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This place is a message…and part of a system of messages…pay attention to it!
isles echoes so much of s1 that it felt like a show play. theres something harrowing as an unknown entity. nothing primordial like the light and dark, or maybe it is. isles wasnt a True universe in the way that mianite seasons 1 and 2 were. it was called mianitian isles. something close, something similar, but not quite the same as the others
it wants to be adored by silly little mortals who will devote themselves to its cause. it wants to be human, but only the shape of one. it wants to be greater than mere mortal beings. it wants to be indescribable.
sounds kind of like it wants to be a god
#fuck the main cast (<THATS A JOKE) i wanna know whats up with the worldbuilding of mianite and the relationship of gods that had a childhood#theres so much here about godhood and how its a terrible thing because to be divine is to loose your humanity and sure you can be “an eleva#but there is always a consequence to that. power has a cost. but these gods didnt ascend#they grew up into it like an inheritance#are you really willing to bind yourself to duty? are you willing to let yourself be objectified into the thing you will be prayed for?#are you willing to watch another desire such a horrible fate?#mianite#mianite fa#mianitian isles#mcyt#ianite#dianite#mianite the character#my art
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neil: hey mtv, welcome to my crib
neil: so this is actually my childhood home, which i am trying to sell, so any bidders please reach out
neil: it's kind of a maze, i know, but this is the entryway, down this hall is the kitchen, those stairs lead to the basement where my father tortured me with various typed of weaponry and psychological warfare when i was a child and also an older child
neil: and this is a picture of my cats (:
#neil josten#all for the game#aftg#fun fact mtv cribs is still around#i was thinking about mtv shows i grew up with and was like omg remember that one ???#looked it up and saw that season 19 was released last year#so like. wtf.#but anyway what if neil inherited the baltimore mansion#i think that'd be interesting
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It seems so! Though from what I understand it's not as strong as from an animal or human source, so you end up needing more plant matter and to do more refinement, but people will still grow these hybrid healing plants at home for minor injuries and wounds. I've heard of people growing a variety hybridized with mint since it's very hardy and easy to spread. It just can be a little difficult to get your hands on one of these plants in my time. You either get ones that are more difficult to keep alive but do a better job of healing or you get hardier plants but the healing factor isn't as strong.
Though before all the science was going towards the... whole.... parasite... thing... I'd heard they were trying to see if they could use mushrooms too, seeing as the healing factor seemed to mess with the chlorophyll of plants, but if they can get it to work with mushrooms there's no chlorophyll to effect!
Maybe looking into either avenue could be beneficial!
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(I love science fiction, I love theoretical science, I love science that may someday become reality, I love youuuuu。･:*:･(✿◕3◕)❤)
Mod B: I'm not a huge fan of sci-fi, especially sci-fi that takes place in space or on other plants, but man do I adore some speculative biology!
Ludwig watches you carefully as you talk, nodding along in certain moments, "Mhm, I see. That is all very fascinating. I will have to look into this myself, maybe I'll manage to start the research process for such plants earlier in this timeline than in your original one. I will have to bring back one of these plants with me when we go to the future." He bounces Maria on his knee a bit, looking around himself for something to write on.
#Lutz and Misha#tf2#tf2 ask blog#tf2 medic#tf2 ocs#🦖 anon#sue me i took your previous ask & ran with it#I HAVE CREATED THE HUMBOLDT-NABOKOV FAMILY LINE!#so basically the line continues with maria whos wife gets pregnant using the bone marrow technique & emil helped with that#maria & her wife have a son while in their 30s (120 years before tala) named albrecht who looks like a mini ludwig#albrecht lives until his sixties before marrying & having a child (but physically looks to be around 45-48 as all all od ludwig's#descendants inherited his self-heal & his slower aging)#so albrecht has his daughter sasha around 60 years before tala comes to the past#albrecht grew up to become a doctor like his uncle emil but sasha (who turned out to be trans but kept the name sasha) decided to go down#the mercenary route#sasha had twins named kira & ada 30 years before tala went back to the past#kira is a splitting image of ludwig & is a doctor while ada looks like a genderbent mikhail & stuck to their father's mercensry life#kra & ada are still alive during talas time but sasha died during a mission trying to clesr out zombies from a safe zone#so that is 4 generations aftee mikhail & ludwig & since the humboldt-nabokovs live so long they also know who their ancestors are#& i believe that kira was the one to popularise the use of plant matter for the healinf fluid usinf her great great grandfather ludwig's#research that was later continued by great geandfather emil but not picked up by grandfather albrecht for reasons unknown
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shoutout to people with dads who are part of Gen X who introduced them to the best music of their generation when their dads were kids in the 70s-80s (it's me i'm people) (i love my dad <3)
#also shoutout to my 80s mum who has the best taste in metal and rock ever <3#for fun here's a list of artists my dad introduced me to when i was young: queen. the beatles. electric light orchestra. the monkees. acdc.#-jeff wayne and his orchestra. led zepplin. pink floyd. toto. billy joel. europe. guns n roses. weird al. abba. beegees. tom jones.-#-david bowie. michael jackson. king crimson. roar.#my parents have such good music taste#also i love how my dad is mostly 70s 80s rock and stuff and then my mum is just like full on rob zombie#my music taste has basically been inherited from 3 places and 3 places only: my mum my dad and the internet#also fun fact: according to my dad i used to fall asleep to acdc when i was a small child#it was the song ''she's got the jack'' specifically#progressive rock makes me really relaxed to. i have probably been lulled to sleep by pink floyd many times as a tiny child#dude started my music taste young#my dad liking prog rock is probably the reason i like bands like yes and tangerine dream now#also 70s rock is just so. gender?????#maybe the reason 70s-80s music gives me so much gender euphoria is because it reminds me of my dad#anyway yeah shoutout to 70s-80s music#ALSO shoutout to the movies tommy and hairspray and little shop of horrors because my parents showed me them too!!#i really grew up as an 80s-90s kid with 70s music tastes living in the mid 2000s lmao
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my rvb au longfic hinges on allison "agent tex" texas church letting the father of her triplet children name then Leonard, Leonardo and Leonarda.
my only reasoning is she thought it was funny and then they got home
#rvb#probably never posting it for reals but it exists in the physical world#like written down and shit#ti talks#epsilon church#alpha church#agent carolina#leonard alphraim church leonardo elphonse church and leonarda naomi church#known as leonard/lenny Leon/El and Naomi as they grew up tho and since carolina is a fraternal triplet#she looks the way she does but the boys are reverse identical#director leonard church still makes his kids sign up for war and puts lina in the freelancers leon with another spec ops#and leonard couldnt get through with help so hes still at the start as alpha in the canyon in the regular army#leon is the one who fucks up wash accidentally. it was more an opportunity for leon(Epsilon) to escape#than anything against wash. but he still remembers it. he is terrified of leonard#but tucker reads it as disdain of the highest degree and trying to help leonard he accidentally falls for wash#blah blah blah trauma war sadness and then yay happy ending with everyone having healthy coping mechanisms#lol#so uh. this was longer lmao but yay#its set post war. they live in a shitty little tourist town because tucker inherited a house and live there together
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#the problem with writing an old mond fic that I'm trying to explore Topics with is#it has dwelved from 'I want to write about why Amos stuck with Deca for so long and the messed up love between them'#to. oh boy. googling the life of the last emperor of china of which I am morbidly facinated with.#(terrible spineless self centered coward of a guy. treated as god since age 4)#(but also general chinese emperors and royalty who all really sucked and basing deca and amos both on a lot of that)#to general little morality things bc. its a story of how amos was complicit/supportive of terrible things under deca but still joined rebel#to. reading about the causes of revolutions???? and writing that into old mond's inherit instability and why nb's revolution worked#into now. attitudes on the ethics meat consumption of bc amos is a hunter who grew up outside of old mond and its culture#and forced into old mond's culture (<- my backstory for her)#which also has implications of Amos having to struggle to reconcile her heritage culture with the one she has to live in now#........and though it I keep forgetting that the initial thing I wanted to explore is deca/amos Problematic(tm) love#which means the plot is now a dredged down mess I'll have to fix in a second draft#......uh for anyone who thinks this sounds interesting. no promises on it actually getting finished or being good#this has spirled way out of control from its initial inception#but ya know all art has a political slant to it and boy nothing says political like 'story about revolution' so we'll see how this all goes#(this is also why I don't write fic or stories often lol I take its ideas too seriously and it completely consumes me until I finish it)#personal //
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fighting yowai....
#what must it be like to be 10 years old only child#and then suddenly you have a little sister that eberyine adores and fawns over#like i just kniw they spoilt totoko so bad (canon) and neglected fighting for it (my delusion)#he probabky tried to bully her and got heavily reprimended by his parents for it#probably would lead to him still being childish at 20... suddenly not getting attention anymore -> regression and acting out#maybe anger issues too. hence boxing#idk. i feel like he mustve grown upcresenting her to some degree#little girl who gets everything#i mean their parents did let him live at homr still at 20 but that seemed contingent on him inheriting the fish shop#idk. im hallucinating. im delusional. but man. what must their relationship have been like...#now that theyre both adults they can get along as equals. but oh.. the gaps from childhood they cant fill#considering their age difference i wonder if they even felt like family at a certain point....#tragedy of the spoilt girl and her forgotten brother....#the way it ruined theur lives (potentially) in different ways#sorry. im thinking too hard abt it im hallucinating. sorry#aughhh i love totoko as a study of a spoilt girl grown up though#the sextuplets and her both pampered as kids and never grew up#vs fighting at 20 who wanted to be an adult but didnt want to grow up.. now with child..#potentially reconnecting w parents for first time in years??#sorry. im thinking too much abt a character who showed up for 3 seconds. sorry#sorry i started relating the character w 1 manga appearance to my own personal familial dynamics and now im invested. sorry
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SOOOOO HAPPY but also so so sad because nasuada is mortal 😭😭😭
Listen. LISTEN. IT’S OKAY. IT DOESN’T MATTER. WHAT MATTERS IS THAT THE LOVE IS THERE OKAY. LIFE MAY BE FLEETING BUT LOVE IS ETERNAL AND MURTAGH IS LOVED BY SO MANY OF THE DEAD ALREADY WHAT’S ONE MORE.
#murtagh spoilers#this has been the one thing that made me hesitant about them as a pairing but like#it’s the same tragedy we’re going to see play out with roran and katrina and eragon. eragon’s going to outlive them#just as murtagh is going to outlive nasuada#the difference is that (arguments about how much of love is choice aside) if murtagh cared about how much that could hurt him he could#break it off. the only reason he’s really made any steps toward that have been to protect nasuada’s position. if they can make it work#i think he will throw himself into it 100%. eragon doesn’t have that flexibility with the stronghammers. he GREW UP with roran#and now he’s going to outlive him!#the inheritance cycle right now is an epic tale of romance and victory but soon it’s going to turn into tragedy and THAT IS OKAY#WE’RE GOING TO BE OKAY. THEY’RE GOING TO BE OKAY. because what matters is that THE LOVE IS THERE#BECAUSE IF THE LOVE WASN’T THERE NEITHER WOULD THE TRAGEDY#BUT IF YOU TAKE AWAY THE TRAGEDY ALL YOU HAVE IS FARCE#galbatorix tried to take away the tragedy by *not caring* and that! was! his! downfall!
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Like class differences is always so painfully obvious to me at times...
#miranda talking shit#I know quite a bit of different people. I don't think I know anyone in “high” class where they're shitting money#But it's... Always a bit of an disconnect when talking about growing up with people that obviously had more money#I'm from an multi-generation low class family. I mean we always had enough to eat and never had to struggle to urvive in that sense#But we've always lived modest. Especially from my mom's side. And talking about growing up with similar peoples#Backgrounds is like ah yes you inherited toys and things from siblings. Didn't have expensive game consoles#But got to play them at friends house etc. Then you talk to someone who weren't in that corner and it's like#Uhhhh what you went on multiple vacations outside the country? You got expensive toys and elictrical things? Multiple? Huh? Uh...#My first and second phone were inherited from my older siblings#Hi I talked about... Child funds with Fabian and I was like oh... They invested your money so it grew nicely#Your starting amount was my final amount um...#It's a weird disconnect somehow. Can't describe it. Just like... Oh you basically got majority things you wanted as young?#I learned to not wish for much and settle... I learned to reuse items. I learned to save things to save a bit of money#I don't even think they were spoiled. There are definitely spoiled people but I do not think I know anyone like that#But it's so wild to hear... Oh your family own an vacation house by the coast? Um... We have one inland north which was#The first own land my grand grand parents saved up and bought and built an tiny cabin on um...
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when you get this ask you have to answer with 5 of ur fav songs and then send this ask to 10 of ur favourite followers !
Eeeuuuuuuugh....so hard to choose....okay these are not my top 5 but they are 5 I have randomly selected out of all my favorite songs:
- RELIGIOUS MAN - Mister Loco
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- Fire is Coming - Flying Lotus and David Lynch
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Public Pervert - Interpol
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Shredder sequel - Little Wings
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Little Pleasures - TOKiMONSTA and Gavin Turek
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#NEEDED COMMENTARY ON EACH OF THESE. IN ORDER:#1) idgaf if it sounds stupid the nacho libre movie and its soundtrack are personally important to me. this is my fav song on the OST#2) be prepared. this song starts with almost 2 minutes of david lynch talking about some david lynch shit. i heavily encourage not skipping#3) i could have put Evil on this list as it's basically interpol's most famous song and also one of my favorites. but.#if time is my vesselll then learning to love might be my way back to seaaaaa#4) i have so much i could say about this one....kyle field was a close college friend of my parents and i grew up listening to his music#out of all the songs on here this is probably the one with the most personal connection to me.#the shredder is already a heartbreaking song and shredder sequel is even more heartbreaking. it's good to listen to both in order.#Kyle also had a brief role in Creep 2. some of his songs also featured on the show Reservation Dogs. had me crying n shit#note: i had to put some random reupload on this list because the album this song is from is exceptionally hard to find online#5) another song i inherited from my parents. my grandma also really likes this song lol#LASTLY: i agonized over this all morning so if youre my mutual and you see this consider yourself required to do this.#and tag me if you do i wanna seeeee
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Had some wine feeling good made a really shitty bowl in ceramics class this morning that I’m really worried has a bunch of air holes in it and had a really crappy therapy session where I didn’t talk too much but was honest about some other stuff which is good overall I guess but now I’m doing drunk crochet and watching the Duggar family documentary and probably going to stop watching soon once they start talking about the awful stuff but yeah day in the life of a woman doing her best I guess
#like both sides of my family are either Irish catholic. converted assimilation catholic. or part Jewish but raised catholic.#but my mom read the Boston glob report so I wasn’t baptized or anything and despite her born again phase I’ve never really been religious#so the thought of growing up in that environment is like I can’t imagine the pressure oh my god#like I’ve had Mormon friends and have some friends who were raised homeschool Christian married young and all and like#i don’t know it’s just wild how different our lives are like I’ve got a problems and def inherited the guilt complex thing for sure but like#I also never got told to submit to anyone or that god was watching#or to be modest or any of the purity stuff beyond normal patriarchy stuff#like I’m not saying my life is better but I didn’t do church after age 5 and only go to funeral masses so I like the comfort of like#doing sign of cross and saying Hail Mary and all bc it provides structure for grief but beyond that I can’t imagine living with all of that#these are very long tags with no real point beyond wow. that’s literally bananas to me. but did I mention I’m a little drunk#and even then my family isn’t like hardcore catholic. my grandma and her siblings skipped church to get donuts bc no farm work on Sunday#and my dad grew up like doing fasted mass and everything but heard the 2000s Harvey milk speech and realized gay ppl are okay#and then rest of extended dads side is like catholic but vote blue and think human rights are good and all#my mom has a student who’s like very traditional catholic like she was trying to teach him math and whatever#and the live coverage of waiting for pope confirmation was on tv the whole time#and he fights with her about evolution and learning about the existence of other religions and everything#so I guess even in my own family like. everyone’s down with basic science and civil liberties which is even weirder for me I guess#like not even among fundamentalists like just regular Catholics I’ve had a pretty liberal upbringing re faith. it’s just wild to me#to see the differences of worldview#and even non religion stuff was pretty liberal overall despite living in pretty red area. idk it’s just wild how different life can be
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the post asking about if your great gma went it college inspired me to ask my mom about it and turns out she did not but her life was CRAZY
#she was the daughter of a freed slave and a judge and she grew up w her dad cause her mom left#she grew up relatively wealthy and went to private catholic school and the nuns abused her so badly (because racism and she was illegitimate#) that one time she was taking a walk with my uncle (confirmed by the uncle) and they came across a nun from the school#like decades later#and she KNELT ON THE SIDEWALK AND CRIED AND ASKED FORGIVENESS#her dad died when she was a teenager and because she was illegitimate she lost the whole inheritance to the rest of the family#and went to live with her mom and sister in são paulo#she knew multiple languages and played the piano and got a job at a big company and an apartment on her own before she met my great gpa
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noelle announced the pregnancy to her sister (and only living relative in bridgeport)! along with the fact that the baby was a vampire...... because they were vampires. after a moment of anger, they made up!
#ts3#ts3 legacy#ts3 gameplay#i don't understand it tbh why everyone hates supernaturals#especially vampires! it's like........ guys#not all vamps are monsters#btw#that's the house noelle grew up in! her sister inherited it since their parents passed away )^'':#i forget you guys have missed 2 entire generations lol
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as promised (in the replies of my post that probably only one person saw) here’s the vid of me doing karaoke
i kept changing positions cuz my knees were shaking soooo bad like holy shit if you look closely u might be able to see me quaking even after my nervousness toned down was still shaking insanely bad
rant aside, i can apparently sing and korn is the best rock band along with rob zombie, alice cooper, black sabbath, mindless self indulgence, and 9 inch nails (if you listen to any of those bands please be my friend please please PLEASE)
#ink’s brain vomit#fun fact#minus msi i grew up on these bands#yes 3 year old me was jamming to dragula#y’all were listening to lullabies while i was listening to metal#my mom is quite punky and i inherited that#me and her basically worship tim burton#she dressed me up as jack skellington when i was like 2-3#and betelgeuse when i was 7 (yes i did watch betelgeuse when i was way too young to be watching that)#we all dressed up as betelgeuse characters and went to comic con#everyone wanted a photo with us#i felt famous it was amazing#i remember this mom was freaking out over our outfit while her kids (older than me) had no idea who we were#that’s very funny to me#don’t mind the rant i did in the tags#imagine someone from comic con recognizes me#that would be SO COOL!!#i doubt it’ll happen but I CAN DREAM HAROLD /ref
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Ok but think about how fucking horrible Loki would have turned if Thor had managed to become king. Like, even when they were only princes together, there was basically nothing Loki couldn't get away with: bullying the patriciate, being a flagrant wizard, spending extravagant amounts of money on absolute tat. And then, he was only the third most powerful man in the empire. With Odin gone, and only Thor who could possibly curb him? Dear fucking god.
Bc when has thor ever showed an interest in curbing anything loki has ever wanted or done
#thor has to get married at some point but i really dont envy the poor woman he eventually shackles to the position of queen#like just openly blantantly he doesnt love her as much as he does loki; he doesnt listen to her as much as he does loki#the fights they would have had about thor disregarding her opinions and priorities in favour of Loki's#and loki just ......the bitterest and most resentful version of himself#hatred for the woman who is in the spot that he -- by all rights and practicality -- occupies#to be fair i think Loki would have stuck around a couple of years after Thor became king and then fuckin bailed to vanaheim#he's too proud to stick around watching himsef and Thor getting further and further from one another#it would hurt too much to watch thor getting swallowed alive by the layers & layers of responsibility til he couldn't recognise him anymore#until thor couldn't recognise himself anymore or see Loki for who he was#anyway fun thoughts#internal thor tag#the woman who agrees to marry thor? definitely not sif.#sif is way too aware of the psychosexual codependent fucking trash mess that is thor and loki's relationship#she grew up around it and was in the middle of it throughout most of her young adulthood#she has too much self respect to subject herself to a lifetime of that#she's already long gone and far away by the time the subject of thor's marriage comes up#if she's married it's been to a nice man who loves her more than she loves him#if she isn't its bc she's not sure if she really wants to be married#she's having a pretty good time being a free agent now that her brother baldr has grown up and inherited their father's house
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I give my dad's brother a pass on never contacting us, as he is more broadly shunning all of my dad's side of the family. He was adopted and was treated like shit by my grandmother, because she a) didn't want to adopt and resented her adopted children, and b) was a fucking racist to her black adopted children, so he doesn't consider us to be his family. Particularly now that he is in contact with his biological mother and half-siblings.
He's also chronically depressed to a very disabling degree and lives in another country, so like... there are barriers to communication there that are different to the rest of the family not talking to us because they think we're embarrassing and messy.
#I met him one time exactly#when I was about ten#at my grandfather's house#he was writing in a journal at the time and I was writing a (very bad) poem in a day-a-page diary I had gotten discounted#because it was for the previous year#and people remarked on the family resemblence in terms of habit#which neither of us (trying to write in our books and not join in the conversation) were especially receptive to#I think about him a lot now#my grandfather didn't leave him anything in his will#which apparently you can legally do here to your adopted children??#even though you cannot legally disinherit your biological children if your name is on their birth certificate#the other siblings kind of divided up their inheritance among themselves after the fact to cut him in with an equal share#but like... really really bad that they had to do that#and honestly I would have expected better of my grandfather#who was the one who wanted to adopt in the first place#because he grew up in an institution from around 7 to 15#(his mother was too mentally ill to look after him and his siblings at the time so his father surrendered them to different working schools#who then refused to give them back when she was well again because their funding was based on how many kids were there)#and he fostered a lot of kids as an adult because he felt strongly about children living in orphanages and other institutions#but like... apparently didn't feel strongly enough about it that his son's inclusion in his will wasn't conditional!#my dad's adopted sister was much closer to my grandfather and saw him several times a week#(she is grateful her mother died in her early sixties because she feels this allowed her to develop a close relationship with her father)#so she was in the will#but it must have felt pretty chilling to know that she might not have been if she hadn't been a Good Enough Daughter
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