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The only girlies I trust are the ones who play park builder games. (+10 if they're early 2000's)
#🍒.speakz#Jurassic park operation genesis....#Zoo tycoon 2....#Rollercoaster tycoon 3...#the new ones r cool too#i have a bunch of hours on Jurassic world evolution 1/2#ive never played planet zoo or planet coaster but those seem cool too#if you play any of these hope you gett ksieed on the lips#or not idk whatever he preference js
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oops all rock (springtime edition)
i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…
could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)
#my art#sos awl#debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff#or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs#i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know#and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love#rock tumbling (sos)#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokumono#story of seasons#harvest moon#hm awl#harvest moon a wonderful life#bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too#there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them#but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK……#idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!!#fanart#awl rock#bokujou monogatari#hm anwl#unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry……..#also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool…#ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted#mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters#OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING#i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version#and also fun secret things related to DS#this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu….#i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)
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Duke should have a chain with a lil bat on it and that’s all I can really say about fashion
#he got it from luke who made it for Jace#to me luke is like a handy sim#there’s no specific thing he’s centered on he can tinker with anything tbh#he does NOT thing jason should wear a red durag instead of that nasty ass hood so Duke can never give him a 10#tiff demanded her own with her own customized r for Robin#she could’ve got one at those lil mall kiosks however she can use her custom made one as a birdarang. yes she needs new ones every night#it’s just too cool#if ur black u already know she’s got her own initial necklace in civilian life#uhm anyways#Duke is mad bc he got to Jace too light 💔#a few years ago Jace as Batman would’ve been extremely irresponsible and let Duke do whatever the hell he wanted#however after the accident he’s super strict now sad#Duke can’t even cuss around him before he’s yapping about proper communication in uniform#Duke asks tiff how she deals with it and tiff says it’s either this or working with those yt ppl again in Gotham and she’s good 👍🏾#if the batgirls are there she’ll pull up but she’s NAWT dealing with Bruce and em#the relationship between tiff and Damian I made up in my head 💔#‘I hate that bitch’ 5 min later ‘me and the bestieeee’#unrelated well slightly but thinking about luke lately and gritting my teeth at the tim parallels#maybe I’ll talk about it next month but I’ve been too nice to tim this year im sick
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wanna play the sims soooo baaaaad but bg3 takes up so much space I can't update it </3 maybe I'll ask N to help me clean out some stuff bc I simply Do Not Know things about computers lmao
#rAMbles#I'm also mourning my laptop that stopped working three years ago again#mostly bc i had so many interesting academic pdfs saved that i didn't appreciate in college and want to read again#i gotta try to remember that one website that has SOOOO many experimental films on it that i used my university's library login for...#i wonder if I'd still have access to it#maybe I'll reach out to my old professor and ask if he has any new site recommendations#j**** r******* you will forever be one of the best professors I've ever had!!!!#omg one day we just drew on 10ft of 35mm and he played it through a projector.. man that was a cool day#lemme dig up my notes from that class and research all the artists he shared again..#I'm thinking about his notes saying the work i created in his class was on par with grad level work and... auuuughhh i miss making video art#i was so spoiled using 4k cameras and professional mics and access to several video editing programs#time to ask N to find me rips of them i think :) i loved editing i was just too high and depressed in college to make more work#ugh maybe I'll ask my friend if i can use her mac so i can transfer some work i have on my mac only harddrive onto a flashdrive.. hmm...#okay rambling done i just really miss being a video artist#i lied last thought.. i really want to make a documentary again#OKAY BYE
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im back from anime convention today ^_^
#cryn rambles#IT WAS SO FUNN#i love conventions i love going to hang out with other nerds for like 4 days#its like a nice reminder. that there are cool people in the world#theres like a lot of people at anime cons that suck but like you can just ignore them bc the few cool ones r too standout#there was a jfashion meetup today and we all went and got boba together :3c#and i got SO many new PRINTS im so excited#i love giving artists all of my money#and there was an ENSTARS MEETUP on friday it was so funsies i was cosplaying fs shu :33333#meow#anyway#back to regularly scheduled tumblr activity
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seeing as december's a day away and that means ~holiday season~- i have a bunch of old binders of various makes & sizes (some idk origin, a few gc2b, anywhere from XS to L?, diff colours/types) that i wld love to give to ppl who need them. i can update this l8r with more details but ig i was wondering if anyone wld be interested or knows anyone in need? id be willing to ship within canada, maybe to the USA for small enough pckg. otherwise i'll just donate to a local binder exchange but i figured this way if anyone is in particular need it's nice to know im directly helping ig!
i also have some rolls of biege kinesiology tape if that's of interest either in itself or in addition.
peace n love on planet earth
#they shld all already be clean and have just been sitting in my drawers or on my dresser for yrs lol#but i cld wash them once more jic ig?#theyre in various Condition like ones looking a little rough and a couple have pit stains LOL but otherwise r great. some may as well b new#the not gc2b ones are like.. as far as i know i got from someone local who was working w wholesale/manufacturer in china to help ppl get#affordable decently working binders so. they have like. bra hook type thing up the side. fairly breatheable. not the BEST compression but#i found them helpful esp after yrs of binding bc i cld just unhook or make the thing bigger whenever needed break ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the sizes on them might be like. different too so ill have to measure but yeah.#id also be down to sell for cheap or for sm1 to pay the shipping like thats cool for me too.#the reason i have so many is bc my weight kept fluctuating then needing the more adaptable ones n fsr dude gave me Many#n i was binding daily n liked having clean ones yk. if i wasnt binding i was layering sports bras. eventually just started taping. etc.#anyway yeah lmk. feel free to share/rb/reply/whatever.#and if this gets 0 response thats cool too just figured id give it a shot here b4 donating local thatll figure it out for me lol#ew ok here come some tags bc i realized it cld use them huh:#trans#transmasc#transmasculine#ftm#transgender#trans ftm#trans ftnb#trans ftx#is trans like xtm or xtnb a thing for like. intersex ppl? or are there other terms/words?#ftr im not a big fan of ftm/ftnb etc as a label for Myself or in general but ppl who do identify as such all the power to u#the only benefit of 'ftm' to me is how its a good way to get info u need bc its used w surgeons and other resources n makes it easier#but like the Implications of it are . irksome ig IS THAT THE WORD IDK? feels like a step backwards or playing into cisnorm stuff IDK lol#ermmm ummm uhhh#binders#chest binders#ftm binder
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#the thing abt me is that if u complement me in an academic context i will melt#me walking into every interview: fuck this school. i dont wanna go there. im sad. on one is gonna want me. i can hardly function. fuck this#me walking out of every interview: fuck. the project is cool and they said nice things abt me 😭#fuck. the guy from the lab i interviewed with basically said if u wanna be here i can make it happen. i like ur style and i think ur a#super good candidate 😭 and he quoted my wanky writing bc i got a bit flowery and idealistic lol#and hes on the admissions committee so he was like: yea i can support u if u want just let me kno#and fucking hell the project is cool. but the thing is i think id have to be less of a sad sac bc i think he expects a lot and is hands off#but it is a big institution with a lot of creative ppl and theyre good abt supporting interdisciplinary work#so like the opportunities there would be pretty fucking great i think. hhhhhh god. theres no way i could take the uk one now#fuck. wtf am i gonna do abt that? do i bow out now before ive committed so they have a shot with another person#or is it too late for that bc they already put my name forward to the committee#god dammit. this was the one i was supposed to b like yea no shot am i getting this. and now im like fucking considering it like#the opportunities.... but id have to live in new jersey... it would b closer to home i guess. id b back on east coast time#and i could work with Yellowstone organisms. and i bet the classes r pretty fucking rad education wise#god. decisions. im gonna play Choices by the Hoosiers like a million times#thats what i did wjen i was deciding to go for undergrad. and then i didnt even decide. i was just like... well i dont wanna go to the#place all my classmates r going. i will go 3hrs away. then 12hrs by plane for my masters#fuck. at least it went well. everyone was nice and the 2nd guy i talked to was like:#even if u dont go here. email me if u end up working with zinc and i can help. and i was like 😭#i got a bit rambly with him but whatever he was 15min late so we're even lol#i was way too nervous. but it was ok. but also i dont understand wtf other incoming phd students r like??#like they say im a good candidate and ive got good background and im like ??? what sort of losers r u looking at if u think im good?#i just think maybe what i wanna do is unique and very specific so im like not trying to do just anything. i have standards lol#and apparently im more coherent than i give myself credit for. i talk good sometimes and i have enthusiasm when i dont feel like im dying#god. i was not expecting this. i dont belong at a school working with tech startups like wtf. i come from a place of slightly trash#universities lol. well my undergrad uni wasnt so bad... well i mean the city is the butt of a lot of ohio related jokes tho. im looking at#u klinger. fucking mean streets of toledo. whatever the school im at now is worse. couldnt even keep my boss here smh#anyway what the fuck. and i got a lotta writing done today what the fuck#me being competent???? unheard of. god. imagine if i had my shit together. i could kill god. algae and other scientists would fear me#unrelated
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having a crush when youre aroace is such a strange experience
#i dont want to say the word 'crush' too many times i feel like i'll scare whatever feelings i have away LMAO#this is all very new for me!!!!!!#ITS SO SILLY BC. WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR YEARS#WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR OVER A YEAR#yet only NOW am i getting silly crush feelings... but also only now is he really engaging with me? it was sorta one sided before#well thats how a lot of my friendships were until recently. i talked and everyone else listened and yaknow it was Fine.#but now they are talking back and !! well this friend started talking with me and maybe i want to hear his voice all of the time always#its cute bc. whenever one of us walks up to the other in a group with the rest of our friends we both always end up seeing each other first#and then both of us will try not to smile bc idk. on MY end at least im trying to play it cool idk about his#then we will both lose it and start grinning fondly at each other at the same time#maybe its the silly crush feelings reading into things too much but i think its so cute ahfssdfg. we r fond of each other#OK SORRY I JUST NEEDED TO GET THIS ALL OUT. i cant talk to my irls about this bc there are exactly 5 of us and it would be obvs <3#but anwyasy Yes i will update tomorrow if. maybe i hold his hand. UNLIKELY BUT I CAN DREAM#<3 gn now#tobin talks
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anyone else filled with rage and spite whenever u remember abt the uglie garbage game they replaced dw legacy with
#dw legacy was so cool and it had good art and eu characters#and good gameplay actually !!!#and no ads or at leas unobtrisove ones iirc#and the new one is like.... so extremely ugly it doesnt even look like an offocial game#it looks like someones first app project for a college class they dont care abt#and i say this as someone who has made that so im not just underestimating the work it takes#its literally Bad#the idle clocker one they got now too is fine ig but idle clickers r like#extremely mid in terms of gameplay#also Also the dw legacy team were rly fun and nice on twitter we were mutuals lmao#a
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(person back from ship tags) the way its literally why the hell is nero the bus driver all of a suddenly in every other work is SO funny to me. nero universally loved no wonder ure going thro hell in pt2
#stardust speaking !#which better chara to add to ur silly misuaki comic with the silliest akira of all time than nero turner to react to everything#theres this one artist who draws these rly cute tiny daily wizard happenings things and the way they draw nero around oz & mithra especiall#is SO funny. op u get the comedy#theres this one nero/akira where neros basically asking them out on a date under the guise of foretunetelling and its ssooo cute LOL#neroaki is unreal ill nvr forget egg event. unreal that that exists#nero is so good my stomach hurts hes SO much. the writing for him does NOT chill#he would not enjoy being around gran#WHICJ i genuinly think is so cool#theres some akifi works that r like. on REPEAT in my mind too. especially the one where theyre in japan n akira takes him to the sea during#autumn or whatever. cuz. his mana area...and that ALRDY is such a oh op u get it but THEN they have akira talking#n figaro joking it sounds like a proposal or whatever -> akira pauses. gets flustered. walks past him -> figaro pauses. gets flustered#OP U GEEEEEEEET ITTTTTTTT#srry for not talking about new works its just cuz theres a few thats SO ingrained in my brain now#did i talk about this here#i heavily prefer akira-><-<-<-(whoever im into them with atm) when it comes to fanwork#i think those r my fav ones#ok thats all#i talk about these things sometimes while very aware that i think Realistically id nvr portray anything happening during that yr#i actually have a lot to say on that topic cuz even in fanworks im way more partial to things that are either#aus or set after or Yearning or unclear. vs the ones where its very 'we r dating' LMFAO#ok NOW im done srry this akira portrayal was so funny i went :] and went here
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Fucking mcr show in Boston on Wednesday was an ENTIRELY transformative experience
Drew this at 2am after the show
Also pics from show feat gerry + staging. 2nd one Might have been during black parade but idfr
#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#my chem art#my chemical art#mcr boston#I don’t know the tags! these r new to me I’ve never drawn band fanart before but he looked SO VERY SOME FUCKING HOW I COULDNT#anyways so Mars is gonna look like him from now on and guess what else#foundations is a Mars song#GOD you know the show on the 8th wasn’t as cool#like he was dressed in a wetsuit adjacent jumpsuit thing with this face paint on and he looked SO somehow#the 8th he was just in his jacket#this is my second concert fucking ever this was really something I’m so glad we went#and last minute too!!!#also full disclaimer I’m not from Boston#ugh I can’t get over this fucking show#and the set pieces being post apocalypse ruins???? that’s my fucking AESTHETIC#this pic didn’t quite capture what I had in my brain but it sure fucking captures#so I’m proud of this one#anyways enjoy ik this isn’t the usual content but I’m Feeling about this#ashamed to say I only knew half of the songs#that’s going to change
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HMMMMMMB.
When we're bored up front and Inland also happens to be up front we just throw things through its head. Tbis does not bother it whatsoever like it doesn't hurt or anything and Inland doesn't feel anything so we've kinda made it a game 2 see how much random shit we can throw through inland's head/face... thing. Tbe biggest object successfully tossed through it so far has been Myself 😃👍❗ -Half Light
In unrelated news Either our headspace is falling apart or the innerworld view has shifted to HARRY'S headspace of all things bc 90% of the time it's just a black void. I mean we'll take that over the Cold Cave Full Of Fog that we've been having for the past.., month almost??? But. Screams. Girl dot com. I miss hte small cabin thingy we had like 2 months agoNFJDDJCJXJXJC Trant can teleport us back there if he focuses Rlly hard on it but he's not always uP FRONT like bitch (!!!) @ our brain WORK WITH US PLEASE stop changing the headspace so often!!!!!!!!! JDJDJDFJDKDKDJD
LIKE IT'S NOT A SERIOUS ISSUE it's just Annoying. -Electrochem
#anon friend#THANK U UR ALSO COOL <3#speaking of the cave (we still haven't named it proper) trant & jean discovered it one night while headspace exploring#it hink?#mgihtve been kim ??#idk jean WAS involved though we remember that much but it doesn't Matter#it's full of Fog (at least. what we Hope is fog. ahem.) and it's all shrimp coloured and iridescent and glittery#We have not tried going further than the cave mouth because the brain WON'T LET US there's like an invisible wall#probably another Fog Domain tho and.... Nothing *else*. which tracks bc The Fog js known 4 being annoying#fuckin thing yoinked one of our sysmates literal days after he formed WE HAVEN'T SEEN HIM SINCE AND HIS ASS FORMED ON NEW YEAR'S *HELLO??!*#speaking of Harry's headspace we're trting ti build that too. not like he can actually access it but y'know it's for *us*#we don't have shit rn it's all black voids and a vague bird-eye view map showing where whoever else is closest 2 the main fronter is??#other random objects we've found so far tho are: a bonfire‚ a pinball machine (!!!)‚ and sleeping bags. all in separate rooms#'rooms' there's no doors or walls. i mean ig there are but we cAN'T AEE THEM!#ok I'm done. sorryHFJFFJDKFKFK -Electrochem#wait have we explainwd what The Fog is here. it's a system specific Entity a la TMA i think it has one. maybe 2 avatars rn.#no info besides that sl far. th avatars r Trant & that one guy it fucking yoinked
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"I have an axe on my display case" is probably less weird than "I have a machete in my bed frame" but since this one is out in view it feels weirder
In other news, I updated my dice display. I now have 79 sets of dice.
#speculation nation#dice#i wanted to display my fancy new axe but i dont rly have a good place to put it :(#that wouldn't also be a risk to the cats lol#the cats dont go up here & it's typically not jostled. too out of the way.#so it's unlikely to fall. and thus the safest place i could think to display it#maybe someday i can get an actual thing set up for it#at the very least it has more attention here than my machete and spear and 6 other big blades stuck in the closet#also my assortment of pocket knives and throwing knives and keychain knives & daggers#also the thing i think is a carving knife. maybe.#there r also cooking knives but those dont count. even if my fancy cooking knife is probs the sharpest one#those are for UTILITY. these r just to look cool.#an aside. i wore my stray kids crop sweatshirt today. which is great! love how it looks#but it also means i bought a literal axe while wearing a sweatshirt that says 'maniac' on the front#and well. that sure is a look huh.#it's ok i also bought a cat hat. i think that skews the perception of me away from serial killer vibes. maybe.#LISTEN MAYBE I HAVE SOME 50 ISH BLADES i am never violent with them. i just think theyre neat!#i got weapon collector gene from my dad but at least i collect cool blades & not guns lol
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Can God translate me. Just for like 3-5 business days. I just need a little break—I’ll come back I promise.
#al speaks#lds things#help I am so tired. I can’t do it anymore I just can’t#it’s too much. it’s all too much.#it’s fine it’s not like I have to miss my mission reunion tomorrow cuz no one can take my shift cuz we are all overworked#that’s fine I didn’t even want to go to that anyways. it’s not like it would have been nice to see my mission president and his wife#who live in the uk and are coming to the us for this. no that’s fine#also chill that I probably have to cancell on my friends on seeing the new dnd movie Saturday night cuz of other things. that’s chill too#I love never hanging out with my friends it rocks#oh I can’t go home to see my family Easter weekend cuz I work? welp luckily I don’t miss them and have a weird homesickness I’ve never felt#before plus a really weird and new anxiety that my dad is going to die. dunno what that’s about#anyways tried to go to bed at ten tonight cuz I’m so tired. three hours later and I’m here. I have spiraled three difeeebt times#this is cool I didn’t want or need the sleep anyways. I don’t have a paper due Saturday that I thought was in two weeks cuz I’m an idiot#also I’m not at all stressed out about money especially after paying my roommate over one thousand buckarinos to fix a scratch I gave her ca#r this is all cool and fine and awesome#but seriously tho god. hit me up. I know I gotta come back but I could seriously just use a couple days
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OHSHC IN WOOZIS RANK WAAAA 💗👆
#however one piece in 2nd...i cant forgive him for that fma was so low hey?#i love being a newborn carat (since l&r) i never know stuff everything is a new cool discovery for me#and the only variety i watch is gose literally never opened a vlive im almost a casual fan at this point#except i go 🤯💥😱🏋️🤸💯💢🔥 over the songs and The boys#one thinf abt carat me though is that i can write an entire essay about how they style changed throughout eras and theyre#always consistent with these changes its never too abrupt#WAIT THIS STARTED WITH ME TALKING ABT WOOZIS ANIME RANK AND NOW IM TALKING ABT MY LIFE STORY
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"you have general anxiety, you are deficient in several things, and you may also have autism" local doctor states to me. referral for assessment and cognitive ball therapy pending, however
#maggles ramblings#i didn't know which mix of the two 'c b t' acronyms to use so i made my own. no balls will be undergoing therapy in my health plan though#ANYWAY !! due to the anxiety bit she knew i disliked unplanned change. so asked me if my interests were kinda narrow#and I'm like. absolutely. there are specific games n shows i like and that's all my brain knows or cares about at any given time#and she asked how good i am at picking up social cues. and i wasn't sure abt that one but i know ive always been more of a social observer#in primary school especially i was like. 'must watch peer interactions so i can spot any traps that may lead to me being made fun of'#like i didn't get why it happened; i just tried to observe and avoid what i could#and i still feel like i don't always Understand most of my peers. my best friends have always been the ones who also weren't great socially#bc with them there was never any 'secretly judging you/not interested in what ur saying/can tell this conversation isn't natural for u'#kind of vibe. idk it's tough like i feel like i am Some level of good at social interaction but also feel like im just pretending to Get It#and there's just. certain people who match my vibe and won't think im strange or too passionate about the things i like. those r my friends#but yea anyway she said some of it could be the anxiety but it was just! a relief honestly. to know that Maybe there's a reason for#how I've been feeling a lot. for a lot of. life i guess#+ even if it's not that and it Is just All Anxiety; it'd still be a relief knowing precisely how it's impacted my mindset for things#but like also it'd make sense to me if it was both. bc i do indeed get v nervous about not knowing How to Do certain social situations#in new situations i often plan what im gonna say and write notes bc if i don't know what to say or do i get overwhelmed and cry easily#but YEA it was just. cool hearing that I'm not just Completely unfounded in my suspicions about that yknow#afterwards even my dad said he's thought of it as a possiblity for years and I'm like WHY DIDN'T U TELL MEEEE#but anyway. day is being had
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