#themes: queer

[headmate-ideas]

This blog does not normally do fictives.

However, we are considering introducing a sourcelist someday, and we happen to have a lot of inspiration surrounding Ghost BC's recent update. Consider this an example of what a template of a fictive would be like if we opened up requests for them!

Additionally, we don't know if fictive templates would always be longer than non-fictive templates or if they would always have details about how they feel about their source. We were just really inspired with this one and thought it would make sense to add extra info for a fictive.

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[Brought to you by: Mods Vyvian and Onyx!]

💀 HEADMATE TEMPLATE ♾️

✦ Name(s): Perpetua, Parzok, Pestilence ✦ Pronouns: he/him, it/its, vi/vir/virs/virself, v/vs/vself, e/em/eir/eirs/emself, ci/cir/cirs/cirself ✦ Species: alterhuman ✦ Age: 54 ✦ Role(s): DPD holder, spiritual headmate, delusion holder, identity holder, naturalist ✦ Labels: nebularomantic, veldian, kenochoric, othellic, GNC ✦ Xenos: eternity, comfort, flowers ✦ Interests/likes: black and white movies, forests, stim toys ✦ Dislikes: disruptions to its schedule ✦ Music taste: doom metal, post-punk, synthpop ✦ Aesthetic(s): voidcore, baroque aesthetic, art deco ✦ Objectum attraction(s): knives, crystals, flowers ✦ Kins: Quintessence Ghouls, roses, melanistic foxes ✦ Emoji proxy: 💀♾️ ✦ Details:

Perpetua was raised by Catholics and initially became a priest, but he left the Catholic Church in favor of the Church of Ghost, a Satanist organization. He has DPD, which has influenced his religious path; his decision to turn to Satanism was influenced by someone he was dependent on (a fellow priest who secretly and then publicly deconverted and went to the Church of Ghost). However, he now holds Satanist beliefs genuinely and practices the system's spiritual practices surrounding Satan. Perpetua also holds the system's religious/spiritual delusions, namely that there is some secret knowledge or power inside the system that will come out someday. In his timeline, he developed this delusion as a young adult and learned to cope with it, but when he became Papa Emeritus V, the delusion became worse. He may therefore have some anxiety surrounding updates to his source, while overall being source-positive. He also doesn't always know how to interact with fictives of the other Papas or Sister Imperator, but he has an affinity for Ghoul fictives. Perpetua is a nebularomantic gay man who only develops romantic attraction to people he is dependent on. He holds the system's conflicting feelings about being gay, including the fact that they feel like their attraction to the same gender is a mental illness. He was born human, but he feels disconnected from his bodily humanity, and when he met the Nameless Ghouls, he started identifying more with them. His connection with non-humanity extends to a connection to the natural world, which he spends a lot of time in.

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[oifaaa]

Someone in that poll said not to watch naruto bc it's queerbait and I hate to tell you this but naruto wasn't trying to queerbait you it's actually the number 1 example of "text is so misogynistic it becomes gay"

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The squad of all time has arrived on scene.

[beespaceprogram]

warm

part 1

Alternate last panel (with no blanket) on my Patreon i designed a sticker of these two if you're interested <3

[rustchild]

desperately craving weird surrealist arthurania. Knights with no faces wandering through the mists. Seams between Christian and pre-Christian Britain gaping like open wounds. Beafts and visions. Maybe a monk. Maybe the monk is gay

[sonicenvy]

the assholes of the current admin removed the incredible, thorough, scholarly research study that was sponsored by the NPS about LGBTQ+ life in America and American LGBTQ+ history from the NPS website. Suspecting that they would, in fact do this, I downloaded a copy of it, which you can now find (and download) here.

Fuck them for deleting this important piece of scholarly research and writing about LGBTQ+ history in America. We're here and we're queer (as in fuck you). We have ALWAYS been here and no matter what they do, they can't change that.

[frozen-planet]

part 1 of IDK where I draw DJ in the silly outfits I put them in on roblox.....

[maybenotcowboycore]

Before they took Eve out of him, Adam was something both. He was Adam but he was also Eve. “Male and female He created them.” He was both then. Even if it was only one rib of Adam that was Eve, how could Adam have ignored such a part of himself? How could all of womanhood have been stored in one man’s rib and he not notice? He had no concept that she would one day be somebody else. That womanhood was his. His originally. His at the formation of man. A grain of womanhood, inside his chest. A man seeded with a feminine side so powerful it would grow the vast diversity of women. There’s no way he didn’t notice. There’s no way he didn’t see that seed, that rib, as part of who he was. After all, he was made in God’s image then.

When God said “Let us make man in our image,” He made Adam in all his bothness. Adam’s rib was like God’s rib. Adam’s womanhood was like God’s womanhood. Adam’s rib was taken out of him. Did he miss it? Did he feel an emptiness there? Or was seeing it grown into a unique creature of glory all its own so divinely delightful he had no time to mourn his little rib. Did the first man ever miss his bothness? God never took out His own rib. That womanness is still in there. God’s bothness is intact. Where is God’s rib now?

[headmate-ideas]

< Mod Kirsil > Excellent Work once again! Thank you!

Name: Vesper , Vincent , Apollo , Orion

Age: Ageless Adult

Pronouns: He/Him , It/Its , They/Them

Gender: Masculine Agender

Xeno Vibes: Film , Eyes , Knives

Orientation: Lesboy

Species: Naga Demon

Role(s): Masculinity Holder , Film Interest Holder , BPD Holder

Aesthetic(s): Film Noir , Victorian Gothic , Dark Academia

Interests/likes: Film , Books , Art , Classical Music , Synthwave , Art Movements

Dislikes: Crowds , Unpredictability , Small Talk

Kins: Wolf , Fox , Cosmic Horror

Emojis: 🎥🎹

Details:

Vesper is quiet but intense. They tend to have a brooding quality and can be somewhat reserved, but they're also deeply loyal to those they care about. Vesper is creative and has a love of both music and visual art. He has a dry sense of humor, often using sarcasm to make his points. When he's in a good mood, he can be highly expressive and animated, but he can also be very withdrawn and distant when he's not feeling well. Vesper struggles with the systems BPD and can become overwhelmed.

@headmate-ideas

[headmate-ideas]

can i have a pack for a gaybian flagtive who's an older sibling figure and is a motivator with all add-ons?

[Brought to you by: Mods Chem and Klaus!]

🐈 HEADMATE TEMPLATE 🧸

✦ Name(s): Molly, Nicky, Alex ✦ Pronouns: he/him, they/them, she/her, it/its, meow/meows/meowself, 🧸/🧸s/🧸self, xi/xir/xirs/xirself, ve/vem/vyr/vyrs/vemself ✦ Species: cat plush anthro ✦ Age: six years older than body ✦ Role(s): older sibling figure, motivator, assidumate, protector, jester, replacer, delight ✦ Labels: gaybian, ambonec, baph, proxangi, androgynous, egogender, autonine ✦ Xenos: duality, silliness, candy ✦ Likes: comedy, toy collecting, marine mammals ✦ Dislikes: jumpscares ✦ Music taste: hyperpop, classic rock, ska ✦ Aesthetic(s): petcore, clowncore, neoncore ✦ Objectum attraction(s): plushes, video game consoles ✦ Kins: dolphins, unicorns, outer space ✦ Color palette: magenta, medium pink, navy blue, light blue, white ✦ Personality traits: energetic, positive, friendly ✦ Interests: history, science ✦ Hobbies: gender coining, photography ✦ Preferences: silly over serious, bright colors over dull colors ✦ Heart emoji: 💙, 💗, 🤍 ✦ Emoji proxy: 🐈🧸 ✦ Details:

Molly is a magenta and blue cat plush anthro who sees much of the rest of the system as his younger siblings. She is friendly and kind, and she helps motivate the system to do things they need to do. When headmates in the system are tired of fronting, she can join front to replace them.

✦ Role performance:

As an older sibling to the system, Molly spends time doing fun things with their siblings, teaching them her wisdom, and sometimes keeping them out of front for situations she doesn't think they should be in. She also has a better sense of motivation than other headmates often do; she doesn't have trouble initiating tasks, and while she prefers encouraging other headmates to do things for themselves, he's happy to step in and do the tasks himself.

✦ Personality:

Molly is energetic and positive, albeit not overly loud. She never takes herself too seriously, and she has trouble understanding people who don't think the same way. He has a good sense of humor and frequently uses it to cheer up the system.

✦ Identity:

Molly presents as androgynous and considers their gender adjacent to both male and female, but not quite either. They use neutral terms like "sibling" or "partner". Nevertheless, they consider their attraction to men to be gay and their attraction to women to be lesbian, so he considers himself a gaybian. They also identify as having an additional gender that is so particular to himself that he can only describe it as "my gender is me".

✦ Interests and hobbies:

Molly likes learning about history and the sciences. His favorite things from history to learn about are Renaissance Italy and Han Dynasty China, and her favorite sciences are botany and astrophysics. She also likes coining genders and making pride flags, or edits featuring pride flags.

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[zan0tix]

My fav agents of the transsexual empire 🫶😁🏳️‍⚧️

I think personally we should draw them as adults getting to fully indulge in their teen fashion aspirations. (see second image) Callies outfit was inspired by paint splotches and embroidery as if she made her outfit herself :) A true artist!

Third is my updated readings. I say "readings" because i believe theres textual evidence for these and its how i interpreted them from my read throughs. (Only jake has the autism symbol because hes the most explicitly disabled coded in text but all of them to me are neurodivergent)

The gender labels are used loosely bc i think each of them has an incredibly unique journey/relationship with their gender that cant be encapsulated in a small set of words, and i do not think any of them would actually fully use labels either.

I am just using these to simplify down my thoughts into something easily digestible LOL MY THOUGHTS ON THEM AND THEIR PARALLELS + MIRRORS + INVERSIONS ARE SUPER COMPLEX i think about them Genuinely Literally Every Day of my Life. theyd have to be saved for a different time </3 but ya alpha kids trans 4EVER howd hussie cram THIS AMOUNT of queerness into these guys.. will never know

[gothic-cowboy38]

No scarier sport than reading a queer book while your father is across the store 😭

I am legit terrified rn

HOWEVER

Juno Dawson made some really good points and you should check out her books!

I did take a photo of the resources for Queer and Trans resources but that was only because I wanted them for future reference, I also doubt she’d mind and would probably understand, as a trans woman herself

These are the books I was talking abt btw

Very solid books

They also have stuff for parents so if you’re a parent of a queer or trans kid, please get these so you can inform your kid better and also understand them better so you can help

[headmate-ideas]

< Mod Klaus > Oh, this is perfect! The detail about being a cherry kin alien fits in perfect with one of our sidesystems (the hosts are aliens and it's called "Cherry Dreams"), and kae sounds like kae would be friends with many of our other aliens!

Also, the detail about xt liking Christmas but having it not be about the holiday itself is FASCINATING because it fits in perfectly with some stuff for my system! (Some of our stuff surrounding culture and things we were raised with and whatnot.) That and other things will give me lots of good details to add for the private version of this template.

Howdy! We'd like to request a headmate whose role is like that of a pet regression caregiver but not exactly for pet regressors but rather for therians who have really strong animal shifts (they turn into the animal in headspace) where we think it's a good idea for them to be accompanied by someone more "humany". We would like the headmate to have other roles too.

They can be human, or a humanoid non-human like an angel, demon, alien, etc. We would also like if they had some kind of kintype/motif that isn't an animal but is from nature (e.g. a plant, a gemstone, a fungus, etc.) Also a 30+ year old adult who is queer in some way please! (Especially a "contradictory" identity.)

We would like them to be a principality - minus faceclaims, plus likes, aesthetic, and music.

Oh, and if emojis help: 🌲🌊🍄🥑🧸☀️🧭☕

Thank you!

~ @headmate-ideas

Here you go ! So so sorry this took so long , wi had a lot of stuff to get through irl . Wi hope this is to your liking ! --Mod Ferelith (div/shi/it)

Principality —   Names : Linen . Noire . Cirrus . Steph / Stephanie / Stephano   Pronouns : thy/thym/thymself . kae/kaer/kaeself . they/them/themself . xt/xts/xtself : any pronouns   Roles : Caretaker(link)   Signoffs : -🌊🍄 . -🌲🍄 . -🌊🌲 . -🌊☕ . -🧭☕

  Genders : Agenderflux . Genderqueer . Orientations : Sapphillean . Acehaze   Species : Humanoid alien + cherrykin (mostly the berries , but also the rest of the tree)   Source : Brainmade / BAHtive   Terms : Neutral . Nonhuman : Any   Age : 32 years old   Aging : Does not age   Height : 5'4" / 162.56 cm   Speech : Speaks in the body's accent , but with a faint lisp . Has trouble differentiating B and D sounds at times , may mix them up .   Source Connection : N/A   Personality : Linen is a very warm , friendly being , and always greets people with a smile . Thy enjoy caring for animals , including pet regressors and therians . Kae also quite enjoys cooking , though they struggle a bit with baking . If xt is too tired to cook - not a common phenomenon - thy will simply fix up a bowl of fruits and the occasional treat for whoever kae're caring for ! Also , they quite like Christmas (even if the body does not celebrate) , for the foods most often associated with it , the silly sweaters , and the music rather than the holiday itself . Likes : Sitting on the porch and watching the sun rise/set with a mug of coffee . Giving physical affection to those close to kaer . Decorating christmas cookies or gingerbread houses Aesthetic : Music : "Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!" by Dean Martin . "Valentine" by Laufey . "Fly-day Chinatown" by Yasuha

[jesse-pinko]

It’s literally not my fault that the themes of Breaking Bad become that much stronger if you read Walter as a closeted gay man… like where to even start okay it’s 2008 and this guy is so, so insecure in his masculinity and so, so resentful of his picket fence family life. He’s done what he was “supposed” to do by societal standards and he still doesn’t feel like enough of a man compared to his brodude brother-in-law specifically. He can’t escape the feeling that something is missing, that it’s all a charade, and he finds it hard to believe the rest of the people in his life really are content with this lifestyle. Nobody seems to understand, and he hates them all for not seeing how unhappy he is. He gets his cancer diagnosis and is suddenly acutely aware that he feels burdened and unfulfilled by the life he’s built for himself, and that time is running out to change things.

It’s when he sees Jesse Pinkman fall half naked out of a window that everything changes. He’s pretty, and young, and floundering without guidance or a support system. He desperately craves human connection and lacks the self-esteem to take his life in any particular direction without someone instructing him. He’s grieving his aunt, the only person he had looking out for him, who died of cancer. He already views Walter as an authority figure. He’s alone.

And with Jesse around, Walter doesn’t have to come to terms with anything about himself that might challenge his masculinity, because it isn’t an equal relationship. Because he’s still “the man” in this dynamic, the one with the power, the one calling the shots, the dominant one, the firm hand. Moreso than in his relationship with Skyler, who refuses to be bullied into the role he would assign her, that of the submissive, subservient little wife who looks to him for guidance and permission. As a criminal, Walt can express care for another man in the only way that traditional masculinity would deem acceptable; through violence. His love language is violence. Violence toward Jesse and violence on Jesse’s behalf. He runs over two men with a car for Jesse. He kills Jane and Mike, a romantic and paternal threat respectively, because they were going to take Jesse away from him. He tries on occasion to verbalize their relationship into something more traditionally familial, as if saying it might make it true, but it never quite fits the mold exactly. He reasserts, over and over again in what he later admits is a lie, that he is doing this for his family, that everything he does is an extension of his masculine role rather than deviant from it. He would kill and die for Jesse, he does kill and die for Jesse. In fact, in a story of self-actualization that still has Walt cling to his delusions of grandeur up until the very end (almost as though becoming Heisenberg wasn’t actually self-actualization so much as an escapist fantasy) his arc concludes with him actually self-actualizing by committing one last act of violence on Jesse’s behalf. In Ozymandias, he tells Jesse about Jane as a way of playing into Jesse’s worst fear that Walter never cared about him, that everything they did to and for each other meant nothing. Walter’s last act on Earth is a refutation of that; it’s an admission of care. His last act of self-actualization was a confession of love for another man.

[mimimar]

i've been completely charmed by witch hat atelier♡

(art prints)

[howlingtothevoid]

Begging God to fix you!

(And other tales about religious trauma)