#this blog being that old... oh

[incorrectaberfield]

It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Actually insane ummm thank you to my fellow Resident Evil fans in this year of 2024 I'm glad we're still in this together!

[dailyfigures]

like i said, truly fascinating people on this app!

[lululeighsworld]

THEY DEVASTATINGLY WALLOPED ME FOR THESE BRIEF FEW SECONDS

[shirogane-oushirou]

still need to work out how i want to draw him but. first new f/o art! yibbie!!

[mystiquedrops]

Bye.

I remember tweaking out when defending Eden and insisting she wasn't the culprit and stuff.

Embarrassing. But kind of fun Ig !

Atleast she wasn't really the culprit at the end

[dreams-and-honor]

@flatstarcarcosa and I talking about the ~semantics~ of Eden's conception just made me think about how when she was born she was a very normal sized child and I was like "Thank GOD she didn't take after your 6'8" brick wall genetics" only for me to turn around one day when she's 15 and she's already 5'11"

And then she's 6'2" by the time she graduates high school.

And I just turn to Angeal like "Well THAT could have SUCKED"

Now we just have to worry about the potential round two-

[heffrondriving]

Do you still like big time rush or has James ruined them for you?

i have absolutely no idea how long ago this was from but like. y'all what even is this offhand ask lmao ( ; ⚆ _ ⚆ )

but alright screw it, just to set the record straight: i loved Big Time Rush lots and lots, that much is obvious. the nick show itself was such an integral part of my childhood, and i absolutely have no regrets about rediscovering the band last 2020 and diving in headfirst right into the deep end *Hot Summer by Heffron Drive starts blasting out* of their music and inevitably joining the fandom. i'm especially forever thankful for all the interesting experiences and fun projects and amazing friends i've made along the way, so i'm sincerely always going to have a certain fondness for BTR in the deepest crevices of my vv heart and soul.....

although yes, certainly *that* whole situation and other such related unfortunate controversies had kinda soured it to the point where i got uncomfortable calling myself a rusher—but that ultimately wasn't what made me fall out, it was just plain 'ol ✨burnout✨ idk keeping up with the fandom just got a little bit too hectic and way too toxic for me, so i moved on to other things better for my peace of mind. anyway, i'm mostly into cool J-pop stuff and ofc my most beloved svensk pojkband FO&O nowadays (also for language-learning purposes hehe :^D) and tbh these have been so incredibly wonderful and healing for me.....but i confess, i still kinda miss BTR and check in on them from time to time. hell, i even have a whooole bunch of chaotic BTR ocs that casually live rent-free in my mind now and forever and i'm constantly tempted to return to this rotting blog just so I can endlessly infodump lore abt them but i'm Annoying™ and who'd want that anyway soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so yes, i do love Big Time Rush. despite everything, i still like the show and the music, i like all the silly wacky unhinged creations and nostalgic memories i have of it, i like the fandom generally and seeing notifs still pop up on this inactive blog as the ever-faithful rushers continue to thrive and be inspired by the band and its legacy (shoutout to all the new-wave tumblrushers hehe i see u guys much love and hugs and i hope y'all keep up all the fun vibes and creativity here mwah xoxo (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡), and i really don't wanna allow anything to ruin all those good feelings i got from them, even if that means being critical and letting go of certain aspects. i don't have to love everything about it, really. just enough for me is hopefully enough ❤️‍🩹

and now, the musical journey continues...?

(p.s. #1: UNRELATED-ISH GIF BUT ALSO I PROMISE THIS GIF IS RELEVANT BC HE'S TECHNICALLY ONE OF MY BTR OCS SO LIKE THAT COUNTS RIGHT??? (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠))

(p.s. #2: BTR actually dropped by our country in their world tour last October 2024,,, too little, too late :"))) and apparently there was a whole fucking drama that went down abt it too??? anubayan nakakahiya gagi ahshdjsjdk)

[arthisan]

i just find it SO FUNNY that arthur, an m.i.t. man, a mechanical engineer, a man of many inventions, probably the best man to solve a leak, to fix a broken apparatus, what have you, will always be broken up about the way he can't find a way to repair himself immediately

[faunandfloraas]

You have been sending a lot more i.n lately is there a new bias wrecker 🧐

since I've never claimed a bias, how could I have a bias wrecker

[taradactyls]

Trying to Tread Water: Chapter Thirty

The Elizabeth/Darcy Marriage of Convenience fic no one asked for

Chapter Thirty: Elizabeth's first ball in town - and the first official dance she is attending as Mrs Darcy - has arrived. As have the Darcy family's collection of jewellery, which Mr Darcy sent for. Of course, despite that their marriage was made to secure her safety, his love for Elizabeth means he wants none but her to wear them. They stay close to each other during the ball, and he cannot keep his eyes off her. Especially when they dance.

Read on Ao3 here

First reviews of Chapter Thirty: "Honestly when I get the email this story has updated I get very excited and it’s a proper treat! I made a coffee and sat down to read it as soon as possible." "Loved this update! Oh man the vibes during that dance were just perfect." "I'm literally so unreasonably happy that they had a nice night out😭😭 grinning in public like a lunatic rn..." "I really loved the ball in its entirety, honestly. The descriptions of the room and atmosphere, and especially the last dance, all speaks to your writing prowess. 12/10, would recommend." "This story is my absolute favorite notification and I seriously enjoy reading it so much! The characters, the world building, just so incredibly well done!"

Story updates on Ao3 fortnightly, with Chapter Thirty-One coming out on the 17th May.

Story tags: Elizabeth/Darcy, Marriage of Convenience, Unrequited Love, Not Really Unrequited Love, Slow Burn, Pining, Pining Despite Being Married, Mr Darcy thinks his worst enemy is Wickham but maybe it's himself.

[quietlyblooms-gone]

to anyone who's awake rn... i just might be clownin' around @kaercu

[niallandtommo]

i really miss the old tumblr days

[icewindandboringhorror]

reminders of the passage of time moodeboard

[waitingforsecretsouls]

Idc how much people may hate Ren, this was one of the best scenes of Season 1, period.

[red-dyed-sarumane]

reading the novels again WOULD get me back into shuuenpro in both a drawing and theorizing way now that i can actually read & dont have to rely on others to tell me what it says but i 1) dont have them with me 2) already dedicated 5 formative years of my life to it in a near religious way and 3)a lot of fans have analyzed it to death already so i think its perfectly fine to focus on aru sekai series instead.

[devilsparda]

ive been sitting in this askbox for so long im not even sure if im in the right askbox but i think so<-i wrote this last ..... my honest opinion is that youre genuinely one of the funniest ppl ive ever met. like i remember the first gc we were ever in together back in back in 201*mumbles* some of the mssgs youd send would have me CRYING LAUGHING esp when we'd all get on call tgt; you make any space youre in genuinely so welcoming and fun.... I also just had to delete an entire paragraph bcs i went off on an unrelated tangent nd i think thats also a testament to how easy it is to talk to you like just knowing im sending you an ask i was like. ok i can write 7000 characters n jannah will read them and reply 2 them<3 I also alr told you i love your writing but im saying it again... u were always a brilliant writer but you've only gotten better! ive only ever played 15 minutes of dmc 3 on my brothers old ps2 but i feel like i know dantes character just from how you talk about him + the combo of your pretty narrative writing and dialogue...i just love to read your posts. anyway (for the 93729837th time) im SOOOOOO happy youre back+love you + kiss you + follow wherever your interests take you till the ends of the earth <3

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.