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i see your tired eyes, reading between the lines.
you're lost in your head; trying to pretend that it's all alright.
#conclave#conclave 2024#thomas lawrence#my art#this was supposed to be a “young” version of thomas#idk if that comes across#🥲#still experimenting with light and stuff#ughhh#i need more practice
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redstone supervisor
#redraw of some old art#ethubs how i missed u#also experimenting w light bdubs redesigns#and im coming to the realization that im just making both their hair more. anime.#idk i just think bdubs w a lowkey emo spiky haircut eats#omg anyone who left nice tags in my last post and remembered me ILYSM#i never really talked here just posted my art and only yapped in the tags#if anyone is wondering where i disappeared..... esports#LOL#to twt cuz tumblr has like no action on that front#im still in it! if u care abt vct my art acc there is murkyburakh#the offseason has been dry lately so etho called to me#and bdubs#actually i started catching up on his episodes first#cuz building cool#i havent watched wild life or finished secret life idk if i will cuz ngl i just liked the series more when it was simple boogeyman stuff#or maybe i'm just hung up on last life and nothing will top it for me who knows#i'm still an incurable tags yapper i guess#anyways happy new year everynyan!!#ethubs#ethoslab#bdubs#hermitshipping#my art
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I’m a lot of things. I’m not quite a fool
#VERY VERY RARELY DO I DRAW SHIP ART#OR HAVE SHIPS IN GENERAL BEYOND CANON STUFF#BUT OOOOHHHHHHHH THESE TWO#molly’s boyfriend is so bad it made me ship her with three seperate women#here she is kissing one of them#this was so difficult to draw but I think I’m happy with how it ended up!!#I’m still teaching myself a lot of painting and lighting techniques so learning experiences always#but molly has earned some gay kissing#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#molly o'shea#karen jones#o'shones#fanart#digital art#my art
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HI HEPHAESTA WE'RE MAKING A CHEMICAL DESIGNED TO CREATE FEELINGS OF ROMANTIC LOVE WANNA HELP OUT? .........NO???????????
#light fingers spoilers#feast of the rose#flondonposting#fallen london#i know i know she just doesnt know anything about making perfume BUT I STILL THINK SHE WOULD HAVE SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS#does she feel weird working on it b/c of her personal experience and thus shes just gonna carry crates and stuff for this one thanks#does it even have an effect on her#does it make her distracted by the zee....#meanwhile people who married edward should be able to bring him into the reflected lab for this one he has lots of relevant experience#ollie dont look
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My first theatre show has happened today. I actually think we did pretty good! Especially for a show with 3 different grades and different acting levels!
#Yeah some lines were missed#Some forgotten#But its live theatre#Me and sounds missed up a bit too#Pretty expected I would say#Havent gotten a lot of experience with the light board but Im getting better!#But after the show was over everyone went crazy#I was still in the booth so what I type next is from others pov#They began screaming and playing around#Some even ran out the door straight away to play in the hallways#When we got to the classroom they even threw stuff around like the notebook props#Then Ms (theatre teachers last name) came in and yelled at us#Yelling about some parts like the missed lines and all#Then everybody ran out the classroom leaving us two behind.#End quote#then me and sounds came down and saw the mess and decided to help the other two clean up the absolute mess#The actors Im managing are dumb.
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some of my other atla art (+cyno??) from this years bout of fandom craziness
#i have never been able to draw before during my atla phases but this year is rlly bad#most of these are like. experimenting#like experimenting with which character designs i like or lighting stuff#anyways i really like zuko can u guys tell!!!!#i love aang too though he’s so silly he’s my fav show protagonist#also the drawing of zuko and cyno. they have absolutely nothing in common but they’re my favorites so i draw them together sometimes#i haven’t played genshin in a few months actually idk what’s happening there at all but i still love cyno he’s my bbg#zuko#aang#amon#atla#lok#gi cyno#wiklm art!!
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holding out hope . . . don’t act like it’s set in stone . . . it’s not . . . yet . . .
(much ranting in the tags)
#kotlc#yes this is about the POSSIBLE keefe short story collection or book or novella about his time in the forbidden cities emphasis on POSSIBLE#i can’t deal with anymore keefe content guys i can’t do it anymore there’s already too much#let me OUTTTTTTT shannon i just wanna be done with this series stop holding me hostage let me FREEEEE /hj#if it's keefe-centric and away from the main story why can’t she just release it AFTER the series is finished? like this is SOPHIE'S story#obviously with the baby and whatnot i’d be cool with her not releasing a book for another year but releasing extras IN PLACE of a REAL book#i don't understand /gen#if she has the energy to write a book why doesn't she just write the next one#it might not be that though that's just a possibility obviously i'm just curious#in the case that this extra is going to be released in the place of book ten this year it's like well. why doesn't she just do book ten#i wish i could say “i'm not a keefe hater but this is too much keefe content” but i am a keefe hater so#IT'S FINE IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT MAYBE WE'RE ALL SUPER WRONG AND SHANNON'S JUST HAVING A SILLY GOOFY TIME#also even if this IS a special announcement we could still get book ten news? along with the announcement? mayhaps?#manifesting book ten news along with the special announcement please shannon#sigh hoping praying manifesting anything not keefe#if it is a short story collection i cannot tell you how BADLY i want it to be the adults' backstories#like i'm rereading unlocked rn and grady edaline alden and della all have so many blank spots in their registry files???#an extra could fill those in . . . just saying . . .#also the ancients#the ancients are super interesting . . . just saying . . .#luzia's pyrokinetic friend! fallon and luzia's mom! fintan (possibly) throwing vespera in the dungeon! luzia and vespera light experiments!#fallon and the other two on the original council! bronte and fintan's relationship! fintan and luzia's relationship!#bronte working under fallon as an emissary! them going to meet the ogre king! luzia and orem's relationship! why orem doesn't like his mom!#so many possibilities . . . come on shannon . . . please . . .#give us this . . . just this . . . begging pleading imploring shannon to hear my prayers#throw a great gulon incident short story in there to keep the keefe stans happy and then get into the juicy stuff#anyway. if we manifest no keefe content there won't be keefe content <- lying#kotlc unraveled#unraveled#mine
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This week’s had many high points but one of the quieter ones for me was finally having my own room where I can put @naniiebimworks ‘s Biblically Accurate Aziraphale up on my cabinet to totally reflect my LED bed lights like my Mica Door used to.
#personal skuun#I’d like to get a glass plate at some point and something to hold it in place to make it a permanent part of the door honestly#but at the moment I’m settling for tape and telling myself I can put more shit up later#dory’s probably next#I have so much beautiful art from so many artists I know personally#and it’s making me emotional that now I get to figure out how I want to display it.#I’m still waiting on some shelves to put my figs on and a fridge move#the main fridge in the house maybe died this week when the company was here? so that part might be delayed#that reminds me: I have more shelves to love tonight so everyone can use the trunk tomorrow#and a load of blankets to do from my old place#it’s so weird I’m almost totally unpacked and finding new things#I might even be able to set up a mini cooking station in the room with like. a crock pot or some shit eventually#I think the weirdest thing is realizing I can turn on the light whenever I want#the guests from the wedding are still here so I’m mostly sitting in my room and reading and day drinking but it still feels so huge#having my own space again after so many years…#but it’s also been an experience realizing as much as I have now I can still unpack and build in three days?#I spent most of the first day just building the shelving I’d need#and most of the second day retrieving the other shelves and all the boxes of like#kitchen stuff and books from the unit.#Yesi’s on her honeymoon so I’m trying to consolidate and move things all into one cluster for her but it still feels bad#pantry and spices haven’t moved and neither have the instruments so…that’s probably the next two days of work here#and then I’m back on the clock at 7:45 on Saturday 🤣#all in all I’m happy with this progress. it’s been more productive than I thought I’d easily be.#Thursday after airport drop I can do a supermarket run#(we’ve been eating out so much this week I haven’t made much of a dent but I need more English muffins and would like some cukes and limes.)
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// i'll proofread my drafts later today once i get something to eat, in the mean time however new mutuals + old mutuals i havent written with at all yet: please feel free to dm me for potential character interactions! i'll reach out tonight / tomorrow if you guys havent already by then!
i'll probably softblock a few people from the list some point in the future but if i do dont be afraid to reach out to me about it if you want a thread
#{ 📝 } letter from the guild (ooc)#[ i work best with light ideas and ooc communication i get extremely anxious otherwise ]#[ my old experiences always made me do all the plotting and stuff too so maybe im a little bitter still ]
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Everytime my cis friends are like "ugh men" "hating men lol" etc etc. I have to ahhhh I have to grrrrrrrr I never know quite what to say though
#its hard to know what to say when its a viewpoint born from trauma#the people i know who talk that way have had bad experiences with boyfriends and stuff and i dont know that experience#its hard when i know that its mean to be light hearted and jokey#that doesnt excuse it#but it makes it harder to know what to say to get my point across#especially with cis people cause they dont always inherently understand the idea of gender as a construct#its weird cause its one of those things that arent immediately harmful but it has an effect over time#how do i explain that seperating gender like this only widens the patriarchical gap#while still acknowledging the pain these women have gone through that makes them want to repeat this rhetoric#i guess thats how#its the patriarchy and the system not the inherant nature of men#and acting like it is just the nature of men ignores the bigger issue and isolates people from eachother#using tumblr like a journal again whoops lol
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dress research still going strong, heres todays thoughts-
i am pretty heavily leaning towards the robe a la francaise as my base dress. first, its quintessentially 18th century in a way im not sure the l'anglaise quite comes across as, and i can find way more reference images of the exact details i desire for the french gown than the english. the english seems to lean more towards a closed front, which im not looking for in my design, and generally??? seems to be later in the century. while im not pinning myself anywhere in particular, the fact that the francaise seems to have developed first, and had a much longer life, are definitely things to consider.
the other thing im noticing about the l'anglaise is that it leans a bit more towards bum roll territory. not completely, but im seeing more examples with that kind of shaping, more backwards volume than sideways. im not sure im explaining that right, but theres definitely a vibe (my completely unsupported theory is that the watteau pleats negate the need for any shaping back there by adding backwards volume as a cape, while without them it feels like it needs a little more going on)
i think the most important thing for me and my needs though, is that francaise are inherently size adjustable. you technically get some leeway with all stomacher dresses, as the act of pinning something in place will give you choice of width, but in the french dress the lining is also split under the back pleats. its tied together, letting you adjust it as much as you need for that particular wear. this sounds GREAT to me since this dress is intended for cosplay, i love extra size flexibility without compromising the original vision.
i still feel like i have a ton of research left to do, i have many more extant dresses to stare at before i make my decision, but this is where my next step of research has left me.
i think next i want to focus in on the under layers, as ill need to get that all sorted before i can truly start the actual dress. i have a stays pattern i think will work, theres even a project idea can blend into this costume, and im feeling 75% confident about my pocket hoop plans (most of my issues are around "what the fuck am i boning them with?"), so im feeling good about this!
#yeah im switching between french and english terms. what about it#todays long ramble is long and uninteresting but /i/ wanted to say it all. so#Lady Stede Build#big flashing lights that im not letting myself stary this yet#there was some.... stuff going on before n i got a bit too into following my whims. i am finding a happy medium now i think#but i have a handful of projects i wanna finish before i consider starting this#im not saying 'nothing before the new year' or anything but also. vaguely in my head thats when i think my schedule opens up more#but yeah. trying to follow my wants still while also. not starting too many things#it was a goos experiment though!
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a fellow english major, really happy to see someone who's proud of their degree <3
you know that "no love, no matter how brief, is wasted" line? i think the same applies for knowledge too - no matter how useless it may seem, knowledge acquired is never in vain.
#honestly like. idk what your age is but when i was attending uni i kept getting told that i shouldve gone for IT. because the future#- and the money - is there.#now look at the IT companies. the whole thing is crumbling#not to mention the arrogance. that IT degree didnt make you immune to the same old scam tactics did it. how are your nfts doing btw#honestly i never really expected it myself that a humanities degree would prove useful in a daily life type of way#like. sure i knew it wasnt useless but still. its entirely different to experience it in real time yknow#and the whole new wave ''it isnt that deep'' trend is honestly pretty dangerous bc there usually IS something deeper.#a narrative an agenda a propaganda etc.... or simply just capitalist greed#so its needed to read between the lines and see what the point/intention really is#- and thats what literary and other art analysis is making you do! it makes you stop and think#this is all not even mentioning all the political historical and cultural stuff we learned about all the anglo-saxon countries#which all prove to be pretty useful in light of recent events......#so yeah. anyway. dont listen to all those who say its useless (and theres a lot of those even among the ones who chose this major too)#its clearly not. but even if it were it wouldnt matter ehat they think#(i do wish tho that i couldve attended it already on the right meds bc i feel like i forgot A Lot bc of my mental state at the time#but oh well. what can you do)#thank you for the ask it was really nice of you 💞💞💞#ask#anon
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Damnit lev lmfao. I was thinking about Shiva wearing corpse ash being resonant for other reasons, something about his relationship with the Bright Skinned Ones and death and whatever. No, no. More fucking importantly: Oh I wonder why Shiva is known for. you know. wearing bodies. his appearance is a mass of bodies joined together. yeah
#Leviathan is a mass of bodies. Shiva wears the ash of burned corpses. Transforming in both cases the masses into the Matter of the Bodiless#~abyssal murmurs#leviathan //#Maheshvara //#Not surprised this is coming up now he loves his fun fact time. Earlier I was poking at what he was doing#because he's... very distracted. And uh. Somewhere over yonder doing war stuff with people. And I was thinking about how he is just so many#circumstance based people at the same time. He'll be doing paperwork in a Royal Office somewhere and on a battlefield elsewhere and#running through the forest as a deer somewhere else and living as members of a school of fish in some transcendental lake#and scrying the pools of God and watching birds in a forest... and he incarnates here too and will be a chef downtown#and a teacher somewhere else up also doing paperwork and some dog on the street begging for food and and and#And over all of it... That central blissful mind that is water itself. all it's senses of self - emotions. thoughts. and so on - arising#from its various movements and shapes as reflections on the surface. But also... a sweet thing. Anyway#That black umbrella Lev that's deep and beyond names... beloved.... Searching for someone...#Shiva throws himself down into reality to bounce around as rays of light... the sun incarnating through the day sky into plants then into#animals and so on slowly recollecting more and more who he is. Searching for Shiva#always. Well. You found him. But then... Well. You go past the crying screaming stage of birth and then you get to fun#You gestate. You know who you are when the Sun's light touches your eyes. You scream at it. You change. You grow.#Then you learn the world is fun... People talk about how it seems ridiculous that someone who had achieved oneness would come back#and I wholly agree on a side thought relevant to that that most people who claim to know oneness don't know it#because the idea of oneness itself is actually a product of duality IE you have to be on a world where Two exists to understand One#One doesn't exist in a unified world. There's no One. In a unified world... So you can absolutely achieve a state of oneness while still#being non-unified if you don't truly get it... But anyway. On the why come back thing... Yeah people don't get it. But people who do get it#come back all the time. This reality is just an experience. You can spend your entire life asleep or you can come play and experience#So. Lev's incarnations on this plane mirror his incarnation of Shiva Into Bodies... He comes here to play games. He plays#He takes photos. He wanders. He plays music for people on street corners. He laughs. He loves. He suffers. He experiences.#Sometimes he doesn't understand. Sometimes he understands. Anyway.... Looking through his eyes... Iridescent scene of cranes#flying over a sunset more rich than I've ever seen on earth but so natural. Fire without fire. Water catching and soaking up every colour.
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Does tarrows struggle to find food considering she probably wouldn't want to eat batflies or bluefruit (because of boreas)
not really. she most likely knows how to find food better than when she was a slugcat. like knowing which roots can be eaten, which leaves, how to make use of small worms n bugs in a more efficient way than a slugcat would- this girl knows how to cook and has farmer knowledge. she might start growing things for herself too
besides that she has people to hunt with (makes friends with local scav tribes, she has Orion, Haboob and Notos [specifically with the overseer] to help her out), she has a shotgun that she's skilled with, relatively nearby the Root there's a lake and she has knowledge from highly advanced society how to make traps and nets. not to mention her technological education and skills
batflies/bluefruit make up such small percentage of possible food available to her that crossing them out of the list for Boreas' sake doesn't hurt her basically at all
#spot says stuff#rw#oc tag#like this girl has spent Some Time away from civilization during her original life too!#going to Zephyr had to be done sneakily so she usually traveller light on foot once reaching the closest Iterator facility grounds#so most of her food was what she scavenged around/from inside of Zephyr's structure. her physical weakness hinders her quite a bit in-#-the au but she still has her experience n smarts
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Wake up dnd enjoyers new Edila drawing dropped
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#im still experimenting with lighting lol#anyways. sorry my posts have been so sporadic. job stuff has been getting complicated and i havent had a lot of drawing time#art#my art#digital art#my oc#original character#dungeons and dragons#dnd#oc#edila thaunvala#edila domt#rogue#fighter#deck of many things#domt
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my take, after having attended the big rothko retrospective in paris this week, is that a lot of rothko's blue paintings were kind of weak
#they don't capture the light idk! esp not some of the blue+greens. idk what it is#i've never been like. a person with super strong reflexive rothko responses but the full exhibit was a really intense great experience#some really good black/grays and black/reds#got all emotional about early 60s white and red#honestly i kind of fucking love his early period stuff-- esp after he stopped trying to do human figure surrealism but b4 color fields#the middle bit. hierarchical birds and so on#seagrams are pretty great ive seen them at the tate before still works#box opener#sadly none of the gray on gray untitleds were present so i was unable to conduct any firsthand scholarship#on the ongoing question of exactly which rothko has been photoshopped into that fake-ass 'pink on pink' one that circulates#every few years or so
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