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mikanussy · 7 months

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Do you guys ever remember you used to watch aphmau and decide you need to fix it or is that just me

someone on tiktok is rewriting mystreet and im looking forward to it LMAO

How do i tag thia what the heck

#aphmau #thats terrifying to tag im scared #aphmau redesign #HAHA THATS A WHOLE TAG #aaron mystreet #aphmau mystreet #scared

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swamp-cryptids · 3 months

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to me this line is like, where harry reaches the closest thing to self actualization within the text of the game. he doesn't desire to be a different kind of animal anymore. its such a kind thing to say to himself about a quality that in his line of work could very much be perceived as a flaw. idk i just like it

#im probably gonna put something close to this in my video but i just. yeah #disco elysium spoilers #ANNIE AND FEARGHUS DON'T READ #but like the way the phasmid goes on to say that it empathizes with harry/humanity itself due to its sensitivity #to have that experience which is so accepted and brushed off in day to day life be heard and sympathized with #something something the way disco elysium presents humanity's unique consciousness as something that is often overwhelmig and horrifying #and forgives harry for being overwhelmed by that sensitivity and consciousness and congratulating him for even reaching this point #IDFKKKKK #the noid line thats like consciousness is new to the universe we all have our ways to ease the shock #literally been thinking about it for WEEKS #the way we interface with the world is unique and beautiful but it can also be terrifying and devastating so its ok to be scared #even if it feels like everyone else is fine #getting personal in the tumblr tags ummm #disco elysium #disco elysium meta #harry du bois #insulindian phasmid

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fagdykepearlescentmoon · 3 months

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listen ok, I dont personally ship hms, that's not how I see their relationship. However I feel like a lot of people are far to worked up over the idea of it.

A lot of you (and i will not name anyone but there are a few posts that come to mind) would benefit from learning about the separation between content/characters and the creator of said thing. Death of the author and all that. And beyond that, acknowledging that boundaries are for the creator (chonny jash in this case) and not the fans. As fans you have the duty to not shove it in his face if hes uncomfortable with seeing it. But that does not mean you cannot create it or so much as enjoy it.

Im not going to go off on a massive rant, I dont have enough energy for that. But this topic has been a very prevalent discussion in mcyt fandoms for years now so I've seen this whole song and dance. It doesn't matter whether you personally enjoy it or not you do not have the right to label people as 'disgusting' and cause them to be afraid to enjoy something because you don't like it and the creator doesn't want to see it. If the creator of ship content is taggin it properly and not shoving it in cj's face then there is nothing wrong with it. Like it's really not a big deal, you can just block and keep scrolling.

#just saying words #Please please please just be normal about this kinda stuff #And be normal about this post to I do not have the mental fortitude to handle people yelling at me and I will turn of reblogs if I have to #Just eugh it annoys me a little #And this does not mean you have to ship thats not what I'm saying #Please for the love of god dont take it that way #I don't even ship them #They're brothers to me #But I know people who do and they shouldn't have to be terrified of getting hate for it #It's not that deep #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cccc #Do I tag this as discourse?#I don't really think so but if I do someone please lmk #Im scared to hit post dont be weird about this take please

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goosebearies · 8 months

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im nervous a similar idea to this has already been done but i already DREW THIS and MADE IT WITH MY MIND so i gotta post it

anyways this is citrus, a slugcat lizard thing

#goosebearies art #rain world #rain world oc #i always get scared posting my rainworld art bc im so scared of drawing something thats already been done #terrified of being an idea stealer #gonna ramble in the tags a bit but i really just made citrus bc i wanted to make myself a slugcat!!!#so i thought real hard with my mind (my favorite color is orange and i like the orange lizards)

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mildcicada · 11 days

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#U Have No Idea How Much I Miss Her.#i need to start actually drawinf again its been a hellish 6 months #its really easy to just fall out of the habit of it #i used to obsess over never being someone who just suddenly stopped drawing for weeks/months #it scared me. like a core part of my identity would have to change for that to happen or would be changed by that happening #and then once i didn't draw and wasn't drawing i felt like i needed something to violently change about myself to get me to start doing it #again. but i didn't need that i just drew something again and that was it. like that stretch of time didn't happen #drawing is just an activity you can choose to do or not do and there are no consequences for whatever decision you chose to take but it felt #so serious to me it is like i viewed it like death #which i was right about in a way but mostly in how death is just a thing that happens and that it wont be that sudden and insane #you will just be and then not be just like how you weren't and now are. its just like me drawing or not drawing lol #but that comic of ht papyrus by jnpie where he's looking at the puzzles he used to make and wondering if he'll ever do that again. or if he #wants to. its like that feeling. it always sticks in my mind #i have like a fear of thinking about when i will no longer care about something i care about now and its so weird when. realize i stopped #wanting to do something and caring about it and. i feel nothing on account of no longer caring about it lol. but i know that past me #is currently looking forward at me now and terrified. this is unrelated to that comic a lot but its like. thinking about how i will change #words #mine #IM NOT TAGGING THE ART bc i wanna actually finish some of these pieces tbh and like they are just the backdrop for my thoughts...#feels so hashtag tumblr to talk to yourself about some vague ass feelings or situation that no one else will look at ugh thats like #The tumblr experience. but i love reading other's personal posts and tags though..

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xxlethal-lunaxx · 18 days

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If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.

#• luna lavinchi speaking •#living with cptsd #cptsd vent #complex ptsd #diet culture trauma #monsters inside me #toxic health culture #ex vegitarian/vegan #emotional flashbacks #health documentaries #dark side of veganism #i should have never been forced to watch these as a child..my mind wasn't ready to understand the information nor tell what was real or not #-i cant try sushi or even think about fish without feeling physically sick and dizzy. i haven't had McDonald's since i was like 6ish years-#-old..i never wanted to share this information but i need to vent. I feel embarrassed and rude for not liking a food chain that most of the #-population does. Smelling or seeing McDonald's makes me wanna puke so bad because of everything those documentaries would say.#I will never be able to eat McDonald's in my life because of how sick and terrified i feel when thinking about the food even the drinks-#-scare the shit out of me. I'm so pissed that I'm triggered. All of the sudden i smell something in the house that smells like McDonald's-#-then the memories come flooding back and i feel like puking so back so i cant even eat dinner. i know this may seem stupid but i am-#-genuinly scared. Im tired of this shit and tired of feeling alone in this.#(anyway sorry. if you read my vent then i appreciate you)#tw food talk #tw diet culture #tw vent in tags #(dont even get me started on parasites cause thats a whole fucking trauma itself. damn it i hate it all. i hate it so much)#(also note: my therapist made me feel so validated weeks ago when i told her during my session that i was traumatized by monsters inside me-#-she literally knew the name of the show before i could even say its name. and she said she also cant watch it and that she saw it as an-#-adult who doesn't have ocd. so she told me she can't even imagine how terrified i was to watch it as a child who was developing ocd.-#-therapist W)

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chradi · 8 months

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I'm strexcited about potentially working at a school in the next few months/year and being paid a minimum of 22$/hour

#we have a HUGE school staff shortage atm #which means I can also ask for really really cool hours (im betting on working everyday but only in the morning)#but im also terrified of leaving the comfy routine of my current job #im paid 16.25$ at my current job rn and thats after me begging like a stray cat to get an extra 50c #like I told mav. working in a school is something I actually feel comfortable potentially doing for a long time???? ESPECIALLY at that pay #(with possibility of raise)#im just kinda scared of getting an asshole boss or the children being evil or something #BUT. also. I would get summer vacation!!!! SUMMER VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#jen rambles #ANYWAYS. full of ants #me dreaming about waking up at 6. working from 7 to 13 and going back home to nap and do my silly little chores and work on passion project #im also slightly scared it might be 'cut' schedule #idk how to say it in english #but basically I might work from 7-9. then I go back home and come back for like 11-13 #which would be slightly annoyinggggg #WHATEVER #LONG TAGS.

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nomaishuttle · 6 months

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im like Rly weird abt ppl seeing my body move like. if im in a public place and im not walking Perfectly ordinarily or standjng still i sm scared. if i have to bend down to get something from my bag im scared. drop something and have to pick it up Scared. woops i need to run grab something rq Shitting my pants. its dire

#these examples r all mall focused bc i was at the mall last week but this is also why i always feel so uncomfortable in the kitchen #even b4 💀 bc my roommates would just be. in the room and id start shaking Horrifically bc rhey could see me moving around in rhe kitchen #abd of course shaky hands while cooking Not great so id drop things and that was terrifying and yeah basically . so thats why i thjnk #living alone will be good for me #living alone aside from HIERONYMUSSS you guys didnt think i forgot hieronymus did you .. Id never forget him hes my best friend and #awesome in the world.#but yaa so thats partially why im scared of gyms 😭😭 once i do start going 2 one (bc thats one of my Connor Life Improvement action items)#im gonna have to go at like. 8pm 💀... all quite scary #recently my fahorite thing is to end a sentence with a comma unfortnately that has not been working out for me well in these tags #as demknstrated in the tag ive just written #that one too #again #but yaaa. ok beddybye my eyelids r heavy (lying i have 2 brush teeth first THEN beddy bye)#omg also i forgot to journal yesterday im kinda msd

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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year

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About your last post, being persistently exposed to trauma, residually as a child, is absolutely a fucked up thing whether or not anything directly happened to you. Whether or not others take it seriously that is absolutely valid trauma and I'm sorry and hope you feel better soon.

Thank you :(( I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks it was damaging

#tw csa mention in these tags #i think i didnt realize it was traumatic because when stuff started to come out #it was allegations about my dad from one of my sisters #saying that he sa'd our sister and my dad immediately went to jail #but my mom was devastated and couldnt function. idk exactly what happened because its blurry (i was only 7 so yeah)#idk somehow our mom got him out of jail tho and i was told (VERY emphatically) that he wasnt actually guilty #my sisters were forced to testify #saying that they had lied essentially and it wasnt true #and thats what i was told too. i was told that it was a lie and it hadnt happened and i believed that #because i was 7. most children my age didnt even know what sex WAS let alone abuse #i also didnt really care because i didnt understand. i was just scared and i missed how my family used to be #but obviously it never went back to the way it was #my parents moved us really far away. out of state. and after that i was never allowed to stay home alone with my dad again #which was upsetting for me because i hated going most places (i would get sensory overload and i had bad anxiety already)#and i also didnt understand why my mom was so convinced someone would spread allegations again if they had no reason to #basically it was years and years of me slowly realizing what really happened #and it never fully sunk in... i think in a way im still that terrified 7 year old deep down. in denial because acceptance isnt acceptable #skfkgj sorry for the trauma dump it just helps to talk about specifics sometimes

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princecupid · 1 year

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i'd do anything to play oxenfree for the first time, actually, because i wanna be scared by it...

i first played it in middle school and i don't think i ever got scared by it AND LIKE... MAAAN I MISSED OUT ON THAT? like i've been replaying it recently and i already know, you know, what to expect, so it's not scary...

#oxenfree #i remember playing it with my best friend durinf a sleepover #and she was terrified and we had to stop playing #and i was not scared #this isnt me trying to flex or anything i just missed out on the opportunity and im sad #she was the one who introduced me to the game too #i always used to say that oxenfree was a fandom i could come back to and it felt like home #is that cheesy? it's a little bit cheesy #it's still true though #anyway im reminiscing on middle school oxenfree days....#and now im a sophomore in college and i still love it #some things never change #also this game is just Really Good #anyway thats enough from me #radio transmission #im changing my text tag again

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mayonakano-archive · 1 year

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i'm going to delete this later but i need to just. yell.