Only Ours (Geralt of Rivia x Reader) [Request]
Geralt x fem!reader. Old friends find each other again after many years apart. Used to be lovers or almost lovers (up to you) that parted ways due to circumstances out of their control. They still care for each other a great deal and reminisce about their past together and what could've been. Can end up together or not. Not looking for angst per se, more just wistful, bittersweet tone. Thank you!—Requested by anon
Warnings: none
Gif Source: lamberts
In all the taverns in all the world, you walked into the one Geralt had been forced to take refuge in to give Roach a rest and to escape the rain. He noticed you first—not because he saw you, but because your familiar scent constricted his chest and made his nostrils flare. Glancing up from under his damp hood, he tracked your movements across the tavern as you went up to the barkeep and slapped coins onto the bar, calling out an order of thighs and a flagon of ale.
The barkeep happily obliged.
Balancing your plate in one hand and clutching your flagon in the other, you surveyed the dearth of available tables.
Geralt tensed as your attention moved closer and closer to him. The pain in his chest tightened, made it hard to breathe. He desperately wanted you to notice him, while at the same time he wanted to hide.
He remained frozen.
Your gaze passed over him, then shifted back, recognition dawning instantly. A faint, tentative smile pulled on your lips as you slowly made your way over.
You looked better than he remembered. He didn’t understand how—you were no sorceress—but the fact remained you did. He pushed off the hood as you reached the table and set down your dishes, your eyes never leaving his.
“Geralt,” you murmured, surprise and hesitation in your mellifluous voice.
He murmured your name back, the sound of it sacred on his lips. He hadn’t spoken it since you last parted years before.
“It’s wonderful to see you,” you continued, your voice still soft, as though afraid to spook him like a deer. “How long has it been?”
“Eight years, give or take.” The rasp of his words sounded worse than usual, perhaps worse.
“Closer to nine, I think.”
And Geralt knew you had been counting, just like he had.
Staring down into his tankard, he watched the foam shift as the liquid sloshed underneath it. The din of the tavern faded to the background, all his attention arrested by your presence. The smell of you, the close proximity, made his head spin.
“You look good,” you said.
He chuffed a laugh. “For a right bastard.”
Chuckling, you bit into the chicken thigh, chewed as you scrutinized his face. He wondered what you saw there, anxiety sparking beneath his skin the longer you looked. Would you see the Butcher of Blaviken, the White Wolf? Or would you only see him, as you always had before?
“I hear stories of hard times for you.”
A chill slithered down his spine. “Still a mind reader, I see.”
“Your eyes don’t lie, Witcher.”
Grunting, he shrugged and covered his expression with a long swallow of his ale.
“Well, there’re stories of hard times for me, too,” you added when he set his tankard down. The momentary flicker of a haunted look in your eyes made his fist clench tighter around the tankard. “But I’ve no interest in recounting those and ruining the evening.”
“I’m told talking helps,” he noted dryly.
“Not here.” You gestured with your chin at the other patrons in the tavern. “Prying ears and all that.”
He nodded. “What do we talk about, then?”
A sly smile pulled at your lips. “Did you ever find that griffin?”
Snorting, he shook his head. “Low-hanging fruit, mind reader.”
“What? No reunion is complete without mention of the griffin!”
“Give it a rest.”
“So I take it you did not find it.”
“No, I did.”
You waited for an elaboration. The faintest smirk touched his mouth. “You didn’t take it out, I know that. I would’ve heard, what with that bard immortalizing you and whatnot.”
He remained silent, enjoying the agitation building up in you.
“Pfft. If I had to guess, you found it and got new scars for your trouble with no head for a prize.”
The smirk faltered.
“I knew it!”
“Mind reader,” he groused, but his eyes were bright with amusement.
“See, should’ve had me by your side for that. Maybe I would have taken its head while you gave it new meat to chew on.”
“Hardly. You would be lucky to snatch a few feathers.”
Clicking your tongue in disagreement, you countered, “No way am I doing that again.”
“How disappointing. I rather enjoyed watching you prance around.”
You laughed. “I bet you did!”
Geralt offered another chuffed laugh, feeling himself filling with the warmth of your presence and the brightness of your smile. Neither had he ever forgotten, but his memory didn’t compare to the flesh-and-blood vision before him.
“I’ve missed you,” you said, reading his mind once again.
He didn’t know how to answer that, the tightness in his chest making it hard to breathe, let along speak. You nodded as though you knew his response, however, and offered him a smile that threatened to shatter him.
“I shouldn’t have let you leave.”
You glanced up from your plate, then shrugged. “We didn’t have a choice, Geralt.”
“There’s always a choice.”
“Not an acceptable one.”
“Acceptable varies by degrees.”
“I know,” you whispered, staring down at your food. Shaking your head, you looked back up at him, regret fading into a rueful smile. “But it didn’t kill us, the separation.”
“Something died.”
Silence weighed heavy in the space between you.
You sighed quietly. “Things are what they are. I’ve accepted that.”
He grunted, not trusting his words.
“Still, sometimes I think about…I never did work up the nerve, did I?”
“Your nerve was never in question.”
“I’m not blaming you. I could have taken the initiative as much as you.”
“Fine,” he conceded. “We both were too afraid.”
You nodded, the rueful smile returning. “Funny how much that fear pales in comparison to the things we’ve seen in the last few years.”
Grunting again, he lifted his tankard and met your gaze. Lifting yours, you clinked the metal cups softly, the ringing sound of their meeting subdued.
“I’m surprised the bard doesn’t know the story,” you said after swallowing a sip of the ale. “Our story, if that’s what we can call it.”
“I didn’t tell him.”
“Why not? It’s exactly the kind of thing bards would kill to sing about.”
“Because it’s ours,” Geralt growled. “Only ours.”
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Hurt So Good
Request: Reader is a healer and lives in Novigrad. When Geralt is hurt, he always visits her. I found these prompts: "Yes, I have feelings for you.”,"It could be worse. ", "I... sometimes, I guess I kinda wish you could see yourself through my eyes."
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“He’s back,” Olivier said, holding the door to your room open with one hand, a drink-filled tray balancing effortlessly in the other, “and he looks rough.”
“What?” you asked, reluctantly pulling your attention away from your work. Your last patient of the day had just left your makeshift office and you were anxious to get the blood-soaked bedding cleared before stains could settle in. Sighing, you tossed the soiled sheets back into your wash bucket and turned to face Olivier, straining to hear your friend over the sounds of the bustling Kingfisher inn behind him.
“Your witcher’s here,” he repeated, “and he’s bleeding all over the fucking place.”
“Geralt,” you breathed, brushing your hands on your skirt and rushing to stand. You kicked the wash bucket under the table and threw the last of your clean linens on the bed, cursing the way your hands shook as you tried to prepare yourself before seeing him again. “Send him in, yeah?”
Olivier wordlessly waved the witcher in before pushing himself back into the clamour of the inn.
“And he’s not my witcher!” you hissed after him, his words registered a beat too late. You’d have to remember to correct him tomorrow, or later tonight. It would depend on how long Geralt stayed this time, and though you’d never admit it, you hoped it would be the former.
You didn’t have a lot more time to fret over it though, as Geralt came ambling into your room, fresh blood dripping readily onto the floorboards.
“Holy fuck?!” you swore, eyes wide.
“Y/N –” he tried, grimacing painfully as you practically lunged at him, your hands grabbing at his free arm while the other gripped his stomach.
“That looks fresh, when did this happen? Sit down, lay down –” you cut him off, guiding him rather forcefully to the bed so you could get a better look at the wounds.
“I’m fine, really. It’s just –”
“Who did this? Did this just happen? Outside?”
“Erm, yes, n-no, I –”
“Gods, Geralt.” You cut him off again, growing impatient with him and the small smile that had been pulling crookedly at his mouth since you laid a hand on him. The impossible man had the nerve to try to get up every time your eyes left his to examen his abdomen, where more blood pooled with every move. “Will you stop trying to get up?”
“Will you let me get a word in?” he asked, the gentle lilt of his voice pulling you back to him despite your growing worry.
You let out an exasperated whine, pushing him back down on the bed before pulling away with a slight wave of a hand, gesturing for him to elaborate.
Taking a moment to re-adjust himself on the bed, Geralt cleared his throat a little before starting. “It was a rotfiend.”
You gasped, another interruption on the tip of your tongue but you bit it back when he laid a steady albeit slightly clammy hand on your arm. How much blood had he lost?
“It could be worse…”
“Than this?” you tsked, shaking your head. “Geralt please, you’re strong but not invincible.”
“It’s just a scratch, the beast barely managed a swipe as I dealt the final blow.”
“Pretty big swipe,” you muttered.
“It was big,” he admitted. “Must have been feeding in those crypts outside Velen for months before anyone noticed it.”
“Velen…?” you questioned, the fresh gleam of his wounds contradicting the days journey he’d had to have undertaken to make it to you in Novigrad. “How –”
“I took a portal,” he cut in at once, anticipating you.
“A portal,” you deadpanned, not a question but an incredulous statement. “So, you had a sorcerer with you, one clearly willing to assist you or at least pay you a favour, and rather than have them deal with this, you put yourself in a worse situation by portalling here. To me?”
Geralt only looked at you in response, his strong features betraying a softness you told yourself must have been from his weakened state. It had nothing to do with you.
Holding each other’s gaze for a few beats, you finally resigned and got to work on his wounds, starting with gently cleaning them out before tending to the sutures. As you worked, your eyes kept catching on the ragged lines of scar-tissue that covered Geralt’s abdomen. The worse among them was a thick ribbon running up his ribcage before disappearing under his shirt. You felt a familiar shame burn at the pit of your stomach as you let your fingers gently ghost over these reminders of previous wounds you’d tended to. They were easy to spot, glaring against his other, smoother scars left behind by sorcerers’ healing.
“Why?” you finally asked, your voice small, “why me?”
“I wanted to see you,” he stated plainly, craning his neck a little to get you to meet his eyes. When you refused, he reached for your hand and gave it a small squeeze. “I always want to see you.”
At this, you scoffed and shook your head.
“Do you not want to see me?” he asked, pulling his hand away from your arm.
“Of course, I do,” you breathed, but your voice was strained as you tried to focus on the task at hand.
“Then why won’t you look at me?”
“Damn it, Geralt!” You throw the blotting cloth down on the bed and push up to stand. “What do you want me to say? That I wait night and day for you to come crawling through my door beat to a pulp? That, that I love seeing you here? That I curse you when you leave and pray for your swift return? Well, I don’t, Geralt.” You were pacing now, arms waving emphatically as feelings you’d worked so hard to repress came rushing out of you. “I – fine, yes, I have feelings for you, Geralt, okay?” you finally admitted, your arms landing by your side with a slap. “Difficult, complicated feelings. You’re covered in these painful reminders of -”
“-of when I got to see you,”
“Of you being hurt and me not being able to heal you properly.”
“You heal me perfectly, Y/N. Not as quickly as a sorcerer, sure, but more thoroughly than they ever could.”
“Your scars tell another story though, don’t they?”
“Y/N…” he breathed, reaching a steady hand out for you to hold.
You looked from his hand, calloused and bruised, to his striking cat-like eyes that always knocked the breath out of you and sighed, shaking your head. “I guess I just don’t see what you see in me.”
His hand didn’t move as he spoke. “I... sometimes, I just I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. See the strong, gentle, loving person I see."
“Wow,” you laugh humourlessly, cocking your head at him, “exactly how much blood have you lost?”
His hand dropped as something akin to hurt flashed across his features momentarily, regret hitting you like cold water. Geralt threw his head back against the pillow and pinched the bridge of his nose before muttering, “I’m going to fucking kill Jaskier…”
“Now I know you’re not trying to put that line on the great bard,” you teased, trying to soften the blow to no avail. You studied his profile carefully, taking in the way the muscles of his jaw flexed tightly, how his fingers pressed punishingly into his closed eyes and sighed. You still had to apply healing serum to the stitches and then dress it and it had always been easier to talk to him if you kept busy, so you got to work before asking him the question that had been nagging you since came back to you the first time.
“If what you’re saying is true…” you faltered slightly, feeling his eyes on you the moment your hands touched him, “t-then why do you only come see me when you’re hurt?”
It took Geralt only seconds to answer you, but with your breath held and your pulse pounding in your ears, you could have sworn he’d made you wait hours.
“I thought I needed an excuse.”
“An excuse? So, you just waited until you were at deaths door before seeking me out? How – “but you stopped yourself from going down the myriad of questions – how did he know he’d have time to get to you? That’d you’d have the materials and ingredients to heal him? – when you saw the guilty look on his face and the realization hit you.
“Oh, my fucking god,” you squawked, smacking his arm lightly, “you took these hits intentionally? Knowing I could take care of them? That’s… that’s –” Sweet? Romantic? “Fucked up!” you finished, applying the dressing with far more pressure than necessary.
“I know, I know,” he wheezed, trying to tough out the pain, “Jaskier said the same thing.”
“Oh, he did, did he?” you couldn’t help it. You were laughing. This big, dumb, gruff oaf of a man, specially engineered to be cunning and strategic and with enough years on him to provide the wisdom to know better, had been letting himself get hurt to see you. He was laughing too now, the warm sound rolling over you and this time, you let it fill you with fondness.
“You’re all set to go, Geralt,” you said, dumping the linens into the bucket you’d abandoned when he came in and helped him get up off the cot, smoothing his shirt back down. “Get some rest and I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“You promise?” he asked, looking down at you with soft, open eyes, a dimple creasing into his cheek as his crooked smile pulled against his lips. You couldn’t help it, you reached up and cupped his face with a hand, gently sweeping your thumb over the spot.
“Keep yourself in one piece going forward and I promise you, my door is always open.”
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