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obsob · 2 years

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a redraw of ‘lament for icarus’ by herbert james draper ✷

#mine #heheHEHEHE #this was a little tricky to figure out colour wise but i did it!!#orange overlay orange multiply my beloved #also made him trans bc. i can.#DONT look at the rocks too hard okay i. i was tired by that point #and the water also thats meant to be a straight line some how it is diagonal #they are going downhill its fine #owhh today we went to a stately home bc my mum got national trust membership heehe #my god that was a home. i havent been to one like it there was a huge hallway #im talking like. very large. lined w tapestries n paintings #i like. wanna learn how to oil paint low key high key. its not rlly a good time for me to learn that now but....one day #i gotta figure out portraits first hehe #i want to draw. realistic. portraits. bring my gcse art dream to life #i think i can do that. it will just..take time. idk how to learn that skajfbsdjkbs #n also need to find my way of doing it artistic language etc etc #ihg my leggies hurt. lots of walking #im going to play some hollow knight i think then go 2 bed #tomorrow is turning into a house task day it seems. maybe i will also try 2 figure out portrait hehe #i'll add id tomorrow!!

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needylittlegirl · 11 days

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im having so much fun !

#this is a lie everythings going bad suddenly #my sister wants to move cause everything being going downhill since our landlord changed #and i Hate moving i moved a lot as a kid so it just makes me feel awful now even though its for the best #and at work my bosses boss just got replaced and theyre talking about moving us around #like i’ll have to work at a different pharmacy #and my cats acting weird again and im still waiting for his vet appointment #and im nervous that whatever it is i wont be able to afford #and i dont want him to be in pain and i know hes uncomfortable right now #thats just too many things out of my control i feel like a stupid helpless kid i just want it all to be fine #tbd

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steampunkedparm · 3 months

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should i giggle or be mortified

#picture this: its your first call with this person youve been flirting with #this'll be the first time you hear their voice and actually talk to them #they seem fine. a little bit more bullying thab youd maybe expect and asking questions to keep conversation flowing #and then they hit you with the right hook of #“if a quiz is quizzical what is a test.”#and theb they make you guess what their secret 3rd tattoo is #(spoilers its “penis” in comic sans)#and it just keeps going downhill from there (for better or for worse??)#anyways i make great first-ish impressions and idont know if ive scared them yet (at this point that feels like a goal now?)#and then i embarrassingly scrambled all over my room to show the the various things ive collected over the years :'#i like showing off my room ok even though its a disaster #rigs your gay

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spineyy · 21 days

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Sorry but I need to ask: does anyone actually still like Allison at the end of season 3?

#her character went downhill so quickly #BTW just my opinion!! of course its fine if you still like her #and i get that she has her reasons #but the whole going after Viktor thing was just....#eh...#the umbrella academy

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lord-shitbox · 10 months

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Anytime I'm remotely near some kind of situation that could make me feel shame my brain starts flashing lights and blaring extreme warning sirens

#shitboxposting #avpd #fourth day at my new job tomorrow & everything is going FINE people are NICE EVEN WHEN I MAKE MISTAKES but its So Scares Me #new thing im not extremely experienced and competent at. which means high risk of making fool of myself.#i think shame is like. maybe the single strongest or most common emotion i feel ever. damn bitch thats rough.#so much of my like brain and personality has been wired on dodging or canning emotions though. thats actuakly a problem #i measure 'doing good' by 'how bad im feeling' but Also: sometimes not feeling bad is done in ways that are not good. like avoiding #or repressing. there's a cycle. I'm doing good im feeling fine oh wait im having underlying thoughts in behaviors that arent good.#things either go downhill from there or i can it back up & forget + move on. rinse and repeat #jf anyone figures out how to deal with shame lmk asap jesjs christ. holy shit

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darkwood-sleddog · 1 year

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you know its always a bit nerve wracking when a new neighbor moves in with a new dog and having to navigate that, but new neighbor's dog is a slow af lab with the most unfortunate structure so i can breathe a bit lol.

#dogblr #and i say nerve wracking bc its the middle of nowhere and people don't often keep their dogs behind fences or on tie outs here #just wandering around their acreage like nbd which is fine as long as:#the dog does not leave the yard and go up to my dogs when i'm doing stuff on the road #but also this dog poor lad his owner told me he's 'pretty good at running off coyotes'#and like my dude are you sure?? he's more downhill than an olympic luge

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piplupod · 1 year

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me: damn i am exhausted and pushing myself past my limits, i should rest

what i do: continue to do strenuous activity and more things than i am accustomed to doing

#maybe i am not pushing past my limits fhfkdl #maybe im expanding my limits fjfjdl idk #i am just physically uncomfortable from feeling uncomfortable w myself so fhfksl i keep doing shit so i dont have to just sit w myself #i cant tell if that healthy or not fjdkdl #maybe its neither fjdlsl maybe its just neutral #im also avoiding schoolwork oops fjdksl #however i have gone on two 30-45 min walks this week (home->downtown) so like... thats good?#and im getting my kitchen cleaned up #and uhhhh idk what else lmao that's mainly it #those are two massive things tho for me fhdksl the kitchen esp ;-; its a dumpster fire in there #theres dishes from September fhhfjdl #my reasoning tho is that if i actually was pushing myself to/past my limit then I probably wouldn't be able to keep doing shit #past experience tells me this is incorrect fbfjsl but. its working for me presently so we'll see i guess fhfjdl #if my fine motor skills start going downhill then I'll start actually getting worried and reassessing hffkl

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oatbugs · 2 years

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why is hanging out w him so fun

#us describing how hard it is to date bc no one rlse has the same priorities or interests meanwhile we have the exact same #priorities and interests lmao #whatever im not interested in that way . but still #hes fun to hang out w #he wears long coats and jumpers and necklaces and knows a lot abt machine learning and robots and brains #etc etc #idk #its fine #hes a good friend its just worrying that he is bc im so afraid that if our friendship goes wrong the academic side of things will go #downhill and its like a constant feeling when im w him #showed him around after the exam then we both took the train back n said goodbye etc #he hugged me so tight it almost crushed my ribs #lending him my GPU. thats basically like a friendship bracelet #personal

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tennessoui · 2 years

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Really appreciate you Kit! ♥️ ☺️

🥺🥺🥺 oh ok 🥺🥺🥺

#asks #thank you bestie!!!!!!!#i appreciate this ask and you the sender so so so so much #feels like everytime im me to me about running out of steam or going downhill or w/e #a very lovely anon is like the get up youre fine soccer meme and suddenly its true!!! i am fine!!!

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arobats · 2 years

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i love being able to leave work for a whole week with barely a days notice

like yes those projects won't get done by me sowwy 🤪 die mad about it

#erica speaks #yes its bc im out on bereavement leave bc my grandma died #but honestly she'd been going downhill for a WHILE so. im fine.#i get a week off work and thats what matters

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oflgtfol · 2 years

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GOD din in bobf sucked so badly but also i wanna relive the emotions i felt when chapter 5 immediately opened with him opening the curtains

#brot posts #mando posting #i feel like im much more patient than most other fans in regards to nee content #like its been. a year and a half since s2 aired and s3 just keeps getting delayed and im like #fine with it ? lol #BUT ALSO . yeah. i do miss new content. i miss my dude.#so like. yeah. im not immune to Enjoying New Content …. seeing him on screen in bobf chapter 5 was so. wah #however it started going downhill like 10 mins in when i was like ‘ok… this is going on for a while …. wheres boba now …..’#and then. well . :/

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seethestarsalittlecloser · 2 years

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Listen. Not everyone is going to be Hanz Zimmer. But learning that he was almost entirely self-taught has totally changed my view on the necessity of higher education in the creative arts.

#It takes a certain kind of person to become that good at something without a traditional sort of teacher to help you #but knowing and believing it's possible has to be the first step to becoming that person right?#Idk I'm facing down graduating with a bachelor's degree in something... I honestly probably won't use in the traditional sense #because its too clear to me now that my mental health is tied to centering my life around my creative endeavours #otherwise I very quickly go downhill #and looking at my degree in academic subjects that don't give me a qualification I can directly connect to any professional artistic medium #has me panicking ngl. And I've been considering like. maybe I should go to film school maybe I should get a fine arts degree or something #but if hanz zimmer can win oscars with such a non-traditional background and very little education....... maybe there's hope for me without #degree in screenwriting or whatever after all?#idk im just thinking in public here

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prestonmonterey · 2 months

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"i should do my homework" said preston, the fool, before scrolling on tumblr for another hour

#i swear ill do it now #just had to #reset my brain a bit #woo 17 posts on a vent blog i made less than 24 hours ago this day is going great- /sar #its. fine.#days when i actually have energy tend to go downhill twards the end #yknow #typical daily vaguely suicidal thoughts--

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months

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So weirdly enough I'm sick of being treated like shit

#had a bad fucking day today #i was awake until 5am because i couldnt sleep because i wa so angry at my parents #because my parents have still been misgendering and deadnaming me #its been seven years and i thought they were finally getting better #i woke up and didnt have enough sleep and i had to go to work #but i was determined to try to make the day a littke bette so i got an iced coffee and some candy before work #work is where it all fucking went downhill #because my day actually was getting better after the coffee and candy. i was actively trying to stay positive and have a good shift #i planned a painting i want to do. and my boss said i could go home early cuz i stayed late yesterday #now i gotta explain my job a little. im a concierge at an axe throwing place. so when someone wants to throw an axe i pick a coach #i tell the coach 'you have a group of three' or whatever and get them to take their group back #most of the time the concierges are fairly respected. we tell the coaches when to take groups and when to dismiss them. its fine #but today there was only one coach for the first part of my shift and he was miserable. it wasnt even that busy #but everything i told him was met with a fight or an eye roll. even small things like 'hey your group has ten minutes left'#and he got into our woek geoup chat and was bitching about how people dont do their jobs. which was funny because #he was texting instead of doing his job #i told him he had a group. he went to the back. the group waited for ten minutes. i went to the back because i could see him in the chat #i was sick of his shit and told him to stop texting and take his group. he said no he had shit to say #i told him he was bitching about others not doing their job when he wasnt doing his. he threatened to walk out #it went on like that and finally he told me to fucking leave. and when i get angry i cry. and i was not about to let him see me cry #so i left and just waited until another coach showed up. but i did tear up when i got bscj to the front which the bartender probs saw #im still just so fucking angry and frustrated. trying to have a nice day and do my job and this asshole is bitching but refusing to do his #and im trying to make the day better. i ordered some taco bell. i went home early. i watched a funny show #but i just broke down and i cant stop crying because im so angry and sick of people treating me however they fucking want to #im just so fucking tired

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the-cooler-king · 7 months

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I cannot stress enough how incredibly fucked up it is that my manic phase is only 3 solid days with a cushion day on either side, and the depressive phase is another 3 or 4 days. Its so dumb its stupid. Im mad about it.

#Can't fucking believe i have the exact disorder i thought I did.#I dont want to get medicated for this ugh I liked the sertraline just fine on its own #The cushion day on either side is when I realize things are going downhill #Or uphill! And im like goddamnit. Awe shit here we go again kinda things #And it makes me irrationally angry and upset. I dont have time for that.

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meejijis · 11 months

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Apparently i’m just finding out about dsp apparently plans on redrawing the entire wada manga (Volume 1) and honestly, I’m still not the biggest fan of her current art style so I'm not going to buy the new updated manga that comes with it. At least I still have the original english manga of her old art style so that’s something I will always enjoy reading instead

#txt #while i'm not a dsp fan anymore and dont keep up with her works her old art style will forever be iconic to me and honestly #it will always be my fav art style. Her old art style is what also shaped my art style into today and she was an influence #But yeah I miss the old art style. 2010 to 2017 is where she peaked. afterwards it went downhill from there #but if anyone likes her new current art style then thats also fine too. its just not for me #dsp can draw in which and however way she wants its her art afterall and im not going to stop her.

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