#theyve been in my drafts for forever

[guardian-angle22]

TK/Carlos + Looks

↳ 2.08 Bad Call

[steelycunt]

please can we have a little chapter two snippet… please…

of course!! wasnt sure what 2 pick ive shared a few bits from 2 now but i decided onthis one...last january i made a series of posts saying i wanted 2 be an elderly woman in r's welsh hometown so that i could run into him out and about and faff over him and mother him and pinch his cheeks and give him a sweetie...and then when i started writing this i said id find a way to give her a cameo...well i found a way and. here she is 4 one scene and one scene only : ^ )

[neurotypical-sonic]

soulbond /neg au. both sonic and eggman have the mentality of "I dont need [the red string of fate] I am ignoring it fuck you universe you cant control me" but in completely different ways. with sonic its genuine, he doesnt like it but hes accepted it (now) and even though he doesnt like to think about it he acknowledges it. its there, ugh, dont exactly love that, but whatever. he's Living His Life reguardless. it doesnt mean anything unless he says it does, and he says it doesnt

eggman is OBSESSIVE with how much he Doesnt Care that he has a soulbond. his whole life revolves around proving fate wrong. his entire being is NOT connected to that blue rat FUCK you, in fact heres how much he doesnt care about it!! [obsesses over sonic and destroying him]

[dakbees]

dk now i feel abt these aimers gifs but im posting them anyways

[t0ast-ghost]

Umm STAR TREK: THE MOTION PICTURE THOUGHTS!!!!

You thought this series was dead and buried? Well maybe it is. This may stay in my drafts forever. But I suppose if you’re reading this it’s not.

Warnings for a flashing gif

and spoilers (obviously)

So enjoy and forward we go:

- They kinda just make you watch stars with nice background music for *checks time* two minutes and fifty seconds (no, there are no credits during this time)

- I’m so hyped for this, the credit music is so nostalgic and amazing

- Tron ass graphics <3

- Evolved Klingon design! Let’s go! Also they’re speaking Klingon which I think star trek is super proud of creating

- It’s so alien (as in the movie alien)

- Is that the lizard head rock from the Apple? No it’s Vulcan- damn what’d they do to Spock?

- It’s giving the dark crystal or labyrinth

- THEYVE GOT A VULCAN LANGUAGE?! I mean I knew they would but they created one for the first movie???

- When the Vulcan Master (it’s what imdb calls her) is reading Spock’s mind then the shot goes back to her face and she looks down and there’s a fucking vine boom and she smiles slightly at him like ‘THIS FUCKER IS HAVING GAY THOUGHTS’

- Jim is calling him <3

- It’s interesting how they pronounce Spock’s name differently

- Life is a Dream is my favourite song (It’s the one with the horns)

- Omg hi Kirk hi

- They gave him another Vulcan? Kirk must miss his husband so much

- imagine ten years after your favourite show ends, they make a movie and there are all your favourite guys again! I would have screamed

- Hiya Scotty

- Kirk looks so unhappy. Hmmm wonder why

- Aww this is such a cute conversation between Kirk and Scotty

- KIRK GETS TEARS IN HIS EYES SEEING THE NEW ENTERPRISE OMG. HE LOVES HER SM

- This is the slowest fucking shuttle ever

- I like how there’s just guys floating in spacesuits around

- ….Welp that’s over now. The ship has docked. Finally.

- oh the elevators are just voice controlled now. No handles.

- OMG HI UHURA!!! HI CHECKOV! HI SULU!!!

- Kirk’s about to go fire someone. This’ll be fun.

- Yeah Decker does not take this well. Kirk is just a petty bitch who loves his ship too much and definitely misses his husbands

- WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? Wha- who- no wonder people don’t like using transporters that’s horrifying

- OMG THATS JANICE RAND!!!

- Kirk has turned into the idiot admiral that he used to hate dealing with

- OMG HIIIII BONES HES GOT A BEARD. They drafted him???? Wait no. JIM BROUGHT HIM BACK hehe

- “Damn it, Bones. I need you. Badly!” He missed his husband so he made him come back to fight a war

- That was such a normal moment between Kirk and McCoy. Sooo normal. I’m normal about it. Sooo normal.

- THAT LITTLE DUDE IN SPACE JUST DID A FLIP

- hi bones hi

- “Jim. You’re pushing.”

- They gave McCoy a better perch, he’s got a railing that’s closer to Kirk now

- time to ask: what is happening

- “Tor-pe-do away!” The slow voice really added to that

- Why is McCoy just there on his knees?!?

- Bones is NOT happy to be here. This is why he divorced Kirk (he’s still married to Spock though)

- McCoy can see that Jim is being unreasonable. But what is that stance and why aren’t they looking into each others eyes? (Edit: not sure what stance I’m talking about but yeah, why aren’t they?)

- It’s been 50 minutes literally nothing has happened except reintroductions

- HI SPOCK HIII HES SO HOT WHATS HE DOING HERE?

- damn why’d Spock just ignore Chekov like that

- Jim is so desperate. He wants this man so bad. He’s like literally starry eyed

- For Chekov this is like the worst high school reunion ever

- HI CHAPEL HAIII

- damn why is Spock ignoring his husbands :(((

- Bones looks so sad. He missed Spock

- Kirk and McCoy are about to interrogate their long gone ex husband. “Will you please sit down.” This is pretty much exactly what it would be like if they got divorced and didn’t see each other for awhile. Spock is trying to separate his emotions from the situation, McCoy is trying to be playful but sneaks in a question about what he’s been doing, and Kirk just wants them back he’s so desperate

- Not gonna say what I’m thinking cause I think that would be disrespectful

- “I believe they may hold my answers.” “Well, isn’t it lucky for you that we just happened to be heading your way?” “Bones! We need him. I need him.” Jim if you say that while staring into Spock’s eyes it’s a bit queer (happy pride month)

- They got the new Apple watches

- Spock is pulling a Deanna Troi

- They brought back Spock to wear the finest eyeshadow and serve silent cunt

- Shapes and colours by the likes of which I’ve never seen!

- I like how Bones just came onto the bridge FOR NO REASON but to kinda look shocked when Kirk was about to do something silly

- Most of this movie feels like, ‘look at this cool set/effects thing for a very long time’ and they are cool

- I now truly understand what a ‘long shot’ is

- Uh oh Kirk. Your husband got zapped!

- huh? whuh? Why’d it take Ilia?

- Everyone that comes onto the bridge takes a second to go what the f-

- Wow that’s just a pussy- *gets schmacked*

- Did Spock just fucking blue screen?

- just noticed Kirk in short sleeves <3

- ILIA BURST THROUGH THE WALL

- Why did they replicate her into high heels

- I love Star Treks idea that love can bring anyone back. Like if anyone is dead and someone loves them enough there’s no way they’re staying dead. And if you bring up Tasha, technically she didn’t die right there and then. And if you bring up Jadzia, fuck you

- What is Spock doing, why’s he mutineering

- They successfully contacted Ilia. There’s something so sad about it being her but not her at all

- Omg. Spock why would you do that?

- “That’s Spock. Damn him! Bring him back here.” Gotta wrangle your husbands

- I was going to say something about pussy and then Spock said “penetrated” so-

- Pussy so good you get blasted backwards- I’ve got to stop

- Spock laughing omg omg

- jaw dropped. That was gay. That was so gay!

- I like how Kirk just has these two guys around to explain things to him

- “It knows only that it needs, commander, but like so many of us, it does not know what.” Do you need something, Spock? What are you trying to say? Do you need the love of your husbands?

- HES JUST GONNA BLOW UP THE SHIP???

- I got legitimately jumpscared by Spock’s tear

He’s really pretty tho and they’re observing him

- “Is this all that I am? Is there nothing more?” This is the greatest moment in the whole movie thus far because it goes back to really what star trek is about. Talking about life through aliens.

- He’s bringing his husbands with him awwe

- woah how are they on top of the enterprise?!Okay I guess this is happening now

- VOYAGER??????????? Oh wait this is a real ship, isn’t it?

- So Decker is going to sacrifice himself to join with V’Ger, isn’t he?

- He rolls back to his husbands

- “As much as you wanted the Enterprise, I want this.” Jim did really want the enterprise, but he also just wanted love, same with Decker, they both just want their loves back.

- Shiny

- Kirk and McCoy staring, jaws dropped like, ‘What is this shit?’

- “And a lot of foolish human emotions, right, Mr. Spock?” “Quite true, Doctor. Unfortunately we will have to deal with them as well.” THEY’RE FLIRTING AGAIN YES!!!!

- It’s a little funny that Spock definitely arrived on the ship ready to stay. Like he cut his hair and everything just to see his husbands.

- “The human adventure is just beginning” what does THAT mean?

Well okay. Time to watch Wrath of Khan, I guess. I hear it’s better…

Masterpost

[dogurrls]

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a moodboard for my three ocs: carrie, syd, and parker. im still figuring them out, along with their backstories, but i dont think ill ever drop them. a sort of grotesque horror, a short story about isolation and grief. they were born last winter after i was yearning to go down to the shore. im still making sense of them!! theyve just been sort of sitting in my drafts forever, but i really want to start posting about them and fleshing them out before the school year starts and i dont have any free time again.

[queenburd]

hmm i am also thinkin abt the curator line “they need each other” …. something something, can a narrator survive without his stanley? just like a human can’t survive without food/water.. quotes in the skip button ending:

“One single thing I need -…- is to know that someone else is taking it in.”

“When you press that button,… the emptiness folds itself outward in between the two of us, and I am suspended in its unyielding quietness. I can feel the edges of my reality curdling inward and decaying. I can tell that I am becoming less and less real.”

so in the same way.. i assume that all of those narrators banding together would provide some kind of support, but. they’re all so busy trying to be heard, they don’t actually listen to each other. it’s just a big game of giving water to the man starved of food. each others’ company is enough to sustain, but it won’t be for forever.

which is why they go after stan’s narrator; they’re not 100% certain what he’s been doing, but surely he’s hoarding all of these stanleys to himself, right? why would he not hold onto them? where is he hiding them?

but there are some narrators too, that read the room and say “what the hell. the only people here selfish enough to hoard stanleys are the ones suggesting this.” and they form their own coalition which isn’t an echo chamber. they all spent their parables making assumptions on themselves and on their stanleys. this was cruel, yes, and basically a death sentence, but they recognize the self-loathing faster than a counselor in the foster care system. and some of them are still in denial about how they treated their stanleys. but they all recognize that We Need To Hear This Guy Out.

and obviously there’s a lot of infighting from both groups. it’s a high-stress situation, who wouldn’t be stressed out by the end of their life suddenly being a thing that is real and also is approaching rapidly. and there are plenty that just give up and let themselves melt away out of guilt or hopelessness.

so the hate group finally gets this guy. and he gives 0 fucks about them. which is frustrating since they did their best to strip him of his power, but he’s been heard by so many stanleys and they haven’t, so they’re still substantially weaker than him.

the sensible group of narrators aren’t able to even get a look at him. and so they’re busy scheming, but less than the hate group. so when the stanleys come to save the narrator, they notice sooner and they make a break for it. “there’s a lot to discuss, but first we want to help save your narrator.” “there isn’t much time before the others notice.” “we’re trying to hide your presence as long as possible.” “do what you do best—tune them out when they want you to listen.” “yes and that punch was deserved. i deserved that.”

the stanleys are suspicious. who are these fuckers with feelings and what have you done to our original narrators lol???? but they’re willing to go with it. how else would they have escaped their parables without trusting an unexpected offer for help?

you said you didn’t have a lot of thoughts but luckily i did ❤️ i might write smth about this au or the original au. still deciding. but my drafts folder is still overflowing so i probably won’t start until there’s a little more stanley stuff fleshed out. ok it’s my bedtime

THE PUBLIC NEEDS TO SEE THIS. I HAVE LITTLE TO ADD TO THIS GEM other than I have genuinely begun to wonder if any of the narrators, having seen this fellow, who theyve been trying to BREAK, just refusing to be broken, begin to.... wonder.

because again, and again, he just keeps telling them "you didn't take care of him. he only had you and you only had him and YOU DIDNT TAKE CARE OF HIM." and he's relentless.

"I dont get to be with my Stanley either, but god, at least in the time I had him I appreciated him. Our story was supposed to be about him finding happiness, and you all forgot that."

I absolutely can see some of them, who werent the cruel ones but were more invested in their story and in their art, starting to wonder "....was he right? did I forget why this was so important? did I--"

YOU HAVE SOMETHING HERE.

[dadzawa-adopt-dabi]

Scenting for the first time

It's not a big deal. He’s let the LoV do it already. He can ask Keigo if he wants to scent mark him.

The words won’t come out though and Dabi is staring at the ceiling as Keigo’s breaths even out and deepen.

Dammit this is what he had practiced with Shigaraki for. His thoughts drift back to earlier that day.

“I want to scent Keigo.”

Shigaraki paused his game and looked over at dabi on the other end of the couch.

“Okay? Are you asking me permission or warning me in case you come back smelling like him or?” Shigaraki questioned. It wasn’t like Dabi to volunteer information out of nowhere. Especially about his relationships. However Shig did have a habit of being extra possessive and jumping on any member that came through the door smelling like a stranger.

“Well I don't want you to tackle me if I come back smelling like bird boyfriend all over again, I also wanted to ask for advice on it?”

“I don’t usually ask, I just kinda shove my alpha over and make sure everyone knows who he belongs to. What exactly are you worried about?” Shigaraki scooted closer to Dabi on the couch, resisting the urge to pack scent on his wrists. Dabi didn’t always appreciate being scented. He wasn’t comforted by it like Shigaraki usually was.

"I'm worried I'm going to get claustrophobic and panic. What if I don't like it or he doesn't?"

“If he doesn't want you like that, then we are having fried chicken for supper this week,” Shuuichi spoke up from where he had been half eavesdropping on the conversation. He was half kidding, anyone who had met Keigo could see that he was wrapped around Dabi’s finger.

“You're going to have to talk to him about it, Dabi. If it's serious enough that you want to claim him, then it's best you make sure you're on the same page.” Kuroguri sounded like a wise adult as always.

“Fuck all of that, scent the fuck out of him and tell him he’s yours now” Shig commented casually. Shigaraki tended to scent mark everyone he could stand for more than ten minutes.

Kurogiri and Shigaraki telling him it’s natural to be a little possessive validates him enough to want to at least talk about it with Keigo. They’ve been a big help in navigating the part of himself he had suppressed for so long with illegal suppressants and scent blockers.

Sometimes he just needs to hear that his Father was wrong and they never fail to support him as he figures out what exactly being an omega means to him.

Things like scent marking other people first. Anyone can point out that Shigaraki is an omega too. He does whatever he wants but it doesn’t change the hesitance Dabi gets when it comes to these things. He’s never felt like he’s had to do these things before. He doesn't lead a pack like Shigaraki does, he’s also not nearly as aggressive as Shig is either.

It's okay to want Keigo to smell like him, he knows, or to want to smell like Keigo he restates to himself.

He’s still getting used to giving into the instincts that come with being an omega. He’s shoved them down with suppressants and willpower for so long that he doesn't always know what's normal. What’s pure distrust and trauma shining through.He hasn't seen a healthy example of normal omega or pack behavior so he’s making it up as he goes for the most part.

Just because instinct tells him to do something doesn't mean he has to or that he wants to. Sometimes the omega instincts are just strong because he’s blocked them out for so long.

Dabi tries to bring up what’s on his mind during dinner when he’s cooking and Keigo is pretending he knows how to chop a vegetable. He tries during dinner and later when they leave the dishes in the sink. The topic never gets brought up. He forgets in favor of more important things like Keigo’s mouth on his.

Now he’s staring at the ceiling awake while Keigo sleeps. All because he couldn’t just talk it out.

Keigo is not a deep sleeper, but all Dabi really needs to do is tuck his nose near Keigo's scent glands on his neck. Try and scent Keigo a tiny bit. See if this is going to be something he’s comfortable with before he tries to bring it up to Keigo again.

He turns until he's half laying on Keigo and waits a nerve racking moment to make sure Keigo doesn't wake up.

Then starts carefully nosing along Keigo’s jaw. Soon he's quietly purring. It just feels right to mark Keigo as his. He was probably thinking about it too much. Keigo smells like spice and something slightly sweet. It’s intoxicating and reminds Dabi of every time he’s ever felt instantly safe in Keigo’s arms.

He is so busy chasing the sweet smell that he doesn't notice when his purring gets louder. Loud enough to wake the Alpha underneath him up. He just lets himself purr and rub against Keigo. Intent on making Keigo smell like him.

He doesn't notice he’s woken Keigo up until he's flipped onto his back and Keigo is nipping at his neck. Rumbling in his alpha version of a purr, up above him, and starting to aggressively scent him back. It would be sweet in a way that Keigo was so on board with Dabi being his if Dabi wasn’t panicking. Keigo is heavy and his staples are being tugged at.

It’s too much, too sudden. He feels boxed in, not relaxed like he had been just a few minutes ago.

“Kei-Keigo you need to get off. I, I-I can’t breath like this,” panic bleeding into his voice. Dabi shoves at Keigo’s shoulders and hoped he was awake enough to register what he was saying.

“Fuck, I’m sorry, its okay babe. Breath,” Keigo softly swore as he moved off Dabi and watched him as his breathing slowed. He went to grab a glass of water and let Dabi collect himself but Dabi’s hand reached out and snagged his wrist.

“Wait Keigo, I still- if you want to-” He stuttered out and Keigo’s heart clenched. Just because he was a possessive ass who decided scent marking Dabi in the middle of the night was okay, didn't mean that Dabi had to accept it and sit through it. Keigo had caught feelings, he was doing his best to deal with those and his instincts telling him to mark Dabi as his.

“Dabi,I- just because- I’m sorry, I didn’t think about how you must have been sleeping and just started marking you back when your purring woke me up. I didn’t think and I boxed you in even though I know it makes you panic, you don’t have to just accept it, that’s not how scenting is supposed to work.” Keigo climbed back on his bed, sitting close to Dabi.

“I was awake, I-I  know I should have talked to you first, I just couldn’t get the words out.” Dabi moved his grip to Keigo’s hand and sat up.

“I still want you to scent me, I didn’t mean to freak out like that.”

“Hey, don’t apologize for that, it happens. Here, come back to laying on me, let's try it with you sitting on top of me,like you had been before” Keigo gave his boyfriend a kiss and laid back against his headboard. Grabbing Dabi’s other hand as he straddled his waist.

“Um, do I just- I feel stupid like this, Kei.” Dabi muttered. He didn’t move off him though. Just rubbed his thumbs on the back of his and Keigo’s joined hands.

“It's alright. Just lean down and go back to rubbing your jaw along my scent gland like you were before, I'll just be able to do it back this time alright? If you don’t like it or get overwhelmed, we can stop at any time.” Keigo spoke softly. There was little Keigo wanted more than him and Dabi to smell like each other, but if Dabi wasn’t ready then it could wait. He’d done a lot of waiting for Dabi and waiting for this too wouldn’t hurt any.

Dabi followed Keigo’s advice and leaned down. When he felt the urge to continue marking Keigo he picked up where he left off. He started purring and his breath hitched when Keigo started rumbling and rubbing back against him.

They both continued until Dabi fell asleep in between bouts of purring and muttering how nice Keigo smelled. Keigo turned them onto their sides and pulled Dabi close until they were spooning.

[mechawolfie]

couple of asmos!!

[blindedguilt]

Some Overdue Sibling Headcanons

//Since we had sibling sunday a while ago + I’m petty they didn’t get ANYTHING even in the side materials here we go. fuckin,,,,, headcanons

Lukhege

Lukhege was left-handed. why? bc i am too idk. it just feels like he would be

At first, he didn’t like hunting and thought it was too tedious to be enjoyable, only doing it out of necessity. Though he was quite talented at it, and grew to enjoy it with everyone’s praise and compliments.

While he truly does love having Leonard back in the lives of him and his brothers, Lukhege carried a slight grudge against him for his absence, especially in the lives of his younger brothers. Not just for leaving behind a chance for them to have any memories of him, but because he was dropped into the role of the eldest brother at a young age, practically overnight.

His favourite food was apples. When not out hunting or helping around in other ways, he was usually taking a nap under the apple trees on the other side of the clearing.

Besides being a good hunter, Lukhege was a talented forest survivalist in general. Half of it he had picked up on his own, and the other half he learned from Leonard both as a child and coming to live with him in the war. Having known where to find shelter and food in the oddest of places, how to avoid traps and red flags from subhumans in the forest, and even how to make decent hunting weapons out of sticks, if you ever get lost in the woods, you should hope to have Lukhege with you. 

Riversal

Was absolutely obsessed with magic, pacts, subhumans, and beasts of all kinds, especially faeries given how adorable they look. He wanted to make a pact with one when he got older despite the clear knowledge of their... Unpleasant attitudes.

Was talented in archery. He still had a bit of trouble hitting moving targets, however, so he stayed behind and didn’t go hunting with Lukhege and/or Leonard often.

Even if he was getting increasingly better at archery, he really loved swords as well. He often was allowed to play with Leonard’s weapon given he used at least some caution, and commonly pretended to use it as a sword. Laum always kept his distance in fear he would hit someone, though.

Riversal is young, though held a bit of knowledge in a variety of fields for his past - Since Lukhege was commonly out hunting, Riversal was always out running a variety of errands for the town. He loved showing off that knowledge he had picked up, especially to impress Leonard.

Where Lukhege had more of a close, yet distant bond with Leonard, Riversal and Laum had a closer bond compared to his older brothers. Riversal was the brighter of the two, and Laum a bit more shy and reserved. He still dragged his little brother along to get in all kinds of trouble despite it.

Laum

Was the youngest of the brothers and definitely the shyest. Laum left just when he was starting to pick up the family trade but before he could learn anything valuable, so he commonly just stayed inside and helped around the house. Because of it, he learned a great deal about organization and cooking.

Though he had little memory of it, he played with Leonard’s hair the most of the siblings. (The title used to belong to Riversal, but he was put on ban from it because he kept pulling and trying to cut it). This kept up even after remeeting and he enjoyed fiddling with it only when he was distracted or his back was turned, so Laum was certain he wouldn’t know. (Leonard always knew, but said nothing of it for his brother’s sake.)

In spite of that, he was the only one not to call Leonard “brother”. Simply put, he just felt like a stranger he was supposed to be close to. Laum just called Leonard “Leonard”, though he was beginning to start calling him brother by the time he was killed. It was his last words, actually.

When Leonard wasn’t there, he was the voice of reason among Riversal and even Lukhege at times. Lukhege tended to put himself in risky situations just trying to be the older brother Leonard was supposed to be, and Riversal’s childishness and confidence had him trying the utterly insane just out of recklessness. Luckily, Laum was always there to protest or express just enough concern to have them reconsider their ideas - From hunting in the middle of the night to climbing up a tree that was just a little too high.

Like Riversal, Laum also enjoyed toying with Tower’s Rebuke. Only when the house was empty and he was sure no one was looking, would he pull the chain up into a staff and let it gradually fall back into a whip for near-hours of joy. He found it to be one of the most entertaining things ever.

[rustinged]

so like.. if having trans characters in media for "no reason" can't be done because it's not relevant to the story, and if a character can't be gay because its not relevant to the story, and if a character can't be a poc because it's not relevant to the story. than that says white cishet men are the default of society (which we already 'knew'). than that would also mean that at a base level, white cishet men face no struggles. white cishet men are admitting on a daily basis that they face no struggles while they constantly try and speak over ours

[radbutsafe]

ALL FUCKIN 35 OF THEM SKLNWESDJFPXO

I SHOULDVE EXPECTED THIS FROM YOU

1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)

A three! I think I’m mid range cause I ain’t terrible but there is still shit I gotta improve and grow in my writing

2. Why do you write fanfiction?

to manifest what canon won’t give me and to write more! (though yes it is mainly about the smooching and the— I’ll stop there LOL)

3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?

Hm! My weird research details? I’m that “fun fact, did you know...” in my fics sometimes LOL! I plan on giving a penthouse for erina in a fic and I went through penthouse listings in Japan for floor layouts and locations💀 my research gives me inspo and depth to stuff I think I lack in comparison to others sometimes.

4. Are there any writers that inspire you?

In terms of fellow fic writers, one of them I can’t name here but she’s an inspiration with her exceptional gift for prose period and her lovely skill at comedy! I want to be as funny as her when I write, I love her ironic situational humor. Other fic writers are @takoyakitenchou, @royaldragonsevgisi15 who I always love sharing ideas with and motivate me to create more! For non-fic writers it would be V.E. Schwab, Leigh Bardugo, Oda, and Horikoshi! The last two may be mangaka, however they are writers as well to create their stories! The depth these creators have given their worlds and interesting characters theyve given life to are all what I aspire to be like!

5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of?

so far uh?? hm everything I’m currently writing are wips lol!! im proud of my wip that has been nicknamed ‘soma panics’ that is a multi-chapter fic that spans like probs 20 plus chapters maybe

6. What element of writing do you find comes easily?

dialogue! it’s so much fun! and character thoughts. I’ve said to people I may be better suited for script writing

7. What element of writing do you struggle with most?

I think it’s description, of like setting and showing action. also an expansion of my vocabulary LOL

8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write?

erina! I think it’s because canon has shown us many of her different faces and range of emotion.

9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write?

SOMA!! chill ass mofo whos more carefree compared to the common shonen protagonist! for other shokugeki characters I’m not sure just yet because I haven’t flexed my fingers enough for the rest of them.

10. What’s your favorite genre to write for?

I guess I should say romance cause that’s what I mostly write LOL!

11. Who or what do you find yourself writing about most?

sorina and I try to get them to smooch eventually KEK and yeah it’s..usually romantic fluff lmao

12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.

HONESTLY ALL OF THEM but “soma panics” is my brain child

13. First fandom you ever wrote for?

pretty sure it’s digimon....

14. What’s your favorite fandom to write for?

currently shokugeki no soma!!!!

15. What’s the weirdest fandom you’ve ever written for?

uhhhh I guess SNS? LMAO fandoms...all have their quirks to them.

16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)?

characters cuddling!!!! or getting the urge to smooch!!!!

17. A trope you’ll never, ever write for.

unrequited love GOOD FUCKIN BYEEEEEE

18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written?

I have plot ideas thst can be wild potentially but so far nothing fits this criteria so far that I actually have written.

19. Do you prefer canon-compliant, AUs, or something in-between?

depends on the fandom, but if written well, all of it!

20. Gen fic or shippy stuff?

shippy 100% like I said I like smoochin

21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!)

romantic is...*drumroll* SORINA! platonic, soutaku and erina and alice!

22. Do you listen to anything while you write?

Sometimes! There are times songs will be on loop and times I just shuffle a playlist. and if I’m writing in random bursts it’ll be with no music but it really does depend lmao I think music is when I’m forcing myself to write?

23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?

completely independent ideas, I’ve realized in the past prompts shoot me in the foot often unless I luckily figure something out. but I’m often driven by my own sporadic self interest with shitty ping ponging attention

24. One-shots or multi-chaptered works?

multi-chap I guess cause I can post without being finished LOLLL but tbh can I really answer? I haven’t finished anything.....

25. Have you ever daydreamed about side adventures/spin-offs from your fic? Tell us about them!

I can’t answer this question imo because I haven’t finished a fic yet so technically stuff could all fit in the one fic?

26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try?

MYSTERY AND CRIME! I love the genre and I have plot ideas once a blue moon but I can’t dive in because I want to make details that work and reduce plot holes where suspension of disbelief isn’t as needed. I need to study it more (I need to study all the details for any of my fics imo to be confident sometimes LOL)

27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received?

I don’t think I can say one comment was the nicest because I’ve gotten comments that have given me quite the smiles to my face many times! I know this is a cop out but it’s true!

IS WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY UNTIL REINA SENT ME THE FOLLOWING ON DISCORD LIKE TWENTY MINS AGO:

and also rad. i am never this vocal about my emotions like EVER but this needs to be said your fics are obviously far from perfect, as are mine and everyone else's. but the thing about your works is that they're so well-sanded that it's impossible to find any rough edges or faults in them in terms of cohesion to a plot. your cast is never OOC and the amount of effort you devote to developing your takes on the characters as accurately as possible is unimaginably awe-inspiring.

BITCH I WANNA CRY 😭

28. How well do you handle criticism when it comes to your writing?

I’d like to believe I take it often well to try and improve because that’s always my goal. if someone is rude lol that’s not constructive snd is unhelpful. If I disagree with criticism I’ll explain why !

29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out?

Not yet, but I have some plot ideas I think will let me test this.

30. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst?

F L U F F.

31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them!

elliott fuji, a japanese-american award winning photographer who is erina’s boyfriend in ‘soma panics’ which..causes soma’s panic LOL he’s 30 with slightly wavy black hair. I still haven’t pinpointed his personality just yet...he kind of humble brags for sure an artsy fucker and flirts maybe I’ll make him a lil shy though. he teaches sometimes, and becomes an adjunct photography professor in Tokyo so he can be with erina.

32. Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less.

a cook is unfashionably late in realizing his feelings.

33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?

I am a slow. so slow. motivation who is she? I also write out of order, unfortunately a bit too often.

34. Copy and paste an excerpt you’re particularly fond of.

this should be for the fic ‘soma panics’ it’s either megumi or satoshi talkin to him rn, I’m leaning towards satoshi

“You thought she would always wait for you, didn’t you Soma-kun? To always welcome you home.”

Soma drags his palms down his face and groans. He doesn’t like this at all. He doesn’t shy from confrontation but this is a whole different ballgame. Soma doesn’t play any ball.

“I guess..?” Is his reply, because he thinks he isn’t sure how to answer that.

“You guess?”

Just being questioned again is enough to crack Soma’s pathetic facade as if it was dropped chinaware and he lets out the longest sigh.

“No.”

Coming home means coming home to Nakiri Erina too.

Nakiri Erina is his forever.

this is @takoyakitenchou’s excerpt she’s most proud of that I’ve written, which is also from you guessed it, the long fic soma panics

SOMA: I am, I mean I will be, I swear I will always come home to you, not spend as much time abroad, once I’m done with work I’ll come right back. I’ll make sure to message you. Nakiri, I’m in love you with you. Maybe for a really long time. You know how I say I dedicate my food to you? My dad—my dad said that the key to become a good chef is to find someone to dedicate your cooking to. A special someone. For my dad it was my mom, you know? For me it’s...

(this is a good piece of dialogue tbh so I am also proud of this)

35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!

I’ve mentioned it throughout this but the WIP I’ve nicknamed ‘soma panics’ is something I’m super excited to write, but it’s going on slowly...and almost completely out of order. out of all of my writing it showed off that particular habit of mine, along with “what is this, a shoujo manga?!” though the latter is currently being written chronologically now that I’ve posted chapter one and is pretty solid in direction. it was originally supposed to be a one shot but I got impatient and wanted to post at least something for the sorina / soueri fandom.

however, because ‘soma panics’ (I won’t call it that LOL) is my baby I want to keep true to my rule of refusing to post it until I have a draft of the entire fic finished and I’m satisfied with the main points pretty much. due to my writing out of order, I’m worried I’ll change my mind about scenes or want to reflect things in earlier chapters for later ones etc etc

I joined the SnS fandom extremely late, as season five was airing. I was a fan of the manga five years ago and dropped it because I forgot to check for updates when I caught up 😔 I really want to bang out the different fics and aus for sorina that I have before the fandom fizzles out entirely but tbh I’m writing for myself, I’m manifesting what I want to see and I’ll just share it with all my friends to read if no one else will. cause I’m slow broski I dunno what writing fast even is like LMAO I do really want to write faster though, so I can contribute more and let the words free from the discord dms....

[is-hiveswap-act-2-out-yet]

March 8, 2018

Hiveswap: Act 2 is not out yet.

Hey what’s up guys I hate tumblr apps and I hate the ipad I have to remember and retype all of this so I ugh it won’t be as raw as the first draft but

Anyway

I am depressed and very sad...and I am depressed. I wasn’t gonna even make the original post bc I’m so sad and didn’t have the energy to do it i was just gonna go to sleep but idk I feel kind of a personal obligation so here I am...remembering and retyping the post I just made but tumblr just pooped out of existence.

I um I got a car like I signed for it and everything and it’s all good i can pay for it but the problem is the insurance. Because since I’m under 21 (woman) the insurance is like super expensive it’s like $300 a month at the cheapest and that’s like a DEAL.

I can’t like get on my dads insurance bc my dad and I...like really bad stuff like we don’t talk and honestly I’d rather Uber the rest of my life than give him one more thing to hold over me when trying to manipulate me and emotionally abuse me

Um but so anyway it’s stressing me out because like ugh its so unfair its just so unnecessary it’s so stupid you know? The life ive had to live because of my dad. Its not even the price. That made me cry. Its that I’ve been living this way for so long now that it feels never ending. It feels like...my goals are /just/ out of reach.

It sucks to see your friends all have opportunity like from their parents. And help from their parents, to at least get started. And...I don’t have that. I’ve never had that. My parents just kind of did their job till I was like 13 and then I had to learn everything myself. And I obviously havent learned a whole lot. Just how to sing and how to be a kind of cool person. But maybe not even that. Idk I’ve never been close to my parents. Theyve never made an effort to like be a part of my life and know who I am. And I don’t know them either. Like I see them every day, my mom drives me places if I ask, but I don’t know them.

And I don’t know how orphans that leave an orphanage at 18 do it. Because without the help from parents, without that little push, it’s so hard to exist in this world.

Like I can almost grab them but I’m stuck in that never ending stretch. And no matter what I do no matter how much closer I move the finish line, I still am stuck, alone, reaching for it and struggling to grab it.

I also um I got an offer for a full time job. But honestly I’m not too confident in my ability to be a sales person 24/7 but I don’t really have a choice. I’m scared I’ll start and theyll realize how terrible I am and how they made a mistake and theyll fire me and my uselessness will be: confirmed. And its like really giving me anxiety. But...again. Don’t have a choice.

And its also killing me bc my current job. I’ve been there for 3 years. I’ve built so many important friendships and learned so much there. That place is forever in my heart, I love it so much. Its honestly my comfort, from my actual life. Which is weird, right? Work is where you find comfort? But yeah. Work is currently my comfort. I feel at home when I walk in the doors.

And it hurts me to think about having to leave. Or to even think about having to tell my coworkers and managers that I got an offer for a full time job that I have to take. I don’t want to end that chapter of my life. Not yet. Not for some boring sales position at what seems like a terrible company.

I tried to tell them today and I couldn’t do it it was so hard I was thinking about it all day and I felt guilt for not telling them and that makes me really sad.

But you know I need this because I don’t have health insurance and I need health insurance. I need it.

I don’t know.

I was always scared to get a full time job too because to me...a full time job...is like...the end. Or not the end but more like...the beginning of...acceptance? Like just the beginning of accepting that you have to work away your life to live and you have to work under capitalism and succeed in capitalism and just...taking a seat and following all those rules to live a secure life. Giving your life up. Giving up your dreams, even.

It feels like I’m running out of time.

And you know I don’t want to be stuck in a cycle under the capitalist thumb until I die I want to do things I want to perform I want to sing I want to see things!!! I haven’t had the privilege of others to you know go out and do things I wanted to do because my family is so broken and I just want that. I don’t want to be smooshed down into a case and hung up on some CEOs huge wall of other people smooshed into cases.

I just...it feels like I’m running out of time. And its stressing me out. And making me sad.

And you know of course I have mental health issues like I don’t even know if I can be a functional person at all 24/7 so I don’t know how working full time is gonna be.

I’m just scared of failing in every area. Scared of not being good enough. Scared of running out of time. Scared of being defeated and having to just comply with the world.

And of course the no internet affecting my ability to do any of the things I enjoy, leaving me an empty shell of YouTube videos and video games out of obligation.

Also the fact that I cant afford an apartment even with s full time job, meaning I have to stay here in my dads house, miserable, for that much longer.

And just....there’s a whole lot. There’s a whole lot. I’m thinking about a bunch of stuff and I’m sad and it’s hard for me right now. So if I miss a day or two or a few...I’m sorry. Uh. Just know that it’s not bc I’m lazy it’s because I just really am not “feelin up to it right now”.

Sorry to dump my 2nd edition life story on yall but idk sometimes you just gotta share your feelings with a bunch of random strangers on the internet so they understand why you arent having the best time keeping up with your daily blog.

Edit: just watched the Nintendo direct and WOW SUPER SMASH BROS FOR THE SWITCH YEAAHHHHHHH

Also congrats, Toby. On your dream of getting undertale on the switch. And also making it onto a Nintendo direct woe.

There are 11 days until “Spring 2018”.

[hockeyisforthegays]

The sedins retring is making me cry?? they've been playing for what seems like for forever to me and it's impossible to think about canucks without them. they were always my favourite and im going to miss seing them on ice (although, if i do bump into them randomly (i live near vancouver) you can bet i'm going to ask for a picture inbetween my tears)

the canucks drafted them in june of 1999. thats two months before i was born. that IS forever!! ive never lived in a world without the sedins on the canucks! i teared up a bit too its just so hard to believe. they feel like such an intrinsic part of the team cause theyve just.. always been there! 

but hopefully theyre gonna enjoy all the more time they can spend with their families now. im also glad they got to decide for themselves, after long and successful careers, instead of being forced out by injuries or illness or anything, and that they got to stay with the canucks the whole way through, and that the two of them got to do it all together. its pretty incredible when you think about it!

[emotionalgrenades]

I have like so many drafts in my drafts and im like...theyve been there forever...do i...do i still do them??

[psychopatx]

♛ *throws my url at you*

[ ♛ ] send me a url and i’ll tell you the following;

my opinion on; bakerstreetsconsultingsociopath

character in general: again i shall say; seeing as Sherlock is the main character of the series, he is rather important and has very much focus on his character. i of course love him in this series and many other portrayals - This one I find interest in more than the others. Being his set personality at the start and changing over the series as much as it has was such a fun adventure, and his reaction to each and every new problem there was or he got into. The relationships he formed, just — all of it. ++++ the relationship between the two; sherlock and jim. they are indeed alike. the same, what could have been. you can’t have one without the other.how they play them: like a cunt. jk. i can promise you that i am actually rping with the sherlock holmes and there is no sliver of a doubt in my mind of otherwise. there are no words to suit how perfect i have seen this person perform the task of being a lil mofo. the way of which she speaks of the character just proves even more how in depth she is with him, how well she can portray him. this sherlock will forever remain my favorite, and only one in my mind that nails the character perfectly. the things that must go through her mind, to be able to think of everything. not just the writing alone, everything. everything i see each rp is so correct and i honestly couldn’t expect a better sherlock, then came along the mun. i can’t fully tell you how perfect this sherlock is and how much i love them. i will continue to try and let them know how much i appreciate how well they are, while avoiding other casualties.the mun: this fucker. they’ve made me question myself. we’ve become the actual sherlock and jim. if you met aly im sure you’d just be wondering how you ended up talking to sherlock. there could not be any other mun more perfect for sherlock. i will usually actually just call her by sherlock and his pronouns sorry not sorry lol. aly is more than what i expected a sherlock mun to be like, beyond and above amazing. the amount of shit talking and sass we have given each other is unholy. along with the gorgeous sheriarty and ideas we send to each other. i am have successfully started to drag her into hannibal and with hopes of the future. im trying to hold back on being kind. they’ve made and helped me understand more things around the relationship between jim and sherlock and the possibilities. they will always be the sherlock i think of instantly. cant go on without them. im going to stop myself right now before i give her too much praise. 

do i;

follow them: actually blockedrp with them: are you kidding, i never do my draftswant to rp with them: who would want to rp with thisship their character with mine: mmm theyve made me regret the ship \ like that relationship doesn’t literally leave me in a grave to suffocate forever. i totally couldn’t go on a huge rant about it ever. i never ever talked about it with aly ever. nope. not even batjokes in relation to them.

what is my;

overall opinion: stop acting indifferent to me/ we are alike / don’t try to fool me

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.