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sweetsweetbumblebee · 1 year

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ugh im hungryy

#🍯#sfw #ik thats like. every other post.#but s true #im hungry but i think m gonna go 2 sleep instead of eating #then ill eat in the morning

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feralrakun · 1 year

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Horangi has a "nobody gives a fuck about me" mentality and König has a "Everyone thinks about me" mentality. Both of them are unhealthy.

Horangi never believed someone would care,think about him or/and save him. His parents were always busy with work so he did have a nanny until he became old enough to look after himself, he was 12 years old. He grow up alone and fast. Only friends he had was from school, he learned how to cook by himself at 13 years old, he never had birthday party or a slumber party. He always escaped from social events because he thought people wouldn't notice him anyway.

König learned he stand out by the way people looks and laughs at him, the way they talk about him. He was 13 years old when he developed anxiety, he never talk to a therapist to solve it. He said himself that it wasn't a big issue, talking about it would only annoy people. He didn't have friends because he was afraid that the friendship would end in a month, after he get attached. He was afraid to get a grade because that would make people laugh at him. He learned to how read people's body language to guess their next move/mood when he was 16 years old.

Then boom they meet.

König makes Horangi fell for him by memorising every little detail about him, caring his every scar he gets (even the little cut he get gets when cutting vegetables), inviting him to do a slumber at his room to celebrate Horangi's birthday etc.

And König fells for Horangi when he protects him from mean words (even if they're from suporiers), when he listens to him without minding how könig sutter and can't pronounce "r"s when he gets lost in his thoughts, when he comforts König after a panic attack but don't talk about it to not push König/make him uncomfortable.

Then they kiss and make the other see a therapist.

#projecting on Horangi again #könig cod #horangi cod #könig x horangi #korangi #i hate taging cod characters bc there's always at least 3 different name tag for each one of them #König : I said morning instead good morning :( they probably thought I don't love them #Horangi: honey if I was a nurse that works with army men and overtime everyday I don't think that I would give a damn about it #König: Darling are you okay? why didn't you tell me you was feeling ill? I'd get you some medicine and make you soup #Horangi #Horangi while laying on his bed under 3 blankets like he died but still trying to work: ... I didn't think it was important to tell...#körangi #they're so fucking unhealthy I want eat them

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spookythesillyfella · 1 month

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i keep thinking about making digitaltime content but .. i don't know what to do ... :[

anyway that one text post made me think of my colin birthday art so yk . whatever . i am okay with that .

★ [ original text post under cut ]

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whatthefuckisasweep · 5 months

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cant sleep … plagued with thoughts.. overstimmed… also starving… time to scroll tumblr till i have to go to class :,((

#my thoughts #i slept like 3 hours but my roommate kept moving and it bothered me where every movement made me irrationally angry #and i keep waking up and having immediate brainrot lfjkfnfjnf so its fun but also not bc im literally SO drained pleasssseee shut up brain #like baby i have a presentation tomorrow at 8:30AM and i have to do a whole reflection paper #go to fucking sleeeeeeep #and the worst part is i FORGOT to eat . before bed . cuz i was too tired and said fuck it ill eat in the morn #which is horrible bc now im like. starving and gross bc i also didnt do anything i kinda just collapsed JFKDNDKDN #but i dont wanna get up. because. um. four am and i dont wannnnaaa eat.i waanaa eat in the morning #so ive just been holding stan bunny close and thinking thoughts while actively trying to sleep JFKDNFKDJD #anyways. Im a functioning human person!#: D !#GggfrRRRAGGhggh #so annoying bc i usually can sleep on command like its nothing lmfao #but i have too many things on my frickin mind i cant shut it up pensive #anyways THIS IS A LONG TAG THING NSJFJDKFJD UHHHHH runs away #DELETE LATER????

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retroautomaton · 11 months

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$5 Sketches on Ko-Fi! ☕️✏️🍒

#these are so fun to do in chunks #ill do like a batch of them while I eat breakfast it’s like my morning newspaper haha #and it’s always a treat seeing peoples oc designs they’re always crazy imaginative #Ko-Fi Shop

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actual-changeling · 5 months

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IT'S FINALLY DONNA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YES

the entire reason i started this rewatch, so the new episodes can properly rip my heart out :D

#alex watches doctor who #gonna eat ice cream and watch some doctor who and then go to sleep at like 6 in the morning #because i am mentally ill and hate christmas

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artoutoftheblue · 16 days

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That was the most miserable experience I've had in a while.

#blue rants #i love being called spoiled and a brat because i dont like the texture of certian foods #im so over everyone in this house man #i cannot fucking wait to move out #i literally had to go to the resturants bathroom to cry because my mom was getting pissy at me for not eating some of my food #like. it was a buffet #its fucking okay if i dont like some of the food #she can be grateful i at least tried it #but i dont understand why theyre forcing me to eat chinese food after stating over and over again that the texture of the majority of the #food is a texture i dont like #then we sat outside fixing the car for two hours and my phone was dead the whole time so i couldnt do anything #im so glad i bought a redbull for the morning. lord knows ill need it.

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theeflowerofcarnage · 8 months

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not me feeling genuinly sad about the emperor :(((( i just keep reading his letter to ansur and thinking back to stelman's medical journal.......... like omfg he DID gaslight me i am in shock!!! this entire time n it was SO obvious

#but i didnt pry cuz i was like no i have to many enemies lets not add him on the list??#i succeded a hard perception check w him where my tav saw that behind his calm demeanor he is fragile n sad so i let tav embrace him like a #never knew that so i was like okay this time ill romance him and then i found out abt ansur .............. was this all just a ploy to get #tav to eat that damn astral tadpole ahghhhhh i should kill him in the next save but i also still kinda want to rule the world w him #not me feeling vaguely like jilted lover over a fucking squid #bg3 #i shoudlve been more nosey and mean to him #i went on my morning run n this was all i was thinking about mento illness #bg3 spoilers #this squid got me fucked up!!!!

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milkweedman · 8 months

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forcing myself to "eat protein" and "be responsible" after once again encountering a week long period of all my muscles hurt so bad and are so weak despite doing the same thing they always do assuming without checking that it was probably because im eating mostly coffee and plain untoasted bread in small quantities. and its not even a whey bread or 100% whole wheat, ive been trying to use up my bread flour/whole wheat blend (i dumped them in the bucket together, maybe on accident ? unclear) so its just that with whatever else i threw in. spent $6 on the only yogurt in the store that had at least 5 grams of protein per 1/4 cup, which is still very little, only to get home and finally google what the symptoms of protein deficiency are. they are not that. those are the symptoms of Who Fucking Knows, As Always

#i dont even like yogurt...#god the food situation is so bad #so it turns out i can do one of the following--but badly and it takes more than 100% of my energy and is miserable and untenable long term #and involves injuring myself to do it: school. work. taking care of stuff around the house. taking care of myself.#i can do ONE.#i also dont get to pick because obviously i have to work #so feeding myself (even like making a bowl of cereal or eating a granola bar) is so impossibly difficult that i can only really do it #at night when high and finally able to feel hunger #and even then its still incredibly difficult and i usually get as far as cutting a slice of bread and then giving up and eating it plain #most of the actual meals i eat are because my roommates are usually kind enough to make enough dinner for 3 #but i also have very weird and frequently changing dietary needs that i have not communicated 2 anyone so i cant necessarily actually eat i #have cooked some and made sandwiches a few times but its very clear i am borrowing from tomorrows spoons....#i ran out of the ensure a bit ago and i will get more although none of the stores nearby sell it #but i absolutely cannot afford to live off it #have luckily found that if i just drink one in the morning it staves off the majority of the nonstop random nausea attacks #so a 12 pack would last a lot longer but then its like. so now i need to figure out the eating thing again #cant win etc etc #augh. anyway. complaining over #disordered eating #chronic illness

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kirby-the-gorb · 1 year

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #it seems our gas furnace was contributing to my flare up so my wife went out and bought a space heater.#(mcas is an illness that can react to literally anything regardless of how safe a thing probably is for most people)#(and yes I am vaguely aware twitter was arguing about natural gas but I've never liked it personally)#(it smells bad which usually means that it's bad for me)#(which like convenient that that one single safety system works! glad things I find unpleasant turn out to be things I should avoid)#(cuz I know that's not the case for everyone)#(and like growing up undiagnosed autistic I was really pushed to just put up with unpleasant sensations)#(so it's good to have double justification for not forcing myself to eat foods I know I don't like and so on)#(but I'd turned it off yesterday cuz I had a hunch)#(and I turned it back on this morning cuz I didn't want the cat to be cold)#(and I hadn't had a flare last night)#(but I started feeling worse whenever it kicked on.)#(so.)#(pretty straightforward answer there.)#(whoops left half of the thought shared with twitter in the post body -n-)

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hornsketch · 8 months

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#can you tell im psyching myself up to cook #it has not been a Good Morning. ill be honest abt that one #couldnt sleep well. havent had the energy to eat.#simply romanticize the mundane. thatll fix things. ig.#harsh tones #the self and the other

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thegeekyartist · 5 months

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Mutuals come over for Christmas movie night, I'm making peppermint hot chocolate

#Christmas #pls i want to wear cute pajamas and eat cookies with friendsssssss #you can even sleep over ill make a big breakfast in the morning

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saeshiraw · 9 months

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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lesbiancassius · 6 months

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Girl Help The Existentials Are Existentialing And I Don’t Know What To Do

#thsi existential crisis is eating me alive #like im gonna die? what the fuck??? and then what??? i just. am over?? who is me anyway????#grahhhHhHhhHhHhHhH!!!!!#also im having some kind of faith crisis in like. What’s sentience. like is there a soul or is it just chemicals and how can it #make me Alive?? in this way???#god sorry im just saying words but if you have anything to #say or console or anything. I don’t know. I’ll take it #it’s 5am i can’t sleep ill quite literally just be fine in the morning

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toastsnaffler · 7 days

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starting to get rly nauseous :-((((

#gonna try to drink a protein shake before i take meds this morning. probably i just didnt eat enough yesterday or sleep enough #and i have been very anxious anyway. but if its still like this tomorrow morning ill ask my dr if i can go back down to 30mg #its not as bad as concerta but its still really uncomfortable. my tolerance for nausea is very low #ugrjrhfjfgb dont wanna go to work today.....#.diaries

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dnangelic · 5 months

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thematically daisuke is still so funny goawjjajaljk hey u guys wanna see my king of hell? my anime lucifer/satan? u guys wanna see the wretched and morally corrupt face of a damned sinner? u wanna see the face of someone bearing The Curse? well THAT boy

is also a clumsy middleschool loser,

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#good morning #im going to eat then ill be around. its snowing outside... its hot in my room (nightmare realm)#but ill prob still do things

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