HOLY SHIT YOU'RE DOING FILM A LEVEL WHAT THAT WAS MY FAVOURITE ONE AHHHH
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Russian Poetry!; Or, Birthday Gifts, Plus Some.
I studied Russian in college and, despite my Duolingo efforts, miss it, so I figured the most approachable way to Get Back Into That was to read dual-language poetry. Rationales: It's nice to have someone (read: the translator) hold your hand when you're out of practice; Poems Smaller than Novels or Short Stories and therefore bite-sized/less intimidating; I can do a couple poems a session without risking Losing The Plot like I might for fiction (and isn't that how you're supposed to enjoy poetry anyway??); I can take notes and jot down new vocab words in this handy little journal! (Do I read much poetry in English? No. Are we ignoring that? Very much yes, thanks.)
The three books on the top are Actually Dual Language, with Russian on one page and English facing. THIS IS US LOSING COUNT is contemporary, but Akhmatova and Tsvetaeva are decidedly not, so I'll be starting with LOSING COUNT.
The two on the bottom are English only, but the whopping 948-page complete Akhmatova as All Her Poems, plus context, which will definitely be helpful (the Selected Akhmatova above is a companion volume!), and the Parnok is a combination of context + translated poems and she was a lesbian, Harold.
I'm planning on making a year(s)-long (however long it takes!) study of this, and chipping at it regularly. Expect to see volumes pop up in my "Books of [Year]" posts intermittently!
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Louigan Week Day Four: Hickey/Provoke
Why I had the energy to color and shade this baby but not do line art, I’ll never know 😔
Based off @carnivaldemon and the designs she made of Louise, because they’re incredible.
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thinking about how the other day I felt happiness for the first time in a long time (like happiness about where I am at in life and joy for my future plans. Like I was working 8-4:30 and I was thinking about how I was going to do a few ubereats runs until 6ish after and then come home and get to write and crack open my kung fu binder again that I've been working with to prove to myself I'm ready to go back)
usually I just feel content at like a 5 sometimes if I go to a concert or whatever it can get up to 6,7,8. but that's it
and I have that persistent depression disorder. that i never remember how to spell.
So you can imagine my surprise when i genuinely just felt happy and at peace? And i had mania by fob album stuck in my head. life was good.
I then got sucker punched by my physical health symptoms that were really bad and almost collapsed and could not hold myself up so I was leaning on a cart not moving when it hit 4:30. And did not do anything that I planned to after work because of it.
BUT
the key is i felt happiness for the first time in forever.
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I went birthday shopping and LOOK
New Knife.
Spring assisted, very sharp, I love it SOOOO much already. A lil expensive, but worth it, I think. Since I haven't been able to find a proper butterfly knife online, I guess a butterfly design will have to do lol
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OKAY not to get all sappy but like, the fact an artist i've looked up to for years loving my art and even calling my art style cute despite how shitty it is just like, really shows how crazy life works sldksldk- really makes you feel good 💙
It's like when my favorite musician followed me on instagram a while ago, i never got any message back from him (yet), but just the fact of acknowledgement makes a pretty big impact y'know?
Maybe it also has something to do with the fact i've been pretty much hiding myself until i was "ready" to show, so stuff like that can kinda be overwhelming in general- idk what the fuck i'm saying anymore just thank you so much Wiggy lmao maybe now i can try doing more with my life-
It is cute though!! But forreal happy I could, and definitely between that and insta a sign give yourself more credit too :3
But I totally get it, first step in showing anything you’ve done is super intimidating and hard. And art is hard. So it like, super makes my day when it’s like “oh hey that person I see in my notes and asks a lot drew a thing!!”. And just seeing people draw or start posting their art is very cool to me, anything I can do to encourage that <3
You are very welcome too! But also thank you for making my day/night haha
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i seriously cant wait for the weekend like.. I am the target audience fr you got what I'm looking for.... that's dadda thats pawpa thats
AH Im SO SAD THAT ITS TAKING THIS LONG LIKE ANYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT I CRINGE BC I WANNA WRITE V BAD LMAO…
also like… ur completely accurate n correct. do you guys watch trixie and katya’s youtube show? there’s an episode where they talk about what makes dads so hot and trixie said it’s bc their nut is potent and you know it works… a lie is nowhere to be found !!!!
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Two things I am learning this year:
1) a girl can be so so tired and still go direct groups of people and be bright and cheerful about it
2) sometimes skipping class to take a nap is the right choice
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