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rosykims · 2 years
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1, 3, 4 & 60 for elspeth & alistair?
ily sophie thank u !
1. Who would end a heated argument by defending their actions with ‘because I love you!’?
elspeth, mainly because her actions often need defending the most 🤡 her love for him is what led her to hardening him, making him king, morrigan's ritual and ultimately leaving to cure the taint. they all come from a place of intense love and a desire to see alistair safe, but it can definitely be misconstrued as infantilizing and condescending. after alistair becomes king and they both grow up some more, he absolutely pushes back on that as the sorry excuse that it is.
3. Do they wear the other’s clothes? (sweatshirt, bandana, necklace, etc.)
i think they shared a lot together during the blight! shirts/belts/socks/packs/weapons were sort of sporadically thrown around their camp because theyre both messy af, and after a while it just sort of became comunally their clothes. after ali becomes king it's less essential (or inconspicuous), but ella still wears his shirts every now and then, especially on the road when she misses him the most. she also gives him the shield of highever since it's wasted on her.
4. Which one is more protective? Who needs to be ‘protected’?
ella! although it's fairly equal between them at the start. alistair is initially more worried about her emotional state what with being thrown into the grey wardens so quickly — since shes a significantly better fighter than he is, he doesn't feel the need to fret over her too severely in combat. it's not until the trauma of deep roads (which i do right before the landsmeet/endgame) when elspeth's martyr complex really starts to take off. it's a big reason why she hardens alistair and encourages him to take the throne– because she wants to spare him the grey warden fate for as long as possible, even if it means potentially losing him
60. Who pulls the other closer when they’re sleeping?
they both do! maybe alistair a little more than ella, especially early into the relationship when he's so unaccustomed to physical affection. later, when he's king, ella is the one who needs that comfort/reassurance more, and he's happy to oblige.
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skitskatdacat63 · 11 months
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CC: [cheers heard in the background] Yes mate!! You did it!! Yes! That–that is a hell of a–[setup talk] Unbelievable.
FA: Copy, guys. This is for you guys, this is for you. This is for all of you, all of you guys. All of the the factory, everyone. Everyone, this is for you. Everyone [unintelligible], thank you very much.
CC: Well done, mate, I'm well impressed.
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deadandphilgames · 4 months
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oversharing in the tags time :)
#i think it’s time i go back to therapy#i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend#or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out#backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my#bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy#anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown#it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc#(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf#and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went#to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel#so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him#then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward#she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times#start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted#in feb 2023. we had tickets for#mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not#she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji#and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man#so I still worry about her#writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better#but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK#anyways. I need therapy to get over this#and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im#out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me#up as a kid)#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day#don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!
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cowlovely · 1 year
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god…just finished rewatching the under the lake/before the flood two parter and i am soooooo fucking crazy i am. nuclear levels of insane right now.
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piplupod · 6 months
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hate waking up scared for no apparent reason. girl what do u mean im scared of going to my old lady yarn group !!!!!
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butchviking · 1 year
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just nearly drowned myself in the sink trying to rinse my sinuses out and all i could think was oh my god if they found me like this theyd think i did it on purpose. they’d think this is how i chose to go out. pantsless, surrounded by dirty dishes and stacks of last week’s recycling.
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senatorraines · 1 year
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yall think i'm joking when i say this but even the mere IDEA of seeing adrian on my screen in the year of our lord 2023 .... yall are gonna hate my guts by the time this shit is over
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quillkiller · 21 days
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saw you posting about grindeldore and immediately went and stalked almost all your posts LMAOOOO. love them to pieces, they are so- literally my fav ship ever
i have been so severely mentally unwell about them lately… like they’re on my mind constantly. i recently read this fic and oh my god its SOOOOO. so fucking sick and twisted. me and kara kept sending screenshots to each other while reading it and then we made a grindeldore pinterest board … 🤍
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^ from the fic i linked. my heart was in my fucking throat. in my THROAT.
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AND THIS FROM THE BOOKS. FROM CANON. PERHAPS THAT LIE TO VOLDEMORT WAS HIS ATTEMPT TO MAKE AMENDS… TO PREVENT VOLDEMORT FROM TAKING THE HALLOW….
… OR MAYBE FROM BREAKING INTO YOUR TOMB?
oh i feel SICK!!!!!!!!!!! OR FROM BREAKING INTO YOUR TOMB? ARE YOU JOKING. THAT’S THE MOST ROMANTIC THING ANYONE HAS EVER SAID AND DONE. im going to throw up.
here’s my live reaction to the canon bits and pieces i was researching while texting kara.. 🤍
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like. how are they not more of a big deal. just the canon material alone is fucking insane. it’s summer of 1899 and you spend two (2!!!) months together and it ends in absolute tragedy and haunts you for the rest of your lives. albus was basically raising his siblings by himself and allows himself one selfish thing and it gets so out of hand because he’s a teenager and he’s power hungry and greedy and wants to change the world. HE WAS JUST A BOY !!! HE WANTED OUT !!!! and it ends with your sisters death and your brother who can barely stand to look at you anymore but still dedicates his life to fighting by your side. who lives close to you your whole lives but doesnt want to see you. you end up becoming a synonym with ’good’ and you’re NOT. you’re not good. only knows grindeldore has to be stopped. and dumbledore keeps putting people in danger so that Evil wont win, even if it means sacrificing good and/or innocent people (re: first war, harry, draco, etc). HES IDOLIZED AND WORSHIPPED AND ADORED BY PEOPLE HE WOULD SACRIFICE IN A HEARTBRAT FOR THE ’GREATER GOOD’ THINKING IT GIVES HIM MORAL HIGH GROUND I FEEL SICKKKKCKKGKCKCK. IS ACTIVELY STAYING OUT OF POSITIONS OF POWER BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE CANT BE TRUSTED !!!!!! and the only person who really and honestly knows your heart and greed and rot and how goodness doesn’t come naturally for you is the boy you shared a passionate intense and world ending two months with. who has to be stopped. who wants so badly for you to join him. who’s heartbroken because you wouldn’t. who’s trying to do what you were supposed to do together. i feel sick.
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iguessitsjustme · 16 days
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Takara's Treasure Ep 1 & 2 Thoughts
 Okay so I just finished Cosmetic Playlover (here is the start of my liveblog if you want to read) and I’m still on the JBL train so it’s time for Takara’s Treasure. I know so little about this show it kind of feels like I’m going in blind but I do know some things. Kind of. Under the cut:
That is my exact question baby boy. What constitutes “a wrong crowd”
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NOT THE CHERRY BLOSSOMS WHEN HE APPEARS LKSJDGHKDJFHGKH
Oh he loves plants. I’m obsessed. Love him. 
So because of how I do these liveblogs, you guys do not know how long it takes me to watch each episode. Y’all can just read the next bullet right away but I need to mention how doing these has helped me notice a pattern for myself. It always takes me sooooo long to start getting into shows. I started this episode about an hour ago and I’m not done yet. The episode is 23 minutes long. It takes me so long because I either get distracted or interrupted, but the second I start feeling very attached to the characters, it’s game over and I start flying through the episodes. Especially on a binge. It’s just fascinating to me and I’m kind of glad you guys can’t tell because it is genuinely very frustrating sometimes to want to watch a show and have to fight my brain to keep going because it got distracted (or sometimes it’s because I’m having a flare up and I need to break from the show to deal with it). Anyway, with that said, time to get back on track. I can at least finish episode 1.
Aw the poor baby who lost his bird. I saw this coming but it hurts. I lost my pets a few years ago really tragically (do not ask me about this I will not answer any questions) and it hurts so bad still. I struggle with pets/animals in shows that pass away. It is one of the very, very few things that is actually likely to make me cry. So I get it. Sitting on the mountain and crying all day? Good. Let him process that grief. Let it out baby boy let it out.
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What has this man been through? What traumas has he suffered? That is a look of a man who has dealt with some shit. Which means I am going to love him. I am going to absolutely adore him, aren’t I?
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Yeah I’d fall in love too. Look at this soft, quiet smile.
Oh sweetie baby he made friends! I’m attached now.
Well since the episodes are short, let’s also do episode 2! Wooo! (send help I feel unwell in multiple ways)
As it turns out..feeling unwell made me fall asleep and it is now the next day. But now I’m about to BINGE. God bless. (pain meds my beloved…yes, I was at cvs at 7 this morning don’t look at me)
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I love her AND her pants.
I’m not gonna lie guys, I kind of miss the god awful wigs in Japanese BL. Give me wigs like the ones in Seven Days.
I just spilled cheez-its ALL OVER MY COUCH. It is 9 in the morning. I think I’m actually done with the day now. *eats my last applesauce*
Nooo baby don’t tell him to get rid of the hoops. I like the hoops. Don’t change to studs booo
This baby is so cute asking if he can talk to Takara on campus (It’s Takara and Taishin, right? Also I hope I don’t have their names swapped in my head)
Anyway. He’s so cute. Most people would just start talking to him on campus but he asked if it was okay. Oh my precious baby insecure about How to Friend and it’s just delightful.
What a nice man giving up his seat on the bus. I wish I could do that. I mean I can but it hurts me to stand sometimes. But I love when shows give us tiny little human moments like that. It’s so wholesome and beautiful.
Girl he doesn’t owe you an explanation for not dating you. If he said “no” that’s all the info you are entitled to. Just because he’s single doesn’t mean he’s yours. Gosh that really irks me. I think that’s why I have a problem with the faen fatale trope in a lot of BLs. Because the other person never seems to view our BL boy as an actual person with wants and desires. They project their wants and desires onto them and I don’t know…it’s just annoying to watch. I’m glad it’s not as prevalent as it once was.
Mr. Man on the sidewalk. It is 9:30 in the morning. What could you possibly be screaming about?
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Oh I am so smart. Takara is so smart. Took the words right out of my mouth. Literally.
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I want all of those umbrellas.
Okay okay I can forgive this show for swapping out the hoops for studs if it’s because Takara likes glassware.
I love this man that Taishin keeps meeting at the bus/bus stop. He’s just so human and kind.
I’ve seen Takara smile twice now and both times the smile has been soft and gentle and aimed at Taishin and I love them both so much.
Whelp. Time for episode 3 methinks
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new potential love interest reveal for anyone invested in my personal life for some reason. bc some are
okay SO. there’s this other guy i work withhhh of course and i’ve had a bigggg crush on him from the literal first moment i met him because god he’s sooooo fucking cute UGH. (the first time i saw him at the training me and my bestie gave each other a Look and were texting each other under the table like Oh my god did you just fall in love with him too. we have been jokingly fighting over him for MONTHS 😭) however it was like. never that serious it was just a fun thing for my friends and i to joke abt all the time and i haven’t felt the need to talk abt him for a variety of reasons bc 1. i was clearly BUSY with my other situationship hell and 2. me and him literally Never talked. like we talked comically little it was almost a bit that we’d never had a full conversation he would give me his stuff and then leave the second i got there so it wasn’t like we were super close by any means lmfao. and of course 3. he just HAD to have a girlfriend because why wouldn’t he. why WOULDN’T HE. they always do. but me and my friend were like okay soon we have to gauge how serious it is like what’s the deal is it serious is it like a canada girlfriend or what. so i finally brought it up with him this past friday and he talked abt her a bit and showed me pics of them and she was verrryyyy pretty and they’d been together for like two years which whatever that’s fine cool now i know right. NO! that’s not the end.
first of all him and i have already been talking a bit more than usual (maybe a few full conversations at this point!) but even better we were actually teaching together this week which means we’ll get to spend a bunchhhh of time together (also me and situationship are separated which helps too bc. out of sight out of mind) and he was like i’m so excited to finally be able to work closely with you and talk to you and whatever which is fun i was super looking forward to it. but anyway context there had been a wedding at our week on friday and so on monday my other coworker was like God I feel sooo bad for him we keep talking abt the wedding and stuff it’s probably making him feel worse and i was like. hey wdym. wdym. and they were like oh he just went through a really rough breakup and he’s kind of unwell abt it. and listen this person is Not the most reliable source whatsoever so i was hesitant to believe it because he had literally been raving abt her less than three days prior bro like WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!! so i casually bring her up (he’d mentioned that they might’ve been going to an event at our work together in a few weeks and i asked if he was still planning on that) and he was like oh yeah me and girlfriend unfortunately broke up it’s kind of a mess right now. and i was like oh my god i’m so sorry i had no idea i feel bad for bringing it up and he was like no it’s okay it’s fine i should’ve seen it coming. it’s kinda funny i totally switched up the gender roles and *i* was the one begging her for an explanation and to try and stay and fix the relationship and she was the one who ghosted me LOL! (.) BUT THERE’S ONE MORE KEY DETAIL. he’s leaving in LESS THAN A WEEK ACROSS THE COUNTRY because he’s getting his fucking PHD from a nice ass school (i fucking know dude) i always knew this but he’s leaving like much much sooner than expected. but anyway he is like. insanely attractive and charming and smart and it’s like 😭 why are you doing this to me. he’s so tall and he has the nicest hands if anyone i’ve ever seen and he’s sooo sweet to me and he’s always nerding out abt the smart ass shit he’s studying and it’s soooo charming dude you have no idea he’s so fun to talk to and be around. he is insanely out of my league like i think we all have got to be a little in love with him but for some reason the last few days i’ve been deluding myself into thinking there’s any chance something could happen and yknow what? i will absolutely try my luck he’s literally gonna be gone in a week i will totally make a rebound offer bc he keeps asking to hang out soon and shit. the pieces are falling into place let me finally have this universe. LET ME INNN
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wishful-seeker · 5 months
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I think people should give kids more credit for knowing what they need.
When i was missing so much high-school i had to do summer school because i was not only physically ill but also very mentally unwell, sooooo many adults kept telling me to go to school, even though doing so made me have severe, debilitating panic attacks, and i was dealing with a lot of physical pain aswell. So many people said "you'll never amount to anything, man up and go to school." And i kept telling them "im sick and i know what my body needs." But nobody likes it when a 14-15 year old says that. God forbid a CHILD knows exactly what her body and mind needs, shes just a stupid kid how could she possibly know?
I promise your child actually knows what they're doing and what they need. Please listen to them. If you kid says they need to stay home from school there is a reason. Maybe its mental health, or physical health, but kids aren't stupid. I would like to see less of this ablism where a child that doesn't go to school is considered a bad child.
Do you know how many teachers hated me specifically for not being able to go to school? It didn't matter that i had a note saying every absence is excused by a doctor, they still assumed i was fooling my parents into letting their bratty child do whatever they wanted. They would ridicule me TO MY FACE and say I'd never pass. I did pass btw. I finished most of my school work on one single day of summer class because i missed a lot of that too. But i learned nothing, because i was BUSY BEING FUCKING SICK i had BETTER things to worry about. Idc what the excuse is, absence should never mean you fail a class or don't pass a grade. It is so ablist to assume that every student can follow THE VERY UNREASONABLE SCHEDULE of waking up at 4 to 5 am and being at school for 8 hours (WHEN YOU ONLY DO ACTUAL WORK FOR 4!!) and kids only getting 6 hours of sleep (WHEN A LOT NEED 9 TO 12!!!) for 5 fucking days (EVEN 4 WOULD BE BETTER!!) Its absolutely ridiculous and the only kids can do it are either able bodied, able minded, and even then they are more stressed than a child should ever be. And if they cant follow this schedule they are a Bad Person. I had teachers that literally treated me like a dog. I'd ask them for make up work and they would give me the most shitty and rude attitude i have ever seen. NO ONE has treated me worse about my health than teachers. It was because i was a kid. When i had to drop out of college for my disability, the teachers were incredibly respectful and wished me a speedy recovery and hoped id be back in their class next year.
Being sick as a child is one of the most isolating and angering experiences you will go through. Adults take every shitty thing they feel and throw it at you because you are a vulnerable child. They would never speak the way they speak to you to adults because then they'd get their ass beat or fucking killed. But because you are 15 years old, they will use you as a punching bag.
If your kid is sick, FUCKING LISTEN TO THEM!! i hate to burst your bubble but when i say "people know whats best for them more than anyone else" I MEAN KIDS TOO.
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fan-a-tink · 7 months
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Young Royals S3 thoughts
EP4 
Simon tearing up on the bus... I have no words to describe painful it is to watch this. 
That hug. Was so overdue. I’m so glad Wille is there. And him saying „I’m so glad to see you.“ - yes please tell Simon how much he is loved!
Sara and Felice looking at each other like the star-crossed lovers they are… 
Vincent, why do you have to be like that? This is literally the last thing Simon needs right now. Just, PLEASE, mind your own business!
„You’re so fucking pathetic“ - couldn’t have said it better. And finally, Wille defending Simon as well!
„It’s really a privilege… not a punishment.“ He’s becoming more and more like his mother…
Oh my god they write letters to their future selves? I do that every year - that is sooooo cool :) I really want to know what Simon and Wille wrote… and is it foreshadowing a time-jump? 
Oh August is down bad… He’s trying so so hard to reconnect with Sara, and it is kind of adorable… I just wish she’d let someone in (not necessarily August) and could talk to someone and get better… 
„The Queen is too unwell to attend the announcement.“ Oh oh oh oh oh…. I really really really hope she’ll get better. Why does everyone only ever get worse? 
When Linda suggested moving to Gothenburg, Jan-Olof was like ‚yes, please do!‘ 🙄 this old white man really thinks that would resolve things? 
I feel like if Farima had had this talk with Simon and Linda earlier, a lot of the plot of the first three episodes would not have happened. Simon could have avoided the brunt of the online hate perhaps.. Why did no one feel like it might be a good idea to prepare him for what was coming and give him some advice on how best to navigate being so suddenly in the public eye? Like, they seriously trusted Wille to communicate all of that, a sixteen-year old known for being quite impulsive? Simon needs real support from the system, and he was just left to struggle along without it for three episodes… Why did there need to be a stone thrown into his home for anyone to take any action and give any support?!?!?!
Micke apologising for hugging Sara without asking first… it’s small steps, but in the right direction :))
Simon deleting his online profile is like he is deleting himself. I feel so sad for him. And he is just so quiet and resigned. This is not right…
„Serious, traditional, smart and strong young man“ hahahahaaaaaa have you met Wille? 
„To love whoever you want is a human right.“ SIMON FOR PRESIDENT!! 
But I also get that Wille does not want to be a spokesperson. 
That discussion makes me really sad. Like, I do get where Wille is coming from. But Simon just quietly resigning himself to not arguing more because he wants to keep the peace, once again staying silent when he should have the space to express himself - that’s not right….
Love that Vincent has not enough authority to make people listen to him. 
„They’ve been mocking me all day. And now they want to demonstrate? And talking about solidarity….“ I agree, Simon, I agree. And they are protesting because they want to keep their privileges, while Simon was at a protest for worker’s rights. That’s two fundamentally different issues really shows all that’s problematic about Hillerska in a nutshell. 
No, Wille, don’t join them!
That scene between Simon and Sara really shows that I think a lot between them just needs to be talked about. Like I’m not saying it will resolve their issues, but at least if they were to talk about it together, they might make a little bit of progress? But I guess it’s only episode four and their reconciliation has to wait little longer for plot reasons 😤
It’s so painful how Simon has just become so quiet. Even when he’s singing, he’s kind of lost his voice… This is the worst!!!! Siiiimoooooon!! 
300 crowns for a lollipop??!?!
„That sounds like an eating disorder.“ !!!!!!!!!!! I sometimes feel like Simon is the only sane person in this school. 
No Vincent, YOU are becoming more boring every day. Your bullying is pathetic. Leave August alone. 
„Klumpig“ is my new favourite Swedish word :)) 
Even Simon’s smiles are quiet now… 
„I never want to hurt you, Simon.“ Look into those eyes. 
That scene with them by the window is beautiful… But I feel like their peace is so fragile. 
The students are just proving that the inspection was necessary. Like this is exactly the kind of behaviour that they wanted to put a stop to, calling them traitors for leaving, stealing someone’s trousers and chanting ‚Show your dick for Hillerska!‘ - just proves once more that you don’t need alcohol for a group dynamic to become toxic.
And NO girls, you don’t get to be mad at Felice for whatever she said or didn’t say during the inspection. And thank you, Maddie, for defending her!  
Ok, I’ve changed my mind, I want to have the shot of them waking up next to each other tattooed :) They are so soft… 💜
It must have smelled sooo bad in that room that morning… 😂
Felice and Sara finally talking. Hallelujah! 
Felice is a stronger person than I am because I would have forgiven Sara there and then. Scratch that, I have forgiven her long ago. I mean, if you just try to see it from her perspective… There must be some way for them to forgive and move on, right? Hello? Is anyone hearing this? 
Simon worrying what to gift Wille for his birthday… „Does he like to take baths?“ Hahahahahahaaaaa this is so accurate, like this is exactly how helpful my advice to my friends was when I was a teenager…. :)) 
„And just do whatever they say.“ Oh Simon… I completely understand that you just want to stay safe and protect yourself. Like you should. But please also listen to your friends and don’t let go of who you are… 
I really love the friendship these three have. I am so glad Simon has them…
Oh no, they’re talking about Erik. Here we go. This is going to be hard. 
Malte is acting the shit out of that scene!!! Incredible. But so is Edvin, like there is so much going on in his face without him even saying anything….
„And Erik was there. Erik was there.“
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tortoisebore · 1 year
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“Sirius needed a gentleness he didn’t know how to ask for.”
this line ?!?!?!? i feel unwell god i love him so much. i have an unfathomable amount of love for hey sharpshooter sirius actually he’s my babygirl and he means the world to me. super excited for the next chapter actually i can’t wait to see wolfstar be in love n shit i love them
anyways this is just a little ask to say that i love your writing a lot and i think you’re awesome ok bye 🫶
eeeeeeeee omg same same same i love him so much!!! 😭😭😭😭 and to make it even more of a gut punch that line is from remus’ pov!!! 😭😫😓😭
i’m really having the best time writing these next couple of chapters bc of lines like that from both of their povs. the entirety of chapter 8 specifically is about that process of shifting from being alone to trying to exist alongside another person that wants to know and love you in ways you’ve been closed off to & afraid for so long. and that’s a hard thing to do but they’re so unbelievably sweet with each other & they care so much & they understand each other so well it just makes me 😭🫶💓✨💞💫😫💖💕 like their pain points are sooooo similar & the places where they feel most vulnerable are so similar that they rly just get each other ugh i love them so so much 😭😭
i’m so excited that ur excited eeeeeee these might be my favorite chapters yet!! 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 i can’t wait for u to read the rest i just need my brain to focus enough to actually write it all instead of just thinking ab it all the time fhfhfhfhfhffh
tysm!!!!! 😭😭🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
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prototypelq · 8 months
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GRABS YOU OHHH MY GOD I WASN'T HALLUCINATING YOU'RE A HORIZON FAN OUGH on all fours barking howling I love the series SO Much I'm unwell and have a shrine to Aloy.
I hope it's okay to ask you- who's your fav HZD/HFW character??
Oh WAS I mutual my dear
quick sidenote: sorry for disappearing a bit, I will shortly return to messages and fic commentary, january's been busy xD
HZD was pretty much my 'first big gamer pants' game, it was the first game I played on my ps4 and I sunk hundreds of hours into it, big thanks to photomode for that too! (some self-marketing, I have en entire #hzd photomode and #hfw photmode tags for that)
I remember first seeing an announcement trailer of it and then being really bummed out they changed the aim hexagon from that gameplay showcase to industry-standard circle xD.
So, uh, yeah I am a big Horizon fangirl, though let's just say the HFW story twists had me...somewhat loose interest in this series, it feels too much 'marvelised' to me now. Still, the games are great and I have no choice but to follow where it all will go next.
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Tomato Captain Husbando is my absolute fave. I lost all sense and went rabid when the HFW trailers with him present dropped, it was insane.
Normally I am neutral towards character shipping, like I don't care much for it. Then someone like Erend drops along and oh boy. I legit missed him when playing FW because it felt cold, and very far from base game and just damn, I missed him a lot. Fictional man obsession imprinted on him I swear
Varl is also great, his random bush jumpscare at the start of HFW was hilarious! I cannot make up my mind if I wanna burn him with a flamethrower if I see that beard again or if it's not too bad on him... The moment where he, Erend and Aloy all went on a mission together was comedy gold I would never ever forget, it was adorable.
Kotallo is great, no questions asked. I love seeing disabled characters being badass, and he had a great arc coming to terms with that disability, very good food. (member of a One Armed Nero Supremacy Gang)
I also love Horizon for giving us lots of cool side-characters and stories to explore! There was a sidequest with a captured Nora woman, who had avenged her offenders and then had to make due with surviving as a 'cursed' Nora, really liked that one. The young tenakth get injured by acid spitting machine sidequest was awesome, the musical banuk who played pipes in frozen dam like drums is my fave FW spot, the Lowland Tenakth grandma she is just the best...
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Yeah I love this series a normal amount)
Bonus, fav machines: Behemoths, Broadhorns, Dreadwings (their battle theme is sooooo goooooood)
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re--feminize-me · 11 months
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my gf wasnt feeling well and went home early BUT she did make me beg not to cum and for her to cum inside me when we fucked before the feeling unwell hit 😳😳😳😳😳 and god i edged from just her cock it was sooooo fucking hot 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳
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Heyyyy! It's me! The sweet ranter! I'm back form war (my exams) and I have won (I will get the results in two weeks)!
I had finally time to continue reading "making ghost"! And I was so lost in the plot, that I forgot to update you! :(
But now I'm here and it was sooooo good (I know, that I already said that in other asks but I just can't say it often enough!!!)
I love James' and Regulus' dynamic that went from light flirting to HOLDING HANDS!
Any I also really enjoyed all the Q&A and the whole livestream thing! It was so much fun!
To sum everything up, I really, really, really like it and can't wait to see where everything leads to (no pressure <3).
Anyways, I hope, that you have a good morning/day/evening and that everything is alright! <3
Much love!
hiiii angel <333 WISHING U THE BEST WITH UR EXAM RESULTS but i'm so glad ur at least done with them and that u (hopefully) get to rest for a lil while!!
thank u thank u THANK UUUUU i'm so ridiculously happy to hear this <3 it's like an actual shot of serotonin to me i'm so serious
PLEASEEEE THEM HOLDING HANDS and bickering constantly and going grocery shopping together GODDDDD THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO UNWELL i love them so much especially in making ghosts they're my babies
hehehe the q&as + livestreams are one of my fav parts of the chs, they're just so fucking fun to write and the amount of drama i get to include MY GOD i love them when they're all cunts to each other while still loving each other and trying their best to be good friends
it brings me so much joy to hear this i swear <3 i miss making ghosts SO MUCH i can't wait to go back to it as soon as i'm done with . those stories of mine that are on the top of my list rn
i hope ur having an amazing day too babe!! and that june treats u kindly!! sending u kisses and hugs MWAH <333
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