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fedorah-the-explorah · 10 months

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i think player should be able to deck gray. just once. as a treat.

#shut up suzie #carmen sandiego 2019 #player carmen sandiego #let the child unleash his inner violence #yall ever watch race to the edge?#theres this one scene where one character goads the protagonist into punching him #thinking that it wont actually hurt #bc protagonist is built like a tree branch #but then he gets his shit rocked and it's magnificent.#anyways yeah. whenever i see that scene #i think if drawing like this stupid hypothetical #where gray is like 'look kid. clearly you have a problem with me. understandable. why dont we settle this like men? ill give you one free #pass to punch me'#and player is like 'thats stupid as fuck no.'#and then gray keeps goading so player turns around and BAM #kid packs a punch wheb backed by the power of friendship #zack and ivy are losing their shit while recording #carmen is like 😰😰😰

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wingsofwater · 9 months

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peach pit

[ID : a chubby skywing dragon named Pyrite, who has yellowish-orange scales with a lighter yellow underbelly and dark freckles across her scales, resembling the inside of a peach. she has a crest of dark spines along the back of her neck and on the tip of her tail, antler-like horns, her body is dappled with scars, and she wears a cord around her neck like a choker. she is sitting down, facing towards the left, with her wings held open and an uncertain expression on her face. the background is a teal rectangle with white peach blossoms overlayed on top of it. END ID]

#thinking a lawttt about how pyrite was described to be the same color as a peach a lot #the freckles as described in the id are supposed to make her look like the inside of a peach #she has scars all over her body bc she was enchanted to be really clumsy so i would imagine she would be constantly getting hurt by acciden #her feet [and other skywing feet] have a fifth toe on the back kinda like raptor claws that they use for balance and grabbing things #in winter turning the original pyrite[?] was described to have black eyes so i gave her really big pupils -#- that would probably make her eyes look black head-on #she has lil bear ears btw !! i think skywings and icewings have bear ears bc theyre smaller and wont get cold as easily . also theyre cute #i just thought the crest of spines would look cute but then i realized the resemblance to icewing spikes so i added them to the tail too #the antler horns looking like icewing reindeer horns also wasnt intentional i just wanted them to look unique -#- instead of the generic straight horns or curved i usually give skywings #i think she has quite a bit of icewing remnants left over despite the spell actually #like i would imagine her fire is weaker than the other skywings and would be a lot less hotter #she also instinctively isnt used to skywing proportions hence why shes sitting the way she is with her legs all weird and wings not closed #other than that shes rather boring and isnt very flamboyant bc i think scarlet would think she doesnt deserve it #i dont really have any other design notes everything was added last second or by complete accident gafksndkxk #I JUST REALIZED THE THUMB ON HER WING IS BACKWARDS . I WAS WONDEIRN WHY IT LOOKED WEIRD CKJFMCJXNX #whatever im not fixing it. suffer with me #🖌#wings of fire skywing #wings of fire #wings of fire pyrite #og my GODDD tumblr eated the wuality on this one real bad wtfff

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squidsandthings · 4 months

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Kunichuu washing each others hair

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#i need more of them doing domestic things together pls #They have so many things to think about in theur lives #things to manage to keep track of #I feel like the little moments of simple domestic touch would mean the most #as simple as lying in a bath with someone you care about who wont leave you who wont hurt you #and doing each others hair #When the outside world and responsibilities and ideals can melt into water and be washed away #i love you doesn't need to be said when its massaged into scalps and hands and backs and shoulders #i love you is getting to exist together as humans #because maybe its the simplest things where the most beautiful humanity can be found #kunichuu #bsd #squid talks actually

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ylge · 9 months

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I prefer girls

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#tower of god #yuri ha jahad #yuri ha zahard #khun maschenny jahad #khun maschenny zahard #yurischenny #yeah finally i have time to draw my other fav ship #i was going to make this fem khunbam but then i think it wont hurt to draw other ship too #i love drawing women actually

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hayaku14 · 5 months

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kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself

#you sick son of a bitch #if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive #it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive????????#you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started????????#his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal???#and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself #but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him #AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN #GO FUCK YOURSELF #Honestly the worst #also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into #a whole different level #anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day #good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;>#lol #dc prattles #as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family #i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself #feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive #but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly #anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy #sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔#ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH

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dukeofthomas · 9 days

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"He hurts you because he loves you" classic excuse for abuse, not an interesting angle to go at a story with, boring, annoying, makes me hate anyone who says this shit. "He loves you but he still hurt you" beautiful, amazing, empowering. Love is not a pure, good, flawless emotion, actions matter more than intent, and caring for someone doesn't mean you can't or won't hurt them, and in my opinion, it makes hurting them worse.

#my dc posting #dc #batman #bruce wayne #not directly dc but i was def thinking abt this mf when writing it #like im sorry but narratives abt someone acknowledging their parent was rough/hard on them growing up bc they cared or whatever do Nothing #for me #i have NEVER ONCE seen the concept of ''tough love'' used in any context outside of trying to justify abuse.#like fuck off w the robins going ''bruce is hard on you cus he wants you to do your best'' or whatever I ACTUALLY HATE ITTT #''but he loves her'' ah yes. the most classic fucking excuse for abuse and mistreatment.#i don't care if there is love!!! i dont care if actions come from a place of care and love if the actions are fucking horrific!!!!!#like in my opinion hurting someone you love is worse than hurting someone you hate #i dont care about your intentions if you caused real harm #uegh this is a topic i feel very strongly about bc the bullshit narrative of a character #forgiving someone for hurting them bc they learn they love/care is so prevalent and has never been done in a way #that doesnt make me seethe w fucking rage!!!#gaa >:(#anyway. narratives about acknowleding they loved you and cared for you and wanted the best for you #AND STILL HURT YOU are so good to me #you can hurt someone you love. loving someone doesnt mean you wont hurt them. and love is not an excuse to hurt others.#seems like such basic 101 understanding of the world but apparently not 😒

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strawberrystepmom · 10 months

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being loved by someone who makes an effort to understand you does make u better as a person tbh

#i think about this a lot in context of self shipping especially #love can't heal you it can't fix anything that's wrong with you it can't even make things hurt less but it can help you understand yourself #it can help you understand others better #it can help you accept others for who they are and allow them to impact your life in unexpected ways #and tbh i dont love opposites attract tropes bc i feel like they have made people think they can't be with someone who is like them at all #or it wont work #tbh this is just me thinking about satoru bc im sappy leave me alone #i havent talked about satoken in any actual capacity in a minute let me have this

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autisticlee · 2 months

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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.

but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.

I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.

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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more #sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently #yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn #and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else #everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution #but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me #youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset #and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE #like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life #if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us #we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way #they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature #this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it #someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic #autism #actually autistic #lee rambles #words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not #also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it #why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation #no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd #today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better

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ratatatastic · 2 months

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and what does a lombo do with free reign of a camera? apparently take the most gorgeous shots ever committed to film

SoFlo Hockey | 7.26.24 (x)

bonus lombo shots!

#ryan lomberg #brandon duhaime #nikita zadorov #anthony duclair #summer league madness #tw flashing lights #begging editors to stop using jitter and flashing lights in video please it hurts my head i get it its cool or whatever but come on >.>#also im gonna explain what soflo hockey (league) is because their marketing does such an awful job at explaining #its a 3v3 summer hockey league based out of pompano beach #considered professional because multiple nhlers are currently participating in it #there are also ahlers current and former and university players who are from the soflo area playing as well #there are 4 teams. the most important part is that team blach (team w the white jerseys) has dewey z duke lombo and jack johnson together #because its in a 3v3 format lineups are very rotational so most of the time dewey wont be playing with z duke or lombo in the same games #i saw a lot of z lombo and duke together so i was completely blindsided that dewey was on the same team #lmao because hes not in much footage together with them #i was watching a micd up game video and dewey was present but no the others so yeah rotational basis it seems #anyways do you ever think about the fact lombo chose 94 in this summer league... despite his new calgary number blazened on his helmet...#94 most associated with his cup win...yeah im gonna cry about this a lot actually!#lombo filming duke...oh yeah you can feel the yearning in the film...oh yeah

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p4nishers · 1 year

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the script book is driving me fucking insane tf u mean "Crowley had lost Aziraphale, and the world was ending in a few hours" ??!!! bitch im gonna throw up

#'aziraphale is softening. they haven't spoken in a hundred years: he's realizing they're still friends' SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP WHAT IS #WRONG WITH YOU NEIL OHMYGOD #'aziraphale: no. i. am. not interested. a breath. crowley is about to fall apart' ?????? EXCUSE ME #'they had eaten and spent a very pleasant day together' im gonna kick something #'crowley: and when im off in the stars i wont even think about you. aziraphale looks hurt' SHUT UP SHUR UP SHIR UP IM GONNA VOMIT #good omens #azicrow #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #good omens script book #neil gaiman

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socksandbuttons · 1 month

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anwyay we're figuring out what im drawing today aka

bean au birthday parties turning out badly actually is a trend im seeing

#obviouslt this comic wont be done for today i have something else planned #but fbvjdkfd SIGHS this'll reference a comic that i havent shared but also a conversation with kc that i also havent shared #dont we love that. dbkjdfvfs #depends on how writing this goes #eclipses birthday i misssssed but thats okay! we didnt get a kc bday comic either #altho... thats a topic actually... would he share sun and moons bday then?? there debut day but then theres like...#HMnn #im not gonna think too hard about birthdays actually thats hurting my brain

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matty-bear · 3 months

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SCREAMING UNTIL MY LUNGS AND VOICE GIVE UP ON ME CRYING HYSTERICALLY UNTIL MY EYES ARE PERMANENTLY DRY FOAMING AT THE MOUTH PULLING MY HAIR OUT KNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE NICKKKKK 😭😭😭 i cant … guys he’s too pretty I CANT !! he wore this shirt for me btw !! :3 sigh my pretty and handsome boy 😔💔

#hes so pretty it hurts #im gonna stay up tonight thinking about this video #like im not okay !!#wont be for a while !!#cause of death: nicolas sturniolo #i actually cant guys #he’s so pretty and his skin is so clear #and he’s so perfect and 😞#gender envy is strong with him ..#LIKE IM IN PAINNN IT HURTSSS #azul talks ✮#sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #matt sturniolo #chris sturniolo

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synth-spinner · 2 months

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Thinks really hard about superior agreeing to do that for Taka in the recent issue...remembers issue 12💥💥. LOVE this manga they get me fr.. he HATES how he was as doc ock so bad he would rather DIE than go back to being how he used to be even tho he knows he cant win against himself anymore because he refuses to be cruel again.. THATS HOW IT SHOULD BEEEE THEY GET IT... sick and twisted to me knowing how superior vol 2 ended up resetting him anyway.. AAAARGRGGHHHGGGGHHHGHHHH💥

#and vol 3 gnome laughed on his corpse #GAUAHHHHH MY BUG I NEED HIM TO BE TORMENTED FOREVER BY HIS OWN SELF AND IM WINNING #IM WINNINGGGG!!! GENUINELY REGRETS WHAT HED DONE TILL HES PLAGUED BY HIS OWN SELF FOREVER BECAUSE HES DONE TOO MUCH WOOOOOO!!!#alsooooo im still soo happy this manga FINALLY gave me superior vs own self as doc ock.. hii <33 hiii #SUPERIOR SHOULD HAVE BEATEN HIS DOC OCK SELF WITH HIS BARE FISTS IT WOULD BE SO CATHARTIC YET IT WOULDNT MAKE HIM STOP HATING HIMSELF 💥💥#BUT I ACTUALLY LOOVE HOW OCK USES OTOHA AS LIKE A SHIELD SO SUPERIOR CANT HURT HIM.. CUZ HE WONT HURT INNOCENT CHILDREN !! ‼️#AND HOW SUPERIOR WOULD RATHER DENY HIMSELF THE CHANCE TO LET OUT HIS CONTEMPT FOR HIS PAST AND PUNISH HIMSELF THE WAY HE THINKS HE DESERVES #THAN HURT A CHILD !!#WOO I LOVVVE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT HE WILL LEARN TO CARE FOR OTHERS MORE THAN HE HATES ON HIMSELF !!#NEVER FORGIVING THEM FOR REVERTING ALL OF SUPERIORS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT BEFORE WE GOT MORE COOL STORIES EXPLORING HOW HE DEALS #superior spiderman #superior spider man #spider-man: octopus girl #superior spider-man #spiderman: octopus girl #i may have just ranted in nonsensical blorbo frenzy BUT UAARGHH GOOD SUPERIOR CONTENT FOR ONCEE #elliot tolliver #superior octopus

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#even tho it was so hard for me. ofc when u can only communicate via the internet so much is lost i think... sm extra things u need to be #more secure kinda? like physical presence does a lot on its own #but yeah.. ok i actually wrote more but u can only have 30tags per post and safari on ur phone does not tell u when it's stopping so half o #what i wrote just disappeared ._. i cant rmbr what i said... and i mean this is just for myself to vent but grr im so annoyed #yeah just that he was sm more patient than i realized. i just was in the start of learning how to live w my avpd #i wasnt able to do a lot. even if i wanted to. he helped me sm to uncover things in myself to start that thing within me #i just desperately wish i had found him earlier and that i've been this far along in my anti avpd limitation abilities.... truly wish that #so im trying to accept it and just think bc i dont have a choice :') i've never wanted anyone like this and that just is how it is #i will always love him simply bc he is who he is #he's so so cool and amazing to me in so so many ways. and i always loved just how he talks and communicates bc it resonates w me #and there are simply sm details i just adore. but yeah... i probably shouldnt think abt that? i feel like.. it isnt my place to think abt i #but it is what it is but it hurts so incredibly much. will i ever be able to let go of him? the love i couldve experienced? the wonderful #person i couldve been with? will i be able to stop thinking abt all his great qualities and how much i wish he was mine? and all the things #wanna do and talk abt with him? he's just.. he just is .. i cant describe it. it feels like more than just earthly love...#maybe i sound insane or too intense or dramatic or smth but.. it feels so much larger than everything #so i struggle sm with letting go bc i want to touch him and i want to love him and i just want to be with him and experience everything w h #but that isnt my place. i know... why.. have i only ever felt like this w him... what do i do with this?? am i crazy? am i going insane? is #there smth wrong with me?#he is worthy of everything and he is so so wonderful but is there smth wrong w me for being so..#for having love that actually truly is all consuming? what is this... it's scary. esp when i cant unleash it. it's like a wild beast i have #to learn how to tame. and i want to be able to find mutual love too. but i cant force anything. will the universe grant me that?#i cant imagine myself ever being able of letting go of him but if that is what the universe has planned then..#ok im actually starting to sound intense and weird and idk O.O i think i think too much #.. it hurts that i wont get to do all of the things and talk abt all the things i wanna do w him. i'll never get to hug him...#if i could ask for only one thing it'd be one hug from him....#maybe is ound crazy but with all my disorders and feeling disconnected from the world.. and finding someone that makes me feel tethered #and safe and real.. and having to let go bc it just wasnt meant for me... why is the universe so cruel.#in the end i care abt him so much i just want him to be loved. i want him to finally feel loved.#someone else.. someone else without avpd can do that for him. i want him to be oh so so loved and .. yeah.. :(#i wish i couldve loved him as he deserves but .. its not my place. not my place... all i want is to hear his voice and live in his arms

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months

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Why not combine them? You could post about MineDai eating pasta! Does Mine bulk with pasta? Does Daigo have a favorite pasta dish? Do they cook it together for a date night? Does Daigo even know how to boil water?? (Genuinely if you have any interest in posting about this please do, would read)

mine could, in fact, be the one who makes daigo pasta with a lil olive oil and salt and parmesan youre right ......

#snap chats #in MY world anyway ......#posts that inspired me to stop playing fps games to eat pasta instead <- im playing again later with my brother #bulking with pasta tho ..... im built like a cool stick you find in the forest but i love having pasta after a midday run ...#maybe not as a Meal meal but a quick meal just to have something afterwards yk #though would that not be lunch .... pasta lunch ... not a terrible meal for lunch actually...#idk i dont really eat lunch. unless that IS lunch.... idk dont ask me about the specific dietary habits of characters i dont eat #i dont imagine daigo has a favorite pasta dish- not that he doesnt like pasta its just not something he has strong opinions on #spaghetti's always a safe choice isnt it .... omg jollibees spaghetti ... i dont think he's had any but i just want JB spaghetti now ...#im full on pasta actually my stomach hurt <- just ate / contradicting 'i dont eat' statement #i cant imagine daigo and mine cooking together. maybe its because the thought of someone cooking with me makes me want to kill them #like im literally trying to cook here get out of the WAY. mine would be more nice of course he'd just have daigo wait if he was cooking #i should draw something with that .. i see it clearly. .. one day.#i just think itd be nice if daigo Wnated to help and insisted on it but mine's Deadass this time like. Go Away. Respectfully.#daigo'd prob joke about helping but then he gotta get hit with the Im Serious tone and now he's laughing while he walks away #like FIIIINNNEE WHATEVER guess he wont get the chairmans help <- the kitchen will not be burned down now #thats hyperbolic. moving on #youre right anon with the power of my mind i can make anything about my day related to minedai #i will be abusing this power indefinitely

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naenaex0xx · 5 months

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maybe I'm comfortable with tumblr because I get to say things I don't usually tell anyone

#like how my day is? or what dumb stuff im doing lol #my “safe space” where i got to meet people somehow (and theyre very cool :3c)#well. im happy if i get to do it now #cmon nae! sympathy points wont do you any good !!#okay so. tumblr gets to be my little planner too cause i get to write things in the momoment #so im writing things im proud of!#brushed my teeth for more than two mins today #n i actually washed a lil! its embarrassing writing this here because i dont want anyone thinking im dirty.... since its gross #but anyways.. im getting better at putting my phone down at night!#that means fixing my sleep right? i just have to sort out the mornings since i lose track of time #and struggle to leave bed (its too comfyyyy >.<)#and oh. i want to start going on walks..#itll be hard since the house is getting done n stuff but. anytine if the day. i feel like taking walks woukd be better for me #just to keave the house. my eyes always hurts when i steo outside #n thats not good :<#those are my goals for now. i do wanna get closer to my friends. and actually make friends!#ive had no friendships for nearly a year at college lol #its just been 'oh well' but i have actually felt lonely... oh well-#i guess i wanna get closer to people?#and.. talk to ny old friends too #i feel to guilty #im not good with this stuff. it drains me #but anyways. baby steps right? who knows #maybe ill make a friend on the trip! or next year too! that sounds good #ik nobody'll probably read this cause its word vomit lol #but basically yay yippee im feelin kinds alright #<333 #posts.nae/rambles

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