#they mustve been happy together. once

[yakitori-queen]

simpler times

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

danny talking about how resentful she became when nobody who she self-sacrificed for cared when she died and then leaving kirsch with laura and carmilla bc "if he stays with me i might lose control again and kill him" kinda confirms my thoughts abt both newly-turnedness and anger making vampires more vampiry

but also makes me think that in more usual circumstances, when the dean turned vampires like carmilla and mattie, that shes really nice at the start to temper any of that unruly anger

[forager-m]

TWST RARE PAIR WEEK: Day 2 - Reality TV AU

Ship: Kalim Al-Asim x Silver (カーリシル)

Art + Drabble

BREAKING NEWS: Kalim Al- Asim Kisses Co-Star Silver In Last Episode of "LOVE: TWISTED"

05/04/XXXX

Written By: Forager_M

LOVE:TWISTED, directed by Dire Crowley, aired March 18, 2020, is a hit reality romance drama wherein well-known figures are put against each other. The prize? The love of the show's protagonist, Yuu.

However, it seems a different romance has been brewing behind the scenes, revealing itself in the last episode of LOVE:TWISTED Season 3.

Kalim Al-Asim, known for his love of music, dancing, parties, and his fun, happy personality that brings joy to fans all over the globe, suddenly kissed fellow competitor and co-star Silver on screen during the episode's ending segment.

The kiss shocked the cast members, audience and Silver himself. Silver, who is known for his love of nature, his beautiful voice, and his awkward, serious but charming personality is notorious for his blank expressions.

Screenshots of Silver's reaction spread on social networks such as MagiCam, MyLog, and TweetTweet with hashtags: #KaliSil, #SilverLV:TWSTD, #KalimLV:TWSTD trending in Scarabia and Briar Valley for three days after. Fans have taken to making edits, memes, and art of the now iconic kiss scene.

Following the incident, there has been scrutiny of KaliSil moments in past episodes.

TweetTweet user 'YuuOwnMyHeart' posted:

#KaliSil

Episode 5 - Kalim answered Silver when asked who's the most beautiful person he knows. They're so obvious???

TweetTweet user 'Single_Twisted' posted:

#KaliSil

GUUYS THAT PART IN EP 2 WHEN SILVER AND KALIM WALK AWAY TOGETHER??? HELLO??? AND THEM LITERALLY NAPPING TOGETHER IN EP 10??? I'VE BEEN A KALISIL TRUTHER SINCE DAY 1 I KNEW IT.

Other notable moments:

Season 1, Ep 5 - Kalim putting extra food on Silver's plate during lunch.

Season 1, Ep 6 - Silver calls Kalim 'cute' in a segment where he's asked to describe other cast members.

Season 1, Ep 13 - Kalim hears Silver singing and stares at him for 5 minutes before joining in. Song: Once Upon A Dream (Orginal Artist: Aurora)

Season 2, Ep 1 - Silver gives Kalim a surprise gift for the start of the season.

Season 2, Ep 3 - Silver interrupts Kalim when Kalim and Yuu are playing with the water guns in the pool area.

Season 2, Ep 7 - Kalim asks for Silver to sing the song: A Whole New World (Original Artists: Jasmine and Aladdin) with him during the karaoke segment.

Season 2, Ep 10 - Silver bakes a special batch of thumb print strawberry jam cookies for Kalim only.

... And many more moments! Please comment your favorites below!

The cast have released their own statements or posts regarding the KaliSil kiss during interviews and on social media.

When interviewed in 'Chitchat With YUU', Yuu laughed with a knowing look.

"Silver cares deeply for Kalim... And I know Kalim treasures Silver."

Other cast members have posted on MyLog:

Idia

GGS nice rizz Kalim

Re: Riddle

... What???

Leona

Jesus fucking christ right in front of the cameras. I'll hand it to them, that takes guts.

#KaliSil

Cater

CONGRATS KALIM AND SILVER!!!! YOURE BOTH TOTES CUTE TOGETHER <3 #KaliSil

Deuce

Silver and Al-Asim-senpai kissing was really out of nowhere. I didnt expect that! But I think it was really cool!!! Good luck guys, wish u all the best #KaliSil

Malleus

Silver and I have been friends since childhood. I am so delighted and pleased to see him find joy. May love prosper and may your time together be plentiful. #KaliSil

Re: Leona

Wow it mustve been hard for you to figure out how to post. Lots of surprising things have been happening lately.

Epel

No way, you're telling me Kalim Al-Asim and Silver got someone before me thats kinda crazy bro. #KaliSil

Sebek

IT IS UNACCEPTABLE CONDUCT TO KISS IN FRONT OF THE CAMERAS IN SUCH A MANNER. SILVER APOLOGISE IMMEDIATELY.

... congratulations to your union. #KaliSil

Lilia

I'm not ready to walk my son down the aisle yet T T they grow up so fast... #KaliSil

Jamil

Congratulations on growing up and doing something yourself for once. #KaliSil

Re: Epel

Yo who hurt you.

News to come on the couples status on LOVE:TWISTED. Follow for more!

[kyokikia]

Im curious, do people even write for uta? Do people like uta at all?? If you cant tell, she's my favorite female character! I dont see anyone talking about her 😭😭

i might write for her if someone requests it (when requests are back open) but she might be the only one piece female i would ever write for so, sorry for that

Has anyone else on here watched film red? I wanna talk about it with someone because its one of my favorite movies, currently listening to new genesis as i speak (ado's singing was HEAVENLY in the movie)

Ado's singing is so heavenly, and she honestly captured the supposed greatness of uta's voice PERFECTLY. I watched the movie in sub so i couldnt hear amalee dubbing uts, but honestly, i listened to amalee's covers of the songs, and i think the dub watchers were robbed from hearing amalee's covers. She covered all the songs PERFECTLY! She did the spell part of tot musica perfectly aswell and i adore Amalee's and Ado's works so much!

SPOILERS UNDER KEEP READING FOR ONE PIECE: FILM RED

I think she's a little crazy but i love her a lot, what she did in the movie is honestly justifiable. I love her design so much, i wanna cosplay her but i got my bills to pay 😭 i'll do it once i get extra money tho, anyway, i feel so bad for her because for years she thought that shanks had abandoned her but turns out she was manipulated into singing tot musica by the people of Elegia 😭 i feel so bad knowing on how much she probably blamed herself for what happened but it wasnt her fault at all

Shanks is so selfless i swear, the way he just chose to take the blame instead so uta wouldn't blame herself and so she could make other people happy with her voice aswell 😭♥️

Watching uta descend into madness, as her mental health and physical state reach its absolute lowest was so heartbreaking (but the movie was so cool to watch!)

As you probably know, the wakeshrooms cause the person who eats them to stay awake until they die, and makes them more aggravated and brings out their negative emotions more, so i can see why she became more deranged as the movie went on. i feel so bad for her she deserves better 😭 i see why she was driven into madness after meeting shanks after all those years

Being kept on that island for so many years mustve been so depressing, so she was in a bad mental state most of her life. Kept alone, isolated with the entire world other than Gordon, not knowing anything going on in the world is so sad

I can see why she hates pirates so much, seeing as she cares so much about her fans (that she would trap them in the sing sing world just so they wouldnt have to deal with pirates anymore and for a 'new era' which she had good intentions with, but honestly it wasnt that great of an idea) she had the idea that all pirates were bad, and seeing all her fans sending her video mail about it probably amplified her hatred.

I took notice on how by the time uta had to sing tot musica, she was in her absolute worst mental and physical state, some of the words were linked together some words were messed up, i think ado captured on how much of a terrible state uta was in by the time she was forced to sing the song perfectly, i adore ado's singing in film red so much

I might've misunderstood uta honestly, i might've done her wrong in this post, i also realize this entire post is a rant but oh well i honestly just wanted to talk about her, anyone wanna tell me their thoughts on film red?

[dollfaced-erin]

the jing yuan x dan jia x yanqing found family is everything to me

help stop this is so cute, I CAN SEE IT.

jing yuan had always been a silent man. yes he's always lazy and slacking off, but who knew just how much trouble was stirring inside of him ? bro even had to forget snowmoon because of the grief he felt when she died after the abundance wars ;;-;; he suffered so much from the wrongs of his friends, leaving him alone to bear the weight of everything and bro has so much self-restraint to never go bonkers or let mara engulf his poor soul ?!?! bro even had to take up all the shame and humility his friends caused and clean up after their messes like bro IS A GODDAMN WALKING GREEN FLAG ? not to mention he is the damn general of the LUOFU ITSELF HELP-

dan jia / (Y/n) is in a similar boat. she was literally imprisoned by the perceptors because she was a luofu high elder with her brother. she was basically cooped up, told this and that, thrown duties onto her she never complained about because she a true kween. then she was literally used as sacrifice for a ritual (not a cult, i promise), before being put into sleep forcefully because of her powers being sucked out involuntarily while she was still using them (hell naur) not to mention waking up and having to deal with all this shizz again help poor homegirl needs her rest for once AND PEACEFUL ONE TOO.

yanqing...not only did his dad go get milk, HIS MOM DID TOO AND JUST...ABANDONED THE POOR BABY ?! bro this child ? i would adopt him. jing yuan mustve had trouble trying to control this boy, but i know that deep down yanqing just wants to be stronger and improve day after day to help jing yuan. like he cant help but his dad is like so stress AND FOR WHTA ?! HIS HAIR IS ALREADY WHITE (jokes) bro is trying so hard to be the next swordsmaster even tho it's so looked down upon, but bby really just wants to prove that he is capable enuf to help jing yuan is all !

them three being together is like...the most wholesome thing ever. jing yuan has remnants of his happy days with (y/n) even tho she isnt dan jia anymore, she accepts that, but at the same time it's no longer her since times have changed and so did she.

(y/n) on the other hand accepts the peaceful like that yanqing brings her, a light in the darkness that guides her through her more stressful days with reminding her days of what it was like when she and jing yuan were young (mother father ? pls adopt me too).

yanqing is happy, though he doesnt have his biological parents, he has jing yuan who he sees as a father figure (seeing that the general raised him, just hope he is a better version that his hi3 self, help) and though he had just met (y/n) while she was awake and vice versa, he seems to be able to click with her and seems to be quite protective of her.

hoping that one day he'll actually call her mom to see her reaction. i bet jing yuan would SOB.

[fobredactedove]

offically titling this

Dogs Can't Talk

tboy van days joe getting eaten out by andys dog that he brought with them

joe wakes up to the sweet pup just pawing and licking at his face. he scrunches his nose as he sits up, chuckling.

"hey boy," he murmurs, looking over at andy who was sleeping in the back of the van with him, his back facing toward joe.

they finally had enough to put an air mattress in the back which was much better than sleeping on the floor. it wasnt great though; just some cheat air mattress. but that didnt matter anyway.

he pet the dogs head softly, ruffling his ears. "whyre you up, hm? did you need to wake me up too?" he whispered, getting no response other than a wide smile and a wagging tail. its not like dogs talk anyway.

the dog licked at his hand, trailing up his arm. joes skin tingled as he only watched the pup lick away. what a great night to sleep shirtless, right? joe giggled at the thought and then froze when he felt a wide tongue swiping over his neck. he whimpered softly and pet the dogs back.

"good boy," he panted quietly, face burning red. the dogs tail only seemed to wag faster at the praise he had earned. the pup licked away as joe felt his boxers grow slick. he whined and shuffled his legs around.

he could- no- thats wrong. andy would hear. but it would feel so much better than jerking off, right? fuck it, why not?

joe bit his lip and shuffled the blanket and covers off of him, sliding his pants down as well. the dog had, of course, notice and began sniffing at joes crotch. he snapped his thighs shut, debating if he should take advantage of the poor pup. but the dog wouldnt tell anyone. its not like dogs can talk anyway, right?

he gave in and shuffled his boxers down to his ankles and after sniffing again, the pup started licking at his neglected little cunt.

joe gasped out loud, slapping his hand out his mouth. it just felt so good! andys dog shuffled around so he was placed in between joes legs and dipped his head down, beginning to eat the whimpering boy out. joe writhed and clasped his knees together, biting down on his tongue.

"mh-!" he whined as the pups tongue swiped over his little cunt again and again. he dug his tongue into joe, tail still wagging behind him. fuck, he had only just started eating joe out and he already felt like cumming.

joes breathing sped up as he clasped his other hand over his mouth, snapping his eyes shut as he prayed he didnt scream when he came. his thighs were trembling and shaking as the pup started licking at his little clit and fuck that was it. joe came, muffling his cry the best he could as he coated the dogs nose and tongue in his cum.

he was a poor leaking mess as andys dog finally stepped away, licking at his nose. joe trembled softly as he reached for his boxers, glancing at andy once more, who was still asleep, still facing away from him.

he sighed in relief as andy was still asleep. he pulled up his boxers and pants, along with the blanket, and laid back down. the sweet, innocent pup just laid next to joe, all cuddled up and happy as joe was blissed out from the whole experience.

-

andy opened his eyes and blinked himself awake when he heard a loud gasp from beside him. was joe having a nightmare or something? he was about to roll over until he noticed the quiet lapping sounds coming from beside him as well.

it was only him, his dog, and joe back here, so what was going on? joe wouldnt- he wouldnt do anything weird with his dog, right?

he was snapped out of his thoughts when he heard a quiet "mh!". there was no way joe and his dog were doing anything. he simply couldnt believe it.

it was barely minutes later when he heard a muffled cry coming from joe. jesus christ. he mustve been a mess by now if hes doing what andy thinks hes doing.

but no- thats crazy, right?

after a couple seconds of shuffling around, everything in the back goes silent aside from him and joes quiet breaths.

maybe he could ask his dog what happened later, but thats silly. everyone knows that dogs cant talk.

WAIT NO BCS IM ACTUALLY SO PROUD OF THIS ONE????

-bj anon🤘

<3

[bunny-heels]

AW2 spoilers. i need to talk about Alex and Saga's friendship. i have to.

Alex and Saga are so fucking great. their friendship and partnership is so strong in the EXACT way i wanted and expected. they care about each other like theyve been together their whole lives. theyre the perfect example of being inseparable, without being connected through blood or romance.

Saga officially becoming an agent which i assume then led her to meet with Casey and somehow they end up working together. She finds out Casey is divorced, but its not really on his fault. its because he met someone who couldn't understand what he wanted in life, and couldnt love him for the passion he had for his job. she mustve figured that out through her power, and somehow she felt like she was even closer to him.

she saw that he genuinely needed someone there, and she pushed herself onto him to be that someone. and he probably wanted to be mad, he didnt want to like it, but he couldnt help himself. he loved being around a happy family, seeing a couple that loved each other so much and could work things out. he wanted to see a kid grow up with loving parents, and see how happy and healthy it made them. he loved it. he loves being around a happy family.

and he mustve been so taken aback when he learned that Saga genuinely considers him family. he probably thought she was just taking pity on him, wanting to be nice so they worked better together. but that wasnt it. she wanted to get closer to him because she liked him, thought that he was a really good person at heart, and didnt want him to go through something alone. that probably hit him like a truck. i cant imagine how he mustve reacted once she told him.

and when he was possessed by Scratch, used as a vessel and probably would've been killed or lost himself, she didnt want that at all. to her, he wasnt just a detective partner or a casual friend. that was her best friend, her family, someone she couldnt forgive herself for if something happened to him, the same for if something happened to Logan. thats why she didnt want the story to end on any different conditions. either Logan and Casey end up fine, or the ending wasnt happening.

i feel like its supposed to be a scenario of these are two people that cant live without each other. obviously Saga cant live without Logan or David (her husband), thats obvious, Logan's her blood and David's her love. but Casey is her family. not just a family friend, just straight up family to her. and Casey definitely feels the same towards her. he probably would've done the exact same thing Saga did if the roles were switched. they cant let each other die, no matter what. they cant go on without the other.

they mean so much to me. so so so much to me. its like painful.

[smallestapplin]

I dont think Volo hates MC as much as he pretends he does. It mustve been nice, having a friend. Having someone that gave you a warm smile without any malicious intentions behind it. Did he ever look at them with such warmth? Seeing them sleeping by a campfire, waiting to begin a new mission they didnt ask for?

Did he ever throw snowballs on a cold day, or tuck their hair behind their ear when MC rambled about the future, or jokingly put salt in their drink before handing them a new one? Can he go back to those carefree days?

Does he want to? Hes so torn. He might just crack.

I’m happy to give you a sneak peak inside Volo’s mind about this!

Btw mc is not Akira, I felt I should say that cause I might be a bit romantically in this one.

Asks are open!

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When Volo left you with his Pokémon to guard you he went to gather some supplies as well as his thoughts, he could try all he wants to lie to himself but he really did…does, care about you.

Memories of your time together flood back to him, he held you so tenderly when you were banished, even knowing it was technically his fault he hated seeing you so hurt and upset, shushing you softly, rocking you back and forth until you calmed down, wiping your tears away for you.

Or the time your ran right into him, bouncing up and down, eyes filled with excitement, wanting to show him what you caught, tossing out a pokeball revealing a shiny shinx, you were a ball of joy that day, showing off the little baby Pokémon.

Or maybe that time you two had a heart to heart, you were depressed the entire day and at night when he asked you what was wrong, you just broke down sobbing, you missed your home, you missed your friends, you missed your family, you missed your old life, the stress of being the hero of Hisui weighing heavily on you, before you expressed some of your trauma, he had felt so connected he gave you a bit of his, abandoned by his parents, he buried himself in old books and texts, hoping to find something.

Volo sighs, you both fell asleep holding each other that night, it felt so nice to have someone there, he felt seen, he felt heard, he felt wanted.

Or when he met up with you in the icelands, he didn’t even see you before suddenly he was smacked with a giant ball of snow, you cackling behind a snowy fortress, oh it was so on, going back and forth until a snow ball clocked you in the face, his own laughter echoing in the air, he felt so carefree!

His favorite memory was when the sun was setting in the crimson mirelands, you two were just walking while you did most of the talking, you were rambling on about a fantasy story you read while in your time the setting sun gave you a warm glow, the light shining in your eyes, you looked so heavenly, it felt right to be by your side like that.

The merchant had no one to blame but himself, he threw all your care and love right back in your face at that temple, the look of horror and anguish on your face still haunts him, you ran through emotions quickly, you cried, asking why he’d do this, that it didn’t have to be like this, but he stood firm, and then he was met with your rage.

Almost the same rage as today, he hates to say it but your a bit calmer than you were then.

Sometimes he wishes to hold you close once more.

That’s why he needs those plates.

If he can’t get those, over throw Arceus or even use Arceus’s power he can reset all of this, to bring everything back to how it once was.

Volo is aware his aggression and desperation are obvious, he just wants this plan to work and you aren’t working with him!

He wants to go back to waking up at his camp and you sleeping on his Arcanine, to you laughing at one of his stupid jokes, something! Anything but this! You rage hurts him so much, but he just needs a fresh start.

[vanilla-vivillon]

"we're exes and we meet again" maybe?

Oooooooooh interesting!!! I decided to do a Genya Safin x David Kostyk one because I haven’t done that yet for some reason

Also college AU yes please.

Genya Safin knows what she wants

And what she wants is to get through her studies

Become a plastic surgeon

Support her friends

Maybe get a cat

What she doesn’t want is to meet her high school ex at a party

She doesn’t want to talk with him for hours

She doesn’t want to relive the hurt

But the universe never does care for what we want does it

“C’mon Nazyalensky it will be fun!” Nikolai was trying to convince Zoya to come to the party he was throwing in his dorm

Nikolai was throwing a party to celebrate the start of there third year at Stanford

“Nikolai there is a lot of studying we should be doing instead of drinking our cares away” Zoya shot back

“Genya, love, please knock some sense into Zoya?”

“It could be fun, plus the school year started two weeks ago. No profesor is going to assign a big test anytime soon” Genya said

“You have never met Proffesor Baghra” Zoya said Speeding up

They were all walking to the dormitories together

Zoya was studying law. She wants to be a lawyer

“Are you really gonna let some old hag with a stick up her ass ruin your fun?” Genya retorted stopping in front of them

After a long pause zoya finnally relents and says “Fine. I’ll go, but for you, that way your not stuck with Alina and Mals drama”

Ever since Alina started screwing the professor with the the dreamy dark eyes and looked far to good to ever be a professor, mal had been insufferable

Flashing his million dollar smile Nikolai turned towards Zoya “I knew you would see sense”

“Now leave my sight before I change my mind” Nikolai sped off towards his dorm no doubt to finish preparations for tonight

Genya typically enjoyed parties

Cool people, cool music, cool boys

The list went on

Reapplying her deep red lipstick Genya turned towards her roommate Alina

Alina Starkov was a foster kid bouncing around homes in a small town, Keramzin.

She and her friend Mal felt so out of place in California

Genya helped her a lot in the first year and after some drama in there second year friendship was finally back on track

“Okay how do I look?” Genya asked giving a little spin

She chose a short red dress with a black leather jacket and thigh high black boots

“You look Perfect” Alina complimented finishing up on her own eyeliner

“Of course I do”

Alina laughed that fluttery sound that had become far to rare these days

“Listen Alina, I’m worried about you”

Alina took a pause before answering “I’m fine Genya”

“Alina you’re sleeping with your professor”

“So what!” Alina snapped “We’re both adults! Besides I don’t want to talk about this tonight, let’s just go to the party”

Genya let out a sigh

Sometimes Alina could be the most stubborn woman on earth

“Fine”

Loud music was blaring through the speakers Nikolai borrowed from Mal

Genya was socializing with some of her friends

While Genya did like parties the constant people was always a little stressful for her

So after giving some dating advice Genya went to go grab some beer

Pouring it Genya reflected

She was doing well in her classes, most of her friends were okay, she personally didn’t have a cat but across the hall from her is some dude Harshaw who did

one thing was missing

Him

Journals and glasses and caramel candies

Genya had been in love once in her life

And it’s seemed once was all she would ever get

“Oh sorry!” Genya exclaimed accidently spilling beer on someone

Looking up she lost her breath

There he was

All brown hair and wide eyes and sunkissed skin

And all the memories came crashing back

Geny first fell in love with him in the sixth grade

Well not love really

More like awe.

Back then he was really into legos

He built this giant airplane that Genya thought was so cool

But they first talked in seventh grade

They were partners in a group project

David hadn’t been very interested in Genya then

But Genya even then loved the way his brain worked

But she never said anything

In there sophomore year of high school after years of being friends Genya finally got the courage and told him her feelings

David was so suprised then he had to leave the room and come back two minutes later to say he reciprocated her feelings

They started dating and were inseparable

Whenever David had been pulling an all nighter on some new idea she would go over to his house and bring him some Carmel candies

Whenever she raved on about this new surgery technique he would listen and give her that soft beautiful smile he rarely showed anyone

But there happiness came crashing down in senior year

David was going to go to MIT all the way in Massachusetts while Genya wanted to go to Stanford in California since she was a kid

At first they were going to do long distance

But it didn’t work out

They both got busy

And didn’t talk

And Genya hated having a boyfriend who was never there

There was never some big fight

Never some big cheating scandal

One day Genya posted a picture of her on a date with the cute classmate who winked at her and that was that

They never saw each other again

But that might change tonight where she met those impossible chocolate eyes again

“What are you doing here?” Genya said after her shock

“Genya, I…. I live here” David said stuttering

Clearly he was just as suprised as she was

“Hey Genya you meet my new roommate David!” Suddenly Nikolai appeared “He just transferred from MIT”

Transferred

He transferred

David Kostyk transferred to Stanford

The one who got away was standing right in front of her

“Do you two know each other?” Nikolai asked sensing the tension

Ignoring him, Genya said “would you like to talk outside?”

After knowing David for years Genya knew she should probably initiate conversation

David gave a slow nod ignoring his roommate’s bewildered face

Walking outside they turned to each other again

He had gotten cuter if that was even possible

“So…. You transferred?” Genya attempted to start talking

“MIT was great, but it felt kinda isolating. So when Nikolai suggested transferring… I took him up on the offer”

Oh

Oh

That made sense

David always had a hard time making friends

In high school Genya practically had to force him into her friend group

It mustve be hard all alone

Genya was the opposite

Although all through elementary school she was ruthlessly bullied and sophomore year of college was complicated, she had always been able to make friends

“Well I’m glad your here now” Genya said looking away to hide her blush

“I think I’m glad to”

David and Genya talked the whole night

About there studies and friends

Genya couldn’t way to introduce him to Alina

They had a lot in commmon

Things between the two weren’t perfect

But then again in matters of the heart it never was

Genya wasn’t sure of what she wanted

But if she had a Carmel loving genius by her side she might be able to be okay with that

Omg it’s finally done. This has to be one of the most difficult things I’ve written. I didn’t enjoy it at all but I’m really glad I went through with it. Thank you @ninamorozova and @confused-as-all-hell for encouraging me to complete this.

Thank you @wafflesandschemingfaces for the prompt

If yall really like this I might make a part two with David’s perspective

Please reblog. Likes are nice but te logs actually help

My ask box is open and I take any Grishaverse requests

[savnofilter]

It’s Raining Cats and Dogs

Bakugo x 『FEM』Reader

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ(s): teasing, mutual pinning, unexpected kith,

ᴡᴄ: 1.2k [4 mins, 50 seconds].

ᴀ/ɴ: anyways, i tried to keep myself from spilling this, but it mustve been sus anyways. 😂 happy birthday, @midnightmoonkiss​ ! youre one of the most amazing babes i have ever met on here, and i thank you so much for being an amazing, funny, and kind person. whats the best way to celebrate than to do a request youve sent? >:) behehehe i hope this is good for you, thank you fuji!

p.s it takes place at university. 

"Shit." He muttered under his breath, looking out the window at how it looked outside. He hadn't expected that after his final class today that it'd be absolutely pouring outside. 

Bakugo made no move to immediately get up. It was just his luck that the only day he had classes done early that he'd be caught in the rain; by the looks of it, he was the only one stuck without an umbrella. Now, it wasn't like he couldn't handle getting a little bit of wet -- but THIS? 

It took almost everything in him not to make an uncharacteristic whine, not in the mood to walk to the dorms. He glared as the other students at the prestigious university walked as if it wasn't pouring outside. After worrying too much about the rain, Bakugo decided he no longer would dwell on the unfortunate weather. He stood up and aggressively shoved his class's contents into his book bag in a surprisingly neat manner. He slung the heavy bag over his shoulder, shuffling out the class hall and heading down the stairs to gather himself. He was hoping that he had a spare coat in his locker to at least aid his situation.

To his great discovery… he did not have a spare coat. 

Flashbacks of having to dry and untangle his hair from how tangled it got when it gets wet starting to get at him, the odd feeling of having his clothes stuck to his skin because of being drenched just was not a thought that did wonders for him-

“You good?” A voice calls out to him, making him whip around with a glare. 

“The hell does it matter to you?!” Katsuki pouted. You didn’t hide back the teasing smile that comes across your lips, tilting your head as you walk up to him, still space away from that you wouldn’t be in barking range of him.

“You forgot your coat again, didn’t you~?” You asked, already knowing the answer. You blinked a few times, purposefully keeping that annoying smile you do to piss him off. 

Bakugo didn’t hesitate to give you one of the hardest rolls of his eyes he had ever done, snatching the umbrella that you held right in front of your head. “Just shut up so we don't stay here any longer than we have to.” 

You giggled at the small blush that was starting to form on his cheeks, your stomach getting butterflies when he holds out his hand for you to hold, happily taking the opportunity to have any type of skinship with your best friend. You decided to keep quiet to not ruin the chances, managing to keep up the step with his fast pace. It was pretty relaxing. The campus functioned almost like its own little city and the sight of seeing unfortunate people suffer with what Bakugo almost had to deal with made you both giggle cruelly to yourselves.

Your stomach rumbled in hunger as you had realized you hadn’t eaten for the day. You squeezed his hand, peering at him the same way you do to give him the signal. See, you two had mutual gestures for each other that you guys accidentally developed. The small physical habits just become your language that also sometimes translate to your other friendships.

The hand squeeze meant that you were hungry, and admittedly he also was hungry. He huffed as he peeled his eyes away from the almost hard to see rain in front of him. 

“Curry?”

“I could enjoy that right about now.” 

So it was unanimous. Both of your footsteps shifted to the direction of the food courts and restaurants, muscle memory in full play. The time between you two seemed too quiet and you decided you should break the silence by annoying him once again.

“Y’know you never thanked me for saving your life-”

“My LIFE? I could save your life ten times over without even breaking a sweat, brat.” He let go of your hand to push you away. You shrieked as your shoulder caught a plentiful splash that bounced off the surface of your raincoat and managed to splash your face and your hair. He cackled at your shocked face, at least stopping to let you process his act of terrorism.

“The audacity -- while you have my umbrella!” You complained to him as you quickly got back under the umbrella and wiped away the excess water with a glare. “Now you owe me "thanks" and an apology!”

“I don’t owe you shit.” Katsuki grinned at your distress. With how well he could play off being completely in love with you he still couldn’t hold back the strong bump in his chest when he managed to tease you back the same way you did to him. Somehow, he got you to finish the rest of the walk to the restaurant you two had in mind, completely disregarding your fussing at how the water managed to splash under your coat as well. Bakugo had completely ignored you the whole way, the same smug look stayed on his face that he had moved you like this. You shut up once you realized he wasn’t listening, crossing your arms and standing in front of the doorway. He quirked a brow at your defiance, shoving his free hand that he used to hold yours in his pocket. 

“Move.”

“Not until you apologize.” His other brow joined in raising with the other, your stubbornness unmatched to your other stunts. 

“Mm… Nah.” Katsuki responds simply. The look on your face was priceless! Although he knew you were being a nuisance on purpose it was still nice to see you being the shocked one in the situation. You bit your lip, pressing your fingers together as you exasperatedly sighed with feigned sorrow. 

“I’m sure, Izuku, would.” You grinned immediately after you said it, stepping back as you let your words sink into his brain. You were half ready for the poor male to start barking at you in defense like he usually did. But to your surprise, he didn’t.

“I’m sorry, happy now?” He growled and grabbed your hand dragging you inside despite your lack-luster resistance. 

“Very.” 

Bakugo scoffs stepping in and closing the umbrella, avoiding the splash off and closing it. He looks up at you ready to make a proposition before he can't. More specifically he couldn’t because of the pressure against his lips. The feeling of your soft hands on his cheeks is what set reality in -- you were kissing him. Your lips were so right, and the touch of your hands on his cheeks was so… breathtaking. You pulled away before he could kiss back, your cheeks hot with a sheepish smile. 

He blinked a few times before straightening up and clearing his throat. “You have some nerve fuckin’ kissing me after making a joke like that.” He mutters. 

“I know.” Your hands interlocked once again, the grip was a little tighter than the other moments you two shared. You pulled the scarf upon your face, hiding your face as he guided you to a seat to set your things down for your impromptu brunch date. 

Rainy days weren’t always so bad when you were around.

[merakiui]

Ya know what would be angsty? Xiao had lover but they died and became a ghost. They never moved on from their death, and they’re kinda like Dusky Ming who doesn’t really understand how they’ve died nor how to move on. They only know that this Yaksha seems so familiar and so they follow him around, sometimes doing little things like put flowers on Xiao’s head or steal a plate of almond tofu for him to snack on after a day’s work. But Xiao can’t see you, for whatever reason. You mustve been watching over him for a hundred years and he’s not once realized you were there. Its lonely, and sometimes you sit beside him as he gazes at the moon and you talk to him, pretending he can hear you and just prefers to be silent. You tell him all about your day, what you’ve learned, and what went on in the inn. Its only when sunrise comes do you drift back into silence and disappear again.

Xiao trembles whenever that happens and wishes that would finally be the last time he has to pretend you’re not there. Xiao wishes you could move on- you were so gentle in life and it was taken so brutally from you- he wants you to move on. He wants you to forget him. He wants you to despise him, even.

Because if it weren’t for him, you’d have lived a long, happy mortal life. You wouldn’t have become collateral damage in his endless battle against the demons in liyue.

He doesn’t deserve your kindness, but if you go on any longer he’s not sure he can stop himself from becoming greedy.

:O This is amazing, anon! I love the angst and the drama. The fact that Xiao can feel your presence but not see you is so sad. He knows it’s you because your ghost will often do things you used to do when you were alive, such as making flower crowns and laying them atop his head or running your fingers through his hair. He can feel the chilling energy of your ghost and if he strains hard enough maybe he can hear a ghostly sigh or two. But he never sees you and that’s what really wears him down.

Xiao wants you to move on peacefully. He doesn’t want you be stuck in the divide between the living realm and the spirit realm, where you’re constantly following him around because he’s the only person you feel like you have a connection to. It’s even worse when he finds an Almond Tofu waiting for him because it’s his favorite dish and the two of you used to share it together. All of these things he enjoyed doing with you when you were alive feel so empty now. He doesn’t feel any joy when he eats Almond Tofu, nor does he feel sentimental when he looks at your favorite flower.

It’s just sad and lonely. He’s almost certain your ghost feels the same as you wander around Wangshu, alone and silent. Xiao wishes there was a way to give you another chance—to breathe life back into your lonely corpse. But that’s not how it works. It was his fault to begin with. He shouldn’t have allowed you into his heart. He shouldn’t have let himself feel these bright emotions when he was with you.

Xiao blames himself every single day. And with each day you spend near him you notice he seems to get sadder and sadder, yet you can’t understand why that is.

[leejihoonownsmyheart]

Broken

Part Six of the Christmas Kiss series

Summary:

When your apartment complex’s elevator breaks, you have no choice but to walk up and down the stairs with your aloof neighbor

-

Your neighbor Lee Jihoon was one of the most complex people that you knew.

He never exchanged a single word with you. Not when you said good morning to him and not when you wished him a good night. He never looked at you- maybe he never even heard you speaking to him. After all he generally had an earbud in his ear.

But only one earbud always stuck in his ear, and the way that he glanced at you sometimes when you proceeded to greet him everyday that you rode the elevator together despite the fact that he never said hi back made you get this feeling that he did in fact hear you.

But either way you were stuck with him. A stoic boy, who rarely had visitors past a tall puppy dog of a man who greeted you in the hallway much to Jihoon’s disdain. You didn’t mind him. You could do worse with neighbors, but you also knew that you could do much better.

You sighed and opened your room door, hearing Jihoon’s door open slightly after yours. You were a little surprised. It was a little later than you normally left for work in the morning but then again you supposed somehow Jihoon always left at the same time as you.

No matter if you left early, or late, or perfectly on-time, Jihoon’s door opened slightly after yours and you both entered the hallway at relatively the same time every day.

You turned your attention to said boy and gave him a smile.

“Good morning Jihoon.”

And he proceeded to say the first words to yo that you had ever heard leave his mouth before.

“The elevator is broken.”

You were so shocked to hear his voice for the first time that you weren’t really sure how to react.

His voice was... Higher than you had imagined it would be. It wasn’t that you thought he would have a deep voice, but his voice was a little bit on the higher side, and honestly that surprised you.

He was a... very cute guy. You could tell by looking at him that you would be dead if you said that to his face, but it was true. He was on the shorter side and had very soft features. You had seen him smile once before with Mingyu and the way his lips curled up and his eyes light up when he was happy had made your heartbeat.

You were a little stupid, probably, for having a crush on the boy.

When you had realized it- a day that you had overheard music wafting in from his apartment through your thin walls- you had been thoroughly taken aback. You didn’t tend to fall for people that you didn’t know.

You supposed that Jihoon was just special to have you so completely enraptured by him.

“Uh-”

You were thrown back to reality by Jihoon, noting that he seemed a little embarrassed by your silence. You raised your eyebrows at him slightly to hide your surprise. Jihoon never seemed to get embarrassed.

“We’ll have to take the stairs.”

You smiled shyly and nodded.

“Yeah, of course.” You hesitated a moment. “We’ll take the stairs... Together.”

The thing about taking the stairs with Jihoon was that it would take longer to walk down the stairs. Four stories, with Jihoon. You could handle a thirty second elevator ride in silence with the boy. But a four stories walk down the stairs: “You’re going to be late if you wait any longer,” he stated, a small smile crossing his lips when you jumped at your close proximity. You looked at your watch. He was right.

“Of course, yeah, let’s uh, let’s go.”

The first flight you two stayed completely silent. You were nervous to say anything, and Jihoon was clearly nervous to speak as well. It made you unsure of what to say, and if you should say anything at all. Or if you should just keep your mouth shut.

“So-”

The words leaving his mouth were disrupted by you jumping in surprise, falling over your feet as you near stumbled down the stairs entirely. Luckily, both you and Jihoon were quick on your feet- You caught yourself on the handrail, just as Jihoon’s arm snuck around your hip, and steadied you on the stairs.

“Are you alright?”

Hearing Jihoon speak so much wasn’t doing good things to your heart. Instead, it was making your heart jump in surprise and your body react accordingly.

“Uh, yeah,” you replied nervously. You unraveled yourself from Jihoon’s arms, a shiver running through your body as you did. You were suddenly regretting not wearing a jacket.

You watched as Jihoon’s eyebrows furrowed at you. You weren’t sure what he was annoyed about. Or why he was so emotive today. Maybe it was because Mingyu had been there the night before. He was always happiest when Mingyu was around.

“Thank you for catching me,” you finally said, rubbing your arms. Jihoon’s eyes watched the movement and his fingers brushed against the edge of his own jacket.

“You’re welcome,” Jihoon replied.

And after that you didn’t speak. He walked you about a block towards your work and then headed off his way to wherever he went every day.

And then after work, there he was- crossing the street at the same time as you meeting you at the corner and you didn’t even have to slow your steps to fall in line with the boy.

That was another interesting thing about Jihoon. He was always on schedule with you.You didn’t know how, you had never met anyone who was more perfectly intune with your life. When you left for work there he was, when you got back- there he was again.

You couldn’t believe it and yet without having to say a word he was always there.

“The elevator is broken again.”

The next morning was the same as the last.

Jihoon was talking, and Jihoon was there a step after you as you walked out of your apartment. You looked at him as you locked your front door.

“Mingyu didn’t come yesterday,” you observed softly. Jihoon nodded.

“No, my friend Hansol did come over though.”

He paused in thought while he waited for you, and then when you  began to walk he started talking again.

“I’m working on a project.”

Jihoon never really spoke about himself... Although you supposed you didn’t have to illustrate that if he never spoke to you at all before. But even so it was nice to hear him speak about his life. You found yourself pretty eager to hear him speak.

“Project?” You prodded. Jihoon nodded.

“A music project... I’m writing this album, and I got a little stuck for a second...” He trailed off again but you dared not interrupt- waiting for what he was going to say next eagerly. “But thanks to something that Mingyu said I was able to get back on track. A surprise honestly, Mingyu usually prevents me from doing my work.” “So, you’re a musician?” You questioned, sensing that Jihoon was pretty much done talking about himself. His face flushed at the question, but he didn’t pull away into his shell. He just nodded.

“Sort of.”

“Any good?” You asked him, feeling your tongue slip between your teeth. Jihoon looked over at you in surprise at the qestion, before noting your cheeky expression.

“You can judge for yourself once I release this album,” he replied with a roll of his eyes.

The more you got to know Jihoon, the more eager you became for work.

On weekends you didn’t see Jihoon. He never left his apartment, and neither did you. Weekends were for relaxing, not working and thus neither of you would leave your homes.

In the past it hadn’t been so deppressing as it was now. An apartment complex with a broken elevator and a boy that you couldn’t see now just seemed dreadful.

So when Monday cane and you finally had the chance to see Jihoon again you were ecstatic. You pushed open your door with a new rush of gusto and greeted him with a smile and-

He looked tired. Dead almost.

He had heavy bags under his eyes, was saying a little where he stood.

“The elevator is still broken,” he mumbled, but all you could think was that he looked broken.

“Are you okay?” You asked. Without asking you reached forward, your hand cupping Jihoon’s cheek.

You thought he’d probably protest it were he in his right mind, but he was too tired to do so. Instead he turned his face more into it.

“I’m fine,” he insisted. Your eyebrows furrowed in concern.

“You’re not.”

Jihoon stared at you with the widest eyes you assumed he could muster.

“I stayed up a little later then usual writing for my new album,” he admitted softly. “That doesn’t mean I’m not okay.”

Still unconvinced you turned Jihoon towards his apartment door.

“Get some sleep Jihoon, I will not allow this zombie imposter to follow me,” you stated firmly. Jihoon looked like he wanted to protest but instead he just sighed.

“I just wanted to see you one more time before I wrapped up the album. I’ll be pulling a lot of hours these next few days And won’t be able to see you.”

The admission was surprising. Mostly because you had never thought Jihoon liked you that way. His confession made your face reddened. He mustve been really tired.

“Go to sleep Jihoon. I’ll see you in a few days.”

And like that you mustered up all your courage, turned away from Jihoon and walked away.

-

“The album is done.”

You weren’t surprised anymore when Jihoon greeted you with his words other then his presence. These past few days he had opened up so much that it wasn’t really much of a shock.

You were glad for that of course. You loved speaking to Jihoon, and you loved hearing him talk about his music and his frustrtations. You gave him a wide-toothy smile.

“Does that mean I finally get to hear it?”

Instead of responding Jihoon took the pair of headphones that was dangling from his hands and gently secured it over your ears. The close proximity made your heart leap.

You tried bot to let it show as you two climbed into the elevator and the music began playing in your ears.

Every day I see your face, don’t know how you behave, when you aren’t alone with me

Having a terrible day? Bet I knew you feel that way

The beat to the song was more upbeat than you thought it would be. You found yourself nodding your head as Jihoon’s voice blasted through the headphones. He sang a good high note, and the way that his voice rose and fell gave you the impression that he was very emotive when he sang.

You hoped one day you could see it.

I wonder if you care about me

You are kind and sweet, your voice is like honey

I feel myself slipping away

As the lyrics continued to play you found yourself wondering idly who he wrote it for. It was sort of a romantic song, and that cane to you as a surprise. Jihoon didn’t really come off as the sort of person to fiddle with love. And yet this song only made your heart pound.

Every day I see you, it’s not enough

Your laugh, your smile, I want a lot

Your heart wouldn’t stop pounding now. You couldn’t be sure, but you could almost swear that this song was about you. You didn’t want to be cocky, but even the way that Jihoon was avoiding your eyes gave it away.

I’m getting greedy and I don’t care

Hey there, don’t know if I should share

You slowly began to remove the headphones, but the sound of the song still played loudly from the headphones:

“I think you’re beautiful, elevator stranger,” Jihoon sang along with the music. Yo put the headphones around your neck and rushed forward, cupping Jihoon’s face with your hands and pressing your lips against his. He smiled into the kiss, deepening it and pulling you closer.

God, he was so warm.

When he pulled away, he smiled at you.

“So, I’ll take it you like the song?” Jihoon asked softly. You smiled, rubbing your forearms nervously.

“Love it, really,” you responded. The doorbell dinged and you jumped in surprise. Was the elevator ride really over?

“I miss the stairs,” Jihoon admitted as he slipped the device playing his album into your pocket. “It gave me more time with you.”

“Maybe...” You trailed off. “The elevator will break again soon.” Jihoon smiled.

“You know what? I hope so.”

[mommy-imagines]

Hi mommy! Ive been meaning to send u more asks but i get really anxious or im not in the headspace to interact orz so im sorry ive been so silent! This years just been a lot sjjdjd and its just really kinda hit me in the past month or 2 so ive been very burnt out

But yeah i meant to send an ask when u put up that post about ur experiences! I really wanted to let u know that im so proud of u for perserving thru all that! And that it mustve been so difficult and ik that things can haunt u sometimes but that ik u can def get over them! Im also sorry that u had to go thru those things. I understand that whole attitude of like "u went thru these things for a reason!" or like "ur a survivor uve been thru so much!" can sometimes be upsetting to hear bc sometimes u just want to let it all out or not be so strong for once. And that it can feel cheap sometimes? Bc its such a general statement and reaction ppl always give that kinda feels like its glorifying in a way what you went thru and i just want to say that its ok to feel bitter and sad and angry about what happened and ur valid in those feelings too! Idk i just wanted to make a point of saying both sides of it is valid and that im really happy that youve come thru it so well and ur still trying new things in life and that ur still here!

Im also really sorry to hear about how ur examns went! I was rooting for u and hoping that things were going well during the days u were offline and felt really bad for u when i read that you failed. Ik theres nothing that can really make it feel better esp after u spent all that time preparing and studying and all that but this is just going to be another experience that will help u later on! We all need some fails in life to get more experience so we can get wins u know? (jsjdjd the irony of me saying that after talking about how ppl only say this will help u lmao) but like yeah i understand how devasted u are esp after u invested all that time in! I hope u feel better soon!

Ndjfjf you dont understand i saw that post about me and i had to bury my face in my hands with a blush and a big smile djfjf omg i wasnt expecting that when i came to check on u djdjdj i like curled up in a ball for a splid minute rolling around jdjdjff i never expected to make a lasting impact with my first ask omg but im glad i make u happy!

Djjdjf im sorry to report tho i dont really have a lot of thoughts i can send in rn im going thru a bit of a dry spell rn in regards to abdl/ageplay and also uh haikyuu in general dnfjfn but dw ill still come back and read your stuff and try to interact when im up to it! I think i can think up some mommy and atsumu thoughts later tho theyll probably be pure playtime thoughts sjdnd

ALSO OMG GO TO SLEEP!!! FINISH UR WORK! DONT PRIORITIZE US OVER UR WORK!!!

(pls prioritize us over ur work!! Feed us that gud gud!)

No but for real take care of urself!

With Love UwU - meian simp 💚💚💚

Hello, my darling! I have missed you terribly.

Thank you for being such a sweet person, I really appreciate everything that you just said, I mean it.

Don't worry about not having ideas about our boy, I get it. I also get the burnout, unfortunately.

I am, as of this day, three weeks from finishing Law School. My finals are this week and the next one, so I'll be cramming for those.

I have a nearly finished self-indulgent Atsumu comfort fic. I'm not going to lie to you here, the only reason for this particular fic to exist, is because I needed to project a bit and pretend to be looked after. So it's still Mommy and Atsumu, it's still part of the original series, but it's very much about Mommy getting some comforting for once. I think that we are all in need of that, in some level.

I'm not sure if I'll post it tonight still, but that's a possibility. If not, then it'll be up some time tomorrow.

All the love, sweetie. I was going to say "stay strong", but I don't think that that's a nice thing to say to someone, it's alright to not be the one having it all together for once - I'm having a really hard time accepting that myself.

I hope to hear from you soon ❣️🌜

[hello-yue-here]

📓?

THANK YOU

up next: jet my beloved.

the freedom fighters origin story that we deserve.

ft. trans girl smellerbee (ik its kinda implied in canon but i rlly do not know if thats confirmed by anyone so here i am confirming it), found family, and lots of hurt and i guess a little comfort (yk. as a treat.)

jet was a happy kid. he had a baby sister. he had two parents that loved him. he had friends. he had a house. he had a lake near his town that was safe to play in. he had everything a ten year old boy could want in life.

but the fire nation took all of that away from him.

he and the other kids of the town were playing in the lake when suddenly they heard a thundering noise. a muffler voice. burning. screaming.

they kids ran through the forest by the lake to see what was happening in the town. they saw the fire nation coming to take over. they hid behind the trees like they were told to do if this ever happened to them.

jet was scared, but when he saw the village on fire he didnt want to hide. he had a baby sister and a mother and a father in his house. he ran through the streets trying to find them: but his house was burning. his house had collapsed. he started yelling for his family, hoping that they had made it out.

someone grab him and ran with him. it was one of the old men who came by once a week to deliver fresh goods to the marketplace, today mustve been delivery day.

the man ran with jet and they escaped the village together.

jet never knew what happened to his family.

the man takes jet in and lets him live with him until he dies. the man is old but he gave jet everything he needed. jet was 11 when he died. and now he was alone again. the man was a bright spot for jet for the one short year they had together, and jet would remember him throughout his journey (im sorry he doesnt have a name i havent done research for this bad boy yet)

jet begins to wander the earth kingdom, he comes across different people who let him stay for a few nights before he leaves again. he begins to see even more of the damage created by the fire nation and gets angry. they took his family and now they try and take everyone else too?

jet is 12 when he tries joining the earth kingdom army. they laugh in his face. hes a nonbender! hes twelve! hes a weak runt of a boy! no one wants him.

fine he doesnt need the stuck up army anyways.

hes in the woods late one night trying to find some berries to eat. suddenly hes struck in the arm with a bow n arrow. a boy his age comes running out, hes covered in mud and leaves and almost blends into the woods entirely.

the boy helps jets wound and apologizes for shooting him, he saw movement and thought it was a deercat.

this is how jet meets longshot.

the two stick together and meet new friends on the way. they meet pipsqueak when trying to rob a cruel and wealthy mayor of a struggling earth kingdom town. they meet smellerbee when fighting yhe fire nation troops in a town close to his own home. they find the duke when stealing clothes for smellerbee.

yeah. found family. lots of character study type writing would go into this one but if i were to ever write this i would want it done right and idk if i could pull that off. this would be a BEAST.

[strongsassysexysloane]

Ain’t Life A B*tch - Chap 2

Well for me... aint editing a bitch so I’m sorry if there are mistakes but I’m finding it hard to concentrate lately. 36th day in Quarantine!! 

Chapter 1 if you need a refresher or whatever :)

. . . . / 2 / . . .

The next week was spent sorting through forms and getting your new probie up to speed. She was a young buck, raised in New York, father was a cop and mum was a naval officer. So serve and protect was in her blood as she'd say. Alex Edison was her name but she preferred to go by Eddie, a nickname she hated in school but grew to love when she got older.

You managed to video call your other Agent who was flying in from Miami on the weekend. He had to sort a few more things before making the move permanently to DC. Agent Hunter, Ben Hunter, was how he introduced himself and you couldn't help but roll your eyes. You'd met him once when his case brought him to your ship a few years ago. You worked well and was happy when Vance mentioned his name as a candidate for your new team.  

"Ok, Alex. You got the form for HR?" You sighed, leaning back in your chair. You desk was perfectly positioned the next row over from Gibbs Team which meant you heard and saw almost everything that happened over there. They'd been chasing a murderer for over a week now. Everyone was running on fumes. Especially Gibbs and you couldn't help but cringe a few times when he yelled at his team.

Eddie was shocked the first time she heard him yell and you reassured her that it was ok. Her face clearly didn't believe you though.

"Just about." She answered tapping away at her computer, her desk was beside yours. So you could see her screen when you leaned back in your seat. She'd added a few picture frames around her desk, one of her dog, another of her and her mum and the third was an old grey and white photo of her grandparents.

You smiled as she hurried up. "All good, once you've finished that. Send it to HR and if you want we can grab a drink?" You suggest, it had been a paper heavy week and you needed to unwind away from a computer screen.

"Aww, I need a drink." A sad voice piped up from over the divider.

You twirled your chair around to see Ellie standing and looking over at you. You'd managed to chat to her a few times, mainly in the break room when she escaped to get a snack which was quite often. "You're more than welcome to join."

She smiled at your offer but her eyes darted down to where Gibbs mustve been sitting and you shrug. It was almost 1800 on Friday. They hadn't had a break in the case all day, you knew because you caught their huffs and complaints about it all day. "Gibbs?" Ellie said with so much hope, you could tell by the bags under her young eyes that they'd been working longer hours than usual.

"Yeah, there's nothing we can do tonight."

"You can join to if you want Gibbs." You shout and laugh at Ellie's and Eddie's reaction to his invitation. You knew all too well what his reply was going to be, what it always would be in the middle of a case with no leads.

Gibbs stood up, leaning over the divider and smiling down at you. As he said the words, you mimed his answer. "Bourbon, boat, basement." Everyone chuckled at your response. "Why'd you ask?" His eyes were curious. Clearly bemused by you miming and knowing his answer as he said it.

"I'm being polite and a nice colleague." You smile, seeing Eddie send off the form so you began to gather up your things.

"Hey Jack!" Ellie beamed, as the other blonde strode into the bullpen and you stilled for a second. Your back was now turned to Gibbs, you could feel his eyes burning into your back, he saw you freeze. You'd successfully avoided Jack all week. Only catching glimpses of her on the promenade and once when she came to help Gibbs team with profiles. Neither of you gave each other a second glance and as much as you were thankful for it, your gut was getting more and more twisted with every glimpse you saw her. Not to mention your subconscious derailing you every night by replaying the break up and the moment outside of MTAC when you came back.

"Ellie, you heading out?" She tried her best to sound up beat but you could hear the hostility in her voice.

You shucked on your coat, slipping on your gloves and packing up your desk. "You ready?" You look over at Alex who is shutting down her computer.

"Yep." She jumps up, stretching and grabbing her coat and bag.

"Hey y/n, can Jack join us for drinks?" The words you hoped you'd never hear but knew it was coming. You knew Jack was close with the other team and why wouldn't she be? She's a friendly, warm - shut up brain. Trying to gather as much composure as possible you turn with the best painted smile you could muster.

"Ellie I'm sure-" You were ready to make up any kind of excuse but as soon as your eyes locked with Jack's you couldn't finish.

Without a missing a beat Jack picked up your excuse. "I'm busy tonight. Just heading out now to go on a date actually." Her eyes look back to Ellie who is now too curious about Jack's date. You on the other hand are trying your best to ignore that stab to the heart that had nothing to do with Jack's words about a date. Or the way her eyes darted to Gibbs and he shared a look when she said date.

"I'm ready." Alex smiles, you can tell she's trying to distract you. Your composure mustn't be as good as you hoped.

You clap your glove covered hands. "Right.. Ellie, we'll meet you there?" You wait a tick to get Ellie's reply, not daring to look at Jack again. Ellie looks from you to Jack curiously. You were trying so hard not to let anyone notice anything between you and Jack, Gibbs didn't count, and it was starting to come through.

"Sure. Devil's?" You nod and follow Eddie to the elevator.

"See you there. First rounds on me!" You shout over your shoulder and hop into the elevator.

"I'm coming!" Nick shouts and you just hake your head with a smile.

The night wasn't as awkward as you thought it might be. No one brought up the moment in the squadroom even though you could see the question on Ellie's lips. You had a few drinks and got to know each other a lot more. Nick even got up and danced when one of his favourite songs came out of the speakers, he tried his best to drag Bishop up but she held on tightly to the post next to your table. It was nice, you felt like you were settling more and more into living and working in DC. Something you thought would take a while.

You and Eddie hung around a while after Nick and Ellie had to call it a night. They unfortunately still had to work in the morning both hoping they'd have a lead or this was going to be an awfully long weekend for them both.

"How are you liking DC?" Alex's eyes wondered to the tv screen above the bar, you could see she was trying to seem disinterested but you'd tried your best all night to avoid your personal life all night. Always flipping it back to the asker, it had worked, Nick always liked talking about himself.

You wanted to be open with Alex, to create a partnership with her more so than being like a boss. You wanted to create that boundary but this job was going to get serious really quickly and you wanted to create a bond that you could lean on each other as well. After all these people were going to be in your life for hopefully many years to come. Drawing in a deep breath you thought about your answer. It was a simple question but it could lead to harder ones.

"Colder than I like but I did always enjoy the snow." A bit vague but you wanted to see where Alex would take it. To see if she was willing to go straight to the question she really wanted to know. "What about you?"

Her eyes snapped back to the table, taking a sip of her drink. "I like the pace of DC. Managed to find a somewhat decent place to live."

"Yeah you mentioned that earlier. Seems like a score for me and being a short drive to work as well." She was really impressive for her age, stepping out and following her ambitions, you admired that.

"You don't have to answer but.." Her eyes shifted nervously, you knew what was coming. "You and Agent Sloane? Did something happen before I came along?" Her eyes flicked to yours, you weren't hiding your feelings on the subject. The alcohol may have had something to do that by now. You'd kept it steady all night and now it was finally taking it's toll.

"Something did.. a long time ago." You shrug as nonchalantly as possible, bringing your glass to your lips and taking a long swig.

"Must've been -"

"We were in a serious relationship and I-" You sigh, dropping you head back. You really didn't want to talk about it, alcohol or no alcohol. Bonding or no bonding, you weren't ready for this admission. Out loud anyway.

"So when does Ben arrive again?" Alex gave you a comforting smile and you relaxed at the subject change.

The night soon came to a close, you made sure Alex had a ride before making your way home. It was nice to have a night together outside of the office. To get to know each other more and with other friends as well. The crisp night air made you shiver and you hugged yourself closer to the wall of the bar while you waited for your Uber.

The weekend you managed to keep yourself busy by shopping and finding things to decorate your apartment with. You managed to find some cute things at the local markets on Saturday morning. Your apartment was slowly filling up with things you liked and you felt content with your efforts. Shopping was never an pleasure for you but you needed to make your apartment feel more like a home. After all you would be staying around for hopefully a long time. On Sunday you managed to find a small dining set that would fit perfectly in your small dining area and a cute, round, wide chair that you thought would be great curling up on after a long days work. Come Sunday afternoon you were all shopped out and curled up on said new purchase with a blanket and cup of hot chocolate, testing the new furniture out.

There was no case come Monday morning however Agent Ben Hunter had arrived and kept you busy catching up and filling out his paperwork for his transfer. "So I filled in the form for payroll and have the other documents are being sent through to HR."

"Excellent." You smiled over at Ben. He was very to the point and full steam ahead. You just hoped that was the same when it came to being in the field and on cases.

You got distracted by the team over the divider. They'd caught a cast late Sunday afternoon and apparently had been going since then. Nick was very loud about the lack of sleep he'd had and Ellie would bite back every so often saying they were all in the same boat.

"Alright team. I have profiles for you." You heard her voice, the pep and energy clearly evident compared to the rest of the team. "Come on. The quicker you look into these guys the quicker you could get some sleep. Or you know, Gibbs. Send them home. They need rest." She was all too blunt and head strong about it and you were waiting for Gibbs' snark remark about it's his team but it never came.

"'robably right Jack but we gotta get this guy. Grab a coffee and we'll follow up on the profiles." He grunted and you heard his chair squeak meaning he'd gotten up and you watched as he and Jack walked around and waited at the elevator.

You sunk further into your chair, hiding slightly more behind your desk as you watched Jack and Gibbs walk into the elevator turn around and Jack was laughing at something with a smiling Gibbs. Your gut twinged and you grunted at it to shut up. The elevators door shut and you went back to the emails you were following up on.

"Everything alright y/n?" Ben spoke up, clearly noticing your reaction to Jack's presence.

"Fine." You tried to smile but doubted it came across as convincing. You shot a look at Alex not to say anything, not that you thought she would. "Going to get a snack from the break room. Want anything?" You looked between your teammates.

"Good, thanks Boss." Alex smiled at you then returned to her computer.

"Can I have a kitkat? I'll pay ya back when I have cash." He dug into his top draw to find some money but only came up with a few coins.

"It's fine." You genuinely smile at his efforts. "Think I can handle it." You wink at him and he chuckles.

"Thanks Boss." You shake your head at the name. It was still very new to you. Being the leader and in charge but Boss did have a nice ring to it, even if you and Ben were around the same age. You walked around the bullpen, coming up to Tim's desk.

"Nutterbutter right?" The sound of his favourite snack snapped McGee's face from his computer screen.

"Right." He beamed and you just kept walking. Same old McGee.  

You're in the middle of bashing the vending machine after the nutterbutter gets stuck, Tony probably did something years ago to the machine to annoy McGee, when your phone rings. "Agent Y/n. Yes, ok, we'll be there." You give the vending machine one last bang and the nutterbutter falls free. You walk, pick up your coffee and snacks and exit the room.

Gibbs is back, you hear him before you turn the corner. The site of the older blonde almost has you miss a step but you don't. You've got a murder to solve. "Timmy!" You shout, drawing everyone's attention and McGee beams as you chuck him his treat in passing. "Good catch. Gibbs been giving you pointers?" You wink at him, trying your best to not seem effected by Jack's presence.

"Nah, having two kids, you learn quickly how to juggle." You both share a laugh and you continue onto your team. "Not to mention years of avoiding Tony's antics."

"We still need to have that dinner Tim. Maybe after our cases are solved." You say over your shoulder, doing your best to avoid eye contact with Jack. She's been looking back and forth between you and Tim the whole time. Mainly looking at Tim. At least that's what you could see without looking at her directly.  

"We got a case boss?" Alex pipes up as you walk around and grab your sig and badge out of your desk, slipping into your NCIS jacket. It fit like a glove, it was several years old but there was no way you were letting Vance give you a new one. This one had seen you through most of your Agent Afloat adventures.

"You betcha. Dead Petty Officer downtown. Grab ya gear." You straighten up and look over at Gibbs who is smirking, you ignore the blonde beside him and give him a wink. "Old habits. Let's go." You were probably too eager about getting a case, it was exciting, your first case with your own team plus you were itching to get out of the office with your beautiful ex standing right there.

Is that what she'd become an ex? Like obviously she was an ex but to be just another number in a very short list of relationships? You never wanted to add her to that list but she'd ended up on it all the same.

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[captain-jinguji]

Oh my, I need yandere alphabet for Ren😏

I gotchu 😏 @kumanekoworld I saw your request too so here it is.

REN JINGUJI YANDERE ALPHABET

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

His way of showing affection, at first, doesnt change. He would still shower his darling in gifts and compliments, making time and taking them places; it almost seems normal. But at some point, it's like a flip switches, and he becomes more clingy. Always has to be around you, going out becomes less and less and when you do leave the house, he always has an arm clinging to you. 

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

He doesnt even realize how messy it gets until it's done. These overwhelming feelings of expressiveness and obsessives get the better of him and seeing another person threaten you or worse, try to take you from him, makes all rationality leave his brain. At first, he'd try to hide it from his darling, but he becomes sloppy and its not long before they realize it's blood on his shirt, and not paint. 

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

He would act like nothing happened. As long as he behaves normally, things will go smoothly, right? Pretending that they've always been together and that life was a jolly holiday. At some point, especially if his darling is testing his patience, he might lash out at them and mock their cries and attempts to plead with him. 

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Oh yes. Love is an intimate thing, even when it's this obsessive. He not only forces them to stay with him, he also forces them to touch him, both sexually and not, because that's what 'real' lovers do. 

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

The main reason he would even cross over this line is because he needs love. All his life hes been neglected and played; finding his darling was the best thing that has happened and he sure as hell is going to give his all. He becomes open, and vulnerable, always honest with what he wants from his darling and where they stand with him. 

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

He'd become annoyed and not understand. He gives you everything and more and you're FIGHTING him? It's almost like he turns into beast mode and he will fight back. It gets ugly with yelling and he will put force into it if you start to get physical. He feels so betrayed and hurt that he not only locks you away, but he leaves himself to cool off. After all, theres no way you actually hate him. It must've been something smaller than that. He'll figure it out. 

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

Kind of. At first, he thinks its cute how strong willed and determined his darling is to escape him, but he does become annoyed. Why wont you love him? Why don't you appreciate him? He will hunt you down each time, he has connections to make someone else get you for him. There's no escaping him. He is Mr. Worldwide. 

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

The worst thing he's ever done to his darling was lock them up for a week straight in his designated dark room, only giving them water and not letting them sleep. The malnutrition and lack of sleep quickly got them, and though they lost a few pounds during that week, Ren was pleased with his efforts. A weak darling is a darling that cant leave him. They relied on him for everything for a while after that and that's what it's all about; him being the the provider, the protector, the one you need to rely on. 

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

He really wants to keep it as normal as possible. He wants to get married and go on adventures with you. No kids though, he cant have you sharing your attention and taking most of it away from him. 

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

At first, he's his natural self. Understanding, carefree, but something irks him inside and he quickly becomes annoyed. He doesnt lash out, at least not in front of his darling; he'll find the man/woman in private to have a 'chat" and publicly ruins them. 

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Again, he tries to keep it normal. Light kisses and soft touches. Loving words and tight hugs. A typical relationship on the outside. A fairy tale for anyone else. 

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

He's very blunt. He likes it, he gets it. He charms them with words and sweet promises; soft affections and making himself seem like the best possible joice. Prince charming, in a way. 

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Oh yes. To everyone else, including his friends, hes this light hearted, goofy guy. Perfectly easy on the eyes and the heart. But behind closed doors, something that only his darling gets to see, hes a beast. Wild and stalking his prey; fiercely protective over whats his. 

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

He's not a stranger to actually physically harming his darling and they have had cuts and bruises on them. But he doesnt like to ruin their perfect skin so he usually locks them up, sometimes for days on end, and goes back to weakening his darling physically. 

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

He's actually not known to take many rights away. His darling is free to do what they want as long as he knows what they're doing and where they are. It only becomes a problem when they go somewhere outside of, lets say, the city; he needs to be there in that case. Always by their side..he cant have you running of now can he? 

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

As much as he wants to think he's patient, hes really not. He gets temperamental and annoyed really easily and doesnt like it when his darling fights back. 

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

If it was an escape scenario, he'd do everything in his power to get them back, and he WILL be successful. However, if they die, I dont think he'd move on from that. Giving his all into someone and 'molding' the perfect darling took a toll on him and he would genuinely be soul crushed. 

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

No. He absolutely has no guilty feeling whatsoever mainly because he doesnt see a problem with his actions. This is all for love.

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Childhood trauma and the feeling of loneliness. Not having a mother, his father's hatred, and the constant quarrels with both his brothers and childhood friends like Masato and Ranmaru, formed a whole in his heart that he was never able to fill, no matter how many women he toyed with. His darling is the first person to make him feel full again and theres no way he'll let you go now. 

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

He hates it. He tries to keep the peace and make them as happy as possible with gifts and himself. Why are you crying? What brought these feelings of sadness? Why are you yelling at him? He becomes mad but also concerned; obviously someone mustve hurt you. It just never occurs to him that he's that someone. 

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

He probably gives his darling more freedom than some other yanderes. Again, he wants things to seem as normal as possible to anyone else. 

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

He does tend to get vulnerable with his darling and let's his guard down, especially on the anniversary of his mother's death. You could easily slip something in his drink or food and have a chance to escape; however, you have to remember that he has ears and eyes everywhere due to his connections so your escape might be short lived. 

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

As much as he hates to admit it, he HAS beaten his darling. He always feels bad afterwards and tends to their bruises and cuts, but its really your fault for trying to leave. 

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Body worship is a big thing of his. They are perfect to him, gorgeous, stunning, beautiful. I wouldn't say he has a whole shrine or anything, but his phone is full of pictures and he has paintings of them, both NSFW and not, on his walls. Before they ended up with him, he even went as far as to install cameras in their house and on them. 

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Honestly, not very long. He keeps up with it only for a short time before his true colors start to show. Of course, only his darling would know that, which is mainly why no one else would be able to help them out of this situation. 

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Oh yes. He manipulates them both mentally and physically to rely and depend only on him. He's good at it too and it takes less time for him to win his darling over than some other guys.