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crushzone · 3 years

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Nin! I’ve been seeing this around recently, but I would love to see you ship your moots if it is ok! ♥️

Hahaha hey there, sure thing! It’s so difficult to be bias free because I know my moots’ crushes, but I shall do my best! I’ll mostly likely pair you guys with someone outside of your crush, just to introduce some new potential partner to your life ;). If I had left anyone out by accident, I am SO sorry!!

✨ Shipping my Moots ✨

@scorpiosanssexy

Sugawara Koshi - Lil sis, I am so sorry it is not Kei. I think Suga is absolutely hilarious and a sweetheart, I’m sure he loves it when you roast him here and there because he’d do the same right back at you. He’s also such a sassy man, so if sassiness is something you enjoy (*cough* like Kei’s, except he’s not a meanie 😠), he’s got it! If you do not know how to cook, neither does he, but you will get to suffer together. He’s also a teacher (which I know is also your thing), so let’s pretend he had to read so many books that he has to eventually get glasses! Will 100% dance real silly with you when you’re both tipsy, but please try to calm him down when he keeps getting ID’ed whenever he tries to buy booze, he’s got that forever cute baby face.

Look, I photoshopped him in glasses for u. ☝🏼

@ceo-of-daichi

Takeru Nakashima - Tbh, it was really difficult not to go with Daichi for this one. I know Takeru may not suit your appearance preferences, but I think you guys would be a very adorable pair! He is very family oriented, had grown up with a bunch of siblings, is a team captain (i know u like captains 😉), and seems like a sweet guy in general. So he will 100% be a fun pal to joke around with, but he’s also really responsible and will take care of u on your night outs. I can see you with his little family cheer squad, they are all just in love with you and consider you a part of their family. 10/10 husband material with that A+ domestic lifestyle.

@honey-makki

Saeko Tanaka - I shall pair you, my queen, with my other queen, Saeko. 👑 Together, you are unstoppable, and just the sight of you both hanging out together would make me run away because I tend to do that whenever I am near anyone attractive. Imagine Saeko picking you up on her motorbike just to go grab some dinner downtown together. All the jokes you’d share, how loudly you would laugh with each other, regardless if whether you are in a public or private place!! She’d probably help you proof read your fics and brainstorm any spicy scenarios with you too! Bet she loveees having you lay on her chest as she strokes your hair, alternatively, she also loves being your big spoon. 🥺

@heauxzenji

Kuroo Tetsuro - My other queen, I shall offer you my nerdy king, Kuroo. 👑 Idk man, appearance-wise alone, I already think you’d both be such a beautiful pair. You two are definitely the type of couples on Tik Tok (or whichever apps people use now a days LOL 👵🏻) with a bunch of “relationship goals” in the comments. He’d be a lot of fun to joke around with, will take great care of you, loves to smack your booty (respectfully) because he knows you are absolutely beautiful, and will call you the cutest nicknames. He also secretly reads your spicy fics without telling you, and will maybe try out a new thing or two from it the next time u guys baaaaang. 💥Spiciness aside, he cherishes all your quiet moments, just sitting next to each other as you sip on some tea, your books in hand as you lean shoulder to shoulder against one another.

@tedwardos

Azumane Asahi - idk, I think you both would be incredibly adorable! He is basically kind of like Yams but with a whee bit more softness. He absolutely loves to cuddle, play video games with you (but please go easy on him, he’s a little scared of certain games), and learn new things (e.g. playing DnD for the first time). Tbh, I think he would be great at DnD because he enjoys the imagination and character design aspect, bet his characters are always the best dressed one. Will help style your hair, cook you breakfast, give you shoulder massages, and just spoiling you in general, as long as you hold him close and tell him you love him every now and then to keep him well assured. You’ll never get cold during winter, he’s basically a human furnace who always make sure your feet are covered by the blanket when you cuddle on the couch.

@nonexistent-social-life-mainacct

Akaashi Keiji - I genuinely think this would be a wonderful match. Firstly, he is a wonderful listener, so he’s there for you to come home to after a tough day at work. If it is not something he can actually help you with, he will do his best to cheer you back up after you had gotten everything off your chest. Secondly, look at this 👇🏼

Girl, he will PROTECT you from all those mysterious bruises that tend to appear on your legs haha. Lastly, I know that when he loves someone, he will do all these adorably thoughtful things for you: like massaging your feet, leaving you cute post-it notes before he leaves for work and buying you flowers randomly. I just, I just want the best for u and I KNOW Akaashi will not disappoint at all.

@mer92

Tadashi Yamaguchi - ok hear me out! Baby boy had been crushing on you from a distance for the longest time, he just absolutely admires how you are so hardworking and passionate towards your dream job. He sees how much you care for your friends and he’d always wished he could be a part of your group too. Eventually, when you are both together, he is a wonderful listener, will go out of his ways to spoil you just to see you smile again. He will give you shoulder massages when you are being too tense, and if anyone gets in the way of achieving your goals, he will step up and defend you. Will also buy extra onigiris from Onigiri Miya and bring them to u for lunch, just to make sure that you don’t accidentally skip any meals because you’re too laser focused on your studies! Speaking of studying, he loves studying with you, and is actually a wonderful work buddy. (Always sneaks a glance at your adorable concentrated face)

@danibby

Kotaro Bokuto - Bokuto ADORES you with all his heart omg. When he catches you dancing or choreographing, he will straight up sway or beg you to teach him some moves, before proceeding to absolutely crush it. If he sees you trying out or applying some makeup/skincare products, he will ask you if he could watch or play with it too. Basically, he loves you so much, he just wants to understand and be a part of what you are doing, while he’ll also do the same where he’d teach you the little things he loves to do (will probably try to get you to play volleyball with him ahah). Is fantastic at cheering you up when you are not feeling too good about yourself, and will tickle fight you until you smile for him. Speaking of tickle fights, initiate it at your risk, because he is hella strong, he’ll pin you down or pick you up really easily to his advantage. BIGGEST HYPE MAN, you can walk out, wearing a trash bag and he would still be 😻😻😻.

@shhhlikeme

Aran Ojiro - I know I’m not being too original with this pairing because you actually crush on him to begin with, but you two are just perfect for each other tbh (was going to pick Toshi at first, but thought Aran would be a better fit)! Firstly, you are both absolutely S T U N N I N G ✨, I would be SO intimidated to come anywhere near this power couple. Secondly, you’re both so diligent, kind, and smart, everyone looks up to the two of you, wishing they could be you (Keep wishing, peeps 💅🏼) . Lastly, he seems like an absolute sweetheart, loveeeeees to spoil you with random hugs, kisses, and gifts, and will joke around with you a lot. He’ll find any way he could show you off to his friends, and they’d all be so jealous. It is nice to know that you can always lean on him if you ever have to, and he knows he could do the same with you. Bet your family absolutely LOVES him too, 100% the kind of guy you would want to bring home.

@bjbex

Yu Nishinoya - Noya is IN LOVE with you, he thinks you are freaking beautiful, is a hottie, and basically his queen. He’d keep crushing on you until you finally give him a chance. When you are together, he’d do anything to please you, ultimately, he just wants to see you smile and happy all the time. He’ll crack some jokes and be a little goof just to cheer you up! Also wants you to freaking DOMINATE him hahahah, trusts you completely, please do as you would like, he’s all yours. Loves getting his lil booty smacked and pegged, but is also always down to pleasure you. Just grab him by his hair (loves getting his hair pulled) and put him in any position you want him.

Will pull some “accident” like this often, so please prepare yourself. Will travel the world with you and take a ton of photos, then proceed to set photos of you as his wallpaper/lock screen on every device.☝🏼

@dymphnasprose

Tendou Satori - Tendou ADORES YOU, for real, he freaking ADORES you (But I adore you more, so he can back down 🤚). He loves to be your little spoon (will literary purr if you give him head rubs), boasts about you to his friends all the time (especially to Toshi), likes to endearingly tease you a lot, and will cook you some nice food all the time (he probably went to culinary school, after all, to become a chocolatier). The first thing he does when he gets back home from work? Hunt you down and immediately cling on to you as he pepper kisses all over your face with that oWo face, if ya know what I mean. Also LOVES to get freaky, this man is flexible, he just loves being intimate with ya, so tell him what you want to do and he will most likely be down to at least give it a shot. ;) Also loves to randomly buy you some cute clothes or jewelry you had been eyeing, he doesn’t do it often, but he’ll spoil you with it here and there when he can. Loves to sing random songs for you, “Dymph-nuhhh, Dymph-nuhhh, my darlin, Dymph-nuhhh~~”

@pleasantanathema

Akiteru Tsukishima - Let me start off by saying that I am absolutely in love with Akiteru, and because I love him so much, I shall pair him with you! Lauren, I am in love with you from the very first moment you’ve hit me up, I feel like our vibes match and because I feel the same way with Akiteru, I believe he would really vibe with you too! He’s an absolute sweetheart who will go out of his ways just to make you happy, you’d both spend hours chit chatting about the most random things, just giggling constantly, and before you know it, it’s already really late at night. He LOVES taking photos of you, and his phone is filled with photos of the two of you. Kei doesn’t really care much about you, but Akiteru will keep bringing you up in conversations with him anyway because he’s just extremely grateful to have you in his life.

@afictionalwhore

Ittetsu Takeda - Listen, as much as I believe Keishin is the perfect man for us you, Takeda is another husband material, adorable man who would also be just as perfect.

LOOK AT HIM REALIZING THAT HE IS IN LOVE WITH U. Also Keishin looking like a snacc right next to him, but this post is not about him mmkay?

Takeda is so weak for you, he’ll spoil you rotten where he can, and his affection bank is unlimited, will constantly remind you that he loves you. He’s also really shy, so sometimes, he’ll try to be “sexy” and initiate something, only to stutter and blush terribly when he attempts to execute it, so please be kind HAHA (I think find that really endearing tbh). Fully understands how tiring it can be to work with children, he is also a teacher after all, so at the end of each day, you’ll both take warm baths together, cuddling as you laugh about all the silly things your kids had done today. Sometimes he will help substitute for you too, if you ever need to take a day off.

I’m very proud of this list, ngl, I stand by my ships 😉

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pauls0n-p0rn · 4 years

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Hello again! It’s been so long since I’ve written anything. I do apologise. Here’s a little something I threw together, idk about maybe doing a part two or something? Let me know if you like it. I’ve missed you all.

TW! Mentions of abuse.

Safe with me.

“Shit.” You cursed as you looked at your phone and realised the time. You had planned to meet Cordelia in town for a coffee, and you were already nearly fifteen minutes late despite being awake at 6am because you couldn’t contain your excitement.

You had met Cordelia through the TV ad that was broadcasted earlier that year about seeking “young and gifted girls,” you arrived at the school for an interview and instantly clicked with the Supreme. She offered you a room, lessons on how to control and expand your powers. She could’ve offered you the world but it wouldn’t of made a difference because your girlfriend wouldn’t let you stay there for longer than an hour each time despite how much you protested.

“What? You really think I’m gonna let you stay in a house full of other women? When will you realise this witchcraft bullshit is all in your head, Y/N.” So you suppressed your gift and agreed to meet Cordelia for an hour a day. But those hours slowly turned into two, and then three, and before you knew it you were lying to your girlfriend about your whereabouts as you were desperate to spend as much time as you could with the blonde haired beauty.

You knew what would happen if your girlfriend found out. The same thing that happened every time you did something she didn’t agree with.

You finally reached your destination and switched your engine off. You looked through the window of the coffee shop and saw Cordelia sat there, glasses perched on the end of her nose and she scrolled through her phone. You sighed and removed your sunglasses, grimacing at the sight of your already bruising eye in the rear view mirror. It didn’t matter how many times you tried to cover it with makeup, it shone through, an ugly reminder of the mistake you made this morning before setting off. You placed your glasses back on your face, wincing as you pushed them further up your nose and stepped out of the car.

As you stepped into the shop you were hit with the comforting smell of brewing coffee with a hint of Cordelia’s favourite perfume. She looked up from her phone as she heard the bell above the door ring and beamed at you. She offered you a small wave which you returned as your ordered your drink and made your way over to her. She rose from her chair and pulled you into a hug, you took in her scent as you hugged her back. Her perfume always made you feel calm, she rubbed your back slightly before pulling away. “I’m so glad to see you Y/N, I’ve missed you! You haven’t returned my calls or anything.” She said, a slight hint of sadness in her voice.

“I know. I’m sorry, things have been really hectic at the moment. It won’t happen again.”

“Oh don’t be silly.” She chuckled, “we all have our own lives. I just want to make sure you’re okay.” She reached forward and took your hand in hers, stroking it softly while holding eye contact. The moment was broken by the barista bringing over your order, you thanked them quietly before taking a sip, not realising how dry your throat actually was.

“So I was practising that spell you showed me,” you began but Cordelia raised her hand to cut you off. “Y/N we don’t have to talk about all that today. It’s Saturday, my one real day off. I want to talk about you. How are you? What have you been up to?” Even with your sunglasses still on you could feel her eyes staring at you intently. You took another sip and cleared your throat. “I’m good. Everything’s good. Nothing new with me, you know me. My life isn’t at all interesting.” You rambled and fidgeted with the rings on your finger. Cordelia just smiled and changed the subject.

You both spent the rest of the time laughing and joking about the tales Cordelia had to tell about the girls back at the school, you were enjoying the time you spent with her more than you ever had with your girlfriend. You didn’t want this day to end. “Will you excuse me a minute? I need the bathroom.”

“Oh of course Y/N, I’ll get us another drink. Same as before?”

“Thank you.” You rose from your seat and walked over to the ladies room. Once you were inside and realised the coast was clear, you removed your glasses to take another look at your eye. It was a deep shade of purple now and was slowly creeping it’s way along to the side of your nose. “Fuck I should’ve learnt that healing spell” you muttered to yourself as you searched through your back for your concealer.

“Y/N?” You heard Cordelia say from behind you, a slight worry in her voice.

Fuck. She’s seen it. Oh fuck what do I say? Think of an excuse quick!

“Sweetheart what happened?” She rushed over to you, placing both hands on the side of your face and taking a look at your eye. She was so close her breath tickled your face.

“I-I. It’s nothing I-“

“Who gave you that black eye?”

“What? No! No, no none did it. I-I hit it on the doorknob earlier on I-“

“Y/N,” she took your hands in hers again. “Please. Please don’t lie to me. Who did this? Who hurt you?” Tears were forming in her eyes as she spoke.

“Delia please I-“

“You can tell me. I promise I’ll protect you. Tell me, my love. Who did it?”

“Don’t make me tell you, Delia I can’t. I can’t tell you.” Tears spilled down your cheeks, you fucked it. You were doing so well at hiding it. If only you listened this morning, you wouldn’t be in this mess.

She shushed you and she pulled you to her chest. Stroking your hair as if you were a young child. “She did this didn’t she?” You sobbed as you nodded your head, “she didn’t mean to do it! I didn’t listen when she told me to change my dress before meeting you. I forgot. I didn’t mean to make her mad!” You cried harder, burying your face into her shoulder.

“Hey, hey, hey!” She soothed. “Don’t you dare say that Y/N, you’ve done absolutely nothing wrong here. Okay?” She tried to sound firm but there was a tremble in her voice. “You did nothing baby. I promise you. She won’t touch you again okay? Are you listening Y/N? That’s a promise. You’re safe now my love. It’s okay.” She swayed you in her arms as she kissed the top of your head. You didn’t know what Cordelia was planning, but from the power you could feel radiating off her through her anger, you knew it wasn’t gonna be pretty.

#american horror story #sarah paulson #sarah paulson x reader #cordelia goode x reader #i dunno how i feel about this one #its not my best #feedback is welcome #also so are requests

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bangchanswolfpelt · 3 years

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Im so ugly and lonely i just want yeonjun to fuck me

😤 hotness is a social construct, boo! 😤 i don’t know what you look like, but i do not need to know to know that you are the ideal of beauty for somebody out there!! 😤😤😤 the only thing that’s ugly here is the society that’s invested in making you think badly of yourself!!!! 😤😤😤😤👿

that being said, your feelings are totally valid. it is too easy to feel ugly in a world with horrifically narrow and often conflicting beauty standards, and easing loneliness is much more complicated than just finding someone who wants to bang you. :[ if it helps, just know that i am right here with you, also lonely and also fantasizing about getting railed by Yeonjun. and if THAT doesn’t help, just know that more Yeonjun-fucking is on the way.💕 (@muselin's also got some good shit for you rn, too💕💕💕)

((idk if you are actually interested in serious advice from a stranger on the internet, but if you are, i have some homework for you:

i want you to think about why you are feeling ugly right now. it’s gonna suck, like poking at a bruise, but sometimes you have to prod at a hurt to figure out what’s wrong. (((i need you to be gentle with yourself, here, tho. do NOT use this as an excuse to be cruel to yourself, and do NOT do this if you think you're in a headspace where it will lead to you hurting yourself, physically or mentally. pain from pulling glass out of cut is not the same as pain from digging it in deeper.)))

do you feel ugly because you’re comparing yourself to people like idols and models and actors?

get away from looking at people who are literally being paid to be hot, because it is their actual full-time job to look good and comparing yourself to them is both unfair and unrealistic. they are devoting time and resources to looking good that no normal person has, and only have to maintain that for short periods of time.

also, maybe spend some of your kpop time looking at selfies/vlives from idols when they’re barefaced and unstyled—seeing them with flat, fried hair and no goddamn eyebrows is a really endearing and down-to-earth way of remembering that they’re just people, too, and that the photos and videos you compare yourself to are the result of hours of makeup and styling that disappear once performing/shooting/etc. is over.

do you feel ugly because you’re dissatisfied with your appearance? what about it is dissatisfying for you?

while it’s really important to try to love yourself for who/what you are, there’s also no shame in making changes to feel better.

are you unhappy with your body? maybe get up and do some gentle exercise—not because it will help you lose weight, but because being physically active is proven to help your mental health, and also thinking about how your body is capable of doing cool things like punches and kicks can make you feel more positively about it.

are you unhappy with the way your clothes look on your body? this one is a little harder, and will probably take some more long-term experimenting and also money, but think about what’s wrong with the way your clothes fit you. one small difference can make the way you feel about your appearance change drastically—a while back, i replaced all my bras with bras that actually fit and immediately felt less gross and lumpy, because with bras that fit, all the clothing that went over them fit better, too. don’t worry about fitting into what’s trendy right now, but don’t be afraid to use it as a jumping-off point to experiment; i spent over twenty years thinking that high-waisted clothes would just emphasize my squishy belly only to realize that because of the way my body is shaped, high-waisted stuff is actually really flattering on me.

do you feel like your body is something you don’t have any control over, like it’s something you feel alienated from? there’s a reason chopping/dying hair is such a post-breakup stereotype—it’s a way to assert control when you feel like you don’t have any. think about the things you can change that will make your body feel like it's more your own, think about the things you've always wanted to do. play around with cutting and dying your hair, maybe even shave it all off—hair grows back, have fun!! tattoos and piercings are more expensive and permanent, but i can tell you from experience—if they're something you really want, they're fuckin worth it. your body belongs to you and no one else, and sometimes having a visible reminder of that can help a lot.

also, this is gonna feel real dumb, but like—maybe just stand in front of a mirror and just think about how hot and fuckable you are. because i can guarantee, no matter what you look like, you are exactly as fuckable as you want to be. no matter what traits of yours society tries to make a joke of, there is always gonna be a sizable chunk of the world's population that thinks those traits are sexy as hell; the fact that i managed to spend a not-insignificant amount of time enjoying myself in the micropenis tag on AO3 is proof of that, i think.

these for sure aren’t big fixes, and i’m not even touching on stuff like body dysphoria/dysmorphia ((((would love some answers for those myself)))), but these are some the little things that have been helping me and i hope that maybe they can help you too, boo.))

#mail corner 📬

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dirtydobrik · 4 years

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science experiments - d.d.

requested: yes! can you like do one where the reader is David's neighbor and she always get's annoyed with all of the science experiment's they do and they start talking idk something like that

word count: 1450

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You twisted your key into the front door when you heard screams coming from the house at the end of the street. You pushed your door open and ushered your dog inside before looking over and seeing a cloud of pink erupt and cover the entirety of his backyard. You let out a loud sigh and shook your head in annoyance. This was the fifth science experiment your neighbor had done since you moved into the neighborhood a month ago.

Your realtor had gone on and on about how quiet of a neighborhood this was and how relaxing it would be to come home to after a busy workday, however, as you had quickly learned, that was far from the case. Your neighbor was obnoxiously loud, and it was starting to get on your nerves. He constantly had people over and music playing at 3am as if no one else in the neighborhood had a job.

After you made dinner, you took your dog on another walk. This time, you noticed a cleaning crew leaving your neighbor’s house and decided to stop by and ask about all of the science experiments. You gripped your dog’s leash and pulled him past your house and towards the one at the end of the street. There were less cars parked outside than usual, but you still felt bad about interrupting him. The gate was wide open, and you didn’t hear voices outside, so you knocked on the front door.

“Hi, can I help you?” a blonde girl asked, swinging the door open. Her eyes lit up and she knelt down to pet your dog.

“Yeah, um, do you live here?” you asked, and she shook her head.

Before she could answer, you heard a voice coming from inside the house. “Taylor, you know you aren’t supposed to open the door for fans.”

“Fans?” you questioned, raising an eyebrow as a puzzled look crossed your face.

“Yeah, I work for David Dobrik.”

“Who?”

“He’s a popular YouTuber.”

“Taylor,” the voice repeated.

“She’s not a fan, Dave.”

“Just an annoyed neighbor,” you laughed, and a few moments later, you heard footsteps echo across the wood floor. A few seconds later, a tall guy with shaggy brown hair stood behind the blonde girl. He took a deep breath and ran his fingers through his hair, pushing it out of his face.

“I’ll let you two talk,” Taylor smiled before excusing herself. David stepped outside on to the front steps and shut the door behind him.

“So, you’re the new neighbor?” he chuckled, and you nodded before introducing yourself.

“I live down the street, and I don’t mean to come across as a bitch, but,” you started, before he cut you off.

“What? My friends and I are too loud? The street is too busy?”

“No, well, a little bit of both of those. But I’m mostly just annoyed at the science experiments you do all the time. I don’t know what you guys are doing and I don’t know if any of the chemicals are toxic to breathe, especially for dogs.”

“Most of what we do isn’t harmful. If something is considered slightly dangerous, my assistant sends out a text to a few other neighbors with the time that it’ll happen, and the chemicals involved so you can do research on it. I can give her your number if you want me to,” David suggested, giving you a smile.

“That sounds great, actually. Again, I feel so bad for bothering you about this. I just don’t feel safe if you’re constantly putting chemicals into the air that people on the street breathe.”

“It’s not a problem, I’ll give Natalie your number and she’ll give you a heads up about any future experiments” he reassured you. “And sorry about the noise. We try to keep parties to weekends or holidays, but that doesn’t always happen.”

“Just try to keep it down after midnight. Some of us have real jobs that we have to wake up early for,” you giggled. “Anyways, sorry for being a downer, but it was nice to meet you, David.”

“No worries,” David smiled. “It was nice to meet you, too. I’ll see you around.”

You started to walk down the driveway when you heard him shout your name.

“Feel free to stop by whenever. I’d love to have you come to a party or watch a science experiment sometime,” David yelled, and you told him you would.

A few weeks later, David’s assistant had texted you that they were doing a science experiment today and she made it clear that David wanted you to come watch. You reluctantly agreed and finished doing your makeup before heading down the street to David’s. Cars lined the street, and you overheard the conversation of the two girls walking in front of you. They were talking about how David was planning to top an experiment he had already done.

You followed them into the house, and David’s assistant was handing out white suits and goggles.

“Is it really that dangerous?” you questioned, and she shrugged.

“Better safe than sorry.”

You stepped into your suit and headed into the backyard to find David. He was filming the scientist and some of his friends as they talked about what the experiment was. He looked up and smiled at you, motioning for you to sit down and wait for him. You sat on the white outdoor couch, looking around and watching as David explained what was going to happen and who would be filming from where. He said they would do a run through to get the angles for each shot before they actually did the experiment.

“Okay, everyone be in position in ten minutes,” he yelled, before coming over to talk to you.

“Hey, I’m glad you came,” he grinned, leaning in for a hug. You gave him a smile and a small hug.

“I wanted to see what all of the hype was about,” you shrugged, and he shot you a puzzled look. “Your assistant Taylor told me that you’re a popular YouTuber and I wanted to see for myself.” You didn’t want to admit that you had spent seven hours watching his videos one day when you were home sick from work or that you were so easily entertained by them.

After a few minutes of effortless conversation, David was calling for everyone to get in their positions for the run through. A few of his friends came over to the patio set you were sitting at to watch the experiment, since they didn’t have an assigned role in the filming process.

“Let’s go, this is the real one,” David shouted.

Two of his friends pulled the rope to tip the large bucket and seconds later, blue and green foam exploded into the air and around his backyard. David ran towards the patio set, the foam chasing after him. his back was to you as he filmed the foam, and you were looking at the foam falling over the fence and down the cliff. Neither of you were paying attention and David ran right into you. You stumbled backwards and landed on your ass.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry,” he said, holding his hand out to help you up. You grabbed it and he pulled you to your feet. You eyes met his and you could feel your cheeks turning rosy. There was an undeniable chemistry between you two and you had the sudden urge to kiss him. You couldn’t, though. Not in front of all of his friends and not after only knowing him for an afternoon.

“No worries,” you reassured him with a smile, even though you were certain there was bruise that would make sitting painful for the next few days.

You and David continued talking and after about ten minutes, you looked around and noticed that most of his friends had gone back inside. You and David followed the path his friends made and joined them inside.

“I should go,” you said, feeling like you were intruding since none of his friends knew you. You headed towards the

“I’ll walk you back,” he said, helping you out of your suit and taking his own off.

He handed his camera off to one of his friends to review the footage and followed you outside.

“You don’t have to walk me back,” you insisted. “I live down the street.”

“I want to,” he grinned.

The two of you talked as you walked three houses down back to yours.

“I had fun today. Thanks for letting me crash your shoot.”

“Hopefully this means I won’t get anymore angry knocks,” David chuckled. “I had fun today, too. And I’d love to go out sometime.”

“Call me tonight and we’ll talk,” you smiled, before waving goodbye to him and closing the door.

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taetaesbaebaepsae · 5 years

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BTS During Sex

Maknae Line

Summary: Title speaks for itself, really, just filth

Warnings: Smut, filth, only sinners welcome, look there’s probably kink warnings but idk if you’re reading this you know what’s up, anyway I’m thirsty

Request:

anonymous asked:

BTS during sex? kind of like how you did the break-up one 👀 if thats too much then just for jeon jungkook

A/N: I am doing a Jungkook one tho theoreticalthot01

Word Count: 2579

Taehyung (V)

The most contradictory of all the boys sexually

Wait I’ll explain in a minute

He’s traditional

Most likely if y’all are fucking you’re in a long term relationship

He’d really be real bad at casual sex and not catching feelings (See my FWB reaction)

So if he’s fucking you, he’s probably in love with you

This means slow strokes, looking into your eyes, PRAISE so much praise Tae is your personal hype man

Loves missionary because he wants to look at your face and kiss you

Tae would make out with you and nothing else for 4 hours if you’d let him

Best kisser

When I say he’s vanilla I don’t mean he’s boring, just stay with me

He’s s o f t

Deadass will not let you give him head unless you just really really want to because he feels so guilty when you gag or if you look uncomfortable he can’t come

Will eat you out all the time and if you look tired he won’t even try to fuck you after just straight make your legs shake and go watch Netflix with you with pussy juice all over his mouth

Actually he loves the taste he’d fucking put it in a cup and drink it if it were possible

Definitely the best at going down on you of all the boys because he loves it so much

Tae’s dick is either totally average or fucking HUGE, idk the world may never know

Sex is sweet and you’ll never doubt how much he loves you

But lowkey after a while you might doubt how much he wants you

Very controlled (I can hear you thirsty hoes complaining just WAIT)

But at some point in a relationship, you will do something that will make him snap

Tae is extremely visually stimulated

So for his birthday you buy some sexy lingerie and as an afterthought, throw in some Gucci logo sheer tights

You set everything up it’s all romantic and shit, rose petals on the bed, candles lit, and you in a crotchless teddy, the tights, and 4 inch stilettos

You’ve curled your hair, full face makeup, the whole works

The icing on the cake is that you wrap a purple ribbon around your waist and tie it as if you are his birthday gift

So you lie on the bed and wait for him but he’s late getting home and you fall asleep

You wake up to his strangled moan and he’s standing over you, shirt unbuttoned, cock out, stroking himself

You’re shook because he’s so hesitant when asking you for sex usually, making sure you’re down

Shook but also, instantly wet, because goddamn, what a sight

When your eyes pop open he’s crawling across the bed toward you like a panther

You expect him to say he’s sorry he woke you but he doesn’t say shit

He just grasps the ribbon where it’s tied around your waist and looks up at you as if asking if he can open his present

“Anything you want, baby,” you whisper, voice kinda hoarse from sleep and now, thirst

“Anything?” He kinda growls and you’re like YES SIR

So like sex with Tae has always been great, he’s a giver like Hobi and he always makes you come but like this? Fucking god tier

He usually takes his time with foreplay, works you up for an hour, but now he’s uncharacteristically impatient, just slides his fingers into you and when they come out wet he huffs and grabs your ankles, yanking your ass to the edge of the bed

He. Is so. LOUD

He fucks you so hard you feel like your hips might break, slamming into you and groaning, cursing, which he doesn’t normally

He’s still praising you, though, “You’re so fucking perfect; I love you so much”

He looks like a fucking god, bronze skin, sheen of sweat, head arched back, baring his teeth as he gets closer to coming

You tell him you want him to come inside as you’ve gotten on birth control just for this particular occasion and he groans so loud your ears hurt

HEREIN YOU DISCOVER TAE’S HIDDEN KINK

He has no idea you’re on birth control but he doesn’t give a single fuck

Highkey has an impregnation kink and you’d think it was weird but really it’s just hot and kinda sweet

He’s talking so dirty you’re blushing even as he fucks you mercilessly

“Oh my God, I’m gonna fill you up until your tight cunt is dripping with my come; gonna get you all nice and round and full of our baby because I love you so much.”

He growls and grunts so loud when he comes you feel like someone is gonna call the police

ANYWAY so Kim Taehyung has an breeding kink and that’s that on that

You can never go off birth control and he’s lowkey disappointed when he realizes you are on it

Sex is still sweet sometimes but you know how to get him going, just have to wear something sexy and beg him to come inside you and it’s ON

When he loses control, it’s a sight to behold

He definitely loves to eat his come out of your pussy it’ll make him hard all over again

Is the sweetest baby with aftercare though like he’ll leave bruises on your hips and ass and kiss them all one by one

Kinda proud when he leaves a big mark somewhere visible, though, he’s lowkey possessive

God help you if you do get pregnant, he’ll want to fuck all day every day the entire pregnancy

He says shit like “I wanna get you pregnant every 9 months for the rest of your life because you look so fucking gorgeous this way”

If you don’t want children really you’re shit outta luck no way he’d be with anyone who didn’t at least eventually want them

And he’s not good at one night stands because he isn’t comfortable enough to let loose so I mean look if you wanna fuck Taehyung be prepared to marry him and have his babies I don’t know what to tell you he’s just like this

So anyway outside of the breeding kink he’s kind of an exhibitionist

would 100% be down to make a homemade porno with you and would watch it instead of porn while he’s on tour

Has like 200 nudes of you in various positions

Who needs porn when he has you? His attraction is 95% emotional, anyway so the more in love he is the more action you’ll get

Jimin

Ok so hot take but Jimin is lowkey a sub

I mean he’s a switch but he leans sub

Very high sex drive will be down anytime, anywhere

You can make him hard with a wink and a smile

No one has ever, in life, had as big a praise kink as Park Jimin

You’ll find that out real quick

If during sex, you say something like “you’re fucking me so good,” or “God, you’re so good, Jimin” he will come like a firehose like, immediately

In the top three best of the group at eating you out

He lives to please, honestly, so it’s one of his favorite things

He’s so proud when he makes you come hard

If you’re a squirter he might wife you

Is a little shit, will tease you for hours and loves it when you do the same

He is not too proud to beg he will love it when you tease him

Will praise you just as much as you praise him, telling you how hard you make him and how much he loves your cunt

If you want him to be a sub, he can do that, but he’ll be bratty as fuck and he would definitely never like a degradation kink or anything he’s not built to handle that kind of thing

He could take or leave head but if you go down on him just know he’s stupid loud so you won’t want to do it anywhere someone can hear you

Will always come in your mouth, doesn’t want it too messy unless it’s you coming and then he lives for you being a mess

He wants you shaking and begging him to let you breathe

O v e r s t i m u l a t i o n

Like, every time, and he likes it when you do it to him, too, that’s the only time he really truly loves a blowjob is when you suck the soul out of him

Ok so I know I said he’s sub leaning and he is

But if you make him jealous he will wreck you

And if you stand near a houseplant and not him long enough he’ll get salty so I mean it might happen a lot

He just wants all the attention, he needs all eyes on him, especially if he loves you

So if you laugh too hard at a joke someone makes or have an impromptu lunch date with a friend and he feels left out you are in trouble

He’ll be rough, pulling your hair and leaving all kinds of marks all over your neck, he’ll bite you

So like if you want Jimin to fuck you into next week just lowkey flirt with the waiter at dinner and you got it

THE KING OF SKYPE SEX

A whole exhibitionist

It’s so hot watching him jerk off, honestly, it makes you so wet

He could be a camboy star, for real

Gets off on knowing how much he affects you

Loves to send you thotty pictures but not too many dick pics, just like sexy selfies and shit

Asks for nudes every single day he’s on tour

He deadass will make a pic of you spreadeagled his lockscreen

If you agree to make a homemade video with him he will be SO happy and watch it all the damn time

If he wasn’t famous he’d post that shit on Redtube just for the comments

Would never under any circumstances do a threesome with a man or a woman he’d lose his whole mind if you even suggested it

Just tell him he’s a good boy he’ll be yours forever

Jungkook

So he’s not real experienced but eager to learn

He’s like Hobi he’ll try most things at least once

No one has ever loved blowjobs as much as Jungkook don’t @me

Will fall in love if you can deepthroat

Will always reciprocate, though, and will like it when you tell him exactly what you like

He’s r o u g h

I mean he’s sweet in general but rough in bed, if you’re giving him head he’ll grab your head and force you down, if you’re riding him he’ll grab your hips and buck up beneath you, he’ll go hard in doggy style because he likes to watch your ass jiggle

You’ve always got bruises on your hips like he won’t let them go away

H I G H E S T sex drive

You will be so tired

Sleep? Who needs it. Food? Maybe between sessions

Y’all are fighting? Ok, y’all are gonna fuck it out for like a whole day

Angry sex is SO good with him though

When he shoves you against a wall to kiss you and grind into you, you know it’ll be a good day

If he’s not trying to fuck you then he’s not into you, sorry I don’t make the rules

He likes it when you tease him a little but he gets frustrated quick and dicks you down

If you were into something like cockwarming he’d try it but it would not work out

He’d be inside you for maybe 2 minutes before he’d start fucking you into the mattress

Really leaves an unnecessary amount of hickies you own 7 turtlenecks

He’s oddly shy about mutual masturbation if you suggest it and he won’t finish that way, he’ll get so hot watching you that he’ll dick you down instead

Also part of the “Put a towel down” club when you’re on your period

If you’re out of commission sexually in any way he will beg you for blowjobs and handjobs, anything

Or will fuck you in the shower

Particularly loves it when you suck him off while the water’s hitting his back

He’ll get you all worked up, too, be touching you everywhere and you’ll be lowkey mad you can’t fuck

M o r n i n g s e x

You wake up every goddamn morning with his dick poking you in the back and him kissing your neck

If you tell him you’re too tired he’ll back off but he’ll be huffy

If he falls back asleep 2 hours later he’s trying you again

If you wake him up with a blowjob he’ll be so sweet to you all day, like he’ll fall in love all over again when he lifts the covers to see his cock in your mouth

He’s not too vocal during sex but he is loud during blowjobs because he just loves the visual

He doesn’t have a ton of stamina he’s too much of an eager bunny to fuck you for hours but he’s back up in thirty minutes so it’s not a problem

Never not asking you for nudes, won’t send you a single dick pic even if you ask

If you wear his clothes around him, you won’t be wearing them for long

He loves the way you look in his tshirts

One time it was laundry day and you put on a pair of his boxer briefs and he walks in and says no words to you just jumps you, starts kissing your neck and sticks his hand down his boxer briefs and makes you come in three minutes fast

You should only wear them if you want him to be all over you all day

btw he’s very good with his hands, the best other than Yoongi

He will NOT fuck you in public if you tease him in public though be prepared to be fucked into the next century when you get home

He gets hard at a moment’s notice he won’t even kiss you with tongue if you’re not in private

A strong breeze will give him a boner, particularly if it lifts your skirt a little bit

Will do Skype sex but be embarrassed while doing it, all blushy when you ask him to let you see him he’s so shy about it at first

But when he gets closer to coming he’s all winks and smirks and eyefucking the camera and you lose it

He could watch you touch yourself all day, has a collection of videos you’ve sent to use while he’s on tour

He will deadass jerk off to you in favor of porn

He admits to you with a blush that he’d jacked off to your social media pictures before you even started dating

Would never in a million years make a video with you or of himself he would be so embarrassed to see himself fucking on camera or even in front of a mirror

If he hurts you during sex because he’s too eager he’ll be very sorry afterward

He actually might cry

You’ll end up comforting him instead of the other way around but he’ll be so sweet to you for days

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kwanisms · 5 years

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English is My Favorite Subject - 3 FINAL

⤑ genre: smut, college au, enemies to lovers ⤑ pairing: Chan x Reader ⤑ warning: *ahem* smut, S I N, soft dom!Chan, rough sex, phone sex, sexting, slight degradation, mention of alcohol, foul language ⤑ summary: After taking the English tutoring position at your university, hell comes to you in the form of Lee Chan. He needs help passing his exams and tutoring is his only option. As your time with him passes, you come to realize he’s not the cocky and arrogant asshole you previously assumed. He’s even worse than you thought when he finds out he isn’t the only student you’re tutoring. ⤑ word count: 8.4k

⤑ 01 | 02 | {03}

tag list: @gamerwoo

a/n: Here’s the final part of my originally-supposed-to-be-one-piece-but-idk-how-to-stop-writing. I know this has been a roller coaster of emotions, it was for me when I was writing it but it’s not over yet. So, hope y’all like it lol ~K♡

You were vaguely aware of the arm draped over your waist as you slowly woke up the next morning. You smiled, you eyes still shut as you woke up. You felt Chan stirring behind you but you didn't dare move. You didn't want to disturb his sleep.

Your mind raced as you remembered the events of the night before, your heart beat erratically in your chest as you remembered the way he tasted. The way his hands held you firmly in place while he thrust deeply into you. You couldn't remember ever being so satisfied before.

A deep groan announced Chan as he woke up, stretching his arms before wrapping them tightly around you and pulling your body taut against his. A small giggle sounded from the back of your throat when he nuzzled into your neck and you felt him smile.

“Morning,” he whispered, his breath tickling your skin. “Morning,” you replied barely above a whisper. You turned your head to look at him to see a mess of chocolate brown hair tousled from sleep and deep brown eyes looking at you affectionately.

Chan's grip on you loosened as you rolled over to face him. He smiled as he tightened his hold on you, peppering kissing all over your face. You broke out into giggles when he wouldn't stop, his lips kissing nearly every inch of your face.

“God you're beautiful,” he said softly as he sighed. Your cheeks turning a slight shade of pink at his words before he moved suddenly, rolling you on your back and hovering over you. He smiled mischievously and it was at this point you realized he was only in his underwear. 'How was it possible for someone to look this good?' you wondered but your thoughts were interrupted.

“What do you want to do today?” Chan asked, leaning down to press a few light kisses to your lips. You shrugged. “Don't you have a game today?” you asked and he nodded. “It doesn't start until 5, though so I'm available the rest of the day,” he answered with a grin. You knew where things were going as he leaned in for another kiss, instead letting his lips linger.

You welcomed the advance, your fingers sliding into his hair as the kiss grew in intensity. You felt Chan push your legs apart with his knee, settling himself between your thighs without breaking the kiss. A fire in your stomach began to set in and you could feel the effects of the kiss pooling in your panties.

“How about,” Chan began when he pulled back. “We go for round two?” he finished, giving you another one of those mischievous smiles. You grinned back, pulling him in for another passionate kiss. One of his hands slid down your side to your hip and dipped under your rear to pull himself into you, his growing erection pressing against your already wet core, a moan escaping his lips.

Your morning started tangled in the sheets, Chan whispering soft praises in your ear as he kissed the few bruises that had appeared from the night before. Whimpers, gasps and light moans filled the room as he dipped between your thighs and you had to cover your mouth in case anyone was awake now. “You were so vocal last night, babe,” Chan said surfacing to give you a smirk. “Why are you so quiet now?”

You opened your mouth to respond but a moan slipped out when he pushed two fingers inside you. Grinning triumphantly, his victory was cut short by a few sharp knocks on the door. You sat up quickly, looking at Chan with wide eyes. He looked from the door back to you before you ushered him off the bed and pushed him toward the bathroom, picking up his pants and shoving them into his arms. Once he was out of sight, you went to your door and unlocked it.

On the other side of the door was Jeongguk. He smiled when you opened the door before looking down at your attire. “Whose shirt is that?” he asked quickly and you looked around the hall before grabbing his shirt by the collar and dragging him into your room, shutting the door behind him. “Keep your voice down!” you hissed and he crossed his arms over his chest. “I’m your best friend and you’re keeping something from me. Tell me what it is,” he demanded and you bit your bottom lip.

Chan was hiding just on the other side of the door in the bathroom as he pulled his pants on. He took a deep breath and took the door knob in his hand, prepared for whatever was about to happen. He turned the knob and opened the door to be greeted by your best friend’s wide eyed stare. Jeongguk looked from Chan, shirtless to you, wearing his shirt. It took him no time at all before he dropped the wide eyes and started to smirk. “Nice,” he said to you as your face turned bright red.

Chan cleared his throat and you turned to him as he held up a shirt he grabbed from your closet for you. Getting the message, you took it from him and rushed into the bathroom to change into your own clothes so he could have his shirt back. While you were in the bathroom, Chan tried to avoid Jeongguk's gaze.

“So,” Jeongguk finally said and Chan looked at him. “I’m cool with this, as long as you don’t hurt her. She’s like my sister and I will not hesitate to rearrange your facial structure with a soccer ball or baseball bat if you hurt her in any way,” he said and Chan nodded. He wouldn’t say it out loud, but Jeongguk did scare him in that moment.

Only a moment later, you returned, dressed and handed Chan his shirt. “Thanks,” he said taking it from you and pulled it on over his head. “I think this is my cue to exit,” he added and you pouted slightly. You were hoping to spend the afternoon with him but Jeongguk’s entrance put an end to that real quick. “I’ll see you at the game,” he added reaching up to cup your cheek. You turned pink under your best friend’s gaze but welcomed the gesture all the same.

Chan leaned in, pressing a kiss to your forehead before he took his leave. Once the door had shut behind him, Jeongguk rounded on you. “What the ever loving fuck is going on in your love life?” he asked sitting in your chair at your desk. “Well, Chan and I are…” you started but weren’t sure how to end that sentence. You were together, right? What would Chan call this? Was it a relationship? Was it a hookup? No, it had to be more than that… right? Jeongguk’s voice snapped you out of your thoughts.

“What about Soonyoung?” he asked and you shook your head. “Didn’t work out with him,” you said with a shake of your head. You contemplated telling him what happened but you had worked things out with Soonyoung and you didn’t want to cause any problems. You just wanted to move on.

“Damn, I really liked him,” Jeongguk said quietly. You shook your head and moved to pick up your room, gathering your clothes to put in your hamper. “What do you want to do today?” Jeongguk asked as you started your morning routine, brushing your teeth first thing. “I had originally planned to spend the morning with Chan but someone had to interrupt us,” you said glaring at him through the mirror.

Jeongguk smiled sheepishly before calling out, “sorry!” He sat on the edge of your bed and waited for you to finish. You had just finished applying your makeup when he entered the bathroom and stood beside you. “How about we meet up with Tae and Jimin, get brunch, go on an adventure and then go to the game later tonight so you can support your new boyfriend?” he asked and you blushed.

“He’s not my boyfriend,” you mumbled and Jeongguk sighed. “Your new soon-to-be-boyfriend,” he corrected and you rolled your eyes. “Okay, brunch with the guys, then what?” you asked changing into your jeans and grabbing a jacket from your closet. “Hmm, let’s figure that out as we go,” he suggested and you nodded. “Okay,” you agreed. “Let’s go.”

Jeongguk walked you across campus to Taehyung and Jimin’s apartment where the pair were surprised to see you. Jimin answered the door in nothing but sweatpants, blushing profusely when he saw you and ran to grab a shirt. Taehyung laughed from the couch, playing a video game. “Jimin, how many times has she seen you shirtless at this point?” he called as his roommate returned wearing a shirt, running his fingers through his hair before draping an arm over your shoulders.

“Hey beautiful,” he said, his lips curling into a smirk. Jeongguk pushed his arm off you and said with a chuckle. “Back off, Jimin, she’s unavailable.” You rounded on Jeongguk angrily as Jimin’s jaw dropped and Taehyung whipped around to look at you. “What?!” they yelled in unison. You glared at Jeongguk who only gave you a pleasant smile. “Yeah, I went by her room to wake her up and she had a friend over. A shirtless friend,” he said with a grin. You slapped his shoulder and now both of your friends were on you.

“A friend?” Taehyung demanded. “Who?!” Jimin looked as if he was about to cry. “Why was he shirtless?!” he whined.

Jeongguk cackled and you knew what was coming. “Because she was wearing his shirt,” he said and you groaned. “WHAT?!” Jimin shouted. Taehyung stared incredulously at you. “You were what?” he asked calmly. “Who was it?” Jimin asked and you shied away from them. “Chan,” Jeongguk said without hesitation and you wanted to sink into the floor and never be seen again.

“LEE CHAN?!” Jimin asked, now angry. Taehyung laughed and nodded. “Okay,” he said before turning to you. “Nice, did he at least make you come?” he asked and Jimin hit him upside the head. “What the hell?! Why aren’t you mad?” he demanded and Taehyung shrugged. “It’s not like he forced her,” he said before his eyes widened and he rounded on you. “Wait, he didn’t, right?” he asked and you shook your head quickly. “Absolutely not!” you squeaked, your face a brilliant shade of crimson.

“Why Chan?” Jimin asked taking your hand. “You know I’ve always been available to you, (Y/N). Why him?” he asked and Jeongguk took your hand out of Jimin’s. “Because you’re gross and one of her best friends. That’s the rule. No one in the group dates each other,” he said. Jimin pouted. “I want out of this friendship!” he yelled as he moved to the couch to sulk. “Do you want to go get brunch or not?” Jeongguk asked and Jimin peeked over the back of the couch. “...fine,” he said and got up.

Once Taehyung and Jimin had changed and gotten ready, the four of you headed out to Jimin’s car. “Tae, you’re upfront,” he said as he unlocked the doors. He shot you a look. “I’m still mad at you,” he said and you rolled your eyes as you got in the back seat with Jeongguk, sitting behind the driver’s seat. Jimin drove toward your favorite breakfast spot and parked the car.

The four of you entered the building and were seated in just a few minutes. As you browsed over the menu, your phone when off and you pulled it out to check it. Chan had texted you.

L.Chan [11:23]: I miss you ):

You smiled and typed a quick response.

You [11:23]: I miss you too you big baby L.Chan [11:24]: I’m not a baby >:( You [11:24]: are too (: L.Chan [11:25]: am not >:( You [11:25]: ur my baby L.Chan [11:26]: … (: L.Chan [11:26]: I am? You [11:26]: if you want to be? L.Chan [11:27]: I mean. I guess [wink emoji] You [11:29]: fine then lol

You smiled as you tucked your phone away. You looked up in time to order when the server arrived. After handing back the menus, Taehyung and Jimin rounded on you.

“So,” Taehyung said and your eyes turned to meet his. “Chan, huh?” he asked, a smirk playing on his lips. You rolled your eyes. You knew this was coming. They were your best friends and they were NOSY. “Yes,” you said playing with your hands on the table. “I don’t like it,” Jimin finally spoke up.

In all honesty, you weren’t seeking his approval and you weren’t afraid to tell him that. “I know you don’t, but that’s only because I’m seeing him and not you.” Jeongguk nearly spat out his soda at your words and Jimin’s face twisted into a scowl. “What the hell?” he asked and you leaned forward, not breaking eye contact.

“You’ve had this huge crush on me for how long, Jimin? You never acted on it. We fell into a comfortable friendship and now just because I’m sleeping with someone else, you’re making a big deal?” you whispered. Jimin stared from you to Jeongguk and back, his mouth agape. “Only because he wouldn’t let me!” he countered, pointing at Jeongguk. You shook your head.

“Don’t use Jeongguk as an excuse. You knew I liked you back in high school but you were too busy chasing literally every cheerleader that passed by you like your dick was following a beacon,” you said with a chuckle. Taehyung snorted into his water and sputtered. You gave him a couple thumps on his back, ignoring the looks the other patrons were giving you. Jimin’s face turned deep crimson.

“That’s…” he trailed off. “You have a point,” he finally said, acknowledging your words. Jeongguk snickered looking out the window of the cafe. “Don’t get mad, get glad,” you said before taking a sip of your water. “You’re one of my best friends now Jimin, just be happy I’m actually getting dicked down at all,” you said, while Jeongguk covered his mouth to keep from bursting into laughter.

“If getting dicked down makes you act like this, I’m not sure I want to support this campaign anymore,” Jimin admitted and Jeongguk lost it, laughing loudly, attracting the eyes of several older patrons. You ignored the dirty looks they were throwing at your table.

Your orders arrived moments later and the small squabble between you and Jimin was forgotten.

"Alright, losers," Jimin said as he pulled into a parking space and cut the engine. "We have arrived," he added. You opened your door and stepped out in the cool autumn evening. The sun was setting behind the stadium as the four of your headed for the entrance to the ballpark.

Jeongguk, Jimin, and Taehyung got in for free since they were athletes. Jeongguk paid for your ticket and you followed as they walked in and made their way to the concessions for snacks and drinks. Jeongguk turned to you as you looked up at the menu.

"Do you want some nachos?" He asked and you shook your head. "I just want some water," you said. Jeongguk bought a bottle of water, a drink, and some nachos, knowing you'd probably want some later anyway. He knew you too well.

The four of you made your way to the seats saved for the soccer team which were close to the field on the home team's side near the dugout. You sat between Jimin and Jeongguk, Taehyung on Jimin's other side. The two teams were out on the field warming up.

Squinting, you could see Chan warming up, tossing the ball back and forth with Seungcheol. He happened to glance up and locked eyes with you. He threw the ball back to his captain before waving at you, a huge grin plastered on his face. You waved back before Jimin and Taehyung started teasing you, your face burning.

Jeongguk offered you some nachos and, like he predicted, you ate a couple. After a few more minutes of watching the warm ups, you spotted Soonyoung who caught sight of you and waved before trotting over to the fence. You felt Jimin stiffen beside you.

Jimin was the only person you had told about what happened with Soonyoung. You felt the most comfortable going to him as he was less likely to make a scene like Jeongguk or Taehyung would. He eyed the younger man suspiciously as he approached the fence, a wide smile on his face.

"Hey!" He said and you leaned forward, resting your arms on the top of the fence. "Hey!" you answered with a smile. "I didn’t know you’d be here,” he said as Jihoon approached him. You greeted the catcher with a warm smile which he returned.

You turned your attention back to Soonyoung. “Hey, I don’t know if you’ve heard," he began stepping closer. "But Chan has been saying some… stuff about you,” he said softly and peered back at his friend. 'Stuff?' you wondered. “W-what kind of stuff?” you asked glancing up at Chan who had noticed you talking to Soonyoung and had stopped tossing the ball back and forth with Seungcheol.

Jihoon tapped Soonyoung on the shoulder as Chan made his way over. “Like, sexual stuff." You looked back at Soonyoung. "He's been saying that he’s had you in places all over the campus,” Soonyoung said quickly. "What?!" You hissed. Jeongguk leaned forward to listen as did Jimin and Taehyung.

"Yeah. He's just been really snide and arrogant about it. Throwing it in my face and other shit," he said. Jihoon's tapping quickened as Chan approached. Soonyoung stopped talking just when Chan stopped at the fence and looked up at you, a smile on his face.

"Hey, I'm glad you could make it," he said cheerfully. You were livid. 'He's been making up lies? Telling all his buddies that you've been sleeping together for what, months? How dare he.' You wanted to wipe that stupid smile off his stupid face. You were done with Lee Chan.

Your blood was boiling at this point and without a word, you reached over to take Jeongguk’s cup, took the lid off and dumped the contents over Chan’s head. Soonyoung jumped back in shock. You threw the cup down, aware that there were probably hundreds of eyes on you at this point.

Several people were whispering. “Don’t ever talk to me again,” you spat before turning and storming up the steps toward the exit. Jeongguk leapt up from his seat, throwing an apology toward his friends and chased after you, Jimin and Taehyung in tow.

“(Y/N)! Stop!” Jimin yelled as you shoved your way through the crowded corridor. “(Y/N)!” Taehyung`s voice rang out. “Wait, (Y/N). Just stop!” Jeongguk called after you as you made a break for the exit. You felt a hand around your wrist and turned to find Jimin right behind you. He pulled you toward him, taking your hands in his. “What’s going on?” he asked as Taehyung and Jeongguk caught up.

“What the hell was that?” Jeongguk demanded and you shook your head. “I’m just a fucking idiot, that’s all. I need to go,” you said and you saw from the corner of your eye Chan walking toward you with Soonyoung urging him to stop. “Chan! Wait,” Soonyoung said putting his hand on Chan’s shoulder. Chan shook it off as he continued on. “Just stop!” the older man pleaded but Chan didn’t listen, he pushed your friends out of the way, coming to a halt in front of you.

“What the fuck is your problem?” he nearly yelled. You recoiled under his gaze. You hated being yelled at, especially in front of people. A crowd had started to gather around you. Jeongguk forced himself between you and Chan, Jimin and Taehyung taking place beside him.

“Back off, Lee,” he said shielding you. Chan narrowed his eyes at Jeongguk. “Get out of my way, Jeon,” he said, trying to keep his voice down. Jeongguk shook his head. “I’m not in your way, Chan, but if you think you’re gonna talk to (Y/N) like that and get away with it, you’re mistaken.”

You sighed, eyes glancing over to the exit before looking back. While the men were occupied, you took your chance to make an exit. You bolted, rushing out of the exit, ignoring the calls of your name as you ran.

A few moments later, Jeongguk was catching up to you. “(Y/N)! Come on, talk to me!” he said as he followed behind you. “I’m just going home and I’m never leaving my room again,” you said, your voice cracking. Jeongguk grabbed your arm and pulled you to a stop, turning you to face him.

“What happened? Talk to me,” he said, his voice much softer as he spoke, his eyes searching your face. “Soonyoung said something about Chan,” you started but hesitated, not sure if you wanted to continue. Jeongguk watched you, waiting for you to finish as Jimin and Taehyung appeared in the distance.

Upon seeing your other friends, you turned to head back to your dorm but Jeongguk was not having it.

He grabbed your shoulders, turning you to face him again. “So what was that earlier? My drink, which by the way was like 6 bucks so you owe me for that,” he said. Your heart hammered before you finally broke. “Soonyoung said that Chan has been talking about me. He said Chan’s been saying we’ve been fucking all over campus, Gguk!” you whined, tears clouding your vision. Jeongguk’s expression changed as he realized what you were saying.

“Wasn’t last night the first time?” he asked and you nodded. “What the hell,” he whispered as Jimin and Taehyung reached you. “(Y/N),” Jimin said, slightly out of breath. “What’s going on?” he asked looking from you to Jeongguk. You looked at Jeongguk, seeing his expression shift from confusion to anger. “I’m gonna kick his ass,” he finally whispered. Jimin and Taehyung looked at their friend and back to you.

Panicked, you grabbed Jeongguk as he tried to storm back toward the stadium. “Don’t! Just, leave it. I’ll figure out how to handle it,” you said and Jeongguk shook his head. “He’s not gonna get away with this,” he murmured. Jimin and Taehyung exchanged looks but said nothing. “I’m not going to let him get away with this,” Jeongguk said a little louder and you shook your head.

“I just want to go back to my room,” you said. Jeongguk finally nodded. “We’ll walk you back,” he said and you smiled but shook your head. “That’s okay,” you replied. “I’ll be fine. See if you can get back into the game. You paid for those tickets, they should let you back in,” you said. Jeongguk, Jimin, and Taehyung stood rooted to the spot as you backed away. “I’ll be fine,” you said and waved them on. Jeongguk reluctantly gave in before turning away and heading back for the stadium with Jimin and Taehyung. You turned and continued for your dorm.

A few minutes later you arrived and headed up for your room. You locked the door and crawled into bed wanting to disappear from the world. ‘What the fuck was up with Chan? Why the hell would he lie like that? Was it because you almost slept with Soonyoung? Did he have some sort of grudge?’ You groaned and pulled the covers over your head. “And I sent him pictures of me!!” you shouted to your empty room. “Why am I so stupid?!” you threw your pillow over your head, smacking it a couple times.

You woke with a start, sitting up in a panic. You looked around your dark room until your eyes landed on your alarm clock. It read 23:45. You groaned and grabbed your phone to see if Jeongguk had tried contacting you. He had. 25 missed texts and 15 missed calls from him. Jimin had texted you 4 times and Taehyung once.

[2019/10/26] Kookie [17:23]: you doing okay? Kookie [17:32]: Chan keeps looking at me. I think he thinks we’re dating??? Ew btw. I would never date u. Gross Kookie [17:45]: he’s giving me that stink eye. You remember the one? The same one Jackson gave me cause he thought I was swooping in on his woman? Kookie [17:57]: are you awake? Kookie [18:17]: okay, i’m getting kind of worried Kookie [18:36]: please answer me. Kookie [18:41]: I’m worried now. why the hell aren’t you answering your phone? Kookie [18:59]: right, that’s it. I’m calling you Kookie [19:07]: answer me dammit! Kookie [19:26]: i just need to know you’re okay Kookie [19:48]: I'm your best friend and i demand answers! Kookie [20:01]: jesus christ you better be okay. Kookie [20:09]: the game just ended. I’m on my way over to your place Kookie [21:16]: okay, after some investigating, i have come to the conclusion you are sleeping. Kookie [20:36]: i also heard your snoring through the door. Kookie [21:05]: now i’m going to tease you for it. Kookie [21:54]: haha you snore so loud Kookie [21:47]: ugh just wake up. I miss my best friend!~ Kookie [22:34]: goddamn woman. Wtf are you doing, hibernating? Kookie [23:09]: fucking grizzly bear. Cause you’re so horrible to me. Ursus horribilis Kookie [23:14]: that’s the latin name for a grizzly bear Kookie [23:41]: pls wake up. I’m so bored ):

You opened the messages from Jimin and Taehyung respectively.

[2019/10/26] Minnie [17:29]: Gguk just texted you. I watched him. Normally you respond in .02 seconds so I figured you aren't answering for a reason. Minnie [18:37]: we just want to know that you're okay baby. Just let us know, okay? Gguk is hella worried. Minnie [19:28]: you must be sleeping. Just know that I'm here for you, okay? I'm always here for you, (Y/N). Minnie [20:01]: and I love you the most ♡

[2019/10/26] Taehyungie [17:54]: Gguk and Min are worried about you but I know that you shut down when you're upset so I'm not gonna push you. Just know that we're always here for you and we love you very much, even if we tease you a lot. I care about you, (Y/N) so just let us know you're okay when you're ready. ♡

‘Now for the texts from Chan,’ you thought to yourself as you opened his message thread.

[2019/10/26] L.Chan [20:07]: what the hell happened? What did I do? L.Chan [20:19]: baby answer me. L.Chan [20:32]: what the hell? Talk to me! L.Chan [20:47]: (Y/N), please talk to me. L.Chan [21:03]: please. What did I do???

You decided not to answer Chan. 'It's easier that way…' you told yourself but who was it easier for? You or Chan?

It had been a week since you started avoiding Chan. You had refunded the rest of his money for his lessons and stopped opening his messages. That didn't stop him from trying to text or call you.

[2019/10/28] L.Chan [12:36]: ignoring me won't make me go away, (Y/N).

[2019/10/29] L.Chan [16:52]: stop ignoring me and let's talk this out.

[2019/10/30] L.Chan [13:08]: I don't even know what I did!!

[2019/10/30] L.Chan [09:10]: how can i apologize if i don't even know what i did?!

You threw yourself into your studies instead of going out with friends. You still had to tutor Jeongguk and Mingyu. The latter was always on edge around you and you knew why. Chan.

“Gyu,” you finally said during one of his tutor sessions. He looked up at you with wide eyes. “What’s up?” he asked, trying to keep his voice casual. “You don’t have to act like that,” you said leaning forward on the table. Mingyu dropped his gaze to the table. “Like what?” he asked, feigning ignorance.

“You don’t have to walk on eggshells when you’re around me. I know why you’re doing it and I’m just telling you, don’t. You and I are fine. We’re okay,” you told him. Mingyu looked up at you, his eyes studying your face. He finally sat up straight and nodded.

The rest of his lesson passed as it had before. He was more talkative and interactive. You left the student center with a sense of accomplishment that Mingyu would ace his test next week but that feel dropped the moment you saw the one person you had been avoiding. Chan was leaning up against his car outside the building, his eyes on you as you approached.

You decided to pretend you didn’t see him and walked on past without a second glance, ignoring his voice as it called after you.

“(Y/N)!” he said as he trailed after you. You ignored the way your heart tugged when he spoke. “Damn it, (Y/N)! Just talk to me!” he yelled as he ran to catch up with you. His hand grabbed your upper arm and you spun, throwing his hand off you and giving him an angry glare.

“Don’t touch me!” you hissed. Chan took a step back in shock at your tone. “What the hell is your problem?” he asked. “You are my problem, Lee,” you sneered. You were seething. You would have to move Mingyu’s lessons somewhere else to avoid running into Chan again.

“Me?” Chan asked confused. “What the hell did I do?” he demanded. You scoffed and rolled your eyes. “You know what you did, Chan,” you accused. ’Did he think you were stupid?’ Chan shook his head. “No,” he said. “I don’t know! So why don’t you tell me?” You shook your head this time.

“Did you think I wouldn’t find out?” you asked, the gnawing feeling in your stomach told you it was time to go. “I really should thank Soonyoung for telling me. I would have never known if it wasn’t for him.” Chan’s eyes widened. ‘There it was. Got him.’

“Soonyoung?” he asked. You turned away from him. “Yeah, he told me everything.” Without another word, you walked away, leaving Chan behind you on the sidewalk. He called after you again but you ignored him as you made your way to your dorm.

Once you reached your room, your phone went off. You checked it. It wasn’t Chan. It was Soonyoung.

Soonyoung [19:32]: Chan just called me. Soonyoung [19:33]: he sounded pissed. He called me an asshole. Soonyoung [19:34]: I don’t like when he’s mad ): Soonyoung [19:34]: I’m sorry how things ended between you two. Soonyoung [19:35]: I just felt you should know the truth since you really seemed to like him.

You typed in a quick response.

You [19:36]: it’s not your fault for telling me the truth. I thought Chan was one way and he seemed to be another but really he was just as I thought he was all along. A lying prick. Thank you for telling me the truth. I need more honest people in my life. Soonyoung [19:36]: I’ll always be honest with you. Pinky promise (: You [19:37]: lol thanks Soonyoung Soonyoung [19:37]: 💖

You set your phone down and sighed. Things had changed so quickly. You just wanted to get through the rest of the semester and get on with life. Chan, it seemed, was determined to not let that happen.

[2019/11/11] L.Chan [09:03]: come on, (Y/N). Please talk to me L.Chan [12:54]: I still don't know what I did L.Chan [16:47]: tell me so I can fix it L.Chan [20:12]: Soonyoung won’t tell me anything. L.Chan [22:51]: he keeps telling me to ask you but you won’t answer me

[2019/11/18] Soonyoung [21:07]: so, chan has been drinking. Well, we all have, but he’s drunk. Soonyoung [21:12]: He keeps talking about how he doesn’t know how to fix things but I’ve told him to just give up. After what he did, you deserve someone better. You [21:15]: how drunk is he? Soonyoung [21:20]: he… is really drunk. Like REALLY drunk.

[2019/11/18] K.Mingyu [21:34]: idk if Soonyoung hyung said anything to you, but Chan is really drunk. You [21:35]: I heard. K.Mingyu [21:36]: did you also hear that he’s crying… You [21:37]: ... he is? K.Mingyu [21:38]: yeah. He keeps saying he misses you. K.Mingyu [21:44]: ): You [21:44]: ??? K.Mingyu [21:45]: he said he loves you K.Mingyu [21:50]: I think he’s serious… K.Mingyu [22:02]: (Y/N)??

[2019/11/18] L.Chan [22:51]: i wish u would just answer me L.Chan [22:52]: do your friends know that you get off to me thinking about fucking you? hmm, babygirl? L.Chan [22:52]: do they know that you touch yourself to the thought of my cock buried deep in your throat while I stroke your hair and call you a good girl? L.Chan [22:53]: do they know how hard I made you come that night before the game? L.Chan [22:56]: or how loud you moaned for me? L.Chan [22:57]: do they know how good i made you feel? How good i can make you feel again. L.Chan [22:59]: let me come over. I want this fight to end. Let me make it up to you. L.Chan [23:10]: please baby. L.Chan [23:26]: i miss you. I’m sorry for whatever i did that upset you. Please talk to me, (Y/N). L.Chan [23:41]: … please

[2019/11/19] L.Chan [09:22]: I am so sorry about last night. L.Chan [09:35]: The guys encouraged me to drink L.Chan [09:44]: told me to forget my sorrows but we can see how much good that did L.Chan [10:06]: i really do miss you, (Y/N). L.Chan [11:37]: please answer me.

Chan looked up from his phone, groaning as he pushed the device away on the table. Soonyoung sat next to him, setting a cup of coffee in front of him. “Thanks,” Chan said softly. Soonyoung looked at the younger man. ‘Was he still trying to get a hold of (Y/N)?’ he wondered. “You feeling better?” he asked taking a sip of his own coffee. Chan shrugged his shoulders. “I just feel like I made an ass of myself,” he said.

“Is this about (Y/N)?” Soonyoung asked. Chan nodded slowly. “I wish she would just tell me what I did wrong. I want to fix this,” he said crossing his arms. Soonyoung set his cup down, looking at the table. “Maybe you aren’t supposed to fix this,” he suggested. Chan looked up at the older man.

“What do you mean?” he asked quickly. Soonyoung shifted in his seat. “Maybe this was meant to happen. Maybe you and (Y/N) aren’t supposed to be together,” he said shrugging. Chan scoffed. “What? This is some act of fate?” he asked and Soonyoung shrugged again. “Bullshit,” Chan laughed dryly.

He wouldn’t accept some asinine comment about fate or destiny being the reason you weren’t talking to him. Something did happen. Something he had no control over but it wasn’t fate or destiny. It was a person. Someone had said something to you. Whispered lies in your ear and he was determined to find out who.

Nearly a month had gone by since you last saw Chan but he still wasn't letting up. He was determined, you had to give him that. You felt your phone vibrate and pulled it out of your pocket. It was Chan of course. You looked at the notification preview and your heart skipped a beat.

[2019/11/24] L.Chan [10:40]: I can't believe you would just use me like that

He thought you had used him. ‘How could he think that? Wasn’t it was the other way around?’ You were tempted to text him back but your phone was plucked out of your hand. You looked up behind you as Jeongguk sat next to you, your phone in his hand, reading Chan's text.

"What in the fresh hell is he on?" he asked as you made a grab at your phone. "Give it back," you said but he ignored you. Instead he pulled out his own phone and started texting quickly. You watched as he typed out something you couldn't see before handing your phone back to you.

"What was that?" you asked. Jeongguk shook his head. "Don't worry about it," he said pocketing his phone. “So,” Jeongguk said looking up at you. With a shrug you faked a smile and looked at him. Jeongguk gave you one of his ‘not buying it’ looks and you cracked.

“I fucking miss him, Gguk. I really do. This is so hard,” you sobbed, hiding your face in your hands. Jeongguk moved, scooting his chair closer to yours and put his hand on your shoulder. “I know,” he said, swallowing the lump in his throat. He hated seeing you like this. Jeongguk couldn’t stand it when you cried. It hurt him to see you cry.

“You just gotta give it time,” he added, rubbing your back. “It’ll pass, I promise,” he said leaning in. “You just have to give it time.”

[2019/11/24] L.Chan [12:43]: you can't avoid me forever (Y/N).

[Jeongguk texts Chan, telling him to back off. Chan tells Jeongguk no chance and asks to meet him. He wants to talk. Initially Jeongguk says no and tells Chan to piss off.]

[2019/12/08] L.Chan [14:43]: so, my exam is coming up L.Chan [20:08]: I wish you would just talk to me…

What hurt more than not speaking to Chan was when he lashed out and took his anger out on you.

[2019/12/10] L.Chan [13:09]: You know what? L.Chan [13:10]: Fuck you. Fuck you for all of this. L.Chan [13:15]: fuck you for making me feel things for you L.Chan [13:19]: fuck you for playing with my heart L.Chan [13:21]: fuck you for treating me like some toy

Chan growled, throwing his phone on the table and dropping his head on the hard surface with a thud. Jihoon had just walked into the common room to see Chan thumping his head against the hard wood.. “You alright?” he asked.

Chan sat up and looked at his friend. “I just don’t understand what I did, hyung! She won’t talk to me! I know someone said something to her, I just don’t know who!” Chan said angrily. Jihoon gulped before crossing the room and grabbing Chan’s shoulder, spinning the younger around to face him.

“I can’t keep this shit up," he said angrily. "You did nothing wrong. It was Soonyoung,” he blurted out. Chan looked at Jihoon questioningly. "Soonyoung?" he asked before it clicked in his head. He remembered when you came to the game and Soonyoung was right there talking to you before Chan had come over.

“Soonyoung lied to (Y/N). He told her that you had been telling everyone that you’d been sleeping together for months," Jihoon said and Chan remembered everything. The look on Soonyoung's face when Chan had approached you. The way Jihoon had been tapping on Soonyoung's arm. It all made sense now. "It was all Soonyoung," Chan whispered.

“God I hate him.” Jihoon breathed. “I just couldn’t keep it in anymore. You and (Y/N) were great together and Soonyoung was jealous. He wanted (Y/N) for himself, so decided to pull some shit to ruin your chances with her,” Jihoon added. Chan rose from his chair.

“Are you kidding me?!” he shouted before snatching his phone off the table. “I have the texts to prove it,” Jihoon said from behind him. He pulled his phone out and unlocked it, opening the thread with Soonyoung and handing his phone over.

Chan scanned the screen, his eyes widening as he read before handing Jihoon back his phone.

“I have to go see (Y/N).”

You felt your phone buzz and you pulled it out to look at it. Soonyoung had texted you back telling you he was on his way. You put your phone back in your pocket, looking up in time to see Jimin sit beside you, Jeongguk on the other side. You groaned and rolled your eyes.

“What do you losers want?” you asked. Jimin wrapped an arm around your shoulders. “We knew you’d be around here moping about, so we decided to come see you,” he said with a grin. “I’m actually meeting someone,” you said softly and Jeongguk narrowed his eyes.

“Soonyoung,” you said quickly. “I’m meeting Soonyoung.” Jeongguk straightened up as a voice called out. “Where’s the party?” You looked up to see Soonyoung walking over, a smile present on his face. You returned the smile. “No party,” you said shaking your head. “Hey guys,” Soonyoung said, greeting the three. All returned the friendly greeting but Jimin, whose grip on you tightened. He was determined to not let go of you for a moment, keeping his eyes on Soonyoung the whole time.

“So,” Soonyoung starting, his hands in his pockets. “Look, I’m really sorry about Chan. I honestly didn’t think he was going to say those things about you,” he added. You felt a pang in your heart when he brought it up again. Jimin stiffened next to you, narrowing his eyes at Soonyoung.

Soonyoung took a deep breath before he continued. “It was uncalled for and I’m going to talk to the coach about it. He shouldn’t be on the team if he’s going to treat a fellow student like this.” You said nothing, focusing instead on the feeling of your friends around you, keeping you grounded. “Especially when he’s telling lies about you. Claiming he’s slept with you when that never happened,” Soonyoung said and you felt the lump in your throat rise.

“Actually,” you said in a small voice. “I did sleep with him.” Soonyoung looked up at you, eyes wide. “W-what?” he stammered. “The night before the last game. He came over. We ate dinner and watched a movie and one thing led to another and we had sex,” you admitted. Soonyoung stared at you incredulously. The two of you stared at each other before he started pacing on the sidewalk before he rounded on you. “You actually fucking slept with him?!” he shouted and you recoiled into Jimin’s side, shocked by his sudden aggressive tone.

Jeongguk leapt to his feet to come between you and Soonyoung. “Don’t you dare take that tone with her, you son of a bitch,” Jimin snapped. Jeongguk and Taehyung looked at their friend as he stared at Soonyoung, his face twisted in rage. “You have no right to speak to her like that!” You shrank even further into his side, feeling comfort in his touch.

There was a commotion coming from across the lawn. You could heard voices shouting. You turned to look over the back of the bench and saw Chan and Jihoon making their way over to the group. “Not now,” you whined. Jimin pulled you tighter against him as the two approached. When he drew level, Chan saw you peeking from behind Jimin. ‘Perfect. She’s here.’

“I don’t think you should be here,” Soonyoung said, stepping in front of Chan but the younger cut him off, pushing past him to get to you. “It wasn’t me,” he said, kneeling down in front of you. You looked from him to Jihoon and to Soonyoung. “I didn’t start those rumors about us, (Y/N). It was him,” Chan said pointing at Soonyoung. “Soonyoung? What are you talking about? Why would he start those rumors?” you asked.

“He was jealous that you liked me instead of him. If you don’t believe me, ask Jihoon. He has the screenshots to prove it,” Chan said gesturing at Jihoon who met your gaze and nodded. “It’s true. Soonyoung started the whole thing,” he said pulling his phone out. He opened his gallery and handed over the device. Jimin took it from him and handed it to you so you could read.

[2019/10/21] Hoshi [12:52]: will you help me do this or not? Jihoon [12:52]: idk man. Chan really likes her and he’s your friend Hoshi [12:53]: she liked me first. I automatically get dibs Jihoon [12:54]: dude. You don’t get dibs on girls Jihoon [12:54]: they aren’t objects. This isn’t you calling dibs on the last burger or something. She's a person Hoshi [12:55]: wtfe are you gonna help me ruin his rep with her or not? Jihoon [12:55]: i’m switzerland dude Hoshi [12:56]: fine. Just keep your fucking mouth shut, got it? Jihoon [12:57]: whatever you say man.

You looked up from the message to Jihoon. He gave you an apologetic look. “I would have told you sooner but he threatened me. I just wanted to stay out of it,” he said and you shook your head. “It’s not your fault,” you whispered holding out his phone for him to take.

You looked up at Soonyoung. Waited for him to say something. To say anything but he refused to speak, he didn’t even look at you. It wasn’t until you cleared your throat that he finally looked at you. “Well?” you asked and he shrugged. “Okay, yeah, it was me. I wanted to ruin any chance he had with you because I was trying to get you in bed,” he admitted. Your blood boiled and as you moved to get up, Chan beat you to it, standing up and punching Soonyoung in the jaw.

Soonyoung stumbled backwards but caught his balance before he lunged for Chan. Jeongguk and Taehyung moved to break up the fight, Taehyung pulling Soonyoung back and Jeongguk pulling Chan off of the older man. “You’re a lucky son of a bitch, Kwon,” Chan spat as Taehyung pulled the older man away before turning him around and pushing him. He pointed, telling Soonyoung to leave.

“I hope you two are happy together!” Soonyoung yelled before storming off. Jihoon watched him go, shaking his head slowly. “I told him not to do it, but he didn’t listen to me,” he sighed. You got to your feet and reached out, taking hold of Chan’s shirt. His gaze shifted from Soonyoung’s retreating back to you, his eyes softened. He knelt down in front of you, taking your hands in his.

“I’m sorry,” he said and you shook your head. “I’m sorry, Chan,” you said. “I should have listened to your side of things. I should have known Soonyoung was lying to me. All he ever did was lie to me.” Jeongguk nodded at Jimin who slowly got up to follow the others away from where you sat. “We’re uh, gonna go get some air while you two talk,” he said before turning to catch up with the others.

Chan took your face in his hands. “I wouldn’t do something like that,” he said and you nodded. “I know, I’m an idiot,” you said and he smiled. “Yeah, you are,” he agreed. You scoffed, tears blurring your vision. “But you’re my idiot,” he added and you laughed, half sobbing before throwing yourself into his lap, burying your face in his neck and hugging him tightly.

“I’m so sorry,” you said again. Chan shook his head. “It’s okay baby,” he whispered. “It’s okay. Let’s go get you something to eat,” he added. You pulled back to look at him. “Take out?” you asked and he broke into a smile, cupping you cheek and wiping your tears away with his thumbs. “And wine. Your favorite,” he said before pressing a soft kiss to your lips.

You sat on your usual bench looking up at the blue sky littered with fluffy white clouds, a cool breeze blowing gently, tickling your skin. It was springtime. Winter had come and gone, leaving muddy patches where snow had once covered the now green grass, small flowers peeking through the soil as the seasons changed. You smiled as the rays of sun danced across your face, enjoying its warmth.

You heard a thud and felt someone sit next to you. You opened one eye, sneaking a quick peek to see your boyfriend sitting next to you. Without a word, you scooted closer to him, leaning into his side as you rested your head on his shoulder. “Hey,” you said with a smile. “Hey baby,” Chan said wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pressing a light kiss to the top of your head.

“How did it go?” you asked before looking up at him. He hesitated and you sat up quickly, panic washing over you. ‘Oh no,’ you thought. ‘He failed.’ Chan laughed at your sudden shocked expression. You groaned and hit his chest lightly. “Don’t tease me!” you whined. Chan pulled you into him, tightening his arms around you. “I’m sorry babe,” he apologized. “I can’t help it when you’re too cute,” he added.

“I passed. Of course I passed. You’re the best tutor on campus,” he said finally. You smiled, burying your face in his chest, inhaling the scent that was exclusively him. “Yeah, I am pretty great,” you agreed. He squeezed you playfully. “Seriously though, congratulations,” you said looking up to kiss his cheek.

“Thanks,” he whispered, his cheeks flushing a soft pink. The two of you were silent for a while before Chan let out a sigh. You looked up at him again. “You okay?” you asked and he nodded. “Yeah,” he said. “I’m just thinking,” he added. “About what?” you asked. Chan looked down at you, his eyes studying yours. “That I’m the luckiest guy on this entire campus,” he said and you giggled, ducking your head.

“And,” he hesitated. “That I’m falling in love with you,” he whispered. You smiled, hugging him tighter. “Yeah,” you said. “Me too.”

p.s: Well, there you have it, the conclusion. I’m sure you guys were pretty peeved halfway through this but hopefully I more than made up for it with that ending. Thank you guys so much for the love and support you’ve given this series! I wasn’t expecting this series to take off and I will definitely write for Chan again. Please look forward to my next two full length series Forget Me Not with Jimin and Taehyung of BTS and iBoyfriend with Jinyoung and Mark from Got7. I also have a new SVT series in the works. It’s a science fiction, deep space kind of story starring Seungkwan, for all you Boo biased babes like me. Again, thank you guys for 2k!! It means so much to me. I am so so grateful and I love you guys so much! Thank you so much for reading! ~K♡

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woulddieforperrytheplatypus · 4 years

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tag ten friends game!

I was tagged by my buddy @monotremeinafedora!

I don’t want to bore you all with my life story (or like 10 questions but whatever) so I’m gonna put a cut down here

Name: Katie! but tbh people call me Kitty on so many social media sites that if I saw my real name online I wouldn’t even process that it was directed at me

Gender: female

Star Sign: I’m vaguely aware that I’m a taurus but every time I see someone talking about astrology it gets super complicated and it scares me

Height: 5'4″

Sexuality: aro/ace

Hogwarts house: oof I read those books in third grade and I didn’t exactly spend much time taking internet quizzes in 2010 so I have absolutely no idea but I like the idea of Hufflepuff cuz they remind me of the Amity faction from Divergent (granted I wouldn’t last a day in the Amity faction but that’s not important)

Fav animal: imagine being able to pick a favorite animal lmao couldn’t be

Dogs or cats: the question above I didn’t answer bc I’m indecisive but this one I can’t answer because I have a cat and two dogs and how can I choose a favorite? Like my 8-year-old dog is so sweet and cute and she likes going on walks for at least an hour with me and I love her but my 8-month-old dog is a piece of shit who tears people apart but she’s also really cute and she can be really fun when she’s not giving you really bad bruises bc you made the mistake of trying to play frisbee with her and now you have to walk around looking like someone dropped a fridge on your arms for two weeks but then what about cats right like my cat was like 12 or 13 when I got him last year and he’s an old man and he just curls up on my bed all day and sleeps on my Supernatural blanket and then I go to bed and he sleeps on my sweatshirt on the floor until like 8 am when he decides it’s a good time to crawl on my bed and tap me in the face until I wake up and ahhhhhh I just love themmmmm

Hour of sleep: I spend at least 12 hours lying in bed with the lights out and my phone away every night but how much of that is sleep and how much is eternally cringing at my horrible life decisions is unknown

Blankets: I. LOVE. BLANKETS. I have to move my stuff into college on Monday and I had an existential crisis trying to figure out what to do with my blankets like my mom got me a super soft, super warm cat blanket for Christmas specifically for school so that’s gonna come and I wanna bring my Supernatural blanket bc that’s good for a warmer night and I wanna bring my Frozen blanket because it’s so warm and fuzzy and I wanna bring my snowman blanket I got as a Christmas gift from dance last year bc it’s so cozy and I wanna bring my super soft blanket I got from work for Black Friday last year bc it’s super soft but I wanna bring the yeti blanket with the hood and buttons and mittens built in which I got from work the Black Friday before that one because duh who wouldn’t want to bring that and I wanna bring all my blankets right except I also have two weeks at home after I move my stuff in and I won’t have space to bring more blankets when I move in on the 31st bc half my duffel bag is going to be my giant stuffed Perry the Platypus I got from a friend a few months ago so I’m leaving my snowman one on the couch downstairs and my work one on my bed and my yeti’s gonna hang out by the closet with my similar Olaf blanket (that’s meant for little kids and does not fit which I didn’t know when I bought but but at least I worked at Target at the time so I got an employee discount?) probably until I come home for Thanksgiving and I’ll take my yeti blanket back with me then and wow this was a really long answer but in my defense it was a very open-ended question

Dream Job: I’m going to school for nursing, so that!

When and Why I’m here: uhhh idk what exactly it means by “when” bc I made my main blog @kittyhazelnut and my Supernatural blog @gabrielsbackbitches in like 2017ish (or whenever it was my fav character came back just to die again a month later) but this blog i made in May (idk the date but it was whenever I posted my pinned) so take your pick for that one. Why I’m here? I was talking too much about Phineas and Ferb on my main and I decided to make a side blog for it with no intention of it getting big (I mean my marvel blog @marvelbutmostlyloki has been around for a year or two and it has, like, 10 followers so clearly side blogs don’t always work out in my favor) and then I posted that screenshot of Vincent tweeting about Perry the Platypus statues replacing Confederate statues and people decided to follow me and now I exist purely to promote the new Phineas and Ferb movie to casual Phineas and Ferb fans (no jk I do love promoting the movie to casual fans but I do most of that on Twitter. I found a whole bunch of fun people in the Dwampyverse fandom and it’s like our own little private party in a dark corner of tumblr and it’s honestly the most fun I’ve ever had in a fandom, and that’s coming from someone who’s been in the Supernatural fandom for five years)

Reason for URL: I use the phrase “I would die for _______” way too much in my everyday life and I couldn’t think of a witty URL so I went with that lmao

Current time: 8:55 pm and I should probably stop staring at a screen in the middle of a dark room at 9 o’clock at night if I’m planning on being up and out of the house with a full face of stage makeup on in under 12 1/2 hours for my dance comp whoops

And now, for the moment you’ve all been waiting for... TAGS! It said to tag 10 people and a lot of my peeps were tagged in Grayson’s post so I don’t think (?) I’m retagging anyone? I’m only tagging PnF people because I genuinely have no idea which of my IRLs and online friends from non-PnF-related-things would recognize this as my account lol. also half of these people are in the Perryshmirz discord bc that’s where my people live lmao

@myperryshmirtzblog @mushipper713 @necroticcoffee @grayblebayble @eathotchip-and-bi @sorryformybadenglish @ill-change-my-name-to-larry @momphineasandferbmadeablog @fcrbfletcher

Obviously y’all don’t have to do it if you don’t want to :) and if you didn’t see your URL but you want to do it anyway, go for it! You can even say I tagged you and no one has to know! in fact, wait a second...

@you

Look, you’re tagged! You should do it too!

#not pnf #not phineas and ferb #my post #wdfptp talk

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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #283

“if teardrops could be bottled, there’d be swimming pools filled by models”

How much would you tip a waiter or waitress for good service? I honestly don’t even know the proper etiquette of tipping because I almost never ever have been in a sit-down restaurant where I’ve paid because of the whole “I don’t have an income” thing. If for whatever reason I did, I would have asked the person with me how. I do (maybe…) believe however that there should be a baseline for how much you tip, even if your experience is somewhat unpleasant. You don’t know what that person is going through that day. If it’s just pure awful, then I might not tip at all, but I think I’d honestly feel way too guilty. Who is your favorite character from the television sitcom Friends? I don’t watch it. Whose name might you have tattooed on your body? None. Well, I guess if I had hypothetical kids, I might, especially as a tribute if they died. What is something that you always need to leave plugged in? I always at least have my laptop charger plugged into the wall, but not always into my computer as to not totally kill the battery. I just need it a lot because I’m only always on it. Who might you send a selfie to? I don’t send them to anyone, really, save for specific occasions. I just take selfies once in a blue moon to change my Facebook picture, honestly. I feel weird just sending people pictures of me because I feel like I’m screaming, “HEY LOOK AND COMPLIMENT ME!!!!!!!!!”, so it makes me uncomfortable. I only did semi-recently because my friend did my makeup for a Halloween shoot and for once in my goddamn life I felt really pretty so sent it to Sara. Name an item in or on your bed every night. My phone is on the right upper corner of my bed so I can check it when I wake up; I always wake up throughout the night and wanna know what time it is. Out of your work shift, how much time do you spend doing “actual work”? Well one, define “actual work,” but odds are almost zero because I don’t have shit to do. How long do your New Years resolutions typically last? I don’t make ‘em. Who would you call first after getting engaged to tell them the news? Most likely Mom. What’s the song that reminds you of the person you like?Okay so deadass I listened to NSP’s “Wish You Were Here” cover recently and kinda cried lol. Are you good at holding back your tears? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? My goddamn sanity. How many jobs do you have? None. Do you have any memories you want to erase? There’s one occasion with Jason I wish I could forget so, so badly. Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? No. I don’t believe in pre-determined destinies and such, and thus I don’t see anything as “meant” and “not meant” to be. Do you believe in destiny? Wow, good timing lmao. Do you believe that things will get better? I like to think so. Have you ever drunk dialed someone? No. Have you ever worn a tiara? Haha, I think on my 18th birthday maybe, my friend Summer came with us to dinner and brought me a birthday tiara. If someone offered to take you out for your birthday, where would you decide to go? I almost always go to Olive Garden for dinner. But, after trying the Cheesecake Factory for the first time… *eyes emoji* If you plan to have kids, what will you tell them about Santa Clause? I’m not having kids, but hypothetically, I’d let them believe it. It’s so magical as a kid and brings so much excitement. I’d tell them the truth when it feels appropriate, and if I know they’re not the type to go telling other kids for no reason “HEY MY MOM SAID SANTA’S NOT REAL SO UR DUMB.” I’d be damned if they ruined it for other children. If you have ever been employed, have you ever been attracted to your boss? What about a co-worker? Not that I remember. Do [would] you avoid kissing your [possibly hypothetical] significant other when you or they are ill? Look man I made out with my ex while he was recovering from bronchitis before we knew it wasn’t contagious so OOPS yeah because I am 110% the “if you’re sick, I’m sick” dumbass all the while going FULL Mom Mode taking care of the person. What was the last thing you bought, other than food? With my own money, that is a daaaamn good question. I only really use it/am given it for food. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? No. Who was the last person you Facebook messaged? Do you know what that person is doing at this moment? My mom. She’s in the living room watching TV, probably. Think back to the last time you cried, or felt like crying. Who or what helped you to feel better? My mom. Do you own any accessories with your name or initial on them? No, they don’t appeal to me. Is there someone of the opposite sex that knows everything, or almost everything, about you? I would say Jason, but we haven’t seen or spoken to each other for almost four years, and I’m a much different person by now, and I’m sure he is, too. Do you remember the last time you cried because you missed someone? A few weeks back I had a breakdown over Jason again. My PTSD was and still is being pretty rough lately. Are your eyes the same color as your sibling(s)? Just my brother. Anything in your room that you’re hiding from your parents, or someone else? No. What’s your most noticeable flaw? Thinking about it, probably my extreme aversion to conflict. I will BOLT from confrontation. And what’s your best feature? I’m extremely empathetic. Have you ever hallucinated? Yeah; I would see shadows move when I was coming off a certain med. Do you have fangirl-ish tendencies? ………………. Have you ever replied “OK” when someone confessed they liked you? Wow, no. Either admit reciprocated feelings or gently turn them down. The Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin, or The Beatles? OHHHHHHHH BUDDY. Led Zeppelin, I think… but maybe the Stones. Idk. What would you do for immortality and infinite youth? Nothing. Would you rather have a pool or a hot tub? A pool. Is your handwriting legible? Yes. Well, some people find it slightly difficult because it’s kinda fancy. Have you ever held a baby chick? Yes! Do you think ‘everything bagels’ are disgusting? I’m not a fan. Do you live with anyone that you try to avoid at all costs? No. What did you last get upset about? How incredibly fuckin weak my body is. When is the last time you personally made someone else cry? I don’t know. How many more people do you think you’ll kiss before you die? Hopefully only one. I do NOT want to deal with anymore heartbreak, nor do I want to waste anymore time with someone I’m not going to spend the rest of my life with. Are you more spiritual or religious? Spiritual. Ever been to a rave? Nooooo, most definitely not my scene. Are you afraid to name the person you talk the most shit about? No. Song playing right now? I’m listening to “PRESIDENT X” by 3TEETH rn. Have you ever laughed at someone because they had a funny name? No, that’s incredibly rude. Speaking of names, why do celebrities always call their kids stupid ones? They’re not all “stupid”…? There are some beautiful names I’ve heard. It’s none of my business why others’ children are named what they are. Do you get car sick easily? I don’t. Do you think you’re a good conversationalist? Why is that? NO. I’m just awkward and don’t know what to talk about or what to say back to people a lot. Awhile back though my friend Ian told me I was actually a really nice one and it meant a LOT to me. Hearing someone say that reassured me a little bit. Have you ever been on a float in a parade? What were you doing on it? No. Have you ever been in a helicopter? No. Have you ever had chicken pox? No. Who is your favorite animated character? Oh boy that’s hard man, idk. Maybe Ninetales, at least aesthetically. Idk about as characters themselves. Is it easy to make you gag? Yeah. Who’s your favorite Disney character? Probably Scar. Would you rather have a pet crocodile or a pet octopus? I deadass kinda want a caiman lol. It’s something I doubt I’ll actually do, though. Do you like Ritz crackers? Yeah. Do you have any designer clothing? If so what brand? No. Were you afraid of the dark when you were little? Not very, no. What are your opinions on war in general? It’s fucking awful and could be avoided if people weren’t so goddamn hasty, selfish, and uncompromising, among many other adjectives. Do you like pretzels? Yessss, especially soft ones. Have you ever wanted to be a writer? Yeah, tons of times in my life on-and-off. Did you even vote? This is the very first year I actually did. I felt really bad for not acting, only complaining about my government, and “silence speaks” was heavy on my head. Did some research to educate myself, and I felt amazing afterwards. What is your favorite flavor of gum? Usually watermelon. Are you wearing any bandaids? If so, where and why? No. Do you currently have any bruises on you? No. Do you/did you like or dislike school? I always hated it. Are you currently wearing any lotion? No. Do you ever make recipes found online? What was the last one? I don’t cook, so… but there sure are some that look good. If you smoke weed, what do you usually do after you get high? If you don’t, what would you do if everyone around you were smoking? I never have, so I wouldn’t know. Haha, for the second half, sit there awkwardly… been there once. What’s the last thing you ordered online? The next Wings of Fire book. Starting Sunny’s story now. Tell me about your favorite dress. I had this spring dress in high school that was white with purple skulls on it in a floral design… It was really cute and just has a special memory tied to it. Have you ever slept in a waterbed? If so, what was it like? Yeah, that used to be considered “fun” as a kid. They’re not awful, but not that comfortable either, and if I remember well, it’s easy to get sweaty because of the material. How many floors does your house have? Just one. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Yes. Do you enjoy sappy love songs? Hell yeah I do. Do you ever buy the same shirt in different colors? Simple tank tops, yeah. Ever made out on a rooftop? Damn dude no I’d be paranoid of falling off lmao. One place you will never eat at? Arby’s. If someone went through your pictures, would they find a "bad" one? Nope.

#survey #quiz #questions #questionnaire

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side-effect-of-the-meds · 5 years

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Erin and Ania are like holy fuck I can’t even. But for real Neil sees Abby as a mother figure in the book so like is it the same for Ania? Andrew too? Idek I just need to know their relationships with everyone

It’s time I map out their relationships anyways lol so thanks, love!

Let’s start with the lovely Ania

Dan, Allison, and Ania are roommates. It’s tough after Seth’s death bc Ania has to face her all the time. Erin tells Allison her theory too so Allison is avoiding Ania so :////

Dan is essentially what Matt was to Neil. She sees Ania and her first thought is ‘baby’. She adopts her so fast. Every morning before class, she’ll pinch Ania’s cheeks and kiss her fingers, chef-style Idk man. It’s just something my mom does to me ok. Let me be soft.

Renee rooms with Erin so Ania isn’t comfortable with her. Anyone that can spend the night in a room with that girl has to be hardcore.

Allison also gives Ania a lot of shit about her wardrobe. At some point it starts to get to her so when the monsters head to the mall, Erin catches Ania drifting towards the girl’s section on her own. She’s high so she follows her around, prodding her about it. When Ania tells her, there’s this moment where Erin’s drug haze parts for a second. Ania could have sworn that she saw anger flashing in Erin’s eyes for half a second. She shrugs it off until Allison shows up at the dorms with a bruise on her jaw. Erin knows Ania hides her body bc scars and bc she doesn’t like men staring at her. She refuses to let Allison shame Ania into doing something she doesn’t want to. In general, Allison and Ania have a rocky relationship because Erin keeps interfering. After Christmas, the two of them end up getting along a lot better bc they bond while Allison covers Ania’s bruises with makeup. Also after Christmas, Ania and Renee trade dorms so she and Allison aren’t in constant contact. Part of their friction was due to the amount of time they spent together. A lot of things have happened to Allison this year and the fact that she constantly has to see the source of a lot of her problems makes it hard for her to heal.

I’ve considered Fem!Nicky but I personally prefer Gay/Lesbian solidarity between him and Erin a lot better so yeah (However if you want me to run a few Fem!Nicky hcs, hmu and I’ll do it. She won’t be a part of the fem!verse but it would be fun). He’s exactly the way he is in canon. However, he is constantly trying to set Ania and Erin up and Erin? Doesn’t? Stop? Him? She’s so desperately in love with Ania that if Nicky wingmanning for her is what it takes to win her over, then she’ll take it. She also has a really dirty sense of humor. The jokes he makes fuel her late-night fantasies.

Aaron is disgusted with Nicky and, more importantly, himself. Ania is incredibly beautiful and he’s incredibly straight. He doesn’t like her bc he’s so gone for Katelyn. That doesn’t make Ania any less pretty. He finds himself staring at her all the time but so does every other fox so he doesn’t feel bad.

Katelyn thinks Ania is hot. She’s bi but leans heavily towards guys. It takes Aaron a long time to unlearn his homophobia but he manages it because Katelyn is bi and he couldn’t possibly hate anything about her. Once Riko is gone and Ania is safe, she starts to develop feelings. I mean, she always had feelings but now she doesn’t try to suppress them. She lets herself want to be friends with people. Katelyn happens to be at the top of her list. While the twins are with Bee at their sessions, Katelyn and Ania hang out. Sessions are only an hour/hour and a half long so the girls just grab a soda together or go window shopping in Reddin. I hc Katelyn as a genuinely sweet VSCO girl. Let me have this! Ania has a grunge/goth aesthetic because Erin buys her clothes for her but she thinks Katelyn’s clothes are cute too. Erin wants to hate the thousands of scrunchies and anklets she finds strewn across the dorm but they make Ania so happy. Once on a double date, on Bee’s insistence, Katelyn catches sight of a bubblegum pink scrunchie in Erin’s hair. It’s a stark contrast to her all-black outfit but it’s really cute. When Aaron goes to grab their drinks from the barista, Katelyn tells her so making sure to stay well out of Erin’s reach. Erin just grunts and turns to look out the window. The twins don’t blush with their whole face. Instead, their ears turn red. With Erin’s hair pulled up and out of the way, Katelyn has no trouble seeing her burning red ears. It’s progress!

Ania spends a lot more time out at Evermore as a kid than Neil did. As a result, she was really close to Kevin and Riko. She only knew Jean for like a month before she dipped. I got a request for Fem!Jean so you’ll see Ania’s relationship with Jeanie soon. Kevin sees her as a baby sister. He and Kayleigh were actually at the hospital when Ania was born. There’s a baby photo back at Kayleigh’s old house of 3yr old Kevin carrying a newborn Ania. He’s crying rivers in it. There’s an actual video of it as well. In it, Kay asks him why he’s crying. “She’s sho shmall!” little Kevin sobs. “Can I keep her? Pleashe, mom. I’ll be nice to her and take care of her and I’ll tell her I love her all the time.” You can hear someone laughing in the background. The camera pans across the room to reveal Wymack sitting in a chair by the door, cackling

TANGENT BUT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT WYMACK FOR A MINUTE! So Wymack and Kay are friends with some obvious benefits. He flips his shit when Kevin is born because what if that’s his kid??? Kay is just like, I was with a lot of guys and brushes it off. She’s lying through her teeth. Wymack is the only man she’s ever loved. Tetsuji is salty and I will go into this in another post but I think that Tetsuji really hated Kevin because he was Kay’s son but not his. I absolutely believe that Tetsuji was in love with Kayleigh Day and was pissed when she had a kid. Anyway, Wymack flies out to Ireland a lot to check up on Kay and Kevin because Kay is crazy. How could the inventor of exy not be? It’s literally murder lacrosse. He goes out to make sure Kay isn’t overworking herself and bc Kev has no father figure. Kev grows up knowing Wymack and absolutely adores him. When Kay dies, Wymack wants custody of Kevin. Kay knows who the Moriyamas are and recently she and Tetsuji have been fighting a lot. She’s scared that something is going to happen to her so she writes her will and emphasizes that she wants her son sent to Wymack if she dies. Her fight with Tetsuji comes to a head and the car ‘accident’ happens. It’s not an accident. Tetsuji ordered her killed in a fit of rage. He’s devastated when it actually happens. He loved her and now she’s dead. Well, who’s fault is that, ya dumb bish? He flies out for the funeral and so does Wymack. Tetsu finds the will first and is anger. He has it burned and has Nathan forge a new one where he gets custody of Kev. It breaks Wymack’s heart bc now he thinks Kay didn’t want him around Kev. Kevin is five and he’s crying because his mom is dead and now he can’t live with Wymack. He calls Wymack Dad and Wymack can’t do anything about this. Instead, he just hugs little Kev close and tells him it’ll be okay. Wymack tells Kev that Tetsu has a niece his age. Maybe Kev and Riko can be friends. Maybe they’ll even get married. Kevin says that’s disgusting and Wymack laughs a hollow laugh. Anyway, that’s how Kev gets shipped to Evermore. Tetsu doesn’t allow Wymack near Kev bc he knows the truth. The reason why Wymack always has a sports channel on because he used to keep it on in case Kev ever showed up. He watched every one of Kev’s games and interviews and everything. Wymack doesn’t get to be there to watch Kev grown up so he just watched from a distance. I'm not crying you are.

Wymack is a father figure to Ania and Erin. He’s there when Ania is born bc he went to visit Kay and Kev who were in Baltimore to meet baby Nathania. Kay carts him out to the hospital to meet her too. Nathan Wesninski was not in the room when his daughter was born. He doesn’t even meet her until she’s six months old. Wymack is the first man Nathania meets and she doesn’t even know. Mary didn’t want to hand Nathania over to Wymack but she and Kay are friends and she knows that he’s her baby daddy. Wymack doesn’t recognize Ania because he only knew her for a month when she was a newborn. Of course he doesn’t recognize her. However, he thinks about her a lot. She’s actually the first baby he’s ever held. He didn’t get to hold Kevin until he was two. Wymack treats Ania the same way he treats Neil but he puts in a bit of extra care bc he knows about Millport incident.

Abby is definitely as much of a mom figure as she was to Neil. However, after she shows her her scars, Ania gets a lot closer to her. She refuses to tell her things but when Erin gets sent to Easthaven, Ania has a hard time staying at the dorms. She spends all her time at the court bc she has to. She hides in the library bc it’s the one place she wouldn’t see Erin anyways. She crashes at Abby’s a few times because there are times she can’t stand the thought of going back to the dorms without feeling the brush of Erin’s hand on the back of her neck.

Oh. That’s a thing. Every night after midnight practice n Kev has gone to his room, Ania says goodnight to Erin. Erin will trail her hand across the back of Ania’s neck as she passes in response. It makes Ania shiver because her neck is as much of an erogenous zone as Erin’s is. Erin always watches it out of the corner of her eye bc God it’s the most amazing thing she’s ever seen. It makes her feel. Ania doesn’t really realize???? She’s so dumb. She knows it makes her feel good but she just can’t for the life of her figure out why.

It’s time I addressed the real psycho lesbian… While Erin’s is a facade, Riko is genuinely psychotic. She’s seven types of crazy. Actually, it skews a little more yandere but I will go into depth about it in the Fem!Jean fic. Rn, I’ll try to keep it short. Riko has her first crush when she’s eight? Nine? She kisses her crush on the cheek when she’s ten and Tetsuji… doesn’t take it well to say the least. The bit about it’s easier to remain straight? It’s the thing Kevin hears Riko say to herself every morning in front of the mirror. Regardless, Riko never gets over that first crush. Riko will never not miss Nathania Wesninski. When she finds out who Ania really is? She loses it. It’s fate, she tells herself. She will have Ania or die trying. Christmas at Evermore is a thing so I mean, I guess she does have Ania :( But she wants Ania to love her. She tells Ania as much and Ania spits in her face. :)

Most of Erin’s relationships are the same except for the Matt and Renee thing I covered earlier. The only other one that changes is Kevin. I know I say this a lot, but she really thought Ania and Kev would be a thing. She says no to Kevin for everything bc she’s petty. Kevin has always gotten everything that he wanted handed to him on a silver plate. Now he’s taking the one thing she really wants. If he gets Ania, he can’t have anything else. Again, I’ll cover her relationship with Jean later.

Thanks again your ask <3

Edit: I'm really tired and have a quiz tomorrow but I forgot to talk about Cleo. I'll make a separate post about her so stay tuned for that!!!

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shawnsorangeglasses · 5 years

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Love’s Camisado - (bartender!shawn au)

.i’m enjoying the idea of Shawn being a bartender (i guess that’s his second job now idk i dig it) nobody asked for this but 🎶i don’t care🎶 3.3k words

warnings: some strong language, drinking, minor fluff at the end, and a guy who can’t hear “no”

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Dina was still getting over a breakup that’s had her stuck in this weird state of depression for about a week now. So I called her on Friday and said we were going out on Saturday, deliberately eliminating no as an option. My homework was finished and I was ahead of schedule for once and I figured this is as good a time as any to leave my dorm for once. Fully intending on staying sober for the night, I put on the most casual outfit I could find and start packing supplies.

I almost look like a soccer mom, waiting for Dina to show up at the club doors. I had a drawstring bag full of baby wipes, snacks, water, a spare case of makeup, band-aids, some ibuprofen for her potential hangover, and whatever I normally carry every day. This is a list I’ve made over years of knowing Dina and her nightly habits. The usual pattern is she’ll get drunk off her ass and either I’ll take her home or she’ll go home with whichever guy or girl and I’ll rescue her tomorrow morning.

Our region was starting catch wind of some colder weather so I decide to drive to the bar. I didn’t wear anything more than a pair of leggings, t-shirt, and a denim jacket. She meets me just outside the doors of the Lotus Pool club around 7:00 PM. This is where most college students come on the weekend. My muted outfit bears a striking contrast to Dina’s glittery green cocktail dress. Business is perfectly slow at this time so we get in without a problem. It’s only when the sun goes down that a line starts to form.

Once inside, I immediately scan the room for Shawn, our favorite bartender. He’s also going to college with us but this is where we always come to see him on the weekend. I guess I’d call him a friend, but this is kind of the only place we really interact other than the few times I see him on campus. We went to the same high school but our circles never crossed.

He’s alternating between serving the few regulars and tidying up the behind the bar when we walk in. Dina and I quietly sneak while his back is turned. “Shawn!,” we both shout and he turns with a start. His face slowly melts into a warm smile when he realizes it’s just us.

“Hi ladies,” he says sheepishly. “You both look lovely. How are you holding up Dina?”

“Better,” Dina says with a sigh. “I didn’t need Tess anyway. I’m finding myself a new squeeze tonight, count on it. Can I have the strongest, fruitiest drink you know how to make? Surprise me.”

“Of course, honey,” He takes a red bottle from the shelf then turns to me. “Are you having anything tonight (Y/N)?”

“No sir, I am driving. But thank you anyways.” Shawn nods and continues to make Dina’s drink. She’s such a lightweight, she’s tipsy within minutes. Soon, people start to roll in and situate themselves at the bar, forming a decent crowd. There aren’t a lot of students out tonight as midterm exams are just around the corner.

“If there’s any way I can help in tonight’s quest for love, please don’t hesitate to ask,” Shawn says before heading off to serve his next patron.

A few hours go by and I’m watching the room carefully from the comfort of my bar stool. Dina’s gone off to mingle so Shawn makes conversation with me whenever he can, sometimes even while he’s mixing.

At one point he asks me, “When are you gonna find yourself a “squeeze,’ (Y/N)?”

“I don’t know. I’m not actively searching for anything but I’m sending every offer away either. The thing is I’m not getting any offers.”

“You know it might help to actually go outside more,” he teases me. “That’s where all the people are.

“Don’t come for me, Mendes. I go out. Sometimes.”

He gives me a side eye while topping off another tray of shots. “Going to and from class doesn’t count.”

Some guy suddenly comes up and sits right next to me, despite the abundance of empty stools and single girls at the bar. “Hey, can I buy you a drink?”

“No thanks, I’m driving home tonight,” I say firmly.

He briefly touches my leg. “Come on, one drink won’t hurt.” I tense up.

“Dude, I told you I’m driving. I’m not having a drink.” I search down the line for Shawn. He’s busy with about three other people’s drinks at the moment but briefly makes eye contact.

“Well can I at least get your name?,” he asks. “I feel like I’ve seen you around campus.”

“(Y/N),” I say carefully, as if my name is made of glass.

“Wow, that’s beautiful name for a beautiful girl,” he says with a toothy grin. He’s cute I guess, but he’s frat boy cute, and that’s suspicious. They have quite the reputation around here. “What are you doing after this?,” he asks, scooting closer.

He’s not even listening to me. “I just told you I’m driving. Home probably.” Something tells me not to include Dina in this conversation. I then remember to check for her. She’s in a booth, seemingly cozied up with what seems like a nice girl.

“What do I have to do to get you to come home with me?”

Before he can lay another weak-ass line on me, Shawn appears. “Hey man, can I get you anything?,” he asks, quite aggressively.

The guy immediately says no and fades away into the crowd. I turn to Shawn, eyes wide and mouth agape. He raises his eyebrows at me in response.

“Did you see that shit?,” I yell over the noise.

“I did. I was trying to get back over here. Do you want me to have him removed?”

“No, don’t worry about me. I’m fine.”

Shawn purses his lips at me and leans in closer. “I know ‘fine’ is girls’ code word for ‘not fine,’ (Y/N).”

“I mean it this time. He’s not worth the trouble, honest.”

He checks his watch, “Well my break starts now. I think I’ll sit and talk with you. Maybe deflect some more creeps.”

Shawn makes his way around the bar, a tiny carton of peanuts in hand, and sits next to me. He smells great as usual. Like soap and high-end cologne. We somehow end up back on the topic of my love life again. This time I switch it up on him.

“You know you’re always telling me how I need a date. What about you?,” I ask.

“I’m busy here and at school,” he squeaks defensively. “I don’t have the time or social skills to get a girlfriend right now.”

“Maybe in theory. All I’m saying is it shouldn’t be that hard for someone who looks the way you look.”

“Ever think that it’s maybe because I already have my eye on someone?”

“Really?” He nods, but it’s a solemn one. “Why so sad? Have you talked to her?”

He slips another peanut past his lips. “Yeah, but she doesn’t feel that way towards me.” The way he tilts his head allows a few errant curls to fall into his eye.

“Who wouldn’t feel that way about you Shawn? Look at you!” He actually has the audacity to laugh while shaking his head. There’s no doubt he’s a dreamboat with his brains and impossible good looks. All the girls on campus fawn over him.

“By that logic, it makes no sense for you to be single either,” he shoots back. I try to think of something witty to say before he can see me blush but I can’t and just go back to shelling my peanut.

“Exactly! It takes a little more than being hot, doesn’t it?”

“Whatever, Mendes. You always say embarrassing things like that. Whoever this girl is, I say you should just go ahead and shoot your shot.”

“Yeah right. I think I’d rather be shot.” I choke on my peanut.

“I don’t get it. What do you have to lose?”

That familiar grin extends across his face, amused at my lack of understanding. He simply says, “Probably everything.”

Shawn’s break ends and he’s back behind the bar again. I continue to talk to him though after most of the people there reach their legal limit and he has to slow down consumption. We spend most of the night people-watching together.

Just as I thought, that girl Dina was previously curled up with ended up becoming her impromptu date for the night. She meets me at the bar again around 11:20 and introduces her to me. I swear at first glance they seem perfect for each other, unlike when she was with Tess.

“This is Cristina,” she says with a little slur on her speech. “Rhymes with Dina. She also did not consume the alcohols tonight, so she will be driving me home.”

“I was here on an assignment,” said a clearly not drunk Cristina. She held up a tiny sketchbook. “Had to draw a nightclub scenery.” She’s a very gorgeous girl, with a periwinkle colored pixie cut and big brown eyes. Definitely Dina’s type.

“Oh okay, well it’s nice to meet you Cristina,” I say with a shake of her hand. “I think you’ll like Dina. She’s just as charismatic when she’s sober.” I turn back to Dina. “Hey, look at me. Call me when you get home. Okay?” She holds two thumbs up in front of her goofy grin.

I walk them out and say goodnight, reminding Dina to call me for a second time and thanking Cristina again for driving her. I make my way back inside and across the now thinning dance floor and back over to the bar. Shawn’s polishing glasses when I meet his eyes with mine again.

“I think Dina’s taken care of for the night,” I say as I sit back down.

“I never saw that guy leave,” he says. His serious tone catches my attention. “Are you going to be okay getting home?”

“Um,” I look around the bar. Frat boy isn’t anywhere in sight. “Yeah, I think so.”

“Well listen, my shift is over in like ten minutes. Can you wait until then so I can walk you to your car?”

“Sure. Let me just freshen up real quick.”

I make beeline for the women’s restroom and find myself strangely on edge the moment I enter. Empty beer bottles and cans litter the countertop. I take a quick look at myself in the mirror, making a few adjustments to my hair. Then the stall behind me opens up. That guy from earlier steps out, clearly sloshed with the most disgusting smirk on his face. “Thought I’d find you in here sooner or later, beautiful.”

He gets close enough to grab my wrist, definitely bruising it and tries to kiss me. I instantly snatch one of the beer bottles left in here and smash it against the countertop, quickly making a weapon. He lets me go, leaving my wrist red and sore. I’m panting like a wild animal.

Shawn comes barreling in seconds later I assume because he heard the glass breaking. He looks more than stressed. “Are you okay?,” he huffs.

“Never been better,” I say, never taking my eyes off frat boy.

The worry in his eyes swiftly turns to rage when he recognizes the guy from earlier. “Dude, just fucking leave,” says Shawn. “Don’t bother coming back here either.”

The guy slinks past him and out the door. I drop the bottle, feeling my body start to shake all over. My hands grip onto the sink for, desperate for stability. Shawn rushes to my side and wraps his arms around me. I’ve never hugged him before but this better than I imagined it. “I’m definitely taking you home. There’s no way in hell.”

“S-sorry about the mess,” I stammer. My chest feels unbelievably tight and I have to push him back just to breathe. His hands never leave my skin.

“Don’t worry I can get it cleaned up tomorrow on my morning shift. Let’s just get back to the dorms.”

Shawn is quick to get me back to my dorm room. The whole car ride there is short and quiet. Never having been in Shawn’s jeep, I take this chance to learn a little more about him. It’s cluttered, but clean. I can see some clothes is the back seat and a few schoolbooks on the floor. As we get closer to my building I fish my key card out of my pocket. He parks as close as possible to the door and he’s about to open his door before he realizes I still haven’t moved yet.

“You okay?,” he asks. That’s when the tears start to fall and I have to turn away so he can’t see. Then one loud sniffle makes it very obvious that I’m crying.

Shawn reaches over the console, embracing me again. I feel stupid for crying on his white sweater like this. “It’s okay,” he mumbles into my hair. “I wish I’d caught him go in there. I should’ve been paying better attention.”

“No you’re always paying attention. It’s not your fault.” I pull away first, feeling more than embarrassed now. “I feel so stupid.”

“Don’t say that. You protected yourself. Rather impressively, might I add. We can go report him tonight if you want.”

“I don’t even know his name. No, I just want to go to sleep.” I open my door and step out. Shawn follows closely behind as I approach the dormitory entrance. We take a beat, standing out there in the cool evening air. I check the time on my phone and it’s almost curfew. My hands are still shaking. Shawn casts his 6′3″ shadow over me and takes my cold hands into his large warm ones. His thumb traces circles over the bruise that was now forming on my wrist. I slowly started to feel okay again. More than okay actually.

“S’okay, relax. You’re safe now. God, I just-- are you going to be okay staying here tonight? Maybe you should go home.” He knows that my roommates have all gone home this weekend.

“No. My mom will just have questions and I don’t want her to worry or storm the campus tomorrow.”

Shawn’s about to scan his keycard when I stop him again. “Actually, could you stay with me? Just for tonight.”

His eyes widen a little, “You sure?”

I swallow hard. “I feel like he might know where I live.”

We take the elevator up to my floor in comfortable silence. When we reach my room I get a text from Dina.

[ im in love gn ]

I smile and show Shawn. “At least one of us is having a good night,” I murmur then unlock my door.

I head directly towards my room, kicking my shoes off, slipping out of my jacket, and flopping face down on my bed. I hear the soft thud of Shawn’s boots stop at my doorway. “I guess I’ll take the couch. You wouldn’t happen to have an extra pillow would you?”

“No,” I say patting the space next to me. “Just come lay right here.”

He moves with reluctance and sits down like the the bed will crumble underneath him. Then he lays down with even more caution, scooting closer until our noses are a only few inches apart. His legs still hang off the bed.

I roll onto my side. “You still smell like peanuts,” I whisper.

“So do you,” he whispers back.

My eyes wander around Shawn’s face this being the first time I’ve actually seen him this close. He has the longest eyelashes I’ve ever seen on a boy before. That divot in his right cheek is more prominent in this proximity. I gently brush at it with my thumb.

“Shaving accident when I was little,” his mumbles.

“Of course.”

“Can I tell you something,” he blurts. I pull my hand away from his face. “You remember when I was telling you about that girl I liked?”

“You don’t have to tell me who she is.”

“I do if that girl is you.”

I wait for him to say “nah I’m kidding,” like he always does when he says something sarcastic or even remotely flirty. When he doesn’t, I prop myself up on my elbows. “Are you being serious right now?”

“A hundred percent, being serious right now.”

I’m honestly paralyzed. No one’s ever told me that before and meant it. My mind goes completely blank.

“Don’t just stare at me like that (Y/N),” he says, snapping me out of it. “You gotta say something.”

“What do I even say? I never came to terms with how I feel about you. I-- I gave up on that a long time ago.”

Shawn sits up so we’re at eye level again. Even while laying down, he’s still so much larger than me. I feel small in my own bed. His eyes catch a glint of the moonlight coming in through my window as they wander around my face only to settle on my mouth. “Okay, well, how do you feel right now?”

“Right now?” I allow his lips to steal my attention for a second. “Right now I feel like kissing you.”

“Are you waiting for an invitation?”

“Are you?”

He leans in, beckoning me to come closer. I meet him halfway, touching my nose to his. Shawn’s lips brush onto mine and it feels like an electric current is buzzing through my entire body, melting me from the inside out. I close my eyes just as his warm mouth gently presses into mine. Every inch of my skin heightens in sensitivity making me jump a little when Shawn puts his fingers on my neck. He’s slow and soft at first, but gradually gets hungrier as we go on, moving his hand to my waist to pull me closer until I’m practically on top of him. His thigh breaks the space between mine causing my hips to accidentally buck a little. The smile he makes against my lips lets me know he noticed.

It was like a movie, probably better, and I can feel myself slowly start to lose control. His tongue pushes past my lips and massages the threshold of my mouth tentatively. I dig my nails into the fabric of his shirt on his sides. This must do something to make him moan and that sound alone nearly pushes me over the edge. I pull away, hot and panicked. My arms are so numb I struggle to even sit up at first.

“A-are you okay,” Shawn asks. “Did I do something wrong?”

“No, no, everything’s fine.” I cover my face. “I just felt a little out of control.”

Shawn inhales sharply and runs his hand through his hair then settles it on the back of his neck. “Should I go?”

“No! I mean no, I’m okay. Maybe we should stop this though, just for now.”

He bites his lip again but something feels different about watching him do it this time as opposed to the many other times I’ve seen him bite his lip. Maybe it’s how unkempt his hair looks now. I nibble at the inside of my cheek to bring myself back down to Earth.

“Well you asked me to keep you company for tonight. I still intend on doing that if you want me to.”

I do want him to stay, but not just for the original reasons anymore. We lay back down on my bed again, comfortably uncomfortable in this new atmosphere between us. The expression on his face is so tranquil. He looks younger in this light. I can feel blood rushing to my cheeks the longer I look at him. I switch my attention to my duvet. Shawn’s arms reach out to pull me into his chest, engulfing me in muscles and the scent of high-end cologne. I’ve never slept so soundly before.

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