#then i watched mike pov and im like no they love each other

[rosstrytobe]

Watching Byler edits x Conan Gray songs because I'm in my Byler depression...

[stevie-petey]

hiya m! hope all is well and ur doing good with school stuff. do u maube want to do something from nancy's pov? specifically about maybe her feelings on r and johnathan's closeness and how she feels a little like she's intruding/unsure if she's stepping on toes, or maybe even how close r and steve are (though i don't think she suspects or makes anything of it at this point but i'm not sure). just something about her thoughts on r and her closeness with one of the boys would be so very delicious <3

hi my dear !! im doin well and have no pressing assignments today so <3 we rock n roll. ur blurb is fantastic and i hope i did justice to nancys character shes an intimidating person to write tbh

enjoy !

“how long until they finally get together?” barb asks nancy, the two of them watching as you and jonathan walk towards your locker.

“jonathan and y/n?” nancy closes her locker. “i dont know, havent really paid attention to them.”

barb pokes her with the tip of her pen. “liar, arent they always hanging out with your brother?”

“mikes life is none of my business.”

“fair, but c’mon. you seriously cant be telling me that you dont think jonathan and y/n will get together soon.”

nancy doesnt say anything, hoping that if she doesnt respond then barb will drop the subject, but she knows she has a point. nancy had been lying before, she does pay attention to you two.

not in a creepy or judgmental way, but of course shes paid attention to you and jonathan. how could she not? the two of you were like this inseparable pair of endearing grandparents. always bickering and yet always holding each others hands through it all.

nancy thinks its sweet, in a way. to have someone care about a person so much and with such devotion. to be taken care of. it was obvious, even to nancy, that the two of you really loved each other.

its also why she kept her distance from you two, though. nancy felt like there was never any room in your little planet together, but she didnt mind. she had barb, steve harrington winked at her last week; she was doing fine.

but when nancy began hanging around you and jonathan because barb went missing, she started to fear that there really was no room for her on the planet you guys inhabited. she always felt three steps behind in the conversations with you and jonathan. the two of you had long perfected an unspoken language and nancy was helpless in deciphering it.

but she had to push down the uncertainty to find barb. thats all nancy cared about, even if sometimes jonathan looked at her like she was someone other than perfect nancy wheeler. like he was interested in her intelligence rather than her beauty.

it was nice. really nice.

no one had ever taken her seriously before.

but then nancy would see you in the background, hovering over jonathans shoulder as you always have done, and she’d feel like shit afterwards.

nancy knows you love jonathan, and the way he looks at you when you arent looking at him, she cant deny that he loves you, too.

what she cant figure out, however, is the capacity of love between you and him. despite days of being around you two, seeing all your interactions and small gestures and nicknames and adoration between you, nancy cant figure out if its romantic or something else.

and after watching you and jonathan for a few days, nancy concludes that you guys dont seem to know whats between you either. theres a thin line that hangs over you and jonathan. a thread of almost thats so precariously thin.

and nancy doesnt want to be the one that severs it.

so when she gets paired with you in the shed that night at the school to find will and barb, nancy takes her only opportunity to reassure you that shes not a threat. nancy isnt an idiot, shes seen the way you look at her after jonathan has done something kind towards her.

“i dont want to intrude.” nancy tells you, with all the sincerity and truth she can offer. she really, truly doesnt want to step over the line with jonathan. she understands that hes yours and youre his in a way that she may not ever fully know. but she still respects it.

nancy wants to be your friend.

but she also wants jonathans understanding of her, too.

its a dangerous and blurry and confusing thing.

and sometimes nancy is terrified she’ll fuck it up, hurt everyone in the process, but shes also been perfect her entire life.

nancy wheeler understands that selfishness is not inherently wrong, but every time shes selfish, the people she loves the most get hurt.

thats one thing barb taught her.

nancy refuses to hurt anyone else, especially someone as selfless as you, as genuine as jonathan, and as sincere as steve.

none of you deserve it, so nancy bites her tongue and goes to parties and makes sure to always leave a few inches of space between her and jonathan.

anything to keep everyone afloat.

[lvmity]

byler tag these days simulator

🫂 bylerairporthug Follow

Hey guys .am i the only one who doesn't know whats the Waterfalls and village? Can someone let me in on the joke?

#byler #byler endgame #waterfallgate

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💀 iknowwhatyouarevecna Follow

The way they look at each other in this scene.... please be fr they're so in love like. suffer brothers i will come for you if you don't make Byler canon . im storming into the Netflix studios idc

#byler #st5 #byler is endgame #byler is real

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👨🏻‍🦲baldmikhailfanaccount Follow

POV its 2025, you're sitting on your couch ready to watch st5 . FINALLY. you press play on netflix. the opening scene . youve eaited years for this moment. tbe camera shows one waterfall. then another. then another one to complete the three. someone's voiceover comes on. it sounds weirdly like finn's voice, but there's something off about it... he comes on screen. it is mikhail. and he is bald. he tells the main characters to not worry, they've found the local village and will be safe from the ud here. you wake up screaming

#byler #mikhailgate #mikhail

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🎨 what-did-you-think-really Follow

let's not forget what happened with that other actor. please stop speculating on someone's sexuality, it is none of our business and he would have said something.

#byler #<- target audience

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✉️ lettergate-writing Follow

hii I was thinking and im working on this new au, it would be if mike wasn't that oblivious in ST4 and there was only one bed. anyways lmk what you think im also thinking maybe lettergate? wr all know it's real tbh

#byler #byler fic #also new chapter of my rewrite of freezer scene is up if u. are interested in that then also check out my other works #letterwrites

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🎉 partyrockismikewheely Follow

Uhhh i was away for literally two weeks what is a waterfall?? Village?? and did we get episode titles

#byler #target audience

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🐢 bylering4ever Follow

honestly soooo so tired of bi mike vs gay mike discourse. in the end he wants to kiss will byers. who cares

#byler #"it doesnt make sense narratively for him to be x or y" UHHH have you heard of having fun with hcs. #is this your first fandom.

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🎂 birthdaygate1407 Follow

always thinking about how mike and will are each other's first true loves and they're probably married nowadays, making comics together being successful. i mean, they're old now. and they are still together. man.

#byler #sometiems it hits me. they're so meant to be #endgame byler

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💇🏻‍♂️ blue-n-yellow-meet Follow

Ok here's some more tweets from that account. Honestly take all of this with a grain of salt as we can't know who's behind this, they say they're working on the set. Possible spoilers.

Read more

#st5 speculation #st5 #anti milkvan #byler #<- Target audience. #stranger things 5

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💛hearteyes-cgi-truther Follow

HEJQJAHEJJWHSSJ OMG . wraaagehehdgeh

#byler #the way im insane abt them #might even say #crazy #like. they need to kiss. on the mouth #boyfriends

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[swashbuckling-chicken]

1-30 /j

fuck you asshole im doing all of them

1. Upside Down byler or Vecnaed byler. this is fucking difficult i love them both. going with vecna because ive been a mike gets vecnaed truther since vol1

2. ‘Crazy together’ or ‘Friends. Best friends.’

3. Season 3 rain fight or season 4 Rink O Mania fight

4. Murrayed byler or high byler. ive never really wanted byler to get murrayed its just never been my thing

5. Boys Don’t Cry or Smalltown Boy

6. Soft confession or angsty rain confession.

7. Will with a gun or Will with powers

8. Mike getting Vecnaed or Will getting Vecnaed. i need this for my sanity

9. Will finding out about the quarry or Mike finding out about the painting. i would love will to find out but i think the painting much more necessary in leading them to get together

10. Hopper finding out about byler or the party finding out about byler. i need lucas to say 'i told you so' to dustin

11. Byclair or Madwheeler besties

12. Van scene or bedroom scene

13. Hellfire Mike or Hellfire Will. thats his most slay era yet

14. Eddie and Will interacting or Robin and Will interacting. rip eddie

15. Protective Mike or protective Will

16. Angsty byler moments or fluffy byler moments

17. Mike calling Will only for the line to always be busy or Will watching as El received tons of letters from Mike

18. Elmike or Willel

19. DnD byler or apocalypse byler. im still waiting for the "lets start a new party you and me" line

20. Mike POV or Will POV. still looking for evidence his head isnt full of rocks

21. Michael or Mikhail?

22. Do Mike and Will deserve each other or does Will deserve better

23. Lumax parallels or Jancy parallels

24. Madcleric or Wheelclair. "girls just like... talking in bathrooms and stuff" "theyre conspiring against me"

25. Fanart or fanfics. im not really a fanfic person sorry

26. Mike “Hawkins isn’t the same without you” Wheeler or Will “You make me feel like I’m not a mistake” Byers

27. Mike’s haircut or Will’s haircut

28. Byler shitposts or byler analyses

29. Mike has a secret letter for Will in his pocket or Mike has a stack of letters for Will in his closet. i dont really care but mike has a letter for will ill die on this hill

30. Byler vulnerability or byler physical codependency

[legit9thlunaticwarrior]

y’all know what is abt to happen. possibly one of the most self indulgent things ive written so far. also, my momma watched this whole match and following events and this woman is so tired of me but we love her. i feel like at this point with the chronicles, just expect daddy and obvi the cuffs but im putting it so no one can say i didnt warn them

|remember to leave feedback and i love all you heathens|

‘Big Bad Wolf’ 18+ Wardlow (Michael) x fem!reader

^he told her not to get involved but he also knew he had a more than stubborn and bratty girlfriend^

- CW: restraints (handcuffs), honorifics (daddy), choking, spanking, spitting, degrading/name-calling, slapping, dom/sub dynamic, edging, whatever the word for crying kink (theres a word, im just dumb), i think i allude to a subspace or form of littlespace - *EVERYTHING IS CONSENSUAL* - ‘big bad wolf’ by in this moment had a hand in the inspo, you should give it a listen - ‘donna plays with kayfabe’ the shequel and i love jade cargill - shawn spears (ronnie), red velvet (stephanie) - the initial concept for this i had posted has been changed for obvious reasons. i’ll circle back to that idea in the future

3rd Person POV:

Y/N hated what Max was doing to Michael. She had offered to put Max in his place because she had done it before. He told her to stay out of it because he didn’t want her career to be put in jeopardy. Y/N was on her way to a championship title match and he couldn’t let her risk that because of him or Max’s antics. She stayed in the back and watched the match with Jade. Her anger boiled over watching Max rattle off his demands for their ‘contract signing’; like he did with Cody. Y/N saw and open opportunity to get at Max and took off. “Y/N, where are you going?!” Jade shouted after her, “Put that rat in his place.” “At least take a chair babe!” Y/N grabbed a folding chair and went off again. Jade couldn’t help but smile at her friend going to protect her boyfriend.

After all the other jobbers went out, she snuck out behind them. She smacked Ronnie in the back with the chair. Even in a dress, ‘The Vixen’ was always ready to fight. She tapped Max’s shoulder and he turned around to see a very angry Y/N. “How cute, came out here to save him? Pathetic.” he mocked her. Over his shoulder, she could see Michael giving her that look. She let her emotions take over and tackled Max and delivered hit after hit. He had tried to flip her over to return the punches, but she was one step ahead and put him in an armbar. Him screaming in pain was only part of the revenge. She would have done more until she felt Michael pulling her off him. “Y/N, that’s enough!” he growled in a volume only she could hear. “Put your bitch on a leash, pig.” Max spat, resulting in her breaking free of Michael’s grasp and attacking Max again. This time, The Baddie Section came to get her. “Y/N, come on. He’s not worth it; as much as he deserves it.” Jade said. Kiera glared at Max and Ronnie as Jade and Stephanie brought her back to the locker room to calm down.  She stayed with them until there was a knock at the door. Jade went to see who it was, “Hey Mike. She’s calmer now.” she looked over to see Michael, she knew he wasn’t happy with her and would be in for it at the hotel. Y/N rushed to the door and latched onto him, “I’m sorry.” was mumbled into his chest. He thanked the girls for looking out for her and left the arena entirely. The car ride back to the hotel was silent. From that alone she knew she was waking up sore tomorrow.

As soon as the door to the room shut, one hand was around her throat and the other was pulling at her dress. “You disobeyed me. How does 20 spanks for each time you hit him sound?” she whimpered, “But~” “No slut. I told you everything was under control but you just had to go and be a brat. Strip.” Y/N couldn’t fight the pool forming in her panties; his voice, his words, his dominance, and his hands on her body didn’t help either. He sat on the edge of the bed still in his suit, watching her undress then motioned for her to come over. Laying her across his lap, his hand ran down her spine to her ass; there was no telling when he was going to strike. His hand left her skin and a second later, it came colliding back down in a spank “Count whore. And thank me.” She only whimpered at his harshness, “One, thank you Daddy.” “See, now you’re a good girl.” He landed another smack and it continued until they reached 20 and there were tears in her eyes. There was also a forming wet spot on his pant leg, “Such a dirty little thing. Getting off on a spanking?” he pulled Y/N back to her feet “On your knees.” She rushed to the floor and waited for his next move. Instead of making her suck him off, he got up and walked to his bag. Her mind was swarmed with the possibilities of what he was going to do that she didn’t process the click of handcuffs around her wrists. He circled around her and towered over her kneeling form. When he came into her sight, he had taken his suit jacket and shirt off, now undoing his dress pants. He sat back down on the bed - grabbing her chin, “Open. Tongue out.” she did as she was told and was met with his spit in her mouth and a slap to her cheek. Michael had her trained well and she didn’t have to be instructed to swallow, the image making him groan - he repeated the action. “Please Daddy?” “What do you want, slut?” He knew what she wanted. “Please can I taste you?” He freed his cock from his briefs and gave her what she wanted. He nodded for her to do it and she wrapped her lips around his tip and went to work. He adored seeing her on her knees for him. Taking him inch by inch in her pretty little throat. The tears screaming down her cheeks was a sight he loved. His hand found its way to tangle in her hair, making her take him deeper “Such a good little cock slut”; she knew what to do if it was too much. Despite the degrading words and actions, her well-being was his priority. 

When he decided it was enough, he pulled her away by her hair and tossed her onto the bed. Now on her back, she felt his hands rub up her thighs to her dripping cunt that was aching for some form of contact. He ran his tongue up her slit and she jolted at the feeling. “I think you wanted to be punished so you pulled that little stunt. Is that it? You wanted me to fuck you dumb so you put yourself in danger?” he questioned. Michael didn’t give her a chance to answer as he dove straight into her heat like she was the last thing he would ever eat. Anyone who has seen his tongue on television can only imagine the wonders it did, Y/N got to experience it. The first time he ate her out, she came three times from his mouth alone.  By the way her thighs started to shake, he knew she was on the edge. He pulled his mouth away and chuckled darkly at her cries and begging. “You thought I was gonna let you cum that fast?” He hovered over her body and smashed his lips against hers, moaning at the taste of herself. His hand went up to her throat again and his other snuck back down to her pussy. He had to get her ready to take his cock, punishment or not. She gasped at his one finger entering her, pumping in and out. His hands were a gift from whatever higher power there was out there. His fingers reached spots in her she had never felt before. He added another and scissored the two, adding a third thick finger shortly after, all while his thumb worked her clit. When he felt she was ready, he pulled his fingers out and held them up to her face, “Suck.” he commanded. She cleaned her juices off his fingers as he watched her intensely. “Good fucking girl~” Quickly, he flipped her over and pulled her hips up with her face in the sheets. Slowly, Michael eased his cock into her as she moaned softly. His pace started slow so she could get used to him, but it quickly got faster and rougher. He pulled her up by the cuffs and wrapped his hand around her throat once again and his arm going around her midsection. The growls in her ear only pushed her further to the edge. “If you wanted my cock, you could have just asked. You know Daddy loves to please his good girl.” Y/N only whined, “I’m s-sorry, I’ll be g-ood.”  Pounding her in every way he could, edging her each time she was about to explode. On her back again with her legs over his shoulders as he drilled into her, she couldn’t form words anymore. He marveled at the state of his girlfriend, the fact that only he can break her down in such a way. “Daddy, please let me cum. I can’t hold it.” With his fingers on her clit, he gave her permission; “Cum, slut.” her whole body convulsed with pleasure as she soaked his cock. He gave a few more thrusts and released inside of her. He undid her wrists, massaging them to get the circulation going again. He looked in her face and saw nothing but bliss and a fucked-out smile with hooded eyes. When she had that look on her face, he knew she was far gone. “Puppy? Hey, you still with me, Y/N?” she hummed in response. When he tried to pick her up to take her to the bath, she whined. “No go, stay.” she pleaded as she once again latched onto him. “Okay puppy. Do you feel alright?” She nodded, he saw the shift in her headspace as she laid on him and traced patterns on his stomach. “I’m sorry for freaking out like that. I really hate having to just stand back and watch all this garbage happen.” He sighed knowingly, “I know you just wanted to help. But I can’t risk you getting hurt. I don’t know what I’d do if something happened to you because of this.” She sat up and put her hand on his cheek, “Michael, I can defend myself. I know you want to protect me but I’d risk getting hit to defend you. Buut, if you really want me to back down; maybe you should fuck me into oblivion more.” “You are insatiable.” For the first time that night, they shared a more gentle kiss, “Mmm but you love me for it.” He couldn’t argue with her. 

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[s4turns-r1ngs]

Hello Hello!!

I just wanted to say o love your Bench trio fics! They’re amazing!

I was also wondering if you could do The bench trio X Gn! Hybrid Reader! Where the reader is a Fox hybrid!

The reader likes to play tricks/pranks on people! Especially the Dream Team! And while setting up a prank, the bench trio sees them and asks why they’re doing! The reader tells them and Tommy and Tubbo ask if they can join! Dragging Ranboo into it!

After that they hang out a lot and pull pranks in people! The reader also stealing from The Dream Team and Techno sometimes!

A little thing you can add if you want is that the reader gifts a lot of gifts to their friends! Tommy keeps all the little gifts in a secret chest! Tubbo keeps them in a separate room on his house! And Ranboo writes the things you give him on his memory book and puts them in his ender chest so he never looses them!

ALSO!! The reader would sometimes kidnap Micheal to spend the entire day with him! Spoiling him to no end with Toys, clothes, food, etc! You dont have to add this tho!!

Take care! <33

DSMP - Sneaky

Summary: As a fox hybrid, it was only a matter of time before you pulled Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo into your plans. (Also bonus Michael content because Michael Is Beloved. <3)

Pronouns: they/them

Warnings: Swearing, General Chaos (its the bench trio, are you surprised), consensual kidnapping

-> [a/n] - oh my god??? thank you???? you're so nice?????? sldfjlskdjfsldjfslkfjl,, i hope this is good! also first part is in third person pov, because i need to get better at writing that lol. readers dialougue is blue :]

-> p!c!benchtrio (and michael too <3) + reader, the beginning has a little p!bbh + reader too :]

> divider that i can't add bc im not on mobile. sadge <

[y/n] smiled mischievously as they rounded the corner, making sure that the unsuspecting victim (which at the moment, is badboyhalo) couldn't see them. they wanted to make sure that their trick worked, so that they could possibly use it on someone else later. of course, they would apologize to bad, because they still value him as a friend, but even friends play pranks on each other every now and again.

their ears perked up as they heard talking from around the corner they just turned. peaking their head around, [y/n] was greeted with some of their closest friends: tommy, tubbo, and ranboo.

"oh, hey guys!" they greeted, with a small wave as they repositioned themself so that they could talk to their friends, and watch bad at the same time.

ranboo smiled. "hey [y/n]!"

tommy and tubbo ran up to them, a wide smile on the latter's face, while tommy just looks like he doesn't want to be here. (obviously he does, but he's tommy. it's not really surprising at this point.) either way, he mutters out a "hello" with a smile he seems to be repressing.

tubbo looks around the corner. "so what are you doing?"

"oh!" [y/n] exclaims, tail swishing ever so slightly faster. "oh! i'm just testing out a new...'trick'!"

ranboo raises an eyebrow in suspicion. "a...'trick'? what are you-"

the fox hybrid holds up a finger, moving their body so that they were hidden around the corner. "shhh. it's about to happen!"

the trio watches [y/n]'s eyes light up as the demon, once dry, is covered in water. they all hear him shout and see him look around, as if to try and catch the culprit. bad glances over at the corner just in time to see [y/n] duck behind it.

"[y/n]!"

"shit." they turn towards the three, and with another smile they stand properly. "sorry guys, gotta blast! nice seeing you, though!"

they hear tommy let out his signature laugh as they run, a nine and a half foot tall demon chasing after you.

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giving gifts! (hcs bc yes)

tubbo:

-> ngl you probably woke him up in the middle of the night bc you found something cool. or made something cool. either or.

-> he will take it regaurdless of whether or not he's tired as shit or wide awake. free stuff from fox friend? cool. give.

-> he probably has a shelf in his house with all your little gifts on it.

-> he may not say it immediately most of the time (bc you DID wake him up at like two in the morning) but he is greatfull for all of your gifts :]

tommy:

-> bro i hc that this fucker LOVES shiny shit

-> (i mean, so do i but that's besides the point)

-> n e ways

-> you give him a shiny rock? here. have a cool stick in return.

-> raccoons are crazy man. he (like you) has a collection of tiny little things too. sometimes you trade. bc that's friendship <3

-> it doesn't matter when, bc he will always be awake when you want to give him something. he will 9 times out of 10 give you soethibg in return

-> if you wear jewelry, then he probably gave it to you :]

ranboo:

-> for some reason, he's also always awake whenever you give him gifts.

-> and he, like tubbo, aslo has a set place to put all of your gifts

-> he even writes about it down in his memory book so he doesn't forget about it <3

-> ranboo thinks all the little rocks you find and decide to give him are vv cool.

-> you: hey ranboo!! look at this cool rock i found!!

-> ranboo: that is so very cool and/or poggers can i please have it

-> another shiny stuff lover <3

-> bc i hc that mr. boo's chaarcter wears earrings and stuff, he decides to take one of the cool rocks you gave him and turn it into one!

-> you point it out and he just smiles and says: ye i know :) i did it bc your cool :)

-> and then you just die from embaressment bc who wouldn't if that happened

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bonus michael thing bc i actually really like that idea:

you lift yourself a little further on the roof and knock on the window, opening it not long after.

"michael!" you whisper-shout. "michael! are you there?"

a small little zombie piglin pops his face into your view.

"hey, buddy! come here!"

he waddles closer to the window, chicken plushie in hand. a little snort makes it out of his mouth when he stops.

placing your arms on the window sill, you begin speaking. "alright, so i have a plan. do you wanna go out for a bit?"

the piglin nods his head eagerly.

you smile. "alright cool. i just need you to climb out this window and then we'll go."

michael looks at you wearily, clutching his plush a little tighter.

"don't worry, mike. it'll be fine. i'll catch you if you fall." you tell him reassuringly.

your ears twitch, picking up some noise from downstairs.

he walks over slowly, still holding onto his plush. carefully, he climbs out the window. picking him up, you slide a note into the room, shut the window, and slide down the roof, landing on the ground without a problem.

you hear a door open from inside and begin walking away, michael squealing excitedly in your arms. it's not long before you hear someone open the window. with a smile, you turn around and wave.

"[y/n]! what the-"

tubbo cuts him off. "-fuck!"

"don't worry guys i'll make sure to bring him back!"

"oh thank god-"

"eventually!"

"[y/n]!"

you mock a salute. "see you later guys!"

and then you run off.

[rizahawkais]

I LOVED season 1 and 2 of the crown but found season 3 quite dull and difficult to get through. I'm enjoying season 4 (still havent finished bc I watch with my family and we're rarely all together) but I think that the earlier seasons were a lot better in my opinion

hi! i completely agree w you!

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY! I replied to this the day you sent it but my laptop crashed and I lost everything I wrote so I put off till now!

All in all, the writing for the first two seasons were WAY better. My ranking is s2 > s1 > s4 >>>>> s3. In my opinion, season three was kind of terrible.

hahaha this is so so long.

In the first two seasons each episode’s mini story for the day was actually INTERESTING. Like, I loved where one episode was about the Mountbatten name and then the next was about the Great Smog! But, there was always an overarching plot and it always added up in the end. S1, S2 and S4 all had an overarching plot that worked! S1 was balancing family and the crown. S2 was balancing prime ministers and her husband. S4 was the downfall of Margaret Thatcher and Charles/Diana. S3 LITERALLY HAD NO PLOT! It was just a bunch of stories put together. The finale for season 3 was about the end of Margaret’s marriage! And although, it is an important event in the family’s history the fact that it was the finale episode????

Anyways, Season 3 genuinely just sucks. Season 4 is REALLY good. Yet, it still doesn’t leave as much of an affect on me like the earlier seasons. AND LIKE I KNOW BECAUSE I’VE REWATCHED THE FIRST THREE SEASONS SO MANY TIMES. I’ve only seen the fourth once because I’m too busy and it’s also too early for me to rewatch it. So, maybe my opinion of season 4 will change!

Now, because I am extra 😈😈 and crazy I will talk about every single episode IN ORDER. hehehehehehe. feel free to hate me

SEASON ONE

101 Wolferton Splash - 10/10 this episodes just sets everything up! we see how happy the marriage is and how loving king george is and we also see the FORSHADOWING!! we see lilibet and phillip making their life thinking they had time when we know they don’t and it’s just :( AN AMAZING PILOT EPISODE WITH AMAZING QUOTES!

102 Hyde Park Corner - 1000/10 this episode needs no explanation. the suspense and DRAMA right before lilibet finds out about her dad ALWAYS gets me!!

103 Windsor - 10/10 I hated this episode the first time I watched it! I didn’t understand the importance of her uncle and I didn’t understand the complexity behind the episode. I was 14 when I saw this episode for the first time! So, mind you I was quite ignorant. but, david basically represents the audience in the show for those who hate the monarchy and call them out on their hypocrisy. BUT DAVID IS A TERRIBLE PERSON! FUCK DAVID! i understand hating the monarchy and for him i know it was personal but the way he talks about his family in the letters UGHUGHGUHGUHGUHGUH this man is evil! there’s also the other story in the episode about the mountbatten name which is so brilliant!

104 Act of God - 15/10 this episode was boring on first watch but I WAS FOURTEEN! this episode took a break from the monarchy and concentrated on a british national horrific event THAT WAS IMPORTANT and i liked how it connected throughout the episode and all that and the CINEMATOGRAPHY OMGGGGG! anyways, something that pisses me off about this episode is that the crown kind of has the same kind of audience as euphoria! they only care about a hot actor or iconic character or the aesthetics AND THAT MAKES ME ANGRY! bc those are the ppl who call this episode the boring fog episode and the latest episode of euphoria a waste of time! they don’t understand the importance of what their watching. an event that killed hundreds by something that could have been avoided bc of science and for euphoria an ongoing pandemic of an ugly world and its affect on ppl not wanting to go on! IM SORRY THIS TURNED INTO A RANT but this episode is important in reminding audiences that disasters can be avoided but also once they happen anything can happen THIS WAS A SAD EPISODE OKAY AND I LOVED VENETIA SCOTT!

105 Smoke and Mirrors - 100/10 THE CORONATION EPISODE! Phillip tries to bring it to the common public and all the fighting between them just makes the coronation even more impactful when we watch it!

106 Gelignite - 8/10 I DESPISED MARGARET IN THE FIRST SEASON i saw her as a spoiled brat who wanted to marry her dad’s assistant! AND ALSO HOW DID SHE NOT REALIZE THERE WAS DEFINITE GROOMING INVOLVED! this episode is generally very good but margaret just pisses me off a lot! however, her not being able to marry peter boresend shouldn’t have been because of his divorcee status but bc he simply was a predator in anyone’s clear eyes IM SORRY IF YOU DISAGREE BUT SHE MET HIM SO YOUNG NO WAY THERE WAS NO GROOMING good episode but pissed off at margaret’s lack of critical thinking besides but I WANT HIMMMMM LIKE I WANT EVERYTHING

107 Scientia Potentia Est - 11/10 hated this when i first watched it! but now one of my favorites! lilibet feels dumb and needs a tutor! prime minister and wannabe prime minister have health problems and keep it from her! lilibet finds out by accident and they all get yelled at! I LOVE WHEN SHE YELLS AT MEN!

108 Pride & Joy - 10/10 this episode is just adds on to the overarching plot of the season: balancing the crown and family. margaret says disrespectful things to ppl who don’t deserve it in place of lilibet while she’s on the commonwealth tour fighting with her husband! then lilibet scorns margaret and we see an ugly papa loved me more argument! absolutely brilliant!

109 Assassins - 1000/10 hated it the first time but now I LOVE THIS EPISODE! it’s the painting and porchey episode and churchill leaving episode. It’s so so so good! i honestly have no words to describe the brilliance of this episode besides the acting done by almost the entire main cast CLAIRE WOW! MATT WOW! STEPHEN (THE PAINTER) WOW! JOHN WOW! HARRIET WOW! when we see the painting getting burned coincided w the downing st dinner GETS ME EVERYTIME I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH!

110 Gloriana - 100/10 the climactic fight between the crown and family! which will lilibet choose?? and the foreshadowing to suez MWAH!

SEASON TWO

201 Misadventure - 100/10 LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS EPISODE the cutesy lilibet and phillip until it all goes down WOW! and the suez stuff i love it all

202 A Company of Men - 100/10 this is where i think mike’s wife starts snooping or it’s the next episode BUT THIS IS WHERE SOMETHING BEGINS FOR SURE first of all it foreshadows the episode later in the season about philip’s childhood AND MATT’S ACTING!! it’s too good for words!

203 Lisbon - 100/10 i like it when they fight lol that’s the only way i know how to describe why i love it LILIBET WAS EXCITED TO SEE HIM AND SO WAS HE but then mike ruined it by being a disgraceful and dishonest man RUINING EVERYTHING

204 Beryl - 10/10 i start to like margaret bc i feel bad for her! she’s suffering she’s sad that her lil predator boyfriend is no longer w her but look who it is MATTHEW GOODE! he not suspicious at all but the writers are like here take 20 minutes of perfect chemistry between the actors!

205 Marionettes - 100/10 I LOVE THIS EPISODE basically someone who loves the monarchy insults the monarchy and lilibet actually goes to listen to them! w resistance of course but she still took everything he said to fix the monarchy !

206 Vergangenheit - 1000/10 one of my favorites! i didn’t know about david’s nazi past so when i watched this episode for the first time i was completely baffled! another episode where she yells at a man!!!! i’m always annoyed in this episode tho by all the talk from the priest about forgiveness bc im like why would u want to forgive david for being a nazi?? but i think it was intentional by the writers to show the importance of understanding forgiveness and the grounds for it! THIS EPISODE IS JUST PERFECT IM ANNOYED BC I DON’T WANT TO FORGIVE HIM

207 Matrimonium - 9/10 this episode is amazing BEFORE you’ve seen season three bc you root for margaret and tony! but, also throughout the episode there’s all that tony and family and his gf and bf stuff that you think is going to lead somewhere but doesn’t??? like what was the point of introducing his mother and his relationships if it was going nowhere and not even mentioned in season 3??? LIKE WHAT WAS THE POINT WHAT WAS THE REASON? but, also there’s lilibet and phillip fluff in this episode I LOVE

208 Dear Mrs. Kennedy - 10/10 this episode is fun as an american bc i think jackie kennedy and jfk are so idolized here in america it was so interesting to see this other pov! BUT I ALSO REALLY LOVED LILIBET DANCING W NKRUMAH! I THOUGHT IT WAS SO CUTE AND THE MARTIN CHARTERIS STUFF LEADING UP TO IT WAS SO FUNNY!

209 Paterfamilias - 100000/10 no words. IT WAS SO SMART TO PARALLEL PHILIP AND CHARLES this has a lower rating than the previous episode which makes no sense but only goes to prove the idolization of jackie and jfk

210 Mystery Man - 100/10 EVERYTHING FROM THE FIRST EPISODE IS ADDRESSED IN THIS EPISODE THE SEASON COMES FULL CIRCLE JUST LIKE SEASON ONE DID AND SEASON THREE DID NOT DO THAT AND SEASON FOUR DID IT TOO BUT NO WHERE AS GREATLY

every single episode of seasons two has a 9+ rating from me!

SEASON THREE (worst season)

301 Olding - 5/10 weak starter but good for introducing olivia as lilibet and harold wilson and departing churchill BUT THAT’S IT! like the whole spy thing just went bleh LIKE IT HAD POTENTIAL but it needed early seasons writing not third season writing techniques TOBIAS DID A GREAT JOB THO IN THIS EPISODE HE WAS A GREAT RECAST FOR PHILIP

302 Margaretology - 6/10 okay. just okay. margaret kind of bratty but you actually feel bad for her then she gets bratty again and then you feel bad for her again and the scenarios in the episode just didn’t feel real like the whole lyndon b johnson was so jealous of jfk that he was rude to the queen so they sent margaret JUST DIDN’T MAKE SENSE like i know this show is fictional but the fiction tends to be believable until i research the episode afterwards BUT FOR THIS it just didn’t make sense

303 Aberfan - 1000/10 ONE OF THE GOOD EPISODES OF THE SEASON! those first fifteenish minutes??? TEARS! i never knew about aberfan until this episode and seeing this episode made me cry!

304 Bubbikins - 10000/10 THIS EPISODE IS TECHNICALLY NOT AS GOOD AS THE ABERFAN EPISODE BUT THIS IS A PERSONAL PREFERENCE we meet anne and alice in this episode AND I LOVE BOTH OF THEM (erinsdoherty is my current url!) this episode is so sad and sweet at the same time and loving bc i’m a sucker for philip’s back story!

305 Coup - 8/10 this had potential I FEEL LIKE IF THEY WROTE THIS EPISODE DIFFERENTLY LIKE HOW THEY WROTE ONE OF THE SUEZ EPISODE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH BETTER the fact that it all went to nothing and nothing basically happened WHAT WAS THE POINT

306 Tywysog Cymru - 1000/10 this episode made me like charles! what a horrendous statement! but, like i thought his relationship w his tutor was so heartwarming and he actually seemed to care and all that and it just all in all MADE ME HAPPY like this episode isn’t sad it’s a happy episode until the last scene w lilibet BUT YEA they gave us this one good episode until we hate him which i appreciate makes the story telling better

307 Moondust - -100/10 hate this episode LIKE GENUINELY HATE IT HATE HATE HATE and tbh im generally very very nice w my opinions ANYWAYS I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THIS EPISODE BUT IT WAS SO STUPID LIKE THE ASTRONAUTS BEING ASSHOLES WAS STUPID PHILIP BEING AN ASSHOLE TO THE PRIESTS WAS STUPID LIKE PHILIP IS AN ASSHOLE BUT IT’S BEHIND PEOPLE’S BACKS AND THEN THEY KILLED ALICE OFF SCREEN I HATE THIS EPISODE

308 Dangling Man - -1000/10 HATE THIS ONE TOO this episode convinced me that the writers for the first two seasons to this season has changed all of a sudden we forget that david was basically a nazi and the charles we met two episodes ago sees him as exactly like this uncle who he swore he would be nothing like to the people of wales??? LIKE WHO WROTE THIS THEY WERE DOING CRACK WHILE WRITING THIS EPISODE and i felt NOTHING during the lilibet and david goodbye WHACK EPISODE TERRIBLE JUST BAD TERRIBLE

309 Imbroglio - 5/10 episode started off good but then just went a lil too crazy by making it seem like a whole secret spy mission going behind lilibet’s back

310 Cri de Cour - 4/10 bad just bad HBC GOOD ACTRESS AMAZING ACTRESS given bad material like NONE OF THIS FEELS CONNECTED THIS STORY IS ALL RANDOM AND WE HAD A WHOLE EPISODE ABOUT MARGARET AND TONY AND WE DON’T EVEN MENTION ANY OF THE CRAZY STUFF FROM THE LAST SEASON BUT WE CONCENTRATE ON MARGARET BEING A SUGAR MAMA MAKES SENSE YALL

once again i hate season three

SEASON FOUR

401 Gold Stick- 8/10 written weirdly but had GOOD SCENES such as meeting thatcher and diana! BUT THE SCENE STEALER WAS OBVIOUSLY MOUNTBATTEN’S DEATH AND PHILIP TELLING CHARLES THAT HE BECAME DICKIE’S SON INSTEAD OF HIM SAD STUFF so like the death was sad and dramatic and I FELT BAD but like i shouldn’t bc im south asian and mountbatten did bad stuff to us BUT IT DOESN’T CHANGE THE RIPPLE WE FELT

402 The Balmoral Test - 9/10 funny episode but needed early seasons’ writing

403 Fairytale - 9/10 good episode but needed early seasons’ writing BUT ALSO THAT SCENE BETWEEN CAMILA AND DIANA MWAH CHEF’S KISS THEY BOTH DESERVE ALL THE AWARDS but needed early seasons’ writing

404 Favourites - 7/10 this episode is good but frustrating bc u finally realize how terrible of a mother lilibet is BUT THE ANDREW STUFF WAS GOOD I AM GLAD THEY PUT THAT IN! i liked seeing thatcher’s non-existent relationship w her daughter NEEDED EARLY SEASONS’ WRITING

405 Fagan - 10/10 GOOD EPISODE I LIKE HOW WE WERE EMERSED IN FAGAN’S LIFE AND I LOVE THE ACTOR FOR FAGAN TOO AND I LIKE HOW IT WAS CONNECTED TO THATCHER AND FUELED THE OVERARCHING PLOT OF THE STORY!

406 Terra Nullius - 100/10 GOOD EPISODE CLOSEST TO EARLY SEASONS WRITING THAT’S WHAT MADE IT GOOD seeing them not get along and then get along and then not get along again through a series of montages made the episode brilliant!

407 The Hereditary Principle - 6/10 this episode. how do i explain? the material for this episode was absolutely perfect for the writers of the early seasons! POOR EXECUTION

408 48:1 - 100/10 i like the political episodes more than the family episodes SO THIS EPISODE IS SO BRILLIANT BC OF THE BACK AND FORTH AND I GOT TO SEE CLAIRE!!

409 Avalanche - 7/10 early season writers would have shown the arguing before the avalanche and diana’s reaction JUST SAYING

410 War - 9/10 THIS EPISODE HAD THE YELLING AT EACH OTHER SCENE THAT WAS SO GOOD BUT ANYWAYS THE PROBLEM W THIS EPISODE WAS THAT IT DRAGGED I FEEL LIKE THIS EPISODE AND THE ONE BEFORE SHOULD HAVE BEEN ONE EPISODE TOGETHER

ALAS, what i would like to say is that i feel that season 4 shouldn’t have been so diana centric! it was diana from the beginning of the season to the end! not, that i don’t love the whole diana story but it was dragged and i think she should have been introduced around the third/fourth episode of this season the same way tony was in season two! camilla should have arrived at the beginning of season 4 so that the intensity between camilla, charles and diana was more believable! if we season three wasn’t so spread out they could have had more brilliant episode.

OK HAHA I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS VERY LONG RANT ABOUT THE CROWN PLZ FORGIVE ME! AND IF U READ ALL THIS WOW! IDK WHAT TO SAY I THINK I TALK TOO MUCH HONESTLY :( anyways thank you for talking to me :)

[purplepalmdelight]

Chapters: 13/14 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Jonathan Byers/Steve Harrington/Nancy Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Joyce Byers & Will Byers, Jonathan Byers & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Nancy Wheeler & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler, Tommy Hagan & Steve Harrington & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins, Joyce Byers & Karen Wheeler, Karen Wheeler & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Dustin Henderson & Lucas Sinclair & Mike Wheeler, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler & Steve Harrington & Tommy Hagan & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins/Barbara "Barb" Holland, Joyce Byers & Jim "Chief" Hopper & Karen Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Heather Holloway Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Role Reversal, jon goes to the upside down instead of will, ergo.... hell, Polyamory, teenage relationships, Recreational Drug Use, actually they haven't smoked weed yet but im sure i'll write a scene where they do, gotta keep up my brand, Smoking, ft joyces nicotine addiction, god that woman needs therapy, I LOVE HER SO MUCH, anyway, Not Really Character Death, like we all know he's not dead bc we watched the show, presumably as we r all on the archive, but like THEY dont know hes not dead so do i tag it???, How Do I Tag, Do Not Trust The Government They Are Shady as Hell, i should make that a tag, cherry coke, there was no reason to tag that except i made it a motif, look i honestly dont fucking know anymore, fuck the rain man, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Internalized Homophobia, Pining, the inherent tenderness of friendship!!!!!, joyce and karen and hopper deserve better!!!!!, i add them into the tags bc their friendship is IMPORTANT, gratuitous use of the same motifs, Getting to Know Each Other, reconnection, im feeling kinda soft let me be, POV Alternating, i have mentioned the weed!! i knew i'd live up to my brand, Nonbinary Character, but like it's the 80s so in a vague and confusing way, Author Is Sleep Deprived, but he is trying his best, jon has more friends in the first 6 chapters of this than all 3 seasons, wow i wonder why, hint hint its because they dont give him anything he deserves, duffers stop ignoring the rat king 2k20, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Nancy Wheeler has ADHD, i am here to provide her rights, Bisexuality, nancy and barb are bicons together and you can't take that away from me shut up, honestly at this point this is just my hyperfixation fic, like if you enjoy it thats amazing, but no yeah the target audience is one (1) man, (me) - Freeform, unhinged headcanons rights

Summary:

"Why didn't Jonathan pick him up, then?"

And isn't that question of the day? - Jonathan never took that second shift. It doesn't fix anything. - His car is gone.

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Chapter 13 is up!

Chapter Summary:  And God, he can breathe. - or; They're going to kill the monsters, so what should they care if they find their reflections in them?

[crazyforhorror]

Trying to sniff out a trail

-- Star Pov--

I sure hope Laddie is safe, I know for a fact that the lost boys don’t have him so I am feeling glad about that but terrified because I don’t know WHO he is with and if he is safe. Now I know how a mother must feel, not having her child by her side and the uncertainty of their dissapearance. The Frog brothers stayed the night to try to help Mike and I as well as Sam to locate Laddie. He is like my son, all the time I spent taking care of him I really felt like his mother. And I managed to not protect him from what ever happened, I failed him. Tears rushed down my smooth face, leaving red tracks and a puffy feeling to my normally thin mug. The horror was fully set as the two sets of brothers emerged down the staircase of the Emerson household. Wiping tears, I stand and rush into the open arms of Michael and hold him tight, new tears threatining to spill onto my curly tresses and the locks of my boyfriend. You may be saying, “Star crying ain’t going to get you nowhere, so why are you guys not out looking?” Well yesterday, we rechecked the cave and all the spots we used to go with him, nothing had changed. He was nowhere to be found and neither were the people he has to have left with. We checked with his family and they still haven’t seen him either. All five of us at a loss, we are trying to regroup and hatch one more new plan. Sadly for us though, we have all run out of anything we can do. Now we just have to wait for him to make a return, much like his family are. Max’s old shop has been given over to Lucy, so its much diffrent now, happier and bussier even. The surfer gang is all happy to have their territory and that of the old biker gang that dissapeared like everyone else. To the locals, they all cut and run, to us we know the truth and to be honest I do miss some of them a tad bit but not enough to mourn them. Mostly how they annoyed each other all the time. 

-- Quinn Pov--

I was hanging out at the mansion on the private Island that the family who calls themselves “the lost boys” owns. You see, Paul and I are having a stay in date while we watch Laddie and the others are going out to look for trouble on the town. The little boy was hyper as he had just woken from his slumber and I knew just by how he and the boys were they too were vampires. Even the ten year old boy. We had all figured each other out pretty fast and I had started to hang out with them more. It had been a few weeks since we met and I had never been happier to know a group of people. They were all very happy to see Paul being with me all the time. Out of nowhere Laddie had gasped, covered his mouth, looked guilty and sped out of the room once I had heard him call me mommy. Paul had is mouth open in the door way to the kitchen and I looked at him with a small smile, “I have got this babe, don’t worry about it.” He kisses me softly on the lips and then I head to the little vamp’s bedroom with a knock on the door frame. 

“Lads, can I come in and talk to you please?” His voice was muffled by the pillows but I heard him clear as day and I knew right then, if our kind could cry we would both be in tears. “H-Honey, Im not mad at you, I promise. Actually I would love to be your mommy. I once had a son but after he was born I had to let him go, but not one night goes by where I don’t miss him like crazy. You fill that void with your family nicley.I love you like my own, little bat.” My voice was soft as I creep to his bedside and move his hair gently out of his face. With a little shuffling I soon feel his arms wrap themselves securely around my midsection and his face in my chest with no signs of wanting to let go.

“Can you sing to me Mama?Please?” I nod and sing a song to him( A/N: I know Christina Perry is the one who wrote and sang this song but for the pourpose of the story Quinn wrote it. singing is in italics)

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I’m afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt, suddenly goes away some how

One step closer

I have died everyday, waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything, take away

What’s standing in front of me

Every breath, every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday, waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed, I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

I have died everyday, waiting for you

Darling don’t be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed, I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

By the time I was done with the song, Laddie was so calm I thought I had put him into a sleep but he was just happy to hear my voice. Unbeknownst to me, Paul and the boys were watching me from the door with smiles on their faces as the young son looked up at me, keeping his head on my chest still. “ I love you mommy, thank you for sining to me. You have the voice of an angel.” I kiss his head and tell him I am glad he liked it before he hops up and runs into Paul’s wating arms, “Did you hear that Daddy Paul? Mama is an angel and I love her!”

“ You are not wrong bud! And I love her too! She definatly is the best mom ever.” Glad I could no longer blush as a vampire, I stood up from the edge of the samll bed, “I should really get home,I have work tomorrow and I dont want to be a cranky mess or I may drain the entire human race of their blood.” Dark chuckles emerge from David and Dwayne who had previously seen me blow up on Marko for being mean to Lads while the curly blond shudders in fear, “ Paul man, your girl is scary!” He mutters as I walk past him and ruffle his hair like a parent would to annoy thier older child. This was my life now and I loved every second of it.

A/N: so the next thing I plan to post is going to be a family tree to kind of explain the dynamic of the people in the story so no one is confused, it will give away some of the former surprises but oh well, I gotta make sure no one gets lost ;) 

I hope you all liked this chapter!

[missjackil]

My 14x13 Opinion

Lebanon The 300th Episode

I am so proud of this episode and so blown away by how awesome these last 4 episodes have been! Might be an unpopular opinion guys but I really like this season! Sure its had some duds like Optimism and The Scar (Though The Scar had a great broment) but I thought we’d be getting Leader!Sam this season but we have emotionally wrecked!Sam instead, and Im here for that! Needless to say I LOVED this episode, I was so pleased with pretty much everything and I have no big complaints, so lets have at it! I enjoyed the lightness of the beginning, and getting a look at the town. Im so pleased they FINALLY noted that Lebanon KS is the geographical center of the country! So the boys can get anywhere in the country within a day and a half. Its kinda weird though that Lebanon seems to have 3 different post offices. The one from Something About Mary, the one from The Spear, and now this one. LOL thats no big deal so lets move along. 

It was funny that the dude in the pawn shop committed suicide by Winchester, which of course is trying to, or successfully killing one gets you killed by the other, and Dean acknowledges that they all talk too much LOL.

The kids talking about the rumors about the boys was fun but I really wasnt impressed by “cool chick” Max. I liked the boy in the hat though, he was great. Stealing Baby is also suicide by Winchester but Sam and Dean dont go around killing teenagers so, they got lucky. 

I was amuzed by the ghost of John Wayne Gacey clown, and Dean being all “You love serial killers but hate clowns!” and Sam being like “I get it Dean” but Im really glad they didnt make Sam act like he was scared like the other times before. It just wouldnt have fit well into this episode I dont think. Saving Dean is more urgent than a clown fear right? 

Moving on to the meat, and this was as meaty as an episode can get! Dad comes because Dean makes a wish. It seems Dean’s desire to have his family together is more of a desire than getting ole Mike out of his head, and thats really pretty sweet. Dad recognizes the boys right away, which is cool especially since Sam looks NOTHING like he did back in 05, let alone 03 but John says “What happened to you?” I reckon they aged 15+ yrs Pops!

The boys give Dad the nutshell version of their lives over shots of whiskey, because, how else could you do it? But man, John’s face when he hears Mary’s voice was amazing! And I dont even like Mary but, good lord if she didnt nail these scenes!  My hear crumbled, their reunion kiss was completely believable even though we never saw them kiss on the show before. I saw some of you whine that John didnt ask permission first... really? I could see if they were gonna have sex, but when does anyone on TV ever ask to kiss someone?? Not very often. It was by far the most romantic thing Ive ever seen on this show, 

Like typical Winchesters, Dean is sucked into whats right before him and Sam is worried about the big picture. But Sam doesnt lean too hard on Dean about it, lets all have the nice family dinner we’ve never had. 

While compiling a shopping list with Mom, Dean leaves Sam alone with Dad. This scene was .... WOW... so well written and brilliantly acted. I had been wondering how Sam and John would hash things out and this was so much better than I invisioned. Its so in character for the Sam we have watched grow over the last 14 years to get over the bad and focus on the good, because those you love can be taken away in a heartbeat and being left with hard feelings is the worst. All he can think of is seeing Dad dead on the floor and he never got to say goodbye. and he never got to smooth things over. Sams emotions were raw and real! Jared really let Sam feel it, all the regret and anger and loneliness, melts away and turns into “but you loved us.... and thats enough” It was so refreshing to get so much emotional POV from Sam. Something we;ve gotten more of this season than we ever have. It hurts like a mother... but its worth it. 

After the heart shattering talk, Sam composes himself and tells Dean hes right. This was a good thing even if its jut temporary. He asks Dean if he wants company for shopping, and this is like Sam wanting to hold on to his rock (Dean). This is precious.

The boys leave Mom and Dad alone, and go shopping. Now we discover that the timeline has shifted and they have alternate selves. Dean is a wanted criminal and Sam, omg lol Sam is flaming TED talking douchebag that wears turtlenecks, loves Kale, doesnt drink coffee, and doesnt see the need for hobbies or family. But, I gotta say hes lovely in glasses 😎

This inevitably means that not only will Mom disappear, but the boys wont have the relationship they do, and we know, thats a fate worse than the universe exploding. Meanwhile we get a guest appearance by Zachariah and Cas, and Cas is back to S4-ish Cas and possibly even more of a dick. Sam and Dean find them as theyre about to kill the teenagers from earlier and save them. Cas of course doesnt know them from Adam but Zach does. A fight ensues and I just have to state very clearly that Dean went after cas with the angel blade with no second thoughts. Zach attacks Sam and tries to kill him, but Sam kills him instead. Now thats poetic to have been killed by both Winchesters at different times! 

Now Cas is trying to kil Sam, which as we know, never goes over well with Dean, but Cas really nails Sam HARD in the face and Sam spews blood all over! That was pretty graphic and dramatic! Well full strength douchebag angel or not, Dean doesnt let you beat on Sam. so heattacks Cas, and Cas is about to kill Dean. There is no “Cas its me!! Fight this!! I love you!!” like all the hellers wanted and predicted LMAO instead Sam writes a sigil with his blood and zaps Cas away.

Back at home, yet another highly emotional scene as Sam tells Mom why they have to let Dad go... she would just fade away and they would become their “other” selves. Mary cries real tears. and Sam overflows again. God my heart!! Dean talks to Dad and Dad is more than willing to lay his life down for Mom. They all sit solomly at the dinner table. Oddly enough Sam is the only one eating, and Im sure theres meta in there somewhere.... all I can think of at the moment is that hes distracting himself from the painful slence, and hes the only one who never really had Winchester Surprise. John decides to lighten the mood and be grateful for this time, and they all follow suit. And it was glorious!! My boys laughing and eating and enjoying themselves with mom and dad, I just dont know what words to give this scene! 

Afterwards, Sam and Dean are washing dishes together #husbros and they briefly discuss keeping it the way it is. I mean really.... Mom may disappear and they wont be insanely co-dependent, but Michael wont be in Dean’s head anymore, because nothing leading up to it would have ever happened. Dean says hes good with who he is, and hes good with who Sam is, and hes just too old to want to change it. 

The farewell scene was nothing less than earth shattering painful. Dean was surprisingly calm and stoic, though he had many tears. It was as if on purpose, he let Sam and Mom have all the emotions. John hugs his sons one last time. and tells them he’s so proud of them, Poor Sam is gutted. He cant even pretend he isnt crying. Dad tells them he loves them. Dean says he loves him too. Sam cant get words out so he wipes his face and nods. In a beautiful paralell from the old days when John told Dean “Take care of Sammy” and Dean answers “I always do” John says “Take care of each other” and Sam answers “We always do”😭😭😭😭😭😭John takes Mary’s hand and Sam in obvious pain crushes the pearl and Dad fades away. He wakes up in Baby back in 2003 believing he had a good dream. 

Now we have to wait a freakin month for the next episode. But Ill be ok. I think I need a break from all the emotions of the last several episodes because the next couple will probably be less dramatic. This is ok, if every episode was this emotional, even that would get old fast. We only have 7 episodes left and I dont want to rush to the end of the season for a freakin 6 month hiatus!! AGGGHHHHH!! 

Overall I am in love with this episode. It may have moved itself into first place but it has at least tied. This episode definitely met and exceeded my expectations, and last week I thought it wouldnt be able to beat that one. Im so proud of SPN, the writers, and the cast of this episode Ill give them all a standing ovation 👏👏👏👏👍💖 I think its abundantly clear now that Dabb DOES care about the brother bond and doesnt give a rats ass about dean/cas in fact it looks as if the next few episodes might be Dean lite... but we never really know till we watch the episodes.

In conclusion. on a scale from Bloodlines to Who We Are, Lebanon is a 10. Well done show.... well done! Now onward to the 400th episode!!

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Eddie Imagine Chapter 3

Eddies POV // four days later

We're out looking for Georgie and Betty...again. We're all still pissed at lyn-I mean madilynn. It's not that easy to forgive her after everything my mom told us she's done. No wonder she's never liked her. I really like madilynn though-as more than friends. Hell, I think I love her. Every time I'm around her I use my fucking inhaler and I'm such a wimp. She wouldn't like me. It doesn't matter anymore since we've been giving her the silent treatment and avoiding her. Even bill has avoided her. He old us she hasn't come out of Georgie's room--not even to eat. I'm a little worried but I guess I don't care anymore.

Madilynns POV

I decided to get out of George's room and pick up some medicine. I've cut a lot and lost lots of weight since I haven't eaten. Im thinking of ending it all tomorrow. Im planning on getting a heavy rock, go to the quarry and just end it all. I finally know I'm a worthless piece of shit. I'm heading to the clinic now to get something heavy to do it with. As I bought some rope and one of those heavy rocks (along with my pills and stuff) I saw them. The entire losers club before me. I was already crying so what's the big deal if they see me anyways. I just kept walking since they're ignoring me anyway. But as I passed them I sat down on the curb and let it out. I needed them. A lot. So I stood up and walked over to them.

Madilynn: guys. Please just hear me out. I didn't do any of those things. I wouldn't say any of that. You guys are my only friends. And bill, you're the only brother I've got left. I don't know when you'll forgive me but I miss you guys. It's been hell without you all. Please, just forgive me.

I was sobbing by now in front of the seven people that mean the most to me.

Bill: j-just go huh-Home.

Madilynn: fine. Goodbye bill. I love you and I'm going to miss you.

I walked off and I decided to do it now. I said goodbye to bill even though he doesn't care. I almost made it to the quarry when I heard footsteps. I moved my bag over and sat down on a rock.

Madilynn: what do you guys want.

Stan: to apologize.

Madilynn: for what? I'm the only one that's been a bitch to you all. I apparently mean nothing to anyone. So what do you want.

Eddie: we were wrong. My mom saw you with blood on our shirt walking away from the sewer. Then she found out Georgie was dea--missing. Your dad and my mom started talking on the phone trying to separate us from you. She thinks your just trying to hurt me and your dad wants you to stay away from us because he thinks we're going to hurt you. I'm sorry madilynn.

As I looked Eddie in the eyes I knew he was sorry. I got up and he squinted his eyes shut thinking I was going to hurt him. I just hugged him. Then he hugged back. Soon Richie joined in, then mike, stan, Ben, bill, and bev. We all broke apart and started to walk home. Maybe I can wait a little longer to end my life. When we reached my house I sat on our porch for a while, as bill went inside. He was still mad at me. I did kill Georgie. I let him die. I let everyone down. I just silently progressed everything that's happened since no one was around. I felt someone sit down next to me. I looked up to see Eddie. He just held my hand and looked at the ground, emotionless.

Eddie: I'm sorry Lynn. For everything I said to you. I crossed the line, all because my fucking mom told me lies. I'm so sorry.

At this point both of us were silently crying, not wanting the other to know it. The day after the losers stopped talking to me, I saw Eddie at the clinic. We started fighting and threw the most hurtful words at each other. I didn't go far, I just let Eddie tell me everything that I am and did. He said I was a worthless piece of shit, a monster, asshole, slut, you name it. He called me everything he could think of and more.

Madilynn: I'm sorry Eddie. Really. This is all my fault.

Eddie: stop it. None of this is your fault. We're best friends, were supposed to be there for each other. I messed everything up.

No one needed to say anything else we just hugged each other, not wanting to let go. Both our shirts were stained with each other's tears, but we didn't really care. Then Eddie whispered into my ear.

Eddie: don't you think for a minute any of the things I told you are true. I love you Lynn.

Madilynn: I love you too eds.

Eddie: don't call me eds.

We both laughed through the tears. As we let go, we slowly started to lean in, letting everything go, not caring about the missing kids, bullies, anything. We were about to kiss when bill burst through the door startling us both apart.

Bill: madilynn come inside. Mom wants to talk to you.

Madilynn: alright bill one second. Bye Eddie spaghetti.

Eddie: Bye Lynn.

As I was about to go inside Eddie made the cell phone with his hands signaling me I call him later. I smiled and nodded, shutting the screen door.

Madilynn: alright bill what does m-

Bill cut me off hugging me real tight.

Bill: I'm so sorry. I'm the worst brother ever. I-I shouldn't ha-have said those th-things.

Madilynn: shh. It's okay bill. I'm okay, you're okay, we're okay. Relax billy. Cmon lets go watch some movies and sleep on the couch.

As we watched horror movies all night bill slowly fell asleep, followed by me moments after.

---------------------------------------- It was dark outside, almost pitch black. I heard a sound in Georgie's room. As I walked in still a little delirious as to jut waking up, I saw Georgie sitting on his bed with only on arm.

Madilynn: Georgie? Is that really you?

Georgie: Lynnie. I'm sorry. She was too fast. I couldn't keep up.

Madilynn: it's okay George. You're home now. Cmon you're going to be okay.

I was in hysterics by now staring at my missing brother.

Georgie: but I can't. I'm dead. Stop looking for me. The clown got me, and it was your fault. But if you come with me you'll float too.

His voice started to get demonic then as I turned around, I saw Eddie. And my worst fear came to life. Losing the two people that mean the most to me. The clown picked up a steel pipe and whacked Eddie Upside the head with it. As I watched the two people I love start to die, the clown told me that I'll float too. I decided I would kill myself tomorrow.

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His Loss: Part 2

Steve Harrington x Reader

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Original request

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Your POV

You had had Walkman headphones on once you had left the boys playing monopoly about an hour ago, so it was a bit shocking hearing a loud yell of your name coming from your door, “Y/N!!!” It was Dustin.

“Can I help you?” You asked irritably.

“We’re getting takeout from the diner, you want anything?”

“No, thanks though,” you said returning to your book and starting to slip your headphones back on.

“So fries and chocolate shake it is,” Dustin deduced starting to walk away.

“I said I didn’t want anything?” You questioned.

“You say that now, but when we get back you’ll come to the kitchen and see me eating and be like ‘oh can I have some’ and I’ll say no and then you’ll not listen and take one of my fries and dip it in my shake and eat it. And then you’ll sit down and-“ Dustin stopped abruptly with a humph.

“Thanks Dusty, love you!” You yelled as he started walking away, grumbling, which allowed you to return to your book.

About 20 minutes later the boys returned, obviously because the volume level raised about 10 notches, but once they called for you, the voice was calm and kind.

“Y/N, we’re back!” It was Dustin, he was only spoke like that when he had bad news, it was the exact voice he used when he told you that Mews had died. A pang of anxiety grew in your chest as you made your way out of your room and down the hall towards the kitchen.

When you arrived you saw the guys all sitting at the table, either looking down, or looking at you with wide, sad eyes.

“Did someone die?” You asked, trying to lighten the mood, despite the overwhelming stress that had built up within you.

“Y/N, we have to tell you something,” Dustin said somberly.

“What?” You asked innocently, trying to hold back the worried tears that were threatening to pour.

“We saw Gregg,” Dustin said.

“Ummm Okay? He’s with his grandma?” You responded, stuttering and tears trickling down your cheeks.

“He was with Stacy,” Dustin practically whispered, you could see the pain behind his eyes. You scanned around the room, looking at each of the boys, looking sad, but Steve, he looked nervous, like any sound would make him jump 10 feet in the air. The tears poured down your cheeks like waterfalls, but you didn’t sob, not sounds left your mouth, and you took a deep breath, as you wiped the tears off your face.

“It’s fine, thank you,” You said, as you finished speaking your voice cracked and that’s when it started.

Steve’s POV

Steve felt so guilty, as much as he hated Gregg and the person he was becoming and especially the way he treated Y/N, he felt so terrible about breaking them up. But only for Y/N’s sake. When he got back to the house with the kids, his breath was shaky, he was about to question Dustin, but it was too late, he had already called for Y/N and now she was in the room, and now she had tears on her face. Steve didn’t hear anything until Y/N spoke for the final time, “It’s fine, thank you.” And then, like a crack of thunder, horrible heartbroken sobs began. She started to run off, stumbling every few steps, but Steve couldn’t stay inactive anymore. He caught up to her and stood her up straight. Placing one hand on the small of her back, and another on the back of her head, bringing her into a close hug. He wanted to get revenge for her, but it was a mess that he had created. As he hugged Y/N, trying to calm the lurches for air that came every few seconds. He rubbed her back and whispered into her hair, “shhhhhhh, it’ll all be okay.” But Steve didn’t know if it all would be okay.

Your POV.

Suddenly there were a set of strong arms wrapped around you, supporting your weak shaking legs. The sobs began to slow, over time, as you heard the calming whispers coming from Steve. After what felt like an eternity of standing there, you began to pull back, looking up at Steve’s face. His eyes looked glassy and shell shocked. “Thank you,” you whispered to him, nodding and walking into your room and shutting the door.

After a while of thinking things over you remembered that you never grabbed your milkshake and fries. At least you could eat that instead of sulking. When you walked into the kitchen you saw the boys sitting at the table debating some movie thing, you were too drained to care. You walked over to the fridge, to retrieve your milkshake, and saw a brown paper bag labeled, “Y/N’s fries” sitting on the counter. When you walked in the room, the boys got quiet, “What?” You said in a falsely perky voice.

Mike shrugged at Dustin, and he looked at you skeptically. You rolled you eyes and headed off to the living room to watch a little tv.

You plopped down on the couch, grabbing the remote and starting to channel surf, while you dipped a salty fry in your chocolate shake. Nothing some carbs couldn’t fix. “Hey,” a soft voice said.

“Hey,” you replied to the voice, looking over to the figure. It was Steve.

“Can I?” He asked, nudging his head towards the spot on the couch next to you. You nodded and scooted over a little. Steve sat down and you moved your head into the crook of his neck as he placed his arm around your shoulders.

“He doesn’t deserve you, you know that right?” Steve asked, practically in a whisper.

“I know, he’s an ass, I should have dumped him ages ago,” you reasoned, “maybe if I had, he wouldn’t have-“

“Don’t blame this on yourself,” he whispered.

You looked up to meet his warm chocolate eyes, snuggling closer to him, your hand finding his. And then things started going fast, your hand was in his hair, his hand was on your cheek and suddenly you moved your lips to meet his and they moved together in a perfect symphony. And just as quick as it started it was over. You both separated, at the same time, eyes wide, as if you both realized what you had just done. You kissed Steve Harrington was the only thought running through your mind. And just at that moment, there was a knock at the door.

You took a deep breath and walked over. Eyes still puffy from tears and face still bright red. You opened the door to reveal Gregg, holding a bouquet of roses.

“What the hell?” You yelled, starting to slam the door and a look of utter confusion washed over Greggs face. You looked back to look at Steve, but he was gone.

“You have no business here,” You deadpanned, tears threatening to fall again.

“I felt bad about canceling our date so I brought you flowers to make it up to you,” Gregg questioned.

“You think FLOWERS are going to fix THIS?!” You yelled, beginning to slam the door.

“What did I do?” He asked, stopping the food with his foot and arm.

“You know!” You almost closed the door again.

“I don’t?!” He started getting defensive, grabbing your wrist.

“Get off me, cheater!” You yelled, slamming the door.

“What!” You heard from the other side of the door.

You reopened the door, “STACY, AT THE DINER, MY BROTHER SAW YOU!” Re-slamming it behind you.

“I was there WITH MY GRANDMA!” He yelled.

You reopened the door, tears in your eyes, “were done, Gregg, go home.”

You stormed into the kitchen. “Does someone want to explain to me why Gregg is here, with flowers, not knowing what I’m talking about?” All the boys immediately looked at Dustin, “Something you wanna say Dustin?” You asked, anger boiling in your throat.

“ImayhavetoldyouthatGreggwascheatingonyousoyouwouldbreakupbecausehe’sanassholeandyoudeservebetter” he rushed, but you got every word.

“what the HELL Dustin!!! IN WHAT WORLD IS THAT OKAY!?” You screamed, “I KNOW HE WAS AN ASSHOLE BUT NOW IM THE CHEATER AND AND....” you hesitated, “I’m free.”

Two Months Later

The pain from the Gregg incident had healed, you forgave Dustin, because as it turns out he was cheating on you. Not with Stacy, but once word of your breakup spread throughout the school, several girls approached you to tell you that Gregg had tried to get with them while you were still together and that Samantha had been hooking up with him for about a month.

In the hall, after you heard this you spotted Gregg, looking like shit, because he had been discovered and he was on total free-fall into loserville. At the same time you saw Steve, standing by himself.

“Hey Gregg,” you called across the hall as you walked up to Steve. Everyone in the hall turned to your attention, eager to see what you would do. When you got to Steve, you whispered, “don’t freak,” grabbed his collar and pulled his face towards yours. He immediately kissed back, and wrapped his arms around your waist.

There were claps and woos coming from all around you as you pulled away, “upgrade,” you said in Gregg’s direction and walked down the hall, gaining a roar of applause from the hall, and a huge smirk from Steve.

You laughed at the memory now, as you were cuddled up to Steve on the couch, eating fries with a milkshake.

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This Boy - Chapter 18

A/N: im sorry for the inconsistency on POV. it's just the way I plan it - I hope you enjoy this chapter!

~Paul's~

I didn't sleep the night after John's appointment, which scared me. I should have been able to fall asleep without his reassurance or confirmation. But, like I said, I didn't.

I crawled out of bed to get ready for school and the phone rang. I knew it wasn't John so why bother? Mike must have answered, because it stopped ringing.

"Paul! It's for you!" He yelled. My heart nearly dropped into my stomach - perhaps it was John!

I ran down the stairs and snatched the phone from Mike. "Hello?" I tried to sound calm.

"Hey mate it's George. Just wanted to see if you're comin' to school? John called and said he's sick, so he's stayin' home. Told me t'tell ye." George said.

"I'll meet ye' in ten minutes." I mumbled as I hung up the phone. I hadn't been awake long enough to be panicking already, but I was. I tried to convince myself that John just needed time to himself to cope with his diagnosis, but my mind kept trailing back to thinking we were over.

When I met with George, he handed me a smoke. "Looks like ye need it, mate. What's up?" He asked as we began walking toward the school yard. "Nothin'." I lied as I inhaled the cigarette. The burning in my lungs helped repress and distract me from the feeling of panic throughout my body.

"If it's because Johnny didn't come t'school, come off it mate. Yer a big boy, ye don't need 'im holdin' yer bloody hand all day." George said, annoyed. "Nothin' is wrong Geo. I don't need John to hold my hand all day." I said, my voice shaking slightly. I did want him there, I wanted to know he was in the building at least. "Don't be actin' like such a queer then!" George laughed and I shot him a look. "Shit mate I'm sorry, didn't think." He said, hanging his head.

"No biggie mate. Hard not to act like a queer when y'are one" I tried to joke.

I had to try and focus on school. I had to take my mind off of John, as difficult as I knew it would be.

...

I didn't meet with George after my last class. I was proud of myself for staying all day regardless of my situation with John. Each class felt like they were a million years long, but I pushed through and did my work. Instead of going home, I lied to Mike and said I was going to John's.

I went to Strawberry Fields.

As I walked, I payed close attention to my heart beat. The more I thought about it, the more it would quicken. It was still beating, and I was okay. John could be as mad at me as he wanted, he could leave me if he wanted, but my heart would still be beating. It wouldn't be the end of Paul McCartney.

I lied down in the same spot John and I had come to where we held hands for the first time. I stared at the stars in the same soft way he and I had before.

And then I thought of my mother.

I wondered what she was doing, and if she was watching over me. Of course she was, I thought. I believed she would make sure everything was alright, she would take care of me even though she had gone.  The same way I assumed Julia watched over John. Perhaps they brought us together.

I began listening to the wind. It was getting late and the birds weren't chirping. I hadn't really spent that kind of time with myself in a long while. I had almost forgotten what it was like to be alone, something I never imagined forgetting. As much as I hated it at the time, now it felt nice. It was nice to appreciate the silence, appreciate the fact that I could be here on my own. I was such an independent introvert that being brought out of my shell made me forget the positive side of it all.

I did miss being alone. That didn't mean I didn't want John, God, I needed John. But I needed this time, too. For me.

I started counting the stars, trying to name each one after an Elvis Presley or Buddy Holly song. Looking back, it probably wasn't the safest thing to do, but I fell asleep.

~John's~

Mimi had found out I stayed in from school. Bloody hell, that was.

"John Lennon, you can't just skip off school and expect everything to be okay!" She said, multiple times. "Mimi, I have to go. I'll be back." I said from inside my room, popping my pill. So far, the effects had been extreme. I hadn't heard any voices for a day now.

I had been a right cocksucker to Paul, and I knew he didn't deserve it. I just had to push him away a little bit, it had become overwhelming. My issues, and his. He depended on me, and I loved that. But it had become too much. I decided I'd walk over to his house and see if he would accept my apology and understand where I was coming from.

I got to Paul's and knocked on the door, expecting Paul to be the one on the other side. Instead, Mike answered.

"Hey John," he looked a little confused.

"Is Paul here, mate?" I asked. "Uhm, no he told me he was at your house a few hours ago." Mike told me. I raised an eyebrow, confused. "Maybe he's at George's, don't worry John!" Mike smiled. I nodded and thanked him, as I began to walk away toward George's house.

It was likely he was there, I thought. He probably needed his friend, since his boyfriend was such a cocksucker.

I knocked on George's door, hesitantly. He opened it. "Hey mate! Looks like yer feelin' better." George smiled as he came outside and closed the door, handing me a smoke and lighting one for himself. "Aye, slept lots now, didn't I?" I said, leaning in for him to light my cigarette too. "What's got ye out 'n about?" He asked me. "Was lookin' fer Paul, actually. Mike said 'e must be here with you." I said, even though it was now obvious he wasn't there.

"Nah, mate. He ducked home after school before I could meet him." George shrugged. "Trouble in paradise?" He teased. I raised an eyebrow. "Just wanted to make sure he was okay." I lied. "Aye, well he's not here. You want some help findin' him?" George offered as he stomped on his cigarette butt.

"Nah, I think I know where he is." I nodded and thanked him for the cigarette, and walked away.

I walked toward Strawberry Fields, that was the only place I could imagine him going.

I was walking aimlessly around Strawberry Fields when I noticed how bright the stars were. There were plenty of them that night. Then it hit me. I knew Paul would appreciate the stars and how beautiful they were.

I knew where he was.

I headed toward the spot where we had watched the stars together for the first time. If he wasn't there, I had no idea where he could've been. As I approached, I began to slow down. I hadn't even thought about what I would say to him. There was no doubt in my mind that he was upset with me. There he was. Lying on the ground, his ankles crossed and his hands placed on his chest. Just as I thought he would be.

As I grew closer, I realized he was asleep. I smiled to myself. I didn't want to wake him, so instead I lied down beside him and took his hand, which was freezing cold. I shimmied my jacket off and lied it on top of him gently like a blanket. I admired his features for a few moments before feeling a pit in my stomach. Guilt. I had been such a jerk to Paul, and I'm sure we both knew he didn't deserve it. I reached under the jacket and took his hand again, wanting to make sure he was still wearing his ring. When I felt the freezing cold silver band on his middle finger, I smiled to myself again.

I pulled my hand away and crossed my legs as he began to stir. He looked from side to side, before looking up and realizing I was sitting next to him. "Oh..." He mumbled as he sat up and stretched before rubbing his eyes. I almost didn't want to speak, I was just relieved he hadn't gotten up and left. He handed me my jacket and I shook my head, refusing to take it. He shoved it a little more aggressively. I took it from him and draped it around his shoulders. "Yer shivering." I said quietly, breaking the silence. Paul gave up, and curled up in the jacket as if to admit he was cold.

"So.." He began.

"I'm sorry, Paul." I whispered as I looked down, too ashamed to look him in the eye as I admitted how horribly I had treated him. He didn't speak.

"I'm sorry." I whispered again, choking up a little. I looked up to find his eyes staring at me, widely. I didn't know how he was taking it, if he wanted to hear it.

"Do you want me to go?" I asked, starting to shuffle my body to get up. "No! I mean, no- don't go." Paul told me, obviously eager. I relaxed again and tried to move closer to him. Paul shuffled closer to me until we were sitting face to face. "I'm sorry." I whispered again, picking up his chin with my index finger. Paul leaned in and rested his head in the crook of my neck and didn't say anything. "Forgive me?" I whispered, almost too quiet to hear.

Paul just pushed his head into me more, and I felt his hand rest on top of mine. I hoped that meant he forgave me.

"I love you, Paul."

I felt his lips on my jawline, as if to say it back. I was nervous this was his way of saying I love you too, but this is it.

"Paul, look at me," I said, slightly nudging my shoulder so he had to remove his head from my shoulder. He looked at me. "Are we going to be okay?" I asked him nervously. Our faces were so close I could practically feel his eyelashes every time he blinked. "We're going to be okay." He said quietly, looking down at my lips. "I don't want to rely on you so much though, John. Scares me." He continued, almost looking embarrassed. "I understand," I sighed. "`m not the best person t'rely on." I added. "Not what I meant." He said sternly. "I know that, don't I? Just concerned is all.." I tried to put my shields up.

"Oh, no you don't John Lennon. Don't try and hide y'self away." Paul said, narrowing his eyebrows. "`m sorry." I mumbled, looking back up at him and flashing him a small smile. Paul leaned in and kissed me gently and quickly.

"Now, tell me how you've been since I've last seen ye?" Paul said as he smiled and cuddled up closer to me, relaxing on my chest.

Ah, Paul McCartney really did have a spell on me.

[purplepalmdelight]

Chapters: 10/14 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Jonathan Byers/Steve Harrington/Nancy Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Joyce Byers & Will Byers, Jonathan Byers & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Nancy Wheeler & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler, Tommy Hagan & Steve Harrington & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins, Joyce Byers & Karen Wheeler, Karen Wheeler & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Dustin Henderson & Lucas Sinclair & Mike Wheeler, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler & Steve Harrington & Tommy Hagan & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins/Barbara "Barb" Holland, Joyce Byers & Jim "Chief" Hopper & Karen Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Heather Holloway Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Role Reversal, jon goes to the upside down instead of will, ergo.... hell, Polyamory, teenage relationships, Recreational Drug Use, actually they haven't smoked weed yet but im sure i'll write a scene where they do, gotta keep up my brand, Smoking, ft joyces nicotine addiction, god that woman needs therapy, I LOVE HER SO MUCH, anyway, Not Really Character Death, like we all know he's not dead bc we watched the show, presumably as we r all on the archive, but like THEY dont know hes not dead so do i tag it???, How Do I Tag, Do Not Trust The Government They Are Shady as Hell, i should make that a tag, cherry coke, there was no reason to tag that except i made it a motif, look i honestly dont fucking know anymore, fuck the rain man, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Internalized Homophobia, Pining, the inherent tenderness of friendship!!!!!, joyce and karen and hopper deserve better!!!!!, i add them into the tags bc their friendship is IMPORTANT, gratuitous use of the same motifs, Getting to Know Each Other, reconnection, im feeling kinda soft let me be, POV Alternating, i have mentioned the weed!! i knew i'd live up to my brand, Nonbinary Character, but like it's the 80s so in a vague and confusing way, Author Is Sleep Deprived, but he is trying his best, jon has more friends in the first 6 chapters of this than all 3 seasons, wow i wonder why, hint hint its because they dont give him anything he deserves, duffers stop ignoring the rat king 2k20, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Nancy Wheeler has ADHD, i am here to provide her rights, Bisexuality, nancy and barb are bicons together and you can't take that away from me shut up, honestly at this point this is just my hyperfixation fic, like if you enjoy it thats amazing, but no yeah the target audience is one (1) man, (me) - Freeform

Summary:

"Why didn't Jonathan pick him up, then?"

And isn't that question of the day? - Jonathan never took that second shift. It doesn't fix anything. - His car is gone.

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Chapter 10 is up!

Chapter Summary:  This is the cliff Jonathan jumped off of. And fuck, but right now, Mike understands. He hates him for it, and he hates himself, but he understands, because a watery void would be so much better than this stupid fucking rage that does nothing and turns him into nothing and strands him here understanding the temptation of death. - or; there's nowhere left to go but forward.

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Chapters: 14/14 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Jonathan Byers/Steve Harrington/Nancy Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Joyce Byers & Will Byers, Jonathan Byers & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Nancy Wheeler & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler, Tommy Hagan & Steve Harrington & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins, Joyce Byers & Karen Wheeler, Karen Wheeler & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Dustin Henderson & Lucas Sinclair & Mike Wheeler, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler & Steve Harrington & Tommy Hagan & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins/Barbara "Barb" Holland, Joyce Byers & Jim "Chief" Hopper & Karen Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Heather Holloway Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Role Reversal, jon goes to the upside down instead of will, ergo.... hell, Polyamory, teenage relationships, Recreational Drug Use, actually they haven't smoked weed yet but im sure i'll write a scene where they do, gotta keep up my brand, Smoking, ft joyces nicotine addiction, god that woman needs therapy, I LOVE HER SO MUCH, anyway, Not Really Character Death, like we all know he's not dead bc we watched the show, presumably as we r all on the archive, but like THEY dont know hes not dead so do i tag it???, How Do I Tag, Do Not Trust The Government They Are Shady as Hell, i should make that a tag, cherry coke, there was no reason to tag that except i made it a motif, look i honestly dont fucking know anymore, fuck the rain man, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Internalized Homophobia, Pining, the inherent tenderness of friendship!!!!!, joyce and karen and hopper deserve better!!!!!, i add them into the tags bc their friendship is IMPORTANT, gratuitous use of the same motifs, Getting to Know Each Other, reconnection, im feeling kinda soft let me be, POV Alternating, i have mentioned the weed!! i knew i'd live up to my brand, Nonbinary Character, but like it's the 80s so in a vague and confusing way, Author Is Sleep Deprived, but he is trying his best, jon has more friends in the first 6 chapters of this than all 3 seasons, wow i wonder why, hint hint its because they dont give him anything he deserves, duffers stop ignoring the rat king 2k20, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Nancy Wheeler has ADHD, i am here to provide her rights, Bisexuality, nancy and barb are bicons together and you can't take that away from me shut up, honestly at this point this is just my hyperfixation fic, like if you enjoy it thats amazing, but no yeah the target audience is one (1) man, (me) - Freeform, unhinged headcanons rights

Summary:

"Why didn't Jonathan pick him up, then?"

And isn't that question of the day? - Jonathan never took that second shift. It doesn't fix anything. - His car is gone.

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Chapter 14 is up!

Chapter Summary:  Mike remembers thinking, back someday when Dustin was still there, how cruel of a death sentence it is to be burnt. To be seared into nothing. To crumble the ash out of someone’s bones. He remembers wondering what it sounds like when a Demogorgon screams. - or; it ends in the middle of the storm.

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Chapters: 9/14 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Jonathan Byers/Steve Harrington/Nancy Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Joyce Byers & Will Byers, Jonathan Byers & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Nancy Wheeler & Eleven | Jane Hopper, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler, Tommy Hagan & Steve Harrington & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins, Joyce Byers & Karen Wheeler, Karen Wheeler & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Nancy Wheeler, Will Byers & Dustin Henderson & Lucas Sinclair & Mike Wheeler, Barbara "Barb" Holland & Nancy Wheeler & Steve Harrington & Tommy Hagan & Carol Perkins, Tommy Hagan/Carol Perkins/Barbara "Barb" Holland, Joyce Byers & Jim "Chief" Hopper & Karen Wheeler, Jonathan Byers & Heather Holloway Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Role Reversal, jon goes to the upside down instead of will, ergo.... hell, Polyamory, teenage relationships, Recreational Drug Use, actually they haven't smoked weed yet but im sure i'll write a scene where they do, gotta keep up my brand, Smoking, ft joyces nicotine addiction, god that woman needs therapy, I LOVE HER SO MUCH, anyway, Not Really Character Death, like we all know he's not dead bc we watched the show, presumably as we r all on the archive, but like THEY dont know hes not dead so do i tag it???, How Do I Tag, Do Not Trust The Government They Are Shady as Hell, i should make that a tag, cherry coke, there was no reason to tag that except i made it a motif, look i honestly dont fucking know anymore, fuck the rain man, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Internalized Homophobia, Pining, the inherent tenderness of friendship!!!!!, joyce and karen and hopper deserve better!!!!!, i add them into the tags bc their friendship is IMPORTANT, gratuitous use of the same motifs, Getting to Know Each Other, reconnection, im feeling kinda soft let me be, POV Alternating, i have mentioned the weed!! i knew i'd live up to my brand, Nonbinary Character, but like it's the 80s so in a vague and confusing way, Author Is Sleep Deprived, but he is trying his best, jon has more friends in the first 6 chapters of this than all 3 seasons, wow i wonder why, hint hint its because they dont give him anything he deserves, duffers stop ignoring the rat king 2k20, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Nancy Wheeler has ADHD, i am here to provide her rights, Bisexuality, nancy and barb are bicons together and you can't take that away from me shut up, honestly at this point this is just my hyperfixation fic, like if you enjoy it thats amazing, but no yeah the target audience is one (1) man, (me) - Freeform

Summary:

"Why didn't Jonathan pick him up, then?"

And isn't that question of the day? - Jonathan never took that second shift. It doesn't fix anything. - His car is gone.