#thank you lovely mutuals for ur contributions

[sedgewick-gayble]

roaring twenties tumblr simulator pt. 2

🎙 fancy-nancyboy Follow

men be like "i would never succumb to homosexuality" and then hold a mans face tenderly as he lights his cigarette with his own. okayy pansy we see you

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💄 thewhoringtwenties Follow

art deco more like art dicko! aaaand post

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🎥 claras-bowtie Follow

attended a petting party last saturday and there were no animals not even at all :(

#WHY WOULD THEY CALL IT THAT

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🕯 tuberculosiswarrior Follow

i lov my mother and father so nuch forever i cannot wait to attend my new job at the dubious factory where there have never been any machinery incidents evr before

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🎩 Rate-my-setup Follow

Submitted by anonymous.

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thebeesknees Follow reblogged 🔁 jazzcat Follow

🎺 jazzcat Follow

The cocaine in coca-cola just doesnt hit the same anymore....

📰 itsallcopacetic Follow

OP they took out the cocaine

🎺 jazzcat Follow

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY TOOK OUT THE COCAINE

🕰 thebeesknees Follow

tumblr heritage post

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🚬 runrummer Follow

Hes so puppycoded

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moonshiningitup Follow reblogged 🔁 moonshiningitup Follow

🥃 moonshiningitup Follow

The eroticism of the machinery incidents at the dubious factory

🥃 moonshiningitup Follow

Easy website

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🥂 cake-eater Follow

There is a gang war in Chicago. The first gang to get to 100 kills, gets to take over that part of the city. You NEED to be careful, Babe Ruth. You could be at high risk because of your high status. PLEASE be safe, everyone in or around Chicago, and please reblog this to get it to the celebrities in Chicago

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[bigfatbimbo]

hii HRHEHEHEH i'd like to contribute to the sir pentious double dick agenda today <3

idk if it has ever been talked abt before here but i'd like to give my two cents on it.

HEAR ME OUT!!!! subby sir pentious ofc, i like to think that he's one sensitive babey!!! imagine riding one dick and stroking the other LORDDDD intentionally rubbing his tip against ur kitty meow meow maybe even specifically the clit when bouncing on the other TEEHEEEE

god i'd love to give him sloppy head. or ride both at the same time. i KNOWWWW HES SENSITIVE AND HE'D LOSE ITTTT

i think he could take a big, thick strap <3 maybe he'd be a bit anxious, whine at first but i just know he takes it like a champ !!!!!

that's all i shall say. thank you <3

RAHHHH I just wanted to post this because I have subby pentious headcanons cooking, but in the mean time have this ☝️

I’m glad we can all mutually agree he’s VERY sensitive and i’m gonna touch on that later, but let me just say if you’re playing with both of his dicks, he will be the loudest little bitch ever. Like he’s going to be sooo whiny, especially if you’re telling him how good he’s doing. He’ll be done for! Also probably cums really fast.

Lowkey, I don’t really know what the logistics of pegging home would be… like i don’t really know how that would look to be honest. But he’d be whimpering like a bitch from being taken care of like that, and that’s a fact.

[aruxani]

Mention five of ur fav AA bloggers/mutuals and leave them a message! (not a question but meh)

I don't pick favorites because everyone in this fandom is amazing and very talented, as well as everyone is their own individual person, however there's a few people I really look up to and admire.

So, @annawayne @dudewhy3 @moonspirit @diametrical-hyde @mauriecee thank you guys for your beautiful contribution to the fandom, your amazing art and brilliant story telling and your never ending kindness. I just recently joined the app after being in the fandom for a few years and I can't thank you enough for how quickly you've accepted me and made me feel like I belong. Truly, thank you ❤️

And thank you to everyone else in the fandom who spends time to make something, who posts and reposts and even if you don't post anything, thank you simply for loving aruani enough to engage with other shippers 🫶🏻

[rrcenic]

about me !!!

basically im like if kaveh had a dad

hi i’m nic!! he/him, ftm, gay, and polyamorous. dating the cutest handsomest silliest dude ever @lord-of-the-bundle-of-sticks <33

im 15! audhd + bpd + anxiety + depression. been on t for a year

i stole my personality from ben balmaceda

FREE PALESTINE

dni if ur an asshole its not that hard to be kind to people :)

my youtube account (i upload animatics and short animation shitposts here)

my ao3 account (i upload my fanfics here)

my tiktok account (general shitposts, animations, cosplay

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interests/fandoms:

i like ships (im deranged about gay people) especially haikaveh tartali and diluven

proud navia main 💪💪 ar 55 usa server, uid is 648133957

main interests: genshin and lord of the flies

other things: les mis, dead poets society, hazbin, spto, good omens, enders game, mcr

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warnings:

-i post about triggering topics

-i use slurs that apply to me

-i am a minor, but i still enjoy mildly nsfw content. do not be alarmed. i’m simply a freak.

-i’m literally insane if ur nice to me once i’ll tell you i love you

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pssst, if you’ve made it this far, go follow/check out these people:

@cissyenthusiast010155 my cousin, the dysfunctional sherlock to my mom friend watson. has a lesbian army and enjoys tall women

@alreadykindled my other cousin! though i rarely see them irl, it’s so lovely to stay in touch on tumblr :)

@casimirt cannot stress enough how much i adore them. they’re so sweet and kind and their writing!! it’s incredible!! they always have something silly or sweet to say and everyone should go send em some love and support right now!!

@mnemosynthetic she is unhinged and i am here for it <3

@peachtaglia grrr such a cool person!! cannot stress how amazing it is to have a mutual who’s into genshin, good omens, AND lotf!! very fun to chat w

@mccall-me-maurice / @toddreblogslotf / @todd-anderson-trash always creating beautiful art and being an amazing friend <3

@saturns-ringg talented and sweet and kind! the number one mitski stan

@that-other-fruity-emo always ready to be a strong friend or to just interact! creates so much content and is always online

@grumpyheartbear i adore living vicariously through cal and cat’s silly stories of their amazingly cool lives

@twinknightmare thanjk you for reblogging this bc it reminded me that i completely forgor to tag you lmao

@candle-buds so mad that i forgot to add you to this list bc you genuinely have some of the most amazing art i’ve ever seen. it makes me very happy

@kunfire epic lotf posts!!

@charli3emily they accidentally deleted their old account sobs,,,

@felixfeliccis i like ur silly comics and your little creatures :)

@haythenonwolf @wyntercrystal9 fellow grippy socks survivors, heads full of musical theatre lyrics. psyched to be mutuals (i love dumb puns). miss you guys.

@orel-missing ur dps art inspires me so much <33 i literally adore ur ideas about characters

@thatdumbgoth <333

@cowboylexapro i love chatting w you!!! you have amazing anderperry headcanons

@hhyphae thank you for being very kind :) i hope to be closer w you in the future and like being your friend very much

@kenonade ILY AND UR ART ITS SO GOOD AAAAAH

@br4e1yn you.r art skills,,,,, hhhhng they are very very good ,,,,

@nocoisrealinmyheart cool homie!! i miss like. hanging out and interacting w you lmao

@lord-of-the-bundle-of-sticks THE COOLEST!!

@nickwildelvr childe slander <333

@imlight amazing artist grrrrrr

[jaeyunsim]

It's award season (unconfirmed)! Give some of your mutuals silly little awards.

ooh i saw someone get this ask too and i thought it was fun so thanks anon for sending 🫶🏼

i don’t have many mutuals on this blog to begin with but

@heeseunq - enhablr cc of the year obviously goes to the bestie! she’s been consistently putting out beautiful content since day 1 to keep the fandom going and we appreciate her for all the hardwork 💖 she also gets bestie award, sister from another mister award, hybe employee of the year award, and heeseung’s #1 lover award.

@hoonclub - 10cm doll plushie hoarder award lmao i know you don’t hoard but if ordering from korean fans were so easy u would have all the versions of en-nimalz

@leeheeseunq - supportive gf award lol em youre one the best people on here always supporting ccs and always having a compliment in the tags 🫶🏼 gfx wizard award on the side as well

@jngwonnie - gif sharpening goals award chrissy i am in love with the way you sharpen your gifs! you are a blessing joining enhablr!

@jeonwonwoo - gfx wizard award 2 zaynab, you are so skilled in making stylish gifs in all the fandoms you are in, it’s so incredible! the tutorials you post are so helpful and so inspirational <3

@lunetual - material gorl award the best enabler if you’re hesitating to buy something. also best person to walk around the mall with because she will amplify the experience by starting off with a nice bevvy on hand.

@wonjinist - resident big sister award i know we’re the same age but like at my grown age i still need big sister advice and you are so easy to confide to!

@chewysan - hottest game tagger i love dom for always tagging me in those tagging games! i may not do all of them because i feel like im so boring and i wont contribute anything fun but my biggest love language is being remembered in things like this. and i say hottest because have u seen dom?? and his make up looks?

@zeikeu - serial url changer award i love you zo but you make me question who i’m interacting with every time cause of ur new url 😭 keep doing it tho, its fun seeing what you have next. also my fellow jake enthusiast <3

@blonghoonie and @flowerjun - best little sisters award cutest duo ever and validates me all the time lmao i also love seeing your convos on the dash 😆

@jhoons - jayhoon lover the one jayhoon believer left on this app lmao im kidding but thank u for reminding enhablr the one and only unit still exists

[dreemurr-skelememer]

Hi yes I saw Kia appreciation I’m hopping on

U actually interact when I respond with tags and stuff which is always very very nice. I love all my mutuals but my mutuals who respond to my tags when they agree (even if it’s just reblogging with a yeah in ur own tags) is very special to me.

I cannot remember for the life of me when I started following u or u me (must have been some time ago? Probably I followed u when I first joined). U have awesome ideas and opinions and it’s always so fun to see your reactions. Ur interpretations of Ink, Error, Dream, Nightmare, and even more classic AUs are awesome and I love them with all my heart. You make my brain think and my gears turn and that is always very very nice. If I remember right, your art was one of the first inspirations to write my works along with TGK and some others

Ur super chill. Oh and you yelled at me to write when I asked you too. Love that in a moot. I need to be yelled at to write or my ADHD crow just stares at it like it’s a mirror and doesn’t do anything LOL

Know that whenever I Reblog a post or respond with tags or something I am dropping a cookie (or whatever ur favorite treat is) off at ur place in thanks before I scuttle away back to my writing corner giggling bc you gave me thoughts™️

IT'S SUCH AN HONOR SHANDY. i feel so embarrassed following u back so late.....

and it's so crazy to me that my work is an inspiration to you, haha. like seriously. your work changed SOOO many people and so many of my friends have talked about ur writing and i cant believe a little piece of me contributed to that

[jjunhui]

hello, my loves! today marks 2 months since i began creating gifs (and the occasional gfx) on tumblr and i also reached an incredible milestone last night; 500 followers! i cannot help but feel extremely honored and appreciative of every single one of my followers and mutuals. it shocks me that i've grown and improved so quickly as a content creator, and especially that there are so many people who are willing to come on board with me to support me and observe my growth. i cannot express my gratitude enough. ♡

unfortunately, i am tremendously busy and cannot find the time outside of weekends to do anything fun to celebrate :( but at the very least, i wanted to take the time to come and thank some very special people who have contributed so much to my account's growth and to my improvement as a cc

first, some of my darling mutuals — ;

@dokyeomblr miss elv, ily! my very first mutual and one of the kindest, most pleasant people i have ever met. you never fail to make me smile with your tags and comments <3 i have admired you for so long and am so honored to be your friend and moot

@97chwe tris, who is such an inspiration to me and so very talented, who i have been in awe of for the longest; whose tracking tag i will spam endlessly and whose support i will always appreciate so genuinely

@caratonce isai, one of my first mutuals and my caratblr server buddy (we joined almost simultaneously and your familiarity was so helpful to my anxious self), i love u sm. your personality is phenomenal and your work follows. im so happy to know you and call you a friend

@soonhoonsol chey, who so consistently reblogs my content and always has the sweetest things to say. i looked up to you prior to joining as a cc and i feel so lucky to be your moot!

@jminwook bbie, one of my newer mutuals and another victim of my tracking tag spamming, who is so very supportive and so sweet

@junranghae noa, my milestone buddy (congrats again!!0 and fellow huihui! i appreciate you so much, you are so dope and always so supportive of my content! it doesn't go unnoticed at all, thank you.

@junkwan jenna, my evil twin (or am i the evil one?) — i miss seeing u around the server! you are so fun to be around and i love being ur mutual and ur friend!

@aceofvernons xan, who is normal by no stretch of the imagination yet kind and supportive of their friends on a level that is incomparable. i truly appreciate you

@wonublr & @knnovations lee and mars, creators with truly mind-blowing skill and talent... who i would still be screenshotting without the help of. i owe you guys so much credit and appreciation &lt;3

other mutuals who i thoroughly appreciate — ;

@jeonwonwoo | @woozification | @shuatonin | @injunnies | @usershua | @xuseokgyu | @shuatm | @seunievrse | @isdokyeom | @blondesoobin | @sunflower-hae | @yeonjuins | @seungkwan-s + many more

and of course, all of my caratblr server friends!

i would also like to say a quick thank you to the following people:

@melanielogs for being a phenomenal friend, for being one of my first followers, and for always believing in me and encouraging me when i didn't believe in myself and wanted to give up.

@taetheists for always listening to my ratio woes and helping me out even if i didn't request it. and yknow.. for letting me use ur photoshop. you're a good friend ♡

and,

@woozi because though i've already told you this, the fact that you so consistently engage with my content and boost it means so much to me. i don't think it's an understatement to say i owe a lot of my success here to you. and what i appreciate more than anything is that you haven't just been supportive of my works since i got good — you were right at the front of the line reblogging my grainy 'i got a free trial of photoshop, lemme mess around' gifsets. it really, truly means a lot to me and I hope you know I will always be grateful.

and with that, I'm done because this is starting to get a little Oscar's acceptance speech-y of me. thank you all so much, i hope that this is just the beginning and that i will be around to be annoying on your dash for a long time to come. ♡

[augustinewrites]

hi augustine!! (hope it’s all right i call you that!!) just wanted to drop by and say i’m a lil starstruck that we are now mutuals omg 😭 and if you would… 🥺 like to be friends? 🥹

i’ve loved keeping up with the fushigojos for so long and have also read ur other works and love them all the same!!! u r truly one of my fave gojo writers so this moment feels so surreal AAAH the way u portray gojo has inspired so much of the way i understand and write him (i hope this doesn’t weird u out omg 😭 i feel like am blabbering too much!!)

but really, just thank u so much!! for all the lovely works you have put out!!! they make my day every time!! (and for the follow too AAAH) hope you have the loveliest day!! ❣️

omg hi sel!! please you’re making me blush but of course i wanna be friends!

anyway omg ur so kind 😭 truly don’t know what to say rn but whenever i saw you in my notifs (i think for over a year now?) your tags always put me in a good mood and actually wanna make me write more! especially for gojo!!

i’ve read the way you write him (very beautifully) and i’m honoured to have contributed to it! pls feel very free to come into my inbox (or my messages) to yell about him together with me hehe

i hope you have the best week ❤️❤️

[carelessflower]

hello anh, my introverted bestie

how have you been? i hope you’ve been well.

i’ve always admired your skills for making the most angsty head canons and storylines for malec. it’s a skill and i wished it came to me as easily as it does for you. (also your knack for finding things malec would wear is sensational)

i love all of our small interactions, although the both of us don’t really talk too much. it’s funny how you are one of my favourite mutuals, yet we mostly just reblog each other’s stuff and always participate in each other’s ask games, because i think both of us are too introverted to do much else. either way, it’s fun, and i wouldn’t really change it for the world. (perhaps, one of us should brave it one day and actually have a proper conversation lol)

thank you so much for being such a good presence on my timeline and in my notifications. i’m proud to call you my mutual and i can’t wait to see the tears i cry because of all of your angst (seriously, are you okay?) 

take care <3

nero :)

introvert bestie to another introvert bestie 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I’m glad u appreciate my talent skdkcksk malec angst and hoe malec is the hill I will die on and imma contribute my life to them. for ur last question I’m not ok but it’s fine it makes my brain sexy amdkfkfkfk

luv u 🥰

[missegyptiana]

💗 incoming love train! I appreciate you and recognize the amazing presence you have on this site, thank you for contributing to our community! 🌷 send this to all the blogs you love! don't forget to spread the love. 💌 💖

this is for everyone i follow and for my mutuals!! i love all of u and i follow u cause ur account is amazing lol, i don’t have time to put this is over 1000 blogs inboxes so this is for all of u!

[princessmia-tarot]

Holaaaa lovey💝 hope ur doing well! I would like to participate in a free reading if possible?

I would like to ask about my future spouse? Anything about them really? Appearance, personality , when will we meet, where maybe? Anything and everything the cards may want to tell me please

Thank you

L.G.B.S💝

Hello L.G.B.S💝,

Thank you for reaching out! I'd be delighted to provide you with insights into your future spouse using the Hanged Man Reversed, 6 of Pentacles Reversed, and the Emperor Reversed. Please remember that tarot readings offer symbolic interpretations. Here's your reading:

The Hanged Man Reversed: The reversed Hanged Man suggests that a shift in perspective and a willingness to make decisions are key at this moment. You might be breaking free from a period of waiting and taking action to manifest the changes you desire, including in matters of love and relationships.

6 of Pentacles Reversed: The reversed 6 of Pentacles suggests that there might be an imbalance or lack of reciprocity in your interactions. This could relate to giving and receiving within relationships. It's important to ensure that your connections are built on mutual respect and shared contributions.

The Emperor Reversed: The reversed Emperor could indicate that you or your future spouse might be experiencing a period of introspection and reevaluation of personal goals and authority. This card encourages you to find a balance between assertiveness and flexibility in order to create a harmonious partnership.

In terms of appearance and personality, the cards do not provide direct specifics, but they encourage you to seek a partner who embodies qualities of fairness, integrity, and balanced leadership. This person might have a dynamic personality with a blend of assertiveness and compassion.

As for the timing of when you might meet this future spouse and where it could happen, the cards do not provide exact predictions. However, the energies of the cards suggest that this meeting could occur when you are open to exploring new perspectives and taking action in various areas of your life. Be open to social opportunities and connections, whether in familiar or new environments.

Remember that each individual's journey is unique, and the cards provide insights rather than definitive answers. Stay open to the possibilities that lie ahead, and trust in the process of divine timing.

If you have further questions or need more guidance, feel free to ask. Wishing you the best on your journey towards love and connection!

xx

Mia ♥

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[wooahaes]

it's okay!!!

i haven't been to his house yet so i have asked my mum for some photos <3

the mafia ones i mentioned are from the don't lie eps :))) though i'm pretty sure there is a mafia one from the TTT ones where kwannie tries to attack hoshi LMAO

i think hoshi has got into the bias list, he beat jihoon so easily. all i had to do was watch a compilation of him and now it's over for me 💕 dino's laugh makes me laugh SO MUCH it's just so funny

there's nothing funnier than when you're laughing silently, and you have to just take a minute to get ur breath back and stop hurting so you can laugh again 😭😭😭

i need taemin to come back like rn i miss him aaa

i would just take them all to a cat cafe with me, bc svt + cats? best day EVER 💙 i would just take so many pictures and then after that, hide and seek pls (idc that i'm 28 I LOVE HIDE AND SEEK AND I WANNA PLAY)

i will!!!! it was one of my cat's birthday yesterday!!! toffee is now TWO 🍓🥰🍓🥰 she's a beautiful baby :3

OH MY GOD HOW GOOD IS TREASURE'S CB??? HELLO IS SO GOOD I HAVE LEARNED THE WHOLE CHOREO I LOVE IT OMG

hiii lovely <3

aaa pls dont worry about it if you can't get them! i'd absolutely love to see but you don't need to go out of your way for me or anything!!

oooh ok! i still need to just... binge through the rest of gose at some point. the ttt one is def the one im thinking about where he's ready to just throw down w hosh dsfkhsf i love seungkwan

incredibly valid of u <3 i love my horanghae man... he's just so funny but he's so dedicated n sweet :( i love him

true but also the pain kshfdkh my stomach always hurts so bad like let me catch my breath!! thank u!! skfhsdhfk

also same :( hasn't he served enough w his music career... please deposit him safely into my arms along w ms kkoongie. im just hoping for a shinee comeback sometime after he gets back (hopefully not super soon??? but like. i do want to see my guys again <3)

ooo svt cat cafe would be so fun. it would absolutely end up just being me n wonwoo n vernon sitting on the floor and playing w cats more than anyone else, but the entire group in a cat cafe seems fun <3

also omg happy belated birthday toffee!! thats such a cute name for a kitty too aw <3

also the trsr comeback... i love them so much. i wasn't sure how the group was gonna do w yedam and mashi both on hiatus still but they killed it. im so proud of them <3 also volkno... even tho yosh didnt get a huge part in the song (i look at the lyrics n its mainly hyunsuk n haruto which is great!! but also what abt my man....)

but also god... just looking at how much they contributed to the lyrics n stuff. im so proud of them <3

also also.... asahi's song w haruto + the fact asahi worked on clap! reminded me why i love orange so much. i rly hope to see more from him in the future. ugh this comeback was just so GOOD i feel bad i havent really been able to appreciate it as much as i've wanted to. i literally made gifs of yoshi and that was it sdkfhsf i am just so in luv w him...

a mutual once said that i like tiger boys and between yosh and hosh and mark nct... yeah i do sfdkhdsf

[angelguk]

omg so i sent in an ask re angst jock jk n oc ! but then i also realized its highly possible these 2 break up at one point while in uni mostly bc of the "are we dating bc its convenient" kinda dilemma and then it just pushes them apart bc they think theyre losing theirselves while being in such a close relationship,,,cue save ur tears by theweeknd BUT i just know when they grow up a lil bit more, theyll end up together <3

here we go! (the beginning of the end....may be...)

didn’t include save your tears as the soundtrack but may haps for the follow-up :3

pairing: jock!jk and oc

warnings: angst, yes the break-up scene, jaykay being an ass (a very huge one motivated by his own insecurities and selfishness – translation: he’d rather break her heart and carry that weight than be the heartbroken one), chayoung is no longer Seed of Doubt but something else (still up for debate but she’s fairly nice here), not edited but hey atp that’s part of my branding (also i would like everyone to consider that oc is not the greatest gf ever like guys don’t hate jk alone!!)

soundtrack: bags, clairo + stay, gracie abrams + say you know, alina baraz

(titled — honeymoon fades)

Jeongguk’s contact name hasn’t lit up the screen of your phone for six days now and you haven’t seen his face for just as long. It’s weird to go from constant incessant  communication to complete and utter radio silence. Not a single meme deposited in your Instagram inbox, no random notification from his Twitter. Just silence, quiet brewing silence. 

It breaks two days later when Chayoung finds you coddled under your duvet, mouth stuffed with the saccharine sweetness of mint chocolate. (Jeongguk kept a stash of it at your place but who was around to eat it anymore apart from you?). 

“And why do you look like you live in a dumpster?” She’d hummed, ripping open the curtains you’d involuntarily welded shut. 

“Because that’s how I feel inside,” you’d retorted, pushing aside your laptop. The screen is stuck with an image of an idiotic character named Nabi kissing the spawn of Satan. You hope for her sake it works out. Chayoung had huffed at your response, fondly whacking your head with a stray pillow. 

“Well get over that feeling cause we’re going out tonight.” A declaration, the fierceness in her feline eyes a warning that you’re not allowed to even think of saying no. That doesn’t mean you hadn’t tried – sorrowful eyes and pouted lips as you begged her to spare you. But Chayoung is a force of nature, one that could easily wreak havoc on your delicateness. And she does though, with a string of comments that propels you out of the miserable burrow you’d dug up. 

“You’re killing everyone, you know?” She’d supplied, yanking open your closet. “You’re sulking, Jeongguk is shutting down. He’s said like five words since this whole...thing...you have going on.” 

You couldn’t help but scoff at that, toying with the corner of the large grey shirt donned on your body. Jeongguk’s shirt. One of his favourites actually. You’d thought about stealing it after spying it on his obsessively neat laundry pile, but after seeing your wandering eyes he’d given it to you instead. 

“He always does that,” you’d said after Chayoung had whipped her head in your direction, curved eyebrows perplexed. “I mean, shut down. It’s his emotional response to things that bother him. Complete detachment so it hurts less.”

She had just stared at you, a long meaningful look at left your skin prickled. 

“Huh.”

“What do you mean ‘huh’?”

A measured step forward, her body weight sinking into the edge of your mattress a moment later. “I mean, you know him so well.”

“Of course I do he’s my best-friend,” you’d said, indignation coating your words

“No–No you're not getting me. You know him. You know he wouldn’t make the move to reconcile–”

“But he should!”

“You told him to go away! He’s trying to listen to you even though he’s hurting!”

And maybe that was it, that simple implication that you were causing him pain that had you pausing, reviewing the things you’d said to him – the things you’d felt. 

“But,” a timid rebuttal, “I just–I just need him to show me that he cares.”

“He does,” Chayoung had returned. “So much. And he misses you. He’s probably just afraid that you don’t feel the same.”

“But I do! He knows this.”

“Does he?” A question in her eyes, one that you’re afraid you know the honest answer to. 

You say things and never mean them, he had said, eyes hard.

That had hurt you but perhaps he was right, there are things you hadn’t told him, feelings you hadn’t truly expressed. And Jeongguk had always been good to you, so understanding and caring, trying to fill the places were you lacked. Wasn’t he the one who planned the majority of your dates? Remembered all the important milestones of your relationship while you contributed the bare minimum. You hadn’t even told Chayoung about the surprise he had planned for your one-year anniversary, the shame of your own choice hanging heavy over your head. 

So that’s why you’re here, staring at the back of his head forlornly as the music drifts around you, flashing florescent lights bathing him a hazy glory. He hasn’t seen you yet (something you’re thankful for because oddly enough you feel sick to your stomach). It feels like you’re skating on thin ice, waiting for the impending crack to sound through your heart, ice water swallowing you whole immediately. Chayoung is the one who pushes you forward, gingerly plucking the idle drink from your hand, Jimin aiding her efforts with a soft smile your way. 

It’s time for you to try the way Jeongguk has, put aside that bumbling ego that oversees your actions and adopt the humility he’s always granted you.

“Go,” she murmurs. “He misses you.”

And God you hope he does because you’ve missed him too. 

Except the moment his honey eyes land on you you know he hasn’t.

“Jeongguk,” you mumble. Yoonoh is frozen beside him, concerned gaze flicking between your faces. Your own eyes are stuck on him, the shape of his nose, the curve of his lips, the subtle hint of the dimple in his cheeks. 

You’ve missed him, and it slips from your heart and brims in your eyes, vision blurry as your blink those stray tears back inside. 

“Hi,” you add, when his silence doesn’t break.

“I should probably go,” Yoonoh lets out, awkward words bumping into the wall of tension standing firm between you to. He settles a hand on Jeongguk’s shoulder, sending him a look that feels loaded. “See you guys later, right?”

You nod, finally noticing the lump clogging your throat. “Yeah, sure.” Jeongguk just hums, the edge of his cup caught between his lips. Yoonoh flees within seconds, leaving you to wade through this alone. 

“I–I know you’re not happy with me right now, but please, can we just talk?” He blinks at you, it feels like a premonition. “Please?”

“Okay.” The simple word fills you, like a hollow you weren’t aware of finally found the cure needed. 

“Okay,” a small smile on your lips. Jeongguk’s face is still unreadable. He guides you up and away from the deafening sound of the song bleeding from the speakers, into an empty room, the door closing behind him muting the music and giving way to the own pounding in your head. Nobody says anything for a second, both of you navigating this uncharted territory of animosity. Until Jeongguk sighs, melting into the bed at the centre of the room. You follow suit, allocating enough space between the two of you. You’ve ever had to do that before.

“You said you wanted to talk?” Jeongguk finally cuts through it, eyes unforgiving when he glances at you.

“I did! I do–Just Jeongguk,” you can’t help it drifting out. “I miss you.”

Nothing, not even a flicker in his eyes. He eyes shift to the floor instead. “Okay. I that what you wanted to say?”

“No–No not just that! I’ve missed you Jeongguk and I’m sorry. I’m sorry that i went off on you like that and I’m sorry I haven’t been the best towards you and I’m sorry that I’ve made you feel like I didn’t care about you–or made you feel like the things I said or did had no meaning behind them. Because they do–they do because I love you. I love you so so much and I’m sorry if I made it seem like otherwise.” You automatically extend out for him, hoping to grasp on his thing floating to fast away from you. Jeongguk shifts and you hand tumbles down to the empty space between you instead, halted by his hesitance. 

His head drops into his palms a second later, a broken exhale leaving his lips. The motion cause the silver bracelet on his wrist to slip down the length of his arm. It jolts something in you. Jeongguk had given you a matching one but you’d ripped it off after the last argument and hadn’t considered putting it back on. But Jeongguk was still wearing his. 

“Do you really?”

“What?” He’s staring at you know, doe eyes cloudy.

“Do you really love me?” There, that stupid evil vile question that you thought you had the answer to but the words vanish in your head the longer he looks at you.

“I do–what? What are you implying? Of course, I do.”

“Of course, you do,” Jeongguk echoes. His eyes turn to the window located over his shoulder. You can see his head working through something, and you’re suddenly terrified fingertips itching to wander through his curls and coax those thoughts from his head. 

“Jeongguk? What the hell are you talking about? Talk to me, please.”

He sighs again, at it feels like your heart splinters. A sudden shake of his head and Jeongguk twists back to face you, a silent tear falling down his cheek.

“You don’t love me.”

“Wh–What are you talking about? I do! And how can you decide my feelings for me?”

“No. You don’t love me the way you think you do–the way you should.” It feels like he’s saying it to more than you, like he’s saying it to himself. “Maybe this the wrong choice to make. You know. Maybe we shouldn’t have done this.”

You shatter just like that, shards on the floor as you stare him, this person that you thought you knew. And maybe the feeling is mutual because Jeongguk is staring at you in a similar way, searching for the courage to say the words you know lie in his heart. Like a loaded cannon, waiting for the match to strike and leave you lying in pieces. 

“I think we should break–"

“No,” you cut him off with an adamance that you didn’t know existed until right then. “No, you’re not gonna say that and we are not doing this.”

His eyes narrow then, jaw set. “This is not about ‘us’, I’m doing what’s right for me.”

“How is that right? Huh, Jeongguk? Don’t you care about this? Don’t you care about me?”

He looks away then, ignoring your questions, his throat stuck. 

“Jeongguk...” You reach out again, and he allows it, shoulders sinking with the weight of your hand on them. “Don’t you care about me?”

Another heavy exhale, his eyes blinking hard. “I do. And that’s why this won’t work, not the way it should at least. I really think we should end this, or at least reconsider the reasons why we’re together. You say you love me–you say you always have but really–really think about it. About me and us and what we are. I’m sorry, I really am but I just can’t do this anymore.”

He rises then, your outstretched hand tumbling down to the empty space he’d left behind. You can’t move it, can’t breathe, your heart hurtling out of your chest and onto the ground where it lies, fragmented beyond repair and bleeding bare. You glance up through tears, watch him open his mouth and then it and look away. 

“Do you mean it?” You finally ask, and his eyes snap to you. He knows what you’re saying. There’s a pause that stretches out for eternity, coloured by the sound of the ringing in your head.

“Maybe.” It cuts right through you, lodging itself deep with intent. And then you just have to nod, swallow the scream clawing at your throat. He murmurs one more apology before his feet carry him away, and you watch, forlorn as you burn his frame into your memory, as your whole world walks out the door.

[kazuwhora]

KAZUWHORA'S 2021 MUTUALS APPRECIATION POST !!

hi friends!! to follow up my blog updates post, I wanted to make a small post with some of the mutuals I interact with the most to show my appreciation! if you're not on this list, I still care and appreciate you so much, I just have a horrible brain!! and if you're a follower and not a moot, please know I appreciate you more than anything <3

sar hi baby. ilysm I hope you know that. my real life bf. the loml. ilysm and I love that you feel safe n comfortable enough with me to vent and send me voice messages abt stuff and u let me do it back. im so thankful 4 u and I will be ur scary mean dog <3 ily forever and everything u do. ur perfect <3 you matter so much to me. you are worth so much to me. and you deserve to be happy!

✿ @nanaminshousewife ✿

✿ @nanaminshousewife ✿

M BABY you are literally the sweetest creature to ever exist. I'm so beyond thankful for you and everything you've done to support me since I created my blog. you've always been one of my biggest supporters and you're so kind to me. I appreciate it more than u will ever know and you deserve the entire world and more!

✿ @dracutora ✿

DUUUUUCKKKIIIEEEE u make me laugh for real. I'm so glad I somehow found your blog and followed u bc the energy you give and radiate is so special and fun. your mind is genuinely amazing and everything you think of and come up with makes my jaw dislocate fr. as fucked as ur mind is ur a good person with a good heart and that's something I can appreciate, love, and indulge in <3

✿ @dreamingofsappho ✿

zehr <3 you really supported and validated me when I needed it most and you continue to do that after the fact. I appreciate you so much and everything you do for me and all the hype you give me and just everything. you're so talented, and so so sweet. pls be confident in yourself. you're worth it.

✿ @keizos ✿

hi zaire! you're such a wonderful presence in the writing community. I remember when I realized you followed me I almost choked and cried. I was so shocked that someone so eloquent and talented was following my measly blog with under 100 followers! I'm very grateful for the vibes you bring to the community and the work you put into uniting it <3 you're so wonderful

✿ @xianoii ✿

solar baby <3 I'll always support you no matter what you do and I hope you know that! I remember feeling so warm and happy seeing your posts when you were @/kazuphobic because I loved seeing someone else love kazutora as much as me, especially when it was a time where kaz didn't have as much hype! I love you so much and I want nothing more than for you to love yourself as much <3

✿ @ssanzuu ✿

hi my love!! I wanna tell u that whenever I see your posts or your url in my notifs/on the dash I'm always so happy and excited to see you. you're such a warm and supportive presence on my blog and I'm so thankful for all your support <3

✿ @r-indou ✿

JANUARY sometimes u make me cry because of how sweet you are. your sweet sweet tags on reblogs of my posts, your constant support, all of it. you're just amazing. I love you so much and I'm so glad you're here, and you're so smart and worthy of the whole world <3

✿ @01-20-1992 ✿

HANNNNNNN ik u have been on a bit of a break but ur another person who whenever I see ur url I just feel happy and excited. I love seeing your sweet tags and I love seeing your contributions to the community. you're amazing and I don't deserve you <3

✿ @01-1987 ✿

ALY ALY ALY god all my mutuals are so sweet and ur no exception to that. you're so kind and sweet and supportive and it makes me cry bc I can never express how grateful I am for you and everything you do to make me feel confident ab my work. ilysm and ur so smart and big brained and ur heart is even bigger. ily <3

✿ @manjiroro ✿

kai bb you have also been one of my og followers since under 100 and ugh you're just so soft and sweet and it makes me wanna be soft and sweet too. I'm so appreciative of the hype you give me and the koko pictures you leave me <3 you're always welcome in my inbox whenever you please

✿ @mqtsuno ✿

HIIIII I cant even lie I was nervous when I saw u were following me because I loved your writing sm and I was like omfhijde are they following me fr and I hid in terror bc u intimidated me hardcore. but you're so sweet and kind and I love everything that comes out of your mouth and fingers <3 marry me

✿ @s-shinichirosgf ✿

EVERY TIME I GET AN ANON I GET HOPEFUL ITS U fr I can't tell you how much your messages mean to me when you send them. the compliments, the support, all of it. you're so kind hearted and it's so admirable. please never change and if anyone tries to walk all over u call me over and I'll fight them for u >:)

✿ @8kh ✿

hunter!!!! ive said this once but I'll say it again: I was scared af when I realized u were following me for real. I had like 30 followers and I just about cried because I was like FUCK what if my shit isnt good enough like help someone help. ur literally otherworldly and the content you create and put out deserves all the support and love it gets and I'm so honoured to be mutuals with someone as elegant and talented as you <3

✿ @bokebelle ✿

HELLO SWEET THING we're more recent mutuals but I wanted to add you in here because something about your energy and your aura is so calming and warm to me. whenever I see your icon on my dash I smile, and you seem to bring this comforting sense of energy with you wherever you interact. thank you for supporting me and always hyping me up <3 you're amazing

✿ @blueparadis ✿

hi paradis <3 im so thankful for your support of this blog. you're truly a sweet person with nothing but love to give and it's so admirable. I wish I were able to be as kind and loving as you are. thank you for always brightening my day with your replies <3

✿ @hoeruchiyo ✿

TEE HI im unmarried and waiting for the ring on my finger. you're such a good writer and ur so funny I genuinely love u and everything u do and post so pls be mine. I can't wait to see more content from u in the future and u have to tag me in everything.

✿ @azurexsnake ✿

snake ur so hot please fuck me immediately im going 2 cry. I don't even remember how I found your blog but I'm so glad I did. your content is A+ and you yourself as a person is just so cool and like collected!! anyways lets pls get married

✿ @festive ✿

AHH your blog is beautiful, really. I'm really glad I found you and your blog because everything you do is so amazing!! you're so sweet and such an amazing person with an amazing brain. I'm thankful for you <3

✿ @mommysano ✿

khoosha marry me lets be gfs mikey can be included <3 every time I see u all I think is smart and elegant bc thats what you are. you're so cool and just, composed its idk I FUCKIGN LOVE IT. I'm so glad I follow you <3

✿ @blondbirb ✿

birb you're so sweet. I want u to know whatever you choose to do whether its write for tr or not I will always support you. you're so kind and supportive to me and no matter what I'll be there!!! I love talking to you and I'm so thankful for you letting me vent.

✿ @scummy-simp ✿

hi lennie <3 I love interacting w you in the server. you’re truly so kind and sweet and validating!! thank you for always listening to me vent, or sending me asks, and supporting my blog in general <3 you’re very special

✿ @suyaluvs ✿

SUMIII you’re just so peachy. idk how do describe you. sweet, loving, caring, validating, all the works. I love seeing you on the dash and I appreciate you so much. I look forward to more content this year <3

✿ @wakaslut ✿

LAST BUT NOT LEASSST u know im not good or halfway capable of expressing my appreciation for irl friends the same way I do for online friends so im gonna try my best here and pretend like im not currently dming u rn watching howls moving castle. anyways I GIVE U SHIT SO OFTEN SOMETIMES I DO FEEL KINDA BAD FOR MAKING U SO EMOTIONAL FORGIVE ME I try rly hard to suppress my dickish entp tendencies but sometimes its so hard. anyways im so thankful 4 having a friend like u in my life bc I've never had one like this before and it's refreshing <3 SO TY OK IM DONE NOW

✿ @svnzus ✿

HELP I COULD HAVW SWORN I PUT U IN HERE AND IT DELETED OR SONWTHING I SWEAR IM SO SORRY abtways ur so sweet to me I don’t deserve you 😭 your reblogs, asks, all of it. Im so thankful you exist and I’m more than thankful for your sweetness and support 🖤

[deokmis]

gifmaker appreciation tag

rules: answer the first half of the questions with gifsets of your own, then answer the second half by tagging gif makers you love!

tagged by: @cuddlybitch, @baek1nho, @belsmultifandommess, @koreandragon, @surii, @thingskateknows, @liveasbutterflies, @baijingting, @jaehwany, @therukurals, @yesdramas, @dramaism and @moonlightsdream - thank u sm friends for tagging me! ur all such incredible content creators, im deeply honoured that u thought of me during this tag game!

LINK A GIFSET… Link a gifset you’re really proud of:

I think this my country one still despite it being mentioned by me several times, i just am so proud that i was patient enough to mask it properly lol

Link a gifset where you tried something new:

uhh this DAYS one! shoutout to @therukurals for important editorial contribution lol

Link a gifset that features your favourite character or celebrity:

i love kim jae wook sm, i made this set from a variety show cameo he did!

Link a gifset that you want more people to see:

this DAYS second couple one, i worked hard on it!

Link a gifset that you had fun making:

once again... this DAYS one, i enjoyed colouring in the layers a lot!

Link a gifset that you created as part of a meme, challenge, or series:

this my country one for allie's @gimme-a-chocolate challenge!

Link a gifset of yours that makes you smile:

this Chayenzo one :') love them sm

Link a gifset that you made for someone else:

this Kdrama Secret Santa set I made for Hannah! i had a lot of fun making it!

TAG SOMEONE WHO… Tag someone who inspired you to start making gifs:

I've been making gifs since 2012 so i don't even rmr but i think for kdramas it was probably the GOAT @lavenderbyun and @rabonghee

Tag someone who makes great vibrant gifs:

ooh @cuddlybitch, @mercurialhigh for sure! and i love how @yesdramas colours as well!!

Tag someone who makes great pale/pastel gifs:

i don't like pale gifsets much but i want to take the oppurtunity for this to tag @dramaism cause i love jey's colourings a lot and i think they're v unique!

Tag someone who gifs for a fandom you love:

thank u @theghostvalley and @surii for constantly providing me that beautiful WOH content!!!!

Tag someone who uses text/typography really well in their gifsets:

@baijingting, @therukurals, @jaehwany off the top of my head are always creating amazing works of art!

Tag someone who motivates you to step up your game:

@earthmixs, @yesdramas, @therukurals, and @moonlightsdream (esp that compilation penthouse set u made layla wowww) but tbh all the ppl i follow are great motivation for me cause i learn something new everytime i see their content!

Tag someone who you have taken inspiration from:

all the mutuals at some point honestly, they inspire me a lot!

Tag gif makers who you admire and appreciate! (Put as many people here as you want!): @belsmultifandommess @liveasbutterflies @chaeunwoo @gimme-a-chocolate @baek1nho @thingskateknows @kojiseok @minhyowon @haeyeongs @uppoompat @komunyoung @chanikang @ramsking @vincenzo-cassano/@damn-salvatore

(seriously you're all so amazing, im so grateful for the content you give us!!)

[sunshinetoshi]

1K 😳😳😳 omg is this my bug sis' world domination agenda bcz yes i support 👍 ahem i got a bit sappy here so :")

*inserts read more*

lol ok where should i even start from hmmm anyway cONGRATS ??? 1 THOUSAND OMG DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I ANTICIPATED THIS MOMENT BECAUSE YOU DEFINITELY DESERVE THEM, AND EVEN MORE 🥺 everything about you and your blog is fascinating like, every time i read one of your works, the first reaction is 'wow'. they're all so 😌👍 amazing, omg how am i even mutuals with such a talented human </3

oH AND i'm going to steal this opportunity to talk a lot more bcz i won't be online for rest of september because exams :(( starting with your outfit that you posted aND OMG YES YOU LOOKED SO PRETTY !!! also ik you love ushi but that outfit really gave me kuroo vibes yk like, ice cream date with kuroo ?? or just a beach day with him ?? it could be either one of the boys tbh <3

and i saw ur reblog about why did you follow me ask game or smn but uhh lmao idk, not like i remember since i don't have a good memory but i'm pretty sure it's your wonderful works ( also you because yes i wanted to be friends with you ) aND I DO NOT REGRET IT AT ALL YES <33

and i was playing furries my beef oven yesterday evening, what a glorious song, tchaikowhiskey could never <3333

ALSO I PROMISE THIS IS THE LAST PARAGRAPH SKDJFDSF your soulmate drabbles from your 900 event skjhdf they're so cutee aaaaaa ik i haven't been interacting but they're all in my drafts. ( i mean, i learnt it all for you ) exams better end asap because i want to read them all over again and scream in the tags 😩

aNYWAY CONGRATS AGAIN !! I'M SO PROUD OF U BUG SIS TARA, YOU DROPPED THIS 👑

stop my lul sis literally wrote me this love letter my heart is full akjdjdjd you're the best inez 🥺🥺💖💖 thank you so much im sobbing in the best way wow <33

ice cream date w kuroo you know i'm down yESS!! this thought will now carry my whole day and i love it HAHA

:(( you're the sweetest ahh!!! pls you're one of my longest and beloved moots you know that <33 im so so happy we're friends (I THINK YOU STARTED FOLLOWING AROUND MY EMBARRASSING MOMENTS W STRANGERS FIC LMAOO BC I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR CONTRIBUTION AJDHHD POOR FROG GUY)

bestie he may not be beef oven but at least tchaikowhiskey has walnuts of hours !!

YOU ARE ONE OF MY BEST SUPPORTERS PLS YOUR TAGS ON MY FICS ASCEND ME but plsss if there's anything to learn from me it cant be the drafts amount nooo BAHAHA

thank you again bb you dont understand how soft this made me. and i'll wear it if you wear yours 👑