#sun7

[cheirodepergaminhonovo]

[theriancultureis]

Dog therian culture is SQUEAKY TOYS!!!!!!!!!

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[mybbeach]

[castiels-side-blog]

Notes thing under the cut (TW for some implied and mentioned topics)

@‘s: @gaygoose09 @maggot-sperm @xt0t4llys4n300x @raven0317 @unstableunicornsofasgard @i-ate-the-sun7 @sparky4577

100 notes: I’ll write in my journal daily

200 notes: i’ll try to stay clean for a week

300 notes: i’ll quit SH

400 notes: i’ll throw out my blades

500 notes: i’ll be honest with my therapist about my home life

1,000 notes: i’ll tell my mom about my SH addiction again and hand her a “note” i made (ifykyk)

1,500 notes: i’ll try to go back to my dad’s house at some point after my birthday

2,000 notes: i’ll tell my dad about how i’m treated by my mother

2,500 notes: i’ll ask my father if he’ll gain custody of me

[r1poutmygvtz]

guysss PLEASE, it's been like a week tops

@sk1n4ndb0n3sss @s1l4s-1ng3sts-t0m4t03s @hollow-vvamp @bequiteanddriveeeeeee @codenamejustine @oscillating-fan-whore3 @ibeblizzard9 @applesauceboys @alien-r3xi-4 @kokainek4atze @varicspidey @angelsdocry @i-ate-the-sun7

i'm missing a lot ik, it's 3:30am and i'm surprised i can even remember that much

[s1l4s-w0rsh1ps-t0m4t03s]

tumblr banned me idk why

@rainandsugarcane2000 @i-ate-the-sun7 @wh3nth3pawn @rexxiweb @old-man-spine idk please @ more

im not an ed or shblr im just a guy!! i love piercings and diy and i love my boyfriend so much. i am alot more than my issues and i tag accordingly, i dont use numbers and its usually very vague. my posts are not mostly triggering

famous owner of the boy pussy shirt and the fish stitching

@sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @remikzthetherian @bloodylaurels @xt0t4llys4n300x

theres some swag pics of me idk. my blog is emo/punk, soemtimes abit mentally ill but tagged correctly. im a traumagenic system. follow me if ur also an absolute freak :p

[0-angelfang-0]

Board so PICREW CHAIN! Make a blogsona !

(TAGS @s1l4s-n0ms-t0m4t03s @starry-the-robot @i-ate-the-sun7 @old-lady-habits )

♡♡♡♡♡♡

[monarchofthequeerpotatoes]

the official potato army so far

@i-ate-the-sun7 - potato launcher

@xt0t4llys4n300x - potato launchee (he is the potato who will be launched)

@thebabycage - raven keeper

@homocidalpotat - bodyguard

[oscillating-fan-whore3]

Guys I'm freaking so I'm gonna tag a bunch of moots to get u guys to follow my backup cuz I am freaking

@varicspidey @kokainek4atze @skinn1-system @s1l4s-4bs0rbs-t0m4t03s @gentle-angle @thin-arms-kiss-death @alien-r3xi-4 @honeysugarfree @mamabearwonders @devilkingmik @readingluvzz @totally-not-artie6 @you-will-never-be-satisfied @imreallynotokaybutimtrying @i-ate-the-sun7 @offbrand-grape-koolaid @princejaxporter @dietc0kecherry @gruesomeghost-boy @zombi-teeth IF YOU ARENT A MOOT AND I TAGGED YOU IDC IM FREAKING OUT HYDT LETTING YOU KNOW IF MY ACCOUNT IS GONE I GOT BIG T

@oscillating-fanwhore4 is my backup plsplspls follow I'm freaking

[rexxiweb]

Got booted off the web u all will be getting a diff at on my 3dblrrr dw I hate when this happens I feel so disheartened makes my day worse you guys are the only people who know me you know

@s1l4s-1ng3sts-t0m4t03s @boyshire-terrier @ghostbonesrotting @gruesomeghost-boy @whittlingangel @i-ate-the-sun7

I can’t remember Vivian’s so if someone could put that and more of my moots in coms I can do a long post on my 3dblr

[leviathan-winters]

the build a bear

his name is Gerard Way

@i-ate-the-sun7

[i-make-things-spheres]

Do you think you can do my friends @s1l4s-d3v0urs-t0m4t03s @i-ate-the-sun7 @starry-the-robot

Get sphered

[nicoseyeliner]

Deep Dive Into Nicos Internalised Homophobia

Quote:

You can hold my hand in a crowded place

Just hope that they don't see my face

Car Lights - James Marriott

I feel that this quote fits Nico pretty well as he wants to be openly in a relationship with Will and show him off in public, but he feels that he cannot due to his past. As he grew up in Nzi Italy. This is relevant because the fact that male homosexuality was severely oppressed and shown as wrong when he was growing up. These thoughts would have been drilled into his brain and he would have been constantly told it immoral and wrong.

As much as I love Maria, she was most probably homophobic or not supported. Unless Hades sheltered both of the siblings they would definitely been homophobic at one point.

I also believe this quote represents Nicos internalised homophobia as he would feel like he isn't good enough and probably would be scared to show his face around his family.

In my opinion Nico probably hallucinated when he was in the jar, as tartarus brings out your worst memories and your nightmares, I feel like a lot of these would be nightmares of his friends and family finding out he is gay.

I just did some research and it says the Nzis campaigned against male homosexuality from 1933-1945, Nico was born in 1929, this means he would have been growing up during this time and probably would have been taught in school that is was wrong. Nico was put in The Lotus Casino in 1939. He also grew up in a heavy conservative Catholic household this means most of his family was probably homophobic and openly said bad stuff about that.

In the Percy Jackson wiki about Nico it mentions when he moves to America when the First World War begins. It mentions that he made a friend (Henry Whittaker), they played Mythomagic together and Nico mentions how he thinks Ares is pretty : (see below) Henry quickly said that was weird and stopped play with Nico.

This was Nicos first proper exposure to homophobia towards him. I believe that's why he kept so quiet about his homosexuality.

Cupids reveal of his crush on Percy made this worse (and in some ways better aswell) in my opinion as Nico saw that it was ok to be gay for the first time, but also he learn how unremorseful some people can be towards homosexuals.

I feel that when Nico was in Tartarus this may have worsened things as when entering he felt useless and no one cared about him.. this would have worsened things because he would have been stuck inside his head and only had his (mostly bad) memories in his brain.

When Nico was in the jar I believe he would have had bad hallucinations about his Grandparents; Bianca and Maria. As well as Hades saying that he would have preferred Bianca to have survived.

Hades saying this about Nico and Bianca would have heavily worsened Nicos already rapidly declining Mental Health, many people mischaracterise Nico that he is ruthless and doesn't care about others. This is completely wrong because he literally almost faded into the shadows to get the Athena Parthanos back to Camp Halfblood. This shows that no matter how many bad memories at camp: Such as finding about Biancas passing and Bianca leaving him to join the hunters, the fact that he risked his life show s how much he has grown to care about the camp.

I personally believe that Nico would struggle a lot with gaining the weight and coming back to a normal weight and normalise not constantly feeling hungry.

I feel Will would also help aswell and be Nicos emotional rock, help him get through everything and be his therapist ( to an extent)

pt2?

@the-dying-sun7

@agentwaffle

[0-angelfang-0]

Whoa gambit closet cosplay

Please reblog its floping SO hard and it's making me sad

@i-ate-the-sun7 face reveal omg 🫣

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