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[suckerforhobi]

Your sweet blood, my love

Owari no Seraph AU

Pairing: Hoseok x Reader

Genre: Fantasy, Horror, Romance

Summary: This was the end of the human race. Due to a terrible epidemic, most of the adults died, only children survived, being immune to the disease. That was when the vampires took over the control, gathering the young survivors to feed on them. 

The day had come.

The end of the millions lives people lived.

Everything started with a sneeze, followed by a cough. No one knows when. No one knows nothing. 

An experiment went wrong? Possible. Or something supernatural? Also possible.

Those who weren’t infected were waiting for the answers to come but no one answered the questions.

The human race was now on the verge of dying out - as the population’s 65 percent died, especially the older generation, leaving a pretty young age average among the survivors.

From Sao Paolo to Stockholm, from Stockholm to Bangkok, people were dying and dying.

You were just a little girl when it all happened, within a blink of an eye -  helicopters were flying in the air, everybody went crazy.  You were home with your parents, they told you everything would be okay - until a week later you found them dead in the living room. You were only 8, your scream filled the small apartment of yours and in few seconds your door broke, revealing your young teen boy neighbor, Hoseok. When he noticed your shaking form, he grabbed you, putting you on his back.

“We have to get away, Y/N.” He said in a panicked voice. You were deeply in shock like your soul left your body. You didn’t object to a few years older Hoseok. He must know better. You couldn’t say anything, you silently cried, wetting his grey hoodie he was wearing. He focused on finding a place, a shelter - avoiding the warzones, avoiding anyone. Especially vampires.

While people were dying because of the illness, the vampires joined the catastrophe, it was their lucky star. To defeat the weaker humans, to take over the control, to enslave them. The civil war began around few days after the breakout - so suddenly, the military wasn’t prepared at all.

It was unbelievable how no one saw it coming. 

Hoseok was thankful how he was a school athlete, a successful one especially the times when he had to run away from annoying fangirls but this time, his physics was more than useful. Running with a child clinging to him, he had to speed up carefully. 

He let out a sigh when he found finally the destination. This was the place, where he hung out every time when his parents fought. He hated being there so he found a small cozy restaurant and he used the place to meet up with his friends.

“Wh-where are we, oppa?” You asked him. He tilted his head to look into your eyes, his heart ached to see your red, puffy eyes and cheeks. You were much younger than him, a little innocent soul… 

“I’m sure it is safe, don’t worry, sweetie.” He tried to calm you down, even if it was impossible. You were a kid, you needed your parents. He was just the older guy next door, who sometimes took care of you as your parents were friends.

Hoseok wondered if any of his friends… but he saw pitch black inside. There was no soul in there.

“Y/N, are you okay?” Hoseok asked the little girl who was in his back, like a baby gorilla on her mom. “We will go inside this place.”

Luckily, as Hoseok saw from a lot of movies, he knew how to break in.

“I will put you down now, I have to break the window, so you should stop, here.” He said to the girl and he did manage to break the glass of the door, he hoped he didn’t cause too much noise. He would have lied if he said he hadn’t been scared of the situation - apocalypse, war and stupid blood-suckers. Like a stupid fantasy movie.

It was ridiculous - one moment he was with his parents, trying to stick the door then they lifelessly dropping to the floor. It wasn’t a nightmare - because he was wide awake.

After he managed to open the door, he brought the little girl bridal style. He felt sorry for her - surely she didn’t understand the gravity of the situation entirely, she was shocked she wouldn’t see her parents again. Never smile at her, never say sweet things to her… 

“You know, I lost my parents, too.” He kneeled in front of her to be at the same eye level. “You are not alone, we will be okay. Trust me. I will protect you, and take care of you like always. You know that, right? You can always count on Oppa.” 

He smiled, trying to reassure the scared and sad little girl, who just nodded before she launched herself on the older boy. She hugged him and once again started sobbing, Hoseok patted her little back with his large hands, giving a soft kiss on her forehead.

When Hoseok wanted to leave the little girl alone to sleep, she started crying again, so from now on not only he was her guardian but her Teddy bear, too.

It seemed it was an ideal hideout. The owners of the small family restaurant kept a lot of cans in the kitchen. 

You ate a lot - Hoseok was even surprised how were you a skinny little girl, how could you eat that much. The sight of seeing you eating so happily warmed up his heart a little, forgetting the tragic events around them. 

He told you fairy tales every single night, he played games with you.

You and he lived there until the 10th night.

The vampires won. And they needed to eat as well.

You were almost asleep when you woke up to some noises outside. She jumped up on the mat she was laying on, the door opened revealing a scared Hoseok.

“Sweetheart, the vampires are coming, hide in the janitor’s room.” He barely let out the words, he heard the voices of their arrival. He stood in the middle of the room, waiting for them. And here they were, every one of them looking at the young boy.

Vampires were all beautiful but they were undead, monsters, feeding on human blood. Their red eyes darted immediately to Hoseok and stared at him quietly until one of them cleared his throat. He looked so young, however, all of them looked young, due to their immortality, they never changed.

“As you probably heard, young boy, we won the war.” The man declared with a grin plastered on his face. He seemed to be the general or in a high position based on his outfit, Hoseok thought. “And now you should come with us.”

Hoseok’s eyes widened but he was about to accept his fate, at least they will leave you alone. But…how would you survive all alone? Before he could follow the vampires, the general turned back. 

“You are not alone, aren’t you, son?”

He was about to say no but then you were running towards them, determination and tears in your eyes. “Bring me, too. I need oppa.” 

Upon seeing you, the vampires almost got crazy. Everybody knew how much the young children affected them. Their blood was the sweetest, the best liquid they had and Hoseok couldn’t miss the disgusting vamps’ lips licking when their eyes laid on you.

“Wow, she really is close to you, right?” Chuckled a female vampire and grabbed the little girl forcefully.

“I WANT TO HOLD OPPA’S HAND.” You whined struggling from the iron grip the evil had.

She just rolled her eyes before she made Hoseok hold your hand. Hoseok’s racing heart calmed down a little bit when once again he felt the warmth. He needed as much as oxygen - he felt alive.

No one knew how would be the life under the vampire’s reign. Hoseok didn’t know what to think either - the only thing he knew was that you and he were in the back of a van along with dozens of kids.

They were mostly around his age but there were small elementary school kids, too. Oddly, he felt relieved when he was with you, at least there was a reminder for him - of the better days he lived.

When the engine stopped, the vampires grabbed every child and lead them to the huge building which was once a hospital.

You and Hoseok passed 15 months together, being slaves. You two lived with three other in a cell, a boy in your age, and two girls who were 14 and 15.

You were lucky, you thought - you didn’t know how much sacrifice he made for that.

Other cells were much more crowded, smelling of dirt and blood.

“Such a good boy.” The female vampire purred into Hoseok’s ears, he wanted to throw up because of her faux sweetness as her mouth dived back into his neck. “You make me feel so good, in every possible way.”

Hoseok was your guardian. And because of that, he became the personal blood bag of the leaders of the hell hole, but if the women needed it, he offered his body, too. He wanted you to be safe and because of his position, he had privileges that he shared with you. Extra food? Hell yeah. All he wanted is to keep you alive, even if he suffered but whenever he saw your innocent smile, he forget about everything bad he felt.

“Oppa.” You shook him lightly whenever you had nightmares. “I- I…”

“Come here.” You heard his raspy voice and he invited you to his bed. Without him, you wouldn’t survive, you knew it. His warm breath, his arms holding you always made you fall asleep soon. 

Despite being captivated, there were good times, too. Hoseok somehow maintained his relatively happy persona (as happy as someone could be there) and you enjoyed your big brother like boy’s joking nature. He befriended many of the other children, he was famous. He was handsome - many girls tried to call him in their cells but he always declined. You were his priority, he wouldn’t keep your eyes off of you. Not when he was the only one you could depend on.

“Oppa, will we get old here?” You asked one day, sitting on the floor of the cell.

“No way, things will change once and we will get out.” He replied while he was braiding your hair.

“Will things change if we…?”

“If we what?”

“If we are free? You won’t be my friend?” You turned back to him and he saw the pool of tears in your eyes.

Hoseok stopped breathing. How is this little soul worrying about that? Why she thinks anything like that?

“As I said sweet Y/N, we will always be friends.” He wiped the little one’s tears away.

But then…everything changed.

Hoseok as he spent lot of time with vampires, he heard certain things about their thirst, about their preference. He got to know, vampires thought the younger children tasted sweeter than the elders. 

And one time, he witnessed with own eyes that one of them, sucked a boy in your age dry. The male vampire let the lifeless body go and smirked. Hoseok despised them but this time he lost that. He caught the vampires staring at you sometimes. And he had enough. 

"Y/N. Do you remember when you asked me if we grew old here?" You nodded, staring at him confusedly. "We will get away. Don't tell anyone." 

Hoseok knew every spot in the place, he often wandered around the building. And being with the vampires, he got a map, too, he planned your leave for a month. You trusted him, of course. It was before sunrise when you two tried to escape. Hoseok stole clothes of vampires to hide your scent, he thought of everything. You tried to follow him effortlessly but you had an absolute bad feeling. Even Hoseok had doubts. There was a spot in the building where there weren't any guards. 

And then. They appeared. "HEY, STOP!" A vampire yelled and Hoseok lifted you up and started running, as much as he could do. Then two of them appeared in front of him. "Hoseokie, I never thought you would be that stupid." A male vampire laughed. He was extremely frightening as he displayed his fangs. He was Kris, the ruthless killer whom you just rarely saw, unlike Hoseok. 

"If I say go, you should run out, okay?" Hoseok said and put you down carefully after seeing none of the vampires got closer. 

"N-n-no oppa..." 

"1...2...3... Go." Hoseok and you started to run but he slowed down and cut up his arm in one motion. He knew those vampires were thirsty as he saw their coal black eyes, you turned back to see him smiling at you sadly before one of them bite down his shoulder. 

You ran as much as you could, tears in your eyes streaming down your face. The only one you loved was gone. You were alone. You were running until the sun came up. You knew the vampires won't really chase you in sunlight, not when they are slower. You were walking down the road when you saw a car approaching - almost hitting you in fact when all of sudden it stopped in front of you. The person behind the wheels tore off the door and started growling angrily. "THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" A black haired young man yelled at you but after he saw you his jaw dropped the ground. "Oh my God." 

He rushed towards you. He couldn't believe it. You came from them. You reminded him of his sister very much. Maybe that's why he felt protectiveness immediately and took off his jacket to dress you up, not to catch cold, especially when you only wear a white t-shirt and white shorts in the middle of winter. 

"What's your name, sweetheart?" "Y/N." 

"Nice to meet you, Y/N. I'm Yoongi and I will help you, alright?" You nodded, he reached out his hand to you and you accepted it, hoping he could be trusted. When you arrived at the station - he told you he was a member of the rebellions' squad - people looked at you as if you had been a freak. A survivor? It was unbelievable. 

Even if you got extra care, you were thin, you were pale. Holding Yoongi hand helped you feeling better at the moment - because all you could see in front of your eyes was how the vampires were killing him slowly.

[thelillzmonster]

“GET TO KNOW ME” TAG

I was tagged by @suckerforhobi thank you <3

RULES: Answer 30 questions then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

01. Nickname: Lillz (here on tumblr)

02. Gender: Female

03. Star Sign: Cancer

04. Height: About 158 cm / around 5′2 ft

05. Time: 13:26 / 1:26PM

06. Birthday: June 23rd

07. Favourite bands: BTS; Gorillaz

08. Favourite Solo Artist(s): (Don’t really have any)

09. Song Stuck In My Head: As if it’s your last - BLACKPINK

10. Last Movie I watched: Hot Fuzz (I didn’t count any re-watches of movies)

11. Last Show I watched: The Ricky Gervais Show (lol)

12. When did I create my blog: About a year and a half ago

13. What do I post: Fanfics about BTS

14. Last thing I googled: “e4 trafikolycka”

15. Do you have other blogs: Nope

16. Do you get asks: Yeah, pretty regularly

17. Why did you choose your url: I actually don’t remember exactly where it originated from, cos the “monster” isn’t even a reference to Rapmon..

18. Following: 56

19. Followers: 3360

20. Favourite Colors: I like reds and pruples, and a shit ton of other colors

21. Average hours of sleep: About 6-7

22. Lucky number: None, cos ain’t no number ever done nothin’ for me

23. Instruments: I used to play the [transverse] flute, not anymore tho

24. What I’m wearing: An oversized t-shirt and a pair of pajama shorts

25. How many blankets I sleep with: Uno

26. Dream Job: Writer, Choreographer ( lowkey a bighit idol)

27. Dream Trip: (we’re talking DREAM rn) Anywhere with BTS, but realistically I don’t really know

28. Favorite Food: PIZZA, spaghetti, cake, et cetera.

29. Nationality: Swedish and Finnish

30. Favourite Song now: I NEED U, always and forever

TAGGING: @taeslilbitch @thatoneblondefangirl @galaxycynd @cloud9carats @mochi--jiminie @kainks

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[mincamzfic]

I was tagged by @ononefinespringday 

Rules: Answer 30 questions then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better 

1. Nickname:Cam, Camz, girly

2. Gender: Female


3. Star Sign: Virgo 

4. Height: 5’4


5. Time: 1:18 PM


6. Birthday: September 19th


7. Favorite Band(s): BTS,Blackpink,Got7,Sistar,Exid,Exo,Monsta x, KARD


8. Favorite Solo Artist(s): CL, Blackbear,Sia


9. Song Stuck in my head:I Would- 1D


10. Last movie watched: don't remember :')


11. Last show watched: Grey's Anatomy


12. When did I create my blog: about a month and a half ago


13. What do I post: BTS fanfics and imagines


14. Last thing I googled: One Direction


15. Do you have other blogs: Yep


16. Do you get asks: Nope


17. Why did you choose your url: "Min" stands for Min Yoongi(second bias), "Camz" is my nickname and "fics" well because I write fics lol


18. Following: 18


19. Followers:53


20. Favorite Colors: Pink, peach, dusty rose/mauve,terracotta 


21. Average Hours of Sleep: 5-8


22. Lucky Number:19


23. Instruments: I wish I could play the piano


24. What am I wearing: Shirt and sweats


25. How many blankets I sleep with: 2


26. Dream Job: I've always wanted to be a singer but also a doctor🤔


27. Dream Trip: South Korea, Los Angeles, Greece

28. Favorite Food: pasta


29. Nationality: French Canadian


30. Favorite Song now: NCT 127- Cherry Bomb

  @please-baby-calm-down @perpetually-jungshook @btssmutgalore @1honeypot @kpop-reads @suckerforhobi @justoneday-namjoonii @jungkookfortunekookies @dailydoseofdia @our-kpopreact { I don't follow people that much 😅}

[suckerforhobi]

Moodboard for Aeviternal

[suckerforhobi]

Melancholy

Pairing: Jung Hoseok x Reader (2nd POV)

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Summary: You almost only met him at funerals and weddings. You and he had several common points in your lives and you wanted to keep him as close as possible.

The first time you met the boy was when your paternal grandmother passed away, and her funeral was held, your eyes almost popped out when your father brought his new female companion - and the woman’s son with himself, whom no one knew in your family, not even your aunts and uncles.

Your family life was a mess but year by year, you had nothing else to do but accept it. Your parents divorced during the very first school year in your life which gave you a huge heartbreak at the tender age of 6, you could hardly recover from the memory of your dad tearing off the door and leaving you with two suitcases in his hands and your mother crying face which broke your heart even more. Looking back, years later you shouldn’t have been that shocked - they fought a lot, your dad came home too late and spent too much many. Your father didn’t act like an adult. Your parents were each other’s first love and you came when they were both so young, freshly graduated from the university. Still, your heart ached when you thought back to other kid’s parents - they were in love, they had mutual programs like visiting the zoo. That wasn’t the case with your eonma and appa - they loved each other but not that way anymore, the atmosphere tensed around them every single time.

Your father kept visiting you as much as he could, being a lawyer, he was pretty busy, not to mention he was living in another city. He supported you as much as he could, paying your mom every month the child support. Then, your father didn’t see you that much but still called every week. You missed him terribly but you knew he had a hard job, you wouldn’t hurt him.

That day you felt like you were betrayed. He didn’t see you because of that woman? Was she more important than you, his own daughter?  Did he spend time with her son instead of you? The 15-year-old yourself was beyond angry when you saw how much he cared about the two persons with him but not with his daughter who was few meters away. You cleared your throat in annoyance and your father turned to see you. He had a huge smile on his face. You had a couple of negative feelings towards your father. A new family and he missed you out? Why didn’t he tell you something about that?

“Hello, Birdie. I would like to introduce you to Hye and Hoseok.” You flinched when you heard your nickname your father gave you when you were a toddler. “Hye, Hoseok, she’s my daughter, Y/N.”

You were never impolite but deep inside, you would tell your father and his new chick with her son to get lost. However, it was your grandmother’s funeral and you wouldn’t have wanted to cause such a scene. She was an angel, she deserved a beautiful, peaceful goodbye ceremony.

“Nice to meet you.” You tried to sound as sweet as you could, it might hurt your soul to do that though you had no other choice. Hye who was the same sage as your dad and mom squeezed your hands and frowned.

“I’m so sorry, Y/N. I heard how much time you spent with your grandma. If you need anything and anyone to talk about, we are here.”

You nodded, giving them a smile which turned out to be more like a snarl. “Thank you, I’ll keep it in mind.”

You were inspecting the boy who did the same to you - his face had similarities with his mom’s, the timid smile he gave to you was identical to Hye’s. You would have been lying to yourself if you had denied the fact he was handsome. The way he looked at you was oddly comforting, despite knowing him for minutes.

“Y/N... are you free on on next week? We’ve bought a new house recently and you should see it yourself and we would decorate your room.”  

Your little heart was content. Your father maybe didn’t forget about you.

You found out more and more about both of your stepmother and stepbrother.  Hoseok was a few years older than you, he wasn’t a planned - how could he be when his mother was 17 when he was born? Growing up was surely hard for Hoseok, that’s why you weren’t surprised anymore how protective was your father of him. 

Hoseok was a graduating student from high school, you were surprised, he was so kind towards you, not the typical hormonal and cocky guy you thought he would be.  You two didn’t really meet often, just few occasions when he wasn’t with his girlfriend and you paid a visit to your father or at the wedding or funeral of your relatives.

It was the day of your dad and his mom’s wedding when you couldn’t keep your eyes off Hoseok - he was the most charming boy you had ever seen as much as you wanted to deny the fact. He was seated the opposite side of you, close to your parents. Your heart skipped a beat when he poked you gently.

“May I have a dance with you, sis?” His smile was contagious as you wore a matching one.”

“I would love to.”

The was the first time you were close to Hoseok, as you were now a 17-year-old teenager, your face was flushed but you still tried not to redden it more. His beautiful eyes, his warm smile, his comforting large hand resting on your waist.

“I never really said that but I’m glad I got a little sister.” He said softly, his eyes never leaving yours. From that moment, you knew he was the death of you. Luckily, his girlfriend’s whining turned you back to the real world, letting go his hand, to let them dance together.

“Y/N...” Your roommate called your name and you knew she plotted something for you. “I want to ask for something.”

You were nervous, if she asked for something, it never meant a good thing. 

“How can I help you, Haru?”

“Do you remember Park Jimin?” She asked and you nodded. Who didn’t know him? He was a popular guy, graduated a year after your first university year. He was a legend, many girls were the fan of his, worshipping him like he was a Greek God. Your roomie fell into this category, screaming every time his name was mentioned.

“I remember. What’s with him?”

“He asked me out on a date but he said his roommate has just broken up with his girlfriend, so he said we should go on a double date, he needs something to distract himself... and I thought...”

“I say yes but you owe me a lot.” You said and your goofy roommate suddenly pulled you into a tight hug, you felt your breathing becoming heavy as she almost choked you to death.

“You are the best.”

You spent on that October day hours on choosing your outfit for the night. You didn’t really have any fancy clothes, you didn’t really go out to have fun, instead of participating in some parties, you studied as much as you could. You were hard working and you hoped one day all your efforts would pay off. 

When you came out your room, Haru squealed like a proud mom when she noticed you in the red dress you had bought a year ago.

“Oh my God, Y/N, you look breathtaking! This dress is so lovely! I’m sure that guy would love it!”

You nodded, not believing her words entirely. Haru was almost like a sister to you, of course, she said nice words about your appearance.

“Where will we meet them?”

“Inside.” She replied happily and she was shining in happiness. You envied her,  she was always positive and cheerful, while you were so gloomy most of the time. This is who you were, the quiet, insecure bookworm. While she was a real Disney Princess.

Before you two entered the cozy Italian restaurant, you surely had imagined the mysterious guy Jimin brought with himself. Judging by his character, you trusted his choice, there was no way he would invite a boring, grumpy guy but a smiling and curious. But you never excepted to see someone you knew relatively well. Hoseok.

Both of you froze immediately, earning glances from Haru and Jimin.

“Do you know each other?” Jimin asked and Hoseok gave you a shy smile after hearing his friend’s question.

You wanted to tell the awkward truth but Hoseok was faster. “We are old friends.” 

You tried to be convincing enough, however, you didn’t really get it why Hoseok lied. Okay, he didn’t like exactly, you two had known the other for years but you were rather family than friends. Stepsiblings, to be exact. You guessed he said that to not upset your friends’ attempt to get a date for you.

“Is it true, Y/N?” Haru asked you with widened eyes, not really believing what she just heard.

“Yes.”

During the dinner, the four of you had a great time together but you were flushed as Hoseok never once took his eyes off of you, examining your face, waiting for your reactions. The faded crush from years ago that you thought of like a distant memory came back in once, making you confused. He was a forbidden fruit, a guy who off-limit, a platonic love. Still, you didn’t know how to handle when the dream boy of your youth was sitting with you on a date. On a date.

You had fun but you decided to go home earlier - your aim was to make Haru happy, your task was done. When you announced your leave, saying you are not feeling quite well, Hoseok stood up after you. “I’ll walk you home.”

The atmosphere was tensed between the two of you when you walked out of the building. You didn’t speak up but your brain was working on finding a possible, not awkward topic.

“We had a nice night, didn’t we, Y/N?” He asked smiling but not looking in your way.

“Yes, we had. It was good to see you again, not just listening to dad’s reports.”

“The same goes to you. I’m so proud of you, studying Psychology and you achieved your goals like a pro.”

Unlike Haru, you knew Hoseok would never tell you something he didn’t think seriously. His eyes were honest and you tried not to look in them, protecting yourself from falling for him too much.

“I tried my best.” You smiled sheepishly.

“Y/N. I want to meet you more, Sis. We are family and now I’m working and...”

“Of course, just text me and I try my best not to drown myself into studying.”

After that night you really met regularly, going to drink a cup of coffee together, or just hanging in the mall. Hoseok was in every time you called him up to meet and you reacted the same way when he wanted you to see your face. You never read anything more into those rendez-vous. You were just nothing more but brother and sister. Weeks turned into months, he quickly became the most trusted person in your life.

One day, everything changed.

“Will you go with me to meet my colleagues? We’ll have a small gathering and everyone brings a girl with themselves...” He explained laying his head in your lap, while you were sitting on your couch.

“Hobi, why don’t you ask the girl who lives in the same apartment as you?”

“Not my type.”

“The girl you were making out with at Jimin’s party?” You raised your eyebrows suspiciously.

“You will love this, she is engaged.”

“Noooooo. What a stupid chick.” You shook your head in disbelief.

“Are you free on this Friday?”

“I am.”

“Then we will go together there. Be pretty but not too pretty, I don’t want to chop off anybody’s di-”

You only responded by hitting his head with a pillow.

You got to know his friends beside Jimin, his colleagues at the I.T. company he started working not too long ago. The always grumpy but a soft guy, Min Yoongi and the incredibly intelligent Kim Namjoon, both of them brought their girlfriends who were happy Hoseok got himself a pretty cute girl (before you could tell you were related he once again stopped you from saying anything).

At the bar, you saw how everybody adored him. Indeed, he was the most amazing human being you had ever met.

He touched your hand, his body pressed to you, giving the warmth you loved.

You both drank but he surprised you when he put his lips on yours. You knew it was wrong, you panicked but you couldn’t push him away. It was a miracle, a dream, you thought. Then the loud banging music returned you to the real world, Hoseok still holding your lips as a hostage. That was when you realized... you couldn’t go back the way you used to be. You signaled him to let you go and he did but you could see the disappointment in his dark orbs.

You lied to anyone and you went home. It was a mistake. Stepsiblings should never do it.

You avoided him like plague afterward. You weren’t too happy when your dad and his wife, his mom had invited you to have a dinner together. You were scared, no, you were terrified. After a month, the pain remained, not healing like you prayed for. Hoseok caused you unintentionally a huge wound on your sensitive soul but you also harmed yourself as you ignored his existence. However, you had to stop your stupid, immature actions, for the sake of your family.

“Hello, Birdie.” Your father greeted you with a kiss on your forehead. Hye flew to the door to hug you and Hoseok was standing there, with an undetected expression. Of course, he didn’t cheer when he laid his eyes on you, he was surely upset with you.

“I missed you.” You said to them and you saw Hoseok turning away. He called you many times and you never once received his phone call, never replied to his messages on Kakaotalk. You wanted - God you really wanted - to answer him but you knew what had happened was wrong. 

The dinner went like the usual, his mom asking you about boys (you noticed Hoseok’s body stiffening), your father cracking the lamest jokes he’d heard in his life. You didn’t dare look him in the eye - you were afraid of the coldness in his usually shining pair.

When you went up to your room, your parents headed to the living room, Hoseok grabbed your wrist unexpectedly, making you almost scream out because of the sudden touch.

“Don’t go. We need to talk.”

You were ready to escape his grip but you missed him. You missed your stepbrother, who always made you laugh whenever you talked to me, who comforted you when you failed on an exam, he was there.

“What do you want to say, Hobi?”

“Don’t ignore me, like I am nobody to you!” He growled angrily, his unexpected outburst catching off your guard.

“Look, I needed time. It was wrong and we both know it!”

“Don’t say that you didn’t enjoy it, then you wouldn’t have responded the kiss.” His body was shaking as he was nervous and angry.

“The fact doesn’t change even if I did. We are family.”

You and Hoseok tried to ignore what had happened between the two of you that night. It was just a kiss nothing more but that kiss meant more to the both of you.You missed Hoseok like an alcoholic his favourite drink, you couldn’t ignore him anymore.

It was not long after the first few days of the new year when you woke up by a loud banging on the door. You groaned - you valued sleep as you could hardly fall asleep. You looked like a mad scientist with your messy hair but you opened the door.

Hobi was standing in your door, his eyes in tears. Your heart sank seeing him in that state but what he said burned into your memory for life. “Mom and Dad died.” You couldn’t breathe, collapsed on the floor. The man whom you loved the most and the woman you loved like your second mother were gone.

It was an accident on that winter day. Hoseok was the one whom they could call up. You couldn’t believe how he could remain sane - you felt like you were dead inside. Your mom visited you almost every single day, she told you also she lost one of the most important people in her life. If Hobi, Haru and your mom hadn’t been there, you surely would have fallen into depression.

But the only who exactly knew the loss was your step-brother. The tragedy brought you closer, you invited him over to sleepover beside planning the funeral. 

After the day of the funeral, you thought he would distance himself from you but he didn’t. He still wanted to talk to you, he still surprised you by giving little presents once in a while. One day you realized you couldn’t live without him by your side, in a way you should have never thought of.

“When will you admit you are in love with him?” Your mom rolled her eyes when she saw you texting with him. Involuntarily your lips stretched into a huge smile but it turned into a frown once your mother asked about him.

“Do you know about it?”

“Everybody can see how much you adore the other. Even your father saw it, Y/N.”

Your eyes widened, not believing your ears. “What?”

“Your father was a clever man and let me confess you something. We, the three parents talked about it one day and your father said he would feel strange. He got a son and the idea of dating with his blood, with his daughter...but trust me, as crazy as it sounds, Hye would have loved the idea of you two being together. But just think about that, your father wanted the best for you in all of his life. If that means you and him being more than step-siblings... Go for it!”

Later that night, after your mom left, it was your movie night with him.

You were watching a movie - you didn’t even remember its name as the movie was boring as hell - cuddling with him on the couch. Haru was staying with Jimin, so it was a perfect opportunity to ask him about his feelings.

“Hobi... I would like to thank you everything. Everything you did. You made my life better, you helped me through the darkest days.”

“Of course, that’s what brothers and sisters do.”

You frowned, sitting up to look at him. “I wanted to talk about us, too.”

He seemed surprised for a moment, unsure what to say to you. His silence pushed you further to talk. “I was thinking about the two of us. I loved that kiss and I love everything about you. I hate to admit but I’ve been in love with you since I was 15.”

He softly traced his fingers on your face. “You don’t know how much I love you. So would you give us a try?”

“I would.”

“Finally.” He pushed you down to his chest kissing you softly on your lips.This time you were sure you would never break the kiss. 

[suckerforhobi]

Song recommends for my works (series)

Aeviternal:

Hollywood Undead - Usual Suspect

Hollywood Undead - Lion

Hollywood Undead - Lights Out

Hollywood Undead- Gangsta Sexy

Grandson - Kiss Bang

Skillet - Hero

Three Days Grace - Painkiller

BTS- Come Back Home

BTS - Not Today

Zico - Bermuda Triangle (feat. Dean, Crush)

MAX- Wrong (song of the video)

Sucker For Pain - Imagine Dragons, Wiz Kalifa, Ty Dolla $ign, Logic,  X Ambassadors

My Chemical Romance- Demotional Lovers

Triste:

Ed Sheeran - Give Me Love

Ed Sheeran- Tenerife Sea

The Neighbourhood - Afraid

The Neighbourhood - Daddy Issues

Regina Spektor - Better

All Time Low - Therapy

All Time Low - A Love Like War

Avril Lavigne - I’m With You

BTS- I need U

Christina Perri - Human

Imagine Dragons - Demons

Coldplay- Fix You

Sound Of A Heartbreak:

Halsey - Sorry

The XX - Angels

Of Monsters and Men - Love Love Love

Birdy - Skinny Love

Avril Lavigne - Nobody’s Home

Yiruma - Kiss The Rain

BTS - Spring Day

Tom Odell - Heal

No Doubt - Don’t Speak

The demon, the girl and the deal:

Twenty One Pilots - Fairly Local

Linkin Park - Papercut

Linkin Park - Crawling

The Neighbourhood - Greetings From California

Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment

Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams

Nightwish - I Wish I Had An Angel

Evanescence - Lose Control

Evanescence - All That I’m Living For

Evanescence - My Last Breath

Evanescence - Whisper

Melanie Martinez - Tag You’re It

Melanie Martinez - Mad Hatter

Panic! At The Disco - Emperor’s New Clothes

Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become

Muse- New Born

Breaking Benjamin - Dance With The Devil

Apocalyptica - Bittersweet

The Rasmus - In The Shadows

EXO - Monster

Maroon 5 - Animals

Cirque Du Rêve:

BTS - House Of Cards

Britney Spears - Circus

Dean - Love (ft.Syd)

Dillon Francis & Kygo feat. James Hershey - Coming Over

Enrique Iglesias - Push It

Gym Class Heroes - Fighter

The Script - Hall Of Fame

(long list, I know)

[dat-town]

10 Biases Tag

Tagged by the lovely and absolute cutie @restlessmaknae, thank you dear! ♥ Although this wasn’t an easy task at all. My bias wreckers must have felt betrayed for not getting mentioned.

I’m tagging @taetaeby, @suckerforhobi and @museoul! <3

Rule: List 10 biases from 10 DIFFERENT groups.

In alphabet order:

Chanyeol (EXO)

Exy (WJSN)

Hyungwon (MX)

Jinyoung (GOT7)

Jungkook (BTS)

Soonyoung (SVT)

Taeyeon (SNSD)

Wonpil (DAY6)

Yeeun (CLC)

Yongguk (BAP)

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30 questions tag

Tagged by the lovely Jeal (@spring-jealousy), thank you! ♥

Nickname: Kathy Gender: female Star Sign: leo  MBTI Type: infj-t Height: 169 cm Time: 15:05 Birthday: 08.04. Favorite Bands: bangtan boys, got7, seventeen, monsta x, exo, clc, the 1975, arctic monkeys, against the current, the vamps, day6 Favorite Solo Artists: taeyeon, dean, halsey, ruelle, troye sivan, henry, suran Song Stuck In My Head: where are you? by clc Last Movie I Watched: Crimson Peak (thank you @lthyl for the rec! ♥ ) Last Show I Watched: Bon Voyage if it counts When Did I Create My Blog: about a year ago Last Thing I Googled: the weather in Visegrád Do You Have Other Blogs: ssh... it’s a secret Do You Get Asks: once in a while Why Did You Choose Your URL: in honour of the D-boy’s hometown Following: 148 Followers: 252 Favorite Color: pastel peach, silverish dark blue Average Hours of Sleep: 6-7 Lucky Number: - Instruments: - What Am I Wearing: leggings and t-shirt How Many Blankets Do I Sleep In: one or none Dream Job: having my own business/writer/sth with art Dream Trip: backpack trip with my sisters  Favorite Food: pasta Nationality: hungarian

Tagging @rainingallyear, @suckerforhobi, @inkgguk and @sonnenfuchs. Of course, only if you’d like to! ♥

[dat-town]

30 questions tag

Tagged by @suckerforhobi, köszönöm! ^^

Rules: Answer 30 questions then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

Not 20 but I’d like to tag @spring-jealousy and @sugasweetsubs if you have time and would like to do it <3

1. Nickname: Kathy (my real name sounds similar and doesn’t have nicknames)

2. Gender: female

3. Star Sign: leo

4. Height: 169cm

5. Time: 18:44

6. Birthday: 08.04.

7. Favourite bands: Kpop - BTS, EXO, MONSTA X, GOT7, SEVENTEEN, CLC, SNSD Not kpop - The Vamps, Against the Current, Arctic Monkeys, The 1975, The Neighbourhood

8. Favourite Solo Artists: Kpop - Taeyeon, Dean, Suran, Zico Not kpop - Halsey, Troy Sivan, Ruelle, Kehlani

9. Song Stuck In My Head: DAY6 - Be Lazy & BTS - Come Back Home

10. Last Movie I watched: Wonder Woman

11. Last Show I watched: Bon Voyage (if it counts, otherwise probably SupNat back in May)

12. When did I create my blog: almost a year ago

13. What do I post: mostly kpop reblogs and my own fanfics

14. Last thing I googled: "difference between highness and majesty”

15. Do you have other blogs: yes

16. Do you get asks: once in a while

17. Why did you choose your url: because of the hometown of the D-boy

18. Following: 137

19. Followers: 216

20. Favourite Colors: midnight blue with a silverish glow or pastel peach

21. Average hours of sleep: 6-7

22. Lucky number: -

23. Instruments: -

24. What I’m wearing : oversized white tee and white cotton shorts

25. How many blankets I sleep with: 1 or none

26. Dream Job: having a successful web development company while I can be a part-time writer

27. Dream Trip: roadtrip with my sisters around Europe (and then maybe in Asia)

28. Favorite Food: anything pasta (carbonara *-*)

29. Nationality: Hungarian

30. Favourite Song now:  So far away (Suga, Jin, Jungkook version)