#started on it young lmfao

[queercatboyrights]

I watched Hellboy (2004) as a kid and it completely rewrote my brain chemistry and I think that shows

[latenightsundayblues]

How bout that hoffman? How about THEM apples?

[ardentpoop]

you guys really don’t get him tbfh

[crybaby-bkg]

feeling very fucking frustrated bc I’m having a really bad arthritis flare up and it’s becoming extremely hard to walk around, much less stand up and it’s like. I’m only fucking 22 this shit is so frustrating and disheartening and I’m supposed to go to a party tomorrow and idek if I can bc of how much pain I’m in and I wanna cry so bad

[zee-has-commitment-issues]

Someone on tik tok said Wilhelm wouldn't be able to get through Heartstopper because it would be "too happy" for him and I am screaming because they're right.

[iheartmoons]

my toxic trait is that i think i can get as famous as taylor swift...

[alltimewhat]

wound dehiscence can quickly escalate to infection or even evisceration

[sturnioloho]

I lowkey think chris had a crush on nessa back in 2022

tbh i have no idea who any of their friends are and it makes me feel old lmao

[tenrose]

Not my cat flirting with every pet sitters I get him during my vacations lmao

[wewontbesleeping]

i hate those videos that are like "this is how i would style (insert the name of one of the most beautiful women in the world. literally perfect in every single way. untouchable beauty)" and it's just bleach her hair even more and give her a nose job and lip injections and have her wear something from shein. and oh my god then she'd finally be pretty. too bad she's so fucking ugly now!!

[astrxealis]

making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv

[itrytotalkrefined]

thats it hoes after this week in rewatching band of brothers. choosing full emotional destruction

[orange-coloredsky]

some autistic ppl on the innanet have never been made to feel guilty about talking about their Things and that is an objectively good thing but also. please be gentle with those of us who were punished for having special interests lol. like im not talking "cringe culture" im talking aba abuse and constant parental admonishment and forced redirection for showing even a modicum of passion about a topic. im trying so hard to be passionate without borders but being like "why are you freaking out cringe culture is dead long live weird freaks" when im struggling to find the courage to talk about something i love. guh

[oflolth]

honestly though istvan and nathbryn armgo are a little more appealing when i think of the inherent comedy of like. nobody from menzoberranzan recognizing either of them.

[ronin-deactivated19851026]

actual photo of me, mirrored:

but fr tho my cervical issues are so fucking annoying. they got better after i started wearing braces and fixing my overbite. at least, the nerve area around my ear doesn't get pinched in a way my whole arm gets numb anymore, that's a major progress finally i can play vidya whole day again but other than that, i can literally show this screenshot when asked "how are you doing?" in regards to my neck pain. literally shows every area on my face that is numb, inflamed, tickles, itches, contracts, and hurts all the time. it's so annoying and what i hate about it the most is how it affects my hearing and probably also contributes to the brain fog in one way or another idk high chances that my arteries got pinched too and my brain literally doesn't get enough oxygen, but i still haven't done tests to confirm that

on top of that, a dumb habit that i should cease for good is sitting on my legs up to 10 hours a day because it got to the point that i fucked them up so bad, i ended up constantly pulling them in my sleep and waking up from the pain worse than when i had my bone tissue drilled through with minimal anesthesia. like holy shit i used to be scared of dentists because i considered pain from getting my teeth drilled through the worst, but nope it's not, it's so fucking far from what a stiff body with a lifestyle like mine can go through

on the brighter side, daily yoga seems to be cancelling two decades of my dumbfuckery pretty quickly. more so, i manage to reach spots that i couldn't reach ever in my life before. this actually really excites me, because it shatters the concept of being "too late" for changing things that one was supposed to take care of earlier. i also have been approaching my whole life from a different, more philosophical perspective for last few years and every hardship i go through seems like a challenge these days.

i don't think i'm truly suffering like i used to anymore, at all. i may seem like i do, every time i rant or vent, because on a surface level it looks the same as before. but to me, a really thick, miserable layer of suffering that used to make me feel like i'm poisoned, imprisoned in this existence, locked in my body, forsaken and ultimately defeated, for long years and decades, is gone. venting doesn't make me feel worse, quite the other way round; it makes me feel like i'm embracing hardships, processing them, rather than avoiding, denying, and running away from them. funny how therapy and psychiatry was taking healing away from me this whole time, heh. instead i found it in places that psych-simps told will ruin me. but that's a story for some other day i guess.

[agayconcept]

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