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been crying a lot. sad a lot. was a bad idea to get into a long distance relationship. didnt learn from lilsimsie.
#im so.#im so fucking sad.#hes the only person that really gets me and I KNOW THAT SOUNDS FUCKING CLICHÉ AND STUPID BUT ITS TRUE.#ITS TRUE.#and it fucking sucks and it fucking hurts!!!!!!! because i cant do what i really want to do and i cant love fully and experience this#the way everyone else gets to fucking experience and its starting to actually for real ruin my life!#love starting to hurt more than feel good#and i dont want the love to stop. i dont want the love to go.#thats the thing i want the least.#but holy fuck can i get a hug#can i get a kiss#can i hold him can i bite him can i ruffle his hair and pull on his stupid beard and drool on him in my sleep PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD#FUCK#tired of crying#born to fish forced to post
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IM GONNA LOAD ALL OVER THE PLACE
#risk of rain 2#risk of rain#ror2#ror#ror2 loader#my art#yeah sorry guys im a little unhinged right now#yknow that thing where the twilight creator made a genderswapped version of twilight#and everyone was like “i get it now”#thats how i feel with rorr loader#anyways#i hate drawing loader with the exoskeleton#even though i designed this one its no different to all of the other exoskeletons#one day loader will be the character ive drawn the least#for the simple reason that this exoskeleton makes me want to commit warcrimes#and not the fun ones
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#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#<- dca.. they're back in town ...#not tagging sun bc thats just their head :p#anywayyy hopefully this means something to someone. that's all i could ever wish for when it comes to my art#thats probably a bit too sentimental or something but sometimes it's hard to tell if the stuff you make is actually reaching people#or if you're just another person making content to satiate an insatiable crowd#is my art edible? is it a meal to you? is it a one time only thing? does it have any lasting effect on you?#is it just nutrients to sustain you? or is it something that will genuinely stick to you for at least longer than the first second?#i will stop talking now. you can eat my art as much as you'd like but can you at least savor it a little? compliment the chef a little bit?#for the ones who've read this far: this is actually for an AU i've been thinking about recently. i won't be sharing what it's about lol#but if you wanted some context for this... here you go. i'd like to think this has more meaning to it than just being an AU though#and maybe me not disclosing what the AU is will make you think about this post for a bit longer? it's a mystery now....#aaaand i just noticed i forgot the bells on the ribbon on their arm. great. excellent. perfect. whatever
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another batch of MCs as thanks for drawing clora🥹💖💖
once i start working on something i cant rest until i get it done so ive legit been working on these nonstop for the past 2 days from when i wake up till i go to bed.......i can finally rest 🧎♀️........THANK YALL AGAIN💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏
MC's in order:
@moonstruckmoony @syaolaurant @dwightschrute11 @boxdstars @versailles-black @ccelicaa @ethniee @wrongcog @ashiori-chan @tamayula-hl @celestinawarlock @serpensortiamaxima @silvyadrakkon @jadepalaceyaya @zorro-d-t
#and this still isnt even everyone thats drawn clora but even if i never get around to drawing something for u KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE IT🙏🙏#I wish i could draw something in return for everyone who draws something for me but i also dont want ppl to think its a guaranteed thing#i used yalls mc's as paint practice too and omg idk why i did this to myself i bit off way more than i could chew#next time defs just sticking to flat colours and simple shading LMAO#at least ive gotten faster tho i think so it WAS good practice🥰 and its my fault anyway i didnt HAVE to rush and finish these#but it felt so long overdue that i just rly wanted them done#SO HOPE YALL LIKE I TRIED TO MAKE THEM ALL EQUAL WITH THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT#choccyart
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their ship names kimeema. im joking. or am i..?
#kim kitsuragi#coupris kineema#disco elysium#more objectum kim for the masses LETS GO WARRIORS.#im probably prematurely posting this bc i know im gunna draw like at least 3 more things and then want to make another post#I JUST THINK HE LOVES THAT CAR SO DAMN MUCH OK .? OK ? ITS SO ENDEARING.#kim can have three boyfriends. hand for harry. hand for jean. foot for kineema pedal#edit: ITS CALLED KIMNEEMA? THATS EVEN BETTER
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i love clutch's lyrics because theyre always like robocop the terminator captain kirk and darth vader lo-pan superman every single power ranger. you understand
#like its lots of references to things#well at least on their self titled album thats the only one i really listen to a lot#hard to listen to any other clutch without wanting to listen to their self titled#music talk
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unmmmmm outfit concept or something
#the main thing qbout this is that i’ve been really wanting to design wrist guards for shadow#stil have no idea how to go about it#i wanted to make them look somewhere btwn real wrist guards and his boom gauntlets#I HAVE FINALLY DRAWN HIM ON SKATES THOUGH thats a win#these would be city skates or even rec skates ig. this outfit isn’t practical for aggressive skating#this is a fashion outfit not an activity outfit whatever whatever#i so wanted to give him a longer skirt but long skirts are not practical for skating whatsoever#so i settled for a shorter skirt but i think shadow would rock long skirts remind me to draw him in a long skirt sometime later#art is hard today this is mediocre and i didn’t draw it how i wanted to but it’s at least out kf my brain#ignore how i sketched the same exact thing thrice. well i guess it’s hardto ignore#uuuuuuuuuuuuuu whatever i’m sleeby i’ll hopefully revisit this someday later#doodles#shadow#action sport posting#my art#i GUESS. ppl seem to like it so it can go in my proper art tag. i guess.
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some Lights Out au scribbles. thinking about Sally... thinking about her A Lot... shhhh she's sleeping<3
#okay so i said that i wasnt gonna flesh out this au. im a fucking liar#i made. i made a doc. ive been trying to pin down what i want this au to be#my brains not cooperating!#its like 'heres a general vibe and some vague images'#thank you!!! thats absolutely useless!!! tell me what its about!!!#im starting to get an idea tho. its in the brain rotisserie. braintisserie. rotibrainerie#i think i need to go sleep#scribble salad#welcome home au#wh lights out au#welcome home#IM HAVING FUN WITH IT THO#leaning into the horror#wally is not having a good time!!! no one is!!!#the dark is a scary place full of scary things#but at least they cant see you if you hide
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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okay when i started rewatching house, it took me until 3x15 but i started to notice a pattern in house's wardrobe. the scene where foreman was trying to express sadness(?) at house's (fake) brain cancer they were both wearing pink.
After that I noticed that any time house was wearing pink, they were particularly vulnerable moments. Moments that he's feeling tender or open. Moments where he is being pretty earnest.
Then I started to notice that other colored shirts came up at different times. Light blue was his most neutral state, it represents logic and reason imo. Maybe a little bit of humor. There's a lightness or surface-ness to it.
Purple represents something like consequences or grief or guilt. any time there is purple someone is bearing the weight of a decision that was made, or a complex situation.
Black represents, as you can imagine, death. the darkest moments we see house in black.
The other colors aren't as prominent, but I have theories. Red is sex, power, life, excitement, ego. tan is neutrality. white is almost naive. green is rare and house never wears it. Dark blue is still logic but more solemn, more deep. its also interesting to note the times when he doesn't wear a t-shirt under his dress shirt and leaves like 3 buttons open (hubba hubba) and when he /only/ wears a t-shirt. I think his dress shirt is almost like his armor.
#theres a lot more that i could say symbollically about wardrobe#and about the fellows too.#i think its facinating that the scrubs are pink and green#and that its never clear at least to me what the difference is#i would like to pay more attention next rewatch bc i missed 2.5 whole seasons of data#also maybe i will eventually do a master post about this and like compile pics and stuff#also! this scene is really interesting and i could talk at length about it#all ill say is#This scene is particularly interesting because foreman tries to do what cameron and chase did#but gave up bc of houses needling.#house is playing the piano and recieving news that his patients brain only half works#foreman just tells him about the case#and i think to house thats actually the sweetest(?) thing he could do#hes not lying#hes helping house by giving his mind something to work on#which if he did actually have brain cancer is prob what he would want#i think this is as much love he could bear to receive#okay anyway i love foreman!!!!!!!#house md#malpractice md#eric foreman#gregory house#house
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no matter how hard they tried to pit you guys against each other, they could never make me hate any of you
just cause I like one, doesn't mean I have to hate the others. I love all 4 of my silly little babies.
#has anyone else noticed this?#I swear. sometimes it seems like this fandom insists that if you like one of these characters you have to hate at least on of the others#like people expect me (a spider lover) to hate Neytiri#like *no*. thats my girl. I want nothing but love and light for her. I want her to have peace so she can finaly heal and accept Spider.#or like. *those* 'tey and Lo'ak fans seem dead set on blaming every little thing on Spider.#they seem to think Spider fans can't also like 'tey or Lo'ak#like its not all fans. but its enough#leave my sillies alone. you can't make me hate any of them.#and like. don't kill me. but I've seen the occasional hostility between hardcore 'tey fans and Lo'ak fans... which.... ok then#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neytiri#neteyam#lo'ak#neteyam sully#lo'ak sully#neytiri sully
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I love Chris so much you guys.
#detroit become human#gavin reed#chris miller#neither of them is my overall favorite but i do really super love chris - hes up there#also i went into playing this knowing one (1) thing and that was you get to knock gavin out cold in the evidence locker#thats the only thing i knew about this game#ive read some fanfic (before i played the game) and i appreciate that the fics i read that had chris in them#were all like youre the straight friend or just youre the only straight i like#almost unanimously ???? like ? hes got a son and i like that you (fandom) allowed him to be a wife guy#chris was chill and i appreciate that#i missed a lot of the interactions and i messed up a lot somehow though i thought i was being nice and good#shocking no one my favorite guy is a side character and not one of the protags#i want to draw him but i couldnt think of anything dialogue wise for him and i really wanted to draw Stupid Men#and for my run at least im like wow gavin isnt even that bad of an antagonist lmao#like granted i never had a coworker aim a gun at me but i have been threatened for a stabbing before so#anyway sweats nervously at posting dbh content after being known for ... not that sort of game#good lord the stress i felt every interaction that i got an affection down ?? my otome exp is only positive reinforcement signs#where you get lil blossoms or hearts when you make the correct route choice and get nothing if not#the red downs were awful
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RAAAGH ITS DONE!!! THE PADSBURY PINES PRIMER. hi. hi hi hi. i made an entire team of guys to fill out a roster for a fictional furry hockey team. and this, this is merely a slice of my little FHL pet project, but i rly liked working on it. so please... take a gander.......
#niksartstuffs#ocs#furry art#anthro#furry hockey league#WHEEEHEHE ITS DONE. maybe i shouldnt post this thing thats been so heavy on my mind at 12:21 am but. AGH. i just want it out of me!!!#anyway i made like 20+ guys ik realistically there shld be more but i made TWENTY guys ok. please love at least one of them...
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and if i said byler’s first kiss deserves as much passion as jancy’s first kiss then what
#i stand by this#i love jancys first kiss sm#it’ll take a lot to beat it and i firmly believe a passionate gay kiss is the only thing able to beat it#at least for me 😭#but then again it’s byler so.#LIKE LET THEM HAVE AN INTIMATE MOMENT JN THE DARK I MAY ACTUALLY DIE#byler#jancy#will byers#mike wheeler#stranger things#stranger things 5#st5#st5 hopes#st5 scenarios#thinking about that one bujomoss animatic btw#JANCYS FIRST KISS#MAKES ME#SCREAM#YOU CAN TELL THEYVE BEEN WANTING THAT FOR SOOOOO LONG#AND BYLER#IS LITERALLY THE SAME#FIVE SEASONS OF THIS BUILT UP WILL THEY WONT THEY SUBTEXT ROMANCE AND THEYRE JUST GONNA SHARE A SMALL LITTLE PECK ON THE LIPS?????#NAH MAN#THAT WOJLD BE SO ANTICLIMATIC IN MY OPINION#I NEED THEM LIKE GRABBING ONTO EACH OTHER AND BEING DESPERATE AND GREEDY#BECAUSE HONESTLY#THATS WHAT THEY DESERVE#YK????
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about ready
#pokemon#swsh#gym leader raihan#ft. flygon#had a vivid vision of this pose the other day and had to draw it. thats all thank you#I think after flygon's first appearance in anipoke whenever it comes up again the artists just go ''fuck it whatever''#and draw the legs however they want. it's basically a dinosaur in pmd#this is good for me bc I dont know shit abt fuck#flygon poses really well for how kinda awkward it looks on its own... but I also think abt like#duraludon being in the carwash. practically all the time its all I think about tbh#rest assured.#mim's infected me with the goggles vision I see raihan now I immediately wanna put a goggles on that man#they arent wrong tho. is the thing#is flygon an insect or a reptile.... the tail suggest something like a dragonfly but the neck doesnt seem to have#the shell structure that'd let it bend. thats at least skin#well. flygon is shapes. thats what it is. I enjoy it#I should sleep now... so many things happened today#I really gotta prep the fish tomorrow. dang. so many things on the list for tomorrow too...#have a good night lads. achieve flight
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No no guys you don't get it what makes ritsu and reigen's dynamic so funny is the fact that it's not equal in hatred. Ritsu blows reigen up with his mind and throws underhanded jabs at him. Reigen had met him like twice and defaults to treating him like a slightly younger mob. Ritsu hates this, reigen is increasingly bewildered as to why his infinite charm has no effect on this prickly thirteen year old. THE BULLYING IS ONE SIDED THAT'S WHY ITS FUNNY
#saw a thing where reigen and ritsu were arguing#and reigen said something like 'well at least i don't look like im still hung up over my chemical romance's breakup'#and i just...#first of all ritsu has no idea who that is#second of all thats not their dynamiccc#i mean#obviously everyone can interpret characters however they want#and im mostly joking#if you wanna make them be at each other's throats dont let me stop you#but i like the one sided dynamic so much better lol#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen arataka#ritsu kageyama#meme#text post#oh frick wrong blog#oh well
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