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#aaadaily#aaasource#tvfilmsource#filmtvdaily#agatha all along#dailymarvelgifs#dailyflicks#tvedit#dailymarvelstudios#marvelgifs#marveldaily#agathario#agatha x rio#rio vidal#agatha harkness#aubrey plaza#kathryn hahn#mygifs#the queue doesnt change anything#last gifset for now until i go back to school lol
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One of my big compulsions is taking a fuck ton of screenshots Just In Case a piece of information is important in like 4 years and I can't remember it (sometimes the information is an instagram post that I might not remember later and of course needs to be recorded everywhere (I will Not be looking at that again)) so today is my transfer 16000 images off my phone admin day (woo)
Like yeah I never looked at any of them and they were completely irrelevant to my daily life, But what if I need them ✨️ later ✨️ (you'll see that the idea of Later is doing a lot of heavy lifting here) OR what if there's a vital piece of information in the mix somewhere that I'll lose forever if I delete them? So: onto the external hard drive they go
This is one of those cases where. Yeah. Ideally I wouldn't take 16000 screenshots in half a year. And YEAH ideally I'd just delete them and not transfer them somewhere else to never look at again. BUT at least I get a clean slate and I can maybe not mindlessly save everything for 2 seconds. It's like. Small wins? Progress. Yknow.
#rangnar rambles#i also use my tumblr drafts this way which is how i have probably 2000 drafts for this blog that are just? like me saving a post for 'later#and then theres too many in my drafts for me to even find *MY* drafts#i need to just hard reset the draft function bc its literally unusable for me#'matt this is all irrational and weird' by god. my irrational thoughts disorder makes me do weird shit? are you fr rn??? 😨😨#i get so stupidly in my own head and then i dont make progress towards Anything#even like a fun sideblog where i can actually yknow. post that 2k nightmare? i just cringe myself out like a dumbass 😔#i feel like ocd thoughts always sound lame out loud (and in my head to myself too)#like the Urgency doesnt come across#like in the moment i am Completely convinced that my national insurance number and bank deets are in there somewhere#and theres suddenly no way on earth i could ever find them again if i delete the picture. so to the hard drive they go#i Would go through that whole thing if i suddenly needed a screenshot from 2019 btw. like the crazy isnt theoretical#ive hallucinated gas leak smells before and woken up my flatmates bc i couldnt convince myself i was over reacting#its just cus the seasons have changed that everythings ramping up but omg its hard to do anything but spiral nowadays#thats a little dramatic but i am losing like. a quarter of the day to my ocd#its like. not great 😬#im not back to convincing myself i gave my dad cancer but i am not letting myself use half the kitchen again#but eh soo la voo we ball#HAH i checked my drafts after this and i was lowballing so hard#5.7k on this blog. 12k on my main 💀. its not funny but it kind of is#this is why youll never catch me running a queue#this is such a miserable post but i do feel the need to not let it sit in the drafts pile. to prove the point i guess 💀💀💀#'no one gives a shit this is your blog' 'oh my GOD WHAT IF PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT' <- omg shut upppp youre so embarassing 🙄#one more time for the gallery: i am like. aware that these feelings are irrational. like i am fine it just takes time for reality to kick in#ANYWAYS what was that who said that that was so weird im gonna go look at old romantic era paintings now#if tam is a screenshot fiend in the next fic u know what happened
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Leaving lipstick marks on various CRPS 1/2
this is probably going to change because queue stuff but i might not write the second part of this with the other characters i write for unless theres a demand for it- brains going crazy but not for writing rn hisshiss characters: slenderman, splendorman, masky, hoodie, ticci toby notes: reader is GN and wears makeup CWs: none
SLENDERMAN
if you can get him to bend down so you can actually reach his face, he lets you pepper his face for as long as you want... assuming he doesnt have anything else that needs to be done
ive mentioned before that physical affection isnt something that slenderman does often, at least in terms of giving... but hes not going to stop you from showing your love for him however you like
if you can catch it, you can see the faintest raise in his cheekbones- hes smiling!
may lightly press where his mouth would be against your own mouth in his own gesture- even though he doesnt do this sort of thing often he knows its important to you... so he at least occasionally returns the favor!
the lipstick marks on his face dont tent to remain on his face for that long, though...
SPLENDORMAN
loooooooves when you kiss all over his face, loves getting affection from you in general
soft chuckles and giggles as you cover his face in lipstick marks, hes trying so hard to remain still for you so the marks dont smudge too bad
keeps the marks on his face for a while, usually until he needs to go interact with someone who isnt you... not that he wants to hide your relationship or anything like that- he wants to keep appearances is all!
will kiss all over you in return, even though he doesnt really wear makeup
you can sometimes hear the bells on his tentacles chime as you hold his face
MASKY
the best youre going to get is kissing on his mask, he... doesnt like taking his mask off around other people.. including you... actually now that you think about it youre not sure if he takes it off even when hes alone
very still when getting kisses from you, its almost a little unnerving how still he is during the entire exchange
sometimes your lipstick leaves stains on his mask so sometimes he may deny you if youre wearing any makeup
not really anything mean against you... he just doesnt want random splotches on the material... you may be able to convince him to take it off so you can clean it for him
will occasionally nuzzle his face against your cheek after you kiss him all over
HOODIE
hes still like masky, but hes more likely to snake his arms around your waist to pull you even closer to him
his mask is made of a fabric so kissing it kind of... feels off.. on top of that you cant see the marks left behind that well due to it being black
though... hoodie may feel inclined to lift his mask up just enough for you to kiss on his actual face- he only ever pulls it up high enough to see the bottom of his nose
sometimes forgets to wash the marks off so when you see him lift his mask up to eat something you just see color splotches all over his skin
grinning the entire time youre kissing him
TICCI TOBY
takes his little mouth cover off for you so you have more skin to kiss, though this only really happens later on in the relationship when you two are closer... hes not exactly ashamed of his cheek scar however he knows it may... put you off..
takes a while for him to warm up to physical affection although he wants it so bad, give him some time and hes going to welcome you with open arms when you want to leave your marks all over his face
literally... hes going to wrap his arms around you and pick you up- if youre close enough to a bed or couch hes going to fall back
typically turns into a bit of a cuddle session as well
sometimes hates that your makeup can leave patches of color, but he loves the attention more than he hates the cleanup
#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#creepypasta imagine#crp x reader#crp x you#crp imagine#slenderman x reader#slenderman x you#slenderman imagine#splendorman x reader#splendorman x you#splendorman imagine#masky x reader#masky x you#masky imagine#hoodie x reader#hoodie x you#hoodie imagine#ticci toby x reader#ticci toby x you#ticci toby imagine#canon x reader#canon x you#x reader
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so i only just found out there was an entire AssembledContent zip shared by a former maxis employee a few months ago. it was forwarded on the spore discord in the spore demo discussion thread under general-1
ALSO THIS QUEUES ON MY BIRTHDAY AND IM ACTUALLY SO GIDDY ABOUT THIS FINDING I said on the discord "this is the best birthday gift to my turbo nerd brain and its not even my birthday yet (it will be tomorrow)" (im writing this post on feb 17)
anyway heres the link for the most recent asset id post for some context (which itself links other posts)
anyway this zip it has every maxis creation (in core spore i believe), and their names actually happen to be the exact early creation names that i was guessing from the asset ids. thats the exact names they used FOR the numbers in the asset ids!
i added them to the spreadsheet; im very pleased that i got some of these assumptions about the asset id names correct
also very interesting when im proven wrong
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something that is ALSO notable is that it has an entire cut creature! removed entirely! no asset id in final! its the only png in the entire zip file
this guy is named Goopten. so. there you go
unlike all the other ones Goopten doesnt have a crt file, just this one png
its asset id would have been 564. even after its removal super late in the game the asset id was still moved though, seemingly
notably enough goopten doesnt even have a leftover localization string
anyway heres gooptens png metadata info. this is the only creature with the author in the png metadata being JohnCimino! (the only other ones are sporebuild, SporeAutoTest/sporeautotest, and KChang who is another dev Kai Chang)
Goopten was compiled on june 15, but earlier in the day than the other creations that were compiled the same day
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Kadents was sorted in with the creatures??? yknow the cut creation name i also found in every other language??? and i assumed it was flora, cuz its named like flora, but its NOT
not only that but its in here TWICE. though these are different files
the most shocking thing??? ONE OF THE KADENTS WAS RENAMED TO TROSQI (look its got the same hash)
you have. no idea how giddy i am at this oh my god. kadents (that isnt trosqi) was also removed entirely with no trace other than language files (no asset id or anything), but it remains in a crt file!
given other examples of creatures that are (or were) named the same, its fair to assume kadents would have looked very similar to trosqi, but right now im just guessing
squish is also here in a similar manner!!! it also was a creature not a plant!!! ill see at some point if i can reimport both squish and kadents into this game
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for some reason there were 2 creatures whose early name had "pigy"
those are Wastablette which was Foureyepigy, and Pigglevitch which was handypigy
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theres also even MORE creatures than i thought whose early names were just [something]girl. EyeMonkeygirl was renamed to Eee Monks super late in development, for example (its still named like that in en-gb) but there were even more that were renamed earlier
Maudegal was bowlinggirl, Lascarpe was Cregirl, there was EyeMonkeygirl which i knew about already
Pescy was fishgirl (which i guessed right based on its asset id position!!!), Bratubette was RatubeGirl (Rattles was also originally named Ratubee. so turns out both rattles and bratubette derive their name from the early rattles name in different ways)
only Fishballgirl remains named as such into the final game
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other incredible highlights of names:
Chirp Chirp was HeyWhatup
Oscarcho was KChickenboy
for some reasoon Peek Ock was named Peek Ock 2 ????
Qabart was named Qbert for some reason (this name was also in PreBakedKeys.txt in spore hero but it was unclear it was the same creature as qabart)
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also seemingly these names come after the cc demo, because this guy was named Pleastomeetya in the cc demo, pleasedtomeetya in AssembledContent and Pleasedtomeetya in final
another example is SocaSocaBo being renamed into Soca-soca-bo and then Soca-Soca-Bo
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surprisingly enough Warzoleski was also named Skyles. i definitely see the similarities
and Rogarti was also named Th'chack, despite having very little similarities to the final Th'chack (and its a very buggy name in general, rogarti is very much not a bug)
Yurzgood and Porstatli were named walkingbug and walkingfisher. a connection between creatures youd never expect !
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also actully astonishing. Werkin Sondee was named Workin on Sunday
so Monwerkdee probably also derives from monday and/or work day??? it was already named Monwerkdee in AssembledContent though
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and you know about the linked post at the start of the post? with the unknown mystery folder with the cut asset ids?
i think i got it. i think it was palettes.
which has the models for the limb meshes in the creature and flora editors, which internally use crt files. and there IS, in fact, 67 crt files here, exactly as many as there are missing asset ids
well that solves that mystery!!!
i dont think they have pollen metadata files, but they each took up an asset id anyway for some reason
#spore#spore datamining#pour one out for squish kadents (not trosqi) and goopten#I *WILL* FIND A WAY TO IMPORT THE CRT FILEs INTO THE GAME AND SEE WHAT THEY WERE GONNA LOOK LIKE#I WILL SHOW YOU SQUISH. AND KADENTS. IN THE FLESH.
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Hey fazgang
So ever since Undertale yellow came out I've been having an itching creative urge to also make a concept for a prequel... Been stirring in my brain for a while so here is my idea!!
UNDERTALE VIOLET!!! FEATURING PERSEVERANCE SOUL !!!! Design and more under cut!
Her name is PAIGE! And she is my pride and joy. An aspiring teen writer who dives into the underground head on for... Research purposes? On a creative writing project? Well, she is an odd one.
A concept I wished to explore was using her torn notebook as more of a mechanic than just a weapon, so with inspiration from TS Underswap, what if her torn notebook was a menu? Through it you can open saves, loads, notes on the monsters and areas you encounter, and the menu. Which realistically would be changed to items more than anything, but I wasnt thinking at the time LOL.. i didnt want explicit save loading in this game / concept, due to most likely using Flowey. And he has way more determination than this silly ao3 author. So, the concept was to "save" with either auto save, or have some sort of queue or sign to save. Like Paige thinking she should "note her findings" in her notebook, which prompts you to save your game without exactly forcing you to if that makes sense? Though saving and loading is a very integral part of Undertale, so I'm unsure if this concept would exactly work out. If you guys have any ideas how I could do it, please share!
Monster ideas?? Npcs?? New areas?? Um. No idea. I'm not the best with designing non humanoid characters and writing them diversely... And even worse with areas. Ans how will this game be played???!!! Well! If this even does get to become a game, I took inspiration from our lord and savour Racheldrawsthis (praying I got the name right) for a visual novel RPG of sorts! I thought it might be more interesting due to wanting Paige to have more personality, more dialogue and overall be more of a character, so showing expressions was important to me, which is why I designed this shitty example concept LOLL
This format would probably be for everyone, though I'm unsure if every single monster would have a sprite or not. Maybe just Paige? Maybe all important npcs will have a few sprites and expressions to showcase their feelings and personality, mannerisms, etc. a random froggit doesnt get a sprite. 😔
If anyone is interested, I'd love to have help developing this concept, amd perhaps turning it into more than just a simple concept! My discord is in my top post at the bottom, and if you'd want to help, meet Paige, then please, add me and offer any sort of ideas you have! Or just leave a comment, a reblog, or a simple like to show you're intrigued in my ideas! So please please pretty please show support if you think this idea is worth developing. . . Anyways that's all for now!
#undertale#undertale violet#undertale au#undertale prequel#undertale idea#undertale fandom#undertale timeline#undertale perseverance#undertale purple#undertale fanart#creative concept
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is anybody else having issues with spotify on desktop. itll play one song and then just stop. and i have to click another song and then itll just play that and stop. putting it on shuffle or using the queue doesnt change anything and it JUST started doing this yesterday because it was fine for a few hours and then started and it hasnt stopped today. it could be because im using the desktop app ill have to try going on the site and see if that fixes it but yeah idk
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Im struggling with applying this concept in my daily life due to boredom (my ego is too bored to live in the present)
So what I’m getting is that we’re just observing the ego. The “self” doesnt think that something is boring- ego does. And the state of being bored is just the state of wanting something to happen. Which contradicts the I am.
It’s just that my ego lives such a boring life with almost zero human contact for the entire day and with few hobbies. The only thing I feel like I can resort to is social media. (Which I’m trying to stop) Do I just observe this routine on and on again? It’s hard to live in the present when there’s nothing to do
Sorry I don’t know if this made much sense..
"Im struggling with applying this concept in my daily life due to boredom (my ego is too bored to live in the present)"
theres not really an application, just reminders. when something prompts you to do anything, that can be used to remind yourself of the truth.
when i get bored its usually 'cause i want the world to look a certain way, when actually even without your desires there are so much things to do! divinity is in everything, everywhere.
"And the state of being bored is just the state of wanting something to happen."
what ru talking abt (1) theres no states here (2) does being bored actually have to mean anything? ik i just said the reason why i get bored, but ... (3) if the character is unreal, then does it concerns matter?
"Which contradicts the I am."
nothing really contradicts the I AM. everthing takes place in awareness anyway, this is all like saying I AM bored, but really you are the I AM, not the bored. you can just accept that the bored feeling is here, it doesnt really change anything does it?
"It’s just that my ego lives such a boring life with almost zero human contact for the entire day and with few hobbies."
then do some hobbies? what do you want me to advise you?? you're bored.. its either
do something and enjoy yourself
wallow in the boredom
either way you can let go of limitations as you go in both situations anyway. idk if this will help but i thought that i couldnt let go of limitations without some big fight or something, but no! simply getting yourself to do some chores and choosing to enjoy yourself through that is enough.
theres this idea that everything is meditation, once you know what it is.
went a bit off point lol
"The only thing I feel like I can resort to is social media. (Which I’m trying to stop)"
then stop fixing yourself to feeling like theres only social media. just let the idea of something possibly more guide you. you think you are the character who only has the body it has now and is limited by it.
"It’s hard to live in the present when there’s nothing to do"
you know i deleted a quote from my reblog blog's queue bcs i thought this is not as important as the others, i'm so mad now that i need it. it said bascially people mistake the contents of the present moment as the actual present moment. it was by eckhart tolle.
you are ALREADY IN THE PRESENT MOMEMT, your mind wants to take you to the past or future, but thats not NOW. you can say 'but that was then' or 'thats not now so i dont need to deal with it rn' and move on. you don't need something to do to honour the present moment. you're already here!!
also, again, you think that theres nothing to do bcs you take yourself to be the body. the limited. theres so much more than what you're character can do. you are unlimited.
reading
read practising the power of now by eckhart tolle, its like consistently the only book i keep talking abt in like almost all anon answers
learn to be comfortable by yourself
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can you tell us more about Jay being in the JAS and what was going on in his mind while they were there?
JAS jay is prehaps the saddest timeline for her. At first things are going great, or as great as they can be. Jays the newest member of the JAS and the world seems to drop at his feet. Jericho seems so proud of her and the rest of the JAS seems so great. Sure Jericho doesnt like the idea of Jay talking to other people but he's been the best for a while so hes gotta know whats good for them. And sure Danny gets kinda touchy and bitchy and rude at Jay but its totally Jays fault because he isnt following social queues. Its just cuz Jay is new...He hasnt noticed that he's being emotionally controlled and basically sold his soul away because its such a drastic change from WWE that it's like..the illusion of being free.
And things start to slowly change. They start to mock her for not knowing stuff or for being unable to keep up with them in training and Jericho gets so snappy and push down is about Jay being deaf "Its never been an excuse before." "you could do this if you wanted too, dont you WANT to be special?" And okay sometimes they boss them around and kinda lash out if they dont do things quick enough and sure Jay isnt allowed to socialise outside the JAS and *THEIR* friends, but its just because Jay is so special to them right? Its why Jericho is putting the other women ahead of her- If Jay was to get hurt thats bad. How would they make them special if Jay cant be in the ring. He's sorry hes loosing when he does wrestle! Jay promises he's good!
Okay, Jays hungry now. They wanna wrestle, they wanna shower and not have their clothes hidden when they leave. They keep taking his hearing aids, theyre expensive. Tay and Anna are nice enough but only when nobody else is looking. Jericho and Sammy wont let Jay use tampons, wont let them speak in promos or anything for themselves. They tell him Jay is too "loud" and gets too "off topic" and hes not paid to say words, He's paid to be a background actor. Jay feels angry and scared and alone. He hides in dark corners and does anything to get away from them. He feels watched, stalked like a wild animal. Watched like shes in a zoo..her heart wont ever settle down. He is so tired, it hurts inside her. "let me wrestle!" her brain screams, he shouts and snaps and gets a black eye and touched up for his disobedience, Jericho is just trying to make him learn.
Jays throat is raw screaming for a god that isnt listening. His hands are shaking and his eyes are dull, theres such emptiness. shes so tired. He's sick inside. Shes snapping at people, yelling at renee, pushing people when he can wrestle. He talks to nobody, scowls at Cole from across catering and wishes that Cole could read her mind, shes screaming "help me help me!" She gets to wrestle Kris statlander.
He spends more time changing in coridors and hiding away then what she does with the JAS shes tying to pull away, theyre whispering about her. Everyones talking about her but nobody is helping. He's in his new ring gear, dressed up for death and she walks out alone. Judas hurts their ears now, it burns their feet. She needs to do something, let me out let me go he begs. climbs to the top rope. Prays to whatever god wants him, knows them. He's done the diving headbutt before
CZW calls for them like a mother begging her home. She jumps because she has to do something, shes a good wrestler. shes good! She promises shes good! shes enough! Someone see how scared he is. Someone see how the JAS is starving them, someone see their ribs stabbing through their skin- but he looks fine. The chair knocks against his head and Jay doesnt remember anything else of that night.
Theyre ashamed of them. Shes angry with herself. They throw her out a few weeks later. Their fists and feet are so angry and theres tears of Jay's face. Hes blistered and bloodied and bruised and one of his earrings lays on the mat in the middle of her blood but theres a freedom in their bloodlosss.
Is he good enough now?
#theres a running thing with JAS!Jay#and the house of black where Malakai keeps leaving crypic hints#about how the JAS is gonna be their last poisioned meal#and Jay is just empty#cuz jays leaving promo for WWE is them going#“Ill bite the hand that feeds me!”#“ill bite the neck and the face because I am A GOD!”#and when they throw her out Jay goes to kenny and is like#“did I deserve to be starved? was scraps all I deserved?”#oc: jay orton
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woo BLOG INTROS!!
hey gamers i'm kholby! any prns but she, this is the sonic autism corner. (WRONG. shadow autism corner)
dms, asks, anything of the sort is always open! discord is toooliix if you want to yap :) PLEAASE talk to me bc im always looking for someone to yap to
carrd for those interested
tags:
khol.txt - rambling
khol.png - images/art
khol.pdf - asks
khol.rapids - non fandom things
khol.wav - obligatory queue tag
fallen void au - sonic prime au where sonic doesnt catch shadow in avoid the void. shit happens
vulgate au - satbk au where its not satbk at all and actually just the arthurania vulgate cycle (with some self indulgent changes) but sonic characters
(more tags to be added probably)
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- Sylvia Plath | Agatha's version
#aaadaily#aaasource#tvfilmsource#filmtvdaily#agatha all along#dailymarvelgifs#dailyflicks#tvedit#dailymarvelstudios#marvelgifs#marveldaily#agathario#agatha x rio#rio vidal#aubrey plaza#mygifs#the queue doesnt change anything#lol made two versions because i was too lazy#to do all the gifs as one set
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thinking about bens arc so far
starting out with a boy who wants to be a hero, but cant
he gets a powerful device that lets him be a hero, gets a few wins
realizes he can also be a hero without the device. wins some more
gets full of himself. he did it after all. hes a hero. he made it. hes awsome and legendary and doesnt need to worry about anything
gets his ass handed to him and begins to realize he still has a lot more to learn
blows off some steam and has it blow up in his face
on this losing streak he sees there is another way. he doesn't have to listen to other people. he can be a hero the way he wants to be
the guy who showed him the other way turns out to be eeeevvilllll
yet another screw up under his belt. and lets add just one more just for the hell of it. and make this one really hurt.
you feeling sorry for this kid yet? well you're about to feel even sorrier when he decides his family is better off without him. and why wouldn't they be? he keeps screwing up after all.
they come back for him. because the biggest screw up of all, is thinking your family is better off without you (queue audience tears up. but no really the episode sells it really well actually).
with the power of friendship, familial love, and even anime on his side, our fledgling hero saves the day. and just in time too, because plot is on the horizon, and its serious this time.
we are preparing, for the bbeg.
so for real tho
i did say in a previous post that ben 10 is more a compilation of other works, and the tennysons themselves arnt actually all that interesting. and i still stand by that statement, but boy did i pick a bad time to make it.
bens going through what is not only a sort of coming of age story where he learns what it truly means to be a hero, but also a disillusionment story where, he learns, what it truly means, to be, a hero. im still waiting for the point where he forgets his old lessons and has to relearn them; and maybe because this is still the first series (and early first series at that) we still haven't reached that point. this plot is fresh. its new and interesting. im at episode what? 8? 9? and the storys been pretty good so far is all im saying.
this kid thought heros were all about physically perilous situations and beating up bad guys. so when he got the power to handle that he got all excited, and then after he finally got some wins under his belt he got cocky thinking he made it as a hero. but if theres one certainty in life is itll knock you flat on your ass and no matter what kinda super powers youve got youre only really as untouchable as your support network. something which a lot of people - including ben - don't realize before its too late. and when they do realize it, when ben realizes it, it scares him. it pushes him to radical action, and to a change in mindset and not always a good change either. he starts to think being a hero isn't really fun at all. then he realizes that even if it isnt fun, its still something that needs to be done regardless, even at great cost to himself, because hes the one who has to do it. thats a lot of growing up for a ten year old to do in a summer.
good thing hes wrong
yes heroing isn't really about fun and games. it's something you do not because you want to do it but because it needs doing. but that doesn't mean it cant be fun anyway, or that you have to go it alone. just because you sometimes have to sacrifice yourself, doesn't mean you dont also get to be selfish. and ben learns this sooner rather than later.
he would've probably learned it even sooner if max was better at explaining it though
i mean its kinda hard to blame max ben did just get them kicked out of a prepaid four star hotel before gwen even got to take a shower. a real shower. for the first time this entire summer. and i know i cant easily just dish out life lessons to youngsters whenever they need to hear them (youd think being an adult meant youre full of wisdom and experience you can whip out at a moments notice but guess that was just me being fooled by the excellent marketing and extra height)
i do gotta say i knew i would sympathize with max a lot more and understand him a lot more on this rewatch since im an adult too now and i was not wrong. imagine prepaying for a fancy and expensive hotel, and the first thing that happens when you get there is your grandkid gets you banned for life and the guard literally throws your suitcase out at you when you leave (what was with that guy anyway?) and not only that you also have to go back to talk to the staff and try to get a refund. i think i might just prefer to crawl under a bed and never come out.
actually, imagine all the show from maxs perspective, because i keep thinking if i was in his shoes what would be the most respectful and realistic way to handle the situation. i feel this man.
but yea he couldve explained it better to ben why using the omnitrix to play a forbidden arcade machine was wrong. he really did say why. its not the fact that ben used the omnitrix selfishly but really how he used it. the manner of selfishness. ben uses the omnitrix to mess with gwen all the time and while thats not the nicest of him its fine if he doesn't go overboard. but when you do something thats likely to have negative consequences on the people around you, thats a problem. and if max had explained that the whole thing with kevin could've probably been avoided honestly.
speaking of kevin
i feel like they really butchered this character.
kevin has a lot of potential. honestly, i think a lot of you would love him (at least if his evilness was a but better directed). hes a homeless kid who, at least the way he sees it, isnt with his parents cuz they didnt want a freak. he does whatever he wants using his awsome powers to get what he needs and wants and fight the people who make his life harder. a real disenfranchised underdog and hes punk to boot. shame hes a heartless murderer.
theres like no reason for it either. its just like. revealed. halfway through the episode. like apparently this kid is just cool with murder. and i dont mean murdering cops or bullies i mean just anybody really. so long as he gets something out of it. they shouldve made him more morally grey. or morally orange. or at least made it so he only started getting crazy after he absorbed energy from aliens or something.
do you ever get the feeling ben 10 is a conservative show? sorry that was a strange thing to ask. they do get a bit better at female characters though. gwen gets to be less of an archetype but mostly just because she gets roped into being a hero in her own right and because shes busy caring about ben. it is an improvement.
we also get more significant female side characters and a female villain who is actually really good. but that episode leaves a sour taste in my mouth because...shes only powerful after fusing with vilgaxes robot, which we already know has all the resilience of wet tissue paper. and yet shes somehow super powerful and unstoppable. just a bit of a nitpick i have. thats driving me mad
it does do a good job of setting up vilgax as a threat though. up to this point vilgax didn't really do anything. he was just there for setup, both plot wise and for jokes. like saying the wielder of the omnitrix must be so strong and cunning and ruthless, cutting to ben who is so...not. (or at least doesn't appear to be). but this episode finally manages to communicate vilgax is an actual threat. punctuating that by having max be scared of him at the very end. that was a nice touch.
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(Long post. I'm very lovey dovey atm, and this blog has made me feel more welcomed into the community than ever. Sorry 4 yappin)(sorta sad part but this all positive!! Just love for 👁 <3)
I don't think you guys understand how much in love I am with my hubby. Truly. I love him so so dearly, and i just wanna give him all the love a guy could give , and i really wouldn't wanna be married to anyone else but him. Sure, he's a crazy guy and all that jazz. He has his issues & traumas and everything, but truly who doesnt yk?, I wouldn't wanna change 👁 for the world(minus take away all his sadness). I don't think anyone will understand our bond or love. (And I don't expect anyone too, and I'm okay with that)
Truly 👁's made me the happiest man in the whole world. I love my attic dweller hubby. He's witnessed so much that he deserves all the love I can give, and I plan on giving him every ounce of love I can give. He's made me so happy the fast few years. 👁 has never made me feel bad about anything I go/have gone through, never once made me feel bad for existing as who I am, and most of all he actually sorta makes me feel like I'm worth something yk? He makes me feel loved and cherished♡
👁's never experienced the love he really deserves..but that's why I'm here. To give him all the love I can offer..just like he's given me all these years. He makes me so happy but doesnt realize it. I feel so insane sometimes but aren't we all just crazy? I'm crazy but I'm happy and that's what matters. I'm crazy and in love heh<3
I often feel his love go through me sometimes. Especially when I'm at a low point. Ik he's not real and all...but I feel his love in a way. It makes my days happier and my mood brighter. :) (ik this is abit ooc for those who know my hubby and all..but do understand my point of view)
I can't believe in just 2 months it'll be 4 years since we've been married. I was dating him forever but then I popped the question one day and here we are. We're like an old married couple sometimes and I love that and wouldn't want it any other way. I love you, 👁 and I look forward to spending more Years to come with you. Thanks for making me the happiest man in the whole world♡
Tldr: I love my fictional hubby and I'm very happy. I hope he knows how much I love him♡
-👁☎️🐈
sorry queues been a tad slow I haven't been feeling good hmnbghnm aung
#f/o#f/o community#fictional other#self ship#self shipper#self shipping#selfship#selfship affirmations#selfship community#selfshipper#👁️☎️🐈
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I have a request for a Toby x reader who was friends with him before everything happened and moved before the murder stuff and they ran into each other again (romantic? Sure)
Reuniting w/ Ticci Toby
I know this is going to be in the queue for a while so things are very likely to be different by the time this goes up but i swear if i have metal splinters in my fingers again like last year im going to be so mad because theyre so deeply imbedded, if they are splinters. hoping its like last year and they just bind into my hand and the infection heals notes: reader is GN CWs: canon typical violence
you were his only friend asides from his sister, you were the only one who didnt pick on him for things that were out of his control and the two of you would find yourselves hanging out a lot
you were devastated when you found out what happened in his neighborhood- the fire, the murders... you didnt want to believe that it was him who did it
i dont think he would approach you for a few months, between being busy with his new obligations to slenderman as well as wanting the talk of everything around that night to die down...
it may even take a year or two depending on how active the discussion remains
he doesnt know how to approach you so he simply
throws pebbles at your window in the night like he used to do
cue him accidentally doinking you in the face with one of the pebbles
its so so awkward at first because so much has changed since the two of you last talked and he cant really tell you everything; would you even believe him if he told you about the 10 foot tall forest monster that basically took him in to work under it?
he doubts it
slowly things fit back into place but it takes a lot of time and trust
a lot of it is built through the two of you hanging out inside your home away from prying eyes and just doing what you both used to do together
movies, games, just talking
you almost feel like nothing ever changed
hes not very subtle about hiding his crush on you, even if its not anything new youre going to catch on quick
a night in the woods turns into an unofficial first date with the two of you shooting some jokes at each other that slowly become more flirty as the conversation progresses
nothing happens, no kisses no cuddling nothing like that but theres something different about your relationship now
#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#creepypasta imagine#crp x reader#crp x you#crp imagine#ticci toby x reader#ticci toby x you#ticci toby imagine#canon x reader#canon x you#x reader
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hey this is really long and i hope it doesnt come off as creepy but i just wanted to say i really love ur blog (and all ur gifsets!)and it means so much to me🥹im really sick rn and even though ur stuff is all or mostly queue,ill still just find myself seeing a single post from u,smile and cant help but spend hours scrolling, its really helping pass time as i cant study and making my day better,i only recently refound bh6 since it came out around when i turned 8 but its definitely my biggest special interest and ur one of the few blogs that i can say has endlessss and unique content of it be it reblogs or ur own stuff,and by no means am i trying to rebring anything up but i just wanna also say im so proud of and look up to you so much i hope ur doing alright and in a better place,even beside bh6 stuff we have had so many similar experiences and u sharing it just really helps to not feel so alone like bh6 took me out of a lifelong depression among other stuff and made me change my whole life around but its really especially thanks to people like you in/that were in the fandom..i cant really get my words straight but what i mean is thank you..so much..and for just existing!like its silly but ur seriously my favorite blog and u have no idea how much just u keeping this up(and for so long!)has helped me and probably a lot of other people
For starters, I wanna say it's amazing you sent this ask and thank you so much for the sweet words! Even if on anon, I know it can be hard to be open and funerable like this.
It's one of the reasons I try to keep this blog active, even if mostly on queue, because I know how important this movie can be to people, including me, but it's becoming more forgotten by the day (the actual movie, not just Baymax).
I both genuinely wanna share BH6 content and also like the idea of this blog being some sort of archive. I just hope to go back someday and tag my reblogs, so it's properly organized.
I definitely miss giffing BH6 and hope to return to it someday when I have less other stuff going on.
Anyway, I hope you're doing well, Anon!
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I'm late as hell, but generic pinned post, I guess? I haven't touched Tumblr in years before making this account. So, I don't really know what I'm doing anymore, but! Hi! My name's Berry, and I'm going to be exclusively posting about Smosh here! (May be subject to change, but probably not.)
Basic info:
-I'm 25 years old. I don't plan on posting anything explicitly NSFW, but I'm still gonna say this account is vaguely 18+ because. Well I cannot shut my mouth.
-Vaguely transfem (it's complicated?) and queer, but don't care to label myself beyond that. I don't love exclusively masculine terms being used on me (aside from more casual words like bro or dude, which are fine) but otherwise don't really mind!
-I'm a pretty new Smosh fan! I watched them when they first started, but I was, like, 5 years old so don't really remember much, and grew out of them pretty quick. I finally decided to give them another chance back in November after seeing one too many Angela clips, and it immediately became a special interest. (I'm also autistic. Fork found in kitchen.)
-My favorite cast members are Arasha and Spencer. It will show. I am sorry but also not really because I love them dearly. But I love the majority of the cast alot too!
-There will be RPF here! Stay on your toes! (But for real, if that bothers you feel free to block me/any related tags! And, generic disclaimer that I'm only interested in the fiction, and do NOT intend to push it any further than that.)
Tagging system:
#the text tag that doesnt exist yet but i will come up with a name for later.txt : The tag for any of my rambling posts! There's not much yet cause I'm still getting over my shyness, but I will talk more soon... promise...
#am i more than queue bargained for : My scheduled posts! For now it's just 2 posts a day, and where almost all of the fanart I reblog will go!
All cast members are tagged with just their first names! (i.e. #arasha , #spencer , #tommy , etc.) Guests will be tagged with their full name and/or username ( #george primavera , #macdoesit, etc.)
If a post includes a smosh character, and not the cast member breaking, I typically only tag the character. I may change this later though tbh, I'm not sure.
I only tag ships if the post is actually implying a romantic relationship, I don't tag for platonic duos.
I tag clips/gifs based on what channel they come from. Bigger series (Spud Hut, Bit City, etc) will also have their own dedicated tags.
I think that's it! I'll come back and add more to this as needed. But it's nice to meet you!!
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i think scheduled posts exist seperate from the queue, but i dont remember if they show up in the queue log in the meantime. even if your queue only posts at 11am you could still schedule a single post to be posted whenever you want. otherwise someone accessed your account to forcibly bring us back to the 2010s idk
yeah i tested it and you are correct that it exists on its own timeline but it does in fact get held in the queue so like. wtf.
on top of the fact that my list of sessions on tumlr doesnt show anything out of the ordinary, occams razor dictates you are probably correct but i swear to god i have never seen that post in my queue. but also thats some shit i probably would have posted in like 2012 in response to an oomfie doing something probably.
and i guess worst case scenario, i was overdue to change my password anyways lmao
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