#sth vent

[cynicalundead]

sometimes I hate being anti-endo because I can't be in denial about my trauma and accept I'm part of a system at the same time. Have to either live with the truth or deny everything. This is so balls 😔

[bat-luun]

been struggling a lot recently but ill be dammed if shadow the hedgehog wont save my soul

[zeezu-ix]

going through it B]

[silvers-starrway]

B U R N O U T

[gen-toon]

[eggskie]

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retrospective

I think sometimes that shadow thinks back about his time on the ark with maria, and with gerald. and that some of his memories of gerald aren't great. and that now, with the knowledge of what gerald did to him after maria's death, some of those memories may mean something different with that new context. he doesn't like thinking about it

[pineiiomi]

you make a mistake and you hide it

[shibumi-tanuki]

*sigh* Guys tiktok lied being neurodivergent doesn’t make you quirky it just makes you super easy to frustrate

[y0unginhumans]

Beach Life-In-Death

[jogiis]

hiiiiii (drops this here

[proj-sh4dow]

Envy.

[cynicalundead]

There are ZERO resources at all, anywhere, on the entire surface of the internet, that can actually help me cope with my npd symptoms. I am literally so tired of looking and even more tired of being ignored when I search for help. It's becoming so frivolous and retroactive.

Can't you appreciate that I'm TRYING to be a good person?? Can't you at least acknowledge that I'm seeking help so that nobody gets HURT?? like. I'm not making the choice to have these symptoms. But im trying to make the choice to deal with them in a healthy way and I just get shoved aside about it!

Like I'm so close to just giving up and becoming an asshole. What does it even matter, since mentioning my npd literally anywhere ever is practically sentencing me to the same treatment anyway. Kinda defeats the purpose of putting in any sort of effort to care about a bunch of worthless losers when those worthless losers treat me like an ass regardless. I don't really wanna keep putting all this pressure on myself to behave better when nobody even cares whether I do or not.

That being said. If any narcissists have any legitimately helpful resources, don't hesitate to share. I'm hitting a dead end right now

[cartoonartistpng]

“Imagine that every time you see your friends, it’s to bring a bad omen.”

“…”

“What if… What if, one day, I won’t have a reason to return?”

(Sonictober2022 Day 11: Future)

[foolishnpd]

i throw up a little every time i get ignored

[videogamevoices]

Please guys, no messing around. A hero has passed.

[callme-aprilroseisha04]

so guess what happened to me this morning