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way2gosuperrstarr · 8 months

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i wanna start writing again but i literally feel like the world's most ass writer in the entire universe . like is it really worth it if im gonna stare at it and hate it like .5 seconds after im done w it. i wanna write my y/n's story but like either its gonna sit in whatever program i'd use to write (i dont wanna use google docs due to the whole ai training thing .... idk if its fully true but i dont wanna risk it) forever or it would just be quietly archived on my ao3 without so much as a whisper to let any person know it exists 😭

#salmon jibberish #i do have an ao3 w some stuff published #its not under the same username i use here or on ig so i'd say its relatively safe to mention it w/o anyone being able to find it so #so like i have a couple stories published from abt a year or two ago #theyre genshin impact related cause that was my huge fixation at the tome #*time #and like they arent bad i guess ????? but they certainly arent good ????????#and i guess i think i just feel like i have absolutely not improved since then #especially since i havent like .... been writing since then either #i miss in like 2015 when i'd post fanfic on fanfic.net or wattpad/quotev and not give a shit how ass my writing was lmao 😭#im an artist first not a writer but id be lying if i said i didnt love it when i did it #i also dont have a computer . it makes writing like significantly more painful /lh #sometimes i borrow my parent's computer but idk #anyway #thats about it im outta here #at least i can doodle the random shit in my head

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oceanwithouthermoon · 7 months

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ive come to realise that i dont actually hate kubokai, i just hate the way people write them

#sorry i read like two cute in character kubokai fics and im enjoying it now #theyre cute and im a closeted shun kinnie so. obviously i will ship him with my crush from the show.#i just really really REALLY hate the super cliche seme uke dynamic people usually give them #those people have NEVER watched the show.. my boy shun is NOT like that #its sooo stereotypical and they obviously give shun the role of 'the girl' in the relationship which is. um. ew #'shun is so fragile and innocent and uwu and he needs big strong aren around at all times to coddle him'#'and aren has a soft spot for shun and shun only and only shun can stop him from being totally murderous and dumb'#do yall know that one scene from the kissing booth #where elle is like 'NOAH! LOOK AT ME! THIS ISNT YOU! LOOK AT ME' when hes about to beat the shit outta his brother #thats how kubokai gets written usually #'aren pwease nevew fight again🥺pwease? fow me?'#me reading anything kaido says in most fics: HE WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT #sorry #people can write whatever they want its just. so ooc.#canon them is soooo bromance core #im sorry idk why im posting negative shit again when i like JUST said i wasnt going to do this anymore LMAO #not a callout post about anyone on here obvi- actually reading more recent fics from people on here is whats gotten me more into them #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#kuboyasu aren #kaido shun #kubokai #meows post

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hamable · 5 months

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I FUCKING KNEW IT. YOU BASTARD. FIVE YEARS WE’VE BEEN ON TO YOU YOU MOTHERFUCKER

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metukika · 8 months

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ill say it before and ill say it again. hc that teru doesnt like serizawa at all.

#im gonna go into it here cuz im not confident in my hcs hi hello #so actually not cuz of the whole claw thing. i think that seri wanting to be a better person is like the one thing teru respects about him #and thats the thing. hes like !!! hes kinda like me!!! so he lowkey tries to make a connection thru that like haha we were both assholes an #arent perfect but trying! but see heres the thing. serizawa is an adult. he wants to act like an adult. so he treats teru like a child. not #in a bad way. normal adult to child. he respects him and all but see teru acts and maybe feels that he feels like an adult. so he sees that #as disrespectful. finally someone whos kinda ignorant like him... but hes treating teru like hes a child?! maybe legally serizawa is an #adult but after staying inside his room for years and then all that manipulation at claw.. mentally teru considers them the same. except #that seri wont act like it cuz reigen told him how to treat regular teenagers but teru isnt a regular teenager get what im sayin #ok and. then teru is kinda mean to him like ok man get outta my way but seri respects him and gives him more chances which makes teru feel #guilty which makes him dislike seri even more and try to push him away by being mean and its this hopeless cycle until one day teru snaps a #him and they have an actual conversation and he can see that hes actually the one treating serizawa like a child. and that hes like a shitt #adult in this scenario am i making any sense is anyone even listening #anyways sorry this is in the tags if u thought it was good and wanted to rb. hope i made u consider some dynamics

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ratatatastic · 3 months

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"I am a glass cage of emotion that is ready to crack, and shatter into a million pieces at any point! I don't even know if I'm even gonna make it through the next 24 hours!"

"Hey, Jess? Your mic is open."

"Oh, is it?"

"Was that your inner thoughts you were letting out there?"

"Sometimes I just start talking, and I just hope that somebody's listening. There's no guarantee."

"Now, rarely is anybody, but uh, yeah—"

"Get that guy out of here! How did we even let him in the ballpark today?"

"I don't know. I don't know. You have to ask around. You have friends on the security booth?"

"Gotta do some digging...gotta do some digging..."

"Yeah, do that."

"Find out the answer to that important question."

"Right, just make sure you're back for the postgame. Can you do that?"

"I'll be there..."

"Fair enough."

"I got you covered."

"Good."

glad to see jessica blaylock (who covers the panthers when fish season is over) just upset as I was seeing blue and orange AT A SUNDAY FISH GAME. AGAINST THE MARINERS OF ALL TEAMS.

Attendance numbers werent released but the game previous was about 13k so if you can get about 13k people to unanimously boo you for wearing that jersey TO A BASEBALL GAME. IN MIAMI. well at least we're doing something right down south.

seattle mariners @ miami marlins | 6.23.24 (x)(x)(x)

#miami marlins #florida panthers #2324 #playoffs 24 #lots of people have been wearing cats jerseys to fish games its fun to see!#lmaooo severino giving jessica shit will never get old #i dont get to talk about the fish media team but they are pretty great #“GET THAY GUY OUTTA HERE” YEAH EXACTLY HOW I FELT #BRO ITS A BASEBALL GAME GET OUTTA HEREEEEEEE #ITS ONLY CUTE WHEN WE WEAR HOCKEY JERSEYS TO THE BASEBALL GAME #absolutely appalled im glad the stadium crowd set it to rights #anyways afterwards we won 6-4. won the series despite all our pitchers going on the il. against first in the alwest mariners #AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME #THIS TEAM IS BINDED BY PIXIEDUST BABEY

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josecariohca · 3 months

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#guess who's oversharing on tumblr again!!!!!!!!!!! its meeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D #no but like not my aunt drunkenly rioting and raging around the house rn calling my mom and i freeloaders bc my mom doesnt wanna pay #for my aunt to do insanely expensive fuck all ugly renovations that only she wants #shes over here fuckin foaming at the mouth with anger about how my mom should pay more money with splitting bills bc my aunt wants to like #redo the fireplace inside and put in some weird ugly zen garden in the back and install a full brick fireplace outside (we live in florida)#(this needs to be noted we live in FLORIDA)#and now shes seething and drinking even more bc thats the logical thing to do mhm yup #and my mom (who makes way less than my aunt btw. she doesnt exactly have $1000s dropping from her ass) very reasonably says. no?????#i shouldnt be expected to make up the difference when i wasnt even consulted about these renovations???? and dont???? even want them???????#anyways. now everyone is mad. and drunk. and drunkenly mad. and im :)) counting down the days :))) until i can get the fuck outta here :)))#and never :))))))))) speak to my aunt again bc she fucking suuuuuucks :DDDDDDDD #personal

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istherewifiinhell · 4 months

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i probably have a post about that dont i. maybe just mentioned it in passing. ITS NORMAL for tfs to give their friends lifts its not a problem its cool its normal. human passenger or tfs. wheres its the trucks ambulances or aircrafts. fine.

#some shit #its not called cisformers #IF U WOULD LIKE. to go ways about thats cool. i dont. fkgbhdfj. making a THING outta it tho. the. control. thing. mreh #cant believe of all things this is one of my lines of distaste.#ITS JUST. when im associating it with like. 00s mens machoism control blah blah. okay. thats all.#GOD FUCK OR THE. MOTORCYCLE WOMEN. nonononono. get me out of here fuck

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microwavetoaster-selfships · 6 months

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Send me good wishes yall. I'm going to try and work on some late work when I get home but I'm chronically bad at doing that without an energy drink but I'm not ready for the impending doom of selling my soul to energy drinks so I can function

Uuhhhhhhhhh I accidentally went on a tangent and there's a whole vent in the tags oopsies

#i already get an energy drink every time on my lunch break at work. but thats partly cause im not too fond of my current job anyways #i dont need perfect grades just. as long as theyre passing i dont care #and are still passing grades after whatverr the finals do to it #im going to a trade school anyways gpa doesnt matter. ive just. QUITE LITERALLY. spent my whole life smacking my head into a desk-#-cause of school. and im so desperate to get my ass outta here. It'll be so much easier cause i will be free from family too #once i get my own place that is. I honest to God would rather sell my soul to two jobs and come home to peace and breathe #than this hell now. being at school is tourment and being at home is tourment. cant wait till im actually HOME. and not some. house.#home is where the dodge challenger that i will sleep in is. home is where the heart is. and my heart isnt anywhere here.#just. one more year. i can get my license at my brithday which is all the way in decemeber but. one more year from now #and I can scrape by and graduate and say adios.#i refuse to acknowledge the scenerio of not making it cause. fuck it we ball or something. am i using that saying right #i already did my time in prison(summer school)#i dont know about yall but summer school was honestly one of the WORST expereinces ive ever been in. horrible.

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frostedpuffs · 2 years

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It's 2022 and people are still giving unsolicited critique in the comments of fanfic

Surprise babe fanfic authors write stories as a hobby and it literally doesn't have to be (and shouldn't be) perfect bc we do this for free

The audacity

Just a reminder that if someone isn't asking for critique on their work, it's pretty fucking rude to give it

I do this for fun. Not bc I'm trying to get a good grade in AP Lit or some shit. I'm writing ppu specifically to be fun and NOT PERFECT because the stress of making stories perfect kills the fun for me.

I'm doing this for fun. And the instant it stops becoming fun for me I won't do it anymore

#text post #and like if youre going to critique at least offer a SOLUTION to the problem because thats what critique is #commenting about something you dislike and then not suggesting a way to make it better is pointless #fuck outta here #this kind of shit makes me so mad #because i put so much love into my stories #and im already a huge perfectionist #and having someone do that just...makes me frustrated.#because i do this for free.#and its not like i cant handle critique. i can. i was an art student #but ppu is something i wrote specifically to be fun and to Not be Perfect #and yall are lucky im even sharing this story at all #im just annoyed. what a thing to wake up to

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gaytoddhoward · 3 months

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i kind of need to be like skinned or put into a meat grinder or something . lol .

#personal #vent #vent in tags #maybe i can just boil myself alive instead #im so SICK of being the one to be actively concerned with all my friends' health & having to tell them to take care of themselves #'yeah i threw up from a hangover on the way here and i havent eaten in like 3 days and i dont do anything other than work and sleep'#ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME #'i only shower once a week' we can tell 'and i dont ever use shampoo. and im still surviving off a diet of just top ramen and dr pepper'#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST. TAKE BETTER CARE OF YOURSELF #'i havent made a doctors appointment for this possibly life threatening issue yet' im actually going to start sobbing .#IM NOT. MAD AT ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO BE CLEAR #but god its so fucking tiring. to be one of maybe two people to actually go 'hey that is really concerning please take care of yourself'#and then i cant fucking. take care of myself & i dont have the energy to think about my friends health anymore and i feel bad about it #i am NOT the pinnacle of health. but got damb !! if ur gonna not take care of yourself please do not tell me about it i get so so worried #& then my mother . god. waves vaguely at any interaction i have with her. doesnt make it any better #im so sick i need out of this house & out of this town get me outta here ! id thrive in pokemon put me in the pokeverse or some shit PLEASE #if ur the one person who i mentioned in tags thats also on tumblr pls pls know i am not mad at you im just so stressed always #& i care for u so deeply & it worries me so bad that u/ur family havent made more progress towards getting the issue solved .#(u probably won't see this post anyways but if u do. i just want it to be clear)#ANYWAYS it just crazy how i can bounce so rapidly from 'im not even human' to 'i am Too human'. and iam so so sick .of it.#if a single customer even makes eye contact with me at work tomorrow im going to gnaw my left pinky off in front of them i stg

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animalinvestigator · 2 years

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dark spore kids

#my art #noriko kawada #ken ichijouji #punimon #Im not gonna tag the other dark spore kids and their digimon because the seocnd one isj ust goofy.#ive had these sitting around for a while. i haev more other digimon 02 drawings ill post later i didnt want to put them in the same one with #this becuase the poses came out really similar without me thinkingabout it LOL.#ive just bee ndrawing a bunch of shit like this trying to get through a rough couple weeks. hopefully i can draw more soon!!#a little embarrassing to have only digimon art to show for myself right now but im having fun and making the things i want to see and i gues #thats whats important to me so. o7. bear with me until my heart eventually settles into a calm about it and i can draw other things again #i may have talked about it before but the dark spore really is a very compelling story element to me. so naturally i really wished that the #kids who got it implanted got to be characters more than they did. one of my favorite lines in the entire show come sfrom noriko . soim very #sad that theres not much art of her. thats why i drew her #i also just thought the idea of ken running a dbt skills group therapy session was really funny. hes canonically a psych student as of #02 the beginning im told. tough crowd to be testing your knowledge on....#anyway enjoy!! im outta here until i draw something else i guess

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lovelyrotter · 3 months

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i LOVE being snapped at sarcastically by my dad when im trying to have a conversation about how to fully integrate this cat into the house i love that for me. all the time. love it its my favourite thing. we try so hard to communicate and be open and lay shit out objectively and for what. that apparently. love it great fantastic

#my t #tldr my parents are fucking idiots about cats and acclimatizing animals to each other #and think perpetually separating them until one of them passes of old fucking age is the right way to go #so charlie is locked in a room (our room) with all her shit every single night #which gets NOTHING DONE #it PERPETUATES THE FUCKING ISSUE #and i TOLD THEM i ***TOLD THEM***#that one of the two ONLY reasons i wanted to take her with us when we move is EXACTLY THIS ISSUE #the other one being that she was BONDED TO US through our combined isolation from the rest of the house last year #cause thats another thing she wasnt allowed in the rest of the fuckin house outside of our room for the whole FIRST YEAR WE HAD HER #though of course no one else in this house believes that animals can bond to anyone. fucking morons #and yeah sure dad says he understands #but then he fucking *snaps at me* about how ''good of an idea it is to have a cat on a plane'' like oh fuck all the way off #i backed the fuck outta that one cause i dont want to argue like im done with that shit #im TRYING to build a bridge here. im fucking trying so hard dude #im trying to do right for this cat but they just dont wanna fucking budge even for this i mean what the fuck

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purretty-purrincess · 3 months

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woah what the FUCK this is sm better than duolingo

#i understand shit now 🤯#and it isnt just saying WHOOPS. you fucked up LOL #try again bitch #oh u wna do myltiple lessons in one day and not have to worry about mistakes?#aww thats cute. but fuck no LMFAO ur outta hearts pay up faggot #nah on here ut actually EXPLAINS what i did wrong #it feels so mych nicer #also like im in class #debatable on whether thats good or not #idk #anyways #get babbel. its sm better than duolingo #<—#not sponsered

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comet-wire · 5 months

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Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿

Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿

#comet rambles #putting in queue to deploy later #parent loss tw #just in case by association n implications ☝️🗿/nm+gen #when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance #has been figured out definitely #i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that #personal #gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still #or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk #most signs point to male gender identity leaning though 😔👍#also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm 🥹#like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!!#like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try #and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense #i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc #its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times #hope this makes sense #🗿👍#still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one #i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain #as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao #i wish i was kidding #but im not 😭#sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh #also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy 🥰#if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm

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girlwiththegreenhat · 7 months

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you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

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this-is-wilhom · 10 months

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I draw this guy on js paint

Yo what is this fuzzy stuff in my apple core

#here ya are #is this want u wanted #i drew him in 5 seconds #enjoy #looking at you yes you #you who asked for me to draw a crappy thing and post it #im watching you #i know where you live #once me and ariel fight over arcane its over (i will post abt arcane most likely)#wait will posting about arcane bring in an audience of tiktok gays #im scared of being judged #also im dumb and my takes are dumb #help #if i put arcane in the tags will I summon the arcane pleasr #thats not what I want #get outta here #im new to tumblr

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