#that is why

[unknownsigils]

i swear you could make anything wrong seem right

[wildehacked]

hypotheticals if you're in the mood: Do you think if Eddie died (presumed dead because I am me and want the eventual happy ending) instead of shannon, would buck and shannon have had sex about it. IF shannon lived and they divirced would various buck ndes send eddie running back into shannon's arms (like buck getting back with taylor after eddie gets shot) and how much would she indulge this/even realize what was happening

if eddie died when shannon did, in mid season two, I think she and buck would meet once at the funeral and she would barely remember him, and buck would have a huge hole in his heart that never really healed even though he and eddie barely knew each other back then, and then a few months later chris and shannon would go to the pier on a saturday morning when a tsunami hit, and would wind up being rescued by this big guy who pulled them out of the water and onto the top of a fire engine, and chris would go BUCK and start sobbing, and the three of them would sit on top of the fire engine for long exhausting terrifying hours and then buck would go i, i, i i miss him, and shannon would think who the fuck is this to say that to me, and she'd be blinking raw tears out of her eyes and she would see the same expression on buck's face and she'd think to herself, who IS this man, and then the second wave hits and they'd lose chris and both of them would spend the next seven hours desperately searching for him, and when they found him finally at the triage center buck would be holding shannon up, and they'd grab onto chris together and sort of shudder like one grieving relieved body and then she'd show up at the firehouse a week later looking for him, to say thank you, but he wouldn't be there, because of the injury, but bobby would give her his number, and then she'd call him and they'd talk on the phone, first about the tsunami, then about chris, then about eddie, and she'd invite him out to ice cream with her and chris as a way to help chris heal, but one thing leads to another and they end up in bed, but it's basically terrible, because shannon's grieving her husband and buck is grieving his friend and also his whole life (lawsuit era), and they're still fundamentally just clutching onto each other in the middle of an emotional tsunami, trying not to drown.

(sorry i know you said you didn't want eddie to really be dead! in my defense i'm very tired.)

if eddie 'died' later on, after buck actually loved him, and after shannon got to know buck better, i think they could totally fuck right away, out of a much more urgent adrenaline-fueled fear. (I think this could absolutely happen when buck was in a relationship. put this near the shooting and instead of kissing lucy, you have buck sleeping with shannon, but then not telling taylor about it because...because...well, it was about eddie! it was a grief thing!) and then eddie comes back, and buck and shannon are both like !!!! WELP, time to pretend that never happened, even though eddie's still dating ana so it's not like buck and shannon COULDN'T sleep with each other (except that buck is still dating taylor. buck loves taylor. oh no, buck just asked taylor to move in. this will not end well for buck,) and eddie's alive and they're all happy about that, they're so so so happy. (so happy buck didn't tell eddie about the sleeping with his ex-wife thing. because! they were so happy! and eddie was recovering! and also buck's not telling taylor about it either, and. somehow it feels like the same lie?), and then shannon calls buck up, and she sounds weird on the phone, and he's like hey what's up you sound weird, and she's like if I tell you something you have to promise you won't tell eddie. and he's like wow okay, sounds bad. is it about chris? because i don't think i could lie to eddie about chris, and she's like no, no, it's not about chris. and he's like oh god is it about you? are you okay? are you dying? and she's like i'm not DYING. just promise me, and he goes okay okay fine i promise, and she says, voice taut as a wire, I'm late. and buck goes: for what? and she says, buck, jesus christ, i'm LATE, and buck—bluescreens. yeah, shannon says, sounding tired. i know.

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[void-luna]

I've been playing too much genshin lately.... what can I say, I like fontaine

[gonethroughthevhstapes]

I want to talk to peopleeeddrre pleaaseerree

[gs0nk]

I'm tired of seeing that someone are reblogging my content with tons of kind words and compliments, but when I approach (I'm doing this very rarely) and ask if they don't mind be mutuals or have a conversation

and then I see a response... something like "kys" or... yall know that line, "free p..." etc, etc

guys. guys. if you interact with me first, I suppose that you at least checked my info, and if not... well, it is not my problem that you automatically put me into the "evil ugly zionist" basket

and you know what, I won't argue with you about your views

you're all here (probably) an adults... you can refuse me calmly (or check artist's info first, before the reblog, if you're unsure)

that's how antisemitism looks like, btw

[shadow--writer]

writing a lil somethin somethin about Maeve and I'm just thinking about how the fuck Theodora got her on that ship and I feel. I feel like she put a bounty on Maeve's head to get her on board the ship to have her successors together but she couldn't track Maeve down alone

[megurine-luka-voca]

Hello there, miss. I hope you don't mind me intruding, but could you tell me what exactly this place is?

(for Wonderland Luka preferably, but any Luka will do)

-@bakulenthetrickster

Oh my. Is that you Len? Ufufufu. Are you practicing a role for a new show...? I'll play along then ♫

This place is the Wonderland SEKAI!~ Welcome, welcome!~

[spacebattleshippotemkin]

Hibiki Tachibana Kaixa Gear.

Originally only a little doodle, but I liked it so much that I had to outline and color it.

[damnedrainbows]

I've gotten better at making the first move with dming people and

and then...and then I get too scared to answer when they answer me ASDJHADLJJD

[calebexists]

Lance wasn't cooking today

[verdantmeadows]

Content warning for: Major US-Centric vent that contains suicidal feelings, discussions of transphobia, financial stress, college/education, and health issues

I know that I am supposed to stay strong and brave and hopeful, especially for my loved ones and those in my community, so I can support and uplift them and tell them it will all be okay, but it is difficult. At this point, it feels like the only option I have left is to die. And I know that isn't true. I know that this is exactly what they want, and that feeling this way means they are succeeding.

I just started going to college. My mom went to college in her 40s starting when I was a toddler. She has been working for a state government job for almost 10 years. I believe she was only around a year away from that. That meant that, after 10 years, the government would have her student loans fully paid off (I don't know the details of it, but it's a thing through government and nonprofit organizations).

Except now that program has been cancelled. She got no notification for it. Only that she can now see that her interest rate has tripled and she owes an unspeakable amount in student loans. Student loans that were nearly fully gone.

I will need to take out student loans in order to continue my education. I am currently at community college and we are having to pay a lot out of pocket because we make just slightly too much to get financial aid. However, through financial aid, I could take out loans for later college after I transfer to a university.

But now the Department of Education (and Federal Financial Aid is part of that) has been ordered to be dismantled in an executive disorder. Federal Financial Aid is where I would GET student loans from. The Department of Education would be paying back part of my loans. Regardless of the loan type through them, I would be taking the loans through them.

How am I going to pay for college? How am I going to get a job in a career and field I like? I am going to have to live at home for a long, long time. Which I don't mind, and in fact I like. But what am I going to do once my mom dies? What will I do? How will I survive? My stepfather recently had a severe medical problem in December that he could have nearly died from. That was already expensive enough.

So many people in the world and the country I live in hate me because I am queer and especially because I am transgender.

I should be grateful for what I have. I am on HRT. My immediate family is my mom, stepdad, and sister. Both my stepdad and sister are transgender and on HRT. My family is incredibly supportive of me in all my struggles. Even ones that can be poorly understood like mental health. I have such an amazing safety net. I am surrounded by people who love and support me. I am in such an amazing position. There are so many transgender people in my country that are suffering more than I can understand and more than I have ever been through. There are transgender people who are poorer than me. Transgender people with unaccepting families. Transgender people who do not have access to HRT. Transgender people who can't go to college. Especially transgender youth. I am just barely an adult now, and so I am incredibly lucky in that regards too.

I really, really should be grateful. I should be thankful, and I am! I have no right to feel so hopeless when, again, I have an amazing safety net. But I don't know what to do anymore. I want to get started on my life. I only have so much of it to live. Which isn't to say that it will ever be too late for something, but I don't want to have to pause going to college for what, 4 years or more? And just... Wait? Wait, working at a job that sucks the life out of me? And that's the thing, I should be grateful for that, too. There are so many people in worse positions who have no choice but to work those types of jobs, and they do it without complaint. And yet I feel all these ways anyways. I should be stronger and better than this, but I'm not. I don't know what else to do but die, even though I won't. I am too much of a coward and I have too many people I can't do that to. I am so scared. I don't know how to live, but I have to. I can barely even parse what's going through my mind. Part of me sometimes wishes I had never transitioned so I could have lived an easier life cisgender. I'm so tired of being strong and I wish I could express these feelings to other transgender people in my life, but I can't, because they all are in such worse positions than me and if I express these feelings, it will only cause them to spiral into despair as well. There are people in the world that are suffering from horrors that I can't even understand. There are people around the word literally dying from these things. And here I am, worried and ""suicidal"" over college and my gender.

[napoleonic-sexyman-tournament]

José de Palafox

Propaganda:

"dude could be a Bridgerton Brother…he could kiss me in a regency set fiction anytime”

Admin note: this is probably based on this portrait

Major Andre Cotard:

Propaganda:

“cute exiled french royalist who Horatio Hornblower didn’t trust and was suspicious of until they had to Work Together More look at that hair!”

[fantasybooktournament]

if anyones wondering why i dont have a disclaimer on my submission forms saying no harry potter, that would be because i know no one will submit anything hp related and if they do, i would delete it.

it just feels redundant to say no harry potter when i am so positive there will be no harry potter in the first place

[songstress-of-dreams]