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Week 3 of my Teacher's Aide Art History Training
#shut up zordon#WHY ARE WE SPENDING MORE TIME READING ABOUT ARTISTS THAN READING ABOUT THE LEARNING MODELS#Just because the cofacilitator gave up on his dreams of being an artist to pursue teaching#that was kinda mean I'll admit#but still geez guy not everyone is as into learning about artists as you are#I'd much rather be getting more practice with the models to develop mastery of them#then spending 3 hours out of the 4 hours of training doing a freaking biographical study#also there was supposed to be an emphasis on English development and I'm like dude#my students aren't getting better by know Jean Michel Basquiat paid homage to Picasso
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Wouldn’t want him getting lost now, would we (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#ZEX#The Captain#DAX#Me quietly while watching Muppet Treasure Island: Don't | My brain: Haha anyway- ♪#I don't even have to reread! My brain just does this nonsense! It's still Right There at the forefront of my mind#At this rate I'll have to go pick up Treasure Island from the library *shakes fist* Stevensonnnnnnnnnnn#I will admit that the itch to reread has been growing but mmmmn I've got fics to vet for printing! And that one's technically unfinished!#I mean I might break soon lol but mmmmnnnnn!#Same thing when I was in a Treasure Planet mood years(?! how has it been that long and I still haven't rewatched!) ago#Anyway yes these were inspired by rewatching Muppet Treasure Island lol - it's just one interpretation after the other!#If you happen to go seeking out Professional Pirate you might recognize the second shot as when Jim has been kidnapped by the pirates#I kinda just interpolated from there lol#Same vibe as the set I made a while ago of ZEX piercing the Captain - there's just Something So about ZEX leaving a mark on him!#Not directly altering him (at least more than skin-deep haha) but decorating him! Dressing him up! There's Something about that#Like a living museum - how much does ZEX project onto the Captain? There's a lot of weird vibes around them <3#He wants A Human and he has His Human but hmmm ♪#Well for the time being that's his only human - and seeing as he's collared but without a leash in the last one he's not running away!#It's progress haha#Hhhh drawing the Captain in pirate garb really is one of my favourites <3 I had so much fun the first times around and it's still fun!#His hair is for some reason I cannot explain easier to draw in this setting - there is no explanation I can think of but it is! Why fight it#ZEX is also very fun to draw in pirate gear haha ♫ I really think it's one of his handsomest interpretations#I always think he's pretty! But something about the pirate aesthetic adds to his masculinity? :0#He's still a swishy pirate hehe ♥ Maybe it's the open chest on his tunic haha I just think he's very handsome!
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idk how to articulate this correctly but like 🥲 the whole "girl _____" rubs me the wrong way. ig the pilot girl _____, girl dinner, was innocent enough at first glance but now I've seen girl therapy (relaxing after a long day) and girl memory (approximating a time period based on your nails or hairstyle in a picture) and it's just. why are we doing this. why are we gendering normal things and why are we specifically gendering things that happen to be "ditzy," "silly," and sometimes "dumb"
#obligatory statement of: theres nuance here and im not saying this is the most pressing issue of our generation nor am i saying this is#actively hurting people and we need to protest against this or some shit. no. thats not it#like sure. it's innocent enough. but it makes me feel uncomfortable. the things that i (as a woman) do arent 1) because of my gender or 2)#exclusive to my gender#not to mention that 'girl' is a little infantilizing. woman dinner sounds weird. woman therapy sounds weird. woman math sounds weird#and the fact that it has taken off. i just kinda sit and stare at others like ?????#i'll admit tho i have said 'girl dinner' before but it's usually in reference to something that shouldnt be eaten#and the 'girl' is /specifically/ me. i could say anne dinner and it would mean the same thing. anne dinner is jh in a suit etc#it's just a weird situation and like lmk if what im saying is absolute bullshit but also...#something something society's view of gender is unearthing itself something something#something something anne likes thinking too much about gender's role in society something something#apple lady words
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ok im a really chill and normal person and i get over things and am well adjusted but take a walk with me here. just give me my time to complain when im not in the absolute fucking trenches. and yes i believe i suffered more than those in trench warfare. it was literally a lesbian situationship with a bistraight girl come on. just. magenta choppy shag with the roots coming in. camo cargo pants black t shirt with red lettering and striped long sleeve (sign someone likes music. confirmed). lip ring big black stud earrings and nails. red docs. i think lesbians should be allowed to kill one dyke baiter in their lifetime idc
#and now we're gonna get into some quiet parts and youre just gonna let me have this#i. am so sick. first of all it was kinda funny how people ik ended up sorta surrounding her. felt good. but like we've shared a space#together since everything. i can like be in her presence it's seriously fine. that said. i do sometimes miss her#i say this after going through the really hating her guts period bc of her evil evil evil ways. and feeling like she's lame as hell bc she#s. but i mean it's me talking i have my problems too. i Hate the way we always so naturally act in sync. and i hate that we've both picked#each others' brains for hours so it's like. i knew you once and now we can't even look each other in the eye and that just really sucks#and i feel like. not that i strictly believe in these things. but we were sort of twin flames. i largely suffered for like. basically#falling in love w her. and i know i didn't leave as much of a mark. but i still hope it sucked a little for her#and i'll admit i think it'd be some sort of miracle if we could ever talk civilly. unfortunately we work in two ways#literally behaving in Ways and borderline fucking or not speaking. so. here we are#and i already humiliatingly tried to extend an olive branch this summer so im not gonna be fucking stupid. yk#but GOD how annoying. i did talk to situationship today and we were relatively normal so at least that's not deathly awkward#it's still. definitely um. stiff. but not terrible#i need to get to the club. pretend theres a cig emoji im on desktop rn#sorry for this.#film girl saga
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So umm
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New Zatch Bell chapter again.
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SHEEEEERRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I THOUGHT WE WERE GETTING UMAGON FIRST#I HONEST TO GOD DID#BUT NOPE#WE GOT SHERRY#AND SHE MIGHT BE STRAIGHT????? She has 3 kids apparently#I'll admit that caught me off-guard#Not gonna lie I'm kinda hoping she and Koko adopted#I EVEN SAID IT IN THE TAGS FOR MY LAST ONE THOUGH#I WANNA SEE BRAGO AND SHERRY#AND WE'VE GOT SHERRY#WE'RE GONNA SEE BRAGO!!!!#I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED I MEAN IT GUYS#Plus we got a BARRY sighting!!!!!#FUCK MAN BARRY'S SO COOL I'M SO HAPPY#And seeing Gorm be the transportation for everyone was SURPRISINGLY cool and also kinda unexpected but also makes perfect sense#Gash Bell#Zatch Bell 2#Gash Bell 2#Zatch Bell 2 Spoilers#Gash Bell 2 Spoilers#Sherry#Sherry Belmont#GUYS I JUST GOOGLED IT HER LAST NAME IS BELMONT??? AND SHE USES A METEOR-HAMMER-LIKE WHIP#This has given me so many headcanons#GUYS SHE'S EVEN FRENCH#I don't know what to do with this information#Apparently it's a purposeful reference#Idk#Someone who writes AU fanfics GET ON IT#DNAVerse Discussions
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Hey how about you do sun moon eclipse and lunar playing dnd/ dungeons and dragons
i have no clue how DnD works sweetheart
#questions and answers#anon#i mean i kinda do but#beside the point#gonna have to decline i'm afraid :')#also i'm technically not open for requests just sometimes i'll draw stuff for replies if i get an idea on the spot#and i have the energy to draw it out (stares at my drafts) ...which isn't as often as i like i'll admit#and the only sams stuff i draw is for my au which is solely Eclipse and Lunar focused#plus Sol who is a recent addition
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At this point, I think it should be said if Steve and Matt are related cause otherwise, this'll all be really awkward.
The other designs for Steve didn't even look remotely like Matt lmao
#The Owl House#TOH#Owl House#Steve#Mattholomule#hm. is this spoilers? ehhhhhhhhhhhh#the owl house spoilers#toh spoilers#owl house spoilers#o Titan Where art Thou spoilers#So far the evidence is that they somewhat similar skin tones. p much everything about the hair and the same kinda eyebrows not really seen#on others. or at least not as much.#I'll admit we kinda jumped the gun to this theory but better this theory than the hundred other theories ig lol#If it IS confirmed tho.....Matt gets horns arc when?#I mean this in a lighthearted way ofc fjhwhs. Its just. wow. Matty sure got attention these past 2 weeks huh?#and one of them is for an (atm) unconfirmed theory fjshsb#who am I to complain tho!!! love that lil rat boy! hes hilarious and always will be
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it feels kind of dumb to complain about something as niche as bad prosopagnosia representation? but also every time i see this condition depicted in fiction they do it so, so stupidly
#shout out to the short horror story about the prosopagnostic man who murdered his own daughter bc she got a haircut#and he thought she was a stranger impersonating his daughter. bc that's how prosopagnosia works (wrong)#shoutout to horror podcast The Black Tapes for using prosopagnosia to ''explain'' non-prosopagnostic ppl not recognizing their own faces#(also not how it works. if you do not have prosopagnosia you do not have prosopagnosia)#shoutout to horror podcast Archive 81 for interpreting ''faceblindness'' to mean we literally don't see faces? ? ?#like? we just perceive the fronts of people's heads as featureless expanses? ? ? i shouldn't have to explain that that isn't how it works#''oh but clearly they're using it as a horror thing-'' yeah and they tied that horror thing to a real live condition had by real live ppl#and i GENUINELY met someone who believed that! in real life!#shoutout to that one episode of Rizzoli and Isles that is genuinely not bad compared to some of the other things on this list but#still portrayed their prosopagnostic character as a tragic case whose life was deeply limited by his prosopagnosia#ok now i'll admit that the reason this list is skewed towards horror might be bc i as the curator of this list consume a lot of horror#but i also feel like. there's a tendency among non-prosopagnostic ppl to perceive this condition as inherently ''creepy''#and run off writing horror stories about it after skimming one (1) google result of research#and that's dumb as fuck from a writing perspective but also...#genuinely kinda alienating from the perspective of someone who does live with this shit irl#anyways if i wrote a horror story about prosopagnosia it would be GOOD.
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how is one meant to stay silly under these conditions
#the education system is failinggg me#there are no actually suitable schools within a decent vicinity that are able to take me#i haven't gone to any school properly since the first two weeks of this year#and i haven't attended a school consistently for 2.5 years#worst part it isn't even my fault!#i mean ok the first 1.5 years when i was enrolled at this catholic co-ed school kinda were#but i couldn't sustainably go anywhere as a girl i mean. oh i dunno maybe i could have tried harder#but this past year is not my fault!! just there is absolutely nowhere that will take me#distance education is also very full and so difficult to get into and it wouldn't even be an ideal option#the 1 (one) co-ed public school with space i can't even go to because the principal admitted it would not be safe#and now next year is. not looking hopeful#the past couple weeks i've been going to the only school where i have a guaranteed spot - local all girls :(#just for a couple hours a day doing fuck all in the library it's been good for my sleep schedule if nothing else#but i really really do not want to go there as one of three trans boys and no fucking way as a girl. hueduhugh#i still haven't heard back from a few of the options for next year hoping beyond hopes at least one of them will take me#one of the two actually good options has rejected me#so hoping the other good option will have space but god it's really unlikely#i'll take anywhere though i just. huhfriuhg i really need to go back to school man i've missed genuinely nearly half of all my high school#it's. yeah it's really not good#no fucking clue what i'll do if none of the schools accept me for next year. explode mayhaps#and this sucks because i actually really like school i was always SO good at school!! but then the social things prevented me from going!!#and now the slight bit of hope is dwindling! i hate this#anyway. :))
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Personal thing but I feel so bad when I see professor layton stuff in my timeline. I have to admit it.
Idk it's something so complicated...like yesh I love the series and whatnot, but it's also tied to a period of my life where I was different and I suffered a lot and also hurt people...and also I barely even make content and when I made it back then I would feel idk...isolated sometimes? While now i just see these people and yet I don't feel connected. I am stuck watching a happy scene from the outside of a window, while these people are enjoying something inside. I feel like a ghost sometimes
It would take me too long to distance myself from pl so I won't do that but. I just feel bad
#vent#idk just some silly thoughts over a silly game i was into#i mean i am still into i suppose#i kinda moved on from pl#i have to admit that#but im still connected to it#it played such an important lore that even it has been like 7 years i dont want to fully distance myself#i'll venting now im sorry#i just rlly wanted to finally let it out
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its less that i think old kids properties shouldnt have darker, adult reboots and that they're inherently bad, and more that i think that most of them lack an understanding of why those original works were special and enjoyable in the first place and attempt to overcompensate for it by falling back onto tropes the cw popularized in order to seem more "mature"
#tara says stuff#yes this is about the new scooby show#i wanted to like it so bad but the vibes are just SO off#i rlly like the premise and art direction and character design but uuugghhhh it already seems so overwhelming mean spirited#and i mean like#we've had kinda mean spirited scooby doo content before#but the reason that i think it works for most of those instances#is that its meant to be contradicted by the gangs inherent goodness and likability#like yeah#i'll admit it#as much as i enjoy velma in mystery incorporated she could be way too hard on her friends sometimes-- ESPECIALLY scooby#but the reason that i can overlook that is bc velma still obviously LOVES them a LOT#theyre her FRIENDS#and i just. dont care to see the gang split up when i know its gonna be written like some unrelatable and unfun riverdale bs#like the other times its happened i think it worked bc they leaned into the wackier outcomes and comedic aspects of it#when they split in mystery inc shaggy gets sent to be in the goddamn military and SCOOBY breaks him out#like cmon thats so goofy and silly and fun#but yeah i guess im done rambling now#i just rlly like scooby doo its very special to me and my mom and the good memories i have of us with it make me very passionate abt it
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i'm the first to admit i'm doing a bad job of not liveblogging, but i gotta be nogblogging
#the fault of having captions on lol. if not i'd've gone ''didn't quite catch that'' & moved on b/c Context Is Enough#apparently indeed [nog] on its own could historically refer to a strong ale; so says top result on an etymology search. further origin [?]#and for all i know maybe it was already used as [cited star wars drink] or something lol. i don't know these little details at all reliably#like i Know gun to head everything will have the blue milk lol e.g. but not much further than that#technically seen most? all? of the original / prequel trilogy movies but Ages ago & never moved to rewatch. eh.#i can live w/the nog possibilities. maybe if the original movie was just luke being a funny little gay icon i'd be like yeah i'll see it as#like an exercise in the novelty of that. but then i remember like eh...han solo will be there. i can sense the vibes of [annoying & boring]#which should be a star wars quote really#now i'll have to watch [will roland singing something so right] like the original paul simon version? kinda take it or leave it like#i appreciate it but i wouldn't ever seek it out. but then it's like ah....Augh#(b/c of the lyrics When Something Goes Wrong / I'm The First To Admit It (x2) / But The Last One To Know)#when someone....noggg blogggs....iii'm the first to admit it....i'm the first to Admit it....but the last one to knooooww....#oh okay a scene later and this guy refers to revnog. what is this; fury road (watched fury road and now i'm antifascist)#as well as reads out the [any witnesses?] quote ft cassian described as ''a human w/dark features'' space racial profiling hours indeed#and then going on ''they clearly harassed a human w/dark features'' implying that's correlation w/some Meaning to be sure#now coming back to add ah another moment with. mednog. seems like an established beverasuffix#andor
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wot show is so obsessed with architecture and tbh i'm not mad about it???
#the number of like. elaborate little symmetrical rooms they have for things to happen in…#part of me is loling but part of me is like. you know what? they've got a theme. respect.#tvblogging#(also i'm just getting to 2x08 now and like. it IS funny being a show-only*)#[*ok technically i read like. two? three? of the books back in like 2020 or something but. they weren't Formative Texts of my Adolescence]#(bc i remember everybody on here was *freaking out* abt‚ i think‚ 2x07)#(and like. in retrospect i guess i understand what that was about! but i gotta admit it didn't quite have the same emotional weight for me)#(even though intellectually i understand it was supposed to)#(i mean i also think i like. often don't get that emotionally invested in romances i see onscreen?)#(not sure if that's fundamental to the medium for me or if it's because everything is so compressed)#(however i AM kinda thrilled abt this season's regendering of Uncommunicatively Angsting Blorbo vs Their Long-Suffering Support Person)#(also honestly i always really love when we don't have to do a whole performative abasing reconciliation situation)#(and someone's just like. look. our relationship is so much more deeply rooted than this one wobble. obviously i'll take you back.)#(i think honestly bc it's like. a confidence fantasy.)#(like you got SO much witcher fanfic where geralt had to‚ like‚ prostrate himself at jaskier's feet)#(to acknowledge the harm geralt had done him and how jaskier deserved so much better etc etc etc)#(and it just felt to me like the writers were really speaking to their own insecurities and what *they'd* personally need)#(bc that interaction would've thrown *them* into a tailspin so obviously it must've thrown jaskier into one)#(and like. that's valid or whatever‚ obviously! but like. sometimes don't you want to imagine what it's like to feel secure instead???)#(like 'actually i know i'm good‚ you know where to find me when you get over yourself and remember you know it too'?)
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before i sleep can i ask something silly
#send good vibes#that's all tbh#in whatever way you want and can#i'll accept it all#it's been a rly hard.. few months but actually atp many months#and i don't even really believe in any like. higher power of any kind or in anything like that so i don't know if anything can in fact help#anything of this sort i mean#but also can't hurt to receive some positivity i feel#so if you want.. a prayer. a thought. a vague something sent more or less my way. i'll take it all and be very thankful#sometimes i feel rly alone especially lately and while i'll admit a lot of the fault lies with me (isolating myself)#i still kinda need some comfort that i feel like.. is hard to ask for? so yeah idk#im tired idk how to talk. goodnight or day or morning ily and i hope you're all doing well
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wahhhh i’m still rlly ... confused ... messy thoughts T___T
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#tw uhm. genshin impact ?? me kind of actually admitting my actual feelings on the game and all haha ;;;;#tw rant#i posted on my writing sb but most active mutuals don't even follow me there i think. i'll ramble here instead bcs idk if i want ppl to see#this or not but also this is my main so yeah ?? T___T#i barely play genshin despite being there day 1. i'm not a huge... fan. of the game & the community overall and the company too#i don't like playing the game... i like the characters but for reasons i don't that much as well and yeah... i recently uninstalled genshin#too! i can get it back easily if i want to but. i don't rlly want to ;;;#it's not even in my top 10 favorite games ;;; and i have a lil thing against ppl who only play free games esp if they're in the philippines#and mobile gamers only bcs. i'm tired of being alone bcs that's how it is literally almost everywhere in this godforsaken country#i like those kinda stuff too yes but! i'm alone wherever it is ;; even w my friends ;;; aaaaa i wna ditch genshin once and for all but it's#hard bcs it's mainstream! it's big! it's easy to meet nice mutuals & friends thru it and it helps me actually get recognition for my writing#but. i just genuinely don't like it. dw i'm not going to be so immature to rant and ramble abt THAT here when ik many like genshin but#;;;;;;;;;; i want to ditch it but also. i don't. bcs if i do who's to say who wants to still be friends/mutuals? and my main fandoms r#either mostly adults or kinda quiet ... idk man it's just so hard. huge dilemna#either way is good & bad for my heart T___T i don't like genshin but i don't want to gtfo of it like. yeah. but then if i do what i want#it means i'll be alone even more and it's just. dgbsdjhgbhjsd idk man ;;; i feel like all problems wld be solved if i just was in another#country bcs the ph sucks for so many reasons or if more ppl like me - my age - were in my ACTUAL interests too ......#BCS. i don't fully hate genshin. but i hate everything aside from the lore and the characters. the community i generally don't like#but the ppl in the community i don't necessarily dislike!! it just so happens. when it comes to genshin my feelings r more .... hm#i don't want to mean tho ;; i try to be considerate of others feelings ;; but yeah ^^; it's so hard to come to a decision ...#i think it'd be better for now if i take it slow! T___T#i don't think i'll Fully quit it like. i'll stop trying to force myself to seem like i like it but i mostly like the characters still so#i'll still write and all but just make it obvious that it is not my main fandom or wtvr >< GHJBSDJHG#ig it can kinda be summarized in that i don't want to necessarily leave genshinblr or fully quit genshin. but i don't rlly want to#be associated as a Genshin Fan 10000% bcs i am not lmao. and i'll associate myself w it less ><#ahjbdghjhdbshjgb there's still the problem that my actual faves aren't super . Famous for people like me bcs ppl in the ph have boring taste#and a lot of minors who DO like ffxiv are really hard to find bcs mostly adults T___T so yeah! i'll find a way. hopefully#now that i've rambled abt this i hope i come to terms w this more shbdgjbdhgbsjhdb ........ ^^
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Okay I have enough fics and shit to write right now as it is, I currently have 4 in the works 🙃, but last night while I was trying to sleep I had a thought. I think I came up with a very baseline very bare bones idea for a possible OUAD 2.
A possible title for which I came up with was Once Upon A Kingdom OUAK if you will. And literally as I typed this out, Once Upon A Winter OUAW akskskskk and it would take place months after the events of OUAD, Chazz and Atticus are officially a couple now, and Atty takes him on a trip to see the Northern Kingdom or the Crystal Kingdom if ur in with the OUAD deep lore 👀 where he and Lexi are from and with Jay, Sy, and Hassleberry in tow, winter wonderland hijinks and capers ensue 👀
Now I have no idea what the actual greater plot would be but I really like the idea of visiting another kingdom since in the 'deep lore' there are 5 kingdoms that exist in the world, but since the Kingdom of the East was canonically destroyed by Slade and Jagger before the events of OUAD, there's still 3 other kingdoms outside the Golden Kingdom. The northern, western, and southern kingdoms if you will. The Golden Kingdom is the central kingdom. So we get to see more of the world, and open the door for more of the ensemble cast to get involved, I fully intend to include Jesse and Bastion at the very minimum if I wrote this I fully imagined a whole conversation with Jaden and Jesse last night, immortal magical fairy Jay gets to flirt with the cute human boy 👀 so I have thoughts happening ☺
Like I said I have no idea what an actual greater plot would look like yet and I have way too much to work on right now to put too much thought into it right now, but I promise babes. OUAD 2 may be on the back burner right now, but it is also very firmly on the table 😉
#why must all my best ideas come when I'm about to fall asleep like you couldn’t have given me more than that brain???#no but fr I have so much to work on but I'm actively in the early staged of planning here#obviously Crowler will be in there somewhere too I'm not about to exclude my favorite dad 😤 but i dunno what's going on in it at all yet#maybe we'll even see more fairy society shit too cuz I love thinkin about it and I mean Hassleberry did kill Jagger with mega ancient magic#that he's supposed to be too weak magically to be able to do and the other fairies are canonically kinda mean to him for that#and because of his whole animal side thing that he was just born with in OUAD which yknow isn't normal even for magical beings#so when they find out he did that I mean that's gonna shake things up in their society man#plus I did establish that Zane canonically exists in OUAD because he's briefly mentioned in chapter 11#and K think it's fucking hilarious that he of all people is a fairy 😂 but Sy is so he kinda has to be lol#I already have so many thoughts but they're incoherent and make no sense still so we'll see what happens when things start coming together#but that'll be a while still. I probably won't really mess with it at least until after Chazzerella#because that one honestly shouldn't be all that long once I get started actually writing it. not a lot happens in that movie akskks#but for now I'll leave y'all with this mess I guess akskks whoops 😅#abby's just rambling don't mind her#abby fully admits she's an idiot#Once Upon A Duelist#yugioh gx#yugioh gx fanfiction#chazz princeton#atticus rhodes#stormshipping#syrus truesdale#jaden yuki#tyranno hassleberry#alexis rhodes
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