#thanks for dealing with me guysss

[thanksfortheflaglove]

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[maytheleiabewyou]

Analysis of the German gay film #freierfall / #freefall PART 4

For the 10th anniversary (omg! 10 years already!) (11 now because its 2024!) of one of my favorite movies I decided to make an analysis of the film and especially of the scenes between these two great actors.Max Riemelt and Hanno Koffler. Kay and Marc. Marc and Kay. I hope you like it and that above all it serves to encourage the creators to give us that long awaited second part.

HERE IT IS PART 4:

I'm baaaack! Sorry for the delay <3 I would have liked to upload this fourth part as a christmas present but well now you could say it's a late valentine's day present hehe

Remember where we left it? :)

I promised myself I was going to only talk about these two ignoring all the plot with Marc's wife pregnancy but I think its necessary to mention it. This wonderful kiss in the woods happened MEANWHILE! (although here Kay did not know it yet!) After this scene there are a couple more that do not involve these two = boring. haha Scenes that Marc tries to convince himself how good is his life and how lucky he is. #whoareyoutryingtofool

After training at the police academy comes the action! And of couuuuurse Kay had to go to the same unit as Marc. Fact that Marc did not seem to like it at all.

+What are you doing here? (Marc) -I'm glad to see you too (Kay)

The first time I saw the movie I thought Marc was going to kiss Kay furiously. The next few times I watched this scene I felt sorry for Marc and how he deals with his frustrations with violence and is not able to face these new feelings in a normal way. But now, I see this scene and I really feel sorry for Kay. He doesn't deserve to be treated like that and even less for saying what we all think (that Marc is quite happy to see him again). It is true that for Marc this meeting is the last thing he needed. But just because he is afraid.

Time for Kay to find out he will be an uncle? hahah

oKAY its true that Kay's expression is everything in this scene but look at Marc! He is saying so much without talking! He is between shy, serious (not smiling at all even though Bettina is happy talking about baby) and kind of afraid that Kay found out? Look how for a moment he looks away and immediately looks at the ground as if avoiding Kay.

The dialogues here are key to understand everything. First of all neither Kay or Marc greets each other (where are your manners guysss)

-scary huh? (Says Bettina due to Kay's facial expression)

And then nobody talks about it anymore. Kay and Marc can't say anything else. They just glance at each other but inside a whole of emotions are going on.

Blessed the existence of men's bathroom that allows the two of them to be alone for a moment!

Kay is spechless. He speechless? I know. So Marc looks at him and says:

+yes, that's how things are (as Kay cared about that HAHAH)

Fun fact: after this scene they go home and Bettina asks Marc about Kay. And while Marc can only say bad things about Kay, Bettina is like "he seemed nice to me" hahaha

Now comes the moment we all were waiting for! Pure authenticity

After Marc again being violent with Kay in an exercise, Kay approaches him gently and just is honest with Marc:

AND WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY GO JOGGING, RIGHT?

I know you will hate me right now but Im ending this part here haha! So the wait for the next part will be more than worthy!!!

ps: Thanks for all the feedback from the previous publications and to the owners of the gifs I used. Also, here you have the previous parts in case you missed them <3

[gojocumdumpster]

Hiiii! Can I request our cute lil Cosmo teaching reader how to grapple/jiu jitsu moves? Then things get a bit steamy and one thing leads to another… (Some of the bjj positions HAVE SO MUCH SMUT POTENTIAL IM SORRY)

I don’t mind if reader is a total beginner or has some mma foundation, but if it’s okay w you, I prefer reader to be a gurlie. Thankssss~

I like where this is going ngl😭 send more request guysss

idk what grapple is so i’ll just do wrestling if that’s okay?

Type of story: 🔥

Afab reader

Warnings: Sex,climax,sweat,tits and nipples,moans and groans

Today was the day, you signed up for a private trainer idk what they’re called to help teach you fighting skills. You hadn’t gotten into much fights after you graduated high school and college but it was time to learn how to actually fight, you were decent at punches but not good enough. Ring…Ding…Ding!!! you rolled your eyes as you heard the annoying sound of the alarm go off. “Fuck..what time is it?” you said whispering to yourself. You grabbed your phone off the nightstand, took it off the charger and stoped the alarm. On your phone it said 9AM, “Finally I woke up on time.” you said hopping out bed, you headed to your bathroom and took your shower.

You brushed your teeth and did your daily skin routine..now it was time to figure out what you were going to wear. “Was I supposed to buy a kartate uniform?” you said walking back and forth. “Oh well.” you said grabbing your outfit. (leggings and an athletic crop top) You changed into your outfit and headed to the kitchen, “i’ll just take a protein bar..” you put it in your bag along with your iced water bottle, you grabbed your keys and headed out your apartment complex. You had arrived, he had his own personal training gym thingy it had a gym, cafe, swim area, and more. In the back was personal training rooms with either a personal trainer, groups, dous, trios, or just by yourself.

You walked in and headed to the reception center, “Hi! I had booked a personal trainer session for 10:00AM?” you said to the receptionist with your gym bag. “Yea, for cosmo?” they said typing your information in the computer, “Yes for cosmo I think that’s his name.” you said. “Okay he should be ready just walk all the way down and take a right and down those hallways you should see room B308 it’s the last one.” they said looking at you smiling. “Okay thanks!” you said making your way down, as you made your way down you saw lots of people training, i’m pretty sure there was lots of bodybuilders. You had walked down the hallway and saw B308, you took a big breath and walked in. There you saw a blonde muscular man stretching on a mat. “Well, hello there.” he said getting up to greet you. “Hello! You must be cosmo i’m guessing?” you said, “Yep that’s me!” he said shaking your hand.

After you guys talked for a while it was time to stretch before getting into the real deal, he helped you stretched but every once in a while he would run his hands down your body and squeezing the plush of your hips to “help you stretch”. After that he had asked you some questions “Have you ever wrestled before?” and other questions relating to that. Of course you said no but it wasn’t professional wrestling, “Okay! show me what ya got.” he said before getting into a wrestling stance. “Just pretend he’s your younger siblings you got this y/n just wrestle how you wrestle your siblings..” you said in your head. You took a deep breath before charging at him, before you could even exhale you were already on the ground.

You weren’t gonna give up that easily, so you tried to push him off of you since he was sitting on top of you, you tried to roll over but nothing was working. Eventually you just had to give in, he put both hands on the side of your head and hovered over you, slowly he lowered down until his nose touched yours. He then slowly went in to kiss you. You had some experience since this wasn’t your first time, he got off of you and began taking off his shirt. There you saw a body that you only saw in the magazines. “You like what you see?” he said smirking at you. “Mhm..” you said licking your lips. He had token your clothes off and you were left in your panties, he trailed his hands down your body as he played with your tits fondling with your nipples.

Whimpers we’re coming out of your mouth non-stop, you were just so desperate to get to the main part…”P-ple-please fu-fuck me” you said looking at him with dazed eyes. “Hmm? Speak up.” he said smirking at you. “Please fuck me!” tears were building up as you were getting anxious to get fucked, he slowly took off your panties revealing your soaked cunt. He folded you in half with your legs next to your head and he had also token his boxers off and he was trimmed, with a flushed pink tip. He rubbed against your lips before slowly sliding in, “Fuck..” he groaned before slowly thrusting at a steady pace.

The room was filled with moans and groans, he kept at a steady pace before he flipped you over and put you in doggystyle position there he thrusted at a face pace “Mmmh! F-fuck Co-cosmo!” you said panting as you couldn’t catch your breathe, “I’m close fuck.” he said panting as he put his head down as he felt himself coming close to a end and so we’re you, you felt a unfamiliar feeling normally you never felt this good when you came but this was different. “Fucking cum, cum, cum” he repeatedly said. “T-to much co-cosmo fuck! I’m coming!!” you said before letting out a loud moan, soon cosmo followed right after you. You guys were both a sweaty mess, “I guess you can call this wrestling?” cosmo said chucking at you.

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

AAAHHHHHHHH

Guys these last times are gonna destroy me 😭

This is gonna be roughhh

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

Y'ALL I FORGOT I EVER HSD TO DEAL WITH THIS AGAIN

I FORGOT I HAD TO FACE THIS 😭😭😭

Guys I'm not okay xdd

Hi Shaun :)

Hi Lea 🥰

Hi Glassman :))

Hi Morgan!

Hi Park :D

GUYSSSS I'm not okay

Shaun :'((

Aw Lea that's sweet <3

AOGUHAGH I'M NOT OKAY

Hi Jordan :D!

Hi Jerome 🥰

Y'ALL I'M GONNA FREAKING CRY

GUYSSSS

Jerome you're gonna kill me 😭😭

This is all so true <3

Hi Jared :))

Yeah he was so stubborn and so caring <333

Guyssss 😭😭😭😭

Hi Lim :))!!

Wait honey why aren't you there

WHY AREN'T YOU THERE 😭😭

Honeyy :((

I'm glad her mom's trying to help <33

Did he have a history of mental health issues D:?

Uh ohh

UH OHHH

Oh gosh back to this 😭😭 thank goodness though <33

Oh gosh

Ohhh goshhh

I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay xdd

AAAHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️

I hate this but yes Jordan say it 😭🥰🥰

I can't handle this guysss 😭😭😭😭

I miss him so much :'(((

Oop gosh that's o.o for her

Yeeeah Jared knows

Oh gosh D:

Ohhh noo

:'((((

Also just rude xd my boy does not deserve this 😭😭

I know he would want them there but still xdd :'((

Oof yeah especially after losing Asher 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

Hmm idk about today Lim xd

Uh ohh

Yeah fair xd and not really the time to worry about unfortunately Jared :'(

OH GOSH okay guys buckle in D':

Y'all I'm still so sad xdd didn't cry here but nearly

Come on Rookie you needed to cheer me up not do what you did 😭😭 xd

Okay okay cool guys we got this ))':

Okay glad we're at least being clear about it

At least it does have a purpose

Okay okay rough but we got this

Uh oh

Jordannn

I understand why she's acting this way but o.o

Oh gosh D: I'm sorry Shaun :(((

Jordan come on :'(

Yeah okay good <3 it sucks honey but good job D':

Ope you can save her Shaun??

I'm sorry honey :((

But you saved the guy you could save <33

Dom you got this :')

:'O Shaun you did it!!

Slay :'))

Oh gosh D':

[chloeworships]

Ok this is what i was missing:

Beyoncé message:

Some of you need a mentor or coach. Check out Tony Gaskin’s mentorship website/program.

For others of you, don’t let your pride and ego get in the way of listening to someone who has been in the game much longer than you. I’m not saying don’t follow your passion but there are people around you who genuinely want to assist you and you’re not listening to their advice.

Your children are EXTREMELY GIFTED and TALENTED. They will blow your minds with what they will achieve even if right now they might be a little stubborn. Who did they get that from? Mom or Dad? 👀🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Here is the scripture I received after I recorded the message:

⤴️ Stanza (verse) 9 and 12 confirms the prophetic word. Only fools don’t listen to wise counsel. Others experiences are just as valuable as your own but why go through it when someone else has already been there and done that. None of us know it all.

⤴️ Stanza 24 and 25 - God is saying some of you have children who are wise beyond their years but this also confirms the prophetic word of listening to your parents, they mean well. They love you and only want what’s best for you and you make them proud 🥹🥲💙 Their job is to PROTECT you.

⤵️ This is the emoji the LORD showed me about the “Set Up” prophecy:

💕

👀👀👀👀👀👀

This is Dundas Square 🇨🇦Chinatown is not too far away:

Songs:

I heard Cleva by Erykah Badu while I was finishing this post. I know this is confirmation too because last night, I was looking for a toothpick 🤣 This album is one of my favourite!!!! 🔥Pay attention babes. This person might be clever but could never outsmart God.

🕵🏾📲

People of God I hate to say this and it won’t be for everyone but I believe someone is trying to get someone killed. The album here is “Mama’s Gun” and I would not be surprised if this is someone’s babymama but it doesn’t have to be. This also doesn’t have to be using an actual gun but it could mean by spiritual means. Death rituals are meant to cause death in REAL LIFE on the physical plane.

Y’all saw the message God gave us a few months ago about the voodoo priest who put a death ritual on someone that looked like Fat Joe and it caused a wholleeeeeeeee gang war. We then learned that over 6000 people were arrested in El Salvador!!!! YALL REMEMBER????👀 If possible please stay out of unnecessary conflicts. Do what you can to stay ALIVE. You have people that love and need you. This plot has been uncovered and now you know what’s good.

⤵️ This is the Ski mask/sunglasses/goggles the person was wearing in the dream. Maybe you like to wear these or the person who is deceiving you likes to wear these. Idk but someone likes to ski ⛷️ and they could have gone on a ski resort trip recently 🥽 🕶️

UPDATE:

I just heard “if I can’t have you, no one else will”

OH MY LAWDDDDDD GUYSSS WHO ARE YALL DEALING WITH???????

😳

Also I heard Isaiah 54:17 “no weapon formed against thee shall prosper”

AMEN THANK YOU JESUS

Recall in Isaiah 52:13 it said the word “prosper” and the number 13 is how many people tried to end my life with death rituals and black magic. I cannot make this stuff up babes but thankfully this will not be successful for those of you who God confirms this message is about.

PS. I also heard someone needs security if you don’t have any yet.

[belgiqueen]

This is not blog canon, but I felt like drawing.

[deviliciousdev]

MBTI✨A Small World✨ pt. 1

(follow up to One Letters Difference)

intp (the logician)

+

intj (the architect)

best friends

(ft. intj x enfp dating/ & entp (the debater) friend)

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[at a whiskey bar in the city]

intp: [enters looking around for intj. texts them. intj reports they're on their way. panics for a couple seconds then proceeds to the bar. in need of liquor to deal with social situations also is friends with bartender.]

entp bartending: oh hey man, what are you doin here??

intp: hey, i'm uh waitin for intj...

entp: you sound super excited about it 😂

intp: we're supposed to meet enfp and their friends here... apparently enfp is setting me up with one of their friends 🙄

entp: *cackles* you?! a blind date?! oh my god, i'm definitely getting someone to cover for me so i can see this train wreck.

intp: thank you for your kind and helpful words in this trying time [fake smiles]🙂... ugh i know, just get me the whole bottle of vodka now...

entp: [laughs a little] one vodka sprite gotchu. [starts to make drink]

intp: [texts intj again. intj reports they're still almost there] *sighs*

entp: *hands intp their drink* oh boy, don't look, but there's a hottie headed this way.

intp: wait what [genuinely confused on what entp is trying to communicate]

entp: try and act like a normal human in three two...

intp: [crazy eyes and furrowed brow] what? do what?

entp: ... one... [walks a little ways away but still in ear shot]

mystery hottie: [comes up next to intp] [super charming and suave] tell me... what is the absolute worst pick up line you've ever heard?

intp: [shocked but relieved by the lack of standard small talk] umm... aha... worst? um- that's hard- i mean no! that wasn't a pick line i've heard! no ones ever told me "that's hard" aha um- *clears throat* i just mean i've- i've heard a lot of bad ones so it's uh difficult to choose just one [nervous laughs]

mystery hottie: [giggling at intp's awkwardness]... worst one i've heard probably has to be "do you believe in love at first sight or should i walk past you again" to which i replied, oh please walk by again, so i can stick out my foot and trip you.

intp: [genuinely laughs] 😆 i always hated the "do i know you from somewhere"? i usually like to reply to that one with something weird like yeah remember the person who was all over the news a few years ago for going crazy and ax murdering a family of six... [gets uncomfortable realizing they've probably freaked the mystery hottie out]🤦‍♀️🤦

mystery hottie: [bursts out in cackle]🤣

intp: [completely shock the mystery person thought that was funny, also likes their laugh. still unaware if this is flirting or they're just making conversation] [laughs a little too]

mystery hottie: i'm totally stealing that by the way. [sips drink]

intp: [smiles but is unsure if they should ask mystery hottie for their name or how to proceed in general] [gets a text from intj that they're here] oh um i'm sorry my um- friend who i was waiting for and has horrible timing apparently aha um is here so i have to um- sorry

mystery hottie: saved by the bell,😏 see ya around

intp: [nervous laugh] yeah totally [walking backward trying to wave casually, bumps into person behind them] oh sorry! [looks back to mystery hottie] um yeah see ya ha 👋😬

[meets intj at other end of the bar where entp is giving intj a drink]

intp: what took you so long?! someone started talking to me!

entp: ahaha yeah ya know when i said try and be a human did you hear be awkward and strange 😂 cuz that was brutal

intp: 😑🖕

intj: [laughing a little] [in a sarcastic tone] well it does sound like a true living hell but i couldn't help it there was traffic. [looking down at phone] oh enfp is here, they brought two of their friends... and got a table in the back.

intp: two?!

intj: [ignores intp.] entp, are you gonna join us or are you working all night.

entp: yes and yes [wide devious smile]

intj: oh my god how have you not been fired yet...?

entp: i know where all the bodies are burried 😈

intj: [chuckles] ok c'mon intp.

intp: two?!

[as they're walking toward the back]

intj: what?

intp: you said enfp brought TWO friends which one are they setting me up with?!

intj: setting you up with? oh, the matchmaking crap, i forgot about that. well i don't know, i'm sure enfp will tell us.

intp: [panic voice] you forgot?! i thought it was only reason i was here?!

intj: or may be they want you to have options, i don't what goes through their mind.

intp: oh great the only thing i worse at than awkward small talk conversations is decision making. oh my god entp was right this going to be a train wreck. this is why i hate set ups!

intj: oh would you relax you're so dramatic. fake smile, drink some vodka, you'll live.

[coming up to enfp & friends table]

enfp: heyyyyy guys! glad you made it! [kisses intj on the cheek. goes to hug intp]

intp: oh ok so we're hugging... that's... fine. [awkward side hug, pulls away quickly]

enfp: oh i want you guys to meet my friends, this is esfj and estp, and this is intj .... and their friend intp 😁 [looks at intp and subtly points to esfj to inform thats their set-up] 

estp: supppp guysss👋😎

esfj: [hugging intj] so nice to finally meet you! enfp has told us so much about you!

intj: like what?

[esfj and enfp glance in confusion to one another. both just start laughing]

[intj looks at intp like what the fuck, intp shrugs]

esfj: [hugs intp] nicccce to me you too!

intp: 🥴 [awkwardly hugs back]

esfj: [turns back towards group] so should we get a round of drinks? what does everyone want?! c'mon let's get this night goin!? huh?! 😃

estp: yeahhhhh!

intp: [whispers] ugh kill me.

intj: [elbows intp in the arm]

intp: [mouths] owe!

[after they all get their first round of drinks🍹🍸🍺🍷🥃]

esfj: so intj, enfp tells me you're an architect that sounds exciting!

intp: [snorts holding in a laugh]

intj:[glances evil eye at intp]... i'm not sure exciting is the correct adjective for describing architecture. but if you're referring to my own opinion on my career field, i find it quite intriguing and... fulfilling.

esfj: 😐

enfp: 🤦😄

estp: [not paying attention chugging beer] [bleches loudly]😵🤤

intj: [looks at estp] 🤨🤢

[voice comes from behind enfp]: enfp?!

enfp: [turns quickly, sees mystery hottie] oh my god! what are you doing here! [hugs]

intp: 😳 [whispers to intj] oh my god that's the one who just started talking to me earlier.

intj: [develops evil little idea]😈

mystery hottie: [to enfp] i was just stopping in for a drink or two after work. it's funny i was actually going to text you and see what you were doing tonight.

enfp: ahaha that's so funny! [turns to group with a hand on mystery hottie's back] guys! this is my good friend entj! we went to high school together! [starts pointing at each person introducing them] entj, this is esfj and estp my besties and coworkers and this my intj 🥰 and this is their best friend intp.😁

entj: [sees intp again] well well well, this is a small world. 😏

intp: [nervous laughs]

intj: entj, you should join us.

enfp: yes! oh my god totally!

intp: 😳 [whispers to intj] i hate you.

intj: 😈

entj: [looks intp in the eyes] oh i would love to 😏

intp: 🥴

to be continued...

[whatiwillsay]

I’m not sure if Taylor ever dated Lily but I personally think they did have something after Kaylor ended. Let’s say they DID have something.... it makes sense that Joe is a cover up for that relationship. I mean, it’s really hard to tell, Lily is not that open with her life (unlike c(k)ertain someone.... and no this is not shades) but like.... I lowkey love the possibility of her and Tay might be involved with each other y’know? lmao. And why did I think that?

1. Her similarities to Joe is just...uncanny. Blue eyes, London (Camden) based, blonde, dimple, cute brit accent. Given the pattern of Taylor’s bearding, which often mirrors her “real” relationship, this might be y’know... the proof? 💀💀

2. Like someone else said, she deleted everything related to Karlie after 2016 (which is FISHY AF) and I did some research as well... Karlie’s sister (u know which one lol) used to follow Lily back in 2015-ish since i notice she likes a couple of pic from Lily’s old ig post, but i check again her following list, she apparently unfollow lily (which i assume somewhere in 2016 bc i don’t see her liking any lily’s post after thaaaat) but still follow some of Karlie’s other model friends which is abit sus you knooow. (or maybeee she unfollows her bc Lily is not active on ig anymoreeee so who knows but she stills active in 2016 right? hmm wonder whyyyy maybe something related to dating her sister’s ex probs? hmmm) jk this is only speculation guys... moving on :) —->

3. The legendary 2016 thanksgiving or halloween party heheh (the absent of miss KK.....). It’s when we constantly see Lily next to Tay, (I mean the body languageeeee tho, tell me that ain’t looking like a woman crushing hard on someone?? jk jk unless...) but like.... you know. And Taylor drove her around??? pretty uber driver?? that happy birthday wishes on ig??? love you muchoo??? what’s AT guysss?? damn, shdjdjsk gfs much huh

Tbh, I have more to say, like I want to dig into this ship simply because it’s waaay too interesting not to talk about lol but I do feel bad at the same time since Lily is a private person... so kinda don’t want to be invasive :( As for Joe, tbh, he seems like a very good friends of Taylor, who is first hired as a beard but developed into a more comfortable, supportive brother-sister relationship with her afterwards (lmaooo) OR they are a real deal after Tily ended who knows (that’s it, if Tily ever was a thing)

Damn that was long rant about miss gorgerous, blue eyes, weirdly cute accents lily donaldson... wait, i swear i’m not implying gorgeous is about her........... or am I? skskskks (anyways, this is kinda random but....i’m with you, manifesting swiftgron hangout 2020 😭 it’s about time)

thank you for reading! stay safe ✨

hey sparky (if that’s you)

good thoughts all around

point 1 is the one that really gets me

joe is a perfect cover for lily

they definitely have a certain kind of energy that just...yeah...

[jaminjims]

BOYS // bts au // 17

- later- 

- a few hours after school ends - 

~~~

Minjae sighed as he walked out of the 7/11 by campus. Of course Jungkook would hurt his foot, such a Jungkook thing to do. Minjae laughed to himself and started to make his way to the college. 

Even though it was only to help Jungkook with a hurt ankle and nothing more, he still couldn't help the pickup of his heartbeat a little. What could he say? It seemed like the more time he spent with his neighbors, the stronger his feelings got. 

Minjae knew he would eventually have to tell them if there friendship kept growing, but he didn’t plan on it anytime soon. He literally had a massive stroke when Lucy hinted at it on Twitter. His bestfriend better be lucky he was a relatively passive person, or he would not hesitate to drag her. 

Minjae used his student ID to get into the the locked door of the dance studio and had stifle a laugh when he saw Jungkook sitting against the wall, pouting. 

“Hey Kook, need some help?” he teasingly said toward the younger. 

Jungkook jumped in surprise and held a relieved look on his face, “Oh thank god, I thought I was gonna die.” 

This time Minjae snorted aloud, “And Lucy says I’m dramatic.”

Kook rolled his eyes and pouted again, “Just help me.” 

Minjae leaned down in front of him and sighed. Jungkook stood there surprised, he didn’t expect Minjae to carry him home, only help him walk. 

“Uh, you sure you can even carry me Min?” 

The boy looked up at him with a laugh, “You doubting my strength?” 

“Yes. I definitely am.” He answered back bluntly.

Minaje stood up and dusted himself off, and then made his way to the door, “Have fun finding rats to carry you home then.” 

“Yah yah yah, I didn’t mean it.” It was hard for Min to keep the smile off his face when Kook whined like that, “Please come back hyung.” 

Min made a big deal out of it and sighed dramatically, “Fine. Only for you.”

Jungkook gave one of his bunny smiles and this time got on Minjae’s back. “Oh my god, maybe you were right to doubt my strength, you weigh like, 400 pounds.” 

Kook snorted, “Well this is your fault.” 

The younger kicked the studio door open with his unhurt foot, “My fault? How it it my fault you twisted your ankle?”

“It just is.” Kook said haughtily, and the two laughed. 

It had only been a few months that they’ve known each other, but it warmed Minjae’s heart that they were already close enough to tease each other like this. He was glad that it was dark outside so Jungkook couldn’t see the light blush on his cheeks. 

To Min’s surprise, it was Jungkook to start talking, “You know Min-hyung, it actually means a lot to us that you’re here.” 

Minjae was confused, “What do you mean?” 

Jungkook tightened his hold on him a little, “I mean, people just find us weird when they see how close the seven of us are.” 

Minjae laughed to ease Jungkook’s anxious attitude, “Really? I think it’s... endearing, really. You guys are so comfortable with each other that it puts me at ease. Plus all of you are hot...” 

RED ALERT

Minjae did not mean to say that last part and the fact that he said that as he is carrying one of his crushes made it so much worse.

Instead of finding it weird, something in Jungkook was happy at the fact that Min found them attractive. “So you find us hot, huh?” 

“On second thought I will leave you on the streets.” Min said, his cheeks on fire now.

Kook laughed and just tightened his hold, he was happy that they were close. The two of them relapsed back into comfortable silence, and suddenly something struck Jungkook.

Minjae didn’t know that the seven of them were all in a relationship. He was almost sure he didn’t know. After all, they usually hid it from most people because of the social stigma surrounding polyamorous relationships.

But still, he was happy that Min wasn’t bothered by the closeness they did show around him, and that would have to do for now. 

“Now hurry and carry me home, my trusty steed.” Kook spoke up of nowhere. 

Minjae choked on a laugh and readjusted the boy on his back, “Oh, fuck off.” 

“You would like that, wouldn’t you.” 

“Yah! I will leave you here!” 

Kook busted out laughing and it wasn’t long before Minjae joined in. The two teased each other all the way back to their apartments. 

~~~

episode seventeen: ur hot

synopsis: honestly, minjae was hopelessly in love with his neighbors but he would rather die than do anything about it. bedsides, he was pretty sure the only reason they knew of him in the first place was because he accidentally threw his phone through their window. yeah, let’s not talk about that.

pairing: ot7!bts x male!oc

genre: CRACK, fluff, angst  

warnings: crude/dark humor, ‘mature’ language, copious amounts of spelling errors bc im lowkey illiterate

a/n: omg you guysss, i’m so sorry for the delay of this chapter. i had what i wanted to happen but i just had a bunch of trouble writing it out for some reason. also! i added a written thing to this one! do you guys mind if i do that? i just found it easier and you can really tell how close the boys and min have gotten! again, i’m sorry for the delay! (and there will sadly not be a second part to this one!) (7/1/20, 11:38pm)

see all episodes!

taglist uwu: @best-space-boyy // @et-ecce-mulier // @kamillmeme​ // @boba-tea1206

[ultraviolet-phantom]

((this is an excerpt from an RP with NFWC, but it’s important enough to get a transcript here, it’s a bit long so it’s below the cut)) 

Echidna: hey Ritsssu

Ritsu would say "you've been acting a bit odd."

Echidna: how'sss that?

Ritsu would say "you've been talking about leaving, is something wrong?"

Echidna: this plassse is ssso BORING, there'sss nobody here

Ritsu would say "that makes sense, there used to be a lot of people."

Echidna: you want to come with me? work for sssomeone actually worth it?

Ritsu would quietly say to Echidna "sorry, but no. Don't tell anyone this, but I've heard rumours that there's an alternate version of this place where it's a bit lively and it's in the fusion au."

Echidna: that'ssss where I'm going

Ritsu would nod

Echidna: keep an eye on the bossss, sssomething ssseemsss up with her

Ritsu would say "I will."

Echidna: do you think I ssshould take the kid with me or no?

Ritsu would say "maybe get them somewhere safe."

Echidna: I'll keep them sssafe, don't worry, and besssidesss what kid doesssn't like a little exsssitement

Ritsu would nod

Echidna slithers over to where Lemon Drop is to tell them what's happening

Lemon drop would seem excited

Echidna: you want to go on an adventure?

Lemon drop would nod

Echidna: it'sss gonna be ssso much fun! you'll get to fight bad guysss and a bunch of other cool ssstuff

((Echidna is trying to manipulate Lemon Drop into thinking they're the good guys))

Lemon drop would seem happy and excited.

Echidna: oh, I have a quessstion for you, you don't have to anssswer, but isss there a reassson you don't talk?

Lemon drop would than attempt to speak, but it would just come out as bubbles.

Ritsu would say "if I had to guess, they'd need to be in water to talk."

Echidna: oh, well when we get to our new plassse you can have a nice plassse to ssswim around in if you want

Lemon drop would nod excitedly

Echidna: well for now, do you know how to write?

Lemon drop would turn their head

Echidna: if you can, I'll give you a notepad you can write down what you want to sssay in

Lemon drop would seem excited.

Echidna grabs a notebook and pen and gives them to Lemon Drop

Lemon drop would write down the word "hi"

They know a few basics, but that's about it

Echidna: what'ssss your name? I'm Echidna

Lemon drop would write down "Lemon Drop!"

Echidna: that'sss an adorable name for an adorable ssshark

Lemon drop would make some happy noises

Echidna: do you like piratesss? 

Lemon drop would nod excitedly

Echidna: well sssoon you're going to be like a pirate!

Lemon drop would make some excited noises

Echidna: that'sss the sspirit! and I can make you a little pirate outfit if you want

Lemon drop would happily nod

Ritsu would just walk away. She'll just be turning off for a bit due to cuteness overload

Echidna: we ssshould get going, it'sss going to be a long trip

Lemon drop would nod

Echidna picks up Lemon drop and slithers out, Bronze is busy having a mental breakdown, she won't notice for a while

~~~~~~

Bronze: hahaha! everyone's gone, I'm back to nothing!

it's clear Bronze hasn't noticed Ritsu

Ritsu would pat bronze on the back

Bronze: ahh! Ritsu! didn't see you there

Ritsu would say "you okay, boss?"

Bronze: of fucking course I'm not!

Ritsu would say "do you need anything to calm down?"

Bronze: I just need to regret everything I've ever done for a while, just go clean up the Rainbow Room and EXP farm for me, and maybe open the trap door to let in some fresh air, the corpse smell in here is making me nauseous

Ritsu would say "got it." And go to clean up the rainbow Room and exp farm, and once that's done, open up the trap door

Bronze: thank you, Ritsu, just asking, do you think I'm a bad person?

Ritsu would say "everyone has their reasons."

Bronze: well I don't even remember what they are

Ritsu would say "it is okay, boss."

Bronze: I should just break a rule or something, I don't want to deal with this anymore

Ritsu would say "that is a bad idea, boss."

Bronze: why? nobody will ever forgive me, I'm nothing but a monster

Bronze: and I don't want to remember any of what I've done

Ritsu would hug bronze, and say "there, there, it'll be okay." 

She's trying to comfort her

Bronze hugs Ritsu back, she's crying

Bronze: thank you for the reassurance but it really won't

Ritsu would say "we'll find a way, don't worry."

Bronze: I'm just a lost cause...

Ritsu would say "you are not."

Bronze: I've killed thousands and harmed even more, of course I am

Ritsu would say "you can always make a change, a new start."

Bronze: there's no way I could...

Bronze: I'm way past the point of turning things around

Ritsu would say "it is possible!"

Bronze: you think so?

Ritsu would nod

[penny4yourthot]

Never Have I Ever

Request from @answer-the-sirens : Any chance for a Happy X Reader, where you're new to the shop and everyone assumes your sweet and timid but you go to a clubhouse party, and get involved with a drinking game, dirty version of "never have I ever" and nearly every round you and happy drink and everyone's like da fuq, maybe at the end he comes over to you all impressed and... I love your blog! Phenomenal writer!

This will be two parts. The second part will be all smut! hope you like it and thanks for the request!

It had been a completely normal day for you. Get up at 7 am to get ready for work, get dressed, make your coffee, and head out the door. It wasn't until you went to start your car that things quickly went to hell. Your car wouldn't start. You were screwed. Your boss was such a jackass and told you that you couldn't miss any more work. You had gone through some health issues a month after you started this job and had to miss quite a few days for various doctor appointments. You had moved to Charming a few months ago and had no family around that could come to pick you up.

Grabbing your phone you called the nearest mechanic. Teller-Morrow was the first one on the list. Had your mind not been going a hundred miles an hour, you probably would have thought to call a different one. You were well aware that this is where the local motorcycle club called home.

Of course, you had heard of the Sons of Anarchy and had seen them riding around but you were sure to keep your distance. Hearing all the horror stories of what the club was involved in from your neighbors you tried to stay away, although you knew that your neighbors were very dramatic so you couldn't believe everything they said.

It only took ten minutes for the tow truck to arrive at your house. It wasn't until the bald man, covered in tattoos, stepped out of the truck that you realized you had called the mechanic shop where the Sons worked.

“Car won't start?” the man asked you were shocked when you heard how low and raspy his voice was. You had seen him around town before but never have spoken to him or any of the Sons before.

“Uh, um, yeah,” your voice came out hardly loud enough for the man to hear.

“I’ll get it on the rig, can I give you a ride somewhere?” He looked at you when he spoke and he immediately saw the fear in your eyes.

“No, that's okay. Thank you,” your voice barely above a whisper.

“Are you sure? You look like your headed somewhere important,” he said as he pointed at your clothes. You were currently wearing a pencil skirt and a long sleeve blouse. Your office job required you to dress up professionally, which you hated.

Shit, what other option did you have? You would get fired for sure if you didn't show up to work and there was no way you were walking five miles in these heels.

“Well, I'm just headed to work. I guess I could use the ride,” you quietly spoke as you watched him get your car hooked up to the tow truck. You could feel his eyes on you when you looked away towards your house.

“Okay it’s all set, ready?” he questioned as he hopped in the driver's seat. You walked up to the passenger side door and opened it before climbing in. You put your coffee in the cup holder while holding your purse in your lap.

“I can pick you up too, your car should be done by then. What time do you get off?”

“Um, I get off at 6.” So far this man seemed nice enough to offer you a ride home, so why not? Your co-workers were a bunch of assholes who wouldn't give you a ride so you were grateful for the offer. After telling the man, whose name you had learned to be Happy, where you worked, he headed down the street knowing exactly where to go. This town was small enough to know where everything is.

Quickly arriving at your job, you thanked Happy for the ride and then walked into work somehow only being ten minutes late.

The day went by so slowly. Your boss got on you for being late and constantly gave you the hardest clients to deal with all day. You couldn't be happier when the clock hit six and you got to leave. You saw Happy sitting in the tow truck in the parking lot of your job and you got in and sighed heavily as you sat down.

“Rough day?” He looked over at you as he started the car

“Just my boss being a jerk, nothing new.” You buckled your seatbelt in as Happy drove off.

“Fuck bosses, they suck. Want me to kill him for you?” Happy laughed. You couldn't tell if he was joking or not so you just laughed in response.

“We're having a party tonight if you wanna join, lots of booze so you can forget your shitty boss,” he said as he looked over at you. He saw the look that washed over your face, one of uncertainty, almost fear.

“Look, I'm not sure what you have heard about us but-”

“I know your part of the motorcycle gang.”

“Club, Motorcycle club,” he corrected, “and whatever you heard is a load of bullshit. People are just afraid of us because we ride motorcycles, wear leather and carry guns. They know the truth though, we keep this town safe.” His raspy voice held confidence in it.

“Alright fine, I'll come to the party but just cause I had a shit day,” you laughed and noted that you were felling a hell of a lot more daring than usual today. “And because its Friday and I'm off tomorrow,” you added with a smile.

It had been so long since you hung out with anyone. Too busy with your job to make any friends. You were desperate to get out of the house for a few hours. You didn't even care about the rumors you had heard about the Sons anymore.

Pulling into the Teller-Morrow lot, you looked around seeing all the motorcycles parked in a neat line. You suddenly felt a bit nervous. There were a few men in the garage looking like they were putting things away to close up.

Happy parked the truck and got out. You followed him into the larger building opposite from the garage and as soon as the door open you were hit with the scent of weed mixed with booze.

“I didn't expect the party to be started so early,” you told Happy as he held the door open for you.

“We take Fridays very seriously,” he laughed, “some of them have been drinking since they got out of bed”

“I can see that,” you chuckled as you looked around and saw various stages of drunk men.

Happy lead you to the bar and you both started to drink.

Two hours passed quicker than ever. You had four beers and four shots and were currently up dancing around to the music with a few of the other girls that were there. You had kicked your heels off earlier in the night, no way in hell were you going to be dancing with them on.

“Heyyy let's play never have I ever! We used to play that in college alllllll the time!” You yelled to the other girls who all agreed.

“Guysss, come on, let's play!” One of the crow eaters yelled at the group of men who were standing around playing pool. Most of the men were so drunk they would agree to anything. One of the girls turned the music down as you all sat around on the couches and some of the guys on the floor.

“Okaaayy, so this is how you play. You say never have I ever and then say something you have never done! And if anyone else has done that thing they take a sip of their drink!” one of the crows said loudly enough for everyone to hear.

“Okay, I'll start,” another one of the girls said. “Never have I ever done it with someone twice my age,” she drunkenly said with a laugh.

“So I guess we are playing the dirty version of this game,” you laughed as you took a sip of your drink. Looking around most the other women took a drink as well.

“Okay, okay. I'm going next. Never have I ever done it in public,” one of the crow eaters said, which shocked the hell out of you considering not ten minutes ago she was dancing almost naked on the pole. You sipped your drink and looked around the room and caught Happy’s eyes as he looked at you with wide eyes clearly shocked that you have had sex in public. Earlier today you were almost too afraid to talk to him he thought you were really shy and so did the rest of the guys.

“Dammmn you’ve had sex in public? You seem so damn shy, you hardly talked to any of us tonight,” Jax yelled drunkenly at you. This caused a deep blush to run up your face as you nodded yes.

“Okay, Jax your turn!” the blonde crow eater who just went said.

“Okay fine, ummm never have I ever had sex with one of my teachers” he laughed as he lit a cigarette and took a sip of his beer.

You looked straight at Happy when you took a large gulp of your beer. He about spit his sip out when he saw that. He gave you a look, one that you have never seen on him. Almost like a look of want and need. You winked at him which caused him to growl lowly in response.

“Okay, I’ll go! Never have I ever been chocked out during sex,” the red-headed Crow eater that you were dancing with before said. And once again you had to take a sip. Half the men were watching you at each turn. They were shocked that someone who seemed as innocent as you had done all this stuff. It could also be because you were new around here and no one had taken a claim on you yet.

“Never have I ever had sex over texting before,” Chibs said with a laugh.

“That's because your too damn old to know how to text old man!” Opie joked as he and the rest of the ‘young’ people, including you took a sip of beer.

“Okay, your turn,” Happy said looking over at you eager to hear what you haven't done.

“You first,” you quirked back at him.

“Fine. Never have I ever had sex with a dead body.” Everyone laughed as they looked over at Tig who was the only one in the room to take a sip.

“What? It's not as bad as you think,” he said as he drunkenly downed the rest of his beer.

“Your turn.” Happy looked back over at you waiting for you to go.

“Never have I ever been tied up during sex before, unfortunately,” you were shocked by your quickness to reply and even more shocked that you held eye contact with Happy the entire time you spoke.

He got up from his spot on the couch across from you and sat down right next to you, putting his hand on your thigh.

“We can change that,” he whispered in your ear and then proceeded to take yet another sip out of his beer. You felt the heat rise in your face as you debated on whether or not to take him up on that offer.

 Never Have I Ever Part 2

Tag List: @gemini0410 , @utterlyhopeful , @rebelwriter95 , @genius2050

Happy tag list: @redwoody-incorporated

[girlbabyvelez]

Hasta La Muerte // Chapter Five

Word Count: 1.3k

Warnings: Swearing, Violence, ya know murder, sexual harassment (not from one of our boys tho), and thats it??

@cnchoe-imagines (aka the best person ever) made me this movie poster for Hasta La Muerte. And I am soooo grateful. Thank you for this amazing bomb poster Tati. I literally love it with my whole ass heart. So please go check our her blog and give her love (im crying) I love you so  much Tati.

His dark eyes focused on your picture, looking over your features as he thought about his next move. He needed to do something to you that would scare you and a little threat wouldn't hurt you. Santiago stood up from his desk, one his hands picking up the picture of you before looking up at the two men in front of him.

"¿Cuál es el plan, jefe?" Paulo asks, linking his hands in front of his body ready to hear the order of his boss. Santiago looked between Sergio and Paulo for a moment, making sure he picked the right men for the job, then looked down at your picture before throwing it back onto the desk.

"Warn her. We need to scare her, and warn Richard not to mess with us." Santiago orders.

~

You step back into the room, gently closing the door behind you. You spin on your heels and see Christopher, his back leaning against the head of the bed and his fingers pulling at Aaliyah's stuffed animal. He was aware of your presence but he kept his focus on the toy in front of him.

"She has the cutest laugh." He whispered with a smile. You shake your head and let out a laugh, making your way over to the bed.

"She does." You reply. You were surprised how good Christopher was with Aaliyah, mostly because of everything he did with the mafia. "You treat her like she's your own," You say, crawling up on the bed until you were able to rest your head on his legs. Your words cause him to pause his movements, taking that moment to look down at you before shifting his focus back to the toy.

"I wish she was," He mumbled, hoping you didn't hear him but you heard the words loud and clear. You freeze in his lap and think of your next words, you didn't want to put either of you in this situation.

"You want kids?" You ask him, lifting yourself from his lap and into a sitting position. Christopher looks up at you and drops the toy on the bed. He grabs onto your hands and looks at you, oblivious to the fear and dread running through your body. You couldn't raise a child in the dangerous life that Christopher lived, they would be destined to follow in his footsteps and you knew how hard it was for you to get out of that life.

"Yeah. I can't wait until I have a little baby Velez in my arms. But I want three kids and all of them would be the perfect babies." He answers. You noticed the smile he got when he said he wanted a little baby Velez and your heart shattered for him. "¿Y tú?"

"Chris..." You begin. You honestly didn't know where to begin, you wanted to make this deal work for your brother but you couldn't destroy Chris' dream either. You opened your mouth to finish responding to his question, break the truth to him when you heard the light knocks on the door and Aaliyah's sobs. You let out a sigh of relief now that you had time to gather your thoughts, getting off the bed and opening the door. Aaliyah stood there with tears rolling down her face and her arms outstretched towards you. You scooped up the young girl in your arms and rub her back for comfort.

"Papi," She cried out, her head resting on your shoulders, your heart broke for her.

"He'll be here soon mamas. Want to sleep with me?" You ask her, moving your head from her back to her hair and twirling it in your fingers. You could feel her nod her head so you turn back towards the bed, avoiding Chris' gaze and crawling under the covers with Aaliyah.

"Y/N," Chris whispered and adjusted himself so he was laying next to Aaliyah, an arm reached over her and caressing yours.

"We'll talk about this tomorrow." You tell him and bring the girl closer to your body, humming a song to help her sleep. Christopher ran his hand over your arm to silently communicate with you, but you just ignored him and focused on the girl in your arms.

~

His dark brown eyes were the only visible part of his face, the mask was wrapped around his face and his hair was hanging in front of his face, hiding his identity. Yashua held the gun tightly in his right hand, finger hovering over the trigger.

"Do it," Romeo taunted. He had dry blood matted to his hair and fresh blood pouring out of his nose, his face was different shades of blue and purple. He was on his last legs, but he was never going to give up the information that he held. He wasn't going to give up the plan that Santiago had in mind for them, he would take it to the grave. At his words, Yashua quickly leaned up and pressed the gun harshly against Romeo's temple. It had been one week since Romeo had been locked up in the room, legs and arms chained to the chair, and yet he hadn't given up any information. He was fucking useless to them now.

"Any last words?" Yashua questions, shoving the gun harder into his temple. Romeo winced at the action, the gun digging into a bruise he had. But he only did it for a second before he smirked at Yashua.

"Santiago is going to kill all of you. I promise you that."

~

"Pa' arriba pa' abajo pa' centro pa' dentro!" You shouted, clinking the shot glasses with Lydia's and Tatianna's before you all down your shots. The alcohol burned your throat as it went down but it felt good to be able to let go for the night with your closest friends. You would have to face Christopher soon, after successfully avoiding him for a week and drowning yourself in work. But that wasn't a worry for tonight, you just wanted to get dumb drunk to forget how badly you would disappoint your brother and hurt Chris.

"Let's go dance!" Tati shouted over the loud music, she managed to grab your wrist and drag you and Lydia to the crowded dance floor. You shook your head and let a laugh out at your wild friends.

"Come on Y/N!" Lydia encouraged and began to shake her hips to the beat of the music. Tati nodded her head and copied Lydia's moves. You smiled at them before dipping your hips and shaking them side to side.

It felt like the three of you were there for hours, dancing to the music that blasted over the speakers, and belting out the lyrics when your songs came on. The worries seem to wash away with every sway you guys made. But you could feel the alcohol begin to wear off, and you needed more.

"Hey, guys! I'm going to go get us some drinks!" You shout to them over the beat of the music. They nod at you for a quick moment before turning back to their dancing. You managed to make it safely off the crowded dance floor, making your way over to the bar. You pull your phone out of your clutch, looking at the notification that immediately popped up.

Chris: Can you come over tonight? We need to finish our conversation from last week.

You ignore the message and shove the phone back into your clutch. No worries for tonight, just letting go. And that's when it happened. You were leaning against the bar, ordering another round of drinks for you guys, when you felt the hands slide up your thighs. Another pair of hands snaked around your waist and kept a firm grip on your hips, keeping you in place.

"Listen mamacita." You could hear him whisper in your ear.

"Get the fuck off me before I punch the both of you in your throat." You threaten them.

"Remember our names, so you can tell your brother Paulo and Sergio are here as a warning." One of them whispers. The other leans over to you, lips next to your ears and hands still on your ass.

"Sleep with one eye open mamacita because now you and Richard are targets."

Note: guess who’s back? back again.  heyy guysss im backkk. i know I took a month away from writing, its been a rough month for me ngl but thank you to all those who checked up on me, you guys are the best. but now that I am back, I have all the content coming for you guys so stay tuned. 

Taglist: 

@cncloca @wowvelez @babecita-1 @yashuazbabygirl @getmealife @phanislife124 @valeriiaaass  @cyaneaa @codename-nyx @cnchoe-imagines @moonlitzabdiel@damnthoseyes  @disneydejesus @ourkarlanicoleuniverse @niallisworld @multi-fandomgoddess @california-creator @ ego-allie-bap

[tay-westvillage]

Lover Secret Session London 2019 (Just my imagination)

Taylor: Hi Guysss!!! I'm Taylor. Thank you for coming to my house. This is Lover Secret Session London 2019. I think some of here I already met and i can see some new faces. Nice meeting you guys.

Swifties: ARRRRGHHHHHHHH!!! We Love you Taylor!!!

Taylor: Guys, before that can you promised me one things? Please, this time, NO quoting on me specifically, or tweet anything about the song tittle..last SS, i read all the post and comment, alot of misunderstanding and "thats not exactly what i said"..i know you guys so excited. me either. So YOU NEED TO CALM Down..Dont Leak anything...Don't reveal everything.. I Reaalllly TRUST YOU!! Promised??

Swifties: Okay, WE promised!

Taylor: Dont answer other swifties question on tumblr or tweet..let them be curious..You can leak everything after Aug 23. Deal?

Swifties: Deal!

Taylor: I love you guys so much. I hope we have a good time tonight. You guys so cute.

Swifties: I LOVE you too, Taylor!!

Taylor: Are you ready to listen for the first track of the album ?? Are you excited? Coz Im excited right now.

Swifties: ARGGGGGHHH!! Yeahh!!!

We get hug from Taylor every one of us. She smell so good. She so pretty. Met olivia, Meredith, and Ben. We eat pizza, chicken tender, cookies. We get gifts. Listen to all lover album track infront Taylor Swift. Singing. Gazing her eyes. Holdin her hands. Have one to one small talk. Laughing. Smiling. Dancing. Crying. Taking picture with her. Hugging. Kissing on the cheek. We asking her the easter eggs. Are we get it right? Selfie.

This just my imagination. Based on swifties that go to secret session. 🏠🎶🎯📷💿📬 🍕🍬🍫🍪🍩🍹🍰

[bucky-iss-bae]

Love Yourself (Stony) - Part 1

Hey Guysss, so here's Part 1 of my 3 Part Stony Fic. I think I found this the most difficult, character growth doesn't show as much as I wanted but I’m still learning hope you all enjoy xoxo 

Fandom: Marvel 

Pairing: Stony (Steve x Tony) 

Summary: After Civil War Tony and Steves relationship falls to pieces as do both Tony and Steve - A Loose Enemies to Friends to Lovers - Very Loose. 

Warnings: Angst, swearing, I think I made Steve look like a really bad guy and a prick. But I do love him. 

A/N: So this is the first multiple part fic that I’m posting, one of many xoxo 

Masterlist  Fandom List 

Love Yourself - Part One 

One of the worst feelings in the world is feeling completely alone and unwanted. Feeling like everything that’s happened is your fault, constantly trying to impress someone, someone you love, that someone being a guy that your father constantly talked about, constantly praised during your childhood. Trying to impress him, your father, anyone. But both of them ripped away from you by the same motherfucker.

It’s not like Tony tried to impress Steve constantly. He just didn’t want him to think he was that irresponsible conceited prick when they first met. But instead, he feels like he should have realized, loving yourself is far much better than letting someone else love you. That way you avoid getting hurt.

But of course, Tony feels like a dumbass. A dumbass that fell for the charming smile, the blue eyes that could just consumer anyone. The eyes that held so much emotion, power, love and it quickly moved on to pity. All of it changed as soon as the damaged Bucky Barnes was back.

So much bitterness and hate that was held towards Barnes. Even before he found out the Winter Soldier had killed Howard and Maria Stark. Killing the woman that Tony loved so much yet he held regret in his heard that he wasted his time, and instead dint show them as much love and respect he should’ve.

Tony hated him before this though. When all Steve could talk about was the good old days with Bucky. The good old days with his father. Holding more good memories of his father than he ever did.

Then let’s not forget how that man, the man that Tony wore his heart on his Steve for protected his best friend rather than his partner, the man who had planned out an extravagant yet quiet proposal. Not only protecting his best friend but also keeping the fact that Steve knew who killed Howard and Marie Stark. Steve knew whenever he spoke about Howard, whenever he spoke about Bucky.

It was almost like Bucky Barnes aim was to ruin Starks life. Taking anyone and everyone he had ever loved away from him. Initially, it was bitterness and jealousy that clouded Tony’s image of Bucky, but then as soon as the truth was out. As soon as Steve kept these secrets from Tony. As soon as they were revealed he realized the bitterness was called for which evolved into hate. Such a strong hatred.

Now Steve knows. Steve knows the hate that Tony has for them both. Especially Steve. But there’s a fine line between Hate and Love. The feeling of knowing that he had been betrayed by the man he envisioned to spend the rest of his life with. Being abandoned by the man he trusted with his life. And what he hates the most, is knowing that no matter how hard he tries, he’ll never be able to hate Steve. Not really.

But knowing that his nightmares are back because the only way they ever left was whilst he was in Steve’s arms at night. Comforted by him. All while Steve knew the truth behind everything. While Steve kept secrets to protect another man that he truly loves. But as soon as the secrets were released the nightmares were back, and this time they were so much worse, as all he could see was the man he loved with all his heart, fighting against him. Watching his retreating figure, another man in his arms leaving Tony for dead.

**

Everyone else had soon gotten over the events in Germany, the only one who was reserved was Tony. The only one who lost the most. Though he gained an apprentice of some sorts through Peter, he lost someone he truly loved. Someone he truly loves. The worst feeling was knowing they’re in the same building yet could be in separate universes.

As soon as Steve waltzed back into his life, a simple apology in a letter meant nothing. It couldn’t make up for anything. Yet Tony still kept the letter, read, and re-read the words wanting to know whether they came from Steves' heart, or whether he said them to keep the peace between them.

But in reality for Tony, the emotional trauma Steve left him with couldn’t be healed with a letter. Steve took Tony’s heart out of his chest, crushed it with his bare hands or better yet put the shield that Howard made and put it into the arc reactor.

“Tony” Natasha called walking into the lab that Tony rarely left. “You need to talk to him”

Tony scoffed before turning to Natasha, “Who? Barton? Yeah, I spoke to him. We’re good you know. And I actually made a friend out of all this, that little big guy, he knows his science. Could potentially offer him a job within the Stark Industry”

“You know who I’m on about” Natasha pushed walking towards Tony, “Steve’s upstairs right now. You should talk to him”

“I’ve got nothing to do with him,” Tony said whilst starting to fiddle with something else, “I would prefer to keep the space between us the way it is”

“This isn’t a good way to deal Tony. He’s just as broken as you are”

A grimace settled on Tony’s face as he looked at Natasha, “Right. Him and his precious Bucky. All broken together. Are you forgetting that part where his best friend killed my dad… or the part where he hid this from me whilst we were together… or maybe how he was looking for this guy whilst we were together, without telling me. Or here’s the icing on the cake, how he left me for dead fucking ripping my god damn heart out in the process.”

With each word Tony could feel himself getting angrier, the bitterness he’s been holding showing itself.

“He wants to talk. About everything. So much has changed but you’ve thrown yourself into your work. You only go out for publicity. Pepper… she’s even asked about you. You haven’t been sleeping, Tony”

“I’m well aware of that Natasha. Now please… can you leave” His voice cracked as she turned his back on her going back to what she was doing. He wasn’t sure if she was still there or not. But she spoke up a few moments later.

“At least come up to get some food. Eat a proper meal, then try to get some rest. Stop working for a while. Something Tony. You don’t look well”

“And you want me to go up there and show everyone this? Rather not thank you”

“Then I’ll bring some food down to you, then I’ll take you to your room”

“A meal before getting me into bed. Such a Lady aren’t you

“Only for you Stark” She smirked going upstairs.

Rather than Natasha coming down, it was Wanda.  

“Tony” Her thick accent drawled, “Your food.” She perched herself up on one of the benches the food beside her.

“Thank you” He muttered before picking at the food she set down, he hadn’t realized how hungry he was until he started to eat.

“You don’t need to face anyone. But you need to sleep Tony. I know how bad nightmares of your past can be, I have my own. But I don’t know the pain you’re going through now, just know that I’ll try my best to be there for you”

Tony just nodded at what she was saying before changing the subject, “Who’s up there?”

“Both of them… if that’s what you’re asking. Bucky is recovering, he went under again, I’ll be looking into Bucky’s mind soon. They both live on the compound, Fury’s orders”

“There’s so much more to it than just that kid.”

“I don’t know if Natasha told you this… but Bucky… he also wants to talk to you. I know you don’t want to talk to him or Steve, but out of the two, Bucky would be easier to talk to.”

“Tell him, at my funeral, he’ll have the opportunity but until then he’ll just have to wait”

“Please don’t say things like that. Because then someone will have to send down Clint. Although this is the most you’ve spoken or eaten in a few days. I’m glad”

Despite it being difficult tony fought for Wanda to make sure she got home safely. Since then two gained a stronger relationship. They were family. She cared about him in a genuine way, because she remembers what it’s like to have family ripped away, and she knows when to hold onto all the family that you’ve got left. Even if the family was slightly dysfunctional and full of superheroes. They were still a family.

“Come on, let’s go upstairs. You should probably have a hot shower. Have some sleeping pills and try to get to sleep”

She left no room for an argument instead the A.I. shut everything down safely whilst the two went upstairs and successfully managed to avoid everyone. Wanda left some pills on the bedside table along with some water. And after his shower Tony took them, he was content, until he had an unwelcomed visitor.

The last time I had seen this man was once he was officially free. No eye contact made, nothing. Whenever he’s here I’m not. All I saw was a man I loved… maybe still love who knows if the feelings will ever leave me. But a man who broke my trust broke my heart and took me for everything I had, leaving only my father’s shield.

“Tony” He whispered staring at Tony. It had been so long. The last time Steve had seen Tony was when he left him on the ground walking away with Bucky.

“Leave. Now.” Tony growled out through gritted teeth.

“Please. We need to talk Tony… I... I miss you”

“You miss me? That’s funny. Should become a comedian. Now fuck off out of here”

Tony could feel his blood boiling. He was angry, but also in shock, it had been so long since he last saw him. He missed him. But it had been so long and the feeling of betrayal hit him fresh.

He hesitated before walking out of here. But the pain that caused Tony… seeing him, him being back in their shared room. The number of nights they spent in there together. For the first few weeks, nearly the first month Tony avoided the room like the plague until he realized that he didn’t want his life to be controlled by someone else.  

Tony felt like he couldn’t breathe. His chest was restricted and all he wanted was for Steve to be with him right now. No bad past, but instead he had to be strong, and realize that Steve Rogers would only be a work colleague at a push. An old friend of his dad’s. That’s it, no more, no less.

[tayzamxlfoy]

Fuckboy ~ Sirius Black x Hufflepuff reader

Hey guysss!!! So fuckboy huh :)) I actually really love this, I might make it into a sort of series thingy PLEASE let me know if you like it!!!! (Of course I used a Damon gif ;) love him)

Requested by @hufflepuff-chan :)) enjoy

Sirius Black was a fuckboy. Girls and even boys fawned over him at every angle, tripping over their toes excitedly trying to watch him as far as possible as he strutted down the castle corridors. It was like a literal movie, a chick-flick, with a group of girls chittering like excitable birds around every corner, whenever they caught sight of him. You sighed as you watched them and laughed to yourself mockingly, you thought one of them would faint in a minute.

And despite all of the endless obsession and love for this wavy dark haired handsome boy, you decided that Sirius Black was not worth your time. You seemed to be the only one in the castle that thought so. Your friends constantly gossiped about him, much to your disgust, as you sat there eating your feast and rolling your eyes. It was common knowledge, even of the professors, that he could get any girl he wanted. Except what all the girls in the castle were so frustrated by was that he just wouldn’t pick one.

“Maybe he has a girlfriend,” one of your best friends said biting into a chicken sandwich thoughtfully; they hadn’t stopped talking about him all day, it was sickening. “I’m pretty sure we would know y/f/n if he had a girlfriend, he would be snogging her round every corridor,” your other friend rolled her eyes and although her words seemed confident enough, her face was stricken with worry. You laughed and they both turned to you shocked, “guys, who cares?? Come on you don’t want him,” you shook your head and looked at their incredulous expressions. “Y/n, there is no one better than him.”

Being in Hufflepuff, you were thankful you didn’t have to deal with him any more than you had to. If he was strutting around your common room too you thought you’d go insane. The girls of the year didn’t understand why you hated him so much. Their incredulous open mouths whenever you said anything bad about him were hilarious as if you’d said something against royalty. Sirius played with girls, you knew he was a fuckboy, he fucked them around made them feel loved and special and gorgeous until he saw another one and dropped them in the dark. It frustrated the crap out of you. That he thought he could do what he wanted, and people would let him treat them like crap. He was gorgeous, you knew that, you weren’t an idiot, insanely gorgeous, but you weren’t going to let that infatuate you like it did all of the other people in the school and let him tread all over you, you’d had enough of that.

And this is what frustrated him. He could have any girl he wanted, he knew that, everyone did. Except for you. You were the only one who showed no interest towards him, didn’t fall head over heels at his feet and fawn over him running giggling when he looked your way. And it frustrated him to no end, he had no idea why you weren’t like the other girls, why you didn’t like him. He made it his mission to find out.

The further you got through your hogwarts life the more free periods you would have to study, it was great to finally relax for a while with all the OWL stress that pushed down on you for weeks on end, you spent most of this time either in the Hufflepuff common room or the great hall; today being the latter; so you could get some peace. It was morning, the enchanted ceiling above reflecting the pastel blue of the morning sky above.

Your peace was interrupted soon enough, the dark wavy hair fluttered in the corner of your eye as he threw himself on to the bench next to you; his familiar and annoying smirk adorning his broad cheeks. You rolled your eyes and sighed which seemed to encourage him, his grin widened and he put his arm lazily across the table and rested his jaw on his fist as he grinned at you.

You turned to him unamused and looked upon his lazy figure. All of his clothes were black, ripped dark jeans with his slightly browned skin through the rips, his Metallica top had rips through too, covered slightly by his black and worn leather jacket that he always wore; much to the teachers’ distress. Although this boy was probably the bane of your life, you found begrudgingly that your heart fluttered a little as you looked at him. For fucks sake y/n get a grip.

“Morning sunshine,” he drawled; his familiar smirk sounded in his voice as he gazed at you adoringly with his puppy eyes.

You shook your head and smiled a little, looking back to your DADA books infront if you, you laughed: “what do you want Sirius?”

“Oh nothing other than to bask in your stunning, warm light.”

God he was such a drama queen.

If you rolled your eyes any harder you would have probably gone blind.

“Oh save the chat up lines, why don’t you go bask in the sunlight of some other girl, or boy! Take your pick,” you laughed and held your hands out motioning to all the students studying in the hall around you.

“You jealous?” He raised his dark eyebrow suggestively; his ego was plastered across his features causing you to scoff.

“No, I’m not jealous, I’m studying,” to be honest you were completely naive to think he would graciously leave you then. Sirius slid closer to you and plonked his chin on his fist admiringly: “well why don’t you stop studying.”

“Because I want to pass my OWLs thankyou.”

“You’re welcome,” he smiled a little smaller, less encouraged, (still gorgeous to your dismay), but still watching you with dark eyes filled with amusement and curiosity. If he wasn’t such a fuckboy you would probably have been amazing friends. You laughed to yourself, whatever.

Shaking your head as you looked down to the words in your book you felt a small smile twitch the corners of your lips in response to his comment; despite you trying your hardest to stop it. Merlin you hated this boy.

The hall around you was softly quiet for a minute, sounds of browned pages turning and whispers of chatter on the slight breeze were peaceful. It was broken again by the wizard boy sitting next to you, quieter and sweeter, but still there.

“I don’t want any of them,” Sirius put his head down a little, suddenly shy, his black waves falling slightly over his face. He raised his dark eyes to yours eventually and smiled, “I want you.”

You scoffed, ignoring the insistent flutter of your heart at his words, “no Sirius, you don’t.”

“I do...”

“No you don’t!! Your voice echoed throughout the hall, turning irritated heads towards you. Oops.

He smiled, amused, and raised his eyebrows skeptically. He watched you like you were some sort of comedy sitcom. Frustration tickled your veins. Eyeing him astounded you breathed and started out of the hall.

The boy’s eyes widened as he realised you were actually going to leave and got up followed you quickly. You thought you would explode in bottled frustration.

As you got to the entrance hall you felt his fingers around your arm and you swung round and glared at their owner.

“Sirius, please just piss off!!”

“What the hell have I done?!”

“Just fucking existed,” Helga Hufflepuff and your mother would not have been proud of you, “all you do is flirt with every person in the planet and watch them fall lovingly and pathetically at your feet; then you watched them cry and break as you move on to someone else! It’s fucking sick!”

His expression changed to one of shock at your sudden outburst, then turned blank. “That’s not true.”

“Which part?!” You shouted incredulously. Your heightened voice echoed of the walls and to be honest you could care less if everyone heard. Heart fluttering angrily and adrenaline trickling through your body made you worse.

“I haven’t met every person on the planet.”

The frustrated groan you made next was probably never emitted by any human before. You laughed humourlessly. You didn’t know why you bothered.

“I don’t know why I bothered. I knew I would get through to you!”

“You bothered because you...like me??” He smirked his annoying smirk.

“See look, you just don’t get it do you?!” Anger shook your voice as it got louder, “you, Sirius Black, are a fuckboy. You fuck around with every bloody person in the school. Merlin, bloody Dumbledore might have a tiny crush on you. And you and them let themselves fall head over heels for you without a thought. It’s disgusting!!”

He eyed you with his dark eyebrows furrowed in slight confusion, “I can’t help if they like me.”

“Yes you can!! You can turn some of them down if you aren’t interested, instead of playing with them and tying their hearts in knots and toying with them like puppets!” You felt your throat scratch and your eyes prickle as you began to grow upset. Right then you didn’t care. Why should you repress it??

Shaking your head you sighed heavily and picked up your books you’d dropped in anguish, “so please,” your voice became quieter and calmer now, “just leave me alone.”

You looked once into his dark beautiful eyes and then started up the staircase.

Sirius’ face stayed shocked, his dark eyelashes wide and his mouth slightly opened I’m surprised at your huge outburst and all the insults. You watched him as he swallowed slowly and moved towards you; caution turned to a little concern prickling his features as you flopped down onto the step.

“They’re not your toys, okay??” Murmuring the words you looked down to the steps below you as tears blurred your eyes and rested your head against the wooden banister poles tiredly. He sat beside you.

The boy seemed to watch you with concern and curiosity, quiet and calm. You thought he would have shouted at you or walked off arrogantly. Instead he lifted his hand up towards your face and gently tucked your hair behind your ear away from your face. Your eyes reached his as he gave a cute little smile.

“You didn’t fall at my feet.” It was almost a whisper as he curiously watched you respond.

“What??” You breathed.

“Well,” he looked much less arrogant, less confident, kind and just curious as he looked up at you, this was a different boy to the one you knew, “I’ve flirted with you enough and you haven’t fallen at my feet.”

Your heart fluttered gently, “I’m not like them,” tears were blinked away as you looked up at the portraits stretching curiously to listen to your conversation spring back innocently as if they weren’t interested, you laughed to yourself, so nosy.

“Why?”

Your eyes met his curious ones again as you lifted them, he looked so beautiful in every way, how was that possible?

“I’m just not.” You could think of no other answer, eyes not flicking away from each others for a second he grinned.

“I’m glad you aren’t.”

“What??”

“Like them.”

“Why??”

“Because you’re you,” only then did his eyes flick down shyly and make your heart flutter again, this time you let it. A smile touched your lips.

You sat in comfortable silence for a while until you gazed up to him again “Why are you showing me you??”

“Huh??” Beautiful face in confusion.

“Why are you showing me the real you, that you don’t show the others??” You smiled at him as he flicked his hair away from his face and rested back on his elbows on the steps, looking up to the moving staircases above.

“Only my best friends know me really,” the marauders, you smiled to yourself, “I don’t like showing others, you deserve it,” he shrugged and gave you a crooked grin that make you chuckle.

“Why’s that then?”

“I trust you,” he raised an eyebrow at you as if testing your worth of his trust and you laughed, “okay then.”

You lay back next to him on the steps, you realised just how high the ceiling really was and how cool it looked to watch the stairs move as they wished.

“How do I know you wouldn’t play around with me??” It was a whisper and a true question. You found yourself slowly loving this boy you’d hated for so long, his real self revealed to you through all of the bravado and shit that he shows everyone else. Your head turned to meet his as you lay on the steps.

“You’ll have to trust me on that one,” with that he winked and made you grin and breathe a laugh as you both turned your heads to watch the stairs again. This new sincere and kind, funny Sirius Black was just your perfect boy and you felt every bone in your body wanting him. You shook your head and laughed to yourself. For goodness sake.

“I won’t.”

He ensured you. Turning to watch him as he continued to look up at the sky you smiled slightly. Somehow, you knew he wouldn’t, felt you could trust him with you. Merlin how did that happen.

His eyes turned to you and burned into your own instensly, showing you just how much he meant it. He brought his hand to your face slowly and brushed away a stray tear off your cheek with his chapped thumb, butterflies fluttered gently in your stomach as he smiled sweetly to you, as if he heard them fly.

“Hmm.”

He watched you turn back to the ceiling, smile still on your cheeks. His eyes glistened slightly in his own smile as he sighed silently in relief as he watched you, thank Merlin.

“If I ever give the slightest hint that I’m going to I officially give you permission to poison my pumpkin juice.”

Your laugh echoed off the golden walls as you grinned at his comment, “I can’t wait.”

“You will never have to.” He almost sung it as you mocked disappointment.

“Ah crap, oh well.”

He laughed a melodic chuckle as you both realised that yknow what, you two weren’t so bad together after all. You felt a big grin rise across your cheeks. Who would have thought.

You also smiled wider as you pictured the face of every girl in the school dying of shock as you walked in to dinner with Sirius Black’s leather covered arm around your shoulders lazily. McGonagall reluctantly handing over a galleon to Dumbledores smug hand as he watched us walk in.

[jaycewriteslikealot]

Tag Game!

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Nicknames: JJ, Jaycee (/Jaycy/Jayci; different friends spell it differently lol), J, CupcakeOfAwesomeness (my Uncle Ron legitimately calls me this 😂), JJ Bean, plus a bajillion more embarrassing nicknames that I won't list from my parents and fake sister 😂

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Lucky number: 2 or 14 (my birthday 👀)(also it's not actually "lucky" for me, those are just the numbers I always choose when playing Deal Or No Deal: Deluxe at Chuck E. Cheese or Castle Fun Park 😂😂😂😂😂)

What I’m wearing: Game Theory pyjama pants, Hogwarts t-shirt, Hufflepuff robe! Plus one of my [many] pandas stuffed animals under my arm (Princess Penelope Pumpkin, aka Loppy) and curled up in my bright yellow blanket, leaning against my literal giant panda stuffie, creatively named, Mr. Panda 🐼

Dream job: Author!!! Possibly an English teacher, but really? Ultimate dream is being a full-time author and letting my future husband have the well-paying job 😂😂😂

Favorite food: cupcakes for unhealthy food and anything with potatoes in it for healthier food 😂✌🍟

Play any instruments: I can play, like, three songs on piano🎹, I know a few guitar chords and can messily pluck my way through the Gravity Falls theme song🎸, but I played trumpet (badly) for around two years, so that one's the one I'm best at🎺 (though I still suck at that—I'm just honestly not adept at instruments, but I much prefer singing, so it's okay)

Favorite song: can't choose one, but if you pick any song from a musical, that's probably a good bet 😂

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