#swallow my words

[louandhazaf]

A Social Construct

7k words /// Explicit /// Louis/Harry

Five times Harry and Louis try to lose their virginity and one time they finally do.

[dizzybizz]

been watching word of honor

[kineticallyanywhere]

Time & Space pages 1-2 ( This is the start || ao3 (not yet!) || next ) Starts less than 24 hours after the death of Willy Stampler. With the job done, there's finally time to sort some things out. They just need the right amount of space.

[pencildragons]

mercedes oak-garcia did NOT paint mother nature giving birth to the world im graphic detail and nor did she ride buckass naked through a portal on the hood of a car with only crystals to cover her nude shame just for her sons to collectively decide they were both going to do the ol twizzle wizzle with a centrist

[moonsnqil]

The Sunshine Court spoilers

I feel like I haven't seen anyone really talk about this specific scene yet but something about it really gets to me like imagine going through hell and back to be the best only to hear that these other guys are enjoying themselves and have, y'know, basic things like autonomy and somehow managed to be nearly as good. Jean starting to realize maybe everything the Ravens did was for nothing and genuinely wanting to know why he had go through all that but the Trojans didn't and is it unfair? did he just waste 3 years of his life? If everything was rewritten could love have coexisted with being the best?

[homolobotomized]

u ever think about how mihawk is present for some of zoro's gayest moments

[puppyeared]

i love augustas radiation/flea collar, especially how it matches her eyes!!

thank u!!!! it was either that, or the Cone of Shame lol

[risetherivermoon]

another sneak peek for the next chapter of Don't Look Now!! i love them, theyre silly

[felineandhustle]

[louandhazaf]

Snippet Time!

In honor of @kingsofeverything sitting in my basement with me RIGHT THIS SECOND!!! I am going to post a snippet because I just finished a very rough draft of the 2nd time of my virgin 5 times!

“What do you mean, ‘I’m here’?”  [Said Harry]

“I mean I’m downstairs, with FIFA, ready to play.” [Said Niall]

Louis redid his button. Harry was going to cry. Louis started to put his shirt back on. It was a travesty of the nth degree. Louis mouthed, more than whispered, “I should go?”

“Harry. I swear to god.” Niall’s voice came through the phone. “Come down and let me in. FIFA waits for no man.”

“I… Niall, I can’t.”

Harry begged Louis with his eyes to wait this out.

“I know you’re home. Don’t try to lie to me.”

“How do you…”

“Because your front door was unlocked, and I see your car keys and wallet and backpack here. And your lacrosse stick. I’m coming up.” No. Fuck.

Louis’ eyes were huge. 

“Niall, no!” Harry all but shouted. Louis scrambled from the bed into the closet, barely getting the door shut before Niall busted into Harry’s room. 

[when-wax-wings-melt]

never gonna stop being angry about fitz’s dropped characterization

[drunkdumbfucker]

"Those lovers are mostly gone. These hands remain-; like altars." Natalie Diaz, from The Hand Has Twenty-Seven Bones — : These Hands If Not Gods 

[laufire]

I still haven't gotten around to reading red hood: the hill #2 but. other nitpicks aside, I think it was a bad choice to have jason know the harlowes from his childhood. logistics and the author's utter ignorance & laziness about jason's backstory aside (jason's freaking wiki page tells you he grew up in park row...), I feel that it'd work better if jason got to know dana & co (like those cowboys passing through town in the westerns he claims to take inspiration from), because that would force him to put in some character work in this. otoh maybe that's the issue.

[risetherivermoon]

here have a sparrow related rant :D (dndads ep 48 spoilers!!)

btw, my entire perception (or all together understanding) of sparrow oak has shifted after this episode-

i think unconsciously i saw the twins as completely different people, like wildly different from eachother, after season 1 and in season 2

but honestly- after we find out that sparrow is the one who enacted code purple, the conversation with henry and mercedes? i still see them as different characters, but i feel like they are actually way more similar than i initially thought

they're just both two guilt ridden idiots, and at first i was really confused why it seemed like sparrow would always group himself with lark when talking about who "ended the world" or whatever (i thought it was probably him saying it in solidarity or whatever, which i think is still partially the reason) but now he also basically did what lark did

i think thats whats heartbreaking to me, because henry immediately forgives lark after he releases the doodler, but sparrow is immediately told he will never be forgiven, and where lark has the motive of wanting to defeat the doodler and become stronger, sparrow has the motive of just wanting to protect his family-

im not saying this is out of character of henry, i definitely think this is how he'd react since he has the knowledge of exactly what code purple will do, and we also know that sparrow tried to lie to him to enact it as well, but its just- fuck

personally i think because of how lark and henrys relationship is in late s1 (and afterwards) henry probably was unconsciously more attentive to lark afterwards, trying to repair that broken relationship- and so his perspective of sparrow is different, sparrow usually goes along with lark and backs him up but he never actually argues with henry or whatever,

so when sparrow does something that he does himself, it seems so off and random to henry, personally i think if he had to think about it that lark would be the twin that what would be most likely to be the one to do it, a lot of it is sparrow acting on his own principle and we really don't see that often, (blah blah, its lark and sparrow not sparrow and lark, blah blah)

basically i think that it was so unexpected of sparrow that henry immediately freaks out and is more aware of the betrayal than he was back when the doodler was released,

im relistening to the mummy issues arc in s1, and was listening to scene of henry and darryl arguing about the pyramid, and i think that's really the thing yk? because henry's moral compass is more pointed towards being selfless, where sparrow seems to be on the opposite side of that in this situation

for example, henry wants to go and get arrested by neverwinter because they had let the pyramid fall instead of trying to save lark and sparrow from the omegadads, which makes sense that he doesn't approve of code purple because it would put faerun in danger, even though it would mean his family would be safe,

and then sparrow, who enacts code purple because even though it would destroy faerun, he and his family would be safe,

ive seen people compare code purple to the trolley problem- and honestly, i agree so much, its similar, where if the same amount of people are on both tracks but one has your friends and family/people you love on one side as well,

really sparrow was put into such a huge position of either way he will end up hurting someone, his 6-year-old son is attacked by a flesh hoard that he can get rid off by flicking a single switch, and of course he's going to do it, even if that means his parents never want to speak to him again and that he dooms another plain of existence to destruction

im just in love with how much this podcast spins morality around, it can be so incredibly philosophical for being a dungeons and dragons podcast about a bunch of stupid dads, it really makes you realize how complicated humans are