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countesskittymeow · 1 year
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Shadow and Bone s2 episode 4. Let's go!
Awww, Bhagra is being supportive in her own way.
Kaz and Inej are murder buddy goals!!
'I like to picture the face of the person I want to crush.' i think that's going to be my new motto
Okay. David is one of my faves. I can't recall how he behaved in the books but in the show he's a definite fave
Did Nina 'turn' on the crows in the books? I really need to go back and reread the series again i think
Kaz is really taking a beating.
Alby.
Bwahahaha. The perfect revenge. Got him to kneel without even throwing a punch. And he even got Inej's freedom. Woohoo!
Mal! Oh noooo 😱
No no noooo the murder buddies are breaking up???
But! Alina and Nikolai are so sweet together. So I guess I'll have to console myself with these two.
Baghra is a badass!
What about David?
Oh no no don't die Adrik!!!
Shit. Kirigan is here.
Okay that confrontation was interesting. But Alina! You forgot about David! And Mal. And Nikolai! Seriously, girl, you gotta keep track of ALL the pretty boys.
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judesmoonbeauty · 2 months
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The Past Records: Ellis & Jude Bonus CG Story
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Fan translation only. Not 100% accurate. Please expect grammatical errors. Cybird owns everything. Feel free to re-blog, but please do NOT post my translations elsewhere. Also, feel free to ignore my random commentary.
Translation notes are marked with *** Alternate translation is marked with///
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Days after the submission of the report on Jude and Ellis by members of the Crown -
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Victor: You know why I called you two together, don't you?
Ellis: First assignment for Crown?
Victor: Yes! As expected of Ellis, your ability to understand is a perfect score of 100 points.
Jude: Whether or not I accept depends on the nature of the assignment, though.
Jude: Even if Her Majesty the Queen ordered me to do it, I wouldn't accept an assignment that would be to my detriment.
Jude: I will not kill people unconditionally at the behest of others unless the conditions are satisfactory.
Victor: Ha, I'm well aware that you are that type of person.
Victor: You can wait until you've been briefed before you decide if you're up to the task.
Victor: What about Ellis? Any conditions?
Ellis: My job is to shine shoes, so any mission is fine.
Ellis: If I'm going to kill them, I'd like to kill them at their happiest moment, but I don't think I can say that on a mission.
Ellis: My terms are..... I'd like to at least make sure they don’t suffer, how about it?
Victor: I see. I guess it's possible in some cases that Jude is NG but Ellis is OK. (He didn’t just say NG omg 😭✋🏻)
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Victor: Although, I think you will both agree to it this time.
Ellis & Jude: ?
Victor: There was an ex-convict you were taking care of off duty who was trying to make a deal for those drugs, wasn't there?
Victor: His buddies have apparently been released and are plotting to re-offend.  I want you to lure them in and wipe them out.
Ellis: Hmm ..... I didn't know his friends were still around.
Jude: How do we wipe them out….
Victor: I don't care how you do it, as long as you prevent recidivism.
Jude: ……
Victor: Negotiations are concluded, right?
Jude: Yeah, I'll take care of it.
Ellis: I'm good too.
Victor: Good. Okay, then. 
Victor: Loyalty to your evil.
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A plume of purple smoke rises from a corner of London Harbor.
Ellis: You should quit smoking. That's what Roger said too.
Jude: It's more convenient to smoke. Kids should shut up.
Ellis: You said you smoke to socialize with a lot of business partners who smoke, but right now you don’t have anyone to socialize with.
Jude: I didn't say I didn't smoke when they weren't around.
Ellis: Jude's "happiest day" is yet to come, and I hope you live a long life.
Suddenly, Ellis broke off.
Immediately after, several men with murderous, bloodshot eyes surrounded the two in the darkness. 
Jude: Why should I live longer for you?
Not caring that he was surrounded, Jude exhaled another cloud of purple smoke without even drawing his weapon. (He’s so badass.)
Ellis: Because, Jude, you hate breaking promises, don't you?
Ellis, still smiling, slowly pulled two knives from his leg sheath.
The moonlight reflects dully on the knife.
Tonight the moon was shining brightly in the clear night sky.
Ellis: The moon is beautiful tonight, too.
Jude: Yeah, I feel like shit.
Ellis: Come to think of it, how should we end up disposing of them? Kill them?
Jude: We're going to hurt him enough to the point of death, and then we're going to restrain them.
Ellis: Copy that.
Man with Bloodshot Eyes: Are you the ones who caught my brother with the drugs and beat him to death?
Man with Bloodshot Eyes: Were you the ones who went out of their way to tell us to come to the harbor at 25:00? 
Man with Bloodshot Eyes: Don't think you'll get out of here alive!
Starting with each of the leaders who jumped out, the men rushed in.
Ellis: I'm sorry, but it's our job to lure you in  and wipe you out.
Ellis: You're the ones who won't make it out alive.
Ellis: Oh, but don't worry, I won't kill you right now.
Ellis: You might be happier to die here, but ..... 
The game was easily settled.
Ellis: Is this all of them?
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Jude: The number of people on the list is 13. The number of pieces of trash lying around is 2, 4, 6……..13.
Ellis: All of them.
Man with Bloodshot Eyes: What are you gonna do to us?... Ugh!
Jude sits down on the man's back and the crushed man lets out a muddled scream. 👌🏻 
Jude: What a loud piece of trash.
Jude: Well, it's natural to be concerned about what will happen to you if you lose your bodily freedom.
Jude: I'm going to ask my brothers to help me with the experiment.
Man with Bloodshot Eyes: Hic….experiment?
Jude: You may go blind or become a little demented, but you rarely lose your life.
Jude: Compared to the people who were drugged and killed by you, that’s a hell of a lot better isn’t it?
Man with Bloodshot Eyes: Hey, hey, please...
Ellis: Poor thing….
Ellis: I need to help Jude be happy, so I can't ….help you. Sorry.
Jude's hand touched the man's forehead, and the man whirled around and lost consciousness.
Ellis: I hope this brings you a little closer to your happiness Jude. 
Ellis: Come to think of it, this was my first mission with you Jude.
Jude: What?
Ellis: It's no different from what you normally do.
Jude: Idiot? Things are different.
Ellis: ?
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Jude: Besides the fact that we can torture them, we’ll get paid for the mission.
Ellis: Jude, you look really bad…..
Jude: You're so noisy. If you've got time to waste, throw these guys in the wagon.
Ellis: Yes.
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Victor: Hmmm...thanks for the report! From what I've read, it sounds like it was a smooth first mission.
Victor: So you can say that I was a good judge of people!
Jude: Don't look at me, your face is annoying.
Victor: That’s terrible.
Ellis: I'm glad it went well. I think I can handle more missions like this in the future, Victor.
Victor: You guys really are opposites……I think I'll call you the candy and whip duo.
Victor: By the way, as for the "disposal" of the criminal group, it was mentioned that all of them were killed.
Victor: You actually took them in for some kind of interesting research, didn't you?
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Jude: !
Ellis: You noticed. How?
Victor: I'll keep that part a secret, I guess. But you don't have to lie in your report. I'm the one who entrusted you with the mission.
Victor: As long as you stay true to your evil, I'm fine with that.
Jude: How much do you know about this?
Victor: I only know what I can see on the surface. You all headed there on foot, but a horse-drawn carriage left the scene.
Victor: I heard that in addition to the Crown Castle, your workplace, and your clients, there is another facility of some kind that you frequent.
Jude: You've got spies all over England, pervert!
Jude: Out of all Crown members, you’re the one I know least about. 
Victor: Haha, that's not true. I’m a simple person.
Ellis: Simple?
Victor: I’m a man who will do anything to protect your freedom.
Victor: But I can't see into your hearts. So I'd be happy to learn more from you in the future.
Victor: I'm talking about your favorite type, your hobbies, your three sizes, and so on!
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Ellis: …………….
Jude: I gotta go to work, Ellis.
Victor: Don’t ignore me! That hurts!
Victor: Hehe.
Victor: How very Crown-worthy, aren’t you? I'm so glad you've joined us.
Victor: Hopefully, the crown will shine above your heads as well!
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cressthebest · 2 months
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Tender Curiosities, Baby! thoughts pt. 2
chapter 2:
1. barty being referred to as “bartemus” only further confirms why he chooses not to go by that name. jesus christ, it’s a bad name
2. his father just straight up called barty gay. like, unprompted, not even with malice. wtf guys.
3. 😑😐😑😐 blink blink. why is barty straight up just deciding to be straight because he wants to spite his dad. that’s wild (i promise i love this fic)
4. barty meeting regulus <333 they’re brothers your honor! they love each other!
5. “Every time they locked eyes, he’d forget how to breathe, and Barty found himself working overtime to make Evan smile.” GAYYY
6. barty going to reg when he runs away <333333333 i love them so much
7. the origin of barty pretending to like tea for reg 😭😭
8. they may be criminals! they may murder people! but barty asks for consent when having sex with evan! and i love him for it!
9. awww barty, it’s okay if you’re gay. you’re father can be right about this one thing. it’s okay. don’t keep doing this to yourself
10. barty is literally like, i’m not gay. but i’m gonna sleep with you sometimes. but in a straight way. and i’ll also live with you. and keep you in my life forever. cause you make my life worth living, in a straight way of course 😑
11. god, i finally see the appeal of rosekiller. one of my favorite ships now, yall
12. barty 😭😭 this is getting ridiculous. evan left for a bit and he’s like, “evan broke up with us! as freinds!” like oooh you’re so close there buddy. try again.
13. regulus is so british 😭😭 “oh dear. i’ll make some tea.” jfc that was so funny to me.
chapter 3:
1. evan, my dear. distance and time will not remove your crush on barty
2. Orion is sick! fuck yeah!!!
3. oh no. sirius left reg. i knew it was gonna happen, but it hurts so bad
4. “I’m sorr–congrats-ry?” DYING. that’s what evan says when regulus says orion is dying. like jfc he’s so silly
5. evan and barty have a job with regulus now!!!!!!!!!! i can’t wait for them to be business partners forever! and no one dies 😊
6. YALL!! REGULUS IS MAKING HIS PLANS FOR *THE* HEIST
7. BARTY WAS SHOT ON THE JOB??? i feel like i knew this was gonna happen, but i’m still shocked
8. god, what’s crazy is that reg is having flashbacks to when sirius was shot. he’s saying stuff like “i won’t leave you again”. my BABIES
9. “if you ever talk to me about Sirius like that again, Evan, it’ll be the last thing you ever fucking say to me.” HOLY SHIT that’s crazy. i’m pretty sure reg just threatened evan’s life
10. 😳😳 reg was fucking barty’s doctor. that’s wild
11. the people who shot barty no longer have fingers 😦 wow
12. !!!!! reg is on the phone with james for the first time
13. oh my god. i love seeing james and reg meet from the other perspective this time. reg fixed up his hair and dressed up to meet james 😭😭
14. evan and barty are planning on being together forever!! (not yet as partners, but we’re getting there)
15. THEYRE KISSING AGAIN
16. WAIT WHAT evan just told barty to fuck off. oh my god
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maddymoreau · 3 months
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My Thoughts on Poppy Playtime Chapter 3
Ollie is ADORABLE!!!! "No ouchies or lost body parts?" HE'S A BABY I NEED TO PROTECT!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!! (¬‿¬) I have ZERO evidence for this but my theory is he’s The Prototype.
I’m REALLY happy to see the phone Ollie calls the player on is identical to the one in Project: Playtime! It’s nice seeing stuff introduced in Project: Playtime finally appear in the main series.
( ⚆_⚆ ) ESPECIALLY DR. HARLEY SAWYER!!!! WOW THE TAPE FEATURING HIM TALKING TO THE PROTOTYPE WAS DARK!!!! I knew a man like Dr. Sawyer would be a sick and twisted individual since he created the Bigger Bodies Initiative.
Despite that I was NOT prepared to hear the joy in his voice to experiment on children. It was revolting.
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This exchange:
Prototype: "You stick us. Beat us. Tear at flesh. Do you feel it?"
Dr. Sawyer: "There is a secret inside you, 1006. Valuable beyond all measure. I cut and prod and burn at it, and I get closer with each session . . . So speak, or don't. Fight, or give in. Regardless, I learn something new about you every day . . . (Laughs) It excites me!"
Prototype: "Thank you."
Dr. Sawyer: "You . . . thank me?"
Prototype: "Absolutely. I learn something new about you every day."
THAT FINAL LINE WHEN THE PROTOTYPE IS MIMICKING DR. SAWYER'S VOICE AHHHHHH!!!!
_| ̄|○ I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO DR. SAWYER SO BADDDDD!!!!!! He wasn’t around for The Hour of Joy but I hope he suffered.
Leith Pierre: "Normally I'd have Dr. Sawyer do this but he's uhhh . . . out, let's say. So you got me until they find his replacement."
(o ´ _ ` )o The contrast between how Dr. Sawyer speaks to the experiments VS Leith Pierre the Head of Innovation at Playtime Co.
Both dehumanize the experiments in different ways.
Leith Pierre can’t even bother remembering Catnap's real name. He puts on this fake friendly facade. Referring to Catnap as his Pal and Buddy. It's so disingenuous.
Especially when he asks, "Heya Theo! How ya doin' bud?" Pierre could care less about how Catnap feels. It's only when Catnap responds, "The Prototype will save us." That gets Pierre to finally drops the corporate spiel. Admitting to what this place is. Catnap’s prison.
No wonder Catnap worshipped The Prototype after being save when this is what he’s told about his horrific situation.
Leith Pierre: "THIS is your life now. Get used to it."
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I absolutely LOVED all the new features for the Grab Pack. The air jet looked SO FUN!!!! Watching people desperately shoot the flare gun against smiling critters in a cramped space WAS SO INTENSE!!! The smiling critter's small growls and whimpers made me sad.
(ʃƪ 〃’▽’〃)♡ The horror in this chapter was INCREDIBLE!!!! While I had fun playing Chapter 2 I remember feeling disappointed by the scares.
CHAPTER THREE HAD ME HORRIFIED!!!! EVERY JUMP SCARE HAD ME FLYING OUT MY CHAIR, THE ATMOSPHERE WAS AMAZING AND AHHHHH THE HOME ORPHANAGE SECTION!!!!!
It reminded me of PT ∑(; °_°) Especially with the radio informing us that in Elliot Ludwig's house it was discovered he HAD THE BODY OF A CHILD IN A DUFFLE BAG!!?!?!?!?!?!
ALSO THAT ONE RADIO'S REVERSE MESSAGE!!!
"8-8-1995 I find your presence intrusive. After all this time you return. You come in here and yet you kill and murder. You pilate and destroy. Your presence was demanded 10 years ago and yet you didn't show up . . . 8-8-1995 You were supposed to be here. Why weren't you here? You missed the event. You missed the meeting. You missed the party. You have no right to be here . . ."
AHHHHHH MOBGAMES KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING WITH THE LIGHTING IN THIS SCENE!!!!!
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I thought I was going to see MY BOY 😭💔!!!!!!
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Huggy Wuggy is completely fine.
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Kissy Missy was so sad and adorable in this chapter. Seeing her stare at the picture and hug herself BROKE MY HEART ( o̴̶̷᷄ _ o̴̶̷̥᷅ )!!! She deserves the world.
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Catnap acting like a child and avoiding school 😭💔
Miss Delight was a minor spoiler I knew about since people used her face in their thumbnail. However I was NOT prepared for her to act like a Coil-Head!!!!
Theodore being described as antisocial and having a peculiar relationship with an imaginary friend _(:ì」∠)_.
That “imaginary” friend being The Prototype. Who guided Theodore to help them both escape. Only for Theodore to get electrocuted since he was just a child who didn't know how to safely use a Grabpack.
The Prototype throwing away their chance to escape to save Theodore by bringing him to the staff. Showing The Prototype does care in some way.
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Only for Theodore to be later turned Catnap.
THEN the player electrocutes Catnap the SAME way Theodore originally received his injuries. The Prototype comes to “save” Theodore once again but this time by making Catnap a part of him AND CATNAP ACCEPTS SO WILLINGLY (˃ ⌑ ˂ഃ )!!!!
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It felt like I was watching a religious experience.
I love Poppy Playtime but I do think they show too much in their trailers. Dog day is a great example but even then his scene was *chef kiss*
All the smiling critters crawling inside Dogday as he desperately screamed in agony and for us to run away left me speechless.
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I liked the detail of Dogday calling us angel. I'm excited to see all the AUs people create where we save him.
ALSO THE HOUR OF JOY WAS A BLAST TO WATCH!!!!!
I know Poppy is right that it was just senseless slaughter. How all that death didn't fix or help anyone. Especially when it didn't matter if those killed were innocent or not.
However imagining these characters being painfully experimented on and stripped of their autonomy. Going though years of hell and finally reaching their breaking point. It's hard to not feel good for them getting to release that anger. Even if I know it's wrong.
ALSO I GOT TO SEE MY SECOND FAVORITE CHARACTER BOXY BOO YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!
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THERE WAS SOOOOO MUCH HUGGY WUGGY IMAGERY IN THIS CHAPTER AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO OVER THINK IT!!!!!! I HAVE NO THEORIES I’M JUST POINTING DETAILS OUT!!!!!!
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When hallucinating Huggy Wuggy's face is on the employee training video:
“Join the Innovationists, where the bounds of science are continuously pushed. Or join the Counselors of Playcare, whose diligence and care for our children will help shape a brighter future, just you see.”
“Now every one of you has your part in that future, so should you come back tomorrow feeling unhappy for where you are, or what you’ve done . . . worry not, for your supervisor is here and happy to listen! And . . . should you come back . . . years later . . . your conscience finally getting the better of you. May you descend into the dark and the dust, finding all that awaits you are incomprehensible horrors . . . each hungry for your return, each eager that they might find you. Perhaps they’d smile at you from a shadow, their smiling mouths full of teeth and meat and plastic, watching and waiting patiently for their turn at a warm welcome. Or perhaps they won’t allow you such a time to figure your place in the world you’d left. A world that’s theirs now. Welcome home.”
The video transforms into a manifestation of the player's guilt. Not only for their involvement for whatever they did while working at Playtime Co. but for being gone and returning after ten years.
This is also paired with the player's possible guilt for killing Huggy Wuggy and their fear of him.
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The hallucination version being a more exaggerated version of the Chapter 1 Huggy Wuggy vent chase.
When Catnap causes the player to later hallucinate:
Poppy: “Do you even know what’s real?”
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Poppy: “No you don’t.”
THEN AT THE END OF THE HALLUCINATION IT SHOWS US THE DAY OF JOY!!!! Which is very odd when you consider two things. We've been told multiple times we weren’t there and during this scene we didn't know what the Hour of Joy was.
So the player hallucinating being in front of Huggy Wuggy’s podium during The Hour of Joy with a large Prototype hand reaching for us IS ODD!!!
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ALSO THE TAPE IT SHOWS THAT’S WHERE HUGGY WUGGY WAS DURING THE HOUR OF JOY!!!!!!!
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WHAT DOES IT MEAN?!?!?!?!
This is just speculation but perhaps the player's memories aren't as trustworthy as we think. After all we still aren't even sure who even sent us the letter or tape in Chapter 1.
"EVERYONE THINKS THE STAFF DISSAPEARED 10 YEARS AGO WE'RE STILL HERE FIND THE FLOWER"
It’s important to point out the characters from Chapter 2 made ZERO appearance during these hallucinations. Mommy Long Legs, PJ Pug-a-Pillar, Bunzo Bunny and the Wack-a-Wuggy.
Is the Huggy Wuggy imagery used because he’s who we encounter at the start of the game?
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OR SOMETHING MORE AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
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#Something something something the first key we needed in game was held up by Huggy Wuggy while on his podium.#So is The Prototype in the hallucination symbolizing he's the key to answering all our questions or am I overthinking everything asdnsf;alk#Rambling about my Poppy Playtime Self Insert -> I haven't decided what but something happened to my self insert to cause her memory issues.#She remembers small details from her time working for Playtime Co. but not the experiments.#So throughout the Chapters she's slowly unraveling the mystery of not only Playtime Co. but herself.#Everything story wise plays out the identical in all the chapters except one thing.#At the end of Chapter One instead of the box falling onto Huggy Wuggy. My self insert doesn't pull the box down in time.#Just as Huggy Wuggy is about to kill her. He finally gets a good look at her face.#Which she had hidden in the beginning with a mask + hat and hoodie because of the cameras.#As she ran and descended further into the facility she discarded her disguise.#Once Huggy Wuggy realizes who she is he stops trying to kill her.#Since there's not enough lore about the player's backstory yet I haven't decided why.#However whatever reason or friendship or connection they had she can't remember. Whatever it was causes Huggy Wuggy to not kill her.#During Chapter 2 Huggy Wuggy follows besides her. Helping when he can.#He can't help during the tests however since Mommy Long Legs considers that cheating. Mommy even is confused WHY he's helping her.#At the end of Chapter 2 when listening to the tape about Huggy Wuggy being the optimal outcome.#My self insert feels guilty and worries the only reason he hasn't killed her is because of what they did to him.#However the goof reassures her in his own odd way (pat on the head or a hug) that's not the case. In Ch. 3 he's with Kissy Missy and Poppy.#When Kissy Missy attacks my self insert he defends her (no violence just shoving and growling) but Poppy and I dissolve the situation.#Since Huggy Wuggy can't be protected from the Red Gas I imagine he has to wait with Kissy Missy and Poppy.#As for what history Huggy Wuggy and my self insert have to make him not be violent towards her I haven't decided.#The hallucination nightmare imagery remains the same. Although she feels comfortable with Huggy Wuggy now there's no denying he scared her.#Combined with her slowly remember her involvement and the guilt consuming her. Wondering if subconsciously she always knew.#I'm excited to delve more into their friendship and past. Although aggressive Huggy Wuggy is extremely smart.#Using the vents and escaping the facility. He doesn't act like a lost puppy or anything. He has his own agency.#Despite his hunger and aggression whatever their history is it's important enough he wants to ensure her safety.#Poppy Playtime#MaddyMoreauPost
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theman-and-themachine · 2 months
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how does remnant in ur AU work? (this is also purely bc I wonder if anyone’s is as intricate as mine 😭😭😭😭)
OUGH THIS IS A WONDERFUL QUESTION. And now i really want you to share your ideas too. If u want. Id love to hear them :3c
OKAY BUT ANYWAYS i cherrypick canon and then make up random bullshit.
So so so so so I think it depends a lot on How it's created (and maybe how its consumed.)
General death, Outside of the possessed-object. I think that ghosts will form or memories will linger, but don't nessecarily possess any sort of object. BUT. If they are stuffed into something or close in some sort of way, they possess that object and are "bonded" to it.
Uhhhh i do rlly like the idea of two spirits in Golden Freddy. I think even jusy Dying by something can cause you to possess it.
I think the more gruesome the death, the more fear, especially the more prolonged, the more remnant is made.
I think Cassidy was killed AFTER being stuffed into Fredbear/golden freddy, she was killed by (at least primarily) a springlock accident. I don't think she died fast at all. And also she was basically melded into her Possessed Object. (CC is...very different case to this. Died because of fredbear(maybe techincally inside him), prolonged death. But obiviously not as extreme. I think he'd be very whispy and weak compared to the rest of the ghosts)
Like springtrap. I think William has a lot of other shit going on tho. I think that guy was injecting and eating and smearing remnant on himself at all oppurtunity. And that's one reason why he's so... persistant.
BUT ALSO I THINK A LOT OF IT IS FUCKING. MENTAL..MINE OVER MATTER TAKEN TO THE EXTREME. I think Charlie is in this boat. She is like, directly a familial (sorta) murder. That is a man i knew. An adult i trusted. And now i'm dead. Hooray. I think all the emotion towards Charlie's death kept her around. I just think shes like the main characger amd i love her and im so glad for her story signifigance.
remnant added onto a living being in some way increases their lifespan. And the more you eat the more it Effects you, and especially you get more negative symptoms
Like henry FOR SURE has some remnant in him. It has done something to expand his lifespan. But also I think, even one or two "doses" definently fucked something up in him.
Like, you live longer, your Soul or whatever is using other souls like a fucking battery. But also I think general body functions are sloooowed and thats gonna have effects on people.
Michael is a corpse. Remnant doesn't stop the body from rotting. It slows it. The bodies in the suits still rotted, michael is still rotting. I think he's a very weird case. Like, the metal he techincally shouldve possessed has gone and left the building. He is possessing his body, which is well. A body. And not a piece of metal. I think he gets weird out-of-body experiences a lot. I believe he HAS to replace and repair himself, probably with metal and scrap parts (he certainly has some metal left over from ennard. At least as some structual supports. ("Whoops sorry buddy i broke your femur. Lemme just... replace that")
UHHH BUT ALSO BUT ALSO
I think it manifests as molten metal or oily grime coming from inside the animatronics. Like something fucking exploded in there and is constantly on the walls of the suits and metal endos . Even after they clean it and clean it.
(There's fun ways to read the puppets Tear Tracks with this. I think theyre there to ignore or hide said muck)
:3c i think it effects Bugs especially. I think flies and such love this blood-remnant muck and eat it and gonfucking insane for their litrle fly brains and have more flies and the maggots eat it and continues continues continues.
Fazbears smells SO BAD by fnaf 1.
OH MY GOD LZIZZIEE AI ACTUALLY i actually. Okay.
I think the sister location animatronics are Fundementally not optimal for getting remnant. Cassidy is at the top of our scale here, slow death within the Object of Possession.
Sister location guys just sort of snatch them up and i'm assuming that kills them pretry instantly. Instant death, within the object of possession
I thinkt his is a good reason why Baby seems to.... detached?? Different?? Than Lizzie. Also maybe some of that is AI stuff but i think a good part of it is the killing process.
OKAY OKAY SHARE UR IDEAS NOW ALSO, DUDE. IF U WANT.
and if u have any more questions for me, ask away :3c pls. I love questions and talking
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acupofqueercoffee · 1 year
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NO CHEATING!
Character you last wrote a fanfiction about = your love interest
Second Character in your writing drafts = your enemy
Last song you listened to = your movie title
Last food you ate = your animal sidekick/pet's name
If you were born in January/February/March = you and your love interest die together happily in each others arms during a fire that broke out in your complex apartment
If you were born in April/May/June = you killed your enemy but they killed your love interest before you had the chance to tell about how you feel so you ended up murdering yourself afterwards
If you were born in July/August/September = your love interest turned against you in the end and teamed up with your enemy but you end up killing them both regardless and decide to not get into relationships
If you were born in October/November/December = your enemy poisoned you, killing you in the process but your love interest avenges your death and kills your enemy
tag others to join my challenge!
:)
my love interest = Larissa Weems
my enemy = there’s too many but the second in my drafts would, once again, be Larissa Weems 🥹
movie title = into you (by Ariana Grande)
my animal sidekick/pet’s name = i ate something akin to an onigiri 🍙 , so onigiri?
my birth month is January, so Larissa and I die together happily in each other’s arms during a fire that broke out in our apartment complex. sorrow, sorrow, prayers 🥲
thank you for the tag buddy 🫶🏻 for a moment, i was scared lol when i saw “NO CHEATING!”. i thought i wrote something controversial and someone was coming to kick my ass 😭
the only writer friend that i know well enough to tag would be @sakura-chan-25 🥰 so helloooo there 👀
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houseofpendragons · 1 year
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Thoughts on Teen Wolf the Movie while watching it pt.2
And the flashbacks hurt
Speaking of flashbacks, Derek punched through half a stone pillar in one go during season 2 so Scott wtf my guy. Ur a True Alpha, I thought that meant u were supposed to be better than everyone else "I'm stronger, I'm faster, I'm better" (think that's from the boys lol)
awww reunion 👏
Yeah I'm with Lydia, I wouldn't be too keen on looking at the sword that murdered my bestie either
why you not want Melissa to know ur here. Boy if you don't bring ur mom some dinner, she works very hard
Ofc it's a muscle girl it's ur damn vocal cords
Lmao Jackson is me. That pizza looks good, also I wish he had stayed for more season, I'm a firm believer that he was really supposed to be Peter's son and Malia is just made up of what his and Cora's storyline would've been had the actors stayed
Should've brought Ethan with you
Okay so wtf is going on w/ Jackson? is he werewolf or kanima bc all we see him use are kanima stuff now but at the end of season 2 he was full werewolf. Also like didn't they explain in like season 5 that it's supposed to be impossible to be two things and that's why the chimera's were such a big deal? Smh, really wish Colton had stuck around so this was explained but I respect his decision to leave
"Well it looks like a tree" Def would've been him in season 3
Wish they had just rebuilt the Hale house
"it was coming loose anyways" lies 😂😂
he broke alot of laws 😬
boy really just said "well I'll just change my name" like by doing that it'll alter his DNA 😭
Poor kid is so insecure about being a werewolf, maybe he's scared he'll be a failwolf like Scott. Nah but in all honesty the Hale's were like wolf royalty so that would be a lot of pressure to live up to. Plus I wouldn't love losing control of myself and being hunted down
Malia making me think of Dany "take off your clothes"
Derek trying so hard. You're doing great sweetie 👍
Love how Parrish just has a uniform already prepared
Also feel like if Malia had to have a love interest it should've been a woman
When ur fuck buddy decides he wants a relationship 😬
Why she so weirded out by relationship when they already act like a couple...
No explanation for Scolia break up. One is an incident, two is a coincidence, three's a pattern. are we gonna get enough for a warrent, what's after four?😭😂
"I missed you" "I missed you too" "No you didn't" "Okay, I wanted to" Believe it or not that's progress😂 Malia you know for a fact that you have developed better emotional skills, you've been human for like 14 years now and Lydia was one of ur best friends
"It's kind of awkward to see you" Should've been Kira telling Scott that. Or Allison could've said that to Kira, would've been and interesting love triangle if Scott and Kira were still together. Who would y'all have wanted to end up together had that happend in the movie, Scallion or Skira?
Don't y'all remember how impossible that thing is to find? Like y'all legit had to sacrifice yourselves last time to find it
How did Nogi get in Chris? We've got enough for a warrent people, Jeff we're coming for you jkjk
So it was that simple to get it out...why didn't we do that the first time? Ooo could've made it like that time when all the werewolves got possessed and tried to kill eachother bc of all the flies, but this time Chris does and its not the Nogitsune (well it is but u know what I mean)
Ur not even gonna try and catch Nogi...okay then
Malia you couldn't pick up on ur cousin's scent? Speaking of, Derek you didn't here your son jump out that window?
"you got got big" yea that's what happens to kids when a shit ton of years pass Scott 🤦‍♀️
So sleepwalking is just a sign of upcoming transformation? Huh, I just always thought Peter was controlling Scott some how, but cool I want to know more about the born wolves! We should all petition Paramount + to make a Hale prequel
The screamer😳 that sounds like a bad porn name
Malia acting like she found it😂
Eli's so slow to take the hint, he's so adorable and so much like me
Them saying don't tell Derek bc it's personal like um nah it's cause he'd say it's a bad idea
I feel like a blood sacrifice should've been made to wake up the nemeton again bc it goes dormant after a few years when nothing happens to it as we've seen countless times before, also this is necromancy so it should be a darker ritual. Like the ground where she died & the weapon that killed her is great but there should've been more steps & it should've been more complicated. If there's anything I've learned from the numerous fantasy shows I've watched is that magic like that always comes with a price
Cool ritual overall though, love how they almost got sucked into the nemeton
All this magic making Malia hungry, me too grl me too
I also love how it wasn't automatic, it took a few seconds. Maybe it would've been better though if she didn't come back to after they actually left and so Harris finds her without her memories and manipulates her by lying to her. Meanwhile the pack is grieving again and questioning why it didn't work
Also I forgot to say this, when Mr. Harris popped up in Liam & Hikari's restaurant I immediately thought "Ariana what are you doing here?😂"
Love how Allison came out looking 30, with her hair having grown out, and her makeup and nails done. Sis was really at the spa, not Bardo 💅 why y'all interrupted her, she was on a much needed spa retreat bc dying is so stressful
Also why didn't we just use this ritual to bring other people back?
Is she alive though, or is she still in just a state between life and death,, what if now her physical body us here but part of her subconscious is still over there? *gasp* then maybe we can talk to other ghosts through her if she gives up control of her body sometimes. Omg that would be a coll concept for another movie, someone taking over her subconscious
Now Malia's bout to pop a wheelie, seems like she still sucks at driving
Hey mama McCall's a doctor now!
Seems like she wasn't very suprised at some of the gang being back in town
I feel like the glow from the nemeton should've been just a black mist to represent the Nogitsune instead of the just green that kinda reminded me of the ghost riders; also I thought he needed a host?
should've made Allison his host so that they'd have a harder time killing him bc of the emotional damage
Imma add to the plot I made up earlier🤪 Allison comes back after Scott, lydia, and Malia leave and Mr.Harris gets her and manipulates her right, right, well then he gets the Nogitsune to possess her but she doesn't know it. Sometimes she's her, and sometimes she's not, but regardless she doesn't have all of her memories
Pt. 2 - 5
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pastrnaks-sainz · 7 months
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ok I’ll try 😭😭 this is really emo for some reason don’t come at me
sway: joined the military at 18. considered a “failure” in school because he never really did well, but both of his parents were very sick so most of his time was spent working and looking after them. His mom wanted him to serve the country, since everyone in his town did it. He didn’t want to disappoint her, so he enlisted at 18. He was a really good shot because he used to hunt a lot, and he eventually became a SEAL and went into special forces
ully: also joined very young, but it was to get away from his parents. He lied about his birth year and during boot camp he got found out. They were already watching him very closely and thought that he was above average, so they took a gamble and let him stay. The caveat was that he knew that he could be sent home by them at any time, so he had to do everything he was told; no questions asked. eventually he was pulled aside with some of his peers about joining a special team. The guy running it told everyone that it was gov’t approved (it wasn’t). The team’s job was to go around basically interrogating and k!lling “suspects”. Ully would later find out that these people just knew too much about the leader. He kept coming back to deploy until he met a girl in a bar. It was basically love at first sight, so he went out with her a couple of times. She said she’d wait for him while he was at war and he went off again. When he got to base, he told one of his buddies he wasn’t going to re enlist, and the word got spread until the SPECOP leader figured this out. He pulled ully to the side and basically said “you will return until you die. I cannot afford to lose you, you are my best soldier.” Atp ully had a fuckton of pent up rage from doing this guy’s bidding and snapped. He finished his service and vowed to never go back. He married the girl and they had kids together, but shortly after his son was born he fell into depression from PTSD; he was convinced he couldn’t raise a child because of all the killing he’d done, didn’t know how to be kind. To help, he started looking into the operation he was in, and his angel of a wife stuck by him the entire time. when his kid was around 1-2, one of his old friends from the unit came to his house. he told ully to stop looking into these things, that it wasn’t safe and his family was being watched. His wife suggested they move, so they did. Ully stopped looking, and focused on family. That is, until he got some random ass email. It was the straw that broke the camel’s back, and Ully told his wife he needed to go back. She told him to be safe, and off he went again. In his year at war, he gained no information except that the unit had disbanded when he started to look into them. Confused and homesick, he came back. He came back to a home torn apart. He came back to his wife, tied to a chair with a bullet wound in between her eyes. He came back to his son, with a tear stained face and empty eyes and a white sweater turned red. He mourned for months, and by rotting he became vengeful. He packed up his life and went on a killing spree basically. He hurt anyone who could be connected to his family’s murder; including many government officials and soldiers from his unit. Caught in the crossfire were two undercover Americans. Word got out that the Americans were killed, and that’s where Sway comes in. Sway’s team was given the job of finding this guy. Sway’s particular job had been watching Ully for a few years now. I don’t wanna write out how they met, but they did. It was on a mountain overlooking the home of a Swedish military contractor. Ully was basically about to put a shot through this dude’s skull but Sway stopped him. He tried to fight but it didn’t work. One of Sway’s teammates hit him with a syringe and he passed out.
There’s sosossososso much more that’s not the end at all but I have to go to practice 😜 also there are more storylines Swaymark are not the only ones lol
Hi yes I’m going to need 60k of this injected directly into my veins
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ppoppokari · 8 months
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IF I HAD TO SEE IT SO DO YOU, SO DO YOU LILE BE SO REAL.
And okay hello i would have fucking DIED, mans wanted to FUCK, you lived the DREAM. Brb while i run to my computer like a sewer rat and write a wren x felix FRIWNDS TO LOVERS TROPE 😭😭😭
And you know what i look like and im gonna be so SO SOS OS SO REAL, 99% of my skz friend group tells me (mich to my genuine shock) im chans type🥹 and it makes me wanna 🤢 IN THE MOST LOVING WAY, THEE MOST LOVING WAY BC IM DELULU ENOIGH DONT TWLL ME HED BE DOWN FOR ME BC ILL💀
And aww, angel, rhats so precious🥹🥺 my little angel baby
OH YOU WANT TO PLAY THAT GAME, I WILL REMEMBER THAT. I WILL COME INTO YOUR INBOX AND WREAK HAVOC ON YOUR MORTAL SOUL.
I think I died, actually I think I died, came back to life with a pinch of a delulu then died again because I thought my skz luck would like die, dead gone. But I managed to get a Hyunjin fanmeet and he said he recognised me from either another fanmeet or at a concert like he deadass was like yeah you I know you.
Did the same Felix trick, age, you're attractive, but then he hit me with a zinger. He was talking about eye colours, and I was like "Yeah you don't like my eyes huh?" I was being dumb I didn't care I was being cocky and he said "I like your eyes because they're brown and pretty like Kkami and I love Kkami's eyes." ............... STILL NOW HUH WHAT WHO HOW WHAT? Then before the thing ended he asked if I was in Korea, which no I was in Australia because I am broke and never leave. And he said "Aww, I could have let you inside" and he said bye like it didn't happen.
I feel so up delulu creek because. I mean. I guess now I can't stop stanning you.
Also I was actually confused how Kkami is a good line to use on anybody. So that is my dead moment and I am still dead, I am ghostwriting everything rn. I gave up on life.
I pretend neither happened because I am in denial because I don't need to be murdered by them. If you wanna write something better make it a love triangle fr. kkssksks.
I get that just 🤢 just really 🤢 But let me add onto it, I am good at reading people so yeah Chan would be down the baddest for you buddy. And yesssss that's meeeee, a little precious angel baby at your service 😇
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apollostears · 2 years
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SCHMIDT’S WORLD [ jjk ]
↬︎ anime: jujutsu kaisen
↬︎ featuring: geto, choso, gojo, nanami, and toji
↬︎ warning(s): mentions of death
PLOT. college!jjk men as some quotes from Schmidt on New Girl + some for college!reader.
ADVISORY. reader is female and black unless stated otherwise.
college series
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[ college!nanami ]
“yeah…we’re totally chill. we’ll just break out THE BACKUP CHINA! 🤬”
when choso asks if he’s ok thanksgiving morning after finding out gojo accidentally broke the original place settings.
“ARE YOU THE CRIMINALS?! FROM THE STATISTICS?!”
when you guys collectively prank him and dress up as robbers in the middle of the night, catching him his chiffon silk boxers and bonnet you gifted him.
“DAMN IT! I can’t find my driving moccasins anywhere!”
just…i can’t explain this.
[ college!choso ]
“can you please not tell anyone i just did that? that feels…embarrassing.”
after you make him laugh so hard he shits himself. literally.
“oh, the parfait? parfait.”
choso discovering parfaits for the first time.
“what are ya doingg?? almost hit you with this brush steel modern lamp.”
when he catches toji bumping bodies with a girl but he thought someone was tryna rob them.
[ college!gojo ]
“someone’s personalized condoms just came in the mail.”
gojo, after the magnum condom broke because he was “too big” so he bought personalized ones instead.
“I DON’T LIKE IT! I DON’T LIKE IT! I DON’T LIKE IT!”
one night at dinner when nanami made brussel sprouts and gojo threw a tantrum.
“A-A WHITE MAN? NO!”
when he’s watching his favorite soap opera and the only ethnic character, gets paired with the white man.
[ college!geto ]
“i will scream sing EVERY LAST WORD TO LES MIS!”
geto threatening you all when his lucky hair tie goes missing [plot twist, he left it in his pocket when he washed laundry and found it later].
“ *angry breathing* YOUTHS!”
when some underage kids tried to break into the shop while he was still there.
“you aren’t the only one that’s hurting here y/n l/n. the economy stinks, bees are dying. movies are pretty much all sequels now.”
when your usual rant buddy [choso] waa busy, so you turned to geto, who made your rant session into his own.
[ college!toji ]
“you think that you can—you can beat me in a physical altercation of fisticuffs?”
drunk!toji beefing with drunk!gojo after a game of uno goes wrong.
“well you know, everyone dies. maybe he’ll die.”
toji when you guys witness a guy choking on his food while out for dinner.
“YOU POUR THAT COFFEE DOWN YOUR THROAT AND I’LL POUR YOUR BLOOD ON THE GROUND! I’LL KNIFE YOU!”
feral!toji in the morning when gojo had the audacity to try and drink the last cup of coffee before toji could get his fill.
[ college!reader ]
“i’m fine.” *starts choking self* “let me die.”
you after your favorite restaurant runs out of your favorite dessert that you really wanted.
“i’ll kill you! i’ll murder you!”
a valid reaction to you finding out that gojo used up all of your curling cream [expensive curling cream] because he wanted to look like you.
“hit me with your car.”
you ask some random stranger one day after you pulled an all nighter for an assignment that wasn’t due until next week.
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NOTE I. happy new year’s everyone!! hope 2022 is everything you guys want and more!!
NOTE II. i’ve been dying to do this for the longest 😭
↬︎ join the taglist: @gabzlovesu @mae-avenue @knjkitten @pimpnameyannie @sweeneyblue1 @namjoonswifeyy @brownmochi @sunrayyellowhalo @nyxeclipse @rubinocore @somerandompipzsxh
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otomes-and-tears · 2 years
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Hi!!! I hope you're doing well!!! If it's alright with you, do you mind writing a one shot with Nevra's reaction where it turns out that Guardienne had been pregnant with his kid the whole time they were in the crystal? Like either she just found out and went to tell him because she felt it was only right, or he finds out by overhearing her talking to Ewe about being too scared to tell Nev? I saw a post a long while back where someone was like "could you imagine if Erika had been pregnant with Nevra, Ezarel, or Valkyon's kid while they were in the crystal" and my heart just broke 😔. Especially since Nevra and Erika have this whole "I literally feel like I took a nap, wdym u moved on" vs "i slept around to try and move on for the past 7 years but you're alive and now I'm in emotional shambles (but I love you still)" issue 😭
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♦ an unsung melody (is mine for safekeeping) ♦
► tags/warnings: pregnancy, past character death.
► words: 1728
► a/n: Anon, I want you to know that the second I got this request, I screenshotted it and sent it to my friends because I was so excited to write about it.
We ended up brainstorming together, so this was particularly fun to write. I’m SO GLAD someone asked me to write smth about it. I just… Have THOUGHTS about this and the concept is so interesting to me I just… I needed to write it.
Before we get started, I do have a couple of disclaimers here:
First, while I did some research about pregnancy I have never been pregnant nor am I a doctor. Keep in mind that this is fanfiction and we’re talking about a half-aengel half-human hybrid who got stuck inside a magical crystal for seven years and didn’t age a day except for her hair getting longer and her vampire partner who kind of looks like Zuko.
So, if you’re looking for realistic representations of anything pregnancy then… You’re in the wrong place, buddy.
Second, This story takes place after the events of chapter 6 of A new era. Episodes 7 and 8 aren't canon in this universe.
And thirdly, this is going to be a multi-parter!
That's all the warnings i have to give out, i believe. I hope you enjoy it!
► Masterlist
I.
Erika’s life has been a mess lately.
That might as well be an understatement of the century. Between fighting murderous dragons to being trapped in a Crystal for seven years, there is a point in time where she started getting desensitized to all the weird things that happened in her life.
She could read familiar’s thoughts? That’s fine.
She was connected to Leiftan and was able to feel his emotions? Weirder things have happened.
The barrier between Earth and Eldarya was disappearing and the two worlds were quickly becoming one? This one was admittedly hard to swallow, but she didn’t find herself too surprised at the notion.
But then again, even with all the chaos, drama and strangeness that she seemed to attract, none of it prepared her for that moment:
‘‘You’re pregnant.’’
Ewelein said, bluntly. Erika was taken aback for a second, trying to process the words that came out of the nurse’s mouth and what it would mean to her.
She felt a weird sort of detachment from the announcement. It’s not like it was something she suspected, nor it was something she even thought possible at all. When she came to the infirmary after the Genkaku mission, all she expected from her obligatory check-up was a remark about how she didn’t come back hurt for once and to be congratulated by the return of her powers. Maybe be chided for not having enough iron in her system. But pregnancy? That was the last thing she ever expected to hear.
‘‘Excuse me, what?’’ Erika stared back at the nurse, eyes widening in horror. ‘‘How is that even possible? I know it’s annoying to mention it at this point, but you are aware that I was in a coma for seven years, right? I’ve only been awake for… What? Two months at this point? I’m not even used to having a body again. I haven’t been sleeping around much.’’
‘‘That’s why I asked for another blood sample. I thought it might’ve been an error, but all results came out positive. You are pregnant.’’
Ewelein held out the exams and mechanically explained how the exam worked. Erika wasn’t able to properly focus on her words, but she had the faint impression that Ewelein was doing it more for herself than for Erika’s sake, anyway.
‘‘There’s no way around it. Haven’t you been feeling symptoms? anything at all?’’
Erika thought about it well.
She hadn’t had her period since she woke up, but like a lot of other weird things she had been feeling lately, Erika chalked it up to being trapped inside of the Crystal for so long.
She didn’t have any use for her legs inside of the crystal, so she had to get used to walking again. She didn’t have to eat, so it took a while before she got used to the feeling of hunger and the sensation of eating.
Her body was in stasis, so when she regained function and started, you know, living again she figured that it would take some time before her reproductive organs started working like normal again. They were not a priority, after all, not when she was under the assumption that she wasn’t carrying a child.
The nausea she started feeling recently? She rationalised it as being the result of seasickness and grief.
After the initial shock and denial at Edgard’s sudden and brutal death, Erika felt as if she had experienced the whole spectre of human emotions in the span of a single, painfully long day.
By the end of the boat journey, she was exhausted. Both physically, due to the strain that the overuse of her powers caused and psychological, due to the emotional rollercoaster she was put through.
A little nausea was to be expected, right?
It only now hit her that she went through quite a couple of fights while carrying a child, was hit and overused her powers. The fact that they were still alive astounded her.
‘‘You haven’t answered my question.’’
‘‘So, when two people like each other very much, they—’’
‘‘I know where babies come from, clearly. I just mean, how is that possible when the last time I’ve been with someone was so long ago?’’
‘‘We did discuss what might’ve happened to your body when you were trapped, didn’t we? I think that your pregnancy confirms that your body was in a state of stasis during the whole time you were there. The second you got out, all the normal functions went back to what they used to be the second you made the sacrifice… But… that’s just a hypothesis. We can’t really erase the possibility of this being--’’
‘‘The Crystal?’’
The thought horrified her.
If having to deal with this being thrown in her face wasn’t bad enough, there was the possibility of it not being the result of a passionate goodbye between lovers, but the result of the Crystal meddling with her life, again.
It seemed strange, even for her already unbelievable circumstances, but considering everything that she went through, she couldn’t exactly discard that theory.
Ewelein, who was bound by duty and still kept herself professional despite the absurdity of the situation, ran through all the options that Erika had at her disposal at the moment.
She was kind and gentle when explaining to Erika what to expect from her pregnancy, and held her hand during the entire explanation, as a way to show comfort. She offered to bring to her a book on the subject, and deliver it to her bedroom discreetly, which was promptly accepted, and assured her that she wouldn’t tell anyone, not even Huang Hua until Erika had calmed down and made her decision.
As a friend, she suggested that it might be a good idea for Erika to contact the father (and even offered to do it on her behalf if necessary) which was declined.
As much as Erika was dreading the conversation that they would have, she knew that she needed to tell Nevra herself.
But how could she even begin to explain what happened to him when only recently he started warming up to her again?
Nevra would never be cruel enough to completely abandon them, and Erika just knew that he would be doting and kind to their child, as he was with all those within his care. But, at the same time, she was afraid of being faced with rejection. It’s not like she could demand a relationship after so long, and forcing it on him using their child as an excuse just seemed downright evil.
She couldn’t sacrifice his freedom like this.
That’s why, in a moment of pure desperation, Erika chose to ignore her plight and avoid him as much as she possibly could.
It tore her up inside, but what else was she supposed to do?
Yeah, she could sense all the disappointed looks that Ewelein shot her, but true to her word, she didn’t say a word. Not when she delivered the book to Erika’s room that night, not a week later when Erika visited the infirmary after being accidentally cut by Mathieu’s sword during fighting lessons and not two weeks later when they went to the beach on Ewelein’s day off.
She diligently scheduled Erika’s next visit, and Erika knew that she couldn’t exactly pretend like nothing was happening anymore.
‘‘At least you have been eating well.’’
Ewelein read through her exam results. Nodding in approval. While she hadn’t said anything directly, she had sent Karuto a detailed list of foods that Erika should consume and avoid, and increased her portions. Eating has been difficult since she woke up, as she couldn’t even stomach certain foods without feeling sick, but it got easier after they were able to narrow down her menu to things that she could tolerate.
The downside is that now Erika was sure that Karuto knew, or at least suspected that something was up. He never said anything, though, which Erika was incredibly grateful for.
‘‘But you know that stress isn’t good for you, right? I mean, in general.’’
‘‘Ewelein, sweetheart, when have I not been stressed?’’
She smiled, though the attempt at a joke wasn’t well-received.
‘‘I’m serious. If you intend on keeping this baby you need to start taking care of yourself. That means sleeping normal hours, eating well, not getting in danger and not getting stressed out.’’
As much as she wanted to argue, she knew perfectly well that Ewelein was right and that she was trying to look out for her, and that’s exactly why it was so frustrating.
It was easy to ask Erika to sleep normal hours or to not be stressed, but every single time Erika closed her eyes she found herself thinking about how Edgard’s throat had been slit. About his blood tinting the snow red.
She found herself wondering if that could be her, in the near future.
Would she be lucky enough to come back, if she were to die again? If she did, would her baby come back too?
She found herself longing for Nevra and his comforting words, then remembering how quick he was to act coldly towards her when she awoke.
He was being nice now, but would he revert back to his coldness once she told him about their child? Would he hate her? Would he send her away? Would he call her a liar? Would he—
She was hyperventilating.
She felt someone gently, but firmly, hold her hand and lead them away from her hair. She noticed, distantly, pain on her scalp.
She must’ve been pulling on it again.
Ewelein told her to take deep breaths, so she did until she calmed herself enough to fully get back to the present time.
She had been spacing out a lot more than she used to, but it probably wasn’t another pregnancy symptom.
Erika stayed in the infirmary for way longer than she expected to once she left for her check-up. Ewelein apologises for pushing her and gives advice, but Erika couldn’t for the life of her remember what it was.
The only thing in her mind was the sudden, concrete realisation that there would be no escaping from her fate:
She would have to tell him, no matter how much it terrified her.
If not for herself, for the sake of her child.
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#5
I have never, and I mean NEVER, watched a show where the man loves his wife as much as Judd loves Grace. He sat in that car as the water rose around them willing to die with her, hand in hand, because that's the way he wanted to go. Because he is nothing and there is nothing without her. He broke up with her because he thought it was best for her — stupid yes, but done truly because he knows how phenomenal she is. He knew everything she could be and he wanted her to reach her fullest potential, regardless of the agony it caused him. He was ready to pack up his life after 2 MONTHS to be with her because he knew down to the marrow that she was it for him, and there wasn't ever going to be any other. He said it best when he said he'd walk through fire for her, has proved it EVERY SINGLE TIME she's in his sightline and you can just feel the devotion and adoration radiating from him and I will NEVER love a tv couple as much as I love them everyone else can go home
760 notes • Posted 2021-04-20 02:11:47 GMT
#4
a man: baby..... i love you
me: but would you walk through fire so i know you love me, so that i know i’m safe? would you be willing to drown with me after our car is run off the road by a drunk driver because we made a pact to stay together no matter what? would you hang up on brother bob AND miss patricia just so you can hear the sound of my voice? give up your life just to follow me halfway around the country? attempt murder whilst i am unconscious because someone hurt me?? no???? didn’t think so. move along 💅
858 notes • Posted 2021-04-20 03:05:37 GMT
#3
How can anyone be sad about Eddie and Ana dating when it is so narratively clear what her role in the story is? Regardless of any misogynistic implications, Ana's literal role is a stepping stone on Eddie's path to healing and recovery. like. that's not fanon conjecture, that's literally canon. She is designed to be temporary. I'm not saying buddie is going to be a thing; none of us can know until we Know and frankly, I don't think the writers know if buddie is going to be a thing either. But I will say that Eddie dating Ana is an incredibly important and pivotal peak in his character arc, and that this event marks the beginning of his future as a person truly healing from a devastating loss. He's admitted to not being over the death of his wife, probably not over the fact that she was ready and willing to divorce him like two hours before her death, but now he's willing to try and I'm so GLAD we get to track his healing and recovery fully instead of the writers just skipping through his healing like it's nothing. anyways I could rant about this forever but I'd literally die for him and you guys need to stop stressing out over nothing 😭
871 notes • Posted 2021-02-23 02:11:50 GMT
#2
bobby in S1E1: this is not a family this is not a clubhouse 🙄
bobby in S1E2 - Present: if ANYONE so much as lays a HAND on one of my DUMB CHILDREN i will SHOOT THEM TO DEATH. 😡 i am married to a COP and i’m from MINNESOTA which means i know GUN THINGS. oh??? 👀 you have daddy issues??? you need the love and affection your father never gave you???👀 n ✍️ o✍️ t ✍️ e ✍️ d ✍️ welcome to the 118 bitch, come for the fires. stay for the tender love and support we offer each other freely 😤
1031 notes • Posted 2021-06-26 16:33:11 GMT
#1
All I wanted in this episode was to see Eddie standing in support of Buck against his parents and he DID. No, he wasn't there for the dinners or anything like that, but he told Buck point blank that he had nothing to apologise for.
OK seriously think about that for a moment. When is the last time ANYONE has told Evan Buckley that he has nothing to apologise for? Eddie did something for Buck that not many people do for him: he validated his feelings. He told him it was okay to be pissed, he told him he had a right to be angry and hurt, even though his delivery wasn't the greatest. And not only is this significant development on Eddie's part (actually engaging in emotionally demanding conversation? the same man who literally ran off to war instead of dealing with whatever was going on at home?? okay), this episode also posited Eddie as exactly the kind of person Buck needs. like, obviously I'm a shipper so I'm gonna look at things with shipper glasses, but even taking those off for a minute: Eddie stood in Buck's corner when no one else who mattered (even Maddie, though I'm not mad at her) did. That's a good friend. That's a good partner. like??? ugh we were fed so good in this episode y'all, eat up
1270 notes • Posted 2021-02-09 03:57:59 GMT
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9-1-1 S5 Ep10 Thoughts *Spoilers*
- Praying for another (variation of) “you two have an adorable son” this ep 😭
- THIIS MAN HAVING TWO FAMILIES wow what a jackass but also not him running likee he just stole something important like bro it ain’t that serious?? Why are the wives turning on EACH OTHER when he’s the one in the wrong?
- HE BROKE BOTH ANKLES?! OH MY GOD EW NOOOOOO 
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- Eddie giving in to Christopher is just so funny like he just laughs and then is like “okay… you’er serious.”
- “I just want everything to be perfect” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
- “Is it gonna explode?” “Only if you cook it.”
- No but Eddie and Carla’s chemistry (PLATONIC) is so entertaining it’s why their scenes are so fun to watch. 
- I NEVER WANNA HEAR CHRISTOPHER SCREAM AGAIN THE WAY MY HEART FUCKING DROPPED INTO HELL MY GOD. He had a nightmare about his mom 🥺😭
- AHH TAYLOR! jump scare!!
- Buck in his lil Christmas hat again ☺️☺️☺️
- “real pressure cooker” Buck only thinking that because he doesn’t know what to get Taylor… UNLESS IT’S MORE THAN THAT 😜 but no really all you gotta do is ask………………..???????
- Now it takes the women to realize that their husband is the bad guy and not them???
- Bigamy Is illegal? I mean understandable but that sucks for poly couples :( But it’s not even like the worst thing you could do so why is it illegal?
- their gc name is “a murder of bitches” okay who came up with that? What a weird inside joke… he really set her up to be able to ask him out and she didn’t take it…??? Shit rip Melia
- Go off on him cap!!
- But Bobby and Athena and the 118 are like your second family 🥺😭
- “You could be dead next year” OH MY FUCKING GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭
- That cut from Eddie’s sentence IMMEDIATELY after he finished speaking was so weird what the hell was that…
- So when will that old woman actually have an emergency in this ep?
- Athena and Bobby moving their Christmas party to the home for the people who had to move from their home last night 🥺🥺🥺 
- THE OLD WOMAN’S DAUGHTER IS ONE OF THE WOMEN FROM THE BEGINNING OMG but also she was right about not liking her husband… but also why is he there after what he did
- Buck got her a bracelet though how cute! But no matter how cute you try to make them look, It’s not going to work because you refuse to explore Buddie… like putting Buck with someone else just seems like a disservice and doesn’t work after all the build up and teasing for Buddie.
- IS EDDIE GONNA LEAVE THE 118? Parallel to when Buck tried to leave? please? :(((( we have to wait until March oh my godddd 😭😭
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