Written for the @steddiebingo
Prompts: True Love’s Kiss on the Hop into Spring bonus card and Regency AU on the main card
Rated: T
Words: 1,321 [also on AO3]
Tags: Regency AU; Lord Steve; Stable boy Eddie; Arranged marriage; Secret relationship; Angst; Pining; Implied sexual content
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It has been raining for days; deep gray clusters of storm clouds rolling over the sky and drenching the countryside in thick curtains of water. Eddie almost enjoyed them. They seemed like an odd reflection of his mood - as if his innermost turmoils had been turned outside. The only trouble with them was that they kept the household and its esteemed guests confined to the estate, and even with the size of the place and him hiding out in the stables for however long he could get away with it, he could feel their presence grate on his frayed nerves. 
So, all things considered, he was glad when it finally cleared up this morning. 
Lord Harrington, of course, had the brilliant idea to make use of the good weather and take the entire entourage out on a hunt. As all of his brilliant ideas, it had to happen right away, so Eddie spent the better part of the morning cleaning and saddling the horses and getting yelled at for dawdling. 
Now, however, with both the stables and the manor empty for a few blissful hours, he's looking forward to some much deserved peace and quiet. 
Unfortunately, fate seems to have other plans for him. 
He has just curled up in the hay of the remotest box and opened his book on the right page, ready to forget the world and all its troubles for a short while, when a voice from above asks, “What are you reading?”
Eddie startles, slamming the book shut and shooting to his feet with a speed that makes his head spin. A pair of curious hazel eyes looks back at him. The bottom half of their owner's face is hidden behind the wall of the box, but that doesn't matter. He'd know them anywhere. 
“What the fuck are you doing here?” he blurts. Somewhere at the far end of the stables, a mouse startles and scurries off into the hay. Steve quirks a brow.
“Ouch,” he mutters, rounding the wall to join Eddie inside the box. He’s still in his riding gear. High boots, tight fitting pants and the deep green tailcoat with the shiny gold buttons that brings out the caramel specks in his eyes. “Not quite the greeting I was hoping for.” 
He smiles. The same, stupid, sunny smile that still makes Eddie’s knees weak and his head light, and the ugly thing that has been simmering in his stomach roils like a storm cloud. 
“Pardon my impertinence,” he grits out, squaring his shoulders and setting his jaw. “I was merely surprised. My impression was that you had ridden out with your father and your financé.”
Steve scoffs as he steps closer into his space. Eddie backs away - or tries to, but the attempt is cut short when his shoulders bump into the wall. 
“Well, I absconded, obviously. I’ll take the path through the woods and meet up with them later, tell them I got lost while hunting after a particularly fine deer.”
“A deer.” Eddie raises a brow. “At this time of the year.” 
Steve laughs softly. 
“Prettiest I’ve ever seen,” he murmurs, arms coming up to bracket Eddie on either side, eyes never once leaving Eddie’s lips. His breath fans over Eddie’s face, hot and ticklish.  “With the largest, most beautiful brown eyes.” 
He ducks his head. Eddie’s lids flutter shut. 
And then he remembers. 
“Stop it!” 
Steve makes a startled little sound as he pushes him away. He stumbles and trips over the book still lying in the hay, and only just manages to catch himself before he lands square on his ass. When he looks up, his eyes are large and full of hurt confusion. It’s almost enough to make Eddie rush to his side and apologize. But only almost. 
“You can't just keep-” Eddie yells. Stops. Pulls on his hair to ground himself. When he continues, his voice is calm and breeching. “We can't go on like this, Steve. You're betrothed. In a few months, you'll be a married man. You can't keep sneaking away to fuck the stable boy, what if the your fiancé finds out?” 
Steve is silent for a beat. 
Then he laughs. Loud, full-throated bellows that echo all through the stables and are probably still audible in the courtyard outside. 
“Shut the fuck up,” Eddie hisses, rushing over and trying to press a hand to Steve’s mouth, but he squirms away and grabs both of his wrists in turn. “Are you insane? Are you trying to have us discovered?” 
“You idiot,” Steve blurts. His smile is wide and unhinged, but there's something firm and earnest in his eyes that makes Eddie go limp in his hold, heart hammering in his chest. “We've been doing this for years. Do you honestly believe that, just because my father is forcing me to enter into this marriage, this will change a thing? It doesn't, Eddie.” 
Eddie gawks at him. 
“But-” he starts to say, and that's as far as he gets before Steve's lips are on his and they go tumbling into the hay together. 
“It doesn't change a thing,” Steve murmurs, kissing down his jaw and neck, fingers undoing the buttons on his shirt so that he can continue his trail down his chest, “about the way your touch makes me feel. It doesn't change a thing about the fact that your eyes are the first thing I think about when I wake in the morning, and your smile is the last thing I see before I fall asleep at night. It doesn't change a thing about the fact that I love you, and always will. Please, Eddie. I need you.” 
And if he asks so sweetly, who is Eddie to deny him?
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“Fairy tales? Aren't you a little too old for those?” 
Eddie blinks out of his drowsy haze to find that Steve has picked the book out of the hay and is examining the cover with a furrowed brow. His fancy coat and necktie are lopsided and disheveled and there is hay stuck in his hair. He looks impossibly beautiful, and Eddie needs to hold himself back from biting down on the long stretch of his neck. Steve’s skin isn't his to mark, no matter how much he wishes it was. 
“Leave me my childish little fairy tales,” he pouts instead, propping his arms up on Steve’s chest and pillowing his head on them so that he can feel the gentle rise and fall of his breath. “In these stories, the star-crossed lovers always find each other, good triumphs over evil, and true love's kiss mends every problem. You can't fault me for longing for a happy ending, even if it's only in my books.”
“We will have our own, some day,” Steve says, but already, he's rising and getting his clothes in order and brushing the dust and hay from his hair. The hand he extends to pull Eddie to his feet is warm and strong. “I'll make one for us. Get us onboard a ship and run away with you to a far-away land, where nobody knows us.”
It sounds so simple, so beautiful - and that's how Eddie knows it's too good to be true. In real life, things aren't ever as simple. Star-crossed love withers and dies under the expectations of society, the lines between good and evil are so blurry you can't tell one from the other half the time, and young lords don't run away with stable boys. True love’s kiss doesn't ever mend a thing. 
He still allows Steve to pull him close a final time before he leaves, still melts into the touch of his lips before he mounts his horse. Still promises to wait for him in the same spot tomorrow night. 
He'll always wait for him, like the fool that he is, and hope against hope that fate has a happy ending in store for them. 
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The Antithesis of Decay
made for @ficsforgaza’s Kinktober!
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Masterlist
Word Count: 2.2k
Pairing: Tomura Shigaraki x afab!reader
Content Warnings: Stuckage, fingering, dub/noncon, no gendered pronouns, but reader is described to have bigger hips than their waist (no big specifications though). meant to take place between s3 & 4
Summary: An escape through the alleyway ends in a terrifying run-in with a wanted villain.
Managed to write this entirely in a single day 😵‍💫 it gave me a headache doing it that fast but thank god i got it done! It was a lot longer than I intended (stuckage is hard to keep short akhsheja & i originally wanted to go full smut but then wrote too much) and was a little bit difficult to navigate cause I don’t think about shiggy in a sexual way BUT !! I DID IT!
This is also the first time I'm posting something I've written in present tense, I'm just trying to experiment and figure out how I like to write lol
Shiggy lovers i hope this is adequate!!
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Another crash. Another roar. Another Nomu.
You're in the thick of it, beside a building, half-destroyed, and another one completely toppled to the ground. There's screaming and panic, citizens running in every which way to escape the crossfire. Another building is about to collapse, and the monsters take no hesitation in using it as leverage to fight.
There are other heroes here, maybe three, or even more now if there were any on patrol nearby; it isn't clear through the fog of dirt and smoke. It isn't enough though. None of you had the strength or stamina to fight against the group of Nomus that appeared. Especially not by yourselves, even if you barely outnumbered them. The rubble is building. The ground is practically shaking under their destructive hands. They have the absolute advantage.
  Your quirk isn't built for such a fight, even as a pro, and your combat skills would prove useless against those monsters. You're meant to be more of a support hero than anything, someone usually waiting on the sidelines to rush in and heal the defending heroes in fights. The limits of your restorative quirk meant it was wise to steer clear from the heart of the battle and avoid being hurt, so the best course of action would be to run. Run and find backup. That's the most you can do for now; the most you can try to save what remains of that small city sector.
You choose your path quickly, remaining observant of the chaos around you. Cracked asphalt and concrete, dust flying everywhere from the destruction, debris from the second half-collapsed building scattered everywhere. The Nomus remain distracted by the other heroes, so despite the obstacles, there's a clear path to the closest alleyway. From there, if you can just reach the other side of the buildings and escape harm's way, you'll be safe to make the call.
You can make it, you believe — as long as you're fast. Confident, you take off, bound for the crack between two untouched office buildings nearby, the spring in your costume's boots allowing you to move more efficiently. With such quick speed, you nearly run face-first into the wall, entering it at an angle that's easy to correct with a simple push off against the brick. From there, the path is a straight shot to the other side, only separated by a feeble chain link fence. There's a hole that looks just big enough for you to crawl through at the bottom of it, the wire pried upward to create a gap. You can make it, you repeat in your head. The coast is clear, you can make it.
  Stumbling to a stop in front of the mesh barrier, you drop to your knees as quickly as your body will allow, planting yourself onto your stomach afterward. The opening is much smaller up close, but it's nothing you can't army-crawl your way through. Your costume was made to be dirtied and protect you in the heat of conflict, so having it scrape across the rocky ground while you drag your way under the fence isn't an issue. Its durability was the least of your problems — until now, that is..
  The elastic fabric snags on the wire once you squeeze your head and arms through the hole. Time is sensitive, you don’t have any to waste on something trivial like this. You try to reach back to untangle it, only to find the wire completely stabbed through. 
  With a heavy sigh and adrenaline crawling in your veins at the delay, you manage to move back a sizable distance before you try again, but it’s useless. The ends of the wires are sharp and stab into your suit with ease, holding you back. You needed to try something else, you needed to be fast.
  Before you can attempt to force your way through the hole, a voice arises behind you. Raspy and hoarse, you don’t even realize he's there until he speaks.
  “Oh, look at what we have here. A hero, is it?”
  His approach is slow, and you only hear his footsteps once he's standing over you. Your entire body goes stiff, your blood running cold as you curve your spine back to look at him.
  "Shigaraki," you whisper, terrified, under your breath. 
  "Oh, you know me already? How nice, I suppose we can skip the introductions then." 
  You can hear your breath hitch in your throat when he speaks and feel his presence as he looms right behind you, bending at the knees to crouch down over your legs.
  "I've seen you on TV," he starts, and you hold back a scream when you feel four rough fingers gently touch the back of your thigh, "You've got quite the impressive quirk, you know. Restoration quirks are hard to come by. And yours…"
  He pauses again, glides them up to where your hip and femur jointed together, and relishes in the way you shiver before he continues, "It's the exact opposite of mine. I guess you can only restore organic things, sure, but — it does make me wonder."
  You're hardly listening to his little ramble, your heartbeat drumming too loud in your ears to process anything — but then, your head goes blank when you feel all five of his fingers cup around your hip. Panic sets in fast, and you find yourself writhing before you can think, trying to force your way through the fence. The metal wires only dig into your skin, causing even more pain as you realize you're hips are too big to fit, and you wouldn't have made it anyway.
  Tomura only chuckles lightly at your reaction, watching the bottom half of your hero suit disintegrate into dust. You don't even realize it until you're already crying, and a cold breeze hits your face and bottom half. His hand is on you. Touching you. Feeling you, and yet.
  You don't feel any pain. His touch is simply normal against your skin. His palm is surprisingly warm, but dry. And you don't disintegrate. You don't disintegrate.
  Tomura laughs again at wide eyes and gaping mouth as if you should have expected his quirk to cancel out with yours. He slides his palm across your bottom, down to the back of your thigh again to caress it up and down slowly. Carefully. His touch lingers far longer than you're comfortable with.
  "Your quirk activates automatically when it's your own body, right? I wonder how long I can keep doing this for, then." He speaks so casually, acting like you weren't trapped and half-bare under him.
  "I've always wanted to be able to touch someone like this again. No gloves, no barriers. Just skin. When I saw you on the news and heard about your quirk, I thought you were perfect. Aside from that pesky hero stuff, that is," he frowned slightly behind the hand on his face, moving his own to grip at the fat of your ass, "You have no idea how frustrating it is to be unable to touch something without it falling apart."
  You let out a loud squeak, feeling his weight on the back of your knees when he sits on them, squeezing and kneading your flesh in his hand. There are tears in your eyes, and you struggle to twist around to look back at him, where he sits proudly like a king on his throne. Seeing such a widely known villain — being face to face, but being stuck and having him touch you like this. It felt humiliating. Humiliating to who you were as a person and a hero. You felt sick to your stomach.
  He frowns a little at the pathetic look you give him, only tightening his hold more, "Come on, don't look like that. I haven't done anything yet."
  As he speaks, he slides another hand underneath you and pulls your hips up slightly, your spine beginning to ache at how it was strained. You can only shake as you watch him, the hand that was gripping your ass moving to slide a single finger down the center of your underwear, sending a large jolt up your spine.
  In an instant, you look forward again, covering your mouth to hold back any noise you'd almost let out. You don't want to give him the satisfaction of making a sound, let it be cries or anything. So you force yourself to silence, even as tears roll down your face.
  Tomura only grins, running the finger up and down the fabric a few more times just to feel you jolt before hooking around the lining to pull it off to the side, stuffing it between your thigh and outer labia to keep you exposed. You clench up at the cold air, another shudder roving through your body as Tomura holds back a chuckle.
  Without another thought or word, he immediately dives in, his two fingers sliding between your folds, feeling whatever you can offer him before moving down to the bud below. You shiver, but are otherwise completely frozen as he does this, not even knowing half of what to do to retaliate.
  "Not too wet yet, I see. That's ok, I can fix that." He says, beginning to prod around for that extra sensitive spot he knew you wouldn't resist. A lightbulb goes off in his head when you jolt suddenly, your hips shaking extra whenever he squishes or pokes at it. With a grin plastered under that embalmed hand, he starts to move his fingers around in slow, gentle circles.
  The coarseness of his fingers doesn't help the sensation they bring on, that feeling of soft ecstasy pulsing through your body slowly like a drum. You hold back your sounds, at least, only your breathing growing heavy as he watches you clench around nothing. 
  It isn't enough for him. He needs more than this, he needs you prepared, and that wouldn’t come from just a few measly touches. 
  His fingers move faster, gaining enough friction that he has you audibly gasping, slick already building up just below. It doesn't take as long as expected, like your body is reacting on primal need. It almost makes him wonder — maybe you're getting off to the position he has you in, even if you don't realize it.
  He gives you a few more minutes of soft touching, allowing a good amount of wetness to accumulate between your shaking thighs before moving his fingers up. He gathers your natural lube on his digits, humming as he slathers it all over your pussy to make it nice and glossy before dipping them back in, finally allowing them to take the plunge.
  As if you weren't already amply humiliated, the way his fingers toy with you before pressing in is distracting enough that he manages to draw a squeak out of you the second he dives in.
  "Ohh, give me more of that. Don't be shy." He says, sliding his digits out slowly, licking his lips at how slick they are before shoving them back in.
  His fingers are so long, soaking knuckle-deep inside of you and reaching parts that your own couldn't. You would rather die at his hands now than ever admit it to anyone, but god, it feels good.
  He's already moving them so fast, curling them all around like he's searching for something. It felt too good to be touched by someone like that. You haven't slept with another person for over a year, so it's like a new foreign feeling and an old friend all at once. You can't stop yourself. Your brain grows foggier with each drag of his fingers, like he's scratching an itch you couldn’t by yourself. You couldn't hold it back anymore.
  You let out a quiet, croaked moan, covering your face with your hands to hide how embarrassing it is to indulge in something so crude with someone like him.
  A wretched smile immediately dawns on Tomura's face, and he moves his hand even faster, trying to milk more sounds out of you before he moves on. He wants you to make more noise, to hear how good a disgusting villain like him is making a great hero like you feel.
  From there, the sounds just spilled out. He’s surprisingly quick to find the smooth spot inside of you, pumping over it repeatedly until you’re a wriggling, gasping mess. The coil inside of you is winding up tight, growing ready to burst at almost any second. 
  It's so degrading, being face down in the concrete while a villain is digging his fingers so deep into you. But you weren’t thinking about that anymore. Your mind is too focused on how good it feels rubbing against your walls, the friction driving you crazy with how fast it builds up.
  Then, like electricity in your veins, it comes crashing through your body all at once. The pleasure, the ecstasy. Your body practically vibrates against his hand, an unforgiving orgasm ripping through your entire system until you’re panting like a dog, still pulsing around him as he slowly removes his fingers and wipes them on your thigh.
  As you return from your high, the quiet chuckling unnerves you. And then you feel sick to your stomach again. You’re still recovering, but you’ve come to your senses enough to look behind you.
  The sight you see has bile rising in your throat. He’s already grabbed onto you again, unzipping his pants with one hand while he speaks.
  “So, what do you think your little hero friends would think if you had sex with a villain?”
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venusxxlangdon · 1 month ago
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The Feast
Pairing: Tamlin x fem!reader x Lucien
Summary: You’re invited to a very special dinner. Lucien would call it…a feast.
Warnings: pure smut, threesome
Word count: 3.8k
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“That is…”, Lucien ran the tip of his tongue over his bottom lip. “…an incredible dress.”
You blushed at the compliment and offered him a gentle smile stepping into the dining room lit with dim candlelight. The corset was quite tight bringing your breasts up and making them look so plump and full that Lucien couldn’t think of anything else but how much he wanted to bury his face between them. The long skirt was flowing down your body leaving enough room for imagination.
Tamlin stood up from his seat and slowly approached you by the door frame. The heels of his boots were loud in the silence of the room. His green eyes were fixed on your face with curiosity.
You tried to suppress your nervousness but having dinner with these two gorgeous men was so exciting that you could barely breathe. You were thankful for the folds of your skirt where you could hide your trembling hands. Your heartbeat seemed so loud that you were sure that both Tamlin and Lucien could hear it. You didn't know what to do: did you need to bow? Nod your head? Unsure, you stood there unable to move.
Tamlin moved graciously. He politely extended his hand - his palm up - offering you to take it.
“My friend is right,” his voice sounded like honey. “You look stunning, my lady. It will be a pleasure to share this dinner with you.”
A small, timid smile spread across your lips as you slowly took his hand and let him lead you to the table.
A thick tablecloth made of the finest cotton covered a big oak table. On top of it, there was the finest silverware. The handles of the forks and knives were adorned with ornaments so common for the Spring Court: roses and leaves. The food hadn’t been served yet. A crystal carafe filled with blood-red wine was half-full, indicating that Tamlin and Lucien had already enjoyed some of it.
“Thank you,” you responded quietly and darted your eyes to the floor after you met Lucien’s hungry gaze. He looked gorgeous in his white shirt and a navy blue gilet with golden swan embroidery. Tamlin and he possessed that kind of inhuman, ethereal beauty that made it almost painful to look at them. “You haven’t started yet?”
You flinched when Tamlin’s left arm wrapped around your waist, his right hand still holding your palm. You looked at him. He was so tall. The blond strands of his hair were framing his pointed face gracefully. His lips were full and of such a beautiful shade of dust pink that you aimlessly wondered what it would feel like to kiss him.
“We were waiting just for you”, he answered. The way he said “just for you” was so intimate as if you were the only people in the room. “Although Lucien did get a bit impatient.”
You moved your gaze to Lucien who was now holding a gold goblet. He sipped a bit of wine and put it on the table, his fingers circling the rim.
“Well, it’s not like we have such a special feast every day,” he said.
You were sure Tamlin would accompany you to a big chair with emerald upholstery that was right to Lucien’s right. But instead, the High Lord took you to the edge of the table to his left.
Lucien leaned forward and put his chin atop his folded hands.
“Before we start,” Tamlin’s voice sounded like a song, “we would like to clarify a small detail”. As he spoke, he let go of your waist and rested his hand on your open back. Goosebumps instantly covered your skin when his fingers ran up and down your spine, caressing you.
“A detail?” You frowned. You heard the sound of a chair being moved and with the corner of your eye, you saw that Lucien made his way closer to you and Tamlin.
“There’s a special entrée tonight”, he said. “Before the main course is served.”
You looked puzzled. Tamlin continued petting your back. You could feel the scent of his cologne feeling your nostrils. He smelled like a spring morning: fresh with notes of jasmine and green tea.
Lucien was just a few inches away. He confidently placed his thumb and index fingers under your chin and gently made you look at him. You batted your lashes at him.
“God, Tamlin, she is so beautiful”, he breathed out unable to contain his emotions and making you turn crimson. “We will ravish you, doll.”
Your heart skipped a beat and you darted your gaze at Tamlin. Just as you were about to open your mouth, he shushed you by putting his index finger to your lips.
“No need to be scared, dove,” his green eyes were studying your face. The calmness pooling in his gaze was contagious. “You will get the best, our most special treatment.”
When he said it, Lucien snaked his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him. You were now between him and Tamlin trapped like a little mouse.
“Wait, I’m the entrée?” you whispered. Your body jolted when you felt Lucien’d breath fanning over your ear.
Tamlin blinked slowly in a silent “yes” to your question.
“Isn’t it what you wished for?” he purred.
God, they knew all your hidden desires. They somehow found out what were you dreaming about in your room. Were they spying on you? Or were they eavesdropping when you were touching yourself last week thinking that it was too late in the night for anyone to hear you in this mansion?
“I-…I’m just…” You stuttered but Lucien’s lips landed on your earlobe and his hot tongue licked the sensitive spot playfully. Your hands instinctively grabbed at the fabric of his pants as you tried to steady yourself. Tamlin’s eyes traveled down your body, stopping at your chest that was rising and falling heavily. He gently cupped your breasts through the fabric to get the first idea of how they’d fit in them. He couldn’t wait to put his mouth on the perky nipples that were hardening under his touch.
“You don’t need to worry about anything, Y/N”, he assured you. “You’re our guest, and we will take good care of you.”
Lucien was pressing himself against you very firmly, you could feel his protruding bulge through the thick fabric of his pants. His hands were greedier than Tamlin’s, roaming over your body, trying to memorize every curve of your delicate frame. You couldn’t help yourself and closed your eyes when he started peppering your neck with feather-light kisses.
“Oh, please,” you pleaded feeling the heat pooling between your legs. Tamlin smirked, he knew it wouldn’t take them long to win you over. He gently pushed you toward the table and Lucien stepped aside giving you two more room.
“Sit,” Tamlin commanded and nodded his chin at the table. You looked over your shoulder and then back at him frowning. But he didn’t say anything and only raised his eyebrows, pointing at the table with his chin again. Breathing heavily, you put your hands behind you and hopped on the table letting your skirt pool around your legs. Two men were standing in front of you eyeing you hungrily. From this angle, you could see that both of them were hard. Very hard.
Tamlin’s lips crushed on you in a swift kiss. You whimpered being taken by surprise but opened your mouth inviting him in. He was confident, owning you, kissing you in the most possessive way. You felt Lucien’s hands on your breasts tugging the flimsy fabric of your dress down to expose you. His expert fingers squeezed you and his thumbs rubbed the hardened nipples. You moaned into Tamlin’s mouth and your hand flew up to cup his face and pull him closer. You didn’t know it but both men could smell your arousal and it was driving their desire insane.
A chill ran up your legs when Lucien started lifting your skirt. You broke the kiss with Tamlin and looked down at him. He was kneeling in front of you between your parted legs, hiking your skirt around your thighs.
“Let us see you, dove”, he cooed, running his fingers up and down your bare thighs. You still couldn’t believe it was real. These two gorgeous men wanted to please you? God, what kind of things they were going do to you? What kind of things would you want them to do? You took a shaky breath then closed your eyes and let your back slowly lower on the table. Fuck it.
“That’s a good girl”, Tamlin hummed, his hand resting on your forehead. You opened your eyes to meet his gaze. Slowly, you bent your legs and placed your feet at the edge of the table giving Lucien a view of your lacy panties. By the sound of him muttering a quiet “Fuck” you knew he was pleased with what he saw. “Are you gonna let my friend get the taste of you, darling?”
You knew the flimsy fabric of your underwear was already soaked. Lucien could see the damp patch right where your arousal was coating it. You breathed out a “Yes”, and the next second Lucien’s warm mouth was on your core. You moaned at the sensation of his velvet tongue licking you up and down your folds and then pressing against your aching clit.
“Oh my God,” you whimpered, your eyes flying open. You looked at Tamlin with the most pleading expression, your mouth hanging open. If only he knew how good Lucien’s tongue felt as he spread your folds with it and slipped it inside your wet hole. Tamlin was fascinated with your face: you looked like a painting, the most beautiful one, but also the one he wanted to ruin. He reached for the zipper of his pants. He needed to fill that sinful mouth of yours that was capable of moaning out his and Lucien’s names late at night.
You reached for him urging him to come closer so you could help him with the zipper. Tamlin let you undo his pants and pulled them down letting his heavy, big cock spring free. He moaned lowly at the feeling of your soft hands around his length.
“Suck it, baby,” he whispered and tangled his fingers in your hair bringing your mouth closer to the tip. He loved looking down at you while his friend was eating you out. He loved watching you try to hold yourself back but then give in and roll your eyes with pleasure. He tapped the tip of his cock over your lips, coating it with your saliva before pushing it into your mouth. “Fuck”, he hissed when he felt the warmth and wetness of your tongue. You fluttered your eyes and hummed in approval at the taste of him. He felt heavy. So hard for you.
It took you a while to adjust to his girth and length, but Tamlin was patient. You looked up at him when his tip hit the back of your throat. Meanwhile, Lucien eased two slender fingers into your core making you clench around them. He scissored them, stretching out the tight walls of your pussy. The combo of his fingers and his tongue on your clit made you moan around Tamlin’s cock. Tamlin stroked your hollowed cheeks with his fingers and drove his hips deeper making you gag a bit. He smiled when you didn’t try to pull away and contracted your throat instead.
“Good girl,” he praised. You sucked him nicely, bobbing your head up and down and slurping the mix of your saliva and his pre-cum. You let it out of your mouth just for a short moment to spit on the length and spread the wetness with your left hand. Tamlin threw his head back and bit his bottom lip. He was in heaven.
Lucien’s hand traveled up to your left breast and started massaging it as he picked up the pace with his tongue. Your thighs were shaking and a few times you involuntarily tried to close your legs from the overwhelming pleasure but he didn’t let you do it.
Tamlin’s grip in your hair tightened when you started to suck faster, harder, swirling your tongue around the tip and then swallowing his cock down your throat. An obscene sound of your movements mixed with the sound of Lucien between your legs was filling the room. The High Lord made a few experimental thrusts into your mouth testing how well you’d receive them. Without meeting much resistance, he started picking up the pace fucking your mouth.
His thumb wiped away a crystal tear that was sliding down your hollowed cheek. He pulled you by your hair away from his cock and made you look up at him. So pretty with your lips red and swollen, eyes watering from the effort you’d been putting in, and the cheeks where redness was blooming like luscious roses.
“Give me your tongue,” Tamlin commanded and you obeyed. He tapped his hard cock against your tongue and then forced it down your throat and held you in place. The gagging sound bounced off the walls as you struggled to take a breath. But he kept holding you. Spit was drooling down your chin onto your breasts where Lucien left his prints. Tamlin let you go in one swift motion and then grabbed his cock at the base and shoved it behind your cheek. You whined as he lightly slapped your delicate skin.
“Such a little slut,” he admitted and then bent down to you to kiss you. His mouth crushed onto yours as he was tasting himself off the tip of your tongue.
You didn’t notice how Lucien undressed himself. Your gaze darted at him only when you felt his cock pressing into you. He met your eyes and you gasped at how handsome he looked. His chin was covered in a mix of your arousal and his spit, hair beautifully tangled from how hard you were pulling it when he was eating you out, his broad chest stood proudly. His fingers traveled up your calves to your thighs and he pressed a tender kiss to your knee.
“Did you like her taste, Lucien?” Tamlin asked lifting his brow. Lucien leaned forward, hovering above you.
“Very much,” he answered and brushed a strand of your hair from your flushed cheek. “Here, taste it, baby”.
And he kissed you, fiercely claiming you with his tongue. You moaned at the taste of yourself and bucked your hips up to rub yourself against his hard cock that was lying heavily against your stomach.
“Fuck,” you moaned into Lucien’s mouth when Tamlin took your hand and made you wrap it around his cock. You caressed him as the other man was kissing you. Up and down, up and down, stroking himself in a loose rhythm.
“I need to feel this mouth around my cock,” Lucien murmured and stood up facing Tamlin. “Want to take her now?”
There was something carnal in the way they were discussing their plans about you in the third person. As if you weren’t there. As if they could do anything. You felt more wetness pooling between your legs at that realization. Tamlin nodded and kicked off his pants completely without caring too much where they landed on the polished floor.
“Come here, darling,” he beckoned you with two fingers. You placed your legs on the floor feeling dizzy. The High Lord helped you get rid of your dress and turn around. “Now, get on the table on your hands and knees for me, angel”.
At first, you got on all fours, but Tamlin clicked his tongue and decided to rearrange you a bit. He lowered your bottom so it was closer to the edge of the table and lightly pushed his hand on your lower back urging you to arch a bit and stick your ass out for him.
“Yes, just like that,” Lucien approved. You blushed at his praise. He watched how Tamlin positioned himself behind you and then he brought his face closer to yours. “Are you ready to take the High Lord in your pretty little pussy, baby?”
Tamlin rubbed the tip of his cock against your clit and you moaned.
“Yes, yes, please”.
Tamlin smacked your ass with his palm and smirked.
“Lu got you so wet for me”, he smeared the wetness over his leaking head. “Guess I can just go for it without being too gentle, what do you think?”
And without waiting for your response he sank into you in one swift thrust. You moaned loudly at the stretch that engulfed you. You could feel him everywhere, in the deepest corners of your body. Your mouth hung open when his balls slapped against your ass.
“Goddamn”, you whimpered, your fingers gripping the tablecloth. He was so big. And he didn’t give you any time to adjust. Tamlin started moving at a ruthless pace driving himself into your body. Every thrust resulted in a broken moan falling from your lips. “Ah, please, ah, Tamlin…”
You felt like you were on fire. He grabbed your bouncing breasts and squeezed your nipples making you practically scream.
“Shhh, baby”, Lucien smiled at how ruined you already looked. He loved watching your face as you kept taking the High Lord’s cock. But what he was going to love even more was the feeling of your lips on him. He guided his cock into your mouth, muffling your moans. You weren’t sure how it would be possible for you to suck him well when Tamlin was ravishing you so deliciously from behind. But to Lucien, it didn’t matter - he just wanted to see you try.
You had never been fucked like that in your entire life. You wanted to scream from how good it felt without bothering that anyone could hear you. Tamlin’s groans next to your ear were fueling your desire.
“So. Fucking. Tight,” he accentuated every word with a thrust. His hands left your breasts and landed on your ass spreading you. You felt so filthy, so exposed. “Take it, take it raw like a good little slut.”
Lucien drove his cock down your throat and then pressed his hand to your neck to feel how deep it went. He moaned lowly and threw his head back. Beads of sweat emerged on his forehead as he was trying to hold back from exploding.
“Tam, I don’t think I’m gonna last too long,” he groaned when you flexed your throat around his tip. “She’s so good…”
Tamlin grabbed you by your hair forcing you further on Lucien’s cock.
“He’s going cum in your mouth,” he whispered, “and I will fill this slutty pussy of yours, do you understand?”
You moaned around Lucien’s length and closed your eyes in the silent “yes”.
“We will use all your holes,” Lucien hissed, his thrust into your mouth becoming more erratic indicating that his release was approaching. “The night is long, Y/N. It’s gonna be such an honor for you to be fucked by us.”
You were going to cum. Their dirty talk, Tamlin’s cock deep in your pussy, his strong hands pinning you down to the table like a rag doll, and Lucien’s impressive shaft in your mouth were leading you directly into your climax. Without a warning, Lucien came. Your eyes widened when the thick ropes of his cum went down your throat. The muscles on his toned stomach flexed as he chased his orgasm. You were waiting patiently for him to finish so you wouldn’t spill a single drop.
Tamlin behind you kept going. He knew by the way you were starting to clench around him that you were close. He nodded at Lucien who pulled away from your mouth with a deep sigh. He had taken a napkin next to his seat and wiped the sweat off his forehand before he moved behind you to help Tamlin finish you. As the High Lord was chasing his release, Lucien’s skillful fingers found your clit.
“C’mon, baby,” he purred. “Are you gonna cum on Tam’s cock?”
You nodded fiercely and licked the corner of your lips with the tip of your tongue to swipe a drop of Lucien’s cum.
“Good girl. Let go, baby. You’ve been so good for us.”
You wish this sweet agony could last forever but the coil in your stomach was about to unfold. Lucien was touching your clit as if he had spent decades learning your body. He applied the exact amount of pressure that was enough for you to snap. With a long, rusty moan you let go of the control and allowed the orgasm to consume you. Tamlin didn’t expect you to grip him so tightly but when you did, he erupted too. You could feel this cock pulse deep inside of you, his fingers were digging into the flesh of your hips skewering you onto his length.
“Oh God,” he groaned biting your shoulder and making you whimper in pain. Your orgasm came in three waves and with each one, your pussy clenched around him. You could hear Lucien’s soft laugh but it sounded as if it was in the distance - you were so far away completely immersed in the never-ending pleasure. You felt weightless. You crashed onto the table tiredly, your cheek resting on the perfectly ironed tablecloth. A low moan escaped your lips when you felt Tamlin pulling out of you.
“Exquisite”, he murmured and stroked your puffy folds pensively. He collected the leaking cum with the tips of his fingers and pushed it inside. Then he reached for your wrinkled skirt and pulled it down, letting it cover your bare behind.
“Are you breathing, doll?” Lucien chuckled rubbing circles on your lower back with his palm.
You slowly nodded.
“I think we all need a bath before the main course”, Tamlin said and patted your ass hinting at his cum that was staining your thighs under your long skirt.
“I’m going to prepare it and then you can bring her when you’re ready”, Lucien said before he disappeared through a big ornate door that led to the bedroom with a huge bathroom attached to it.
You felt Tamlin’s arms scoop you over and lift you from the table. He did it so effortlessly as if you weighed nothing. You cling onto the lapels of his silk shirt pressing yourself against his chest. He smelled like sex.
“Was it too much, baby?” He asked worriedly, and you shook her head pressing your lips to his neck. He kissed your head.
“It was perfect, Tam,” you whispered and he smiled.
“Let’s get you cleaned up then”.
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lisenberry · 1 month ago
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Garden Center Ghost! (Thanks to ceilidho for this one...)
It's the first warm day of spring and you just want to bring some color to your backyard after a dismally cold winter of perpetual gray. So, you take a drive to the local garden center. They have a lovely selection of pansies, early flowering perennials, shrubs and fruit trees.
You stock your cart full, planning to get your hands and knees dirty sprucing up your flowerbeds and window boxes. You even grab a cherry tree sapling, hoping it will attract some bumblebees as you look out your front window (and block your view of your neighbor's junk car that's been growing weeds in their driveway for the last six years).
Before you even manage a cheery "Hello!" to the man at the checkout booth, he stops you with a big, gloved hand and a scowl only partially concealed by the black bandana covering his nose and mouth.
"Where'd you think you're going with all this?"
He towers over you, wagging a finger at your cart before resting his fists expectantly on his hips. You're only briefly distracted by the thickness of his thighs in his tight-fitting jeans before you register that he's asked you a question.
Rudely.
"I had the urge to garden. I fully intend to pay, if that's your--"
"These need full sun. Does your garden have more than 8 hours of direct light?" He might as well of used air quotes around "garden" with all of the disdain in his voice.
"I-I think so?" This wasn't your first time planting, surely you could manage an answer with confidence, but he pushed on as if your stammering was a concession to his mastery of all things.
"And these need shade. And water. Lots of water. How's your drainage?"
"My what?" Now he was just being mean. You came here to brighten your spirits, not be talked down to by the tallest man you'd ever met.
You chanced a look at his muddied work boots expecting to find they had stilts. No, he was just naturally endowed with height.
He should be working in a prison, not a flower shop.
"And are you sure you can even fit all of this in your car?"
"Of course--" But he may have had you there. Your eyes and enthusiasm may have been bigger than your boot could handle.
"How about this, I'll load it into my truck and I'll bring it home for you."
"That's very kind, but--"
"I insist. I don't send my lovelies off with just anyone. I need a home visit to be sure you know what you're doing."
He didn't do this with every customer, did he? It was a few daffodils and tulips. Not a bloody puppy or the crown jewels.
But he was slapping a 'Closed' sign on the checkout booth and steering your cart to his pickup truck before you could argue any further.
It wasn't until you were in your car, glancing back to your rearview mirror at the massive grill following close at your bumper did you think that perhaps you bit off more than you could chew.
And you hadn't even paid for them.
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cabotwife · 29 days ago
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Helloooo thank you for all the Johanna fics. The hyperfixation is hyperfixating.
I was thinking maybe modern au where they are roommates :D
Look Who's Inside Again
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johanna mason x fem!reader (modern au)
warnings: idk,, not proofread, au/untraumatized johanna
word count: idk i didnt use docs this time💔💔
a/n: sorry if there's mistakes,, wrote this at work on my phone instead of on my laptop at home.....
you're brushing your teeth when johanna walks in, wearing nothing but a towel, and you swear she does it on purpose. the way she moves, like she owns the space, like she owns your attention—it's infuriating. and it works every time.
"i'm out of toothpaste," she says, voice flat. she leans against the doorframe like it's a throne, one eyebrow raised, her short hair still wet from the shower.
"use mine," you mumble, mouth full of foam.
she grins. not sweet, not shy. johanna mason doesn't do shy. "how generous of you."
she walks past you, her bare shoulder brushing yours like it's nothing, and you try not to look, but of course, you look. you've been doing this dance for months now—roommates, best friends (sort of), and something else that neither of you names. you'd call it tension if it didn't already feel like gravity.
you met last fall when your craigslist ad looking for a roommate got exactly one response. her. she'd shown up in combat boots and a denim jacket and said, "i'm not clean, but I don't leave food out. that good enough?" and for some stupid reason, it was.
she's chaos. you color-code your planner, and she writes appointments on her hand in sharpie. you grocery shop every sunday; she eats cereal from the box and steals your oat milk. but she made you laugh when you forgot how. and when you wake up from a nightmare, she's the one sitting on the edge of your bed, wordless, just there.
she flosses with a strand of your embroidery thread. "you really should lock the bathroom door if you're shy."
"i'm not shy."
she looks at you through the mirror, eyes dark, unreadable. "sure you're not."
you try not to think about it as you leave for work. try not to think about the towel, or her smirk, or the way she always gets the last word.
---
you come home late, grocery bag cutting into your wrist, and find her asleep on the couch, legs draped over the armrest, a rerun of some true crime show playing at low volume. she looks soft like this. not something you'd ever say to her face. her jaw slack, hair flopped into her eyes, hands tucked beneath her cheek.
you set the groceries down quietly. you watch her for a second longer than you should.
"take a picture, it'll last longer," she murmurs without opening her eyes.
you roll yours. "you talk in your sleep now?"
"nope. just know when you're staring."
you grab the remote and flick the tv off. "get up. i bought dinner."
she stretches like a cat and doesn’t move. "what kind?"
"thai."
she’s up in a heartbeat. you sit on opposite ends of the couch, sharing spring rolls and pad see ew from the same cartons. she eats like she’s starving. you’ve never seen her do anything halfway.
"you’re too nice," she says around a mouthful.
"for buying dinner?"
"for putting up with me."
you glance at her. her face is unreadable again, only this time there's something just under the surface. like maybe she means it.
"you’re not so bad."
she snorts. "don’t lie."
you aren't.
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it’s the middle of february when you find her crying in the hallway. not sobbing. not loud. just her back against the wall, fists clenched, eyes red.
you sit beside her and don’t ask. you don’t have to. you’ve seen her hold it together like a dam built out of twigs, and sometimes all it takes is one thing to break it.
you offer your hand. she eventually takes it, like it costs her something.
"i'm fine," she says.
"i know."
she leans into your shoulder, and for once, she lets you hold her.
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march comes with rain that won't stop. one night, the power goes out. you light candles. she makes fun of you for being romantic.
"shut up," you say.
she raises an eyebrow. "make me."
and just like that, the air changes.
you could blame the flickering light, or the way the storm howls outside, or the fact that you've been toeing this line for too long. but you don’t. because the truth is, it’s her. it’s always been her.
she kisses you like she's been waiting. like she's dared herself a hundred times and finally jumped.
your hands find her waist. hers are in your hair. you don’t stop. you don’t want to.
later, wrapped up in each other under a shared blanket, you say, "what now?"
she doesn't look at you when she answers. "now you get to decide if you're still okay with putting up with me."
you kiss her shoulder. "i've already decided."
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