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hearties-circus · 9 months
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Just watched black dahlias story and g-d what a delight! I didnt think I could fall harder for her !
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heeseung-min · 6 months
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[13:25]
I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Click! Click! Click!
Sunghoon smiled widely at the result of pictures that he just took. It's not just a random picture of scenery but it is a picture of you. An exclusive picture that neither your fans or any reporter could get this.
"Fuck, y/n. Why are you so beautiful even when you are sleeping?"
Sunghoon stopped capturing your pictures and laid on the bed beside you instead. He started to caressed your body enjoying the smooth skin. Ahh, the pills he purchased really works. You sleep like a log and can't even heard when he came in or when he accidentally broke one of your plates. Don't worry he will get a new one for you. It's not like you will notice if one of it gone missing. For now, he just wanted to enjoy this moment before the drugs in your body started to wear off.
"Promise I'll be kind, but I won't stop...until you are mine y/n."
Sunghoon smirked to himself as he changed the lyrics of his favourite song aka Paparazzi by Lady Gaga. The first time he heard the song while he was driving it instantly became his favourite.
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"Are you okay, Y/n?" Aira, your manager asked as she politely asking the staff in the room to leave both of you alone.
You were not in the mood and feel very weak. You don't want to suddenly cancel the shoot when people already prepare everything. However, your body feel so fragile right now.
"I don't know Aira. I think I slept a lot last night but somehow I still got headache and I feel pain on my body."
"Maybe you are still tired, Y/n. Plus, your schedule is so tight nowadays so probably you didn't get enough rest. I will leave you alone in this room and will be back in 30, okay?"
"Thanks, Aira."
After few minutes Aira left the room, you felt relief and slowly your breathing became slow and your eyes dropping and went to a deep sleep.
Aira also went to somewhere else and that left the front door with no guard. A man with completely black attire and mask came in and locked the door from inside.
Sunghoon took off his mask and smirked when he saw you were alone and sleeping peacefully. He went to crouch in front of you and stare at your face. Oh how sweet looking you are. The dress you were wearing right now slightly showing your skin making Sunghoon blushing at his dirty thought about you.
"Fuck, you can't torture me like this Y/n."
He muttered as he leaned closer to your face and stared straight at your lips. It wouldn't hurt to leave a peck on your lips, right? He's been holding it for a long time.
"Just one, baby."
And with that Sunghoon left a kiss on your lips. He groaned at the sweet taste of your lipbalm. He literally need to control himself from doing more. It's too risky to do it now.
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Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
"Y/n, are you still cannot go out?"
"No, Aira. I- I'm scared."
"Look, I know it's a serious matter but we hired many bodyguards for you. You will be safe, y/n. It's been three weeks since you went out from your house."
You discovered about your stalker few weeks ago when you saw an envelope without any details on it. You were shocked to see your pictures like this person literally followed you everywhere. Studio, cafe, restaurant, shopping malls and there's even pictures when you travel to another country. At first, you reported it to Aira about it and continue living your day. However, it didn't stop. After the first envelope came, another one came and another one until you feel so scared to leave your house. You even asked the security guard if he saw someone suspicious but he denied that and even the CCTV didn't have any record of someone put the envelope inside your mailbox. You started to isolate yourself and only contact Aira when you need something.
"I'll wait at the lobby, okay? Just call me if something is happening."
"Alright, I'm sorry, Aira.
"No need, I understand what u feel."
You finally went out from your apartment and walked to lobby and saw Aira with few male behind her. You assumed it was the bodyguards she talked about at the phone just now.
"Y/n, this is your bodyguards. The director choose them by himself. They have a clean record and most of them know martial arts so it's good for you."
Everyone started to introduce themselves and you just nodded at what they said until the last man showing his hand for you to shake.
"Good morning, Miss Y/n. My name is Park Sunghoon. It's nice to meet you."
"Ahh, yeah hi Park Sunghoon. Me too."
You took his hand and shook it for few seconds. Maybe it's true you will be safe since you have few guys protecting around you. You won't get any letter from the stalker anymore.
Cause he become your bodyguard now. It's easier to look at you like this.
Aight finally im finish with this😮‍💨😮‍💨I wanted to post it sooner but ergghh I was too sick and weak🤧😔 I recently got better but still suffering a bit but its for yall😊😊 hope u guys enjoy and nope no part 2 for this one okay
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leilaswife · 5 months
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Butterflies ~ Leila Ouahabi
Part 1/?
Leila Ouhabi x reader, past!Georgia Stanaway x reader
Alexis Queen - you
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You never get nervous.
Not when you got called up to your national team for the first time at 14.
Not when you came out to your parents.
Not when you moved countries to get better at football.
So why now were you getting nervous.
Why did her presence affect you so much?
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“Lex, hurry up they’re waiting to introduce the new signings” Alanna says impatiently whilst you tie your laces for the 100th time (as Hayley always says) due to your “superstitions” you have to tie and untie them twice before you could actually go to training or play a match.
You, who is standing up after finishing up with your laces responds with “Relax Lani, it's only 8:30, we don't need to be in there till 9”
“Alexis it is nine” this time it’s your captain, Steph, who speaks only a lot sterner than your national teammate. “ Or if you want me to be precise 9:02. Please both of you get to the meeting room.”
As both you and Alanna walk out the room Steph’s voice can be heard again, only this time it’s not directed at you but more so Lani “KENNEDY I SWEAR TO GOD GET BACK HERE”. At this both of you sprinted to the meeting room.
When you both finally arrived you were both hunched over in the doorway out of breath. As you slowly caught your breath back you looked up and realised that everyone’s eyes were on you both, so with a sheepish smile you walk over to the seats Hayley saved for you both and took the drink she offered when you sat down. “Thanks Razzle dazzle”
“How many times have I told her to stop calling me that?” Hayley mumbles towards Alanna when she finally sits down. “When are you gonna learn that she does it to piss you off” Alanna states in which Hayley responds by rolling her eyes. “You both know I can hear you right?” But your question goes unanswered when Steph and Gareth enter and stand at the front of the room.
“As you all know we have some new signings so I would like you to meet your new number 10 Deyna Castellanos, number 4 Laia Aleixandri, number 8 Mary Fowler, number 22 Sandy Maclver, number 2 Kerstin Casparij, number 25 Yui Hasegawa and number 15 Leila Ouahabi.” One by one as Gareth said their names the girls all walked into the room, and like any good friend when Mary’s name was announced you, Lani and Hayley all cheered which caused an uproar of laughter within the room.
“Now some of you who live alone will now have to have roommates so Laia your roommate is Alexis” At this your head shot up from where you were looking at your phone showing Hayley the texts between you and Georgia that occurred during the euros and give her a smile“Alex is the one with the cherry red hair in the middle who looks like she’s just been caught doing something she shouldn’t” at this Steph turns to laia and says “we chose this because Alex is one of the only people here who can speak Spanish so we thought it would be easier for you to improve your English with someone who speaks both languages. Is that okay?” “Sí, gracias” “Leila you’re with Denya. Mary, you are with Alanna. Sandy, you are with Esme. And kerstin and Yui you both live alone. That’s it for now, all of you have an hour before training starts so all of you get to know each other especially if you now have a new roommate.”
After stephs announcement you all filter away out of the meeting room and into the common room into your respective groups, yours consisting of Hayley, Alanna, Mary, Esme, Chloe and Lauren. After around 5 minutes you notice 3 figures from the corner of your eye approaching you all, the tallest of the group, Leila, starts speaking “Hola, I’m Leila, this is Laia and that’s Deyna” pointing to each girl as she speaks. “Hi, I’m Alanna but everyone calls me Lani, that’s Alexis, Hayley, Esme, Lauren, Mary and Chloe” Alanna responds in her normal cheery voice, which in your opinion it’s too early for someone to be that happy, each of you hugging the girls as she said your names. Once your all done introducing yourselves you all sit down and continue your conversations but this time including the 3 women.
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buckyarchives · 1 year
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Little Mermaid | Bucky Barnes
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summary: a mission gone rogue, and bucky has to depend on you to save him, with the help of a few unlikely friends found in the middle of the atlanic.
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warnings: none, bucky's self-loathing
a/n: avatar has taken over my life so now you guys get a deep sea bucky fic where he bonds with dolphins, yes. It's literally pure fluff, I'm sorry I'm weak. I AM TAKING REQUESTS BTW!!!
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“How long has she been in there?”
Bucky glanced down at his watch. “30 minutes, and 25 seconds.”
“You gonna get her out?” Sam scoffed, his voice echoing around the walls of the dome-like room. The water reflected on the two boys, decorating mostly bucky's faces with ripples of the water as the lights lit up the pool.
“Hmm.'' Bucky hummed. Craning his head to look down into the pool, where your blurry figure sat at the bottom. I the peaceful bliss you'd often escape to. “No, she’ll get mad.”
“We leave for the mission later, make sure to tell her to get ready once she gets out,” Sam said, bucky nodded. “She will get out soon, right?”
“Hope so."
Bucky didn't pay Sam even a glance. his eyes trained onto the waters and a slacked jaw. A sweet and blissful smile painted his face, and Sam noticed, smirking to himself. 
Sam has known bucky longer, but you sure knew him better. Nonetheless, Sam knew of how impatient Bucky could be, he spent most of his days being a close-to intolerable grumpy asshole– but once it came to you. it was entirely different. Sam would catch bucky sometimes, like now, just sitting next to the pool for hours on end. just waiting like some lost puppy.
Waiting for you to come up from the water for the breath of air you so rarely needed. Only to spare Bucky a quick conversation or just a glance before diving back down. Bucky would make himself comfortable and rid of his shoes and roll up his pants to dip his feet in. but the majority of the time, he'd just watch and wait with the same love-sick smile on his face.
Yeah, love-sick. Everyone knew it, saw it, hell– felt it in the compound. The tension, the sweet glances from across the room, the way Bucky would find any excuse to follow you to bodies of water– despite his distaste for swimming or being wet. The obvious pining between the two of you, almost knew, everyone except for bucky and you. If that was even possible.
If on cue, right as Sam was about to leave. The loud swish and splash of water brought his gaze back to the pool, where you came up from under with your hair slick back and water droplets falling off your nose. Bucky's eyes didn't leave you once.
“Back to dry land, little mermaid?” Sam snarked, you laughed sweetly as you slowly swam towards the edge, right next to bucky. Bringing your arms to rest on the edge, puddles of water pool around your arms and slowly crept towards bucky. But, he didn't even think to scoot away from you.
“Very funny, bird man.” you replied back, turning your head towards bucky. “You still don't want to get in?”
Not missing a beat in the offer, after the first few weeks of noticing the super soldier hanging around the pool whilst you swam. Eventually, You'd started to offer every time he showed up, bucky always said no, but you'd never stopped asking. Apart from you maybe just wanted to share the one thing you cherished just as much as him. 
But he always just sat at arm's length and watched you in your element. Bucky would never say it out loud– but it was one of his favorite things to do. Getting distracted in the ripples of the water, losing himself in the soft sound of you doing laps. 
Bucky was quick to shake his head, his long brunette hair swayed with the motion. And almost innocent look on his face. “No, I'm okay. We have a mission, anyways.” 
You frowned– but were not surprised, slowly pulling yourself out from the water. Dressed only in a dark blue body suit, water dripping rapidly from your limbs. “Really?”
“In 3 hours,” Bucky replied, and you audibly groaned. You wished for another hour of the stillness that lay at the bottom of the pool.
“What's the details?” you padded over to the table, grabbing a towel from the rack and drying yourself off. 
Bucky watches intently, not in a creepy way. Adoration, and curiosity is how he liked to explain it. Your abilities and connection with h2o had always been a mystery to him, to everyone, except maybe director Fury. You could control water, that he knew. I mean, bucky was the one to find you washed up on some random Californian beach. Only to find out you had no memory of dry lands.
So, bucky always had half a thought to wonder why you dried yourself off with a towel, him being close to sure you could get it done with a flick of your wrist. shit, he saw you drain every last drop of it from a Hydra agent that had pissed you off.
“Me, you, Bucky, and Steve are going on a recon mission. There's an unidentified island somewhere in the Atlantic.” Sam started, “rumored to be a leftover Hydra base. You and Bucky are going in on the north end, Steve and I will be arriving on the south end.”
“Over waters?” you ask, a slight perk in your voice. Sam and Bucky nod, and you smiled. Even the closeness of your past home lit a fire inside you. Mumbling under your breath, “not so bad, I guess.”
“Yep, and we leave soon so both of you get ready.” Sam said again. Before turning around and leaving you and Bucky alone.
Wrapping the towel fully around your body, shivering from the sudden coolness of the air. Bucky awkwardly shifts on his feet, the slick floor beneath his leather boots squeaking as he attempts not to slip (because he did once and you've never let it go.)  
“Don't slip.” you remind him as if you could read his mind. A smirk painted on your lips and bucky’s under his breath.
“If I do, you’re obliged to catch me.” bucky snarks back.
Your head perks up, “oh yeah? Says who?”
Bucky doesn't answer your question, and leaves the teased question unanswered just to annoy you. 
“Whatever.” laughing, beaming up at bucky like he was the world. “See you in a few,” you say, walking past the semi-dazed man as bucky's eyes followed you out of the room, the loud door booms as it closes leaving him alone. 
Exhaling a shaky breath, settling the fast-paced beat in his chest. His face feels warm despite the chillness of the pool room. Bucky needed to get a wrap of his emotions before this mission, the first one-on-one mission with you. Bucky likes to watch, and observe with a slight adoration in his eyes. Silence is a familiarity between you two. Bucky’s too used to stuttering around in his brain anytime he sees you, silence and short meaningless banter is better– easier.
Bucky trudged up to his room with the thought of you heavy in his head, along with the warmth you bring him. 
*****
Steve and Sam had taken off approximately 40 minutes before you and bucky, you went back and forth in the hanger loading all the equipment needed. You soon realize this was the first duo mission with bucky alone, being alone with him wasn't a strange thing but, this was different. 
“Take off in 10.” agents Hill reminds you, “this mission shouldn’t be long, we just need you two to check all security and activity on the north side and get out. No jumping to take any risks.'' Maria eyed Bucky, earning a grumble and eye roll at the obvious poke at his reckless behavior involving Hydra assignments. You can understand why. 
Bucky headed up the hanger, you went to follow but just before you could, Maria grabbed onto your shoulder. “I’m serious, Y/N. keep him off the ledge, no fighting unless absolutely necessary.” 
Nodding, and sending her a reassuring smile. “If he needs someone to keep him out of his head, why not send Steve?” you ask honestly, eyes glancing back towards bucky as he got the jet ready for take off.
“Believe it or not, I think bucky trusts your opinion more than Steve’s nowadays.'' Maria finished, walking off before you could question the meaning of what she said, exactly. Your eyebrows knotted, turning back to the man adjusting his seat at the nose of the jet. 
Surely that couldn't be true? You and bucky were close friends, best friends even. But you've only known him for, what? Like seven, or eight months? Steve’s known him his entire life, grew up with him, and shared memories with bucky from before his life went to shit. 
A part of you always thought Bucky only lingered around you because he was the one to find you, like it was an insensible responsibility he held above himself. Because he always held himself responsible for things out of his control, too hard on himself. And you were just there, you were the outsider just like him. You valued your friendship and respected him but you've always assumed part of it was just out of pity.
Heading up the hanger and letting it close behind you, the soft sound of the engines starting up as you strapped into the co-pilot's seat. Bucky was always much better at flying these than you. Your eyes glance over to him awkwardly a few times, settling into your seat as lift-off begins, bracing through the small turbulence before you were flying gently in the sky.
“ETA should be about 30 minutes.” bucky said, hands steady on the gears. You nodded in response.
“What do you think will be there?” you ask curiously, mostly to just fill the silence.
Bucky hummed, his icy blue eyes glancing at you. The ones that never fail to leave you breathless, even from the very beginning. “Zero ideas, I hope nothing.”
“Agreed.” you nodded. Bucky's eyes didn’t leave you, and you met him quickly. 
You opened your mouth to speak, but the words got lost on your tongue and you, as well, got lost in his gaze. 
Seemingly, always having a habit of doing so, from the moment bucky found you on that beach, half alive. The first thing you saw as you opened your eyes was those deep blue eyes that reminded you too much of the only place you've known. From an instant finding comfort in bucky, in his Atlantic blue irises.
As bucky got distracted in your gaze, both of you did. Seconds or minutes could have passed, and the loud noise of fire coming towards you muffled out. That was until it hit you, literally, the loud boom and shake startling you and bringing you both back down to reality.
An instant panic sets in as bucky tried to get control over the jet, the engines are down, GPS is lost and you were declining rapidly. but the shots didn't stop and you were both helplessly freefalling inside the coup. 
“Under the seat! The parachutes.” bucky shouted as he desperately tried at the gears. Quickly, turning around to look but it came up empty. You checked your surrounding in a frenzy, every place you think, unable to keep yourself steady as you began ascending towards the water.
You must have tripped as you went for a storage container in search of the parachutes because you fell into warm arms before you could hit your head. Looking towards Bucky as he held you, an obvious set of panicked eyes staring down at you.
“There's none.”
Bucky’s eyebrows knotted, settling you on your feet in front of him. Hands still settling onto your shoulder to keep you steady. “What? What do you mean there's none?”
“There are no parachutes, I checked everywhere,” you yelled over the loud sound of systems beeping as they failed, and your mind as it scattered for a plan B.
“What the fuck!” bucky yelled out of frustration.
Another boom and shake, and you were on the ground. Bucky followed with as he ducked, his arms still wrapped around you, even tighter now. Another shot was fired at you and it was clear whoever was behind the fire really wanted you out of the sky. As the shots hit the sides sliding doors. Bucky held onto you so as not to fall, but that gave you an even better idea.
“Do you trust me?” you shouted, eyes glancing towards the familiar comfort of waters.
“What?”
“Do you trust me?” you shout again, making sure to maintain eye contact as you spoke. Bucky let out a heavy exhale, nodding slowly. His brunette hair whipped around as the harsh winds took over.
“Is this going to be reckless?” bucky asked you, even though he was almost certain of your answer. 
You didn’t respond, only grabbed harshly at bucky's hand and dragged him towards the edge. Visible fear showed on bucky’s face, reminding you of how he even got to where he was now. 
Bucky wasn't going to lie and say being faced with falling dozens of feet, unsure of survival– didn’t scare the sit out of him. Trying to shake the flashes of the water turning into the snowing alps as he stared down, trying to settle his panic.
A warmth took over him suddenly, as you snuck your hand into his, hoping to comfort him. it did. “Hey, bucky. Just look at me, I promise we’ll be okay. Just trust me.”
Hesitantly, Bucky nodded and kept his eyes on you. Gulping down his nerves as you counted down in your head, cursing to yourself because you were supposed to keep him off the ledge, and here you were– ready to jump off it and dragging him down with you. 
“Take a deep breath,” you shouted before harshly grabbing him and hurling both of you over and into a free fall into the water. 
Bucky's grasp got tighter around you, and yours around him just before the harsh impact of the ocean submerged you both. The familiar feeling of it filling your lungs and surrounding your body, the dark blue depths– the bliss and peace of it all.
Glancing down at the man in your arms, realizing bucky had gone unconscious.
You really regret not teaching him how to swim like you now.
*****
The gentle whispers of waves filled bucky’s ears, his eyes slowly fluttering open as he took in the bright surroundings. A fresh, salty air filled his nose as he breathed– he could practically taste it on his tongue. bucky's head pounded and made him dizzy. The uncomfortable feeling of wet clothing sticking to his skin makes him cringe, slowly rising his head. Bucky noticed your familiar figure in his line of sight.
“What- what? Where are we?” his lungs and throat burned as he spoke, feeling raw as if he had spent the past hours yelling his lungs out. A feeling all too familiar. Slowly, coming to his senses and he noticed the pure amount of blue that filled his surroundings. “Are we–”
“We’re okay, don’t panic,” you reassured him, noticing your wet hair (as it usually is) and that you were stripped of your tactical suit and now only dressed in a full-body wet suit. 
Bucky whipped around, feeling the hard surface under him– what looked like to be rocks? In the middle of the ocean? “Where are we?” looking up to only see water, for miles and miles. Seemingly no land in sight besides whatever he and you reside on now.
“We’re on charlie,” you explain simply, sitting across from him.
“What–” bucky’s words are interrupted by the sudden spray of water in front of his face, getting him all wet again. Shouting as he scrambles away from the blow hole, he screaked. “What the fuck!”
You laugh at bucky, with an aggressive confusion playing out on his face, eyes bulging from his head, as he suddenly realizes what he's on– who he's on. The faint sight of a fin the size of a truck waving through the waters. Bucky begins scattered around in a panic. You noticed, and an exaggerated sigh leaves your lips.
“This is Charlie, he's a blue whale,” you state like it makes any goddamn sense to bucky. “He's my friend.”
“And when were you going to tell me you were friends with a goddamn whale?” bucky asks, still taking in the scary yet– incredible, once-in-a-lifetime sight. Bucky can confidently say he's seen and experienced way too many ‘once in a lifetime’ things, but his history says none of them have been good, or at least resulted in good things. But this, he sat on top of a blue whale in the middle of god knows where sea. Bucky couldn’t comprehend it.
You shrug. “It never came up.”
Scoffing, “it never came up.” bucky mocks you, but with no ill intent. his eyes still darting around the whale's back that you both sat on. The water rose up and down, meeting his legs. Bucky's eyes meet yours again, in comparison to bucky you seemed the calmest person in the world. “Seriously, where are we?”
“Uh.” you inhale, looking around at the vast blue like you'd see any indication of where you were. “Definitely northern Atlantic since that's where we fell. I'd say a couple of miles east of the mid Atlantic ridge. I have backup coming soon to figure out.”
Bucky's head tilts. “You got comms out here?”
In the middle of the Atlantic, on a blue whale after you, both doze into the water. Your coms would have gotta damaged in the fall, and if they did still work– there's no way that wherever you two were it would reach anyone.
“Not that kind of backup” 
“Please don't tell me you have an orca whale coming to pick us up.” bucky deadpans, what would be a joke but now he's unsure of everything you can do.
The whale below him lets water out of his blow whole again, almost sounding offended, if that's even possible
A mischievous grin grows slowly as you look at bucky, you mumble quietly “no, they're dolphins”
“Dolphins?”
“Hey!” you try to defend yourself, with bucky narrowing his eyes at you. Either disbelief or genuine shock on his face, maybe both, you couldn't tell. “They'll get us to land and then we can call for real backup and make sure Sam and Steve are okay.”
Bucky blinks once, twice, maybe a third time. Almost in a daze, because how the fuck does he end up in this situation unless he’s died and gone to some weird afterlife. Like his crush is going to make him ride dolphins into the afterlife, and if it wasn't for the uncomfortable feeling of his thick clothes and body armor weighing him down. Or the harsh sun beating down on his neck, he'd be convinced. 
Under his breath, he mumbled just loud enough for you to hear. “Fucking little mermaid.”
You giggled at the comment. Sometimes Bucky wonders if you are a siren, because every noise you make sounds like music to his ears, slowly pulling him closer towards you. Bucky shifts uncomfortably as your eyes trail up his body, “are you wearing anything that has any grave importance to you?”
Bucky looks down at his attire, a soaked black leather jacket provided by shield. Kevlar, body armor, and cargo pants full of weapons. “Not really, why?”
“I'm sure it weighing you down.” you say, “I’d recommend taking it off, especially when the dolphins come.”
Buckys pretends that sentence doesn't sound absurd, and hesitantly agrees. Slowly beginning to remove his jacket and vest. “Where’d you get the wetsuit, anyways? Did a squid let you borrow his.” bucky jokes, and you smile fondly. Bucky always liked that he could make you smile and light up so easily. Pride never ceases to spread through his chest.
“I wore it under my uniform, just in case.” your fingers run over the dark blue fabric, “glad i did.”
“Wish you would have given me the memo.” Bucky comments, slowly peeling the fabric that stuck to his skin, and attempting to rip off the vest but he begins to physically struggle. Considering the weird position he's in; bucky's sure that Charlie the whale doesn't enjoy having a 6-foot-something super soldier standing up on his back. But Bucky always felt heavier and much more of a burden than he actually was.
You notice him struggling. “Buck, here, let me help.” you slowly scoot over towards bucky. Your surprisingly warm hand reaches his back to undo the zippers and velcro. A shiver goes down his back, hoping you don't notice the abrupt twitch of his neck when you touch him. 
You were one of the few people that walk this earth that bucky would even think to let so close to him, your presence always felt familiar, comfortable to him. You being so close just felt natural. Yet, it didn't subdue the butterflies that fluttered in his stomach or the way heat would rise to his face and tint his ears pink.
“How long was I out?” Bucky asks.
“Around 5 hours.” bucky audibly winches at the answer, “I kept you above water before I found charlie. Couldn't have you drowning on me.”
“right.”
“Why do you always call me that by the way?” you ask innocently, you had finished taking off bucky's outer layer of clothing. Leaving him in just a sleeveless tank top, showing off his vibranium arm as the sun highlights it making it shimmer. But bucky doesn't turn around and your hands don’t leave his body. 
No– your hands tangle in his hair as you pull back the wet strands that stuck to his forehead and neck. Beginning to pull his hair into a small bun, similar to the one he wore in Wakanda when it began to grow too long for bucky to handle.
“What do you mean?” 
“You always call me little mermaid, Sam too,” you explain and bucky's lips quirk up slightly in amusement. 
“You know, ariel? You've never seen that Disney movie about the mermaid who gives her voice for legs so she can live on land with prince eric?” bucky summarizes the classic Disney movie, kindly leaving out the fact that Sam made him sit down for 2 days straight to catch up on every Disney princess movie 
“No, I have not. And I’m not a mermaid.” you wiggle your feet and knees to make a point, bucky eyes crinkled in adoration at your gesture. “See, I have legs.”
“I thought you were one when we first met, you know.” bucky says without a thought, a sudden calmness carries over his body as your hands are still playing with his hair, the soft sound of the ocean whispering. Everything around him seems so still, so quiet and peaceful. 
“What?”
“When I saw you washed up on that beach,” bucky explain. “your hair was a wild mess and you had no clothes besides some seaweed wrapped around your body. Despite everything and the circumstance, I thought you looked so beautiful that you couldn't possibly be human. Sam had bets you were a siren”
Before bucky can even stop himself from rattling on, telling you his vulnerable and real thoughts of your first meeting. It's like his brain and mouth couldn't contain this confession, and when he tells you, your hands stop working at his hair and he picks up the slight hitch in your voice as you freeze. You go quiet and bucky suddenly realizes he might have fucked this all up, and the calmness of the ocean can’t stop the sudden anxiety that makes him shake.
Bucky’s scared to face you– can’t turn around, but he has to see your reaction. Just so he knows whether or not to expect you to leave him on the back of a whale in the middle of the Atlantic. Slowly, he does. 
“You think I'm beautiful?” was the first thing that came out of your mouth when bucky sees you. Your voice is full of sincere curiosity and wide eyes. Your face feels warm. 
Reluctantly, bucky nods. His mouth feels dry as he speaks. “Yeah.”
You smile, an ease spreads through bucky's body and the calm comes back to him.  
“You don't look too bad yourself, sarge.” you say, a tease to your voice that makes bucky dizzy. Struggling to bite back the smile on his face.
Before either of you can speak another word, the high-pitched squeal of 3 dolphins jumping and swimming towards you. The water ripples around them, and what bucky can only describe as screaming in delight as they come to greet you. 
Your hand dips down in the water with the most gentle and soft touch he's ever seen as you rub their heads. You listen and watch intently as they began to squeal, grunt, and creak. Bucky scoots closer to you and the dolphins as you begin to nod in a sense of understanding.
“They should get us to the shore of Portugal by 2 or 3 am, which is a long ride if you're okay with that.” you turn to bucky to tell him the plan.
“Not like we have a whole lot of options, doll.” bucky scoffs, looking around at his surroundings. “-Wait, can you understand them?”
“Yes,” you turn your attention back to the three dolphins fighting for your affection like little children, bucky finds it weirdly endearing. “Every animal in the ocean has their own unique language. I cannot mimic most of theirs, but you'd be surprised how many sea creatures understand English or other languages. They are a lot smarter than humans”
Bucky can only stare at you in udder astonishment. You– this gorgeous being you seem to be able to do it all, your kindness and caring as taken you a long way in life that bucky will never understand. And here you are before him, communicating with animals and treating them as if they're your family. 
One of the dolphins leaves your attention and maneuvers its way toward Bucky, her head pops out of the water, and looks at him. You watch bucky intently as he hesitates to put his hand near her. Looking towards you for reassurance. 
“Go on, she won't bite.” you encourage him. Bucky could never disobey you when you look at him like that. So earnest. So patient. 
His hand grazes against her head softly, keeping his movement slow so as to not scare off the creature. Bucky’s so used to being feared and everyone flinching in his presence, it’s until the dolphin squeals in delight he realizes these animals don’t know him like the rest of the world. Only judging based on how they perceive him now, you've always said animals are the best judgment of people. 
“She likes you,” you say simply. Bucky looks up towards you, in awe, to see your eyes already on him. Slowly, warmth grows to each of your faces as you shy away at the eye contact. “I'm assuming you don't know how to ride a dolphin, and I don't have time to teach you. So you'll ride with me.”
You begin to maneuver yourself into the water, practically diving in if Bucky could think straight at this moment. You disappear for a moment, which leaves Bucky feeling way too alone and vulnerable in the vast openness of the ocean. Knowing there were miles and miles under him of things he'd never seen before, possible threats, and obviously possible allies as he looks at the dolphins in front of him. 
Makes Bucky realize how much safety and pure comfort he confides in you. That scares him more than anything, but also makes him feel lighter in the chest. Make his heart beat a little quicker.
Slowly, you arise from the water with your hair all wet again and slick back. You've now planted yourself onto one of the dolphin's backs, gesturing towards the small spot behind you. Assuming it was for him.
Bucky recoils slightly, not out of fear or disgust. He is just hesitant, everything is so crazy and new to him and he's still grasping the fact you have befriended a whale. So wrapped up in his own head he misses the way your face drops, looking down. Insecurity grew through your body.
“You think I'm crazy.” you ask, but it comes out more as a statement, and bucky's brain scrambles to correct you.
“What? No! No– never, I'd never think that of you. Never, y/n.” bucky rattles on, shaking his head. “This is just– so new and scary to me.”
You exhale, “sorry.” you force out a smile, and slide off the dolphin and swim towards him. beginning to walk through what bucky needs to do. “Just get in the water, it's okay– no harm. And she’ll go under you and just lift you, simple and easy. You can do it, promise.”
“Okay,” bucky breathes out shakily. Getting absolutely lost in your gentle encouragement from you, lighting a fire in bucky that makes him feel a little more sure of himself. Yet, still, Bucky hesitates as he slowly lowers himself off the whale and settles himself in the surprisingly warm water. Bucky looks up and sees that he needs to hurry as the sun starts to go down.
“Woah!” Bucky is taken aback when the animal maneuvers herself between bucky’s legs and lifts him up, almost losing his balance as he leans back. Quickly attempting to balance himself on her fin, your hand latches onto his thigh in some sort of assistance. It only makes bucky feel dizzier.
“Good job.” you beam up at him and, bucky warms at the praise, “scoot back a bit, please.”
Bucky obeys and you swiftly lift yourself and settle between his thighs. Bucky’s sure his face is beet red now, with you settling in between him and your back to his chest. His brain practically turns to mush as he has to bring himself back down to earth from the abrupt closeness. 
“You sure she can handle both of our weights for that long.” bucky asks, trying to hide the nervousness in his voice.
“Don't like this?” you ask, a vague question, but bucky understands what you mean. “I can-”
“No! No, I'm okay!” no, he's definitely not.
You laugh lightheartedly and bucky swears he must be dead, he can't see your face but he can picture your bright smile and the way your eyes crinkle up at the sides. “Yes, you would be surprised by how strong they are for their size.”
Bucky hums in response, suddenly he's unsure of where to put his hands. Settling on resting them on his thighs, but he's gravely unbalanced like this– especially if he’ll be moving in the water. 
“Uh.” your body tenses slightly, “you can– um, just put your arms around me, okay? we’ll be going quite fast and I really don't want to lose you, so get a good grip.”
Hesitantly, bucky wraps his arms securely around your waist. Tight. Your back pressed against his chest, even closer now. 
“yeah, like that…” your voice is quiet now, sounding almost flustered. 
Your face begins to grow hot, and the tips of your ears turn red. Adjusting yourself, trying not to squirm too much while you sat between bucky's legs. Your more than sure the dolphins can feel the weird sexual tension between the two of you, god– bucky can practically taste it by how strong it is in the air. “Hold on, tight though. I’m serious, if you fall it's your own fault.”
Bucky laughs at the snark in your voice, while knowing you are fully fucking serious. His grip tightens and you attempt to hide the hitch in your breath when he does.
The dolphin begins to swim, speeding away from the whale with her two buddies by her side. Bucky's head turns slightly to see the whale starting to lower itself back into the deep ocean. Utterly astonished by the sight, he must be in a dream.
“You okay?” you check up on bucky. the dolphins bob up and down in the water, conscious of the fact bucky was riding and could not, in fact, breathe under water like you. bucky watched in awe at the ripples of waves behind him. it's so rawly beautiful. 
“Yeah, very okay.” bucky replies in an almost dazed sight. You grin in pride. “This is quite therapeutic, actually. Why haven't we done this before.”
The familiar sweet laughter fills bucky’s ears, “I don't know, I'll make time in my schedule to do this later with you.”
Later. With you.
Bucky beams at the statement, excited that there will be a later, and you with him. God– he could shout out in joy. And bucky begins to understand why you spend most of your time at the bottom of the compound pools, or excusing yourself on your free weekends to the coastlines. The pure calm and peace he feels in his body make him dizzy, and it's not all because of you. Bucky feels weightless and an ease he hasn't felt since his childhood. Out here his history is unknown and he is nothing except who he is now, which according to the dolphins. Is a good man.
Bucky feels like a good man for the first time in decades. Out here, just with you.
The slight breeze blows through his damp hair, the warmth radiates off your body. Bucky sees nothing but blue for miles and miles until it meets the horizon and he can still taste the saltiness in the air. 
Bucky doesn't remember beginning to slack against your body, dropping his head on your shoulder. He doesn't remember the weight of his eyelids, just for them to eventually close and bucky sure doesn't remember falling asleep, pressed close to your body as he glides through the Atlantic. 
But he awakes and the night sky had turned to dark, slowly fluttering his eyes up and rising his head away from the crook of your neck. 
Bucky also realizes this is the most he's slept with no nightmares or memories of the soldier plaguing his mind, no– he woke up peacefully. No jolting awake with a dry throat from screaming and muttering Russian phrases under his breath. He wasn't coated with his own sweat from panicking, just the salt water. 
He woke up with you in his arms.
“You awake, sleepyhead?” you say, and bucky begins to regain all his senses when he shakes the sleepiness from his body. His arms were still securely wrapped around your waist, and bucky would be dammed if he ever tried to let go.
“I didn't mean to fall asleep.” he says honestly, “sorry.”
“Don't apologize, you slept through most of the ride. We should be close enough to the shoreline soon.” you say, “though you missed some very confused crew ship members.”
“That going to be a problem?” bucky laughs to himself at the thought of a ship full of workers looking down to see a pack of dolphins, only to find two agents sailing across the Atlantic on their backs. 
“No.” you laugh. “You snore in your sleep by the way.”
“Shit– I'm sorry.” 
“Don't apologize.“ you repeat again, “I'm just glad you're getting some good sleep, and your snores are kinda cute.”
“Shut up.” bucky replies, flustered. But secretly he was glad he’d slept peacefully, with you. 
“Hey,” you quietly call to his attention, bucky’s head perks up and he hums in acknowledgment. “Look at the sky, the best view in the world.”
Bucky's head tilts up and his breath gets caught in his throat. 
The sky was decorated with the brightest array of stars, shining down on them and lighting up the midnight sky. Bucky can notice a few of the constellations that painted the dark sky. It's one of the most beautiful sights he’s seen in his life and it leaves him breathless.
And then he looks back down at you and can't help be choke up a little. 
“Thank you,” Bucky says like it's the easiest thing in the world.
Your eyebrows furrow, your hands still wrapped around the fin in front of you, leaning forward slightly. “Why are you thanking me?”
“I don’t know.” bucky replies honestly. Despite the circumstance, it's easy to ignore them because of the fact he's seen beautiful things today. Felt things he'd never even known of, and all because of you. “I just– I feel good, you make me feel good. You always have, but now, I've never felt like this before, so free and secure.”
Your place one hand on his, gently squeezing it. Bucky wishes he could see the giddy smile on your face as you grow flustered at his words. “I’m happy I make you feel like that, and you make me feel good too. Since the day I met you, I think I found a sense of unexplainable comfort in you.”
Neither you nor Bucky has ever felt this vulnerable with each other, but it's hard to feel any sense of burden out here. Hell– Bucky would learn to live out here and run (or swim, I guess) away with you forever if he could continue to feel like this for the rest of his life.
Bucky also realizes Ariel was a fool for giving that up for a silly prince. 
“So, I have a question. Can I ask you a question?” bucky speaks.
“Shoot.”
“You've never been very clear on your, um, abilities.” he starts, “I always thought you could just manipulate water, but it seems to be much more now. So what is it?”
You hum, thinking to yourself. “I don't know, honestly. I can't remember anything except the sea. I know the water was there for me as it always has been, the way of the water is there for us before birth and long after death. It takes, and it gives whatever it wants. It's the most powerful thing on earth and it's all I've known. The ways took a liking to me, it claimed me and it's very protective. I can't control water per se, it just listens to me– obeys most of the time.”
“So you don't remember anything of your life before, did you even have one?” bucky asks sincerely. Genuinely astonished by the information he was receiving, realizing how powerful of a person you were. 
Bucky can understand why the water chose you. Considering everything, you were the kindest, most sincere, and most caring person he's met. You have an effect on everyone you've interacted with, you're headstrong and slightly stubborn. But forgiving and understanding, something too forgiving in Bucky's opinion. Always there for him, from the very beginning and even after you began to learn of his past
“I don't think so, but I don't remember being fully conscious when I was in the water. Like a baby in a mother's stomach, and it's like I woke up when I washed up on that beach.”
“I'm sure it was scary,” bucky comments.
You laugh, “very. But you were there, and I always felt a weird pull toward you. Like I'd be safe with you.”
Bucky's breath hitched for the millionth time now, he's lost count. Something– a confession of sorts, a tell of his feelings are on the tip of his tongue. He opens his mouth to speak but it is quickly cut off by the shrill of the dolphins. He looks up and Bucky can barely tell in the dark, but the shores of Portugal stood in front of them. An open, empty beach.
“We’re gonna have to swim from here,” you say. the dolphins begin to slow and the water piles near his legs, rising up to Bucky's waist. “That okay?”
You earn a hum in response, and slowly the dolphin comes to a full stop and floats for a moment. You swiftly maneuver yourself out of bucky's grasp, out of between his thighs, and into the water. Bucky feels entirely too empty and cold, without you're heat and touch– bucky's body feels wrong. 
“Come on.” you whisper, “follow me, okay?”
Nodding, Bucky manuvers off the dolphin and drops himself fully into the water. You begin the spew out a plethora of ‘thank yous’ and ‘see you soon’ to the now lone dolphin, she squeaks in joy when you rub her nose and head. Bucky can't help but watch, lovesickness dripping from his face. Before tailing it and leaving you and bucky alone in the water, his boots touch the sand beneath him, the water stopping at his shoulders. 
Your hands grab at bucky’s, and suddenly the warmth spread through him again. He grins subconsciously and pulls himself closer to you as you both make your way toward the shore.
Bucky wished for anything more than the bliss calm of the ocean to be ripped from him, these quiet moments where it's just you and him. But he needs to call in, make sure Sam and Steve are okay, and let everyone know that you and he are, in fact, alive.
The feeling of stepping on dry sand comes, and water drips rapidly from both of you as you step out of the crashing waves. A few straggled seaweed dragged from both of your feet, looking like fish out of water. Bucky's partially thankful for the fact it's night and the seemingly touristy beaches are empty, he's unsure of how people would reach seeing you two arise from the water. He can imagine it would be pretty scary.
“There's a 24-hour convenience store down the road, we’ll call in from there,” you explain, bucky nods. He begins to feel the weight and burdens settle low in his stomach and high on his shoulders again. Unaware of the fact his hand was still tucked securely in yours, at least that gave him some sense of comfort as you practically dragged him towards the corner store.
“You think Sam and Steve are okay?” Bucky is afraid to ask, afraid that if he even speaks of their well-being out loud, his horrible suspicions would come true. They didn't have a girl that could beckon for whales and dolphins as bucky did.
You squeeze bucky's hand, bringing him back down from losing himself in his head of worries. “Yeah, Charlie asked the others in the area if there’d been any plane crashes beside us. None of them heard or saw anything, so that's a good sign.”
Bucky can't hold back the chuckle in his throat, you step falter to look up at him. “What's wrong?”
“Nothing.'' Bucky shakes his head, full of adoration as he looks at you, but doesn't leave. “You're just– you're amazing.”
“I try.” you begin to step forward again but bucky tugs you back to your place, a surge of happiness and confidence rushing through his veins.
“No,” he states, and you stop in front of him. Your bodies and faces are incredibly close now. So close bucky can practically feel you're breath on his chin on this cool Portuguese night. “I mean it, you are amazing.”
Bucky states like it’s a fact– and to him, it is. He’s never been so sure of anything in his whole overextended, fucked up life. 
You grow flustered at his reassurance, beaming at his validation. Bucky's hand burns in yours, a good burn. One you couldn't– wouldn’t pull away from if you had to. You're sure Bucky's super soldier hearing can pick up your heart racing as he brings his free hand to your face. Gently cradling your cheek in his palm, you lean into it. 
“I'm not good with words, doll.” bucky breathes out, like a confession. “Can I kiss you?”
You nod almost instantly, “please,”
Bucky obeys, he was never able to say no to you anyways. Pulling you in so incredibly close and slanting his lips against yours. He can taste the salt on your lips, feeling the entire weight of the ocean in your touch. Bucky feels the calm and stillness of the water as he moves against you, your noses touching. Bucky feels breathless like he might drown. He begins to contemplate if you really are a siren.
Your lips are softer than bucky imagined, he wasn't going to lie to himself and say he's never thought about doing this. The amount of times proximity has been forced upon you two and bucky’s almost thrown out everything and just leaned into your touch. Bucky imagined you’d be a good kisser, but now it's real and it's happening. 
The sweet kiss doesn't last too long, they are still two agents on a mission. Bucky pulls away at a painfully slow pace, leaving you to chase after his touch. You two stand breathless, damp, and a little sandy in the middle of a Portugal street. And you realize you wouldn't want it any other way.
Gulping down your nerves, and swiping your tongue across your lips. A nervous smile painted your face, “let's go, we should really call in.”
“Yeah.” bucky repeats, still in a half daze as you two continue towards the only lit store near.
Bells jingle above as bucky swings open the glass door, adjusting to the bright fluorescent lights. Looking towards the counter as a sleepy man hunches over, reading the newspaper. His head perks up toward the two of you, looking at you two as if you grew a second head.
The man speaks up in Portuguese, something you don't understand, but bucky does. Hydra put as many languages in his head as they could, anything for a mission to go smoothly. Walking towards the counter with a squeak in his step as bucky began to ask for a phone.
Grumbling under his breath as the man waddles around in the back, pulling out a flip phone and handing it to bucky as he began to type in the digits. On the other line, “hello, this is Blanca bakery, how may we serve you?” a woman's voice speaks through.
“Baklava” bucky mutters the code word, as the line quiets and clicks to a new one. Tapping his foot impatiently as brown noise plays from the end before it goes silent again.
“Name.” an agent speaks plainly.
Bucky clears his throat, stiffening his back like he would when speaking to someone of authority. “Agent 39, agent 104. James Barnes and y/n”
The line quiets again, and soon a very angry and concerned Maria Hill enters the line. “James, what the hell happened? Are you two okay?”
“We’re alive, I don't have time to explain it over the phone.” bucky starts, glancing towards you as you shift in your spot. “Did Steve and Sam make it?”
“They're okay and back at the compound, I traced the phone, I’m not even going to ask how you got to Portugal.” Maria sighs, “the jets will be out to your location soon, ETA 40 minutes.”
Bucky replies quickly and the line falls silent again. Handing the phone back to the man, he grumbles something under his breath in Portuguese and bucky nods his head in thanks. Turning back to you, taking you hand in hand with no thought, bucky begins to drag you out of the store.
“40 minutes, the beach,” he says, vaguely, but you know what it means. Squeezing his hand gently as he leads you back down to the sand. Not missing the small grin on his face when you do so.
It doesn't take long for you to settle next to Bucky on some random washed-up log, your thighs lining against each other, warming each of you enough. Your head drops on bucky’s shoulder, he relaxes under your touch.
You hum as you grab at bucky's hand, uncurling his finger and setting something in his palm. Bucky looks down in confusion, “what?”
His eyes widen at the sight of the large, shiny pearl in his palm. The moonlight reflected off the milky color, making it shine slightly. It's from you– the ocean, it looks like it belongs in an expensive jewelry shop, a museum, anywhere but bucky’s hand. You smack your lips, “think of it as an offering.”
“Why?” Bucky rolls the pearl around his hand, staring in awe before turning to you. 
Your finger nudges at the pearl, feeling it under your skin as you lean closer to bucky’s warmth. “Pearls represent everlasting love, before birth and after death. They represent that fact of the water. I think you deserve that.”
The soft breeze lifts bucky's hair, sending a chill down his spine. His mind sputters for a response as he looks at you, in a daze. Instead, he trades words for a small kiss at the crown of your head. You soak up his touch.
“Thank you.” bucky settles on, “you deserve that too, I hope I can give that to you.”
You beam up at him, before settling close against him again. Letting yourself begin to drift off into sleep on his shoulder with the heavy knowledge of bucky's confession in your head. You're smiling when you fall asleep.
Bucky breaths softly, the calm still present deep in him. Because somehow you've drowned bucky without him realizing it, and he's more than happy to sink deeper as long as he’s with you. You– his calm, his anchor, his pearl, his ocean, his everything. The one who saw him for nothing except the good man he's trying to desperately to be, for you. And the one who constantly proves it to him, showing he is capable of love and all things good. Capable of being himself and at ease, even if it only lies in the middle of the Atlantic on the back of a blue whale. As long as he had you, Bucky would feel that again, feel okay.
As he waited for the jet, he continued to roll the precious pearl around in his hand. Losing himself in the soft sounds of your breath mixed with the peaceful sound of waves crashing against the sand, the taste of your lips and the salty water linger in his mouth. 
Bucky knows and understands, that for the first time in 70 years, he’ll be okay.
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pairing: Construction!Chris Evans x GF!Reader
Summary: After Y/n and Chris' first “date” There seems to be a lot of sneaking around which doesn’t go unnoticed by some…
Warning: Smut, flavoured condoms, multiple positions, kissing, dirty talk, slight humiliation, oral (male receiving), Thigh riding
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“Come on baby, let me come over” Chris whined down the phone, despite it already being 1AM, this man’s energy was not one to be messed with. Y/n couldn’t help but smile down the phone at the idea of her new older boyfriend dying to spend time with her.
It had only been a few weeks since he first fixed her ma's windows and took her for a drive down to the coast where he stole a kiss. Yet the two were smitten already, nightly phone calls, stealing kisses whenever he was over to fix any new “broken” things. Tonight was no different, Chris would spend hours teasing his new lover talking about the things he’d love to do with her, their future and how much he just wanted to hold her.
“I dunno Chris, my parents are asleep” Y/n whispered down the phone, luckily her parents' bedroom was further down the hallway but she didn’t want to take any chances with that. She could practically feel the buffer man pout down the phone, something he did when he didn’t get his way.
“Pleasee, I promise i’ll be quiet, jus wanna hug n' kiss ya” The sound of his voice was something she was going to have to learn to say no to, but today was not that day nor would it be tomorrow or the next. Sighing down into the phone, Chris knew he had finally gotten his way, they were each other’s weak point.
“Ugh fine alright, but stand outside my window alright? I’ll help you up somehow” Y/n said turning onto her side to try and look around for anything long enough to throw down, pursing her lips in the process.
“Don' worry sugar, I can take care of myself. I’ll see ya in your room in 25. Love ya” He smiled, putting down the phone and rushing to get on his sweatpants and old college hoodie. Within minutes he was in his pickup truck and on the way to his girl’s house, another midnight adventure for them both.
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(Y/n's P.O.V)
“Chris what the hell?!” I whisper shouted seeing my hunk of a man using nothing but bare strength to climb up to my window, sure there were a few slips and tumbles at first, but God is he strong.
Helping him in by his arm, his strong cologne filled my nostrils instantly calming me down. “Aww baby I missed ya too” He cooed finally standing up straight, his hood falling off his head to show off his growing brown locks. Even though I was now close to 23, it still felt exhilarating to sneak a boyfriend in, almost like it was high-school all over again.
“So this is your room then eh?” He breathed out looking about my room, my cheeks starting to heat up when I caught him staring at the array of puppy posters decorating my pink walls.
“Well it’s not updated from high school but yea”
“Whose this then?” He asked leaning in to see my old photos with my friends back then, specifically a photo of me and my friend Andrew back at graduation.
“That’s Andrew, why? You jealous?” I teased watching him turn around slowly, his lips pursed tightly making me laugh at his reaction.
“What? Course not. You’re mine now aren’t ya?” He quirked toeing off his socks and shoes, flopping himself down onto my bed, a massive creak sounding out.
“You idiot my parents could wake up” I whispered hitting his shoulder, his face contorting in fake pain, I couldn’t even stop a smile from finding its way onto my face. Quietly he army crawled his way up my bed so now we were both against the headboard, our hands intertwined tightly between us. The soft atmosphere leading my head to his chest as we slowly slid down to lay more on our backs.
“I can’t believe at the ripe age of 30 i’m still sneaking into my girlfriend’s house” He chuckled stroking my hair with his hand, his fingers running through any knots and tats gently.
“Yeah well I can’t believe i’m dating a senior citiz-“
“Oi, stop it”
“Fine fine” I sighed listening to his rapid heartbeat hammering in his chest, it kind of felt like mine at that moment, uncontrollable. “Give me a kiss baby” He whispered pulling my head up, his pink lips pressing themselves to the corner of my lips before I turned his head to kiss him fully. My heart was practically pounding at the feeling of his hands in my hair, his lips on mine and just the pure feeling of love and passion.
“Ya realise you’ll have to leave before my parents wake up right?” I said pulling away to look at his face, pulled into an expression of bliss.
“Mhm I know sweetheart, wouldn’t wanna get ya in trouble” He whispered going back in to press another kiss to my already swollen lips, his tongue tying in with mine desperately
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(Chris' P.O.V)
Slowly slipping out from underneath Y/n, my face pulled into a grin when I saw her immediately cuddle onto one of the pillows on her bed, the one I specifically was laying on. Quietly putting on my shoes, I opened up her bedroom window and climbed down onto their driveway.
Mentally fist bumping when I realised I had done so successfully without waking up her parents, looking up at her window I blew a kiss and off I went back to my pickup truck.
My body still feeling her touch on mine, my lips still tingling from the abundance of kisses we shared one after the other until we ran out of breath.
My wrist still had her hair tie that I had taken off to play with her silky hair, the smell of her shampoo still lingering on my senses.
Pulling up into my driveway I suddenly felt a sense of emptiness, something I never felt after meeting with a woman, never mind one i’ve known for barely 3 months. Yet here we were, moving as fast as the seasons change here in Texas, perfect just for us.
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Chris found himself waiting outside of Y/n's current job, a cute well known restaurant in their home town, she had just gotten the call that she was being appointed as assistant chef. For her? That was amazing especially at such short notice. It had become routine for him to pick her up from work after her day shifts, refusing to let her walk home in the dark, hell he wouldn’t even let her walk to her door alone either.
Y/n smiled cheerfully walking out of the restaurant, her cute white button up and black work trousers only made her that more beautiful, Chris thought it made her that bit more irresistible. Whistling, he winked as she approached his pickup truck, standing by her door getting ready to open it for her.
“Hey baby, thank you for pickin’ me up again” She beamed up at him, swaying her body side to side bashfully. Chris tapped his cheek twice, not wasting any time Y/n instantly pecked his cheek not once, not twice but three times.
Sliding into her seat Chris jogged over to his side of the cab, his smile not faltering once, he even had to bite his lip just to not widen it anymore.
“How was work today sugar?” He asked holding her hand as he worked the gear shift, his head turning while he backed out of the parking lot of the restaurant.
“Hmm it was busy but it was okay, my coworkers were really nice to me today so that was good”
“That’s good to hear baby” Chris nodded driving on down the road,
“How about your day bubby?” Y/n asked tilting her head to the side,
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Y/n felt her breath hitch when Chris stopped in front of her house, there he was standing in front of the door, her dad.
“It’ll be alright pumpkin” Chris whispered as they sat wide eyed, Y/n's father approached them both and boy did he not look happy.
“Y/n. Inside. now.” He said opening the door roughly making her flinch,
“But pa i’m-“
“Now Y/n L/n, please I won’t ask again”
Chris knew better than to argue with him, if he ever wanted things to work out with Y/n he knew he had to work on this. Hell ever since he found out about their meet-ups a week ago after one slip up during one of their multiple sneak ins, Chris was not in this man’s good books. I don’t even think he was in the books period.
Chris sighed watching his girl rush into the door, not forgetting to give him a cute little wave before she was pulled in by her mother who was smiling mischievously. Chris smiled but that was immediately interrupted by the scare of a dad in front of him, Mr. L/n’s arms were crossed over his chest, sunglasses covering his eyes with a trucker’s hat on his head. A true southern man who treated his daughter like she was golden.
“Nice to see you Mr. L/n” Chris said confidently, holding out his hand for a shake which soon turned awkward when he realised the man wouldn’t even touch him.
“What’s your intentions with my daughter Evans?”
“Sir you’ve asked me this everyday this week” Chris sighed pleading with him, the older man not wavering once
“I know, cause I don’t believe ya one bit. What sorta established businessman goes after a woman finding her ways in the world?”
“One that loves and cares for her, sir”
“Just get outta here boy”
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“I’m so sorry Chris, I don’t know why he’s so rude” Y/n whined down the phone, her lip jutted out into a pout as she listened to hear her boyfriend’s voice.
“ ‘is alright sugar, I know he jus wants to protect his daughter” Chris replied, despite everything that happened that day he couldn’t help but smile at the sound of her voice. It always sounded so pleasant and welcoming, something he didn’t always sound like unfortunately.
Scratching between Dodger's ears Chris sat down onto his large L-Shaped couch, his business had definitely started to boom more recently with more people wanting to move to Texas. Wearing nothing but a pair of sleep pants he lay down with his arm over his eyes, just listening to Y/n talk about what happened when she got home.
Which consisted of trying out new recipes, telling off her dad some more, catching up with the girls and touching herself.
“Wait back the fuck up, what’d ya jus say?” With a sly smirk gaining on his face he sat up a bit, biting his lip at his girlfriend’s perverted confession. With radio silence on her end he peered further,
“Come on sweetheart, you’ve already said it. Tell your man what you were thinkin' about”
“No! that’s private. And it’s embarrassing” Y/n whined down the phone, her voice wavering as her face flushed. Her legs kicking in the air as she rolled about, Chris' deep chuckling causing her heart to flutter majorly.
“Come on I thought you said no secrets?”
“Mhm well you already know what I was thinkin’ bout, you jus wanna embarrass me”
“How about you come over and show me what you was thinkin' about then?”
“O-oh Okay babe”
“Actually, i’ll pick you up, it’s not safe for a sweet little thing like you to be out there”
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“Are you sure you’re okay babe?” I whispered tightening my grip around her waist as she leant up against me on the sofa, despite the both of us knowing we wouldn’t fit, we decided to squish together with her on top of me. After catching her she jumped out her window, we drove giddily back to my house, hands touching everywhere and anywhere. Nodding her head I felt her nuzzle into my chest,
“I wish I could cuddle you even closer” I heard her say while turning to look up at me with those sparkling eyes of hers,
“Bub i’m basically your blanket right now, ya wanna wear me as a hoodie or sumthin?”
“I mean if you’re offering..”
“Behave Y/n L/n ” I growled feeling her hands crawl up under my shirt, her newly acquired gel nails scratching up my stomach satisfyingly.
Moving down I felt her insert her whole body into my t-shirt, her head now on my bare chest underneath the soft fabric, her hands nestled onto the sides of my waist.
“You comfy baby?” I asked lifting up my shirt to see her peek up at me, her smile pulled into the cutest thing ever as she nodded and pecked my lips quickly and softly. Enough to make me melt right then and there. Her lips peppered soft kisses over my chest, sucking on hickies, occasionally getting groans out of me.
“Chris”
“Yes?”
“About those strawberry condoms I saw in the kitchen when we came in-“
“Go on then love, they’re sittin in the bottom kitchen drawer”
“OKAY LOVE YOU” She said excitedly shimmying out of my shirt and running towards the kitchen, a smile coming onto my face as I watched her semi naked body hunt down the box of latex with such eagerness. When we first got in I forgot to put away the condoms I had bought earlier that day, completely forgetting that she was going to see them. You see, Y/n had been sending me these tictacs? tiktoks? Of couples trying them out and she’s been buggering me for ages, but hey I was bit complaining.
I watched her pretty self skip back towards me, successful with her hunting mission as she handed the box over to me to open up. Y/n pulled out the first condom, ripping it open, showing the new pink coloured latex.
“C-can we try it?” She asked shyly,
(Y/n's P.O.V)
Chris nodded leaning back comfortably onto the couch, shrugging his sweatpants halfway to his knees, showing off his red hardened cock. The tip of it already glistening with pre-cum as he pumped it a few times to get it even harder.
“Go on then sweetheart, put it on for your man”
I rolled the large condom down onto his cock, with him hissing due to how sensitive he was already. Kneeling down onto the floor I licked it slightly, a sudden burst of flavour exploding on my tongue.
“Ya like that baby?” He asked biting onto his lips, I licked mine nodding eager to taste more of the strawberry goodness now coating his cock. Taking him down my throat, I felt him choke a bit as I just kept sucking on his condom covered dick without mercy.
“You treating my cock like a popsicle baby, all wet and desperate for it, since ya like it so much maybe we can leave a review after it”
Nodding my head I just focused on getting as much flavour as possible, not even noticing how the condom expanded as Chris' cum filled it to the brim, some of it even spilling down to land onto his balls.
“Fahk babe you didn’t even notice, too busy suckin weren’t ya?”
“Mhm sorry Chris” I mumbled delicately pulling off the slippery latex,
“Well let me give you something to notice”
Within seconds Chris had brought me up to straddle him, his cock already threatening to push my thong to the side.
“Actually first, let me see my pretty girl get off on my thigh” He smiled transferring me to straddle his right thigh, his leg hairs already stimulating my already tingling clit.
“Come on baby, move on me” He whispered, his hands settled on my hips as he moved them back and forth slowly.
(Chris' P.O.V)
I felt her nails dig into my shoulders as she grinded onto my leg, her mouth gaping open with moans just spilling out. I watched as she slowly started to drool out the side of her mouth, laughing as it dripped down onto her hardened nipples causing her to moan. My girl is always so sensitive.
“Fuck baby you’re so pretty for me” Pushing her hair back, I cupped her face and made her look at me, her bottom lip pulled between her teeth with her breath turning ragged. Her hips started to go crazy on my thighs, her moans turning to soft whimpers.
Right before she was about to cum I pulled her up and sat her right onto my cock, feeling her sigh in somewhat relief and excitement.
(Y/n's P.O.V)
“Wait wait” I whispered getting off and getting back on, this time with my back facing him. His hands slithered up and cupped my breasts, my feet planted on his knees as I prepared myself to ride the fuck out of him.
Slamming my hips down, his hand squeezed my left breast,
“gosh sugar you’re so fucking dirty, fucking yourself on my cock like this, jus takin what’s yours” He whispered into my ear out of breath, his fingers tugging on my nipples roughly causing them to pebble out.
Turning my head to the side Chris' tongue met mine, our saliva going everywhere as we just swapped spit for a good while as I grinded my hips in slow circles. His paws giving my breasts a soft knead, his tongue leaving mine, his hips starting to smack up into mine unexpectedly
“oOH FucK, FUCK CHRIS BABY” I shouted while he pounded into me, his teeth biting into my neck as he basically used my breasts as handles to help push me up and down.
“Y/n i’m gonna spill my cum right inside this pretty pussy of yours, keep it warm all night for ya”
“You wanna g-give me a load Chris?”
“Give you one? Baby i’m gonna give you as many as you fucking want”
“T-that sounds good” I whispered
“Doesn’t it? Sounds absolutely perfect baby”
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(No one's P.O.V)
“Your pa is gonna kill me someday” Chris whispered snuggling further into Y/n's arms, with him laying his head on her bare chest. Her nails raking through his head lovingly, with her constantly giving him kisses onto his forehead.
“mm he’ll get used to you bub, don’t worry” Y/n said cupping his face and kissing his lips lightly.
“But it’s important he likes me Y/n, I truly do want us to go far”
“And we will Chris, just enjoy the now hun. You know my ma loves you and will practically have your back for life” She commented causing them both to laugh a little despite the heavy topic at hand.
“You know if you think we’re movin too fast we can slow down right babe? I don’t wan' ya to feel forced” He said kissing her chest softly, his head nuzzling into it like a puppy would.
“I don’t think anythin of it baby, we’re two consenting adults who are very much falling in love with each other okay?”
Raking her hands up and down his back, his breathing slowed down into a gentle rhythm, both of them acting oblivious to the sound of Y/n's phone blowing up on the bedside table. She’d just have to deal with that tomorrow.
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professormaximoff · 1 year
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Step-Mom!Natasha x Step-Daughter!Reader
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Laundry Mix up
Warnings: Slight age gap, readers 21 and Natasha is in her early 30s , there is smut near the end of this so if you don’t want to read that then I do not recommend this story, mommy kink was thrown in at the last second :/
If anything needs ti be added here please don’t be afraid to tell me!
Summary:You find a pair of your panties in your step-mothers laundry, what in the world were they doing there?
Beginning note: Your dad in this story is around 45 (a bit older however you want to depict it) so this just means hes not nats age and he was around 25 when u were born. Okay enjoy!
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“Y/n could you please take my clothes out the dryer for me please? Im need to run to the store.” Natasha says, while you lie in bed.
“Yeah no problem.” You tell your step-mother, she sends you a grateful smile before leaving your room and heading to the store. You continue reading a book you had just picked up, that was frankly very boring. The main character has like three love interests and none are interesting.
You read for a couple minutes before heading downstairs to your laundry room. Once inside you hear the machine stop at the perfect time. You take clumps of clothes and throw them into a basket lying on the floor. You thought you had finished till you saw one piece of clothing left in the back of the dryer. A pair of pink panties. Your panties to be specific. What were they doing in Nat’s clothes? How long has she even had them? Had she worn them?
Admittedly the thought of Natasha wearing your panties turned you on, but all thoughts came to a halt when you heard a car pull into the driveway. You hear the front door open and clothes so you quickly shove your undergarments into your pocket.
“Y/n, baby did you manage to get my clothes out the dryer?” You hear Natasha yell out. You can’t seem to reply back, still processing that your step-mother had gotten a hold of your panties. “Y/n?” She calls out again after not hearing a reply.
“Ah yeah I just grabbed it.” You say.
“Perfect, thank you!” She yells from the other room. You don’t know how to bring this up to Natasha. Should you just take them and say nothing? No, she might think they are hers, and a pair of panties just went missing. It's best to just tell her there was a tiny mix up. Hopefully it will go smoothly.
You walk into the kitchen where you see her storing food in the cabinets. She has to reach up so you get to see her shirt riding up slightly and expose her back. You quickly clear your mind before clearing your throat to catch her attention. She turns with a smile on her face when she sees you.
“Hi baby, did you need anything?” She asks sweetly.
“Uh yeah I just wanted to ask you a question.” You say shyly. She nods signaling for you to continue. “Um well I just wanted to know, um it’s kinda dumb but uh why did you have my underwear washed with your clothes?” You finally ask. You see her smile falter slightly and eyebrows raise.
“O-oh um I’m sorry.” She giggles nervously, “I didn’t even notice they were in there I might have just thought they were mine.” She says with a shaky break. You weren’t fully hooked on her excuse but there wasn’t much else to say.
“It’s all right, I just wanted to know.” You say smiling before walking away. What you didn’t hear was the huge breath Natasha released.
‘Shit how did I forget I threw those in my load today.’ Natasha mentally curses herself. Although sad she lost your pink panties she was relieved that she wasn’t caught. She’d just get them back the way she had first gotten them anyways.
Once the worry left her body she started up dinner for you and her to eat since your dad was away on a business trip once again. Not that she minded being left alone with you, she was actually always happy to hear her husband would be gone for a week. After all, you were her favorite obsession person.
By the time Natasha finished up dinner it was already 5:30. So she quickly set the plates and served you and herself food, leaving the food on the table before heading up to your room. She knocks on your door and hears a faint ‘come in’.
“Foods ready.” She says with a soft smile, you throw her a smile as well before leaving your phone on your bed to walk downstairs with her. Once down stairs the smell of beef stroganoff hits your nose.
“Ooh my favorite, if I didn’t know you any better I would say you're trying to impress me.” You tease causing her to let out a laugh making your stomach flutter. She was trying to impress you but you didn’t need to know that.
“You wish, go sit down while I get our drinks.” She says and makes her way to the fridge.
“Alright bossy.” You say, causing her to roll her eyes. You are seated waiting patiently, she comes back with two glasses of iced water. “Thank you.” You sing and blow a kiss her way. She chuckles at your actions before she begins eating. The two of you start with light conversation which then leads to you telling Natasha about an annoying boy in one of your classes.
“I swear Nat each time I hear him talk I just want to slap him so he shuts up!” You say frustrated. “He can’t keep his mouth shut for more than a minute, and the professor says nothing.”
“Maybe your professor is tired dealing with annoying students.” She claims, making you scoff.
“Uh if anything he’s tired of his bullshit like everyone in the class, because me, i'm an absolute angel.” You joke.
“Uh-huh if you're such an angel, why did I have to go out at 2 am to pick you up at a bar very drunk.” You gasp.
“How dare you, you said we would never bring that up again.” You say acting offended. “Also if anything you're less of an angel.” You accuse her.
“Oh yeah? How so?” She questions.
“I don’t think having your step-daughter's panties makes you such a saint.” You tease her. Natashas cheeks turn red, the reddest you’ve ever seen. You let out a low laugh before saying, “I’m only teasing.” She sends a glare your way causing you to shudder. Her stare is incredibly sexy, you couldn’t help yourself.
“Finish your food.” She orders.
“Yes ma’am.” Is the last thing you say before indulging in her food once again causing Natasha to smile. Once the two of you finish eating Natasha gathers the plates to wash, you insist on helping her but she simply brushes you off saying you needed a shower.
“That's rude, I smell fantastic.” It’s true you did, you had on her favorite perfume that she would steal every once in a while to spray on her clothes. She thought of it as having a piece of you with her.
“I don’t care, shower now or we won’t go watch that movie tomorrow.” She threatens.
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“Try me.” She responds
“Fine, but only cause I don't want to miss that new puss in boots movie with my favorite person.” You tease, causing her to laugh. As you head out the kitchen Nat watches you go seeing your hips sway slightly.
‘I will get those panties back tonight.” She tells herself. You were right she was no saint, she has at least 5 pairs of your undergarments and touches herself to the thought of you constantly. She feels guilty at times but the pleasure always overthrows the guilt.
When Natasha finishes washing the dishes she turns the kitchen light off to head upstairs. She hears the shower running so she takes her chance to retrieve your underwear. When she steps inside she is met with the warmth of your room. Your room was always very cozy; she enjoyed being there. Before she got even more sidetracked she made her way to her favorite part of your room. Your underwear drawer. In there she saw a new pair she hadn’t seen before, purple lace with a tiny bow on the front. She contemplates taking those instead but she tells herself you would get even more suspicious. She scurries to look for your pink panties but she finds herself not able to.
As she keeps looking she doesn’t hear your bedroom door open. Seeing Nat go through your underwear drawer was the last thing you expected to see when you came to grab your phone. Was she looking for those pink panties? Or different ones?
“Nat?” You call out, causing her to get startled. She slams your drawer shut and backs away from it quickly. You weren’t mad at her if anything this made you beyond happy. You’d always had a slight crush on Natasha, your father was never home so you’ve gotten close, very close.
“Y/n?! What are you still doing in your clothes? I thought I told you to shower?” Natasha says trying to distract you. Obviously failing since you can’t seem to erase the image out of your head.
“I came back to get my phone so I could play music…what were you looking in there for?” You ask with a smirk. You see her face flushed red once again, just like during dinner.
“I was simply looking for a sweater because it’s cold and I ran out.” She says pretty confidently. Her statement makes you laugh causing her to furrow her brows. You step closer to her in which she stays in place watching your every move.
“If I remember correctly you just washed all your clothes and in that load I took out earlier you had a sweater in there, as well as these.” You pull out the infamous pink panties that you had forgotten to put away from your pocket causing Natasha's eyes to widen. You step closer to her till your bodies touch. “You really are no saint Natty.” You hear Natasha whimper softly.
You lean in slowly giving her enough time to pull away, but you see no resistance so you close the distance between the two of you. Her lips are softer than you imagined, the kiss is better than you imagined, and hearing the sigh that came out of Natashas mouth was better than you imagined. Natasha’s hands wrap around your neck to bring you closer while yours grip her hips. The kiss quickly turns needy and messy.
“Nat get on the bed.” You order her, which she quickly complies. You look at the beauty in front of you. How was your dad willing to leave her every other week? Enough questioning, you're grateful he’s a sleazy husband or else you wouldn’t be with Nat right now. You make your way to her towering over her, you lean down to kiss her once more. Her hands make their way into your hair. Your tongue runs across her bottom lip causing her to gasp into your mouth. You start tugging the hem of her shirt before you pull away, making Natasha whine. “Can I take it off?”
“Now look whos no saint, asking to take her step-mothers shirt off.” She teases.
“At least I ask for the clothes.” You tease back causing her to shy away from you. “Now tell me can I take your shirt off Natty.” She quickly nods and helps you take it off. Her breasts are on display being covered with a black lace bra. You pepper kisses on the exposed areas leading yourself back up to her lips. It’s her turn to take your shirt off, she swiftly removes it, throwing it to the side. She reaches for you again as if your lips being apart causes her pain. Soon the two of you get rid of your clothes only leaving both of your panties to be removed.
“Mmm you know what since you probably have more of my panties why don’t I just take these.” You say as you slip Natasha’s panties off. “God they’re so wet, I just bet you’re soaking.” And you're right with her cunt on full display for you, you can see her glistening folds. You stuff them under your pillow before leaning down to take one of her tits into your mouth.
“God baby please, I need you!” Natasha yelps.
“Yeah? I bet you do, how many times does he leave you unsatisfied?” You question as you caress her face.
“All the time, the thought of you is the only thing that helps.” She admits. You lean down to kiss her forehead before leaving a trail of kisses down her body till your head is in between her beautiful legs. “Please…please touch me baby.” Natasha pleads. With that you lower your head to kiss her clit. Nat lets out a tiny sigh of relief then a loud moan when your tongue licks a long stipe against her soaking cunt.
“Oh natty you taste so good.” Is the last thing you say before you fully indulge. Her taste is something you get to try again and again. You firmly suck on her clit before letting it go with a ‘pop’. Natasha gasps out when she feels your fingers against her velvety walls. The menstruation on her clit never stops, your tongue works wonders against her. Pleasure is all she feels and thinks about in that moment, never in her life had she received pleasure like this. Your fingers stay at a steady pace till Natasha speaks up.
“Oh fuck, fuck me harder baby please!” Who were you to deny such pleasure to this goddess? With your fingers pumping in and out of her and the stimulation on her clit Natasha knew she would last much longer. You take a second to look up at her and see her head thrown back while she pinches her nipples.
“Natty look at me.” It takes her a second to register your words before she looks down at you. The sight of you right in between her legs sends a jolt of pleasure within her stomach. “I know you're close, let go for me, cum all over your baby's face.” Your words are pushing her closer over the edge. She brings a hand down to tangle into your hair and grinds herself on your face.
“Yes I’m so close please don’t stop.” She whines. A couple more thrusts of your finger and rolls of her hips is enough to have a huge wave of pleasure wash over her entire body. When you feel Natasha freeze you slow down the pace of your fingers but keep the menstruation on her clit the same. Once you see her begin to relax you slowly stop all movements till you slip your fingers out of her. When she's caught her breath you lean up to kiss her in which Natasha lets out a moan when she tastes herself on your lips. Once your lips separate you settle next to her and pull a blanket of the two of you.
Natasha continues to kiss down your neck and whispers in your ear. “Let me return the favor, baby.” Causing you to let out a low groan.
“You don’t have to, I’d understand if you didn’t want to.” You answer sheepishly.
“Oh believe me I really want to.” She says before kissing your cheek and pulling back to see your face. She sees a nervous look on your face that confuses her. “I mean unless you don't want to?” She asks. You immediately shake your head.
“No I want to, I just never really had others return the favor cause they were too tired.” You confessed.
“Oh baby I so badly want to make you come I’ve dreamt about it many times you know.” She says looking deep into your eyes. You squirm under her gaze but that soon stops when she holds your face in her hand. “Now tell me, do you want me to make you feel good or would you rather lay here horny and frustrated?” She says with no shame. It takes you a second to respond but before you know it words fly out of your mouth.
“Make me feel good please.” You whine.
“That's all I needed to know baby.” Natasha quickly lifts herself up straddling you lap grinding her heat near yours. Natasha shifts slightly so her right leg goes under your left and props your leg on her arm. “Have you ever tried this?” You shake your head. “Do you want to?” She questions. You quickly nod your head. “Words baby, I need to hear you.”
“Please touch me however you want Natty, I just want you to make me feel good.” You plead, with that Natasha smirks. Slowly she moves her hips up causing the both of you to feel immense pleasure. Natashas cunt is warm against yours, she continues the movement of her hips and with each thrust your clits skim each other. “That feels so good.” You moan.
“Yeah? How good baby? Tell me.”
“So good, I’ve never felt like this.” You say before being interrupted by a moan ripping through your throat when Natasha picks up the speed. The sight of Natasha on top of you with her breasts bouncing perfectly was driving you insane. “I'm so close please let me cum!”
“Yell my name baby.” She demands.
“Natty please!”
“That's not my name right now baby.” Her statement leaves you a bit stunned, was she implying what you think she was. “Come on say my name and you can cum all over my cunt baby.” Her thrusts begin to slow down causing you to yell out.
“Mommy please don’t stop! Let me cum.” The name leaves a satisfied smile on her face.
“I won’t stop baby, you’re doing so good.” She praises her pace begins to pick up as she says, “Cum with me baby, mommy is so close too.” Her words are what does it for you, letting ecstasy fall over you like a blanket. Natasha continues her thrusts to drive her over the edge and let you ride out your orgasm. Once the both of you calm down Natasha removes herself from on top of you and lays down next to you. Faintly in the background Natasha can hear a noise.
“Is the water still running?” Natasha questions.
“Oh shit I forgot to turn it off.” You say sitting up.
“Wasted so much water.” Nat exaggerates. You throw a pillow at her which she gasps at.
“It's your fault I got distracted and forgot I left it on.” You say smiling at her. “Come on since it's on we might as well go get cleaned up.” You say getting up and offering her your hand. Reluctantly she takes it and lets you lead her to the bathroom. You make sure the waters warm before stepping in and opening the curtain for Nat to step in. She basks in the warm water while you push her hair out of her face letting it rinse in the water. The two of you wash each other while stealing kisses on the lips, forehead, shoulders and necks.
By the end of the shower you had to run out quickly to get Natasha a towel since you had only brought one. “Here, let's dry you quickly so you don't get sick.” You say drying her hair first. She laughs as you dry it cause you’re just rubbing her hair making it fall on her face.
“Okay that's enough baby thank you.” She smiles and gives you a quick kiss. The two of you step out of the shower and head to your separate rooms to quickly get dressed. Natasha finishes before you so she goes to your room and sees you pulling your shirt over her head. She knocks on the doorway getting your attention, you smile when you see her standing there in a white nightgown. You walk yourself over to her and bring her closer to your body. “Would you want to come sleep with me in my bed?” She asks timidly. You take a second to think before answering.
“Nope.” She frowns, letting a quiet ‘oh’ leave her lips. “I won’t sleep with you in your bed because you're sleeping in mine.” You immediately scoop her up and throw her over your shoulder causing her to yelp loudly. Tossing her onto the bed you jump in with her.
“That was unnecessary.” She says as you settle next to her under the covers. You simply shrugged your shoulders bringing her closer to you. “Who would have thought you're such a hugger?” She teases. You quickly let go of her, afraid you crossed some sort of boundary. As if the two of you didn't just fuck… “Oh baby I’m only joking, you can hold me if that's what you want.” When you don't grab her again she takes it upon herself to scoot closer to you and bring you into her embrace.
It feels warm and welcoming, you could get used to it you tell yourself. She runs her fingers through your wet hair carefully brushing through any tangles you might have missed.
“Is this all going to stop when dad comes back home?” You ask quietly. Natasha takes a second to think of her answer.
“I mean I don’t want it to.” She says. “We probably won't be able to do what we just did but I wouldn’t mind exploring what this could be.” She says truthfully. “Do you regret what we just did?” It's her turn to ask a question.
“I could lie and say I did but god Nat, time with you is nothing but enjoyable.” You say smiling up at her. She sends you a smile too but a slightly sad one. “Do you regret it?” You slowly question. She immediately shakes her head but when tears start to form in her eyes you start to question it. “Oh god you do.” You instantly worry seperating yourself from her. “ It’s okay we can just pretend this never happened, um I understand if your gonna need-”
“Oh baby no, I regret nothing and I mean it.” She quickly interjects as she grabs your face. “It’s silly but I don’t know how I’m going to act with your father when all I’m gonna want to do is be in your arms instead of his.” She confesses.
“We’ll figure it out won't we?”
“Yeah we will over time, but I guess we worry about all that later.” Natasha says. And she’s right because all you wanted to do at that moment was to hold her and not worry about what's going to happen next week when your father returns.
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Theres probs a ton of grammer errors so please don’t mention them :,)
Besides that, there’s a couple of drabbles that i thought about while writing this so if you guys are interested please lmk and I can get started on those. Or if u have any ideas on a drabble i wouldn’t mind writing it either!
Tumblr was being a little bit of dick while editing this so sorry if some things look funky :(
Okay thats enough have a good day or night! <3
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alyhorse6 · 4 months
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I’ll See You Sunday
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AN: I promise I’m working on any requests I have rn, but this hit me and I needed to get it down. This fic was 100% inspired by the fanart above by @lightsintheskye 🫡
AU Context/synopsis: Annette and William are both renowned medical professionals. Annette is a cardiothoracic surgeon, William is a cancer researcher, Wesker is still the captain of S.T.A.R.S. (except he's loyal and doesn't have ill intentions), and Y/n is a S.T.A.R.S. Alpha Team Member. Y/n and Wesker are particularly close. One night Annette & William have a highly honored banquet/award ceremony to attend and need someone to look over little Sherry for the evening. Surely Uncle Albert would be willing to help them out…
Warnings: These characters are nothing like their in-game personalities, but it’s my AU and I do what I want, intense fluff🤧
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It was around 3:30 in the afternoon when Wesker received a text from his stepbrother William asking him if he would be available to watch his niece. He didn’t open the message at first, instead, he panicked and texted one of his closest friends for help.
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Are you available tonight?: Wesker
Y/n: Yeah… why?
I have an emergency: Wesker
Y/n: What happened?
William asked me to babysit Sherry, but I have no clue what to do with a kid: Wesker
Y/n: Albert Wesker. Are you kidding me.
What??: Wesker
Y/n: You said an emergency!
This is an emergency!: Wesker
Y/n: Whatever. What do you need me for?
I need you to come help me :): Wesker
Y/n: Aye aye, Captain🫡
Don’t mock me😑: Wesker
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After speaking with Y/n, Wesker agreed to do it. William instructed him to arrive no later than 5:30, giving Wesker only 20 minutes to fly across town from the Police Station to the Birkins’ penthouse. In all honesty, Wesker dreaded this whole experience. It had nothing to do with Sherry, she was an angel, but something told him that it would be a long night.
He made it to the complex at 5:25 pm, relieved that he hadn't encountered any traffic police on his route. To meet his deadline, he drove at 35 miles per hour, which was 10 miles above the speed limit, through the bustling and chaotic streets of Raccoon City. In a hurry, Wesker dashed through the opulent lobby and made a beeline for the elevators, frantically hitting the up button. As soon as the elevator chimed, he strode in, elated to find it empty. He punched the button for the top floor, relaxed his body, and leaned against the back wall. Gradually, the elevator began its smooth ascent to the desired floor. The elevator came to a stop with a low hum, and the number "35" glowed brightly in the top right corner on a small screen. Wesker stepped out of the elevator and found himself in the entry room of the penthouse.
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When do you think you'll be here?: Wesker
Y/n: I should be at the complex in ten
I'll see you when you get here: Wesker
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Wesker waltzed up to the elaborate double doors that led into the home. He breathed in and held it as he knocked firmly, desperate to just get in and get his step-brother and his wife out and on their way to their banquet.
William greeted Albert with a warm smile as he answered the door, "Hey there, Albert! It's great to see you again!"
Wesker forced a smile, deeply unappreciative of the use of his first name, “Hey Will.”
Will leaned in to whisper, “Annette has been freaking out over this whole thing. I don't know if she’s more worried about leaving Sherry for this long or the event in general. This will be the longest we've left Sherry since she was born, but it’s been four months, it's gotta happen sometime.”
“I've got this Will, don’t worry. Plus I'll have help.” Wesker smirked
William narrowed his eyes, “Help? Who've you wrangled into helping you this time?”
“This time?? You say it like I never do anything on my own.” Wesker griped
“Just tell me who it is.” William huffed
Wesker rolled his eyes, “I asked Y/n to help me out.”
“Y/n? Is that the chic from S.T.A.R.S. that you’ve got a crush on?” William snickered
Wesker responded, but not without his jaw dropping slightly, “I do not have a crush on her! Crushes are for kids, which I am not.”
“Yeah yeah, whatever you wanna tell yourself,” William smirked
William eventually moved aside and allowed Wesker to enter. As they walked through the front doors, they found themselves in the luxurious living room that could have easily been featured in an exclusive millionaire's catalog. Wesker’s basic apartment looked like a shack compared to this singular room. He'd been here hundreds of times, and yet it never failed to slap him across the face every time he saw it. The room was filled with pretty potted plants, glorious gold detailing, and a coat of the finest beige paint on every wall.
William and Wesker stood around for a few minutes until Annette appeared from the hallway, holding little Sherry in her arms, looking like a munchkin.
“Here she is” Annette greeted with an open-mouthed smile.
Wesker reached a hand out to Sherry, “Hey there! It’s me, Uncle Albert.” The only time Wesker willingly used his first name was with Sherry. She was a weakness.
Sherry cooed a bit and then smiled when she saw her Uncle. Wesker grinned at the little person being so happy to see him. Annette passed the baby to him, and he cradled her softly, swaying back and forth.
“You two better get out of here, your banquet starts at 6:15.” Wesker shooed
William checked his watch and sighed, “I suppose you're right.”
Annette waved Wesker and Sherry goodbye and walked out to the elevator. William quickly turned back around to get one more little jab, “Good luck with your crush Weskie!” He smirked and ran off to join his wife.
Wesker huffed and looked to Sherry, “Don't listen to your silly goose of a father, I do not have a crush.”
Wesker walked toward the living room and sat down before feeling a buzz from his pocket.
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Y/n: I'm in the lobby coming towards the elevator, make sure I can get in😘
Don’t you worry your pretty head: Wesker
Y/n: Awe you think I’m pretty?🥺
Definitely not.: Wesker
Y/n: And here I was thinking I’d get a date😪
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About 10 minutes passed before a few soft knocks passed through the door. Wesker got up and opened it greeting Y/n with a kind smile, always unable to help but to smile with her around. Y/n smiled back and waved gently to the man, before giving a little wave and a grin to the adorable baby in his arms.
“Hello there Sherry! I’m Y/n, your Uncle’s friend!” She spoke softly
The infant giggled and smiled at the young woman in front of her. Y/n looked up to Wesker, “Has she ever laughed?? I don’t wanna steal that from her parents!”
“She has don’t worry. She was an early giggler.” Wesker soothed with a small smile. His favorite woman as caring as ever.
The two walked into the penthouse and sat down on the sofa side by side. Wesker would be a lying man if he failed to admit that being with Y/n in this type of setting made his face feel warmer, it was such a rare occasion for him to see Y/n outside of work or a work group. He wanted more of this.
The two sat and talked for a while, Sherry occasionally making sounds from Wesker’s arms, before eventually slowly starting to cry.
“Oh sweetie what’s the matter?!” Y/n fretted
Wesker handed her over to the woman. She didn’t smell, she didn’t seem sleepy, must be hungry. “Hey Wesk, could you heat up a bottle for her?” Y/n asked doe-eyed with worry
“Got it!” Already making his way to the fridge
Y/n followed behind him to the kitchen, delicately bouncing the little one on her hip. Both of the girls watched as Wesker tapped his finger on the counter waiting for the bottle warmer to ding. By now Sherry’s cries had died down some, but she still sniffled and shook in infant distress. Finally, the ding sounded through the room and Wesker removed the bottle, then tested the temperature on his hand. It passed the test so he handed it off to Y/n. She walked back over to the sofa and laid Sherry back in her arms, tipping the nub of the bottle to the baby’s mouth. Wesker joined the two and watched as Sherry started eating. Once she seemed content both Wesker and Y/n relaxed back into the cushions. Y/n faintly grinned at Sherry, while behind her Wesker happily grinned at the sight of her and his niece. Sherry stared brightly at Y/n’s face and grasped at her top, satisfied with her bottle.
Some time passed before Sherry finished. Afterward, Y/n burped her and then passed her back over to her Uncle. Wesker let her lay in his arms while the pair talked for a bit. At some point along the way Sherry got a little squirmy in his arms, so Y/n came up with an idea.
Y/n smirked mischievously at Wesker before asking, “Do they have something to play music on?”
“Yeah- why?” He eyed the young woman
“Can you turn on some Disney songs?”
Y/n asked, batting her eyelashes
Wesker handed Sherry back over to Y/n and got up to silently do as he was asked. He couldn’t bring himself to say no to any request Y/n asked of him. The music started, ‘Un Poco Loco’ from the movie Coco playing throughout the room. Y/n stood from her seat and started to bounce and slowly spin around the room while Sherry giggled. Wesker leaned on the counter and watched the two, giggling softly when Sherry slightly kicked her sock-clad feet. Y/n laughed while they danced to the music.
‘A Whole New World’ from Aladdin came on and Y/n looked over to Wesker, “Come dance with us.” A sweet smile on her face
Wesker couldn’t argue. He walked over to the pair and they swayed back and forth. Sherry stared up into her Uncle’s eyes and smiled. He smiled back at her and held her small hand as they swayed. Y/n admired Wesker as he watched his little niece. She couldn’t deny the crush that had formed on her Captain over the years working with him. He was always so kind to her, listening to her every word when they conversed, making her coffee throughout the day, and always greeting her with a smile. She couldn’t help but fall for the handsome young man when he was just so kind to her.
The song has long since changed, but the swaying continued. Over time Sherry grew sleepy, her blinking becoming slow and heavy. The two decided it was time to call it a night for the little one, carrying her to her nursery. Y/n changed Sherry’s diaper and clothes before swaddling her slowly. Wesker watched every step from over Y/n’s shoulder. It might’ve sounded weird to other people, but Wesker wanted something like this with Y/n. He wanted to spend each evening like this. He’d known the young woman for around 5 years now, and although he’d never admitted his feelings or made any moves on her, he liked her a lot. Maybe all the jokes about him crushing were true. He knew he felt differently about her, he just didn’t want to call it a crush and allow it to seem like some childish flit of life. He wanted so desperately to invite Y/n out to dinner, or the movies, or maybe even to stargaze on the outskirts of the city, but he got nervous anytime he thought about it.
Y/n slowly lowered Sherry into her crib, brushing some stray hairs out of her face once she relaxed into the mattress. She stepped out of the way and allowed Wesker to give her a small kiss on her forehead before they left the room. The two walked down the hall back out to the living room, opting to sit out on the roof to enjoy the warm evening air. They sat next to each other in the cushioned chairs and talked. They talked about work, their personal lives, anything. Eventually, it started to get a bit too windy to sit outside anymore, so they went back into the living room. They watched whatever random movie was on, but eventually, Y/n got sleepy too, her head slowly slipping down onto Wesker’s shoulder. He noticed as soon as it happened, looking down and smiling at the tired woman next to him.
They stayed like that for a good while. Peaceful, Sherry sleeping soundly in her room. Somewhere around 12:30, the hushed sound of the front door being unlocked could be heard. Annette and William quietly walked in, not wanting to wake their daughter. Annette immediately went to check on her baby girl, while William just silently smirked at his stepbrother. Wesker waved him off, and he left the two to join his wife in the nursery. Wesker sighed lowly, dreading the thought of waking Y/n up and this moment with her ending. He leaned down and kissed the top of her head softly, before quietly calling her name to wake her. The woman stirred lightly, slowly opening her eyes and looking around.
She came back to the present when she spotted Weaker and smiled gently, “Hi”
“Hi” he whispered back with a small grin
Y/n sat up slowly, stretching her arms and yawning along the way. She looked back over to Wesker, dreading the idea of getting up.
“I'll walk you to your car,” he murmured
Y/n hummed lowly, “Yes, please.”
The two stood from the sofa and walked out to the elevator. The ride down to the lobby was slow. Wesker chewed on the inside of his cheek, debating on whether he should ask Y/n out to dinner. The elevator dinged, signaling their arrival to the lobby. They walked over to the garage elevator and descended to their cars. Wesker walked Y/n to her car, he could tell she was still kind of sleepy.
“Do want me to just give you a ride home? You're sleepy and I want you to be safe,” he offered
Y/n looked over at him and blushed, “I'll be okay, thank you though.”
“Well… could I at least maybe take you to dinner? Just you and me,” he mumbled sheepishly
A smile spread on Y/n’s face as her blush grew, “I'd like that a lot”
Wesker smiled giddily, “Sunday… pick you up at 5:30?”
“It's a date!” Y/n cheered, turning to face the man next to her as they reached her car door
“It’s a date” Wesker mirrored
The two smiled at each other for a minute. Y/n speaking up first, “I suppose I better go home and get to bed…”
“You get your rest Y/n, sleep well.” Wesker agreed
Y/n smiled up at him, “You sleep too Wesk. I need you rested for our date”
Wesker grinned back at the young woman in front of him, “Bye my dear, I’ll see you Sunday.”
“Bye Wesk, I’ll see you Sunday.”
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AN: Should I continue this AU? And if so, if any of you guys have any name suggestions for the AU either comment them or send them in my ask box. Bye Angels!🤍
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“I forgot how big this pool was.” was his comment while looking down at the clear blue chlorine mixed water, watching his reflection ripple as the wind touched its surface. They were both quite sweaty from taking Jolene on a walk, the weather was getting warmer and warmer every day, the huge heat blanket made the need to be almost naked almost insane, “I’m going to grab my swim shorts and I’m jumping in.”
“Okay, I’ll get my swimsuit too.” she was to follow him, but he stopped at the door, “What?”
Bradley’s eyes dropped on the length of her body, the corner of his mouth lifting, “Can I choose? I know you got several, you sent me the pictures.” beautiful pictures he couldn’t forget no matter what. 
Beatrice’s cheeks turned a soft red, her lips parting so she could reply, “Well, if you want…”
“Better yet, surprise me.” he says with his lips nearing hers, kissing the soft flesh with a smile, “I loved all of them, so you can choose any that you want.” and after that he leaned back, winking at her and walking inside first. Beatrice took in a shaky inhale, biting her lower lip as she smiled, waiting a few minutes before following his steps, giving Jolene a look once she got in - the pittie was lying on the cool kitchen tiles, completely spent from running around so much.
As Beatrice made her way up the stairs, Rooster was on his way down, wearing peach colored swim shorts, no pattern, she didn’t know why but she thought he’d have a full arsenal of Hawaiian themed things including swim shorts. But he looked really good. His jorts were already very nice, but this showed more of his muscular thighs for her hungry eyes to see, “Hi,” he says, stopping on the step above her to lean his weight on the railing, “Thoughts?”
“I like it.” she replies with a smile, walking around him to change herself, “I’ll be down in a few okay?” Bradley just follows her with his eyes, then nods his head letting her know he’d be in the pool already - after using the outdoor shower - walking down the rest of the steps until she couldn’t hear him anymore inside the house. 
But she did hear the sound of the outdoor shower opening and then the splash that followed once he jumped in the pool. Beatrice didn’t want to look outside the window and check him out, she wanted to change as quickly as she could and join him. She rummaged through her drawers until she found the very first bikini she bought - well he did - with the white background and the palm leaves on the top and bottom.
And she did have other options but she honestly really liked this one a lot more. So she hurriedly changed to it, pulling her hair up in a bun before rushing back downstairs - Jolene was still on the kitchen but this time closer to the fridge, still asleep -, smiling as soon as she walked out and saw Rooster floating on his back with his eyes closed, “Do you want one of the floats?” 
“Nah,I’m fine.” he replies with his eyes closed, “This is really fucking good, you know?”
It really was because she couldn’t stop looking at him and how his skin glistened with water, making him glow even more, “I can imagine,I’ll just take a quick shower and join you.”
“Please do.” he chuckles, opening one of his eyes and swimming closer to the outdoor shower area so he could peek at her. And the second he noticed the bikini, he immediately turned around to swim over to the edge, folding his arms on it to watch her with his gaze roaming everywhere, “That’s the bikini I gave you.” Beatrice looks at him from the shower,shutting the water off and wiping her face with a smile, “Fuck it looks really good.”
It did and he was a bit glad that the trees they had in their garden were tall enough to hide some of their backyard from their neighbors, because he wasn’t sure if he’d be okay with them watching Beatrice, “Yeah?” she asks sweetly, sitting on the edge of the pool right next to him, giggling when he immediately swam closer, propping his chin on her knee.
“Fuck yeah, are you kidding?” he says as if it was a dumb question, his hands rubbing up her hips until they reached her waist, thumbs brushing her ribcage, “You look beautiful.And the water is great, so why don’t you come in?” He is holding her waist with enough force to lift her up before she could stop him.
Beatrice squeaks out a laugh, holding onto his neck until he drops her on the water. It takes a minute for her to adjust herself, then once she does she sighs in relief, “Oh this is really good.” she whispers, only her head staying out of the water, blinking her eyes open and noticing he was nowhere to be found, “Roos?”
She looks around, furrows her brows, did he get out and she didn’t see? Beatrice swam to the edge to check if the glass doors were open but something tugged her foot under water and pulled her, earning a surprised shriek from the brunette who tried to get free only for the pilot’s head to pop out from under the water laughing at her, “Bradley!” she swats his wet shoulder in retaliation but she’s laughing , laughing even more when he wraps his arms around her waist to bring her closer and kiss her on the lips.
Beatrice is still smiling against his mouth, brushing the dark wet hair off his face,cupping his jaw with her hands, “You are terrible.”
He chuckles in her mouth, “I’m awful.” he says quietly, “Awfully in love with you.” and he was extremely so. He had no qualms in saying it out loud just because it made her blush so much, made her smile turn bashful and made her eyes shine with pure adoration towards him. The fact that she was his fiancé - and vice versa - and if everything goes right they’d get married soon was more than amazing to him.
They still hadn’t talked more about it, he decided to give it a few days before bringing it up with her, “You know before I got in,” she whispers on his lips, “I took a picture of the ring and posted online, I think I’m honestly a bit nervous about checking the reactions.”
“Why?”
“Because my family is loud, Roos.” she laughs quietly, pulling her head back to have a better look at him, “And that means my whole family will know and they’ll probably want to ask me things and I really don’t want to deal with that now. I just want to enjoy it, you know?”
She knew that her mother surely told pretty much all her maternal aunts and uncles, that her family in Italy was already aware that she was engaged and that, of course, her father’s siblings know as well. Including the Bitch Trio’s mother. There was…somewhat of a proud feeling upon thinking that her bitter and annoying cousins would know that she was going to get married and while inviting her aunt was the good thing to do, she didn’t know if she wanted that sort of energy for her wedding.
But then again, considering how she acted with them during their aunt’s wedding she wasn’t even sure if they’d show up fearing another verbal ass whooping. Or if they told their mom, since her aunt and father still spoke regularly. Either way, it was something to think about later.
Especially since Bradley’s lips were on her neck and his hands were on her ass, squeezing each cheek, “You look really good.” was his murmur on her throat, teeth and tongue on her skin, mustache tickling the irritated area but not enough to hurt and make her beg him to stop. Beatrice smiles, putting one of her hands behind his nape to keep him there, giggling like a madwoman when he swims the two forward, pinning her back to the pool’s wall.
But this change in position gave a view of their neighbor’s house, more specifically a window on their second floor that managed to peek through the large trees in their backyard. No one was there, thankfully, but someone could be…of course they were on their side, but it was…weird to imagine someone peeping on them. “Brad,” she tries to say, but he has his teeth on the curve of her jaw, his lips making a trail of wet kisses all the way up her ear, one of his hands trailing up to slide under the bikini top, “B-Brad, we– the neighbors–”
That makes him stop, then turn his head to where he could see the space where the neighbor’s window was visible but no one was there. He huffed in annoyance, looking around for a while until he just swam them to the opposite side where he was sure no one could see them “There,” he says, “Back to business.”
With his mouth once again on her neck, Beatrice giggled, “What are you planning, Brad?”
“That we enjoy this pool to the best of our abilities, gorgeous.”
Beatrice smiles more,trying to keep her moaning and sighing to a minimum, until of course something else happened. From inside she could hear her phone ringing, she changed the settings during the weekend before Rooster came home so she could always check the camera app on the door. She frowns a bit, keeping his head on her neck but tilting her head to the door to check if she wasn’t imagining things.
The repetitive ringing proved that in fact it was real.
“Ah, damn it, Brad.” her fiancé peeked one eye open to look at her, mouth latched on her throat, “My phone is ringing, I have to check.”
“Now??” he sounded so upset, pulling back from her neck with a frown similar to hers. Beatrice shrugged, smiling apologetically and assuring him she’d be back soon, “You better.” he coos, kissing her lips twice before she got out of the pool. At least he had a great view of her body before she covered it up with a pool to dry off, wrapping it around herself as she made her way inside.
Jolene’s head snapped up when she heard Beatrice walking in, somehow the pittie was completely oblivious to the loud ringing coming from the living room, only waking up when her owner’s rapid footsteps could be heard on the floorboards.
“Oh gosh,I’m coming!” She warns the phone - that completely has no other response but to keep ringing - after all it is a phone - until she picks it up. Beatrice furrows her brows “Video call from Marina– what–?” she swipes to answer the call, her sister’s face appearing zoomed in “Mar-”
“YOU ARE ENGAGED??”
Ah.
Beatrice sighed in relief, tucking some hair that slid out of her bun behind her ear - coincidentally it was with the very hand that had the engagement ring on - making her sister gasp, point her index finger accusingly to her and then repeat that yes, she was indeed engaged, “I’m going to make this a group call, hold on.”
“Group call- Mari, no!”
But it was too late, because suddenly five more icons popped up and she could feel her poor phone overheating. It was surprising to see Guillermo there, considering he rarely used to have video calls, “Show us!” Sabrina’s voice said, her sister’s spectacled face appearing on the corner with Aaron behind her, chewing what appeared to be eating a slice of watermelon. Beatrice’s green eyes moved to each little square with their faces, licked her lips then held up her hand.
Sabrina,Marina, Michael and Leo vibrated, but Guillermo was silent. In fact her oldest brother was way too quiet, disappearing from the screen only to return with his glasses, his eyebrows furrowing then relaxing, “...you are…engaged.”
“Yeah, duh,” Michael comments, “I’ll be an uncle again! Hell yeah!”
“Jesus, my baby isn’t even born yet and you want to be an uncle again, Mike?”
“Shut up Leo.”
“Gui you look very pale.” Her brother said nothing, but she could hear his wife’s voice in the background before the phone was handed to her - Deborah’s confused face appeared, until she found out who was on the other end.
“Bea!Hi, oh my God I saw your Instagram post!Congratulations on the engagement!”
“T-Thank is um, is Gui okay?”
Her sister in law looked to the side, then back at her “Oh,he’s fine, he is drinking some water I think he’s still taking it in.”
“He’s going to survive.” Michael adds, his own smile widening “Ooohh, when’s the wedding sis? We gotta prepare!”
“Yeah, remember me and Gui live far away from you.” Sabrina adds, “Hold on let me call the boys-”
‘There’s no need to–” but her sister was already calling the three boys down, with Marina doing the same with Gabriel. The only reason Leo couldn’t was because Bianca was at school and Cyn was still working - she wasn’t on maternity leave yet after all - and Guillermo was probably too stunned to speak.
Now Beatrice stood awkwardly, with a large fluffy towel around her shoulders and her bikini cold on her skin, watching her siblings and their children compliment her. It was fine, she could understand why they were doing it…but, Rooster was outside, waiting for her and all she wanted was to go back and enjoy time with him.
Not to mention she had to think about the wedding date and the venue and all that and she didn’t want to get stressed or anxious about this right now. But hearing all her family members talking about it wasn’t helping, yet again she was asked about when the wedding would happen and she had no idea who suggested she had to act on it soon. “I think I can think of a good time on my own, guys. We are the ones getting married.”
That shut them all up, Leonardo however was biting his lip trying to hold a laugh - which was how she knew it wasn’t him who said anything about it. Beatrice sighed, “I’m going to talk to you guys later, I need to…work on some other stuff so, bye, I love you all.” she finished the call after all said goodbye - and apologized - tossing the phone down on the coffee table and then rubbing her hands over her face.
It takes a few minutes for her to come back, Rooster was sitting on the edge of the pool this time, instead of inside, with his sunglasses on and turning his head to look at her, “Hey, pretty girl.” he smiles, holding out his hand for her to take so she could sit down next to him, “Who was it?”
“The Loud Crowd.” she muttered, “They started a group call and God it was…something. They congratulated me for the engagement though and I think Guillermo is probably going to need a few more days to process that.” she explained “Then they started asking about the date and I just couldn’t really deal with that right now and…yeah…”
Bradley hums, hugging her to his side and kissing the top of her head, “Is that all that’s bothering you?”
“...I don’t know, I mean, partially yeah.” Beatrice bites her lower lip, “It’s like…yeah, they see me as an adult now but they still want to control some stuff? We are the one deciding everything, time,place, everything. I just…ugh…” she drops her face to his neck, hiding her expression from him and enjoying the warmth she found there, “I love them,Roos. But they can be exhausting.”
Bradley chuckles, “I know, pretty girl.I know. They can be a bit over the place.”
“That’s an understatement.”
He then sighs, letting the soft breeze touch both of their bodies before speaking again, “I know how to distract you.” he says, tilting his head in her direction with a smirk, “But it’d be weird doing it in our pool, especially so early in the morning.” he pushes himself off the edge,getting back into the water and swimming up to her legs, repeating the pose from before with his chin on her knees, “I promise I’ll be nice.”
Beatrice’s worried façade melted into a smile, a soft giggle breaking from her throat as she removed the towel and followed the same movement he did to get inside. Once she’s in front of him and his arms are back around her waist, he pressed their foreheads together while lowering his sunglasses to be bridge of his nose to meet her eyes, “While you were gone,I was thinking,” she hums in question, “That we should take this week off to calm down, relax, and not worry about it…then next week we can worry about the wedding itself, especially what we want to do and such.”
Beatrice blinked up at him, then looked to the side in thought, only returning when she had an answer, “I’m okay with that.” she smiles, “I am excited, I really am but I think I might just…not think about it for a while?”
“Yeah, me too.” he makes a face,”I just want us to have a clear head before coming up with a decision. And, amazingly,” he drops his lips to her ear, “I hear pool sex is really good–”
“Bradley!” she swats his shoulder, “We can’t do this in the pool!”
“Are you sure? I think it’d be fun,” Beatrice just purses her lips and narrows her eyes, “Oh, fine, swimming only then. We can do the other part, much, much later.”
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Indeed swimming was all they did, which was really fun but now both of them were too tired to do anything else, with Bradley sprawled on the couch and using Beatrice’s thighs as his pillow as her hand brushed through his sandy brown hair. Jolene joined them in the living room, Drag Race UK playing in the background with Bradley’s eyes never leaving the tv.
Beatrice’s phone was by her side, but she changed the settings to vibrate instead of ring this time, knowing that sooner or later she’d be bombarded by her relatives and she didn’t want to deal with that.
He was right saying they should wait a bit, at least one week before dealing with everything wedding related. It’d be a lot of work and they needed to have a perfect mindset for it.
Hence why they were both watching Drag Race after having lunch, “I like Tia Kofi, she seems fun.” Bradley commented,crossing his arms over his chest “I can do a horrible British accent,” he turned his head up at her, smiling, “Wanna hear it?”
She just laughs, “Do it.”
“Oi mate, this water right, bit stupid innit?” 
He was right, it was horrible. Because his own accent mixed in with the other and it made the words sound so much heavier than normal. Beatrice had to cover her mouth to control her laughter, but she couldn’t stop herself, throwing her head back, “It’s awful.” she says between laughs. “It’s really bad.”
“Can you believe my ancestors were British? And Irish? Crazy shit.” he comments. Beatrice never questioned much about his family, especially since, well, he shared what he wanted to. But this was news to her and once she questioned him about it he just shrugged, “I mean, my mom’s side is British and my dad’s Irish, but that’s all I know.”
“My maternal great-great grandfather was Spanish.” she says, earning a confused look from him, “He moved to Italy because he fell in love with my great-great grandma. Guillermo’s name comes from him…I think I also have Greek in my family tree too,I am not sure. My dad said we do.” she turned her eyes down at him, smiling at his stare, “I am still mainly Italian, Brad, but having Spanish and Greek in my blood also explains the loudness..”
Rooster huffs out a laugh, still looking at her, “Can I ask you something?”
‘Sure!”
“What are Italian weddings like?”
“Well,I can’t say all weddings but I can say some Sicilian wedding traditions if that helps,” he nods, his attention on her now, “Well, let’s see uhh…the wedding dress can’t be in the same house as the bride, I know that because when both Bri and Mari got married my mom kept the dress at the house while my sisters stayed at a hotel. There’s also the throwing of wheat along with rice…and I think this one is more of my family tradition but there’s always a shot of grappa given to the bride and groom before the first dance.”
Bradley takes that information in, then tilts his head in understanding, “Your aunt didn’t drink when she got married, did she?”
“My aunt owns a winery, Brad. She let that pass.”
Rooster waited for a bit, turning his body around to face her fully, “Do you want to do any of that? I know we didn’t want to talk about it yet, but I’m curious.”
“We don’t need to do all of it,” she shrugs, “I mean the grappa thing,that might be something we can’t let pass but everything else isn’t a ‘rule’, you know?” she smiles sweetly, kissing his forehead, “As long I have you I don’t really care about anything else.”
And she could die, because Bradley Nicholas Bradshaw, the man she loved, her future husband who always made her blush…blushed himself. Her eyes widened, “Wait!” the sound of her voice woke Jolene up, the pittie looking around confusedly, “You are blushing!”
“What?”
“Your cheeks are darker than normal!I made you blush!!” she sounded like she just won the derby, clapping her hands together, “Yes!It happened! I’ve been wanting to do that for so long, you have no idea.”
“Making…me blush?”
“Yes!”
He stares at her, indeed his cheeks feel warm, and laughs. “Fuck, I love you.” he murmurs, kissing her lips, “You are too cute for your own good.” he leans over her, eventually making her fall on the couch with a laugh breaking from her lips, “I think I’m going to marry you–” her phone starts buzzing and he sighs heavily on her mouth, “Can you ignore it?”
“If It's someone I hate, yes.” she chuckles, leaning to grab the phone and check what it was, furrowing her eyebrows, going back to her sitting position, “...it’s a message.” she murmured, “From…my aunt.”
“Your aunt? Your aunt Martha?” she nods “What does she want?”
“...to meet with us.”
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kjmsupremacist · 1 year
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something sweet, a peach tree (mark/jaehyun)
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Mark begins the summer after his junior year with an unpaid internship and no other plans. But when he agrees to go pick his baby niece up from her music lessons, her teacher, Jeong Jaehyun, catches his eye. Too bad he's off limits, and not just because Mark's niece is involved. Jaehyun is 41 to Mark's 20.
To sate his curiosity about older men, Mark decides to look into becoming a sugar baby. He could use the money, after all. And he seems to find a willing patron right away. But for the first time in Mark's like, he finds he might be in over his head.
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Characters: Mark, Jaehyun, other members of nct throughout
Genre: romance, angst, smut, age gap, sugar daddy!au
Pairing: Mark/Jaehyun
Warnings: AGE GAP (older jaehyun, younger mark), alcohol mentions, poor decision making perhaps
Rating: Teen And Up (for this chapter)
Length: 3.1k
mandatory disclaimer: I'm not trying to romanticize or condone real-life age gap relationships because of the inherent power imbalance, blah blah, I'm writing this for fun and if you don't think you'll have fun go ahead and leave now, etc.
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Mark drums his fingers against the cold metal pole as the bus lurches to a stop. He checks the time on his phone—5:25 p.m. He should just make it, unless this prehistoric bus takes any longer to open its doors.
After what he swears is a full minute of ominous creaking, Mark steps out into the muggy air. It’s still only the beginning of June, but already this summer seems like it’s going to be absolutely scorching. Mark supposes he’ll be doing a lot of swimming.
He crosses the street and heads up the sidewalk to the cluster of buildings beyond a small, uneven parking lot, squinting to make out the sign. Little Hands Musical Academy. It’s smaller than he imagined, somehow, but kind of quaint.
A receptionist greets him when he enters the lobby. Though the outside of the building is a bit understated, the inside is clean and bright. Mark says hello back to the receptionist, looking around as he steps up to the counter.
“Uh, I’m here for Lucy Lee?” he says tentatively. “I’m Mark Lee, I’m her uncle. My brother said he put me on the, um, the list?”
The receptionist nods with a smile, typing something in and then looks up. “Could I just see some ID please?”
“Oh, yeah, sure, one sec,” Mark stutters, fumbling for his wallet. He hands the receptionist his passport, feeling a little silly as she leafs through to the right page.
It’s all a little silly, really—that Mark is even picking Lucy up in the first place. He can’t drive, which is mostly fine since James’ house isn’t that far, only like ten minutes on the bus and a few blocks of walking, but Mark thinks if James and Annie are that worried about safety, having an irresponsible, driver’s licenseless twenty-year-old come fetch their only child is hardly helpful.
Still, they asked, and they also bought Mark a new AC unit after his old one finally kicked the bucket the very first day it was over eighty degrees, so here he is. James doesn’t get off work until 5:30, which is the pickup time, and though Annie works from home and can come drop Lucy off in the afternoon, she said she’d rather get a head start on dinner in the evening. And Mark’s internship lets him go at 5. So maybe it is kinda helpful, as long as Mark doesn’t lose his three-and-a-half year old niece on public transport.
“You’re all set,” the receptionist says, handing Mark’s passport back to him. “It’s the classroom at the end of the hall. A lot of parents are already here, you can’t miss it.”
“Thanks,” Mark says, putting his passport away and heading out of the lobby towards the back of the building.
There are many parents gathered outside the large window that looks into the classroom from the hall. Mark sidles up next to the group and spots Lucy’s pigtails instantly. She’s plunking away on a tiny keyboard. As Mark watches, the teacher—at least, Mark assumes he’s the teacher; he’s the only adult in the room—strolls by and pauses to say something to her. Mark can’t hear anything, but when the teacher walks away, Lucy is wearing a big grin.
After a couple more minutes, the teacher opens the door and gestures for the parents to file in. Mark gets his first good look at the teacher’s face and swallows. He’s hot. He’s also definitely a little older—forget Mark, he’s visibly older than James. But that doesn’t change the fact that he’s fucking pretty, with handsome dimples appearing every time his expression leans towards a smile. 
Mark is so busy staring that he ends up last in line, but it turns out to be a good thing because the teacher stops him at the door.
“Sorry, would you mind if I just checked your ID really quick?” His eyes are a warm brown, Mark’s brain notes unhelpfully. “I’m sure you already got cleared by the front desk, but—I just like to make sure, you know?”
“Oh, totally, no problem,” Mark says, once again struggling to extract his wallet. 
“Come with me, I have the list over here,” the teacher says, waving Mark into the classroom.
“Mark-samchon!” Lucy zeroes in on him right away and totters over, pigtails flouncing with each step. “I played the piano today.”
“I saw,” Mark says, grinning at her. “Hang on, your teacher just needs to check that I really am your uncle and not a bad guy, and your Appa really did say it was okay for me to pick you up.”
“But he really is my uncle, Jaehyun-seonsaengnim,” Lucy says to her teacher.
Jaehyun, apparently, has produced his list. He gives Lucy an amused smile. “I think I’ll be the judge of that,” he replies. “Can’t let my students walk out with just anybody. Thank you,” he adds to Mark, accepting the offered passport. After a second, he hands it back. “All set,” he says. “Sorry again about the trouble, it’s nothing personal.”
“No worries!” Mark says swiftly, filing his passport away and pocketing his wallet again. “It’s cool that you’re looking out for them.”
Jaehyun gives him a somewhat wry smile, nodding. “I try,” he replies. “Well, see you in a couple days, Lucy! We’re doing percussion next time, you don’t wanna miss it.”
“I like the shaky ones,” Lucy tells Mark very seriously.
Mark’s pretty sure she means stuff like maracas. “Yeah, those are pretty neat, huh?” He holds out his hand to her and she takes it. “Thanks—ah, Jaehyun-seonsaengnim, right?” Mark’s never sure about honorifics in a mixed setting like this—they’re mostly speaking in English, and they are in America, but the area they’re in is really Korean, so he just goes for the way Lucy called him and hopes Jaehyun will correct him.
He’s right. Jaehyun’s smile turns warmer. “Just Jaehyun is fine,” he says. “It was nice to meet you, Mark.”
Mark’s stomach flops. “You too,” he replies, then hurries out of the classroom before he does something stupid like trying to flirt in front of his niece. 
Mark lets Lucy chatter about class as he walks them down to the bus stop. He wants to be paying closer attention to what she’s saying, but his mind keeps drifting back to her handsome music teacher. Jaehyun. It’s not like he needed a reason to do his brother a favor—and besides, Lucy’s reason enough—but it sure as hell doesn’t hurt. 
They get home in one piece. James stops working to play with Lucy and Annie tells Mark to stay for dinner. Mark’ll take a good, free meal with his family over a shitty expensive one alone in his apartment any day, so he stays and helps with the dishes, too. They send him off with leftovers, and Mark can hear Lucy’s laughter all the way down the street as he skips backwards, waving at her until the front porch of his brother’s house disappears behind a line of trees. 
He sighs, slowing to a walk as he turns to face forward, dropping his hand to his side. In some ways, he wishes he was like his brother. Found his person early, finished school, got a good job, settled right down and started having kids. A life that’s small and perfect, full of little excitements and little joys.
But Mark’s not like that. He readjusts his grip on the leftovers, leaving thoughts of his family behind him as he focuses his attention on tomorrow, and the day after that and the day after that. He’ll have the time for excitement later. He can settle down when he’s satisfied. For now, his life has to remain boring—busy, and boring. 
And from the looks of it, that’s how his summer’s shaping up to be. Busy and boring. And honestly? Mark doesn’t mind that one bit. 
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“Damn,” Johnny says as he pulls into a parking spot. “Didn’t know you had a thing for DILFs.”
“Wha—dude, no, he’s not a—a DILF,” Mark splutters, already regretting telling Johnny anything. “He doesn’t have kids.”
“How do you know?” Johnny arches an eyebrow at him as he unbuckles his seatbelt.
“It came up once,” Mark says. “I didn’t ask! He was saying it’s nice his job is to hang out with kids, basically, because kids are fun and he doesn’t have any of his own.”
“Hasn’t it only been a couple weeks since you started going to pick Lucy up?” Johnny throws this over his shoulder before getting out of his car. Mark hurries to get out, too, so he can argue.
“Lucy has lessons twice a week,” Mark says. “So I’ve seen him three times, which is more than enough times to clock if someone’s hot or not. Woulda been four, except my fucking boss made me stay late on Thursday.”
“I’m telling you, man, unpaid internships are straight up bullshit,” Johnny says.
“If I could’ve gotten a paid one, d’you think I wouldn’t’ve gone for it?” Mark retorts, grabbing his guitar from the back and slinging the strap of the case over his shoulder. “If this shit doesn’t get me a good job after graduation, I’m suing the entire career counseling office.”
“I got a good job after graduation and I didn’t have a single internship,” Johnny points out. “You’ll be fine. Unless you let this hot children’s music teacher distract you.”
Mark shoves him once they’re through the mall entrance. “I just like to look at him, that’s all. Though, I mean—I wouldn’t say no, is all I’m saying.”
“Yeah. He’s how old?” Johnny asks.
“Shut up,” Mark grumbles. 
Though they’re technically here to get Mark’s guitar looked at—one of the strings fucking snapped, he doesn’t know how—they meander through the mall on the way to the music store. Johnny ends up buying a couple of pieces of clothing and nearly convinces Mark to get a matching hat with him before Mark remembers, woefully, that he isn’t getting paid and truly doesn’t have the money to spare.
They finally get to the music store and Mark hands his guitar over, then follows Johnny away from the counter while they wait for it to be fixed up, poking through their record collection.
“Mark?” The voice is familiar, and Mark whips his head up to see Jaehyun of all people standing a few feet inside the door. He’s not in his usual casual clothes; instead, he’s dressed in smart business casual, a patterned button-down tucked into cropped pants. 
Mark swallows, trying to put a single sentence together instead of staring at his waist. “Jaehyun,” he manages. “What are you doing here?” It comes out way ruder than he means it, but luckily Jaehyun just smiles.
“I own this store,” he says, tipping his head to one side and looking around at all the instruments hanging on the walls. “I founded this brand, actually.”
“Really?” Mark would’ve never pinned Jaehyun as a businessman of any kind, but here’s the proof—one of the employees at the store has come up to Jaehyun with his hand extended. 
Jaehyun greets the employee, accepting the handshake. “I’ll come back in a minute,” he says, then turns back to Mark. “I wish teaching music class for kids paid the bills, but, ah…” He gestures vaguely. “Speaking of which, I missed you in the pickup line on Thursday. Everything okay?”
“Oh, yeah!” Mark silences the part of his brain that immediately starts trying to make a pun about pickup lines. He can feel a flush rising up his neck, both pleased and embarrassed that Jaehyun noticed he wasn’t there. “My internship just kept me late is all.”
“Hope they don’t keep you too often,” Jaehyun says, and Mark absolutely does not know how to take that. “Lucy looked kinda put out her mom was there to get her instead of you.”
“Oh,” Mark laughs, wondering why he feels kind of disappointed. “Well, that’s probably because I’ve started bringing her snacks.”
Jaehyun nods, grinning. “That’s always a good way to win them over,” he agrees. “Well, it was a welcome surprise to run into you in my store! I probably shouldn’t keep them waiting, but I’ll see you next week—I hope.”
“Y-yeah, see you!” Mark stammers, giving an awkward half wave, watching Jaehyun disappear into the back of the store.
“That was painful,” Johnny says flatly. “You don’t just think he’s hot, you like him.”
“Shut up,” Mark hisses. 
“You wanna fuck your niece’s music teacher,” Johnny continues blithely. “You really wanna fuck him.”
Luckily, the employee that was servicing Mark’s guitar appears at this moment and spares Mark from coming up with an answer. Because, he thinks somewhat miserably as he heads up to the counter to pay, the thing is Johnny isn’t wrong. But, fuck, Jaehyun’s literally fucking beautiful, and good with kids, and also apparently a rich business owner. What else could Mark ask for?
“I’m just saying, dude,” Johnny continues as they head back out to the parking lot. “If you wanna fuck that old man so bad—”
“Oh my god, he’s not old, he’s like maybe in his early forties at most,” Mark interjects, grimacing in embarrassment.
“If you wanna fuck that middle-aged man so bad,” Johnny plows on, undeterred, “at least get him to fuckin’ pay you or something. You’re young and hot, don’t waste it. No homo.”
Mark resists the urge to bash Johnny over the head with his newly-repaired guitar. “Shut the fuck up.”
/// 
Mark can argue with Johnny all he wants, but it won’t change the fact that he’s right. He wants to fuck that old man. It’s kind of all he thinks about, outside of basic things like work and what he’s going to have for dinner—and even then, the thought of Jaehyun is still percolating in the background, waiting for whatever has grabbed his more immediate attention to be completed so it can muscle its way back to the fore.
He sees him again the next week when he picks Lucy up and it’s all Mark can do not to drag his gaze over Jaehyun’s body as he waits for the parents in front of him to grab their kids. When he goes home, he scours Instagram until he finds him—a public account, a small mercy considering the fact that he only has three posts, but still. Mark pores over the pictures, thumb hovering over the Follow button before closing out of the app altogether and opening his text chain with Johnny.
Dude I’m spiraling &lt;;<<
>>> The dilf?
yeah &lt;;<<
It’s bad. fuck me man &lt;;<<
>>> uh, pass
>>> I mean maybe you’re just horny
>>> download tinder or something
And get stuck in the talking phase all summer? &lt;;<<
Or find someone to hookup with and it’s like their first time &lt;;<<
I’m not teaching someone how to kiss again I know I’m just some guy but I deserve better than that &lt;;<<
>>> ok fair
>>> if it’s experience you want……… go on one of those sugar baby websites
>>> remember what I said about him paying you
>>> your internship’s getting enough of ur free labor as it is
Mark sighs, dropping his phone on his mattress and flopping back. Maybe Johnny’s right. Maybe he just needs a good fuck and he’ll be cured. And there has to be some kind of market for gay sugar daddies who are bottoms, right? Besides, God knows he could use the money.
okay im gonna do it &lt;;<<
>>> fuck the dilf???
NO try the sugar baby thing &lt;;<<
>>> if it works out, gimme a cut of your profits
>>> since it was my idea and all
what are you, my pimp? &lt;;<<
I’ll take you out to a meal, how’s that &lt;;<<
>>> deal
So Mark does exactly that. He does a little research, chooses an app, and downloads it. He sets up his profile, just some basic information about who he is and what he’s looking for. The app suggests he not upload any pictures, for privacy, and Mark’s secretly glad the pressure’s off on that one. He’s not sure if it would help or hurt, but at least this way, the playing field is level.
He could scroll profiles if he wanted to, he supposes, but he has a feeling he’s going to start eliminating people because they don’t seem like Jaehyun, and that’s not going to get him anywhere. He’ll wait and see who’s interested in him, and go from there. 
He sets his phone down instead and heads into his kitchen to see about dinner. But he’s only just pulled a couple things out of the fridge when his phone gives an unfamiliar buzz. With a sigh, he puts the eggs back and goes to his phone to see a new message on the app.
>>> Hey Minhyung!
>>> Are you new to sugaring? Know what you’re looking for?
Mark scans over his profile. CEO of his own business, dog person, plays guitar. Not looking for something too serious. Income between 600k and 800k. 
Hi Yuno! Yeah, this is my first time sugaring haha but I did my research &lt;;<<
I’m hoping for something more casual. I work during the week but my weekends are usually pretty free &lt;<< 
Not expecting a lot, just hoping to have a little extra spending money &lt;;<<
Yuno is typing before Mark even sends the final message.
>>> sounds like we might be a good fit :)
>>> do you want to talk it over in person? We could go get coffee, get to know each other, see if we’re compatible
Sure! I’m free this weekend &lt;;<<
>>> Perfect. How’s Saturday at 3?
Mark glances at his calendar just to double-check, but as expected, it’s empty. When he looks back at his phone, he sees that this Yuno guy has sent a coffee shop in the city, not too far from Mark’s apartment. 
>>> there’s this booth in the back corner I like, let’s plan to meet there
>>> if it’s occupied, we can meet at the tall tables by the windows instead
Sounds good! &lt;;<<
See you on Saturday! &lt;;<<
Yuno likes his message but doesn’t reply, so Mark pockets his phone and goes back to cleaning. He doesn’t know why he’s so nervous, pulse jumping in his neck. It’s not like he’s in danger or anything. They’re meeting in public, and Mark likes to believe he’ll be able to tell if the guy is a total creep or not. Worst case, he wastes five dollars on a coffee he’s not even going to enjoy and has to keep searching. Besides, he’s not going to be young forever. He might as well give it a shot while he still can.
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CHAPTER 25: "Ahmed and Sons"
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A/N: Hi! Here's chapter 25. I wanted to give some more backstory on Ransoms family. Because I felt like it was important for the story but also for you, the reader. I hope you like it.
Pairing: There's not really a pairing in this chapter. But it's part of the bigger story.
Warnings: None.
Word count: 1k+ words
Ahmed.
*Three months ago*
I was standing on the balcony of my private quarters, staring out into the distance. A soft breeze against my face. Bustling of the people running around and living their lives. While my world was standing still. My feet were glued to the ground but at the same time, I felt like I was floating and watching myself wither away.
My wife Amina appeared behind me. “Darling, you’re staring out again,” she said, her voice soft. She placed her head on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around my waist. To keep her close, I placed my hand on top of hers. I was debating if I was gonna lie to her or not. But after a while, I just decided against it. Since she knew me too well and would see right through me in an instant.
I sighed and simply said: “I have been having this feeling lately that something bad is going to happen. I can’t tell exactly what it is.” I said, turning around and facing her. Her arms were still wrapped around my waist. She gave me this look. Not the look that told me that I was crazy. No, it was the look that told me she understood.
“My love.” she sighed. Now her arms slipped from my waist as her hands slid over my arms onto my hands. She grabbed them tightly and squeezed a little bit. “Do you know what day it is today?” she asked. I shook my head at first and looked away, thinking about something. I prayed I wouldn't forget our anniversary like last year. I can’t go through that again.
But when I caught a glimpse of the big picture hanging above the fireplace, It hit me. Today was the anniversary of my daughter's disappearance. Ayla. “Oh” Was the only sound I could muster. Feeling instantly guilty that I had forgotten. Now Amina gave me a sorry look. As I felt like I could fall apart now. It has been decades. I don’t even know if she was still alive.
Before I could start spiraling again, we got interrupted, The door flew open with a loud crash. Amina grabbed onto her chest as she gasped at the loud noise. When I turned around one of my sons ran in, out of breath looking very troubled. “Amir” I grabbed him by the arm as he started sliding because he was running too fast. “What’s going on?” I asked, making sure he wouldn’t hurt himself.
“Dad, You have to see this” I smiled slightly at his excitement. Amir was trying to catch his breath.
“Of course” I nodded and glimpsed playfully at Amina who also had an amused smile on her face. “I guess, I’ll see you later then?” I said to Amina who just smiled and kissed my cheek.
“You boys be careful” she yelled as I placed my arm around Amir.
“So, where are we off to?” I said as we made our way to whatever he wanted to show me.
“Do you remember that beeper we made years ago?” He asked. I nodded.
“What about it?”
“It just lit up,” he said excitedly but I stopped walking and turned towards him. I felt like my heart was going to bounce out of my chest.
“When?” I asked, trying to keep it all together.
“About 30 minutes ago. We pinpointed the location” We walked into the room, and the big screen had a red dot blinking. People were busy running around.
“Guys, where is it coming from?” I asked, leaning against the big desk. It had multiple screens and a bunch of keyboards, and I had no idea how any of this worked. Amir stood next to me with a small smile, amused by how I looked confused at the technology in front of me.
“Midtown Manhattan,” he said. “Ehm- Stark Tower,” Amir looked closer to get an exact location. My smile dropped. 
“Go get your brother. We’re going to New York I guess” I sighed, truly dreading the fact that I had to go to New York. It was such a contrast to the boy happily jumping up and down. Amir ran out of the room yelling his brother's name.
After he left, Amina walked in, a smile on her face. “What’s going on?” she asked pointing behind her. I sighed, uncomfortably.
“We’re going to New York,” I said, Amina’s smile dropped. I felt secretly happy that she felt as miserable about this travel arrangement.
“Why?” she asked, irritation in her voice. I grabbed the beeper from the deks and showed it to her, it was still flickering red. Her eyes went wide. “It might be her” she sighed, her face turning as white as a ghost. She knew what I was going to say, so she grabbed my hand. “I know you don’t want to be there. But if it’s her and you’re not there. That guilt will eat you” she said. I didn’t dare to meet her eyes. I know she was right.
“Alright,” I sighed. “Besides, Amir sounded genuinely excited” I chuckled. Amina smiled, her eyes soft. She placed her hand on my cheek. “I don’t think Anwar is going to be this happy he was just in the middle of a very intense game of Minecraft,” Amina said, quietly giggling.
And sure enough, Amir came strutting in with a big smile on his face. Anwar was sulking behind him. “Do I need to be here?” he asked, his voice whiney. The two boys couldn’t be more different in personality. The only thing they had in common was their appearance. But that was it. I sighed and shook my head at my sulking son.
“Don’t sulk. This will be good” I said. “It’s far better than sitting in your beanbag chair playing games all day” I walked over to him, placing my hand on his shoulder. “We’re going to Stark Tower,” I said, trying to cheer him up. It seemed to work when he looked up, straightened his shoulders, and smiled.
“Really?” I nodded. “Let me get my stuff” he ran out, his Nike sneakers squeaking against the floor. I shook my head a bit exasperated. 17 year olds were no joke.
30 minutes later we were sitting in our jet crossing the border between our world and theirs. Not feeling ready for whatever I was about to stand against. 
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angelst4re · 2 years
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Hi! I’m absolutely in love with your writing, definitely my favourite fan fiction writer atm. Do you think you could write a one shot for Jamie Bower about the reader going into labor? Like how he would react and just a bunch of fluff afterwards. Ly!! <3
Hi love!! I actually just posted this on my other account then I had second thoughts, so I decided to come back to this account. I'm staying loyal to this account. I will sink on this ship. is that the saying? but anyway i had so much fun writing this, i just couldn't stop!! i hope you like it :)
Our Beautiful Girl- Jamie Campbell Bower x Reader
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୨♡୧ warnings: none :) just pure fluff
୨♡୧ note: i was listening to turning page on repeat whilst writing this, it just set the mood so well.
You and Jamie were sat up in bed, Jamie was reading a book he had bought earlier that week, you were on your laptop looking at hotels to book for your next holiday. You showed Jamie some of the most interesting looking ones, but he was so engrossed in his book that you didn’t get more than a ‘hm’ or ‘awh’ out of him, but that was until you went silent. 
Your back was aching, more than usual, and you felt a sudden tightening. You knew what was about to happen. 
“Is everything alright, darling?” Jamie asks, processing the emotion on your face- a mixture of shock, pain and excitement. 
“I think… I think it’s time, Jamie.” You say, a slight chuckle coming from you. However, Jamie was far from laughter. 
“Holy shit! Oh, fuck! Okay, um…” Jamie shoots out of bed, pulling a t-shirt over his head and trying not to freak out any more than he already was. 
“Babe, calm down! It’s not like it’s just going to pop out right here right now!” You giggle, “you read the books, right?” 
No. 
“Yeah, yeah I remember now,” he lied, “so what do we do now?” 
“We wait until the contractions are five minutes or so apart, then we go to the hospital.” You explain softly, “why don’t you call your family, tell them it’s happening!” 
“Okay, sure. Do you need anything? Some water?”
“I’m fine at the moment, love. Thank you,” you say with a smile. 
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It was only 25 minutes until your waters broke, you had gotten up from your bed to find Jamie when you felt a slight wetness, at first you thought you had maybe just peed a little bit, but then you realised it was much more than a little bit of wee. 
“Jamie!” You called out, holding on to the wall as you walked along, down to the living room. 
“Yes, love?” 
“I think my waters just broke, I got up to find you and-”
“Oh Christ, okay, where did it happen, darling?” He asks, his hand cupping your cheek. 
“By the bedroom, it wasn’t on the carpet! I’ll clean it up soon-” 
“Baby, don’t worry about it. I’ll take care of it, okay? Why don’t you go and put a movie on for now? How far apart are the contractions?” 
“Uh, I don’t know, 20 minutes maybe? I haven’t really been keeping track of it.” You confess.
“That’s okay, just make sure you’re comfortable. Is everything packed in the hospital bags?” 
“Yeah, I just need the car seat for the baby, that’s with your mum though, isn’t it?” 
“Fuck, it is. Don’t worry, I’ll call her again, ask if she can drop it over.” 
“Why don’t you go over and get it?” 
“And leave you here by yourself? No way! I’m sure she won’t mind, I promise!” Jamie says before disappearing towards the bedroom. 
You get comfortable on the sofa- as directed by Jamie, and put on a random TV channel. However, you were too sleepy to even focus on what was going on. You looked up at the clock on the wall and saw that it was 2:30 am, surely you had time to take a nap before the contractions start to get worse. 
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“Fuck!” You shout out, sitting yourself up. After Jamie had cleaned up and put the hospital bags in his car, he had come and snuggled up next to you on the sofa, rubbing your belly and placing gentle kisses as you napped. 
“Contraction?” Asked Jamie, you nodded your head and he took his phone from the coffee table, “if the next one is five minutes apart we can leave, okay?” 
“Yes.” You grunted, the pain becoming overwhelming as tears fell from your eyes. 
“You’re doing so well, okay, love,” Jamie says, running his hand through your hair, “I know you can do this.”
“I can’t!” You shouted, “Jamie I’m so scared. I don’t think I can do it,” the contraction started to fade off now, leaving you breathless and sweaty, “I don’t think I’m ready to be a parent.”
“You can, darling,” he says, rubbing your back, “you’re going to be an amazing mummy! It’s going to be scary as hell for the first few months but we’ll get through it together, baby, okay? We’re together in this, we’ll always be. There’ll be things we need to learn and rules we’ll need to make but we’re going to get there, okay? I promise you, love, everything is going to be okay. You just have to trust me.” 
By now you were leaning your head on Jamie’s shoulder as you cried, in fear and pure love. You trusted him. You would trust him with your life. You would trust him with your child’s life. 
“I do,” you sobbed, “I’m just so scared!”
“Don’t be, sweetheart. I’m here. What are you scared of?”
“If anything goes wrong! I don’t want you to be alone, what if we don’t make it, me or the baby?”
You see Jamie’s heart visibly shatter through his eyes, he pulls you even closer to him- or as much as he can without hurting you. 
“That’s not going to happen, okay? Don’t think like that. You’re so strong, my love, I know you know it too. And,” you see him hesitate before continuing, “if anything does happen, then that will be fucking awful.” He chuckles, nervously. “But it won’t, we’re going to come home- whether it be tomorrow, a week- I don’t care how long, that doesn’t matter. What matters is that we’re all going to come home, happy and healthy as a family, okay, love?” 
You nod your head, before feeling the next contraction begin. Jamie checks the time again, and tells you they’re 7 minutes apart. 
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At 12:13pm, your daughter was born. 
You and Jamie finally decided, at 6 minutes between contractions, to get in the car and go to the hospital, seeing as it was quite a journey from where you lived. He called the hospital, then helped you in and made sure you were comfortable before driving off. 
Not long after arriving at the hospital you were taken to the labour ward and made to change into a hospital gown before the midwife arrived to examine you. 
Jamie stayed by your side the entire time, holding your hand, massaging your back, going through breathing exercises, doing anything and everything he could to help you. Little did he know, his presence in this moment meant more to you than anything in the world. 
When it was finally time to push, Jamie held your hand even tighter, almost as if he were to let go, then you would disappear. He told you what was happening, as your head was thrown back. Telling you how well you were doing, how the baby was so close to being here and then suddenly, she was born. 
The sound of your baby's cry let you know that she was out, Jamie was the first to tell you she was a beautiful girl as he cut the umbilical cord, a single tear rolling down his cheek. The moment your baby came into contact with your skin, every fear you had simply melted away as Jamie smiled down at you. 
“Our beautiful girl.”
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little-tyrant-gortash · 4 months
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Oathbreaker
Pairing: fem!Tav x Enver Gortash, fem!Tav/Astarion
Tags: Emotional Manipulation, Manipulation, Manipulative Relationship, Paladin Tav (Baldur's Gate), Vaginal Sex, Penis In Vagina Sex, Drunk Sex, Unrequited Love, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Scars, Blood and Injury, Injury, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Pregnancy, Unplanned Pregnancy, Miscarriage, Torture, Psychological Torture, Implied/Referenced Torture
Word count: 2,325
Ao3 here.
Chapter 1.
Chapter 2.
Chapter 3.
Chapter 4.
Chapter 5.
Chapter 6.
Chapter 7.
Chapter 8.
Chapter 9.
Chapter 10.
Chapter 11.
Chapter 12.
Chapter 13.
Chapter 14.
Chapter 15.
Chapter 16.
Chapter 17.
Chapter 18.
Chapter 19.
Chapter 20.
Chapter 21.
Chapter 22.
Chapter 23.
Chapter 24.
Chapter 25.
Chapter 26.
Chapter 27.
Chapter 28.
Chapter 29.
Chapter 30.
Chapter 31.
Chapter 32. ⬇
Chapter 33.
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Chapter 32: His Glimmer of Hope
After a healing potion or two, the entire ordeal was finished. They went back to camp – even Astarion, who didn't look like he wanted to say his goodbyes, but at the moment, they did not mind his company. After all, he was helpful, and she saved Tav's life, in the end.
Tav was aware that sooner or later Gortash must've realised that she was lying about how she wanted to spend her day. She was also aware that he'd send as many soldiers as possible to find her faster. Which was why she wanted to get back to Wyrm's Rock Fortress as soon as she could. Alas, as soon as they arrived, she had to get her armour off and lie down to rest.
Perhaps she was lucky, and he didn't notice that she was gone at all.
She couldn't be further away from the truth.
It only took him about an hour to get back to his chambers to check up on her between two meetings. And when he couldn't find her, he spiraled into a thought process that did not want to stop. It just went on and on and on without a pause; worse and worse case scenarios flashing and popping up in his mind, rendering him utterly useless when it came to focus that morning. He decided to postpone whatever plans he had until she returned.
But then… will she return? The doubt was agonizing.Would she come back to him? Did he completely screw it up – but when, how and why?! It did not make sense at all.
As he retreated in his underground office where he had the slate which he used to see what was happening around her, he learned quite quickly that those who were spying on another would burn themselves. Because the first thing he saw was Astarion's smug face, and at that sight, rage started to bubble in the pit of Gortash's gut immediately. Did she leave just to spend time with her previous partner? Really?!
"Lying to the love of your life? Naughty, naughty girl."
Gortash tilted his head and frowned. What was he talking about?
"I have my reasons. I don't expect you to understand."
"I know of your reasons", Astarion purred with a smile that made Gortash clench his hand into a fist, making the golden claws dig deep into his palm. "I know you very well. More than you'd like to admit to any of us."
"Bah, you're all words as always!"
"Do you think your scent hasn't changed? And do you think I can't hear that there are-"
"Astarion!"
"-three heartbeats beating in your body?"
Gortash had to put the slate down. The pictures and the voices ceased immediately, and he had to stare up at the empty wall in front of him to detach himself from his emotions. It took him a remarkable few minutes to regain his composure. Even one child was a frightening thought, but two? Of course, Astarion could've lied, but what if he said the truth? He couldn't help it, though, he had to know more, so he picked up the slate, muttered the spell again, and continued to listen.
"Does Gortash at least know about", Karlach motioned at Tav's lower stomach, "this?"
"Of course he does."
"And you sneaked off to fight a shape shifter without telling him?!"
"It's better for all of us if he doesn't know, okay?! We've established already that only we can get rid of her, so why would it be good for him to spend the entire day in stress?! He has enough to worry about. I didn't want to add to it. It's better for both of us this way."
Now anger started to rise in his chest, unstoppable, as a dragon; spitting fire and venom in it's rage. Was it better for both of them, really? That he didn't know about her doing something like this, that she went down there, without him knowing?! He could've sent Fists with her to aid her in her fight. He could've went with her himself! After all, he honoured his alliance with Orin for as long as it suited him, and if she threatened Tav, he had no reason to honour it anymore. They belonged together; whoever threatened her, threatened him, and he'd retaliate that.
"And what about Orpheus?" Lae'zel asked quietly.
Orpheus? Gortash furrowed his brows. He could recall the story, and it was curious that Tav was involved even in that.
"We'll free Orpheus. I promised you we would. But we must deal with Orin first. I'm tired of her threats, and more importantly – we must save Gale! So can we please just move on?!"
Gale. As if Astarion near her wasn't bad enough, she was running off to face whatever danger lied ahead to save Gale!
He dropped the slate, this time. Thankfully, it did not break.
But the desk did when he punched it, full force.
His fingers hurt, but he didn't care as he picked up the slate again. He could try to track her down down there… but it'd be risky to go after her. After all, how would he explain himself? How could he tell her that he'd been looking after her ever since he'd given her the altered armour? No, he must wait it out. He must just sit and watch and hope she'd prove herself worthy enough for Bane. If she succeeded down there now, she would be allowed to keep her soul. And he wanted that. He really did.
He picked up the slate again, muttered the spell, and watched as she fought herself through the first group, then the way she faced Orin's Slayer form. Her tactic coupled with Astarion's attack seemed remarkably useful. And when she taunted Bhaal, Gortash actually smiled.
The moment they were back in the city, he's sent a group of Banites to fetch her.
Not Fists. Not Steel Watchers. Banites. People he trusted more than anyone else around himself.
So when those Banites showed up in her camp and told her that she'd need to immediately go to Wyrm's Rock Fortress, Enver felt slightly bad for her. As soon as she arrived back in the camp and tiredly peeled the Reaper's Embrace off of her body, she had to lie down to rest. She set the armour in a way that he could see her; she looked bad, worse than she did in the morning, and he could imagine that seeing Orin in that form, coupled with the fight itself, must've taken a toll on her.
He should've waited until he sent his men to bring her back.
But at the same time, he was furious at her.
Is that compassion?
Gortash froze as he was just standing up from his chair. A second later pure agony coursed through his veins, and Gortash collapsed on his hands and knees. The punishment didn't take longer than ten seconds, but during that time, he went through the pain of being skinned alive, from head to toe; every inch of him, all at once. He panted and tears pricked his eyes as he pressed his forehead against the ground. And he prayed and prayed and prayed he'd obey. He couldn't slip, not now, not when he was so close. Bane silently enjoyed to hear the promises of obedience; he'd soon put it to the test.
Don't forget who you are. Without me, you are nothing.
Gortash could hear something dripping. For a few seconds, he couldn't even open his eyes. He slowly sat back up on his knees, still panting, then he glanced down at the small pool of blood. Reaching up to his face, he discovered that his nose was still bleeding. He rubbed the tears away from his bloodshot eyes with his palms.
He shoved his feelings for her away from himself, focusing on his anger instead.
She borrowed a backpack from Shadowheart and put a few things away. Her hands shaking still from exhaustion, she tried to hurry as the masked men with a black hand on the surface of their helmets didn't look exactly friendly.
"I'm having second thoughts", Karlach mentioned, eyeing the figures at the edge of the camp as she stopped in front of Tav's tent. Tav hummed in response. "Are you sure this is the best course of action? Really aligning with Gortash? What if he betrays us?"
Tav was biting on her lower lip as she slipped the Netherstones in the backpack, then checked the blade of the Knife of the Undermountain King. She didn't even use it when she was fighting Orin. With a small smile, she placed the sword in the backpack, too.
"I don't know, Karlach. I don't think I have any choice at this point."
"What do you mean?" The tiefling tilted her head and Tav looked up at her.
"If he betrays us, I'll have to choose. Do I betray you all, or do I betray him?" She paused, glancing at her hands. "I can't do either."
Karlach waited a moment as she observed Tav's expression.
"Be honest", she whispered, crouching in front of Tav. "Do you love him?"
Tav bit into her lower lip again before tears flooded her eyes.
"I do", she admitted, "so much... it hurts... because I know what he is, and I can't change him..."
"What if we can?" The tiefling grinned now. "I totally would drag his sorry ass to the light for you."
"I don't think he'd want that…" Tav sniffed, then broke down.
Karlach was silent for a few minutes, allowing Tav to cry, then she smiled slightly and put her hand on Tav's shoulder.
"Hey. Chin up. We're with you, until the end, alright? If he's a stubborn mule and it comes to that, we'll take the fight to Bane himself, huh?"
Tav laughed a little at that, while she was still crying.
"I have my doubts we could kill a god, but I appreciate your words, Karlach. Thank you."
"Anytime", the tiefling smiled, then she got up. "You better hurry. I'm sure he's upset that you've left without his permission. I'm also sure you'll have a lot to explain."
"Uh... not sure I can do anything other than just collapsing in a bed."
She sighed as she picked up the Blood of Lathander and the backpack, then left her tent. The summer sun was warm against her skin, and she took a moment to close her eyes and enjoy it. She could feel the summer on the wind.
"I'll contact you", she told to Karlach, then. "We still have work to do."
"I know", Karlach nodded. "Stay safe, soldier."
"You, too."
She joined the group of Banites who silently surrounded her from all directions, then walked her back to Wyrm's Rock Fortress. The tension just built and built within her, especially when she saw how Gortash was waiting for her in the audience hall, at the end of the red carpet.
"You have the stones", he noted. Tav noticed his eyes were more bloodshot than earlier. He raised his hand and clenched his hand into a fist, showing her the gauntlet. "They resonate with my own."
As he lowered his hand, his expression changed. It lacked warmth; only cold determination could be seen in his dark eyes. The other Banites closed in on them, and she could hear a Steel Watcher step behind her as well. Tav's heart stilled for a moment. This was it. The moment of truth. When he would turn against her… when he would kill her for the stones to take control over the Elder Brain himself…?
" I commend you for putting an end to Orin's madness - she must be screaming bloody murder in the Hells even now." He paused, then laughed quietly, narrowing his eyes at her. "You've done me a great service. Thank you. Now…"
She said nothing, just waited for him to continue. Enver held his right hand out, waiting.
"Hand me the Netherstones, Tav."
She waited. She waited for this nightmare to end. Everything about him – every expression, motion, word, the way he stood, screamed that he'd kill her if she didn't do as told.
But she'd been through unimaginable horrors. She'd seen too much, heard too much, lived through too much. Every muscle in her body tensed, and she slowly raised her right hand to rest it on the handle of the Blood of Lathander, attached to her hips.
"Taking it into consideration that I bled for both", she stated, "my answer is no. You keep your stone, I'll keep mine."
If it was possible, she paled even further when she saw that his expression changed for the worse. He furrowed his dark brows and stared down at her with a fury.
"I'm not here for games. Hand me the stones, or face the black hand of Lord Bane."
Tav could feel her heart beat in her throat. Her hand locked onto the pommel of the Blood of Lathander. How easily he played her! Faked every emotion for her, the lust, the false promises. The betrayal felt like ice in her veins. She felt sick of herself for being so stupid. She never had a future with him – she never had a chance to have a family of her own. Her heart shattered, she could barely keep herself back from breaking down crying.
The Blood of Lathander felt warm under her palm. It always radiated warmth, but she sensed it more, now. When she closed her eyes to gather her strength, making him wait a few seconds, she saw a vision… of the hills where the Rosymorn Monastery was.
Refuse, a voice she'd never heard before, whispered in the back of her mind.
And that voice gave her power. Hope. She opened her eyes and stared back at Gortash, who was still waiting for her to answer. Tav swallowed and braced herself.
"Never."
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anerdinallherglory · 2 years
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Approaching Sun (32)
Author’s Note: Dear readers, I am terribly sorry for how delayed this chapter has been. If you follow me on social media or have read my other Tumblr posts, I have explained my situation briefly, but will explain again here. My baby was born with Laryngomalacia and my life has become a crazy rollercoaster ride of doctor’s visits and sleepless nights. I couldn’t return to my job because of his health issue and had to give up the only job I’ve ever wanted. The last two years of my life has been dedicated to getting my Masters for this job, and just like that, it’s no longer mine. This has been a hard season for me, but I am thankful for my sweet baby and the time I get to be with him. In short, I will be a stay at home Mom until his health issue has resolved, so I am hoping to get an opportunity to write more. However, he is a pretty high-maintenance baby who only sleeps for 10 minutes at a time, so finding the extra time has been difficult. This chapter took an entire month worth of naps, even though it is shorter than my other chapters (sorry, but I have to submit as much as I can get done, and I’m sure you all want something instead of waiting longer). In addition, I am also hoping to use some of this time writing my own book, BTHG, which I hope to publish one day. Again, I want to thank you all so much for your dedication to this story and for continuing to support it through all seasons of these last several years. Let me know your thoughts about this chapter! Stay happy, stay healthy readers. Until next time.  
Pairing: SasuSaku
Previous Chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31
Chapter 32: An Approaching Sun
In the moment that Sakura had asked him directly in the desert: “Is it enough for you?” Sasuke had known his answer in his heart. And when she turned away from him in the presence of Kankuro after their return hours earlier, the sight of her angry back made Sasuke realize it was the first time that he had ever seen it. Sasuke had practically begged for that confession, pleading for her to tell him how they could be together so he could justify the choice he had already made some time ago, justify choosing this despite all his many worries. Those words sung to his heart and caressed his concerns lovingly. He still gave her an out, asking “Is all of that true?” and when she said “yes,” it was Sasuke’s final unraveling. Th be at “yes” was the final reassurance that his stubbornness needed before he took hold of her chin.
Unlike the kiss of his dream in the desert, Sasuke was careful—so careful when placing his mouth on hers. His fingers held her chin firmly while he took time to unite their mouths. As he did so, he braced himself despite his nerves and deepened the kiss. Sakura responded carefully as well, and Sasuke lifted his hand to touch her cheek in reassurance. To say, I want this. I’ve wanted this. But his fingers brushed wetness and Sasuke instantly broke away, startled at the tears he found running down Sakura’s face.
He searched her eyes with worry, immediately apologizing. “Sorry—”
“No,” she smiled, grabbing hold of his receding face with her fingertips, and whispering, “—just happy.” Sasuke wanted to sigh in relief because those tears had always been a sign that he had hurt her, but this time she was happy. She brought his mouth back to hers, not wanting it to be over, and Sasuke let her lead for just a moment. He forced himself to pull back despite the fire rising in his stomach.  
“Maybe we should discuss—” he began, anxiety creeping into his heart about what she was thinking, but Sakura’s brightly lit face, that growing smile that spread to her eyes, stopped him.
The laugh that came from Sakura sounded so sweet that Sasuke couldn’t help but blushing. “You want to talk?” And she was right, Sasuke was a terrible talker. But when it came to this choice, he wanted to make sure they were on the same page—would be on the same page always. Sasuke and Sakura both knew Sakura would be making a lot of sacrifices by accepting this relationship between them. The least he could do was attempt to communicate his concerns, clarify their steps, ask questions and more. He couldn’t afford to be reckless, not with her.
“Sasuke,” Sakura whispered, leaning forward into him. He stiffened instinctually at her nearness but softened when her arms wound softly around his neck in a tearful hug. He accepted the embrace. “Thank you,” she whispered again, “for giving us a chance. I promise I’ll do everything to make you happy.”
He buried his face into her shoulder, his heart simultaneously full and broken by those familiar words. And for a moment, Sasuke forgot all his previous reasons and wondered why he had waited all of this time. If he had only held her sooner. “Thank you,” he repeated, as she pulled back to look at him “for everything.”
Sasuke decided not to waste any more time or words. They would find time to talk about this later. And for a second time, they came together hesitantly, each finding one another’s lips with their own in the growing darkness of a moonless night. Sasuke didn’t retreat again when she whispered his name against his own mouth. Just as much as he wanted to convince Sakura that he meant this, he also wanted to convince himself that this wasn’t a reckless mistake he was making. Brazenly, even foolishly, he wanted to commit to it.
And then a knock came at the door. And they both practically flew away from each other to opposite sides of the room.
A smooth and uncomfortably familiar voice had both ninja blushing. “Just letting the two of you know that me…and Naruto… will arrive first thing in the morning. The Kazekage requested a meeting a couple days ago and we were supposed to be there tonight, but as always, I will most likely be late. Thought it would be proper to give you two a heads up.”
There was an audible poof as the clone of their former sensei evaporated just beyond the door.
Sakura raised her hand to cover her mouth, touch her lips, and gasp. Sasuke blushed and turned his back to her, contorting all emotions back into his controlled mask, embarrassed not only to be caught in such an act, but to have allowed them to be snuck up on by that old pervert of a ninja. And another thing, Kakashi hadn’t even made the slightest effort in disguising his intentional warning. Even Sakura knew it. How did Kakashi guess that such a thing might be occurring between them if Sasuke, himself, hadn’t planned for it to happen until just moments ago?
“How is he late,” Sakura started to grin sheepishly, “if his clone made it here at the designated time?”
Sasuke quickly glanced around at their location, noting the clothes on the floor, the shared room, themselvesacting appropriately guilty. Sasuke didn’t state the obvious: The Sixth Hokage was stalling for them so they could do some rearranging. To keep Naruto in the dark for now.
Sasuke walked quickly to the door, opened it, and scanned down the deserted hallway. There was nobody there. The Uchiha contemplated his next move. Should he leave? Go into Kaguya’s dimensions and wait until tomorrow? Perhaps he should meet the Hokage and Naruto halfway, that way he and Sakura weren’t seen together. Or should he toss all concern to the wind and just tell Naruto the truth? His former teammate had as much said they should be together, right? He had wished Sasuke that happiness verbally several weeks ago. Then why was this such a big deal?
Two soft hands rested on the top of Sasuke’s shoulders. “You’re overthinking this, aren’t you?” Sakura asked, leading Sasuke back away from the door and towards his bed. “We are what we have always been, Sasuke. Friends on a mission together.”
Sasuke scoffed at her lack of worry about Naruto—and through Naruto—the whole Leaf Village finding out about this.
He sat as she pressed down the front of his shoulders, gesturing for him to relax. “You’re not going anywhere tonight, so there’s no use in worrying. Focus on resting and regaining your strength.”
“Sakura—”
“Rest,” she shook her head. “Doctor’s orders.”
She retreated to her own sleeping spot without another word, settling down to rest. But Sasuke was certain she spent the rest of her night thinking about them, about the kissing and confessions, just as he did.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Sakura had indeed spent the majority of the night in typical giddy fashion, replaying every second that she had only ever held in her desperate dreams. It had finally happened: them. Sasuke had chosen them. Sakura wasn’t foolish enough to allow her fantasies to run away with the images of a home that they shared, a family that they raised, the friends that surrounded them as they grew old together. Sakura knew exactly what would come as a result of their choice: a lonely and longing road. And Sakura was okay with that road because it was Sasuke and the world needed him. With her back to the Uchiha across the room, she touched her lips once more and felt the smile beneath her fingers. Eventually, she focused her chakra on her heart rate and induced her own slumber.
A few hours before sunrise, Sakura’s internal clock awakened her. She was far too conditioned by the relentless routine of the hospital back in Konoha to trick her body into sleeping longer, even after it still bore the extra lethargy of yesterday’s events. Her left hand was still stiff and sore from the damage to her tissue, and she instinctively channeled her chakra to it, keeping a consistent stream traveling to the limb until it healed completely. Sakura was relieved that she had this healing ability because the type of destruction done to her skin would be irreversible for others.  As she readied herself, wrapping the hand delicately in thick bandage, she snuck a shy glimpse over in the sleeping Uchiha’s direction.
Sasuke slept soundly, a possibility that she thought would not likely happen due to his constant tossing and turning of wakefulness. At least one of them was now getting some decent sleep. It was still too early to wake him, but Sakura had been reprimanded more than once now for taking advantage of his sleep to pursue other matters. Retrieving a small blank scroll from one of the many shelves in the room, Sakura wrote the sign for “hospital” on the inner flap. She placed it visibly on her bed before quietly slipping from the room. He needed rest, and she wasn’t going to wake him.
When she arrived at the hospital, all of her overnight patients were still fast asleep. A blurry eyed medic greeted her warmly, expressing thankfulness for Sakura’s safety as well as her shock about Hisa and Mako. Sakura exchanged pleasantries, not too keen to talk about the topic of either of those two traitors. Her mind wandered to someone else, a child she desperately wanted to see.
When Sakura reached Isao’s mental health ward, she gently peeked through the crack. To her surprise, Isao was wide awake, sitting cross-legged in the dark of his room. “Miss Haruno?!” he whispered loudly, immediately recognizing her.
“Isao,” Sakura questioned as she stepped through the door, “Did your night terrors keep you from sleeping again? Did you not take your medicine?”
But the child didn’t answer her. Instead, he bolted off the bed and grabbed her around the waist. He cried into her stomach, sobs shaking his injured body. “I thought you might be dead!” he whimpered, “I thought you were gone…like her, like my mom.”
Sakura fell to her knees and embraced the child carefully, cursing herself for not checking in on him sooner despite Kankuro’s assurances. With her trained medical eye, Sakura immediately noticed the thick bandages that encompassed his ribs. She didn’t realize that Sasuke was the only one she needed to reassure about her position in the world. “You don’t have to worry about me, Isao. Nothing can take me away from this life. I’m not going anywhere.”
“You promise?” he wailed, his voice muffled in the space between Sakura’s shoulder and neck.  
“Yes,” she assured, holding him out at arm’s length to assess him more carefully. Besides a wound to his arm and a broken rib or two, it seemed he was going to be all right. “You should be proud of yourself,” Sakura lifted his chin. “You fought by my side. You made it back. You did it with injuries, too. I think you have what it takes to be a great ninja.”
“Really?” he asked, wiping the streams of liquid from his eyes.
“Yes,” she assured him. “And I have great news.”
He smiled up at her in excited anticipation. “What news?”
“My friends are on their way. They’ll escort you back to the Leaf Village.”
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After Sakura rewrote the two letters addressed to the Kazekage and Hokage that Mako had confiscated after drugging her, Sakura made her way towards the Kazekage’s central tower. The sun began to rise in the east, mixing with the night to create that beautiful ombre sunrise of orange-blue-pink that belonged to this desert. In her current state of high spirits, Sakura thought that maybe the sun had gotten closer, warming the day and her skin like the sunrays after a long and laborious winter. But she knew it wasn’t really the sun approaching closer and closer every day, but instead, it was a person who had finally reached the season of spring in his life and opened his heart to a summer. Sakura beamed and took a moment to appreciate this monumental sunrise.
“SAKURA-CHAN!”
It was also special because it was the sunrise that would accompany the rest of Team 7’s arrival.
Sakura turned to see the orange and black-clad figure of that heartwarming voice barreling towards her, a grin that occupied half of his face, and a hand that waved back and forth. He ran and ran until he was just before her, leaning forward over his knees. Sakura had developed a habit of hugging her blond friend recently, and she didn’t hesitate to do so again this time, squeezing him so tightly that her blond shinobi’s face turned blue from her super-human strength of a hug.
“I’m—so glad—to see that—you’re safe! Can’t—breathe, Sakura…” Naruto choked out.
Sakura couldn’t help herself. Pinpricks of tears accompanied her smile. She had loved her time traveling with Sasuke, but apart from Sasuke, Naruto was one of the only people in this world that made her feel like home away from home, and she had missed him. And then Kakashi was there, raising his own familiar “yo” hand sign, dragging along an equally disinterested Shikamaru, whose attitude was the complete opposite than it was when Tamari usually led him through the adobe buildings of Suna.
After releasing Naruto, Kakashi was there placing a compassionate hand on her shoulder, a gesture that he used to do regularly when she was a Genin. “I’m proud of you.”
And those words meant the entire world.
“Gaara!” Naruto yelled to the person who had come up behind her. “Long time no see!”
And the warm expression that the Kazekage returned to his friend from another village, revealed to Sakura that Naruto was that person for others, too.
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Kakashi had had a rather amusing night, devising a plan to keep both Shikamaru and Naruto delayed in their journey. All it took was a stall in the form of a competition, which was really simple to do actually. Kakashi had jokingly remarked that out of the three of them, he could outsleep both lazy ninja because he, of course, was the Hokage and the laziest among the three. The rules were simple: During their hour break of rest, Kakashi would summon a clone to supervise them while they rested, monitoring who would naturally wake up first. Naruto yelled “you’re on!” and ran 10 miles at his highest speed to tire himself out enough that he would sleep soundly through the hour. Whether or not Shikamaru was smart enough to see through Kakashi’s plan, he didn’t argue, lounging backward in the sand on the border of the Country of Wind, and crossing an arm lazily over his eyes. If Kakashi had a large sum of money, he would make a bet here and now that Shikamaru would win this.
After his two counterparts were open mouthed, and drool bubbling, Kakashi sent away his clone with a head nod. It disappeared into the setting sun toward the Sand Village. Then Kakashi waited, enjoying a night of stars while reading his beloved Icha Icha Paradise by firelight. This was more like it, he thought to himself, glad to be unburdened by the demanding lifestyle of the Hokage.
When Gaara had requested a meeting via carrier bird, Kakashi’s brow had furrowed at first to learn about Sakura’s situation, along with the enemy she and Sasuke had encountered on their journey. The Kazekage requested that he or someone close to him report to Sunagakure. And then Kakashi had pinched his chin in careful thought as he admired the surmounting pile of paperwork on his desk.
“Want to go on a trip?” he had asked Shikamaru, who nodded off at his position.
“Not really,” Shikamaru responded disinterestedly.
Kakashi baited, “I guess I could take Naruto with me to meet with the Kazekage, instead.”
“The Kazekage?” he probed, “A trip to Sunagakure?”
“Yes,” he stretched, unfurling the scroll he received from Gaara, so that Shikamaru could take a better look from afar. “It seems there are some foreign shinobi causing problems for Sakura.”
“Hmmm…” Shikamaru pondered, coming to read the offered scroll over Kakashi’s shoulder. “It’ll be a drag, but I guess I can go. Don’t want anything to happen to Sakura.”
Mhm, Kakashi thought to himself. Because of Sakura. That wasn’t the kunoichi on Shikamaru’s mind. Kakashi realized suddenly that he was too involved in all the lives of this young generation. How did he always find himself knowing too much?
“Then it’s settled,” Kakashi nodded, snapping the scroll back into it’s rolled-up position.
And then the door of his office was practically kicked through. “I’m still going,” Naruto announced, startling both Kakashi and Shikamaru as he announced his obvious eavesdropping.
“If Sakura is in danger, then I’d better be there.”
And that’s how Kakashi ended up with two knuckleheads on a week vacation to the Sand Village. And then Kakashi’s logical next thought had been of the other two members of Team 7. He had been ecstatic when he learned that Sakura had temporarily accompanied the Uchiha on his life-long mission and that Sasuke had let her. Years of reading Makeout Tactics informed Kakashi of what was to become between the pair, a natural progression of suppressed feelings over the course of many years. Most of the time, there was only one outcome if a male and female shinobi embarked on a long journey together. Sending the clone was a precaution, just in case his suspicions were correct, and their unexpected drop-in might cause a stir.
But Kakashi had never expected to walk in on that…When the clone disappeared and the events that his clone just witnessed dropped into his memory, Kakashi laughed quietly to himself under the stars. He grinned up at those same luminaries for a moment, grateful that both of his ninja pupils had finally navigated their way to one another through the murk of life and had decided to take on that life together. Sasuke had finally, finally let her in, and the knowledge felt like the Uchiha had come home again.
Well done, Sakura. Naruto may have brought him home, but what you have done, is shown him a path to his own special happiness.
The Sixth Hokage had lounged back into the grass, placing his open book over his eyes. He didn’t wake Shikamaru and Naruto, when the hour expired, after all. And to his surprise, when the other two ninja woke him the next morning, Kakashi had won the competition.
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Sasuke stepped out of his portal just in front of the Kazekage’s building, anticipating the cringey reception he would receive from Kakashi and Naruto once he reached Gaara’s office. He took his time climbing the steps. When he entered the room, the Uchiha quietly leaned back against the far wall to avoid interrupting the conversation that was already occurring.
“Essentially, we are asking for the Leaf’s cooperation with us as we search Tanigakure for the enemy’s whereabouts,” The Kazekage announced from behind his desk. “It is a territory between our villages, and it would be best if both village personnel were present during searches, so it seems more diplomatic to the citizens of Tanigakure.”
The white-haired ninja nodded, Naruto voicing his sensei’s unspoken response. “Of course, The Leaf will work with you Gaara. Isn’t that right Kakashi-sensei?!”
Kakashi pinched the bridge of his nose with a sigh. “Can’t you at least call me ‘Lord Hokage’ when we are on official business?”
Naruto ignored him and announced. “If they’re going after Sakura, then of course we will help. I’ll go find them myself!”
Sasuke shook his head in withdrawn amusement at his teammate’s old habits of needing to be the center of attention in literally every setting. Sasuke’s eyes also found Sakura, who stood at the front of the party, tapping her foot impatiently. She clutched two letters to her chest and Sasuke sensed that she was waiting for an opportunity to interject, little to no concern about this topic. Sasuke smirked. She couldn’t care less about some target on her back by shinobi that belonged to the same group she had already gone head-to-head with.  
“If they can’t be found,” a spikey ponytailed ninja remarked, and Sasuke quickly identified his childhood classmate, Shikamaru. “Then wouldn’t it be better to draw them out? They are after Sakura after all. We could just wait for them to strike again.”
Sasuke frowned. He didn’t like that idea. Shikamaru had never been one of Sasuke’s favorites, and the Uchiha liked him considerably less whenever he made suggestions about using his friends as bait. Genius he may be, but Sasuke didn’t have to like him or his ideas.
“I’m sure we can think of something…” Kakashi thought out loud, drawing the eyes of the room in his direction.
“While you’re thinking about it,” Sakura finally spoke, handing both Kakashi and Gaara each one of the letters she held. “I would like to request both of your considerations regarding a matter concerning a young boy here in Sunagakure. He’s been through a lot, and he expresses interest toward starting anew in the Leaf Village.”
Kakashi and Gaara both surveyed the letters in their hands, and Sasuke could see even from where he stood that the reports were extensively detailed. Once again, Sasuke found himself admiring his teammate’s professional persona who seemed like a different person altogether.
“He has expressed the desire to train as a shinobi, but I also want him to continue treatment at the Children’s health clinic in Konoha. I am requesting that he be released by Sunagakure into Konoha’s care until the child decides he’s ready to return.”
“I’ll talk with my council, but I approve as long as the Leaf is willing,” Gaara agreed, glancing over at Kakashi to assess his reaction.
“Of course, that’s okay,” said Kakashi, beaming over at Sakura. “However, some people in the Leaf might harbor negative sentiments toward the youth for various, equally ridiculous reasons. He might be accused of things like being a spy, might be shunned, and more. Can he handle situations like this?”
Sasuke watched Sakura carefully weigh Kakashi’s words. There was a shadow of worry that crossed her face for just a second and then Naruto was elbowing her. “I’ll keep an eye on him!”
“How can you be in Tanigakure looking for Sakura’s aggressors and be in Konoha to…” Shikamaru began but then trailed off as he held everyone’s dumbfounded gazes, “…never mind. I’m not on my game today. I’m obviously overworked.” They all let out a laugh because everyone knew exactly how Naruto would do it with his infamous shadow clone jutsu.
“I’m certain Isao will be okay, but any time you can spare him, would be great, Naruto. Being around you would do him some good,” Sakura said and everyone around the room nodded in agreement. Even Sasuke agreed silently to himself in the back. Being around Naruto had changed each and every person in this room, including himself.
“He can travel back with us when we leave,” Kakashi announced, and Sakura grinned in success.
Gaara quickly changed the topic back to the most pressing matter at hand. “We have Sakura’s assailants in custody. I’d like all your personal evaluations of them as shinobi.”
Everyone in the room nodded, and the Kazekage turned to Kankuro. “Take them to the prison. Sakura, if you don’t mind, I’d like to discuss something with you in more detail.” Sasuke’s ears pricked at the mention of her staying behind. But his rational self reasoned that it was likely just to talk about the events of yesterday.
“Uchiha can further explain who they are while Sakura and I finish up, right Sasuke?” Gaara asked toward Sasuke’s direction without even looking up from the paperwork on his desk, both revealing Sasuke’s presence to his fellow Leaf-shinobi and volunteering him to work. Annoying sand guy.
Of course, they all spun at the mention of his name, locating him against the far wall. He didn’t wave or smile, but just crossed his arms in typical Uchiha fashion.
While Naruto was practically leaping toward him, shouting “There you are Sasuke!” Sasuke couldn’t help but catch Sakura’s eye and the Uchiha stiffened at the obvious embarrassment that flashed across her face for the briefest of seconds before she shyly looked away. And even when his loser of a best friend was wrapping his arm around Sasuke’s neck in an annoying way of showing affection, Sasuke didn’t miss the fact that Kakashi also noticed Sakura’s display, and Sasuke caught his sensei’s knowing expression as the Hokage looked back and forth between the two with one smiling eye. Sasuke sighed. They were screwed.
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bitchinbarzal · 1 year
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1,000 FOLLOWER CELLY
to celebrate hitting a thousand followers I wanted to do a little something for you all 🎈 as always please read the rules, failure to follow these will result in your request being deleted!
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1. "what are you doing up so early?'
2.. "vou should be in bed." "and vou should be there with me."
5. "just five more minutes? please?"
6. "you never look prettier than you do first thing in the day. must be something in the sunlight."
7. "if i had my way, we'd never leave this bed."
9. " love it when your voice is the first thing i hear in the morning."
10. "c'mon, we don't really need to get up yet."
11. "what possessed you to wake me up at this ungodly hour?!"
12. "what are you doing here?"
13. "come to bed. please?"
14. "thank you for picking me up- i know it's late."
15. "don't worry, i'll always come get you."
16. "i didn't have anywhere else to go."
17. "i'm sorry, i didn't mean to wake you."
18. "go back to sleep, it's okay."
19. "i've got you now, nothing's going to happen to you while i'm here"
20. "nightmares again?"
"here, you can sleep in my shirt."
21. "you're freezing, come here."
"here, take my jacket."
"you need to eat. you'll feel better after it."
22. "I just can't be with you like this anymore."
23. "you know that i love you."
24. "i'm not yours to call babe!"
25. "and she won't even look at you?"
26. "at this point, i've got nothing to lose."
27. "don't bother me anymore."
"i don't wanna just kiss."
28. "don't you dare touch me."
29. "you're not broken and vou never have been."
30. "you know i love you, don't you?" "like i could ever forget."
31. "stop that. right now." "stop what?" "being so nice to me. it's confusing!"
32. "what are you smiling at?" "nothing. nothing, it's just... two hours ago you were hating my guts, and now you've got your head on my lap and my hands in your hair. you've gotta admit, it's a little funny."
"tell me what i can do to fix this. please."
33. "you have to stop seeing them.", "Why?" "they treat you like shit. i can't stand seeing them walk all over you like this."
34. "god, do you even hear yourself?! you never treated me any better!"
35. "don't leave me alone. please."
36. pacing around while debating whether or not you should text them after they've left the house for a bit
37. forgetting about the argument after a while and going in for a hug, kiss, or any other form of affection that is a force of habit
38. needing to go to an event after a party and having to pretend as if they aren't angry with one another the entire time
39. "i don't want to go to bed angry...can we please talk about this?"
40. catching the other one crying shortly after and immediately feeling an overwhelming wave of guilt crash onto you.
41. "hey...uh, the dinner's here.."
42. painful silence hanging over the room when both of you want to start talking things out but are just waiting for the other to speak first
43. when one tries to pretend like the argument didn't even happen after a few hours, which could either anger the other more or cause them to brush it off all the same
44. "…. you still mad?"
45. feeling guilty so you perform an act of kindness (ex: making them their fave food) as an indirect apology
46. ranting to friends or a relative about the other, only for them to agree and call you out on your wrongdoings
47. "i didn't kick you out. all i said was that i needed some space.."
48. texting them because you feel a little too embarrassed/nervous to see them face-to-face again
49. trying to apologize but only sparking up another argument
50. "vou missed me?" "of course i did..."
51. "why are you staring at me?" “you're pretty.."
52. "this song reminds me of you."
53. "seeing you is always my favorite part of my day."
54. "come on, dance with me!"
55. "aw, sweetheart you know you don't have to ask...come here."
56. "i said i love you, you heard me." "oh i know, i just want to hear you say it again."
"you're my favorite person."
57. "I love everything about you."
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luckyshotwrites · 1 year
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Ch. 38 // My Hold // Day 23
Contents (Warnings): Lynette's very excited for movie night, until she has a heart breaking reminder. (very light vore mentions, the feelies, a slight bit of angst and seriousness).
Wordcount: 1316 (short chapter, I know, I'm working on the next which a day will be skipped, FYI).
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(Oct. 8th, Saturday (After Festival))
There was dancing, sparkling displays, and a lot of cheer as things ended. We didn’t have to stay and clean up, though Edgar made Alexander and Drake stay. June happily volunteered with Claudia and Tila, who looked to make a competition out of it. The rest of us left.
And Viola watched over me as the rest of us were leaving.
Viola handed me the bags I gave her on the first day, all the gifts and clothes Zilla and Lev helped me pick out. 
We passed many of the other places that were already closed or returned to empty lots of dirt. Looking back, I thought how crazy it’d be for all of this to soon be gone. 
At the exit, there was a line. A lot of monsters were leaving, going back into their human forms. The monsters that hadn’t let the beings they ate go had to stop at a tent nearby and do that. There was a slight ruckus at the gate because one monster refused to let someone go.
I tried to pay little attention to that once we went over the gate. Sandra patted each head the best she could. She counted us like we were her little ducklings.
I tugged at my wristband, taking it off and putting it in one of the gift bags. I didn’t think I’d need it from here on out. It would stop working tomorrow anyway.
“I hope everyone enjoyed their time,” Sandra muttered as she turned her back to us. She raised her shoulders, and after a minute or two, she dropped them. The portal opened, and she went through it. 
The others followed suit, talking amongst themselves. Viola gave me a happy smile and a pat, ushering me ahead. 
I went through it. A sense of dread entered my body once I was back in the halls of the pizzeria. My tribulations would continue as usual tomorrow. 
It was a nice break while it lasted. I thought to myself.
I said goodbye to everyone to avoid lingering and left. I checked my phone; it wasn’t even ten. 
Wicks: Can’t wait for movie night! 🥰🍿 9:25 p.m.
Lynette:🍿! 9:51 p.m.
I should get us some snacks! I said happily in my head.
I stopped at the store on the way home. I brought two big bags of caramel corn and all their finest, fizzy pleasures.
When I got home, I groaned aloud. “Is someone having a party?!” Our parking zone was filled. I sighed and had to park further away. I got out, looped my lanyard around my neck, got my duffle back on my shoulder, then shopping bags in one hand and the gift bags in another. 
I struggled to carry them. I closed my truck and locked it.
I walked all the way around, then squinted at the parking lot again. “Of course! Now there’s a spot!” I exclaimed to myself aloud with a giggle.
I struggled to open the glass door with my card, and luckily a sweet old lady opened it for me. I huffed up the steps with my quaking arms. I’m almost there. Come on, Lynette, you can do this! I cheered. 
I banged into the door, unable to lift my arms high enough to get my key when I bent over. 
I exhaled and had to release the bags like a chump. I failed the “take it all in one trip” achievement. 
I unlocked the door and entered our dark apartment. 
Wicks isn’t home yet? I thought to myself. I picked up the bags again. Ah, right, he usually gets home around 10:30. I put the groceries onto the counter overlooking the living room, then went into my room. I threw the duffle bag on my bed and stuffed the gifts under it. I had to sort through them later.  
A devious idea entered my head. I hadn’t turned the lights on. 
I could scare Wicks. I chuckled at the notion, unbagging everything and putting it onto the counter. 
I was going to text him and ask if he wanted me to pick up anything from the store for a cover, but I heard someone at the door. I got closer to it, hearing his voice from the other side. 
Did he bring someone with him?
I remained still, ready to shake the bags of caramel corn I held to spook him. 
But his words hit me clearly when he opened the door. “I know, Charletta, but I’m afraid she’ll hate me after it.”
He flicked on the switch near the door. He dropped his keys on the table, then saw me.
 I lifted up the bags with a weak smile, “surprise….”
I could hear Charletta talking through the receiver but couldn’t hear her response. 
 Wicks smiled half-heartedly. 
“Lentils, I didn’t see your car. You got home early too-” He flicked back to the phone, “Lynette’s here. I’ll call you back later.” He hung up on her.
He rushed over and hugged me tightly. I hugged back, but the usual comforting sandalwood smell didn’t help the twist in my chest. 
I tried not to dwell on his behavior during the festival. And I was so so excited to spend time with him when I got home that I forgot how I felt. 
In my throat, a question rose. It struggled to leave and slowly choked me. 
“I missed you, Lentils; how was it?” He asked. He pulled back, lightly holding my shoulders. I could see his aversion to the conversation he had with Charletta. 
I lowered my head. 
He wanted to tell me something for the past few weeks. He paused during certain subjects and avoided topics. 
I pretended there wasn’t anything wrong. I always did. There were things Wicks never said to me, and I acted blissfully aware. Why can’t you tell me everything like I tell you? Now was no different. I couldn’t keep pretending with the weight of my anxiety.
The question spilled from my quivering lips, “do you not want to be roommates anymore?” I looked at his scuffed white running shoes. 
The silence killed me, but he coddled me with another hug. “NO! That’s not it, Lentils!” He almost sounded offended. “You’re an awesome, loving roommate.” He pressed at the bags in my limp arms, “You even got me caramel corn. It’s my favorite…” he assured me.
“Then why-” 
He broke the hug and locked eyes with me. I could see the worry clouding them. “Would you still love me if I hid something from you?”
“You’re my brother, Wicks. I’ll always love you. You know that.”
He hesitated again. He searched around as if he had lost what he was going to say, and his fingers fidgeted with the trim of his black work vest.
“I’m seeing someone.”
“You are?”
“I was afraid to tell you. I thought you’d give me this long talk about how terrible it is to date a stranger.” He continued, avoiding eye contact and moving his head from side to side with his explanation. 
That’s not it, is it, Wicks… The thought squeezed my heart. You’re not going to tell me... 
I pressed up a smile. “AND YOU KEPT TELLING ME SOMETHING FOR COMING HOME LATER OR THE NEXT DAY!”
Wicks turned back to me, a smile returning to his face too. “YOU CAN’T BLAME ME FOR THAT! AT LEAST I DON’T DISAPPEAR FOR A WHOLE DAY!”
“There’s been times!” I said back in less of a shout and more of a matter of fact. Our playfulness slowly returned as we walked to the kitchen.
I had no choice but to play along and hope he’d tell me.
Wicks was the most normal person in my life right now; he was the only thing I could hold onto for safety. And I couldn't lose my hold, or I'd drown.
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toomanyopinionss · 1 year
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Three Weeks - Part 2
Pairing: Spiderman/Original Male Character
Summary: High School AU - After Manuel Juarez (MJ) met Spiderman for the first time, it took him 3 weeks to uncover that he was Peter Parker. To be honest, Manny doesn't know how he didn't figure it out sooner...
Warnings: light profanity ig? basically fluff
Author's Note: So I did a thing. I've never posted a fic here before. This honestly spurred from a tweet I saw after seeing NWH about how Andrew Garfield's Spiderman is yet to meet his MJ and it could be a dude. After seeing that a character instantly formed in my head and I needed an outlet. i made my peter parker a very vague cutout, so one can imagine whichever one floats their boat, whether that’s Maguire, Holland, the lego version 🤷🏾‍♀️
also this will be in like 4 parts i think. enjoy!
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October 15
Good Evening, everyone, and welcome to Nightly News In New York.
I’m Shannon Johnson.
And I’m Charles Bailey. First things first, Cold and Flu season has come to ravage the nation once again. Clinics are overrun and low on supplies. Schools throughout the city have reported up to 10% of their students are sick. Multiple school faculties have been hit hard as well, making the shortage of substitute teachers all the more obvious.
That’s right, Charles. The office of the mayor of NYC released a statement this morning saying:
“Here we go again, New York. You know the drill. Stay warm. Stay safe. And if you’re sick? Please, for the love of God, stay home.”
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Since the first night, Spiderman had swung Manny home 5 times. It didn’t happen every night. Sometimes Spiderman was off fighting crime and saving lives. But when the city was quiet (well, as quiet as Queens could possibly be), Spiderman would drop in and offer him a lift. And Manny would accept. After the second time, he no longer felt the need to release his lunch into his mother’s petunias.
This particular October night, Manny was glad for the lack of customers. Cold and flu season had amplified the small drugstore’s business, and the people of Queens tore through the medicine aisle with gusto. When traffic finally slowed down 15 minutes to closing, Manny used the time to re-restock the shelves, because his co-worker Alex couldn’t organize for shit. At 9:25, someone burst through the doors, because of course someone would. Manny leaned out of the aisle to see who had come in, and he was treated to a view of a windblown, out-of-breath May Parker.
“Hey Auntie May,” he said, standing up from his kneeling position so she could see him. “To what do I owe this marvelous pleasure, 5 minutes before closing?”
“Ha ha, funny guy has jokes tonight, huh?” May said sarcastically. “You know a circus opened up about 30 minutes from here?”
Manny flashed her a sweet smile. “I’ll be sure to put in my application.” She returned his smile with one of her own, winking.
Manny headed towards the counter, while May shuffled towards the Health and Beauty section. “So Manuel, I met one of your co-workers when I came in to grab a last-minute birthday card for my boss a couple of days ago. Alex, I think? She seemed real…distraught.”
Manny sighed. “She’s a mess. She broke up with her boyfriend last week and the dude’s already moved on. The boss man gave her a couple of personal days to “collect herself” so she would stop scaring customers.”
“Oh poor girl,” said May, shaking her head. “Young love is a rough terrain to navigate.”
Manny shrugged because he wouldn’t know. The longest relationship he’d been in was more of a friendship-with-benefits situation with his chem lab partner, Julia. They ended things amicably after 3 months once she got a boyfriend, no hard feelings between them. There was also that boy, Carlos. Although the relationship was sweet, it was short-lived. The boy moved away before any deeper connection could form between them.
May Parker approached the checkout counter with both hands full of stuff. Manny realized he probably should have gotten her a basket to carry them. “Hey, by the way”, May starts, dropping her stuff down, “I thought you worked every weeknight? Not that Alex wasn’t lovely. But I was planning on giving you this banana bread recipe for your grandmother the other day, cause I haven’t had the chance to stop by myself.”
“Oh yeah, I do,” Manny said while scanning her things. “The twins were sick, Carmen and Ricky had midterms, and mom had to work a double, so I offered to stay home with them.”
“Ugh…” May put a hand on her chest. “You are just the sweetest boy.”
Manny blushed and waved a hand dismissively. “Just doing my part, May.”
She shook her head, then. “This bug going around is just awful. You know Peter’s sick, too?”
“Yeah? Well, that explains why I didn’t see him in school today.” Manny wouldn’t say that he and Peter Parker were ‘best friends’ now, but they’d been getting closer over the last week or so. Ever since the moment they shared when Peter fixed his bandage, they’ve greeted each other in the hallways, walked each other to classes, and even spent their free period together in the library. The thought gave Manny a warm feeling.
May rolled her eyes. “Oh yeah. I made him stay home because that boy just does not know how to take care of himself. So much like Benjamin, it irks me.” Manny laughed as he finished scanning the last item.
“Tell Peter I hope he feels better,” Manny said as May collected her things.
“Send the twins my love. I’ll have fresh-baked cookies at your house by tomorrow.”
Manny called out, “Chocolate chip please!”May just laughed and blew him a kiss, before leaving the drugstore.
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Spider-man wasn’t at their usual spot today, which left Manny feeling a little disappointed. After waiting a couple more minutes (just in case), Manny sighed and walked on, pulling his headphones over his ears to block out any sound.
After a few minutes of listening to one of his playlists, his favorite song came on. He slowed down a bit and closed his eyes, letting the music wash over him. He felt his lips curve into a smile. It was a marvelous feeling, and Manny felt like every single worry in the world simply vanished for a couple of minutes. He loved music. It’s like every one of his five senses comes alive. When the song ended, he opened his eyes to see his late-night walking buddy standing there, looking at him.
“AYE!” Manny yelped, his heart racing. “What, you can’t say nothing?!”
Spiderman scratched the back of his head in what seemed to be a sheepish gesture. “Oh shit! Sorry, Manny. You just seemed so…”
“What, high?” Manny asked, chuckling, shoving his headphones back into his bag, so he didn’t have to meet his eye. He felt his face heat up ever so slightly.
“No! No, like relaxed. Peaceful. It’s a nice look on you… I didn’t wanna mess it up.”
Manny’s heart skipped at least two beats. He would be glad for the darkness outside, but he wasn’t sure whether or not Spiderman had night vision. “Damn, you know how to woo a person. It’s a shame the only person you’re able to see these days is Doc Ock and his vengeful ass.”
Spiderman laughed, which quickly dissolved into a coughing fit. “Sorry,” he said, clearing his throat.
Manny raised an eyebrow. “You good?” The hero started to nod but then dissolved into another fit of coughing.
“Damn. Don’t tell me the germs of New York got you too?” Manny asked incredulously.
“Yep, this city does not do anything halfway,” Spiderman said, punctuating the sentence with a sneeze. Which launched him into another coughing fit.
Manny inspected the superhero. “Hey, maybe you shouldn’t swing me home tonight.”
Spider-man’s shoulders slumped a bit. “Yeah, yeah of course. Completely understandable. I’m kind of gross right now, anyways.” He made it like he was about to shoot out a web toward a nearby building, but Manny stopped him with a hand on his arm.
“Woah woah. Despacio, amigo. I just don’t want you overworking yourself.” Spiderman slowly lowered his arms, but Manny maintained contact. “I’m sure this cold doesn’t prevent you from walking me home, right? Cause if you leave and I get kidnapped, possibly murdered?! That’s on you, man. And I can’t promise that I won’t send a whole ghost army to fight you.”
Spiderman shoved Manny away, chuckling. “You’re an idiot.” He starts walking away, and Manny jogs to catch up. They walked alongside each other and talked about random things. If their arms accidentally brushed, no one said anything.
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“What do you mean you’re JUST now reading the Harry Potter books?” Manny stared at Spiderman like he grew an extra head. “What are you, 12? I know that the mask kinda hides your age, but if that’s the case, put a lil space between us right now. I must be breaking some type of law.”
Spiderman looked at him. Although the mask hid his expression, Manny could somehow tell that he was rolling his eyes. “You are so overdramatic, I swear. I never read them growing up, and everyone who’s read them seems to be in on some type of inside joke, so I decided to see what all the fuss was about.”
“What do you mean ‘what all the fuss was about’,” Manny mocked. Then he walked ahead and turned, facing Spiderman and stopping them both in their tracks. “Picture this, okay? You’re a sad, orphan kid with a sucky life, and all of a sudden, BAM! You’ve got powers and your entire life changes. How cool would that be?” Spiderman stayed silent a couple of beats longer than necessary and Manuel raised an eyebrow at him in question.
“I don’t know,” he said, shrugging uncomfortably. “I don’t think it’s that black and white, Manny.”
“What?”
Spiderman looked off to the side, facing the city outline. “The being an orphan and getting powers thing. Yeah, sure, it’s cool and all, but it’s not that simple. You’re basically being thrust into a world you don’t understand and change, good or bad, is a lot to handle. You don’t know who you can trust. You make a ton of enemies. Not to mention the fact that you… you’d lose a lot along the way.”
The two were silent for a minute. Frankly, Manny didn’t know how to respond. It was obvious Spiderman was talking about himself. Manny didn’t know the dude’s history, but he had enough common sense to know that all superheroes had emotional baggage. Should he hug him? Does one simply hug a superhero? Would that be inappropriate? There wasn’t exactly a guide to this, Manny thought. So he simply asked.
“Can I hug you?”
Spiderman turned his head sharply to look at Manny, surprised. They both stared awkwardly at each other for a minute. But Spiderman had yet to recoil in horror at the idea, so Manny didn’t rescind his offer.
After a long beat of silence, Spiderman nodded his head slowly. Manny pulled him into a loose embrace, wrapping his arms around his neck, while the superhero’s hands rested limply on his hips. Manny whispered into his ear, “I don’t know your story, and frankly it’s none of my business. But I do know this. Despite all you’ve lost, you work overtime to make sure everyone in this goddamn city can sleep safely at night. You out here patrolling in the streets while you’re sick, for crying out loud, and I’m gonna take a wild guess and say you’re not much older than me.” Spiderman stiffened, but Manny plowed on. “The point is, you’re awesome. And also much cooler than Harry Potter. I admire you.”
“I… I, um—“ Spiderman broke off, clearing his throat. He inhaled shakily before whispering, “Thanks.”
“No biggie,” Manny quipped nonchalantly. He was about to say something else, but all of a sudden Spiderman launched out of his arms and turned his head before sneezing twice.
“Bless you,” Manny said, chuckling. “Come on, my house is a couple blocks away.” Spiderman nodded, and the two started walking once more. Manny knew that he really should send the guy on his way. He clearly wasn’t getting better. But he just… couldn’t bring himself to. He selfishly enjoyed their brief moments together.
As they went, Manny noticed Spiderman restlessly moving his fingers, and he had the urge to grab his hand. He should have squashed this thought the minute he thought it, but he’s always been a touch impulsive. Before second-guessing himself, Manny reached out slowly to grab his hand. He awkwardly managed to only grab two of the five fingers, but when Spiderman looked up surprised, he played it off like it was his intention.
“I do this with my little sisters a lot. It helps calm them down a bit,” he lied in what he hoped was a confident voice. His heart was beating wildly.
“You have sisters?” Spiderman asked. He didn’t remove his fingers from Manny’s, so the boy felt his heartbeat return to normal.
“Um, yeah. I have two younger sisters and two older sisters. The younger ones are twins. I also have three stepbrothers that live down the street.”
“Wow. You have a big family.”
“Yep. You have siblings?”
Spiderman hesitated, then shook his head. “Nah. Just me.”
“Dude, you can have one of mine. In fact, take your pick of the litter, I’ve got no favorites. They all get on my nerves.”
Spiderman barked a laugh, which made Manny laugh. Their laughter died as they approached his front porch. Manny released the superhero’s fingers from their captivity and turned to smile at him.
“Thanks for walking me home, Spidey. And they say chivalry is dead.” Manny wiggled his eyebrows playfully, and Spiderman snorted. Then he started coughing again. Manny patted his back a few times before remembering something. “Wait here for a sec,” he said hurriedly, entering his house.
A minute later, he came out with a container in his hand. “My ma made soup yesterday, and they say there’s nothing more magical than a Mexican mother’s cooking.” He winked and handed the container to Spiderman. The superhero looks down at the food in his hands, before looking back up at Manny.
“Why are you so nice to me?”
Manny looked at the superhero incredulously. “Dude, you're the fucking Spiderman.” His companion nodded slowly, clearly not impressed with the answer. Manny breathed out heavily through his nose. He took the hair tie out of his hair and ran a hand through it. Usually, he was pretty ok with the emotional stuff, but he didn’t want to seem lame.
“Look, you take time off your schedule every night to take me home. You choose to be here, and that means something to me. Plus,” he shrugged nonchalantly, “I consider you a friend.” Manny can’t tell if the other guy is smiling behind the mask, but he seems more relaxed than before.
“Manny, I—“
“MJ!” A yell from inside the house makes both of them jump. “Get your butt in here! It’s Friday, which means it’s YOUR turn to do the dishes!”
“¡Relájate! Carmen, give me a minute!” Manny yelled in response before turning back to Spiderman. “Sorry about that.”
The hero in question raised an eyebrow. “MJ?”
Manny groaned. “Manuel Juarez. My siblings have been calling me that for years.”
“Well,” Spiderman starts, shooting a web out to the nearest light fixture. “Thanks for the soup, MJ. I’ll see you on the flip side.” Then he disappeared into the night.
Manny sighed and turned back towards his house. He thought, Why was that hot?
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Manny knew he was gonna catch whatever cold/flu hellscape his sisters had, and the stuffed-up nose and sore throat he woke up with on Monday morning confirmed that theory. He groaned internally (and externally) but ultimately got out of bed to get ready for school. The rational thing to do would be to stay home and rest, but Manny had a test in 6th period, and his math teacher was fidgety and mean about retakes. So he took an Advil and some cold syrup, jugged half the carton of orange juice, and hauled his aching body out the door.
By the third period, he was falling apart. His head felt heavy, and the medicine he took was making it hard to think clearly. But Manny was determined to get this test out of the way if it killed him. So he brushed off the concerns of his friends, Gwen and Miles, and powered through. After Physics, he had lunch and then a free period before the 5th. So he grabbed an apple from the cafeteria, just to eat something, and went to the library. He needed to close his eyes.
When he reached the far edge of the library, his phone vibrated in his pocket alerting him to a text.
gwennie: mannyyy
gwennie: where r u? we were gonna study at lunch.
Manny groaned, falling back into the large bean bag chair.
manny: sry gwen. i completely forgot.
manny: didn’t sleep much last night, so i’m in the library catching extra z’s before class
manny: forgive me… ily
Manny didn’t wait for a response. He just shut down his phone and closed his eyes, drifting off mere seconds later into a dreamless sleep.
Manny woke up feeling worse than he did before. He sat up a little and shook off the grogginess that settled on him like a dense fog. It took him several moments to realize he was being watched.
“I hope you haven’t been watching me this whole time,” Manny quipped without opening his eyes. “That is stalker behavior, amigo.”
“You’re sick.”
Manny opened one of his eyes lazily to look at Peter. He was sitting across from him in the other giant bean. He seemed pretty settled in, with his open laptop in his lap and bag of pretzels settled next to him. Peter was looking at him all concerned, which made him squirm a bit. “May mentioned you weren’t feeling great on Friday,” Manny said. “You okay now?”
Peter looked at him incredulously. “I’m fine, Manny. You, however, are not.”
“Calm down, Parker. I’m well aware I look like shit. I have a math test during sixth, so here I am.” He extended his arms out in a dramatic fashion. And then he sneezed and fell back onto the beanbag groaning.
“Bless you. First of all, I never said you looked like shit,” Peter said. Manny looked at him with an eyebrow raised. “Second of all, can’t you do a makeup test?”
“With Mrs. Anders?”
Peter winced. “Ouch. So not an option.”
“Nope.” Manny could tell that his meds had finally worn off because a wave of general awfulness fell over him just then.
Peter looked at him for a minute. Then he put down his laptop, got up from his chair, and walked over to him. He placed the back of his hand on his forehead. “Fuck, you’re so hot. You have a fever, MJ, you have to… no, you need to go to the nurse.”
“Nooo,” Manny said, pushing Peter’s hand away. “I don’t wanna go to the nurse. She’s old, mean, and racist. Plus she smells like the cafeteria’s lasagna. You know what will make me feel better?”
“What?”
“You calling me hot again,” Manny said, wiggling his eyebrows.
Peter gave him an exasperated look. “Look, all we need is an official note from the nurse. Then Anders will have to let you retake it. I’ll go with you.“
“Ok, ok.” Manny stood. His balance wavered slightly, which prompted Peter to grab his arm.
“You okay?”
“Nope.” Manny rests his forehead on Peter’s shoulder in defeat. ”I feel like lukewarm garbage, I’m awful at taking care of myself, and I should not have come today.”
Peter chuckled. “If it makes you feel better, I’m bad at taking care of myself too. That’s why we have to let the people who care about us help out.” Manny felt one of the boy’s hands reach down to hold his…fingers? Yep, he was not imagining it, Peter Parker grabbed two of his fingers. Manny thought back to his similar actions a few days ago, with Spider-man. Although he had made the mistake to grab the superhero’s fingers instead of his hand, Peter had acted intentionally. Huh.
“Let’s get to the nurse. You can lean on me if you need to.” Manny nodded, not trusting his big mouth to respond appropriately . They both grabbed all their stuff and headed towards the nurse’s office.
A few moments later, Nurse Maddocks, a stern looking older woman with a stiff posture, looked both of the boys over. “I’m not writing you out of another gym class, Parker.”
Manny turned to Peter, smiling playfully while the other boys ears turned pink. “No, I’m not here for me, miss, I’m here for my friend.”
The nurse, who was sitting at her desk, put on her glasses and turned to her computer. “Full name?”
“Manuel Juarez.”
“Is that short for Emmanuel?”
“…No?”
“Hmm.” She typed on her computer a bit more. Manny was starting to feel a bit nauseous, which was weird given that he barely ate anything today. “What seems to be the problem?” She finally asked, looking up at the boy.
“I have the flu, I think.”
“Is that a self diagnosis, or have you actually been to the doctor’s office?”
“Well—“
“Young man, I’ve had about 15 kids come in today trying to get a free ticket home. I’m not interested in games right now.”
“Miss Maddocks, he’s clearly not feeling well. You haven’t even taken his temperature yet,” Peter spoke up suddenly, sounding annoyed.
“Fix the tone, Parker,” the nurse said. But she got up and headed towards a cabinet in the back. Once her back was turned, Peter met Manny’s gaze and crossed his eyes while mouthing “Fix your tone, Parker.”
Manny grinned at him. Why hadn’t he and Peter been close prior to the last couple weeks? Manny’s mom and Peter’s aunt had been friends since nursing school years back, and the woman changed his diapers, as embarrassing as that was. But when May and Ben adopted Peter, Manny barely crossed paths with the small boy. He was quiet, and tended to stay back with Ben whenever May came over.
Then, halfway through their freshman year, Peter came to a pride meeting at their school. This sparked Manny’s curiosity, because the boys had never had anything in common, to Manny’s knowledge. Peter was always hanging out with Ned or Harry Osborn while Manny went on being a social butterfly. Manny approached Peter, who was in the corner eating an apple and reading one of the pamphlets set out on the table.
“Hi.”
Peter looked up from the pamphlet. “Hey Manny.”
“I’ve never seen you at one of these meetings before.”
“Yea…” The boy played with his sleeve in what looked to be a slightly awkward gesture before looking back up. “My uncle’s forcing me to join an extracurricular, and sports are out of the picture. I actually tripped on air twice before getting here. So I thought I’d just start simple.”
Many grinned at him. “I’m glad you’re here. It’s usually very low-key, but you might have to introduce yourself.”
Peter groaned. “It had to be something.” Manny chuckled, and they both found seats on the kindergarten circle rug used for meetings. As expected, when Peter was called to introduce himself a couple minutes later, he stood up (it took him two tries to do so, he wasn’t joking about the clumsiness).
“Hi. I’m Peter Parker, he/him. And… I don’t know what I identify as. All I know is, I’m not one of the heteros.” He finished off his last statement with a shrug and a smirk, before plunking right back down next to Manny. The room dissolved in snickers before the meeting started.
Manny leaned over and whispered, “That wasn’t so bad, now was it.”
Peter nudged him with his shoulder playfully. The rest of the meeting was a blast. They made jokes and laughed and just had a good time. May picked them both up afterwards, and Peter told Manny that he would be there for the next meeting.
But he never came.
Something changed in Peter after Ben passed away. They never spoke at the funeral, but Manny tried to find him after the high school called an assembly to discuss gun violence, but he disappeared. He started disappearing a lot too, afterwards. Their sophomore year, he was named Most Tardy to Class. At first, Manny had assumed the worst: that he fell in with the wrong people. But that didn’t appear to be the case: he still hung out with his friends, he still got the highest grade in his AP STEM classes (not that Manny was stalking, cause that would be inappropriate). He just didn’t go outside of that bubble much anymore. He and Manny exchanged smiles when they pass each other in the hall, with the occasional greeting. He even came over to his house a couple of times when his mom invited May over for dinner. But whenever they talked, he had this… heavy look in his eye. Like he was there, but also somewhere else.
And now, looking at Peter, Manny could tell that he was more… well adjusted. Not different, his personality had never really changed. But he seemed more comfortable in his own skin. It made Manny feel emotions that he refused to investigate now seeing as he most definitely had a fever, if the nurse’s worried look at the thermometer she just pulled out of his mouth was any indication.
“101.3,” she said. “I’m going to go give your mother a call, so she can pick you…”
“No wait!” Manny interrupted, shaking his head. “My mom is at work right now, I don’t want to bother her.”
“Well, young man, we have to contact someone. We can’t have you getting other kids sick.”
Manny was starting to feel dizzy now. “Can you call Rico instead? My older brother, he’s on my emergency contact list, I think.”
The nurse rolled her eyes, but headed towards her desk to make the call. Peter came to sit next to Manny.
“You okay? Do you need anything?” The boy asked softly, leaning towards him.
“I’ll be fine,” Manny replied back. He leaned his head back onto the wall and closed his eyes, the dizziness intensifying. He felt Peter grab his fingers once more as they sat and waited.
“Hey,” Manny whispered.
“Yeah?”
“I’m pretty sure that this boldness is coming from the fact that I’m basically dying right now.” Peter snorted. “You wanna go out sometime?”
The other boy froze, his hand tightening slightly around his fingers. “Do you mean… like a regular bro hang out or like a…”
“Peter Parker, what kinda dumbass question is that?! I thought you were an AP student. Where are those critical thinking skills? I’m asking you on a date.”
Then Peter smiled. And it was dazzling. The smile made Manny's heart soar. It cleared his skin. Whitened his teeth.
“Then yes. I’d love to go out with you.”
They looked at each other and smiled.
“I’m glad,” Manny said, before getting up and rushing across the room to hurl in large trash can. Peter hurriedly walked across the room to meet him. He held Manny’s hair back with one hand and rubbed his back with the other.
“Oh dear.” The nurses looked on worriedly. “Your brother will be here in about 5 minutes. Please try and avoid the petunias. It took me all summer to grow them.” In response, both Peter and Manny threw her a withering look. She cleared her throat and looked away busying herself with her actual job.
Peter crouched down and whispered “She can keep her ugly ass flowers.” Manny laughed. And they stayed in that position till his brother came.
That night, Manny texted Peter:
manny: i can’t believe you saw me at my lowest, and i don’t even know ur favorite color is yet.
manny: and don’t say some shit like ‘gReEn LiKe YoUr EyEs’.
manny: i know how you white boys operate
peter: red
peter: like your soul <3
manny: dayum
peter: i like to keep things funky and fresh
peter: how’re you feeling
manny: I’ve transcended beyond feeling like garbage. i AM the garbage now
peter: i’m sorry about that mj
manny: it’s alright. I have it on good authority that there is a hot piece of ass under all this sick
peter: i’m well aware
manny: so you DO think I’m hot
peter: *rolling my eyes* yes
peter: now hurry up and get better. i expect to be wooed.
manny: yes sir
manny: hey real quick. why call me mj? no one at school even knows abt that nickname
peter: oh?
manny: yeah. it’s just this stupid little nickname my sisters have for me.
peter: i don’t have to if your not comfortable with it?
manny: nah it’s ok. i like it when you call me that
manny: when they use it, it’s usually followed by something unpleasant
peter: lolll. gn mj
manny: gn pp
peter: NO.
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