#suho over there in the corner

[e9g7videos]

Chanyeol, Chen, Baekhyun, Sehun and Kai

[hyukaboosgf]

can i req lee suho x fem!reader plspls

just a fic where he helps reader study (shes good at acedemics tapi yeah yk the feeling of bring dtupid allat)

and bro comforts her when she cries allat

this request is so cuteeewkwnaj

Heart to Heart!

Lee suho x fem!reader

playing: Heart to Heart by Mac DeMarco

summary: You were sitting alone at a table in a library, books and notes scattered all over the table. Lee suho who was in the library to return a book, saw your exhausted figure.

Warnings! : kind of angsty (not sure) but fluffy ending !

“move it kid!” the man behind Suho whispered yelled at him. “oh sorry” he responded in a small voice eyes still trained on you.

When Lee suho came into the library with the intention to return a book he borrowed, his eyes somewhat found your figure in the corner of the library. But this time you looked different..

And by different he meant you looked tired.

After he returned the book, he decided to walk up to you. When he came close, your head was still on the table with your arm surrounding it. His initial thought was that you were probably asleep. But unbeknownst to him, you were actually doing quite the opposite.

You weren’t just alone though, you were alone at a library at 8 pm. you should be at home right now unless you had a tutor to meet or atleast a friend to study with you!

After staring at your seemingly down figure for a short second, he decided to come up to you “hey y/n?” he said in a small voice. but you weren’t answering.

He tapped your shoulder with two fingers and that’s when you realised there was someone. Startled, you replied “Oh Suho!” shocked to see him on this hour at the library. But he had always been unpredictable.

“are you ok? why are you sleeping in the library?” he asked you in a polite tone. “Oh me? i was just studying for the mid term exam” you replied to him in a slow voice.

He wasn’t sure if it was his eyes or his heart telling him that you looked malnourished, but he sure knew you definitely needed a little help with studying, considering you looked a bit tired.

“do you need help?” he offered. You were shocked honestly, you never thought Suho who you barely even know, would want to study with you. “are you sure? don’t you need to go home at this hour?”

You didn’t really mind if he studied with you, it’s just that you didn’t want him to think you were stupid. That’s the last thing you’d want.

You were an Academic Achiever, but lately things has been a bit hard for you . Hence, why you think your not doing good like you used to. And everything has been going so wrong lately you just don’t have enough time to think about yourself today.

“No i’ll be fine, I haven’t studied this too and since your here might as well!” He lied, he actually already did study this, he just wanted to spend some time with you. And in a small voice you thanked him.

A few minutes had went by with him teaching you a few things here and there whenever you looked at your notes confused. To be honest, you were glad he was there.

“do you get it?” he asked as he turns to you for confirmation, but when he faced you fully he saw tears streaming down your eyes. Soft sniffles came out from your stuffy nose.

“A-are you ok??” he was worried and confused on why you cried, was it because of him? did he do something wrong? “is it me? did I do something?” Truth is it was never because of him.

You shook your head, a small “no” came from your lips. He was relieved but still confused on why you cried and before he could ask you, you answered his unspoken question.

“It’s just that..” you started “It’s just that i feel so stupid lately. It’s like that feeling when your failing the only thing your good at. Everyone around me is so much better than me i’m just scared that at some point i’ll be the idiot in the corner just taking up space.”

As he heard you out he also understood the way you were feeling. He didn’t know what to do, he had never felt this way before. But one thing he did know was that you needed him. You needed him to listen and hear you out. And so he did.

“I’m sorry i know i’m ranting but i just can’t hold it in any longer.” was the last thing you said before you laid down your head on the table with your arms surrounding it.

After you had calmed down a bit, Suho got up and went behind your chair to hug you. He didn’t know what to say, but the least he could do was hug you so you know he’ll always be there for you no matter what.

No words was exchanged for a moment, it was just you and him holding on to each other. It was sweet, you liked this.

But not anything lasts for long so at some point you let go of each other. “thank you Suho.” You thanked him. And when he looked at you your eyes were puffy but your lips was in a beautiful small smile he had always admired from afar.

And as time flew by it was already 9 pm so you had to be home or your parents will get worried. As you and Suho helped each other clean the table, he asked you “y/n, do you want to maybe study again tomorrow? since it’ll be Saturday we should go to the cafe nearby”

You couldn’t decline the handsome man in front of you, so of course you said yes to his request!

a/n : hope you enjoy this ff anon!! >.<

[pospoets]

Another idea but if Og Javier meets Tged Lloyd he would get attached quickly solely because he missed his old life in the barony he wished to come back to (which is county now in tged), all i'm saying is, a love corner with Og Javier and Tged Javier. + If they meet it'll be like them fighting over (Kim Suho) Tged Lloyd

BUT THATS NOT ALL, LETS ADD ALICIA. Alicia and Lloyd is my second fav ship solely because these two are somehow a match, AND LETS ADD OG ALICIA so basically we have 4 people surrounding our dear babygirl Lloyd.

[jaemmphilia]

★𝕝𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕞𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥★ || kim j.mn

★ summary: the moment suho has been dreading for the past five years has finally come. he has absolutely no idea how to handle it.

★ pairing: dad!suho x dad!reader

★ warnings and rating (16+): suho is stressed bc his boys are growing up, he loves his boys a lot, he cries a little, like two cuss words, gays in love :'((

★ word count: 815

★ binnie's thoughts: i've been feeling super frustrated lately, so here's some soft domestic fluff for you all

★ requested?: yes, by @jaehyuncocksleeve

★ disclaimer: this fic in absolutely NO WAY represents suho as a person. this is simply a work of fiction for entertainment purposes, so enjoy!

© triplejracha, 2023. please do not copy to any other platform.

Today’s the day. The day that every parent dreads, from the moment their kid turns that special age. The day their precious little bean goes to big-kid school. Suho wishes it would never come. Alas, he can’t just stop his boys from growing up, so he’s gotta suck it up, your words.

The day his twin boys, Daesik and Dalyun turned five, he knew their first day of first grade was nearing close. Every time he would go to the grocery store there would be displays screaming, “Get ready to go back to school!” at him. He would glare at the happy children on the displays, his mind going back to the reminder that Daesik and Dalyun needed to get their school supplies before it was too late.

It was almost too late when the twins got their school supplies. [Name] had told Junmyeon at least thirty times a day that he needed to look over the supplies list and take the boys to the store so they can pick out what kind of supplies they want. 

[Name] sits Junmyeon down after dinner one night, staring down at his husband with a scowl. The twins were in bed, and [Name] tucked them in after a bedtime story. Junmyeon wishes the couch would swallow him up and turn into a stale fry that’s been tucked between the cushions for months now. [Name] gives the male a look that tells Junmyeon to start explaining why the hell their boys’ first day of school is in two days and they still do not have any supplies.

“I can explain, love,” Junmyeon starts, shrinking deeper into the couch as [Name]’s piercing pools of [EC] narrow at him. If looks could kill, [Name] would be wanted for the murder of his husband. “I meant to take them a week ago.”

“And you didn’t, why?” [Name]’s voice is sharp, and the man isn’t even yelling. He’s talking normally but his tone tells Junmyeon that [Name] is angry. 

“It’s a funny story, really,” Junmyeon chuckles nervously, but [Name] isn’t laughing, which is a bad sign. His husband doesn’t get angry often, but when he does, you might want to watch out. 

“Junmyeon, does it look like I’m in the mood for a funny story? I want an explanation, and I want one now.”

Junmyeon breaks, finally, tears forming at the corners of his eyes, “Fine! I confess, damn it! I didn’t take them because I don’t want them to go to school!” Junmyeon covers his face with his hands, letting the tears fall freely.

[Name]’s body and face soften at his husband's confession. Now that Junmyeon told him the truth, [Name]’s chest rumbles with light chuckles. [Name] takes a seat next to Junmyeon and he tugs his sulking husband close to his body.

“Junnie, look at me,” [Name] says, lightly shaking his husband's slightly bigger body, “I’m not mad anymore now that you actually explained what was going on. It’s not like you to stall until the last minute.”

“I know, love. I’m really sorry, but the thought of my precious little beans growing up scares me to no end.” Junmyeon says, allowing [Name] to wipe the salty tears from his cheeks.

“I understand, but this is something we have to do. You want them to get a proper education so they can be successful, don’t you?” [Name] asks softly, his slim fingers pushing Junmyeon’s wild baby hairs away from his face.

“Of course I do, I want them to grow up and be happy. But I also want them to stay little forever.” Junmyeon sniffles, looking at his husband with the cutest pout on his handsome face.

“I don’t want them to grow up either, but it’s just part of life, darling,” [Name] says, chuckling softly at his pouty husband, “They’re only five right now, Junnie. They have lots of growing to do.”

“Yeah, I guess you’re right. I just love them so much.” Junmyeon sighs, his chest clenching with heavy amounts of love for his twins. 

“They love you too, trust me. They keep asking me when Daddy is going to take them shopping for school supplies. Dalyun is hoping to find a Bluey backpack.” [Name] laughs, Junmyeon joining in.

“I’ll take them tomorrow, promise. Will you be joining us, love?” Junmyeon asks, his hand slipping into [Name]’s and bringing it to his lips, placing a gentle kiss on top of his hand. 

“Sure, I’ll go. It takes two to parent those two little monsters.” [Name] says with a cheeky smile.

“How dare you call my little beans monsters! They’re little angels!” Junmyeon gasps, offended. [Name] just laughs some more and stands up.

“Sure, sure. Let’s get ready for bed. We have a few busy days ahead of us.” 

“Yes, we do. I may not be prepared, but I’m happy.”

“That’s all that matters, dear.”

[xxktnexx]

PREVIEWS CHAPTER

Chapter 4 - I Did It Better

Chapter 5 - Fear of Love

You wanted to cry because of how cornered you felt.

And the worse part? Chanyeol isn't helping you one beat.

What's his deal?!

"You left together to send the twins home? So...." Baekhyun open his mouth again.

You gulp, bracing yourself in whatever stupidity that Baekhyun will blurt out.

"Did you see the girl Chanyeol was with?" He asked in excitement.

I love you BYUN BAEKHYUN!!!!!

You play neutral and shrug. "I didn't."

"That's unfortunate." They all mumble after the other.

Wow, was your relationship with Chanyeol that severe that they immediately toss you out of the choices.

Especially the twins. It seems like the comment they made last night, which was the cause of all of this, was only made out of drunkenness.

They were so convince that you really wanted to strangle them both.

But it was yours and Chanyeol's fault for taking the bet seriously.

You eyed Chanyeol who only chuckled on how stupid your friends are and shook his head.

You glared at him for not helping you which he returned with a grin.

Now you're really considered killing him.

The gang started to talk animatedly and they were also getting drunk but you still haven't spotted Kyungsoo.

For all you know, he's fucking someone at the moment.

Baekhyun who's in your right side was starting to get drown on the alcohol too and now started flirting with you.

Well, that's not new.

He was always a flirt.

Usually you would be flicking his forehead or pulling his hair, but you just let him this time because of unconsciously saving you from earlier.

He put his arm around your shoulder and whisper some words that made you chuckle.

You were having a good time with Baekhyun when you felt a very intense stare that would probably drill a hole through your head.

You whip your attention around to catch whoever it is but to no avail you saw no one.

Everyone was talking with someone else, even Chanyeol is talking to Suho.

It made you frown. Who could that be? 

 

"Y/N what do you think our baby would be like if we end up together?" Baekhyun asked.

You laugh at the question. "Maybe psychotic."

"Don't say that." He whine but a smirk replaced it soon after. "But you really did consider having my baby." Baekhyun grin from ear to ear.

"Yeah sure." You played along with him.

"He or she will probably have your ashy platinum blonde and will have my features."

"Why do I only get the hair?"

"Then if he's a boy, he'll have your dick." You both laugh on your own jokes.

Baekhyun snake his arm around you and placed his head on your shoulder. "That's a promise. Your first born would be mine." He mumble under his breath.

You shook your head. 

This guy is really getting drunk.

You're sure he won't remember anything he said for tonight when morning comes.

All of you jump on your seat when Chanyeol's glass fell over. Even Baekhyun sat up in a daze.

He probably doze off while leaning onto you.

"Sorry. Hand slip." Chanyeol just shrug and began talking again with Suho.

 

"Oh! I like that music." Sehun blurted out. "Dance with me Y/N."

"Not in the mood." You shortly said. 

Even Baekhyun snake his arms around you in a protective hug. "No! Don't take her away from me. I'm sleepy." 

"What am I? A pillow?" Your brow rose at him.

Baekhyun didn't respond and just dove his head on the crook of your neck, mumbling some incoherent words.

"You alcohol-intolerant bastard. Go look for a cradle or something. I'm borrowing the lady." Sehun push Baekhyun's head making the older guy slam on the soft foam behind him.

Sehun immediately pulled you on your feet and lead you to the dance floor, leaving Baekhyun unable to protest.

"Geez Oh Sehun, I told you I'm not in the mood. Why didn't you just choose any other girl to dance with?" You asked as Sehun started to dance.

"I don't feel like taking another partner other than what I have on hand. And besides no one can hold a candle against you guys here."

"Then why me? Why don't you just drag one of the twins instead?" You said in cross arms still not moving.

"You knew how those two sucks on their feet. Unlike you. Your the best dancing partner for me." Sehun grin from ear to ear.

"Come on. It's not like you hate dancing with me." He added and turn you around to sway you along with him.

You roll your eyes but still gave in.

That was true. You like dancing with any of the guys (not like you've tried dancing with Chanyeol).

They always move beautifully. They know how to sway their body against yours and most especially, they keep unwanted strangers away from you.

Plus their handsome features always gain you envious glare from other females.

You secretly take pleasure on that.

You started to sway on the beat with Sehun behind your back. The two of you were just having fun.

He was keeping you close with his hands just above your hip bone.

Closing your eyes, you let yourself into the music. A smile never left your lips. Sweats starts to form on both of your skins but you really don't mind.

Sehun roll his hips and so did you just matching the movement to the music.

But everything turn sour when you open your eyes.

Almost immediately, your eyes zoom in to Chanyeol who was intently looking at you.

He was still talking with Suho but his eyes was on you and it looks like it was there from the very beginning.

His eyes were dark like he was ready to snap anyone's neck.

Face contract in a slight frown and his hand tighten around his glass.

You suddenly wanted to do something bad to irritate the giant man who can't keep his eyes off of you. Then you had a good idea, making you smirk.

You took Sehun's arm and snake it around your body, just bellow your breast.

Sehun lean in and put his chin over your shoulder.

You saw how Chanyeol's jaw clench in tension but nevertheless you have to stop yourself from laughing.

Your loving how you can draw such kind of reaction from him.

"I'm gonna get myself killed." Sehun suddenly whisper on your ear.

"And why is that?" Your eyes grew.

Did Sehun saw it? Were our actions too obvious? Did he notice and figure that something was up?

"I don't know. I just really think that someone would jump and strangle me to death if I won't stop whatever I'm doing now." He said.

You turn your head to his direction and figure out that he had his eyes close in contentment. 

A chuckle escape your lips and reach out to ruffle his hair.

"Come on. We all know you only love me as a sister."

"Well, that can really change if left unguarded." He chuckled.

You lightly slap his arm. "Stop joking around brat. Let's go back to our table."

He nod and pull you again, leading the way back to the table. When you got back to your previews seats you saw that Baekhyun was already face flat on coach.

Snoring his butt silently. You pick his head lightly before placing a pillow under his head.

What a big baby.

Kai was not on his seat.

Chanyeol was also not there when you arrived.

Kyungsoo was still not on sight.

Suho was talking to Sehun now and the twin was probably dancing on the floor.

"Guys, watch over Baek and my things. And please spot where the twins are. We don't want some human eyes figuring us out." I said when I stood up again.

"Where you going?" Suho asked.

"Rooftop. Just need some air."

They both nodded and you left them as they resume talking to each other.

You went out on the back door and looked at the flocks of stairs.

It was a four story building and you did not bother on climbing each one of the stairs. Rather you leap from one floor to the other, the music slowly decreasing behind you.

You needed the air that badly.

When you arrived at the top, the place was somehow dark but that would never be an issue to someone like you.

Darkness is a demon's playground.

You went into the railing and look at the busy people down the pavement. The night is still on its peak, no wonder that the streets are still quiet lively.

You inhale the delicious air and let it out with a sigh.

Now is the best time to think about what is happening to you.

Specifically in what you're currently feeling towards Chanyeol.

You would admit it in pure heart now.

He's attracting you more than you shows and now you're starting to reevaluate this whole dilemma.

Did you really hate Chanyeol?

Yes I did. It was not really because of what happened when we were kids but more of how his actions are in between. Cocky. Sarcastic. Evilness at its maximum.

You hate the whole scenario that resulted to this and unfortunately it got him into it.

Next. Did you have feelings for him before?

Now thinking about it, you remembered having feelings for him when your just a child. Not the usual crush thing where you like him because he's cute but more of admiring him because of how he do things.

Chanyeol was already talented since before and that's what you loved about him.

Most especially was his enthusiasm. He was always the happy kid. Always having the goofy grin plastered on his face and a mischievous one when he's pulling a prank.

You remembered the innocent blush you would have every time his dimple sank in when he smiles at you.

He looks lovable altogether and that made you smile now.

Yes I did have feeling for him for a very long time.

Did the feelings stop?

It did. After what happened to your brother, you just close your door. Pushed everyone away.

No one could really blame you. You were really close to your brother and by seeing him lose his life in front of you was something that made you cage your emotions.

The reason may sound cliche but that was that. The great Y/FN could not find the courage to break away from the pain.

Chanyeol wasn't really the one to blame when your connection with him became this bitter.

It wasn't his fault. It was yours.

You sigh again.

Yeah it was mine. I've thought about this before but it never really did sink into me how heavy it should suppose to be because I was too busy nurturing my hatred towards him.

 

For the final question to self. Do you have feelings for him now?

You sigh.

I- I don't know. I'm not sure.

But you think that if you really do have feelings for him now then you liking him and him hating you would hurt like a crap.

"What a turn of event." You sigh and lazily lean yourself on the railing.

"What is?" The baritone voice almost made you scream. You stood upright almost immediately. 

You turn around to come face to face with the lone man who's currently monopolizing your entire lobe.

"What the fuck Park Chanyeol! Don't scare me like that!" You put your hand over your heart.

"I was here first then you just barge in and started sighing." He just shrug and you looked at him.

You sigh again, putting your hand back beside you.

"See? That sigh again." He was looking at you worriedly. You pushed the idea away thinking that you're only imagining it.

"It's nothing. Don't mind me." You said and walk pass him to leave the place.

First you can still see the door a feat away from you but the next thing you know was you being pushed into the wall by Chanyeol as he pinned you in place.

His face was back to his usual features. Sexy eyes that stares down to you and parted lips that he just wet with his tongue.

Chanyeol tilt his head side ways still looking at you. "What are you thinking?"

"None of your concern."

You.

Yeah, like you could really say that. 

 

"Hmmm. Then let's put that aside for now and talk about what happened this morning." Chanyeol lean his arm above you while his other hand cup your cheek with his thumb swiping the skin.

You stopped yourself from leaning to the touch, rather you chuckle to hide your nervousness.

"You didn't expect me to stay, did you?" Sarcasm was audible to your tone.

"I did, actually." You're not expecting that answer. You were caught off guard that you just open and close your mouth like an idiot.

Your breath hitch when Chanyeol lift you up, making your legs wrapped around his waist. He lean his forehead over yours and close his eyes.

"You have no idea how hard I have to stop myself from going into your house and even to your office. I have to wait for a long goddamn time just to see you."

He burried his head on your neck and inhale your scent.

"Shit, I've never known I'd miss you this much." His grip tightening over you.

He lean in to kiss your lips passionately. It wasn't as aggressive as yesterday but still breath taking.

You kissed him back, trying to show the unsaid affection that makes you go insane.

You can already feel his excitement poking your core and now resenting the layers of fabric that separates you from him.

You grind your hips on him earning a growl from the man who's still kissing the hell out of you and you also moan to the delicious contact.

"Do you really want to get layed that much? No wonder you'll even say you missed me." Your sarcastic mouth was back on track again.

Chanyeol's dangerous eyes pin your focus on his face.

"Don't make it look like I am just horny."

"Why? wasn't this all about? Or are you saying you actually have feelings for me?" You said in a smug look. You know you're taking your chances but with how nervous you felt, only the thought of teasing him seat right to you.

Chanyeol stopped on his track but he kept you in place.

You thought he's going to back away and leave you. A tint of fear climb in your heart that you did not notice your own hands gripping tightly on his jacket.

Fuck this mouth.

You wanted to slap your own mouth when Chanyeol looked at you again in the eyes. A smirk was dancing on his lips.

"Why don't you find that out."

You felt the sudden shock from Chanyeol's challenging answer. 

"And I still need to punish you for leaving me this morning. As well as for being really naughty tonight." Chanyeol kissed your neck and proceeded on marking you there with hickies.

The small gasp that left your mouth woke you up from the slight pause. "Naughty? Never remember doing something like that."

"Oh really? Then let me remind you of Baekhyun's arms snaking on you and maybe Sehun's too." He said and made a painful grip on your hip before grinding to you sinfully.

"And can you clarify it to Baekhyun that he's not having your first born."

A long moan escape your lips." I didn't know your are a jealous type." You smirk in between breath. Hands tugging on his hair as he cares your skin skillfully.

"You think so? Well that's quiet wrong." Chanyeol smirk dangerously at you.

"Cause I'm a possessive type. And what's mine is mine."

That caught you off guard.

He let you on your feet but almost shriek when he sudden rip the front part of your pants.

Damaging the button and zipper of your lower cloth. 

"What the fuck--." You're about to ask him but instead a groan cut you off mid sentence.

It was when he dip his hand on your clothed slit sliding it up and down. 

"Sorry, I'll buy you a new one. Your pants was too tight, I need the space." Chanyeol explained in one go.

He then went pass your panties and directly slide his middle finger on your heat. "Fuck, you're so wet." He growl on your ear.

You gripped on his arm and looked up to him. Eyes begging for more. Your mouth just counldn't form any comprehensible words other than a moan, gasp and whimper.

"Do you wanted it inside?" Chanyeol dared to ask.

You wanted to glare at him and maybe choke him for a second but the heavenly sensation on your core just won't let you.

"Yes please. Put it inside. Please." You begged.

He did what he was told and kissed you hungrily. He pump his middle finger into you in a steady pace then he added another.

"You're so tight gongju-nim." He chuckled lightly. "Who would have thought that my dick fitted in here last night." You look up to him. His eyes were hooded. He was as aroused as you are and that made you smirk at him.

You're thinking for something to bark back but the fingers inside you, which in now three in total, wouldn't let you think straight.

It even got more intense when he curl his fingers inside and hit your most sensitive spot.

"Ohh fuck. Yes there." 

You whimpered in disapproval when Chanyeol stopped touching you.

Your close eyes flew open only to see him dropping to his knees.

"What are you doing?" You asked and shivered when he suddenly pull your pants down along with your panties, taking it completely off of you.

He lift your right leg and hook it on his shoulder. He then look up to you innocently. "I'm gonna eat you out." 

You cry in pleasure before you could even process what he just said. You felt his tongue swipe your folds a couple of times before hardening the muscle to tongue fuck you.

You grind yourself on his mouth, head falling back with your mouth hang open.

"Shit just like that Yeol." You said and bucked more to meet his tongue.

Chanyeol growl in response to his pet name, sending euphoric shock to your inside.

That's when you look down. He was there on his knees alternately pushing his tongue or sucking your wet pussy with a dirty slurping sound.

His eyes hooded but staring directly at yours. His brows was furrowed in consentration on the work at hand.

You bit your lips seeing him there. Now feeling the knot on your lower stomach wanting to undone.

"I'm gonna come." You said on gasp

A few more suck and you came on Chanyeol's face. Trembling from the intensity. If not for his strong arms and shoulder, you would be tumbling down by now.

He didn't let a single thing drop and clean it all with his mouth.

You came down from the high and look at Chanyeol who was still cleaning you up.

You were panting when you say, "Is this my reward from winning last night's bet?"

He swipe his tongue one last time on you before kissing his way up to your body.

He peck your inner thigh before proceeding to your hip bone then lower abdomen.

Finally, he kissed your stomach. You looked down in confusion when he placed his ear on your exposed belly. Slightly tickling you with his hair.

He let out a satisfied pur and suddenly looked up with the biggest grin you've ever seen.

"Believe me when I tell you, I already won." 

You frown and pull him up. "What the hell are you saying? I clearly won. I remember atleast that before passing out."

His mouth was still smudge with your liquid and you took it upon yourself to clean it for him.

Licking it slowly before kissing him full in the mouth.

Chanyeol chuckle on the kiss. You pulled back looking at him. He looked unconvince.

Well whatever he say, I won.

You thought and shrug.

You wore your underwear and pants again with Chanyeol helping you.

"You sure you don't want me to return the favor? I'm pretty good with my mouth." You asked with raised brow trying to tease him.

He shooked his head in refusal and smiled. He suddenly hugged you from behind making your heart pumped rather aggressively because of the act.

You gave in to whatever your heart desires to do and lean back your head.

"I already know that. Last night was enough of a proof" He just said.

You stood there in total silence. The atmosphere was very comfortable that you could not believe it yourself.

"We should get down. The others would wonder where we are."

Chanyeol chuckled again. "I wanna see there faces if they saw us like this."

You slap his arm when you turn around. "Don't even think about it." 

Sadness cross on his eyes.

"Atleast not tonight." You added and saw the goofy grin creeping on his lips.

"Anyway." You sigh when you realize the broken button and zipper of your pants.

"What am I going to do with this?"

You heared a russle and saw Chanyeol taking his jacket off. He help you wear it and zip it all the way up to your neck.

You glare at him making him laugh. 

He smile at you once again. His eyes was swimming in an emotion you're not familiar with. Or were you? You remember those eyes and that face he's giving you.

A face in your memories when you were kids. When he promised that he will love, protect and be with you forever.

The forgotten words that you thought was just a child's play.

The words and feeling you burry behind hateful emotions and remarks.

A promise that you thought was only blurted out of carelessness of innocence. 

You remembered it. You remembered Park Chanyeol.

Your eyes turn teary on the sudden realization. You wanted to cry your eyes out with the overwhelming emotion you do not know how to handle.

You wanna run away but also wanted to burry yourself to him at the same time.

Chanyeol look at you with worried eyes. "Are you okay?" His eyes turn round.

"Is it about your pants? I promise I'll buy you a new one. Was it your favorite? Oh shit was it?" His face was so panic that it made him look so dorky.

You never knew he can be this awkward and funny. You've never seen this kind of him before. Well not atleast when his still your enemy.

You chuckled, cheeks still tainted with tears. You're laughing and crying at the same time. You think that you maybe look like a lunatic.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Don't cry now. You can buy another 5 pants or even 10. I'll pay." He was wiping the tears on your eyes.

You chuckled again, finally drying your face from the unexpected cry. "I'll hold you on your words Park Chanyeol." 

"Uhm, all 10?" He asked now realizing where he just pushed himself into.

"All 10 branded new pants." You emphasizes the word branded.

He nervously chuckles but nod anyway. He lean in to plant a rather innocent kiss on your lips that last for a minute.

You pulled back first with a smile but lean in again to follow it up with small pecks. You can feel that Chanyeol too was smiling on kiss.

For the final question to self. Do you have feelings for him now?

You looked at his handsome face again and smile warmly.

Finally admitting.

Yes. I think I have. I think I have fallen deeply in love with Park

NEXT CHAPTER >>>>

[pajarinwrites]

EXO recs

directory | general masterlist

✨ favourites

OT9 / Multi

an adventurer's guide to romance ✨ @guardians-of-exo & @softly-savage-mint-yoongi i'm not giving up hope that they'll still post Jongin, Jongdae, and Baekhyun TT, fantasy!au, i haven't read all of them yet but yixing and yeol are so good i refuse to believe any of the others could disappoint

EXO Mall ✨ @yehet-me-up i don't know why everyone and their mother does EXO series, but i am definitely not complaining, junmyeon's was adorable, xiumin's is brilliant, i'm sure the others are just as great

EXO as Rich Kids @spacequokka EXO has more group series than every other group combined, every time i find a good fic it's part of a series like what? so far i've read jongdae's it's super cute

Xiumin

don't call it a love song (EXO mall series) ✨ @yehet-me-up 16.8k deserves it's own mention bc music nerd minseok?? rocker minseok?? bookstore owner!reader??? it's like this thing was written specifically for me, i ate this shit up it was so cute, their interactions were so cute, probably my favourite idiots2lovers ff, the snow scene, the singing scene, the dancing scene, the everything scene, minseok being a simp regularly, there is no fault in this ff, i'm gonna stop now i could keep going god help me

burning bridges @kwanisms 1.5k this hurt me, it's angst, it's not exactly happy, the synopsis tells you as much but every time i still read it and think maybe, maybe...

Suho

the meet cute (EXO mall series) @yehet-me-up 4.5k also deserves it's own mention, dilf!junmyeon??? how does writer know all of my favourite things in the world?? TT the antique store thing suits our leader so well, why is he so attractice? and his sungmin is super cute argh, i have beef with this ff because why is it so short TTTTT

Lay

you work too hard @cxsmicmyeon 0.7k just some domestic fluff with workaholic yixing, i'm projecting so hard onto this fic omg

extraordinary ✨ (an adventurer's guide to romance) @softly-savage-mint-yoongi & @guardians-of-exo 10k apothecary!yixing, yixing with glasses(!!!!!!), he's so sweet in this, they're both so cute, it's one of my favourites of the series so it deserves a special mention here

Baekhyun

inquiring minds @papermatisse 2.7k professor!baekhyun, i don't know what is up with exo-ls but y'all always find my most absolute favourite au versions for the boys like fr what's going on, anyway, this was soo freaking good! i read a professor one about woozi (svt) that was trying to do what this ff did but...., and now i get to read the concept executed perfectly, i'm screaming ugh

Chen

disclaimer: these are obviously works of fiction and they take place in non-canon universes. we all wish jongdae and his family only the best, duh. if you're uncomfortable with reading ff about him, skip ahead. me, personally, i'd like to keep a little delulu corner in my daydreams available for him &lt;3

CEO!Jongdae ( EXO as Rich Kids series) @spacequokka 0.5k it's so short TT but it's super sweet, the last line really got me, too

Chanyeol

kissed barely awake @irregular-idol-imagines 0.6k this confused me but it was so cute and fluffy that i didn't really care tbh

the doctor will see you now @kwanisms 4.5k this was kinda unhingend, in the best way possible, that's a high compliment in this context, incubus!yeol? i didn't think i'd like that premise but i did, i loved the slight horror aspects, the ending?? and how it linked back to the beginning? borderline genius, chapeau

D.O.

spellbound ✨ @whimsical-ness 6.7k ahhh this is soooo good, their dynamic is so nice, kyungsoo is such a freakin' cutie i cannot, and the other member cameos are so fitting ugh i love this so much

but you're warm... @kwanisms 0.5k ew this is so cute, i love cuddly, clingy kyeongsoo TT

Kai

movie night @galaxybam2 0.8k reading this taught me things about myself i'd have preferred not to know. enjoy, sluts (affectionately)

Sehun

spellbound @navellera 6k this doesn't feel like 6k, it was over in the blink of an eye, one of the only sehun ff i've read so far that i could actually stand, most of them (that i've looked at so far) have really weird writing in that the author puts weird sentences in a row that feel disconnected and irrelevant to one another sometimes, this one didn't have that, also, i've been looking for some hogwarts!exo and this really scratched that itch

[headintheclouds-posts]

Exo reaction - How they would kiss

A/n : I won’t write for Chen, as he is openly in a relationship and married, I don’t feel like this would be fair to his wife.

I apologise for any spelling or punctuation mistakes made 😊

Credit to original Gif owners 🥰

Xiumin -Gentle: he would start with light peppering kisses, the corners of his mouth tugging up when he hears your giggles. His kisses would slowly become longer and his hands would come up to cup your face as he pulls you into his chest to deepen the smooch.

Suho - Leader: Just like his role in Exo, I feel as though Suho would also happily lead in his relationships. He would always be the one to initiate the kiss by placing his hands on your hips to pull you in. He would slowly take your bottom lip between his and tease the entrance of your mouth with his tongue before the best make-out session you have ever experienced.

Lay - Cute: I feel like Lay’s kisses would be super adorable. He would snuggle into you whilst speckling cute kisses all over your face. His laugh would resonate through you, spreading happiness throughout your body. His kisses are light and soft and make you feel like you’re walking on clouds.

Baekhyun - Passionate: We all know Baekhyun is an adorable goof ball, but I feel like when it comes to kisses, he takes things very seriously. You would be cooking in the kitchen or putting away washing when he would come up behind you and spin you into a welcoming kiss. His kisses would be hungry and fast as his lifts you up to press you against the wall, tongues chasing each-other feverishly. You both know it won’t end with just kisses 😉.

Chanyeol - Desperate: I feel like Chanyeol would always kiss you like he missed you, even if you had been there the whole time. He’d cling on to you like he’s scared of loosing you as his tongue and body moulded into yours as though you were one. Everytime you break the kiss for air he would be begging you to kiss him again as the loneliness his lips would feel after you part would make him feel empty.

Kyungsoo - Soft: This mans lips…….THIS MANS LIPS! His kisses would feel like falling in bed after a long shift at work. You would melt into his mouth as his hand slowly strokes up and down your spine, making your whole body tingle. Your tongues would lazily caress each-other whilst your hands are doing the same thing. Emotions bubble over with each kiss as you know you could hold this man forever.

Kai - Safe: We all know Kai is a complete sweetheart. As a kisser I feel as though he would continue his kindness through. He’d hold you like you were made of glass, scared you would break. His kisses would be slow, he’d stop every few kisses to look you in the eyes, making sure you were still happy to continue. Each kiss spoke a thousand words, showing you the love he has for you. You were his and he was never going to let you go.

Sehun: Tease: Would it annoy you the way Sehun teases you…yes. Would it slightly turn you on…also yes. He would slowly wrap his arms around you closing the space between you. You would close your eyes and pucker up your lips for a kiss that would never come. When you have opened your eyes, you would see a smug grin plastered on Sehun’s face. As you turn on your heel to grumply walk off, a hand would wrap around your wrist pulling you into his chest. He wouldn’t waste anymore time capturing your lips in his as he hungrily makes up for teasing you so much.

[retvenkos]

🚀 + our favorite boy, the dearly beloved: han seojun

!!!!!!!!! han seojun my beloved, the absolute king who belongs in all au's possible,,,, i want something better for him, pLEASE.

🚀 send me this emoji and a character, and i will tell you what fanfic trope/AU they best fit into

HAN SEOJUN in a NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR! AU. when you were a baby, then a child, then a teenager almost grown, you lived next to none other than han seojun. because of you respective ages (seojun was two years older than you, a fact of which he always enjoyed reminding you), and the time you spent seeing the other, it was only inevitable that at some point, you grew an awkward, bumbling crush on your very own next door neighbor, and good friend's older brother. gowoon never really noticed it (thank god), and neither did seojun, but all throughout your high school years, you nursed this little crush you had on the slightly older boy, ignoring the way your heart would race when he'd bring over food for your family, or hide out in your apartment when he angered gowoon, or even walked you to the corner store in the middle of the night, when you needed to get something really quickly, but your mother didn't want you to go out alone (he'd grumble the whole way there, but you'd buy him food and sneak something sweet into his pockets for later, and whenever you asked, he was always ready in a dash). you were right at his side through it all (and he beside you), and you saw him at his worst - those months after seyeon's death, those weeks after jugyeong chose suho over him, and all other heartaches, besides. you knew han seojun better than you knew anyone else, and when you left home to go to a university abroad - majoring in communications, of course, something seemingly practical yet entirely evasive - you felt acutely as though you left parts of yourself there. but time passed, and you grew around your losses. you still kept up with your old friend from a distance, but now he was an idol, and you were something grander than you'd once been. you were different, now. you didn't have the same vices that a teenager can't extricate from their being. but then the company you work for sends you home - not all the way home, but back to seoul, which is close enough for you, anyway. and you're successful enough to be someone important - with nice real estate in a nice part of town, and who do you notice always leaving your building in secret but han seojun! your old friend and somehow, once more neighbor! you should certainly keep this to yourself - the last thing an overworked idol needs is an old friend who knows about his not-so-secret apartment and is somehow still love-drunk enough to miss his stupid gorgeous face. and it's not like he's going to stumble upon you one night when you were idiot enough to lock your key inside your apartment when you went to the corner store at midnight. and it's not like that's going to lead to reconnecting with a person you'd rather not miss, who has a life so complicated it makes your head hurt just thinking about it. and it's not like he's going to kiss you on the forehead that night when he thinks you're finally sleeping (you'll have to wait for the lock to be changed in the morning, and really, you've nowhere else to go in the meantime), whispering under his breath how he loved you all along despite himself. after all, it's not like these things happen - and certainly not to you. it's the last thing you need, being neighbors with han seojun. but maybe it's something you secretly want.

here's also a special second au because i'm simply brain dead for this man, your honor.

HAN SEOJUN in a SECOND CHANCE! AU. (idk the official name for this one so allow me to explain in greater detail than necessary) as it currently happens, you're living a miserable life. by all accounts you shouldn't be - you were born into a wealthy family who had every resource to set you on the right path. you tried to do all the right things - went to the right schools, took your place at the family company, moved out to live on your own, dated the people who your family would approve of, got married after a reasonable engagement, started on that path of a successful, if not bland life. you were doing things right. but your world is turned upside down when you find out your spouse is cheating on you with your best friend, the head of your household dying, and all the rich families in your world preying on your weakness. your sister takes you and your spouse on a weekend getaway, to the country where you always used to relax as a child. your spouse is cold to you the entire time, your sister worried out of her mind, and you wonder how you could have possibly been so blind. your spouse leaves early. your sister and you wait another day. on your way back into the city, you're hit by another driver on a rural road. you watch as you and your sister both die, all alone. this is the end of the line, and so you close your eyes... only for them to open once more. you wake up in your parent's house. did you... survive? did they somehow find you and nurse you back to health? if so, why does your body feel so... recovered? you check your phone - perhaps to text your spouse, though would they even care enough to listen? - and see the date is Clearly Wrong. what do you mean, you're two years in the past??? for a few days, you fumble around. your family is all in good health, your brother isn't married yet, and your sister... she's alive. you were given a second chance in life, though why, you'll never know. you do, have some plans, though, and catching your husband cheating on you with your best friend is only the start. divorce looks rather good on you, and so do the clever ways in which you are seemingly able to predict future events and major conglomerate changes. there are some things, you start to realize, that are unavoidable, but there's so much that is malleable in your hands. and as for the companies who once conspired to take your family down when they were vulnerable, well, you're nothing if not good at chess. and the game is so easy when you know they're playbook before they've ever written it. you'll take them down - just as they once planned for you - and yet when one of the families brings back from overseas their eldest son - a mr. han seojun who seems to like freedom more than the confines of stiff, upper class society - a wrench is thrown into your plans. he doesn't make sense - this son who'd rather not be. in more than one way, he just Doesn't Fit into the story, as it once played out. is his presence here a direct consequence of you cheating fate? and is his attempts to woo you genuine, or his family's con? and what is this strange tattoo on your wrist that you recieved after the crash, counting down the days to two years in the future, where, once, you died? what happens when the timer runs out? what happens when han seojun learns of such a curiosity, and spends his evenings at unusual libraries, searching for information on second chances at life? maybe you fall in love with this han seojun - the son who resents his place in his family, the boy who only ever wanted to be free. maybe you kiss him one night, when you're feeling lonely, and maybe it leads to something more. and maybe you tell him your secret one night, when you're drunk enough to not worry and in love enough to believe it will change nothing at all. but what happens when han seojun steals into your heart and nests there, then, after months of bliss and happiness, reveals a secret of his own - that in another life, it was his family who conspired to have you killed; it was his family who poisoned your past relationship; and it was his family who had worked their entire life to topple yours? and what happens when his family is still attempting to do the same, now?

[stxrslisten]

a study.

BASICS.

full name : suho ashway

name meaning : guardian, protector

nicknames : tba

epithets : the sly fox

titles : high lord of the autumn court

gender / pronouns : cisman / he/him

sexuality : heteromantic

date of birth : on the thirteen day of the seventh month

age : thirty-four going on four hundred and forty

zodiac : cancer

place of birth : the autumn court, prythian

species : high fae, shadow singer

languages : common tongue

allegiance : the autumn court

APPEARANCE.

faceclaim : lee jong suk

height : 6′1″

eye color : brown eyes

hair color : black hair

dominant hand : left handed

MAGIC.

abilities : shadow singer, immortality, winnowing, heightened senses, ability to tamper with others memories, fire manipulation

weaknesses : vulnerable to certain magic attacks, individuals with higher level of magic, burn out

PERSONALITY.

positive traits : disciplined & commanding

negative traits : unforgiving & ruthless

hobbies : long walks through the autumn forest, sitting by a fire, reading, sparring

charcater inspiration : rhysand, tony stark, robb stark, king arthur, sirius black

RELATIONSHIPS.

parents : late general ashway and lady ashway

siblings : lady iseul ashway, liege aeri ashway

extended family : tbd

spouse : n/a

children : n/a

BIO.

suho was born a warrior of ash and fire, or at least that's what his mother had called him when he had come screaming into the world. commanding, demanding, and entirily monopolizing with his stern brow and deep dark eyes.

his personality is undeniable, a serious boy, quiet, observant. he can exist in a room without much noise. curious by nature, strong willed and stubborn. the strong loud voice of his father unnerves him from a very young, which only amuses the older man.

son of a warrior, a general in his own right, his training begins almost as soon as he can find his balance. a natural, the swing of a sword, a knife, the bow. however hand to hand combat is his choice of weapon, his fists on fire as he likes to describe it.

as you get older your senses only heighten, many whisper your ascension through the ranks is only thanks to your father, but you're powerful in a dark way. there's shadows behind your eyes, you power flares in waves that sometimes is too much even for yourself. but he endures, he focus, he masters the flames that are inside of him.

it is when he loses his mother that the darkness swallow's him, he loses that light in his eyes and he hits a new corner of darkness. he becomes ruthless, unmoving, a man that lives only for his general duties in the armies. the men feared him more than they respect him, something he found some twisted fun in. it is when his father is gone too that the shadows within him implode, they surround him. a shadow singer, trembling fingers surrounded by shadows. it is as shocking to him as to everyone around him. mastering his new ability becomes his focus, and before he knows it has over come his own sorrow.

he rises to second in command at a very young age, busted by both his cunning skills and his raw power. he is truly loyal to his high lord. when the mother takes him too and the surge of something more raw than anything he has felt before overcomes him. when those around him bow for his new lord and he overcomes the shock. he relish into his new position, something he had never coveted, yet it felt right.

EXTRAS & OTHER THINGS

family, friends, and loyalty are everything to suho. once any bond of the sort is broken it cannot ever be mended in his eyes. he is an unforgiving man.

he can be brutal when provoked, but he likes to be as just as possible, although he can be severe in his ruling

he has no ambition of taking the throne, but he is also not unsure he would not jump in the run if he finds the others who do covet the thrown to be unfit to rule.

he has not of yet set any alliances with any court, although he also does not have any enemies he can think of. he prefers the autumn court to remain neutral for as long as possible

CONNECTIONS.

past & current flings ; suho has never shown any intension of settling down, or wishing to fall in love, however he does like to enjoy a good time.

friends ( or as close as friends as he can get ) ; he is fairly distant, but he is loyal to a fault and once he gives his loyalty its unwavering.

[mollygreenteas]

Studying the characters of weak hero is always extremely fun for me because each and every one of them have their own set of foils — some of which clash, be it negatively (bumseok and suho) or positively (sieun and suho). They are two sides of the same coin with suho in the middle. (More of this in another thread maybe)

But I wanted to focus this more on the side of suho! Specifically the scenes which involve him fighting. I think it’s already been an established point that Suho, even with how strong and trained he is (he’s always got the upper hand in most fights), knows when there’s a line you shouldn’t cross — knows that some fights aren’t worth it.

This was shown in multiple occasions throughout the series: Suho stopping Sieun from stepping on Youngbin’s face after he already broke his nose with a book, repeatedly telling the gang members that they were fighting in episode 2(?) or 3 in the alleyway to stop (“aren’t you embarassed?” Etc.), stopping Bumseok from getting too far with the bully in the karaoke (which is the catalyst for what happened between the two of them, but that’s another analysis for later), telling Sieun to stop and just run instead of fighting because he might get hurt, and more! Suho values the ability to know when to give in and be the bigger person.

This is important because the line starts to blur when Bumseok began splitting from the group. Ever since then it’s been a constant slew of Sieun telling Suho to stop, because there’s just so much anger so much betrayal (mind you Bumseok just appeared to have snapped at them, one moment it was all okay, the next Bumseok is mean and cruel — which was caused by reasons neither of the two know about) and now Suho is cornering him to the wall of the karaoke, confronting him in the cafeteria and then outside the classroom when Sieun pulls Bumseok out to talk. There’s a thin line now and Suho is stepping all over it.

He finally, /finally/, crosses it when he finds out about Sieun.

Seeing this from Suho’s perspective, even though he doesn’t show it, the way his birthday turned out probably hurt him a lot. Youngyi seems to be keeping something from him, Sieun hasn’t been showing up to school or answering him truthfully. Bumseok is.. well. You know. But more than that, Suho probably has a strong sense that something had happened. So when he finds out in the rooftop — god knows why he went all the way up there, Suho was never shown to favor the rooftop as a spot in the drama: this kind of leads me to believe that he knew that the bullies would be there and he would’ve confronted them either way — that’s where he first steps foot outside of the line he’s been keeping distance with for so long.

Seeing the bullies lined up, some curled up as he delivers punch after punch to their stomachs may have been satisfying to see, but I think the scene was supposed to invoke some type of fear. This isn’t the Suho that was shown in the very start of the series, this was someone who is consumed by their anger, turning him into someone whom the series has always established that they shouldn’t be: a bully. Suho definitely looked just like the bullies in the scene. And I’m not saying that they didn’t deserve it because especially after what they did to him at the last arc, but I think this is the most terrifying we’ve ever seen him. I think the detail of the bully telling him what he wants to hear (what exactly had happened to Sieun) and Suho still beating the shit out of them was a telltale sign that the line was long forgotten.

This was shown through Yongbin too, who I’d say was the start of everything. Suho at the very beginning, stops Sieun from hurting Yongbin more even though he so clearly deserves it. Now in this scene, again, even after he hears what he needs to, he goes the extra mile and breaks his finger/wrist (not entirely sure which, but he definitely broke something).

Then finally, the final arc, the lines have been crossed, Suho goes to see Sieun one last time. We all know how that goes. Sieun, being the reason Suho was doing /everything/, crossing all these lines (i keep saying this, i’m sorry I don’t know what other metaphor to use), if he had told Suho the truth of what happened to him, would Suho have stopped? It’s most likely he wouldn’t, but it definitely wouldn’t have ended in the way that it did. Maybe they could’ve talked about it, maybe Suho would come back to his senses and learn to pick which fights he should be doing, like he’s been saying Sieun should do this entire time. Because he was the one who initiated the last fight. Suho doesn’t initiate fights! He fights them when they come to him! Maybe the conversation with Sieun, or rather the lack thereof, was the final straw, the feeling of all consuming revenge because even after everything that happened Sieun still doesn’t want to /tell him/. For what? Is he trying to protect him? Is he trying to protect Bumseok? So it all builds up inside Suho until it crashes and burns and he’s the only one there to take the fall because Sieun arrived at the wrong place at the wrong time.

Revenge and avengance is a big ploy in the series, and I would say that while Bumseok’s could be viewed as revenge, Suho’s is avengance. Both of which come with lines. Wether or not you cross it is up to you.

So the wrap up to Suho’s character arc can be viewed as a corruption arc, but not really, because Suho is still Suho. Everything he did was because of how much he cares about Sieun, and maybe Youngyi too. They are the only two people who were important to him (Bumseok was one of those people …) because all he had before was his grandmother, because just like Sieun he was just lonely; and now Suho who always likes to appear nonchalant and chill (maybe it’s a facade, like how most of that type of thing is for characters like him), now has people he loves, people he feels like he has to look after (his older brother image is also very important, but I’m sure there’s another thread about that somewhere here). So lines be damned.

[justwritedreams]

I think it’s time to bless us with EXO reaction don’t you think 🤔😏 HOW ABOUT they’re like in the middle of preparing for the cb (I’m gonna cry so hard when that actually happens) and gf calls them cause someone is like creepily stalking her and she’s shaky then he gets shaky and then all the members are like tell her to come over to the SM building and she goes and he’s there waiting for her and BAAM fluff balls bouncing everywhere 🥰

I think it's about time 🤌 I can’t wait for the next comeback i miss exo so much 😭 Ok so here we go, my first exo reaction be nice to me guys!

EXO REACTION OF YOU BEING STALKED

Warnings: mentions of stalking and the boys being protective, if that’s a warning to anyone. Author: Maari

SUHO is a gentleman and we all know it so he would of course have offered to pick his girl up from work but she declined because didn't want to get in the way of the comeback. But when she realized that a guy was imitating the same way she was, the only thing that crossed her mind was to call Suho. “Hey babe, have you arrived home?“ “Honey, I think someone is following me.”  Her voice was so low and small that he stopped talking to the boys and got up from the couch, feeling his legs go weak. "Who is following you?" the guys saw Suho's concern and he could only hear her heavy breathing on the other end of the line, she had probably increased her pace. “I don’t know.”  “Hey, hyung.” Baekhyun moved his hands to make Suho look at him. “Tell her to come to the building“ Suho looked at the group that agreed and he smiled, telling her exactly what the guys said and when she announced that was on the street in the building, he left the studio in a hurry. He didn't drop the phone for a minute and only calmed down when he saw her walking towards him, the frightened expression made him hug her tight, was enough for her to soften in his arms. “You will never walk alone again.” he promised, stroking her hair and looking down the street, seeing the follower's face. 40 years from now he would still remember that face. He took her to the studio and kept their hands clasped as he stroked her skin with his thumb, he just wanted to make sure she was okay.

XIUMIN is a playful but well-experienced guy. That's why he didn't show concern when his girlfriend told him someone was following her even though he was biting his nails on the other end of the line, that doesn't mean he wasn't worried.. "I'm outside the building, meet me there." She nodded on the other end of the line even though he couldn't see and practically ran for the building when she reached the corner. He was so relieved to see her walking towards him that he didn't even wait for her to approach, he finished the path himself to give her a long kiss on the lips. "You're safe now." he assured, wrapping her body between his and felling her heart beat fast against his chest. They entered the building together while he hugged her around the waist and assured that everything was fine, even with the hug he made sure to hold her hand to make it stop shaking. He would give the world to her for the rest of the day.

YIXING he seems like a very calm guy but please don't mess with the safety of those he loves because i'm pretty sure he transforms. She would be at the hotel waiting for the news of the recordings when an unknown number called her and as she didn't know what it could be, answered. Whoever was talking said exactly what she was doing sitting on her hotel bed and that scared the shit out of her. She hung up and closed the curtains but messages started going up on her phone and she quickly called Yixing. She explained what had happened in a shaky voice and he suddenly became serious. "I'm heading over there, I won't leave you alone." "You can't stop recording now." she knew how much that comeback meant to him and you didn't want to interrupt. “I don’t care.” Chen asked what had happened and Yixing explained, all the guys agreed for her to go to the building and it was a relief for him. She promised would arrive as soon as possible and he insisted that she keep talking to him. When she got out of the car, he walked up to her and hugged tight. Really tight, practically crushing her. But it wasn't like she was going to complain, she needed it more than it looked. “I'm here and I won't leave your side.” he kissed her forehead and she was finally able to breathe normally, feeling much safer and less alone. I don't think he would let go of her for a minute, even take her into the recording booth with him. After all, he's the boss. CHEN i’m going to write something like with his wife i can't unsee him married  The moment his wife called to say that it looked like there was someone outside their house spying on it, he was going to get really mad. Like how dare them, in front of him! He's so protective, like, that's instinct. He is father and husband. He practically begged her to take the kids and go to the building. He couldn't stay another minute away from his family knowing that someone was watching over what was most precious to him. He waited outside the building in the middle of the cold without a decent jacket but it wasn't the cold he was worried about. When his wife parked, he opened the door and hugged her tightly, looking at the children in the backseat. God only knew how tight his heart had been during the time she'd called until he'd seen them again.  ”This was the first and only time that ever happened.” he promised. She was sure the next day he would fight whoever it was to keep his family safe again. KYUNGSOO rip to anyone who tries to get close to his girlfriend without her actually allowing it.  I don't even think he'd wait for her to go to the building, he'd ask her to share her location and he'd go there with his fists clenched. The comeback recordings? That was going to wait. He'd go to the store she'd entered for security and pull her close to him, asking who was the asshole following her. Without saying, quite scared, she would just bury her face in his neck “Can we leave?” ”Anything for you, babe.” He would stay with her hugging him until they got to the car, but before that he would leave the store staring at everyone with that famous death stare. The short ones are the angriest I know this too, from experience. He would drive back to the building with his hand holding hers and would probably sing to calm her down 🥺 BAEKHYUN I think we underestimated him, and when I say we, I mean me. After everything he's been through, I think after Chen he would be the most protective. Like, the girlfriend has definitely gotten a few messages before but all the two of them did was ignore it. But when she noticed someone was chasing her wherever she went, she would warn him quickly but since he was recording his parts in the studio, he didn't check in until later and called her quickly with shaking hands. "Is someone following you? Where?“ "Since I left the house today, I've seen this face everywhere. It's getting kind of creepy." "Can you come to the building? If not, I can pick you up." He was already pulling his car keys out of his pocket when she agreed. It was a busy street so that reassured her a little. Baekhyun was waiting for her outside with his phone on his chest and watched her approach, while a person in the back scrutinized the two of them. He frowned and took his girlfriend's face with both hands to kiss her forehead, feeling her hug him. "Is that one over there?" he asked seriously and she nodded without looking back. "Don't worry, I'll take care of it tomorrow." He took her inside, making her feel more comfortable and to distract her he showed her some of the songs already recorded and the guys even helped with that. The next day, he actually was looking for a solution to the problem.. CHANYEOL my smol baby he has a sister so being protective is part of him ok. Like kyungsoo, I really believe he probably wouldn't wait for her to arrive at the building and go to where she was.  Finding her inside the work building, he hugged her so tightly that she practically disappeared in his arms but that wasn't bad at all. I mean, who didn't want to get lost in those arms? She was shaking and he promised that everything was fine now and that he was there. He also warned that if this happened again, he would put into practice everything he had learned in the army. God bless the korean army. On the way back to the building, because he wouldn't leave her alone for a minute, he would excitedly talk to her about the album and how she would love the parts he had recorded. She would even forget what had happened after seeing him smile so beautifully 😭 KAI I really don't want to see him angry lol I mean, he's a really sweet guy but everything has a limit. He's already felt firsthand what it's like to be followed so the last thing he wants his girlfriend to experience is this and not be around to keep her safe? Worst-case scenario he'd never thought of until she called. He practically jumped off the couch and probably ran the entire building to accompany her arrival, he managed to see her through the door and put his hands on her shoulder, scanning her from head to toe to make sure she was okay. “I’m fine, honey.” “I want to guarantee, are you sure?” I think he would probably spend the rest of the day asking every five minutes if she was really okay and spoiling her all the time because he was worried. Oh yeah, and he would definitely keep her on his lap so she wouldn't leave his side for even a second. SEHUN I don't see him showing any sign of anger but a lot of concern. Like, how many times had that happened without her noticing? And how would he keep her safe? I think he would probably be shaking more than his girlfriend when she arrived at the building, then she would have to say over and over again that she was fine, he would caress her face with such affection before heading back to the studio. "Look, I'll order this for you." he showed her the phone while Xiumin recorded his parts. "What is it?" "Pepper spray. When someone is closer to you, just-" "Sehun, I'm not walking around with pepper spray in my bag." "I'm not asking for your permission." sassy sehun comes but it’s because he's really concern In the end, she would walk around with the pepper spray 'cause we all know he gets everything he wants stubborn the way he is and he would pray she didn't have to use it.

[dtoussaint]

📝 + rahi (im scared)

their first impression of them

That he had by far the kindest gaze he'd seen in his life. Kinda took him aback too.

their current thoughts on them

Neutral. (He does feel like he stuck his foot in his mouth and that Rahi thinks he's just another douchebag or something like that)

three things they like about them

His eyes (the kindness in them), how happy he makes Easton, how confident he was about standing by Easton's side.

one thing they don’t like about them

His initial reaction to Archer. He understands where it came from, but still didn't like it.

their favourite memory of them

The first 30 seconds of their first meeting.

their least favourite memory of them

The rest of that meeting. (LMAO) Damien just feels like Rahi is going to hate him and so will Easton.

if receiver would ever consider sleeping with them

No. That's Easton's lover. He would never!

if receiver could ever have romantic feelings for them

Same as previous.

if receiver could ever betray and/or cheat on them

Toussaint before everything. So he would in a heartbeat, but also try to protect him cause Easton loves him.

what they are to receiver (friend, lover, friend with benefits, rival, acquaintance, stranger, etc)

Awkward acquaintance (LMAO) Let him freak out in a corner alone while he overthinks over what happened.

@astrorahi

Honest thoughts 《 DAMIEN 》《 JEONG-IN 》《 SUHO 》《 CALEB 》

[kimxsuho]

《 Solo 》Man in the mirror

Even alone in his small (but well heated) apartment, Suho still wore a tightly closed bathrobe around himself as he got out of the bathroom, but got back inside the next minute to get his hair brush; only to come to a halt in front of the body length mirror to his left.

He could see it, at the corner of his eye, the shape of his body, but didn't turn his head to look. He was terrified of what he'd see in there if he did. But he needed to make progress... how else would he ever be able to get rid of this suffocating guilt if he couldn't even look himself in the mirror. Maybe if he could love himself, maybe then he wouldn't be so ashamed to ask God for forgiveness.

He closed his eyes, shaky breath slipping between his suddenly dry lips. Slowly, his trembling body started to turn toward the mirror. The tremors were light at first, but then it felt like an earthquake had taken over his whole being. And even now, his head still refused to turn. Like his heart was in the right place, but his mind knew better. His chin lifted up and he opened his eyes, tears falling at the corner as he swallowed a sob; only to shut his eyes once more. He was lulling between breaking down and throwing up.

Badly shaking hands finally came up to his midsection and opened the bathrobe before he let it fall to the floor. Fists balled at his sides and he stayed there for what felt like hours. Stupidly forcing himself to remain so until he could open his eyes; tricking his mind into believing that it was nothing special.

But when he did, he could only gaze into his own eyes directly. Terror and despair. That was all he found in them. A minute later of looking at his own misery and Suho gazed down finally; refusing to let the pain make him look away. A sob got out before he could stop it and tears streamed down his face profusely; making his body turn into a blurry mess, much similar to what his mind tricked him to see in the mirror.

A broken toy.

It was what he’d become; an empty shell trying to find someone to claim it; to fill that emptiness. So many scars; all associated with memories he couldn’t forget, nightmares that he couldn’t wake up from; drowning him over and over again for years.

A bruised and blood stained face; cuts everywhere; all he saw, was the pieces of a shattered body crumbling down. The past merging with the present and blurring the lines to a point that Suho couldn't tell what was real and what was just hallucination.

Suddenly, he saw a shadow come at him and held his hand up to protect himself as his back hit the wall behind him; sobbing for anyone to help as he was dragged back into the darkness of his mind. Forced again to relive the first attack on his life in prison. The top corner of his right hand pierced by a pencil as it was being pushed toward his face and he tried to hold it back and away from his eyes as blood fell onto his face. He’d never been so terrified in his life than at that precise moment. The moment when he’d understood that no one would help him… that he was alone.

So fucking alone…

Suho gasped loudly, body jerking and hands reaching around desperately as if trying to get a grasp on reality again. His eyes rolled at the back of his head for a moment while his exhausted body slid down the wall before he lost balance and fell to his sides. He grabbed the bathrobe; shoving his face into it just as a scream rippled out of his ribcage and started to wail.

He’d been so good for the past two weeks… why had he pushed himself so hard? For what really? To pretend he could be normal again? To be what he thought others around him wanted him to be. Who was he trying to impress? Fuck! He was so fucking stupid… stupid, stupid boy.

He half turned, half fell to his back then; sobbing as his whole body shook with each cry. He was so fucking tired… when would it stop hurting? When would he be able to feel like a human again? To stop choking on his own misery… to look at the man in the mirror and see himself and not just something broken that wasn’t his body; wasn’t him.

But who was he really? Just a foolish man.

Suho continued to cry, now tiredly hitting his own head. “바보 (Babo)! 바보 (Babo)! 바보 (Babo)!” He kept repeating. Fool... just a fool...

Please… help me… anyone…

[sunstill]

     *   WHERE THE DRAGONS DWELL ;

where is my sister? were the first words to leave him as his foot touched capital soil. he alighted dusk, gave his neck an affectionate pat, then made for the entrance to the palace. the thunderous beating of wings—his own heavy footsteps. suho listened as his dragon returned to the sun, shedding his gloves and cloak as the song faded. without breaking his stride, he handed them off to servants who scurried to meet him, their faces a blur in the fading sunlight.

his pace quickened as he drew closer to yuri's chambers, torchlight sinking like iron blocks into the deep hollows carved upon his cheeks and beneath his eyes. wind tousled hair, dirt on his brow, he knocked on yuri's door with all the scarce gentleness he could muster. "yuri. it's me."

footsteps approached, but he couldn't wait. suho tried the door, and it gave way. relief flooded every inch of him when he saw her on the other side; relief again when he reached for her hands and she didn't pass through him like a ghost. grasping her hands, he counted each finger. he ran his thumbs over unmarred skin. eyelids heavy and pupils frantic, he searched her face for something wrong.

at the sight of her unchanged, a small, grateful smile tugged at the corners of his lips. he pressed a kiss to her knuckles, and brought the warmth of her fingers to his cheek for a moment. to know she was alive and well was one of the few true reliefs he had felt in almost two moons. he met her eyes again, "you're okay."

@wxldlfire

[seowonwoo]

𝘭𝘦𝘰 - 𝘣𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳

ε general info !!

[ stage name ] ; LEO

[ birth name ] ; Geon-wu Lee

[ nicknames ] ; geonu ∣ leon ∣ lewu ‘li-wu’

[  birth date  ] ; January 4, 1994

[ blood type ] ; A

[ zodiac sign ] ; capricorn

[ chinese zodiac ] ; dog

[ birthplace ] ; gangnam, south korea

[ residence ] ; hannam-dong, seoul

[ nationality ] ; korean

[ languages ] ; korean ∣ italian ∣ japanese ∣ english

ε physical traits !!

[ height ] ; 6′3 ft ‘190 cm’

[ weight ] ; 70 kilos ‘154 pounds’

[ eye color ] ; dark brown

[ hair color ] ; black

[ modifications ] ; 7 piercings ∣ 3 tattoos

[ body shape ] ; slightly masculine

[ beauty marks ] ; upper eyelids ∣ upper corner of mouth

[ handiness ] ; left-handed

[ face claim ] ; n/a

[ voice claim ] ; exo!chanyeol

ε personality traits !!

[ mbti ] ; istp ‘ introverted’ ‘sensing’ ‘thinking’ ‘perceiving’

[ communication ] ; only talks to his close friends ∣ hard time making new friends and socializing ∣ stays close with his members when his social battery is low

[ characteristics ] ; quiet ∣ reliable ∣ caring ∣ loyal ∣ calm ∣ protective ∣ compassionate ∣ organized ∣ industrious ∣ flexible ∣ humble ∣ open-minded ∣ independent ∣ realistic

[ negative traits ] ; selfless ∣ repress feelings ∣ avoid conflict ∣ neglects own health ∣ sometimes stubborn ∣ often curses in ‘english’ ‘korean’ ‘italian’ ∣ would drop anything for his love ones ∣ normal ‘bitch’ face ∣

[ love languages ] ; words of affirmation ∣ acts of service ∣ quality time ∣ gift giving

ε trivial info !!

[ clothing style ] ; minimalist

[ habits ] ; waking up early ∣ cracks knuckles when angry ∣ mumble curses in italian whenever he’s irritated ∣ speaks in italian when drunk ∣ makes gestures when speaking ∣ covers his mouth when laughing ∣ rolls his yes when disgusted ∣ quiet and steady sleeper ∣ squinting his eyes when confused ∣ zoning out in award shows

[ hobbies ] ; cooking ∣ watering plants ∣ spending quality time with his significant other ∣ playing with his pug ∣ swimming ∣ playing piano ∣ foot volleyball ∣ watching tv shows

[ likes ] ; pasta ∣ scented candles ∣ plants ∣ green tea ‘matcha’ ∣ animals ∣ hot weather so he can swim ∣ his members and army ∣ strawberries ∣ horror stuffs ∣ clean house ∣

[ dislikes ] ; dating bans ∣ hectic schedules ∣ forced to socialize ∣ critics ∣ his parents ∣ homophobia ∣ stereotyping ∣ rude people ∣ insensitivity ∣ cold weather ∣ coffee ∣ boredom ∣ messy things ∣ button up shirts ∣ public speaking ∣ variety shows with rude hosts ∣

[ known for ] ; owning an expensive penthouse ∣ his judging but normal face ∣ chanel, calvin klein, and rolex ambassador ∣ back tattoo reveal in a calvin klein magazine ∣ takes no shit from bighit ∣ being a bts member ∣ him speaking in italian ∣ the only controversial issue he has is about him having tattoos ∣ towering over his members and other idols ∣ sugar daddy vibes ∣ stage presence ∣ vocals ∣ huge fan of taylor swift, the weeknd, lana del rey and arctic monkeys ∣ ex-trainee in sm ∣ being most clingy with jeonghan ∣

ε private info !!

[ family ] ; mother and father ‘divorced’ ∣ does not have a healthy relationship with them ∣ both of them were deeply upset and disappointed when he said he wanted to be a kpop idol ∣ his father hoped he would at least study architecture or medicine in college but instead he chose culinary

[ mother’s occupation ] ; surgeon

[ father’s occupation ] ; architect

[ relationship status ] ; taken ‘since 2018′

[ significant other ] ; yoon jeonghan ‘seventeen’

[ sexual orientation ] ; homosexual

[ pronouns ] ; he!him

[ ideal type ] ; “none, as long as you’re you”

[ close friends ] ; key ‘shinee’ ∣ suho ‘exo’ ∣ yeri ‘red velvet’ ∣ minhyun ‘nuest’

ε career info !!

[ group ] ; bangtan sonyeondan ‘bts’

[ entertainment ] ; sm to bighit ‘hybe’

[ position ] rapper, sub-vocalist, visual

[ debut date ] ; june 13, 2013

[ instagram account ] ; leo.wu

[ representative emoji ] ; 🦌

[ training period ] 2009-2011 ‘sm ent’ ∣ 2011-2013 ‘bighit ent’

[ professions ] ; kpop idol ∣ ambassador ‘chanel’ ‘rolex’ ∣ chef

[ instruments ] ; piano

ε more facts !!

studied and graduated at sol international school.

he trained at sm entertainment for almost 3 years and later joined bighit for some unknown reason.

he recently spent $17 million for a 4,879 square foot penthouse in Hannam-dong.

his favorite color would be dark green; number would be 14

2017, when he adopted a pug and named her jelly

he attended taylor swift concert thrice 

it was on 2021 when he finally revealed his huge tattoo at his back in a calvin klein photoshoot.

leo has doesn’t have a lot of friends but he’s contented. 

he likes cooking a lot and often cooks with jin and yoongi.

he used to live in italy with his grandfather after his parents divorced.

he doesn’t like talking a lot but will do around his members and close friends

he prefers staying at home and swimming than going out

some idols are afraid of talking to him or even standing near him because of his looks, but once you get to know him, he’s like every normal person out there. 

his stage name ‘leo’ is from his grandfather who used to call him that at italy

his members says he’s the most trusted and reliable person they’ve ever met but also the most selfless person. 

he prefers giving than taking

he sometimes watch cartoon whenever he’s bored

he hinted so many times about how every award shows existing are rigged, fake, and racist or xenophobic

He is in a relationship for five years and counting. no one knows this except his members, his lover’s members, close friends, and their parents. ( of course his parents are not happy with this )

his parents have never been supportive at all, so he used relies on his grandfather a lot.

will continue to edit this !!

@ seowonwoo 2023

[suuho]

Everyone is acting like CBX just up and left just because it came suddenly for us does not mean it came suddenly for anyone in EXO. Like apparently they asked several times since March about their revenue data and all SM had to do was hand it over to them. I don't think they wanted to leave they just had to draw the ultimatum at some point because otherwise SM would continue to do this to not just them but their juniors as well. The fact that Baekhyun has been hyping the comeback and showing up for all of his schedules until now and Jongdae released a station song just 2 days ago it all shows to me that they were the ones who were willing to talk and negotiate and SM are now the ones who are trying to convince us that this is unreasonable behaviour which.... no its not if that was my money I would have stopped coming to work in March when they first refused to talk to me. CBX are saints actually to have shown up to the anniversary and practice and all the other stuff when this has been going on the entire time. And I am convinced that the other EXOs know too and that everyone was hoping that SM would wake up and give in before the ultimatum. The fact that they are the ones who failed to act well... yeah CBX have every right to walk out and I hope Suho and co will be out the doors next

oh, i absolutely think that the other members have been aware of this happening for months now. sehun’s message might have been out of the blue but i honestly think he was just taking the piss, and being a bit messy, the way he tends to be. i know that they’ve been negotiating since march, which makes it even crazier considering they did the fanmeets and everything, and jongdae literally released an sm-station like two days ago. it is a mixture of goodwill on their sides, being bound to their contracts (and, in that case, fulfilling their contract as well because sm could counter-sue them for breach of contract if they weren’t, so in a way i feel like the smarter move here was to just SHOW UP and WORK, since i’m sure they’ve been planning to sue/aware of suing being their last resort.) the thing that makes all of this hm is the fact that this is not a case of the entire group walking out (like beast and got7 did) but only a subunit; this has happened before in sm history, of course, and in that case usually the units/members would leave the company. i also think there is no way sm will give them their name. all this is to say that i support them wholeheartedly and that i love exo very much, they could be singing for coins on a street corner for all i care and i’d show up, but that doesn’t make the future any scarier. i just need them to be okay. well, and wille in the best case.